一种眼神祇可以从病人的眼里看到
有一种气味，死亡的味道
就像是那第六感觉
当超脱在等待你的时候
你就会感觉它的到来
哪一件事
在死之前你一直梦想着去做
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好吧，嘿？
很显然这不是我的梦
george.
你是我见过的所有男人里
最具有男性气概的
你比我还要聪明
你也有一头漂亮的头发
我爱上你了George
我以前一直是并且将来也不会变
看见了... 正如我说的 这不是我的梦
啊琪！（打喷嚏）
好吧...（抽鼻涕声）
这是我最后一次和你说这件事
如果你把厕所弄堵塞了
那么你就得主动修好它
否则我们将会把你的东西放到后院里
你在地板上做什么？
快起来，Meredith有点不对劲
我只是不想去
你必须要去工作，因为你是一个实习医生
挽命不是有选择性的
是的，我要待在家里
你也应该帮帮忙
嗯... mere（Meredith简写）
也许，嗯... 说不定医院附近
会出现有可怕的意外
我们将会为一大帮人做开胸或开颅手术
那会很有趣，对吗？
我现在对手术没有兴趣
你情绪不佳？
是的
好吧，什么感觉
我觉得我要死了
今天...
明天，还是50年以后？
因为最终我们每一个都将死去
但是现在我们迟到了，所以我们走吧
求求你了，Crisna
（叹气声）好吧，我支持你
真的？
真的是
我完全支持，说吧
好吧，我所爱的男人有一个妻子
然后他不在乎我的选择了她
现在那个女人又带走了我的狗
好吧，那狗不是她带走的，是我给她的
但是我并不是真心要把狗给她
我是想把狗给他
但那并不改变事实
不管怎样她现在拥有我的 mcdreamy 和我的狗
她夺走了我的生活
最终我得到了什么？
你知道吗我甚至不记得什么时候我们最后一次接吻
因为你永远不会认为最后一次会是真的
你想会有更多
你认为你将永远拥有，但你并不是
我现在的情况决定我要停止工作
我觉得我得了脆骨病
我只是...
我只是需要一些事情发生
我需要那些事情要改变的迹象
我需要一个理由去继续，我需要一些希望
现在我没有了希望，所以我需要呆在床上
我感觉我今天就要死了
不管怎样，每个人都有一些难题
现在把你的自己从床上移开然后去工作 现在！
快走！快走！快走！
你刚才再说什么？啊，我...
我们准备好出发了
嗯，没什么手术
是啊
那是一个不好的预兆
我知道那是，难道你认为我不知道那是吗？
手术板上没安排
他现在心情不好？
没手术 对 他恨没手术
我知道你们两个在说我，我们只是说...
没手术意味着麻烦 意味着死亡
也意味着坏的消息
不要那样看着我
Shepherd医生
Burke 医生
你和我已经认识对方
一段时间了，对吗？
是的
我们也一起成功的做过了一些手术
是的 你的女朋友是我前任女朋友最好的朋友
是的
那为什么我们不可以直接叫对方的名字呢？
我不认为那是一个好主意
不会吧？
我是认真的！
Sheperd医生
Burke医生
我有两天没有进入手术室了
现在我要找机会去做手术
这个星期我们没有新的住院医生
最后那两个还不是那么的糟糕
不管我们被分给哪一个住院医生，他们都很差劲
他们都很差劲 （George) 对（Cristina）
我想念Bailey医生
我有一种感觉
我知道你有
真的？
真的
接下来呢？
随着时间它会消失
保证？
我保证
嘿
你在干什么？
在等待它能过去
等什么过去？
你想不想一会一起喝一杯?
那绝对不可能发生
为什么？
Alex，我给过你机会
你拥有那次机会但你却和别人上床了
我在精神上原谅你是因为我是一个大度的人
这样可以让我成为一个高尚的人
但是我不会再给你任何机会
并且我对你有所防范
所以你和我不会有下一次了
因此你不想再一起喝一杯？
站到那边去
我们可以谈点刚才谈过的东西？你想谈什么呢？
是的，我们今天将会被哪个医生管理呢
那将是我，Bailley医生？（Cristina）
我走了两个星期，只有两个星期
然而你们却气走了两个住院医生？
有很多人给我家里打电话
尖叫着告诉我，我的实习医生是rosemary‘s babies
没有人想带你们
你们认为我有时间去处理这些事情？
我怀孕了！
我应该呆在床上休息
我应该像一个正常人
我应该很平静才对，我看起来平静吗？
我教过你们去做被别人藐视的人吗？
你回来了
我还没有回来
你没有？ 别碰我
Yang，Karev，Grey呆在这里等在路上的病人
O'malley去呼叫Addison Shepherd
Stenens，给我拿一架轮椅
一架轮椅？
是的，一架轮椅
我该告诉Shepherd医生什么呢？
Bailley医生？什么？
当她回复这个呼叫的时候
我该和Shepherd医生说什么
告诉她我的宫缩是每10分钟一次
还有羊水刚刚破了 洒在了你的鞋上
别碰我你这个大男孩
啊！（女子尖叫声） 接住她！
天呀！
是呀！
他叫James Carlson，年龄46岁 (cristina)
当急救人员到达的时候他大出血并且失去知觉
受伤原因不清楚
但是他在胸部有一个很大的开放式伤口
他妻子不停的喊叫
生命指征？
心率在140 血压维持在90
当我醒来的时候你不见了
啊，是的，我有一些事情要做
你并没有留言说要去哪里
是的，因为我必须要去完成这件事
你知道，就是一件事
如果再次发生...
什么？
当我们要睡前 我认为每件事都很正常
但是当我醒来的时候，你就是有一点疯狂
我并没有疯狂，只是要做一件事
好的
他的呼吸如何？
右边的呼吸音听不见
在伤口的位置有一个气包鼓起
他已经休克了并且全身有些缺氧
我妻子...
插根气管插管帮助他呼吸
然后把他的伤口盖上
你是？
啊，我叫Hannah，HAnnah Davies
Hannah 为什么你把手插在我病人的身体里？
按照记录来说
我告诉过她不要
我试着用加压和填塞止血
但是只有我的手才能让他停止流血
每一次我试着把手拿开他就开始大量流血
我现在可以把手拿开了吗？
当你还不知道病人的受损情况
你不能把你的手放在病人的身体里
你根本就不该把手放到病人体内 好了 我了解了
离开这里 她要留在这里吗？
对，她把手放到我病人的身体里面了
谢谢
先不要高兴得太早
你用手指堵住了一个大量流血的伤口
Mr.Carlson快不行了
你现在唯一可以做的事情
就是来一次手术室之旅
Grey医生，准备把他送进手术室
大家动作要快
啊 嗯 你需要我来做什么吗？ (cristina)
我需要你让那个女人停止喊叫
然后让她告诉我们发生了什么事情
我不能和你们一起进手术室吗？
不行，因为你有“一件事情”要做
那是关于什么的？
如果我知道你将要得到这个好的病例
我会让你呆在床上的
她这样喊了至少15分钟
就像是一段反覆的录像
看看她，她甚至都没有变红
这对她好，Burke说要让她停止喊叫
我们又要来一个外伤病人
m.v.c. 已经开始抢救30分钟了
他经历了一次严重的车祸
头部严重创伤，其他生命体征稳定
他们将会在5分钟之内到达，我马上就去（Cristina）
我也去，是我先被呼叫的
我想你刚才说Burke叫你让她停止喊叫
哦，不是，Burke是让我告诉你让她停止喊叫
夫人，夫人？
啊！（尖叫声）
Carlson夫人，你受伤了吗？
啊！（尖叫继续）
我需要你尝试着冷静下来
Carlson夫人?
你可以听叫我说话吗？
可以听见我吗？
啊！
ok，好
现在你可以告诉我
你丈夫到底发生了什么事情
你在干什么？
头
Bailey在里面
Bailey回来了？
o'malley!她正在做分娩
shepherd医生 正在给她的子宫做检查
我可以很清楚的看到！
o'malley 别看了
很兴奋是不是？
那是生命的奇迹
我们的Bailey要成为一个母亲了
那感觉很好
因为Bailey又回到医院来了
这正是我所说的
嘿，你可不可以把这个给Sheperd医生
谢谢，发生什么了？Bailey在里面
哦，Bailey回来了？这太好了！
啊，我妻子正在给她的子宫做检查
这是一种视觉的真实效果，我永远不会忘记
谢谢你的警告（传呼机响）
是的
嗯...
一群男人在分娩室门外
你们真是守旧
替我向Bailey问好，没问题
她怎么样了？就像其他女人一样
宫颈扩张6厘米，一半消除
还有不敢面对一般的疼痛，虽然我认为这是愚蠢的
但是我并没有怀孕，所以...
你们在外面干什么呢？
你还好吗？我可以帮你做点什么吗？
一个10磅左右的男孩
正试着离开我的身体
你可以帮我做点什么吗？
你可以给我一个新的阴道吗？嗯...
听着大家，我也不这么认为
我很感谢你们对我的关心，但是我很好
这只是生一个孩子 我现在所需要的就是我的丈夫
他现在应该已经到达这里了
把他的号码给我 给他打电话 我来找他
好的，然后就离开，给我一些个人空间
孩子出生前
我不想再看见你们当中的任何一个
还有，如果他需要知道的话
孩子将会在4个半小时之内出生
我是认真的！
(关门声) Bailey回来了
是的，她回来了 头
他是我的病人，Cristina，找一个你自己的去
我是有一个，但是Meredith抢走了
所以你现在也要抢我的吗？
是的，如果可以 (病人) 我妻子在这里吗?
她--她在这里吗？
她和你一起出的车祸吗？
她现在应该在这里了 她--她应该--
tucker jones 年龄35 他的车失去了控制
撞上了铁路的护栏 胸部挫伤
脑部C.t.证明有颅骨骨折
一过性硬膜外血肿 gcs指数14
现在降低到12 其他检查正常
好的 现在给他1g苯妥英钠
和70g甘露醇（脱水保护大脑） 我马上做
Mr. Jones我现在需要为你做一些检查
(手机铃声) (虚热) 啊，我的电话
接我的电话，那是我的妻子
你--你必须接那个电话
好的，我们马上就去接听你的电话
Dr. Stevens,去接听电话 没问题，我可以搞定
Mr. Jones,你可以感觉到我的手指吗？
Mr. Jones,我需要你按住我的手指好吗？
你可以-- 好的，他抓到了
让我们把他放到另一边 注意他的胳膊 你好
你好? george? 你在干...
是我 Izzie 好的 把他推进手术室吧
不,我没有. 我没有Bailey丈夫的手机
那你在-- 我想我知道了
如果我有Bailey丈夫的手机... (derek) 注意他的胳膊
Bailey丈夫的名字是什么？ 看着墙（Derek）
你还好吗？
我的手已经失去知觉了
我必须要告诉你
我用手来给病人止血这件事
对于我反胃可不是什么好事
但是，我还好
这个还好吗？
我一直要这么呆着吗?
一旦Burke医生进入, 你就可以把你的手拿开了
那个时候你就可以走了 然后我们就开始对Carlson先生动手术
好的
就我所知道的医学来说
是没有资格进入手术室的
这是我做救护员的第二个星期
我一个月前才从学校毕业
我做这行也没有那么久
交谈关于工作训练，啊?
Burke医生
Shepherd医生
嘿
你要给Bailey的丈夫做手术吗？
Bailey的丈夫要动手术吗？
他遇到了车祸
他试着干在孩子生下来之前赶到医院
我该和Bailey说什么呢？ 什么也不说
我进入手术室看看情况到底如何
含含糊糊的回答她就行了
在我们知道具体情况前不需要烦她 好的
ok，让我先知道情况 好的没有问题
你好,Preston.
很高兴见到你,Addison
怎么了？
她可以直接称呼你的名字而我不行
我喜欢她 你不喜欢我?
是的
情况怎么样了?
病情稳定
我刚刚把他麻醉
医生
你-你叫... Shepherd,对吗？
是的，我是
我想是的
Miranda她...
她真的喜欢你
我也喜欢她
我-我们马上就会有一个孩子
我知道
我会尽我的全力给你做手术的
我将会把你安全健康的
还给Bailey 好吗?
这么多的血，没有一点是她的？
是的，她很好 只是精神上的反映
给她双剂量的安定 让她平静下来
她受到惊吓了?
我来说
你可以告诉我们发生什么事了吗？
我想是受惊吓的那部分
(嘲笑声)当时把我吓坏了
你告诉我丈夫如果我的手还可以碰到他
那么他死定了
你听见我说什么了? 把我吓成这个样子
能不能具体说明你丈夫是怎么受伤的?
(男人叫声) Mindy? Mindy,你在这儿吗?
我就在这里 白痴
James还好吗? 哦，他流了很多的血
那就是他现在的情况
救护车里的那个女孩竟然 把手放到他的身体里!
他的情况就是这么得糟糕! 那你为什么要冲我喊呢?
因为! 因为你和James就像是白痴
一起玩就像是8岁的孩子 打扰一下,嗯--
我们那不是在玩 听着，我们只是在角色扮演 不，你们在玩
你现在还穿着你的戏服呢
然后你们制造了你们那可笑的玩具 你们就是在玩！ 不，我们不是，我们在角色扮演
没人像你们那样扮演世界大战，你们这些白痴！
我再说一遍，告诉我发生了什么?
你想知道发生什么了吗? 就是我的丈夫
和他的白痴朋友-- 你能不能够停止叫我白痴?
最好的白痴朋友
决定要制造一种大枪
是的,没错 那是复制警察
在二战时的反坦克的步兵武器
M981 火箭筒
所以他们穿上了他们那可笑的戏服
然后他们走到了后院
决定要射一些东西
我是炮手 James是装弹手
我们完全按照说明书上来做. 你应该去看看
是一支60毫米重达1.5磅的火箭筒
我想说那是非常完美的
它根本就不工作 和白痴一样
我的丈夫必须要站到那个火箭筒前面
看看是哪里的故障
就是那个时候那个可笑的玩具开始工作
停止称那是个玩具
它占了我半个后院， 我想怎么叫它都可以！
喔,喔,喔,停一下 他用一个火箭筒射了他自己?
是的
他用火箭筒射了他自己?
就像我所说的, 他们两个人都是白痴 当时有没有爆炸？
啊？
当时有爆炸吗? 不,为什么这么问?
哦，天呀！
什么? 怎么了?
嘿，慢点！
如果Bailey问 不要说是我做了这些
好的，大家我现在做个开胸术
因为Hannah在这里 我们要帮助她把手拿出来
有更多的地方出血的时候
Grey医生会用止血钳去止血
你准备好了吗?
当然.
手术刀.
嗯，Jones,
你最好在路上编出一个好的理由
在哪里死掉了
因为当我的手碰到你--
我正在生你的孩子!
(Preston) okay, 数到三我们就开始
一...
二...
啊
(Alex) Burke医生.
我有急事要和你说
我正在动手术 Karev
你想和我谈
等我
Karev如果你在我动手术的时候打扰我
你最好有一个很好的理由
它穿透了吗? 什么?
James carlson的伤口是不是被穿透了？
不，我们只有进入口. 没有穿透. 为什么这么问?
他很可爱
他单身吗？
hannah.
是的,Burke医生
你的手在Mr. Carlson里面是什么感觉?
你的手在摸什么?
你什么意思?
你的手有没有碰到一些硬的东西?
(Meredith) 硬的?
像是金属.
嗯... 我不知道.
不要动你的手.
只要告诉我...
你的手是什么感觉的
Burke医生 发生什么了? hannah？
嗯，我的手碰到了一些...
像是金属
是. 是的,绝对是
哦，我的天呀！ Milton医生
什么? 怎么了?
(Preston) hannah, 我不希望你乱动--
你的手， 还有你的身体
一点也不要动
好的. 你应该知道你有一点吓到我了
不要害怕
一切将会结束
Grey医生，你能不能...
我想让你走出这手术室--
走,不要跑--
去告诉值班的护士
我们现在有一个黑色警报
黑色警报?
是的，黑色警报 告诉他们我对此很确定
然后告诉他们给拆弹组打电话
天呀,你可以想像吗?
她干吗要把手放到那里?
她只是试着救他的命
那她现在也许就要为此而死
我们现在干什么?
我回到那里等拆弹组
你们所有人都离开
Mere你走吗?
这将是你的葬礼
你需要一支医疗队伍
我所需要的就是Milton医生帮助他呼吸
然后我可以自己完成剩下的
好吧，但是你们必须要在电梯口等
我不希望任何不需要的人
出现在这个手术室里
当拆弹组到达的时候我们将会在这里开刀
在那时前,Milton和我要单独做这些
现在，所有人都走
okay,okay,okay.
每8分钟收缩一回？
这个时候不需要任何的羞耻miranda.
鼓起来了 可能是颈部
又往里回去了一点
Mirand这是一个很大个头的婴儿， 并且这也是你第一个婴儿
所以我要告诉你这将不是一次短暂
容易的分娩
一点疼痛而以，没什么
以前所有女人都在家里做这个...
什么工具也没有 除了一把剪刀
和一盆热水
是的 不过那些女人也为此付出生命
每天都有
我只是想说--
你应该让你自己变得更加有用一点！
还有找到我的丈夫 好的,我-我--
他不在...这里
哦，但是他现在应该到这里了
好的，我们将会找到他的
对吗 O'malley医生？是的
发生什么了？
啊，没什么 我--我马上就会回来
Yang，你可以查看一下呼机吗
他怎么样了？
啊，还不好说，我刚刚取出血块
我正在寻找流血的伤口
去找Addison
然后告诉她Baily的丈夫比我想像的要糟糕
他们说什么？
他们想让我们疏散
疏散？他们说原因了吗？
没有，但是你的呼机上说黑色警报
你确定是黑色警报？
是的
也许只是一次演习
就算不是演习我也不能疏散
我刚刚在手术台上打开了一个人的头颅
我不会把Bailey的丈夫打开着头颅
留在手术台上的
如果有人想走那就走
有人要疏散吗？
一次，两次，三次
你确定他们发出了黑色警报
是的
我不喜欢向Bailey医生撒谎
她也许想-- 现在这个时间不合适 O’Malley
她一定想知道关于她的丈夫
黑色警报？ 什么是黑色警报？ （Izzie) 等一下
哦，Shepherd医生
另一个Shepherd医生想让你知道
流血的伤口比他想的
还要大
在他有任何答案给Bailey医生之前
还需要更长的时间去做手术
谢谢Stevens 黑色警报是什么意思？
一个什么？
黑色警报？
红色，蓝色，白色--
我从来没遇到过黑色警报 Shepherd医生？
你们只要回到衣帽间
然后等待住院医生给你们指示
我们没有住院医生 发生什么了？
是一些不好的事情发生了吗？
对，一些不好的事情
嗯...
嗯 我现在正在握着一个没有爆炸的炮弹
我想恐怕是的
这可不是什么好的感觉
对
我想不是
他还能呼吸吗？
是的
他不需要机器来帮助呼吸吗？
我只能让Milton医生给他做人工通气
不然 有氧气会有爆炸的危险
那个气袋... 就是帮助他呼吸用的
但是他听不见我说话
不可以
Hannah
如果我把我的手快速的伸出来会发生什么呢？
这个问题我们必须在拆弹组
到达这里的时候问他们 但是我想
那会使炮弹爆炸
Hannah
什么？
是你的手阻止了Mr.Carlson流血致死
是你阻止了他的死亡
对
拆弹组马上就赶来吗？
是的，拆弹组正在路上
好
好的
我们正在
把所有的病人输送到西边去
所有的外伤病人转去西雅图医院旧区
在北边和南边没有危险
西边的病房也没有 只是东边的手术室
如果有人想离开可以走
我们不需要任何的志愿者
明白了吗？
好的
Richard 真的是黑色警报吗？
是的，我关闭了所有的手术室
外伤也是吗? 对于任何都一样
等一下, 真的是对所有都一样吗？
大约10分钟前 在西雅图
所有的手术室全部关闭了
除了Burke医生的那一组
还有Shepherd医生的那组
什么？
Shepherd医生的那一组?
他们仍然在手术室里
拆弹组刚刚到 请原谅
你们是手术组吗?
是的
我叫Dylan Young 拆弹组的
开始检查这一地区
然后我们将会接近病人， 他们现在在哪里？
Burke医生和他们在里面 这一层的其他手术室都疏散了？
是的
好的,你们呆在这里 在我说可以之前任何人都不能动
这里还有其他人
我想你刚才说这一层已经被疏散了
(meredith)我认为是的 这里并不是我负责
我是认真的,退回去 哦，不，不 她将会伤害他
发生什么了？ 一枚炸弹在病人的腔里
天呀！
我们正在给Bailey的丈夫做开颅手术
进行到哪里了？Shepherd正在做
Bailey的丈夫在手术台上？ 打扰一下！
Bailey现在正在生孩子。 打扰一下! 停止讲话！
天呀
吃点东西
你知道Meredith和Cristina将会在炸弹的那一层
是的
我们嫉妒有什么不对？
我们嫉妒是很正常的对吗？
事实上我们嫉妒
是因为他们可能被炸死
并不是我们性格的反应
是一种无用的感觉
今天早晨我们甚至不能把Meredith 从床上叫下来
最后我们还得给Cristina打电话
那是多么令人难堪呀！
你知道我在想什么吗，George?
我认为Meredith和Critina是实践者
-对，他们是实践者 -他们是,而我们--
我们看着
我们是观看者
检查一下Mrs.Carlson的血压
如果稳定，就把她带上来
好的！
-对不起 -没事
我们必须要先发制人 George
我们必须也成为实行者
为我们想要的作斗争
- 我们必须这么做 - 是的
哦，你是说...
我们从现在就开始做 好的
Alex
这有多疯狂呀？ 就像是一个启示（宗教用语）
Alex. 这是真的
我是说,看看你周围--
一半本应该去挽救别人生命的人
却为了救他们自己而离开这座楼
Bailey的丈夫差一点就死了 只是因为赶来看他的孩子出生
有一对双胞胎在手术室外出生
那个炮弹完全可以炸到他们的脸
停尸房正等着这一切发生
我只是说人们应该珍惜美好时光
也许连明天也没有了
Alex! 什么？
脱掉你的裤子 Izzie，你在干什么？
我在做一个实行者！ 享受美好时光！
现在脱掉你的裤子
你应该意识到当我说启示（宗教用语）的时候
只是一种比喻，并不是真的！
Alex...
我有8个月12天没有上过床了
我好色,我半裸着身子 所以我说是的
你是想站在那里说隐喻
还是脱掉你的裤子
Shepherd医生 在隔壁那间手术室里
有一个炸弹装置 我需要你现在就撤离这里
我在手术台上有一个人被打开了头颅
我不会就这么走了，把他留在这里等死
其他人可以走了
你们应该走了
抽吸
你给他做完手术， 你知道应该做什么
外科手术的头告诉我
你们不能呆在这里
我并不害怕外科手术的头
Bailey医生让我害怕
我不会是那个让她丈夫白白死掉的
那将会发生如果我现在离开
在这种条件下，不管有没有炸弹我是不会走的
现在请离开我的手术室
抽吸
我正试着让地球引力来帮我一个忙
宫颈开了9厘米
我只需要再开一厘米
很好 那是,嗯...
那很好
Shepherd医生
我的丈夫到底在哪里？
他和我的丈夫在一起
现在还不能说明这有多危险
我们需要更多的信息
我们等的时间越长
他将会有更大的可能性流血过多死亡
Pink mist. 对不起？
当你爆炸的时候拆弹组是这么叫你的
Pink mist. 我在哪里读过这个
炸弹爆炸...
范围之内的人将会被分成上百万块
包括你的体液 一点也不剩下
只是人肉体的一些痕迹和血
Pink mist.
有些时候他们甚至找不到手指头
一分钟前你是一个人...
下一分钟，你是...
血雨
这里，拿着这个 什么？
拿着
现在我想你每次搏动时挤压,好吗?
不要太快，不要太快
这样正好
Milton医生？
我有孩子
搏动着，好吗？
就是这样
我的丈夫呢？
他那样子还能活多久呢？
说实话我不知道
但是你们将要尝试去救他，对吗？
我们将会尝试
首先，拆弹组将会选择最好的办法
取出炸弹装置
我很对不起,Mindy. 我真的很对不起
闭嘴!我们有三个孩子
你却让他来制造火箭筒
哦，天呀！
他将会死去的
啊，Paul,你为什么不去外面
去回答警察关于你制造火箭筒的问题
哦,任何事，只要能帮上忙
嗯,Karev,去给Mrs-Calson倒一杯咖啡
我，我想我应该往好的方面想
不会有任何事情能比这个还要糟
我是说... 这就是结束
这就使最后的坏结果
对吗？
Bailey医生... 嗯，我只是...
Bailey医生, 你在--
去把我的手提箱拿来， 我需要我的手提箱
我现在要回家
Bailey医生，你将会生下一个孩子
我今天不会把孩子生下来的
你听见我了吗？ 我要把他留在里面
我明天才会生
只是不是现在，不像这样
不! 只是...
不
我要回家
我现在就要回家
我不能
我不能做这个在没有我丈夫的情况下
我不能单独做这个
好的，好的
他们怎么能保障Hannah和James不死的情况下
移动那个炸弹
Cristina
拆弹组说你应该远离那里
Hannah在颤抖？
是她自己在给病人做抽吸吗？
Milton医生去哪里了？
Hannah
麻醉师去哪里了?
啊,嗯...
他走了
他不想死
Hannah
我想我现在要把手拿出来了
人们什么时候才能意识到?
也许没有我们看见的那么糟
她的手托住了那个炸弹
也许她的手并没有碰到任何东西
我们不知道
是的，也许，我的人告诉我
那个炸弹式自制的
那意味着很不稳定
也许它根本就不能爆炸 但是我们不知道
加上你们的另一个外科医生
在另一间手术室拒绝离开
这里还有一个神志紧张的救护人员 把一只手放到了人的身体里面
绝对比我们看见的要糟糕
这正是我所说的
快来人 帮助！我们这里需要帮助
我认为现在我要把手拿开，
你已经接近成功了，你可以做到的
不，不 我只是想把手拿开一切将会结束
Hannah，不会再有很长时间了
记住，他现在仍然活着是因为你阻止了出血
不！我只有22岁
我根本就不应该到这里来，这是一个错误
她现在很惊慌，我们需要马上撤离
我不会走的
Grey我们离开 不，我不会走的
你必须把所有人带出这里Bueke医生
她是我的实习生，我对她负有责任
不，我现在要把手拿出来，我必须把手拿出来
Yang，和Dylan出去 你和Dylan出去
Hannah看着我 不，我要把手拿出来了
Hannah 不，不
Hannah看着我，你可以做到的
Hannah，你必须要冷静下来
你需要放松Hannah 所有事情将会结束
不！ Hannah.
你可以做得到，你可以做到的 Hannah
不，我必须把手拿出来
不，你只要再坚持一会儿
我要把手拿出来了！我必须这么做！
Hannah，Hannah 我必须这么做 Hannah
如果你现在抽出来，它将会爆炸
Meredith
我干了什么？
哦，天呀，Meredith
你只要呆在那里
大家都呆在原来的地方不要动
我干了什么？我干了什么？
[Meredith] It's a look patients get in their eyes.
There's a scent. The smell of death.
Some kind of sixth sense.
When the great beyond is headed for you, you feel it coming.
[Continuous beep]
What's the one thing you've always dreamed of doing before you die?
[& rock music]
OK, hello? Clearly not my dream.
George.
You're the strongest, most masculine man I have ever known.
You're smarter than me. And you've got really great hair.
I'm in love with you, George.
I always have been and I always will be.
See? I told you. Not my dream.
Oh. OK, this is the last time I'm going to tell you this.
If you're gonna clog up the toilet, you've gotta use a plunger.
Or we'll make you crap in the backyard.
What are you doing on the floor? Get up. Something's wrong with Meredith.
I'm just not going.
You have to go to work. You're an intern. Saving lives is not optional.
Yes, it is. I'm staying home.
You're supposed to be helping.
Uh... Mer?
Maybe there'll be a horrible accident nearby the hospital.
Cut a bunch of people open. Sternotomies, craniotomies.
- That'd be fun, right? - I don't care about surgeries.
You have a feeling?
- Yes. - OK. What kind of feeling?
Like I might die.
Today? Tomorrow? In 50 years?
We're all going to die eventually.
- But now, we're late. Let's go. - Cristina... come on.
OK. This is me being supportive.
- Really? - Yeah, hey, fine.
I'm totally supportive. Go.
OK. The man I love has a wife.
And then he chooses her over me.
And that wife takes my dog.
OK, I gave it to her. But I didn't mean to, I meant to give it to him.
But that does not change the fact that she's got my McDreamy...
and my McDog.
She's got my McLife. And what have I got?
Do you know I can't remember the last time we kissed?
You never think the last time is the last time. You think there'll be more.
You think you have forever, but you don't.
Plus my conditioner stopped working and I think I have brittle bones.
I just... I just need something to happen.
A sign that things are gonna change.
I need a reason to go on. I need some hope.
And in the absence of hope,
I need to stay in bed and feel like I might die today.
Whatever. Everybody has problems.
Now get your ass out of bed and get to work! Now! Move, move, move!
What were you saying?
We're good to go.
- Quiet board. - I know.
- That's a bad sign. - Don't you think I know that?
- That's a quiet board. - [Richard groans]
- Is he in a bad mood? - Quiet board.
- He hates a quiet board. - I can hear you talk about me.
- We're saying... - A quiet board means trouble.
A quiet board is death.
A quiet board bodes bad news. And stop looking at me like that.
- Dr. Shepherd. - Dr. Burke...
You and I, we've known each other for a while now, right?
- Yes. - Done successful surgeries together?
- Yes. - Your girlfriend is my ex's friend.
- Yes. - Can't we use each other's first name?
I don't think so.
- Seriously? - Seriously.
- Dr. Shepherd. - Dr. Burke.
I haven't been in the OR in two days. I'm getting some OR time.
- We haven't had a decent resident. - The last two weren't that bad.
Doesn't matter which one we get. They suck.
[George] They all sucked. I miss Dr. Bailey.
You all right?
I have a feeling.
I get those.
Yeah?
- Yeah. - And?
If you wait long enough, it passes.
Promise?
I promise.
Hey. What are you doing?
- Waiting for it to pass. - For what to pass?
- Do you want to do charts later? - Never gonna happen.
What?
I gave you your chance and you slept with someone else.
I forgave you in the spirit of being a bigger person, of rising above.
But these legs are closed to you now. The panties are staying on.
- So you and me? Never gonna happen. - So you don't want to do charts later?
- Stand over there. - Let's get back to the point.
- You had a point? - Yeah.
Which surgeon are we having to suck up to today?
- That would be me. - Dr. Bailey?
I've been gone two weeks, two weeks, and you ran off two residents?
I've got people phoning me, telling me my interns are Rosemary's Babies.
Nobody wants you. Do you think I have time for this?
I am pregnant. I'm supposed to be on bed rest.
I'm growing a human being. I'm supposed to be calm.
Do I look calm to you? Did I raise you fools to be pariahs?
- You're back. - I'm not back.
- You're not? - Get off me.
[Siren]
Yang, Karev, Grey, stay here and wait for the incoming case.
O'Malley, page Addison Shepherd. Stevens, get a wheelchair.
- A wheelchair? - A wheelchair.
- What should I tell Dr. Shepherd? - What did I say?
Dr. Bailey? What should I tell Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd?
[Water splashing]
Tell her my contractions are ten minutes apart
and my water just broke over your shoes.
- Just... Boy, get off me! - [Siren]
[Screaming]
Take her!
- Dude. - Yeah.
[Cristina] James Carlson, age 46.
Paramedics found him unconscious.
Mechanisms of injury are unknown, but he has a large sucking chest wound.
- And a wife with very healthy lungs. - Vitals?
Tachycardic in the 140's, BP holding in the 90's.
You were gone when I woke up.
- Oh, I had to do a thing. - You didn't leave a note.
Yeah, well, I had this thing to do. I did this thing.
- And once again... - What?
We go to sleep, I think everything is fine
and by the time I wake up, you're just a little bit crazy.
- I get... I'm not crazy. I had a thing. - OK.
- How's his respiratory effort? - Absent breath sounds on the right.
Air bubbling at the wound. He's shocky and a little cyanotic.
- My wife was... - [screaming]
Let's get him intubated and place an occlusive dressing over the wound.
- Now, you... - Hannah. Hannah Davies.
Hannah. Why do you have your hand inside my patient?
For the record, I told her not to.
I tried to tamponade the wound with gauze and pressure,
but only my hand would stop the bleeding.
Every time I move it he starts bleeding out.
Can I take my hand out now?
You don't stick your hand in a patient when you don't know how he was injured.
- Yeah, I know that now! - Out of my room.
- She gets to stay? - She has her hand inside my patient.
- Nice. Thanks. - Well, don't get happy.
You have your finger on a bleeder and Mr. Carlson is running out of time.
The only thing that you have won is an all expense paid trip to the OR.
Dr. Grey, prepare to transport her to the OR.
- Let's do this quickly. - [Cristina] What do you want me to do?
I want you to make that woman stop screaming and tell us what happened.
- I can't go to the OR? - No, you have a thing to do.
- What was that about? - If I'd known you'd get the good case,
I'd have let you stay in bed.
She's been going 20 minutes. This must be some kind of record.
Look at her. She's not even turning red.
Good for her. Burke says shut her up.
We've got an incoming trauma. MVC with a 30-minute extrication time.
Severe intrusion damage to the car. Definite head injury. Stable vitals.
- Five minutes. - I got it.
- I called first.
You said Burke told you to shut her up.
No, he told me to tell you to shut her up.
Ma'am. Ma'am.
Mrs. Carlson... Are you injured?
I need you to try and calm down.
Mrs. Carlson? Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Good. OK. Now, can you tell me exactly what happened to your husband?
[Sobs]
- What are you doing? - Chief. Bailey's in there.
Bailey's back?
- O'Malley! - She's in labor.
Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd is examining her cervix.
I can see that quite clearly.
O'Malley, stop looking!
Pretty amazing, right? The miracle of life.
Our Bailey. Becoming a mother.
It feels good...
having Bailey back at the hospital. Balance is being restored.
- That's all I'm saying, sir. - Hey, guys.
Would you give this to Dr. Shepherd? Thanks. What's going on?
- Bailey's in there. - Oh, Bailey's back? That's excellent.
And her cervix is being examined by my wife
which is a visual I'll never get out of my head.
- Thanks for the warning. - [Pager beeps]
Well...
A gathering of men outside the delivery room. How mid-century of you.
- Say hi to Bailey for me. - Hm.
- How she doing? - Taking it like a woman.
Six centimeters dilated, 50 per cent effaced,
and refusing pain meds, which I think is stupid but I'm not in labor, so...
- What are you doing out here? - Can I get you anything?
A boy the size of a ten-pound bowling ball is working his way out of my body.
Can you get me a new vagina?
- Oh. Well... - I didn't think so.
Look, I appreciate the concern, but I'm fine. It's just childbirth.
All I need is my husband who should have been here by now.
Write down his number. I'll call him. I'll track him down.
All right. Then go away. Give me some privacy.
I don't want to see any of you again until after the baby is born,
which, if he does like I told him to and stays on schedule,
should be in four-and-a-half hours.
I mean it.
- Bailey's back. - She's back, sir.
- He's my patient. Get your own. - I had one. Meredith took him.
- So now you're going to take mine? - If I can.
- Is my wife here? Is she here? - Was she in the accident with you?
- She's supposed to be... - We'll find her, Mr. Jones.
- What have we got? - Tucker Jones, 35. Flipped his car...
He's got a chest contusion and a head CT shows a depressed skull fracture
and temporal epidural hematoma.
GCS 14 in the field, now down to 12. His motor exams are intact.
- A gram of Dilantin and 70 of mannitol. - I'm on it.
Mr. Jones, I need to do an examination on you.
- [Phone rings] - My phone.
It's my wife. You need to answer. She needs me.
OK, we'll answer your phone. Dr. Stevens, answer his phone.
- I've got it. - Mr. Jones, squeeze my fingers.
Mr. Jones? Hey, I need you to squeeze my finger, OK?
He's in a seizure. Get him on his side. Watch his arm.
Hello? George? What are...
- It's me. Izzie. - Let's get him to the OR.
No... I think I'd know if I had Bailey's husband's phone, George!
[Derek] Watch his arm, watch his arm.
- What's Bailey's husband's name? - Watch the wall.
- How are you doing over there? - My hand's getting numb.
And this whole "insides are bloody and squishy" thing
is so not good for my gag reflex.
But I'm good. Is this OK? Me being in here like this?
Once Dr. Burke scrubs in, he'll have you remove your hand
and then you can go and we'll fix Mr. Carlson.
Good. I know how much medicine I know
and it's just enough to never be allowed in an OR.
It's my second week as a paramedic.
I got out of school about a month ago.
I haven't been doing this that long either.
Talk about on-the-job training, huh?
- Dr. Burke. - Dr. Shepherd.
You got Dr. Bailey's husband on the table?
Bailey's husband is going into surgery?
Got into a car accident trying to get to the hospital.
- What do we tell her? - Nothing.
Wait until I see how bad the damage is. Have something concrete to say.
Yeah, no use upsetting her until we know.
- OK, keep me posted. - OK.
- Hey, Preston. - Good seeing you, Addison.
What?
She gets to call you by your first name?
- I like her. - And you don't like me?
No.
- How are we doing? - He's stabilized.
- I'm just about to put him under. - Doctor?
You're... Shepherd, right?
- Yes. I am. - I thought so.
Miranda... she really likes you.
I like her too.
We're having a baby.
I know. I'm gonna take care of you.
I'm going to get you back to Bailey, safe and sound.
All this blood and none of it's hers?
No, she's fine. Acute anxiety reaction. Give her two diazepam PO to calm her.
- She in shock? - I'll say.
Can you tell us exactly what happened?
You mean the shock part? It was shocking. I'm shocked.
You tell my husband when I get my hands on him, he's a dead man.
- Do you hear me? Scaring me like this. - Exactly how was your husband injured?
- [Man] Mindy? Mindy, you in here? - I'm over here! You moron!
- How's James doing? - Oh, he's bleeding all over the place.
The girl in the ambulance put her hand inside him, that's how he's doing!
- What are you yelling at me for? - Because!
You and James are idiots! Playing like eight-year-olds.
We don't play. We reenact.
You play. You put on costumes, you build your stupid toys and you play!
- We reenact. - Nobody reenacts World War II!
- You moron! - Exactly what happened?
What happened is my husband and his moron best friend...
- Can you stop calling me a moron? - Moron best friend
decided to build some kind of big gun.
Yeah, an exact replica of the finest Allied antitank weapon of World War Il:
The M9A1 bazooka.
So they put on their stupid costumes and they go out into the backyard
and they try to shoot the thing!
I'm the gunner. James is the loader. We followed the specifications exactly.
It's a 60 millimeter, 1.5 pound rocket. It's a beauty.
It didn't work. So, like an idiot,
my husband has to go and stand in front of his big gun to see what went wrong.
That's when the stupid toy starts working.
- Stop calling it a toy. - I'll call it whatever I want!
Whoa, whoa, whoa. He shot himself with a bazooka?
- Yeah. - He shot himself with the bazooka?
- Like I said, morons, the pair of them! - Was there an explosion?
- Huh? - Was there an explosion?
No. Why?
Oh, crap.
What?
What is it?
Hey! Slow down.
[Drill whirs]
If Bailey asks, I'm not the one who did this.
OK. I'm going to do a thoracotomy and Hannah is going to pull her hand out.
Dr. Grey is going to clamp the bleeder when we have more exposure.
- Ready? - More than ready.
Scalpel.
[Phone rings]
[Bailey] Tucker Jones...
you'd better be lying in the street somewhere dead, mister,
because when I get my hands on you...
I am having your baby here, mister!
OK. On the count of three. One...
Two...
[Alex] Dr. Burke?
I need to speak with you.
- I am in surgery, Karev. - You want to talk to me, sir.
Unhook me.
If you interrupt me, it better be for a...
- Was it through and through? - What?
The wound. Was it through and through?
No. There's just an entry, no exit. Why?
He's cute. He single?
- Hannah. - Yes, Dr. Burke?
What do you feel inside of Mr. Carlson? What is your hand touching?
What do you mean?
Is your hand touching anything hard?
- [Meredith] Hard? - Like metal.
Um... I don't know.
Don't move your hand. Just tell me what you feel.
Dr. Burke, what's going on?
Hannah?
Um, my fingertips are touching something... kinda hard.
Yeah, definitely.
- Oh, my God. - Dr. Milton.
What? What's wrong?
Hannah, I don't want you to move. Not your hand.
Not your body. Not an inch.
OK. You should know you're starting to scare me.
Don't be scared. Everything's going to be fine.
Dr. Grey, can you...
I want you to walk out of this room.
Walk, do not run.
Go and tell the charge nurse that we have a Code Black.
I'm sorry. Code Black?
Code Black. Tell him that I am sure.
And then tell him to call the bomb squad.
What did she stick her hand in there for anyway?
- She was trying to save his life. - And now she might die because of it.
What do we do now?
I go back in and wait for the bomb squad. You leave. You all leave.
Mer, you coming?
It's your funeral.
You need a surgical team.
All I need is Dr. Milton to keep him under. I can do the rest myself.
Fine. But you wait by the elevator.
I don't want anyone in here that doesn't need to be in this OR.
When the bomb squad arrives, we'll take it from there.
Until then, Milton and I are doing this alone. Now, go.
OK, OK, OK.
Ah!
Eight minutes apart.
There is no shame in an epidural, Miranda.
Epidural increases the possibility of a C-section.
It also decreases pain.
Miranda, this is a big baby, it is your first baby
and it is not going to be a short or an easy labor.
I can handle a little pain. No problem.
Women all over the world do this at home
with nothing more than a pair of scissors and a bucket of hot water.
Women all over the world also die giving birth at home every day.
I did not just say that.
You're supposed to be finding my husband.
- Well, I... - He's not here.
He should be here by now.
OK, we're gonna go find him. Right, Dr. O'Malley?
- Right. I'm... - [pager beeps]
What?
Oh, nothing. I'll be right back.
[Pager beeps]
Yang, could you check that?
- [Lzzie] How's he doing? - Oh, it's touch and go.
I'm just trying to find the source of the bleeding.
Go and find Addison. Tell her he's in worse shape than I thought.
- What'd they want? - They want us to evacuate.
- Evacuate? Did they say why? - Your pager said, "Code Black".
- You're sure they said that? - Yes.
It could be a drill.
I can't evacuate. I've got an open brain on the table.
I'm not leaving Bailey's husband with his skull flap open
so if anybody wants to go, they should go.
Anybody want to evacuate? Going once, going twice, three times.
- You're sure they said, "Code Black"? - Yes.
I don't like having to lie to Dr. Bailey.
- Now is not the time, Dr. O'Malley. - She'd want to know...
- She'd want to know about her husband. - [Pager beeps]
- Code Black? What's a Code Black? - Wait, hold it! Whoa!
Dr. Shepherd wanted me to tell you
that Tucker's bleed is more extensive than he thought.
It will be a few hours before he has anything concrete.
Thanks, Stevens.
- What's a Code Black? - A what?
[Pager beeps]
Code Black?
Code Red, Blue, White... I've never had a Black.
Dr. Shepherd?
Just go to your locker room and wait for your resident to give you instructions.
- We have no resident. - What's goin' on?
Is it something bad?
[Commotion]
Yeah. It's something bad.
So...
So I'm touching live unexploded ammunition?
I'm afraid so.
Not the greatest feeling in the world.
No. I guess not.
- And... he's still out? - Yeah.
But he's not hooked up to the machine.
I had Dr. Milton take him off the ventilator.
The flow of oxygen posed a danger.
The Ambu bag is breathing for him now.
But he can't hear me?
No.
Hannah?
What if I just take my hand out really quickly?
We'd have to ask the bomb squad that when they arrive.
But I'm guessing that would cause the ammo to shift and explode.
Oh.
- Hannah? - Yeah?
Your hand is keeping Mr. Carlson from bleeding out.
You are keeping him alive.
Right. And the bomb squad is coming?
The bomb squad is coming.
OK.
[Richard] We're moving pre-op patients to Mercy West,
all trauma rerouted to Seattle Presbyterian.
There is no danger to the north, south and west wings.
Just the east surgical wing.
That said, anyone who wants to leave can leave.
No one stays unless they volunteer to stay. Understood?
- [Murmuring] - OK.
- Richard. Is it Code Black? Really? - Yes. I shut down the ORs.
- What? To trauma? - To everything.
To "everything" everything?
Ten minutes ago, all operating rooms at Seattle Grace were evacuated,
with the exception of Dr. Burke's team.
And Dr. Shepherd's team.
What? What do you mean Dr. Shepherd's team?
They're still in OR Two.
- Bomb squad just arrived. - Excuse me.
- You're the surgical team? - Yes.
Dylan Young, bomb squad. Check the area, then we'll secure the patient.
- Where are they? - In there.
- This floor's been evacuated? - Yes.
You stay here. Nobody moves unless I say so.
[Man] We got people over here!
- You said the floor had been evacuated. - I thought it had.
Cristina! No, she will hurt him.
- What's going on? - A bomb in a body cavity.
Man. All I got is Bailey's husband's open brain.
- What procedure? - Craniotomy.
Shepherd's got Bailey's husband on the table?
Excuse me? Excuse me! Stop talking!
Got to eat something.
You knew Meredith and Cristina would be on the floor with the bomb.
- Yeah. - Is it wrong that we're jealous?
The fact that we're jealous that they might die
is not a reflection on our character.
- It's about feeling useless. - Ineffectual.
We couldn't even get Meredith out of bed.
We had to call in Cristina. How embarrassing is that?
You know what I think, George? I think Meredith and Cristina are doers.
They do. They're doers.
They do. And we...
We watch.
We're watchers.
[Alex] Check on Mrs. Carlson's levels. If they're stable she can come up here.
All right. Excuse me.
We have to become more proactive, George. We have to become doers.
Fight for what we want.
- We have to do. - Yeah.
Oh. You mean...
We are starting right now! OK.
Alex.
How crazy is this? Dude, it's like the apocalypse.
- Alex... - It's true. Look around you.
Half the people supposed to be saving lives have fled.
Bailey's husband almost died coming to see his kid get born.
The annoying twins are with a guy who might explode in their faces.
It's a morgue. People should get while the getting's good.
- There might be no tomorrow... - Alex!
What?
- Take off your pants. - What are you doing?
Being a doer. Getting while the getting's good. Take off your pants.
I meant apocalypse metaphorically, not literally.
Alex...
I haven't had sex in eight months and twelve days.
I'm horny, half-naked and saying yes.
You wanna talk metaphors or do you wanna take off your pants?
[Nurse] Sponge.
Dr. Shepherd, there's an explosive device next door.
- I need you to evacuate now. - I've got a guy whose brain is exposed.
I'm not going to leave him to die.
The rest of you can go.
You should go. Suction.
You close him up. You do whatever you have to do.
The chief of surgery has authorized me to tell you you cannot stay.
The chief of surgery doesn't scare me. Dr. Bailey scares me.
I'm not going to be the one to let her husband die.
And that's what would happen if I put his skull flap on in this condition.
Bomb or no bomb. Now, get out of my OR.
Suction.
[Sighs]
Trying to get gravity to do me a favor.
I'm nine centimeters dilated. I need that last centimeter.
Good. That's uh... That's good.
Dr. Shepherd?
Where... exactly... is my husband?
He's with my husband.
Oh.
There is no telling how dangerous it is. We need more info.
The longer we wait, the greater the chance he'll bleed out and die.
Pink mist.
Excuse me?
That's what the bomb squad calls you when you blow up.
Pink mist. I read that somewhere.
Bomb goes off and... anyone in range explodes into a billion pieces.
You're liquid. There's nothing left.
Just flecks of human flesh and blood.
Pink mist.
Sometimes they don't even find a finger.
One minute, you're a person...
the next, you're... bloody rain.
Here. Take this.
- What? - Go ahead.
Now I want you to squeeze it in even beats.
OK, no, not too fast. Not too fast.
There you go.
Dr. Milton?
I've got kids.
Even beats.
OK?
That's it.
[Mindy] What about my husband?
How long can he stay like that? With live ammo inside him?
- I honestly don't know. - But you're gonna try to save him?
We're gonna try. The bomb squad has to determine how to retrieve the device.
I'm sorry, Mindy. I'm so sorry.
Shut up! We've got three kids and you've got him building bazookas?
Oh, God...
He's gonna die.
Paul, why don't you go with the officer there
and answer his questions about the device?
- Anything to help. - Oh, Karev...
Why don't we get Mrs. Carlson a cup of coffee?
I guess I should look on the bright side.
It's not like this can get any worse.
I mean, this is it.
This is as bad as it gets. Right?
Dr. Bailey? Uh, I was...
Someone find me my suitcase. I need my suitcase. I'm going home.
Dr. Bailey, you're having a baby.
There's not going to be any baby born today! You hear me? I'm holding it in!
I'll have him tomorrow.
Just not now. Not like this. No!
Just... no.
I'm going home. I'm going home right now!
I can't...
I can't do this without my husband.
I can't do this alone.
[Groans]
OK, OK, OK.
So how are they going to remove that ammo without killing Hannah and James?
Cristina! The bomb squad guys said you were supposed to stay away from there.
Is it me or is Hannah shaking?
- Is she squeezing that Ambu bag? - Where is Dr. Milton?
Hannah?
- Where's the anesthesiologist? - He, um...
He left.
He didn't want to die.
Hannah?
I think I'm gonna take my hand out now.
When the hell are people gonna learn?
- It may not be as bad as it seems. - Her hand is holding the device steady.
Or maybe her hand is simply in there with the ammo. We can't know.
My guys talked to the friend.
That device is homemade which means it's unstable and unreliable.
It could be a dud but we have no way of knowing.
Add that you've got a surgeon next door refusing to leave
and a nervous paramedic's hand inside the body cavity.
It's... definitely as bad as it seems.
That's what I'm saying.
[Cristina] Hey, somebody help!
Help here!
- I'm just going to take it out now. OK? - You can do this.
No, no. No, I just want to take it out and be done with it.
[Burke] Hannah. It won't be much longer.
- You're keeping him from bleeding out. - No.
I am 22 years old. I should not even be in here. This is some kind of mistake.
- We need to clear the room. - I'm not leaving.
- Grey. - I'm not leaving her.
- [Dylan] Get everyone out now. - [Burke] She's my intern.
- I am responsible for her. - No, it has to come out.
- Yang, go with Dylan. - You go with Dylan.
- Hannah, look at me. - No, it's got to come out. No, no.
Hannah, look at me. You can do this.
Hannah, calm down. You need to relax and everything's gonna be fine.
- No! - Hannah.
- You can do this, Hannah. - It has to come out!
No, will you keep it there just a little while longer? Hanna...
I have to!
[& Michael Stipe & Chris Martin: In The Sun]
Meredith.
What did I do? Oh, God.
Just stay where you are. Nobody move. Stay exactly where you are.
Meredith?
What did I do? What did I do? What did I do? What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do?
What did I do? What did I do? What did I do?