翻译：holly 王峰 beatrice
我叫伊曼纽尔。 My name is Emanuel.
我17岁，杀了我的妈妈。 I'm seventeen years old and I killed my mother.
我割开了她的腹部， I had her sliced open,
像屠宰场弃物的替代品，将我推出来。 like a goat for the slaughte, to get me pulled out.
在她流血的时候，医生往我肺里充气， As she bled, the doctor pushed air into my lungs,
反复地在我胸囗上按压， and pressed his hands repeatedly onto my chest,
用同样的节奏，反复的动作， with the same rhythmic, repetitive motion
为此他在那个特殊的早上出现了抽搐。 that he used to jerk himself off that very morning.
然后起效了。 It worked.
他和我……都再次活了地来。 He came and I came... Back to life.
事实上，我妈妈因此死去了， The fact that my mother lost her life for this,
对于我，可能就只是个座右铭。 for me, is probably just a side note.
做一件事的代价。 The cost of doing business.
却是我来承受。 But it's me who pays.
它写在我的桌子上。 It's on my tab.
随着每年每月不断地积攒着。 And it accumulates interest with every passing year.
我想说，没有我的容身之处。 My point is, there's no place for me.
因为我不属于这里。 Because I'm not supposed to be here.
也许我能成为奥运选手，或者一个聪慧的科学家， Maybe if I was some sort of Olympic athlete, or a genius scientist,
但我不是。 but I'm not.
我无法拥有这些身份。 I'm not any of those things.
我只是个女孩，一个没有动机的谋杀者。 I'm just a girl. A murderer without a motive.
所以我煎熬着，等着宣判到来。 So I serve my time, waiting for my sentence to be up.
丹尼斯：嗯，真美味。 DENNIS: Mmm. This is delicious.
我用陈年荷兰奶酪做的，不是英国奶酪。 It's made with aged gouda instead of cheddar.
这使它有了浓烈的味道。嗯 That's what gives it its sharp kick. Mmm.
丹尼斯：亲爱的，你觉得呢？ DENNIS: What do you think, honey?
精致，我想到这个词。 Sophisticated is the word that comes to mind.
精致，我喜欢。 Sophisticated, I like that.
丹尼斯：今天过得怎么样？ DENNIS: How was your day, pumpkin?
很好，我认识了个男孩，我们在约会。我们是认真的。 Great. I met a boy, and we're dating. It's pretty serious.
贾尼斯：呼，太好了！他叫什么名字？ JANICE: Oh, that's wonderful! What's his name?
克劳德-克劳德。 Claude. Claude.
你们刚认识，然后就是认真的了？ You've just met and it's serious?
对，没错。能递西兰花给我吗？ Yeah, it is. Can you pass the broccoli?
挺好，我觉得很有趣。 Well, I think that's lovely.
我觉得差不多是时候让伊曼纽尔拥有她的男友了。 I think it's about time that Emanuel had a nice fellow in her life.
为什么？你难道觉得我是一个女同性恋？ Why? Were you starting to think that I was a lesbian?
不是。（轻声笑） No. (CHUCKLES)
天啊。你怎么会这样说呢？ God, no. Why would you say that?
我上周做了一个有关你的梦。关于性取向问题。 I had a dream about you last week. Sexual.
伊曼妞尔。 Emanuel.
应该是你有这样的想法吧。 Thought maybe you picked up on it.
不，不，我没有。 No. No, I didn't.
嗯。这很正常。 Hmm. It's perfectly normal.
只是一些混血儿的恋母情节，为了 Just some hybrid oedipal, Electra complex,
快乐、时髦的继父家庭而艰难地作改变。 nicely tailored for the happy, modern stepfamily.
放松点，这不是说我想要……-丹尼斯：伊曼纽尔。 Relax. It doesn't mean I actually want to have... DENNIS: Emanuel.
无意冒犯，但你跟不上我的节奏。 No offense, but you're not my type.
丹尼斯：伊曼纽尔，够了。 DENNIS: Emanuel, that's enough.
（叹气）别跟她斗气。 (SIGHS) Ignore her.
她生日前后都会有这种情绪。 She always gets this way around her birthday.
嘿！ Hey!
伊曼纽尔，小心点好吗？ Emanuel, be more careful, please.
我不能。 No. I can't.
这不是你的私人房间。 This isn't your private jerk off closet.
我知道。这是我放旧设备 I know. It's a rickety ladder
的有点摇晃的梯架。 on which I'm moving some sophisticated equipment.
不用想都知道是那些破烂下流设备了。 Hardly consider a penis pump sophisticated equipment.
你怎么不试用一下，再把它丢了。 Why don't you just try one and get it over with?
为什么粘粘的？ Why is it sticky?
如果我有鸡鸡，我会试的。 Look. If I had a penis, I'd try it.
这就像你在饭店里工作，出了一道新菜。 It's like if you worked at a restaurant and they added a new dish to the menu.
你要尝一下才知道你在卖什么。 You need to try it to know what you're selling.
我不想尝这道菜。 Don't want to try the dish.
嗯。 Hmm.
检票。 Tickets.
我叫克劳德。 I'm Claude.
我知道。 I know.
你的包上面有。 Says on your bag.
噢呃，这不是我的包。 Oh. Uh, this isn't my bag.
额，我是说，这是我小时候就带的包。 Well, I mean, it is, it's from when I was a kid.
我的包被偷了，我就从家房间的角落里找出了这个来。 My bag got stolen, so I just pulled this out from the depths of my closet.
检票。 Tickets.
克劳德：你手臂上那是什么？ CLAUDE: What's that on your arm?
是我名字。 My name.
伊曼纽尔。这不是一个男性的称呼吗？ Emanuel. Isn't that a boy's spelling?
他们觉得我要变成男人了。 They thought I was going to be a boy.
（轻声笑）但你不是。 (CHUCKLES) But you're not.
事实是你看错了。 Reality is overrated.
你为什么把名字刺在手臂上呢? So why do you have your name tattooed on your arm?
因为就算我没带包，我也知道我是谁。 Because if I get separated from my bag, I'll still know who I am.
男声：下一站，Benovale。 MAN OVER PA: Next stop, Benovale.
拜。 Bye.
贾尼斯：她人不错，是吧，有保留地说。 JANICE: She seems nice. You know, reserved.
她哪里人？-丹佛。 Where's she from? Denver.
她有丈夫吗？ She got a husband?
我没问，但看起来应该没有。 I didn't ask, but it certainly didn't seem like it.
真是难为她了，独自一个人抚养小孩。 It's just a shame, having to raise a young baby like that all on your own.
爸爸也是这样。看我成长得多好。 Dad did it. Look how well I turned out.
或许你可以去她那里，给她些指导。 You might want to go over there and give her some pointers.
贾尼斯：她有提到她想找一个保姆。 JANICE: She did mention that she was looking for a babysitter,
但我怎么也想不到有谁合适。 but I can't think of anyone off the top of my head.
丹泽尔双胞胎分开了是吗？ The Denzel twins have moved away, right?
我可以做。 I'll do it.
你去? You will?
是啊，我确定。 Yeah, sure.
但你讨厌小孩。-我需要钱。 But you hate kids. I need the money.
用来干嘛？ What for?
我决定要成为一个宝贝时光雕像的收藏者。 Decided I'm going to become a collector of Precious Moments figurines.
噢，她会搞乱你的。 Oh. She's messing with you.
不，我不会。我必须得到它们。 No, I'm not. I must have them.
以此作为生命中永远的珍贵记忆。 As a constant reminder of the preciousness of life.
我什么时候开始工作？ When do I start?
贾尼斯：我明天跟她说说。 JANICE: I'll talk to her tomorrow.
（耳语）你介不介意我跟他谈谈？ (WHISPERING) Would you mind? I need to talk to him.
不好意思。 Excuse me.
你跟他说了什么？ What did you say to him?
我告诉他你让我怀孕了。 I told him that you'd gotten me pregnant.
我决定流掉， So I decided to get an abortion,
但想在火车上告诉你， but wanted to tell you on the train,
在人群中，防止你使用暴力。 surrounded by people, in case you became violent.
（轻声笑）哇。 (LAUGHS) Wow.
这真是个找座位的好方法。 Well that's certainly one way to liberate a seat.
嗨。 Hi.
嗨，我叫伊曼纽尔。 Hi. I'm Emanuel.
进来。 Come in.
要喝点什么吗？ Something to drink?
水就可以了，谢谢。 Just some water. Thanks.
好的。 Okay.
你多少岁？ How old are you?
这个月就17了。 Turning eighteen this month.
噢，真是个有趣的年纪。 Oh, yeah. That's a fun age.
可能吧。 I guess.
学校计划？ College plans?
不，我不是很喜欢学校。 No. I didn't really like school very much.
不明白为什么所有人都自愿报名去。 Can't imagine why anyone would voluntarily sign up for more of it.
但我喜欢学东西。 But I like learning stuff.
我在自觉学法语。 I'm teaching myself to speak French.
噢，你是计划去旅行。 Oh. So you're planning on doing some traveling.
不是。 No.
会学法语但不去法国有点可惜。 Well, it would be a pity to speak French and not go to France.
呃，我有一些事情要做，所以…… Well, I've got some errands to run, so...
大概一个半小时后我们再见吧。 I'll see you in about an hour and a half.
对了，请把你的杯子放到洗碗池里。 Oh, please put your glass in the sink.
嗯，孩子怎么样？ Uh, and what about the baby?
这就是你来这里的原因咯。 Well, that's why you're here.
对，我知道， Well, I know, I mean,
我们是不是应该在你离开之前见个面？ shouldn't we meet before you leave us together?
不用，克洛伊睡着了， Oh, no, Chloe is asleep,
如果我弄醒她，她会生气的。 and if I wake her up she's going to be very crabby.
噢，把这当自己家吧。 Oh. Just make yourself at home.
那里有个立体机。 There's a stereo in there.
如果孩子醒了会怎么样？ What happens if the baby wakes up?
有婴儿监视器，所以…… Baby monitors. So...
如果有需要，你会知道的。 You'll know if she needs you.
好的。 Okay.
你在这里过得怎么样？ How do you like living here?
应该说很好吧。 It's fine, I guess.
我真不知道还有别的什么地方。 I don't really know anywhere else.
没有太多想要的东西。 There's not much going on.
贾尼斯：嗨，朋友。 JANICE: Hi, guys!
我想你们可能用一下点心，还是热的。 I figured you could use a little refreshment, in the heat.
你来了，太感谢你了。 There you go. Very thoughtful of you.
没什么。-（轻声笑）谢谢。 Oh, it was nothing. (CHUCKLES) Thank you.
真好看。 Oh, it's looking good.
（叹气）这是刚开的。 (SIGHS) It's a start.
嗯。 Mmm.
嗯，我不想打扰你工作，那…… Well, I don't want to keep you from your work. So...
噢，给你。 Oh, here.
噢！ Oh!
不，不，我不能要。-拜托。 No, no, I couldn't. Oh, please?
如果我把它们放在房里，肯定让人神清气爽。 If I put these all in my house it's going to look like a wake.
谢谢，真漂亮。 Oh, thank you, they're beautiful.
好了，再见了。 Okay. I'll see you in a bit.
为什么你喜欢你的继母呢？ So why don't you like your stepmom?
她很好。 She's fine.
只是我单独和父亲生活太久了， It's just been me and my dad for so long,
不习惯有另一个人在那里。 still getting used to having someone else there.
你妈妈呢？ Where's your mom?
去世了。 Dead.
噢，很遗憾。 Oh. That's awful.
你能不能…… Could you, um...
你能不能帮我把这些工具和这块布收拾一下，放回屋子里？ Could you pick up these tools and this tarp and put it back in the shed for me?
可以，没问题。 Yeah, sure.
琳达：（轻声笑）假警报。 LINDA: (CHUCKLES) False alarm.
她只是伸了一下身子，让自己舒服一点。 She was just stretching, and making herself feel comfortable.
我希望我也可以这样大睡特睡。 Uh, I'd love to be able to take power naps like that.
我有样东西送给你。 I have something for you.
《只为你》 Pour toi.
我在法国呆过一小阵。 I actually lived in France for a stint.
谢谢。-你确定你不需要吗？ Thank you.
噢，不需要。我甚至不知道它们是怎么进到箱子里的。 Oh, positive. I don't even know how they got in the moving boxes.
有一篮克洛伊的东西在洗衣房里面。 There's a basket of, uh, Chloe's things in the laundry room.
能不能帮我拿上楼放在大厅壁橱里？ Could you take them upstairs to the hall closet for me?
当然可以。 Yeah, sure.
琳达：你在做什么？（喘气） LINDA: What are you doing? (GASPS)
我想我听到了什么东西响，但实际没有。 I thought I heard something, but now I don't.
哈。 Huh.
我没听到有什么。 I don't hear a thing.
我会再拿上来的。没事。 I'll do this load again. It's fine.
下来吧。 Just come down.
我不想搞乱她的睡觉时钟。 I don't want to mess with her sleeping schedule.
嘿，你在外边做什么？ Hey, what are you doing out here?
学习。 Studying.
学习？ Studying?
学法语。 French. Really.
到现在你应该学得很好了。 You must be pretty good by now.
知道吗，你从你母亲那里得到这个天赋。 You know, you get that from your mom.
她像一块海绵一样吸收语言。 She soaked up languages like a sponge.
她拖着我看了很多法语电影，我不记得了。 She dragged me to so many French films, I can't remember.
你有没有想过，如果我代替你妈妈死了，会是什么？ Do you ever think about what it would have been like if I'd died instead of Mom?
没想过。 No.
真的？我有想过。 Really? I do.
知道吗，我在想。 You know, Em, I've been thinking.
可能今年是你和我一起去给你母亲扫墓最好的时间 。 Maybe this is the year that you come with me to visit your mother's grave.
不用一定得在你生日的那一天。 You know, it doesn't have to be on the actual day of your birthday.
那为什么我要那样做？ And why would I do that?
我觉得在某人逝世的周年纪念日里展示你的尊敬是很重要的。 I think it's important on the anniversary of someone's death to pay your respects.
如果你想有个人一起，带上贾尼斯吧。 If you want the company, take Janice.
这不是带谁的问题，亲爱的。 It's not about company, honey.
这是关于你的问题。 It's about you.
嗨。 Hi.
我没想到你会在下午之前来到。 Wasn't expecting to see you until this afternoon.
今天是周末。 It's the weekend.
你说你想整理一下你的办公室。 You said you wanted help organizing your office.
对。 Right.
好了，去吧。呆会在那里机。克洛伊睡着了。 Well, uh, just go ahead. I'll meet you in there. Chloe's asleep.
从哪里开始呢？ Oh. Where to start?
这是她最喜欢的。（刺耳声） Uh-huh. This was her favorite. (JANGLES)
但我们摔了太多次，现在它终于报废了。 But we dropped it so many times it has now been officially retired.
琳达？ Linda?
不好意思，我只是， I'm sorry. I just,
我只是觉得我很累。（叹气） I just realized how tired I am. (SIGHS)
我想我会中断学习一段时间。 You know, I think I am going to take a little nap in the study.
能帮我把这箱子拿到我卧室吗？ Would you take this box to my bedroom?
好。 Yes.
我也是在监视器里听到声音。 I heard her on the monitor too.
对，没事了。 Yes, it's okay.
我知道。 Oh. I know.
你不喜欢在尿布上尿尿。 You don't like it when you do a pee-pee in your diaper.
不，你不喜欢。 No, you don't.
这真是惟一一次能给她尿尿的时间。 It's really the only time she gets fussy. Can...
我能感受她尿尿的时间，放她睡觉的时间，但是…… I can feed her off schedule, then put her down to sleep off schedule, but...
她没办法给自己换掉湿尿布， She doesn't get her diaper changed when it's wet,
好了，现在就好很多了。 well, it's pretty much all over.
你能不能给这小猴子拿条小裤子过来？ Oh, can you do me a favor and get the onesie with the monkeys?
给我的小猴子，对，就是你 For my little monkey. Yes, for you.
在大厅的衣橱里。 It's in the dresser in the hall.
能帮我拿来吗？ Will you get it for me?
（对婴儿小声说）对，那会好点。 (WHISPERING TO BABY) Yes, that's better.
好很多的。 That's much better.
好点，好很多。 Yes. That's better. That's much better.
这里变冷了！ Getting cold in here!
对，变冷了。 Yes we are. Yes we are.
我要抓你的小脚咯！ Gonna get those feet!
抓到你脚了。（小声说）抓到你脚了。 I got your toes. (WHISPERS) I got your toes.
我抓到了。 Yes I do.
噢，这就是我们喜欢的衣服。 Oh, that's the one we like.
因为它柔软，笨笨的。 Because it is soft and silly.
就像你一样。 Just like you.
想过来做完吗？-不。 Want to come over here and finish? No.
拜托，靠近一点，你就可以看到怎么穿的了。 Well, come on. Come a little closer and you can see how it's done.
现在，你要记住这时候要稍微托一下她的头。 Now, you always have to remember to support her head a little bit.
先从你肉肉的小腿开始。 You start with the cute little feet first.
我真想吃了这双小脚，太可爱了。 I want to eat those feet they're so cute.
然后是你可爱的小屁屁。 And then your cute little butt.
（温柔地）看看这小屁屁。 (SOFTLY) Look at that little butt.
看，现在你变暖和了。 Oh, you wiggle worm.
（轻声笑）接着把你抱起来。 (CHUCKLES) And then we snap you up.
噢，我们要吃掉你咯。 Ooh, and we eat you up.
没错，吃掉你。（亲吻） Yes, we do. (KISSING)
过来，你抱着她 Here, you hold her.
好啦，她不会咬人的。 Oh, come on. She's not gonna bite.
她还没长出小牙齿呢。 She doesn't even have her little teeth yet.
这就行了嘛。 There you go.
加了牛肝菌的香草烤鸡 Herb roasted chicken with porcini mushroom stuffing.
好。 Mmm.
好吗？ Well?
什么好不好？ Well what?
那边怎么样，就是什么，琳达是她名字吧？ Well, how's it going with, uh, what, Linda's her name?
一般般。 It's fine.
贾尼斯：就一般般，不是很好？ JANICE: Just fine, not good?
不，不，这菜看起来很美味。 Oh, no, no, this looks delicious.
我们在聊那份保姆的工作。 We're, we're talking about the babysitting.
贾尼斯：对了，那边怎么样？ JANICE: Oh. Yes, how's that going?
还好。 Fine.
丹尼斯：跟一个一年级的孩子突然变成17岁大姑娘相比， DENNIS: How is it that a child who had more words at two
一个只会说不超过两个字的小孩怎么样？ than an average first grader suddenly becomes monosyllabic at eighteen?
可能我有迟发的孤独症。 Maybe I have late onset autism.
丹尼斯：可能你太投入了。 DENNIS: Maybe you've taken on too much.
你看起来很累。 You look tired.
知道吗，你有一份在镇里的工作， You know what, with the job in town,
现在又有这份保姆的工作…… and now this babysitting...
知道吗，有时候你真的很像一个女人。 You know, you really sound like a woman sometimes.
不是针对你，贾尼斯。 No offense, Janice.
贾尼斯：让我带小孩我会死的。 JANICE: I am just dying to meet that baby.
对。 Yeah.
嗨。 Hi.
我是她的保释官，我需要你离开你的座位。 I'm her parole officer and I need you to leave your seat.
（轻声笑）嘿。 (CHUCKLING) Hey.
你想知道我对她说了什么吗？ Don't you want to know what I told her?
不想。 No.
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
嘿，听我说。 Hey. Listen.
我做了什么惹你生气了，还是别的什么事？ Did I do something to offend you or something?
你现在好像对我很恼火， I mean, you seem pretty mad at me,
而我不知道我做错了什么。 and I have no idea what I've done.
真的？你不知道吗？ Oh, really? You have no idea?
不知道。-你这个早上去哪了？ No. Where were you this morning?
我在6点发车的火车上，我为你找遍了全部的32路车。 I was on the 6 a.m. train. I looked for you in all 32 cars.
我错过了6点的车，因为……-噢，算了吧。 I missed the 6 a.m. because... Oh, forget it.
（嘲笑）为什么你想上6点钟的车？ (SCOFFS) Well, why were you on the 6 a.m.?
因为我想见到你。 Because I wanted to see you.
我就在这里了。不是像那个样子。 I'm here now. It doesn't work like that.
如果我想让你成为我的男朋友，我不能允许你在我面前消失。 If you're going to be my boyfriend, I can't have you disappearing on me.
我不会对在我面前消失的人有好脸的。 I don't take well to people disappearing on me.
男朋友？-拜托。 Boyfriend? Oh, please.
你是不是在假装想着一些事， You're gonna pretend like you haven't been thinking about
比如牵住我的手，亲我？ what it'd be like to hold my hand? To kiss me?
呃，可能吧，我…… Well, maybe. I...
是哪个？可能，还是确定？ Which is it? Maybe, or yes?
确定。 Yes.
明天我们在火车上见。 I'll see you on the train tomorrow.
有人吗？ Hello?
琳达? Linda?
我在厨房。 I'm in the kitchen.
她喜欢醒来洗个澡。 She loves waking up to a bath.
来，你洗一下她。这是她最好的部位。 Here, you rinse her. It's her favorite part.
我不洗了。 I'm okay.
我想让你了解她，我想让她信任你。 I want you to get to know her. I want her to trust you.
来吧。 Come on.
像这样把手放在她头后面。 Put your hand behind her head like this.
来吧，就这样。 Come on. There you go.
就是这样子做。 That's all there is to it.
我想她肯定被洗得很舒服。 I think she's pretty well rinsed.
然后把她弄干。 Well then dry her off.
我想带她去来个黄昏散步。 I'm gonna take her on a sunset walk.
你确定？-是的。 You are? Yeah.
呼吸点新鲜空气挺好的。 It'd be good for some fresh air.
今天早上我们去过了公园，但我想是时候 We did garden this morning, but I think it's about time
让她认识些邻居了。 that she get to know her neighborhood.
现在到处都有流感，这不好。 There's a flu that's been going around. It's really bad.
我认为现在还不用给她介绍新邻居。 I don't think you should go introduce her to new neighbors just yet.
你没听到她哭吗？ Don't you hear her crying?
听到了。 Yeah.
我只是不知道怎么办。 I just didn't know what to do.
你拍拍她的背，让她脸朝外。 You rock her back and forth.
跟她说说话，她喜欢那样。 And you talk to her, because she likes that.
她喜欢有人对她说话。 She likes to be talked to.
是不是啊，克洛伊？是了。 Don't you, Chloe? Yeah.
因为你是一个很好的倾听者。 Because you're such a good listener. Yes, you are.
（温柔地）对了，睡吧。 (SOFTLY) Yeah. There we go.
别担心。 Don't worry.
你能行的。 You'll figure it out.
我刚带她回家的时候很担心。 I was so worried when I brought her home.
我能照顾好她吗？ Was I gonna be able to take care of her?
万一我是个坏妈妈呢? What if I was a terrible mother?
v如果我不喜欢她呢？ What if I didn't like it?
但后来…… But then...
突然就好了，顺着时间来，一切都好了。 It just happens. It just comes to you as you go along,
好像你本来就应该是这样的。 and it's like you were meant to do it.
就像你一生都在做这事。 Like you've been doing it your whole life.
然后你在她面前思考你的人生。 And then you think about your life before her.
它如此的毫无目的， It was so pointless,
如此的自私，你无法想像没有她的生活。 so selfish, and you just can't imagine your life without her.
不，我不能这样。 No, I can't.
不能。 No.
我决定出去跑一下步。 I've decided to go for a run instead.
试着减掉这最后的五磅。 Try to lose these last five pounds.
在她像这样面向上的时候， You can never turn your back on her
你不能背对着她。 when you have her up here like this.
她是个好动的小家伙。 I mean, she's a feisty little one.
我们不会让她在楼上面向上的。 We wouldn't want her ending up on the floor.
当然不会，对不起。 Of course not. Sorry.
没事。 It's okay.
我很快回来。 I'll be back soon.
我们最好把你穿好。 Guess we better get you dressed.
不用亲自动手，但是…… Don't take this personally, but...
我不擅长打开话腔。 I'm not very talkative to begin with.
所以，如果我们没法聊得很多，So, if we don't really chat a lot,
不是说我不喜欢你。 it's not that I don't like you.
更多的是我喜欢自己保留。 It's more that I like to keep to myself.
我只想让它保持干净，好吗？ I just wanted to make that clear. Okay?
嗨。 Hi.
你来这里干什么？ What are you doing here?
我带饼干过来。 I brought cookies.
琳达不喜欢饼干。 Linda doesn't want cookies.
（嘲笑）有谁会不喜欢饼干呢？ (SCOFFS) Who doesn't want cookies?
真是可笑，她那么瘦。 That is ridiculous. She's bone thin.
噢，你不想让我进来？ Oh, you're not gonna let me in?
琳达不在这里，她去跑步了。 Linda's not here. She's gone running.
贾尼斯：那么，好吧…… JANICE: Oh. Well...
我很想看看小孩。 I'd love to see the baby.
不可以，她在睡觉。 You can't. She's sleeping.
没事，我就在婴儿床旁边偷偷看一眼。 Well, I'll just take a quick peek at her, in the crib.
噢，这真是…… Oh, this is...
知道吗，这比我预想的还要漂亮，她…… You know, it's much nicer than I suspected. She...
我的天，她真的很快就搞好了这个地方。 God, she really did the place up quickly.
我是说，就几个月之前，她做了什么， I mean, what did she do, take measurements months ago,
然后就成了现在这个完美的地方？ and then just arrive with all the perfect pieces?
我怎么知道？ How should I know?
不，别动。 Oh. No, don't.
琳达在碰克洛伊的玩具之前， Linda's very specific about disinfecting hands
都会很认真对手消毒。 before touching any of Chloe's toys.
我保证我的手绝对没碰到什么比地板还脏的东西。 Well, I'm sure my hands are nowhere near as dirty as the floor.
别，别。 No. No.
她真的很特别，就接近神经病人一样。 She's super particular. Like verging on neurotic.
厨房在哪里？ Where's the kitchen?
那边走。 That way.
噢，我喜欢。 Oh, I like that.
真漂亮 。 Nice.
你和琳达工作得开心吗？ So, you're enjoying working for Linda?
嗯，还好。 Yeah, it's fine.
她人怎么样？ Oh. What's she like?
她人很好。 She's nice.
还有…… And...
就这样了。-噢。 And that's it. Oh.
只是，你们呆在一起很长时间了。 Just, you've been spending a lot of time together.
我就想你应该更了解她了。 I just figured you'd know her a little better by now.
没有，真的。 I don't, really.
但是你喜欢她。 But you like her?
我是说，当我看到你们俩在公园里的时候， I mean, when I saw you two gardening together,
你看起来好像很开心。 you seemed to be having a lot of fun.
你知道，聊天，还有………（门开了） You know, talking, and... (DOOR OPENS)
是的。 Yeah.
你好。-你好。 Hello. Hello.
看起来你很好的跑步了。 Oh, you look like you've had quite a run. (CHUCKLES)
不，实际是非常的短。 No. Ridiculously short, actually.
我给你带了些新鲜的烤饼干。 I brought you some fresh baked cookies.
你人真好，谢谢。 That's very sweet of you. Thank you.
克洛伊呢？-在睡觉。 Where's Chloe? Sleeping.
睡觉？-对。 Sleeping? Yeah.
她在我手臂上睡着了，所以我就放下她让好她好好睡。 She fell asleep in my arms, so I put her down for a nap.
嗯。 Huh.
我们想请你哪天和克洛伊过来吃晚饭。 You know, we would love to have you and little Chloe over for dinner some night.
哇，那一定很在趣。 Oh, wow. That would be lovely.
嗯，但是克洛伊都睡得很早。 Um, but Chloe goes to bed quite early.
或许伊曼钮尔可以哪天呆久一点。 Well, maybe Emanuel could stay later one night.
挣一点加班费。 You know, earn a little extra money.
我不需要加班费。 I don't need extra money.
而且我用晚上时间来学习法语。And I use my nights to study French.
贾尼斯：或许你可以在这里学习法语。 JANICE: Well, maybe you could study your French here.
在孩子睡觉的时候。 You know, while the baby is sleeping?
对。-好吧。 Yeah. Okay.
太好了，就这样。星期五怎么样？ Great. It's settled. How about Friday?
好。 Okay.
好。-（轻笑）行了。 Yeah. (CHUCKLES) Okay.
好了，祝你女儿有个好夜晚。 Okay. You girls have a great night.
你觉得这些每一个有多少卡路里？ How many calories do you think each one of these has?
我不知道，很多吧、 I don't know. Lots.
我真应该叫醒克洛伊，不然她会整夜都醒着的。 I should really wake Chloe up, otherwise she's gonna stay up all night.
我去叫。 I'll do it.
这样她才可以熟悉我，信任我。 You know, so she gets used to me. Trusts me.
好的，这是个好主意。 Okay. It's a good idea.
怎么了？ What happened?
对不起，对不起。 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
我想带她出呼吸新鲜空气， I was gonna take her out for some air,
无意中碰到瓶子，然后我……（喘气） and bumped into the thing, and I... (GASPS)
噢，上帝。 Oh, my God.
没呈。就是一个小切囗。噢，好深。 I'm fine. It's just a little cut. Oh, that's deep.
没事，会好的。 No. I'm fine.
来吧，过来，没事的。 Come on. Come on, it's okay. Come on.
琳达：好了，这会有点疼。 LINDA: Okay. This is gonna sting.
等一下。 Just for a second.
好点没有？ Better?
好点了。 Yeah.
看看你们两个，真像一对姐妹。 Look at you two. You look like sisters.
对。 Yeah.
我希望克洛伊长大了，会像你一样漂亮，一样有趣。 I hope Chloe grows up to be as pretty and interesting as you.
在你们蓝色的眼睛里有那么多的可能。 You've got so much going on behind those blue eyes.
我记得第一次见你的时候。 I noticed it the moment I met you.
我在你身上看到我自己。 I see myself in you.
不用是好事。 Not necessarily a good thing.
你觉得我做这事怎么样？我在解决全球饥饿问题。 What does it look like I'm doing? I'm solving world hunger.
哇，真有趣。 Uh-oh. Very funny.
那种事很危险，好不？ It's dangerous, that sort of work, okay?
它真的不适合女人做。 It's not really fit for a woman.
你为什么不下来，让我去完成？ So why don't you get down and let me finish up, please?
找到了。我不想从你的大男子主义里得到什么好处。 I got it. I don't want to take advantage of your manly stacking skills.
呃，到前面帮忙。 Um... Go help up front.
我讨厌顾客的交相投诉。 I hate customer interaction.
而且萨姆不会再让我带医用囗罩了。 and Sam won't let me wear the surgical masks anymore.
他说它发了一条错的短信。 He says it sends the wrong message.
噢，我不同意。他们给了你巨大的收入 Oh. I disagree. They give you an air of competence.
只是…… Just...
伊曼钮尔，下来，让我工作。 Emanuel, get down. Let me do my job.
如果有女人回到这里，会怎么想？ How do you expect to meet any women back here?
呃…… Uh...
我要说的是，你这些天变得帅了， What I'm saying is, you're looking very handsome these days,
而你全浪费在我身上。 and it's wasted on me.
为什么你那么漂亮？Why are you being so nice?
那么开心？ And happy?
就当我是个漂亮的、开心的人行了。 Guess I'm just a nice, happy person.
伊曼钮尔：医生说我有虱子。 EMANUEL: Doctor said I have lice.
呃，有没有机会…… Uh, any chance...
让你离开你的居所，来一点变化？You know, take it on to stationary land, just for a change?
好啊，可以。 Okay. Sure.
那么，星期五怎么样？ Well, how about Friday night?
这周星期五不行，我要看小孩到很晚。 I can't this Friday. I have to babysit late.
好吧，那……-实际上…… Okay, well... Actually...
这个星期五也不会完美。 This Friday night would be perfect.
你能七点来接我吗？ Can you pick me up at 7:00?
可以。 Yeah.
好。 Great.
我们在楼上。嘘。（关门声） We're up here. Shh. (DOOR CLOSES)
好了。 Okay.
哦 谢天谢地你在这儿 Oh, thank God you're here.
她今天快把我逼疯了 She's just making me crazy today.
为什么 How come?
不知道 通常我可以让她坐在婴儿摇椅上 I don't know. Usually, I can just sit her in her bouncy chair
一个人自娱自乐 可是今天不是 and she will entertain herself. But no, not today.
我一刻 She wants my undivided attention
也走不开（叹气） at all times. (SIGHS)
你看 Here.
这是她的新好朋友 This is her new best friend.
太可怕了 有时我甚至不想当一个母亲 This is terrible, but sometimes I just don't want to be a mother.
我只想按一个按钮 把克洛伊暂停 I just want to push a button and put Chloe on pause
然后继续干我的事 and just get on with my day.
听起来很可怕 That sounds awful,
不是吗 doesn't it?
不 这是真心话 No. Sounds honest.
要不要我帮他洗个澡 Do you want me to give her a bath?
谢谢 我已经帮他洗过澡了 No, we've already done that.
事实上 有一件事你可以帮到我们 You know, actually, the one thing that would be really helpful
你能不能告诉我 我应该穿哪件毛衣 is if you could just honestly tell me which of these sweaters I need to toss.
好 可是我不怎么懂时尚 Okay, but I'm not so good with fashion.
过来 坐 Come on, sit down.
我喜欢你的风格 我的意思是 我觉得这件衣服对我来说太潮了 I love your style. I mean, I think it's too young for me,
但我觉得你的品位很高 but I think you have excellent taste.
好吧 Okay.
那我周五应该穿什么去你家 So what should I wear to your house on Friday?
事实上 周五晚上我没空照顾孩子 Actually, I can't babysit Friday night.
有点事 Something came up.
那好吧 That's okay.
你要做什么 What are you doing?
我有个约会 I sort of have a date.
太棒了 和谁啊 That's exciting! Who is it?
火车上遇到的一个男孩 Just some boy I met on the train.
他叫什么 Does he have a name?
克劳德 Claude.
你应该穿这件 You should wear this.
给 试试这件 Here, try it on.
真漂亮 可是...哎呀 就试一下 It's really pretty, but... Oh, just try it on.
快点 Come on.
哇 太漂亮了 Look at you. You're beautiful.
这件衣服很适合你 It's yours.
不 我会还给你的 No. I'll borrow it, but...
我很久没穿过了 Oh, I haven't worn it in ages.
我记得这是... Actually, I think it's...
我记得这是我第一次和克洛伊的爸爸约会时 I think it's the blouse I wore the first date
穿的那件衬衫 I had with Chloe's dad.
克洛伊她爸爸去哪了 Where is Chloe's dad?
比如说 Let's just say,
不是所有的男人都知道怎么做好一个父亲 not all men know how to step up when it comes to being a dad.
###&&&我们不能这样 不 不 不能 And we couldn't have that. No. No we couldn't.
(法兰西高的歌LAISSE TOMBER LES FILLES） (LAISSE TOMBER LES FILLES BY FRANCE GALL PLAYING)
我无法理解为什么她会把她的第一次约会献给这个男人 I just don't understand why she would plan her first date with this boy
在我们今晚会把琳达请到家里来的情况下 on the night that we're having Linda over,
她非常清楚琳达不能来 除非她自己照顾克洛伊 knowing full well that Linda can't come unless she babysits little Chloe.
请进 Oh, come in.
你好 Hello.
你好 我是克劳德 Hi, I'm Claude.
克劳德 你好 Claude. Hello.
爸爸 贾尼斯 这是克劳德 Dad, Janice, meet Claude.
克劳德 这是我爸爸丹尼斯 这是贾尼斯 Claude, this is my dad Dennis, and Janice.
很高兴见到你 我是伊曼纽尔的继母 It's a pleasure to meet you. I'm Emanuel's stepmother.
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you.
哇 这件衬衫真好看 你在哪买的 Oh, that's such a pretty blouse. Where did you get it?
说来很有趣 我们走 拜拜 Okay, well, this has been fun. Now let's go. Bye.
下周五晚上你可以加入我们 Maybe you'd like to join us next Friday night.
伊曼纽尔过生日 It's Emanuel's birthday
到时我要给她做他最爱吃的菜 and I'm going to be making her favorite meal,
鸡肉馅饼 chicken pot pie.
当然 太棒了 Sure. Sounds great. Okay.
好的 太棒了 真的太棒了 Okay, great. Sounds great.
玩得开心 拜拜 Have fun. Bye.
想坐后面吗 当然想 Wanna ride on the back? Sure.
如果你站起来就太棒了 It's best if you stand.
上车的时候有点儿难 It's a little tricky getting on,
可是一旦上去了 那就没事了 but once you're up, you're up.
除非你摔倒 Unless you crash.
是的 摔倒了可不好 不过我不会 Yeah, that wouldn't be good. But I won't.
好了吗 是的 Okay? Yeah.
肖恩列侬唱的L'ECLIPSE (L'ECLIPSE BY SEAN LENNON PLAYING)
你饿了吗 是的 Well, I hope you're hungry. I am.
而且 这是我们第一次吃饭 Besides, this is the first dinner we've had
（笑）我喜欢你利用伊曼纽尔轻率的行为 (LAUGHS) I love how you're trying to turn Emanuel's
给我们带来了一个浪漫的夜晚 inconsiderate behavior into some sort of a romantic evening for us.
贾尼斯 别这样 不 不 我没事 Janice, don't. No, no, that's okay.
我都明白 伊曼纽尔内心脆弱 可你不知道 I know how it goes. "Emanuel is fragile. You don't know what
她的经历 她和其他孩子不一样 "she's been through. She's not like other kids."
别这样 Let's not do this.
你是他的父亲 And yes, yes, you're her father
而且我没有自己的孩子 and me having no children of my own,
我不知道怎么照顾孩子 I couldn't possibly know how to raise one.
亲爱的 我不是这意思 （抽泣）可你心里是这样想的 I didn't say that. Honey. (SOBBING) Yeah, but that's how you feel.
天呐这音乐 Oh, this music.
我想带你去个好地方 I wanted to take you somewhere nice.
什么 你不喜欢这个浪漫的荧光之夜吗 What, you don't appreciate this romantic fluorescent lighting?
16美元25美分 $16.25.
谢谢 Thanks.
我能问你一个问题吗 当然 Can I ask you something? Sure.
个人隐私问题 没问题 It's kind of a personal question. Okay.
你介意吗 Do you mind?
没关系。我在外面等着就行。 No, not at all. I'll just wait outside.
有时候，当我一个人的时候， Sometimes, when I'm on my own,
我幻想着自己死了。 I imagine myself dying.
生活就像水龙头的水一样向我倾泻。 Life pouring out of me like an open tap.
给我注入新的血液。 Creates this river of my blood.
我的问题是，你有没有发现我总是摇摆不定？ My question is, have you ever noticed me float by?
不。我没觉得。 No. I haven't.
我想这就是私人拥有的地方。是的。 I thought this was all privately owned. It is.
看起来你今晚违背了很多条法律。 Looks like you're breaking all kinds of laws tonight.
偷窃，非法侵入。接下来是什么？ Stealing, trespassing. What's next?
未成年喝酒。（轻声笑） Underage drinking. (CHUCKLES)
我小时候我父亲曾带我来过这里。 My dad used to bring me here a lot as a kid.
然后这里就被私有化了，我们开始去另外一个地方。 Then it got privatized, and we started going to the other side.
但是他不知道我其实不喜欢这里的。 But he knew I didn't like it as much.
但是这里还是有点特别之处。 There's just something special about this spot.
你怎么跟爸爸生活怎么没和妈妈在一起呢？ How come you live with your dad instead of your mom?
因为她死了。 Because she's dead.
这就是为什么我的手臂上有这块纹身。 That's why I have this tattoo on my arm.
这是第一个也是唯一一个她给我留下的的东西， It's the first and only decision she got to make for me,
还给我取了名字。 what to name me.
我爸爸觉得这可能是和她有一夜情某个男孩的名字 My dad thinks it's probably the name of some boy she had fling with
当她在巴黎读书的时候。 when she spent a semester in Paris.
但是他还是接受了。 But he went along with it anyway.
真傻。 Stupid.
我喜欢。 I like it.
这纹身。 The tattoo.
像你这样的坏蛋。 It's kind of badass, like you.
你觉得我很坏。是的，我这么觉得。 You think I'm badass. Yeah. I do.
这就像你生活在自己的世界里。 It's like you live in your own private world.
这个世界没有你 And the world the rest of us live in has nothing on you
因为你不属于这里。 because you don't belong here anyway.
琳达：你刚说了youthinator?（大笑） LINDA: Did you say the youthinator? (LAUGHS)
我希望我说过，但是我说的是eukinator. I wish I did, but I said the eukinator.
恩，听起来像··· Uh, that sounds like you...
嗨，伊曼纽尔。我和你可爱的朋友亚瑟相遇了。 Hey, Emanuel. I've just met your lovely friend Arthur.
你们在这里干嘛？ What are you doing here?
你在冒汗。你还好吗？ You're sweating. Are you okay?
你，你看起来脸有点红。 You, you look a little red.
克洛伊还好吗？ Is Chloe okay?
她很好，除了感冒，所以··· She's fine, except for this cold. So...
我就是想来看看是否你也有一个小婴儿··· I just thought I would come and see if maybe you had a little baby...
瓮声···吸气器。是的。鼻吸气器。 Nasal... Aspirator. Yeah. Nasal aspirator.
亚瑟，到通道三那里帮一下女士。 Arthur, go help the lady in aisle three.
哦，所以，像我刚才说的，给她擦一点姜精油， Oh. So, like I said, you just be kind of ginger with her,
这可以起到安抚的作用，我保证。恩恩。谢谢。 and this will take care of it, I'm sure. Uh-huh. Thank you.
哦，恩，你的后母来这里邀请我参加你的生日派对。 Oh, um, your stepmother came by and invited me to your birthday dinner.
我知道你可能照顾不好克洛伊 I know you can't very well babysit Chloe
还要参加你自己的派对，所以我觉得 and attend your own party, so I thought
也许你认识的某个人，你觉得可以信任的，哪位，去··· maybe there's someone that you know, who you trusted, who, to...
我可以照顾。 I can do it.
我值得信任我喜欢小孩。所以··· I'm trustworthy and I like children. So...
真的吗？你不介意？ Really? You wouldn't mind?
不。我不会的。亚瑟！ No. I would not. Arthur!
我觉得我会很享受的。是的。 I think I'd enjoy it. Yeah.
好的，好的。真不错。 Okay. Well, that's great.
可以。恩什么时候？ Sure. Um, when?
哦，恩··· Oh, um...
琳达：周五七点。亚瑟：周五工作。 LINDA: Friday at 7:00. ARTHUR: Friday works.
琳达：真好。 LINDA: Great.
我要付你多少？ How much do I owe you for this?
哦，店家免费提供。购物的礼物。 Oh, that's on the house. That's a gift with purchase.
但是这是我实际购买的东西。 But this is my actual purchase.
没错，所以，这个是购买的东西 That's correct. So, it is a purchase
现在变成礼物。给你。 that has now turned into a gift. For you.
哦，谢谢。不客气。 Well, thank you. Yeah.
好的，再见。好的，再见。 Okay, bye. Okay, bye.
再见。 Bye.
那是什么？ What was that?
我心脏中的血液到处流动着。 My heart pumping blood to everything else.
伊曼纽尔：从开始的开始。 EMANUEL: Start from the start.
丹尼斯：这就是开始。 DENNIS: This is the start.
不。她在那里把你叫醒。 No. The part where she wakes you up.
她宫缩。你在她的房间里走来走去。 She's having contractions. You walk her around the room.
我在她的床边走来走去。 I'm walking her around the bedroom.
太阳刚升起。 The sun is just rising.
她在窗户旁坐着。窗户。 She sits by the window. Window.
第一道光线照在她的脸颊上。 The first rays of light hitting her face.
她对着你笑而你之前从来都没见过的。 She smiles at you in a way you've never seen before.
她就像有一个秘密等不及分享。 Like she has a secret she can't wait to share.
她很美。很安静。 She's beautiful. Calm.
我坐在她旁边 I sit by her side
计算着宫缩的时间。 counting the minutes between contractions.
不。 No.
你扶她起来。 You help her to her feet.
她告诉你她是爱你的。 She tells you she loves you.
她有着最惊奇的梦。 That she's just had the most amazing dream.
她在湖地下游泳还可以呼吸。 She was swimming underwater in a lake and she could breathe.
晚上的时候她可以看到东西。 It was night, yet she could see.
因为月光下路在水中像 Because the moonlight made paths through the water like
手指着路。 fingers pointing the way.
她很开心。 She was happy.
像鱼儿在水中游。 Swimming amongst the fishes.
丹尼斯：等到医生来的时候， DENNIS: By the time the doctor arrived,
她的脸变得灰白。 her face had gone ash white.
她的眼睛无神。 Her eyes were distant.
但是她紧握着拳头。 But her grip was still strong.
他们切开了她 They cut into her
然后把你抱出来。 and pulled you out.
你看起来很不好。没有呼吸。 You were blue. Not breathing.
细绳仍然缠在你的脖子上。 The cord was still wrapped around your little neck.
医生给你施救。 The doctor worked on you.
当你的第一次呼吸··· And as you took your first breath...
她坚持到最后。 She took her last.
他们试着救醒她。 They tried to revive her.
但是她还是走了。 But she was gone.
她走了。 She was gone.
然后我活下来了。 And I was here.
你活下来了。 You were here.
这就是和她有关的所有事情。是的。 And that's everything. Yeah.
和她有关的所有事情。 That is everything.
你这么做是要惩罚我吗？ Do you do this to punish me?
我确信你和我说的没件事情。 I'm just making sure you've told me everything.
你没落下任何东西。 That you haven't left anything out.
（丹尼斯笑）贾尼斯：哇！ (DENNIS LAUGHING) JANICE: Yay!
克劳德：生日快乐，伊曼纽尔！贾尼斯：哇！ CLAUDE: Happy Birthday, Emanuel! JANICE: Yay!
丹尼斯：哦，我的小菇凉现在长大了。毋庸置疑。 DENNIS: Oh, my little girl is all grown up now. There's no denying that.
哦，你试一下。 Oh, you'll try.
第一刀你来切。 You have to make the first cut.
切吧。 You do it.
好的。贾尼斯：恩，这，这··· Okay. JANICE: Uh, it, it's...
切第一刀会给生日的菇凉带来好运的。 It's good luck for the birthday girl to take the first cut.
我来吧。 I'll do it.
别说这样做是没运气的。 Never say no to some good luck.
是吗，克劳德？是的。 Right, Claude? Right.
贾尼斯：我们很愿意看到小宝贝克洛伊。 JANICE: We would love to meet little baby Chloe.
哦，她现在患了很糟糕的感冒。 Oh, she has such a terrible cold right now.
贾尼斯：哦。 JANICE: Oh.
恩，但是这几天，也许，她没那么暴躁了。 Um, but in a couple of days, maybe, when she's not so cranky,
我会带她过来。 I'll bring her over.
贾尼斯：哦，我们很期待看到她。 JANICE: Oh, we would love that.
我很高兴你和伊曼纽尔关系变的很好了。 I'm glad you've formed such a close bond with Emanuel.
现在我和她父亲结婚已经有一年了。 I've been married to her father for almost a year now
（咯咯笑），是的，我还不能确切的说我们现在关系很好。 and (CHUCKLES), well, I wouldn't exactly call us close.
这不同。你是她的积木。 It's different. You're her stepmother.
这是完全不同的情形。 That's a whole different ballgame.
是的，我这么想。 Yeah, I suppose.
我只是希望我能到到一点体验，恩， I was just hoping that I'd get to experience a little bit of, uh,
母爱，给伊曼纽尔。 motherhood, with Emanuel.
但是，哦，我看这对我们来说是不可能的。 But, well, I'm seeing that that's not really in the cards for us.
哦，可能和她这个年龄有关。 Well, it's probably just her age.
她是一个不安分的年轻女孩， She's quite a troubled young girl,
在某种程度上挺困惑的。 and confused in some ways.
我只想让你知道。 I just need you to know that.
我不想让她误解你对她的爱。 I just don't want her misinterpreting your fondness for her.
我不太明白你的意思。 I'm not really sure what you mean.
她从来都没有母亲。 She has never had a mother.
我觉得她渴望有。 And I think that that has created a longing in her,
那，恩，不是。 that's, um, not right.
你知道，困惑。 You know, confused.
我觉得我们都有困惑的年龄。 I think we were all a bit confused at that age.
我觉得弄清楚伊曼纽尔很重要 I think it's important that you make it clear to Emanuel
你对男人有兴趣。 your interest in men.
你感兴趣，额， You are interested in, uh,
男人，你难道不是吗？ men, are you not?
克劳德在托儿所工作。 Claude works in a nursery.
我在院子里看到过你很多次。 I've seen you a lot in your yard.
也许他帮过你忙，额，帮你种了些花。 Perhaps he could help you, uh, plant your flowers.
我会喜欢的。 I would love that.
进来。 Come in.
嗨。 Hi.
嗨。 Hey.
哇，我喜欢你的房间。 Wow, I like your room.
和其他的房子不一样。 It's so different from the rest of the house.
那又怎么？ How?
我不知道。就是感觉挺喜欢你的。 I don't know. Just feels like you.
这是你的妈妈吗? Is this your mother?
她叫什么名字？阿娃。 What was her name? Ava.
你挺像她的。 You look a lot like her.
她给人一种神秘难猜测的感觉。 She's got an air of mystery and intrigue about her,
就像认识了好几年的人一样。 like someone you've known for many years,
但是你却没真正了解过他们。 but you never really knew them.
她肯定做到了。 She certainly pulled that off.
她什么都没留下。没留下一丝痕迹。 She left nothing behind. Not a trace.
她留下了你。 She left you.
这就是相当大的痕迹。 That's a pretty big trace.
哦，你们都在啊。 Oh, there you are.
好的，恩，现在挺晚了。 Well, uh, it's getting late.
我确信克劳德要回家了。 I'm sure Claude needs to be getting home.
好的，我觉得我也应该回家了。 Well, I should probably be getting home too.
谢谢来这里耐着性子坐到现在。 Thanks for coming and sitting through that.
我很高心来这里。真的吗？ I'm glad I came. Really?
是的，我的意思是，每个人的家庭都有点小古怪。 Yeah. I mean, everyone's family is a little odd.
如果没有，那就不是真正的家了。 If it's not, then it's not really a family.
所以不舒服，我感觉有点愤怒 So that uncomfortable, annoyed feeling I get
每当我走进这个家我告诉自己我是在家里。 whenever I walk in the house is just telling me I'm home.
（笑）是的，差不多都是这样。 (LAUGHS) Yeah, pretty much.
（叹气）我觉得都一样。 (SIGHS) I feel the same.
和什么一样？之前。 Same as? Before.
真愚蠢，但是不知道为什么我的每一年生日上 It's stupid, but somehow every year on my birthday
我有种感觉觉得今年我会与以往不同。 I have this feeling that this year I'll feel different.
但是从来都没发生过。 But it never happens.
如何不同？我不知道。 Different how? I don't know.
没关系。 Doesn't matter.
琳达：好的。（笑）好的，当然。 LINDA: Okay. (LAUGHS) Well, of course.
那是谁？他是我单位上的朋友。 Who's that? He's my friend from work.
他是临时保姆。 He was babysitting.
我打算帮她美化一下院子。 I'm gonna be landscaping for her.
什么？ What?
是的。你的父亲溜了。你知道的，因为我是在托儿所工作的。 Yeah. Your dad hooked it up. You know, because I work at the nursery.
我的意思是，她雇用我，但是我觉得这是一份挺好的工作。 I mean, she may not hire me, but I think I could do a pretty good job.
我不想总是看到你。 Look, I don't necessarily want to see you all the time.
我的意思是，你已经在我的家里出现两次了。 I mean, you've been in my house twice already.
什么？没有你在我也不可能轻易发财 What? I can't get on the train without you being there
没有你我现在也不可能是临时保姆 and now I can't even babysit without you being just
在窗外？ outside the window?
（嘲笑）好的，如果这是你的真实感受，我会让你觉得轻松点。 (SCOFFS) Well, if that's how you really feel, I'll make it easy for you.
你再也看不到我。 You don't have to see me at all.
这个还是这个？ This one or this one?
哪个都行。 Either.
是的，我也是这么觉得的。 Yeah, I agree.
额，你觉得我和亚瑟出去很好，是吗？ Uh, you're fine with me going out with Arthur, right?
是的，我觉得他不是做你男朋友的料。 Yeah. I just don't think he's boyfriend material for you.
就是吃饭而已。也许只能做朋友。 Just dinner. Probably end up just being friends.
我的意思是，现在我会把握分寸的。 I mean, it's all I can really handle right now anyway.
但是还是不错的。 Would be kind of nice, though.
我们三个人不能一辈子都在一起。（笑） Can't be the three of us forever and ever. (LAUGHS)
我觉得她是饿了。 I think she's hungry.
她真的长大了点 She has really grown a lot
在过去的几个星期里，你觉得呢？ over the last couple of weeks, don't you think?
我觉得我做不来。 I can't believe I'm doing this.
我可以告诉他你不舒服，或者克洛伊生病了。 I can tell him you don't feel well, or that Chloe's sick.
他会明白的。 He would totally understand.
好的。 It's okay.
我会马上回来的。今晚不会太晚。 I'm gonna be home soon. This is not going to be a late night.
我看起来怎么样？ How do I look?
你看起来很漂亮。 You look beautiful.
好的，再见。 Okay, bye.
再见。 Bye.
我觉得她开始以爱你的方式爱我了。 I think she's starting to love me the way she loves you.
就是这么感觉的。 That's how it feels.
这是我一直幻想想要的感觉。 It's how I've always imagined it would feel.
谢谢。 Thank you.
琳达：就是发酵的水果。 LINDA: It's just the, the fermenting of a fruit.
哦，你在这里。 Oh, there you are.
克洛伊还醒着，是吗？ Chloe isn't still awake, is she?
不，她很快就睡着了，很好。 No, she's fast asleep. Good.
亚瑟想去看一眼。不行。 Arthur wants to take a peek. No.
我的意思是，哄她睡着很难的。要是她再醒来怎么办？ I mean, I had a hard time putting her down. What if she wakes up?
就是静悄悄的去。 Just gonna have to be very quiet.
不要，不要，别担心。我会好好的。 Don't. No, don't worry. I'm doing okay.
我觉得你会为我感到自豪的。 I think you'd be really proud of me.
我喜欢你的化妆的样子。求你了。 I like your make-up. Please.
请呆在楼下。 Please just stay downstairs.
你来了吗？ Are you coming?
哦。她真的很漂亮。 Oh. She's so pretty.
她很漂亮？ Isn't she beautiful?
看起来有点僵硬。 Seems a little stiff.
亚瑟：实际上眼睛无神。 ARTHUR: (ON MONITOR) Not blinking actually.
像假的。 Like, not real.
是的，她很特别。 Yeah, she is special.
（笑）我觉得每位母亲觉得他们的孩子像这样。 (LAUGHS) I guess every mother thinks about their kid like that.
我们下楼喝杯怎么样？ So want to go downstairs and have a drink?
好多 Yeah.
这不是宝贝。 That's not the baby.
是假的。 It's fake.
这是个洋娃娃。你的真的宝宝去哪里了？ This is a doll. Where's your actual baby?
琳达？ Linda?
（焦急的）我的宝宝去哪里了？我的宝宝去哪里了？ (NERVOUSLY) Where's my baby? Where's my baby?
好多额，我们会找到她的。（啜泣）克洛伊去哪里了？ Okay, we're gonna find her. (SOBBING) Where's Chloe?
不要这样。我确信伊曼纽尔把他放在其他地方了。 Don't. I'm sure Emanuel put her down somewhere else.
她在哪里？嘿，伊曼纽尔？ Where is she? Hey, Emanuel?
亚瑟：伊曼纽尔？ ARTHUR: Emanuel?
亚瑟：我们会找到她的。好的，我们会找到她的。琳达：她在哪里？ ARTHUR: We'll find her. It's okay. We'll find her. LINDA: Where is she?
克洛伊在哪里?嘿，伊曼诺尔？ Where's Chloe? Hey, Emanuel?
伊曼诺尔！ Emanuel!
琳达：伊曼诺尔？ LINDA: Emanuel?
琳达：她说她···亚瑟：伊曼诺尔！ LINDA: She said she was... ARTHUR: Emanuel!
琳达：她应该被放在这里的。 LINDA: She's supposed to be up here.
克洛伊在哪里？ Where's Chloe?
在婴儿床里。 In her crib.
哪里？ Where?
（啜泣）就在那里。 (SOBBING) Right there.
这是洋娃娃。琳达的宝宝在哪里？ It's a doll. Where's Linda's baby?
就是她，亚瑟。 That's her, Arthur.
这不是开玩笑的，伊曼诺尔。 This isn't funny, Emanuel.
亚瑟你知道什么？ What do you know, Arthur?
你他妈的知道什么？ What the fuck do you know about anything?
伊曼诺尔，求你了。 Emanuel, please.
（啜泣）伊曼诺尔，求你了。 (SOBBING) Emanuel, please.
求你了，她在哪里？ Please, where is she?
看着我。回答我！ Look. Answer me!
（大喊大叫）她在哪里？ (SHOUTING) Where is she?
现在回答我！ You answer me right now!
你到底对她做了什么？还我的宝宝！ What have you done with her? Give me my baby!
好多额，好多，嘿，嘿！嘿！把她给我！ Okay, okay. Hey, hey! Hey! Give her to me!
Give her to me! Hey! Hey! It's okay. We'll find her.
伊曼诺尔！她在那里？ Emanuel! Where is she?
我要报警。 I'll call the police.
嘿！把她给我！她在哪里？ Hey! Give her to me! Where is she?
亚瑟：好的，会没事的。 ARTHUR: All right. It's okay.
（啜泣）伊曼诺尔！没事的。 (SOBBING) Emanuel! It's okay.
（冲击）琳达：克洛伊在哪里？ (WAVES CRASHING) LINDA: Where is Chloe?
（远处丹尼斯的声音）伊曼诺尔。 (DENNIS' VOICE FROM DISTANCE) Emanuel.
伊曼诺尔，你可以听到我说话吗？ Emanuel, can you hear me?
伊曼诺尔？听得到我说话吗？ Em? Can you hear me?
慢点，现在，好的。 Take it slow, now. Okay.
你能陪着琳达吗？ Can you stay here with Linda?
我要陪伊曼诺尔去医院。 I need to go with Emanuel to the hospital.
你可以吗？她不能一个人单独呆着。 Can you do that? She shouldn't be left alone.
我们已经找到琳达的丈夫了。 We've located Linda's husband.
他乘飞机旅行了。 He's flying in.
但是我仍然要问你几个问题。 But I still need you to answer some questions.
她现在不适合回答这些问题。 She's in no fit state to answer these questions.
我觉得该是你告诉你的父亲宝宝在哪里的时候了。 I think it's time you told your father about the baby.
伊曼诺尔，南瓜？ Emanuel, pumpkin?
你得回答警察的问题。 You have to answer the officer's questions.
她去水里了。 She's gone back to the water.
和她的妈妈回去了。我尝试着拦着她，但是她还是走了。 She's with Mom. I tried to stop her, but she got away.
她们都又走了。他们离开了我。 They both swam away. They left me.
丹尼斯：好的，今晚就这样吧。 DENNIS: All right, that's all for tonight.
丹尼斯：好的额，今晚就这样吧。 DENNIS: All right, that's all for tonight.
丹尼斯：我希望在事情发生之前你有说些什么。 DENNIS: I just wish you'd said something before this happened.
我为什么要说这些让琳达退出 Why would I say anything that would get Linda pulled out
她的完美世界然后进入到这里面？这有什么好的？ of her perfect world and into this? What's so great about this?
我不想让你离开我。伊曼诺尔。 I don't want you to cut me out, Em.
这也许不是最好的世界。 This may not be the greatest world, I may not be the greatest,
但是这个，你得到了什么。 but this, it's what you've got.
我们必须一起合作。 We've all gotta work with what we've got.
我们不能这么做，我们迷路了。 We don't do that, we're lost.
有很长的路回去的话。 It's a long way back.
回去的路还很长。 It's a long way back.
你在干什么呢？哦，额··· What are you doing with that? Oh, um...
你不可以的，额，这么洗这个衣服。 You can't, uh, wash an item like this.
这个得干洗。 It has to be dry cleaned.
得干洗。 It has to be dry cleaned.
如果你想谈论这个的话， If you want to talk about any of this,
现在或者什么时候，我都在。 now or whenever, I'm here.
我比你知道的更多。 I understand more than you think I do.
你了解琳达？ You know, about Linda?
她的什么经历。 And what she's going through.
我没有孩子。 I can't have kids.
你知道我的第一个丈夫，他因为这个而离开了我。 You know my first husband, he left me because of it.
我感到很悲痛··· And the grief that I felt...
我都快疯了。 It almost put me over the edge.
无论如何，就这样吧。 Anyway, that's all.
那天晚上很抱歉。 Sorry about the other night.
托马斯：试着要一个孩子是我的主意。 THOMAS: Trying for a baby was my idea.
额，其实我认为这种办法可能会解决我们之间的事情。 Uh, I actually thought it might fix things between us.
五年还有接近 Five years and nearly
十万美元，我们最终有了我们的孩子。 $100,000 later, we finally had our baby.
那是我们的婚姻走到了尽头。 By then our marriage was all but over.
然后，额··· And then, uh...
琳达谴责自己。 Linda blamed herself.
她是，额，她是唯一一个先发现她的。 She was the, uh, she was the one who found her.
验尸官无法确认，所以我们不知道发生了什么。 Autopsy was inconclusive, so we'll never really know what happened.
我的妻子拒绝去火葬。她不可能去。 My wife refused to go to the burial. She just couldn't.
当时布娃娃出现了。 That's when the doll happened.
我试图让她承诺，然后她就不见了。 I tried to get her committed and she disappeared.
所以那时我就去了警察局然后填写了一份失踪人的报告。 So that's when I went to the police station and filed a missing person's report.
她的预知是什么？ What's her prognosis?
医生看起来没大信心。 Doctors seem less than optimistic.
我想见她。 I want to see her.
你不想见到她。不是，不是这样的。 You don't want to see her. Not, not like this.
此外，这不可能。 Besides, it's not possible.
他们只允许家庭。 They're only allowing family.
你还好吗？你能让我去看看琳达吗？ You okay? Can you get me in to see Linda?
把门关上。 Close the door. (DOOR SHUTS)
伊曼纽尔，别再对琳达痴迷了。 Em, this obsession with Linda has to stop.
她不是你的母亲。 She's not your mother.
她一点都不像你的母亲。你听到我说的吗？ She's nothing like your mother. You hear me?
这并不意味着她不值得挽救。 That doesn't mean she doesn't deserve to be saved.
我确定医生会想尽办法救治她的。 I'm sure the doctors are doing everything they can to help her.
就像他们救你的母亲那样！伊曼纽尔。 Like they did for Mom! Emanuel.
他的丈夫会让她变得糟糕。 Her husband is gonna let her rot in there.
你不知道人的心。不！ You don't know what's in people's hearts. No!
但是我知道我的。 But I know what's in mine.
好吗？ Okay?
好吗? Okay?
谢谢。 Thank you for this.
克洛伊在哪里？ Where's Chloe?
我要她。 I have her.
她还好吗？ Is she okay?
不？ No?
你伤害她了？ Did you hurt her?
她已经受到伤害了。 She was already hurt.
好的，我想看看她。她在哪里？ Well, I want to see her. Where is she?
出什么事了？ What happened?
涨潮了。 The tide came up.
我抓住她的首但是她还是走了。 I was holding her hand and it took her away.
为什么你不抓紧点？ Why didn't you hold her closer?
我做不到。 I just couldn't.
潮水太凶猛了。 Tide was too strong.
我们游了很久 It took us to where the water is
是你见过最深的深蓝黑色的水 the deepest darkest blue you've ever seen.
我们很高兴，像鱼儿那样游。 And we were happy, swimming amongst the fishes.
然后克洛伊就放手。 Then Chloe let go of my hand.
然后我吓得要命。 And I was scared.
但是，实际上，对于我，没有对她。 But actually, for me, not for her.
她知道自己做了什么 She knew exactly what she was doing
要去哪里。 and where she was going.
我看不到她。 I lost sight of her.
然后鱼儿把我带回来了。 And then the fishes brought me back here.
为什么？为什么把你带回来了？ Why? Why did they bring you back?
给你。 For you.
这个地方。 This is the place.
好吗？ Okay?
好的。 That's good.