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我曾是名优秀的士兵 I was a good soldier.
我雄心壮志 I had purpose
我热爱它 and I loved it.
伊拉克 拉斯特米亚 2007年4月28日
我在领头的悍马上担任护卫兵 I rode shotgun in a lead Humvee
同时寻找炸弹 and I looked for bombs.
你看不到炸弹 除非他们想让你看见 You don't see the bomb unless they want you to.
你能感觉到 You sense it.
你就是知道 You just know.
那天我们避开了炸弹 I avoided the bomb that day.
却陷入了埋伏 But led us right into an ambush.
艾默里就是因此阵亡的 That's how Emory happened.
安全 Clear.
妈的 Fuck.
有人中枪 Man down!
撑住 艾默里 有我在 Hang on, Emory. I got you!
撑住 艾默里 Hang on, Emory.
撑住 有我在 Hang on. I got you.
撑住兄弟 撑住 Hang on, buddy. Hang on!
还剩一百天
去他妈的伊拉克
安息吧
但愿我不会死
当你离开军队 没人会关心你做了什么 你因为表现优异或者奋勇杀敌而获得的勋章 换来的却是少得可怜的薪水
我的天 为什么胖子都这么搞笑 Oh, my God. Why are fat people so funny?
我跟你保证 这世上最搞笑的混蛋 I swear, the funniest fuckers that ever lived
他们都是胖子 they're always fat motherfuckers, you know?
所以你要出名了 因为你变胖了吗 Is that why you're getting out? You're gonna get fat?
是啊 我变胖了 Yeah. Yeah, I'm getting fat.
美国黑人演员
查普尔不胖 Chappelle isn't fat.
美国黑人演员
克里斯·洛克也不胖 Then you got Chris Rock.
不不不 别举黑人的例子 No, no, no, you're doing a black thing.
什么 What?
- 我拿黑人举例 - 你拿黑人举例 - I'm doing a black thing? - You're doing a black thing.
- 我没有 兄弟 - 怎么了 黑人不算吗 - No, I'm not, man. - What? Black don't count?
我在做有趣的事 I'm doing the funny thing.
是啊 干得不错 小索 你全身都是白的 我见过你裸体 Yeah, nice try, SaMo. You're barely black. I've seen you naked.
哦 我还见过你那软绵绵的东西呢 小子 Ooh! I've seen your weak shit too, boy.
一次就萎 小得看不见 One-and-done, and didn't see shit.
是啊 你这辈子都阳痿 Yeah, you been one-and-done your whole life.
这是我第二次驻派 蠢货 This my second deployment, dumb fuck.
如果你能长点脑子的话 这会是你最后一次驻派 If you had any fucking brains up there, it'd be your fucking last.
去他妈的 参军救了我的命 Fuck that. Army saved my life.
好吧 Yeah. Okay.
什么时候开单身汉舞会 小查 So, when's the bachelor party, champ?
老哥 我不能去单身汉舞会 Oh, man. I can't have a bachelor party.
你知道我喝醉的模样 You've seen me drunk.
是啊 你连包装纸都能操 Yeah, you'd fuck a blister.
那又怎样 So what?
不行 我女朋友不喜欢这样 No. My girl's not into it.
我只是不想把一切搞砸了 行吗 I just don't want to fuck this up, all right?
别找借口了 So much for balls, man.
单身汉舞会不关她事 The bachelor party is none of her business, all right?
这是我们的事 That's our thing.
听着 我希望你们能在婚礼前见她一面 Look, I want you guys to come meet her before the wedding though.
妈的 这家伙过去的十一个月都在说这件事 Shit, this guy, that's all he talked about for the past 11 months.
我都感觉是我要娶她了 I feel like I'm married to her.
老兄 在那视频里 当你要... Dude, in that fucking video, when you're going like that and...
去你的 Fuck you, man!
- 你认真的吗 - 是啊 - You serious? - Yeah.
如果被她知道你们看见了 说真的 If she found out you saw that... Seriously.
我只是不知道你是左撇子 那真是... I just didn't know you're left-handed. That's...
老哥 别搞我了 Guys, don't fuck with me, man.
说真的 别搞我了 Seriously, don't fuck with me.
我们什么都没看见 行吗 Hey, nobody saw shit, all right?
- 你们得守口如瓶 - 这是个笑话 好吗 - That stays here. - It's a fucking joke, okay?
作战保密 OPSEC.
不过那小视频真不错 But it was a pretty great video.
远离街道 行吗 Hey, stay off the streets, all right?
我已经在沙漠呆了三个月 I'm back in the sand in three months.
我不会那样讲 That's not what I said.
二等兵摩根 Private Morgan.
一等兵沃勒 PFC Waller.
谢谢 Thank you.
舒曼中士 Sergeant Schumann.
欢迎回家 舒曼中士 Welcome home, Sergeant Schumann.
技术兵艾乐提 Specialist Aieti.
舒曼中士 我是阿曼达·多斯特 Sergeant Schumann, I'm Amanda Doster.
你得告诉我 我丈夫是怎么死的 I need you to tell me how my husband died.
多斯特上士 詹姆斯·多斯特 Sergeant Doster, James Doster.
他死的时候你在那吗 Were you there when he died?
不在 No.
他痛苦吗 他说什么了 我得知道 Did he suffer? What did he say? I need to know.
告诉我 我丈夫怎么死的 Tell me how my husband died.
- 我们能吃个派吗 - 当然了 - Can we get a pie? - Of course we can.
先把晚饭吃完 Eat your dinner first.
你们娘俩可真可爱 You girls look so pretty.
那小杰呢 What about Jaxy?
小杰也可爱 And Jaxy, yeah!
这是个可爱的小跳高运动员 伙计 That's a sweet little jumper there, buddy.
我没想到阿曼达会那样做 I can't believe Amanda did that.
她毁了一切 She ruined everything.
没关系 Doesn't matter.
我们想给你一个完美的接风 We wanted to make it nice for you.
很完美 It is nice.
它本应是完美的 It was supposed to be perfect.
我们想让它完美 We wanted it to be perfect.
真的很完美 It is perfect.
我坐在这儿 完好无缺 I'm here. I got all my limbs. I got all my pieces
和我最爱的女孩们在一起 还有小杰 with my favorite girls, and Jax.
很完美了 宝贝 It's perfect, baby.
我想要个孩子 索尔 I wanna have a baby, Sol.
你就不能等回家再说吗 You can't wait till we're home?
我美丽的妻子
你又要走了 对吗 You are getting out, right?
他们可能会让我延长服役 但... They'll probably come after me to re-enlist, but...
索罗 Solo.
我就说说 I'm just saying.
你从伊拉克回来吗 You back from Iraq?
是的 十一个月零十九天 Yes, sir. Eleven months and 19 days.
你在那教他们做人了吗 You kick some ass over there?
是的 老兄 Yeah. Yeah, man.
你要去哪 Where are you going?
我想去老房子那转转 I wanna swing by the old house.
你是想自寻烦恼吗 Are you trying to make yourself crazy?
也许吧 Maybe.
租客怎么样 How are the renters?
如果他们没租我们的房子 我会更喜欢他们 I'd like them a whole lot more if they didn't live in our fucking house.
他们都不浇草坪 They're not watering my lawn.
如果你没买那个泳池 可能我们还住这儿 We'd probably still live here if you hadn't bought that pool.
我们的孩子能在泳池里学游泳 Our kids are gonna learn to swim in that pool.
是吗 Oh, yeah?
等他们青春期还要学游泳吗 Are they gonna learn how to swim when they're teenagers?
为什么吻我 Where did that come from?
我们搬回来住 We're getting back in this house.
有人吗 Hello?
翠西 Tracey?
小翠 Tray!
宝贝 Baby!
妈的 Fuck!
我是翠西 This is Tracey.
请留言 我会尽快回电 Please leave a message and I'll get back to you when I can.
翠西 你在哪 Tracey, where are you?
我们的家具呢 Where's our furniture?
我试着冷静 但我刚回家 I'm trying not to freak out, but I just got back
然后发现没有电 and the electricity's off,
我的借记卡不能用了 my debit card isn't working.
能回我电话吗 Can you call me?
我爱你 I love you. Just...
给我回话 行吗 Just call me, all right?
我是翠西 This is Tracey.
请留言 我会尽快回电 Please leave a message and I'll get back to you when I can.
翠西 你他妈在哪 Tracey, where the fuck are you?
住这我们能省多少钱 How much we save by living here?
不多 Not enough.
我是要跟你上床还是怎么的 Am I getting laid or what?
是啊 你要跟我上床 Oh, yeah, you're getting laid.
事实上 我要在这下蛋 In fact, I might lay an egg up in here.
不要蛋也不要种子 什么都不要 No more eggs or seeds or any of that.
拜托 你不想再生一个吗 Come on, you don't want another one?
等你和他们相处一周后再说 Let's see how you feel after a weekend alone with them.
你觉得你还能去哪 And where do you think you're going?
你离开了三次 现在轮到我了 You left three times. Now it's my turn.
我不会再走了 Well, I'm not leaving again.
我退伍了 I'm home for good.
还记得曾经的我们吗 Do you remember who we were before all this?
一对放荡的小孩 A couple of dumb, horny kids.
差不多了 Pretty much.
我们依然放荡 Still dumb and horny.
还生了一对小孩 With a couple kids.
你起来多久了 How long you been up?
现在是巴格达下午四点了 It's already 4:00 p. m. in Baghdad.
你们准备好吃烤饼了吗 You guys ready for some hotcakes?
你在吃口香糖吗 Are you chewing gum?
你什么时候开始吃口香糖了 When did you become a gum chewer?
告诉我你不想念我做的烤饼 Tell me you didn't miss my pancakes.
闻起来还不错 It smells good.
今天需要你来照看孩子 I need you to watch the kids today.
你能看着他们几个小时吗 Can you handle them for a couple hours?
当然 Yeah. Sure can.
好的 All right.
我这有些培根 今天就你和我了 佐伊 I got some bacon here. It's you and me today, Zoe.
还有小杰 And Jax.
没错 还有小男子汉小杰 And the Jax-man. Got it.
我在想 今晚我妈可以看孩子 I was thinking my mom could babysit tonight
然后我们可以去赛车场 and we could go to the speedway.
你知道我喜欢 You know I like that.
我过会要在高尔夫球场停一下 I'm gonna stop by the golf course later,
看看他们要不要草坪养护员 see if they need any greensmen.
好的 Okay.
怎么了 What?
这是小孩子干的 It's a kid's job.
我之前干过 Same job I had before.
你之前领导一帮人 You were just in charge of a dozen men
而现在你要去割草 and now you're gonna mow grass?
能把那个关小点吗 佐伊 Hey, can you turn that off, Zoe?
不能 No.
好吧 All right.
给你们做了烤饼 用巧克力豆画了个笑脸 Got one chocolate chip smiley face pancake for you.
我讨厌巧克力 I hate chocolate.
是吗 You do?
是的 笨蛋 Yes, silly bum-bum.
她不喜欢巧克力 She doesn't like chocolate.
好吧 我想我错过了 Okay. I guess I missed that part.
还有什么 我还错过了什么 What else? Anything else that I missed?
给你 技术兵 Here you go, Specialist.
你要安眠酮做什么 What are you taking the Somex for?
为了在那能睡着 It was to sleep over there.
那心得安呢 And what about the Propranolol?
我没吃那个 Yeah, I don't think I was taking that.
你被脑海中的思绪所困扰吗 Are you bothered by racing thoughts?
没有 长官 No, sir.
放下过去了 Reliving past events?
还没有 Not really.
记忆力有减退吗 Any lapse in memory?
我有时会丢东西 Uh... I lose stuff sometimes.
你是说 把东西放错地方吗 You mean, you misplace things?
是的 或者会不记得 Yeah, or things I was gonna do
我要去做或做过的事 or trying to remember if I did.
情绪有波动吗 How about mood swings?
没有 No.
你被简易爆炸装置击中的时候 When you were hit with the IED
听到放电的声音了吗 did you experience discharge from the ears?
我那时只想回我的连队 I just wanna get back to my unit.
拉斯特米亚的随行医师 The company physician in Rustamiyah
提交了关于你外伤性脑损伤的文件 documented complaints consistent with traumatic brain injury.
我感觉很好 I feel good.
我准备好回去了 I'm ready to go back.
想让我帮你口吗 Do you want a blow job?
在这儿 Right here?
如果那能让你好受点的话 If it'll make you feel better.
别小看我 Don't underestimate me.
我比你更坚强 I'm tougher than you are.
你别以为我受不了 So you don't have to spare me the details
所以不跟我说那些细节 'cause you think I can't take it.
你能承受的我也能 I can take anything you can.
除了沉默 Anything but quiet.
这次有点不同 It was just different this time.
怎么不同 Different how?
感觉更漫长了 This one felt a lot longer.
最后关头 事情急转直下 最后变得很糟糕 Towards the end, things took a turn and got really bad.
多斯特死的时候你们在一起吗 Were you with Doster when he died?
不在 No. I wasn't there.
当我们离家的时候 他们有时会有点抓狂 Sometimes they get a little crazy when we're gone, right?
你得给她一点时间 You just gotta give her a minute.
这不像普通的离家出走 伙计 It's not like she packed a bag, dude.
她甩了我 She cleaned me out.
我得弄明白 I gotta figure this out.
之后我们能看那部小电影吗 Can we see that nudie video then?
你真狗 Such a dog.
怎么了 你也有小电影吗 小舒 她可是个尤物 What, you got a video, Shoe? She's hot, man.
去你妈的 你承认了 I will fuck you up. You promise?
我发誓 这就像你一直离家在外 I swear, it's like the whole time you're out there,
你只想着回家 all you wanna do is come home.
回到家 发现家里一团糟 你懂吗 Come home, and home's just fucked, you know?
伙计 你这次是硬着陆 Hey. You had a rough landing, buddy.
是啊 都他妈要坠机了 Yeah, fucking crash landing.
我得弄点钱 I gotta make some money.
靠那部小电影啊 兄弟 That video, bro.
你认真的吗 You serious?
我会花二十美元买一部 I'll give you 20 bucks for it. Mmm.
- 你也这么想 小舒 - 是啊 二十美元一部 - You too, Shoe? Yeah? - Yeah. 20 bucks.
可能我该和你一起回去 索罗 Maybe I'll just redeploy with you, Solo.
再做九个月的排雷 Stack checks for nine months, you know?
这么跟你说吧 我很喜欢你 Hey, I'll tell you what, I fucking love you man, okay?
可你会吸雷 But you're a bomb magnet.
你被炸了七次 You got blown up seven times.
在你的破事弄完之前 你可以跟我住 Hey, you can come stay with me until we square your shit up.
我们可以找个房子 就我们几个住 We should get a house. Just us.
每天都是男人之夜 Man love Thursdays, every day.
那样能让我好受点吗 That's supposed to make me feel better?
- 对吗 - 是啊 - Yeah? - Yeah.
- 去你妈的黑屁眼 - 哦 我的黑屁眼 - Faggin' out with your coco ass? - Oh, my coco ass?
开战了 Shots fired.
你有想过艾默里吗 Do you ever think about Emory?
他活下来了 兄弟 Emory's alive, man.
他回到阿肯色州了 He's back home in Arkansas.
也许我们该去看看他 Maybe we should go visit him.
是啊 你该开车去看看 Yeah, you should drive down there.
你想过多斯特吗 Do you ever think about Doster?
随它去吧 Let it go.
他们教过我们要那样吗 Did they teach us that in basic?
好吧 All right.
妈的 Oh, shit!
《What is love》
- Haddaway
就是这节奏 干杯 兄弟 This is it! Let's go, buddy.
威尔 这是你的主题曲 Yeah, Will. It's your song, boy.
什么鬼 What the...
糟了 Oh, no! Oh, shit!
伙计 我还有孩子呢 Hey, man. I got kids, man.
- 不好意思 兄弟 - 没事 你睡沙发吧 - I'm sorry, man. - All right, get your ass on the couch.
我才不呆在这 这太蠢了 I'm not staying here, bro. It's fucking dumb, man.
你什么意思 我家可漂亮了 What do you mean, man? My house is beautiful.
来吧 就这儿 这都是你的地盘了 Come on, there you go. That's all you.
- 这是我的 - 是的 上去吧 - This is me? - That's you, right there. Get!
兄弟 说真的 我想揍你了 Hey, man, seriously, I'm about to kick your ass.
把鞋脱了 他们脏死了 And take your shoes off. They're muddy as shit.
不好意思 伙计 Sorry, bro.
你不上来睡一会吗 小舒 You're not gonna come snuggle, Shoe?
不了 你不是我的菜 No, you're not my type.
我不喜欢红头发的丑八怪 I don't like red-headed, ugly-looking dudes.
给你 公主殿下 Here you go, princess.
好了 你还好吧 All right. You cool, man?
- 我没事 - 好的 - Yeah. - All right.
这沙发你想睡多久都可以 Hey, this couch is yours for as long as you need it, all right?
行 你是个好人 中士 Yeah. You're a good man, Sar'ent. You know that?
明天见 兄弟 All right. See you tomorrow, man.
- 威尔 - 你干嘛要那样做 - Will. - Why are you doing this?
- 不要 - 不要什么 - Don't. - Don't what?
拜托 不要在这 Please don't. Not here.
- 怎么了 - 结束了 我很抱歉 但我们结束了 - What? - It's over. I'm sorry, but it's over.
我们都要结婚了 We were gonna get married.
你把我甩了 还带走了我女儿 You cleaned me out, took my daughter.
她是我女儿 不是你的 She is my daughter, not yours.
你怎么能说那种话 How can you say that?
从她出生起我就一直在那 I've been there since she was born.
你一去不复返 You were gone forever.
那都是为了我们 That was because of us.
我是为了我们去驻派的 I enlisted for us.
我不能对你那样 I can't do this with you.
哪样 Do what?
别逼我叫保安 Don't make me call security.
你快走吧 You've got to go.
我能去哪 Where do I go?
我叫他留下来了 Told him to stay.
他为什么就不肯待在他妈的沙发上 Why wouldn't he just stay on the fucking couch?
操 Fuck!
他被炸了七次 He got blown up seven times.
他倒霉透了 一般人不会被炸 He was fucked up. Normal people don't get blown up.
一般人不会被他们未婚妻洗劫一空 Normal people don't get robbed blind by their fucking fiancée, man.
他们不会被炸 兄弟 They don't get blown up, bro.
如果他这么糟糕 为什么他不说出来 If he was so fucked up, why didn't he say anything?
军队不让我重新驻派 他们想让我退伍 Army won't let me redeploy. They trying to discharge me.
为什么 For what?
你说呢 What do you think?
我的生活一团糟 My shit's scrambled.
我不属于这里 I don't belong here.
我的孩子被伤害了 My boy was hurt.
受伤了 He was injured.
你没法看见 但那是事实 You couldn't see it, but, uh, but he was.
从他电话里传来的声音里 I could hear it in his voice,
我没法感受到 in the way he talked to me on the phone.
但我和他只能通过电话交谈 But there was only so much he would let me do.
如果你也和他一样受伤了 If you're hurt like he was,
找个人说说话 talk to someone.
别像他一样 Please don't do this.
立正 鸣枪 Firing party, attention!
举枪 Port arms.
鸣枪准备 齐射三枪 Firing party, prepare for ready, three volleys!
半面向右转 Half-right face!
立正 准备 瞄准 Attention. Ready. Aim.
亚当·舒曼 Adam Schumann?
是我 Yes, ma'am.
抱歉 我本来准备早点过来介绍我自己的 I'm sorry, I was gonna come and introduce myself earlier.
我只想谢谢你 I just wanted to say thank you
谢谢你在那照顾我儿子 for looking after my son over there.
他是我兄弟 He was my brother.
我们互相照顾 We looked after each other.
他在那已经挣扎了好几个月了 He'd been struggling for months over there.
我们提前计划过了 在加州找了一所治疗机构 We planned ahead. We found a treatment facility in California.
那里的老板也曾是一名士兵 The guy who runs this place, uh, he was a soldier.
他已经干这行三十年了 He's been doing it for 30 years.
所以如果你知道有人需要的话... So if you know anybody who needs...
谢谢你 Thank you.
很高兴你能过来 I'm really glad you're here.
她什么时候和多斯特的妻子成朋友了 When did she become friends with Doster's wife?
当他接管我们排之后 When he took over our platoon.
那她知道他坐了你的位置吗 Does she know that he took your place on the rig?
不知道 No.
走吧 兄弟 Let's go, bro.
能走了吗 Can we go?
我以为你在吃克诺平 I thought you were on Klonopin.
抗焦虑药物
不管用 It doesn't work.
没一样管用的 None of it works.
威尔喜欢打猎 所以我们去打猎 Will liked to hunt, so we're going hunting.
小心点 Be careful.
我是小心队长 I'm Captain Careful.
我们去打点东西 Let's go shoot something.
没人知道你战斗过 除非你有条胳臂被炸飞了 Nobody knows you fought unless you got your fucking arm blown off.
我宁愿那样 I'd take it.
我情愿屁股被炸飞 然后当个英雄 也不要跟现在这样 I'd rather be a hero with my ass blown off than this shit.
我感觉我都不是我自己了 I don't even feel like me anymore.
我猜你不懂我什么意思 I guess you don't know what I mean.
你无忧无虑 You don't got stress.
你过得很好 对吗 You're good, right?
我觉得那个人被炸掉的不是捡花的那只手 I don't think that guy lost his arm picking flowers, man.
这是什么意思 What the fuck does that mean?
意思就是我们对他一无所知 It means we don't know shit about him.
你宁愿失去一条腿也不要现在这样吗 Would you rather lose your leg than this?
膝盖以下吗 Below the knee?
不 膝盖以上 Nah, above the knee.
去他妈的 我愿意 Fuck it. I'll take it.
- 那你的耳朵呢 - 我还能听见吗 - How about your ear? - Can I still hear?
不行 但你还能掏耳朵 No. But you can still finger-fuck it.
你还能从另一只耳朵听见 And you can hear out of your other ear.
但这样就看不出我是战争英雄了 只是一个没耳朵的怪胎 But I won't look like no war hero, just some freak with no ear.
你还记得那谁吗 布拉沃 嘴唇被炸掉的那个 Hey, what was that... You remember that Bravo who got his lips blown off?
谁 娘炮脸那个吗 Who? Pussy face?
- 对 娘炮脸 - 妈的 - Yeah, pussy face. - Oh, fuck.
- 你想要那样吗 - 才不要 - That's what you want? - Hell no.
你还记得多斯特死的那天你对我说什么吗 You remember what you said to me the day Doster died?
我们把他拉进屋子的时候 When we were dragging him inside?
我还记得他的皮肤被灼伤了 正在掉下来 I remember his skin was so burnt it was falling off.
那味道 The smell.
你不记得你说什么了 You don't remember what you said?
是啊 我什么都不记得 我的记性超差 No, bro, I don't remember shit. My memory is shot.
我说什么了 What did I say?
你说如果我在那 这一切都不会发生 You said that none of it would have happened if I'd have been there.
这他妈是句屁话 兄弟 That's a fucked thing to say, man.
我要把他们吓到水边去 All right, I'm gonna scare them towards the water.
你在弯道那里接应 You push up from that bend.
索罗 Solo!
喂 Hey!
索罗 Solo!
你是想被打中吗 Hey, you trying to get fucking shot?
- 什么 - 你他妈在那干嘛 - What? - What the fuck are you doing out there?
我不在那 I wasn't out there.
不 你在那 我看见你了 Yeah, you were. I saw you out there.
我在这动都没动 I didn't even make it out there.
太黑了 我忘带夜视仪了 It's too dark. I forgot my goggles.
我看见你了 I saw you.
不 你没有 那不是我 No, you didn't. Wasn't me.
你还好吗 You all right?
不 我不好 No, man, I'm not all right.
操 Fuck!
我还能尝到了他的血 I still taste his blood.
我背着他下楼梯 I carried him down those stairs.
我还尝到了他的血 I can still taste his blood.
我们该怎么办 What do we do?
找人帮忙 We get some help.
好 Yeah.
好的 Okay.
你要睡了吗 Are you coming to bed?
是的 Yeah.
我想明早我得去试试找个工作 Think I'm gonna try and find a job early tomorrow.
好啊 Okay.
你还好吗 You all right?
我很好 I'm good.
你身上都是泥 You got mud everywhere...
快洗洗睡吧 So clean up. Come to bed.
退伍军人事务处
为服务我们之人服务
艾丽娅怀孕了 Alea's pregnant.
是吗 好事啊 兄弟 太棒了 Yeah? Nice, man, that's great!
好极了 Hell yeah!
你会做得很棒的 真的 You're gonna do great, seriously.
孩子能改变一切 Kids change everything.
我要用自己的名字给他取名 这样就忘不了他的名字了 I'm gonna name him after me so I don't forget his name.
先生 请出示你的退伍士兵管理卡 Can I have your VA card, sir?
退伍士兵管理卡 My VA card?
什么 我还要有那张卡吗 What? Am I supposed to have one of those?
如果没有的话 你得去二楼 If you don't have one, you need to go to the second floor.
明白了吗 Okay? You understand?
特种部队的人不停地跟我说什么迷幻药治疗法 Special forces guy was telling me ecstasy cures all this shit.
是吗 那我们来这干嘛 Yeah? What the hell are we doing here?
舒曼中士 Sergeant Schumann.
是的 长官 Yes, sir.
稍息 At ease.
你穿便服我都认不出来了 I didn't recognize you in civvies.
有时候我自己都认不出自己 长官 I don't recognize myself sometimes either, sir.
几个月前回来的 Got out a few months back.
你是为何而去 Why'd you go and do that?
我妻子 我三次驻派期间有了两个孩子 The wife. I was downrange three times with two kids.
明白了 Roger that.
你在这做什么 What's this line you're in?
我们来申请退伍兵治疗 长官 We're applying for service connection, sir.
小舒 你曾是我手下的猛将 Shoe, you were my hammer out there.
别让那些年轻人看到你这幅样子 Don't let these young guys see you fold like this.
有损士气 It's bad for morale.
对我军影响不好 Bad for Big Army.
那个戴着闪闪勋章的混蛋 That shiny medal motherfucker.
他没参加战斗 He didn't do our war.
他连门都没踹过 He wasn't fucking kicking in doors.
他的战斗就是他妈的坐在电脑前 He fought his war at a fucking computer.
有人在家吗 Anybody home?
妈的 Fuck it.
鸡蛋 没有巧克力豆 Eggs, no chocolate chips.
来吧 小杰 唱出来 Come on, Jaxy, just sing it.
赶紧 佐伊 我们要去学校了 Hurry up, Zoe. We gotta get to school.
威尔的妈妈给了我那所西边的治疗机构的号码 Will's mom gave me the number to this treatment facility out west.
西边 Out west?
加州 California.
操 Fuck!
他们可能会给我诊断为创伤后应激障碍 This shit could give me PTSD.
这是我们的表格 把它填好 This is our care package. Fill it out,
在审核后 你会被分配给 and on review, you'll be directed to
一位初级护理医师和一位精神科医师 a primary care physician and psychiatrist.
审核需要多久 How long does that take?
一般是十二周 不过我们现在经济出了问题 所以... Usually 12 weeks, but we're in arrears so...
经济问题 Arrears?
是的 我们已经有援助了 大概六到九个月吧 Yeah, we're backed up. It could be six to nine months.
你在逗我吗 Are you kidding?
你觉得这些人能等那么久吗 You think these guys can wait that long?
你说什么 Excuse me?
我说 你看这么多人 I said, how many of these guys in this room
你觉得他们能撑到六到九个月以后吗 do you think will make it six to nine months?
- 如果你说完了 - 不 我还没完 - If you're finished... - No, I'm not finished, man.
听着 我们需要见某个人 明白吗 Look. We need to see somebody, okay?
你不断地用经济问题的屁话来搪塞我 You're feeding me this fucking arrears bullshit.
我兄弟屁股都坐麻了 My boy here fought his ass off.
明白吗 他做了他该做的 现在该你了 All right? He did his job, now do yours.
我来见他 行吗 I'll see him. Okay?
我午饭时间有二十分钟空闲 I've got 20 minutes left on my lunch.
让他过来就行 Just have him come around the side.
好 谢谢你 Okay. Thank you.
好了 你去吧 All right, look alive. You're up.
那你呢 What about you?
你先去 我在你后面 Nah, you go first. I'll get the next one.
这上面说你有记忆方面的问题 It says here you're having trouble remembering.
今天是几号 Can you tell me the date?
五月 It's May.
很好 几号 Good. How about day and date?
周四 Thursday.
今天是周三 五月七日 Today is Wednesday, May 7th.
你有过自杀的念头吗 Are you having any suicidal ideation?
我只想回到我的连队 I... I just wanna get back to my unit.
和弟兄们分别一定很艰难吧 It must be hard to be separated from your brothers like that.
是啊 Yeah.
我有孩子了 We're having a baby.
那很棒 That's great!
所以你会有个新的连队 So you'll have a new unit.
你还记得日期吗 Do you remember the date?
记得 你说是周四 五月 Yeah, you said, uh, Thursday, May.
所以你在这方面确实有些问题 So we're having a little trouble with that.
我们试试词语联想 Let's try word association.
对我而言 周三听起来就像是婚礼 To me, the word Wednesday sounds like wedding day.
我一直想要一场盛大的婚礼 I always wanted a big wedding.
你有过吗 Did you have a wedding?
有过 Yes, ma'am.
所以当我问你今天几号的时候 So when I ask you what day it is,
我要你想着你的婚礼 I want you to think of your wedding.
你做噩梦吗 Are you still having nightmares?
有时候我会看见多斯特 他着火了 Sometimes I see Doster. He's on fire.
不过多数时候 我都醒着 But mostly, I'm awake.
你醒着的时候看到的他吗 You see him when you're awake?
那股味道 The smell.
你还记得今天几号吗 Do you remember what day it is?
周三 婚礼 Wednesday, wedding day.
干得不错 Good job.
你看 这样很好 我们可以这样来记东西 You see, that's great, and we can use that to remember anything.
所以你能帮我填好这个吗 So you could help me fill this out?
抱歉 我这周的午饭时间都有病人预约 I'm sorry, I'm booked with patients during my lunch all week.
你妻子能帮我们吗 Can your wife help us?
我还没告诉她 I... I haven't told her.
你得和她敞开心扉 You gotta share this with her.
一份关于参军经历的调查问卷
我梦见过我的战斗经历 我看见过负伤战友的脸 我无法控制心中的怒火
我的日常生活受到影响 家人注意到了我的变化 我隐瞒了内心的挫败感
"你是否出于医疗原因 "Have you used drugs other than those required
过量服用药物" for medical reasons?"
没有 Never.
"当你想嗑药的时候是否总能制止自己" "Are you always able to stop using drugs when you want?"
多数时候可以 Mostly.
那可是毒品 真是愚蠢的问题 They're drugs. That's a stupid question.
"毒品是否让你和你的配偶产生矛盾" "Have drugs ever created a problem between you and your spouse?"
没有 No.
你曾被逮捕四次 You were arrested for possession four times.
那不是个问题吗 That wasn't a problem?
那时我们还没结婚 Well, we weren't married.
好的 接下来是"直面战斗" Okay, the next section is "Exposure to Combat Scale."
"你是否曾遭到敌人袭击" "Were you ever under enemy fire?"
我感觉现在就是 I feel like I am right now.
宝贝 你做得很好 Hey. Baby, you're doing good.
"你是否被火力压制过" "Were you ever pinned down?"
没有 No.
"你朝敌人射击过是多少次" "How often did you fire rounds at the enemy?"
我还得记着吗 Uh... I was supposed to count?
选项有"从未" Options are, "Never.
"一至两次和三至十二次" "One to two times. Three to 12 times.
"十三至十五次和五十次以上" "Thirteen to 50 times. Over 50."
五十次以上 Over 50.
"你看到队友负伤的次数是多少" "How often did you see someone get hit by incoming or outgoing rounds?"
"从未 一至两次 "Never. One to two times.
"三至十二次 "Three to 12 times.
十三至五十次 超过五十次" Thirteen to 50 times. Over 50."
索罗 Solo.
喂 Hey.
我见过平民的尸体 当我回想在军队干过的事时 我想死 我夜不能寐
从未 偶尔 经常 频繁
我挣扎时觉得很孤单 我感觉我撑不下去了 我的日常生活有问题
我跟周围的人疏远了 我最近想自杀 我想伤害身边的人
妈呀 瞧瞧你 Damn! Look at you.
那是从哪来的 Where'd that come from?
你别管 Don't worry about it.
下去 Get off!
怎么了 What happened?
我干嘛了 What did I do?
我不懂 告诉我该怎么办 I don't understand. Tell me what to do.
我需要你跟我谈谈 亚当 I need you to talk to me, Adam.
是时候了 我给你好几个月了 It's time. I've given you months!
我以为我们之间完了 结果你买了情趣内衣 I thought we were broke, and you're buying fucking lingerie!
我以为你没事 I thought you were fine.
你撒谎了 我找到你的退役士兵问卷了 You're lying to me! I found your VA questionnaire!
一切都是谎言 Everything's a lie!
- 我没撒谎 - 你糟透了 - I'm not lying. - You're fucked up!
你根本就没去找工作 You're not looking for a job!
你病了 如果你不跟我谈谈 You're sick, and I can't do anything
我他妈没法帮你 亚当 if you don't fucking talk to me, Adam!
我只有病了 才能拿到退伍兵福利 I have to be sick or I can't get my benefits.
所以你不想死吗 So you don't want to die?
那是单选题 It was multiple choice,
你选了想死 and you said you wanted to die.
那是真的吗 Was that a lie?
亚当 Adam.
我不知道 I don't know.
我下次想和你一起去退伍士兵事务所 I wanna go to the VA with you next time.
好啊 All right.
亚当提过在加州的一家治疗机构 Adam talked about a treatment place in California.
我能去那吗 Could I go there?
听着 现在的问题是 Look, the problem is,
军队没法证明你的创伤性脑损伤 is the army doesn't have record of you participating in this incident
是由驻派引起的 所以我不能批准的你退伍兵治疗 that caused your TBI, so I can't get you service connected.
什么 没有记录吗 What? There's no record?
你在事故期间没有递交伤情报告 、You didn't report an injury at the time of the incident.
多斯特死了 我把他拖出来 Doster was dead. I dragged him out.
他们拒绝发放退伍兵福利 They're denying benefits
除非我们能证明你那时在悍马里 until we prove that you were in the Humvee.
我们得找你的参谋长 让他写证明 We need to go back to your COs and get written testimony.
他们不相信我在那吗 They don't believe I was there?
我们只是需要提供证明 We just need to go back and get proof.
来吧 技术兵 坐下 Come on, Specialist, sit down.
你知道为何美国是世界第一强国吗 Do you know why this is the greatest country on the planet?
我告诉你吧 因为手指轻轻一点 I'll tell you. It's because with a click of a finger,
我就能买到二十磅牛肉 I can order 20 pounds of beef
然后让它在二十四小时内送达我家 and have it delivered to my door in 24 hours.
恐怖分子做不到 所以他们永远赢不了 The terrorists cannot do that. And that is why they will never win.
所以 听说你有一些不好的文件 So, sounds like you got some bad paper.
是的 长官 Yes, sir.
我很高兴你在寻求治疗 I'm glad that you're seeking treatment
因为每天有二十二个退伍兵自杀 because we got 22 veterans a day killing themselves.
我搞不懂 And I don't get it.
士兵会有压力 我们都知道 Warriors get stressed. We know this.
但这份对于结束生命的执着 But this obsession to end your own life,
我不敢苟同 I can't wrap my head around it.
我们不希望你成为其中的一员 对吗 We don't want you to be a statistic though, do we?
是的 长官 No, sir.
你在战时签了字 You signed up during wartime,
你自愿参战 you got yourself a war.
但他们不相信我在那 长官 ut they don't believe that I was there, sir.
他们总是荒唐至极 They're as wrong as two boys fucking in church.
把文件给我 我看看是什么情况 Give me that file. Let me see what you got.
我只需要一份证明 I just need a statement saying
证明多斯特被击中的时候 我在车里 长官 that I was driving the rig when Doster was hit, sir.
美属萨摩亚在哪 American Samoa? Where is that?
南太平洋 长官 那是我们的领土 South Pacific, sir. It's a territory.
那里能让你成为一个公民 还是... So does that make you a... A citizen, or...
那有什么用 How does that work?
在基础训练完成后 我就能申请公民身份 长官 I was able to apply for citizenship after basic training, sir.
我得问问纽约那边 I'm going for the New Yorks.
真操蛋 你懂吗 Fuck it. You know?
为什么刹车 为什么 Why are you braking? Why?
你很适合去伊拉克 宝贝 You'd have done great in Iraq, babe.
我们从不减速 穷追猛打 We never slowed down. We just ran them over.
你开车吗 Did you drive?
我是护卫兵 同时寻找爆炸装置 I rode shotgun and looked for the IEDs.
它们会被藏在垃圾堆里或者... They'd hide them in trash like that or...
他们聪明一点以后 就粘在马路边上 Once they got smarter, they just started cementing them in curbs.
所以你就看路上的垃圾堆 So when you see trash on the road here...
我会观察 I look.
这是你告诉我的第一件战场上的事 That's the first real thing you've told me about the war.
我现在感觉好多了 I feel so much better now.
喂 别犯浑 Hey, don't be an asshole.
两次军队嘉奖 Two Army Commendation Medals.
一次军队成就奖 An Army Achievement Medal.
真棒 Impressive.
你从没告诉我那些 You never told me about those.
是否有一次特殊的事故困扰着你 Is there a specific incident that troubles you?
也许是一个名字 Maybe a name?
艾默里 Emory.
他怎么了 What happened with Emory?
我让他掉了下去 I dropped him.
我当时背着他 I was carrying him.
我让他掉了下去 I dropped him.
然后他们不得不从他的大脑上切掉两英寸 And they had to cut two inches of his brain out.
还有多斯特 And then Doster happened.
他又怎么了 What happened to Doster?
不如你告诉我们有什么选择吧 Why don't you tell us our options?
心疾无药可医 There is no cure for trauma.
不过我们能控制它 But we can learn to manage it.
长期的治疗效果最好 BLong-term care has the best results,
不过每个人不一样 but every facility is different.
有的可能四周 有的可能九个月 Some are four weeks, some are nine months.
对一个人见效不一定对所有人有效 What works for one person may not work for another.
不过所有机构都很难进得去 But all these places are equally difficult to get into.
所以最明智的做法是 So the smartest thing to do would be to apply everywhere
广撒网 碰运气 and cross our fingers.
碰运气 Cross our fingers?
有成百上千的人在寻求帮助 There are hundreds of thousands of men and women seeking help.
但他是退伍士兵 But he's a veteran.
我说的就是退伍士兵 That's what I mean.
成百上千的退伍士兵在寻求帮助 There are hundreds of thousands of veterans seeking help.
如果去最近的机构我们能被优先考虑吗 Will we get priority to places closest to us?
恐怕不行 I'm afraid not.
这过程中我们该做什么呢 What do we do in the meantime?
如果我去找份工作呢 What if I had a job?
- 我觉得可以 - 工作很有用 - I think a job would help. - A job is good.
你的津贴一时半会还来不了 所以... Your benefits won't be kicking in for another couple of months, so...
几个月 哇哦 Another couple months? Wow!
这他妈是怎么回事 What the fuck is going on around here?
在重型装甲部门有份工作 I have a position at a heavy ordnance range.
他想自杀 He wants to kill himself,
而你想让他去枪支部门工作吗 and you want him to work at a gun range?
是坦克部门 It's a tank range.
你觉得我能用坦克自杀吗 You think I could kill myself with a tank?
也许呢 Maybe.
那可得好好计划一下呢 It would take some serious planning.
你不总是足智多谋的吗 Well, you're pretty fucking resourceful.
我以前很擅长 I used to be good at that.
擅长什么 At what?
逗你笑 Making you laugh.
我笑了吗 Was I laughing?
你本该告诉我 我嫁给了一个英雄 You should have told me I was married to a hero.
我不是英雄 I'm not a hero.
你就是我的英雄 Hero enough.
我只想回家 I just wanna get back into our house.
我也是 离家里不远 Me, too. We're not that far off.
是吗 你是不是赢了彩票没告诉我 Oh, yeah? Did you win the Powerball and not tell me?
阿曼达借了我们点钱 Amanda loaned us some money.
阿曼达·多斯特 Amanda Doster?
是啊 在威尔的葬礼上她给我的 Yeah. We were at Will's funeral and she offered.
你他妈这是干嘛 What the fuck are you doing?
我告诉她我们准备搬回老房子 I told her we were trying to get back into our house.
你不知道这笔钱是她丈夫死后留下的吗 Do you not fucking get that she has that money because her husband's dead?
而她丈夫因我而死 And that her husband is dead because of me?
你在搞什么 萨斯奇雅 What the fuck, Saskia?
我的天 Fucking Christ.
怎么了 兄弟 你想要什么 What's up, homie? What you want?
我有不少货色 I got nickels, dimes, two finger sacks.
有摇头丸吗 What about some ecstasy?
摇头丸 兄弟 我在这不卖那个 Some ecstasy? Man, I don't sell that right here.
赶紧滚 Get the fuck out of here.
拜托 兄弟 我得找谁去买 Come on, man. Roll it up. Who I gotta see?
你他妈什么意思 你是小孩子吗 给钱啊 Fuck does that mean? Fuck, is you 12? Show me some bread, dawg.
我有些药丸 I got some pills.
我他妈不嗑药 I don't fucking take pills.
你把我当典当行吗 黑鬼 I look like a fucking pawn shop or something to you, nigga?
你看起来还乳臭未干 Well, you look like your fucking balls ain't dropped. Huh?
要不要尝尝这个 狗逼 What you... How about this, motherfucker?
怎么了 兵哥哥 What up, Big Army?
你口袋里都没钱了 You're all out of pocket here.
你怎么知道我当过兵 How'd you know I was military?
我91年的时候也当过兵 Yeah, I stormed that desert myself back in '91.
第二十四步兵团 24th Infantry.
好吧 All right.
你拿到福利了吗 id you get it on waivers?
看起来是的 You got that look.
参军拯救了我的人生 Army saved my life.
他们现在还能为你做什么呢 What they doing for you now?
现在你得靠自己了 Gotta make your own way now.
你知道去哪能搞到摇头丸吗 You know where I can score some ecstasy?
摇头丸 伙计 你看这里像开派对的地方吗 Ecstasy? Man, does this look like a goddamn rave?
不是为了找乐子 是为了我的伤 It's not for a rave. It's for an injury.
妈的 如果你有伤 赖利堡的医生会给你发苦参碱 Shit, if you're injured, man, doctors up there at Fort Riley
美军基地
就像发糖果一样 giving out that Oxy like it's candy.
不是一般的伤 It's not that kind of injury.
你的心还在那 对吗 You was all in it, weren't you?
失去了一些弟兄吗 Did you lose some guys?
亦或者你是谋杀行动的一员 Or are you one of them murdering motherfuckers?
伙计 没事的 Hey, buddy. It's okay.
没事的 有我在 It's all right. I got you.
没事的 It's okay.
没事的 有我在 It's okay, it's okay. I got you.
这是在市区的斗狗导致的吗 Was this dog fight downtown?
是啊 你会没事的 伙计 有我在 Yeah, mate. You're gonna be all right, buddy. I got you.
你不能去那了 兄弟 你孩子要出生了 Can't be going down there, man. You got a kid coming.
别动了 兄弟 桌子都在晃了 Hey, stop moving, man. You're vibrating the whole damn table.
你还记得拉斯特米亚的狗吗 Do you remember the dogs in Rustamiyah?
那只雷达探测到的小狗 That runt that went on raids?
小凯撒 Little Caesar.
那只艾默里的狗 对吗 He was Emory's dog, wasn't he?
你跟他聊过吗 You ever talk to him?
没有 No.
你觉得他的现状和我们一样吗 Do you think he's like us?
我跟你说了 I just told you, man.
我他妈还没跟他讲过话 Haven't fucking talked to him.
你还记得伊拉克的警察对小凯撒做了什么吗 Do you remember what that Iraqi cop did to Caesar?
记得 Yeah.
我那时只想杀了那混蛋 I wanted to kill that motherfucker.
B队的两个家伙回去找他了 你听说了吗 Two guys in Bravo got back at him. You hear about that?
没有 他们对他做了什么 No. What did they do?
做了他对凯撒做的事 Same shit he did to Caesar.
把他按在地上 用断线钳剪断了他的跟腱 Held him down and snipped his fucking Achilles with a bolt cutter.
干得漂亮 Fuck, yeah.
操 Fuck.
我们会没事的 伙计 We're gonna be all right, man.
我们会去某家治疗机构的 We're gonna get in a treatment facility somewhere.
然后呢 And then what?
然后就... Huh? J...
往事随风了 Just goes away?
这是什么 What is that?
一条狗 It's a dog.
我知道 它为什么在这而不在宠物医院 I can see that. Why is it here and not at a vet?
这是条斗狗 医院不会肯接收的 It... It's a fighting dog. They won't let dogs like this in.
早先时候你在阿曼达家门外吗 Were you outside of Amanda's earlier tonight?
没有 Nope.
她说你在 She said you were.
她看见你的车了 She saw your truck.
要不是你拿了她的钱 你会这么关心她吗 Well, if you weren't sucking money off her, you probably wouldn't fucking care.
我关心的是你 不是她 I care about you, not her.
这条狗不能在这 这是条比特犬 我们还有孩子 The dog has to go. It's a pit bull. We have kids.
我家不允许狗出现在公寓里 We're not allowed dogs in our apartment.
妈的 Well, shit.
我猜我得到了一只狗 I guess I got a dog.
你好 Hello?
有东西烧焦了 Something's burning.
艾丽娅 Alea.
操 不要 Fuck! No!
我的天 不要 索罗 Oh, my God! No! Solo!
妈妈 快报警 Mom,call the police!
没事的 It's okay.
- 我的天 宝宝 - 对不起 - Oh, my God, the baby! - I'm so sorry.
小杰 过来 宝贝 Jaxy, come here, baby.
没事了 有妈妈在 It's okay. Mommy's got you.
- 怎么回事 你让他掉下去了吗 - 我不知道 - What happened? Did you drop him? - I don't know.
离我们远点 亚当 Get away from us, Adam.
没事的 小杰 妈妈在这 It's okay, Jaxy. Momma's here.
妈妈在这 我就在这 Mommy's here. I'm right here.
我知道 我知道 I know. I know.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我睡着了 I fell asleep.
没事了 杰克逊 妈妈在这 It's okay, Jaxson. Mommy's here.
我就在这 我知道了 I'm right here. I know.
宝贝 Baby.
你需要帮助 你得走了 You need help. You... You have to go away.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你得走了 You've got to go.
警察 Police!
我没法帮你 索尔 I can't help you, Sol.
我帮不了你 I can't help you.
怎么了 兵哥哥 What up, Big Army?
还在找莫丽吗 Still looking for Molly?
谁 Who?
迷幻药 Ecstasy.
我拿到你的药了 快上车 I got your medicine. Get your ass in the car.
你是某个岛上的黑人吗 Are you some kind of island nigga?
萨摩亚的 Samoan.
妈的 小索 你看起来好落魄 伙计 Damn, SaMo, you looking raggedy, man.
我拿到你要的东西了 但以物易物 I got your shit, but here's what I need from you.
我给你一辆车和一个地址 I give you a car and an address.
你把东西放好然后离开 You park the goods and walk away.
就这样 That's it?
就这样 That's it.
干嘛不让你的人去干 Why don't these guys do it?
因为人们会认出他们而不会认出你 'Cause these are my guys, and you're just some grunt nobody recognizes.
而且如果事情有变 你知道怎么脱身 And if shit gets hairy, oh, you can Rambo your way out of it.
我需要双鞋 I need shoes.
杰伊 在第五大街停一下 Hey, Jay, man, stop by the Big 5.
我们去给这哥们买双鞋 Let's get this big motherfucker a pair of shoes.
亚当 Adam?
小杰还好吗 Is Jax okay?
没事 He's fine.
你在哪 Where are you?
阿肯色州 I'm in Arkansas.
阿肯色州 去那干嘛 Arkansas? Why?
我得去找艾默里 宝贝 我不能再这样子了 I need to find Emory. Babe, I can't live like this.
亚当 我会接受这份工作 Adam, I'm gonna get this job
然后我们一起搬回老房子 and we're gonna move back into our house.
我们现在就能搬回去 We can move in right away.
就像我们刚开始那样 It'll be like we're starting over.
听起来不错吧 Does that sound good?
听起来很棒 That sounds great.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 Love you, too.
艾默里 我是小舒 Hey, Emory, it's Shoe.
请进 Come on in.
怎么样 伙计 What's up, man?
你在哪 Where you at?
在这 Right here.
我兄弟在这呢 There's my man.
你可真瘦 You got skinny.
是吗 Really? Did I?
是啊 比以前还瘦 Hell, yeah. Skinnier than you were.
你有点发福了 You got kind of fat.
发福了 是吗 Got fat, did I?
是啊 Yeah. The fuck.
你就这样突然出现了吗 You just fucking show up, huh?
是啊 不然呢 你又没有电话 Yeah, what do you want me to do? You ain't got no phone.
你说什么呢 我有电话 我还能上网 Fuck you talking? I got a phone right there. I got Internet.
你以为呢 你以为我就住在这 吃吃松鼠吗 What the fuck did you think? You think I'm just living out here eating fucking squirrels?
也许吧 Yeah, maybe.
过来 伙计 帮我个忙 Dude, come on. Give me a hand with this.
- 得把这个戴上 - 要我帮忙吗 - I gotta get this shit on. - You need some help?
是啊 我整个早上都在试着 Hell, yeah. I've been trying to get
把这个鬼东西戴上 this fucking thing on all morning.
好的 伙计 来吧 Yeah, man. Let's go.
想自己戴上是不太可能的 It is physically impossible to put that on by yourself.
好了 伙计 你告诉我要做什么就行了 All right. God, man, you just tell me what to do.
对 对 就这样 Yeah. Yeah, there it is.
干得好 Yeah. Nice and snug.
好了 提着那里 All right, come on. Get up in there.
用点力 小舒 Put some fucking muscle in it, Shoe.
你还好吗 You good?
再加点力吗 好的 伙计 Yeah? Yeah, more? All right, man.
就是这样 There it is.
妈的 你平时怎么穿上这个 Shit, how do you usually get this thing on?
在地上打滚 等我的护工 Fucking roll around on the floor, waiting for my nurse.
- 就在那 - 这里吗 - Here. Right over there. All right. - There?
好了 Yup.
就这样 现在把那个拉过来 There it is. Now pull that around there.
- 来吧 - 好的 - Come on. - All right.
这样吗 Yeah. Something like that?
对 紧一点 Yeah. Tight.
你这样会弄断肋骨的 伙计 You're gonna break a rib, man.
好了 小菜一碟 All right. Piece of cake.
我听说威尔自杀了 So I heard Will shot himself.
是啊 Yeah.
他什么都没说 兄弟 He didn't say shit either, man.
所以我们也不知道为什么 So we had no idea. You know?
所以你是想过来救我的吗 So you come down here to save me?
不是 兄弟 No, man.
我是来看看你 I came down to see you.
看看我的兄弟怎么样 To see how my boy's doing.
真他妈爽 兄弟 Yeah, boy! Yeah, boy! Yeah!
妈的 你开得像我妻子 兄弟 Fuck, you know, you drive like my wife, man.
听这个 Watch this!
我把我妻子吓跑了 Oh, I scared mine off.
是吗 我信了 Yeah? I bet. Yeah.
有天晚上我醒来 用手掐着她的脖子 One night I woke up, I had my hands around her neck.
说我要杀了她 伙计 我的天 I said I was gonna kill her, dude. Swear to God.
她不喜欢那样吗 She didn't like that?
不喜欢 Fuck, no. She didn't like that, dude.
他们都不喜欢 很高兴见到你 伙计 They don't like that. It's good to see you, dude.
我也很高兴见到你 Yeah, good to see you too, man.
我就是这样把乳头切了的 兄弟 That's how I get my tits off, dude.
把他们给切了 Get them off!
我太喜欢这样了 I fucking love it, dude.
让我问问你 这些垃圾里有什么 Hey, let me ask you. What's with all this trash?
你还在找炸弹 对吗 Oh, you're still looking for the bomb, huh?
你怎么不早点来看我 兄弟 Why didn't you look me up sooner, dude?
我应该早点过来的 I should have.
我昨天把孩子摔下床了 I dropped my kid last night.
我的小宝贝 我应该抱着他的 My baby boy, man. I... I was supposed to hold him,
萨斯奇雅把他交给我 我却睡得像个死猪 Saskia gave him to me, I fell asleep like a shitbag.
就那样摔了下去 Fell right off.
然后你懂的 摔了他 然后我想到了你 So, you know, dropped him, started thinking about you.
他没事 可我摔了你 而你... He's gonna be all right, you know? But I dropped you, and...
而我过得很糟 对吗 And I'm not all right? Hmm?
不如你帮我小便吧 Why don't you help me piss?
那一摔让我左半身瘫痪了 That fall took out my left side.
你知道吗 兄弟 You know that, dude?
不是因为他们从我头里取出的狙击枪子弹 It wasn't the sniper round they took out of my head
也不是因为他们从我大脑山切除的两英寸 or that two inches they cut out of my brain,
而是因为你他妈的摔了我 it was you fucking dropping me.
你是这么想的吗 兄弟 Is that what you think, dude?
这就是你告诉自己的屁话吗 That the shit you told yourself?
你又不是把我从楼上扔下去 兄弟 You didn't drop me off a fucking building, dude.
你之前还清醒着 之后就昏迷了 Well, you were alive and then you weren't.
我现在还活着 混蛋 I'm alive now, motherfucker.
你要来一瓶吗 兄弟 Hey, you need another one, buddy?
当然了 你说呢 Hell, yeah, I need another one. The fuck you think?
你觉得我不该喝酒吗 You don't think I need another one?
懂了 I got you.
好的 All right.
他们搞砸了 兄弟 They're fucked up, dude.
你看到子弹从哪射过来的吗 Hey, you see where the shot came from?
有人看到了 Someone did.
索罗吗 索罗看见了 Solo? Solo did.
是啊 你没干掉那些混蛋吗 Yeah, you couldn't get the bastards?
没有 我在把你背下去 兄弟 No, I was carrying you down, man.
是啊 You were.
操 我该去找到他的 Fuck, I should've went after him.
你和我是屋顶上最高的人 兄弟 Me and you were the tallest ones on that rooftop, dude.
他们先打高的人 They go for the tall ones.
是啊 Yup.
你知道我怎么想的吗 如果我矮一点呢 You know, I think about that. What if I was short?
我想知道我会不会还像这样 I wonder if I'd still be like this.
我想过这个 兄弟 I think about that, dude.
不会 可你会是个矮子 Nah, but you'd be short.
一辈子都得是个矮子 兄弟 You'd have to live the rest of your life as a short guy, man.
能做爱就够了 兄弟 Dude, I'm tall as fuck, dude.
我站不起来 可我还能做爱 I can't stand up on my own but I'm tall as fuck.
女孩们喜欢那样 The girls, they love that.
是啊 Yeah.
你救了我的命 You saved my life.
我把你摔下去了 I dropped you.
没有你我活不了 I'm alive because of you.
我知道现在的生活很糟糕 I know this don't look like much of a life,
可每天早晨醒来 我都心怀感激 but every morning I get up, I'm grateful.
为我活着而感激 I'm grateful I'm alive.
他在这 There he is.
你嗨了 感觉怎么样 You rolling? How you feel?
很好 Good.
感觉很好 Feel good.
兄弟 我也经历过这样 Man, I came back to the same shit.
一无所有 No job, no help, nothing.
我们在外面帮他们打仗 等回来了却连生活都无以为继 We're out there fighting their wars for shit that we ain't even got over here.
但我们是战士 But we fighters.
我们永不言弃 We make do.
- 是啊 - 是啊 - Yeah. - Yeah.
你准备好再干一次了吗 确定吗 You ready to go again? You straight?
是的 我很好 Yeah, I'm good.
最好如此 You better be.
因为这次是来真的了 'Cause this is real right here.
你别给我搞砸了 You don't be fucking this up.
兄弟们在等着 你有一小时 These boys are waiting. You got an hour.
喂 Hello?
你好 亚当 我是弗莱德·古斯曼 来自加州的退伍兵之家 Hi, Adam. This is Fred Gusman from Pathway Home in California.
我拿到了你的退伍文件 I've got your DD 214 here.
在你的信息里 你说你想尽快找到 In your message, you said you're looking to get into
一所治疗机构 a facility as soon as possible.
是的 Yes, sir.
那好 我们送你过去 Good. Well, then, Let's get you out here.
明天就能让你上巴士 We can get you on a bus tomorrow.
你准备好了吗 You ready to commit to this?
操 Fuck!
喂 Hello?
是塔索罗·艾乐提吗 Is this Tausolo Aieti?
你哪位 Who's this?
我是社区医院的护士 I'm a nurse calling from Geary Community.
你妻子要临盆了 她刚乘救护车抵达 Your wife is in labor. She arrived by ambulance,
并且伴有一些并发症 and there are some complications,
所以我们正紧急把她送往手术室 so we're having to rush her into surgery.
孩子怎么样 The... The baby... Is the baby okay?
你妻子要你马上赶过去 先生 She just asked you to get here right away, sir.
在那 Where?
吉尔利社区医院 That's Geary Community Hospital.
那在哪里 Where is it?
就在霍恩路旁 We're just off Horne Street.
霍恩路 是汽车喇叭的那个霍恩吗 Horne Street. Horne Street, like a, like a car horn.
是的 先生 That's right, sir.
艾丽娅·艾乐提 Alea Aieti.
你怎么样 You all right?
过来看看你儿子 Come meet your boy.
- 我还以为你... - 我没事 - I thought you were... - It's okay.
过来 Come here.
欢迎小索罗
很高兴见到你
塔罗法 小伙子 Talofa, little man.
你告诉艾默里是你摔了他吗 Did you tell Emory you dropped him?
告诉了 Yeah.
他情况跟我们一样吗 Is he like us?
他的内心坚若磐石 He's tough as hell, man.
希望你也能见见他 Wish you could've seen him.
加州的治疗中心有空位了 I got a bed at that treatment center in California.
所以你要走了吗 So you're leaving.
是啊 Yeah.
今晚就走 Leave tonight.
他们会问你多斯特的事 They're gonna ask you about Doster.
你会告诉他们 你当时不在场是多么后悔 You gonna tell them how fucked it was you weren't there?
你想知道真相吗 Do you wanna know fucked?
悍马着火了 我把所有人都救了出来 The Humvee was burning, and I got all the guys out.
我们蜷缩在沟渠里 We were huddled in a ditch,
可我把多斯特忘了 but I forgot Doster.
我忘了他和我们是一起的 I forgot he was with us.
就一秒 可等我回去的时候 Only for a second, but by the time I got back...
一切都太晚了 It was too late.
你怎么从没跟我提过 How come you never told me that?
因为你从没问过 'Cause you never asked.
如果你在那 这一切都不会发生 None of this would have happened if you were there.
你会看见炸弹 You would have seen the bomb.
你不会忘掉某个人 You don't forget.
为什么不接 Why aren't you answering that?
看看他多完美啊 Look at how perfect he is.
我不能让他冠我之名 I can't name him after me.
他太完美了 He's too perfect.
你搞砸了 小索 You fucked up, SaMo.
你以为我们找不到你吗 You think we don't know where you at?
平克顿街有家烟酒店 There's a liquor store on Pinkerton.
把车停在店后面 把钥匙留下 Park behind the liquor store and leave the keys.
这事办完 我们就散伙 And when I drop this, then we're done.
你让我损失了三万块 小索 是的 我们散伙 You cost me 30 grand, SaMo. Hell, yeah, we done.
平克顿街的烟酒店... Liquor store on Pinkerton. Liquor store on Pinkerton.
平克顿街的烟酒店 Liquor store on Pinkerton.
粉色的酒 粉色的酒 Pink liquor. Pink liquor. Pink liquor.
平克顿街的烟酒店 Liquor store on Pinkerton.
我爱你 佐伊 I love you, Zoe.
爸爸很快就会回家的 好吗 Daddy's gonna be home soon, all right?
如果她害怕呢 But what if she gets scared?
谁 Who?
你的娃娃 Your doll?
你只要跟她讲 一切都会好起来的 You just tell her that everything's gonna be all right.
可是那没有 爸爸 But that doesn't work, Dad.
这次会奏效的 Well, this time it will.
伙计 一切还好吗 Hey, man, everything okay?
是的 很好 我只是... Yeah. Yeah, I'm all right, bro. I just, uh...
我有麻烦了 I just got into some shit.
什么麻烦 What kind of shit?
有些人... Some guys...
我有些属于他们的东西 I got something that belongs to them.
如果我能脱身的话 小舒 我可能会消失一阵子 If I get out of this, Shoe, I should probably leave here a while.
你在哪 Where you at?
桥下 I'm under that bridge.
在那等我 我马上就来 Wait there for me, okay? I'm on my way.
好了 佐伊 我要你乖乖听妈妈的话 Okay, Zoe, I need you to be good for Mommy, okay?
好的 爸爸 Okay, Daddy.
一切都好吗 Is everything all right?
我爱你 Love you.
我上巴士了打给你 I'll call you from the bus.
粉色的酒 粉色的酒 在粉色的酒后面停车 Pink liquor. Pink liquor. Park behind pink liquor.
拜托 他妈的快接电话啊 Come on, answer your fucking phone.
滚出去找到他 Get the fuck out and check.
操 Fuck!
操 条子来了 快撤 Fuck, cops' coming! Fall back! Let's go!
你他妈在搞什么 Hey, what the fuck's going on?
我搞砸了 Fucked up.
什么意思 你受伤了没 What do you mean? Are you hurt?
你还好吗 Are you all right?
我不知道我在干什么 小舒 我搞砸了 I don't know what I'm doing, Shoe. I'm... I'm... I'm fucked.
好吧 我送你离开 All right, I'm getting you out of here.
你代替我去治疗机构 You're gonna take my place in the treatment facility.
我们换位置 就这样 We're swapping spots. That's all this is.
那你呢 And what about you?
别管我 一有位置我就过去 Don't worry about me. First bed opens up, I'm gonna get out there.
那我的妻儿呢 And my wife and my boy, bro.
有我在 你信我吗 我来照顾他们 I got 'em. You trust me? I'm gonna take care of them.
我不能留你在这 Can't leave you.
你快上车 You're getting on this bus.
也许你只是害怕离开 Maybe you're just too afraid to go.
也许吧 Maybe.
小舒 我不能抛下你 Can't leave you behind, Shoe.
我们不在战场 用不着这样 好吗 We're not downrange, man. It's not how it works, all right?
既来之则安之 You take what comes.
所以我去接受治疗 留你在这伤心吗 So I go and get better while you sit here. Broken.
我会没事的 I'll figure it out.
不用管我 Don't worry about me. Yeah.
快上车 Get your ass on this bus.
兄弟 我们曾经共苦 We had some bad days, bro.
也许生活就是如此 Maybe that's all they were.
充满苦难 Just bad days.
我们也曾同甘 We had some good days, too.
弗莱德 我是亚当 Hey, Fred, it's Adam.
我让别人替我去了 可以把床位给他吗 I, uh, sent somebody in my place. Can you give him my bed?
好的 我们会为他准备好的 那你呢 Uh, okay. Well, we'll get him squared away. But where does that leave you?
什么意思 I don't know what you mean.
你好不容易得到了机会却拱手让人 Well, you were finally gonna get some help and you gave it away.
感觉如何 How does that feel?
我觉得很孤独 I, uh... I feel alone, man.
他们都走了 你懂吗 Yeah, they're gone, you know?
大家都走了 只有我还在这 Everyone's gone, I'm still here.
好吧 说这些治不好你 All right, talking about this isn't gonna cure you,
不过能给你一点慰藉 but it can buy you some relief.
你得敞开心扉 与人分享 You've gotta open this up. You gotta share it.
别跟出来太远 外面很冷 Now don't come out too far, 'cause it's chilly, okay?
亚当 Adam?
一切都好吗 Everything okay?
我不知道詹姆斯跟你说过多少我们排里的人 I don't know how much James talked about the guys in our platoon,
在告知你丈夫死因之前 我得先说说艾默里 but I can't tell you how your husband died. Unless I tell you about Emory.
停车 Stop the truck.
有什么发现 What you got?
洞幺 为什么停车 Hey, One-One, what's the hold up, up there?
我什么都没看见 兄弟 I don't see nothing, man.
小舒没看见 可他感觉到了 Shoe don't see it. He feels it.
这是洞幺 走备用路线 This is One-One, alternate route.
我们在这左转 走死亡女孩路 We're gonna hang a left here on Dead Girl Road.
收到 这路谁命名的 Copy that. Who named that street?
我们 你不记得她了吗 We did. You don't remember her?
好吧 我们走 All right, let's go.
火箭筒 RPG!
快走 引擎坏了 去二十号大楼 快走 Let's go! Engine's down! All right. Building 20. Move!
快走 Come on! Go, go, go! Move!
从哪里发射的 Where'd that come from? Where'd it come from?
通往天堂的阶梯 Stairway to heaven.
上上上 Go, go, move. Move.
跟紧我 Stick with me.
他们去哪了 Where'd they go?
操 Fuck.
洞幺 你们的位置在哪 我需要一个坐标 What's your status, One-One? I need a status.
我们从袭击中脱身了 We've got a haji fire escape.
他们在哪 Where the hell...
洞幺 立刻报告情况 Sitrep, One-One, now!
这是洞幺 我们在二十号大楼暂时安全 二十号大楼安全 This is One-One. We're clear on Building 20. Building 20 is green.
收到 设立防线 注意四周 Roger. Set security and take overwatch.
快速应急部队还要五分钟 QRF's still five minutes out.
这就是句屁话 This is fucking Charlie Foxtrot bullshit, man.
我得去上厕所了 Oh, I gotta get juicy.
这就是为什么你不吃印度菜... That's why you don't eat Indian food in...
有人中枪 Man down!
撑住 艾默里 有我在 Hang on, Emory, I got you.
操 Fuck!
是我让大家上那个屋顶的 我下的指令 I put us on that roof. Those were my orders.
有我在 兄弟 撑住 I got you, buddy, come on.
他因此而中枪 He took a bullet for it.
然后我把他给摔了 Then I dropped him.
我被他的血呛到了 I choked on his blood...
然后我让他滑下了楼梯 ...and I fucking dropped him.
忍不住去看它 Can't stop looking at it.
《Oops I Did It Again》
- Britney Spears
为什么你们会停下来 How you boys holding up?
有艾默里的消息吗 Any update on Emory?
情况不乐观 Emory has a tough road ahead.
不过我觉得他 But, uh, I think there's a real good chance
应该可以活着回家 they'll get him home with a heartbeat.
然后呢 Then what happens?
让我们单独谈谈 索罗 Give us a minute, Solo.
生日快乐 伙计 Happy birthday, dude!
喂 别闹了 Hey! Knock it off!
听着 作为指挥 我们发号施令 Listen, as leaders, we make decisions.
- 我做了错的决定 - 你改变了路线 - I made the wrong call. - You changed the route.
可能还有另一次袭击 你... There was another engagement. You...
你得相信你的直觉 You have to trust your instincts.
我的直觉出错了 My instincts were wrong.
听着 我明早要跟我妻子 Listen, I'm signed up for a video link up
视频通话 tomorrow morning with my wife,
但我把机会让给你 but I want you to take my call,
我来顶替你的位置 and I want to take your place on patrol.
不行 Can't let you do that.
你可以 Sure you can.
不 他们是我的人 我应该和他们一起 No, those are my guys. I should be out there.
休息一天吧 Take the day off.
上士 那是我的小队 Sergeant, that's my patrol.
舒曼 Schumann,
这次你休息 you're sitting this one out.
医疗兵 医疗兵 Medic! Medic!
怎么了 怎么了 What happened? What happened?
我们被击中了 医疗兵 We got hit! Medic!
是谁 是谁 Who is it? Who is it?
多斯特 他坐在你的位置上 That's Doster! He was in your seat!
医疗兵 Medic!
操 Fuck!
接住他 接住他 送他进去 Oh, fuck! Get him, get him! Let's go, go, go! Get him in!
你去哪了 兄弟 Where were you, man?
如果你在那 这一切都不会发生 小舒 None of this would have happened if you were there, Shoe.
如果你在那 这一切都不会发生 None of this would have happened if you were there.
二等兵沃勒 Private Waller.
到 军士长 Here, First Sergeant.
怀特中士 Sergeant White.
到 军士长 Here, First Sergeant.
技术兵 艾乐提 Specialist Aieti.
到 军士长 Here, First Sergeant.
舒曼中士 Sergeant Schumann.
到 军士长 Here, First Sergeant.
多斯特上士 Sergeant Doster.
詹姆斯·多斯特上士 Sergeant James Doster.
陆军上士 詹姆斯·D·多斯特 Sergeant First Class James D. Doster.
敬礼 Present arms.
我的天 亚当 God, Adam.
阿曼达 他坐了我的位置 Amanda, he took my seat.
那里坐的应该是我 That was supposed to be me.
可是你没有死 But it wasn't you.
你还活着 You're still here.
詹姆斯不会希望你这样的 James wouldn't want this for you.
他希望你好好活着 He would want you to live.
你好好活着 You live.
就是对他最大的宽慰 That's how you honor him.
小杰 唱歌 Jaxy, singing.
佐伊 Zoe.
我回来了 I'm home.
爸爸回家了 Daddy's home!
你好啊 甜心 Hey, sweetheart.
亚当·舒曼于2011年从退伍兵之家毕业 大多数时候他感觉自己把那里当成家
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