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請做好準備下船 Please prepare to exit the ferry.
各位乘客請注意 Attention on deck.
我們已經抵達火島派恩斯 We are now arriving at Fire Island Pines.
各位 歡迎來到火島 Welcome to Fire Island, everybody.
上岸請注意安全 Please take care exiting the boat.
小心台階濕滑 Those steps can be wet.
請您再次檢查一遍是否帶好了所有隨身物品... Also double-check you have all your luggage...
祝您愉快 Have a good day.
- 嘿 Weeks - 嘿 親愛的 - Hey, Weeks. - Hey, honey.
最近怎麼樣? How you doing?
我們都挺好 We're doing great.
我們到了 Here we are.
你們在幹嘛? What are you guys doing?
胸毛長出來了 該你了 泰迪熊 Hairy is out. Your turn, teddy bear.
不 我愛我的泰迪 Oh, no, I love my teddy.
卡爾文·克萊因可不會贊同這說法 Calvin Klein would not approve.
棒球比賽開始了 Baseball game is on
我的夏天也正式開始了 and my summer has officially begun.
重點是 他沒在開玩笑 The thing is, he actually means it.
- 寶貝 - 你好嗎? - Hey, baby. - How are you?
- 凍啤酒? - 不 我剛喝了一些 - Cold beer? - No, I've already had a couple.
好一身制服 中尉 太熱辣啦 Nice stripes, Lieutenant. Hot.
別調戲我了... 上尉 Oh, please... Captain.
剛從後備隊退役 Just got back from the Reserves.
你知道他們怎麼說 每月一次 我得做回真男人 You know what they say, once a month I get to play a real man.
看起來你最近沒健身啊 Oh, haven't seen you at the gym lately.
嘿 Bruce? Bruce?
- 該你了 Bruce - 什麼? 什麼? - Your turn, Bruce. - What? What?
Brucey 拜託 不要讓我們家族在海灘上丟臉 親 Brucey, please, don't embarrass our house at the beach, hon.
不得不去了 Uh-oh. Gotta do it.
Ned 你知道他們怎麼說 You know what they say, Ned.
如果你不能打敗他們... If you can't beat 'em...
那就加入他們 join 'em.
他是我的 That's my guy.
你不感興趣的時候 Craig很痛苦 Craig was miserable when you weren't interested.
看看現在 他勾搭上Robert Redford了 Now look. He's got Robert Redford.
向你證明上帝真的存在 Shows you there is a God.
- John怎麼樣? - John? - How's John? - John?
- John - John? 哦 你說他呀 - John. - John? Oh, John.
我現在跟Gregory在一起 No, I'm with Gregory now.
我們在慶祝十五個月紀念日 We're celebrating our 15-month anniversary.
十五個月? 那對你來說是很長時間了 Mickey 15? That's a long time for you, Mickey.
得了吧 我們是情人 而且還同居了 Oh, please, we're lovers and we live together.
但不代表我們也對互相忠誠 It's not like we're faithful to each other, too.
他甚至不是猶太人 不要告訴我的拉比 He's not even Jewish. Don't tell my rabbi.
天啊 My God.
猶太佬 你好差勁 Hey Jewish, you suck.
你怎麼還有臉來這兒? Why do you even come here anymore?
我們不想看到你 We don't want you.
你的小說把我們寫得好慘 You made us look terrible in your novel.
看看你周圍 性徹底解放了 Look around you. Sex is liberating.
我只是說執迷於性愛 就很難找到真愛 All I said was having so much sex makes finding love impossible.
不要把你找不到另一半的失敗 Do not put your failure to find someone
- 強加到我們身上 - Neddy! - on the rest of us. - Neddy!
- 痛! - 老天 - Ow! - Oh, jeez.
天啊 Oh, God.
大家快過來! Guys!
怎麼了? Hey, what happened?
- 你還好嗎? - 我沒事 - You okay? - I'm okay.
只是有點頭暈 Just got a little lightheaded.
我能自己站起來 我沒事 I got myself up. I'm fine.
我只是有點暈 I just got a little dizzy.
他看起來沒事 He seemed okay.
吹! Blow!
他很擅長喔 He's good at that.
我太他媽的愛這裡了! I fucking love this place!
Ned! 嘿 Ned! Ned! Hey, Ned!
來嘛 求你了 Come on. Please?
41例同性戀患者確診感染罕見癌症
片名: 平常心
我曾經在巴勒克街的法國之家 I sold you a ceramic pig once
賣給你一個瓷豬 at Maison France on Bleecker Street.
我叫Sanford I'm Sanford.
我記得你 Yes, I remember.
當時我有個朋友很喜歡收集豬 Somebody I was friends with then collected pigs
而你那個瓷豬是我除了真豬之外 見過最大的 and you had the biggest pig I'd ever seen outside a real pig.
它們一直在變大 They just keep getting bigger
而且不會消失 and won't go away.
我是她的第二十個病例 I'm her 20th case.
已經有六例死了 And six of them are dead.
Ned 不用等很久了 Hey, Ned. Won't be a minute.
Buzzy 我都不知道你在這工作 Hey, Buzzy. I didn't know you worked here.
你是誰? Who are you?
我是Ned Weeks 我看到"紐約時報"的文章後跟你聊過 Uh, Ned Weeks. I spoke to you after the "Times" article.
進來 把你的衣服脫掉 Come in. Take your clothes off.
我只是來問一些問題的 I only came to ask some questions.
你是同性戀 對吧? You are gay, aren't you?
是的 Yes.
把衣服脫了 不用緊張 Take your clothes off. Don't be nervous.
我見過的男人比你見過的還多 I've seen more men than you have.
我不知道怎麼回答你問的問題 To answer all of your questions, I don't know.
我從未見過或聽說過這種病症 I've never seen or heard of anything like this.
你有什麼症狀嗎? Have you had any of the symptoms?
"紐約時報"說的最多的... Most of the shit the "Times" said...
變形蟲 淋病 肝炎 amoebas, gonorrhea, hepatitis.
同性革命之後你並不知道那是什麼樣的 You don't know what it's been like since the sexual revolution.
你憑什麼認為我不知道? What makes you think I don't?
有發熱 盜汗 體重減輕的症狀嗎? Any fever, night sweats, weight loss?
你以為我不想 都沒有 Don't I wish. No.
紫色病變呢? 張嘴 And purple lesions? Open your mouth.
那是一種癌症 It's a cancer.
免疫系統的反應非常奇怪 There's a strange reaction in the immune system.
它會讓免疫系統崩潰 而不反擊 It's collapsed. Won't fight.
所以讓我手上大多數病人倒下的病菌 So the diseases most of my patients are coming down with
本來是連嬰兒都能抵抗的 are brought on by germs that wouldn't hurt a baby.
有點癢 Ticklish.
至少紐約市的嬰兒能抵抗 At least not a baby in New York City anyway.
免疫系統是我們知之最少的系統 The immune system is the system we know the least about.
我聽說你有的大嘴巴在哪? So where's this big mouth I hear you've got?
- 大嘴巴是病症嗎? - 不是 - Is big mouth a symptom? - No.
是種治療手段 It's a cure.
似乎只有同性戀會染上這種病 This seems to only be happening to gay men.
Buzzy說你在同性戀圈裡很有名 Buzzy says you are well-known in the gay community
而且不懼怕說出自己的想法 and not afraid to say what you think.
我找不到一個同性戀領導者 I can't find any gay leaders
我聯繫了同性戀組織 但是沒人給我回電話 and I call gay organizations, no one ever calls me back.
Brookner醫生 有點腦子的人都不想捲進同志維權這事 Dr. Brookner, no one with half a brain gets involved with gay politics.
- 那裡沒有批判的餘地 - 你的批判是什麼? - There's no room for criticism. - What's your criticism?
我討厭我們扮演受害者 I hate that we play victim
而我們中的大多數不必這麼做 when many of us, most of us, don't have to.
那麼你就是時之所需的人 Then you're exactly what's needed now.
也許他們只是在等一個人來領導他們 Maybe they're just waiting for someone to lead them.
我不想領導他們 I don't want to lead them.
你到底想讓我做什麼? What exactly are you trying to get me to do?
讓同性戀們都不要再做愛了 Tell gay men to stop having sex.
你認為這種癌症是靠性行為傳播的? Do you think that this cancer is sexually transmitted?
我是這麼認為的 沒錯 I think it is, yes.
我現在能證明嗎? 不行 Can I prove it yet? No.
你明白現在你在說的是 Do you realize that you're talking about
成百上千的 millions of men
將亂交作為自己主要維權手段的男人們? who have singled out promiscuity as their principal political agenda?
- 你打算怎麼處理這個? - 告訴他們 他們也許會死 - How do you deal with that? - Tell them they may die.
- 哪裡? - 走廊盡頭 走廊盡頭 - Where? - Down the hall. Down the hall!
不是那麼簡單的 比那複雜多了 It's not that simple. It's more complicated than that.
他們認為性愛是他們所擁有的一切 They think sex is all they have.
Weeks先生 如果性愛會殺了你 Mr. Weeks, if having sex can kill you,
有點腦子的人不都該停下嗎? doesn't anyone with half a brain stop fucking?
你可以走了 我沒找到我想要的東西 You can go. I'm not finding what I'm looking for here.
- 哪裡? - 打開! - Where? - Open up!
- 哪裡? 哪裡? - 就在那間房間 - Where? Where? - Right in that room.
把他抬上桌子 Just put him up on the table.
抬上來 我來測下脈搏 Up here. Let's find a pulse.
寶貝 放輕鬆 Baby, easy.
- 按住他 - 能告訴我是怎麼回事嗎? - Be still. - Can you tell me what happened?
我們約他在外面見面 We were meeting him outside.
轉了個彎 他就倒下了 We turned the corner and he just collapsed.
天啊! Jesus!
嘿 別在路中間轉悠! Hey, get the fuck out of the street!
寶貝! Baby!
- 天啊! - 救命! - Oh, my God! - Help!
- 誰是他的愛人? - 女士 我是 - Who's the lover? - I am, ma'am.
- 你叫什麼名字? - Bruce Niles - What's your name? - Bruce Niles.
Brookner 我現在就要一間房間 Brookner. I need a room immediately.
Niles 你曾經是Reinhardt的男朋友 Niles, you were Reinhardt's boyfriend.
是的 女士 你怎麼知道的? Yes, ma'am. How do you know that?
他三周前死了 He died three weeks ago.
他們不讓我道別 Wouldn't even let me say goodbye.
也不讓我跟他吻別 Not even let me kiss him goodbye.
他死了? He's dead?
很遺憾 So sorry.
能惡化得這麼快? It can happen this fast?
就是這樣 It just did.
我們必須得做點什麼 We have to do something.
沒有別人會這樣 No one else will.
我們該做些什麼? What are we supposed to do?
你基於46例病例作出了這些假設 You make these assumptions on the basis of 46 cases.
你想知道我怎麼想的 我就是這麼想的 You wanted to know what I think. This is what I think.
你們會互相傳染 You are all going to infect each other.
現在你們中的一小部分患了病 Now only a few of you have.
不幸的是 我們不知道誰患病了 Unfortunately, we can't tell yet which ones.
我們隔離肝炎病毒之前的很長一段時間 Long before we isolated the hepatitis viruses,
我們知道這種病毒會引起哪些疾病 we knew about the diseases they caused
還有傳染途徑 and how they got around.
醫學期刊在哪? "紐約時報"呢 Where are the medical journals? The "Times"?
一年多前我把第一份報告寄給醫學期刊 I sent my first reports to the medical journals over a year ago.
打擾一下 你怎麼知道你在尋找什麼 Excuse me, how do you know what you're looking for,
如果你不知道你在尋找什麼呢? real quick, if you don't know what you're looking for?
抱歉 我知道這個問題很蠢 I'm sorry, I guess that's a dumb question.
不 這是最聰明的問題 No, it isn't. It's the smartest question of all
也是最難回答的問題 and the hardest one to answer.
你們的常識就沒讓你們停止做愛一段時間嗎? Doesn't common sense tell you you should cool it for a while?
為什麼? Why not?
那樣的生活就沒什麼好期待的了 That doesn't leave much to look forward to.
如果結果證明你錯了呢? What if it turns out that you're wrong?
讓她說! Let her speak!
最壞的結果也只不過是你們有段時間沒有做愛 The worst that could happen would be that you cooled it for a while.
不 打擾下 打擾一下 No, excuse me. Excuse me.
打擾一下 那不是最壞的結果 Excuse me. That is not the worst that will have happened.
同志們會恐懼性愛 Guys will become frightened of sex.
我們會失去 We will lose our self-respect
異常艱難才贏得的自尊 that we fought very, very hard for.
他們會將更多的罪孽推到我們身上 We will be scapegoated worse than ever.
世界會認為我們就是攜帶者 The world will think we're carriers
大眾道德觀會比今天占更多的領地 and the Moral Majority will have even more of a field day.
這個坐著輪椅的婊子走之前 我不會回來了 I am not coming back until this bitch on wheels is gone.
等等! 我看到病例的增長速度在加快 Wait! I see more cases each week than the week before.
我病人中的一半死了 Half of all my patients die.
我希望她是胡謅的 Okay, I hope she winds this up,
我在新羅謝爾還有個小狂歡呢 'cause I've got a tiny little orgy in New Rochelle.
衛生處呢? 市長在哪? Where's the health department? Where's the mayor?
- 閉嘴吧 John - 你才閉嘴呢 親 - Shut the fuck up, John. - Oh, you shut the fuck up, hon.
數據在哪裡? What are the numbers?
所有的同性戀集會都像這樣? Is every gay meeting like this?
這些人中有一半出席會議都是為了能滾床單 Half these people just showed up to get laid.
安靜! 安靜! Quiet! Quiet!
我們開始組建健康危機小組 We're starting a group. We're starting a health crisis group.
我們會再在這裡集會的 We're gonna meet here again.
下次帶點吃的來 Next time, bring some fucking food.
這麼做可不好 Hey, hey, hey. That's not nice.
歡迎同志維權運動 Welcome to gay politics.
同性戀癌症 同志們 可怕的事情正在發生! 這就是它的症狀
我和Craig Claiborne有個非常重要的會 但我遲到了很久 Yeah, I'm very late for an important meeting with Craig Claiborne.
他在等我 He's expecting me.
- 你好 Felix Turner - 你是? - Hi, Felix Turner. - And you are?
我叫Ned Weeks My name's Ned Weeks.
你很可愛 You're very cute.
我現在不是很方便 懂嗎? You caught me at a rough moment, all right?
我有個稿要交 第一夫人要來訪問 I have a deadline. The First Lady is coming to town.
有人告訴我你是同志 I've been told you're gay and you might be able
而且能幫我搞到"紐約時報"的一些重要信息 to help me get some vital information in the "Times."
"有人"告訴你? 誰告訴你的? You've "been told"? And who was it that told you?
親愛的 所有人都在討論這個 Oh, honey, everybody's talking about it.
為什麼所有同志 Why does everyone gay
都認為"紐約時報"是我開的? think that I run "The New York Times"?
我幫不上你這個忙 I can't help you with this.
很遺憾聽到這個消息 你建議我怎麼做? Sorry to hear that. What would you suggest I do?
隨便你啊 我有23個合夥人 Take your pick. I got 23 parties,
37間新餐館 12間新迪斯科 37 new restaurants, 12 new discos.
聽著 我不能讓這裡的任何人寫別的文章 Listen, I can't get anyone here to write another article.
我跟半打記者聊過了 I've talked to half a dozen reporters
還跟這裡的頭聊過了 and the guy who worked on the first piece.
"Leather先生"? 好吧 不行 "Mr. Leather"? Yeah, no.
這裡沒人能寫那文章 我也不行 No one here will write about it and I can't.
聽著 我們都是各司其職的 Look, we're very compartmentalized.
你也不希望讓科學家來寫時尚毛衣吧? You wouldn't want science to write about sweaters, would you?
為了同志的問題向直男的世界尋求幫助 It's a very peculiar feeling having to go out
這種感覺實在太詭異了 and seek support from a straight world for something gay.
這我倒不清楚 I wouldn't know about that.
我專寫同志設計師 同志舞廳 I just write about gay designers and gay discos
同志廚師 同志模特 同志巨星 and gay chefs and gay models and gay rock stars
同志名人 各種各樣的同志 and gay celebrities and gay everything.
但我不會寫出他們是同性戀 I just don't call them gay.
那為何不從現在開始? Isn't it time you start?
- 聽著 我真的快截稿了 - 嗯 - Look, I really do have a deadline, - Hmm.
你也不希望我被炒魷魚吧 And you wouldn't want me to get fired.
對吧? Would you?
你這種人真是讓我蛋疼 Guys like you give me a pain in the ass.
- 你是寫書的? - 是 - You in the book? - Yes.
嗨 夥計們 為同性戀癌症捐款嗎? Hi, guys. Give to gay cancer?
嗨 為同性戀癌症捐款嗎? 不捐? Hi, give to gay cancer? No?
嗨 為同性戀癌症捐款嗎? Hi. Give to gay cancer?
嗨 先生... Hi, sir...
嗨 為同性戀癌症捐款嗎? 同性戀群體中出現了一種癌症 Hi, give to gay cancer? There's a cancer in the gay community.
能為同性戀癌症捐些款嗎? Can you give to gay cancer?
同性戀... 我們的群體正面臨一場危機 There's a... there's a crisis in our community right now.
我們真的需要... We could really use...
我們需要一點幫助 捐款嗎? 不嗎? We could use a little help. Anything? No?
我覺得你應該態度更和緩些 I think you could be a little less aggressive.
更和緩? 我們早就試過了 Less aggressive? We've tried that.
能為我們面臨的癌症捐款嗎? Can you give to cancer in our community?
嗨 為同性戀癌症捐款嗎? Hi, give to gay cancer?
真好笑 我媽媽居然送了花 It's funny. My mother sent flowers.
我從沒和她說過我是同性戀 And I had never told her I was gay.
我只告訴她Craig死了 I just told her that Craig had died.
我覺得她知道 I think she knew.
不知怎麼 母親總是知道的 I think somehow mothers always know.
在房子上花費五百萬美元 你不覺得嚇人? Doesn't spending $5 million on a house frighten you?
我都快嚇死了 居然會找你幫我理財 Scared the shit out of me even having you handling my finances.
你想要房子 隨時都可以 You can have a house anytime you want.
說到這個 你的賬戶需要更多資金 Which reminds me, your account needs more money.
目前狀況還不算太糟 You're not doing too badly.
我真想念你混跡電影業的時光 I miss you being in the movie business.
- 我喜歡電影 - 那個喊我"小檸檬"的大哥哥 - I like movies. - Do I detect a note of approval
不會是真的在對我表示認可吧? from the big brother that called me "Lemon"?
我不想要房子 I don't want a house.
那你在郊區搜尋這麼久 Then why have you been searching
又是為了什麼? in the country for so long for?
- 一個人住沒意思 - 這個Bruce... - No fun living in it alone. - This Bruce...
你是在和他交往嗎? is he someone you're seeing?
我想約他 他可不想見我 I see him, he doesn't see me.
Ben啊... Ben...
你的律師事務所能免費接這個案子嗎? could your law firm take this on for free?
你們怎麼叫的來著? 無償服務? What's it called? Pro bono?
我們成立了一個組織 我和你說過這種新的疾病 We started an organization, I told you there's this new disease.
聽起來像個逃避寫作的借口 Now this sounds like just another excuse to keep from writing.
為什麼你就不能答應呢? Why can't you just say "yes"?
我說過了 因為這些事 I told you, because we have a committee
需要委員會共同決定 that decides that kind of thing.
但你是高級合夥人 But you're the senior partner
而我是你弟弟 and I'm your brother.
嘿 Mario Homer怎麼樣了? Hey, Mario. How's Homer?
如果你不肯幫忙 我就只能去找別人了 If you're not gonna help, I'm gonna have to find somebody else.
- 你儘管去找呀 - 但我不希望這樣 - Well, you're more than free to do that. - I don't want to do that.
我希望自己哥哥高端 著名 I want my big brother's fancy, famous,
一流的大型律師事務所 big-time, major law firm
能成為紐約第一家 to be the first straight New York law firm
為同性戀無償服務的直男事務所 to do pro bono work for a gay cause.
我會為此 為你 感到非常驕傲 I'd be real proud of that and you.
我會在下次開會時徵求合夥人的同意 I'll ask my partners' approval at the next meeting.
我去遊說他們 你聽著可不怎麼確定 I'll lobby them. You don't sound like a very sure vote.
好了 Okay.
你適應得越來越好了 You're getting better at it.
我現在每週都有三到四個新病人 I'm seeing three to four new patients a week.
七人進了重症監護室 可整家醫院只能負擔三十人 I've got seven in ICU. The whole hospital only has room for 30.
我只能將部分病人 I've had to admit some of them under
以其它疾病名義收治 這可是大忌 other illnesses. That's a no-no.
還有二十位病人進了負擔不起的私人病房 I've got 20 in private rooms they can't afford.
好吧 那沒有醫療保險的人呢... Okay, what about the guys who don't have health insurance...
- 畫家 演員? - 我違規將八個人 - artists, actors? - I've got eight of them in another ward
收入了其它病房 where I shouldn't put them.
注意 所有訪客及員工 您正進入傳染病區域： (同性戀相關免疫缺陷病) 進出請做好防護工作 避免傳播疾病 GRID
你為什麼不戴手套和口罩? Why don't you wear gloves and a face mask?
我既不需要 也永遠不會戴 Never have and I never will.
但我還活著 And I'm still here.
為什麼把食物擺在他們房間外面? Why is all the food sitting outside their rooms like this?
- 都冷掉了 - 食物一直是冷的 - It's getting cold. - It's always cold
因為負責的護工不願意把它們拿進去 because the appropriate staff won't bring it into the rooms,
在我手下的護工過來之前 它們只能等著發霉 so it sits and rots until one of my staff can.
就在那兒 沒錯 在水邊 Right there. Yeah, by the water.
沒錯 穿過隧道 Yeah, right through the tunnel.
穿過隧道 我們把書找回來 Take the tunnel. We'll take the book back.
我認識他 我能和你一起進去嗎? I know him. Can I go inside with you?
除非你把防護的玩意兒都穿上 Only if you wear all the protective shit.
你不穿 我也不穿 If you don't, I don't.
在那兒 換一條路 Over there. Go the other way.
不對 你聽到我說的了嗎? No, are you listening to me?
聽到了嗎? 退回來 Are you listening to me? Go back.
- 嗨 Sanford - 看到了嗎? 走隧道 - Hi, Sanford. - You see that? Take the tunnel.
進去 筆直穿過它 Go ahead, drive straight through.
你覺得怎麼樣 士兵? How we doing, soldier?
我想要我的狗 你能把我的狗帶來嗎? I want my dog. Can you please bring me my dog?
他沒我活不了 He won't be able to live without me.
我想要我的狗 我想要我的狗 I want my dog. I want my dog.
進去 這就對了 Go ahead. That's right.
真棒 太棒了 不對 把書叼回來 Oh, good. Good. No. Take the book back.
就在那兒 用力 Right there. Pull hard.
對了 Right there.
請你把我的狗帶來好嗎? Can you please bring me my dog?
沒有我他不會照顧自己 He won't know how to live without me.
別管它了 Don't bother.
誰去把我的狗帶來? Who's going to bring me my dog?
他叫Skip 你喊他他就會過來 His name is Skip. He'll come when you call him.
拜託了 Please.
我很想他 I miss him.
你能想像19歲時發生這些嗎? Can you imagine this at 19?
第一個打算共度餘生的男朋友 讓你染上重病 Your first boyfriend you were gonna spend your whole life with.
- 對不起 - 怎麼 - Excuse me. - Yeah.
你是電視維修工嗎? You're the TV guy?
請修理407房間的電視 Please go to room 407 and fix it.
- 不 我不會去的 - 修好電視 那是你該死的工作 - No I'm not gonna do that. - Fix the TV. It's your fucking job.
我工會說了 我不用為得了傳染病的小仙子 My union says I don't gotta risk my life
冒生命危險 for some contagious fairy.
如果非要我進去 我他媽的就辭職 If I have to go in there, then I fucking quit.
所以你們那邊到底做了些什麼? So what exactly has your side been doing?
- 嗨 - 嘿 - Hi. - Hey.
謝了 Thanks.
喝這瓶嗎? 還是啤酒? Want some of this? A beer?
啤酒就行了 多謝 Oh, beer's fine. Thanks.
嘿 狗狗 Oh, hey, pooch.
- 她叫Sam - 你好 Sam - Her name's Sam. - Hi, Sam.
我過去真的挺喜歡高科技 You know, I really used to like high-tech,
不過現在有些厭倦了 but I'm tired of it now.
更喜歡復古的東西 I think I want chintz back again.
別生氣喲 Don't be insulted.
我沒有 I'm not.
我也更喜歡復古的東西 I want chintz back again, too.
所以 這就是了 So, here we are.
我和你 兩個喜歡復古的人 Two fellows who want chintz back again.
這可真的是場約會 I guess this really is a date.
我餓死了 I'm starving.
- 我過來你開心嗎? - 哦... - You glad I'm here? - Oh...
別提多開心了 I'm pleased as punch you're here.
你長得很好看 你在幹嘛? You're very good-looking. What are you doing here?
難道你覺得自己很難看? You think you're bad-looking or something?
你是哪裡人? Where you from?
俄克拉何馬州 I'm from Oklahoma.
我18歲離開老家 自己賺錢... I left home at 18, put myself through...
怎麼 想跳支舞? what, you wanna dance?
自己賺錢讀完了大學 Put myself through college.
我爸爸在西塔爾薩的冶煉廠工作 My dad worked at the refinery in West Tulsa
我媽媽是個女招待 and my mom was a waitress.
在一家Walgreens開小餐館 Had a luncheonette in Walgreens.
真了不起 不是嗎? 一個出身平凡的孩子 It's amazing, isn't it? How a kid comes out of all that
最終敲開紐約時報的大門 and wind up on the "Times,"
支配整個世界的品味與潮流 dictating taste and style to the entire world.
我們總算開始好好說話了 And we were just starting to talk so nicely.
說話不是問題 Talking's not my problem.
閉嘴才是 Shutting up's my problem.
為什麼要寫那些花哨的舞會禮服? Why do you write all that fancy ball gown bullshit?
我敢說你每天都不錯眼地看 I bet you gobble it up every day.
我知道的已經有十個人死了 I know 10 people who have died.
我第一次找你時 還只有一個人 When I came to you, it was only one.
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
所以你才答應這場約會? Is that why you agreed to this date?
左手握叉 Fork on the left.
右手握刀 Knife on the right.
你知道希特勒滅絕猶太人的 Did you know that Hitler's Final Solution
"最終解決"公文 to eliminate the Polish Jews
最早是刊登在"紐約時報"上嗎? 第28版 was first mentioned in the "Times"? It was on page 28.
"華盛頓郵報"隨後刊登在第6版 On page 6 of the "Washington Post."
兩家報社都掌握在猶太人 他們自己人手裡 They are both owned by Jews. Their very own people.
當學者們終於開始記敘真相後 每個人都如墮深淵 Scholars are finally writing honestly about it and it's damning to everyone.
基督教會在哪兒? 教皇在哪兒? 丘吉爾呢? 羅斯福呢? Where is the Christian churches? The Pope? Churchill? Roosevelt?
他們當中隨便誰說些什麼 都是對希特勒的警告 A few words from any of them would have put Hitler on notice.
達豪集中營1933年建立時 所有人都他媽去哪兒了? Dachau was open in 1933. Where the fuck was everybody?
今晚變得越來越浪漫了呢 This is turning out to be a very romantic evening.
你從來沒有過愛人 對吧? You've never had a lover, have you?
而我猜你大概有不少 I suppose you've had quite a few.
我曾經有過一個很好的 I had a very good one.
我們在一起很多年 For a number of years, thank you.
他比我大許多 後來找了個更年輕的 He was older than I was and he found someone younger.
- 你戀父? - 不 我才不戀父 天啊 - You looking for a father? - No, I'm not looking for a father. God.
你真是太狠心了 You're relentless.
好吧 Okay.
這是你的 That's yours.
每個人都有無數理由不願意牽扯進來 Everybody had a million reasons for not getting involved.
在美國的猶太人對時局心知肚明 The American Jews knew exactly what was going on.
你能想像要是每個猶太人都驕傲地去華盛頓遊行 又會怎樣嗎? Could you imagine if every Jew had marched on Washington proudly, huh?
Ned啊 Ned.
你不記得我了 對吧? You don't remember me, do you?
幾年前 在浴室裡 It was at the baths a few years ago.
歡迎來到男人國度 看看我們在做什麼 Come to Man's Country, see what we're all about
我們會提供什麼 and what we have to offer.
男人國度設施齊全 多層嵌套 Man's Country is a full facility, multileveled complex
讓每位顧客各取所需 that was designed to feature something for everyone.
來男人國度 鍛煉身體... Come to Man's Country to develop your body...
或是開啟一段美妙的友誼 or a friendship with somebody else's.
嘗試一次 你一定還想再來 Visit us once and you'll come again and again.
你看我的樣子 就好像 You would've thought I was applying for the CIA
我在應聘中情局 the way you looked at me.
後來呢? And then what happened?
我跟著你進了房間 I followed you into your room.
你甚至不願睜開眼 You couldn't even open your eyes.
你告訴我自己的真名叫Alexander You told me your real name was Alexander.
我問你是做什麼的 你回答 I asked what you did and you said something like
"做過很多不同的事"... you "tried a number of things" and...
我問你 其中是否包括愛情 I asked if that had included love.
當時你說 "我還得早起呢" That's when you said, "I have to get up early in the morning."
沒錯 Yeah.
男人不是天生就抗拒愛情的 Men do not naturally not love.
他們只是學著去抗拒 They learn not to.
我覺得你一直在偽裝 I think you're a bluffer.
我怎麼會不記得你? How could I not remember you?
不知道 I don't know.
當時房間很黑 It was very dark.
你覺得我們能重新開始嗎? Do you think we could start over?
行啊 Yeah.
在耶魯讀書時 我以為自己是那兒唯一的同性戀 When I was going to Yale, I thought I was the only gay guy there.
對天發誓 Swear to God.
我去看精神病醫生 他卻試圖改造我 Went to the shrink who tried to change me.
現在他們都有"同志周"了 Now they have "Gay Weeks" there
那裡有一群最會跳舞的人 and they throw the best dances of anyone.
想像一下 在大學最光輝燦爛的時光裡 Imagine being able to dance cheek to cheek
能夠與男朋友一起跳貼面舞 with your boyfriend during your bright college days.
你和女人睡過嗎? Did you ever sleep with a woman?
怎麼? What?
她名字叫... Delilah Her name was... Delilah.
叫Delilah? Delilah?
她是... She was...
我寫的一部電影中的替身演員 a stand-in on this movie I wrote.
她人很好 長得也美 She was very nice and pretty.
經常對我笑 Always smiling at me.
所以我... 我請教了一個直男朋友 So I... I asked a straight friend to explain it to me.
我以為我知道做法 但我就想確認下 I thought I knew, but I just wanted to make sure.
我請她吃飯... And I had her to dinner and...
然後 在一個我覺得合適的時候 afterwards, what I deemed to be a suitable moment
因為我一直跟下面的傢伙交流... because I had been communicating with it down there...
"準備好了嗎? 你真的確定你準備好了?" "Are you ready? Are you absolutely certain you're ready?"
當"阿伯克龍比"準備好了 And when it appeared "Abercrombie" was ready.
我就抱起她 就像白瑞德那樣 I picked her up, very Rhett Butler,
抱著她去床上 and carried her to my bed.
- 然後我發現我立不起來了 - 哦! - Where I couldn't get it up. - Oh!
- 不過... - 我可以想像 - But... - I can certainly relate to that.
就在半夜 我醒來發現它 In the middle of the night, I woke up with this
鬥志昂揚 天啊... 天知道怎麼回事 gigantic erection, God... God knows how.
然後我搖醒她 大喊著"幫我插進去 Delilah" So I shake her, shouting, "Please stick it in for me, Delilah."
我怕我在找合適位置的時候... I was afraid of it going away before I could...
它就又不行了 while I was hunting for the right place to put it.
她聽了 我做了 阿伯克龍比爽了 She did and I did, and Abercrombie did.
哎... Ugh...
第二天早上 我醒來 The next morning I woke up
我這個一直被決心改變我的 and I, who had been under the spell of this shrink
心理醫生欺負的人 who was determined to change me,
衝進了他的辦公室 rushed into his office.
我這個從七年級就開始 And I, who had been fucking with fellows
跟男人鬼混的人 since the 7th grade,
歇斯底里地 在32歲的時候宣佈 hysterically, at the age of 32 proclaimed,
"Gillespie醫生 我破處了!" "Dr. Gillespie, I'm no longer a virgin!"
哦 哦 Oh, aw.
他在裡面 我想我們能堵到他 He's in here. I think we'll catch him.
好 All right.
然後我就走過去 問個好? So, I just go over and say hello?
我告訴過他我請了你 我們是耶魯同學 I told him I invited you and we went to Yale together.
這是我的告別派對 他還能怎樣? It's my farewell party. What's he gonna do?
走吧 Let's go.
嗯哼 Ahem.
市長閣下希望你離開 His Honor would like you to get lost.
- 這是我的朋友Ned Weeks - 是 我們知道他是誰 - This is my friend, Ned Weeks. - Yeah, we know who he is.
市長先生! 我們需要你的幫助! Mr. Mayor! We need your help!
這是一種新的疾病 你肯定聽過 There's this new disease. You must have heard about it.
我們真的非常需要你的幫助! 放開我 你們這群蠢豬! We need your help badly! Get off me, you pigs!
這是美國! This is America!
市長先生! 我們都快死了! Mr. Mayor! We're dying!
好 這是Ned給我們寫的宣傳單 Okay, this is what Ned wrote for us to send out.
"我討厭一些人悲歎說 在疫情過去之前..." "I am sick of guys moaning that giving up careless sex..."
"放棄性愛 這比死還慘 "Until this blows over is worse than death.
我討厭一些人只用下半身思考 I am sick of guys that can only think with their cocks.
我討厭不出櫃的同志 各位 現在是1982年 I am sick of closeted gays. It's 1982 now, guys,
你難道還不出櫃嗎? 到1983年你可能已經死了 when are you gonna come out? By 1983 you could be dead."
你瘋了 You're crazy.
是嗎 Bruce? 你真的這麼想? Am I, Bruce? Do you really think so?
我們今晚不該選個主席嗎? Aren't we supposed to elect a president tonight?
我們不能指揮人們該怎麼生活 Ned We can't tell people how to live their lives, Ned.
整個同志維權運動就是要做愛 The entire gay political movement is fucking.
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
要知道 我對為病人開設一些服務很感興趣 You know, I'm very interested in starting up some sort of services for the patients.
我們要開始把他們帶入公眾的視野 We've gotta start talking about them.
而且 還有很多人被嚇到了 Also, there are a lot of very scared people out there
他們急需信息 and they're desperate for information.
我想開一個熱線電話 I'd like to start a hotline.
這人是誰? Who's he?
唔 他還不知道我是誰呢 Ooh, he does not know who I am yet.
這人的名字是Tommy Boatwright His name is Tommy Boatwright.
現實生活裡 這人是醫院管理者 In real life, he is a hospital administrator.
呃... 這人是來幫忙的 這人還是個南部的婊子 Uh... he's here to help and he's a Southern bitch.
Boatwright先生 我是Bruce Niles Mr. Boatwright, Bruce Niles.
- 很高興見到你 - 我也很榮幸 - Nice to meet you. - My pleasure.
你很帥 You're very handsome.
他早就知道 He knows.
這是怎麼回事? The fuck is this?
這是你的主意嗎 Ned? Was this your idea, Ned?
我在看 怎麼沒看出問題? I'm looking. What am I not seeing?
- 繼續看 - 是我們的回信地址 - Keep looking. - What we put for our return address.
你是說因為"同性戀"這個詞出現在了信封上? Do you mean because the word "gay" is on the envelope?
去他媽的 就是的 你為什麼不放我們的簡稱 Fucking A, yes. Instead of just our initials.
- 我們不能寄這些 - 什麼 - We can't send these out. - Excuse me.
如果我們想讓人來舞會 If we want anybody to show up for this dance,
我們今晚就得寄出去 we have to get these out tonight.
我們需要過一遍 用記號筆把"同性戀"這個詞劃掉 We need to go through and scratch out the word "gay" with a Magic Marker.
親愛的 要塗一萬遍? Oh, honey, 10,000 times?
Bruce 我很同情在長島和父母 Bruce, I have sympathy for kids living at home
住在一起的孩子 但... on Long Island with their parents, but...
收到這些信的人... 看看你 but the guys who are getting these... look at you.
你的家... 你一個人住 有自己的房子 You live at home... you live alone, you own your own apartment,
你媽媽住在另一個州 your mother lives in another state.
好吧 那我的郵差看到了呢? Okay, what about my mailman?
你不會希望我以為你是認真的吧 You don't expect me to take you seriously.
- 是啊 我是這麼想的 Ned - 好了 姑娘們 好好說話 - Yes, I do, Ned. - Okay, ladies, behave.
聽著 已經挺晚了 我們還沒選主席出來 Look, it's getting late and we still haven't elected a president.
Neddy 聽著... Neddy...
我想應該由Bruce擔任 I think that it should be Bruce.
大家都認識他 大家都喜歡他 大家... Everybody knows him everybody likes him and everybody...
因為他很出名 而大家都怕我? 'Cause he's popular and everybody's afraid of me?
對! Yes!
我是說 看看他 他... 他很帥氣 I mean, look at him. He's... he's gorgeous
在克裡斯托弗街和火島的同志們 and all the kids in Christopher Street and Fire Island,
他們... 如果跟著他的號召 他們會覺得更舒服些 they'll just... they'll feel a little bit more comfortable following him.
- 就跟高中一樣 - 對! - Just like high school. - Yes!
好了 所有同意Bruce Niles All right, all those in favor of Bruce Niles
當選首任主席的 請舉手 as our first president, raise their hands.
我覺得我不想當 I don't think I want this.
得了吧 你這麼帥 我們肯定會聽你的 Oh, come on. You're gorgeous and we're all gonna follow you.
- 去你妹的 我接受了 - 好吧 去你妹的 恭喜啊 - Fuck you, I accept. - Well, fuck you, congratulations.
Felix... 我們搬去一個很遠的地方吧 Felix... let's move somewhere far away,
就我們倆 去一個荒無人煙的小島上 just the two of us, together on a desert island.
你可千萬別停下現在正做的事情 Don't you dare stop for one single second what you're doing.
"紐約時報"的事毫無進展 I appreciate you not yelling at me
我也沒加入維權運動 about what the "Times" isn't doing
謝謝你沒對我發脾氣 為什麼沒發脾氣呢? and my not being more political. Why don't you?
不用跟人運動來運動去的 It's a relief not having to have to talk politics
其實很舒服 但這不是原因 with someone, but that's not the reason.
不是? No?
是因為你美好到不真實 It's because you're too good to be true,
因為我一輩子都在等你這樣的愛人 because I've been waiting for a lover like you my whole life,
你到現在才出現 you haven't showed up until now,
我很擔心我會做些蠢事把一切都毀了 and I'm scared shitless that I'm gonna do something to fuck it up.
- 我是不是有毛病? - 當然 - Am I crazy? - Of course.
這也是我在這裡的原因 That's why I'm here.
現在我們暖場得差不多了 Now we gettin' warm.
# 別忘了我 # # Forget-me-nots #
我走秀時還行嗎? Did I look okay?
你能看出來我化妝了嗎? Could you tell I was wearing all this makeup?
你看著棒極了 You looked great.
你必須得去Emma那裡檢查 You have got to go see Emma.
我們能不能不要說這個了? Can we just forget about this?
我沒事 I'm all right.
即使我病了 我也不想知道 不然沒人會雇我了 And if I'm not, I don't wanna know because no one will hire me,
如果我沒工作了 我差不多馬上就會死了 If I can't work, I will just soon be dead.
我體重還沒下降 I haven't lost any weight.
我還能掩蓋住 I can still cover it up.
- 我告訴過你別告訴他 - 對不起 - I told you not to tell him. - Sorry.
已經不敢吻我了? Already afraid to kiss me?
不是這樣的 That's not true.
沒關係 我還怕讓你感染了 It's okay. I'm afraid to let you.
我愛你 I love you.
我去送他 I'll walk him down.
好了 他是我的第三任男友 Okay, he's the third guy I've been with.
加上Reinhardt和Craig 如果Albert真的得病了 Reinhardt, Craig, and I don't know what I'll do
我不知道我會做什麼 if Albert has this.
你會為此奮鬥的 You're gonna fight.
我們都會一起奮鬥 We'll fight together.
你是我最好的朋友 Ned Weeks You're my best friend, Ned Weeks.
你是我最好的朋友 我之前從沒碰到過像你這樣的人 You're my best friend and I've never met anyone like you before.
你說我是什麼樣的人? What do you mean, like me?
你這樣的就是... Like you, meaning...
在我的家鄉 我... 我是說 where I'm from, I... I mean...
直到我參軍了才看到第一個猶太人 I didn't even see a Jew until I was in the Army,
更別提一個 let alone a man that was
聰明 smart,
有趣... funny...
長得還挺周正的猶太人 decently good-looking.
我朋友不再跟我往來 My friends stopped hanging out with me
因為他們說我太壓抑 because they say I depress them.
那就這樣吧 So be it.
而你... And you...
你看著不那麼像猶太人 you don't look that Jewish.
好吧 你看著也不像同志 Well, you don't look gay,
所以我想能騙過那些白人 so I guess we can both pass for white people.
我愛Albert I love Albert.
Bruce 看著我 Bruce, look at me.
我愛他 I love him.
Albert會沒事的 Albert's gonna make it.
如果他出事了呢? What if he doesn't?
我送你回家 Let's get you home.
- 我真是一團糟 - 是啊 - I'm a mess. - Yeah.
- 經典時刻 - 是啊 - Classy moment. - Yeah.
- 我沒事 - 好 - I'm all right. - Okay.
當我們終於到了能在一起的時候 When I finally get you where I want you,
我卻已經不再想要你了 I don't want you anymore.
嘿 Bruce 我也戀愛了 Hey, Bruce, I'm in love too.
嘿 Hey.
我的神啊! Holy shit!
變裝皇后 Queen control.
如果他想 他真的就可以 Really works when it wants to.
哦 嘿 Felix 這是Dick Lombardo Oh, hey, Felix. This is Dick Lombardo.
- 嗨 - 終於找到一個不是迪廳瘋的人 - Hi. - Finally got us someone on our board
加入我們 who isn't a disco dummy.
好吧... 可能今晚我也是哦 Well... maybe tonight.
- 回聊 - 很高興見到你 - I'll see ya. - Nice to meet ya.
走吧 Come on.
你們今晚能來 我們都很高興! We are all so happy you joined us tonight!
我們在證明 我們不僅僅是 We are proving that we are more than just
長得好看 有頭腦 有天賦 還有信念 looks, brains, talent and heart.
我們一起 比這座城市的任何同志群體都籌集了更多錢 Together we raised more than any gay group ever in this city.
我想有請 And I wanna call over
Ned Weeks先生 Mr. Ned Weeks.
別害羞了 Don't be shy.
我們成功了! We did it!
現在 我們就宣讀我們一共籌集了多少款項 We will now reveal just how much we raised together.
倒數三 二 一 In three, two, one...
五萬三千美元! $53,000!
同志健康危機小組的各位都請上台 Gay Men's Health Crisis, come on up.
Felix 親愛的 快上來 快點 Felix, honey, come on up, please. Come up.
我愛你 I love you.
我們跳舞吧! Let's dance!
想想在我們小時候 如果我們有這樣的機會 Imagine if we had this when we were young.
不害怕 不羞恥 No fear, no shame.
那些年我一直在想的都是你 All I was imagining all those years was you.
Felix Turner 你願意和我住在一起嗎? Felix Turner, would you like to move in with me?
我願意 Yes.
- 真的? - 昨天就想了 - Yes? - Yesterday.
真的? 真的! Yes? Yes!
好棒! 好棒! Yes! Yes!
"我們都在等待時間炸彈 "We are all walking time bombs
等待一件能讓我們都動起來的事" waiting for whatever it is to set us off."
加油 我們馬上就到了 C'mon, we're almost there.
"如果這篇文章沒嚇到你 "If this article doesn't scare the shit out of you,
未來 同志在地球上可能真的沒有立足之地 gay men may have no future here on Earth.
因為你們的憤怒 我們才得以存活" Our continued existence depends on just how angry you can get."
四個急救中心都不收我們 They turned us away from four emergency rooms.
快進來! Come in!
我想他已經失去神智了 I think he's lost his mind.
Ned 我能帶他去哪裡? Ned, where can I take him?
把他放在沙發上 我給Emma打電話 Put him on the couch there. I'll call Emma.
- 該死的! - 我去接點水 - God damn it! - I'll get some water.
他這樣多久了? How long has he been like this?
幾個小時 A couple hours.
我很高興你問了這個問題 Well, I'm glad you asked me that question.
我怎麼看? 我知道政府 What do I think? I know that the government
在故意忽略這個傳染病 is intentionally ignoring this epidemic.
你在指責合眾國政府 You're accusing the government of the United States
企圖謀殺所有同性戀? of a conspiracy to murder all gay men?
NED WEEKS 同志健康危機小組共同創始人
對 沒錯 你可以這麼說 Yes. Yes, you can say that.
沒錯 Serabeth 我在指控他們 Yes, Sarabeth, I am. Yes.
這是一個很嚴重的指控 That is a powerful accusation.
這是一種傳染病 但美國政府 This is an epidemic and it's being ignored
卻將之忽視 by the United States government.
- 故意地? - 故意忽視 - Intentionally? - Intentionally being ignored.
這是國民危機 This is a national emergency.
這是傳染病 這是一場瘟疫 This is an epidemic. It's a plague.
你不能在電視上指責政府謀殺 Ned You can't go on national TV and accuse the government of murder, Ned.
- 為什麼不行? - 因為有一天我們會需要錢 - Why not? - Because one day we're gonna get money,
研究資金 research grants.
議會至今未撥款一分一毫 Congress still hasn't appropriated a dime.
市長還是... 一直那樣! The mayor's still... on and on!
Ned 你沒有資格在公眾場合代表我們這個組織發表任何言論 Ned, when you go public, you have no right to speak for this organization
除非我們已經同意了你要說的內容 unless we have approved what you have to say in advance.
你得明白 事實上你根本就不是我們這個組織的領導層 You know, in point of fact, you aren't even an officer of this organization
也就不應該代表我們說話 and you shouldn't be speaking for us at all.
混蛋 真是多謝你的提醒了 Well, thank you for sharing that with me, Dick.
你認為政府為什麼遲遲不願意 Why do you think the city has been so slow
承認並且著手處理這次突發的流行病事件? to acknowledge and deal with this emergency?
唔 如果你是指政府意識到 Well, you're implying that the city has recognized
並承認現在的緊迫現狀 Malcolm 他們仍未承認 and acknowledged this emergency, Malcolm. It has not.
那麼你認為是為什麼呢? Why not, do you think?
因為市長自己就是個同志 而且他極度害怕 Because the mayor's gay and he's scared shitless
自己被揭穿這個殘忍的事實 out of his panties it'll blow his cover.
什麼? What?
- 關掉它 把這個節目切掉 - 我們還在正常拍攝嗎? - Take it off, get it off. - Are we still rolling?
技術故障 處理中 請稍後
在我為我自己說話的時候 你無權干涉我要說的內容 You can't tell me what to say when I'm speaking for myself.
胡扯 他們都知道你是我們中的一員 Bullshit. They all know you're one of us.
把一個未出櫃的人稱為同志 It is totally and politically incorrect
是一種不道德且違法的行為 to call someone gay who does not self-identify as being gay.
我知道這麼做不合適 I know it's been that way forever,
但是現在情況不一樣 我們快死了 but something different is going on here now. We're dying.
那個市長是你的一個好朋友 The mayor, he's a personal friend of yours.
你希望他能夠幫你安排一次評判 You want him to appoint you a judge.
你對這兒正在發生的悲劇有沒有一絲一毫的同情心? Do you have a little conflict of interest going on here?
- 我說了 我給他留言了 - 什麼時候處理? - I told you I sent him a memo. - When?
- 通過某種方式 - 什麼時候? - Through channels. - When?
- 他會回答我的 - 什麼時候?! - He'll answer me. - When?!
這個月又有110例新增病例! There's 110 new cases this month!
但和那個同志市長一次都沒見過面 Still no meeting with our gay mayor.
連他那個同志助理都沒見過 No meeting with his gay assistant.
怎麼? 我讓你難堪了嗎 Bruce? What? Do I embarrass you, Bruce?
確實如此 Yes. You do.
寶貝 如果你說幾句好話 效果應該比這麼尖酸刻薄好得多 You get more with honey than with vinegar, babe.
上帝啊 沒人這麼跟我說過 Tommy God, no one's told me that one, Tommy.
沒有 當然沒人說過 No, obviously, they haven't.
不過我也不太相信那種說法 I never believed that bullshit, anyway.
我們想幫助的病人太多了 我們根本沒那個能力 We are in over our heads with the patients we're trying to help.
Tommy 你能不能幫忙給Ned念一下這個報告? Tommy, will you please read this report out loud for Ned?
我們訓練了二十五名危機顧問 We have trained 25 crisis counselors
來幫助新感染者們解決他們的一切需求 to help the newly diagnosed in whatever needs that they might have.
有十二個組織的領導者每週至少約見這些顧問一次 We have 12 group leaders who meet with these counselors
瞭解他們那些病人的情況 at least once a week to go over their clients.
我們現有十七名義工 There are now 17 volunteer social workers,
主要是心理學家和精神病學家 psychologists and/or psychiatrists.
我們幫助起草了七十五份遺囑... We helped draw up 75 wills last...
七十五份 Bruce! 75, Bruce!
你曾是名軍人 You used to be a fighter once.
- 你喜歡軍隊嗎? - 是 我喜歡 - Did you like being in the Green Berets? - Yes. I loved it.
你已經完全忘了怎麼去戰鬥吧? Have you completely forgotten how to fight?
別教我怎麼去戰鬥 我就是和你戰鬥的方式不同而已 Don't tell me how to fight. I just fight differently than you.
- 我還沒有看到你選擇的方式 - 沒有? - I haven't seen your way yet. - No?
Bruce... Albert可能快死了 Bruce... Albert may be dying.
你個狗娘養的! 你再說他一句試試看! You son of a bitch! You say another word about him!
別激動 Relax.
至於你 And you.
除非在這件事上對市長施壓 You have no right being on this board
否則你根本無權站在這裡 unless you put pressure on your friend the mayor.
你明知道這就是我讓你加入管理層的原因 That's why I asked you to join us in the first place and you know it.
- 不 我不會那麼做 - 為什麼不呢? - No, no, I'm not gonna do that. - Why not?
不 我們公司已經免費接案子了 No, you got your free legal work from my firm.
我才不願意當什麼管理層 I'm not gonna be on your board of directors.
就是撐個場面 你什麼都不用做 It's only for the stationery. You don't have to do a thing.
別找理由了 如果這是個直男的病... That is just an evasion. If you thought this was a straight disease...
這和你是個同性戀根本沒關係 It's got nothing to do with you being gay.
那和什麼有關係? What else does it have to do with?
總有一天 我一定會讓你承認 One of these days, I'm gonna get you to agree
這個國家超過二億的同志 他們也是正常人 that over 20 million men and women in this country
並不需要看什麼精神病醫生 don't require the services of a psychiatrist.
聽著 試著理解一下 Look, try to understand.
我也讀過一些相關的材料 我也看電視 You know, I read stuff, I see TV.
他們穿皮衣 戴鏈條 Guys in leather and chains.
穿著裙子 踩著高跟鞋 Dresses, high heels.
我每次都對自己說 "Ned不是這樣子的" I say to myself, "This isn't Ned."
你也知道媒體總是把極端情況無限放大 You know the media always dramatizes the most extreme.
你們這些傢伙的形象太差了 You guys have a dreadful image problem.
正因為如此 我們才需要 That's why it's so important
像你這樣的人來支持我們 to have people like you supporting us.
你有你的人格魅力 You already have your dignity.
我們還是去吃午飯吧 我下午有個很重要的聚會 We better get to lunch. I've got an important meeting.
真的嗎? 有多重要? Do you? How important?
我在尋求你的支持 I'm asking for your support.
無論任何你需要的方面 我都會給予支持 In every area I consider important, you have my support.
但我認為最重要的方面 The only area that I consider important
你始終不幫我 I don't have your support at all.
在你內心深處 In some place deep down inside you,
你還是認為我有病 對吧? you still think I'm sick, don't you?
我覺得你現在過得不錯 I think you've adjusted to life pretty well.
- 所有事情都很好 - 我知道你以前有多不快樂 - All things considered. - I saw how unhappy you were.
你也是! So were you!
你也去看過心理醫生 咱倆可是一起長大的 You wound up going to shrinks, too. We grew up side by side.
對於爸爸和媽媽 我們的感覺是一樣的 We both felt the same about Mom and Pop.
我承認我有一些性格上的缺點 I'll agree to the fact that I have any number of awful character traits,
但這跟他們做了那些糟糕事後 你是個健康的直男 but not to the fact that whatever awful things they did to us
我變成了病態的同性戀 一點關係都沒有 made me sick and gay while you stayed straight and healthy.
我們倆對事情的反應並不一致 We don't all react the same way to the thing.
所以你成為了律師 而我成為了作家 So you became a lawyer and I became a writer.
我們對於同一理論有著不同的見解 Well, we have a difference of opinion over theory.
但你的理論把我當成了外星生物 But your theory turns me into a man from Mars.
我的理論可沒這功能 My theory doesn't do that to you.
你是說 我在你很年輕的時候 Are you suggesting I did something wrong
送你去看心理醫生 這事錯了? in sending you into therapy so young?
我又不知道他們會讓你一直待下去 I didn't know you were gonna stay there forever.
在你送我去看心理醫生之前 I didn't think that I'd had done anything wrong
我從來都不認為我是錯的 until you sent me there.
Ben... 你比世上的任何一個人對我而言都要重要 Ben... you mean more to me than anyone in the whole world.
- 你總是最重要 Ben 你得說出來 - 說什麼? - You always have. Ben, you gotta say it. - Say what?
說我們是一樣的 說出來 說啊! I'm the same as you. Just say it. Say it!
不 No.
你不是 You're not.
我不會這麼說的 I'm not gonna say it.
每次我在這樣的爭執中敗下陣來 我都加倍地難過 Every time I lose this fight, it hurts more.
- 我要回家了 - 得了 小檸檬 - I'm going home. - Oh, come on, Lemon.
我還愛著你 I still love you.
Sarah也還愛著你 Sarah still loves you.
- 貓也還愛著你 - 這不是開玩笑 - The cat still loves you. - This is not a joke.
你有我的愛護 有我的法律咨詢做支持 對我的財產有支配權 You have my love, my legal advice, my financial supervision.
我不能給你與我對抗的力量 I can't give you the courage to stand up to me
讓你覺得我的想法都是可以棄之不顧的 and say you don't give a flying fuck about what I think.
每個人都不得不受制於人 Everybody's oppressed by somebody else
以這樣或那樣的形式 in some form or another.
我們中的大多數人都學會了與之反抗 不顧別人的眼光 Most of us learn to fight against it despite people's opinions
也沒有別人的幫助 without the help of others.
還有 別再試圖從我這兒用愧疚來換點什麼好處了 And stop trying to wring some kind of admission of guilt out of me.
承認你我生而平等 對你那些快死的朋友來說 Agreeing that you were born just the same as I was born
並沒有什麼幫助 isn't gonna save your dying friends.
那正是可以拯救我瀕死朋友的關鍵 That is exactly what is going to save my dying friends.
- 你說的我好像是你們的敵人一樣 - 我開始認為 - You make it sound like I'm the enemy. - I am beginning to think
整個直男世界都是我們的敵人 that you and your straight world are our enemy.
你氣死我了! I am furious with you!
我還氣所有讓我覺得愛上同性 And every goddamn doctor who made me feel
是件羞恥事的可惡醫生! it was sick to love a man.
我試著理解 I am trying to understand
為什麼沒有人正視到我們快死了這個事實! why nobody gives a shit that we're dying!
五百萬買幢房子嗎? 政府連二十七美分都不給 $5 million for a house? We can't even get 27 cents from the city.
已經死了四十三個人 而你們竟然說這與你們無關? I know 43 guys who have died and you say it's my cause not yours?
你還是覺得我有病! You still think I'm sick!
我只是再也忍不下去了 I simply cannot allow it for one single second longer.
除非你承認我們是平等的 否則我跟你再沒什麼好說的了! I will not speak to you again until you accept me as your equal!
承認我沒病! Your healthy equal!
把我當成兄弟! Your brother!
小心點啊 小伙子們 Yeah, be careful with that, boys.
- 這可是個珍貴的古董呢 - 放輕鬆 - That is a precious antique. - Easy.
我在想我們是不是應該把它放在那個大客廳裡 I'm thinking we should put that in the grand salon.
你們有地下室嗎? 把它放在那兒最好 Do we have a basement? That's where it should go.
Bella 是時候好好收拾下你這張破嘴了 Bella, I think it's time we moved your filthy mouth above ground.
我明天會佈置它的 I'll decorate tomorrow.
你們現在就把它找個合適的位置放起來就行了 Just shove it all in there the best you can.
哦 Oh.
閉嘴吧 你們倆 Okay, knock it off, both of you.
打擾一下 Excuse me.
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Yes, hi. - Hi.
我是Estelle My name is Estelle
我最好的朋友Harvey昨晚過世了 and my best friend Harvey died last night.
我們總是形影不離 We went everywhere together, you know?
一起去百老匯 看火箭的比賽 Like Broadway and the Rockettes
還一起去滑冰 and ice skating.
他滑得特別好 He was a beautiful skater.
我就很糟糕了 I'm a klutz.
但他一點兒都不介意 But he didn't care.
我們在一起特別高興 We had so much fun.
該死的 我想為你們做點什麼! Damn it, I wanna do something!
儘管我所有的女同性戀朋友都說 Even though all my lesbian friends say,
"他們有為我們做過什麼嗎?" "What have you guys ever done for us?"
但我不在意這些 But I don't care.
我做這些是為了Harvey This is for Harvey.
拜託... 請告訴我 我能幫上忙 Please... tell me you can use me for something.
哦 Oh.
我需要一個電話接線員 你做得來嗎? I need a hotline director. You think you can do that?
- 我不知道要怎麼做 - 我也不知道 - I don't know how. - I don't either.
嘿 Hey.
讓我去給你買杯咖啡 Let me buy you a cup of coffee
- 然後我們來研究一下該怎麼做 - 好 - and we'll figure this out, okay? - Okay.
- 你是說架在這兒? - 恩 這個角度不錯 開始吧 - So, you want to set up here? - Yeah, this is good. Let's do it.
- 你們在幹嗎? - 我們是NBC的記者 - What are you doing? - We're from the NBC affiliate.
- 所以? - 這裡是新的同志健康危機小組辦公室嗎? - So? - This is the new Gay Men's Health Crisis office?
- 你是誰? - 我是主席Bruce Niles - Who are you? - I'm Bruce Niles. I'm the president.
我從來沒有簽署過任何形式的文件 允許你們對我或者這地方進行拍攝 I didn't sign any consent form for you to film me or this establishment.
- 關掉攝影機 馬上離開 - 嘿 別碰我的相機 - Please turn it off and leave. - Hey, now, don't touch my camera.
- 誰讓你們來的? - 一個叫Ned的人 - Who sent you here? - Somebody named Ned.
- Weeks - 太好了 你們在這兒 - Weeks. - Oh, great. You're here.
你倆是同性戀嗎? Anybody homo?
該死 Son of a bitch.
你好 在錄像嗎? Hello, is this thing rolling?
看這裡! 我們在一周內同時登上了這兩家主流雜誌的封面 Look at this! We're in both of them the same week.
每個主要的社交網站 Every major network
現在終於輪到我們的第一間辦公室了 and now finally our very first office.
請允許我隆重介紹我們還沒出櫃的主席同志 I wanna introduce you to our gay president who's in the closet.
他真帥 對吧? And he's so handsome. Don't ya think?
這麼帥的一個封面男孩可不能就這麼浪費了 Such a very handsome cover boy going to waste.
很好 你終於開始反抗了 好! 來啊 Bruce Oh, great. Now you fight. Great! Fight, Bruce.
你把我描述的像個懦夫一樣 而我不是 You made me sound like a coward and I'm not a coward.
知道嗎? 你沒什麼可失去的 You know what? You have nothing to lose.
你兄弟資助你的生活來源 Your brother invests for you so you have income.
所以你可以每時每刻都做同性戀 但我不行! You can be gay 24/7, Ned, but I can't!
我不行! 所以你去死吧! I can't! So fuck you!
你才去死 Bruce! No, fuck you, Bruce!
天啊 Oh, oh, oh. Jesus.
一看到你 我就充滿絕望 When I look at you, I am filled with despair.
一看到你 我就開始擔心我們是否能夠獲勝 When I look at you, I worry we're not gonna win.
你以為這國家是怎麼建立起來的? How do you think this country was founded?
我還以為我和Paul Revere一起共事 I thought I was getting started with Paul Revere,
而不是個懦夫 not some coward.
Ned 你看著我! 看著我! Ned, look at me. Look at me!
看著我! Look at me!
照你這樣下去 我們就毀了! We are doomed if we do it your way.
- 毀了! - 如果他們都不瞭解我們 - Doomed! - How are they going to help us
他們要如何幫助我們? if they don't know who we are?
即使他們瞭解了 也不會幫助我們的 Ned They won't help us, Ned, if they do.
嘿 嘿! 別這樣 Hey, hey, hey! Hey! Come on.
- 要命! - 該死! - Holy shit. - Shit!
好吧 我來接 Okay, I'll get it, sure.
你好? 恩 你是我們第一個來電 Hello? Yeah, you are our very first call.
需要什麼幫助? How can I help you?
不好意思 你打錯了 I'm sorry, you have the wrong number.
你們倆都稍微理智一點 行嗎? You each gotta pull your shit together now, okay?
至於你 把你那些鬧劇都收起來 真該死 And you need to stop being such a fucking drama queen. God damn.
這是Estelle This is Estelle.
嘿 你們怎麼樣? Hey. How's it going?
歡迎 Welcome.
我們現在兩個人有兩份收入 Well, we have four hands and two incomes.
你也老大不小了 You're not getting any younger, you know.
得了 別拿我的年齡說事兒 All right, let's leave my age out of this.
- 這地方真漂亮 - 而且挺恬靜 - Very beautiful, the country. - Very quiet, the country.
不許去 你敢! No, no. Don't you dare!
我得接電話 I have to.
你又沒在答錄機上留這個電話 You didn't leave this number on your machine.
- 你答應過我的 - 你好? - You promised. - Hello?
我確實認為我們應當對市長提出抗議 I do think we should picket the Mayor.
是的 我認同並且支持抗議 多謝 Yes, I said that and I stand by that. Thank you.
你明明說過的 You promised.
不 不行 等等 No, no, no, no, no. Wait.
恩... "而且每一個不願意走到台前 Ahem... "And every gay man who is unable to come forward
為自己的生命作鬥爭的同志 and fight to save his own life
事實上是在殺害我們其他的人" is truly helping to kill the rest of us."
在你還嚇得要死 不敢採取行動的時候 How many of us have to die before you get scared off your ass
我們還要死多少人? 謝謝 and into action? Thank you.
是誰啊? Who was that?
我聽說是叫"Ned Weeks義憤學校" I hear it's being called the "Ned Weeks School of Outrage."
我跟一個科技專欄的記者談過了 I did speak to one of our science reporters.
他說什麼? What did he say?
他是同性戀 所以他不想... It turns out he's gay and he won't...
別衝我吼 Don't yell at me.
那些心理醫生做得很好嘛 All those shrinks, they must have done something right.
Ritvo醫生 Dr. Ritvo,
- Malev醫生 - Malev - Dr. Malev, - Malev.
Gillespie醫生 Dr. Gillespie,
Patty醫生 Dr. Patty,
Maxen醫生 LaVerne醫生 Dr. Maxene, Dr. LaVerne.
為什麼要等這麼久? Why does that have to take so long?
你永遠只吃甜品 All you ever eat is desserts.
糖是人生最重要的東西 Sugar's the most important thing in life.
其它吃的都只是為了活下去 All the rest is just to stay alive.
嗯 Mm.
啊! Agh!
該死 Shit.
- 怎麼了? - 混蛋董事會 - What? - The fucking board.
他們說我在製造恐慌 在使我自己成名 They say I'm causing a panic, that I'm making myself a celebrity.
沒有一個人想要接受採訪或者是上電視 Not one of them will be interviewed or appear on TV,
所以只能我來做 so I do it all by default.
你在慢慢成為領導者 And you're becoming a leader.
- 你也喜歡鬥爭 - 我喜歡鬥爭? 我? - And you love to fight. - I like to fight? Moi?
你嗎? 當然 Who, you? Yeah.
你還享受其中呢 And you're havin' a great time.
確實 I am.
可笑的是 我從來不想當領導者 It's funny, I never wanted to be a leader.
我不是很擅長 I'm not doing very well.
我們浪費了那麼長時間 真可惜 It's sad how much time we lost.
我們當時還沒準備好 We just weren't ready then.
如果我得了這個病... If I had it...
你會離開我嗎? would you leave me?
我不知道 I don't know.
如果我得了 你會嗎? Would you if I did?
不會 No.
你怎麼知道? How do you know?
因為我媽是紅十字會分會的負責人 Because my mother ran the local chapter of the Red Cross.
我八歲的時候 她就讓我去採血車工作 She put me to work in the Bloodmobile when I was eight.
我只有這個做得好 I'm not programmed for anything else.
Ned 我要告訴你一件事 Ned, I have something to tell you.
你懷孕了 You're finally pregnant.
我結過一次婚 I was married once.
這你可從來沒說過 You never told me that.
對 我... Yeah, I...
她說我對她不公平 she said I had been unfair to her,
也確實是 which I had been.
- 我有個兒子 - 你有個兒子 - I have a son. - You have a son.
- 她不讓我見 - 你不能見你的親生兒子? - She won't let me see him. - You can't see your own son?
你難道沒去爭取嗎? But didn't you fight?
這說明你感到羞恥 That means you're ashamed.
你兒子也會這樣覺得 So he will be, too.
所以我才沒告訴你 誰說我沒爭取? This is why I didn't tell you. Who says I didn't fight?
Ned啊? Ned?
如果人們不能像你期望的那麼堅強 你要怎麼樣? What happens to people who can't be as strong as you want them to be?
我害怕軟弱! Weakness scares the shit out of me!
我爸很軟弱 我害怕我會和他一樣 My father was weak, and I'm afraid I'll be like him.
他的生命一點意義也沒有 就結束了 His life didn't stand for anything and then it was over.
所以我不斷在鬥爭爭取 So I fight, constantly.
如果我能做到 我不明白 And if I can do it, I can't understand
為什麼其他人做不到? why everybody else can't do it, too, okay?
等會兒 你去哪? Wait, where are you going?
Felix! 你去哪? Felix! Where you going?
Felix 我不是有意的 Felix. I didn't mean anything by that, Felix.
我... 我很害怕... 怕很多事 I... I... I'm scared of... lots of things.
真的 怕極了 我從沒告訴過你我很怕.. Really. Heights. I never told you I'm terrified of...
怎麼了? what?
它越來越大了 It keeps getting bigger and bigger.
不會消失 It doesn't go away.
你說Felix? Felix?
我能問誰是Felix嗎? Who, may I ask, is Felix?
我從來沒有這麼愛過一個人 I've never been so in love in my life.
根本就沒愛過 Never been in love in my life.
讓他明天一早七點半來見我 Tell him to come to see me first thing tomorrow 7:30.
Ned 你真行啊 Ned, God damn it.
那我們該做什麼? 再也不跟任何人在一起了? What are we supposed to do? Not be with anybody ever?
沒你想的那麼簡單 It's not as easy as you might think.
對不起 Oh, em, I'm sorry.
不必了 Don't be.
你怎麼成這樣的? How'd you get it?
我五歲的時候 I was five years old.
有一個從巴哈馬群島搬來的女人 A woman from the Bahamas came to our town
是小兒麻痺症病毒的攜帶者 carrying the polio virus.
她... 跟朋友住在一起 She... stayed with friends.
他們的孩子跟我在幼兒園同班 Their kid was in my kindergarten class.
我們班上有四個人得了小兒麻痺症 Four of us in that class got polio.
我正要穿著萬聖節的服裝 I was all dressed up in my Halloween costume
去挨家挨戶要糖吃 to go trick-or-treating
我媽媽覺得我額頭很燙 就讓我上床休息了 and my mother felt my forehead, put me to bed.
半夜 我發現 除了胳膊和手 In the middle of the night, I realized my whole body
我全身都麻痺了 except my arms and my hands were paralyzed.
我就大聲叫我媽媽 I was crying out for my mother.
"我不能動了 我不能動了" "I can't move, I can't move."
他們趕緊把我送到醫院 They rushed me to the hospital,
醫生說我活不過二十四小時 were told I'd be dead in 24 hours.
我跟病毒鬥爭 活了下來 I fought. I lived.
你用了呼吸機嗎? Were you in an iron lung?
用了 I was.
然後我就回家躺著了 Then I was in bed at home.
我跟班裡聯繫都是用一個... I was connected to my class with this little...
小喇叭 little loudspeaker.
他們要求所有的孩子都來看望我 All the children were required to visit me.
我們見面說"你好" We would say, "Hello,"
然後就不知道說什麼了 and then not know what to say next.
他們當時都很怕我 They were all terrified of me.
現在也怕 Still are.
我能把人嚇死 I scare the shit out of people.
坐輪椅的"女魔頭" The "holy terror" in a wheelchair.
人們也怕我 I'm scaring people, too.
學會利用這一點 Learn how to use it.
我們不需要每個人的愛和認同 Don't need everybody's love and approval.
Ned 你那個組織... 沒有一點用 Ned, your organization is... worthless.
我不能請到重要人物來加入我們 I can't get anyone important on the board.
我看了三百多個病人 就我一個醫生 I've seen over 300 patients. Me. One doctor.
各行各業的一百萬同性戀... All these guys who made millions off of us...
時尚 搖滾 電影 房地產 沒人出頭 fashion, rock, movies, real estate, forget it.
而且只要我跟Bruce意見不合 And any time Bruce doesn't agree with me,
- 他就舉行董事會投票 - 你總是輸 - he puts it to a board vote. - And you lose.
我不能宣傳不是百分百確定的 I can't pass along sex recommendations
性知識或其它任何信息 or any information that isn't 100% certain.
科學領域裡沒有百分百確定的東西 Nothing is 100% certain in science.
不管你說什麼都是不確定的 It wouldn't matter what you say anyway.
別因為我沒做的事情衝我吼 Don't yell at me for what I'm not doing.
- 你們那邊都他媽的做了什麼? - 我不知道! - What the fuck is your side doing? - I don't know!
你那個醫學協會呢? Where's your A.M.A.?
難道猶太人一直覺得餓嗎? Does being Jewish always make you hungry?
我哪知道 我不是猶太人 I don't know. I'm not Jewish.
我是德裔 I'm German.
- 所有人都以為你是猶太人 - 我知道 - Everybody thinks you're Jewish. - I know.
在醫學界這很有優勢 In medicine it helps.
你在床上躺著完成了學業? You stayed in bed the whole way through school?
上大學的時候我有了第一副支架 By college I had my first braces
我才能走... 一點 and I could walk... a little.
我不能好好地走路了 I don't walk so good anymore.
可能因為我太忙了 沒時間練習 Probably because I'm too busy to practice.
你必須練習 You must practice.
現在 我是認真的 Right now. I mean it.
快點 來吧 Right now. C'mon.
別把我的Johnny Mathis唱片劃壞 Don't scratch my Mathis.
能請你跳支舞嗎? May I have this dance?
好吧 你自找的 Okay. You asked for it.
我的枴杖 My crutches.
沒事 我行的 Mm-mm. I got it.
- 哦...! - 還好嗎? - Oh...! - Okay?
嗯 很好 Okay. Mm-hmm.
我現在很怕留下他一個人 I'm afraid to leave him alone now.
我害怕治癒的療法不能及時出現 I'm afraid a cure won't come in time.
我害怕自己的脾氣 I'm afraid of my anger.
- 我是個很糟糕的領導者... - 舞跳得也不怎麼樣 把我扶回去 - I'm a terrible leader and... - A lousy dancer. Put me back.
小兒麻痺症也是一種病毒 Polio is a virus, too.
現在沒有人得這個病了 Nobody gets polio anymore.
他去哪了? 我們已經來一個半小時了 Where is he? We've been here for an hour and a half.
這都是些什麼人? 我們在一個他媽的地牢裡 Who are these people? We're in a fucking dungeon here.
他不能這樣對我們 不能就這麼算了 He can't do this to us. He cannot do this to us and get away with it.
- 你們開始了嗎? - 還沒 - Did you start? - No.
- 好吧 天啊 大家好 - 嘿 - Okay, God, hi. - Hi.
老天啊 什麼鬼地方 Jesus Christ, what a tomb.
他們是不想讓我們被大家看到嗎? Do they not want us to be seen above ground?
他在哪裡? 我都晚了一個小時 And where is he? I'm an hour late.
- 一個半小時 - 別挑我刺啊 小東西 - Hour and a half. - Don't start on me, lamb chop.
- Tommy 你去哪了? - 我在貝爾維尤市 - Tommy, where were you? - I was up at Bellevue.
要讓一個可愛的孩子臨終前去見他媽媽 Had to put a sweet dying child together with his mama.
他們已經十五年沒見面了 They hadn't seen each other for 15 years.
他從沒告訴她 他是同性戀 He never told her he was gay.
他不想見她 他幾周以來都拒絕見她 He didn't want to see her. He refused to see her for weeks.
我跟他媽媽走進來的時候 他生氣極了 Oh, he was angry when I waltzed in with her.
看著媽媽抱著兒子 真是太催淚了 It was a real weeper. Mama holding her son.
他已經死了 He's dead now.
真的很抱歉我來晚了 我是Hiram Keebler I'm truly sorry I'm late. I'm Hiram Keebler.
你好 你是那些做餅乾的人的親戚嗎? Hello. Are you related to the folks who make the crackers?
開玩笑 我是Tommy Boatwright I'm kidding. I'm Tommy Boatwright.
我是Ned Weeks Ned Weeks.
我是主席Bruce Niles Bruce Niles. I'm the president.
市長想告訴你們他很關心這件事 The mayor wants you to know how much he cares
對你們所肩負的重任 and how impressed he is with how you've been shouldering
他也非常感動 your own responsibilities.
- 謝謝你們 - 謝謝? - Thank you. - Thank you?
重任? 你們那些人應該 Responsibilities? Everything we're doing
做我們正在做的事 我們需要幫助 is the stuff you guys should be doing and we need help.
Weeks先生只是想說 Uh, what Mr. Weeks is trying to say, sir,
我們做不下去了 is that... we're swamped.
我們的緊急熱線一天要接五百個電話 We're fielding over 500 calls a day on our emergency hotline.
實話說 我們在提供政府應該提供 And we're providing information that, quite frankly,
卻沒有提供的信息 the city should be providing, and isn't.
先生 我們需要辦公場所 我們現在只有一間小屋子 Sir, we need office space. We have one small room.
每天要接待一百人 We have over 100 people calling or walking in and out every day,
更糟的是 人們不想租給我們房子 and plus it's real hard when people don't want to rent to us
- 因為我們是... - 喔 這是非法歧視 - because we're... - Whoa. That's illegal discrimination.
是啊 我們知道 先生 Yeah, we know that to be true, sir.
Keebler先生 歧視同性戀不是非法的 Mr. Keebler, it is not illegal to discriminate against homosexuals.
我們等了十四個月都沒見到市長 We've been waiting for 14 months to see the Mayor.
為了見你等了一年 It's taken us a year to get this meeting with you.
你還遲到了一個半小時 You're an hour and a half late.
你有沒有告訴市長有傳染病疫情? Have you told the mayor there's an epidemic going on?
- 是嗎 誰說的? - 政府 - Uh, says who? - The government.
哪個政府? 哪個? 我們的政府? Which government? What? Our government?
- 還傳染病? - 疾病控制中心十七個月前... - An epidemic? - The Centers for Disease Control declared it...
- 就宣佈了 - 你不可能不知道這些! - 17 months ago. - You can't not know this!
你能別這麼歇斯底里嗎? Could you please reduce your level of hysteria?
當然 Certainly.
紐約 舊金山 洛杉磯 New York City, San Francisco, Los Angeles,
芝加哥 波士頓 丹佛 美國各大城市 Chicago, Boston, Denver. Every single major American city
以及至少二十五個國家 is now showing cases.
都出現了病例 而紐約 At least 25 foreign countries. But New York City,
我們的家 你宣誓保護的城市 our home, the city that you have pledged to protect
佔了所有數字的一半多 has more than half of everything.
一半病例 一半死亡人數 Half the cases, half the dead.
我知道五十七個人死了 不想知道更多 I know 57 of the dead ones. I don't wanna know any more.
現在 我們什麼時候能見到市長? Now, when do we get to see the mayor?
為吃個午飯 等十四個月真是太長了 14 months is a long time to be out to lunch.
- 你等一下 - 不 你等著吧 我們不能等了 - You wait a minute. - No, you wait a minute. We can't.
我們沒時間 Time is not on our side.
如果你不給市長傳話 我們要幹什麼? Now, if you won't take word to the mayor, what are we gonna do?
雇個帥氣的男妓 在屌上刻個請願 Hire a hunky hustler and send him up to Gracie Mansion
然後把他送到市長家門口? with a plea tattooed to his cock?
- Koch市長不是同性戀! - 姑娘 別開玩笑了 - Mayor Koch is not gay! - Oh, come on, "Blanche."
聽著 Listen.
難道你們覺得我不想幫你們? Don't you think I want to help you?
因為這個狗屁病毒 我有個朋友 I have a friend who is dying of this shit,
在退伍軍人醫院都要死了 right now in the V.A. hospital.
但這事情很棘手 你們能看出來 非常棘手 But it's very tricky. You can see that. It is very tricky.
去你媽的棘手! 紐約有一百萬同性戀 Tricky, shit! There are a million gay people in New York.
算上你有一百萬零一個! A million and one counting you!
你們知道嗎? 曼哈頓西區一個學校的 You know what? A fire goes out in a school furnace
鍋爐房著了火 我一天就要接三千個電話 on the West Side. I get 3,000 calls in one day.
你懂我的意思了嗎? You know what I mean?
如果你們中的許多人都很絕望 為什麼我只聽見這一個人在說? If so many of you are so upset, why do I only hear from this loudmouth?
- 這個問題問得好 - 我們這裡有五十萬男同性戀 - That's a very good question. - Okay, so there are half a million
考慮到我們... 你們龐大的基數 gay men in our area. 315 cases doesn't seem too high,
315例病例也不算太多 considering how many of us... of you there are.
- 這都是胡扯! - Ned 冷靜點 - This is bullshit! - Ned, please.
先生 我知道這很難辦 Look, I understand this is tricky, sir.
- 但我們需要你們的幫助... - 我想是這樣的 市長認為你們 - But we need your help... - I think, that is, that the mayor thinks
反應過度了 you guys are overreacting.
那你去告訴他 他就是個自私無情的混蛋 You tell that cocksucker he is a selfish, heartless son of a bitch!
你是Michael R. Marcus You are Michael R. Marcus. You hold
你在城市衛生署的保密工作做得可不太好 an unsecure job with the city's Department of Health.
我要是你的話 就會注意點身邊的朋友 I'd watch out for your friends if I were you.
真不敢相信剛發生的事 I don't believe that just happened.
Mickey 我明天要上"今日秀" Mickey, I am going on "The Today Show" tomorrow
我要告訴他們 and I am telling them
市長為了讓我們閉嘴 竟然用你的工作威脅你 that the mayor just threatened your job to shut us up.
"今日秀"? 你要幹什麼? "The Today Show"? You're gonna what?
他們對我們不屑一顧 我們還得忍下去 They are treating us like shit and we're allowing them.
不 只有對政客施壓他們才會有反應 No, politicians, the only thing they really respond to is pressure.
你也聽見他說的"西邊的三千個電話"了 You heard him with his "3,000 West Side calls."
是我們的呼聲不夠大! We're not yelling loud enough!
拿上你的東西 Get your stuff.
拿好東西 Get your stuff.
- 喂 我是Tommy - Tommy 我是Ned - This is Tommy. - Tommy, it's Ned.
- 嗨 - Nick死了 - Hey. - Nick died.
天啊 Shit.
該死 God damn.
追悼會的細節出來之後我再打給你 I'll call later when I know more about the memorial.
我自己有個習慣 I have this tradition.
現在每當有朋友去世我都會這麼做 It's something I do now when a friend dies.
留下他的名片 I save his Rolodex card.
不然還能怎樣? What am I supposed to do?
把名片扔進垃圾桶嗎? Throw it away in the trash can?
我不會那麼做的 I won't do that.
絕對不會 No, I won't.
那太絕情了 That's too final.
去年我只拿下來了五張卡片 Last year I had five cards.
現在有五十張了 Now I have 50.
這是由名片組成的墓碑 A collection of cardboard tombstones,
用皮筋綁起來 bound together with a rubber band.
我討厭葬禮 I hate these fuckin' funerals.
真的 I really do.
你們知道我還討厭什麼嗎? And you know what else I hate?
追悼會 I hate the memorials.
可我們現在所謂的社交 That's our social life now.
就是參加這些活動 Going to these things.
Nick是一名舞蹈指導 Nick was a choreographer.
我不知道你們知不知道這件事 I don't know if any of you knew that.
他才剛剛起步 沒有告訴很多人 He was just starting out. He didn't tell a lot of people.
他還打算邀請你們去參加 He was waiting to invite you to his
他在卡內基音樂廳之類的地方的首演 big debut at Carnegie Hall or some shit
想讓我們為他感到驕傲 so we could all be proud of him.
他太優秀了 But he was so good.
這麼有信心 He had such promise.
我們失去了整整一代人 We're losing an entire generation.
這些剛剛起步的年輕人 Young men at the beginning.
就這樣走了 Just gone.
舞蹈指導 編劇 Choreographers, playwrights,
舞者 演員 dancers, actors.
那些原本應該付諸筆端的劇本現在都不會有人寫出來了 All those plays that won't get written now.
而那些舞也不會有人再去跳了 All those dances never to be danced.
最後 我只想說我已經瘋了 In closing, I'm just gonna say I'm mad.
我真的瘋了 I'm fuckin' mad.
我的內心一直在呼喊 "他們為什麼就這樣看著我們去死"? I keep screaming inside, "Why are they letting us die?"
"為什麼沒人幫幫我們"? "Why is no one helping us?"
真相 And here's the truth.
和答案就是 Here's the answer.
他們就是不喜歡我們而已 They just don't like us.
我要戰勝這種病 I'm going to beat this.
我一直都很幸運 I've always been lucky.
真棒 就應該有這種態度 Good. That's the right attitude.
我想在"紐約時報"上班 就做到了 I wanted a job on the "Times," I got it.
我也想要Ned I wanted Ned.
我傳染給Ned了嗎? Have I given it to Ned?
不知道 I don't know.
一個人得了感冒 One person has a cold,
有時也會傳染給伴侶 有時不會 sometimes the partner catches it, sometimes not.
有的醫生說如果用了安全套就不會傳染 Some doctors are saying it's okay if we use condoms.
我知道有人這麼說 I know they are.
- 我們可以接吻嗎? - Felix - Can we kiss? - Felix.
你身體內毫無抵禦機制 You have nothing to fight back with.
免疫系統幾乎不起作用 You have no immune system to speak of.
你的身體現在對所有可能的感染源都毫無還手之力 Your body is now open to every conceivable type of infection.
你一定要小心 You must be careful.
我會盡我所能 你也一樣 I'm going to do my damnedest, so must you.
我猜你和所有男孩都這麼說 I bet you say that to all the boys.
你說得對 As a matter of fact,
確實如此 I do.
天啊 Oh, God.
啊 Oh.
很久之前 有個小男孩 Once upon a time there was a little boy
他一直想愛上另一個男孩 who always wanted to love another little boy.
有一天 他找到了真愛 One day he finally found that love
一切都很美好 and it was wonderful.
我應該戴上手套 I'm supposed to use gloves.
我應該這樣 應該那樣 I'm supposed to do this. I'm supposed to do that.
我不應該親他 I'm supposed to not kiss him.
- 對不起 - 我不應該在只有45歲的時候 - I'm so sorry. - I'm not supposed to be only 45 years old
就要開始照顧一個35歲的年輕人 and taking care of a 35-year-old young man
而他虛弱得彷彿已經100歲 who's 100 years old and dying.
Emma說這叫做搖擺 Emma calls it a seesaw.
他沒事 他病了 He's fine, he gets sick,
他好些了... he gets better...
他病情加重了 he gets sicker.
誰能幫幫我啊 God help me.
他害怕我會離開他 He's afraid I'll leave him.
我告訴他我不會 I told him I wouldn't leave him.
我一秒都沒有想過要離開他 That I never for one second would think of leaving him.
但是他不相信我 But he doesn't believe me.
這樣的日子過久了 也難免不相信 It's hard to believe in much these days.
但是我們要永遠信任彼此 But we must never stop believing in each other.
我的生活一團混亂 真的 I'm a mess. That's what I am.
整日以淚洗面直到好像眼淚都干了 You cry and you cry until you think can't cry anymore
可是卻仍然能流出眼淚 and then you cry some more.
不只是為了自己或者是Felix 而是為了所有 Not only for yourself or Felix, but for all the little boys
終於找到此生摯愛的男孩 who finally found their other little boys
他們歷經考驗 變成男人 they've wanted all their lives now that they're men.
同志健康危機小組 G.M.H.C.
我是Estelle 有什麼能幫助您的嗎? Estelle speaking. How may I assist you?
有人要寫遺囑! Someone needs a will!
- Ned在哪? 我要和他談談 - 他在後面 - Where's Ned? I want to speak to him. - He's in the back.
- 把這個號碼給他 - 謝了 - Here, give him this number. - Thank you.
- 同志健康危機小組 - 同志健康危機小組 - G.M.H.C. - G.M.H.C.
Tommy 我想我給我們找到了四名合格的 Tommy, I think I got us maybe four qualified
社會工作志願者 social workers to volunteer.
- 他們都是女同 - 感謝上帝創造女同 - They're all lesbians. - Thank God for the lesbians.
你的肛門? Your anus?
哦 你說的是天王星(發音相近) Oh, Planet Uranus.
謝謝您的意見 Thank you for sharing.
Mickey 你怎麼沒在裡約? Mickey, why aren't you in Rio?
我把電話轉留言了 你們也該休息休息了 I put the phones on service. You guys should get some rest.
別再有人倒下了 We don't want any burnouts.
晚安 Phil 謝謝了 Good night, Phil. Thank you.
晚安 親愛的 Night, honey.
- 拜拜 寶貝 - 晚安 寶貝 - Bye, baby. - Good night, sweetheart.
今天還不錯 Good work today.
再見 All right.
Phil今天確診了 Phil got diagnosed today.
Mickey 你怎麼沒在裡約度假? Mickey, why aren't you on vacation in Rio?
我去裡約了 Gregory... I was in Rio. Gregory...
和我一起去的 and I were in Rio.
我接到了Hiram辦公室打來的電話 I get a call from Hiram's office
他說要我今天一早去他辦公室見他 saying I should be in his office right away first thing this morning.
從裡約把你叫回來? 什麼事啊? From Rio? What kind of meeting?
我去了市政廳 Hiram讓我等了好久 I get to City Hall, Hiram keeps me waiting forever.
最後終於有個人出來告訴我 And finally the commissioner comes out and he says
Hiram不想見我了 that Hiram doesn't want to see me anymore.
我當時就想大喊 "我兩天沒睡了 你們這群混蛋" I wanted to scream, "I haven't slept in two days, you dumb fuck."
但是我沒有 而是說 But I didn't. Instead I said,
"先生 請問... "Please, sir, then...
他為什麼讓我從裡約回來?" why did he make me come all the way back from Rio?"
他說 "他也沒告訴我" And he says, "Oh, I'm afraid he didn't take me into his confidence."
然後就走了 And he walks off.
Ned攻擊Hiram的那篇文章剛剛發表了 Ned's article attacking Hiram just came out.
我不想因為Ned亂來而丟掉工作 I'm not going to lose my job because Ned doesn't like himself.
你說什麼 Mick? What's that, Mick?
你一直想讓我們說不想說的話 You keep trying to get us to say things that we don't wanna say
而我不覺得我們應該 and I don't think we can afford
在有足夠多的朋友之前樹立這麼多敵人 to make so many enemies before we have enough friends.
Terry Spaulding請他所有的朋友 Terry Spaulding is calling all of his friends
來氧氣倉邊告別 from under his oxygen tank to say goodbye.
Tibby Maurer吸毒過度 Tibby Maurer took an overdose.
Hal Schechter裝了假肢 Hal Schechter has got stumps for feet.
- Frannie Santuzza瘋了! - 能閉嘴嗎? 別說了! - Frannie Santuzza's lost his mind! - Will you stop it? Just stop!
- Mickey 你還好嗎? - 不太好 - Mickey, you all right? - I don't think so.
他們為什麼找不到這種病毒? Why can't they find the virus?
這需要時間啊 Baby, it takes time.
我每天都在寫文章告訴這座城市的人們... I work all day for the city writing stuff on...
是母乳餵養好還是配方奶粉好 breast-feeding versus formula
得了皰疹要保持冷靜之類的文章 and how to stay calm when you have herpes.
晚上還要在"Native"上寫我們的健康專欄和時事分析 And at night I work on our newsletter and our health column for the "Native."
我... 我受不了了 I just... I can't take it anymore.
我寫過每一種理論 I have written about every single theory.
病毒的重複感染 Repeated infection by a virus.
休眠病毒的重現 New appearance by a dormant virus.
單體病毒 新病毒 舊病毒 多病毒 部分病毒 Single virus, new virus, old virus, multi-virus, partial virus,
- 潛在病毒 變異病毒... - 冷靜點 親愛的 - latent virus, mutant virus... - Take it easy, honey.
我冷靜不下來 還有性交和口交 No, we mustn't forget about fucking and sucking
親吻和巫術 and kissing and blood and voodoo
毒品 春藥 和針頭 and drugs and poppers and needles
還要寫非洲 海地 古巴 黑人 and Africa, Haiti, Cuba, blacks,
變形蟲 豬 還有該死的天王星! amoebas, pigs, fucking Uranus!
- 要是這些理論都不對怎麼辦? - 我也不知道 - What if it isn't any of them? - I don't know.
倫敦鼠疫是由一個水泵裡的水引起的 The great plague of London was caused by drinking water from a pump
沒人... 根本沒人會注意到 that just nobody... nobody noticed it.
可能就是我們容易患病 就是我們這種群體容易感染... Maybe it's predisposition or the theory of the herd...
等我們都死了 這種病毒也就滅絕了 only so many of us are going to get it, then the pool's used up.
如果是一對一的傳染呢? Bruce 那你和我 What if it's monogamy? Bruce, you and I
會更容易感染 could actually be worse off
因為我們長期只和一個人做愛... because of constant bombardment from a single source...
我們的愛人 our lovers.
所以沒準那些天天去洗浴中心的人 So maybe the guys who go to the baths,
反而建立了最強大的免疫系統 maybe they've built up the best immunity.
我也不知道還能告訴別人什麼 可是大家都在問我 I don't know what to tell anybody anymore and everybody asks me.
誰說得對? 我也不知道 Who's right? I don't know.
誰錯了? 我感覺... Who's wrong? I feel...
我感覺真他媽的無力 I feel so fucking inadequate.
我們要怎麼讓他們"停下來"? How can we tell people, "Stop"?
就是... 我也不... 有可能是由... It's just... I don't... it might be caused by...
我不知道 真的不知道 I don't know. I don't know.
這就是我的感覺 That's exactly how I feel.
沒準他說得對 And maybe he's right.
這讓我感到害怕 And that scares me.
Neddy 你嚇到我了 Neddy, you scare me.
你真的覺得總統他... You really think the President...
他願意看到這一切的發生? 你真的覺得中情局 that he wants this to happen? You really think the CIA
發動了細菌戰 has unleashed germ warfare
要殺死所有Jerry Falwell(教會保守人士)不喜歡的同性戀? to kill off all the queers that Jerry Falwell doesn't want?
- Mick 控制下 - 控制什麼? - Mick. Try to hold on. - To what?
我以前也很熱愛我的國家 I used to love my country.
"Native"收到過一封匿名信 信上寫了 The "Native" received an anonymous letter describing
在馬里蘭州德利特克港 有國防部的高級機密實驗室... top-secret Defense Department experiments at Fort Detrick, Maryland...
那裡研製出了一種病毒 可以破壞人的免疫系統 that have produced a virus that can destroy the immune system.
代號是"強硬之手" Its codename was "Firm Hand."
他們從1978年開始在一組男同身上做實驗 They started testing it in 1978 on a group of gays.
我從沒相信過這種鬼話... I never used to believe shit like that...
他們想要屠殺我們! they're gonna persecute us!
他們要取消我們的醫療保險 They're gonna cancel our health insurance,
要把我們關進集中營 要隔離我們 they're gonna put us into camps, they're gonna quarantine us.
你覺得我是兇手? And you think that I'm killing people?
- 我可沒這麼說 - 可你就是這麼想的 - That is not what I said. - It is, you know you said it.
我花了十五年 I've spent 15 years of my life
為我們爭取自由 fighting for our right to be free
讓我們可以隨時隨地做愛 and to make love wherever, whenever.
你卻告訴我 And you're telling me all those years
為同志爭取權利是錯的! of what being gay stood for is wrong!
而且我還是兇手 And that I'm a murderer.
我們被壓抑得太厲害了 你都忘了嗎? We have been so oppressed. Don't you remember?
你難道不知道我們能公開地戀愛有多麼重要? Can't you see how important it is for us to love openly,
不用隱藏 不用自責 without hiding, without guilt?
你為什麼就不明白呢? Why can't you see that?
我登上帝國大廈頂樓 I went to the top of the Empire State Building.
好了 我送你回家 Okay, I'm taking you home.
你可以趁沒人看到的時候跳下來 You can jump off from there when nobody's looking.
好了 Mickey 我們現在就回家 All right, Mickey, let's go home. Right now.
Ned 我不是兇手 我不是 Ned, I'm not a murderer. I'm not.
我這一輩子都因為是同性戀而被討厭 All my life I've been hated for being gay,
還因為矮... for being short...
還是猶太人 Jewish.
所以去吧 告訴大家 So go ahead, you tell everybody.
告訴大家我們錯了 我很抱歉 Tell everybody that we were wrong and I'm sorry.
總有一天 有人會站出來 Someday, somebody's gonna come along
然後他們會用刀捅向你 and they're gonna stick the knife in you
告訴你 你這一輩子為之奮鬥的事都是瞎扯淡! and tell you everything you fought for your whole life is shit!
Mickey 住手! Mickey!
Mickey! 站起來! Mickey! Get up!
- 起來 過來 - 我沒事 - Get up. Come here. - It's okay.
來吧 Come on.
我現在送你回家 好嗎? I'm gonna take you home now, okay?
我不想回家 帶我去聖文森特醫院 I don't wanna go home. Take me to St. Vincent's.
好 沒事的 來吧 我們走 Okay. That's fine. Come. Let's go.
聽著 我們都很累了 聽到了嗎? Look, we're all real tired, you hear me?
我們都失去了很多朋友 承受太多了 We got ourselves here a lot of bereavement overload.
我們是鬥士 不是嗎? We're the fighters. Aren't we?
- 我們是斗... - 沒錯 親愛的 - We're the fi... - You bet, sweetness.
而且你是個英雄 And you're a hero.
聽到了嗎? You hear me?
不管你知不知道 你都是英雄 You're a hero whether you know that or not.
你是我們的第一個英雄 You're our first hero.
走吧 Let's go.
你想做主席? You wanna be president?
我只想讓Felix活下來 I just want Felix to live.
同志健康危機小組 Gay Men's Health Crisis.
Hiram 老朋友 最近怎樣? Hiram, old buddy. How's it hanging?
嗯 Mm.
- 準備好了嗎? - 好了 - You ready? - Yeah.
市長找到了一個秘密的小型基金 The mayor's found a secret little fund
他們可以秘密捐錢給我們 for giving away money secretly.
我們不能告訴任何人錢是從哪兒來的 We are not allowed to tell anyone where we got it,
告訴別人的話 我們就再也拿不到錢了 and if we do, we'll never get any more.
- 多少錢? - 九千美元 - How much? - $9,000.
Ned 聽著 Ned.
Albert去世了 Albert's dead.
在他死前 他媽媽想在鳳凰城見他一面 His mother wanted to see him in Phoenix before he died.
這是上周的事情 那時候已經很明顯了 And this was the last week, when it was obvious.
所以我從Emma那裡獲得允許後就帶他去機場 So I got permission from Emma and took him to the airport.
我們到機場的時候 And when we got to the airport,
飛行員拒絕起飛 the pilot refused to fly the plane.
我也拒絕下飛機 So I refused to get off of it.
你一定為我感到驕傲的 Ned You would have been very proud of me, Ned.
最後我們換了另一個飛行員 So finally we get another pilot
我們起飛的時候 and when we take off,
Albert失去理智了 Albert just loses his mind.
我不想在這鬼東西上面 I don't wanna be in this thing.
- 沒事的 - 我不想在這... - It's okay. - I don't wanna be in this...
- 我要離開這裡 - 不行 Albert - I'm just gonna go. - No, Albert.
我不想... I don't wanna...
- Albert - 讓他坐下 - Albert. - Tell him to sit down.
- 對不起 - 先生 先生 你得坐在座位上 - I'm sorry. - Sir, sir, you have to keep seated.
- 到前面坐下來 - 先生 坐下 你必須... - Sit down up there. - Sir, have a seat. You have to...
不! No!
- 先生... - 住手! - Sir... - Stop!
先生! Sir!
我們得坐下來 好嗎? We gotta sit down, okay?
他都認不出我了 He doesn't recognize me.
是我 是我 It's me. It's me.
也不知道我們要去哪裡 Doesn't know where we're going.
- 我們快到家了 - 也不知道我們要去鳳凰城 - We're almost home. - That we're going to see his mother
見他媽媽... 什麼都不知道 in Phoenix... nothing.
他只是變得... He just becomes...
見鬼 我能要一塊該死的毛巾嗎 拜託? Oh, shit. Can I get a goddamn towel, please?
我們降落在鳳凰城 趕到醫院 When we land in Phoenix and when we get to the hospital
他媽媽佈置了個非常漂亮的病房... where his mother had fixed up the room real nice...
Albert去世了 Albert is dead.
醫院的醫生拒絕為他做檢查 The hospital doctors refused to examine him
並拒絕在他的死亡證明上寫死因 and give him a cause of death on his death certificate.
沒有死亡證明 殯儀館不能帶走他 Without the death certificate, the undertakers will not take him.
- 警察也不行 - 夥計 放下 - And neither would the police. - Come on, man. Pull it down.
最終一個護理員進來 把我的Albert Finally some orderly comes in and stuffs my Albert
裝進一個超大號的垃圾袋 in an oversized Glad garbage bag
然後把他和其它垃圾一起扔在一條巷子裡 and puts him in the alley with the rest of the garbage.
我幫你忙了 夥計 我把他弄出來了 I did you a favor, man. I got him out.
我要五十塊錢 I want 50 bucks.
- 這是他所有骨灰了? - 對 - Is that all of him? - Yep.
你想要? 三千塊錢 You want him? $3,000.
他死了 已經死了 He's gone. He's gone.
死了 Gone.
天啊 Oh, God.
"我告訴你們 他們在謀殺我們 "I am telling you they are murdering us
我們也放任他們如此 and we are letting them.
我們會死的 We're gonna die.
我們很快就會死 We're gonna die very soon,
除非你們奮起反抗" unless you get off your fucking asses and fight back."
Emma就在裡面等著 Emma's in there waiting.
來 吃兩口 來吧 吃點 Come on, two bites. Come on, now.
- 不要 - 不要讓我倒了這杯酸奶 - No. - Don't make me break out the yogurt.
- 就一口 - 你和你哥哥談過了嗎? - One more. - Have you talked to your brother yet?
我就知道你是這個樣子的 I remember that about you.
你不肯和你最愛的人談話 You don't talk to the people you love most in the world.
你希望我好起來 可是我並沒有好起來 You want me to get better and I'm not getting better
我覺得真他媽內疚 and I feel so fucking guilty.
你在週五和Bill Blass約了吃午餐 You have a lunch meeting with Bill Blass on Friday.
- 不錯嘛 - 嗯... - Fancy. - Mm...
我會打電話道歉的 I'm call with my regrets.
你在幹什麼? What are you doing?
在約你兩個月後和我約會 Making a date with you two months from now.
我受邀去耶魯大學的同志周活動裡講話 I've been invited to speak at Yale's Gay Week.
我們一起去 記得我和你說過他們那裡的舞會嗎? And we're going. Remember how I told you they have those dances there now?
你是我的舞伴 You're my date.
我太想要你活下去了 I want you to live so much.
我不應該說這個的 I'm not supposed to say that.
求你了 上帝 再給我們一年吧 Oh, please, God. Give us one more year.
我答應你 我一定會好好吃菠菜的 I promise I'll eat my spinach.
我治療過 I am taking care
比這個世界上任何人 of more victims of this disease
都多的這種病的患者 than anyone in the world.
我們有更多的冰凍血液樣本 We have more frozen blood samples,
更多各種各樣的數據 more data of every kind,
以及更多的經驗 and much more experience.
Brookner醫生 政府的立場是這樣的 Dr. Brookner, the government's position is this.
我們只能出五百萬美元給這些病人 但是我們收到了 There are $5 million in the pipeline for which we have received
超過五千五百萬的申請 over $55 million worth of requests.
五百萬似乎還不夠兩千個病人吧 5 million doesn't seem quite right for some 2,000 cases.
政府花了三百萬調查泰勒諾引起的七場死亡 The government spent 3 million investigating seven deaths from Tylenol.
- 我們已經做了第三年了 - 我們投票拒絕了 - We're entering the third year. - We voted to reject
你申請資金的請求 your application for funding.
哦? Oh?
我想聽聽理由 I'd like to hear your reasons.
你所提出的研究方向 The direction of the research you're suggesting
不精確且沒有重心 is imprecise and unfocused.
是這樣的 不是嗎? Oh, it is, is it?
你不可能比我更清楚我在做什麼 You don't know what's going on any more than I do.
你能精確地告訴我 為什麼你要阻止我的付出呢? Could you tell me precisely why you're blocking my efforts?
Brookner醫生 現在有別的研究員 Dr. Brookner. There are now other investigators.
這不再是你一個人研究的疾病了 雖然你這麼覺得的 This is no longer only your disease, though you seem to think it is.
我是這麼覺得的 不是嗎? Oh, I do, do I?
你是來把我的研究搶走的 是這樣嗎? And you're here to take it away from me, is that it?
那麼 醫生 我來告訴你一個小秘密 Well, I'll let you in on a little secret, Doctor.
你可以拿走 我一開始就不想要它 You can have it. I didn't want it in the first place.
你覺得看到年輕人死去是好事? You think it's a privilege to watch young men die?
我到底在跟你爭論什麼? What am I arguing with you for?
你甚至連研究開水都不會 You do not know enough to study boiled water.
你怎麼敢過來評論我?! How dare you come down here and judge me?!
我們只是應Murray醫生請求任職於內部審核專家組的 We only serve on this peer review panel at the behest of Dr. Murray.
又一個白癡... 而且還是個沒出櫃的男同性戀 Another idiot... and, by the way, a closeted homosexual
用他的一切力量去隱瞞這件事 doing everything in his power to sweep this under the rug.
我發誓我從來沒有在公共場合說過這種事情 And I vowed I'd never say anything like that in public.
怎麼站在你那邊的人 How does it always happen
總是那麼白癡呢? that all of the idiots are always on your team?
你怎麼能拒絕給我的研究注資 How can you refuse to fund my research
或者讓我加入你的研究呢? or not invite me to participate in yours?
國家衛生研究院 Your National Institutes of Health
兩年前就收到我的第一份申請資金的請求了 received my first request for money two years ago.
你們花了整整一年才把申請表打印出來 It took you one year just to print up application forms.
從我第一次報告案例到現在已經三年了 It's taken you three years from my first reported case
你們只過來看了一眼 而我們苦苦求來的資助 just to show up here for a look, and the paltry amount of money
和你們每年得到的用於 you are forcing us to beg for out of the $4 billion
保護美國人民健康的四十億資金相比 you now receive each and every year
是那麼微不足道 to protect the health of American people
而那些資金都不知道啥時候才能給需要幫助的人 won't come to anyone before only God knows when.
法國已經發現一種很有可能的病毒了 A promising virus has been discovered in France.
你們為什麼拒絕與法國合作? Why do you refuse to cooperate with the French?
為什麼我們被告知不能與法國合作? Why are we told not to cooperate with the French?
就這樣你們就可以在 Just so you can steal a Nobel Prize
疾病廣泛傳播 人們逐漸死去的時候偷拿個諾貝爾獎嗎! while something is being passed around that causes death!
在非洲也有婦女得了這種病 Women have been discovered to have it in Africa
而且很顯然是通過異性性行為傳播的 where it is clearly transmitted heterosexually.
這只是時間問題 It is only a question of time.
在你們有所行動之前 我們可能都會死 We could all be dead before you do anything.
你想要我的數據? 你想要我的點子? You want my data? You want my ideas?
你想要我的病例? 通通拿走! You want my patients? Take them!
只要能用他們做些實事! Just do something with them!
你他媽說得對! 我是... You're fucking right! I am...
不精確且沒有重心 而你們都是白癡! imprecise and unfocused and you are all idiots!
是你組織了那場對市長的抗議嗎? Did you organize that picketing of the mayor?
是的 Yes.
- 還有那些標語? - 是 - And the signs? - Yes.
而且你的下一齣戲是第一夫人 And your next play is about a First Lady
- 她是好萊塢最出色的吹簫者 - 對 - who gave the best blow jobs in Hollywood. - Yes.
- 這地方當我們的新辦公室真是再好不過了 - 沒錯 - This place is perfect for our new office. - Yes.
真乾淨 So tidy.
這兒 Here.
我來就好 I got him.
來 我們扶你去床上 Come on. Let's get you back to bed.
好 Okay.
走吧 Here you go.
Estelle給你做了些肉餡捲心菜 Estelle made you some stuffed cabbage for later.
巴黎有一種新藥 There's this new drug in Paris.
Kessler的愛人正飛過去買 Kessler's lover is flying out to get it.
就是這個 HPA-23 Here it is. HPA-23.
嘿 Ned Ned.
- 他看上去很糟糕 - 這種藥有效嗎 - He looks awful. - You this is anything
還是只是和其它藥一樣沒效果? or is it just another shit drug like all the rest?
我覺得你應該做好放手的心理準備了 I think you need to prepare yourself for letting go.
你得堅持為你愛的人奮鬥抗爭 You can't stop fighting for the ones you love.
你有為你愛的某個人奮鬥的時候嗎? Haven't you ever had to fight for somebody you love?
Tommy 你得站出來 Tommy. You gotta start putting yourself out there
讓大家都看到我看到的 in a way that everyone else could see what I see.
哪有這樣的愛情戲啊? What kind of a fucked-up love scene is this?
你好? Yes?
對 女士? Yes, ma'am?
明天下午四點半? 4:30 tomorrow?
好的 女士 Yes, ma'am.
他媽的是白宮 The fucking White House.
去你的市長 我剛被邀請去白宮 Fuck the Mayor. I've just been invited to the White House.
他們終於要做些什麼了! They're gonna do something!
我想問問 Oh, just so I understand,
(John Bruno 總統顧問) 你的職位對我們這場 what exactly does your title mean
瘟疫來說能做什麼? in terms of our plague?
我們傾向於不用負面的詞彙 這只會引起人們害怕 We prefer not to use negative terms. It only scares people.
迄今為止有3339個案例了 Well, there's 3,339 cases so far.
其中1122個死了 1,122 dead.
這聽上去就是一場瘟疫 我很害怕 Sounds like a plague to me. I'm scared.
你不怕嗎? Aren't you?
再問一次 你這個職位能做些什麼? What does your title mean again?
我給總統出主意 I come up with ideas for the President
看他能做什麼 不能做什麼 about what he ought to be doing and not doing.
很好 瞭解 Okay, good. Got it.
那麼錢一直在 對不對? 只是還沒有花出去 So, the money's there, right? It just hasn't been spent.
現在在法國有一種新藥 So there's this new drug in France.
為什麼國家衛生研究所不研究它呢? Why doesn't the N.I.H. study it?
我是說我想要的 我們想要的 也是我們極需的 I mean, what I want, what we want, what we desperately need
是有人幫我們省去這些繁文縟節 is for somebody to help us cut through all this red tape.
我可以很確定地跟你說 一周之內 I can assure you that not a week goes by
我是不會向總統匯報任何新信息的 that I don't bring new information and reports to the President.
在這疾病上取得的進步 The progress that's been made on this disease
- 是史無前例的 - 但這病會傳染啊 - is unprecedented. - But it's contagious.
你難道看不出來因為它會傳染 Can't you see that because it's contagious,
你... 你得加快動作嗎? you... you have to work faster?
你真的相信處理公共政策的人 Do you really believe that anybody
在他們內心深處 in a serious public policy position in their heart of hearts
或者甚至在他們最私密的聚會裡 or even in their most closeted meetings
能說出這樣的話 "嘿 各位 says to each other, "Hey, guys,
不要為這事太難過了好嗎?" let's not get too upset about this"?
沒錯 你的老大還沒公開說過"艾滋病"這個詞 Yes, your boss hasn't said the word "AIDS" out loud.
回答我一個問題 Answer me this one question.
這個病毒... 妓女會染上嗎? This shit, can... can hookers get it?
或者那些一夜情的人? Or, you know, someone who had a one-night stand?
- 當然 - 你沒法證明 - Of course. - You can't prove that.
我是說 就我的理解和讀到的資料 I mean, from what I understand, what I've read,
異性之間通過普通性交的 female-to-male transmissions through normal
傳播似乎不是很有效 vaginal intercourse does not seem to be very efficient.
這明顯不正確 That simply isn't true.
這是種病毒 病毒可不會歧視 It's a virus, it doesn't discriminate.
沒錯 但是... Yes, but...
那很困難 對吧? it's very difficult. Isn't it?
一個直男 也就是一個普通異性戀男人 It's almost impossible for a straight, you know,
幾乎不可能被傳染到 沒錯吧? regular heterosexual guy to get it, am I right?
- 你說什麼? - 沒有記錄在案的病例 對吧? - I'm sorry? - There's no documented cases, am I right?
沒有異性戀男人 There's not a single documented case
傳染到病毒的案例? of a heterosexual man getting it?
性交和口交都沒有? Not from fucking or a blow job?
我沒有這種資料 I don't have that information.
很好 我也猜到了 Great, that's what I thought.
Susan 召集會議 Susan, call my meeting.
我大概會遲到十五分鐘 謝謝 I'll be about 15 minutes late. Thanks.
- 非常感謝 - 請等等 - Thank you so much. - Wait, please.
- 隨時打給我電話 - 先生 請等等 - Call me anytime. - Sir. Wait.
預計有一億人受感染 100 million predicted
卻沒人願意重視! and nobody is paying any attention!
你好 請派安保到二樓來 Hi, I need security on the second floor.
你怎麼坐在地上? Why you sitting on the floor?
我走動的時候摔倒了 I fell down trying to get from there to here.
別碰我! 天啊 Oh, don't touch me! God.
我討厭你看著我 I hate it when you look at me.
你餓嗎? 我餓了 你呢? You hungry? I'm hungry, how about you?
我查了所有約過會的人 I looked in all my datebooks.
和我睡過的人都沒病 No one else I slept with is sick.
也許你就是病毒攜帶者 Maybe you're the carrier.
我們不必對彼此這樣 We don't have to do this to each other.
你會好起來的 Felix 一定會的 You're gonna get better, Felix. You are.
Emma說國家衛生研究所終於開始研究了 Emma says the N.I.H. is finally starting research.
- 我們得抱有希望 - 是嗎? - We have to hope. - Oh, do we?
- 就是這樣 - 是嗎? 我要怎麼抱有希望? - Yes, we do. - Do we? And how am I supposed to do that?
你說呀 Huh?
別再吃垃圾食品了! Stop eating that shit!
- 把它給我 - 不! - Give it to me. - No!
你知道保持你的營養平衡很重要 You know how important it is to watch your nutrition.
也許這樣我也只能多活十分鐘 I have a life expectancy of 10 more minutes.
我想吃什麼 就吃什麼 I'll eat what I wanna eat.
Ned 聽著 Ned.
我的情況越來越糟了 懂嗎? It's getting messier. Okay?
我不想讓你看到 I don't wanna make you see it.
沒人能逼我做任何事 Nobody can make me do anything.
你應該比任何人都瞭解 You should know that better than anybody.
你打算就一直在地上坐到死嗎? Now you gonna sit there on the floor for the rest of your life?
- 你聽到我說的了嗎? - 你聽到了嗎? - Do you hear me? - Do you hear me?
- 沒有! - 沒有? - No! - No?
我已經做了超過四十次治療了 對吧? I've had over 40 treatments. No?
我已經接受了三... 四種不同的化療了 沒有嗎! I've had three... no, four different kinds of chemo. No!
還接受了三種不同的實驗性治療 I've had three different experimentals.
Emma在我身上花的時間最多 Emma has spent more time on me than anyone else.
但一點用都沒有! And it hasn't done a thing!
你不能逼著我樂觀! You cannot force the goddamn sun to come out!
我已經厭倦了爭吵 I am so sick of fighting
所有人的愚蠢 and everybody's stupidity
無知和負罪感 and blindness and guilt trips.
你不能吃是嗎? 那就別吃了 You can't eat the food? Don't eat the food.
我不在乎 吃你的毒藥吧 隨便你 I don't care. Take your poison, I don't care.
來點魚是對你有益 Fish is good for you.
不想吃是嗎? Don't want any of that, do we?
那別吃沙拉了! No green salad!
還有花椰菜! 蔬菜! No broccoli! No vegetables!
雜糧麵包也別吃了! No bread with seven grain!
幹嘛有人想喝牛奶? Why would anyone ever want any milk?
它能替你的骨頭多吸收點鈣! You might get some calcium in your bones!
你不想活了是吧 Felix? Do you wanna die, Felix?
那就去死! Die!
求你別拋下我 Felix Please don't leave me, Felix.
關門! 關門! Keep out! Keep out!
關門! Keep out!
一群混蛋 Assholes.
同志健康危機小組 Gay Men's Health Crisis.
鵝口瘡是真菌 沒錯 Thrush is a fungus, yes.
你能跟他說我們會去糾察嗎 Can you tell him that we'll be picketing there
不要害怕逮捕或者暴力執法 and not afraid of arrest or police brutality.
- 同志健康危機小組 - 沒錯 - Gay Men's Health Crisis. - That's right.
還有四個多小時 如果市長不會見我們 The mayor has four more hours before we carry out
那我們就實施抗議計劃 our threats of civil disobedience if he doesn't meet with us.
Tommy昨天接到電話了 Ned Tommy got the call yesterday, Ned.
那怎麼不告訴我?! Why didn't you tell me?!
看吧 有效果了! You see, it works!
- 什麼時候? - 只有兩個人能去會面 Ned - When? When? - Only two can go to the meeting, Ned.
- 什麼時候? - Tommy是執行官 - When? - Tommy's executive director.
我去 I'm going.
- 委員會投過票了 Ned - 我寫的信 - I polled the fucking board, Ned. - I wrote that letter
給市長的 那是我的會面 to the mayor. That meeting is mine.
我一定要去代表這個組織 I am going to go and represent this organization
這個從我的客廳開始 讓我花費生命裡的 that I have spent every minute of my life fighting for
每一分鐘去鬥爭的組織 and that was started in my living room
否則我不幹了 or I quit.
你要我退出嗎? You'd let me quit?
委員會讓我把這個朗讀給你聽 The board asked me to read this out loud to you.
- 讀什麼? - 一封信 - Read what? - A letter.
咳咳 Ahem.
讀吧 讀吧 Go on, read it.
"我們挑選了判斷力強的人 "We are circulating this letter widely among people
循環交流了這封信的內容 of judgment and good sense.
鑒於你的極端自傲 我們必須清除你 You are on a colossal ego trip we must curtail.
你曾多次操控我們的恐懼 To manipulate fear as you have done repeatedly
行為純屬野蠻 is to us, sheer barbarism.
你也曾在全美的電視和出版物上 To exploit the deaths of gay men as you have done
曝光同志群體的死亡 on television and in publications all over America
這是在故意損害我們的形象 is to us, an act of vandalism.
在性解放多年後 And after years of liberation,
你讓我們的性變得骯髒... you helped make sex dirty again for us...
可怕和禁忌 terrible and forbidden.
我們從來沒有對別人 We are more angry at you
比對你感到更加憤怒 than ever in our lives toward anyone.
我們認為你想要領導我們 We think you want to lead us all.
但是... Well...
我們不想讓你來領導 we do not want you to lead us.
根據我們由Weeks和Frankel以及Levinstein In accordance with our bylaws as drawn up by Weeks, Frankel,
起草的章程 Levinstein,
現撤除Ned Weeks先生 Mr. Ned Weeks is hereby removed
同志健康危機小組主任一職 as a director of Gay Men's Health Crisis.
我們希望你安靜地離開 We beg that you leave us quietly
不要毀了我們 以及我們不顧及你反對 and not destroy us and what good work we manage
所做出的努力 despite your disapproval.
立即執行 Effective immediately."
嘿 Ned Ned.
執行主任不屬於委員會 你知道的 The executive director isn't on the board, you know that.
我沒有投票權 I don't have a vote.
我還能... 我還能做什麼? What could... what could I have done?
- 你沒有支持我 - 這話可不對 - You didn't support me. - That's not true.
你只是個送葬的人 You're all nothing but undertakers.
這整個組織就是個殯儀館 This whole organization is a funeral parlor.
- Ned... - 你做的就是照顧病人 - Ned... - All you do is take care of the dying.
是誰在為活著的人鬥爭 所以他們能活下去? Who's fighting so the living can go on living?
誰在為我的Felix鬥爭? Who's fighting for my Felix?
Tommy 你上樓吧 Tommy. We need you upstairs.
我信仰和馬塞爾·普魯斯特 I belong to a culture that includes Marcel Proust,
沃爾特·惠特曼 田納西·威廉姆斯 亞歷山大大帝 Walt Whitman, Tennessee Williams, Alexander the Great,
很多教皇和紅衣主教相同的文化 so many popes and cardinals you wouldn't believe.
士兵先生 你知道打贏了第二次世界大戰的功臣 Mr. Green Beret, did you know that it was an openly gay Englishman
就是個出櫃的英國同志嗎? who's responsible for winning World War II?
他叫Alan Turing 破解了德國的恩尼格瑪密碼 His name's Alan Turing and he cracked the Germans' Enigma code.
戰爭結束後他自殺了 After the war was over, he committed suicide
就因為同志身份被四處追捕 because he was so hounded for being gay.
他們怎麼不在學校裡教些這個? Why didn't they teach any of that in schools?
一個同志贏了二戰! A gay man is responsible for winning World War II!
如果他們那樣做了 也許他就不會自殺 If they did, maybe he wouldn't have killed himself
你也不會這麼害怕真正的你了 and you wouldn't be so terrified of who you are.
我也想那樣被銘記 That's how I want to be remembered.
一個贏得了戰爭的男人 As one of the men who won the war.
Bruce 我知道我很混蛋 Bruce, I know that I am an asshole.
但請不要趕我走 But please don't shut me out.
去吧 Go.
我是你弟弟的戀人 Your brother and I are lovers.
我快死了 想立個遺囑 I'm dying and I need to make a will.
- 請坐 - 謝謝 - Please. - Thank you.
我想把所有東西都留給Ned I want to leave everything to Ned.
- 我弟弟怎麼樣了? - 他為一切感到自責 - How's my brother? - Well, he blames himself for everything
從我的死到全世界的情況 from my dying to the state of the entire world.
還加上你們倆的冷戰 All that plus you two still not talking.
你肯定和他一樣頑固 You must be as stubborn as he is.
我馬上打電話給他 I'll call him right away.
打吧 他正在家裡打包 Do. He's at home packing.
過幾天我們要去耶魯 We're going to Yale in a few days.
參加同志周 For Gay Week.
他說他不敢相信竟然有同志周了 He says he can't believe it.
他大一的時候自殺過 He tried to kill himself there when he was a freshman.
我的東西不多... I haven't much...
就有一塊挺漂亮的土地 except for a beautiful piece of land
在韋爾弗利特海角 on the Cape in Wellfleet.
Ned不知道 Ned doesn't know about it.
本打算作為一個驚喜 It was to have been a surprise
等我們住在一起 for when we lived there together
過上幸福生活後再告訴他 or riding away happily ever after.
我還有一份保險 I also have an insurance policy,
呃... 和"紐約時報"簽的 我是... uh... with the "Times." I'm a reporter...
"紐約時報"的記著 for "The New York Times."
保險金只能給和我有血緣關係的親人 It's meant to come to my next of kin.
我怕他們不會給他 I'm afraid they might not give it to him.
如果他被列為受款人 他們就必須給 Well, if he's listed as a beneficiary, they must.
你是聰明人 說聰明話 You're smarter than that. Don't be so naive.
我向你保證 我會力爭讓他們把錢給他 I assure you, I will fight to make sure that they do.
我就希望你這麼說 I was hoping you'd say that.
嘿 Felix... Felix...
我真希望我們早點見面 I wish we'd met sooner.
我應該穿件白色的衣服 I should be wearing something white.
你穿著呢 寶貝 You are, honey.
應該是... 特殊的那種 It should... it should be something
派瑞·艾力斯親手為我打造 Perry Ellis ran up for me personally.
嘿 Ned? Ned?
重新找個方式戰鬥下去 You find a way to fight again.
我會的 I will.
嘿 嘿 嘿 Hey, hey, hey.
嘿 Hey.
Emma 好了嗎...? Emma. Emma...?
我們... 我們現在開始 好嗎? Could we... could we start now, please?
咳咳 Ahem.
"我們在上帝的注視下 "We are gathered here in the sight of God
聚集在這裡 看到這兩位新郎 to join together these two men.
他們對對方的愛 They love each other
深邃而又深沉... very much and...
他們想在家人和朋友的見證下 want to be married in the presence of their family
結為伴侶 and friends.
沒有人反對 I see no objection.
Felix Turner 你願意 Do you, Felix Turner,
- 將Ned Weeks..." - Alexander 我願意 - take Ned Weeks..." - Alexander. Yeah.
- "作為你的..." - 我偉大的真愛 - "To be your..." - My great true love.
我願意 I do.
我願意 我願意 I do. I do.
我願意 I do.
我願意 我願意 I do. I do.
你好 我是Tommy This is Tommy.
謝謝你通知我 Thanks for letting me know.
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