我是坦普尔。葛兰汀 My name is Temple Grandin.
我和别人不同 I'm not like other people.
我以图来思考并关联它们 I think in pictures and I connect them.
片名：自闭历程 Temple Grandin
她在那呢！坦普尔！ There she is! Temple!
太热了！ It's hot!
快点儿，亲爱的。你耽误其他乘客了！ Come on, dear. You're holding up the other passengers!
我能看到热气！ I can see the heat!
真有人在这生活？ Do people live here?
狼在咆哮 The wolf is growling
拿猎枪的人对伊利亚·科亚金说 and the man with the shotgun says to Illya Kuryakin,
」你能为我开门么？「 "Would you like for me to open the gate?"
不好意思，坦普尔，你把我搞糊涂了 I'm sorry, Temple, you lost me.
"来自U.N.C.L.E的人" 【译注：The man from U.N.C.L.E：美国电视系列剧（1964）】 "迷宫中的眺望台" 【该系列剧一集的名称】 【U.N.C.L.E. （United Network Command for Law and Enforcement）一机密国际情报局】 "The man from U.N.C.L.E." "The gazebo in the maze."
狼在咆哮 The wolf is growling
拿猎枪的人对伊利亚。科亚金说 and the man with the shotgun says to Illya Kuryakin,
你能为我开门么？ Would you like for me to open the gate?
你能为我开门么？ "Would you like for me to open the gate?"
你没事吧？ You okay?
安姨，这地方是干什么的？ Aunt Ann, what is this place?
只是候宰栏 Just holding pens.
你们东海岸那边没有这些 You don't have those on the east coast.
这就是它们被屠宰的地方？ Is this where they slaughter them?
是的 Yes, it is.
"你能为我开门么？" "Would you like for me to open the gate?"
是的，请吧 Yes. Yes, please.
坦普尔，请打开大门？ Open the gate, please, Temple?
"你能为我打开那扇门么？" Would you like for me to open that gate?
快点儿，坦普尔 Come on, Temple.
坦普尔做到了，很好 Temple made it okay.
- 跟麦克叔叔打招呼 - 嗨，坦普尔 - Say hi to your uncle Mike. - Hi, Temple.
我刚才还向比利说起我们夏天的访客 I just been tellin' Billy here all about our summer visitor.
你是牛仔吗？ Are you a cowboy?
不要介意我的侄女 Excuse my niece.
那不是我们跟人打招呼的方式，你知道更好的表达方式 That's not how we greet people. You know better than that.
你好，我是坦普尔，非常高兴见到你 Hello, I'm Temple. It's very nice to meet you.
也高兴见到你 Nice to meet you too.
夫人 Ma'am.
这个谢谢你，我明天会归还 Thanks for this. I'll replace it tomorrow.
不用急，我有备用的 No rush. I got spares.
你看过"来自U.N.C.L.E.的人"么？ Do you get "the man from U.N.C.L.E."?
我来带你看看你的房间 Let me show you your room.
这些还好么？ These okay here?
我所有科幻小说都在那里 All my science fiction books are there.
- 我怎么知道这是我的房间？ - 因为我们说定了 - How do I know this is my room? - Because we say so.
这就是你的房间 It's your room.
那么，你为大学兴奋不已？ So, you excited about college?
那很了不起 That's something.
谢谢你 Thank you.
那个我不能吃，我得了大肠炎，因为焦躁不安 I can't eat that. I have colitis. I get it from nervousness.
- 我吃布丁和果冻 - 我知道 - I eat pudding and jell-o. - I know.
你妈妈说过 Your mom said.
你还没回答麦克的问题 So you didn't answer Mike's question.
就要上大学了，你激动吗？ Are you excited about going to college?
我要留在高中，我喜欢我的科学老师 I want to stay in high school. I like my science teacher.
卡劳克博士非常聪明，他上过大学 Dr. Carlock's very smart and he's been to college.
所以我不明白为什么我要去学他已经知道的 So I don't understand why I have to move to learn what he probably already knows.
甜点勺和茶匙放到不同的位置 The desert spoons and teaspoons go in different sections.
我这么做的 I did that.
你叔叔无法区分它们 Your uncle can't tell them apart.
有时我也不能 And sometimes I can't either.
它们是不同的 They're different.
是的，它们是不同 Yes, they are.
我认为你该睡觉了，小姐 I think it's time for bed, young lady.
早上公鸡会叫我们起床 We get up with the rooster around here.
一切都妥当了么？ You got everything?
这是我的房间 This is my room.
是的 Yes, it is.
- 好吧，晚安 - 我不想你那么做 - So good night. - I don't want you to do that.
我的错，我忘了，没有拥抱 I'm sorry. I forgot. No hugs.
那么晚安 Good night then.
你好？ Hello?
- 我吵醒你了么？ - 当然没有了 - Did I wake you? - Of course not.
- 是谁？ - 是安 - Who is it? - It's Ann!
猜猜我在坦普尔的壁橱下面找到了什么？ Guess what I found balled up in the bottom of Temple's closet?
她不想要的那件可爱的夏天连衣裙？ A lovely summer frock she didn't want?
我花了好久熨烫好的 It's taken me an age to iron it.
我今天早上去寄给你 I'll mail it in the morning.
你不能让她把连衣裙装在包里，我不确定能让她穿上它 You couldn't get her to pack it, not sure I can get her to wear it.
她到的那一刻，另一件出现了 The other one came off the minute she arrived.
她怎么样？ How is she?
她很好 She's good.
跟我讲吧 Tell me.
她 She...
当麦克提到大学的时候，她显得很紧张 She got tense when Mike mentioned college,
但后来她冷静了下来 but then she calmed down
上床睡觉，现在好了 and she went off to bed just fine.
别担心了 Stop worrying.
坦普尔这个夏天就交给我了 Temple's my job for the summer.
担心点儿别的吧 Worry about the others.
我确信她会有一段愉快的时光 I'm sure she's gonna have a great time.
你的确记着，然而， You do remember, though,
有些东西将要让她出发 something's gonna set her off.
我这儿可能非常需要帮手！ I could really use a hand here!
对你将来的专业有什么主意么？ So any idea what your major might be?
科学，也许心理学 Science. Probably psychology.
你不必现在就做决定，是不是？ You don't have to decide just yet, do you?
- 比寄宿学校要好 - 那很棒 - It's better than boarding school. - That's great.
- 很多选择 - 丹尼在看你 - Lots of choices. - Danny's looking at you.
他可以不转动头部看到四周 He can see all around without moving his head.
- 你是怎么知道他看向那里？ - 他的耳朵 - So how do you know where he's looking? - His ears.
他的耳朵指向他看的地方 He points his ears where he's looking.
看到了么？他在看向你，阿姨 See? He's lookin' at you, aunt.
现在他正在看那些牛仔们 And he's lookin' at those cowboys.
你瞧，他留意我了，现在他在看我 See? Now I got his attention. Now he's looking at me.
你是对的 You're right.
你是怎么弄明白的？ How'd you figure that out?
他们在做什么？ What are they doing?
这东西是什么？ What is this thing?
这东西能固定住牛，以使比利能给它打疫苗 It holds her still so Billy can inoculate her.
发生什么事了？它安静下来了 What happened to it? It calmed down.
它们开始喜欢这个了 They just like it.
令它们温顺 It gentles 'em.
站定了，它们就会向你走来 Stand still and they'll come to you.
不会伤害你，只是好奇 Won't harm you. Just curious.
它们抑制不住 Can't help themselves.
你担心跟不上其他的同学么？ Are you worried about keeping up with the other students?
- 我不傻 - 我没说你傻 - I'm not stupid. - I didn't say you were.
- 要离开家么？ - 保持笔直些 - Is it moving away from home? - Hold it straighter.
为什么你不想上大学呢？ Why don't you want to go to college?
人 People.
我不理解人 I don't understand people.
至少学校的人知道我不理解他们 At least the people at school know I don't understand them
不管怎么说，有些人还是我的朋友 and some of them are my friends anyway.
你不理解什么呢？ What don't you understand?
女孩对男孩显得呆头呆脑的 Girls get all goofy over boys.
他们谈论可笑的流行乐队和衣服，说着诸如此类的话， They talk about silly pop groups and clothes and say things like,
「为什么你如此坏脾气？」当我高兴时， "why are you so grumpy?" When I'm happy.
我说，」我高兴「。他们会说，」你看上去不高兴「 And I say, "I'm happy". And they say, "You don't look happy".
然后我说，」难道你能看到我想些什么？ And I say, "Can't you see I'm thinking?
难道你能看到我伤心了？「 And can't you see I'm sad?"
我不知道他们在谈论什么 And I don't know what they're talking about.
当你高兴时，你表现出来的是什么样子？ What do you look like when you're happy?
就像这样 Like this.
不是，你看起来不像那样，当你在跟我说 No, you didn't look like that when you were telling me about
」来自U.N.C.L.E.的人「的时候，你看起来像这样... "the man from U.N.C.L.E." You looked like this...
那个可笑的样子 That's funny lookin'.
高兴 Happy.
那个是你发怒的样子 And that's you angry.
生气 Angry.
高兴 Happy.
这张我高兴 I'm happy in that one.
我要说的是更满足的 I'd say more satisfied.
满足的 Satisfied.
玛利亚，这边需要你帮忙？ Maria, can you give me a hand here?
把我关上 Close it on me.
- 让我把你放出来... - 把我关上！ - Let's get you out of... - Close it on me!
- 别犯傻了！ - 求你了！ - Don't be silly! - Please!
关上侧边，关上侧边 Close the sides. Close the sides.
求你了！ Please!
用力些！再多些！ Harder! More!
你在门口看到坦普尔的杰作了么？ Did you see Temple's handiwork at the gate?
那不是最大的努力么？ Isn't that the darndest thing?
嗨，亲爱的 Hi, darlin'.
这些年来安一直为此事烦我，就像我会想出那个杰作似地 All these years Ann's been bugging me. Like I could ever come up with that!
是那个么？ Is that it?
是坦普尔在用的那个么？ Is that what Temple's been using?
是的 Yes, it is.
我知道，看起来很可怕 I know, it looks horrible,
但是对她有效 but it helps her.
我去找坦普尔 I'll go find Temple.
那是我的，那个是坦普尔的 That's mine. That's Temple's.
她度过了一个美好的夏季，你不会信她修好了什么 She's had a great summer. You won't believe what she's fixed.
她对牲口很有一套 She's wonderful with the cattle.
谢谢你这么说 I appreciate that.
我应该提醒你，她以下定决心留在这里 I should warn you, she has her mind set on staying.
那是不行的 That's not an option.
对不起，我不是针对你 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to attack you,
尤其是当你整个夏季如此慷慨， especially when you've been so generous all summer.
你的旅行如何，妈妈？你度过愉快的时光 How was your trip, mother? You made good time.
旅途有些长 It was long.
谢谢你的询问 Thank you for asking.
准备好去大学了么？ You ready for college?
我想我宁愿呆在这里 I think I'd rather stay here.
我们谈过此事了 We've talked about this.
甜心，你会很好的 Sweetheart, you're gonna be fine.
没人会料到 No one expected it.
是个不折不扣的奇迹 It's nothin' short of a miracle.
是个奇迹！ It's a miracle!
富兰克林皮尔斯学院 1966年
这边 This way.
- 我能替你拿么？ - 谢谢你 - Can I get that for you? - Thank you.
224号，这是你的房间 224. This is you.
我没有室友 I don't have a roommate.
你的室友下两周会来 Your roommate is coming in another couple of weeks.
记得么？ Remember?
其他人都有室友！ Everyone else has a roommate!
甜心，你为什么不想想这是一次适应新家的机会？ Why don't you just think of it as a chance to settle in, sweetheart?
我要回家！ Then I'll go back home!
我知道这很新奇 I know that this is strange and new,
- 但是你会适应的 - 我不想呆在这儿！ - but you're going to be all right. - I don't want to stay here!
试着放轻松 Try and stay calm.
会好的，试着保持冷静，好么？ It's all right. Try and calm down, all right?
我让你自己待会儿 I'm going to give you a moment to yourself.
- 怎么了？ - 她都好么？ - What's wrong? - Is she all right?
对与其他小朋友一起玩感兴趣么？ Interested in playing with other children?
不，不是很感兴趣 No, not really.
玩玩具，布娃娃么？ Plays with toys, dolls?
她喜欢撕碎东西 She loves to rip things.
几岁开始说话？ And no speech yet at the age of?
四岁 Four.
她四岁了 She's four.
还没 Not yet.
我确信这只是一段时期，但是... I'm sure it's just a phase, but...
你的孩子无疑是自闭症 Your child is clearly autistic.
自闭症 Autistic.
- 我不了解... - 她是婴儿期精神分裂症 - I'm not familiar... - She's an infantile schizophrenic.
婴儿期？ Infantile?
那她什么时候能从中解脱出来？ So when would she grow out of it?
我是指，下一步该做些什么... I mean, what's the next step for...
我们通常推荐一个慈善机构 We generally recommend an institution.
要多久？ For how long?
我确信我不会喜欢那个，我真的... I'm not sure I would like that. I really...
- 我不想错过她开始说话 - 她大概不会讲话 - I wouldn't wanna miss her first words. - She probably will never speak.
恐怕没有什么治疗手段 And I'm afraid there is no course of treatment.
我说的是慈善机构收容 I'm talking about institutionalization.
但是... But...
她曾是一个完美的正常孩子 She was a perfectly normal baby
可后来她变了 and then later she changed.
所以我要知道怎么变得，为什么会变 So I need to know how, why.
我也不确定，你最好...也许如果让你丈夫给我打电话 I'm not sure you'd... Perhaps if you had your husband call me.
我丈夫非常忙，我毕业于哈佛大学 My husband is a very busy man and I graduated from Harvard,
那为什么不能跟我讲呢？ so why don't you try me?
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
有人建议可能是 It's been suggested that it may be
和母亲之间缺乏联系纽带... a lack of bonding with the mother...
在那个紧要期间，母亲表现的冷漠，疏远， That at a crucial phase, the mother was cold, aloof,
当孩子需要自然感情时 when the child most needed physical affection.
但是那不是那样的 But that is not what happened.
我们还有个孩子，她不像这样 We have another child and she is not like this
我做得没什么不同 and I did not do anything different.
坦普尔抵制我 Temple rejects me.
我要抱她，她不让 I want to hug her and she won't let me.
我本期望这么做，然后我能消除 I'm supposed to have done this. Then I can undo it.
- 你只要告诉我如何做 - 如我所说， - You just tell me what to do. - As I said,
我推荐慈善机构收容 I recommend institutionalization.
这儿有我们推荐的一些机构清单 Here is a list of facilities that we recommend.
g ou 狗 Dah-og.
坦普尔 Temple.
狗 Dog.
m i ao 猫 Cah-at.
猫 Cat.
坦普尔，试试 Temple, try.
妈... Mah...
...我 ... me.
妈妈... Mom...
我知道你能听见 I know you can hear me.
好吧 All right.
我想妈妈需要休息五分钟 I think mommy needs a five-minute break.
法语: 葛兰汀女士，你读过这页么？ Avez-vous lu la page, Mlle Grandin?
我不想学法语，我要学科学 I don't want to study French. I want to learn science.
请读这页 Read the page, please.
读 Read it.
这页说了什么？ And what did it say?
na顃 le 21 juin 1905, "Jean-Paul Sartre
?Paris;
fils unique, il vient d'une famille bourgeoise:
- son p鑢e est polytechni..." - 你... - You...
你学过了？ You learned it?
我只是看了一眼 I just looked at it.
然后我脑海里闪现出这页书，我就能读出来 Then I have the page in my mind and can read off the page.
我看到的是一幅幅的图画然后关联他们 I see pictures and connect them.
我只吃果冻和酸奶 I only eat jell-o and yogurt.
我只...我只吃果冻和酸奶 I only... I only eat jell-o and yogurt!
对不起？ Excuse me?
我是你的室友 I'm your roommate.
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
我刚做的一部机器，感觉象是拥抱 It's a machine I just made. Feels like a hug.
你要一个拥抱么？感觉真的不错 Do you want a hug? It feels really good.
那么当你进入你的机器， So when you got in your machine,
会令你感到自己像只牛？ did it make you feel like a cow?
不，我感到不像一只牛 No, I didn't feel like a cow.
但是它给你愉悦感 But it gave you pleasure.
它使我感觉美好，温和 It made me feel good, gentle.
- 拥抱使你感到美好 - 是的 - The hug made you feel good. - Yes.
但是你不喜欢被人碰 But you don't like to be touched by people.
你喜欢抚摸自己么？ Do you like to touch yourself?
摸自己还好 Touchin' myself's okay.
但是当压缩机碰到你时， But when the squeeze machine touches you,
- 感觉更好？ - 是的 - it feels better? - Yes.
会给你快感？ It gives you release?
是的，有释放的感觉 【译注：叫兽和坦普尔对release的不同理解】 Yes, there is release.
但是我需要它！ But I need it!
- 我制作的！是我的！ - 都是什么声音？ - I built it! It's mine! - What's all the noise?
- 等下！停下来！ - 堕落 - Wait! Stop it! - Pervert.
- 搞定了么？ - 是的，搞定了 - Got it? - Yeah, I got it.
23小时 23 hours,
59分钟，4， 59 minutes and four,
3， 2， 1， 0小时，索罗先生！【译注：来自U.N.C.L.E.的人中的人物】 three, two, one, zero hours, Mr. Solo!
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
停下！ Stop!
我说过停下！ I said stop!
她说春假前她不打算回去 She says she's not going back after spring break
除非她能带着那部机器 unless she can take it with her.
你还在听么？ Are you still there?
是的，我真的不认为那是个好主意 Yes, and I really don't think it's a good idea.
对她有帮助 It works for her.
我们一直努力要摆脱的一切 It's everything we've been struggling to get away from.
那是完全清楚的，在她房间里没有设备 They were perfectly clear. No devices in her room.
有没有更好的方式标示她是一个古怪的人？ Could there be a better way to mark her as a weirdo and an oddball?
就让我们试试吧，好么？ Just let us try, okay?
做好了 So that's it.
- 它使我温和 - 15分钟后，她就不同了 - It makes me gentle. - She's different after just 15 minutes.
一个不同的人？你如何解释呢？ A different person? How can you explain that?
我无法解释为什么这个机器有作用，但是我知道那跟性无关 I can't explain why the machine works, but I know it's not sexual.
- 如坦普尔所说，会使她平静 - 这使我确信 - As Temple says, it calms her. - This does convince me
我们不是准备处理葛兰汀的需要 we're not equipped to deal with Ms. Grandin's needs.
那使她成为更好的学生 It makes her a better student.
她能集中注意力，更容易与人配合 She's able to concentrate, to interact more easily.
这不是很科学 This isn't very scientific.
- 这儿没有实验证明 - 我可以做这个实验 - There is no empirical evidence... - I can do an experiment.
我能看到它对其他人也起作用，测量心率 I can see how it works on other people, measure heart rates.
我认为它对每个人都有效 I think it'll work on everyone.
让我们坦白来讲 Let's talk frankly.
我不确定你在富兰克林皮尔斯学院是否能学到东西 I'm not sure you can get anything from being at Franklin Pierce.
听听她说的，她要做自己的科学实验 Listen to what she's saying. She wants to do her own science experiment,
一些在心理学课程中可以作为评估的参考 something that you can evaluate in her psychology course.
我有只笔和一个笔记板 I have a pen and a clipboard.
时间 Time.
你认为：选项A，幽闭恐怖的 Do you feel: A, claustrophobic;
选项B，狭窄的 b, constricted;
选项C，没有区别 c, no different;
选项D，使人舒服的 d, comfortable;
选项E，轻松自在的 e, relaxed?
最后之前的那个是什么？ What was the one before last?
D，使人舒服的 D, comfortable.
是的，我相当舒服 Yes, I'm quite comfortable.
C，没区别 C, no different.
A，幽闭恐怖的！ A, claustrophobic!
我想我感到轻松自在 I guess I feel relaxed?
非常轻松自在 Very relaxed.
"F"怪物的意思 "F" for "freak".
你好？是汉普郡乡村学校么？ Hello? Hampshire country school?
我要和卡劳克博士说话！ I need to speak to Dr. Carlock!
卡劳克博士？是的，请稍等 Dr. Carlock? Yes. Please hold.
哦，有请，我来拿这些，我来拿，欢迎 Oh, please, I'll take these. I'll take these. Welcome.
非常抱歉，这里很乱，我们刚举行了教职工会议 Excuse the mess. We just had a staff meeting.
哦，很好。他们在这儿呢 Oh, good. They're here.
坦普尔。葛兰汀，我向你引见霍奇先生 Temple Grandin, I would like you to meet Mr. Hodges.
他是我们的数学老师 He is our mathematics teacher.
我是坦普尔，非常高兴见到你 I'm Temple. It's very nice to meet you.
这是大卫德女士，她是我们的法语老师 This is mademoiselle Davide. She is our French teacher.
你好，我是坦普尔，非常高兴见到你 Hello, I'm Temple, it's very nice to meet you.
嗨，我是卡劳克博士，我教科学 Hi, I'm Dr. Carlock. I teach science.
你是科学家么？ Are you a scientist?
我是坦普尔，非常高兴见到你 I'm Temple, it's very nice to meet you.
- 你是科学家么？ - 我曾经在NASA（美国家航空航天局）工作 - Are you a scientist? - I used to work for N.A.S.A.
坦普尔对科学非常感兴趣 Temple's very interested in science.
我想见见贝尔卡和斯拽尔卡 I'd like to meet Belka and Strelka.
从太空生还的第一批狗 The first dogs to come back from space alive.
- 你说的对，在... - 卫星5号，8月20日，1960年 - That's right, in... - Sputnik V, august 20th, 1960.
我们期中换学校因为坦普尔被开除了 We're changing schools mid-term because Temple's been expelled.
我很抱歉，为什么她被开除了？ I'm sorry, why was she expelled, again?
用课本打另一个孩子 Hitting another child with a book.
没有什么借口，但是我要说这是她的防卫 There's no excuse, but I will say this in her defense,
我从未见过她打人，除非她被激怒 I have never seen her strike unless she's been provoked.
其他的孩子曾经长期嘲笑 And other children have taunted
和恐吓她 and bullied her constantly.
他们拿她取乐 They make fun of her
因为她不理解他们的笑话 because she doesn't understand their jokes.
她旋转以放松自己 She spins to comfort herself.
她说话快，常常太快 She talks fast, often too fast,
而且她重复的说 and she talks repetitively
后来孩子们叫她录音机 and then the children called her a tape recorder.
她会进入恐怖发作 She'll go into a panic attack
- 然后他们对那个也取笑 - 对不起 - and then they make fun of that too. - Excuse me.
什么时候她被诊断为自闭症？ When was she diagnosed autistic?
她四岁的时候 She was four,
但是我有时怀疑那是否正确 but I sometimes wonder if that's correct.
为什么你那么说？ Why do you say that?
你看到她了，她很聪明 You've seen her. She's bright.
我们有很多的经验 We have a lot of experience
对于那些有着特殊需求，情感问题， with children with special needs, emotional problems,
神经行为问题的孩子们，我们做了一系列... neuro-behavioral issues that we've made a number...
- 我如此认为是因为... - 我很抱歉 - I think that because... - I'm so sorry.
我真的浪费了你们的时间，我只是不能如此对她 I really have wasted your time. I just can't do this to her.
葛兰汀女士 Mrs. Grandin.
葛兰汀女士，请稍等！我能和你聊一会么？ Mrs. Grandin, please! Can I speak with you for a moment, please?
你给我的印象不象是一个虐待孩子的人 You don't strike me as a person who would abuse their child,
或者拒绝显示爱心和关怀... or deny them love and care...
你等等 Now you wait.
我已经做了我能为坦普尔做得任何事 I have done everything that I can for Temple,
如果这不够好，那么就是还不够好 and if it isn't good enough, then it just isn't good enough.
但是你不能开始 But you cannot to begin
臆断这些紊乱，动荡，突然发怒， to imagine the chaos, the upheavals, the tantrums,
和痛苦 and the pain.
她的痛苦 Her pain.
你好像表现得彷彿 You seem to be acting as if...
你曾做过什么错事，当... you have done something wrong, when...
显而易见，你所做的一切都是对的 it's obvious you've done everything right.
我认为她很了不起 I think she's terrific.
我知道作为父母的困难 I know it's difficult when as parents,
我们想让我们的孩子成为我们希望的那样， we want our children to be everything we hoped for them to be and,
如果他们没有那样，我们认为是我们的失误 if they're not, we think it's our fault.
从来没有任何人 And there's never ever anybody
能理解我们所遭受的 who understands what we're going through.
使你感到孤独，不是么？ That, it makes you feel alone, right?
葛兰汀女士，我不是负责入学的人 Mrs. Grandin, I'm not an admissions person.
我只是个教科学的 I just teach science,
但是我感到这个学校应该是个合适的地方 but I feel this school might be the right place
对你的女儿来说 for your daughter.
我希望她在这读书 I'd love to have her here.
医生们让我送她到福利机构 The doctors wanted me to institutionalize her.
我不知道 I don't know.
把她寄放在寄宿学校觉得是对她的另一种放弃 Dumping her at a boarding school feels like another way to give her up.
但不是那样的 But it's not.
这只是使她进入世界的第一步 It's just the first step in getting her out into the world.
你看到孩子们取笑你的女儿，然后你想要保护她 You saw the children making fun of her and you want to protect her.
当然我是这么做 Of course I do.
什么是父母不想做的呢？ What parent doesn't want to?
但是终有一日，她将要独自面对... But at some point, she's going to hit...
生活 life head on.
相信我， And trust me,
我们知道她是如何不同 we know how different she is.
不同，不比别人差 Different, not less.
不同，但不比别人差 Different, but not less.
你要留意 You watch.
你将要交朋友，要骑马 You'll make friends and you're gonna ride horses.
你在栗色马马厩里做什么？ What are you doing in with Chestnut?
没人可以走进那匹马！ No one is to go near that horse!
他能是我的马么？ Can he be my horse?
他喜欢被抱着 He likes being hugged.
我要骑着它！ I want to ride him!
你将会骑马的，只是不是这匹栗色马 You'll ride. Just not chestnut.
"Le pain est un aliment de base
soci闰閟 humaines." "dans de nombreuses
"Il est...
Say, "il est".
Il est...
为什么法语中有这么多鱼？ Why are so many fish in France?
法国鱼 French fish!
干的漂亮 Excellent work.
干的真的漂亮 Really excellent work.
法国鱼 French fish!
- 这怎么了？ - 她毫无理由的打了他 - What happened here? - She hit him for no reason!
过来，我们走 Come on, let's go.
- 他以前就干过 - 别说了，坦普尔，别说了 - And he's done it before! - Stop. Temple, stop.
坦普尔，蒂姆将受到惩罚 Temple, Tim will be punished
为他所做的，但你不能打人 for what he did, but you cannot hit people.
你明白么？ You understand that?
好的 Good.
为了使你真正吸取教训，两周内你不能骑马 To really get that through to you, you'll not ride for two weeks.
但是那是不公平的！ But that's not fair!
两周 Two weeks.
那里什么都没有 There's nothing there.
它像这样都三个小时了？ And he's been like this for three hours?
我认为华佗在世也没法治了 I don't think there's anything anybody could have done.
我会派人开卡车过来。你能看一下么？ I'll send the boy around with the truck. Can you do that?
交给我吧，爸 I'll take care of it, Dad.
他们去哪儿了？ Where do they go?
我不知道 I don't know.
天堂 Heaven,
也许，某处 maybe, somewhere.
坦普尔，当... Temple, when...
动物和人死时， animals and people die,
他们会留在我们心中 they stay with us in our minds.
我们还能看到他们 We can still see them.
所以我想最好不要记住栗色马现在的样子 So I think it would best not to remember Chestnut like this.
我来那天我看到它 I see it the day I arrived.
我看到容光焕发的栗色马 I see grooming Chestnut.
我看到一幅马的画面就像栗色马在书中 I see a picture of a horse just like Chestnut in a book.
我们在路线119近食料场处路过一匹栗色马 We passed a Chestnut horse on route 119 near a feed store.
在安阿姨的日历本上， On a calendar at Aunt Ann's,
在生活杂志相对肯尼迪先生那页，那里有一匹马 there was one in Life magazine opposite the page of Mr. Kennedy.
你能组合你所见过的一切图像么？ Can you bring everything you've seen to your mind?
- 当然 - 甚至它是... - Sure. - Even if it were...
日常用品，比如说；鞋子 an everyday object like say shoes?
我看到我穿过的所有鞋子，我妈妈的和我遇到的其他人的鞋子 I see all the shoes I've worn, my mother's and other people I've met.
你有三双鞋，其中一只需要新的后跟 You have three pairs, one needs a new heel.
我看到报纸广告，电视广告和... I see the newspaper ads, TV ads and...
你不能么？ Can't you?
这个女孩有一个非比寻常的思维 This girl has an amazing mind.
尝试教她数学，她的代数令人绝望 Try teaching her math. Her algebra's hopeless.
或者法语 Or French.
"为什么法语中有这么多的鱼？" "Why are there so many fish in France?"
我想给你们看看这个 I want to show you something.
她靠图画思考问题 She thinks in pictures.
那就是为什么她做的如此好的原因 That's why she does so well
当她能看到正在讨论的 when she can see that are being discussed.
比如... Like...
生物？ biology?
或者商店 Or shop.
这些事实物。但是语言或者代数？ Those are concrete things. But language or algebra?
对她来说就是无意义的信息 It's just gibberish to her.
那是什么？ What's that?
你想看到你的法国鱼么？ Do you want to see your French fish?
"电鳗吃" "The eels ate."
"Il est."
"电鳗吃" "Eel ate."
Ils sont, il danse, il pense.
法语充满了"鳗鱼" French is full of "eels".
这是她所看到的 And this is what she sees.
她是一位不可思议的视觉思考者 She's an amazing visual thinker.
让我来教她 Let me work with her.
好吧 Fine.
我们还剩五分钟 We have five minutes left.
谁想看电影？ Who wants to see a movie?
JD，你来操作投影仪？ JD, will you do the projector?
好的。现在每个人注意观看 All right. Now everybody watch very carefully
因为这个都是关于幻觉的 because this one is all about optical illusions.
对大多数人它带来截然不同的震惊 It comes as a distinct shock to most people
当人们意识到人类的感官真正是如此受限的 when they realised how limited and how curated
和如此受控的 the human senses really are.
在这个房子，窗口的脸看起来各种大小 In this house, faces at the window seem to come in assorted sizes.
看起来像普威先生，不是么？ Looks like Mr. Povey, doesn't it?
但是那些脸没什么不对的地方 But there's nothing wrong with the faces.
是那些窗口在作用于你的大脑 It's those windows and what they're doing to your brain.
好了，我们开始 All right, here we go.
一位个儿矮的，和一位个儿高的 A small one and a tall one.
让我们看看是否我们能均衡一下 Let's see if we can even things out a bit.
- 他们怎么做到的？ - 坐下！ - How do they do that? - Sit down!
坦普尔，请坐下 Temple, sit down, please.
这是一个问题，不是么？"他们怎么做到的？" That is the question, isn't it? "How did they do that?"
好吧，那个是这周的作业 Well, that's this week's assignment.
我要一页纸，至少 I want one page, at least.
- 一整页纸？ - 好吧，两页？ - A full page? - All right, two?
好的，一页纸 All right, one page.
他们搞乱了视图！ They mess with the perspective!
正确，坦普尔 That's right, Temple.
那是一个扭曲视图建成的房间 And it was a room built with distorted perspective.
但是如何？ But how?
你认为你能解答出来么？ Do you think you could figure it out?
也许假如你直观呈现出来？ Maybe if you visualized it?
假如你建出来，我会给你额外加分 And if you build one, I'll give you extra credit.
古怪的人！ Weirdo!
难道她不得不用粉笔往墙上画？ Does she have to chalk the walls?
看看她 Look at her.
- 我做不出来 - 我想你能 - I can't do it! - I think you can.
但是我不能 But I can't!
我知道，我不应该大叫 I know. I shouldn't shout.
但是通过测量视图行不通 But measuring perspective didn't work!
这些是你要的说明书 These are the specifications you need.
成功了，坦普尔？ Success, Temple?
给我个提示，求你了！ Give me a clue, please!
你必须考虑房间内的所有特征 You have to think of all the features in the room,
墙，地板，和天花板 The walls, the floors, the ceilings,
还有门 the doors.
想到了！ Got it!
但是如你能看到的， But as you can see,
两匹马的大小完全一致 the horses are the exact same size.
这是那个房间 And here is the room!
坦普尔，祝贺你！ Temple, congratulations.
我想这值得大家为之鼓掌 I think this deserves a round of applause.
我想这值得... I think it deserves...
一个庆祝 a celebration.
Five, 5
four, 4
three 3
2，1 two, one.
现在这有一个问题： Now here's a question:
如果我上紧发条， if I wind this up,
然后放飞，为什么不是螺旋桨保持静止， and then let go, why doesn't the propeller stay still,
机身跟着旋转？ and the body of the plane spin around?
那很简单，机翼的阻力 That's simple. The resistance of the wings.
完全正确 That's absolutely right.
看看这个 And watch this.
没有机翼， With no wings,
只有一个机身的阻力 and just one plane of resistance...
你有一架直升飞机！ You have a helicopter!
完全正确 You're absolutely right.
你有非常特别的思维 You have a very special mind,
你知道么？ you know that?
你看世界的方式别人做不到， You see the world in ways that others can't,
那是相当的优势 that's quite an advantage.
你知道么？如果你不是如此呆头呆脑， And you know something? If you weren't such a goof,
而且你开发你的才智， and you developed this talent,
你可以轻松的上大学 you could easily go on to college.
我在大学干什么呢？ What would I do at college?
以你的才智，可以做任何你想做的 With your mind, anything you wanted to.
只是选个课题 Just pick a subject.
牛 Cows.
- 有学关于牛的大学么？ - 有【这个可以有】 - Do they have colleges with cows? - They do.
马，猪，山羊和绵羊 And horses and pigs and goats and sheep.
被称作"畜牧业" It's called "Animal Husbandry".
畜牧业 Animal husbandry.
处理关注动物的学科 It deals with the care of animals.
真的，任何你想要学的。你可以研究人，心理学 Really, anything you wanted. You could study people, psychology.
我将开始理解人？ I'd get to understand people?
好吧，那是个点子 Well, that's the idea.
我将留在这里 I'll stay here.
想象这有一扇门， Think of it as a door,
一扇为你打开通向一个完全崭新的世界的门 a door that's going to open up onto a whole new world for you
一切你所要做的就是下定决心穿过它 and all you need to do is decide to go through it.
- 葛兰汀小姐？ - 首先， First off,
我和我以前的老师卡劳克博士谈过了。他说我应该强调不是 I talked to my old teacher Dr. Carlock. He said I should stress that it wasn't
我没完成作业，因为我已经， that I hadn't done the work because I had,
但是我收集了远远太多的数据 but I'd collected way too much data
而且对之备份，用了太多的引用 and backed it up with far too many citations,
那是我需要额外的时间使之前后一致 that I needed extra time to make it coherent.
看看这些结果，你会看到不仅仅是我， Look at these results, you'll see that it's not just me,
而是一大部分人使用了我的机器以后变得冷静下来 but a majority of people who become calmer when using my machine.
而那真的是个实在的案例是我可以保留我的机器 And that really makes a clear case for me keeping it.
而且我应该得到好的分数 And I should get a good grade.
- 你的... - 确实不应只是通过 - Did your... - Certainly more than a pass.
你以前的老师有建议你拿一个好的分数么？ Did your previous teacher suggest the good grade?
是我自己 That's me.
留给我处理吧 Leave it with me.
这是一份非常重要的工作！ This is very important work!
你使用了控制组？ You used a control group?
他们在休息时，坐着时进行测试，大部分都感到无聊了 They were tested resting, seating most of them got bored.
第四页 Page four.
很优秀 This is excellent.
我想会得到一个好分数的 I think it will be a good grade.
那么我保留我的机器 So I keep my machine.
那种情况，我会留下来 In that case, I'll stay.
我将设想你的新的室友 I would imagine your new roommate
将要说你是否应保留你的机器 will want a say in whether you keep the machine.
那是我的压缩机 That's my squeeze machine.
我用挪走它么？ Do I have to move it?
不用挪 Don't ever move it
我会一直知道它在哪里 and I'll always know where it is.
来自U.N.C.L.E.的人快要开始了 It's almost time for The Man from U.N.C.L.E..
在娱乐室播放，你要去看么？ They play it in the rec room. Do you want to watch it?
- 你不能看来自U.N.C.L.E.的人 - 我要去看 - You can't watch The Man from U.N.C.L.E. - I do.
我乐意去看 I'd love to watch it.
你能带我去么？ Will you show me where it is?
当然 Yeah, sure.
克亚金正试图打开门，但是门上了锁 Kuryakin's tryin' to open the door, but it's locked.
现在地板在房间下滑动 And now the floor's sliding under the room.
从高处掉到了蜘蛛堆中！ There's a big drop to lots of spikes!
小孩子在房间嘶吼 The kids in the room hissing.
- 你也爱看星际迷航？ - 是的 - Do you like Star Trek too? - Yes.
你最喜欢谁？ Who's your favorite?
斯伯克先生 Mr. Spock.
我们很多地方很像 We have a lot in common.
也许我们可以在收音机里"看" Maybe we can watch it on the radio.
- 为盲人做的广播 - 是么？ - They broadcast it for the blind. - They do?
让我们在收音机里"看" Let's watch it on the radio.
你现在安静多了 You're quieter now.
是因为你在你的压缩机里么？ Is that because you're in your squeeze machine?
我刚刚从中出来 I was just getting out.
我的声音有所不同么？ Is my voice that different?
对我来讲 It is to me.
记着，我通过你的声音"看"你 Remember, I see you through your voice.
你记得很多声音么？ Do you remember a lot of voices?
当然 Of course.
我还记得不少地方的声音 I remember the sounds of places too.
我们一样 We're the same,
只是你用声音，我用图画 only you have sounds and I have pictures.
我去上课了 I'm off to class.
我有法语课 I have French class.
我恨法语课 I hate it.
这是为什么我呆在压缩机中的原因 It's why I'm in my squeeze machine.
你的压缩机没有影响我 Your squeeze machine doesn't bother me.
我知道 I know.
Bonne chance.
祝你好运 Good luck.
谢谢你 Thank you.
对不起，这有人坐么？ Excuse me. Is this seat taken?
我一直想要理解温和 I've always wanted to understand the gentleness
其他人被母亲抱着的感觉 that other people feel by being hugged by their mothers.
现在我制造了这台机器使我感到这点 Now I've made a machine that lets me do that.
感觉像连接的电线 It feels like a wire gets reconnected,
像被修理的某种东西 like something gets repaired.
要不是我的机器，我今天就不能站在这里 If it wasn't for my machine, I wouldn't be standing here today.
代替我躲在自己的房间 Instead I'd be hiding in my room
或绕圈旋转使自己平静 or spinning in circles to calm myself
或打人 or hitting someone.
当我更小的时候，我从人群中封闭自己 When I was younger, I closed myself off from people.
直到四岁的时候才开始讲话 I didn't even speak until I was four.
对这种疾病有个空洞的名字： There's a high falutin' name for that condition:
自闭症 autism.
由于我的机器， Because of my machine,
我能知道仁慈和爱 I'm able to know the kindness and love
那以使我在我的人生中得到这点 that have been given to me to reach this point in my life.
今天远胜以前，我意识到我不是一人独行 Today more than ever, I realize I have not walked alone.
而且我因为不仅仅我的老师还有我的朋友和家人 And I thank not only my teachers but my friends and family as well.
正如旋转木马这首歌中所唱的 As in the words of the song from Carousel.
这是我的门 This is my door.
它通往另一个世界 It opens to another world.
圣利桑纳州的同学们，集合起来 Arizona state students, gather around.
每个人快些 Come on, everybody.
往下走，我们到了 Come on down this way. There we go.
走近些，集中起来好能听到 Come on in closer. Gather around so you can hear.
好的，同学们，注意听了 All right, class, listen up.
这是唐。麦考，他经营这家饲养场 This is Don Michaels. He runs the feedlot.
多谢 Thanks.
任何时候这里所有的 What we got here at any one time
是大概505.2万头牲口 is about 50, 52,000 head of cattle.
它们必须重650磅才能到这里 They gotta weigh 650 lbs to get in here.
它们在这度过的几个月，会让它们重上400磅 During months they spend here, they'll put on another 400 lbs
在它们被送往叫屠宰场的大房子以前 before they move into the big house for slaughterin'.
在喂胖它们时，也要使他们保持健康保持 While they're fattenin' up, we gotta keep 'em healthy.
所以当它们进出牧场是做的第一件事 So the first thing we do when they come in and off the range
就是让它们穿过一段药水浸浴以除掉任何虫子 is put 'em through a dip. Get rid of any bugs.
嗨，对不起，老兄，你还好么？ Excuse me there, buddy. You okay?
那是个女孩 That's a girl.
你在听么？ Are you here?
我在听牛叫 I was listening to the cattle.
为什么有些牛叫得更大声 Why are some mooing more loudly than others?
我从未听过这样的叫声！ I never heard so much mooing!
我工作期间一直跟牛打交道 I've been around cattle all my workin' life.
所有我能告诉你的是，就像女人一样 About all I can tell you is, that just like females,
牛喜欢抱怨和闲谈... cattle love to yammer and gossip...
或生闷气 or sulk.
经常不是这种情况就是另一种 It's always just one thing or the other.
- 像我刚刚说的... - 这一定有什么原因 - Like I was sayin'... - There must be a reason.
我估计你能从怪医杜立德那儿得到答案 I reckon' you could get Dr. Doolittle on out here.
他大概能解答你的疑惑 He probably could tell you.
当这位小姐在这聆听这些牛互相说些什么 While missy here is listenin' to what are sayin' to each other,
你们这些小伙子何不跟我一起看看运作的浸泡池？ why don't you boys step over here with me and see a dip in action?
现在浸泡池的最大问题 Now the biggest problem you got with a dip vat
是除非牛平衡了它们才能游过去 is that cattle can swim alright unless they tip on over.
然而它们的幼仔会很快淹没 Then them babies'll drown real fast on ya
除非你拉住它们从池中拖拽出来 unless you get a hold of 'em and haul 'em out.
这就是了！我刚跟你们讲的 There you go! This is what I was tellin' ya.
天呀！ Jesus!
快点儿！赚钱了！ Come on. Earn your money!
拉上来！ Hold 'em up!
我们要失去那头小牛了 We're gonna lose that baby.
罗伊，拿绳子拴住这头小母牛，拉它出来！ Roy, get a rope on this heifer and drag it out!
就是这了，你会看到里面 There you go. You'll see inside.
还不止这样，有时牛会淹死 It'll take more than that to kill a cow.
损失多么？ Do you lose many?
我们一小时要浸泡300头牛 We got to run 300 of 'em in an hour.
一周我们也许会损失一到两头牛，我们做得已经相当好了 In a week, we'll lose one or two maybe. We're doin' pretty good.
怪医杜立德 Dr. Doolittle,
你能承受么？有些无能为力吧？ how you holdin' up? Too much for ya?
它们喜欢转圈走 They like to walk in circles.
小伙子们，你们知道么？牛喜欢转圈走！ What do you know, boys? Cattle like to walk in circles!
哈，给那位女孩一个奖励 Dang, give that girl a prize.
当它们离开操作员绕圈走时，它们开始平静下来 It calms 'em down to walk in circles away from the handlers.
我们进去时，也许你应该等在外面 Maybe you oughta wait out here when we go inside.
然后当我们把牛赶到笼子里， Then when we have it in the cage,
只要朝牛头来次重击 it just takes one knock to the head.
那么，怪医杜立德 So, Doolittle,
你怎么认为？ what do you think?
送它去哪里？ Where does it go?
肉类加工 Meat processing.
不是，送到哪里？ No, where does it go?
它在这里，现在是肉了 It was here, now it's meat.
送到哪去了？ Where did it go?
教授 Professor,
我想你的小女人应该考虑另一个生产线了 I think maybe your young lady oughta consider another line of work.
哞叫？ Mooing?
你要做研究，写关于哞叫的硕士论文 You want to do research and write your master's on mooing.
牛喜欢转圈，它们绕圈时不叫 Cattle like curves. They don't moo at curves.
葛兰汀女士，当我们接受你， Miss Grandin, when we accepted you,
我们对你以前学校的优异成绩印象深刻 we were impressed you had excelled at your previous school.
关于哞叫的硕士论文让我想到降低论题标准 A master's thesis on mooing strikes me as a lowering of the bar
我不想成为第一人 And I will not be the first person
由于你有自闭症而给你简单的题目 to give you an easy ride because of your autism.
- 让我想起... - 牛是被捕食的动物 - Come up... - Cattle are prey animals.
我的自闭症让我更好的理解被捕食的动物 My autism allows me to understand prey animals well.
我可以图示牛的运动区域 I can visualize the flight zones of cattle.
运动区域外的一个操作员 A handler outside the flight zone
可以让动物平静的转圈和有秩序 can keep an animal circling in a calm and orderly manner.
但当走进牛的运动区域会使牛恐慌 But stepping into the flight zone panics the cattle.
它们的哞叫从柔和变得 And they change from soft moos
大声 to loud mooing.
被捕食动物不会制造噪音使它们受到关注 Prey animals don't make noises that will draw attention to 'em
除非它们要警告牧群中其它成员 unless they're warning other members of the herd.
它们互相警告它们将要被宰杀 They're warning each other they're going to be slaughtered?
大声哞叫也是一样的 The loud mooing is the same
无论是它们将被浸泡，赶到死角或送去屠宰 whether they're gonna be dipped, driven around a hard corner or taken to slaughter.
它们不知道下面会发生什么， They have no idea what's gonna happen to 'em,
- 我赞同 - 但是它们被恐吓 - We agree. - but they're spooked.
受恐吓的牛表现失常 Spooked cattle don't act straight.
它们碰伤，刮伤，淹水 They get bruised, scraped, drowned,
那都会费钱 that all costs money.
值得好好花上半个小时来平静牛群 It takes a good half hour to calm a herd,
那也会花费金钱 that costs money too.
不是好的方式经营畜牧场 It's not a good way to run a stockyard.
我相信对牛有好处，也是对生意有好处 I believe what's good for cattle is also good for business.
去牧场找人签字吧 Get the yard to sign off on it.
你是指唐 You mean Don.
那是负责人 That's who's in charge.
对不起，女士，女士不能进入 Sorry, ma'am. No women on the lot.
我是坦普尔。葛兰汀 My name is Temple Grandin.
- 我是亚利桑那州的毕业生 - 那是规矩 - I'm a grad student at Arizona State. - That's the rules.
我是亚利桑那州的毕业生，上周我还在这儿参观 I'm a grad student at Arizona State and I was here last week.
牛仔的妻子们抱怨，她们不想有女人 Complaints from cowboys' wives. They don't want no women.
我只是做我的工作 I'm just doin' my job.
女士，你挡住其他人了 Ma'am, you're holdin' up the line.
你必须掉头离开场地 You'll have to turn around and take it on off the lot.
请吧 Please.
别回来了！ Don't come back!
约翰。里奇蒙德，大牧场杂志社的 John Richmond, press, Ranchman Magazine.
进来吧 Go on in.
一扇门 It's a door.
另一扇门 It's another door.
多谢，保重 Thanks, take care.
- 早上好 - 进来吧 - Good mornin'. - Go on in.
- 早 - 请进 - Mornin'. - Go on in.
嗨，山奇 Hi, Sanch.
高兴你回来，自你工作以来已经好久了 Good to have you back. A long time since you worked here.
是的 Yeah, it does.
- 这是什么？紫心勋章（美国军方的荣誉奖章） - What's this, Purple Heart? - It is.
我们真的为你感到骄傲 We're real proud of ya.
呀，只是挖厕所你是得不到这些的 Jeez, you didn't get all these just diggin' latrines.
- 不是的，先生，我在溪生（越南城市，越战所在地） - 你真行 - No, sir. I was in Khe Sanh. - Good for you.
打扰一下，先生，我需要你为我的硕士论文签字 Excuse me, sir. I need you to sign my master's thesis.
- 你怎么进来的？ - 他们只是挥手让我进来 - How'd you get in here? - They just waved me in.
你将要研究些什么？ What are you gonna research?
牛的骚动 Agitation in cattle.
不就是哞叫？ Would that be mooing?
你相信那个屁话么？ You believe that crap?
因为牛是被捕食动物，大声哞叫是一个信号... Since cattle are prey animals, loud mooing is a sign...
不行 No way.
过来，我们喝点咖啡 Come on, let's get some coffee.
你带回来中国小女孩了么？ Did you bring back a little china gals with ya?
不，他们不让我带女孩上飞机 No, they wouldn't let me bring back one on the airplane.
女孩们这儿的咖啡准备好了么？ You girls got the coffee ready in here?
- 我们有位口渴的男士 - 进来吧！ - We got a man that's thirsty. - Come on in!
你有其他入口么？ Do you have another entrance?
对不起？ Pardon?
你有其他入口么？ Do you have another entrance?
没有，女士 No, ma'am.
你有果冻或酸奶么？ Do you have any jell-o or yogurt?
在冰箱里，你后边，亲爱的 In the cooler. Right behind you, darlin'.
通过猎食弱者和跑得慢的， By eating weaker and slower ones,
狮子使羚羊保持 lions keep antelope population
更加强壮和适当的比例 strong and in proper proportion
对于所有其他的动物 to all other animals.
光，影子 Light. Shadow.
水沟的反光 Reflections on puddle.
我吃过牛的睪丸！ I've eaten bulls' testicles!
在我阿姨的农场吃的 Ate 'em in my aunt's ranch...
经常地 Regularly!
这是浪费！ This is a waste!
你要记得在外边喝酒 You gotta remember to drink out here.
我有数据表明什么使它们畏缩不前 I have data on things that make 'em balk.
影子，水的反光 Shadows, reflections on water,
- 链条反射的阳光 - 是那样么？ - chain glinting in the sun. - Is that right?
它们不会走进阴影区，它们必须看到要去的地方 They won't walk in shaded areas. They must see where they're goin'.
我有很多重要的信息，我需要麦考先生在这上面签字 I've lots of important information, I need Mr. Michaels to sign off on it.
唐？唐不签无价值的东西 Don? Don don't sign nothin'.
- 我需要麦考先生... - 你没有听我讲 - I need Mr. Michaels... - You're not hearin' me.
唐不签无价值的东西 Don don't sign nothin'.
我在这里签署一切文件 I sign everything around here.
他的签字... His signature...
但是由我来负责签 but I do the signin'.
我甚至不确定唐是否会写字 I'm not even sure if Don can write.
这样来说... Say...
你对牛和他们如何反应感兴趣 you're interested in cattle and how they act,
你不应只是在饲养场转悠 you shouldn't just hang around feedlots.
你应该出去到大牧场，牲畜拍卖场，牧人竞技场... You should be out on ranches, auctions, rodeos...
那一类的事情 that sort of thing.
这头大阉牛一千磅重 Got the big steer here. 1,000 lbs.
开始竞价！20,25,25块5 Let's go! 20. 25. 25 and a half.
- 75号出价25块5 - 他看起来很普通 - He's 25 and a half, 75. - He looks mean.
25块75号，30块，30块 25, 75. 30. 30.
竞价17卖出 Sold him on pat 17.
现在看看它的妈妈，现在75号，出价25 Look at his mama here. Now, 75, I got 25.
25,25块，27块5 25. 25. 27 and a half.
他出27。30,32块5,35块了 He's 27. 30. 32 and a half. 35.
卖了，竞拍21 Sold 'em. Pat 21. Pat 21.
好杂志，看看吧 A good magazine. Take a look.
帮你解答各种关于牲口的问题 Help you out with all kinds of cattle questions.
5分钟后回来，好么？ See you back here in about 5 minutes, OK?
抱歉... Excuse...
所有的门通向新世界 It's all doors to new worlds.
对不去，先生，先生？ Excuse me, sir? Sir?
很高兴见到你，我是坦普尔。葛兰汀，科学学士 Very pleased to meet you. Temple Grandin, bachelor of science,
正在亚利桑那州就读硕士 doin' my masters at Arizona State,
就读于斯考特达尔饲养场 studying in Scottsdale feed yards.
我不知道我能否使亚利桑那州大牧场期刊对 I was wondering if I could interest the Arizona Farmer-Ranchman periodical
我写的关于控制系统和牛感兴趣 on a thesis I'm writing on control systems and cattle
为什么有时工作更有效，他们有何不同 and why some work better than others and how they can tell the difference.
在斯考特达尔牧场你是如何跟老唐。麦考相处的？ How'd you get on with old Don Michaels over at Scottsdale?
我告诉他我吃过牛的睪丸，先生 I told him I've eaten bull testicles, sir.
我会读你投来的任何稿件，葛兰汀女士 I will read anything you send in, Miss Grandin.
事实上，这儿... 是我的名片 In fact, here... Take my card.
你直接寄给我 You address it directly to me.
门开着呢 It's open.
先生，斯考特达尔饲养场在我的牛的躁动研究上签字了 Sir, Scottsdale feedlot signed off on my cattle agitation study.
闻起来象是半个牧群先签字了 Smells like half the herd signed it first.
不是，先生，牛是不能签字的 No, sir. Cattle can't do that.
我不需要杂志，我有订阅 And I don't need the magazine. I'm a subscriber.
我只是想要确信你看到我的文章 I just wanna make sure you saw my article
有关哞叫在牛的躁动中的导向 on mooing as a guide to cattle agitation.
完全的论文还在录入，但是你周五前能看到 Full thesis is still at the typist, but you should have it by Friday.
很好... Well...
科学硕士 Master of science.
科学和动物科学硕士 Master of science and animal science.
了不起，我打赌你会高兴回到东部 Fantastic. I bet you're glad to be back east.
- 我喜欢西部 - 哦，我也是 - I like the west. - Oh, so do I,
但那不是家，不是么？ but it isn't home, is it?
你硕士毕业要做些什么？你妈妈提到也许教书 What will you do with your masters? Your mother mentioned teaching maybe.
在西麦德福很好的新学校 Great new school over West Medford way.
我有更多的研究去做和文章要写 I have a lot of more research to do and things to write.
对呀，你的文章已经发表了 Right, you've been published.
你记得斯考特么？ You remember Scott?
过来 Over here.
-马上回来 - 我们最大的孩子 - Be right back. - Our oldest boy.
他在纽约杂志社工作 New York Magazine's taken a piece of his.
你记得斯考特么？ You remember Scott?
他曾经向我的果冻里吐痰 He used to spit in my jell-o.
我确信他没有 I'm sure he didn't.
告诉斯考特一些你的写作 Tell Scott about your writing.
我在亚利桑那州大牧场杂志发表了两篇文章 I published two articles in the Arizona Farmer-Ranchman.
- 亚利... - 亚利桑那州大牧场杂志 - The Ariz... - Arizona Farmer-Ranchman.
一篇是关于好的哞叫和坏的哞叫 One was on good moos and bad moos.
另一篇关于头部保护，牛的滑道贺屠宰栏 The other was on head restraints and cattle chutes and killing pens.
真的设计很糟糕，就是个可怕的系统 Really badly designed. Just terrible systems.
就是个... Just...
很高兴看到你，坦普尔 It's lovely to see you, Temple.
再见 Bye.
圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas.
圣诞快乐！ Merry Christmas!
我需要我的压缩机 I need my squeeze machine!
我讨厌聚会！ I hate parties!
那有很多人，但是没人听我讲 There are too many people and no one listens to me.
他们面面相觑，我不知道他们想什么 They keep giving each other looks and I don't know what they mean.
他们只是不自在 They're just uncomfortable.
人们不想听那些... People don't wanna hear all those...
- 有关牛的细节 - 但是，我想 - details about cattle. - Well, I do.
我想要和牛一起 I wanna be with cattle.
甜心... Sweetheart...
我不想你避开人群 I don't want you to avoid people.
- 他们令我感觉糟糕 - 那么忽视他们！ - They make me feel bad. - Then ignore them!
你是这个屋子里唯一一位科学硕士 You are the only Master of science in the room.
我为你感到骄傲 And I am so proud of you.
看着我 Look at me.
你知道么？如果人们... Do you know if people...
通过他们的眼神互相传达信息， tell each other things with their eyes,
这是我在告诉你... this is me telling you...
我爱你... that I love you...
我关心你 and I respect you.
我不会学会那么做 I will never learn how to do that.
我知道 I know.
可恶！ Damn it!
你不能进入 You are not allowed in here.
- 我在为论文做研究 - 我们容许你进入 - I'm doin' research for article. - We put up with you sneakin' in
当你在亚利桑那州读书时，但是你毕业了 when you was at Arizona State, but you're done.
没有大学，没有保险责任，不准进入 No college, no insurance coverage, no access.
还有很多文章我要写给你 There are many articles I'd like to write for you.
首先，如何引领牛自愿进入浸泡池 Firstly, how cattle can be introduced into dip vats on their own accord.
- 第二... - 等下，葛兰汀女士 - Secondly... - Hold on, Miss Grandin.
首先，十分感谢你的文章 Firstly, your articles have been greatly appreciated.
我接到很多电话 I got a lot of calls.
人们认为你讲的有道理 Folks think you talk sense.
第二点，我告诉过你我会读你写的任何东西 Secondly, I told you I would read anything that you write.
第三点，小姐，你需要换身衣服 Thirdly, young lady, you need another set of clothes
- 当你因公进城 - 我要成为一名出版社员工 - when you come in town on business. - I need to be a press person.
我能得到采访证么？ Can I get a press pass?
你在申请一份工作么？ You askin' for a staff job?
我不需要，已经有四位员工 I ain't got but four staff,
其中两个负责管账和分发 and two of them are bookkeeping and distribution.
不是，我不是要在这儿工作。我想和牛在一起，我需要采访证 No, I don't wanna work here. I wanna be with cattle, I need a pass.
好吧，我能那么做 Well, we can do that.
但是如果所说的... But like I said...
玛丽-安？进来一下 Mary-Anne? Get in here.
先生？ Sir?
那件合身么，葛兰汀女士？ How's that workin' for ya, Miss Grandin?
不痒了，我很喜欢 It doesn't itch. I like it a lot.
那是我的"军衔" That's my rank.
他们能够看到 They'll be able to see that.
可恶！ Damn it!
用这个，坦普尔，你身上很臭 Use it, Temple. You stink.
谢谢 Thank you.
坦普尔。葛兰汀女士 Miss Temple Grandin?
我是泰德。吉尔伯特，来自约翰。韦恩的红河饲养场 I'm Ted Gilbert, from John Wayne's red river feedlot.
- 你好，高兴见到你 - 我一直都在读你的文章 - Hello, very pleased to meet you. - I've been reading your stuff.
把你的理论用于实践如何？ How'd you like to put it into practice?
看，我失去了我的设计师，我需要一个新的浸泡池 See, I lost my designer and I need a new cattle dip.
你能做么？ Can you do it?
很简单， It's pretty simple,
但是，我想要在5天内看到计划 but, I gotta present plans in five days.
没问题！ Sure!
- 非常聪明，你是怎么找到办法的？ - 我观察事物，然后把它们关联起来 - Very clever. How did you find this? - I see things and put 'em together.
全部这些？ And all this?
引导牛进入，高兴沿着曲线 To lead the cattle in. Happy to follow a curve
想象着回到它们来的地方 thinking goin' back where they came from.
- 如果你这么说 - 我是这么说的 - If you say so. - I do.
- 你要用多久来完成？ - 我还有两个或三个以上的设计要做 - How long will it take you to do it? - I have two or three more before this.
- 但是我明天就要完成 - 每个人明天都要完成 - But I need it by tomorrow! - Everybody needs it tomorrow.
- 如果你看着我，我不会干的快 - 我想要看看 - I won't work quicker if you watch. - I wanna watch.
这位是来自牲口杂志的瑞德。哈里斯 This here is Red Harris from Cattle Magazine.
很高兴见到你，哈里斯先生 Very nice to meet you, Mr. Harris.
他不能做盛大演出，所以我们给他来次预演 He can't make the grand opening, so we could give him a sneak preview.
坦普尔，我在这时，你能放进些牛到你的浸泡池么？ So, Temple, will you put some cattle through your dip while I'm here?
嗨，打开大门！ Hey, open the gate!
如果管理员在滑道外侧顺时针缓慢行走 So if the handlers walk slowly clockwise outside the chute,
那么牛会逆时针穿过滑道 then the cow will walk counterclockwise through the chute.
看到了么？它们只是跟随着曲线 See? They'll just follow that curve.
牛群只是保持平静的行走 The cattle just keep calmly walking
就像它们绕圈行走，跟着它们的同伴一样 thinking they're goin' in circles and followin' their buddies.
它们高兴跟着曲线走 And they're happy to follow a curve
因为它们认为它们会走回原处 because they think they're going'back to where they came from.
它们没事因为是开槽的，它们知道不会摔倒 They're okay because it's grooved and they know they won't slip.
所以当它们走下一步是，它们的重心 So when they take the next step, their center of gravity
使它们平静的掉入浸泡池 makes them drop calmly into the dip
它们只是从水中走过 and they just walk through the water.
我通常不告诉人们我将要写些什么 I don't usually tell people what I'm gonna write,
但是，葛兰汀女士，这是个杰作 but, Miss Grandin, this is a masterpiece.
- 我不想你那么做 - 对不起，坦普尔 - I don't want you to do that. - I'm sorry there, Temple.
现在，我想要你明早穿上你最好的衣服，好么？ Now, look, I want you to be dressed in your best outfit tomorrow mornin', okay?
看看这些东西 Just look at this thing.
得花费多长时间让那些牛通过 It'll take us forever to get them through here.
J.D. 你带上电焊 J.D., I want you to get the torch and red,
我要拿掉这个，还有这个，这些板子排成一行 and I want this out, this out, I want those panels lined up
我们将要牛群直接进入，快点干 and we're gonna run 'em straight in. Come on.
你们两个跟我来 You two come with me.
- 抓住这个的另一端 - 现在等下！ - Grab the other end of this. - Now hold on!
看看这个！我是指，看看那个！谁建成那个样子的？ Look at this! I mean, look at that! Who'd build somethin' like that?
杰斯，给我些钢板，我们要这些幼仔从这滑下去 Jess, get me some sheet steel. We're gonna slide these puppies in here.
- 钢板在哪？ - 赶快！ - Where's that sheet steel? - Hurry up!
我们走吧，起来 Let's go. Get up.
- 把它们放到一边，放到外边去 - 她来了 - Put 'em over and get 'em out of here. - She's here.
别担心了，我来应付她，抬起来 Don't keep worried, boys. I'll take care of her. Pick it up.
有些牛淹死了 Some dip you got here.
谁在斜坡上放块钢板？ Who put steel on that slope?
牛不能在钢板上走 Cattle can't walk on steel!
那么设计是为了让它们慢慢走 That's designed so they'll walk slowly!
对不起，小姐，我们刚刚淹死了三头牛 'Scuse me, little miss. We just had three head drown in here.
那是你的错，由于你的愚蠢你杀了它们！ That's your fault! You killed 'em 'cause of your stupidity!
为什么不让它们通过弯曲的滑道？ And why ain't they comin' through the curved chute?
那将浪费我们一整天，小姐！ That'd take us all day little lady!
嗨，那是我的衬衫！ Hey, that's my shirt!
如果一切顺利，它们会一直跟随 If it's smooth, they'll follow it!
如果这上面放了东西，它们会感到害怕 If there's stuff on it, they'll get scared!
你们不能放东西在这上！ You can't hang things!
- 你疯了！ - 完全恢复到原来的样子！ - You wacko! - Put it all back the way it was!
坦普尔，这里发生什么事？ Temple, what's goin' on here?
由于他们的愚蠢，害死了三头牛 They killed three cattle because of their stupidity!
他们搞砸了！ They ruined it!
等一下！ Just a minute!
牛不危险！它们是可以预见的 Cattle aren't dangerous! And they're predictable.
- 不难设计... - 你在加利福尼亚做什么？ - it's not hard to design... - What are you doing in California?
但是牛仔们更愿意刺激和威吓它们 But the cowboys would rather prod 'em and scare 'em.
你开了一晚上车？ Did you drive all night?
我在约翰红河饲料场设计了一个浸泡池 I designed a dip vat at John Red River feedlot
根据牛看东西的和行为的方式 based on the way cattle see and behave
牲口杂志的编辑说那是个杰作 and the editor of Cattle Magazine said it was a masterpiece
但是牛仔们害死了三头牛，三头... but the cowboys killed three cows in it. Three...
五分钟内 in five minutes
因为他们没有遵照我的设计！ because they wouldn't follow my design!
- 你能坐下么，或者... - 我无法保护牛... - Would you like to sit down, or... - I can't protect the cattle...
你要喝杯茶么？ Would you like a cup of tea?
我设计的整个系统，从它们进入到被宰杀 ... system from the moment they enter to the moment they get slaughtered.
- 你在说屠宰场？ - 当然最终它们会被屠宰 - You're talking about a slaughterhouse? - Of course they'll be slaughtered.
你认为如果人们不是每天吃牛肉，我们还会养牛么？ Do you think we'd have cattle if people didn't eat 'em every day?
它们只不过是动物园里滑稽样子的动物而已 They'd just be funny-lookin' animals in zoos.
不是，我们为自己而养牛 No, we raise them for us.
那意味着我们欠它们一些尊重 That means we owe them some respect.
自然界是残酷的，但是我们不必那样做 Nature is cruel, but we don't have to be.
我不要狮子撕裂我的内脏 I wouldn't want to have my guts ripped out by a lion.
如果处理得当的话，我宁愿死在屠宰场！ I'd much rather die in a slaughterhouse if it was done right!
- 对我来讲，好像你应该... - 我们可以用这样的方式简单完成 - It seems to me that you should be... - We can easily do it in a way
就是让它们不感到痛苦和害怕 where they don't feel pain and they don't get scared.
- 而且它们的皮质醇值... - 你听到我说的话了么？ - And their cortisol levels... - Did you hear what I said?
我想你是应该设计屠宰场的人 I think you're the one who should design the slaughterhouse.
我知道有个屠宰场混乱不堪，而且我完全知道如何修正 I know a slaughterhouse that's a mess and I know exactly how to fix it.
一扇门 It's a door.
另一扇门 It's another door.
我能帮你么？ Can I help you?
你好，很高兴见到你，我想参观一下你们的屠宰场 Hello, it's very nice to meet you. I'd like to tour your slaughterhouse.
你说什么？ Excuse me?
你好，很高兴见到你，我想参观一下你们的屠宰场 Hello, it's very nice to meet you. I'd like to tour your slaughterhouse.
我们不接待观光，女士 We don't do tours, ma'am.
我在约翰。韦恩的红河牧场设计了一个浸泡池 I designed a drip vat at John Wayne's red river feedlot
- 牲口杂志的编辑... - 保安？保安过来一下？ - that the editor of Cattle Magazine... - Security? Can I get security?
我很抱歉在你的留言机里留下消息 I'm so sorry to leave this message on your answering machine,
但是我想你想要知道 but I thought you'd want to know
你的朋友卡劳克博士去世了 that your friend Dr. Carlock has died.
我刚见过他！ I just saw him!
显而易见，他已经病了好久 Apparently, he'd been sick for some time.
你随时可以给我电话 You can call me anytime.
再见，甜心 Bye, sweetheart.
我刚见过他 I just saw him.
他们在做什么？ What are they doing?
他们在致敬 They're paying their respects.
是种表达谢意和再见的方式 It's a way of saying thank you and goodbye.
我见到他时说过再见了 I said goodbye when I saw him.
这是最后说再见的机会 This is a final chance to say goodbye.
- 你还好么？ - 我这就走了 - Are you all right? - I'm leaving now.
- 还没有结束 - 我见到他时说过再见了 - It isn't over yet. - I said goodbye when I saw him.
他不是躺在那里 He's not there.
我把他记在心里 I've got him in my mind.
你知道他们去了哪里？ Do you know where they go?
我不知道 No, I don't.
好吧，我要走了 Okay. I'm gonna go now.
慢点儿开车 Drive safely.
给你的，女士 There you are, ma'am.
天呀，多么漂亮的上衣 My, that's a pretty blouse.
我希望你不介意我这么说 I hope you don't mind me sayin' so.
有些人认为我冒失，但是，如果我喜欢什么 Some people think I'm forward, but, if I like somethin',
我就会直接说出来和赞美一番 I just come right out and just compliment 'em.
你不认为得到赞美是很好的么？ It's nice to get a compliment, don't you think?
谢谢你，很高兴见到你，我是坦普尔。葛兰汀 Thank you. It's very nice to meet you. I'm Temple Grandin.
很好，也高兴见到你，我是贝蒂 Well, it's nice to meet you too. I'm Betty.
那么，我是认识了 Well then, there we are.
你在等着见谁么？ Are you waitin' to meet somebody?
不是，当我紧张时，我有时对自动门感到畏惧 No, I have trouble with automatic doors sometimes when I'm nervous.
我有自闭症 I'm autistic.
我儿子也有自闭症，他对飞机也同样畏惧 My son is artistic and he's got the same thing with airplanes.
过来，你只要跟着我 Come on. You just come along with me.
好的，过来 All right. Come on.
我保证门是开着的 And I'll make sure that they stay open.
好了么？你现在安全了，安全了 All right? You are safe now. You're safe.
很荣幸 My pleasure.
你是女骑手么？我是指，你知道，你的上衣？ Are you a horsewoman? I mean, you know, your shirt?
我喜欢马，但是跟牛打交道 I like horses, but I work with cattle.
我设计了一个浸泡池，牲口杂志的人称作是杰作 I designed a dip that Cattle Magazine called brilliant.
哦，天呀，我丈夫读过你的文章 Oh my golly, my husband read about you.
他在阿伯特工作 He works over at Abbot.
- 阿伯特屠宰场？ - 是的，你听过么？ - Abbot slaughterhouse? - Yeah. You heard of it?
我想要重新设计，我去过那里，但是他们不让我见 I wanna redesign it. I went there, but they wouldn't let me meet with them.
但是我有很多点子关于如何建造一个新的设备 But I have several ideas about how to make a new facility
那会更人性化和有效率 that will be much more humane and efficient.
我想你只要见我丈夫就可以了 I guess you just have to meet my husband then.
我们彼此碰到是多美妙的事情 How wonderful that we bumped into each other.
一扇门开了，我穿过它 A door opened and I went through it.
是的，你做到了 Yes, you did.
我把住的 And I held it.
这就像给牛建的机场 This looks like an airport for cows.
我指的不是赞美 I didn't mean that as a compliment.
给牛用的传送带？ And conveyor belts for cattle?
你知道这个要多少成本么？ Do you have any idea what the cost is on this?
你这还有实心墙和地板 And you've got solid walls and floors.
我们用板条来做是有原因的 We have those slatted for a reason.
- 那样更便宜 - 对不起 - It's cheaper. - I'm sorry.
很清楚你对设计这个没有经验 It's clear you don't have the experience to design something like this.
墙是实心的，所以牛 The walls are solid so the cattle
不会被外边的灯光和活动搞得发狂 won't be distracted by light or movement outside.
它们对突如其来的事情感到畏缩 They balk at unexpected things.
我确信那对牛很好，但是成本，女士... I'm sure that's nice for the cattle, but the cost, miss...
你僱人赶牛 How much money does it cost you to pay handlers to prod the cattle along
然后当牛惊逃时，再拉回来会花费多少人工 and then hold 'em back when they stampede?
由于堆积，斜槽一天有多少次停下来？ How many times a day do your chutes stop because of pile-ups?
多少次因为牛断了腿而使一切停止运转？ How many cows break a leg and bring everything to a halt?
用我的系统，这些问题都不存在 With my system, there'd be none of that.
那是个稳定，平静的流程 There'd be a steady calm flow.
听起来很棒，但是你无法知道它是否正常运转 That sounds great, but you don't have any idea of whether it'll work.
但是我确信 But I do.
我喜欢尼考拉。泰斯拉或汤玛斯。爱迪生，我知道它能行 I'm like Nikola Tesla or Thomas Edison, I know it will work
'因为我在大脑里运转了上千次 'cause I've been through it a thousand times in my head.
我能以牛的意愿去看待一个斜槽 I can see a chute just as the cattle will
因为我的自闭症让我能感受到 because my autism lets me do it.
我在脑海里走遍我的计划 I can walk through a plan in my mind,
检查每个横梁和每个铆钉 examining every beam and every rivet.
你们只是看到一个计划，但是我侧地走遍整个流程 You just see a plan, but I'm walkin' through the whole plant.
好吧，牛通过一系列实心的弯道 Okay, the cattle go through series of solid curves.
地板也是实心的...开槽的 The floor is solid too... grooved.
斜槽变得狭窄，但是牛不介意 The chute gets smaller, but the cattle won't mind.
它们没有看到任何危险 They don't see any danger.
它们认为它们只是进入另一个卡车 They think they're just gettin' into another truck.
楼梯引领它们温和向上走 The stairway leads them gently upwards.
地板成为传送带 The floor becomes a conveyor.
支架提升到达它们的胸部 A rest rises up to meet their chest
所以它们被舒适的传送 so they're comfortably carried.
它们会非常安静 They'll be very calm.
自然是冷酷的，但我们不必如此 Nature is cruel, but we don't have to be.
我们欠它们一些尊重 We owe them some respect.
我摸了第一头被击晕的牛 I touched the first cow as it was being stunned.
几秒钟以后，它将成为另一片片的牛肉，但是... In a few seconds, it was gonna be just another piece of beef, but...
在那一刻，它仍然是一个个体 In that moment, it was still an individual.
它是平静的 It was calm
然后死去 and then it was gone.
我开始意识到生命如此可贵 I became aware of how precious life was.
我想到死亡，我感到接近上帝 And I thought about death and I felt close to God.
我不想我的想法和我死去 I don't want my thoughts to die with me.
我要做些什么 I want to have done something.
谢谢你邀请我 Thank you for inviting me.
你是我想要邀请的人 You were the one person I wanted here.
其他人会受不了他们所见到的 Other people would have been overwhelmed by what they were seeing.
那会令他们困惑 It would have confused them.
我知道你是唯一能感到真正发生了什么， I knew you would be the only one able to sense what was really going on,
那个能感受到我要实现什么的人 who could feel what I was trying to accomplish.
还有很多事我不能理解 There are a lot of things I can't understand,
但是我仍然想让我的生活有意义 but I still want my life to have meaning.
我不知道我要听听更多专家的意见 I don't know that I want to hear from any more experts.
如果你能让我完成。你能让我完成么？ If you will please let me finish. Will you please let me finish?
通过密集的心理疗法，一位自闭症孩子能被治愈... With intensive psychotherapy, an autistic child can be treated...
但是瑞姆兰德报告清楚显示：自闭症不是心理问题 But the Rimland report plainly shows autism isn't a psychological problem.
平静下来，平静下来，甜心 Calm down. Calm done, sweetie.
如果你能让她平静的坐下来，会变得好些 It would be better if you could get her to sit calmly.
试着控制她 Try to control her.
但是我们被告知自我旋转有帮助，事实上，令他们平静 But we were told self-stimming is good. It eventually calms them.
自我旋转就是自我安慰 Self-stimming is self-comforting.
自我刺激...摆动，旋转，滚动... Self-stimulation... Rocking, spinning, rolling...
我认为旋转有帮助 Well, I think spinning is good.
打滚也行 And rolling too.
事实上，自我刺激的确平静紧张的系统 Self-stimulation does seem to eventually calm the nervous system.
可以是种不愿被拥抱的补偿方式 It can be a way to compensate for not being held.
对被其他人拥抱感到害怕 And being held by another person is scary,
但是打滚或被其他表面拥抱 but rolling or being held by surfaces
产生如普通孩子得到拥抱所产生的平静效应 produces the calming effect that ordinary children get from a hug.
你孩子多大了？ How old's your child?
我没有孩子 Well, I don't have children.
不是，我就有自闭症 No, I'm autistic.
我需要拥抱的感受 And I need the sensation of being hugged.
我开发了一台机器，我进入其中 And I've developed a machine that I get into
它能拥抱我，我随后不同了 and hugs me and I'm different afterwards.
我更会交际了 I'm more social.
我自从四岁才开始说话 Well, I didn't speak until I was four
现在我拥有学士和硕士学位，而且正在读我的博士 and now I have a B.A. and a masters and I'm studying for my doctorate.
请不要喊！ Please don't shout! Please!
大多数自闭症患者对声音和颜色 Most autistic people are very sensitive
是非常敏感的 to sounds and colors.
过度刺激会伤害他们 Over-stimulation hurts.
人们一次说太多，你知道，会引起我们恐慌 People talkin' too much at once, you know, can cause us to panic.
你是如何治愈的呢？ How did you get cured?
哦，我没有治愈，我一直都有自闭症 Well, I'm not cured. I'll always be autistic.
我妈妈拒绝相信我不会说话 My mother refused to believe that I wouldn't speak.
但我学会说话，她送我去上学 And when I learned to speak, she made me go to school.
在学校和家里 And in school and at home,
礼貌和规则是非常重要的 manners and rules were really important.
它们被不断地灌输于我 They were pounded into me.
我很幸运 I was lucky.
全部这些事情对我起作用 All these things worked for me.
每个人都努力使我感到受到注意 Everyone worked hard to make sure that I was engaged.
我是指，他们知道我有所不同，但是不是残缺 I mean, they knew I was different, but not less.
你知道，我有天赋 You know, I had a gift.
我能以新的方式看待世界 I could see the world in a new way.
我能留意其他人无视的细节 I could see details that other people were blind to.
妈妈强迫我能自力更生 My mother pushed me to become self-sufficient.
我暑假在阿姨的农场工作 I worked summers at my aunt's ranch.
我上寄宿学校和大学 I went to boarding school and college
所有这些事情起初使我很不舒服 and those things were uncomfortable for me at first,
但是他们帮助我打开门步入新的世界 but they helped me to open doors to new worlds.
抱歉 Excuse me, please,
但是我们想听到一切关于你的故事 but we want to hear everything.
你是科学家么？ Are you a scientist?
- 你不能打人 - 你认为你能解决么？ - You cannot hit people. - Think you can figure it out?
Four, three, two, one. 4,3,2,1
我有只笔和写字板 I have a pen and a clipboard.
- 考虑那是一扇门 - 只是朝头上一击 - Think of it as a door. - Just take one knock to the head.
我无法理解为什么人们毫无理由的冷酷无情！ I don't understand why people are cruel for no reason!
你有非常特别的思维 You have a very special mind.
你以别人无法办到的方式看世界 You see the world in ways that others can't.
葛兰汀女士，这是一个杰作 Miss Grandin, this is a masterpiece.
一扇门开了，我穿了过去 A door opened and I went through it.
是的，你做到了，我把住了 Yes, you did, and I held it.
我是坦普尔。葛兰汀 I'm Temple Grandin.
坦普尔是科罗拉多州立大学的教授 在世界各地做了有关自闭症和动物处置的讲座
在北美，超过一半的牛以她所设计的人性系统来处理