亲爱的日记 - DEAR DIARY -
第一章，坐摩托 - CHAPTER I: ON MY VESPA -
亲爱的日记 - DEAR DIARY, -
在这世上 - THERE'S ONE THING -
我最喜欢做的事是 … - I LIKE THE MOST -
夏天的罗马连电影院也停止了 Summer in Rome cinemas are closed.
上映的如“爱和性和养羊” All you can see is "Sex, Love and Shepherding",
“野兽的情欲”和“白人女人同七个黑人男人” "Bestial Desires", "Snow White and the 7 Blacks",
恐怖电影中的“亨利” or horror films like "Henry: Portrait of a Serial Killer",
或者是意大利本土产的电影 or some Italian films...
“回顾人生很恐怖” I'm afraid to rethink my life.
“我很怯弱” I'm a coward.
“我该怎么办，请告诉我” What happened? Tell me. I don't know anymore.
“不断地失败” The weight of defeat.
“连续地失败” A series of defeats.
“我们这一代都是搞宣传或者是建筑” What has our generation become? Publicists, architects...
“股票，律师，和新闻记者” brokers, congressmen, journalists.
“大家都自甘堕落” We all changed for the worse.
“大家都妥协” Sold out, compromised, co-opted.
“大家”？ 不要随意地加上“大家” Why "all"? This fixation with us "all,"
堕落，妥协，这些词 "being sold out and co-opted"!
“懒惰的夫妇连一起散步都不会做的” When did we last take a walk?
“我那就是你的负担了” We stay together out of habit. You're ashamed of me.
“头痛时，只要有头痛药” What a headache! Even Optalidon are different now.
“过去的胶囊发出优美的声音” Remember the rattle of pills in the old tube?
“无论什么都已改变” Everything has really changed.
“你这是 …” “堕落，连情感都没有” Know what, Antonio? You have worsened. You have no real feelings.
“大家都上了年纪，知道自己都很辛苦” We're old, bitter, dishonest.
“过去，在游行时，那样激烈地叫喊” We used to shout awful, violent slogans.
“已经上了年纪了” Look how ugly we've gotten!
任意地激烈叫喊 You shouted awful, violent slogans.
任意地上了年纪 You've gotten ugly.
我是正确地叫喊，现在是一个光荣的四十岁的男人 I shouted the right slogans and I'm a splendid 40-year-old!
我非常喜欢眺望我的家和我的小镇 What I like the most is to see houses, neighborhoods.
特别是这个加鲁特拉区 My favorite neighborhood is the Garbatella.
在这个古老的民居之间漫无目的地穿梭 I stroll through the old housing project.
先从外面来看，是很无趣的 I don't like to see only the facades.
所以想看看里面的构造 I like to see the inside too.
“这就像电影的外景拍摄地” I ring the buzzer
我要打电话给家人告诉这些 and pretend I'm location scouting... for a film.
他们会问“是什么样的电影” The tenant asks me what the film is about.
我会回答 I don't know what to say...
主人公是做蛋糕的匠人 在托罗兹基斯特 It's a film about a Trotskyist pastry chef
50年代的意大利舞台上的喜剧电影 in Italy during the 1950s. A musical.
在拉见风使舵的50年代的托罗兹基斯特的匠人 Not bad, a musical comedy about a Trotskyist pastry chef
把这些拍成喜剧还不赖 in the conformist Italy of the '50s!
坐在摩托车上 On my Vespa,
就能看到住得心情舒适的楼顶 I enjoy looking at penthouses where I'd like to live.
从路上往上看，可以考虑怎样改善 I see myself renovating those penthouses,
但是这个房屋的主人完全不想卖这个房子 whose owners... have no intention of selling.
我有一天 我跟西鲁比亚发现更合适的房子 One day, a penthouse which seemed more affordable,
看了里面 Silvia and I went up to take a look at it.
一问价格 We asked the price.
一平方米一千万里拉 "$700 a square foot."
一平方米一千万里拉？ $700 a square foot?!
屋主说“这儿不是简单的一平方米” "You can't talk square feet",
这条路是有名的历史场所 "via Dandolo is a historic street,"
是你是上一个有名的人物战斗过的地方 "Garibaldi fought here."
或许很怪 I may be nuts,
但是我还是喜欢这个桥 but I love this bridge.
一天不经过两次我的心就会不安定 I need to cross it twice a day.
你认为我刚才在想什么 实际上的非常悲惨的事 You know what I was thinking? A very sad thing:
我正在找比现在更真实的日子 even in a more decent society than this one,
我是一个少数派 I'll only feel at ease with a minority of people.
这跟在孤岛那对夫妇互相讨厌的那部电影不同 Not like in those films where a couple fights on a desert island
那是对人类不信任 because the filmmaker doesn't believe in people.
我相信人类，但不相信多数人 I believe in people. I just don't believe in the majority of people.
我只跟少数人和得来，你明白吗？ I'll always be in tune with a minority.
加油 Good luck!
我秘密的梦想 那时想能够跳舞 My secret dream has always been to dance well.
“快速舞蹈”那部电影 "Flashdance" was the film...
我的人生彻底改变的 that changed my life.
只有那跳舞的电影 我虽想跳 It was a film about dancing, about knowing how to dance.
但实际上只有看看 But in the end I just watch.
看看也很快呀 不过跟跳是完全不同的 Which is fine, but it's something else altogether.
你知道我的梦想吗？ You know what my dream is?
人生已经改变 I was never the same
自从看了“快速跳舞”以后 after I saw "Flashdance", with Jennifer Beals.
她是朱利娅·比鲁丝吧？ Is that dancer Jennifer Beals?
好羡慕啊 你是比鲁丝吗 How I envy them! Is she Jennifer Beals?
斯皮那切特斯在郊外建造的新的地区 Spinaceto, a recent housing development.
谁都对此有异议 Bad-mouthed by everyone.
“怎么会是斯皮那切特” "This sure isn't Spinaceto!"
我看过那剧本 I remember reading a story
剧本名 “逃离Spinaceto” called "Escape from Spinaceto",
是关于那里的少年拼命逃出那条街 about a kid who got out of there
再也不想回来的故事 and never went back.
我来看斯皮那切特 So, let's go see Spinaceto.
这不是很坏的街吧 不是吧 Spinaceto! I expected worse. It's not bad!
或许 I was just thinking that.
卡杂鲁巴旅科 从这儿的家利流出很浓的气味 Casalpalocco. Driving by these homes,
是房子外的晾的衣服以及影碟的气味 I smell jogging suits,
院子里看家的狗的味道 video tapes, watch dogs in the garden,
装比萨饼的箱子的味道 pizzas in cardboard boxes.
为什么这条街是在30年前建成的 Why did they come here 30 years ago?
您住这儿的原因是什么 Why did you move to Casalpalocco?
有很多绿色 - This green, this peace... - Yeah, green...
您住在这儿是在30年前？还是61年前？ - You moved here around 1961... - '62.
这儿不同 It's different here.
从那么美丽的罗马 But Rome was beautiful then!
特意跑到这儿来住 That's what frightens me.
现在和看家狗，影碟，室内拖鞋 … Watch dogs, videos, slippers.
朱利娅·比鲁丝？ Jennifer Beals?
“快速舞蹈”中的朱利娅·比鲁丝 - Yes? - From "Flashdance"?
（你朋友吗？）
他说什么 您有什么事？ - What'd he say? - "Who are you."
我以前想如果能够跳舞多么好 I'd always liked to know how to dance.
如果住在亚美里西 If I lived in Emilia Romagna,
那儿有老人中心 there are old people's homes, hospitals that work,
不仅有气派的医院也有舞蹈学校 dance schools,
如探戈之类的 tango, merengue...
什么都能学 我也想我能跳 When I hear music, I could dance instead of watch.
这是很容易穿的鞋 Those shoes are very comfortable!
这是很朴素的形状，脚很舒服吧 So simple, yet... They must feel good on your feet.
是，是很舒服 Yes, very comfortable.
这人一定是个“脚匠”
（好像磨损了一点）
我很狂热吗？ 没有 What'd you say? "Crazy"?
他说了“疯狂” Wasn't it "crazy"?
他说是“磨损” 那是什么意思 What does that mean?
“特别”或是“独特” 跟“狂热”有点区别 Special, peculiar, almost crazy, but not quite.
（你说了“磨损”）
（不是“磨损”）
（也就是说 … ，错位？）
（是错位，不过 … ）
（最恰当的说法？）
（“奇妙的人” … ）
“全是蠢蛋” Dumb, almost dumb.
无论去哪儿都是仅仅看看别人的房子 Even in other cities
用照相机拍下家家的房子 I only like to look at houses.
加鲁巴特拉是花了27年建造起来的 Garbatella, 1927.
奥运村 1960年 Olympic Village, 1960.
托弗勤地区 1960年 Tufello, 1960.
见涅·涅奥巴 1987年 Vigne Nuove, 1987.
梦提·贝鲁第地区 1939年 Monteverde, 1939.
“亨利” - HENRY: PORTRAIT OF A SERIAL KILLER -
“如有不满，拿出50美元” Hey, am I stuttering? Fork over the $50 and go to hell.
“这就是50美元的代价” Here's your 50 bucks.
“需要帮助吗” Need a hand?
“奥提斯，怎么啦” “一个人，能行吗？” Otis, do you need a hand or can you do it by yourself?
花了几个小时在街上游荡 I wander around the city for hours
想起了赞扬这部电影的家伙 trying to remember who said good things about this film.
是报纸上的评论员 I read a review,
他肯定了“亨利”这部电影 I read something positive about "Henry"...
突然想起来了因为找到了这个评语 Suddenly I remember I find the review
我想写在日记上 这样 and copy it in my diary. Here it is:
“亨利杀人是好人” "Henry kills people, but he's a kind of good guy,"
“也就是说，重要的是事实” "Only facts count for him."
“他的同伴奥提斯是坏人” "Otis is the real scum."
“亨利对于大家都要杀的普利斯” "Henry has a mad solidarity with his victims,"
“给了牺牲者以情深的死” "a prince of annihilation," "promising a merciful death."
“导演为了引起观众的恶梦” "The director awakens the public" "to its worst nightmare: a shower of gore,"
“通过刺眼，裂肉” "impaled eyes, martyred flesh: abomination."
“亨利”的犯罪哲学 "Henry: the first to dismember"
“给了明显的侮辱，不是最初的电影” "the criminal philosophy of the Hollywood racists."
写这样的事的人 I wonder if whoever wrote this,
或许晚上，在睡觉之前 before falling asleep, has a moment of remorse.
不会后悔吧 什么时候开始变成这样了？ - When did this begin? When did all this begin? - I don't know.
“这个韩国电影是民族歌剧” "This Korean film was a costume melodrama",
“错乱的衣服和帽子” "Demented clothes and hats."
“逐渐兴起恶魔的妇女解放运动” "Super-feminist, flamboyant and diabolical."
“像斯皮尔伯格的电影” "Shot like Spielberg on acid"
“这未来的空间” "in futuristic rhythms and spaces."
“库罗涅·也库的 （牧场）” "And then there's Cronenberg's 'Naked Lunch"':
“这种不公开的电影” "pure high-budget underground pus."
“这样，卡鲁特” "A real cult movie."
“朱那莎·第米所描述的女性” "It's not that J. Demme's women are superior."
“没有什么其他优秀的” "Not are they what the proletarians and lumpen"
“跟林彪那样无产革命家不同” "of the three circling worlds were for Lin Piao."
“但是，只有第米这样的女性” "But only his women" "have the gumption to uphold the righteous side"
“用外科手术进行想象的战争” “支持正义的一方” "in the War of the Imaginary, scalped in hand."
“塞拉和鲁拉 （温柔的爱）” "Before Lula e Sailor join in for the happy ending,"
“低声的唱” "murmuring "Love me tender",
“塞拉进了监狱” "Sailor will spend years in the pen"
“男的碎的头部在空中飞舞” "shattered human heads will fly,"
“野狗咬住那碎的头部” "dogs will grab cut-off hands,"
“有几百根骨头被咬走” "hundred of Kools and Marlboros will be smoked..."
巴卓林 I don't know why, but I'd never been
他被杀的现场还没去过 where Pasolini was murdered.
第二章 巡游岛 - CHAPTER II: ISLANDS -
很快就要到里巴里岛了 The boat arrives in Lipari.
我来造访1 1年前隐居在此的简那鲁多 I'm visiting a friend who moved here 11 years ago.
他在研究乔伊斯小说中的奥迪赛斯 Ever since, he's been studying Joyce's "Ulysses".
我想开始写剧本 I'm beginning to write my film.
我把剪下的部分全都带来了 I've brought press clippings that I'll need for my work,
为了新作 进行多年的剪切 which I've been saving for years.
如果在里巴里岛或许能写出些什么东西来 I know that I'll work in Lipari.
来杯橙汁 An orange juice, please,
三明治 放点干酪 and a sandwich...
莫桑里拉的 mozzarella...
如果大家都步行去，事故就会少一些 If everybody went on foot, there'd be less accidents.
放干酪 A sandwich...
土豆 莫桑里拉 Tomato and mozzarella. Thanks.
你看见什么 - What were you watching? - When?
那是一部电影，奇妙的故事 It's not TV, it was a strange film:
那尼姑突然变成舞者，跳起舞来 Silvana Mangano was a nun. Then she dances in the middle...
看到了吧 一点也没有 - It must happen to you too. - Never!
电视呢 - You never watch TV? - Never.
我已经30年没有看了 I haven't watched TV for 30 years.
恩斯贝鲁卡，你知道吧 You know what Hans Magnus Enzensberger says?
我同意他的看法 I agree with him.
这是第一次 It's the first time
在我这么多年的生活中，有很多困惑 in all my years here that's there's such confusion.
我知道 - Believe me? - Yes.
是一个相当有趣的故事 You clip funny news items?
已经做了好多年了全是一些蠢的新闻和无聊的记事 For years, I've accumulated dumb information, stupid articles.
我对那些无聊的记事 … Evidently I'm attracted...
很感兴趣 by these things.
里巴里岛混杂太过严重了 Too much noise, too much confusion...
我决定去沙里那岛 那是较安静，具有家庭气氛的岛 We decide to leave for Salina, a quieter island, more domestic.
有简那鲁多的朋友在那儿 Gerardo has friends there. They have children.
他们都有一个小孩 沙里那岛所有人家好像都只有一个小孩 No, "one" child. In Salina... everyone has one child.
我们如静下心来，都能做点什么 We'll be calm there. Manage to get something done.
“好冷淡啊” You're not being very polite
“我们是来参加婚礼的” considering I've come to bring your wedding present.
“如想到谁” Look who's there!
“赌场是禁止不了的” You won't close the casino down!
“为什么” “告诉我” - Why all this hatred? - I'll tell you why:
“像你这种人我很讨厌” I hate people like you.
“给人以不切实际的希望” You give others false hope,
“使人不能自拔” then toss them in the mud.
“回去好好清醒一下” Go home, try to calm down.
“好好听着” “你的大堂看不到太阳的光辉” “我确信” Take my word: your cathedral will never see the light of day.
“好不容易回家了” You came back.
“有话要说吗” I have something to tell you.
“是好话” Hope it's good news.
“我，从吉娜里听说了” I'm not sure we can trust her, but I saw Gina today.
吉特向你 … “劝说了” Gina says Kit wants to get back at you, at all costs.
“你知道” That's nothing new.
“我也从吉特本人那里听说了” He told me himself, way back!
好悲惨，这小孩 I can't believe that for Pietro
不久，现在的东西将全部 these first years will mean nothing.
忘掉 He'll never know.
拜托我好好待他，现在的事情 He'll never remember this period of intimacy and closeness,
将全部忘记 when he needed me so much.
这星期有很大的变化 Something big has just happened:
我要洗尿布 he toilet trained himself.
想辞掉工作来教导他 We were both going to take 2 weeks off work
放开去做 to do it.
已经象一个大人了 But he did it alone!
在幼儿园的前天晚上 And the first day of school?
我们因担心和不安而睡不着觉 We were up all night, We were worried, angst-ridden.
我们虽有新学期恐惧症 First day angst.
毕那托鲁没事 已经安静地睡了 Pietro just slept.
明天，自己的人生将会变得谁都不知道 He didn't know his life would change the next day.
他睡着了吗？ Is he asleep?
从仅有我们的世界 Going from a family regime
到那幼儿园的天地去 to a school regime, where he...
毕那托鲁睡着了，小声一点 He's asleep, the volume is okay.
其他的小孩呢 进入别人的世界 Sees lots of children, lots of people.
塔尼那勤 Daniele!
怎么啦 - What's wrong with him? - Nothing.
昨天晚上，我看了有趣的电视 I watched TV last night.
（他在哪儿？） - A good program. - "Italy's most wanted". - Very good!
有趣 不过音量 … But I didn't get it all...
那夫妇 In that family...
有些异常 - They upset you? - A little.
那两人太宠孩子了 They go too far with Pietro.
我们哈塔尼那勤不同 We have a different relationship with Daniele.
我还想再要一个孩子 We want another child,
我很担心塔尼那勤不会反抗 but we're afraid of his reaction.
我们经常问他 And we often ask him.
每2，3年都说想要弟弟或妹妹 Every 2 or 3 years we ask: "Want a little brother?"
很恼火而沉默 He gets pissed off.
好恐怖 I'm afraid.
真的恐怖 We're afraid.
喂 喂 How are you?
我是塔尼那勤的爸爸 记得吗？ Sara, it's Lorenzo, Daniele's Dad. Remember?
能叫尼爸爸接电话吗 Put Dad on, please.
小猫的叫声呢 How does the cat go?
还有蟋蟀 And the grasshopper?
蟋蟀很威风啊 The grasshopper goes "cri-cri".
我知道了，叫你爸爸接电话 Now put on Dad, please.
羔羊呢？ And the lamb?
雄鸡是呵呵 The rooster goes "cock-a-doodle-doo".
怎么会呢 How does...
喂，给你爸爸 Sara, please, put Dad on.
小驴子是呜呜 The donkey goes "hee-haw".
那样，我是叫不出来的 I don't know all of them.
很久以前 沙里那岛全部是只有一个孩子 For years now, Salina was dominated by only children. Each family...
无论那个家庭？ 因为只有一个小孩 Each family has one child, only one,
所以所有的希望都寄托在小孩身上 to whom was entrusted the command of the situation.
如，连电话也是不行的 It was impossible to communicate by phone.
无论在哪一个家庭？ In the homes,
话筒都被小孩所掌握 children intercepted all calls...
喂，把电话给你爸爸或你妈 It's Rosanna. Dad or Mom there?
我给爸爸 鲍罗 Here's Dad. Bye.
喂，我是鲍罗 Hello, who's there? I'm Paolo.
你叫什么名字？ 几岁？ 我是谁 What's your name? What's my name?
弗朗科 It's Franco.
小猪呢 And the little pig?
河马呢 And the hippopotamus?
麒麟的声音我不知道 I don't know the giraffe!
小猪是嗯嗯 The little pig.
麒麟及燕子的声音我不知道 I don't know the swallow!
妈妈还是爸爸在家 Who's home, Mom or Dad?
妈妈和爸爸都在 Mom and Dad are here, but I'm gonna tell you a story.
我有话要问你 Here goes...
我说的你明白吗？ Un-der-stand what I'm say-ing?
我在听你的“话” 真的明白吗 把电话给爸爸 - Fine, go ahead. - Understand when I talk? Put Mom on...
小猪 The little pig.
起来 Wake up!
塔尼那勤在等我们 No! The light!
再过15分钟就是最差劲的时候 In 15 minutes it's the worst time of day.
上午3点是“狼之时” - Why? - It's almost 3:00 A.M.
“狼之时”是最差劲的时候 - The hour of the wolf. - The hour of the wolf!
最寂寞的时刻 The hour when we're the loneliest.
每晚 Every 3:00 A.M., for 12 years,
我们都把塔尼那勤移到我们寝室 Daniele gets in bed with us. You coming?
你们也是 - May we? - Come in.
塔尼那勤，怎么啦？ 害怕吗 - How is it going tonight? Are you scared? - No.
今晚有很多人 There's lots of us to keep you company.
过来，到中间来 Under the covers!
不怕了吧 - Sure you're not scared? - Yes, yes!
没有雇临时保姆 为什么 - He's never had a baby-sitter. - Why not?
经常我们在塔身边 经常？ - We've always stayed with him. - Always!
外出时怎么办 - You've never gone out? - Never.
我们不外出 每晚看书 So we've read everything: Von Kleist, Hegel.
黑格尔 Spinoza...
库诺芬的哲学书 - We read all of Xenophon, - Svevo.
海诺托斯的历史书 - Herodotus... - Then...
还有 Tacitus.
历史书以及其他 All of it!
圣阿葛斯蒂诺 Saint Augustine...
多鲁芬尼的小说 基肯罗的我读了好多遍 - Delfini, Meneghello e Capitini. - Cicero, read and re-read.
卢梭的我也读过 And Rousseau...
莱布尼兹 比格塔茵 - And Leibnitz... - Wittgenstein.
日记先生，那是巴那列亚岛 Dear Diary, we sail by the island of Panarea.
简那鲁多说过没有来过这个岛 Gerardo says he's never been,
但指出迪斯科和餐馆 but points out the nights spots, the discos, the restaurants, the pubs.
最好不要下船 We decide not to stop in Panarea.
去，斯特笼玻利岛 We sail towards Stromboli,
不做完工作 where we're sure we'll finally manage to...
公元前的诗人提布罗的诗 Some lines of Tibullus came to mind
很像是描绘电视前的我们 that describe how we are in front of the TV.
“很棒” "Quam juvat": how beautiful...
座位和椅子都沉没了 When we're slumped on a couch: "Cubantem".
“风和风之间的剧烈争斗” “这些从远处听到” To hear the impetuous winds: "Immites ventos", battling amongst themselves.
我是从 （海之广场） 那个节目中想出来的 I remember them thanks to a variety show.
把笔记给我 Give it to me!
不是说好等我写好我的工作安排在给你吗 The list of what you were supposed to make me do!
如大家所说那样 Everyone told me:
一旦到斯托笼玻利岛 就会被气流所袭击 on arriving in Stromboli you feel "the menacing presence of the volcano".
我跟简那鲁多吵架了 Gerardo and I have a fight.
我已经给他工作的安排表 He didn't remind me I was here to work.
记住以后没有给我 I had given him my "to do" list
使时间白白流逝 but all I've done is waste my time.
我是村长，欢迎光临 I'm the Mayor! Glad to meet you, Professor.
住宿交给我们 Please, be our guests.
布因为是工作，最好是宾馆 No, we'd prefer a hotel, we have to concentrate.
有适合利的房子 A friend has a perfect place. Come!
从日本来的农学家将来会 We're expecting a Japanese agronomist responsible for the 110,000 acres
他是东京 around Tokyo.
28000公顷土地的负责人 He wants to talk about my projects.
Riccardo! Riccardo!
是来学习这个岛的调和的秘密 He wants to understand the secret of our equilibrium.
开门，是我 It's me!
进口，LA梛子树 I've given up the plan for an avenue
中止了造行道树的道路 with palm trees from L.A.!
我想找回已丢失的个性和传统 I'd like to give this island back the identity it has lost.
所以，要做广场，庭院喷水池，剧场 Piazzas, streets, gardens, fountains, theaters!
让客人在这儿住 不行 - They have no place to sleep. - That's enough!
太没礼貌了 Excuse me.
虽有很多计划，但一个也行不通 I have so many projects... but they all fall through!
大家都反对 Everyone is so hostile here.
为什么要反对 Why are they so hostile?
能留宿2个客人吗 I need to put these friends up...
跟阿姆斯特鲁水库不一样 The opposite of Amsterdam, where you walk at night,
那儿整条街就像一个人家一样 as if wandering through living rooms, bedrooms...
很明亮，开放 那条街窗帘也不需要 Everything's lit up, visible, a life... without curtains.
我是村长，不要这样态度嘛 I'm the Mayor, you can't treat me like this!
这些人因为工作要在这儿呆几天 They have to concentrate three or four days...
难道就没一个人帮一下忙 They don't cooperate. It's no use.
或许是因那不祥的火山的原因 Must be the volcano's menacing presence.
虽有人才 We have the human material:
因是与德国人混合的 there's a mixture between Italians and Germans,
无论哪一家都是大家族 very interesting!
和沙里那岛不同 Big families, not like in Salina with zero growth.
每家都有3个孩子左右 I have 3 children, for example.
虽然不错 All this wasted potential!
但实际上很遗憾 What a shame!
从这儿先走 这条路？ - Here you have to continue on foot. - Up this way?
不要紧，慢慢走 Go slow and steady. Sorry,
我要接从日本学者那儿来的电话 I'm expecting a call from the Japanese agronomist,
东京的28000公顷的那个 the one responsible for the 110,000 acres.
谢谢你，明天见 Fine, goodbye. See you tomorrow, thanks.
被缠上了 There's something hypnotic,
很久以前的羁绊 不要回头 an ancient link... Don't turn around.
不要回头 Don't turn around!
为什么 What's wrong?
在下面有美国人 A group of Americans, at the rest area.
好好听 TV系列的 Do me a favor, I'm embarrassed.
萨里·斯佩库托拉把怀孕的事告诉丈夫了吗 I'd like to know if Sally Spectra told her husband she was pregnant, or not...
往前说 "The bold and the Beautiful".
斯蒂芬装置了窃听器 And did Stephanie learn anything
找到了前夫的新妻子 on her ex-husband's ex-wife.
南希是谁的老婆 Whose wife is Nancy?
是宋的 Thorne's.
斯蒂芬在哪儿装了窃听器 Where did Stephanie plant the mikes?
前夫的新妻子的家里 In the home of her ex-husband's new wife!
（萨里是） Why?
萨里是什么？ What was Sally Spectra's problem?
是不是把怀孕的事告诉丈夫 She's pregnant! Does her husband know or not?
（萨里·斯佩库托拉把怀孕的事告诉丈夫？）
（漂亮的） 的萨里
（还有一件事）
（宋的婚姻生活很好吗）
（或者是南希是否呆上了网球教练？）
（现在南希对网球教练很着迷）
在这个阶段 In this phase,
宋是没有希望了 There's no hope for Thorne!
我很羡慕在巴那列亚岛上的音乐 I'm so envious of the music of Panarea.
想拜托给E·莫尼克拉 I'd like to ask Ennio Morricone to write some music,
这个岛上的BGM a soundtrack for the village.
如果干的话 - Could be an idea. - Like that western... How does it go?
（西部之旅）
一样 Exactly.
请努力 Good luck with everything.
虽然以后不太可能相见 We may never see each other again...
那个伟大的摄影家 The island lit up by a great photography director.
拜托斯托拉罗 来斯托·笼玻利的夕 阳的演出 Storaro doing the lighting and the sunset of Stromboli!
斯托·笼玻利的振兴 意大利的振兴！ Rebuilding Stromboli from scratch! Rebuilding Italy,
新的生存方式！ a new way of life.
新的光，新的声音以及新的说话方式 New light, new sounds,
新的颜色，新的气味 a new way of talking, new colors, new tastes...
全部变成新的 All new!
好，去巴那列亚岛 Okay, listen, we're going to Panarea.
去巴那列亚岛 We're going to Panarea.
欢迎光临！请原谅我 Welcome! Excuse me...
这个岛上要进行“恶趣味节” I've been preparing a party in honor of bad taste
计划了1年时间 for the last year.
巴加要穿着三角裤前来 Helmut Berger's coming in his underwear.
星期五是我的离婚晚会 Saturday there'II be my divorce party.
就这些？ Do you always organize things like that?
什么都是计划好的，如晚餐和旅行 My company does everything: cocktail parties, trips...
准备了异国情趣的晚餐 A white elephant for an exotic dinner,
在晚会上 a special photographer for a wedding ceremony.
还有非洲的舞蹈 A Watusi to liven up a party.
注意，创造性，机会 … Ideas, creativity, atmosphere, networking.
谢谢，失陪了 Thanks and goodbye!
日记先生，我好幸福 Dear Diary, I'm happy only at sea, sailing,
离开了那些岛，现在在海上 from the island I've left
下一个要到的岛还很遥远 to the one I'm going to.
下一个岛是阿里库提 We're sailing towards Alicudi,
最远最野性的岛 the remotest and wildest island.
利讨厌 （他在那儿） 这个节目吗 Bet you're one of these opposed to "Italy's Most Wanted".
不过，奥迪赛斯 Can we deny Ulysses, after the fall of Troy,
不讨厌他的世界之旅吧？ the right to roam?
魔女吉鲁科和卡鲁普索的插话 To stop at Circe's, Calypso's, Nausicaa's?
当然不是 Certainly not.
留在伊达家的家族找到了奥迪赛斯 But we can't deny his family's right to look for me.
泰勤马科斯在希腊巡逻 His son Telemacus wanders around the Greek Islands
搜寻父亲的消息 looking for his father
问，他在那儿 with a single message, "Wanted: Ulysses".
你好 Good morning.
在意大利没有求援 Italy can't be saved.
他正在等 他？ - He's waiting for you. - Who?
拒绝了成功之人 A man who refused success.
他和岛上的人都讨厌自恋 Hates narcissism. Everyone here does.
阿里库提岛自欢迎 Alicudi welcomes only those who think like Alicudi.
与岛上人相同想法的人 Here you'll find energy to work.
好像如此 I know. I've been told.
尚有？ 阿 - Is it far? - Yes.
有其他的路吗 Any other roads?
没有路 There are no roads.
没有路？ There aren't any roads!
那人是 路桥 Listen, this person... who is expecting us.
卖得太多？ Too successful!
作为奖赏来到这个岛 He came here to atone.
只有这个岛 是吧 - Alicudi is "the" island. - I know.
不喜欢其他的岛 I don't like the other islands.
其他的只有妥协 They are all corrupted.
不知孤独 They don't know how to live alone.
我们在孤独中生活 Here everyone lives alone.
恩斯贝鲁卡 Enzensberger...
电视上说是无价的 says television is nothingness. Fine.
但是这期间的足球转播 But prove to me that the soccer match
洪都拉斯和比利时的热身赛是没价值的吗 Honduras-Belgium 3 to 2, with all its thrills,
是阿 was worth nothing. - Actually...
那个没有价值的是有价值的 怎样 That nothing seemed a lot to me. And to you!
是的，我也这样认为 Okay, for me too.
终场间的PK 这有点问题 - That last minute penalty... - Yes, but I have a problem to solve.
是没有百叶窗 There are no shutters.
这样一来 I know...
明天早上天亮后，眼睛就会睁开 tomorrow morning I'll be awake at dawn.
房间如果是亮的话，就睡不着 I can only sleep in pitch black.
我也承认 - Yes, I admit it. - What?
这不好吗 Yeah, okay...
但被收起来了 - But I'm over it now. - Good.
确实在这儿心平静下来了 It's peaceful here, no?
这个岛 … On this island...
你在这呢 You're here?
是的，我羡慕不外出的人 I never go out because men are scary.
太亮了，睡不着，因为没有百叶窗 I can't sleep with light;
有玻璃胶纸带吗 there's no shutters. Do you have any tape?
在那边 I want to put together...
我找到了这张纸板 I found this cardboard.
我想到处漂泊 我们太看重这儿啦 I want to live here without roots. Our roots are too heavy.
我一直喂意大利和意大利人感到羞耻 All these years I've been ashamed of Italy.
其他的岛也感到羞耻 Ashamed of the other islands:
贪欲，品质低下，无知下的自恋 so greedy, overfed, ignorant and narcissistic.
这些人 不感到有罪 Where people who don't feel guilty live.
我们为了他们在这儿思考 We've retired here to think of others.
意大利人是世界上最俗的国民之一 Italians are one of the most vulgar people on earth.
这个国家无止境追求笑 This country has such a desperate need to laugh.
有值得笑的东西吗 What's there to laugh about?
我吃这个外皮可以吗 Can I have the crust?
来这阿里库提，我经历了很多东西 We've been in Alicudi a few days.
确实跟其他岛有很大的不同 It's really a different island from the others
好不容易才集中精神工作 and we finally succeed in concentrating.
相当安静 Here it's very calm.
令人恐惧的安静 Deadly calm.
在工作啊 Are you working?
我在写日记 I'm writing my diary for now, but...
我在给法王写信 I'm writing to the Pope
在电视剧中法王被逐出师门 because he excommunicated soap operas.
电视剧认为家族调和之敌是 He says they harm family togetherness.
“亲爱的法王先生” Dear Holy Father,
“不好意思，我弄错了” forgive me, but you are wrong,
“现在，家族都被自我主人所蒙蔽” our families are more and more withdrawn.
“拜电视剧所赐” Thanks to soap operas
“表现出了对其他家族的兴趣和好奇心” we express interest in other, faraway families
“能够区分烦恼，悲伤和欢乐” with whom we share problems, dramas and joys.
10点30分的 "Ines, a Secretary", 10:30 A.M.
（弗拉明戈·路德） "Flamingo Road", 12:50 P.M.
（爱的时节） "Falconcrest", 2:00 P.M.
2点25分的 （玛利亚） "Maria", 2:25 P.M.
其他的 （萨塔·巴巴拉） "Santa Barbara", same time, different channel.
4点25分的 （塞内斯特） "Celeste", 4:25 P.M.
7点15分的 （漂亮的） "The Bold and the Beautiful", 7:15 P.M.
虽然一点也没看 A few days without TV,
但并不寂寞 but I don't miss it.
在这个岛上 - On this island... - On this island?
在这个岛上？ 没有电 There's no electricity.
于是？ So?
没有电视 There's no TV here.
电视 Television!
电梯 Elevator!
电话 Telephone!
热水 Hot water!
请等一下 Wait for me!
电视 Television!
没有电视怎能活下去 How can you live without TV? Stop!
恩斯贝鲁家 Hans Magnus Enzensberger stirs my pity
说电视是没价值的，是错的 when he says TV transmits nothingness!
等一下 Stop!
K·波巴的想法也太错了 Karl Popper, you're mistaken!
电视不是毁坏孩子的怪物 TV is not a monster corrupting children.
错了孩子即使看了电视也不会变为傻瓜 Children don't become moronic
在睁开眼时，也看到梦 watching TV, they daydream
过去一边听童话和传说 跟做梦一样 as in old times they daydreamed listening to fables and legends.
第三章 医生 - CHAPTER III: DOCTORS -
日记先生 我在医院已有一年了 Dear Diary, I've kept the prescriptions accumulated in a year
医生给我处方 and all the notes I took
和我的笔记都剪下来 after every doctor's appointment.
所以，这章的故事都是这样的 Nothing in this chapter is invented:
药的事情 prescriptions,
诊断的样子 doctors' appointments,
医生的话 conversations with doctors.
一个半小时？ 好，我等你 At home after 1:30 P.M. Thanks, bye.
一个半小时来我家 At home after 1:30 P.M., we can...
化学疗法的最终检查 It's my last session of chemotherapy,
“肿伤”有问题 treatment for cancer.
决定拍片 I've decided to film it.
我不会逃的 He can, but inevitably...
真的 不是撒谎 Well, that's true, though.
不，是撒谎 No, that's not true.
不要包起耳朵 Careful with the ear.
接下来 - How is it now? Too low? - No, no, go ahead.
没事了 Is it tight enough?
不要动 Is it okay?
医生 检查药准备得怎样 - Doctor? - Yes? - Is there Deticene in there?
如果一注意，就会痒 Better not to know! Does it sting?
现在没什么事 A little. Let's leave it, but stick around.
我有一晚被突然而来的剧痒所困扰 One day I started to itch especially at night.
一开始以为是出麻疹，后来证实是错了 I called it hives, but it was nothing of the sort.
以前听说罗马皮肤科医院不错 I'd heard of a famous Dermatological Institute in Rome.
按介绍从全国来的患者 People come at dawn, even from out of the town,
拿到等待券，排队等候 they take a number and wait their turn.
莫乐提 布鲁尼克，53年8月 19日 出生 Moretti Giovanni, born in Brunico 19/8/1953.
以前有同样的病吗 没有 - Have you ever been treated for this before? - No, it's the first time.
症状怎样 非常痒 - What's wrong with you? - I have a terrible itch.
几时开始的 脚和手腕 - Since when? - Almost a month.
痒的时间是什么时候 特别是在晚上很激烈 - When is it worst? - During the night.
皮肤比较干燥 The skin is a little dry...
挺腹 Let's look here...
是疥癣吗 I was afraid it was scabies...
不是，疥癣一般在下层的人中流行 No, that's a disease that usually affects other social classes.
有反应 Yes, there's a reaction.
有肝脏病吗 是的，相当久以前有 - Have you had hepatitis? - Yes, a long time ago.
还有没有其他的病史 没有 - Other important illnesses? - No.
吃饭了没有 有 - Do you eat? - What do you mean?
在海边晒太阳就行了 You should go somewhere warm, to the seaside.
因为空气皮肤干燥 Cold dries the skin,
所以就痒 increasing these symptoms.
组胺每天晚饭前服一勺 I'll give you 1 Histamen before dinner.
弗兰丁每天早上服用 1 Flantadin, in the morning for a week.
到第二周时量减半 A half pill the second week.
虽然不断地吃药，但痒还是没有消失 I take all the pills but the itch doesn't go away.
去了医院 I return to the Institute.
但以前的那个医生不在 The doctor's not there that day.
由别的医生诊断 Another doctor examines me.
你皮肤干燥 - Your skin's very dry, needs nourishing. - I know.
硬币？ A coin?
不要碰那些黑痔 Watch out for the moles.
谢了 Thank you.
皮肤斑症，食物过敏 Dermatographism, I think it's a food allergy.
穿起衣服 You can get dressed.
压力也是一个原因 Could also be a nervous problem, stress.
你的职业怎样 The life we lead, you lead, Mr. Moretti.
按上一个医生的处方吃药 Here's your colleague's prescription: Histamen, Fitamid.
是按这样的吗 不 - Should I keep taking them? - No.
进行血液检查 测血压和血流速度 Get some lab tests: blood count, sedimentation rate,
按照我的指示 I'll order them...
要是福林维他命 一个月 ，每天早上一勺 Now I'll give you Fristamin, 1 a day for a month.
你的血液 … Prazene drops...
检查结果，你的红血球量所 占的比例为46% Hematocrit 46,
血红蛋白值是16。 3 hemoglobin 16.3,
红血球 … red cell count...
我进行了血液检查 结果正常 I do the blood tests, the results are normal.
但是痒不但没有消失，反而比以前更厉害了 But the itching continues, even increases.
我想起了一个有名的皮肤专家 I remember there's a famous dermatologist in Rome,
称之为“皮肤学界之王” a sort of Prince of dermatologists.
找到了他的事务所的电话号码 I phone the Prince's office.
我想教授帮我诊断 I'd like an appointment with the Professor.
3个月后？ Fully booked for three months?
我现在就想 我非常痒 It's urgent, I have a terrible itch...
由教授的助手吗 Who's the Professor substitute, his Assistant?
正在给其他患者看病 You send him the overflow...
那个医生的电话号码是多少 Fine, give me his number.
多谢！ 再见 Thanks, goodbye.
你的压力很大啊 Are you going through a stressful period?
是因为痒 有没有过度喝咖啡 - Yes, because of the itching. - Drink a lot of coffee or tea?
红茶倒有 A lot of tea.
一天控制在一杯以内，无论是咖啡还是红茶 可乐也是 Per day, drink at most one tea, one coffee or one Coke.
我知道的 I understand.
这一些医生的处方条 These are the medicines the others gave me.
我知道，是一些好医生 I know them, good colleagues...
但是我的处方不同 I'll give you something else:
在冲凉前后 Anfo 3 for the shower.
阿鲁发和伊豆罗斯请 Idroskin after the shower,
弗罗兰 Infloran,
早上刚起来时服一勺 早饭前 a pill one day on an empty stomach.
泰拉斯生诊断：03 阿泰拉斯 Atarax,
上午一勺 1 pill in the morning,
晚上一勺 1 pill in the afternoon...
我相信药 I like to take medicines,
相信有效 and I like to think they do me good.
但对这个助手医生不信任 But the assistant was too ill-at-ease.
善意过去了，我也不相信药啦 I couldn't believe him, even with goodwill.
只有这时 It was the only time
才没有去药店 I didn't go to the pharmacy.
但我还是去了皮肤科医院 I go back to the Dermatological Institute.
这次不是皮肤科，是过敏科 Not to the dermatology clinic, but to the allergy clinic.
担心黑痔 - These tests... - Watch out for moles!
我想查一下是什么过敏 Will show you if you're allergic.
大面积检查 First we test the main groups,
食物，灰尘，花粉之类的 foods, dust, and pollens,
然后仔细检查 then identify the individual substances.
一星期每天扎30针 For 1 week I get 30 pricks a day on my back.
我的过敏症是牛奶那样的乳制品 I'm allergic to milk products,
鱼和猪肉 nuts, fish and pork.
几天后详细表出来了 The following days, they identify specific foods
但如果按表上所说的 I'm allergic to and mustn't eat.
我什么都不能吃 I'm allergic to many foods,
我想要过敏的免疫剂 and I need a vaccine.
过敏有玉米，大麦，萝 卜和洋葱 These foods are: corn, barley, oats, garlic, onions, mustard, almonds,
扁桃，扁豆，蛋豆，洋蒹，红菜，蛇麻草 beans, soy, peas, parsley, artichokes, lettuce, tea,
粟，鲢，沙丁鱼，金枪鱼 hops, pepper, chestnuts, salmon, sardines, tuna,
牛奶，牛酪，山羊酪 cow milk protein, cow casein, goat casein,
瑞士奶酪，和意大利奶酪 荷兰奶酪和猪肉 Swiss cheese, gorgonzola, Dutch and pork.
痒治不了 The itching continues,
但通过朋友引见 but, through a friend,
在暑假前 I finally get to see the Prince of dermatologists,
可以和“皮肤界之王”相见 just before the holidays.
科罗布丁每天3次 Colopten 3 times a day.
治那灵每次饭后20滴 Cinazyn 20 drops after meals,
卡布罗尼18小时一次 Caprolisin one vial at 6:00 P.M.
就寝前 库沙拉库斯和阿塔拉 Before going to bed, alternate Fenistil, Xanax and Atarax.
每天？ 交差 - One different evenings. - Alternate. - Fine.
这些是止你手和脚的痒 For legs and arms, these 4 medicines.
头部的痒 For the scalp itch I'Ecoval Scalp Fluid,
每晚滴3滴ESF 3 drops at night.
头每天洗一次 3种洗头水轮流用 Remember to wash your hair daily alternating 3 shampoos I've prescribed.
每天？ - Every day? - Every day.
我想听听还有什么问题 Moretti, you must help me.
我是你的崇拜者 - My family and I are your fans. - Thank you.
拜托的话，无论在什么热的日子 Help me. Though it's summer and hot,
都应穿上棉袜子 you must always wear knee-high cotton socks.
你现在没穿袜子吧 因为是夏天 - I see you don't wear socks! - Not in summer.
夏天也要穿棉袜 Knee-high cotton socks
长袖的T恤，即使在海边 and long-sleeved shirts even at the beach.
肌肤一定要时常跟木棉接触 The skin must always be in contact with cotton.
我的避暑地的电话号码是 - I'll jot down my beach house phone. - Thank you.
在秋天就会变好 When you come back, you'll be feeling better.
能得到林的会诊真是太好了 Hope so. Sorry, I showed up unexpectedly.
诊费由你朋友付 Miss, a special price for Mr. Moretti.
再加上伊库提安 Creams too: Ictyane, Akerat...
收录干软膏 And Fargan cream
洗发是阿波拉和收库坦，斯科尼 and Factan, Apolar and Mavigen shampoos.
这3种我也全要 - All three? - Yes, I have to alternate.
每天就这样 想读那些药的说明书 One day I decide to read the information sheets in the boxes.
只是刚开始 Something I never do.
卡布罗利津 Caprolisin.
是什么 Let's see...
止血 对内出血等 Anti-hemorrhagic recommended for all hemorrhagic syndromes,
所有出血症状都有效 internal hemorrhaging.
不需要 Caprolisin: out.
扔掉这些 Then
其那津 Cinazyn.
提高血液循环，增进血流速度 Helps circulation, increases blood flow,
帮助脑内血液循环 for poor cerebral circulation...
血液循环的奇那伊，拜拜 So Cinazyn helps circulation: out!
拜托，免疫剂来了 Dear Diary, the vaccines have arrived.
安全起见 Just to be sure, I call
给对熟悉免疫学的朋友打个电话 an immunologist friend.
库多？ 我是那尼 Hi Guido, it's Nanni.
啊，什么呀 简单说明一下 Listen, it's too long to explain.
一个半月以前 接受了过敏检查 A month and a half ago, I had tests
吃饭都要被束缚 and discovered I was allergic to many foods.
拿到了免疫剂 I ordered a vaccine which arrived...
过敏症刺激的危险 What? Anaphylactic shock?
朋友说免疫剂没有用 He tells me the vaccines are useless
如果得了过敏症，这样做就会很危险 and can make you go into shock.
说可能不是过敏 That is not a food allergy...
如果是过敏的话，麻疹就会出现 不单只是出现痒 Allergy gives hives, a rash, not just an itch.
我又去找了其他的皮肤科医生 I go back to seeing dermatologists.
没有那个象“皮肤界之王”那么有名 There's one not so famous as the Prince
但名声不错 我去求诊了 who I've heard good things about. I make an appointment with him.
摩托车坏了，坐汽车去吧 My Vespa is broken, so I take the car.
阻塞了一个小时，很焦急 Stuck in traffic for one hour, you get jumpy in traffic.
因为有病，去了医生那里 You go to the doctor because you're sick,
先付钱，他这样说 you pay to hear:
你这是刺激性的病 心理的因素很大 you're acting like a loser. It's psychological,
取决于你 我看你像个失败者 depends on you. I see you are acting like a loser.
你干吗要搔 痒 - Why are you scratching? - The itch...
忍耐一下，你一搔，它又会痒 There's no urgent need, but you're scratching.
托里没托 每天一滴一星期 Anyway, Trimeton, one shot daily for seven days.
弗托斯第鲁每晚一勺，列基第鲁姆 Fenistil, one pill at night, Legederm cream, when needed.
痒时 Thank you.
这处方，至于治得好，治不好 全在于你 I've given you the treatment, but remember: it depends on you.
这样我才知道痒的原因 只是心理上的原因 Now I'm convinced that the cause of this itch is psychological.
全部在于我，是我错了 It depends on me, it's my fault, only my fault.
在这痒治好的8个月前 I try to remember what happened 8 months ago
我做了什么 when the itching started.
全部在于我，跟医生预约 It depends on me, he says I have to cooperate,
即使痒也不能搔 force myself not to scratch.
全看我自己 It all depends on me.
这样我一定不会治好 If it depends on me, I'm sure I won't make it.
想到痒 My mother gave me silk pyjamas
母亲给我的睡衣和麻布西装 and linen sheets to alleviate the itch.
现在，因为痒而导致失眠症 Now, at night, it's not just an itch.
睡你了30分钟就会醒 I wake up after half an hour.
能够睡着的时间只有一个半小时 到两个小时 I sleep an hour and a half, two hours.
这种反射疗法，妇人能够治好 I've been treating this lady...
胆固醇减少后，很高兴 After a few sessions, her cholesterol went down.
很兴奋 Satisfying.
我的痒怎样才能治好 I'm at loss with my itch.
不要吃红色食物，如土豆，红萝 卜 Avoid all red foods: tomatoes, carrots, oranges, strawberries.
吉子，草莓，红色的全部不要吃 Red foods, nil!
我昨晚到早上一直在搔痒 Last night I didn't stop scratching...
你拇指受伤了，拇指可很重要啊 You've hurt your big toe.
你想伤害它吗 The toe is the head: you wanted to hurt your head last night.
涂上奶油 So should I put a cream on it?
用卷心菜的叶来擦 Use a compress with cabbage leaves.
用叶来抚摸，来擦会很有效 Take the leaves, dip them in boiling water and make a compress. It's better.
我知道了，试试看 I see. Perfect.
用反射疗法大概也治不好 I didn't know if those massages would do me good,
但也不坏 but they'd do no harm.
这样的气氛 It was pleasant,
也使我有30分钟的轻松 that half hour relaxed me.
我用了反射疗法的那个女医生的处方 The reflexologist prescribed calendula cream,
把里贝丝·尼古鲁米和提尼亚·托面托杂 the Ribes Nigrum and Tilia Tomentosa
放入米糠的浴池也很有效 and told me to take bran baths.
体重不断减轻，每晚都出很多汗 I continue to lose weight and I get night sweats.
我来到中医中心 I go to a Chinese Medical Center.
诊断的是曾医生和杨医生 Two doctors, Chu Hu and Yang, examine me.
把我的脉 中途又交换位置 They take my pulse, then trade places.
你喝风了没有 Have you been exposed to wind?
经常坐摩托车，碰到强风 Wind? Well, I ride a Vespa, but Rome isn't that windy...
也就是说，用中医的话来说 痒一遇到风 In traditional Chinese medicine itch corresponds to wind in the blood.
伸出舌头 白色有粘状 Stick out your tongue. It's white, sticky.
你感到肝脏重吗 Fallen kidneys?
肝脏重？ Fallen kidneys?
医生说是不是房事过多 Dr. Yang asks if you're overindulged in sex.
没有 No.
痛吗 有一点 - Hurt you? - A bit.
还有两针就好了 The last two, okay?
好了 Very good.
杨医生把我放在屋里，自己出去了 Dr. Yang leaves me alone in the room.
这样迷迷糊糊过了15分钟 He leaves me for 15 minutes,
我甚至打瞌睡 I even doze off.
医生回来了 Then he returns.
怎么样 - How are you? - Fine.
有点烫吧 - You feel a little heat? - Yes.
通过诊疗以后 For now, acupuncture has no effect
痒和不眠都没有好 on the itch or the insomnia.
但是在中医中心，大家都很亲切 At the Chinese Medical Center they're nice.
气氛很好 所以治疗继续 There's a pleasant atmosphere, so I keep trying.
紧紧抓住 Hold tight, like that.
怎么样 很好 - How's that? - Fine.
痛吗 是的 - Does it hurt? - Yes.
很强了吧 是的 - Can I turn it up? - Yes.
这是治痒的电气针疗法 To treat the itch they try electric acupuncture,
针名叫“梅花针” with something they call a "plum flower needle".
但是杨医生注意到我咳嗽了 But Dr. Yang notices my cough,
咳嗽就表明了治疗不正确 says the treatment's not working, isn't correct.
就拍了胸部X光 It would be best to do a chest X-ray.
脱下衣服 Take your jacket off.
t恤也是？ The t-shirt too?
抱着这个 Hold the box,
抬起下巴 chin slightly lifted.
深呼吸 Breathe.
停 Hold it.
就这样 Don't breathe.
在那拍的照片掩起来了 The technician develops the X-ray,
肺的周围如果影子多 Tells Silvia there's a mass around the lung
我就要做CT and says to get a CAT scan right away.
味道很怪 Is it disgusting?
香味 - No, tastes like anisette. - In that case...
闭住呼吸 Don't breathe, don't move.
开始呼吸 Breathe.
闭息 Stop, don't breathe.
呼吸 Breathe.
闭息 Stop, don't breathe.
呼吸 Breathe.
头部CT之间 While I'm getting the CAT scan of my head,
在医师的检查了肺的相片以后 the radiologist examines the chest scan.
向西鲁比亚和安吉杰罗 He talks about it with Silvia and Angelo.
说了有肺肉肿 Says he thinks I have a sarcoma of the lung.
两人问肺肉肿是什么，医师说是肺癌 They ask what a sarcoma is. "Lung cancer."
医师说治疗已经晚了 According to him, any attempt at treatment would be useless.
是那医生搞错了 Luckily, the radiologist guessed wrong.
我2天后动了手术 They operate two days later
朋友们站在旁边 and a doctor friend present at the operation
医生说主刀医师是这么说的 says later that the surgeon,
切下来的我的肉肿 looking at a piece he'd cut out,
仔细看了 said:
“这是淋巴，要舍弃2个睾丸” "I'll bet my ball this is Hodgkin's lymphoma."
“如不舍弃2个睾丸” "Not both balls, but one yes."
这个淋巴就是淋巴癌 Hodgkin's is a cancer of the lymphatic system,
用药就能治好的癌 a treatable cancer.
后天，在家 在医学词典的第一页就能看到 One day, at home, I leaf through a handbook of medicine.
关于“淋巴肉肿”的项目 Under "Lymphoma" it says:
“症状是痒和体重减轻” "Symptoms include itch, weight loss, and sweating."
这样我就进行了学习 I have learned one thing from this story.
不，进行2个方面 Or rather two:
第一 医生如何说知道了 但如何听不知道了 first, that doctors know how to talk but don't know how to listen.
因为这些庸医的缘故 And now I'm surrounded by all the useless medicines
现在在我的周围的那些没用的药 一点也没用 I took over the course of a year.
第二个是，每天早上喝一杯水不错 The second thing I learned is that in the morning, before breakfast,
早饭前喝一杯水是健康的 it's healthy to drink a glass of water.
对于肾脏及其他部位都有好处 They say it's good for the kidneys, or something...
确实很好 Anyway, it's healthy.
那么 在奶油咖啡和面包前 Well then: a light cappuccino, a roll...
喝一杯水 And a glass of water.