1 00:00:53,420 --> 00:00:58,123 �Ҷ���������������Ҫ�¼�һ����֪ I did not witness the most important events in my life. 2 00:00:58,124 --> 00:01:02,094 �˽��ҵĹ���Ӧ���Ǵ�һ��ä��˵�� My deepest story must be told by a blind man... 3 00:01:02,095 --> 00:01:04,296 �����ܵij�ǽ֮�� from behind a wall... 4 00:01:04,297 --> 00:01:06,164 �Ӻ�������֮�� from underground. 4 00:01:15,097 --> 00:01:17,364 ι �쿪�� Hey, open the door. 4 00:01:17,365 --> 00:01:19,764 �찡 Open up! 5 00:02:16,593 --> 00:02:18,827 ��һ�ε���Ӧ��������� The second legato... 5 00:02:18,828 --> 00:02:20,827 Ӧ������Щ should be slower. 5 00:02:36,293 --> 00:02:38,727 ����Ҫ���� ���������������� We have to hurry, I can hear them coming. 5 00:02:40,093 --> 00:02:42,027 - ��� - Come on. - Bella - Bella... 5 00:02:42,728 --> 00:02:44,927 ��������� Under there. 5 00:02:45,093 --> 00:02:46,927 ��ȥ ���ȥ Go, go! 5 00:02:48,593 --> 00:02:53,827 �ⲻ�ǿ���Ц Jakob ������32������ This isn't a joke, Jakob, listen. There are 32 cans in the cuboard. 5 00:02:53,828 --> 00:02:56,727 ����ʹ������� ������뿪 ���ǻ���� Long before you run out, we'll be back. 5 00:02:56,728 --> 00:03:00,627 �����Կ��� ֪���� Don't open the door to anyone. Understand? 5 00:03:00,628 --> 00:03:03,292 �����ǻ��� ��֤ Wait for us. Promise! 5 00:03:03,293 --> 00:03:05,927 - �� �ұ�֤ - Yes, I promise. - ���������̫�� - And be quiet. 5 00:03:11,293 --> 00:03:15,127 ��������� ��ȥ���¥�� Stay where you are! Go, check the upstairs! 5 00:03:15,128 --> 00:03:16,627 ȥ�����DZ� Check over there! 5 00:03:21,128 --> 00:03:23,327 - �������� - Please don't... - ���� - Be quiet! 5 00:03:25,828 --> 00:03:27,727 ������ ���� Shut up! Shut up! 5 00:03:35,128 --> 00:03:37,234 ����ҹ�ȥ You're coming with us. 5 00:06:25,018 --> 00:06:26,994 ������������ You'll get us killed. 5 00:06:27,028 --> 00:06:28,934 �������� You understand? 5 00:06:28,935 --> 00:06:31,983 ��Ӧ��֪����һ��� You should have thought of that. 5 00:06:31,983 --> 00:06:33,083 ���� Damn it! 5 00:06:39,083 --> 00:06:40,383 ͣ�� Stop! 5 00:06:44,083 --> 00:06:45,983 ����Ҫȥ���� Where are you going? 5 00:06:45,984 --> 00:06:48,383 ����һ�����ŵ����� ���������� He works at an archeological dig, he's sick. 5 00:06:48,484 --> 00:06:50,983 - �����Կ����Ʒ� - You come from Krakow? - �ǵ� - Yes. 5 00:06:50,984 --> 00:06:54,583 �������ǻ����˺� �����ڱ���Ҫ����ȥҽԺ It may be typhus. I'm taking him to a hospital. 5 00:06:54,584 --> 00:06:56,283 ���һ��� Passport. 5 00:06:57,184 --> 00:07:01,183 -����³��˹ ����ϣ�� - Athanassios Roussos. Greece. -�ǵ� - Yes. 5 00:07:02,384 --> 00:07:04,983 ����ô�� What's the matter with you? 5 00:07:05,084 --> 00:07:07,283 �����Ǹ�Ⱦ�� A infection... 5 00:07:07,284 --> 00:07:10,983 -�����Ѫ�϶��ȥ���ڵ�ҽԺ - much bleeding, hospital across border. -�õ� - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 5 00:07:10,984 --> 00:07:12,983 ������ Drive on! 5 00:07:42,784 --> 00:07:45,183 ��������˹��³��˹& Jakobơ�� By: Athos Roussos & Jakob Beer 5 00:07:45,184 --> 00:07:48,183 ��α֤�ȣ���ʷ�ͼ��� BEARING FALSE WITNESS: HISTORY AND MEMORY 6 00:07:51,938 --> 00:07:55,874 jake ���ܸ�����ë���� Jake... can you get me a towel? 7 00:08:02,916 --> 00:08:05,217 ���� Here you go. 8 00:08:16,663 --> 00:08:19,064 ��һֱ��˼������ֽ I've been thinking about paper. 9 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:22,601 ֽ�����й��� Paper or china? 10 00:08:23,536 --> 00:08:26,238 �й���ֽ�� China or paper? 11 00:08:27,340 --> 00:08:29,341 -����Ϊ����һ��ֽ - I think it's paper. -���� - What? 12 00:08:29,342 --> 00:08:31,276 ���ǵ�һ��������� First year anniversary. 13 00:08:32,212 --> 00:08:34,380 -��������� - That's next week. -��֪�� - I know. 14 00:08:34,381 --> 00:08:36,181 ����Ϊ����Ӧ����ףһ���ѵ������� I think we should celebrate. 15 00:08:38,952 --> 00:08:40,585 ΪʲôҪ���أ� Why wait? 16 00:08:47,127 --> 00:08:49,127 ������ Hmmm. 17 00:09:02,942 --> 00:09:04,643 �㻹���� Are you all right? 18 00:09:05,779 --> 00:09:07,212 �ǵ� Yeah. 19 00:09:08,715 --> 00:09:10,749 ���� ����Ӧ������׼�� Maybe we should just get ready. 20 00:09:12,318 --> 00:09:14,019 ���� Okay. 21 00:09:28,435 --> 00:09:30,302 ��׼�������� You ready to go? 22 00:09:30,303 --> 00:09:31,637 ���Ů���ڱȿ�� This woman at Birkenau... 23 00:09:31,638 --> 00:09:33,839 ����һ��ͼ���͸��������ɷ��Ů�� she kept an image of her husband and daughter... 24 00:09:33,840 --> 00:09:37,876 ������Ƭ������ �ŵ���ͷ�������� cut from a photo, underneath her tongue for three months. 25 00:09:39,379 --> 00:09:42,114 ��������ʱ������� She could've been killed at any moment. 26 00:09:42,115 --> 00:09:43,315 ���������������� Incredible. 27 00:09:43,316 --> 00:09:44,916 �����ǵ� Yeah. 28 00:09:47,487 --> 00:09:50,589 ����˻�������ĸ��� That a person would die for a photograph. 29 00:09:52,258 --> 00:09:54,293 �㲻������ ��˵�� You don't wanna come, do you? 30 00:09:54,294 --> 00:09:55,961 ÿ���˶���������� Everyone will miss you. 31 00:09:55,962 --> 00:09:58,564 ���ǻῪʼ�����㲻��ϲ�����ǵ� They're starting to think you don't like them. 32 00:09:58,565 --> 00:09:59,765 �㲻�����������ȫ��ʱ�� You can't work on this all the time. 33 00:09:59,766 --> 00:10:01,500 ����� You'll drive yourself mad. 34 00:10:04,504 --> 00:10:06,871 Actually, I�ve finished it. 35 00:10:07,741 --> 00:10:09,741 ��Ϊʲô��˵�� Why didn't you say anything? 36 00:10:14,147 --> 00:10:15,814 ����ΰ��� jake It's great, Jake. 37 00:10:15,815 --> 00:10:17,750 ������Ϳ�����ǰ���� You can move on now. 38 00:10:17,751 --> 00:10:19,718 ����������� ���κ��������� Start your own book, do whatever you want. 39 00:10:19,719 --> 00:10:22,254 -��������������ô�� - We could take that trip. -ʲô���� - What trip? 40 00:10:22,255 --> 00:10:24,656 ȥ������ ϣ����ô�� To the island. To Greece. 41 00:10:24,657 --> 00:10:27,092 �ð� �ҡ��� Yeah. I... 42 00:10:27,093 --> 00:10:28,127 ���� Maybe. 43 00:10:28,128 --> 00:10:29,728 �� jake Oh, Jake. 44 00:10:29,729 --> 00:10:31,463 ���� ���ǻ�������� Come on. They'll be waiting for us. 45 00:10:31,464 --> 00:10:34,365 -���ǿ��Է����������Ϣ - We can share the good news. -�������� - No, I... 46 00:10:34,701 --> 00:10:36,901 �Ҳ���Ϊ�� I'm not up for it. 47 00:10:37,137 --> 00:10:40,439 -��ȥ�� - You go. -���� - Or... 48 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:43,975 -�����һ�һֱ������ - maybe I could just stay here. -Ŷ�� - No, no. 49 00:10:44,544 --> 00:10:46,111 �ҵ���ȥ Go alone. 50 00:10:46,112 --> 00:10:48,047 �����ʺð� Say hello to everyone. 51 00:10:48,048 --> 00:10:49,648 �ð� Okay. 52 00:10:56,256 --> 00:10:58,023 ������ jake It's great, Jake. 53 00:10:58,024 --> 00:11:00,225 ����һ���µĿ�ʼ A new beginning. 54 00:11:18,378 --> 00:11:21,112 �� Hey... 54 00:11:21,112 --> 00:11:23,112 ���������� We're here. 55 00:11:45,813 --> 00:11:47,495 �ҵĶ��� My son... 55 00:11:48,813 --> 00:11:51,495 ���ǡ��� There it is... 55 00:11:51,845 --> 00:11:53,545 ���ǵļ� Home. 55 00:12:18,845 --> 00:12:20,945 ��Ҫ��ʲô�� What am I going to do with you? 56 00:13:57,771 --> 00:13:59,805 ���Ǹս���ʱ�� When we were married... 57 00:13:59,806 --> 00:14:01,774 ��ϣ��Alex�� I hoped that if I let Alex in... 58 00:14:01,775 --> 00:14:04,343 ����ٸ���һ������ if I let in a finger of light... 59 00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:07,312 �������� it would flood the clearing. 60 00:14:07,313 --> 00:14:10,249 ��� �Ҳ�֪���⾿��������ʲô���� And at first, this is exactly what happened. 61 00:14:10,250 --> 00:14:13,352 Mingus Mendelssohn ����Mozart... Mingus, Mendelssohn, Mozart... 62 00:14:13,353 --> 00:14:15,687 Mantovani Mantovani. 63 00:14:15,688 --> 00:14:18,857 -�����Ǹ���ֵ�ѡ�� - That's an odd selection. -����M - I'm on the "M's". 65 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:19,991 ���� Ha... 66 00:14:22,429 --> 00:14:24,462 ��Щ���ٳɿγ��� Crash course? 67 00:14:25,398 --> 00:14:28,967 ���ǵ� �������Ķ��� Huh, yeah... Something like that. 69 00:14:38,111 --> 00:14:40,346 ��������������֪���IJ��Ǻܶ� I really don't know that much about music. 70 00:14:40,347 --> 00:14:41,913 ���ҵĽ�㾭�������� My sister used to play. 71 00:14:41,914 --> 00:14:42,948 -����� - Did she? -�ǵ� - Yeah. 72 00:14:42,949 --> 00:14:44,816 -��ʲô�� - What? -�Ǹ��� - The piano. 73 00:14:44,817 --> 00:14:47,819 -Beethoven Brahms Schumann - Beethoven, Brahms, Schumann. -����һ���ܺõ�Ʒζ - She had good taste. 75 00:14:47,820 --> 00:14:50,155 -�����ǵ� - Yeah. -���������� - Does she still play? 76 00:14:50,156 --> 00:14:53,825 �� �� ���������������� No... No, she's... she doesn't play anymore. 78 00:14:55,262 --> 00:14:58,196 ��֪���� ������ѧԺ�и����ֻ� Do you know about the concerts at the conservatory? 79 00:14:58,197 --> 00:14:59,264 ��֪�� No. 81 00:14:59,265 --> 00:15:02,321 �� W.E.A �͹��˽���Э�� Ah... W.E.A... The Workers Education Association. 83 00:15:02,322 --> 00:15:05,370 ������ÿ���������������� The union... Every Sunday afternoon at two. 84 00:15:05,371 --> 00:15:08,372 �ⶼ��һЩ��ҵ��Ķ�������� �����Ҵ󲿷ֵ����Ѷ���ȥ It's all amateur stuff, really... but a lot of my friends go. 86 00:15:08,441 --> 00:15:10,141 ��ȥ���� Who do you hang out with? 1 00:15:12,078 --> 00:15:14,579 �� �����û���κ����� Uh... I don't really have any friends. 2 00:15:14,580 --> 00:15:16,547�� -���� - No? -�ǵ� - Well... 3 00:15:17,250 --> 00:15:18,383 һЩ A few. 4 00:15:18,384 --> 00:15:20,085 �ð� �������ܸ������� Well, I could probably afford to be... 5 00:15:20,086 --> 00:15:22,253 ����Ƕȵ��� more discriminating myself. 6 00:15:31,731 --> 00:15:33,198 � Oh! 7 00:15:33,199 --> 00:15:34,399 ���� ������Щ Oh, look at those. 8 00:15:34,400 --> 00:15:36,301 �������� Those are perfect. 9 00:15:36,302 --> 00:15:37,602 ����Ҫһ˫��Ь You need a pair of galoshes. 10 00:15:37,603 --> 00:15:39,504 �� ����Ҫ��Щ ��������ɫ No, I need those... It's the color. 11 00:15:39,505 --> 00:15:41,973 ������ʪ����·�濴�����Ƕ�ô��Ѥ�� They'll look brilliant on the wet pavement. 12 00:15:52,718 --> 00:15:54,285 �� ������� Hee... haw! 13 00:16:00,927 --> 00:16:02,093 ɶ�� What? 14 00:16:02,094 --> 00:16:03,128 -������� - You're so... -��ΪʲôЦ - Why you're laughing? 15 00:16:03,129 --> 00:16:04,663 �������̫ You're so... 16 00:16:04,664 --> 00:16:07,499 -��̫������ - You're so serious. -Ŷ�Բ��� - I'm sorry. 17 00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:09,567 �� ��Ҫ˵�Բ��� No, don't be sorry. 18 00:16:10,603 --> 00:16:12,770 Okay, I�m not sorry. 19 00:17:37,790 --> 00:17:39,324 �Ҹ���������ϲ������ I brought you back your books. 20 00:17:39,325 --> 00:17:41,459 -�� ben - Hi, Ben. -�� - Hey. 21 00:17:42,995 --> 00:17:44,862 ����ĺ�ϲ�����İ���� I really liked "the stranger"... 22 00:17:44,863 --> 00:17:47,199 ����������� "seven days in may"... û��ô�� not so much. 23 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:50,535 �Ҳ�֪�� ����� I don't know... I'm not really ��ϲ�����ξ��С˵ into political thrillers. 25 00:17:50,536 --> 00:17:52,237 �������е��� ben You're a little early, Ben. ���ڼ����� What time is it? 26 00:17:52,238 --> 00:17:54,172 �� �Ҳ�֪�� Uh... I don't know. 27 00:17:54,173 --> 00:17:56,407 ben�� Ben? 28 00:18:04,750 --> 00:18:06,751 Ŷ �������ﰡ Oh, there you are. 29 00:18:06,752 --> 00:18:10,221 �뿪�Ÿ������ܹµ� ������ ����û���緹�� Leave Jacob alone... he probably hasn't even had his breakfast yet. 31 00:18:10,222 --> 00:18:13,425 -��һ�ж�����ȷ�� - That's all right. -���� - Come on. 33 00:18:13,426 --> 00:18:15,627 �Ҹ��������Щȫ�µ�����ô�� How about I bring you a new batch of books later? 34 00:18:15,628 --> 00:18:16,894 ���� Okay. 35 00:18:19,498 --> 00:18:21,566 ��һֱ���ڻٵ��� You've always spoiled him. 36 00:18:22,768 --> 00:18:25,537 Ŷ ��� Oh... Hello. 37 00:18:25,538 --> 00:18:27,405 �� ����Alex Oh, this is Alex... 38 00:18:27,406 --> 00:18:29,007 ����Joseph and this is Joseph. 39 00:18:29,008 --> 00:18:31,876 -Joseph �� - Joseph, um... -�ܸ��˼����� - Nice to meet you. 41 00:18:31,877 --> 00:18:34,980 -������ס�ڴ��� - he... he lives down the hall. -�� - Ha... 43 00:18:34,981 --> 00:18:37,215 ��֪��jakob��ʱ�������Ǹ������� I've known Jakob since he was a boy. 44 00:18:37,216 --> 00:18:38,417 ���ô�� Really? 45 00:18:38,418 --> 00:18:41,786 Ŷ�ǵ� ���Ǹ��dz��ɰ���С�к� Oh yes... yes, he was a lovely boy too, huh... 46 00:18:41,787 --> 00:18:44,589 ��ô�İ��� ������� so quiet, so polite. 47 00:18:44,590 --> 00:18:46,958 �����Һ����ΰ�Joseph You're embarrassing me, Joseph. 48 00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:48,326 �� �ð� Oh, well... 49 00:18:48,327 --> 00:18:52,163 �ð��ҿ��뿪�� ��� ����������� I'll, uh... I'll leave you and... uh, your friend. 50 00:18:52,164 --> 00:18:53,864 �ټ� Bye... huh. 50 00:18:58,964 --> 00:19:02,264 -���ڸ�ɶ - What are you doing? -ûɶ - Nothing. 51 00:19:14,153 --> 00:19:17,289 �������ס������ط��ܳ�ʱ��ô So, you've lived in this place a long time. 52 00:19:17,290 --> 00:19:19,224 �ǵ� Yeah. 53 00:19:19,225 --> 00:19:21,926 �Ҵ���û��ס���κεط������������� I've never lived anywhere for more than two years. 54 00:19:22,662 --> 00:19:24,328 ��������� Well, it's comfortable. 55 00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:29,000 �� Hmm. 56 00:19:30,536 --> 00:19:31,770 �� ����ɶ Mmm, what's that? 57 00:19:31,771 --> 00:19:35,706 �Ҳ���û�кܴ�ĸı� You're not too big on change, I'm guessing. 58 00:19:35,707 --> 00:19:38,410 �� Oh... 59 00:19:38,411 --> 00:19:40,311 Jacob ������Լ��� Jacob and I came here on our first date. 60 00:19:40,312 --> 00:19:41,879 ���Dz����Ǹ�������ʶ�� That wasn't a date... we'd just met. 61 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:44,950 �������ڲ��� �ð�����Ϊ������ȥһЩ���µĵ��¾�ʿ�־��ֲ� Date or not, I thought you'd had taken him to some horrible underground jazz club. 63 00:19:44,951 --> 00:19:47,419 ����һЩ�� Marshal McLuhan�Ŀ��½��� Or some god... awful lecture by Marshal McLuhan. 64 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:51,423 ����һЩ���м�ֵ�� ��Ҳ�dz�����Ļ��� Or to some very worthy, but also very dull meeting on the joys... 66 00:19:51,424 --> 00:19:53,191 �Ͷ�����ȫ���� of the Labor Progressive Party. 67 00:19:54,026 --> 00:19:56,094 ��������ȴȡ���ҵ����� And now you're making fun of my politics. 68 00:19:56,095 --> 00:19:58,530 �ð� ����֪�����dz�ʵ�� Well, we know you come by them honestly. 69 00:19:58,531 --> 00:20:01,199 �� Oh! 70 00:20:13,112 --> 00:20:14,813 �� Hey! 71 00:20:14,814 --> 00:20:16,280 лл Thank you. 72 00:20:17,650 --> 00:20:20,651 -�� �ҵ������� - Hey, where's mine? -�㿴 ����������� - There you go, it's right over here. 74 00:20:21,020 --> 00:20:22,921 ����ϲ���� They liked you. 75 00:20:22,922 --> 00:20:25,323 �ٺ� ��ѧ����һЩ��̫�� Hey, hey... I learned some Jewish. 76 00:20:25,324 --> 00:20:29,094 -���� - Uh'huh? -˵��̫�� - [talking jewish] 77 00:20:29,095 --> 00:20:32,463 ����һֻ��ɫ�Ĺ�������û��һֻ�� I have a yellow dog? You don't even have a dog. 79 00:20:32,464 --> 00:20:33,832 ����˵ɶ�� Is that what I said? 80 00:20:33,833 --> 00:20:36,568 ��λŮʿ���г���ƭ�� That lady in the market tricked me. 81 00:20:36,569 --> 00:20:38,736 �� �� Oh, I... 82 00:20:40,072 --> 00:20:41,873 �Ҿ��� ����Ӧ�ý���� I think we should get married. 83 00:20:43,509 --> 00:20:46,277 -ɶ�� - What? -�Ҳ���ȴ��ܾ� - And I don't wanna wait too long... 84 00:20:46,278 --> 00:20:47,311 ���������� for you to ask. 85 00:20:48,080 --> 00:20:50,549 ��ֻ��˵ ����Ϊ�������� I'm just saying, I think it looks... 86 00:20:50,550 --> 00:20:52,183 ̫������ pretty inevitable. 87 00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:56,088 ��Ҳ��������Ϊ���� You think so? 88 00:20:56,089 --> 00:20:58,723 �ǵ� ����Ϊ ���ǿ����öԷ��е����� Yeah, I do... I think we can make each other happy. 89 00:21:02,495 --> 00:21:03,928 �� Mmm. 90 00:21:09,669 --> 00:21:12,437 Alex���������� Alex never understands... 91 00:21:12,438 --> 00:21:14,072 ����Ϊ�����ú� thinks that she's doing me good... 92 00:21:14,073 --> 00:21:18,076 ���ҴӾ��������ȳ��� ���� snatching me from the jaws of despair, rescuing me. 93 00:21:18,077 --> 00:21:22,147 ����ÿһ�εļ���͹��¶����������� But each time a memory or a story slinks away... 94 00:21:22,148 --> 00:21:25,517 ����Ҫ������Һ��� it takes more of me with it. 95 00:21:25,518 --> 00:21:27,853 һ�ж��Ǵ���� Everything is wrong. 96 00:21:27,854 --> 00:21:33,725 ������ Alex���ҵ��������ҿ־� The bedroom, Alex beside me, my panic. 97 00:21:33,726 --> 00:21:36,461 Bella����������������� How will Bella ever find me here? 98 00:21:36,462 --> 00:21:39,464 ���������ֵ�Ů�� Beside this strange woman... 99 00:21:39,465 --> 00:21:41,666 ˵�����ֻ� speaking this language... 100 00:21:41,667 --> 00:21:46,237 ������ֵ������Լ��������·� eating strange food, wearing these clothes... 101 00:21:50,476 --> 00:21:53,578 -��� - Hello. -ף������� - Congratulations on your book. 102 00:21:53,579 --> 00:21:54,913 -������� - Poppy seed. -������� - Poppy seed. 103 00:21:54,914 --> 00:21:56,515 Elaine �����ҵ�Ů�� Elaine, you're a goddess. 104 00:21:56,516 --> 00:21:58,349 -����������� - Give me your coat. -�ð� - Okay. 105 00:21:59,919 --> 00:22:03,320 Alex ���������� Alex... they're here. 1 00:22:04,056 --> 00:22:05,691 -������������ - How are the children? -�� ˭�ں��� - Ah, who cares? 2 00:22:05,692 --> 00:22:08,030 ֻҪ�����չ����� As long as someone else was taking care of them. 3 00:22:08,031 --> 00:22:09,132 -�� - Hi. -������ - There she is. 4 00:22:09,133 --> 00:22:10,768 -��� - Hello. -�� - Mmm. 5 00:22:12,272 --> 00:22:13,908 -�� - Hi. -�� - Hi. 6 00:22:13,909 --> 00:22:15,578 ����� How are you? 7 00:22:15,579 --> 00:22:17,215 ���� Aha! 8 00:22:17,216 --> 00:22:21,322 -�� ������� - Poppy seed. -����ϲ���� - Your favorite. 8 00:22:22,016 --> 00:22:24,022 ���ϻ��� Be right back. 9 00:22:34,617 --> 00:22:36,988 ���� Maurice ����ݿ����� So, Maurice, how's the museum? 10 00:22:36,989 --> 00:22:39,093 �� ��֪�� ���ǹ�����ѧ Oh, you know, It's paleontology. 11 00:22:39,094 --> 00:22:41,030 �ⲻ��һ�������˵�.. It's not a very glamorous... 12 00:22:41,031 --> 00:22:43,267 ����������˵ Not that much to say. 13 00:22:43,268 --> 00:22:44,504 �ð� ����� Well, never mind... 14 00:22:44,505 --> 00:22:47,241 ���˽����㹻����ʷ ���ڼ��� I get more than enough history right here at home. 15 00:22:53,390 --> 00:22:54,991 -Alex�� - Alex? -�� - Yeah. 16 00:22:54,992 --> 00:22:56,695 Ҳ���ҿ����ڳ�������һ�� Maybe I could give you a hand in the kitchen. 17 00:22:56,696 --> 00:22:58,565 ��Ȼ Sure. 18 00:23:09,455 --> 00:23:11,458 ��������ݿ�Ů�� ����һ��ũ������� And there was this Czech woman, a farmer's wife... 19 00:23:11,459 --> 00:23:14,030 -�� �� - Mm-hmm. -��������һ����̫��ͥ - she hid a family of Jews... 21 00:23:14,031 --> 00:23:15,667 ����������ʶ�κ��� people she barely even knew. 22 00:23:15,668 --> 00:23:20,089 ��Ϊս�� �������� ����ι������ Seven of them, for the entire war... almost two years, feeding them. 24 00:23:20,090 --> 00:23:21,479 -����ս������ - At the end of the war... -jake - Jake... 25 00:23:21,480 --> 00:23:23,450 �ŷ����������ɷ� ��һ�� was the first time her husband found out about it. Just a second. 26 00:23:23,451 --> 00:23:25,420 ����Ϊ����Ϊ���������� You'd think he'd be proud of her, yes? 27 00:23:25,421 --> 00:23:26,422 Sure. 28 00:23:26,423 --> 00:23:28,960 He beat her so badly, she almost died. 29 00:23:28,961 --> 00:23:32,132 Jake, maybe you should just give Maurice a break. 30 00:23:32,669 --> 00:23:34,605 - No, this is okay. - No, it's not. 31 00:23:34,606 --> 00:23:36,042 If you're not married to him... 32 00:23:36,043 --> 00:23:38,546 you're not obligated to listen to this stuff 24 hours a day. 33 00:23:38,547 --> 00:23:40,484 - Alex, really, it's... - No, Maurice... 34 00:23:40,485 --> 00:23:43,323 it makes your brain explode... his obsession... 35 00:23:43,324 --> 00:23:45,127 - with these details... - Alex. 36 00:23:45,128 --> 00:23:47,664 It's obscene. 37 00:23:53,979 --> 00:23:55,948 What's going on? 38 00:24:00,325 --> 00:24:02,561 No. No! 39 00:24:03,431 --> 00:24:05,468 "The moment I�d spent half my day... 40 00:24:05,469 --> 00:24:07,372 crawling through misery to reach... 41 00:24:07,373 --> 00:24:09,943 vanishes under a bulb. The shadows slip away... 42 00:24:09,944 --> 00:24:11,780 as Alex again barges in... 43 00:24:11,781 --> 00:24:14,019 with her shameless vitality". 44 00:24:14,020 --> 00:24:17,191 Do you have any idea what this has been like for me? 45 00:24:18,628 --> 00:24:20,864 I can't take this anymore. 46 00:24:24,273 --> 00:24:26,578 This is what you want, isn't it? 47 00:24:26,579 --> 00:24:28,314 Then you can... 48 00:24:28,315 --> 00:24:30,452 sit in the dark forever. 49 00:24:30,453 --> 00:24:32,590 Every trace of me will be gone... 50 00:24:32,591 --> 00:24:35,094 my clothes which you think are too flashy... 51 00:24:35,095 --> 00:24:37,466 and my job which you think is trivial... 52 00:24:37,467 --> 00:24:41,540 and my friends whose names you can't even remember. 53 00:24:44,147 --> 00:24:46,551 You're ungrateful, Jake. 54 00:24:46,552 --> 00:24:49,221 - Alex. - What? 55 00:25:01,716 --> 00:25:03,517 Right. 56 00:25:11,970 --> 00:25:15,376 I tried to bury images... 57 00:25:15,377 --> 00:25:18,549 to cover them up with distractions... 58 00:25:18,550 --> 00:25:20,719 with attempts at love. 59 00:25:21,456 --> 00:25:24,728 By day, I entered the world... 60 00:25:24,729 --> 00:25:30,306 but at night, my mother, my father... Bella,,, 61 00:25:30,307 --> 00:25:34,816 simply rose, shook the earth from their clothes... 62 00:25:34,817 --> 00:25:37,053 and waited. 63 00:25:38,223 --> 00:25:42,363 To live with ghosts requires solitude. 64 00:27:08,073 --> 00:27:11,711 I know only fragments of what Athos contained. 65 00:27:12,448 --> 00:27:15,954 Salt, olives... 66 00:27:15,955 --> 00:27:20,229 vine leaves, sea foam... 67 00:27:20,230 --> 00:27:24,070 a life spanning two wars and one love. 68 00:27:24,071 --> 00:27:26,074 Elena. 69 00:27:26,075 --> 00:27:28,880 Were there words that they regretted? 70 00:27:28,881 --> 00:27:31,150 Did they imagine children? 71 00:27:33,791 --> 00:27:36,329 When a man dies... 72 00:27:36,330 --> 00:27:39,734 his secrets bond like crystals. 73 00:27:53,932 --> 00:27:55,567 There is no one here. 74 00:27:55,568 --> 00:27:57,704 You can come out. 75 00:28:03,518 --> 00:28:06,388 You need some fresh air, Jakob. 76 00:28:07,092 --> 00:28:08,827 Come out. 77 00:28:13,705 --> 00:28:16,543 One day you have to come out. 78 00:28:37,386 --> 00:28:39,990 At least we have this. 79 00:28:57,828 --> 00:29:00,766 Your gums are bleeding. 80 00:29:00,767 --> 00:29:03,771 I'll soak some bread in water for you. 81 00:29:06,612 --> 00:29:08,848 Eat... eat. 81 00:29:20,912 --> 00:29:22,148 And this? 81 00:29:22,149 --> 00:29:23,948 Who is this? 81 00:29:24,049 --> 00:29:25,948 Your father. 81 00:29:26,049 --> 00:29:27,948 That's right. 82 00:29:28,524 --> 00:29:31,928 Your Greek is still better than your English. 83 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:45,623 Hmm? 84 00:29:48,030 --> 00:29:50,965 Oh, Nicolas... thought I'd lost it... 85 00:29:52,906 --> 00:29:54,641 my brother. 85 00:29:56,006 --> 00:29:59,941 I haven't seen this photograph for a long time. 86 00:30:01,991 --> 00:30:04,329 He died at age of 18... 87 00:30:04,330 --> 00:30:06,699 in a traffic accident. 88 00:30:07,870 --> 00:30:09,839 Hmm. 89 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,712 Sometimes people die when it's not expected... 90 00:30:12,713 --> 00:30:15,750 not just during wartime. 91 00:30:27,309 --> 00:30:29,012 Come here. 92 00:30:29,013 --> 00:30:30,247 No one will see you. 93 00:30:30,248 --> 00:30:32,885 We're too high up. 94 00:30:34,491 --> 00:30:36,627 My grandparents used to have a house... 95 00:30:36,628 --> 00:30:40,000 on the island of Hydra, overlooking the sea. 96 00:30:40,001 --> 00:30:42,873 Once when Nikos was a boy... 97 00:30:42,874 --> 00:30:45,212 he folded a paper airplane... 98 00:30:45,213 --> 00:30:48,116 and sent it over the edge. 99 00:30:52,060 --> 00:30:54,296 It landed in the hat of a man drinking ouzo... 100 00:30:54,297 --> 00:30:56,733 in a cafe near by the dock. 101 00:30:57,170 --> 00:30:59,741 On the wings of the airplane... 102 00:30:59,742 --> 00:31:01,812 my brother had written a note... 103 00:31:01,813 --> 00:31:04,149 begging to be saved from a kidnapper. 104 00:31:04,150 --> 00:31:08,591 And he described where he was being held captive. 105 00:31:09,695 --> 00:31:14,404 Then... the police came to our house... 106 00:31:14,405 --> 00:31:17,441 and Nikos laughed and laughed... 107 00:31:17,942 --> 00:31:20,116 while my father... 108 00:31:20,117 --> 00:31:24,022 chased him yelling, halfway down the hill. 109 00:32:09,082 --> 00:32:12,153 It's all right! It's all right. 110 00:32:14,126 --> 00:32:16,061 I'm here. 110 00:32:19,526 --> 00:32:22,461 Don't be scared. Don't be scared. 110 00:32:22,462 --> 00:32:24,961 Don't be scared. 110 00:32:38,462 --> 00:32:41,961 - Good morning, Athos. - Good morning. 110 00:32:44,862 --> 00:32:47,861 Where did you get these fish? 110 00:32:47,861 --> 00:32:52,861 My nephew has a boat, he managed to hide them from the Nazis. 110 00:32:52,862 --> 00:32:54,261 You know... 110 00:32:54,762 --> 00:32:59,761 they made us take in a German officer. 110 00:33:01,862 --> 00:33:03,761 He steals from us. 110 00:33:03,762 --> 00:33:05,061 Everyday he takes something. 110 00:33:05,062 --> 00:33:08,961 Knives, forks, needle and thread. Whatever he finds. 110 00:33:08,962 --> 00:33:11,998 He brings home potatoes, butter, meat... 110 00:33:11,999 --> 00:33:13,998 just for himself. 110 00:33:14,099 --> 00:33:18,798 He forces me to serve him, while my family watches. 110 00:33:21,243 --> 00:33:23,998 Are you sure you can spare these? 110 00:33:24,999 --> 00:33:27,998 If we don't look after each other, who will? 110 00:33:33,899 --> 00:33:35,998 I almost forgot. 110 00:33:35,999 --> 00:33:37,998 I don't know if they'll fit. 110 00:33:37,999 --> 00:33:40,198 They grow fast at his age. 110 00:33:40,199 --> 00:33:43,198 Actually, he's hardly growing at all. 110 00:33:48,199 --> 00:33:49,998 What is it? 110 00:33:49,999 --> 00:33:51,198 It's just... 110 00:33:51,898 --> 00:33:54,398 I don't know how to handle him. 110 00:33:54,399 --> 00:33:56,598 He's not like other children. 110 00:33:56,599 --> 00:33:59,598 He's different. 110 00:34:00,299 --> 00:34:03,398 Don't say that. 110 00:34:03,399 --> 00:34:05,498 He's a normal child. 110 00:34:05,499 --> 00:34:09,898 He's just experienced things that no child should. 110 00:34:13,499 --> 00:34:16,898 Maybe we can find a family to take him. 110 00:34:17,199 --> 00:34:20,898 You've already done so much. If not for you, he'd be dead. 110 00:34:23,854 --> 00:34:27,363 A few days after we left Poland, 110 00:34:27,364 --> 00:34:30,863 the archeologioal site where I was working, 110 00:34:30,864 --> 00:34:32,863 was destroyed by the Nazis. 110 00:34:32,864 --> 00:34:34,263 They burned everything, 110 00:34:34,264 --> 00:34:37,963 then shot five of my colleagues in the forest. 110 00:34:37,964 --> 00:34:41,263 They others were sent to a camp. 110 00:34:41,264 --> 00:34:44,863 If it wasn't for Jakob I'd be dead too. 110 00:34:46,564 --> 00:34:49,263 We saved each other. 110 00:35:43,264 --> 00:35:45,263 You are very good looking. 110 00:35:45,464 --> 00:35:49,563 All the girls will want to marry you. 110 00:35:51,164 --> 00:35:54,863 You understand what I'm saying, hmm? 110 00:35:57,864 --> 00:35:59,863 You learn fast. 110 00:36:00,864 --> 00:36:02,563 You're smart. 110 00:36:02,564 --> 00:36:04,463 You're like a sponge. 110 00:36:10,564 --> 00:36:13,463 Did Athos tell you he was married? 111 00:36:19,757 --> 00:36:21,692 Hmm? 111 00:36:25,157 --> 00:36:27,692 Her name was Eleni. 111 00:36:30,157 --> 00:36:34,192 They were together only five years before she died. 111 00:36:34,692 --> 00:36:36,992 He never told me. 112 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:40,464 Hmm... hm. 112 00:36:42,860 --> 00:36:45,764 I'm only telling you Jakob... 112 00:36:45,765 --> 00:36:48,964 so you know that Athos has also been through a lot. 112 00:36:49,465 --> 00:36:53,764 He's strong in many ways, 112 00:36:53,765 --> 00:36:58,664 but sometimes you might need to take care of him too. 113 00:36:58,670 --> 00:37:00,203 Hmm? 113 00:37:00,204 --> 00:37:02,404 You understand? 113 00:39:14,204 --> 00:39:16,804 GROUNDWORK 113 00:39:26,104 --> 00:39:28,304 Damned war! 113 00:39:28,704 --> 00:39:31,804 Not even a decent cup of coffee. 113 00:39:39,004 --> 00:39:43,204 Beethoven counted out exactly sixty beans... 113 00:39:43,205 --> 00:39:45,404 for each cup of coffee. 113 00:39:45,405 --> 00:39:47,104 Noodles and cheese... 113 00:39:47,105 --> 00:39:49,904 or potatoes and fish... but not from the Danube... 113 00:39:49,905 --> 00:39:51,504 were his favourite meals. 113 00:39:51,505 --> 00:39:53,904 And he only drank spring water... 113 00:39:53,905 --> 00:39:54,904 or beer. 113 00:39:54,905 --> 00:39:56,404 That's enough of that. 113 00:39:56,405 --> 00:39:58,904 Come here, little one. 113 00:40:18,305 --> 00:40:19,904 To hell! 113 00:40:27,305 --> 00:40:29,904 It's okay, it's Mrs. Serenou. 113 00:40:35,505 --> 00:40:37,504 Something wrong? 113 00:40:39,105 --> 00:40:41,004 I'm sorry... 113 00:40:41,005 --> 00:40:43,704 I hate to ask. You know my daughter... 113 00:40:46,005 --> 00:40:48,904 She's married to a Jew. 113 00:40:48,905 --> 00:40:52,904 They'd be grateful if they could stay the night. 113 00:40:56,305 --> 00:40:58,303 The Gestapo ordered the mayor... 113 00:40:58,304 --> 00:41:01,404 to write down the name of every Jew on the island. 113 00:41:01,405 --> 00:41:06,604 The mayor took the list to the Archbishop, who said: 113 00:41:06,605 --> 00:41:07,904 Burn it. 113 00:41:07,905 --> 00:41:10,904 I'm sorry, it's not much. 113 00:41:10,905 --> 00:41:13,204 Please don't apologize. 113 00:41:13,204 --> 00:41:15,704 Almost everyone managed to escape. 113 00:41:15,705 --> 00:41:18,504 The Jewish ghetto is empty. 113 00:41:19,505 --> 00:41:23,704 This morning, the few Jews who were left... 113 00:41:23,704 --> 00:41:26,704 were rounded up at gunpoint... 113 00:41:26,705 --> 00:41:30,904 then herded onto a truck and taken away. 113 00:41:31,205 --> 00:41:33,404 What happened to them? 113 00:41:33,405 --> 00:41:35,404 Can he understand us? 113 00:41:35,405 --> 00:41:37,104 Maybe we shouldn't... 113 00:41:38,204 --> 00:41:41,704 He's already heard so much. 113 00:42:34,404 --> 00:42:38,204 I'm sorry to ask you this, but... 113 00:42:38,205 --> 00:42:41,604 we left some things hidden in our house. 113 00:42:41,605 --> 00:42:46,404 It's to dangerous for us to go back. Could you perhaps... 113 00:42:46,405 --> 00:42:49,404 Of course... I'll do it. 113 00:42:54,205 --> 00:42:55,804 Thank you. 114 00:43:02,135 --> 00:43:04,241 Be careful. 114 00:43:16,635 --> 00:43:20,241 I have to go into town. 114 00:43:27,035 --> 00:43:28,841 Why? 115 00:43:29,394 --> 00:43:32,867 Hey... don't worry. 116 00:43:32,868 --> 00:43:35,004 I'll be all right. 117 00:44:04,488 --> 00:44:09,024 We know that many of the Jews have escaped and are hiding somewhere... 117 00:44:09,025 --> 00:44:11,224 The Germans know... 117 00:44:11,225 --> 00:44:14,924 that many Jews have escaped or are in hiding. 117 00:44:14,925 --> 00:44:18,924 and we know that a lot of you people did help them to escape... 117 00:44:18,925 --> 00:44:21,924 also helping them to hide at this moment. 117 00:44:21,925 --> 00:44:25,924 They know that many of you have helped them... 117 00:44:25,925 --> 00:44:27,924 or hiding them. 117 00:44:27,925 --> 00:44:33,523 Everybody has to stay in the square, while we're searching every house... 117 00:44:33,524 --> 00:44:37,924 right now everyone's a suspect, until we find out who's been helping them. 117 00:44:38,125 --> 00:44:40,924 As suspects, your homes will be searched. 117 00:44:40,926 --> 00:44:42,924 This has gone to far. 117 00:44:42,925 --> 00:44:46,124 Do you think, I'll stand here like a criminal? 117 00:44:46,124 --> 00:44:49,124 - Stop! Stop! - I won't be humiliated any longer. 117 00:44:51,125 --> 00:44:54,924 Stop! Don't walk away! 117 00:44:55,625 --> 00:44:57,424 - Stop! - Fire! 117 00:45:26,188 --> 00:45:27,924 Come here. 117 00:45:37,488 --> 00:45:40,024 Can you read this? 117 00:45:43,588 --> 00:45:46,524 It belongs to Ioannis and Allegra. 117 00:45:55,288 --> 00:45:57,824 Talk to me, Jakob. 117 00:45:58,288 --> 00:46:00,324 Talk to me. 118 00:46:07,882 --> 00:46:09,851 Jakob. 119 00:46:10,588 --> 00:46:13,258 Jakob! Jakob. 119 00:46:13,259 --> 00:46:14,958 Stop, Jakob! 119 00:46:15,359 --> 00:46:16,958 Stop! Stop! 119 00:46:17,159 --> 00:46:18,958 Stop! Jakob! 120 00:46:51,004 --> 00:46:52,771 Oh... 121 00:46:53,275 --> 00:46:55,978 You are back. 122 00:47:25,340 --> 00:47:27,475 It's over. 123 00:47:38,967 --> 00:47:40,903 Come outside. 124 00:47:47,150 --> 00:47:49,754 It's safe now. 125 00:48:03,450 --> 00:48:06,455 This is a letter, I received a few months ago. 127 00:48:06,456 --> 00:48:10,395 It's invitation to teach in Canada. 128 00:48:12,068 --> 00:48:14,137 See the stamp? 129 00:48:15,140 --> 00:48:17,076 Mountain... 130 00:48:17,345 --> 00:48:19,648 Snow... 130 00:48:19,648 --> 00:48:20,948 When? 131 00:48:21,587 --> 00:48:24,958 As soon... huh, as I get a visa. 132 00:48:28,368 --> 00:48:29,836 Jakob. 133 00:48:29,837 --> 00:48:31,739 Jakob! 134 00:48:32,409 --> 00:48:34,678 Jakob! 135 00:48:36,952 --> 00:48:38,920 Jakob. Ja... 135 00:48:39,252 --> 00:48:41,820 Jakob, what's the matter? 135 00:48:41,821 --> 00:48:44,020 You're going to leave me! 135 00:48:47,221 --> 00:48:48,920 Dummy! 135 00:48:48,921 --> 00:48:51,020 We're going to Canada together! 136 00:49:02,653 --> 00:49:05,857 You're putting on some weight, finally. 136 00:49:10,553 --> 00:49:13,857 That the dead may drink. 137 00:49:14,594 --> 00:49:18,033 That the dead may not go hungry. 138 00:49:19,170 --> 00:49:21,506 For your parents. 139 00:49:22,845 --> 00:49:24,646 For Bella. 140 00:49:26,452 --> 00:49:30,826 For all who have no one to recall their names. 140 00:49:31,152 --> 00:49:33,326 And for Eleni. 140 00:49:35,652 --> 00:49:38,326 How do you know about Eleni? 141 00:49:39,478 --> 00:49:41,213 Tell me. 142 00:49:44,990 --> 00:49:47,995 Jakob... 143 00:49:47,996 --> 00:49:51,101 it may not mean anything to you now... 144 00:49:51,102 --> 00:49:53,038 but you must try to be buried... 145 00:49:53,039 --> 00:49:56,744 in ground that will remember you. 146 00:50:27,777 --> 00:50:30,680 I long for the loss of memory. 147 00:50:31,684 --> 00:50:33,888 Though I have tried to will my parents... 148 00:50:33,889 --> 00:50:35,992 and Bella from my sleep... 149 00:50:35,993 --> 00:50:37,996 this will amounts to nothing... 150 00:50:37,997 --> 00:50:41,570 for my mind betrays me in a second. 151 00:50:41,571 --> 00:50:44,543 I've crossed an ocean and lived many years without them... 152 00:50:44,544 --> 00:50:49,186 yet I can feel Bella�s gentle fingers on my back... 153 00:50:49,187 --> 00:50:52,459 my father's hand on my head... 154 00:50:52,460 --> 00:50:54,196 and suddenly I�m afraid... 155 00:50:54,197 --> 00:50:57,601 and turn around in empty rooms. 156 00:51:17,577 --> 00:51:19,246 How are your parents? 157 00:51:19,247 --> 00:51:21,049 Ben: They're fine. 158 00:51:21,050 --> 00:51:24,624 - How are you? - I'm all right, I guess. 159 00:51:24,625 --> 00:51:27,595 - I start university next Year. - I know, that's good. 160 00:51:28,432 --> 00:51:31,004 - I'm dating someone. - Oh, really? 161 00:51:31,005 --> 00:51:33,241 - Is she here? - No. 162 00:51:33,242 --> 00:51:34,977 Oh. 163 00:51:36,415 --> 00:51:38,084 What's her name? 164 00:51:38,085 --> 00:51:39,988 - Naomi. - Ah. 165 00:51:39,989 --> 00:51:42,559 An excellent name. 166 00:51:43,129 --> 00:51:46,569 - Do you know what it means? - No, I don't. 167 00:51:46,570 --> 00:51:50,541 In Hebrew, it means "Full of Grace". 168 00:52:07,078 --> 00:52:09,847 I didn't expect you to be here. 169 00:52:12,054 --> 00:52:13,824 Do you still think it's true, that I... 170 00:52:13,825 --> 00:52:16,361 wanted to change you? 171 00:52:17,799 --> 00:52:21,272 I mean, it's in the book, so I suppose you do. 172 00:52:21,273 --> 00:52:22,975 Alex, if it hadn't been for you... 173 00:52:22,976 --> 00:52:24,311 I never would've written the book. 174 00:52:24,312 --> 00:52:27,552 I would never have... Gone to Greece. 175 00:52:27,553 --> 00:52:30,858 I don't know if that's true. 176 00:52:30,859 --> 00:52:33,328 Well, I... 177 00:52:35,902 --> 00:52:37,804 So what now? 178 00:52:38,975 --> 00:52:41,313 I'm going to teach here for a few months every year... 179 00:52:41,314 --> 00:52:43,150 when I�m not on the island. 180 00:52:43,151 --> 00:52:46,756 - Are you seeing anybody? - Uh, no. 181 00:52:47,794 --> 00:52:49,730 - You? - Sort of. 182 00:52:49,731 --> 00:52:53,002 He's a musician. 183 00:52:54,708 --> 00:52:57,110 Aren't you lonely? 184 00:52:59,149 --> 00:53:02,354 Yeah. Same old Jake. 185 00:53:04,828 --> 00:53:07,665 You've written a very good book. 186 00:53:08,736 --> 00:53:10,971 You should be proud. 187 00:53:44,040 --> 00:53:47,446 From Mr. Taylor, my new colleague. 188 00:53:48,183 --> 00:53:50,219 It's invitation... to party. 189 00:53:50,220 --> 00:53:53,625 Look how popular we are already. 190 00:54:01,526 --> 00:54:03,829 Yiddish-speaking neighbours. 190 00:54:05,526 --> 00:54:07,429 How do you like that? 190 00:54:26,026 --> 00:54:28,529 Electricity. 191 00:54:33,774 --> 00:54:36,679 Running water. 192 00:54:36,680 --> 00:54:39,384 It's like living in hotel. 193 00:55:34,531 --> 00:55:36,868 I was looking forward to snow... 194 00:55:36,869 --> 00:55:39,173 but there is hardly any at all. 195 00:55:39,174 --> 00:55:40,776 You're like a lot... 196 00:55:40,777 --> 00:55:42,546 you've got a fascination with the cold. 197 00:55:42,547 --> 00:55:45,718 Well, a few winters here, will change that, I�m sure. 198 00:55:47,190 --> 00:55:48,958 Excuse me. 199 00:55:52,267 --> 00:55:54,370 I hope you're having a good time. 200 00:55:54,371 --> 00:55:56,542 I'm sorry there aren't more children here. 201 00:55:56,543 --> 00:55:59,715 Thank you, it's very nice. 202 00:55:59,716 --> 00:56:03,722 Oh, wait... I have something for you. 203 00:56:10,438 --> 00:56:11,739 I know you're not... 204 00:56:11,740 --> 00:56:15,246 I mean... 205 00:56:15,247 --> 00:56:19,221 well, everyone should be able to take part in a celebration. 206 00:56:19,222 --> 00:56:21,090 Right? 207 00:56:23,363 --> 00:56:26,801 Thank you... you're much too kind. 208 00:56:32,048 --> 00:56:35,352 Oh! I almost forgot. 209 00:56:37,826 --> 00:56:39,496 Jakob... 210 00:56:39,497 --> 00:56:41,466 why don't you pose with Athos? 211 00:56:41,467 --> 00:56:44,137 Oh. Hmm. 212 00:56:44,573 --> 00:56:46,575 Come. 213 00:56:46,844 --> 00:56:48,280 Good. 214 00:56:48,281 --> 00:56:50,483 Smile. 215 00:57:02,150 --> 00:57:04,689 Oh, thanks, Jakob. 215 00:57:05,950 --> 00:57:09,189 Too much champagne. 216 00:57:09,190 --> 00:57:12,294 I'll feel better in the morning. 217 00:57:15,436 --> 00:57:17,673 Mmm! 218 00:57:17,674 --> 00:57:19,643 Ah, excellent. 219 00:57:19,644 --> 00:57:22,080 I taught you well. 220 00:57:22,350 --> 00:57:24,619 You didn't open your present. 221 00:57:25,389 --> 00:57:27,693 What do you think it is? 222 00:57:27,694 --> 00:57:29,429 Refrigerator? 223 00:57:29,698 --> 00:57:30,832 Locomotive? 224 00:57:30,833 --> 00:57:32,536 A frog? 225 00:57:32,537 --> 00:57:34,806 Open it. 226 00:57:50,641 --> 00:57:52,475 Put it on. 227 00:58:00,227 --> 00:58:02,931 Ah... looks good on you. 228 00:58:02,932 --> 00:58:05,402 What is it? 229 00:58:07,675 --> 00:58:09,644 My god. 230 00:58:09,645 --> 00:58:11,447 Stay where you are. 231 00:58:11,951 --> 00:58:14,487 Oh... careful. 232 00:58:27,181 --> 00:58:29,150 Now what? 233 00:58:32,392 --> 00:58:34,562 I'm... um, I�m sorry to bother you. 234 00:58:34,563 --> 00:58:36,232 - Everything all right? - Ah... 235 00:58:36,233 --> 00:58:38,936 This crazy storm. 236 00:58:39,506 --> 00:58:40,807 Do you want to come in? 237 00:58:40,808 --> 00:58:43,446 Ohh, no, no, no, no. Thank you... Um... 238 00:58:43,447 --> 00:58:47,187 I was wondering if... if you had any extra candles? 239 00:58:47,188 --> 00:58:50,093 Of course... take this one. 240 00:58:50,094 --> 00:58:52,831 - I'll bring you some more. - Thank you. 241 00:58:53,802 --> 00:58:55,705 I'm, uh, sorry to bother you. 242 00:58:55,706 --> 00:58:57,107 It's... it's... 243 00:58:57,108 --> 00:58:58,844 it's my husband... he... 244 00:58:58,845 --> 00:59:00,381 What is it? 245 00:59:00,382 --> 00:59:02,852 Oh, he doesn't take too well to, huh... 246 00:59:03,989 --> 00:59:06,193 I shouldn't leave him alone too long. 247 00:59:06,194 --> 00:59:08,563 Uh'hm. 247 00:59:09,194 --> 00:59:11,863 Do you need matches too? 247 00:59:14,394 --> 00:59:16,863 You speak Yiddish? 247 00:59:25,794 --> 00:59:27,863 Are you afraid? 247 00:59:35,794 --> 00:59:37,863 It's just a little rain. 247 00:59:41,294 --> 00:59:44,763 At least the gas stove works. 247 00:59:48,294 --> 00:59:50,463 Lemon or milk? 247 00:59:51,094 --> 00:59:52,963 Lemon. 247 00:59:53,094 --> 00:59:55,963 Like all the greeners. 247 00:59:59,094 --> 01:00:02,263 Shall we take them their tea? 247 01:00:03,264 --> 01:00:04,863 Sure. 247 01:00:04,864 --> 01:00:05,963 No. 247 01:00:05,964 --> 01:00:07,463 Let them wait. 247 01:00:10,464 --> 01:00:15,463 My mother always said, a house is like a human body. 247 01:00:15,464 --> 01:00:17,063 And the kitchen... 247 01:00:17,064 --> 01:00:20,263 the kitchen is the heart. 247 01:00:20,264 --> 01:00:22,263 It's true, isn't it? 247 01:00:30,664 --> 01:00:33,263 You'll come visit again soon? 247 01:00:36,364 --> 01:00:39,963 It's so nice to have a young man around. 248 01:00:51,841 --> 01:00:55,214 So, this book you're writing. 249 01:00:55,215 --> 01:00:56,783 "Bearing False Witness". 250 01:00:56,784 --> 01:00:58,387 But it's not really a book yet. 251 01:00:58,388 --> 01:01:01,126 Just a lot of notes, ideas. 252 01:01:01,127 --> 01:01:04,165 Who knows if I ever finish it. 253 01:01:04,166 --> 01:01:07,572 And, uh, it's about what happened during the war? 254 01:01:07,573 --> 01:01:11,079 Well, uh, it's about the abuse of history. 255 01:01:11,080 --> 01:01:15,221 It starts, uh, with Biskupin in Poland... 256 01:01:15,222 --> 01:01:16,958 where I met Jakob. 257 01:01:16,959 --> 01:01:19,697 10 years ago, a river dried up there... 258 01:01:19,698 --> 01:01:22,636 and people started finding artifacts. 259 01:01:22,637 --> 01:01:25,876 But then the Nazis came and they buried everything. 260 01:01:25,877 --> 01:01:27,279 As far as they were concerned... 261 01:01:27,280 --> 01:01:29,884 there couldn't possibly be an advanced culture... 262 01:01:29,885 --> 01:01:31,621 that they didn't create. 263 01:01:31,622 --> 01:01:35,193 So they destroyed the evidence. 264 01:01:36,665 --> 01:01:38,401 It's a good thing you're doing. 265 01:01:38,402 --> 01:01:41,474 Already, people say the things I lived through... 266 01:01:41,475 --> 01:01:44,011 never happened. 267 01:01:44,882 --> 01:01:47,019 You'd think they'd at least wait a few years... 268 01:01:47,020 --> 01:01:49,456 until we're all dead. 269 01:01:52,798 --> 01:01:54,768 The mitzvah that you did... 270 01:01:54,769 --> 01:01:56,872 for that boy... 271 01:01:56,873 --> 01:01:58,174 it's a blessed thing. 272 01:01:58,175 --> 01:02:00,546 Did you know... 273 01:02:00,547 --> 01:02:05,790 that Joseph was a conductor in Warsaw... 274 01:02:05,791 --> 01:02:08,428 - Huh. - Before the war? 275 01:02:08,864 --> 01:02:10,733 A very good conductor. 276 01:02:10,734 --> 01:02:13,038 Oh, not that good. 277 01:02:13,039 --> 01:02:16,411 And he's a very good piano teacher too. 278 01:02:16,713 --> 01:02:18,048 Parents pay me... 279 01:02:18,049 --> 01:02:20,854 and children resent me. 280 01:02:20,855 --> 01:02:22,123 Is that good teaching? 281 01:02:22,124 --> 01:02:23,993 Don't listen to him. 282 01:02:24,963 --> 01:02:26,465 - Thank you. - My Sara... 283 01:02:26,466 --> 01:02:28,369 she was a singer. 284 01:02:28,370 --> 01:02:30,672 Not bad either. 285 01:02:31,510 --> 01:02:34,147 Now I sell dry goods in the market. 286 01:02:34,148 --> 01:02:37,721 I'm the singing dry goods lady. 287 01:02:40,395 --> 01:02:42,397 Things change. 287 01:02:43,395 --> 01:02:45,797 My sister played the piano. 287 01:02:46,395 --> 01:02:47,997 Really? 287 01:02:48,395 --> 01:02:50,697 Was she good? 288 01:03:02,305 --> 01:03:04,976 Some more sugar. 289 01:04:02,060 --> 01:04:04,264 You eat so slowly... 290 01:04:04,265 --> 01:04:06,667 like an aristocrat. 291 01:04:17,592 --> 01:04:20,462 I think about her too. 292 01:04:21,065 --> 01:04:23,436 You think she's dead. 293 01:04:23,437 --> 01:04:26,007 I don't know, Jakob. 294 01:04:26,008 --> 01:04:28,946 Maybe it's better to hope. 295 01:04:37,131 --> 01:04:40,971 Listen... when I feel things... 296 01:04:40,972 --> 01:04:44,645 building up inside me, I write. 297 01:04:44,646 --> 01:04:46,916 You have also something to express. 298 01:04:47,617 --> 01:04:48,953 So... 299 01:04:50,458 --> 01:04:53,028 you will write too. 300 01:04:54,834 --> 01:04:56,235 Write what? 301 01:04:56,236 --> 01:04:58,841 What you must. 302 01:04:58,842 --> 01:05:00,878 There is an old saying: 303 01:05:00,879 --> 01:05:03,183 "The great mystery of wood is not that it burns... 304 01:05:03,184 --> 01:05:04,919 but that it floats". 304 01:05:04,920 --> 01:05:06,219 Understand? 305 01:05:06,257 --> 01:05:07,991 No. 306 01:05:08,795 --> 01:05:11,433 There is a good and bad side to everything. 307 01:05:11,434 --> 01:05:15,341 You can choose to see what destroys something... 308 01:05:15,342 --> 01:05:18,513 or what saves it. 309 01:05:37,220 --> 01:05:40,258 "There is earth that never leaves your hands... 310 01:05:40,259 --> 01:05:43,098 rain that never leaves your bones". 311 01:05:43,099 --> 01:05:47,339 "At night, memory roams your skin". 312 01:05:47,340 --> 01:05:51,047 "While you sleep, the sea floods your house". 313 01:05:51,048 --> 01:05:52,951 "You wake in the bog... 314 01:05:52,952 --> 01:05:56,056 burning with the smell of earth" 315 01:05:57,093 --> 01:05:59,965 "Nothing releases you... 316 01:05:59,966 --> 01:06:03,805 not death in the dream, not waking". 317 01:06:04,542 --> 01:06:08,081 "This is how one becomes undone, by a smell... 318 01:06:08,082 --> 01:06:10,953 a word, a place... 319 01:06:10,954 --> 01:06:13,558 a photo of a mountain of shoes". 320 01:06:14,896 --> 01:06:19,202 "By love that closes its mouth before calling a name". 321 01:06:20,975 --> 01:06:23,112 Jakob, it's beautiful. 322 01:06:23,113 --> 01:06:27,085 Beautiful. 323 01:06:32,766 --> 01:06:35,068 Ohh, damn you. 324 01:06:36,540 --> 01:06:38,309 Look at us, huh? 325 01:06:38,310 --> 01:06:41,348 Uh?... Ah'hah. 326 01:06:41,349 --> 01:06:45,990 The two bachelors crying into our coffees. 326 01:06:52,349 --> 01:06:54,890 Another cup? 326 01:06:55,349 --> 01:06:57,290 No, thanks. 327 01:06:57,984 --> 01:06:59,685 Okay. 328 01:06:59,686 --> 01:07:03,659 Then I�m going to do some work of my own. 329 01:07:06,835 --> 01:07:09,005 Ben, it's getting late. 330 01:07:09,006 --> 01:07:12,110 Your parents will think we kidnapped you. 331 01:07:16,187 --> 01:07:18,790 I know you're not asleep. 332 01:07:20,596 --> 01:07:23,099 Come on, Ben. 333 01:07:27,143 --> 01:07:29,679 Come on, time for bed. 334 01:07:42,774 --> 01:07:45,111 Ah, there you are. 335 01:07:45,112 --> 01:07:47,648 Did he fall asleep? 336 01:07:47,918 --> 01:07:50,955 Come on, now, time for bed. 337 01:07:51,826 --> 01:07:54,329 Don't make me go. 338 01:08:00,243 --> 01:08:01,945 Ben. 339 01:08:01,946 --> 01:08:05,017 Come on, Ben. Ben, Ben. 340 01:08:05,654 --> 01:08:07,156 Come on. 341 01:08:07,157 --> 01:08:09,294 Okay... go on. 342 01:08:09,295 --> 01:08:11,998 Good night. 343 01:08:14,271 --> 01:08:15,807 You always know, Jakob. 344 01:08:15,808 --> 01:08:17,109 If he ever gives you any trouble... 345 01:08:17,110 --> 01:08:18,746 you just send him back, huh? 346 01:08:18,747 --> 01:08:21,652 - He can overstay his welcome. - It's no trouble. 347 01:08:21,653 --> 01:08:24,356 - Good night. - Good night. 348 01:08:40,625 --> 01:08:42,628 You should rest. It's not good for you... 349 01:08:42,629 --> 01:08:45,599 to work night after night like this. 350 01:08:46,470 --> 01:08:49,240 There is an old Greek saying. 351 01:08:49,944 --> 01:08:53,449 "Light your candle before night overtakes you". 352 01:08:53,450 --> 01:08:55,954 You have a saying for everything. 352 01:08:55,955 --> 01:08:56,994 Yes... 352 01:08:56,995 --> 01:08:58,194 I do. 353 01:11:25,258 --> 01:11:28,898 That was a beautiful ceremony. 354 01:11:28,899 --> 01:11:30,869 So many people. 355 01:11:30,870 --> 01:11:32,605 Yeah. 356 01:11:34,944 --> 01:11:38,117 You know, when you first came here... 357 01:11:38,118 --> 01:11:40,889 you were what... 11? 358 01:11:40,890 --> 01:11:44,963 - Mmm-hmm. - Just a little bit older than Ben. 359 01:11:50,276 --> 01:11:53,247 Hey! What's this? 360 01:11:56,188 --> 01:11:57,255 An apple. 361 01:11:57,256 --> 01:11:59,193 Is an apple food? 362 01:11:59,194 --> 01:12:00,963 Why do you throw it away? 363 01:12:00,964 --> 01:12:03,000 I don't want the other half. 364 01:12:03,001 --> 01:12:06,908 Can you imagine? 365 01:12:08,279 --> 01:12:10,347 Take it. 366 01:12:18,299 --> 01:12:20,067 I said take it! 367 01:12:20,504 --> 01:12:21,571 During the war... 368 01:12:21,572 --> 01:12:23,777 everything had value, no matter how small. 369 01:12:23,778 --> 01:12:26,181 A button, a pencil, a spoon! 370 01:12:26,182 --> 01:12:27,918 Not to mention the things that could make you weep. 371 01:12:27,919 --> 01:12:30,322 A good pair of shoes. 372 01:12:30,323 --> 01:12:33,061 Hot water, a scrap of food. 373 01:12:33,062 --> 01:12:36,067 Isn't that right, Jakob? 374 01:12:37,906 --> 01:12:39,842 Now my own son throws away an apple. 375 01:12:39,843 --> 01:12:42,045 Joseph. 376 01:12:43,116 --> 01:12:46,021 Well, if my only son doesn't even understand the value of things... 377 01:12:46,022 --> 01:12:48,959 why did we even survive? 378 01:12:58,013 --> 01:13:00,383 I'm sorry. 379 01:13:31,014 --> 01:13:33,616 Why don't you play something? 380 01:14:20,346 --> 01:14:22,918 I know I have written to you before. 381 01:14:22,919 --> 01:14:26,325 This letter is in regards to a missing person. 382 01:14:26,326 --> 01:14:29,564 First name Bella... last name Beer. 383 01:14:29,565 --> 01:14:33,272 Biskupin, Poland, 1942. 384 01:14:33,273 --> 01:14:36,009 Age fifteen. 385 01:14:43,827 --> 01:14:45,363 I'm seeking any information... 386 01:14:45,364 --> 01:14:47,835 regarding her possible whereabouts... 387 01:14:47,836 --> 01:14:50,139 Please post the following every Friday for one year. 388 01:14:50,140 --> 01:14:51,442 I know the records are incomplete... 389 01:14:51,443 --> 01:14:53,045 I know I have written to you before. 390 01:14:53,046 --> 01:14:55,049 Check your list, taking into account... 391 01:14:55,050 --> 01:14:57,087 possible variations of spelling. 392 01:14:57,088 --> 01:14:59,898 First name Bella, last name Beer. 392 01:14:59,899 --> 01:15:01,998 Age fifteen. 393 01:16:21,412 --> 01:16:23,013 Jakob... 393 01:16:23,014 --> 01:16:25,213 I want to tell you something. 393 01:16:31,112 --> 01:16:32,113 Hello? 394 01:16:32,114 --> 01:16:33,115 Jakob? 395 01:16:33,116 --> 01:16:34,785 It's Ben, how are you? 396 01:16:34,786 --> 01:16:36,856 Oh, hi, Ben. Uh, I�m fine. 397 01:16:36,857 --> 01:16:39,628 - I'm just sleeping. - We were thinking of you. 398 01:16:39,629 --> 01:16:42,366 How are things in Hydra? 399 01:16:43,002 --> 01:16:45,071 Good... how's Naomi? 400 01:16:45,441 --> 01:16:48,011 - She's fine. - And your dad? 401 01:16:48,714 --> 01:16:50,783 How's he, since... 402 01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:53,288 He's okay. 403 01:16:53,657 --> 01:16:54,925 Well, I�ll be seeing him soon. 404 01:16:54,926 --> 01:16:58,066 I'll be back for class, in a couple of weeks. 405 01:16:58,067 --> 01:17:00,002 - That soon? - Yeah. 406 01:17:00,003 --> 01:17:02,039 Okay, hang on. 407 01:17:03,177 --> 01:17:04,812 - Jakob! - Hi, Naomi. 408 01:17:04,813 --> 01:17:05,948 Good to hear your voice. 409 01:17:05,949 --> 01:17:07,317 Well, say you'll come to dinner. 410 01:17:07,318 --> 01:17:10,123 Oh yes, of course, soon as I get back. 411 01:17:10,124 --> 01:17:11,925 Great. 412 01:17:29,363 --> 01:17:30,832 Finally! 413 01:17:30,833 --> 01:17:32,735 How was your trip? 414 01:17:33,271 --> 01:17:34,840 Oh, you remembered my olive oil. 415 01:17:34,841 --> 01:17:37,711 How could I forget? 416 01:17:40,052 --> 01:17:41,819 Hi! 417 01:17:42,389 --> 01:17:44,392 Welcome back. 418 01:17:45,162 --> 01:17:47,933 Listen, there's this woman from the museum knows. 419 01:17:47,934 --> 01:17:50,338 She's a curator, very smart. 420 01:17:50,339 --> 01:17:52,242 Oh, no! 421 01:17:52,243 --> 01:17:53,812 All right, then. 422 01:17:53,813 --> 01:17:55,114 "All right", what? 423 01:17:55,115 --> 01:17:57,553 Invite her over sometime. 424 01:17:57,554 --> 01:17:59,557 Uh'hu... 425 01:17:59,558 --> 01:18:02,696 Well, actually, she already did. 426 01:18:07,072 --> 01:18:10,243 Jakob... Michaela. 427 01:18:35,431 --> 01:18:37,634 Naomi�s had us on her thesis diet for months now. 428 01:18:37,635 --> 01:18:39,036 When I was doing the Russians... 429 01:18:39,037 --> 01:18:41,375 all we ever ate was cabbage soup and perigees. 430 01:18:41,376 --> 01:18:42,911 Then it was the Latin Americans. 431 01:18:42,912 --> 01:18:45,183 Empanadas, rice, beans. 432 01:18:45,184 --> 01:18:46,685 And now it's Sweden. 433 01:18:46,686 --> 01:18:48,556 And every other day, we're eating salted fish. 434 01:18:48,557 --> 01:18:49,591 That's not true! 435 01:18:49,592 --> 01:18:52,264 And... what's wrong with salted fish anyway? 436 01:18:52,265 --> 01:18:53,266 You know, when I was small... 437 01:18:53,267 --> 01:18:55,436 I was obsessed with salt. 438 01:18:55,437 --> 01:18:57,607 I think it started because we traveled so much... 439 01:18:57,608 --> 01:18:59,545 and everywhere, I kept hearing about salt. 440 01:18:59,546 --> 01:19:01,448 City of salt. 441 01:19:01,449 --> 01:19:04,154 Road of salt. 442 01:19:04,155 --> 01:19:07,895 And in the Sahara, there were entire cities built of salt. 443 01:19:07,896 --> 01:19:10,634 I used to imagine caravans... 444 01:19:10,635 --> 01:19:14,207 weighed down with thick cakes of salt. 445 01:19:14,543 --> 01:19:16,846 I'm talking too much. 446 01:19:18,952 --> 01:19:20,888 So, Naomi. 447 01:19:20,889 --> 01:19:23,493 - How's your project? - Um, good. 448 01:19:23,494 --> 01:19:26,934 I... Collect songs and lullabies fom everywhere in the world. 449 01:19:26,935 --> 01:19:30,207 Become a kind of a mania with me. 450 01:19:30,208 --> 01:19:33,347 A song for every occasion... or person. 451 01:19:33,348 --> 01:19:35,852 By now I can match a song or a ballad to anyone. 452 01:19:35,853 --> 01:19:38,489 - What about Jak... - What about Mich... 453 01:19:39,026 --> 01:19:40,060 What about Jakob? 454 01:19:40,061 --> 01:19:42,030 - What about Michaela? - Jakob. No! 455 01:19:42,834 --> 01:19:44,068 No, I don't... 456 01:19:44,069 --> 01:19:46,674 Try, try. Um... 457 01:19:46,675 --> 01:19:50,782 Well, for you, I... I would have to say, "Moorsoldaten"... 458 01:19:50,783 --> 01:19:52,819 Hmm... 459 01:19:52,820 --> 01:19:55,156 "The peat bog soldiers". 460 01:19:58,599 --> 01:20:00,735 Peat bog. 461 01:20:01,571 --> 01:20:03,507 You're very good. 462 01:20:04,946 --> 01:20:05,947 Do you know the song? 463 01:20:05,948 --> 01:20:08,017 Oh, yeah. 464 01:20:08,018 --> 01:20:10,823 - It's... well, it's... - Huh... 465 01:20:10,824 --> 01:20:14,631 it was written by prisoners during the war. 466 01:20:14,632 --> 01:20:17,069 And they weren't allowed to sing anything but marching songs... 467 01:20:17,070 --> 01:20:18,472 while they were working... 468 01:20:18,473 --> 01:20:21,110 so they wrote something that sounded like a marching song... 469 01:20:21,111 --> 01:20:22,279 but... 470 01:20:22,280 --> 01:20:24,650 Well, really, it's a song about hope. 471 01:20:24,919 --> 01:20:26,654 Sing it. 472 01:20:27,458 --> 01:20:29,660 Uh... 471 01:20:31,419 --> 01:20:36,154 "Wherever the eye may wonder... 471 01:20:36,155 --> 01:20:40,954 heath and bog everywhere". 471 01:20:40,955 --> 01:20:46,154 "Birdsongs brings no solace... 471 01:20:46,155 --> 01:20:49,854 and trees stand bare". 473 01:20:54,245 --> 01:20:56,516 Very good. 474 01:20:56,517 --> 01:20:59,020 So, you still live in Greece. 475 01:20:59,021 --> 01:21:00,524 Back and forth. 476 01:21:00,525 --> 01:21:03,562 I write there, teach here. 477 01:21:05,168 --> 01:21:07,036 How long have you known Naomi? 478 01:21:07,037 --> 01:21:10,610 Well, to tell you the truth, not that long. 479 01:21:10,611 --> 01:21:13,550 I've only been at the museum a few months. 480 01:21:13,551 --> 01:21:16,155 How long have you known each other? 481 01:21:16,156 --> 01:21:17,859 Well, I�ve known Ben all his life, really. 482 01:21:17,860 --> 01:21:19,061 I was there when he was born. 483 01:21:19,062 --> 01:21:22,834 His parents lived in the apartment next to ours. 484 01:21:23,537 --> 01:21:25,808 Ben was very premature. 485 01:21:25,809 --> 01:21:27,478 And when his mother went into labor... 486 01:21:27,479 --> 01:21:30,418 His father came running Into our apartment in a panic. 487 01:21:30,419 --> 01:21:33,089 And Athos, my godfather, was away at a conference... 488 01:21:33,090 --> 01:21:35,160 so I called the ambulance and... 489 01:21:35,161 --> 01:21:38,567 anyway, I ended up being at the hospital when she gave birth. 490 01:21:38,935 --> 01:21:41,874 When they brought him from the delivery room... 491 01:21:41,875 --> 01:21:44,146 He weighed less than three pounds. 492 01:21:44,147 --> 01:21:46,684 So small. 493 01:21:46,685 --> 01:21:50,625 In this almost transparent body. 494 01:21:50,626 --> 01:21:53,930 He was like a spirit. 495 01:21:55,302 --> 01:21:57,771 Not even a person. 496 01:21:58,976 --> 01:22:01,947 No bigger than my hand. 497 01:22:51,383 --> 01:22:53,653 Take off your coat. 498 01:22:53,654 --> 01:22:56,056 I'll make some tea. 499 01:23:10,321 --> 01:23:11,388 Oh, this is... 500 01:23:11,389 --> 01:23:13,760 From my mother's side of the family. 501 01:23:13,761 --> 01:23:16,365 She's Russian, he's Spanish. 502 01:23:16,366 --> 01:23:19,739 Fabulous arguments, as you can imagine. 503 01:23:19,740 --> 01:23:21,743 And they used to go on for hours. 504 01:23:21,744 --> 01:23:24,649 What stamina. 505 01:23:24,650 --> 01:23:27,186 Hmm. 506 01:23:29,193 --> 01:23:31,261 Hmm. 507 01:23:31,664 --> 01:23:33,433 What? 508 01:23:34,069 --> 01:23:35,870 Lemon. 509 01:23:36,909 --> 01:23:38,878 Why? You... you want milk? 510 01:23:38,879 --> 01:23:41,349 No. 511 01:24:31,920 --> 01:24:33,622 Even the horror of the past... 512 01:24:33,623 --> 01:24:36,194 you try to reinvent it and re-imagine it. 513 01:24:36,195 --> 01:24:38,265 Like my grandmother. 514 01:24:38,266 --> 01:24:41,003 Yeah, sort of. 515 01:24:41,004 --> 01:24:43,942 Not always so amusingly. 516 01:24:45,414 --> 01:24:47,817 Take specific moments and... 517 01:24:47,818 --> 01:24:50,455 your mind fills in the gaps. 518 01:24:51,894 --> 01:24:53,629 I've spent years trying to imagine... 519 01:24:53,630 --> 01:24:56,067 Bella's route from the house. 520 01:24:57,071 --> 01:24:59,140 Where did she die? 521 01:24:59,743 --> 01:25:03,648 In the street? In the train? 522 01:25:04,218 --> 01:25:05,921 In the barracks? 523 01:25:05,922 --> 01:25:08,326 You try to reconstruct... 524 01:25:08,327 --> 01:25:11,397 visualize every possible scenario. 525 01:25:12,302 --> 01:25:15,773 I used to dream that maybe she escaped. 526 01:25:18,447 --> 01:25:21,552 I haven't dreamt that in a long time. 527 01:25:24,359 --> 01:25:25,694 I also used to wonder... 528 01:25:25,695 --> 01:25:28,466 what might have happened if I�d stayed. 529 01:25:29,503 --> 01:25:33,609 Waited in the house instead of running away. 530 01:25:35,415 --> 01:25:37,717 Maybe she came back. 531 01:25:47,473 --> 01:25:50,444 There's a poem by Akhmatova. 532 01:25:51,948 --> 01:25:55,019 "You are many years late... 533 01:25:55,556 --> 01:25:59,262 how happy I am io see you". 534 01:26:35,203 --> 01:26:37,272 Joseph? 535 01:26:45,056 --> 01:26:46,791 Joseph? 536 01:26:52,739 --> 01:26:54,273 We shouldn't tell the rabbi... 537 01:26:54,274 --> 01:26:56,812 or they won't let him into the cemetery. 538 01:26:58,550 --> 01:27:01,389 At least he waited 'till my mother died. 539 01:27:01,390 --> 01:27:03,993 I still can't believe he would do that... 540 01:27:03,994 --> 01:27:06,364 after everything he went through. 541 01:27:07,135 --> 01:27:08,903 Your father suffered a lot, Ben. 542 01:27:08,904 --> 01:27:10,306 He didn't suffer. 543 01:27:10,307 --> 01:27:12,910 He was impenetrable. 544 01:27:14,182 --> 01:27:16,985 Can I ask you something? 545 01:27:21,396 --> 01:27:23,767 I don't understand how you could have gone through what you did... 546 01:27:23,768 --> 01:27:26,072 and still be so generous, 547 01:27:26,073 --> 01:27:28,308 Still write the things you do. 548 01:27:29,245 --> 01:27:31,550 I used to think that if I understood you... 549 01:27:31,551 --> 01:27:33,821 I could understand my father better. 550 01:27:33,822 --> 01:27:37,427 But it's like you're from different worlds. 551 01:27:38,665 --> 01:27:41,469 Well, I don't think so. 552 01:27:42,539 --> 01:27:45,243 Your father told me not long ago... 553 01:27:45,512 --> 01:27:47,983 that he still would dream... 554 01:27:47,984 --> 01:27:50,320 about his mother and father. 555 01:27:50,790 --> 01:27:52,291 The smallest things. 556 01:27:52,292 --> 01:27:55,564 The detail of his mother's coat, a button... 557 01:27:55,565 --> 01:27:58,170 his father's shoes, outside in the rain. 558 01:27:58,171 --> 01:28:00,374 And that when he woke up in the morning... 559 01:28:00,375 --> 01:28:02,979 old as he was... 560 01:28:03,516 --> 01:28:06,519 he was still crying. 560 01:28:44,316 --> 01:28:45,919 Jakob... 560 01:28:45,920 --> 01:28:48,619 I want to tell you something. 560 01:28:48,920 --> 01:28:51,719 The mistery of wood is not that it burns... 560 01:28:51,720 --> 01:28:53,419 but that it floats. 561 01:29:02,658 --> 01:29:04,365 Go, Jakob. 561 01:29:30,658 --> 01:29:34,565 After years of trying to be closer to them... 562 01:29:34,566 --> 01:29:37,688 I now fear that I am only haunting... 563 01:29:37,689 --> 01:29:40,812 my parents and Bella with my calling, 564 01:29:40,813 --> 01:29:44,384 Startling them awake in their black beds. 565 01:29:47,593 --> 01:29:51,266 All the years I�ve felt Bella entreating me... 566 01:29:51,267 --> 01:29:53,304 filled with her loneliness... 567 01:29:53,305 --> 01:29:56,141 I have misunderstood her signals. 568 01:29:59,751 --> 01:30:02,822 Like other ghosts, she whispers... 569 01:30:02,823 --> 01:30:06,163 not for me to join her... 570 01:30:06,164 --> 01:30:09,036 but so that when I'm close enough... 571 01:30:09,037 --> 01:30:12,441 she can push me back into the world. 572 01:30:56,065 --> 01:30:58,601 Whoa! 573 01:31:00,140 --> 01:31:02,008 Ah! 574 01:31:29,199 --> 01:31:32,337 Mmm. 575 01:31:32,338 --> 01:31:33,674 Garlic. 576 01:31:33,675 --> 01:31:36,211 And, uh... 577 01:31:38,685 --> 01:31:41,021 Basil. 578 01:31:49,507 --> 01:31:53,546 Mmm. Sweat. 579 01:31:55,352 --> 01:31:57,086 Honey. 580 01:31:59,727 --> 01:32:03,299 Mm, oh, coconut oil. 581 01:32:05,005 --> 01:32:06,772 Salt. 582 01:34:08,155 --> 01:34:09,889 Read it. 583 01:34:14,969 --> 01:34:16,937 You sure? 584 01:34:44,562 --> 01:34:48,702 "I did not witness the most important events of my life". 585 01:34:48,703 --> 01:34:52,610 My deepest story must be told by a blind man... 586 01:34:52,611 --> 01:34:56,451 from behind a wall, from underground... 587 01:34:56,452 --> 01:35:01,027 from the corner of a small house on a small island... 588 01:35:01,028 --> 01:35:05,369 that juts like a bone from the skin of sea. 589 01:35:05,370 --> 01:35:10,714 While I hid in the radiant light of Athos' island... 590 01:35:10,715 --> 01:35:14,288 thousands suffocated in darkness. 591 01:35:14,289 --> 01:35:17,261 While I hid in the luxury of a room... 592 01:35:17,262 --> 01:35:20,367 thousands were stuffed into crawlspaces... 593 01:35:20,368 --> 01:35:23,939 stables, pigsties. 594 01:35:24,609 --> 01:35:27,080 While I was learning Greek and English... 595 01:35:27,081 --> 01:35:29,886 learning geology And poetry... 596 01:35:29,887 --> 01:35:33,994 Jews were filling the corners and cracks of Europe. 597 01:35:33,995 --> 01:35:37,936 I didn't know that while I listened to stories of explorers... 598 01:35:37,937 --> 01:35:41,409 a Jew could be purchased for a quart of brandy... 599 01:35:41,410 --> 01:35:45,149 for sugar, cigarettes. 600 01:35:47,055 --> 01:35:50,093 What do our bodies make us believe? 601 01:35:50,094 --> 01:35:55,204 That we're never ourselves, until we contain two souls. 602 01:35:55,205 --> 01:35:58,344 Now I�m not afraid when harvesting darkness. 603 01:35:58,345 --> 01:36:01,917 Night after night it is happiness that wakes me. 604 01:36:01,918 --> 01:36:06,260 There is room at last for everyone I have ever loved. 605 01:36:06,261 --> 01:36:10,568 As Michaela approaches, I shake like a compass needle... 606 01:36:10,569 --> 01:36:14,009 feeling for the first time a future... 607 01:36:14,010 --> 01:36:18,350 my words, my life, no longer separate... 608 01:36:18,351 --> 01:36:21,089 after decades of hiding in my skin. 609 01:36:21,090 --> 01:36:26,133 "Here is a woman who will slowly undress my spirit... 610 01:36:26,134 --> 01:36:30,207 bring my body to belief". 611 01:37:09,722 --> 01:37:11,825 We're gonna be late. 612 01:37:12,395 --> 01:37:14,931 Coming. 612 01:37:18,995 --> 01:37:22,931 Your Heart's desire is she's a girl, Bella if he's a boy, Bela. 613 01:37:48,301 --> 01:37:51,539 "Each morning I write these words for you all... 614 01:37:51,540 --> 01:37:56,349 for Bella and Athos and Elena, for Alex... 615 01:37:56,350 --> 01:37:59,505 for Joseph and Sara, for... 616 01:37:59,506 --> 01:38:02,662 Ben and Naomi, for Michaela. 617 01:38:02,663 --> 01:38:05,635 Michaela. 618 01:38:05,636 --> 01:38:07,973 I can describe what her wrists look like... 619 01:38:07,974 --> 01:38:10,578 or how her hair grows at the back of her neck. 620 01:38:10,579 --> 01:38:16,121 But more, I know what she remembers. 621 01:38:16,825 --> 01:38:19,495 I know her memories. 622 01:38:21,568 --> 01:38:26,878 I pray that soon my wife will feel new breath inside her own. 623 01:38:26,879 --> 01:38:31,920 I pray and press my head against her side, and whisper a story. 624 01:38:35,496 --> 01:38:41,206 Child I long for, child I dream... 625 01:38:43,212 --> 01:38:47,285 if we conceive you, think of us sometimes... 626 01:38:47,286 --> 01:38:50,359 your mother and me, when it rains. 627 01:38:50,360 --> 01:38:53,365 And one day, when you've almost forgotten... 628 01:38:53,366 --> 01:38:56,605 I pray you'll let us return. 629 01:38:56,606 --> 01:39:00,146 That through an open window, even in the middle of a city... 630 01:39:00,147 --> 01:39:04,320 the sea air of our marriage will find you. 631 01:39:04,789 --> 01:39:06,124 I pray that one day... 632 01:39:06,125 --> 01:39:08,328 in a room lit only by night snow... 633 01:39:08,329 --> 01:39:10,934 you will suddenly know how miraculous... 634 01:39:10,935 --> 01:39:13,638 is your parents' love for each other. 635 01:39:16,112 --> 01:39:20,151 My son, my daughter... 636 01:39:21,088 --> 01:39:22,824 Bella. 637 01:39:23,092 --> 01:39:24,828 Bela. 638 01:39:25,932 --> 01:39:27,768 If we conceive you... 639 01:39:27,769 --> 01:39:30,773 know that once I was lost in a forest. 640 01:39:31,076 --> 01:39:32,411 I was so afraid... 641 01:39:32,412 --> 01:39:34,148 my blood pounded in my chest... 642 01:39:34,149 --> 01:39:38,490 and I knew my heartstrings would soon be exhausted. 643 01:39:38,491 --> 01:39:41,529 I saved myself without thinking. 644 01:39:41,530 --> 01:39:44,401 I grasped the two syllables closest to me... 645 01:39:44,402 --> 01:39:48,042 and replaced my heartbeat with your name. 646 01:39:48,043 --> 01:39:49,778 Bella. 647 01:39:52,953 --> 01:39:57,828 Now I see that I must give what I most need".