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主 演 茜莉娅·强森 特雷弗·霍华德
导 演 大卫·里恩
晚上好，戈比先生 Evening, Mr. Godby.
- 你好 你好 - 来了个陌生人，是吧 - Hello, hello, hello. - Quite the stranger, aren't you?
- 我昨天没有来 - 我还以为你出什么事情了？ - I couldn't get in yesterday. - I wondered what had happened to you.
- 我跟人家吵架 - 为什么？ - I had a bit of a dustup. - What about?
看到一个家伙从一等的车厢里出来 Saw a chap getting out of a first-class compartment.
然后看看他的票，只是三等的 When he came to give up his ticket, it was only third class.
我要他给齐钱，但是他威胁我 I told him to pay the excess, and he turned nasty.
- 我只好去叫了索多先生 - 那不会有什么用的 - I had to send for Mr. Saunders. - Fat lot of good he'd be.
- 他教训了他 - 我不信，眼见为实 - He ticked him off. - Seeing's believing.
我跟你说，他非常得体地教育了他 I tell you, he ticked him off proper.
“你快点付清，不然的话我会把你交给警员” "You pay the balance at once, or I'll hand you over to the police."
你真的应该看看那个家伙的脸，当他听到警员这个词的时候 You ought to have seen the chap's face at the mention of the word "police."
立刻换了副嘴脸，然后立刻把钱付了 Changed his tune. Then he paid up like lightning.
那就是我的意思，他没有自己处理问题的勇气 That's what I mean. He didn't have the courage to handle it himself.
- 他必须去叫警察 - 他人挺好的，索多先生 - He had to call in the police. - Aw, he's not a bad lot, Mr. Saunders.
你不能对一个只有一个肺的男人和有糖尿病的妻子期望有太多的热情 You can't expect much spirit from a man with one lung and a wife with diabetes.
我想你没有来真的是件损失 I thought something must be wrong when you didn't come.
- 我应该留下来好好解释的，但是我有个约会，我必须走了 - 真的 - I would've popped in to explain, but I had a date and had to run. - Indeed.
- 我知道你就要结婚了 - 真的非常有趣，我确信 - Chap I know is getting married. - Very interesting, I'm sure.
- 你发生什么事情了？ - 我不是很确定你指的是什么 - What's up with you, anyway? - I'm sure I don't know to what you're referring.
- 你忽然变得不是很友好 - 贝里尔，快点 - You're a bit unfriendly all of a sudden. - Beryl, hurry up.
当你在里面的时候，放多点煤在炉子里 Put some more coal in the stove while you're at it.
我可能没有时间在这里闲聊了 I'm afraid I can't really stand here wasting my time in idle gossip, Mr. Godby.
- 你不请我喝杯茶吗 - 当你喝完那一杯的时候 - Aren't you going to offer me another cup? - When you've finished that one.
贝里尔会给你的，我要看看我的帐目了 Beryl'll give it to you. I've got my accounts to do.
我明白了，我更想是你给我 I see. I'd rather you gave it to me.
时间和潮水是不会等人的，戈比先生 Time and tide wait for no man, Mr. Godby.
- 萝拉，真是个很好的惊奇 - 哦，多利 - Laura, what a lovely surprise! - Oh, Dolly.
亲爱的，我们要一直买下去 My dear, I've been shopping till I'm dropping.
我的腿差不多要断了，我要喝水 My feet are nearly off, my throat's parched.
我想到斯宾多那里喝杯茶，但是我又很怕会坐不上火车了 I thought of having tea in Spindle's, but I was terrified of losing the train.
- 亲爱的 - 那是哈威医生 - Oh, dear. - This is Dr. Harvey.
- 你还好吗？ - 你能不能给我拿杯茶？ - How do you do? - Would you be a perfect dear and get me my cup of tea?
我真的不相信像我这样的老骨头能到柜台 I really don't think I could drag my poor old bones over to the counter.
请不要这样 No, please.
亲爱的，真是个很好看的人，他到底是谁？ Dear, what a nice-looking man. Who on earth is he?
你真的是匹黑马，我早上真的应该打电话给佛瑞德挑拨离间下 You're quite a dark horse. I shall telephone Fred in the morning and make mischief.
这里面有点运气，我已经很长时间没有看见你了 This is a bit of luck. I haven't seen you for ages.
我本来想来的，但是托尼患了麻疹，然后菲利斯在旁边一直大惊小怪的 I've been meaning to pop in, but Tony's had measles and I had all that fuss over Phyllis.
- 但是，当然，你不知道，亲爱的，她离开我了 - 真的很糟糕 - But, of course, you don't know. My dear, she left me. - Oh, how dreadful.
注意下你自己吧，我从来没有很关心过她，但是托尼很爱慕她 Mind you, I never cared for her much, but Tony adored her.
等在火车上我会跟你说完的非常谢谢你 I'll tell you all about that later in the train. Thank you so very much.
在里面肯定是有足够的牛奶，而且，很提神 There's certainly enough milk in it, but still, it'll be refreshing.
- 亲爱的，没有糖 - 在勺子里 - Oh, dear, no sugar. - It's in the spoon.
是的，我很笨 Oh, of course. What a fool I am.
萝拉，你看去很好，我希望早点来 Laura, you're looking frightfully well. I wish I'd known you were coming in today.
我们边走边聊 We could've come together and lunched and had a good gossip.
我喜欢一个人去买东西 I loathe shopping by myself anyway.
- 那是你的车 - 是的，我知道 - There's your train. - Yes, I know.
- 你不和我们一起走吗？ - 我的方向是相反的，我的目标是科列尔 - Aren't you coming with us? - I go in the opposite direction. My practice is in Churley.
- 我明白了 - 我是全科医师 - Oh, I see. - I'm a general practitioner.
- 哈威医生准备下个星期去非洲 - 哦，多么可怕啊 - Dr. Harvey's going out to Africa next week. - Oh, how thrilling.
五点四十到科列尔 the 5:40 to Churley, Leigh Green and Langdon.
- 我必须走了 - 是的，你必须走了 - I must go. - Yes, you must.
- 再见 - 再见 - Good-bye. - Good-bye.
他一定要跑了，否则他会错过的，他就要到达站台了 He'll have to run, or he'll miss it. He's got to get over to the platform.
讨论错过的火车让我想起了在博翰交汇处那座恶心的桥 Talking of missing trains reminds me of that awful bridge at Broadham Junction.
你必须在一边的不停的游荡，直到另一边 You've got to go traipsing all up one side along the top and down the other.
好的，下次吧，我正忙着要延续租期 Well, the other day, I'd been over about renewing the lease.
我到达车站刚好有半分钟的空闲时间 I arrived at the station at exactly half a minute to spare.
亲爱的，我很轻松了，我带了托尼和我一起 My dear, I flew. I'd got Tony with me,
我像个傻瓜一样，在客厅里买了一个新灯罩 and like a fool, I just bought a new shade for the lamp in the drawing room.
我本来应该像在米尔福德这里一样的容易 I could've gotten it just as easily here in Milford.
好的，我想那是最大的事情了吧，我几乎不能查看它 Well, it was the most enormous thing. I could hardly see over it.
在我生活里我从来没有这么紧张过，我还差点把一个女人撞倒了 I've never been in such a hurry in my life. I nearly knocked a woman down.
我一到家，我觉得我人都要碎了 By the time I got home, it was battered to bits.
那是我们的车？那是凯特沃斯的车？ Oh, is that our train? Is that the ketchworth train?
- 不，那是快车 - 是慢车 - No, it's the express. - The boat train.
当然，那个中途不停的，我想要点巧克力 Oh, of course. That doesn't stop, does it? I want some chocolate, please.
- 牛奶的还是普通的？ - 普通的就好了 - Milk or plain? - Plain, I think.
不，可能有牛奶的好点，你们还有坚果吗 Or, no, perhaps milk would be nicer. Have you any with nuts?
坚果牛奶，一先令还是六便士？ Nestle's Nut Milk. Shilling or sixpence?
我要一包普通的和一包坚果牛奶 I'll take one plain and one nut milk.
- 大包的还是小包的？ - 大包的 - Large or small? - Large, please.
好的 Oh.
她在哪里？ Where is she?
我没有看到她 I never noticed her go.
我不知道你去做什么了 Oh, I couldn't think where you'd disappeared to.
我只是想看看快车经过 I just wanted to see the express go through.
这有什么关系？你是不是很累 What on earth's the matter? Are you feeling ill?
- 我很累 - 宝贝，过来坐下 - I feel a little sick. - My dear, come and sit down.
那是我们的车了 There's our train.
- 都好了，你们有没有白兰地？ - 恐怕没时间了 - It's all right. Have you any brandy? - I'm afraid it's out of hours.
- 是的，当然，如果有谁觉得不舒服的话 - 我很好，真的 - Oh, surely, if somebody's feeling ill... - I'm all right, really.
- 稍微喝一点白兰地就行了 - 非常好 - Just a sip of brandy will buck you up. Please. - Very well.
- 谢谢你，多少钱？ - 十便士 - Thank you. How much? - Tenpence, please.
到凯特沃斯火车现在在三站台 The train for Ketchworth is now arriving at platform three.
我应该快点 We shall have to hurry.
是的，这需要一点运气，火车里的人差不多满了 Oh, well, this is a bit of luck. This train's generally packed.
我很担心你，你看上去好像气色不是很好 I really am very worried about you, dear. You look terribly peaky.
我没事，只是觉得有点累 I'm all right. Really, I am. I just felt faint for a minute, that's all.
我常这样的，在博比的学校音乐会上曾经发生过一次 It often happens to me. I did it once in the middle of Bobby's school concert.
我想他还没有原谅我 I don't think he's ever forgiven me.
- 好的，他真的看上去很英俊 - 谁 - Well, he certainly was very good-looking. - Who?
你的医生朋友，他的名字是什么 Your friend, Doctor... whatever his name was.
- 是的，他是很英俊 - 你认识他很久了吗 - Yes, he's a nice creature. - Have you known him long?
不，不是很久，我和他还不是很熟悉 No, not very long. I hardly know him at all, really.
好的，亲爱的，我对医生都是很有感情的 Well, my dear, I've always had a passion for doctors.
我真的很理解一个女人是怎么样 I can well understand how it is that women get...
我希望我能够相信你 I wish I could trust you.
我希望你是个聪明、善良的朋友 I wish you were a wise, kind friend,
而不是不停八卦一些我不经意间认识了好几年 却从来不关心的人 instead of a gossiping acquaintance I've known casually for years...
而且我对他并不是很关注 and never particularly cared for.
我希望 我希望... I wish. I wish.
- 想想他要去非洲，他结婚了吗？ - 是的 - Fancy him going all the way to Africa. Is he married? - Yes.
- 有没有孩子？ - 是的，两个儿子，我很为他们骄傲 - Any children? - Yes, two boys. He's very proud of them.
- 他有没有带上他们？我的意思是指他的妻子还有孩子 - 是的 - Is he taking them with him, his wife and children, I mean? - Yes, he is.
我可以理解 在一个宽广开阔的地方重新开始生活 I suppose it's sensible in a way rushing off to start life anew in the wide open spaces,
但是野马是不会吸引我离开英格兰的 but wild horses wouldn't drag me away from England...
这里还有我家和一切我熟悉的东西 and home and all the things I'm used to.
- 每个人都有自己的根不是吗 - 是的，每个人都有自己的根 - One has one's roots after all, hasn't one? - Oh, yes, one has one's roots.
我知道一个女孩一年前去了非洲 I knew a girl once years ago who went to Africa.
他的丈夫是做工程方面的事情的，她从来没有经历过那么恐怖的生活 Her husband was something to do with engineering. She had the most dreadful time.
她在出去野餐的时候感染了病毒，然后病了好几个月 She caught some awful germ through going out on a picnic, and she was ill for months.
我希望你不要说了 I wish you'd stop talking.
我希望你不要老是想打听些事情出来 I wish you'd stop prying, trying to find things out.
我希望她死了？不，我的意思不是这样 I wish she were dead. No, I don't mean that.
那是傻话，但是我希望你能不要说了 That was silly and unkind, but I wish you'd stop talking.
我的天哪，她的头发都掉光了，她说那里的生活真的是太恐怖了 My dear, all her hair came out, and she said the social life was quite horrid.
- 郡里面的，你知道，真的很像暴发户 - 哦多利 - Provincial, you know. Very nouveau riche. - Oh, Dolly.
- 你怎么了？又觉得不舒服了吗？ - 不，我只是觉得有点头晕 - What's the matter, are you feeling ill again? - No, I feel a bit dizzy.
- 我想我要闭着眼睛休息下了 - 哦，真可怜 - I think I'll close my eyes for a little. - Oh, you poor darling.
难道我在这里是喋喋不休的，我再也不说一句话了 And here am I chattering away 19 to the dozen. I won't say another word.
如果你睡着了 我就在到达路口时叫醒你 If you drop off, I'll wake you when we get to the level crossing.
让你提前补个妆准备好 That'll give you a chance to pull yourself together and powder your nose.
谢谢多利 Thanks, Dolly.
这不是长久之计 This can't last.
这种苦难不能持续 This misery can't last.
我必须不断提醒并控制我自己 I must remember that and try to control myself.
没有什么会持续，真的，快乐不会，痛苦也不会 Nothing lasts, really... neither happiness nor despair.
生命也不会持续很久 Not even life lasts very long.
可能未来会有一天，我也不会在意这一切了 There'll come a time in the future when I shan't mind about this anymore,
那时我也能回顾过去，平静且愉快地说“我真是个傻瓜” when I can look back and say quite peacefully and cheerfully how silly I was.
不，不，我不想那一天真的到来 No, no, I don't want that time to come ever.
我想记住每一分钟 I want to remember every minute...
一直 always...
一直到我生命的结束 always to the end of my days.
凯特沃斯 Ketchworth!
- 起来，萝拉，我们到了 - 凯特沃斯 - Wake up, Laura. We're here. - Ketchworth!
亲爱的，我想跟你一起回家，我刚好顺路 I could easily come to the house with you, dear. It isn't very much out of my way.
谢谢你，我只要顺着埃尔莫尔路，走过文法学校就行 Thank you. All I have to do is walk down Elmore Lane, past the grammar school.
谢谢你的好意，多利，但是我现在真的很好，真的 It's sweet of you, Dolly, but I'm perfectly all right now, really I am.
- 你确定吗？ - 当然，谢谢你的关心 - You're quite sure? - Absolutely positive. Thank you for being so kind.
不要这么说，我应该在早上打电话，看看你是不是又复发了 Oh, nonsense, dear. I shall telephone in the morning and see if you've had a relapse.
你一定会失望的，晚安 I shall disappoint you. Good night.
晚安，替我向佛瑞德和孩子们问好 Good night. Oh, give my love to Fred and the children.
- 是你吗，萝拉 - 是的，亲爱的 - Is that you, Laura? - Yes, dear.
谢天谢地你终于回来了，刚才家里真是一团糟 Thank goodness you've come back. The place has been in an uproar.
- 为什么？发生什么事情了？ - 博比和玛格丽特又吵架了 - Why? What's the matter? - Bobby and Margaret have been fighting again.
除非你回来和他们聊聊，否则他们是不会睡觉的 They won't go to sleep until you go in and talk to them about it.
- 妈妈，是你吗？ - 是的，玛格丽特 - Mummy? Is that you, Mummy? - Yes, Margaret.
快点上来，妈妈，我想跟你说说话 Come upstairs at once, Mummy! I want to talk to you.
你们都很淘气，几个小时前你们就应该睡觉了，是什么事情？ You're both very naughty. You should have been asleep hours ago. What is it?
妈妈，明天是我的生日，我想去看看杂技团的表演 Well, Mummy, tomorrow's my birthday, and I want to go to the circus.
明天不是玛格丽特的生日，但她想去看舞剧 And tomorrow's not Margaret's birthday, and she wants to go to the pantomime.
我的生日是六月，但那会就没有舞剧了 My birthday's in June. There aren't any pantomimes in June.
时候太晚了 以后再讨论吧 It's far too late to discuss it tonight,
你们还不去睡觉，我就告诉你们的爸爸，都不带你们去 and if you don't go to sleep, I shall tell Daddy not to let you go to either.
哦，妈妈 Oh, Mummy!
为什么不都带他们去？下午一个，晚上一个？ Why not take them to both? One in the afternoon, one in the evening?
你知道那不可能，我们不能让他们太晚睡觉 You know that's impossible. We shouldn't get them to bed till all hours,
他们很累了而且很倔强 and they'd be tired and fractious.
好的，那么一天一个 Well, then, one on one day and the other on the other.
你老是说我宠坏孩子 You're always accusing me of spoiling the children.
你这么粗暴的对待他们，如果我让他们给你带两个星期，我想就会变坏的 Their characters would be ruined in a fortnight if I left them to your over-tender mercies.
好的，你想怎么样就怎么样 All right, have it your own way.
- 杂技团还是舞剧？ - 都不是 - Circus or pantomime? - Neither.
我们不会同意他们的，把他们锁在阁楼里 We'll thrash them both soundly, lock them up in the attic...
让他们自己画画 and go to the pictures by ourselves.
哦，佛瑞德 Oh, Fred.
- 到底发生什么事情了？ - 没有，什么也没有 - What on earth's the matter? - Nothing. It's nothing.
亲爱的怎么了 Darling, what's wrong?
- 请告诉我 - 真的 没什么 - Tell me, please. - Really and truly, it's nothing.
我有点不舒服，就这样 I'm just a little rundown, that's all.
在米尔福德的饮食店里我晕了好几次 I had a sort of fainting spell at the refreshment room at Milford.
是不是很傻？多利和我在一起 Isn't it idiotic? Dolly Messiter was with me,
然后她不停的说啊说，直到我想把她掐死 and she talked and talked and talked until I wanted to strangle her.
不过她依然装出一副好心的样子 Still, she meant to be kind.
当人们装出一副很好的样子来，是不是很恶心？ Isn't it awful about people meaning to be kind?
- 你要睡觉吗？ - 不，佛瑞德，真的 - Would you like to go to bed? - No, Fred, really.
过来坐在书房的火炉边休息下 Come and sit by the fire in the library and relax.
你能来帮我填字谜 You can help me with the Times crossword.
- 你的休息的主意真的很特别啊 - 这会好点的 - You have the most peculiar ideas of relaxation. - That's better.
- 你在这里，亲爱的 - 谢谢你 - There you are, darling. - Thank you.
但是为什么会晕？我不理解 But why a fainting spell? I can't understand it.
不要想的这么严重，亲爱的，我经常这样，你也知道的 Don't be silly, darling. I've often had fainting spells, and you know it.
你还记得博比的学校音乐会，还有爱琳的婚礼 Don't you remember Bobby's school concert and Eileen's wedding...
还有那次你坚持要带我去看市政大厅的交响乐表演 and that time you insisted on taking me to that symphony concert at the town hall?
继续那次是鼻子出血了 Go on, that was a nosebleed.
我想我是那种女人了，真是觉得很惭愧 I suppose I must be that type of woman. It's very humiliating.
我仍然觉得你去见见格拉夫医生是没有坏处的 I still maintain there'd be no harm in you seeing Dr. Graves.
- 那很浪费时间 - 现在听着 - It would be a waste of time. - Now, listen...
亲爱的，不要再说了，你不要为这件事大惊小怪的 Do shut up about it, darling. You're making a fuss about nothing.
我买东西了，很累，茶点室太热了，所以我才忽然觉得不舒服 I'd been shopping and was tired. The refreshment room was hot, and I suddenly felt sick.
- 其他的没有什么了 - 好的 - Nothing more than that. - All right.
真的没有什么，现在你继续玩你的字谜，我要安静下 Really nothing more than that. Now you get on with your puzzle and leave me in peace.
好吧，随你 Have it your own way.
你是个诗迷，看看你能不能帮上我 这是济慈的诗 You're a poetry addict. See if you can help me over this. It's keats.
当我仰望充满星星的天空 "When I behold upon the night starred face...
“很多的云预示着...” 七个字母的一个词 huge cloudy symbols of a high "... something in seven letters.
浪漫 我想是这个了 Romance, I think. I'm almost sure it is.
“巨大的云翳喻表着壮丽传奇” 出现在牛津出版的诗集里 "Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance." It'll be in the Oxford Book of Verse.
对，没错，我肯定，正好匹配了“精神错乱”和“俾路支” No, that's right, I'm sure, because it fits in with "delirium" and "Baluchistan."
- 我放点音乐会影响到你吗？ - 不会，亲爱的，我喜欢 - Would some music throw you off your stride? - No, dear, I'd like it.
佛瑞德 Fred.
佛瑞德 Fred,
亲爱的佛瑞德 dear Fred.
我有很多话要跟你说 There's so much that I want to say to you.
你是世界上唯一有足够的智慧和耐心来听的人 You're the only one in the world with enough wisdom and gentleness to understand.
除非这是别人的故事，而不是我的 If only it were somebody else's story and not mine.
如果是这样，你就是这个世界上唯一一个我不会告诉的人 As it is, you are the only one in the world that I can never tell.
决不决不 Never, never.
因为直到我们都老了，我才会跟你说的 Because even if I waited until we were old, old people and told you then,
你一定会回想着以前的时光而觉得伤心 you'd be bound to look back over the years and be hurt,
还有，我亲爱的，我不想你受到伤害 and, oh, my dear, I don't want you to be hurt.
你知道，我们的婚姻幸福美满 You see, we are a happily married couple...
你不要忘了 and must never forget that.
这是我的家，你是我的丈夫 This is my home. You are my husband,
而且我的孩子在楼上睡觉 and my children are upstairs in bed.
我是个很开心的已婚女人 I am a happily married woman...
或者应该说直到几个星期前 or, rather, I was until a few weeks ago.
这个是我所有的世界 This is my whole world,
并且它已经足够了 and it's enough...
或者应该说直到几个星期以前 or, rather, it was, until a few weeks ago.
但是，哦，佛瑞德，我真的很愚蠢 But, oh, Fred, I've been so foolish.
我已经喜欢上一个人了 I've fallen in love.
我很普通 I'm an ordinary woman.
我不相信这种事会发生在普通人的身上 I didn't think such violent things could happen to ordinary people.
那是在很平淡的一天开始的 It all started on an ordinary day,
在世界上最普通的地方开始 in the most ordinary place in the world,
在米尔福德汇合处的饮食店 the refreshment room at Milford Junction.
我正在喝茶 I was having a cup of tea...
并且开始看一本早上布茨给我的书 and reading a book that I'd got that morning from Boots.
我的火车没有在十分钟后准点来到 My train wasn't due for ten minutes.
我看到有个人从站台那边走进来 I looked up and saw a man come in from the platform.
他穿着普通的橡胶雨衣，他的脸朝下，我还没有看清他的脸 He had on an ordinary mac. His hat was turned down, and I didn't even see his face.
他在柜台上拿了杯茶然后回过头来 He got his tea at the counter and turned.
然后我真的看清了他的脸，很英俊 Then I did see his face. It was rather a nice face.
- 有没有糖，谢谢 - 在勺子里 - Any sugar? Thank you. - In the spoon.
- 他走过我的桌子到他的位子上 - 你忘了你的责任 - He passed my table on the way to his. - You're neglecting your duty.
在柜台上的那个女人还是像平常一样 The woman at the counter was going on as usual.
你知道以前我跟你说的一个有着很优雅的声音的人 You know, I told you about her the other day... the one with the refined voice.
- 明妮没有接她的牛奶 - 你有没有帮她？ - Minnie hasn't touched her milk. - Did you put it down for her?
是的，但是她没有来接 Yes, but she never came for it.
- 喜欢动物？ - 在他们的地方 - Fond of animals? - In their place.
我的女房东很喜欢动物 My landlady's got a positive mania for animals.
她有两只猫，一个马恩岛猫，一个是普通的 She's got two cats... one Manx, one ordinary...
在厨房里圈养了三只兔子，那是属于她的孩子的 three rabbits in a hutch in the kitchen... they belong to her little boy by rights...
还有一条毛遮住了眼睛的黑狗 and one of those dark-looking dogs with hair over its eyes.
我不知道你说的是什么品种的 I don't know to what breed you refer.
我认为它自己也不知道是怎么回事 I don't think it knows itself.
你去清扫下第三台桌子，我看上面有点面包屑 Go and clean off number three, I can see crumbs from here.
我还想再来一杯呢 看来我该走了，五点四十的车就要来了 What about my other cup? I'll have to be moving. The 5:40 will be in in a minute.
- 谁在门边？ - 小威廉 - Who's on the gate? - Young William.
请来一杯水，我的眼睛里有点东西，我想把它冲掉 Please, a glass of water. I've got something in my eye, and I want to bathe it.
- 要不要我来看看？ - 哦，不，没有什么事情，水就行了 - Would you like me to look? - Oh, no, don't trouble. I expect the water will do.
- 谢谢你 - 我想是一些煤尘 - Thank you. - Bit of coal dust, I expect.
我认识一个女人，因为有些粗砂进了眼睛后来瞎了 A man I knew lost the sight in one eye through getting a bit of grit in it.
- 胡说八道，胡说八道 - 好点了吗 - Nasty, very nasty. - Better?
- 恐怕还没有 - 我能帮你吗 - I'm afraid not. Ooh. - Can I help you?
不，不用了，只是有些东西在我的眼睛里 Oh, no, please, it's only something in my eye.
- 你的眼睛尽量往下看 - 然后皱起你的鼻子 - Try pulling your eyelid down as far as it'll go. - And then blowing your nose.
- 让我看看，我是个医生 - 你真好 - Please let me look. I happen to be a doctor. - It's very kind of you.
对着那个灯 Turn around to the light, please.
现在往上看 Now look up.
向下看 Now look down.
不要动，我看到了 Keep still. I see it.
- 就是 - 这里真轻松，刚刚真的很痛苦 - There. - Oh, what a relief. It was agonizing.
- 看上去好像是粗砂 - 快车过来了，真的很谢谢你 - It looks like a bit of grit. - The express went through. Thank you very much, indeed.
- 我们要走了，我必须跑了 - 你在这里我真的很幸运 - There we go. I must run. - How lucky for me you happened to be here.
- 谁都会这么做的，没有关系 - 是你做的，我真的很感激你 - Anybody could've done it. - Never mind, you did, and I'm most grateful.
- 那是我的火车，我要走了，再见 - 再见 - There's my train. I must go. Good-bye. - Good-bye.
然后一切就开始了 That's how it all began...
就是在我眼睛里有粗砂开始 just through me getting a little piece of grit in my eye.
我很快就忘记这件事情了，它和我完全没有什么关系 I completely forgot the whole incident. It didn't mean anything to me at all...
至少我是这样想的 at least I didn't think it did.
在下个星期四，我和以往一样又来到了米尔福德 The next Thursday I went into Milford again, as usual.
我在布茨换了本书 I changed my book at Boots.
路易斯小姐最终拿了一本凯特·奥布莱恩的新书给我 Miss Lewis had at last managed to get the new Kate O'Brien for me.
我相信她偷偷的放在柜台下面至少两天了 I believe she'd kept it hidden under the counter for two days.
我出去的时候，我给孩子们买了两支新的牙刷 On the way out, I bought two new toothbrushes for the children.
我比较喜欢药剂师店里的味道 I like the smell of a chemist's better than any other shop.
那是很多好东西的混合，香草香水还有肥皂 It's such a mixture of nice things... herbs and scent and soap.
那个恶心的勒维斯夫人在柜台的另一边 That awful Mrs. Leftwich was at the other end of the counter...
戴着我见过的最傻的帽子 Wearing one of the silliest hats I've ever seen.
幸运的，她没有看到我，我刚刚偷偷的溜了出来 Fortunately, she didn't look up, so I got out without her buttonholing me.
正当我踏上马路的时候 Just as I stepped out onto the pavement...
- 早上好，眼睛怎么样了 - 哦，早上好 - Good morning. How's the eye? - Oh, Good morning.
已经很好了，真的谢谢你为我解决麻烦 Perfectly all right. How kind it was of you to take so much trouble.
- 没什么，我想天又变晴了 - 是啊，天气不错 - It was nothing at all. It's clearing up I think. - Yes, it's going to be nice.
- 好的，我必须去医院了 - 我要到杂货店 - Well, I must be getting along to the hospital. - And I to the grocers.
- 我们的生活真的很精彩，是吗？再见 - 再见 - What exciting lives we lead, don't we? Good-bye. - Good-bye.
那个晚上我必须一直跑到车站 That evening I had to run nearly all the way to the station.
我去了帕拉蒂影院，但那个地方真的很远 I'd been to the Palladium, as usual, but it was a terribly long film.
我很担心我会迟到了 I was afraid I'd be late.
当我到的时候，科列尔的火车刚刚开走 As I came up onto the platform, the Churley train was just puffing out.
我很无聊的看着窗外的东西，想着看能不能看见他 I looked up idly as the windows of the carriages went by, wondering if he was there.
我记得我那时这样想过，但是那已经很不重要了 I remember this crossing my mind but it was quite unimportant.
我已经开始想其他的事情了 I was really thinking of other things.
给你送什么生日礼物更让我苦恼 The present for your birthday was worrying me rather.
它真的很贵，我知道你想要 It was terribly expensive, but I knew you wanted it,
然后我差不多付了一半的钱，还赊账了... and I sort of half taken the plunge and left a deposit on it...
下个星期四前去店里结清 at Spink and Robson's until the next Thursday,
下一个星期四 the next Thursday.
是的，我想你会很高兴的，所以我就买了 Well, I squared my conscience by thinking how pleased you would be and bought it.
- 是的，我很喜欢 - 谢谢你 - Yes, I'll have it. - Thank you, madam.
我知道真的很奢侈，但是既然已经犯下如此罪过 It was wildly extravagant, I know, but having committed the crime,
我忽然觉得非常开心 I suddenly felt reckless and gay.
太阳出来了，在街上的每个人看起来比平常更加的开心 The sun was out, and everybody in the street looked more cheerful than usual,
还有在哈里斯的旁边的一个角落里还有风琴 and there was a barrel organ at the corner by Harris's,
而且你知道我是多么的喜欢风琴的 and you know how I love barrel organs.
它正在演奏让这个伟大的世界继续转动 It was playing "Let the Great Big World Keep Turning,"
然后我给那个人六便士，然后去卡达玛吃午饭 and I gave the man sixpence and went to the Kardomah for lunch.
里面很多人，当我进去的时候，有两个人差不多就要走了 It was very full, but two people had got up from the tablejust as I had come in.
我想是有点运气，不是吗？ That was a bit of luck, wasn't it? Or was it?
我刚点好菜我看到他进来了 Just after I had given my order, I saw him come in.
他看起来有点累，我是这样想的，他也没有其他的地方坐了 He looked a little tired, I thought, and there was nowhere for him to sit,
- 所以我笑着说 - 早上好 - so I smiled and said... - Good morning.
- 早上好你一个人吗？ - 是的 - Oh, good morning. Are you all alone? - Yes, I am.
- 好多人，我能不能坐在你的旁边 - 不，当然不 - Would you mind if I shared your table? It's very full. - No, of course not.
我想我们还没有好好的介绍下，我的名字是亚历克·哈威 I'm afraid we haven't been introduced properly. My name's Alec Harvey.
你好，我是萝拉杰森 How do you do? Mine's Laura Jesson.
- 夫人还是小姐？ - 夫人 - Mrs. Or Miss? - Mrs.
- 你是个医生吗？我还记得你那天在饮食店这么说 - 是的 - You're a doctor, aren't you? I remember you said so that day in the refreshment room. - Yes.
不是什么有意思的职业，只是个普通的医生，我在科列尔工作 Not a very interesting one. Just an ordinary G.P. My practice is in Churley.
- 是吗？先生打扰你一下 - 你要什么？ - Yes, sir? Excuse me, sir? - What did you plump for?
汤还有点油炸的 Um, the soup and fried sole.
- 是的，我也来一样的 - 要喝什么吗 - Yes, I'll have the same. - Anything to drink?
不，谢谢，那你还需要点什么喝的吗 No, thank you. That is, would you like anything to drink?
- 不，谢谢，水就行了 - 来杯水 - No, thank you. Just plain water. - Plain water, please.
看看那个拉大提琴的 Will you just look at the cellist?
真糟糕啊，不是吗？ It really is dreadful, isn't it?
但是我们不应该笑的，会被她们看到 But we oughtn't laugh. They might see.
社会上应该保护不要让乐器这样受摧残 There should be a society for the prevention of cruelty to musical instruments.
- 你不弹钢琴吗？我猜？ - 我小时候被强迫学过 - You don't play the piano, I hope? - I was forced to as a child.
- 你没有保持练习吗？ - 不，我的丈夫喜欢音乐 - You haven't kept it up? - No, my husband isn't musical at all.
- 对他很好 - 你可能知道，我很有这方面的才华的 - Good for him. - For all you know, I might have a tremendous burning talent.
- 哦，亲爱的，不 - 为什么？你这么肯定？ - Oh, dear, no. - Why are you so sure?
你很理智，不是很复杂的人 You're too sane and uncomplicated.
我想不复杂是个好事情，但是听起来有点无趣 I suppose it's a good thing to be uncomplicated but it does sound a little dull.
你不会无趣 You could never be dull.
- 你每个星期四都来吗？ - 是的，去医院 - Do you come here every Thursday? - Yes, to spend a day at hospital.
斯蒂芬·林恩这里的内科医生，和我一起毕业的 Stephen Lynn, the chief physician here graduated with me.
我每个星期代替他一次，让他有时间去伦敦 I take over from him once a week. Gives him a chance to go to London.
- 给我一个机会研究医院里的病人 - 我明白 - Gives me a chance to study the hospital patients. - I see.
- 是吗？ - 什么 - Do you? - Do I what?
- 每个星期四来这里？ - 是的，买点东西，谢谢 - Come here every Thursday? - Yes, I do the week's shopping. Thank you.
换换我的书，吃个午饭，还有去看看电影 Change my library book, have lunch and generally go to the pictures.
很无趣的日程安排，但是它会改变的 Not a very exciting routine, but it makes a change.
- 今天下午你要不要去看电影？ - 当然 - Are you going to the pictures this afternoon? - Yes.
真的很好，我也是 How extraordinary. So am I.
我想你可能要整天呆在医院里 I thought you had to spend all day at the hospital.
好的，我告诉你个秘密，我今天早上不小心杀了两个病人 Well, between ourselves, I killed two patients by accident this morning.
护士长对我很不满意，我不敢回去 The matron's very displeased with me. I simply daren't go back.
- 你怎么会这么不小心 - 其实，今天我是把我的工作都做好了 - How can you be so silly? - Seriously, I did get through most of my work this morning.
如果我要逃避也没有什么关系，我可以和你一起去吗 It won't matter at all if I play truant. Would you mind if I came with you?
- 好的，我 - 我能够坐楼下，你坐楼上 - Well, l... - I could sit downstairs, and you could sit upstairs.
楼上很贵的 Upstairs is too expensive.
乐队忽然的停下来了 The orchestra stopped as abruptly as it had started,
然后我们又开始笑 and we began to laugh again.
我没有任何的征兆，我想我应该有的 I had no premonitions, although I suppose I should have had.
一切看起来是那么的自然 It all seemed so natural and so innocent.
我们吃完午饭，那个白痴的服务员把我们的钱算在一起了 We finished lunch, and that idiot of a waitress had put the bill all on one.
- 我真的应该坚持的 - 但是我不能 - I really must insist. - I couldn't possibly.
要你陪着我应该我来付了 Having forced my company on you, it's only fair I pay.
请不要坚持，我们还是平分吧 Please, don't insist. I should so much rather we halved it.
- 我觉得就这样 - 我应该温和的让步了 - I would really, please. - I shall give in gracefully.
我们平均给了，连小费也是 We halved it meticulously. We even halved the tip.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我们有两个选择：派拉斯影院的《黎塞留主教之爱》 We have two choices: The Loves of Cardinal Richelieu at the Palace...
- 或者帕拉蒂影院的《雾中迷情》 - 你知道的真多 - or Love in a Mist at the Palladium. - You're very knowledgeable.
在买票的时候我们都没有争吵，各人付自己的 There must be no argument about buying the tickets. We each pay for ourselves.
你可能想我是个穷医生，连十九便士也付不起 You must think me a poor doctor if I can't afford a couple of one-and-ninepennies.
- 我坚持 - 我想你会招待我的 - I insist. - I hoped you were going to treat me.
- 去哪里？派拉斯还是帕拉蒂？ - 帕拉蒂 - Which is it: Palace or Palladium? - Palladium.
我以前很讨厌一部叫《黎塞留主教》的电视剧 I was once very sick on a channel steamer called Cardinal Richelieu.
不好意思 Excuse me.
坐在这里让我觉得很不安，我觉得你真的是太浪费了 I feel awfully grand perched up here. It was very extravagant of you.
- 这是个伟大的胜利 - 你有没有觉得心虚？我心虚 - It was a famous victory. - Do you feel guilty as all? I do.
- 心虚？ - 你应该比我更加这样，你放弃了工作 - Guilty? - You ought to more than me. You neglected your work.
我今天早上工作了，一个小小的休息没什么要紧的 I worked this morning. A little relaxation never did harm to anyone.
为什么我们两个都要觉得有罪？ Why should either of us feel guilty?
- 我不知道 - 你真的很好 - I don't know. - How awfully nice you are.
不会吧？ It can't be.
是的 It is.
我们一起走回车站 We walked back to the station together.
当我到门的时候，他把手放到我的肩膀下 Just as we reached the gates, he put his hand under my arm.
那时我没有注意到，但是我现在记起来了 I didn't notice it then, but I remember it now.
- 她像你的妻子 - 马德琳？ - What's she like... your wife? - Madeleine?
小的，黑的，非常精致 Small, dark, rather delicate.
真的很有意思，我本来应该想到她很美丽的 How funny. I should have thought she would've been fair.
那你的丈夫？他怎么样？ And your husband? What's he like?
中等高度，棕色的头发，人很好，很理性 Medium height, brown hair, kindly, unemotional and not delicate at all.
- 你说的很骄傲 - 是吗 - You said that proudly. - Did I?
- 晚上好 - 晚上好 - Good evening. - Good evening.
在我们的车走前，我们刚好还有点时间喝杯茶 We've just got time for a cup of tea before our trains go.
然后在一个星期的第三次，他带上那个普通的男人和他的妻子 And for the third time in one week, he brought that common man and his wife...
到房子里并没有多大的客气 to the house without so much as a"by your leave."
- 两杯茶 - 蛋糕还是糕饼？ - Two teas, please. - Cake or pastry?
- 蛋糕还是糕饼 - 不，谢谢 - Cake or pastry? - No, thank you.
- 这些是新鲜的？ - 是的，今天早上做好的 - Are those Bath buns fresh? - Certainly they are. Made this morning.
来两个吧 Two, please.
七便士 That'll be sevenpence.
- 把茶放到桌子上，贝里尔 - 我来拿面包 - Take the tea to the table, Beryl. - I'll carry the buns.
你应该吃点这个，今天早上新鲜的 You must eat one of these. Fresh this morning.
- 很容易长肥 - 我不要 - Very fattening. - I don't hold to such foolishness.
- 它们看起来很好 - 我生命中的第一个信条就是决不长肥 - They do look good, I must say. - One of my earliest passions in life... never outgrown it.
- 后来怎么样了？伯格特夫人？ - 嗯 - What happened then, Mrs. Bagot? - Well...
是，很好，我说想我，我这个那个还有另外一个 Well, it's all very fine, I said, expecting me to do this, that and that other,
但是我怎么摆脱？ but what do I get out of it?
你不能希望我在白天是个厨师、主妇 You can't expect me to be a cook, housekeeper and char during the day...
晚上是个可爱的妻子，仅仅是因为你喜欢这样 and a loving wife in the evening, just because you feel like it.
哦，亲爱的，不，我像鱼离不开水一样离不开你 Oh, dear me, no. There are just as good fish in the sea as ever came out of it.
然后，我收拾好我的东西离开了他 And I packed me boxes then and there and left him.
- 那你有没有回去那？ - 从来没有 - Didn't you never go back? - Never.
到我姐姐在福克斯通的地方呆了下来 Went to my sister's place at Folkestone for a bit.
然后和我的一个朋友走了，在海特开了个茶店 Then I went in with a friend of mine, and we opened a tea shop in Hythe.
- 他发生什么事情了？ - 死了很久了 - What happened to him? - Dead as a doornail inside three years.
我没有 Well, I never.
茶是不是对人不好？我的意思是比咖啡不好 Is tea bad for one? Worse than coffee, I mean?
如果这是个专业的意见的话，我的费用是一几尼 If this is a professional interview, my fee is a guinea.
- 你为什么会成为医生？ - 那是个很长的故事 - Why did you become a doctor? - That's a long story.
- 可能是因为我是个理想主义的人吧 - 我应该想所有的医生都是有理想的 - Perhaps because I'm an idealist. - I should think all doctors ought to have ideals.
- 否则的话，他们的工作真的很难忍受 - 想要我说说？ - Otherwise their work would be unbearable. - Encouraging me to talk shop?
那是你最喜欢的 It's what interests you most.
是的，我是真的很有雄心的 Yes, it is. I'm terribly ambitious really.
对于我自己和对我的小鸽子是不一样的 Not ambitious for myself so much as for my special pigeon.
- 你的小鸽子是什么？ - 预防医学 - What is your special pigeon? - Preventive medicine.
- 我明白了 - 恐怕不是 - I see. - I'm afraid you don't.
- 我尽量想聪明点 - 很多好医生也是这样 - I was trying to be intelligent. - Most good doctors,
特别是当他们还年轻、有着自己的梦想的时候 especially when they're young, have private dreams.
那是他们最好的时光，我想的话 That's the best part of them. Sometimes, though,
虽然有时候那些很专业话，我是不是很烦人？ those get over-professionalized and strangulated... am I boring you?
不，我不是很明白，但是你没有烦到我 No, I don't quite understand, but you're not boring me.
我的意思是：所有的好医生首先要有热情 What I mean is this: All good doctors must primarily be enthusiasts.
他们必须...就像作家、画家、和牧师 They must, like writers and painters and priests...
他们必须有特殊的适应性 they must have a sense of vocation,
- 一种内在的不可动摇的做好的想法 - 是的，我明白 - a deep-rooted, unsentimental desire to do good. - Yes, I see that.
好的一种预防疾病的方法值得五十种治好的办法 Well, obviously one way of preventing disease is worth 50 ways of curing it.
这就是我的想法 That's where my ideal comes in.
预防医学并不是和医学完全没有关系 Preventive medicine isn't anything to do with medicine at all.
它和环境有关生存，环境卫生常识 It's concerned with conditions... living conditions, hygiene and common sense.
比如我的专长是肺尘症 For instance, my speciality is pneumoconiosis.
- 哦，亲爱的 - 不要这么害怕，它没有说的这么恐怖 - Oh, dear. - Don't be alarmed. It's simpler than it sounds.
只是肺部纤维化的一个缓慢的过程 It's nothing but a slow process of fibrosis of the lung...
因为吸入灰尘的粒子 due to the inhalation of particles of dust.
在医院里有很好的机会观察治疗做笔记 In the hospital here there are splendid opportunities for observing cures, making notes...
- 因为煤矿 - 你忽然看起来很年轻 - because of the coal mines. - You suddenly look much younger.
- 是吗？ - 就像是个小孩子 - Do I? - Almost like a little boy.
你为什么这么说？ What made you say that?
我不知道，是的，我知道 I don't know. Yes, I do.
告诉我 Tell me.
不，我真的不能，你在说煤矿 Oh, no, I couldn't, really. You were saying about the coal mines.
是的，吸入的煤尘 Oh, yes, the inhalation of coal dust.
那可以引起一种病，就是煤肺病 That's one specific form of the disease. It's called anthracosis.
还有其他的？ What are the others?
石屑入肺病石有金属粉尘引起的 Chalicosis... that comes from metal dust...
钢铁作业你知道的 steel works, you know.
当然钢铁作业 Yes, of course, steel works.
还有矽肺病 And silicosis...
那是石粉金矿 that's stone dust... gold mines.
我明白 I see.
- 那是你的车？ - 是的 - There's your train. - Yes.
- 你不能错过了 - 不能 - You mustn't miss it. - No.
- 有什么事情吗？ - 没有，什么也没有真的 - What's the matter? - Nothing. Nothing at all, really.
我觉得很开心，下午我过得很开心 It's been so very nice. I've enjoyed my afternoon enormously.
我也很开心，跟你说这么多的医学上的事情很对不起 I'm so glad. So have I. I apologize for boring you with long medical words.
我觉得自己很蠢，很多不知道 I feel dull and stupid not to be able to understand more.
我还能够再次见到你吗 Shall I see you again?
是另外一个站台是吗，你必须跑了，不要想我的事情 It's the other platform, isn't it? You'll have to run. Don't bother about me.
- 我能再次见到你吗 - 是的，当然可能，你星期天会来凯特沃斯 - Shall I see you again? - Yes, of course. Perhaps you'd come to ketchworth one Sunday.
- 我知道那太远了，但是我们很高兴 - 请 - It's rather far, I know, but we should be delighted. - Please, please.
- 那什么时候？ - 下个星期四，同样的时间 - What is it? - Next Thursday, the same time.
- 不，我不能 - 请答应 - No, I couldn't possibly. - Please.
我很谦卑的请你了 I ask you most humbly.
- 你会错过你的车的 - 好的 - You'll miss your train. - All right.
- 跑我会去那里的 - 再见 - Run. I'll be there. - Good-bye.
谢谢你，亲爱的 Thank you, my dear.
我站在那里看着他的火车开出去了 I stood there and watched his train draw out of the station.
我一直看到它的尾灯消失在黑暗中 I stared after it until its taillight had vanished into the darkness.
我想像他去科列尔 I imagined him getting out at Churley,
不要他的票 giving up his ticket,
在街道上往回走 walking back through the streets,
开了门进屋子里 letting himself into his house with his latchkey.
他的妻子马德琳 His wife... Madeleine...
可能在厅里等着他 would probably be in the hall to meet him.
或者在楼上她的房间里，觉得不是很舒服 Or perhaps upstairs in her room, not feeling very well.
小的，黑的，但是很精致 "Small, dark and rather delicate."
我想他可能会说 I wondered if he'd say,
我在卡达玛遇见了一个很好的女人 "I met such a nice woman at the Kardomah.
我们吃了午饭，然后一起看电影 We had lunch and went to the pictures."
但是忽然我知道他不可能这样做 Then suddenly, I knew that he wouldn't.
我一点也不怀疑他是一个字也不会说的 I knew beyond a shadow of doubt that he wouldn't say a word,
在那个时候我忽然一种危险的感觉 At that moment, the first awful feeling of danger swept over me.
我进了我看到的第一个车厢 I got into the first compartment I saw.
我想能够尽快的回到家里面 I wanted to get home as quickly as possible.
我在车厢里紧张的看是不是有人在看我 I looked hurriedly around the carriage to see if anyone was looking at me,
就像他能知道我的心中所想 as if they could read my secret thoughts.
没有人，除了一个在另外一个角落里的牧师 No one was, except a clergyman in the opposite corner.
我觉得自己很轻松了，我打开我的书并且假装开始读 I felt myself blushing and opened my library book and pretended to read.
当我到达凯特沃斯，我很明确的下定决心 By the time I'd got to Ketchworth, I had made up my mind definitely...
- 我再也不会见亚历克 - 晚上好，杰森夫人 - that I wasn't going to see Alec anymore. - Good evening, Mrs. Jesson.
和一个完全的陌生人那样，是很愚蠢的不庄重的和轻浮的 It was silly and undignified flirting like that with a complete stranger.
哦，晚上好 Oh, good evening.
我很高兴的往家里走 I walked up to the house quite briskly and cheerfully.
我的行为就像是个傻瓜，我应该承认现在还没有什么危害 I'd been behaving like an idiot, admittedly, but after all, no harm had been done.
你在门厅里等我，你的脸看起来很担忧，我的心紧了一下 You met me in the hall. Your face was strained and worried, and my heart sank.
佛瑞德，什么事情？ Fred, what's the matter?
- 什么也没有，但是你应该保持安静 - 什么？发生什么事情了？ - It's all right, but you must keep calm and not be upset. - What is it? What's wrong?
是博比在放学回家的时候，他给车撞了 It's Bobby. He was knocked down by a car on the way home from school.
现在不是很危险了，他只是给挡泥板擦伤了 Now it's not serious. He was just grazed by the mudguard,
但是把他撞到了路边，有点轻微的脑震荡 but it knocked him against the curb, and he's got slight concussion.
医生在楼上，和他一起 The doctor's upstairs with him now.
没事，杰森夫人，没有什么好担心的 It's all right, Mrs. Jesson. Nothing to worry about.
几个小时以后他就会好的 He'll be as right as rain in a few hours.
你确定吗？你确定不是很严重吗？ You're sure? You're sure it's not serious?
是的，但是他真的很幸运 Quite sure, but it was certainly a very lucky escape.
我给了他一点止痛药，我还应该建议 I've given him a little sedative, and I shall advise...
让他在家里呆几天 keeping him at home for a couple of days.
肯定是有点撞伤的了 It must have been a bit of a shock...
我觉得真的很害怕，佛瑞德，看看他躺在那里 I felt so dreadful, Fred, looking at him, lying there...
头上缠着绷带 with that bandage round his head.
我试着不去想它，但是内心里却是歇斯底里 I tried not to show it, but I was quite hysterical inside,
好像整件事情都是我的错一样 as though the whole thing were my fault...
一种惩罚恐怖底险恶的警告 a sort of punishment, an awful, sinister warning.
一两个小时以后，当然所有的事情又开始回复了正常 An hour of two later, of course, everything became quite normal again.
他开始享受这件事情的全过程 He began to enjoy the whole thing thoroughly...
并且说他是在注意力的中心 and revelled in the fact that he was the center of attraction.
太好了 Oh, good!
你还记得我们是怎么样花费整个晚上计划他的将来的吗 Do you remember how we spent the whole evening planning his future?
但是他还太年轻了 But he's much too young to decide really.
美好的生活，如果那个孩子感觉得到的话 Good life, if the boy has a feeling for it.
他怎么能够知道他是否感觉到了？ How can he possibly really know if he has a feeling for it?
他可能会想在下个星期成为火车司机 He'll probably want to be an engine driver next week.
不是，上个星期他想成为火车司机 No, it was last week he wanted to be an engine driver.
看来这个孩子就要开始做海军梦了 It seems so final, somehow, entering a child of that age for the navy.
- 这是很正常的生活 - 我知道，是个好生活，我知道是这样的 - It's a healthy life. - I know it's a good life, and I know it's a healthy life,
而且我还会知道他会看整个世界，并且在每个港口都有老婆 and I know he'll be able to see the world and have a wife in every port...
并且叫每个人先生，但是我们怎么办？ and keep on calling everybody "sir," but what about us?
- 你是什么意思？我们什么怎么办？ - 我们几乎很难见到他 - What do you mean, "What about us?" - We shall hardly ever see him.
- 胡说八道 - 不是胡说八道 - Oh, nonsense. - It isn't nonsense.
作为一个长相平凡的人，他会给派出海 He'll be sent away to sea as a smooth-faced boy,
然后后面的事情我们也知道，就是他留着长长的胡须回来 and the next thing we know, he'll come walking in with a long beard and a parrot.
我想你对海军的印象还是保持在维多利亚的时候，亲爱的 I think you take rather a Victorian view of the navy, my dear.
他是我们唯一的儿子，他长大了我当然很高兴了 He's our only son, and I should like to be there while he's growing up.
好的，老女孩，我们应该让他进办公室 All right, old girl. Then we'll put him into an office,
那么你就可以在每天早上八点五十的时候看到他了 and you can see him off on the 8:50 every morning.
你真的很让人讨厌，你知道我很讨厌那个的 You really are very annoying. You know perfectly well I should hate that.
好的，随便它 All right, have it your own way.
- 佛瑞德 - 什么？ - Fred? - Hmm?
我今天和一个陌生人一起吃饭，然后他带我一起去看电影了 I had lunch with a strange man today, and he took me to the movies.
- 那对你很好 - 他真的很好，他是个医生 - Good for you. - He's awfully nice. He's a doctor.
- 很高贵的职业 - 亲爱的 - A very noble profession. - Oh, dear.
是理查三世说的吗？我的王国为了一只马 It was Richard III who said, "My kingdom for a horse," wasn't it?
是的亲爱的 Yes, darling.
好的，我希望他没有善良的心，因为这样会宠坏一切的 Well, I wish to goodness he hadn't because it spoils everything.
我想我们可以叫他过来吃顿晚饭 I thought perhaps we might ask him to dinner one night.
一定，谁？ By all means. Who?
哈威医生，我跟你说的这个人 Dr. Harvey... the one I was telling you about.
- 一定要晚饭吗？ - 是的，你从来没有在家吃过午饭 - Must it be dinner? - Well, you're never at home for lunch.
确实如此 Exactly.
佛瑞德 Oh, Fred.
现在到底有什么问题？ Now what on earth's the matter?
没有什么，只是，佛瑞德 It's nothing. It's only that... Oh, Fred.
我只是从来没有觉得自己这么愚蠢 I really don't see what's so frightfully funny.
好的，没有什么，亲爱的，我也没有取笑你 Oh, I do. It's all right, darling. I'm not laughing at you.
我自己在嘲笑自己，我是个很滑稽的人 I'm laughing at me. I'm the one that's funny.
我是真正的傻瓜，为不存在的事情在那里担心 I'm an absolute idiot, worrying myself about things that don't exist...
把事情无限的夸大 and making mountains out of molehills.
我告诉你，当你进来时，没有什么很严重的事情 I told you when you came in that it was nothing serious.
没有什么要这么担忧的 There was nothing to get into such a state about.
我现在明白了我，真的 I do see that now, I really do.
当星期四来的时候，我会去见亚历克 When Thursday came, I went to meet Alec,
只是为了礼貌，而不是其他的什么事情 more as a matter of politeness than for any other reason.
这看来完全是没有什么必要的，但是我还是同意你这么做 It didn't seem of any importance, but, after all, I had promised.
我又来到了相同的桌子 I managed to get the same table.
我有点想但是他没有来 I wanted a bit, but he didn't come.
那个女子管弦乐队和以往一样在那里演奏 The ladies'orchestra was playing away, as usual.
我看那个大提琴演奏家，上个星期她看来很搞笑 I looked at the cellist. She seemed to be so funny last week,
但是今天她看起来不搞笑了 but today, she didn't seem funny anymore.
她看起来很可怜 She looked pathetic, poor thing.
午饭以后我刚好经过医院 After lunch, I happened to pass by the hospital.
我记得从窗户往外看，想看到他是不是在那里 I remember looking up at the windows and wondering if he were there...
或者是什么糟糕的事情让他没有来 or whether something awful had happened to prevent him turning up.
我比以前早点来到了车站 I got to the station earlier than usual.
电影我觉得并不是很好看 I hadn't enjoyed the pictures much.
还是那些吵杂的音乐，我很讨厌它们 It was one of those noisy musical things, and I'm so sick of them.
它还没有结束我就出来了 I had come out before it was over.
当我的茶放到桌子上的时候，我忽然意识我是不是犯了一个错误 As I took my tea to the table, I suddenly wondered if I'd made a mistake,
他说在那里见我 and he'd meant me to meet him there.
亚伯特，你好大的胆！ Albert Godby, how dare you!
- 真是难以抗拒 - 请管好你的手 - I couldn't resist. - I'll trouble you to keep your hands to yourself.
你这么害羞，当你生气的时候你很漂亮，就像是个复仇的小天使 You're blushing. You look wonderful when you're angry, just like an avenging angel.
我会给你一个复仇的小天使，请来这里 I'll give you avenging angel, coming in here taking liberties.
我想在你上个星期说的话，以后你应该不会反对友好的拍一下 I thought after what you said last Monday you wouldn't object to a friendly little slap.
你不要再提上个星期一了，我现在正忙着 Never you mind about last Monday. I'm on duty now.
如果索多先生正往窗外看的话那多好 A nice thing if Mr. Saunders happened to be looking through the window.
如果索多先生有往外面看的习惯 If Mr. Saunders is in the habit of looking through windows,
这时他能看到一些值得看到的事情 it's about time he saw something worth looking at.
- 你应该为自己觉得羞愧 - 一时兴起而已 不要生气 - You ought to be ashamed of yourself. - It's high spirits, don't be mad.
一时兴起，确实。喝你的茶，安静点 High spirits, indeed. Take your tea, and be quiet.
- 都是你的错 - 我不知道你指的是什么 - It's all your fault, really. - I don't know to what you're referring.
我正在考虑今天晚上 I was thinking of tonight.
如果你不端正自己的行为举止，今天晚上不会，以后也不会 If you don't learn to behave there won't be a tonight or any other night, either.
- 我们亲亲 - 我不会这么做的，那个女人会看到我们的 - Give us a kiss. - I'll do no such thing. The lady might see us.
- 过来，亲爱点 - 亚伯特，快停下来 - Come on, a quick one across the bar. - Albert, stop it!
- 过来看那里 - 现在放开我 - Come, there's a love. - Let go of me this minute.
亚伯特，现在你看看饼都掉在地上了 Albert! Now look at me Banburys all over the floor.
刚好到了小礼拜室 Just in time or born in the vestry.
你赶快闭上你的嘴，帮戈比先生捡起那些饼 You shut your mouth and help Mr. Godby pick up them cakes.
现在过来，你在那里做什么？ Come along now... what are you standing there gaping at?
当我离开饮食店的时候，我看到了一辆车来了，是他的车 As I left the refreshment room, I saw a train coming in... his train.
他不在站台上，我忽然觉得心有点疼 He wasn't on the platform, and I suddenly felt panic-stricken...
想到没有见到他 at the thought of not seeing him again.
亲爱的，我很对不起，我没有办法告诉你 My dear, I'm so sorry. I'd no way of letting you know.
- 你的车你会赶不上的 - 住院的外科医生忽然有个手术 - Your train, you'll miss it. - The house surgeon had to operate suddenly.
我想要去卡达玛那里，但是我想它们可能会喊你的名字 I was going to send a note to the kardomah, but I thought they might shout your name.
请不要再说了 Please don't say anymore.
快点，快点，汽笛响了 Quickly, quickly, the whistle's gone.
我很高兴能够向你解释，我想以后可能不会再见你了 I'm so glad I had a chance to explain. I didn't think I'd see you again.
多么荒谬，快点，快点 How absurd. Quickly, quickly.
- 下个星期四？ - 好的，下个星期四 - Next Thursday? - Yes, next Thursday.
- 再见，下个星期四，再见 - 再见 - Good-bye! Next Thursday! Good-bye! - Good-bye!
到凯特沃斯的火车就要在站台三开始出发了 The train for Ketchworth is about to leave from platform three.
星星会在它们运行的过程中改变，整个宇宙室由火焰变成的 The stars can change in their courses, the universe go up in flames,
世界在我们周围碰撞，但是哪里都会有唐老鸭 and the world crash around us, but there'll always be Donald Duck.
我真的很爱他，他可怕的精力，他的盲目的失落的怒火 I do love him so... his dreadful energy, his blind frustrated rages.
现在是有好看的电影，我们快去吧，不要笑，可能是眼泪 It's the big picture now. Here we go. No more laughter. Prepare for tears.
真是不好看的电影 It was a terribly bad picture.
还没有放完我们就偷偷的溜出来了 We crept out before the end, rather furtively,
我们蹑手蹑脚的就像犯了罪一样 as though we were committing a crime.
在门口的引坐员轻蔑的看着我们 The usherette at the door looked at us with contempt.
今天下午是真的很好，在清新的空气中真是以后解脱 It was a lovely afternoon, and it was a relief to be in the fresh air.
我们决定去植物园 We decided we'd go to the botanical gardens.
你知道吗？我认为我们的行为应该是不同的 Do you know, I believe we should all behave quite differently...
如果我们一直生活在温暖的阳光充足的天气下 if we lived in a warm, sunny climate all the time.
我们不应该这样的内向和害羞的 We shouldn't be so withdrawn and shy and difficult.
佛瑞德，那真的是个很愉快的下午 Oh, Fred, it really was a lovely afternoon.
那里有一些小男孩在划船 There were some little boys sailing their boats.
有一个看上去像博比，我知道那使我的良心受到了冲击 One of them looked like Bobby. That should have given me a pang of conscience, I know,
但是它没有我在享受生活，享受生活的每一分钟 but it didn't... I was enjoying myself, enjoying every single minute.
亚历克忽然说他讨厌盯着水看 Alec suddenly said that he was sick of staring at the water...
他想在上面 and that he wanted to be on it.
所有的船都给遮起来了，但是我们终于说服一个老人给我们一艘 All the boats were covered up, but we managed to persuade the old man to let us have one.
他想我们是疯了，可能他是对的 He thought we were raving mad. Perhaps he was right.
亚历克以很快的速度开出去了 Alec rode off at a great rate,
我把我的手放在水里 and I trailed my hand in the water.
水很冷，但是那种感觉真的很好 It was very cold, but a lovely feeling.
你划的不是很好，是吗？ You don't row very well, do you?
我想跟你说句老实话，我根本就没有划 I'm going to be perfectly honest with you... I don't row at all,
除非你想不停的在转小圈 and unless you want to go round and round in ever-narrowing circles,
你最好开始划船 you'd better start steering.
你说的，真的很有趣，佛瑞德 Oh, we had such fun, Fred.
我觉得很轻松，很高兴，有一种轻松的感觉 I felt gay and happy and sort of released.
那就是我对自己的所作所为很觉得羞耻 That's what's so shameful about it all.
那就是伤害你很深的，如果你知道 That's what would hurt you so much if you knew...
我能够觉得自己是那么的热情 that I could feel as intensely as that...
虽然远离你和一个陌生人 away from you, with a stranger.
- 当心，我们不能过了 - 左边继续拉 - Oh, look out! We can't get through! - Pull on your left!
亲爱的，我从来都是左右不分的 Oh. Oh, dear, I never could tell left from right.
我真的很对不起 I'm most awfully sorry.
你知道英国人一直对疯了的人很不错 You know the British have always been nice to mad people.
那个船夫认为我们是神经不正常，但是看看他现在多么幸福 That boatman thinks we are quite dotty, but look how sweet he's been.
茶，牛奶，还有糖 Tea, milk, even sugar.
谢谢你 Thank you.
你知道发生什么事情了是吗 You know what's happened, don't you?
是的 Yes.
是的我知道 Yes, I do.
我爱你 I've fallen in love with you.
是的，我知道 Yes, I know.
老实告诉我，请你老实的告诉我，我的感觉是不是对的 Tell me honestly. Please tell me honestly if what I believe is true.
- 你的感觉是什么？ - 和你的一样 - What do you believe? - That it's the same with you...
就是很爱你 that you've fallen in love too.
- 听起来很愚蠢 - 为什么？ - It sounds so silly. - Why?
- 我知道你很小 - 这是真的，不是吗 - I know you so little. - It is true, though, isn't it?
- 是的，是真的 - 萝拉 - Yes, it's true. - Laura.
不，不要这样，我们应该明智一点，请帮我变得明智一点 No, please, we must be sensible. Please help me to be sensible.
我们不能这样做，请忘了我们所说过的话吧 We mustn't behave like this. We must forget that we've said what we've said.
- 还没有，还没有 - 但是我们必须，难道你还不明白吗？ - Not yet, not quite yet. - But we must. Don't you see?
听着，现在太迟了，我们都不能很明智了 Listen, it's too late now to be as sensible as all that.
想要忘记我们所说的已经太迟了 It's too late to forget what we've said,
而且不管怎么样，无论我们说什么已经不重要了 and anyway, whether we'd said it or not couldn't have mattered.
我们知道，我们已经了解很长一段时间了 We know. We've both of us known for a long time.
你怎么能够这么说？我只是认识你四个星期 How can you say that? I've only known you for four weeks.
我们只是上个星期四开始说话 We only talked for the first time last Thursday week.
上个星期四，难道这对于你来说是段很长的时间吗？ Last Thursday week. Has it been a long time for you since then?
- 老实回答我 - 是的 - Answer me truly. - Yes.
你是怎么决定不想和我再见面的？ How often did you decide that you were never going to see me again?
- 一天好几次，亚历克 - 我也是 - Several times a day. Oh, Alec. - So did I.
我爱你，我喜欢你的大眼睛 I love you. I love your wide eyes...
还有你笑的方式和你的害羞 and the way you smile and your shyness...
- 还有你听到我说的笑话 - 请不要说了 - and the way you laugh at my jokes. - Please, don't.
我爱你，我爱你，你也爱我 I love you. I love you. You love me too.
当作没有发生是没用的，因为已经发生了 It's no use pretending it hasn't happened, because it has.
是的，它是发生了 Yes, it has.
我并不想对你或者对其他的人假装什么 I don't want to pretend anything either to you or to anyone else,
但是从现在开始，我必须这样做 but from now on, I shall have to.
那就是错的，难道你不知道吗？那会毁坏一切的 That's what's wrong, don't you see? That's what spoils everything.
那就是我们为什么要在这里停留，而且像这样说话 That's why we must stop here and now talking like this.
我们两个人都不能自由的爱对方，我们都不能 We're neither of us free to love each other. There's too much in the way.
但是还有时间 There's still time,
如果我们控制自己，然后像个理智的人一样 if we control ourselves and behave like sensible human beings.
还有时间来 There's still time to...
根本没有时间了 There's no time at all.
- 那是你的车 - 是的 - There's your train. - Yes.
我会和你一起去站台的 I'll come over to the platform with you.
不，亚历克，不要来，有人会看见的 No, Alec, not here. Someone will see.
我是这么的爱你 I love you so.
亲爱的，我们是不是应该把声音调小一点？ Do you think we might have that down a bit, darling?
你好萝拉 Hi, Laura.
- 什么事情，亲爱的？ - 你好像心不在焉 - Yes, dear? - You were miles away.
是吗？我想我是的 Was I? Yes, I suppose I was.
你不介意我把声音调小一点吧？真的很吵 Do you mind if we turn that down a little? It really is deafening.
当然可以 No, of course not.
你不能老是这样，亲爱的，我们睡觉吧，你知道吗？你看上去很累 I shan't be long over this, darling, then we'll go to bed. You look a bit tired, you know?
不要这么快，我很开心 Don't hurry. I'm perfectly happy.
我怎么能这么说？ How can I possibly say that?
不要这么急，我很开心 "Don't hurry. I'm perfectly happy."
只要那是真的 If only it were true.
不，我想每个人都会这么开心的 Not, I suppose, that anybody is ever perfectly happy, really.
但是仅仅是普通的满足、平静 But just to be ordinarily contented, to be at peace.
就是不久以前，但是看起来就像是永恒 It's such a little while ago, really, but it seems an eternity...
自从那车开出站台以后 since that train went out of the station,
把他带进黑暗中 taking him away into the darkness.
那时我很开心 I was happy then.
当我们走向我自己的站台的时候 As I went back through the subway to my own platform,
我觉得整个人都很轻松 I was walking on air.
当我走进火车的时候，我甚至没有假装读书 When I got into the train, I didn't even pretend to read.
我不再在乎有没有人看我，我是要想… I didn't care whether people were looking at me or not. I had to think.
我本来是应该觉得羞耻的，我知道我应该这样，但是我没有 I should have been utterly wretched and ashamed. I know I should, but I wasn't.
我觉得很开心 I felt suddenly quite wildly happy,
像一个浪漫的学生，像一个浪漫的小傻瓜 like a romantic schoolgirl, like a romantic fool.
你知道他说他爱我，我也说了我爱他 You see, he'd said he loved me, and I had said I loved him.
但是那是真的，那是真的 And it was true. It was true.
我想像他把我抱在怀里 I imagined him holding me in his arms.
我想像和他一起在各种迷人的场合中 I imagined being with him in all sorts of glamorous circumstances.
这是荒谬的白日梦，就像还是在小的时候 It was one of those absurd fantasies, just like one has when one is a girl,
给自己喜爱的人追求 being wooed and married by the ideal of one's dreams.
我从窗户看外面的黑夜 I stared out of that railway carriage window into the dark...
看着模糊的树还有电线杆匆匆闪过 and watched the dim trees and the telegraph posts slipping by,
在它们中我看见了我和亚历克 and through them, I saw Alec and me.
亚历克和我 Alec and me...
可能比我们现在要年轻点，但是很相爱 perhaps a little younger than we are now, but just as much in love...
并且没有什么阻挡 and with nothing in the way.
我看见我们在巴黎，在歌剧院的一个包厢里 I saw us in Paris, in a box at the opera.
管弦乐队出现了 The orchestra was tuning up.
然后我们在威尼斯，在小船里穿过很多不同的运河 Then we were in Venice, drifting along the Grand Canal in a gondola...
在水上各种音乐的配合下 with the sound of mandolins coming to us over the water.
我看见我们一起到远的地方旅行 I saw us traveling far away together,
很多我一直想去的地方 all the places I've always longed to go.
我看见我们靠在船舷边，看着海水和天上的星星 I saw us leaning on the rail of a ship, looking at the sea and stars,
在一个月夜站在热带的海滩上 standing on a tropical beach in the moonlight...
棕榈树在我们身旁摇曳 with the palm trees sighing above us.
然后那些棕榈树变成了运河边的垂柳 Then the palm trees changed into those pollarded willows by the canal...
在经过路口的时候 just before the level crossing,
然后所有愚蠢的梦都消失了 and all the silly dreams disappeared,
然后我出了凯特沃斯丢掉我的票 and I got out at Ketchworth and gave up my ticket...
像往常一样回家 and walked home as usual,
和以前一样的平静慢慢的走 quite soberly and without wings...
一点也没有加快脚步 without any wings at all.
当我们吃晚饭的时候，我的脸有点…你还记得吗 When I had changed for dinner and was doing my face a bit... Do you remember?
我觉得你没有，但我是的 I don't suppose you do, but I do.
你看，你不知道那是我们生命中的第一次 You see, you didn't know that that was the first time in our life together...
向你说谎话 that I had ever lied to you.
然后开始了整个让人羞耻的事情 It started then... the shame of the whole thing,
犯罪的感觉，还有害怕 the guiltiness, the fear.
- 晚上好，杰森夫人 - 你好，亲爱的 - Good evening, Mrs. Jesson. - Hello, dear.
- 今天过的好吗？ - 是的，很好 - Had a good day? - Yes, lovely.
- 你做了什么？ - 我买了点东西，吃个午饭，然后去看电影 - What'd you do? - Well, I shopped and had lunch and went to the pictures.
- 都是你自己？ - 是的 - All by yourself? - Yes.
不，不是很准确 Uh, no, not exactly.
你这是什么意思？不是很准确？ What do you mean, "not exactly"?
我自己看的电影，但是我是和玛丽诺顿一起吃的午饭 Well, I went to the pictures by myself, but I had lunch with Mary Norton.
她不能来看电影，因为她必须看她的亲戚 She couldn't come to the pictures 'cause she had to see her in-laws.
他们刚刚住在米尔福德外面，你知道吗 They live just outside Milford, you know?
所以我和她一起去公共汽车站，然后我自己回来了 So I walked with her to the bus and then came home on my own.
我好几年没有看到过玛丽，诺顿她看起来怎么样？ I haven't seen Mary Norton for ages. How is she looking?
看起好像胖了 Very well, really. A little fatter, I thought.
赶快把所有好吃的拿上来，我要吃饭了 Hurry up with all this beautifying. I want my dinner.
你下去了五分钟后就好 You go on down. I won't be five minutes.
- 什么号码？ - 请接凯特沃斯三－七 - Number, please? - Ketchworth 3-7, please.
凯特沃斯三－七 Ketchworth 3-7.
- 喂 - 喂，请问诺顿夫人在吗 - Hello? - Hello, is Mrs. Norton there, please?
- 是的，你能等一下吗？ - 是的，我可以等一下 - Yes. Will you hold on? - Yes, I'll hold on.
- 喂 - 喂，是你吗，玛丽 - Hello? - Hello? Is that you, Mary?
萝拉，很高兴是你，我还以为你死了 Oh, Laura! Fancy hearing from you. I thought you were dead.
不，我好几年没有见到你了 No, I haven't seen you for ages.
听着亲爱的 Listen, my dear,
你能不能帮我说过谎话？ will you be a saint and back me up in the most appalling domestic lie?
- 有这么严重吗 - 我的生活就靠它了 - As bad as all that? - My life depends on it.
好的，今天我和往常一样到米尔福德买东西 Well, today, I went into Milford, as usual, to do my shopping.
本来想给佛瑞德的生日买个昂贵的礼物 With the special intention of buying a far too expensive present for Fred's birthday.
很多地方没有我要的东西 Well, Spink and Robson's hadn't got what I wanted,
然后找到了个带气压计的时钟，但是只有一个 which was one of those clocks with barometers and everything in one,
他们说在博多翰的分店有一个 but they rang up their branch in Broadham and said there was one there,
所以我坐上一点半的车去了 so I hopped on the 1:30 train and went to get it.
- 继续 - 好的，这就是要说谎的地方了 - Go on. - Well, this is where the black lie comes in.
佛瑞德问我是不是过的开心，我说是的 Fred asked me if I'd had a good day, and I said yes,
你和我吃了午饭，然后你要去看你的亲戚 and that you and I had lunch and that you had gone to see your in-laws...
然后我去看电影 and I had gone to the pictures.
- 如果你撞到他不要说穿了好吗 - 好的，当然不会 - If you run into him, don't let me down, will you? - Darling, of course not.
- 我会尽量替你做好的，我答应你 - 什么时候我们真的吃下午饭？ - I'll do as much for you, I promise. - Let's really lunch one day.
- 好的，那很好 - 下个星期四好吗？ - Yes, that'd be lovely. - What about next Thursday?
不，那时我要去米尔福德，星期五怎么样？ No, I can't on Thursday. That's my Milford day. What about Friday?
- 好的，在这里就更好了 - 好的 - Fine, better make it here. - All right, perfect.
你知道我的厨师的水平的，早点来 You know what my cook's like. It'll have to be early.
知道好的 Yes, all right.
- 再见 - 再见 - Good-bye. - Good-bye.
那个星期真的是个恶梦 That week was misery.
我一直是晕晕沉沉的 I went through it in a sort of trance.
你没有发现房子里多了一个认识的人？ How odd of you not to have noticed that you were living with a stranger in the house.
最后星期四还是来了 Thursday came at last.
我已经安排好了十二点半的，是在医院外面见亚历克 I had arranged to meet Alec outside the hospital at 12:30.
- 你好 - 你好 - Hello. - Hello.
我想你不会来的，我这个星期一直在想你是不会来的 I thought you wouldn't come. I've been thinking all week that you wouldn't come.
我是不想来的，但是我是在这里 I didn't mean to really, but here I am.
自从维奥莱特的婚礼后，我一直没有到过皇宫里面 I hadn't been inside the Royal since Violet's wedding reception.
它看起来真的很豪华 It all seemed very grand.
他点了一瓶香槟 He actually ordered a bottle of champagne,
当我说不要的时候，他说就来一次 and when I protested, he said that we were only middle-aged once.
我们在午饭中间一直很开心，说着很多很平常的事情 We were very gay during lunch and talked about quite ordinary things.
佛瑞德他真的很迷人，如果事情不是这样的话，你也会很喜欢他的 Fred, he really was charming. I know you would have liked him if things had been different.
当我们走出去的时候，他说要给我个惊喜 As we were going out he said that he had a surprise for me...
如果我在长沙发那边等五分钟的话，他会给我看的 and that if I would wait in the lounge for five minutes, he'd show me what it was.
他跑着出去了 He went out and down the steps at a run,
比起令人尊敬的医生，他更像个学生 more like an excited schoolboy than a respectable doctor.
忽然，玛丽诺顿和她堂妹从饭厅里走了出来 Suddenly out of the dining room came Mary Norton and that rich over-made-up cousin of hers.
她们肯定一直在里面 They must have been in the dining room all the time...
并且看到了亚历克和我还有香槟一切 and seen Alec and me and the champagne and everything.
萝拉是你吧，赫尔迈厄尼说是的 Laura! So it was you after all. Hermione said it was.
- 你怎么样？ - 你知道我是多么近视的 - How are you? - You know how shortsighted I am.
我看了很久也觉得不是真的 I peered and peered and still couldn't be sure.
我没有看到你，我真的很糟糕，我希望是香槟 I never saw you at all. How awful of me. I expect it was the champagne.
我并不是很习惯香槟的，但是亚历克坚持要这样 I'm not used to champagne for lunch or for dinner either, but Alec insisted.
亚历克？亚历克是谁？亲爱的 Alec? Alec who, dear?
亚历克哈威，当然，你当然记得哈威，我认识他们好几年了 Alec Harvey, of course. Surely you remember the Harveys. I've known them for years.
- 不，我不认为我曾经 - 他很快就会回来的 - No, I don't think I ever... - He'll be back in a minute.
当你近点看他的时候你会认出他的 You'll probably recognize him when you peer very closely.
他看起来很帅 He looks very charming and very attentive.
他真的很宝贵，他是世界上最好的人和最好的医生 He's a dear. One of the nicest people in the world and a wonderful doctor.
- 亚历克，你记得诺顿夫人吗 - 恐怕不知道 - Oh, Alec, you remember Mrs. Norton, don't you? - I'm afraid I don't.
没有用的，萝拉，我想我们从来没有见过面 It's no use, Laura. We've never seen each other before in our lives, I'm sure.
多么荒谬啊，我确定他和马德琳在那里，当你和我们一起吃饭的时候 How absurd. I made certain he and Madeleine were there when you dined with us...
就是去年耶诞节前 just before Christmas last year.
- 亚历克，这位是罗兰森夫人 - 你好 - Alec, this is Mrs. Rolandson. - How do you do?
- 可怕的天气，是吗 - 是的 - Horrid weather, isn't it? - Yes.
当然，我们总不能在这个时候期待春天吧，是吗 Of course, one can't really expect spring at this time of the year, can one?
不 No.
好的，我们必须要走了，我会带赫尔迈厄尼去见我的亲戚的 Well, we must be going. I'm taking Hermione with me to the in-laws as moral support.
- 再见，哈威医生，再见，亲爱的 - 再见 - Good-bye, Dr. Harvey. Good-bye, my dear. - Good-bye.
- 我真的很妒忌你的香槟 - 再见 - I do so envy you your champagne. - Good-bye.
再见 Good-bye.
- 真的很恐怖 - 没有关系 - That was awful. - Never mind.
他们从午饭开始一直看着我们，亲爱的 They had been watching us all through lunch. Oh, dear.
忘了它，出来看看是什么吧 Forget it. Come out and look at the surprise.
在楼梯的下面是一辆小型的两个人坐的车 There at the foot of the steps was a little two-seater car.
亚历克问斯蒂芬·林恩借的 Alec had borrowed it from Stephen Lynn for the afternoon.
我尽量想让自己开心起来，但是没有用 I tried so hard to look pleased, but it wasn't any good.
我一直想着那两个人在说说笑笑 I kept thinking of those two laughing and talking,
说笑着我们，我不能把她们从我的脑海中抛开 laughing and talking about us, and I couldn't get them out of my mind.
当我们到乡下的时候，离布雷几英里 When we were out in the real country... a few miles beyond Brayfield...
我们在一个村庄旁边停下来，下车了 we stopped the carjust outside a village and got out.
有个小溪和小桥 There was a little bridge and a stream,
太阳尽量地想出来，但是没有成功 and the sun was making an effort to come out, but really not succeeding very well.
我们靠在桥的栏杆上，并且往下看 We leaned on the parapet of the bridge and looked down into the water.
我在颤抖，亚历克把我抱住了 I shivered, and Alec put his arm round me.
- 冷吗？ - 不 - Cold? - No, not really.
开心吗 Happy?
不一点也不 No, not really.
我知道你想说什么 I know exactly what you're going to say.
那不值得 That it isn't worth it.
偷偷摸摸还有说谎比我们在一起的还重要吗 That the furtiveness and lying outweigh the happiness we might have together.
难道不是吗 Isn't that it?
可能有点是吧 Something like that.
我想问你一些，只是为了使自己心安 I want to ask you something, just to reassure myself.
什么？ What is it?
那对你来说是真的吗？我们在一起的感觉 It is true for you, isn't it? This overwhelming feeling we have for each other...
对于你和我来说是真的，不是吗？ it's as true for you as it is for me, isn't it?
是的，是真的 Yes, it's true.
我们必须呆在这里一段时间 We must have stayed on that bridge for a long time,
因为我们返回斯蒂芬·林恩的车库时，天已经黑了 because when we got back to Stephen Lynn's garage, it was getting dark.
我还记得我好像到了悬崖的边缘 I remember feeling as if I was on the edge of a precipice.
我想亚历克也是这样想的 I think Alec felt that too.
你知道，我们两个都知道，我们彼此深深相爱着 You see, we both knew how desperately we loved each other.
亚历克说它必须把钥匙放到斯蒂芬·林恩的公寓里 Alec said he had to leave the keys of the car in Stephen Lynn's flat...
建议我跟他一起去 and suggested that I came up with him.
我很激烈的拒绝了 I refused rather too vehemently.
亚历克跟我说斯蒂芬直到很晚才会回来，但是我还是不肯 Alec reminded me that Stephen wasn't coming back till late, but I still refused.
我要回去了，我就要错过车了 I'm going back. I'm going to miss my train.
- 回哪里？ - 到斯蒂芬的公寓 - Back where? - To Stephen's flat.
亚历克 Oh, Alec.
亚历克，我现在必须回家了，我真的必须回家了 Alec, I must go home now. I really must go home.
来杯茶 A cup of tea, please.
- 下午好 - 下午好 - Good afternoon. - Afternoon, lady.
- 两杯威士忌 - 很对不起，时间过了 - Couple of whiskeys, please. - Very sorry. It's out of hours.
好的，我们只是不想要老的三明治 Well, just sneak 'em to us under the cover of them poor old sandwiches.
今天早上的三明治是新鲜的，我没有做这样的事 Them sandwiches were fresh this morning, and I shall do no such thing.
- 哎，别这么没趣 - 在六点后你想要多少就有多少 - Come on, be a sport. - You can have as much as you want after 6:00.
我的喉咙像关着鹦鹉的笼子，听着 My throat's like a parrot's cage. Listen.
对不起，但我的执照不允许我在这个时候卖酒 I'm sorry. My license does not permit me to serve alcohol out of hours.
就这样 你不想给我惹麻烦，不是吗？ That's final. You wouldn't want to get me into trouble, would you?
网开一面吧女士，我们就这个要求，给个机会 Just give us the chance, lady. That's all we ask. Just give us the chance.
- 贝里尔 - 是的，是伯格特夫人吗？ - Beryl! - Yes, Mrs. Bagot?
- 叫戈比先生过来一会儿好吗 - 好的，伯格特夫人 - Ask Mr. Godby to come here a moment, will you? - Yes, Mrs. Bagot.
- 他在家里的时候怎么样？ - 你很快就会知道的了 - Oh, and who's he when he's at home? - You'll soon see.
- 来这儿对我放肆无礼 - 别胡说了，大妈，看在朋友的份上 - Coming in here cheeking me. - Come off it, Mother. Be a pal.
- “大妈”会给你点颜色看看，你这个流氓 - 你说谁是流氓？ - I'll give you "Mother," you saucy upstart. - Oi, who you callin' an upstart?
你我要你们俩尽快离开这里 You! And I'll trouble you to get out of here double quick.
打扰顾客还惹别人讨厌 Disturbing the customers and making a nuisance of yourselves.
怎么就生气了，哪来的火？ Here, where's the fire, where's the fire?
- 这里发生什么事情了？ - 戈比先生，这些先生骚扰我 - What's going on in here? - Mr. Godby, these gentlemen are annoying me.
- 什么？我们什么也没有做，不是吗，强尼？ - 我们只是要点饮料 - What? We haven't done nothing, have we, Johnnie? - All we did was ask for drinks.
- 他们侮辱我，戈比先生 - 我们没有这么做过 - They insulted me, Mr. Godby. - We never did anything of the kind.
- 只是开个玩笑而已，仅此而已 - 赶快离开，你们两个 - Just having a little joke, that's all. - Hop it, both of you.
- 我们有权在这里呆着 - 你听到我说的了，快走开 - We've got a right to stay here as long as we like. - You heard what I said. Hop it.
看看吧，这算什么？自由国家还是该死的教会学校？ Now, look here. What is this, a free country or a bloomin' Sunday school?
我在门口检查了你的票，你的火车应该在一分钟后到，赶快走 I checked your warrants at the gate. Your train's due in one minute. Hop it.
- 现在看看这里 - 快点，强尼快点 - Now, look here... - Aw, come on, Johnnie. Come on.
- 不要跟那些蠢人吵 - 快走 - Don't argue with the poor basket. - Hop it.
再见咯，大妈 Cheerio, Mother.
如果那些三明治是今天早上刚做的，那你就是秀兰邓波儿 And if them sandwiches were made this morning, you're Shirley Temple.
- 谢谢你，亚伯特 - 真的很不好意思这样跟你说，伯格特夫人 - Thank you, Albert. - What a nerve... talking to you like that, Mrs. Bagot.
没有什么，贝里尔，快给我一杯三星，我觉得很烦 Be quiet, Beryl. Pour me out a nip of Three Star. I'm feeling quite upset.
- 我要回大门了 - 晚点我会去见你的，亚伯特 - I have to get back to the gate. - I'll be seeing you later, Albert.
好的 Okay.
现在车来了 在第三站台 The train now arriving at platform three...
五点四十三到凯特沃斯 is the 5:43 for Ketchworth.
- 我真的必须回家了 - 我要回公寓 - I really must go home. - I'm going back to the flat.
- 我要回家，我真的应该回家了 - 我必须回公寓 - I must go home. I really must go home. - I'm going back to the flat.
我要回家了 I'm going home.
打扰了，我忘记了一些东西 Excuse me. I've forgotten something.
亲爱的 Darling.
下雨了 It's raining.
当我刚刚到了主街的时候，就开始下雨了 It started just as I turned out of the High Street.
你没有雨伞，你的大衣湿了 You had no umbrella, and your coat's wet.
你不要感冒了，真的不要 You mustn't catch cold. That would never do.
- 我看上去很吃惊 - 我为你拿下来 - I look an absolute fright. - Let me put that down for you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我希望火能够在几分钟后生起来 I hope the fire will perk up in a few minutes.
- 我希望树木是潮湿的 - 是的，我也希望这样 - I expect the wood was damp. - Yes, I expect it was.
坐下来，亲爱的 Do sit down, darling.
我要准时回火车上，然后再走是不是很傻？ I got right into the train and then got out again. Wasn't it idiotic?
我们都很很傻 We're both very, very foolish.
- 亚历克，我不再呆了，你知道的，我真的不能了 - 就一会儿 - Alec, I can't stay, you know. Really, I can't. - Just a little while.
就一会儿 Just a little while.
快点快点我要走了 Quickly, quickly! I must go.
从这里，这里是厨房，那里有个楼梯 Here, through the kitchen. There's a tradesman's staircase.
- 是你吗？亚历克 - 是的 - Is that you, Alec? - Yes.
- 你这么早就回来了 - 是的，我觉得很冷 - You're back early. - Yes, I felt a cold coming on,
跟罗杰在一起没有什么意思，所以我没有再吃下去了 so I denied myself the questionable pleasure of dining...
决定先回来睡觉 with that arch-arguer Roger Hinchley and decided to come back to bed.
- 红肿的隔膜很容易生病 - 你的饭怎么吃？ - Inflamed membranes are unsympathetic to a dialectic. - What'll you do about food?
只要我想在家的话，我就可以打电话叫他们送上来 I can always ring down to the restaurant if I want any later on.
- 我们住在现代这是个提供膳食的公寓 - 是的，当然 - We live in a modern age, and this is a service flat. - Yes, yes, of course.
有很多中口味 It caters for all tastes.
你知道，我亲爱的亚历克，你隐瞒了很重要的事情 You know, my dear Alec, you have hidden depths which I never even suspected.
- 看这里斯蒂芬 - 上帝啊，亚历克，不要解释或者道歉 - Look here, Stephen... - Oh, for heaven's sake, Alec. No explanations or apologies.
我才是应该道歉的人，这么忽然的回来 I am the one who should apologize for returning so inopportunely.
很明显你这是在私下给一个病人看病 It's quite obvious to me that you were interviewing a patient privately.
女人有时真的是很脆弱的生物 Women are frequently rather neurotic creatures,
医院的空气对她们没有好处 and the hospital atmosphere is upsetting to them.
当我进大厅的时候，我听到了很响的脚步声 By the rather undignified scuffling which I heard when I came into the hall,
我想她可能在后面的楼梯里很狼狈的撤退 I gather that she beat a hasty retreat down the back stairs.
我很奇怪的发现你也会这样，亚历克 I'm surprised at this farcical streak in your nature, Alec.
这样的事情是多余的，毕竟我们是多年的好友 Such carryings-on are quite unnecessary. After all, we've been friends for years,
我是心胸开阔的人 and I am the most broad-minded of men.
我真的很不好意思，斯蒂芬 I'm really very sorry, Stephen.
我想你肯定觉得整个事情是很粗俗的 I'm sure that the whole situation must seem inexpressibly vulgar to you.
但是事实上并不是那样的 Actually, it isn't in the least.
尽管如此，你还是正确的，解释是多余的，特别是在你我之间 However, you're perfectly right: Explanations are unnecessary, particularly between friends.
- 我必须走了，我会拿我我帽子和大衣的 - 好的 - I must go now. I'll collect my hat and coat. - Very well.
- 再见 - 我想可能你应该把我的钥匙还给我 - Good-bye. - Perhaps you'll let me have my latchkey back.
我只有两个，但总怕丢了，你知道我老是这么粗心的 I only have two, and I'm so afraid of losing them. You know how absentminded I am.
- 你真的很生气是吗？ - 不，亚历克，不是生气是失望 - You're very angry, aren't you? - No, Alec, not angry, just disappointed.
我跑到精疲力尽，我靠在路灯柱下喘了口气 I ran until I couldn't run any longer. I leant against a lamppost to get my breath.
我就在通往主街的小街道里 I was in one of those side roads that lead out of the High Street.
我知道我这样跑很傻，但是我就是不能控制我自己 I know it was stupid to run, but I couldn't help myself.
我感到了彻底的羞耻、挫败，真的、真的很羞耻 I felt so utterly humiliated and defeated and so dreadfully, dreadfully ashamed.
在一会儿后，我终于缓过来了 After a moment or two I pulled myself together...
然后往车站走去 and walked on in the direction of the station.
仍然在下着雨，但是不是很大 It was still raining, but not very much.
我忽然意识到我不能回家 I suddenly realized that I couldn't go home,
直到我先控制好自己，还有好好的想想 not until I had got myself more under control and had a little time to think.
然后你在家里等，还有晚饭没有了 Then I thought of you waiting at home and the dinner being spoilt,
所以我到了大街找了个烟店，给你打了个电话 so I went into the High Street and found a tobacconist and telephoned to you.
你还记得吗 Do you remember?
你好，佛瑞德，是你吗 Hello, Fred, is that you?
是的，亲爱的，是我，萝拉 Yes, dear, it's me, Laura.
所有的事情都很好，但是我不能回去吃晚饭了 Yes, everything's perfectly all right, but I shan't be home to dinner.
我和路易斯小姐在一起 I'm with Miss Lewis.
路易斯小姐，亲爱的，你知道，我跟你说的关于布茨的那本书 Miss Lewis, dear. You know, the librarian I told you about at Boots.
是的，现在我还不能跟你解释任何细节，因为她还在外面等着我 Y-Yes, I can't explain in any detail because she's outside the box now.
不久我和她在大街上见了面，我的情绪还不很稳定 I met her in the High Street a little while ago in a terrible state.
她的妈妈生病了，我答应和她一起，直到医生来了 Her mother's been taken ill, and I've promised to stay with her until the doctor comes.
是的，我知道，但是她一直对我很好，我觉得有点对不起她 Yes, I know, but she's always been awfully kind to me, and I feel so sorry for her.
不，我会来个三明治，但是叫艾瑟尔留些汤放在厨房的锅里 No, I'll get a sandwich, but ask Ethel to leave me some soup in a saucepan in the kitchen.
好的，我会尽快的 Yes, of course, as soon as I can.
好的，再见 All right. Good-bye.
真的很容易，当你很相信我的时候 It's awfully easy to lie when you know that you're trusted implicitly...
很容易，但是我觉得很内疚 so very easy and so very degrading.
我开始漫无目的的走 I started walking without much purpose.
忽然我又出现在大街上走着 I turned out of the High Street almost immediately.
想到可能撞到亚历克，我忽然觉得很害怕 I was terrified that I might run into Alec.
我很肯定他会去车站的 I was pretty certain that he'd come after me to the station.
我走了很长一段时间，最后我发现我在战争纪念馆了 I walked for a long while. Finally, I found myself at the war memorial...
你知道是在城市的另一边 you know, it's right at the other side of the town.
外面已经没下雨了，但是我觉得还是很热 It had stopped raining altogether, and I felt stiflingly hot,
所以我坐在椅子上 so I sat down on one of the seats.
周围没有人，我拿了根烟抽 There was nobody about, and I lit a cigarette.
我知道你不允许女人在街上抽烟，但是我是这样做了，真的 I know how you disapprove of women smoking in the street... I do too, really...
但是我想让自己安静下来，我想需要这个帮助 but I wanted to calm my nerves, and I thought it might help.
我在那里坐了很久，我也不知道是多久 I sat there for ages... I don't know how long...
我看见一个警员在不远处走来走去 then I noticed a policeman walking up and down a little way off.
他好像很怀疑的看着我 He was looking at me rather suspiciously.
过了不久他走了过来 Presently he came up to me.
没事吧，女士？ Feeling all right, miss?
- 没事，谢谢你 - 在等人吗 - Yes, thank you. - Waiting for someone?
不，不，我没有等人 No. No, I'm not waiting for anybody.
不要感冒了，晚上坐在椅子上湿气很重 Don't go and catch cold now. It's a damp night for sitting about on seats.
现在我就走了，我还要赶火车 I'm going now anyhow. I've got to catch a train.
你确定你没有什么事情吗？ You're sure you feel quite all right?
是的，谢谢你，晚安 Quite, thank you. Good night.
晚安 Good night, miss.
我走开了，不经意的看了他一下，知道他正看着我 I walked away, trying to look casual, knowing that he was watching me.
我觉得自己好像是个罪犯 I felt like a criminal.
我走的很快，想回到大街上 I walked rather quickly back in the direction of the High Street.
在最后一班车开车前十五分钟，我到了火车站 I got to the station 15 minutes before the last train to Ketchworth.
然后我知道我在外面游荡了三个多小时 And then I realized that I'd been wandering about for over three hours,
但是我觉得很快就过去了 but it didn't seem to be any time at all.
斯坦，你真的很讨厌 Stan, you are awful.
- 看院子里的年轻人 - 好的 - See ya in the yard. - All right.
- 我想要杯白兰地 - 我们要关门了 - I'd like a glass of brandy, please. - We're just closin'.
是的，我看到你们，是的，但是还没有关，不是吗 Yes, I see you are, but you're not quite closed yet, are you?
- 三星 - 那就行了 - Three Star? - That'll do.
还有，你有没有一张纸和信封？ Oh, and have you got a piece of paper and an envelope?
- 恐怕你要到书店里去买了 - 书店可能关门了 - I'm afraid you'll have to get that at the book stall. - Well, the book stall's closed.
真的很重要，对于我来说是很重要的事情 Please, it's very important. I should be so much obliged.
好的，等等 All right. Just a minute.
- 非常谢谢 - 你知道我们几分钟后就要关门了 - Thank you very much. - We close in a few minutes, you know.
是的，我知道 Yes, I know.
- 亲爱的，我到处都在找你 - 快走开，请不要这样 - Darling, I've been looking for you everywhere. - Please go away. Please don't.
- 我在看每一趟车 - 请走吧 - I've watched every train. - Please go away.
- 我不能让你这样 - 你必须，这样会比较好，真的 - I can't leave you like this. - You must. It'll be better, really it will.
你真的很残酷，他这么早回来只是意外 You're being dreadfully cruel. It was just an accident that he came back early.
- 他不知道你是谁，他没有看到你 - 他笑了不是吗 - He doesn't know who you are. He never even saw you. - He laughed, didn't he?
- 我想你和他一起讨论我就像男人在一起讨论世界 - 我们没有谈起你 - I suppose you spoke of me together as men of the world. - We didn't speak of you.
- 我们说些关于不存在的生物 - 你为什么不跟他说？ - We spoke of some nameless creature who has no reality. - Why didn't you tell him?
你为什么不跟他说我们很便宜，很没有勇气？ Why didn't you say we were cheap and low and without courage?
- 不要这么说，萝拉，静下来了 - 是真的 - Stop it, Laura. Pull yourself together. - It's true.
没有这样的事，我们彼此相爱着，这就是所有的问题 It's nothing of the sort. We know we love each other. That's all that matters.
这不是所有的问题，其他的也有 It isn't all that matters. Other things matter too.
自尊还有自重，我不能在继续下去了 Self-respect matters, and decency. I can't go on any longer.
难道你真的想走？以后都不来见我了吗？ Could you really say good-bye, never see me again?
没错，如果你能帮助我的话 Yes, if you'd help me.
我爱你，萝拉，我会一辈子爱你 I love you, Laura. I shall love you always until the end of my life.
因为我知道一些事情，所以现在我不能看你 I can't look at you now because I know something.
我知道这是结束的开始 I know that this is the beginning of the end...
不是我对你爱的结束，是我们在一起的结束 not the end of my loving you, the end of our being together.
但是还没有，亲爱的，还没有 But not quite yet, darling. Please, not quite yet.
是的，还没有 Very well. Not quite yet.
我知道，今天晚上你的感觉觉得肮脏 I know what you feel about this evening... about the sordidness of it.
我知道我们不同生活的压力，彼此远离的生活 I know about the strain of our different lives... our lives apart from each other.
犯罪的感觉，做错事的感觉，很强烈是吗 The feeling of guilt, doing wrong is too strong, isn't it?
我们要在一起，要付出的实在是太多了 Too great a price to pay for the happiness we have together.
这些我都知道，因为我也是这样 I know all this because it's the same for me too.
你现在可以看我我很好了 You can look at me now. I'm all right.
我们很小心，我们自己准备 Let's be very careful. Let's prepare ourselves.
忽然不理了，无论是多么的勇敢，还是令人钦佩的都是很残忍的 A sudden break now, however brave and admirable, would be too cruel.
我们不能对我们的自己的心这么残忍 We can't do such violence to our hearts and minds.
好的 Very well.
- 我要走了 - 我知道 - I'm going away. - I see.
- 还没有结束 - 还没有结束 - But not quite yet. - Please, not quite yet.
- 现在是十点十分，要关门了 - 是吗 - That's the 10:10. It's after closing time. - Oh, is it?
- 我要关门了 - 好的 - I shall have to lock up. - All right.
- 我想要你答应我一些事情 - 什么？ - I want you to promise me something. - What is it?
答应我，无论你是多么的不开心 Promise me that however unhappy you are...
还有无论你是怎么的考虑事情 and however much you think things over,
- 下个星期四我们再见面 - 哪里？ - that you'll meet me again next Thursday. - Where?
十二点半在医院外面 Outside the hospital at 12:30.
- 好的，我答应 - 我想和你说，我想跟你解释 - All right. I promise. - I've got to talk to you. I've got to explain.
- 想要离开？ - 是的 - About going away? - Yes.
- 你会去哪里？你能去哪里？ - 你不能放弃你的工作 - Where will you go? Where can you go? - You can't give up your practice.
我收到了一个工作消息，我不打算跟你说的 I've had a job offered me. I wasn't going to tell you.
我也不想接受的，但是我知道，现在是唯一的出路了 I wasn't going to take it, but I know now it's the only way out.
- 哪里？ - 很远的地方，约翰内斯堡 - Where? - A long way away... Johannesburg.
- 哦，亚历克 - 我的兄弟在那里 - Oh, Alec. - My brother's out there.
他们开了家新的医院，他们希望我去 They're opening a new hospital. They want me in it.
是个好机会，真的，我会带马德琳还有孩子 It's a fine opportunity, really. I'll take Madeleine and the boys.
这会让我很痛苦的，难道真的要分开吗 It's been torturing me... the necessity of making a decision one way or the other.
我没有告诉任何人，甚至是马德琳 I haven't told anybody, not even Madeleine.
我不能忍受要离开你 I couldn't bear the thought of leaving you,
但是现在我知道很快就要发生了 but now I see it's got to happen soon anyway.
差不多是已经发生了 It's almost happening already.
斯坦 Stanley!
你想什么时候走 When will you go?
差不多是马上一到两个星期 Almost immediately, in about two weeks' time.
- 很近是吗？ - 你想我留下来吗？ - Quite near, isn't it? - Do you want me to stay?
- 难道你想我拒绝这个条件？ - 不要这么傻了，亚历克 - Do you want me to turn down the offer? - Don't be foolish, Alec.
- 我会听你的任何话的 - 亲爱的请不要这样说 - I'll do whatever you say. - That's unkind of you, my darling.
到凯特沃斯的火车已经停在三站台了 The train for Ketchworth is now arriving at platform three.
你对我不是很生气是吗 You're not angry with me, are you?
不，我不生气 No, I'm not angry.
我觉得我真的没有生气，我只是觉得很累 I don't think I'm anything, really. I just feel tired.
- 原谅我 - 原谅你什么？ - Forgive me? - Forgive you for what?
一切从第一次见到你 For everything... for meeting you in the first place,
为了拿开眼里的粗砂 for taking the piece of grit out of your eye,
原谅我爱上你给你带了这么多的痛苦 for loving you, for bringing you so much misery.
如果你能够原谅我的话，我会原谅你的 I'll forgive you if you'll forgive me.
星期四 Thursday.
所有的都是一个星期以前 All that was a week ago.
真的很难相信时间过得这么快 It's hardly credible that it should be so short a time.
今天是我们最后在一起了 Today was our last day together...
我们生命中的最后在一起的日子 our very last together in all our lives.
我十二点半在医院外和他相见，正和我答应的一样 I met him outside the hospital as I had promised at 12:30...
今天中午十二点半 at 12:30 this morning.
仅仅是这一次 That was only this morning.
我们又开车来到了乡村，但是这一次他租了辆车 We drove into the country again, but this time he hired a car.
在我们一起走的时候，我不停的为他点烟 I lit cigarettes for him every now and then as we went along.
我们说的不是很多，我觉得很麻木，人也没有什么精神 We didn't talk much. I felt numbed and hardly alive at all.
我们在一间小饭店里吃了午饭 We had lunch in a village pub.
后面我们又来到了相同的那座桥上 Afterwards, we went to the same bridge over the stream,
以前当我们一起来的那座桥上 the bridge that we'd been to before.
在那有几个小时，但是时间过的飞快 Those last few hours went by so quickly.
在我们穿过车站的时候，我不停的在想 As we walked through the station I remember thinking,
这是和亚历克在一起的最后一段时间了 "This is the last time with Alec.
以后我还能够看见这一切，但是没有亚历克了 I shall see all this again, but without Alec."
我尽量让自己不要想 I tried not to think of it,
不要毁坏了我们最后在一起的时间 not to let it spoil our last moments together.
亲爱的，你还好吗 Are you all right, darling?
是的，我很好 Yes, I'm all right.
我希望我能够说些话没有什么关系 I wish I could think of something to say. It doesn't matter...
- 什么也不要说，我的意思是 - 我想晚点坐车，先送送你 - not saying anything, I mean. - I'll miss my train and see you to yours.
- 不要这样，我来送你，我更愿意这样 - 好的 - Please don't. I'll come over to your platform. I'd rather. - Very well.
你认为我们还会相见吗？ Do you think we shall ever see each other again?
我不知道，至少几年内很难 I don't know. Not for years anyway.
孩子会长大了 The children will all be grown up.
我想他们会不会相见，然后彼此相识？ I wonder if they'll ever meet and know each other.
我能不能给你写信？只是偶尔的 Couldn't I write to you, just once in a while?
不，亚历克，你知道我们之间的约定 No, Alec, please. You know we promised.
好的，亲爱的，我真的很爱你 Well, all right, dear. I do love you so very much.
我全心全意的爱着你 I love you with all my heart and soul.
我想死了 I want to die.
只要我能死 If only I could die.
如果你死了，你会忘记我的，我想要记住 If you died, you'd forget me. I want to be remembered.
是的，我知道，我也会的 Yes, I know. I do too.
- 我们还有点的时间 - 萝拉，看到你真的很高兴 - We've still got a few minutes. - Laura! What a lovely surprise.
亲爱的，我刚刚一直在买东西 My dear, I've been shopping till I'm dropping.
我的腿都要断了，我的口好渴 My feet are nearly falling off. My throat's parched.
我想我们应该在斯宾多喝杯茶，但是我怕坐不到车 I thought of having tea at Spindle's, but I was terrified of losing the train.
- 亲爱的 - 这是哈威医生 - Oh, dear! - Oh, this is Dr. Harvey.
- 你好 - 你好，能给我倒杯茶吗？ - How do you do? - How do you do? Would you be a dear and get me a cup of tea?
- 我认为我不能拖着我的老骨头到柜台 - 不要这样 - I don't think I could drag my poor bones to the counter. - No, please.
在我们的最后几分钟遇见这样的人真是很悲惨 It was cruel of fate to be against us right up to the very last minute.
多利·密斯特，让人讨厌的多利·密斯特 Dolly Messiter... poor, well-meaning, irritating Dolly Messiter...
闯进了我们最后在一起的珍贵的几分钟 crashing into those last few precious minutes we had together.
她喋喋不休的在那里说着，但是我什么也没有听到 She chattered and fussed, but I didn't hear what she said.
- 我觉得有点头晕 - 亲爱的，没有糖 - I felt dazed and bewildered. - Oh, dear. No sugar.
- 在勺子里 - 亚历克做的很漂亮，表现的很有礼貌 - It's in the spoon. - Alec behaved so beautifully, with such perfect politeness.
不会有人知道他心理想的是什么 No one could have guessed what he was really feeling.
然后那时候 And then...
- 那是你的车 - 是的，我知道 - There's your train. - Yes, I know.
- 你不和我们一起走吗？ - 我的方向是相反的，我是到科列尔 - Oh, aren't you coming with us? - I go in the opposite direction. My practice is in Churley.
- 我明白了 - 我现在是个全科医师 - Oh, I see. - I'm a general practitioner at the moment.
- 哈威先生下个星期就要到非洲了 - 多么可怕啊 - Dr. Harvey's going out to Africa next week. - Oh, how thrilling.
火车现在到了第四站台 The train now arriving at platform four...
是五点四十到科列尔的 is the 5:40 for Churley, Leigh Green and Langdon.
- 我要走了 - 是的 - I must go. Good-bye. - Yes, you must.
再见 Good-bye.
我好像感觉到他的手在我的肩膀上放了好一会 I felt the touch of his hand on my shoulder for a moment,
然后他就走了 and then he walked away...
走开了，永远的离开了我的生活 away, out of my life forever.
我刚好能够赶上车 He's got to get right over to the other platform.
说到错过车了，让我想起了在博翰交汇处那座恐怖的桥 Talking of missing trains reminds me of that awful bridge at Broadham Junction.
多利仍然在不停的说话，但是我一点也没有听她说什么 Dolly still went on talking, but I wasn't listening to her.
我在等他开火车的声音 I was listening for the sound of his train starting.
之后就开始了 Then it did.
我对自己说他还没有走 I said to myself, "He didn't go.
在最后的时间里，他没有勇气了，他一定没有走 "At the last minute his courage failed him. He couldn't have gone.
很快他就会回到这间饮食店，假装忘记了一些东西 Any minute he'll come back into the refreshment room pretending he's forgotten something."
我想他会这样做 I prayed for him to do that,
这样我就能够再看他一次了 just so that I could see him again for an instant.
但是时间过得很快 But the minutes went by.
是那辆车吗？你能告诉那是到凯特沃斯的火车吗？ Is that the train? Oh, can you tell me, is that the ketchworth train?
- 不，那是快车 - 普通的车 - No, it's the express. - The boat train.
它不停的，是吗？ That doesn't stop, does it?
- 我想要巧克力 - 牛奶的还是普通的？ - I want some chocolate, please. - Milk or plain?
我真的想跳下去，佛瑞德，我真的想过 I meant to do it, Fred. I really meant to do it.
我站在边缘不停地发抖 I stood there trembling right on the edge,
但是我不可以 but I couldn't.
我没有什么胆量 I wasn't brave enough.
我想说，是因为想到你还有孩子让我没有那样做 I'd like to say it was the thought of you and the children that prevented me,
不是真的 but it wasn't.
我没什么要想的 I had no thoughts at all,
什么也不想 only an overwhelming desire not to feel anything ever again,
我现也不想活得不开心 not to be unhappy anymore.
我转身 I turned...
然后回到餐馆 and went back into the refreshment room.
那是我真的觉得很累 That's when I nearly fainted.
萝拉 Laura.
怎么了，亲爱的？ Yes, dear?
不管你做了什么梦，都不算愉快，是吗？ Whatever your dream was, it wasn't a very happy one, was it?
不是这样的 No.
我可以为你做点什么吗 Is there anything I can do to help?
是的，佛瑞德，你一直帮助了我很多 Yes, Fred. You always help.
你走神了好长时间的 You've been a long way away.
没错 Yes.
谢谢你又回到我的身边 Thank you for coming back to me.