中古世纪的医学教科书 Medical textbooks from the Middle Ages
包含了一张名为“生死圆”的图表 contained a chart called the "Sphere of Life and Death."
路克斯：今晚值夜班但约明天晚餐？
医生仅根据病人的姓名就可以预测健康结果 Doctors used it to predict health outcomes based only on a patient's name.
席梦儿：我还不确定我的班
早安 Morning.
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
我正在为今天跟杜古的股腘绕道手术练习连续缝合 I am practicing my running sutures for my fem-pop bypass with Ndugu today.
那本来是我的晚餐 That's supposed to be my dinner.
我也在帮你避免沙门氏菌感染 And I'm also saving you from salmonella.
-你想用梅莉皮普练一回吗？-我要把备用钥匙放在别的地方 - You want a turn with Meryl Peep? - I'm moving the spare key.
这张图表是基于命理黄道十二宫 月亮和星星所绘制出来的 The sphere was based on numerology, the zodiac, the moon and stars.
和现代的衡量标准相比 那是伪科学 It's pseudoscience, compared to modern metrics.
但人类总是渴望确定性 But humans have always craved certainty.
有喷泉的雪松谷庄园呢？ What about Cedar Valley Estate with a fountain?
-看起来很有田园风 -我看到了 - Looks bucolic. - I saw them.
我还看到那里要求最少要有250人 Also saw they have a 250-person minimum.
-野木花园？-我以为你想要现场乐团 - Wildwood Gardens? - I thought you wanted a live band.
-他们不准现场演奏吗？-不 晚上八点后不行 - They don't allow live music? - No, not after 8:00 p.m.
如果我们在小教堂这里举行一场小仪式 Well, what if we have a small ceremony here at the chapel,
然后在尼可莱蒂餐厅后面的房间宴客呢？ and then host dinner in the back room at Nicoletti's?
我不确定 Mmm, I don't know.
我们会自己带花… Well, we'd bring our own flowers--
如果有人犹豫着说：“我不确定”就代表他不想要 When someone hesitates and says, "I don't know," it means "I don't want it."
-收到 -诊断 - Copy that. - Diagnosis,
预后 基因倾向 prognosis, genetic predisposition,
这张表格有各式各样的衡量值 they're all ways of placing ourselves on the sphere.
我们要求科学来保护我们避免受到生活中最基本的事实的伤害 We ask science to protect us from the simplest fact of life.
这当中充满了惊喜 It's full of surprises.
你知道第一例股腘绕道手术 Do you know that the first fem-pop bypass was performed
是在1948年对一个足溃疡病人施行的吗？ in 1948 on a patient with a foot ulcer?
我知道 因为我知道关于这个手术的一切 I do, because I know everything there is to know about this procedure.
我延后了霍尔先生的股腘绕道手术 I postponed Mr. Hall's fem-pop.
他的国际标准化比值太高 必须等它降下来 His INR was too high. Gotta wait for it to come down.
不 我为了准备这台手术缝合了生鸡肉 No, I sutured raw chicken to prep for this.
我得去找韦伯医生 Ah, I gotta check in with Dr. Webber.
你能帮巴毕特太太拔胸管吗？ Can you pull the chest tube on Mrs. Babbitt?
她需要股腘绕道手术吗？ Does she need a fem-pop?
-我会处理好 -好的 - I will handle it. - All right.
-早安 -早安 - Hey, good morning. - Good morning.
听着 我知道你认为 Listen, I know that you think
我和米伦医生之间有什么 there's something going on between me and Dr. Millin.
我没那么说 I said no such thing.
你用眼神说了 我只想把话说清楚 You did with your eyes, and I just want to clear it up.
我是她的导师 她是我的学生 I'm her mentor, she's my student.
-仅此而已 -随你怎么说 - Nothing more. - Whatever you say.
听说你不用多留一年了 Hey, heard you're not remediating.
恭喜你还有救 Congrats on not being a total reject.
主治医生在手术室里需要能信赖的人 Yeah, well, the attendings need someone they can count on in the OR.
我以为我弄丢那个马克杯了 I thought I lost that mug.
我只是在你搬回来前先帮你暖杯 Oh, I'm just keeping it warm until you move back in.
你的意思是我永远拿不回来了？ Is that your way of saying I'm never getting it back?
-你拒绝了格瑞弗斯？-你在说什么？ - You turned down Griffith? - What are you talking about?
你又在说什么？ What are you talking about?
等等 席梦儿要我搬过去？ Wait, is Simone asking me to move in?
关 我需要助手 Kwan, I need an assist.
-不 我…快说 -我得走了 - No, I... Say it. - Gotta go.
是关于那台疝气修复手术吗？我在你的行程表上看到了 Uh, is this about the hernia repair? I saw it on your schedule.
-我有比疝气更大的问题 -腹腔镜胆囊切除术？结肠切除术？ - I have bigger problems than a hernia. - A lap chole? A colectomy?
我本来有个完美的新生组合 I had the perfect incoming class,
而我现在得加快脚步 找个跟路克斯亚当斯相当的填补他的空缺 and now I have to hurry up and fill a Lucas Adams-size hole,
我需要你帮我说服一位有潜力的实习生加入我们 and I need you to help me sell a prospective intern on our program.
空缺对明年想加入的实习生来说会是个警讯 A vacancy will be a red flag to interns looking to match next year,
那表示你的工作量会更大 and it means more work for you.
-你想做更多工作吗 关？-我有点想做疝气修复手术 - You want more work, Kwan? - Uh, I kind of want the hernia repair.
这就是你的疝气修复手术 This is your hernia repair.
迪伦盖特林 九岁贝尔川医生和格瑞弗斯医生 Dylan Gatlin, nine years old, treated by Dr. Beltran and Dr. Griffith
几周前治疗过她的右桡骨骨折 for a right radial fracture a few weeks ago.
我在参加银星露营时从树上摔下来 I fell out of a tree on my Silver Star campout.
-我们当时是导护家长 -我们失职了 - We were chaperoning. - Not our finest parenting moment.
他们在帮她做电脑断层 检查跌倒后头部创伤时 When they ran a CT to check for her head trauma post fall,
意外发现她的脑干有海绵状血管瘤 they made the incidental finding of a cavernous angioma in her brain stem.
那是什么意思 格瑞弗斯医生？ Which is, uh, Dr. Griffith?
脑部有良性但异常的血管群 A benign but abnormal cluster of blood vessels in the brain.
对 今天下午她要动血管瘤切除手术 Yeah, she's scheduled for a resection of the angioma this afternoon.
你准备好了吗？ Are you ready?
我是探险童子军 我随时都准备好了 I'm an expedition scout. I'm always ready.
-这是好事 -对不起 - Mmm. Good. - I'm sorry.
薛波医生也是 她每天都去探险 So is Dr. Shepherd. She goes on expeditions every day.
她有任何徽章吗？ Does she have any badges?
很多 她把徽章留在家里 - Oh. So many. She leaves them at home. - Mmm.
那是什么？ What is that?
这是我下次去深湖露营的路线图 It's a trail map for my next campout to Deep Lake.
我正在计划 好拿到我的导航徽章 I'm planning it now to get my navigation badge.
我画出四条路线 并用颜色做标记 I mapped four routes and they're color coded.
天啊 我连用卫星导航回家都很辛苦 Wow, I can barely get home using my GPS.
你猜怎么着？ Guess what?
我们要帮你做大脑的路线图 We are gonna make a trail map of your brain.
很酷吧 小可爱？ How cool is that, bunny?
算是蛮酷的吧 Pretty cool, I guess.
脑干大约跟拇指一样大 The brain stem is about the size of a thumb.
就是左右运动神经元交会的地方 It's where the right and left motor neurons cross,
所以很难进入 which makes access tricky.
多亏了新的磁振造影技术 我们可以绘制出迪伦的神经路径 Thanks to new MRI technology, we will be able to map Dylan's neural tracts,
那将有助于我找到血管瘤 which will be instrumental in helping me reach the angioma.
我得再躺在那个管子里吗？ Do I have to lie in that tube again?
很快就会结束了 It's gonna be over before you know it.
-好的 我们楼上见 -好 - All right. I will see you two up there. - Yes.
-待会见 -好 准备好了吗？ - See you in a bit. - Yeah. You ready?
到时看起来就像这样 So then, it'll look like that.
不错吧？ Nice, right?
看起来很棒 Looks great.
你好 玛莉安娜 抱歉我迟到了 Hi. Mariana, I'm so sorry I'm late.
我是威尔森医生 I'm Dr. Wilson.
你好 他们把我从门诊转过来 Hi, they sent me from the clinic.
这次痉挛 是… This cramping, it's...
是… it's... Ow.
我有子宫内膜异位 Um, I have endometriosis,
我习惯了月经时的疼痛感 但这次痛得夸张 so I'm used to the pain during my period, but this is next-level.
你说你的尿液里有血？ And you reported blood in your urine?
对 那很糟糕吗？ Yeah, is that bad?
-我会做化验 进一步了解 -好 - I'll run labs to find out more. - Okay.
- 我能帮你检查吗？- 好 - May I examine you? Okay. - Mm-hmm.
-你要我打电话给你妈吗？ -不用 - Do you want me to call your mom? - No.
不要 她会想要过来 接着你妈也会想过来 No. She'll want to come over, and then your mom will want to come... ...over...
然后她们会开始担心婚礼跟海克特外公 ...then they'll start panicking about the wedding and Grandpa Hector.
-我们四天后就要结婚了 -星期四？ - We're getting married in four days. - On a Thursday?
那天是我们的妈妈认识的日子 Mm-hmm. On the date that our moms met.
她们是朋友？ They're friends?
对 她们是最好的朋友 Yeah, they're best friends.
她们是在这里的妇产科认识的 They met here in the OB ward.
艾德加和我都是新生儿加护病房的早产儿 Edgar and I were preemies in the NICU together,
所以她们因为担心我们而变得亲近 so they bonded over worrying about us.
天啊 你们是新生儿加护病房情侣 Oh, my God, you're the NICU couple.
我就觉得你们很眼熟 I-I thought that you looked familiar.
我每天都会在布告栏上看到你们的订婚照片 I pass by your engagement photo every day on the bulletin board.
捧花…那是什么花？ The bouquet... What is that?
-香豌豆花 那是我们的花 -对 - Sweet peas. They're our flower. - Yes.
-好 我会稍微按压 -好 - Okay, a little pressure. - Okay.
-好吧 做得很好 -好的 抱歉 - Okay, doing great. - Ooh. Okay, sorry.
有香豌豆花的座位牌也很难找到 Those flowers are also really hard to find on place cards,
所以我们要自己做 so we're making them.
艾德加要做 我…我太痛了 没办法帮忙 Edgar is. I'm... I'm... I'm in too much pain to help.
我说过我不介意 你值得拥有完美的一天 I told you I don't mind. You deserve to have a perfect day.
-请停下来 -你还好吗？ - Please stop. - Are you okay?
如果“还好”像是有人要把我撕成碎片 那没错 我棒透了 If okay feels like someone is ripping my insides apart, then yeah, I'm great.
你的初步影像符合子宫内膜异位 Your initial imaging is consistent with endometriosis,
我们会安排化验和磁振造影 进一步检查 but we will order labs and an MRI to get a closer look
我们会给你止痛药 and we will get you something for your pain.
-好 -好吗？ - Okay. - Okay?
-谢谢你 医生 -不客气 - Thank you, Doctor. - Of course.
-没事的 -好 - It's okay. - Okay.
-这最好比绕道手术酷 -你得看开点 - This better be cooler than a bypass. - You gotta let it go.
看开什么？ Let what go?
没事 什么情况？ Nothing. What do we got?
史宾塞柏帝 刚发生车祸 有系安全带 Spencer Purdy, status post-MVC. Restrained driver.
追撞后 再从驾驶座侧被拦腰撞上 Rear-ended, then T-boned on the driver's side.
昏迷指数15 血液动力稳定 左胸严重受伤 GCS 15, hemodynamically stable. Bad left chest injury.
史宾塞 你在葛蕾史隆医院我们会照顾你 好吗？ Spencer, you're at Grey-Sloan. We got you, okay?
听我口令 On my count.
一 二 三 One, two, three.
我觉得…我觉得没事 我… I feel... I feel fine. I...
我得回家 我… I need to go home. I...
我刚领了薪水 缴房租的钱在我的皮夹里 我们不能再迟缴了 I just got paid and the cash for rent is in my wallet and w-we can't be late again.
-我会找到的 -需要我们联络谁吗？ - I'll find it. - Is there someone we could call?
-家长？-对 我爸 - A-A parent? - Uh, yeah, my dad.
可以告诉他不是我的错吗？ Can you just tell him that it's not my fault?
天啊 Oh, my God.
他的肺脱出 穿过了胸壁 His lung has herniated right through his chest wall.
好 他需要照X光 做全创伤检查和照重点式外伤超音波 All right, I need X-ray in here, a full trauma panel, and a FAST exam.
好 我不在乎绕道手术了 Yeah, I don't care about the bypass anymore.
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我知道实习医生的事是当务之急 但如果我们提早完成… I know this whole intern thing is a priority, but if we finish early do you think--
如果你再问我一次我就会把 If you ask me one more time, I'm going to give
疝气修复手术交给亚当斯 然后逼你看他做 that hernia repair to Adams and make you watch it.
她来了 There she is.
你好 威斯特医生 嗨 我是贝利医生 这位是关医生 - Hello, Dr. West. Hi, I'm Dr. Bailey. This is Dr. Kwan. - Hi.
-这里的人都叫我小蓝 -我没有 - Everyone here calls me Blue. - I don't.
欢迎来到葛蕾史隆纪念医院 Welcome to Grey-Sloan.
我很兴奋能来这里 不过这里比德罕冷 Ooh, I'm excited to be here. It is colder than in Durham, though.
-对 -你念杜克大学？ - Uh-huh. - You went to Duke?
不 我念的是格瑞那达的医学院 No, I went to med school in Grenada,
但国际医学院很难与美国医学院匹敌 but it's difficult to match in the US from an international school,
所以我预先实习一年 让履历更好看 so I'm doing a prelim year to beef up my résumé.
我在圣克里斯多福及尼维斯念医学院 I went to medical school in St. Kitts.
-真的吗？-对 - Seriously? - Yeah.
真巧 What a coincidence.
小蓝医生 - Dr. Blue. - Hmm?
对 我带你了解一下在这里实习的优势 Oh, yes, uh... Well, let me show you what this program has to offer.
-好 -好的 - Okay. - Come on.
好的 重点式外伤超音波呈阴性 Okay, FAST is negative.
我的湿纱布呢？怎么这么久？ Where's my soaked gauze? What's taking so long?
X光机准备好了 X-rays up.
米伦 你看到了什么？ Uh, Millin, what... what do you see?
左侧气胸 断了两根肋骨 右侧没事 Uh, left pneumothorax, a couple of broken ribs, nothing on the right side.
纵膈看起来没问题 湿纱布来了 可以让我来吗？ Mediastinum looks good. The soaked gauze is here. Can I?
好 我会教你如何将肺脏移回胸腔 Okay, I'll walk you through reducing the lung into the chest.
-史宾塞？-爸？爸 是你吗？ - Spence? - Dad? Dad, is that you?
我在这里 发生了什么事？ I'm here. What the hell happened?
柏帝先生 你得在外面等 Mr. Purdy, you're gonna have to wait outside.
-我需要灯光 -看起来很严重 - I need some light. - That looks serious.
他需要动手术吗？ Is he gonna need surgery?
天啊 那是我的肺吗？ Oh, God. Is-Is that my lung?
天啊 我的天啊 Oh, God. Oh, my God.
-你没事的 你没事 -他的血氧浓度正在下降 - You're okay. You're okay. - Uh, his O2 is dropping.
深呼吸 孩子 Breathe deep, son.
-我们得插管 -发生了什么事？ - We need to intubate. - What's happening?
带他离开这里 Get him out of here.
你在考虑当探险童军吗？ Thinking of becoming an expedition scout?
我也想啊 我爸不让我那么做 I wish. My dad wouldn't let me.
他说他怕我会被熊抓伤 He said he was afraid I'd be mauled by a bear.
我想他只是希望我待在家里 I think he just wanted me at home.
说到家 Uh, speaking of home,
你跟关决定好要怎么处理 uh, have you and Kwan decided what you're gonna do
安田的房间了吗？ with Yasuda's room yet?
我们还在想 We're still figuring it out.
你们切开我的脑袋时会痛吗？ Is it gonna hurt when you cut my brain open?
一点都不会 整个期间你都会在沉睡 Not even a little bit. You'll be asleep the whole time.
你现在可以放松了 You can relax now.
这是迪伦大脑的扩散张量磁振造影 This is Dylan's brain with diffusion tensor imaging.
这些颜色代表什么？ What do the colors mean?
蓝色是上下移动的神经路径 Blue are neural tracts that go up and down,
绿色是前后移动 红色是左右移动 green goes front to back, and red goes side to side.
切除时必须与路径平行 才不会切断它们 You've got to cut parallel to the pathways so you don't sever them.
看来有人有备而来 Well, someone came prepared.
一切交错在一起的地方呢？ And where everything crosses?
是脑干 It's the brain stem.
脑干相当复杂 小差错都可能造成极大的伤害 Due to its complexity, tiny errors can cause catastrophic damage.
-不要有压力 -好 - Mmm, no pressure. - Right.
十年前 这个手术是不可能的 And ten years ago, this surgery would have been impossible,
但这些影像给了我们前所未有的清晰度 but these images give us a clarity we have never had before.
你怎么知道你没切错？ How do you know you're on course?
在手术室将这张影像投射到迪伦的大脑上 By mapping this onto Dylan's brain in the OR.
看来如果我采取极端侧向操作 It appears if I do an extreme lateral approach,
我应该能深入到迪伦位于这里的血管瘤 I should be able to get deep enough to get to Dylan's angioma right here.
比全球定位系统好 Better than GPS.
好一千倍 Oh, a thousand times better.
我确认了迪比安卡先生的都卜勒超音波结果 看起来没问题 And I checked Mr. DiBianca's Dopplers, and they sound good.
很好 如果讯号变弱就告诉我 Great, uh, let me know if there's any decrease in signals.
-好 -婚礼的进度还真顺利呀 - Okay. - So much for the wedding.
我们会找到场地的 只是不会是展望庄园 Oh, we'll find a venue, just not Prospect Estate.
三万块押金制造的是怨恨 不是爱情 A 30K deposit builds resentment, not love.
不 不是说我们是玛莉安娜和艾德加的婚礼 No, not ours, Mariana and Edgar's.
葛蕾史隆纪念医院的新生儿加护病房情侣 Grey-Sloan's NICU couple.
他们26年前一起待过新生儿加护病房 现在却订婚了？ They were here at the NICU together 26 years ago, and now they're engaged.
玛莉安娜和艾德加 Mariana and Edgar.
一直说他们的名字也无法让我想起他们 Saying their name over and over again isn't gonna make me remember them.
他们的故事被刊登在医院的电子报上 Their whole story was in the hospital newsletter.
就像现实生活中的童话故事 而我即将粉碎童话 It's like a real-life fairy tale, and I'm about to crush it.
你看 她的子宫内膜异位占据了她的骨盆 Look, her endometriosis has taken over her pelvis
深入了她的耻骨联合处 and implanted in her pubic synthesis.
-我从来没看过这种事 -我也没有 - I've never seen anything like this. - Me neither.
我做过很多切除手术 I've done a ton of excision surgeries,
但从没见过组织像这样入侵骨头 I've never seen tissue invade bone like this before.
她什么时候被诊断出来的？ When was she diagnosed?
两年前 在症状出现十年后 A couple of years ago. After a decade of symptoms.
子宫内膜损伤一定已经失控好几年了 Endometrial lesions must have been growing out of control for years.
如果我们像研究勃起功能障碍一样 Mm-hmm. If we put as much money into researching this
花那么多钱研究这个病症 数百万名女性就不会那么痛苦了 as we did erectile dysfunction, millions of women would have less pain.
我不知道除了削骨之外 你能怎么治疗？ I don't see how you treat this without shaving down the bone.
我知道 I know.
-你能帮忙吗？-还以为你不会问呢 - Can you help? - Thought you'd never ask.
柏帝先生 史宾赛正要去做术前准备 Mr. Purdy, uh, Spencer's on his way to a pre-op.
我们会在手术时好好照顾他 We will take excellent care of him in surgery.
那孩子从小就爱开快车 That kid has had a lead foot since he was on a tricycle.
我一直跟他说没什么事重要到需要开那么快 I keep telling him nothing is so important that you need to drive that fast.
他说他得付房租 Well, he said he had to pay rent.
对一个月光族来说房租真的很重要 And as someone who also lives paycheck to paycheck, rent is pretty important.
我不敢相信会发生这种事 I just can't believe this is happening.
我有一袋他的私人物品 I have a bag of his personal belongings,
我想你可能会想收着 and I thought you might want to hold on to it.
谢谢 Thank you.
他总是戴着水手队的帽子 He always has his Mariners hat on.
能有他的一部分陪着我真好 Nice to have a little piece of him with me.
他是个好孩子 不是我的功劳 He's a good kid. No thanks to me.
我相信你一定也有功劳 Oh, I'm sure that's not true.
你何不去等候室？ Why don't you head to the waiting room
我们一有消息就会去找你 好吗？ and we'll come find you once we have an update, okay?
-你开什么玩笑？-不 别管了 - You gotta be kidding me. - No, no. Leave it alone.
史宾塞的手术更需要我们 Spencer needs us more in the OR.
走吧 Come on.
你确定不会痛吗？ You sure it won't hurt?
当然不会 Oh, of course not.
这间医院的药真的很好 This hospital has really good medicine.
你甚至可以选口味 You can even pick the flavor.
泡泡糖 桃子或草莓 Bubble gum, peach or strawberry.
好 大家准备好了吗？ Okay, everyone ready?
时间差不多了 It's about that time.
我想回家 I wanna go home.
会的 亲爱的 再过几天 We will, sweetie, in a few days.
医生会治好你的 好吗？ The doctors, they're just gonna fix you up, okay?
我现在就想回家 I wanna go home now.
我想跟我的绒毛娃娃和灯笼一起睡在帐篷里 I wanna sleep in my tent with my stuffies and my lantern.
你很快就可以回家 待在帐篷里了 我保证 You're gonna be home in your tent so soon. I promise.
但如果扫描错了呢？ But what if the scans are wrong?
如果我不需要动手术呢？ What if I don't need surgery?
我不想动手术 I don't want surgery.
-我真的不想要 我好害怕 -好的 亲爱的 - I really don't want it. I'm scared. - Okay, bunny.
-好的 -没事的 亲爱的 - Okay. - It's okay.
请不要让他们把我带走 妈妈 Please don't let them take me anymore, Mommy.
请不要让他们把我带走 我只想跟你在一起 Please don't let them take me. I just wanna stay with you.
-好 -好的 好 - It's okay. - We're right here.
你没事 没事的 You're gonna be okay.
她稍微冷静下来了 She's calmed down a bit.
抱歉 我不知道要如何让她离开那个房间 Hey, sorry, um, I don't know how we're gonna get her to leave that room.
我没看过她这个样子 I've never seen her like this.
迪伦会害怕是很正常的 It's completely normal for Dylan to be scared.
这种事经常发生 This happens all the time.
也许我们应该等等 Um, maybe we should just wait,
给你们多几天时间准备 give you guys all, like, a couple of extra days to prepare.
治疗她的血管瘤只有一个办法 There's only one possible approach to her angioma,
如果继续变大 可能会危及性命 which could be compromised if it grows.
现在就该动手术 We should do it now.
如果我们什么都不做… And if we do nothing...
她可能可以再活五到十年 - She could live another five to ten years. - Mm-hmm.
也可能活不了那么久 Or she could die sooner.
-可以谈一谈吗？-好 - Could I talk to you for second? - Uh-huh.
五到十年也许不长 但也算活过 Five to ten years may not be a long life, but it is a life.
我不会放弃她 I'm not giving up on her.
我也不会 这是个很大的赌注 Neither am I. This is a very, very, very big gamble.
手术可能会害死她 你知道的吧？ The surgery could kill her, you know that, right?
手术可能会害死她 对吧？ The surgery could kill her, right?
风险很高 It is very high-risk.
你们要我想办法 You asked me to find a way.
这就是我找到的办法 This is what I found.
珍娜？ Jenna?
要是她出了什么事… If something happens to her...
-我知道 可是… -你知道？ - I know, but-- - You know.
我们的女儿热爱冒险 Our daughter loves adventure.
她喜欢健行 露营 游泳 还有… And she loves hiking, and camping, and swimming, and...
我不知道是怎么回事 因为你跟我连爬出睡袋都办不到 但… I don't know how because you and I can't find our way out of a sleeping bag, but...
迪伦需要一个充实健全的人生 Dylan needs to lead a full and robust life.
-你不希望她那样吗？-我当然希望 - Don't you want that for her? - Of course I do.
只是她现在躺在那张床上 看起来好小 She just looks so small in that bed right now.
我知道 I know.
真希望我能进去陪她 握着她的手 但我… I wish I could go in there with her and hold her hand, but I...
如果可以呢？ What if you could?
病人带着切开的胸腔来动手术可不是常有的事 It's not every day a patient opens up his own chest for surgery.
电脑断层显示下肺叶严重受损 CT showed extensive damage to the inferior lobe,
所以手术时间可能会很长 so it might be a long one.
通知父亲了吗？ You update the father?
如果你指的是那个混蛋 是的 通知了 If you mean the jackass, yeah, we did.
我不建议用这个词来称呼病人的家人 That's not a term I would recommend using for a patient's family members.
他偷了他儿子的钱 He stole money from his son.
我们看到他从史宾塞的皮夹里 We saw him take the cash out of Spencer's wallet
拿出现金塞进自己的口袋 and stuff it in his own pocket.
或许他是为了保管 Well, maybe he took it for safekeeping.
或许他是个混蛋 我们应该说些什么的 Or maybe he's a dirtbag. We should have said something.
如果你跟他硬碰硬 场面会变得很难看 If you had gotten up in that man's face, it would have turned into an ugly fight.
这对我们的病人没有帮助 That does not help our patient.
因为付不出房租而被驱逐也没有帮助 Neither is getting evicted because he can't pay rent.
我们要做楔状切除术 We are doing a wedge resection,
然后想办法盖住缺损的凹洞 and then we are going to figure out how to cover the defect.
-大家都准备好了吗？-就在你后面 - Everybody ready? - Right behind you.
我们的住院医生通常会完成超过一千五百个病例 So our residents typically finish with over 1500 cases,
足够满足你的要求了 more than enough to meet your requirements.
我今年做了175台手术 I just hit 175 procedures for the year.
我做了230台 Mmm, I'm at 230.
我们是一级创伤中心 所以有很多有趣的病例 Uh, well, we are a Level-1 trauma center, so there's plenty of interesting cases.
穿刺伤 车祸 严重烧伤 Impalements, MVCs, severe burns.
-我是说 我们什么都看过了 -天啊 我… - I mean, we see it all. - Gosh. I...
我想当创伤外科医生 因为我五岁那年 我和我妈出了车祸 I wanted to be a trauma surgeon since my mom and I were in an MVC when I was five.
糟了 手术室需要我 Shoot. Uh, I'm needed in the OR.
你们继续 给你 Keep going. Here.
我会去找你们 And I'll find you.
我可以带你去看技能室 I can show you the skills lab.
不 我想看看这里真正的样子 No, I wanna see what this place is really like.
你要带我走内幕人士的行程吗？ You wanna show me the insider's tour?
你想看什么都可以 I can show you whatever you want.
-我们不该动这个手术 -为什么？ - We shouldn't be doing this surgery. - Why not?
风险极高 她爸爸不想做 It's extremely risky, and her dad doesn't want it.
不 他同意了 No, he came on board.
因为他妻子逼他的 Because his wife pushed him into it.
我们该问问薛波吗？ Should we ask Shepherd about it?
“我们”指的是“你”吗？ By "we," do you mean "you"?
因为我没意见 Because I don't have a problem with it.
上次我质问她 结果不太好 Last time I questioned her, it didn't go that well.
你怎么没问我同居的事？ Why didn't you ask me about moving in?
-你怎么… -关说溜嘴了 - How'd you... - Kwan slipped.
我们在讨论要怎么处理美加的房间 We were talking about what to do with Mika's room,
你搬进来只是众多选项之一 and you moving in was one option in a long list of options.
好极了 所以这些选项还包括了水族馆和游戏室？ Great. So I'm on a list between what, aquarium and game room?
不是 No.
对 我们认识还不到一年 Yeah, we haven't even known each other for a year.
我们就不能享受现在的生活吗？ Can't we just enjoy where we are right now--
你享受吗？ Are you enjoying this?
快好了 Almost done.
太好了 That's great.
但照这个速度 他们得用轮椅推我走红毯 Though, at this rate, they're gonna have to wheel me down the aisle.
-玛莉安娜 -嗨 - Mariana. - Hi.
嗨 这是赫姆医生和林肯医生 Hi, this is Dr. Helm and Dr. Lincoln.
他是要协助我处理你病情的骨科医生 He is the orthopedic surgeon who will be helping me with your case.
我为什么需要骨科医生？ Why do I need an orthopedic surgeon?
你的扫描结果显示出一种称为深部浸润型子宫内膜异位的病症 Well, your scans showed something called deep infiltrative endometriosis,
也就是DIE or DIE.
DIE？死亡的意思？ D-I-E? Like, die?
这个病名不太好 It's not a great name.
对 也不会致命 Oh, no, it's also not fatal.
但非常疼痛 影响多达15%患有子宫内膜异位的女性 But it is very painful and affects up to 15% of women with endometriosis.
也就是你的组织入侵了器官 以你的例子而言 It's where your tissue invades your organs and in your case,
入侵到了你的耻骨顶端 the top of your pubic bone.
唯一的治疗方式就是动手术切除 The only way to treat it is to remove it surgically.
做法是这样的 So, the idea is
我会开刀切除你骨盆的病变 I will go in and remove the lesions throughout your pelvis,
林肯医生会帮你刮耻骨 and Dr. Lincoln will shave your pubic bone.
那婚礼怎么办？ What about the wedding?
-现在先别担心那个 -不 你为了婚礼费用还兼差 - Don't worry about that right now. - No, you took a second job to pay for it.
我花光了所有积蓄 I wiped out my entire savings.
没事的 It's okay.
这个手术真的能止痛吗？ Will this surgery actually stop the pain?
我们乐观地认为会有帮助 We're optimistic that it will help.
好 Okay.
好 - Okay. - Okay.
这个疾病是永无止境的恶梦 Uh, this disease has been a never-ending nightmare.
每次经期都得躺在浴室地板上痛得死去活来 我过了十年 Ten years of lying on the bathroom floor,writhing in pain with every period,
医生还跟我说这很正常 and doctors told me that it was normal.
甚至有人觉得我是为了吃止痛药才夸大其词 One even thought I was exaggerating, so that I could get painkillers.
现在它已经深入到我的骨头了？ And now it's in my bones?
我要停止这件事 I want it to stop.
我需要它停止 I need it to stop.
如果我们在你动手术前结婚呢？ What if we got married now before you go into surgery?
我可以请医院的牧师过来 对吧？ I mean, I could get the hospital chaplain, right?
听着 Look,
我知道这不是我们的完美婚礼 I know it wouldn't be our picture-perfect wedding,
但它算是某种完美 对吧？ but it is kind of perfect, right?
两个新生儿加护病房宝宝在他们出生的医院结婚 Two NICU babies getting married in the hospital where they were born.
大家会爱死了 People would love that.
-你觉得呢？-我… - What do you think? - I, um...
我不确定 I don't know.
亲爱的… Honey--
很抱歉 我们得帮她做术前准备 I'm so sorry we do have to get her to pre-op,
这样才能开始处理文件 so we can get the paperwork started.
-未完待续 -对 - To be continued. - Yeah.
这个主意很蠢 It was a dumb idea.
我爱你 I love you.
我好爱你 I love you so much.
不会有事的 It's gonna be okay.
迪伦 记得我跟你说过的路线图吗？ Dylan, remember the trail map I told you about?
就在那里 There it is.
看到了吗？ See?
看看你的大脑有多漂亮 Look at how beautiful your brain is.
即使害怕还是要做困难的事 那会让我们变得勇敢 Doing hard things even when we're scared is what makes us brave.
这将成为你至今最大的探险 This is gonna be your biggest expedition yet,
我会在这里等你 and I'm gonna be right here waiting for you.
这不是道别 只是道晚安 It's not goodbye, it's just good night.
你会陪着我直到我睡着吗？ You'll stay with me until I fall asleep?
当然 Of course.
请救救我的宝贝 Save my baby, please.
我马上过去 - I'll be right there. - Okay.
我需要一点时间 I need a minute.
听着 如果这间手术室里的神经外科医生是其他人 Listen, if I was in this OR with any other neurosurgeon,
-我会吓得半死 -你是该害怕 - I'd be scared out of my mind. - You should be.
没有其他神经外科医生做过这种事 No other neurosurgeon has done this.
包括我在内 Including me.
我见过你完成不可能的任务 而这次你有路线图 I've seen you do the impossible, and this time you have a road map.
别说了 Stop talking.
我不需要听到我有多厉害 或是我有多成功 I don't need to hear how good I am or how many successes I've had.
那跟迪伦一点关系都没有 她才九岁 None of that has anything to do with Dylan. She is nine years old.
她是他们的独生女 She is their only kid.
她的生死掌握在我手中 And whether she lives or dies is in my hands.
你并不孤单 You're not alone in there.
我要切开她体内控制所有功能的部位 I am the one who is slicing into the part of her body that controls all function.
如果他们的孩子出事 他们会记得我的脸 I am the face they will remember if something happens to their kid.
如果我在手术台上杀了她 我一辈子都忘不了 I am the one who will never forget it if I kill her on the table,
所以当我说我需要一点时间时 我真的需要一点时间 so when I say I need a minute, I need a damn minute.
肺脏都碎裂了 All this lung is shredded.
但大部分应该还能挽救 I think most of it's salvageable though.
肺叶钳 Lovelace.
-可以再退回去一点吗？-好 - Retract more here. - Yep.
我知道你对我处理病人的方式有意见 I understand you have a problem with how I chose to handle our patient's situation.
-处理指的是忽视吗？-米伦 - If by handle, you mean ignore? - Millin.
我十岁时 我爸带我去运毒 My dad took me on a drug run when I was ten.
他把我留在车上 自己跑去嗑药 He left me in the car while he went and got high,
还逼我开车送他回家 and then he made me drive him home.
很遗憾你经历了那些事 Um, well, I'm sorry you went through that.
我活下来了 但我对烂爸爸的直觉很准 I survived, but I have a pretty great radar for crappy dads.
我打赌你的爸爸是那种喜剧影集里的健全形象 I'll bet yours is a wholesome sitcom dad.
米伦医生 你的心思是不是都在别的地方 无瑕顾及这里？ Dr. Millin, are you too preoccupied to be in here right now?
你要赶我出去吗？ Are you kicking me out?
我在询问你的心思是不是都在别的地方 无暇顾及这里？ I'm asking, are you too preoccupied to be in this OR?
没有 我很好 No, I'm good.
肠胃缝合钉 GIA stapler.
只剩直肠和膀胱的几处病变 然后就轮到你了 Just a couple lesions on the rectum and bladder, and it is your turn.
慢慢来 我哪里都不会去 Take your time. I'm not going anywhere.
我猜她也不急着回到她的罗密欧身边 And I'm guessing she's in no hurry to get back to her Romeo.
天堂绝对有麻烦了 Definitely trouble in paradise.
显然你们两个不认识他们 Clearly, you two don't know them.
你认识吗？她犹豫了 Do you? She hesitated.
有人告诉我那表示她可能不想结 Someone told me that means she probably doesn't want it.
她很痛苦 She was in pain.
在很多方面都是 In more ways than one.
他们的婚礼一定会很盛大 The wedding is going to be epic.
一切都是手工制作 你们两位的母亲都是主婚人 Everything is handmade. Both their moms are officiating.
有照相亭 生蚝吧弦乐四重奏和现场乐团 There's a photo booth and an oyster bar, a string quartet, and a live band.
-听起来很好玩 -不 不只如此 - Sounds like a good time. - No, it's more than that.
他们是天作之合 他们是… They're made for each other. They're...
玛莉安娜和艾德加 Mariana and Edgar?
我曾参加过一场婚礼 有烟火 I once went to a wedding with fireworks,
空中飞人酒保 还有新娘和新郎真人尺寸的冰雕 aerial bartenders, and life-sized ice sculptures of the bride and groom.
-一周后 他们宣布婚姻无效 -真惨 - They annulled the marriage a week later. - Ouch.
对 婚礼只是一场大型派对 Yeah, weddings are just a big party.
跟之后的事无关 It has nothing to do with what comes after.
或许那是真的 但我还是支持他们 Well, that may be true, but I am still rooting for them.
好的 我切除跟刮掉我看得到的所有病变 Okay, I've excised and shaved all the lesions that I can see.
换你了 You're up.
骨膜剥离器 Periosteal elevator.
这里是外科加护病房 So this is the surgical ICU
我们许多人有幸能在这里轮值夜班 where many of us have the luxury of rotating on the night shift.
我很熟悉 I'm familiar.
新来的医生维持病情最严重的病人的性命 The newest doctors keeping the sickest patients alive.
主治医生则去睡美容觉 While the attendings get their beauty sleep.
-蓝色代码 外科加护病房 -血压急速下降 - Code blue. Surgical ICU. - BP is crashing.
你需要去帮忙吗？ Do you need to help with that?
不用 他们可以的 No. They got it.
那个呢？ And what about that one?
血氧骤降 Sats are plummeting.
他心跳过速 He's tachy.
右侧呼吸音减弱 Diminished breath sounds on the right side.
气管内插管已完成 他需要插胸管 ET tube is in place. He needs a chest tube.
好 我能做什么？ Okay. What can I do?
帮我拆开包装 我去找急救推车 Open these for me. I'll get a crash cart.
有人知道那条红色小径上有什么吗？ Anyone know what's along that red path there?
外侧蹄系 The lateral lemniscus.
-控制什么？-她的听力 - Which controls? - Her hearing.
所以我们绝对要避开 That's why we are steering clear.
根据我们的路线图 分开这些蓝色小径是最安全的通道 According to our map, splitting these blue paths is the safest corridor.
-你需要更多空间吗？-不用 谢谢关心 - Do you need more room? - I'm good. Thanks for asking.
-那是… -发育性静脉异常 好眼力 - Is that-- - A developmental venous anomaly. Good eye.
抽吸 格瑞弗斯 现在 麻烦你 Suction, Griffith. Now, please.
-抱歉 -别道歉 跟上就对了 - Sorry. - Don't apologize, just keep up.
-可恶 -怎么了？ - Damn it. - What happened?
-出血了 -我看到了 - There's bleeding. - I see it.
-告诉我们你需要什么 -血止不住 - Tell us what you need. - It's not stopping.
我需要抽吸器和止血棉 I need suction and Gelfoam now.
迪伦 撑着点 Dylan, hang on.
史宾塞的手术结束了 Spencer's out of surgery.
他的胸腔和肺部受损严重 The damage to his chest and lung was extensive,
但我们移除了受伤的肺部并覆盖了伤口 but we were able to remove the injured lung and cover the wound.
谢天谢地 Oh, thank God.
今天真是峰回路转 对吧？ This day took a turn, didn't it?
你想要的话 我们可以带你去他的房间 We could take you to his room if you like.
他醒了吗？ Is he awake?
应该快醒了 我知道他想见你 Ah, he should be soon. I know he wants to see you.
如果他在睡觉 我不想打扰他 I don't wanna bother him if he's sleeping.
我整天都没吃东西 I haven't eaten all day.
这附近有什么推荐的吗？ Do you have any, uh, recommendations around here?
我记得餐厅今天是辣肉酱日 I believe it's chili day in the cafeteria
或者如果你想透透气 枫树大道上的拉贝尔很受欢迎 or if you want some fresh air, La Belle is popular on Maple.
我想我会去那里 I think I'll do that.
我马上回来 I'll come right back.
我不信任不喜欢医院辣肉酱的人 I don't trust anyone who doesn't like the hospital chili.
还好你不用信任他 Well, good thing you don't have to.
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
插胸管 Putting in a chest tube.
-住手 -我有经验 没事的 - Stop. - I've done this before. It's fine.
把手术刀给我 Give me the scalpel.
快点 Now.
-胶质绵 -就在她手上 - Gelfoam. - It's right there on her hand.
我看不到 我没办法把眼睛离开手术区域 I can't see and I can't take my eyes off the field.
传给我 Just pass it to me.
好了 Got it.
给我双极电刀 Bipolar, now.
把凝血功能降到五 Turn the coag down to five.
-为什么？-因为愈高… - Because why? - Uh, because the higher...
我们需要尽可能降低热度 避免大脑受到热伤害 We need energy as low as possible to prevent thermal injury to the brain.
没错 加油 Correct. Come on.
加油 Come on.
好了 There.
好 血止住了 Okay, bleeding has stopped.
好 大家集中精神 All right, everyone, gather yourselves.
出血止住了 但有可能会再度出血 That bleed is over, but we may encounter more
而且我们还得和血管瘤搏斗 and we still have to wrestle the angioma.
慢来 稳住 好吗？ Slow and steady, shall we?
病人稳定了 你在想什么？ The patient's stable. What were you thinking?
他的生命征象在下降 His vitals were tanking.
你根本就不该出现在医院的这一区 You weren't even supposed to be in this part of the hospital.
我以前插过胸管 I have done chest tubes before.
你也搞砸了吗？ Did you screw them up too?
因为你差点切开那个人的肝脏 Because you almost cut into that man's liver.
我数到了第五肋间隙 I counted down to the 5th intercostal space.
-我到了腋中线 -你不在这里工作 - I was at the midaxillary line. - You don't work here.
这里有标准 我们以病人为优先 We have standards. We put patients first,
我们绝对不会把这里当成自己家 and we definitely don't walk in here like we own the place,
如果你做不到 你就不属于这里 and if you can't figure that out, you don't belong here.
你不配在这里 也许任何地方都不配 You don't deserve to be here, maybe anywhere.
关医生 Dr. Kwan.
我得走了 I have to go.
不 No.
我晚点再找你算帐 I will deal with you later.
他的情况如何？ How's he looking?
胸管只流出十毫升 Only ten cc's out of the chest tube.
很好 每小时检查一次 追踪他的化验结果 Good. Keep checking every hour and follow up on his labs.
欢迎回来 Hey. Welcome back.
你的手术很顺利 你的状况很好 Your surgery went really well, and you're doing great.
-躺好 -几点了？ - Just sit back. - Uh, what time is it?
刚过六点 It's a little past 6:00.
不…完了 Oh, no, no, no.
-房租五点到期 -别担心 - Rent was due at 5:00. - Don't worry.
我可以写一张很有说服力的医生证明给你 I can write you a very compelling doctor's note.
你有找到我的皮夹吗？ Did you find my wallet?
我交给你爸了 I gave it to your dad.
他在这里吗？我爸？ Wha... Is he here? My dad?
他不想在你睡觉时打扰你 He didn't wanna disturb you while you were asleep.
他会回来的 He'll be back.
天啊 太丢脸了 God, this is so embarrassing.
我发誓我不是爱哭鬼 I swear I'm not a crier.
不管我们年纪多大 有时候我们会需要我们的父母 Well, sometimes we need our parents, no matter how old we are.
你刚刚经历了非常严重的创伤 And you just had a very serious trauma,
所以试着休息一下 我们一小时后回来看你 so try to get some rest and we'll be back in an hour to check on you. Okay?
好 打给他爸爸 让他知道史宾塞醒了 All right, call his dad and let him know Spencer's awake.
你觉得那会让他从开往拉斯维加斯的路上调头回来吗？ Do you think that'll make him come back from driving to Vegas?
你说完了吗？ Are you done?
因为我不是你的实习医生好麻吉 Because I'm not your co-intern BFF.
我是心胸外科主任 I am chief of the cardiothoracic department.
我不会干涉病患的生活 也不会跟门生聊八卦 I don't get messy in my patients' lives, and I don't gossip with my mentees.
低调行事 尽忠职守 I keep my head down, and I do my job.
我建议你也这么做 And I suggest you do the same.
如果我再听到一个字 你就不用跟我了 If I hear another word about it, you're off my service.
-你做得很好 -谢谢 - You did great. - Thanks.
我们处理了疤痕组织 尽可能移除了病变 We got through the scar tissue and removed as many lesions as we could,
我保住了你的子宫和卵巢 and I was able to save your uterus and your ovaries.
太棒了 That's amazing.
是啊 Yeah.
我们会让你继续吃避孕药 减缓病变的生长 We'll put you back on birth control to slow the growth of the lesions,
但你也知道 子宫内膜异位是一辈子的事 but, as you know, endometriosis is a lifelong journey.
对 有可能复发 Yeah. It can come back.
对 但我们会密切观察 Yes, but we will watch it closely.
如果恶化 我们会掌握情况 - Mm-hmm. - And if it gets worse, we'll be on top of it
还有其他荷尔蒙疗法可以使用 但是… and there are other hormonal treatments that we can use, but...
希望你的疼痛会改善 hopefully, your pain should improve.
我只是从没想过没有疼痛的生活 I just never thought much about life without it.
谢谢 Thank you.
我去告诉艾德加你醒了 I'll tell Edgar you're awake.
其实 可以给我一点时间吗？ Oh, actually, could I have a minute?
当然 Of course.
你觉得我很坏吗？ You think I'm a monster?
当然不是 Absolutely not.
我觉得自己很坏 I feel like one.
我们从一出生就注定要在一起 Yeah, we've been destined to be together since birth.
我们的妈妈都说我们是她们伟大的爱情故事 Our moms call us their great love story.
但是… But...
不是你们的 it's not yours.
他… You know, he's...
他很棒 He's wonderful.
-对 -也是我最好的朋友 - Yeah. - And my best friend,
我很爱他 真的 and I do love him. I do.
但我不知道是因为他是真命天子 还是… But I don't know if that's because he's the one or...
因为一直以来 你只跟他在一起过 Because that's what you've always known.
-对 -他会理解的 - Yeah. - He'll understand.
终究会的 Eventually.
我们大部分的宾客都已经进城了 You know, most of our guests are already in town.
一切都已经付清了 Everything's already paid for.
那就只是一场派对 It's just a party.
听听我这个曾因错误原因结婚的人说的话 Take it from someone who's gotten married for the wrong reasons.
错误的决定终究会反咬你一口 It always catches up with you.
太可惜了 That's too bad.
对 Yeah.
在李文斯顿庄园办婚礼绝对美极了 Livingston Manor would have made for a beautiful wedding.
柏帝先生 你儿子一直在等你 Mr. Purdy, your son's been waiting for you.
我等等就过去 I'll be there in a minute.
如果你要喝 尽管开口 If you want some, just ask.
这是你用你儿子的房租买的吗？ Did you buy this with your kid's rent money?
那不关你的事 It's none of your damn business.
-搞什么？-今天你儿子差点死掉 - The hell? - Your son almost died today.
你知道吗？ Do you realize that?
-放开我 -你是家长！ - Get off me! - You're the parent!
你应该要照顾他 养他 保护他 You are supposed to take care of him, provide for him, keep him safe.
你不知道自己在说什么 You don't know what you're talking about.
我知道没有你 他会过得更好这点我很清楚 I know he's better off without you. I know that.
你听到我说的话了吗？ You hear what I'm saying?
-他整天都自己一个人… -你在做什么？ - He's alone by himself all day... - What are you doing?
-你把他丢在那里 -放开他！ - ...and you left him there. - Get off him!
威斯特医生撤回了她的申请 Dr. West withdrew her name from consideration.
你只有一个任务 关 就这一份任务 You had one job, Kwan, one job.
-我知道 -她成绩很好 - I know. - She had top scores.
-成绩不代表一切 -她的推荐人个个了不起 - Grades aren't everything. - She had glowing recommendations,
包括杜克大学一般外科主任 including one from the Chief of General Surgery at Duke.
-我不知道 -你当然不知道 - I-I didn't know. - Of course you didn't.
但就算你不知道 你凭什么认为 But even if you did, what on God's green earth made you think
你能这样对待她？ you could treat her like that?
我发现她正准备对一个病人动刀 帮他插胸管 I found her about to cut into a patient to place a chest tube,
要说我今年学到了什么 那就是越权 and if there's anything I learned this year, it's that overstepping is
是实习医生所能犯下的最大错误 one of the biggest mistakes an intern can make.
只不过她正准备下刀的位置是肝脏 Except she was about to cut into the liver
而不是胸膜腔 这也是一个很大的错误 instead of the pleural cavity, which is also a pretty big mistake.
很抱歉我把她吓跑了 And I am sorry I scared her off.
看来我们躲过一劫了 Well, I guess we dodged a bullet.
-是吗？-我已经受够了不听话的实习医生 - We did? - I've had enough rogue interns.
我们会找到别人的 We'll find someone else.
如果我没惹麻烦 你觉得我能刷手 参与你的… So if I'm not in trouble, do you think I could scrub in on your--
不行 No.
但胸管插得不错 But nice job on that chest tube.
你进步了很多 You've come a long way.
葛蕾·史隆纪念医院
你还好吗？ Hey, are you okay?
-我…让开 -出什么事了？ - I... Move. - What happened?
我应该听你的话 应该早点跟他说些什么 I should've listened to you, and I should have said something to him earlier.
这我就不确定了 Well, I don't know about that
因为那样会是保全把你从他身上拉走 而不是我 because then security would have pulled you off him instead of me.
我爸也很糟糕 I have a difficult dad too.
通常我会把那些事深埋在心底 And usually, I keep all that buried deep,
尤其是当我遇到那种对孩子不好的人的时候 especially when I run into people like that who don't do right by their kids.
结果我埋得没我以为的那么深 Turns out it's actually not buried as deep as I thought.
对 我懂 相信我 Yeah, I get it. Trust me.
-好 -你想不想… - All right. - Uh, do you want to...
你想喝杯咖啡吗？ Do you wanna grab a cup of coffee?
低咖啡因的就好 今天… Just decaf. It's been a...
过得很辛苦 我觉得我们都需要纾压 a long day and I feel like we both need to decompress.
我想或许我们都需要睡一觉 I think maybe we both need sleep.
-明早见 -好 - I'll see you in the morning. - Okay.
我们很荣幸能够向你致赠本院最高荣誉 We are very pleased to present you with our highest honor,
葛蕾史隆纪念医院的勇气奖章 the Grey-Sloan Badge of Bravery.
好耶 - Yes. - Wow.
史上最轻松入袋的奖章 Easiest badge ever.
我全程都在睡觉 I was asleep the whole time.
谢谢 薛波医生 谢谢 - Thank you, Dr. Shepherd. Thank you. - Mm-hmm.
你把我们的世界还给我们了 You gave us our whole world back.
我们非常感激 We're very grateful.
迪伦很鼓舞人心 Dylan is an inspiration.
我等不及听她的冒险故事了 I can't wait to hear about her adventures.
对 现在你得努力以获得你的休养康复奖章 Yeah, now you gotta work on your rest and recovery badge.
需要很多睡眠和冰淇淋 It requires a lot of sleep and ice cream.
我想我可以安排 对 Oh, I think that could be arranged, yes.
有史以来第二轻松的奖章 Second easiest badge ever.
我也向你致意 小迪 好好休息 好吗？ Oh, right back at you, dill pickle. Get some rest, okay?
抱歉之前对你发脾气 I'm sorry for biting your head off earlier.
我不是在乱说 我真的相信你做得到 I wasn't blowing smoke. I really did believe you could do it.
我哥哥就做不到 Well, my brother couldn't.
他试过几次 把我吓坏了 He tried a few times, and it freaked me out
因为在我眼中 他不可能犯错 'cause in my eyes, he could do no wrong,
如果他都做不到 我又有什么机会？ so if he couldn't do it, what chance did I have?
作为一个从没见过你哥哥 Well, as someone who's never met your brother
只会拿你和你做比较的人 and who only compares you to you,
我可以很有自信地说 我每次都会押你赢 I can say with full confidence that I would bet on you every time.
你说得对 值得冒这个险 You were right. It was worth the risk.
对啦 我说对的机率只有百分之五 Yeah, well, I'm only right about 5% of the time,
所以你会质疑也很合理 so it makes sense for you to question it.
现在我要冒个险 Now I'm gonna try to take a risk.
我前几天晚上本来要邀你同居的 I was gonna ask you to move in the other night.
但当你提到我们的未来… But when you started talking about our future...
就吓到我了 Just scared me.
为什么？ Why?
我上次跟男友规划未来时 我的人生整个天崩地裂 Last time I planned a future with a boyfriend, my life exploded.
我得抛下一切 从头开始 I had to leave it all behind, rebuild from the ground up.
我只是不确定我是否准备好再次敞开心胸 I'm just not sure I'm ready to open myself up to that again.
我不是崔伊 I'm not Trey.
-我知道 -我爱你 - I know. - I love you.
我想和你共创未来 I want a future with you.
我只是需要多一点时间 I just need a little more time.
好 你为什么不直接说？ Yeah, okay, why didn't you just say that?
因为你很兴奋能回到班上 Because you were excited about getting back into the class.
我不想让你觉得我对你的感觉变了 I didn't want you to think my feelings for you had changed.
所以你就让关让我觉得自己很蠢？ So instead, you just let Kwan make me feel like an idiot?
我们去买晚餐吧 我们可以回家谈谈 Let's go pick up dinner. We can go home and talk.
我以为你不清楚你的班 I-I-I thought you didn't know your schedule.
-路克斯… -反正我今晚值班 - Lucas n-- - I'm on tonight anyway.
明天见 I'll see you tomorrow.
玛莉安娜取消婚礼了 Mariana called off the wedding.
我很遗憾 你还好吗？ Aw, I'm sorry. How are you holding up?
我为他们感到难过 但这样最好 Well, um, I'm sad for them, but it's for the best.
我在他们身上看到我们的影子 I think I just saw us in them.
他们认识彼此一辈子了 They've known each other their whole lives.
他们是最好的朋友 They're best friends.
我不想相信他们结不成婚 I didn't wanna believe they weren't gonna make it.
-我们不是他们 -没错 - We're not them. - We're not.
对了 我找到了一个完美的场地 By the way, I found a perfect venue.
谢天谢地 我本来要建议角落的塔可饼摊 Thank God. I was about to suggest the taco stand on the corner.
好的 All right. Uh...
李文斯顿庄园 那里很美 Livingston Manor. It's gorgeous.
有很多停车位 价格合理 There's plenty of parking, it's reasonably priced
还有现场乐团表演的空间 and it has a place for a live band.
-听起来很棒 -对吧？ - Sounds amazing. - Right?
你觉得我们明年订得到吗？ Do you think they'll have, uh, availability in the next year?
订得到 因为有人取消了 They do, because there was a cancellation.
玛莉安娜和艾德加？ Mariana and Edgar?
-不…不是吧 -对 - No, no, no. - Yes.
不 听我说 No, listen to me.
我们需要婚礼场地 他们有一个用不到的场地 We need a wedding venue, and they have one that they're not using.
四天后 In four days.
不 我们不可能在四天内准备好 No, we can't possibly be ready in four days.
我们需要邀请函 食物 饮料 We-We need, uh, invitations, food, drinks.
如果我妈要来 我们很需要饮料 If my mom's coming, we need drinks.
听着 我爱你 我等不及要嫁给你了 这才是最重要的 Listen, I love you, and I can't wait to marry you, and that's all that matters,
婚礼只是锦上添花 and-and the wedding is just the icing on the cake.
听着 如果你跟我能想出办法 帮一名被疼痛困扰 And listen, if you and I can figure out a way to relieve a woman's pain
十年的女子缓解症状 after ten years of suffering,
我们就能在四天内办成婚礼 we can throw a wedding in four days.
好的 好 我们结婚吧 Okay. Okay. All right, let's get married.
好的 好 Okay. Okay.
我们不会后悔的 一定会很棒 We're not gonna regret it. It's gonna be amazing.
我们相信科学能够预测未来 We trust science to predict the future.
但尽管如此 But even so,
我们唯一能够仰赖的就只有惊喜 surprises are the only thing we can count on.
好 如果亚当斯不搬进来 Okay, if Adams isn't moving in,
我朋友叔叔的老板的儿子在找房子 my friend's uncle's boss's son is looking for a place.
-我们讨论过了 不要陌生人 -你其实是个有钱人吗？ - We've been over this. No strangers. - Are you secretly rich?
给我一些薯条 - Give me some of them fries. - Uh-uh.
-她很辣 -对 她是今天来的实习生 - She's hot. - Yeah, it's the intern from today.
我应该请她喝一杯 - Mmm. - I should buy her a drink.
说真的 她来买醉可能都是因为你 Mm-mmm. Seriously, you are probably the reason she is drinking.
你说了她很辣 You said she was hot.
有时候是好的惊喜 Sometimes surprises are good.
那会让你精神一振 让生活变得精采 They lift you up and make life exquisite.
但当状况突然急转直下时 But then there's the other kind of surprise,
也会有另一种惊喜 when the bottom drops out.
杜古医生 今早还好吗？ Dr. Ndugu. How are you doing this morning?
老实说 我觉得有点累 Honestly, I'm feeling a little burnt out.
我要休息一天 坐在办公桌后面纾压 I'm gonna take a day and sit behind a desk, decompress.
你方便带我的实习医生吗？ Do you think you can take my intern?
米伦？好 我很乐意 Millin? Yeah, I'd be happy to.
告诉我 我们今天要做昂诺先生的肺叶切除术 Tell me we are doing Mr. Honor's lobectomy today.
我整晚熬夜研究肺组织 I stayed up all night studying lung tissue.
你今天跟韦伯医生 好吗？ You're with Dr. Webber today, all right?
他还好吗？ Is he okay?
他今天请行政假 He's taking an administrative day.
算你走运 - Oh. - Hey, lucky for you.
我有个病人 他九公尺长的肠子嵌顿在鼠蹊部 I've got three feet of bowel incarcerated in a man's groin.
等不及了 Can't wait.
不管你有多急切 However desperate you might be,
都别求神问卜 don't look to the stars.
亚当斯医生 有个地方不太对劲 Dr. Adams, uh, something's wrong.
她昨晚睡着时还好好的 She was fine when she fell asleep last night.
-她醒了 她甚至不… -她动不了 她不能说话 - She woke up. She's not even... - She can't move. She can't speak.
迪伦 听得见吗？ Hey, hey, hey, Dylan, can you hear me?
亲爱的 回答他 Sweetie, answer him.
迪伦…迪伦 Dylan. Dylan...
可以想想办法吗 拜托？ Can you do something, please?
亲爱的 她为什么不说话？ Sweetie. Why is she not talking?
-迪伦… -她为什么一动也不动？ Dylan. Dylan. Why is she not moving?
迪伦 我是亚当斯医生 Hey, Dylan, it's Dr. Adams.
你能帮我个忙 动一动吗？ Can you do me a favor and try to move?
动什么都好 手指或头都可以 Move anything, your fingers, your head.
我的天 Oh, my God.
-蓝色代码 -我的天啊 - Code blue. - Oh, my God.
蓝色代码… 蓝色代码 Code blue. Code blue.
因为那现在帮不了你 Because they can't help you now.
蓝色代码 Code blue.
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