如果我不付饭钱 你还会爱我吗 Would you still love me if I couldn't pay for dinner?
大概会吧 Possibly.
好 Yeah.
我们要怎么办 What do we do?
让我想想 I'm thinking.
我们可以大吵一架 We, we could have a big row.
干点出格的事 他们就会轰我们走 And... and throw some shit. They might kick us out.
我之前这么干过 太引人注目了 不好 Uh, been done, and it would draw too much attention.
你干嘛呢 Wh... What are you doing?
我把鞋脱了 I'm taking my shoes off.
我先走 I'm going to leave first,
然后你看准时间 and then when the time is right,
比如服务员没注意到你的时候 like when the maitre d's not, um, looking...
你就赶紧跑 我在街上等你 you meet me down the street.
先生 结帐 Uh, excuse me, sir?
快跑 快跑 Hey, run! Run, run, run!
混蛋 Fucker!
亲爱的 Baby!
你还好吗 Are you OK?
快跑没气了 Oh, I'm dying.
我们好赞啊 That was so epic!
我们甩掉他了吗 Well, did we lose him?
不知道 I don't know.
真的 都不知道他们追没追 Really, did they even chase us?
怎么了 What?
看啊 看啊 Hey, hey, hey, look, look, look. Look at them.
多漂亮 是吧 This is pretty good, isn't it?
是啊 Yeah, it is.
怎么 What?
我只有一颗心 There's only one heart in this body.
对我仁慈点 好吗 Have mercy on me.
闭嘴 Shut up.
咱这是听啥呢 What the fuck are we listening to?
我生活的主题曲 The soundtrack of my life.
挺好 That's nice.
能不能趁我还没投河自尽 把这歌赶紧换了 Can we change it before I dive off a bridge?
那你想听什么 Oh, there's something you would rather listen to?
无所谓 只要不是这种 I don't care, just something
难听到让我想自杀的就好 that doesn't make me want to kill myself?
-康纳 只是首歌而已 -快换了吧 -It's just a song, Conor. -Come on, change it.
-要咖啡吗 -算了 -Coffee? -Eh, I'm good with that.
-谢谢 -那好 -Thank you. -Great.
你混蛋的本事越来越高了 You know, you're developing a real talent for being an asshole.
等你到我这岁数 你也会变得这么混蛋 Well, when you grow up, you can too.
你们这都生气啥呢 What are you all pissy about?
我就等你来同情我呢 There is the compassion I've been looking for.
是啊 我生来就干这个的 That's what I'm here for.
你故意的嘛 亚历克西斯 Seriously, Alexis?
咋了 What?
-这一点也不好笑 -我觉得挺好笑 -It's not funny. It's not funny. -It's kind of funny.
快换了吧 Change it?
不换 No.
换吧 Change it.
天噜 Whoa!
你刚才砸的 是你自己店里的东西 That was yours, just so you know.
别这么混蛋 兄弟 Oh, pull your head out of your ass, man.
你管我 Blow me.
我出去走走 I'm gonna go take a stroll.
行 你小心点儿 All right. Hey, be careful.
外面的世界很危险 It's a dangerous world out there.
那是 Apparently.
爱你 Love you.
你好啊 拉尔夫 Hey, Ralph.
几点了 What time is it?
六点半 6:30.
你今天出门了吗 You get outside today?
吃东西了吗 You eat something, or...?
没 Mm-mm.
你还好吗 You OK?
我昨晚失眠了 好像忘了怎么睡觉 I swear, I forgot how to fall asleep last night.
康纳 别 Don't, Conor.
我梦到你有外遇了 I had a dream you were having an affair.
被你发现了 How'd you find out?
这个月我第四次做这样的梦了 It's the fourth one I've had this month.
我跟谁外遇 Who am I having the affair with?
一个黑头发女生 我也不知道是谁 Some vague girl with dark hair.
-可能只是戴着假发的你啊 -不是的 -Maybe it's you in a wig. -It's not.
只是梦 没什么好担心吧 Yeah, well, I wouldn't worry about it, all right?
在我回餐馆之前 You want to order some food
我们要叫东西吃吗 or something before I have to go back?
你去吧 Maybe you should.
好 那我叫了 Yeah, I, I'm gonna.
我是说你应该去搞外遇 You should have an affair.
我听不懂你说什么了 I... don't know what you're talking about.
你说什么呢 What are you talking about?
咱们最近过得不怎么愉快 Things haven't been very chipper around here.
别这么说 Come on.
不幸慢慢都会过去的 Come on, we're getting by.
你还打算假装多久 How long are you gonna keep pretending?
说真的 我不知道 你是怎么从吃的扯到这上面的 Seriously, I don't know how we got from food to this, but...
你能好好听我说一下吗 OK, just listen to me for one second.
不 我不想听你说这个 I don't... no, I don't want to listen to you for a second.
你找外遇或许对我们都有好处 It might be a good thing.
能让我们的情境更加清晰 It would clear the air.
能让我们之间焕然一新 It would definitely shake things up between us.
我不知道 你从哪儿听的这些乱七八糟 I don't know what planet you're on,
但在咱们这儿 but on this planet,
搞外遇就是搞外遇 fucking around is fucking around,
搞外遇 不是解决问题的最佳方案 and it's not usually the best way to smooth things over.
好吧 Fine.
你要去接么 Are you gonna get that?
-你想接你就接 -我不想接 -You get it if you want. -I don't want to get it.
可能又是你爸 Well, it's probably your dad again.
你想那样吗 Is that what you want?
哪样 What?
搞外遇 你想搞外遇吗 To go fuck around... is that what you want?
我也不知道我想哪样 I don't know what I want.
真的 Seriously?
你想那样吗 Is it what you want?
不想 No.
我们的婚姻 真的已经这么不像样了吗 Are we really doing this badly?
康纳 这一年已经够难熬了 Conor, it's been an impossible fucking year,
所以请你 不要问这么傻逼的问题好吗 so please don't ask a stupid question like that.
那啥... So, uh...
报纸上有什么新鲜事 what's the paper saying today?
说现在的世界 有什么致命的东西 我们都得死 Oh, apparently, we're all gonna die of something.
是 我听说过这个 Yeah, I heard about that.
这些新闻我真是跟不上了 I can't keep up with all this shit.
你看 全球气候变暖 冰山融化 You know, the ice caps keep melting,
阿富汗有爆炸 something else exploded in Afghanistan,
民主党是一群娘炮 Democrats are bunch of pussies,
致命流感 flu pandemics,
德库宁的艺术展 de Kooning's at the MoMA,
青柠色是今夏流行色 supposedly lime green is the hot color for summer,
还有 傻逼洋基队又输了 and the stupid Yankees lost again.
我感觉我脑袋都要爆炸了 I feel like my head's gonna burst.
那你应该下次试试 关了音乐再看报 Well, you should try reading without the music on, or the TV.
电视也关了 Or both.
我受不了寂静 Can't stand the silence.
给你买了拿铁 I got you a latte.
谢谢 Thank you.
我觉得自己的记忆在消退 I think my memory may be evaporating.
好吧 他们没有麦麸松饼了 所以给你买了蓝莓的 Yeah. They were all out of bran muffins, so I got you blueberry.
我讨厌蓝莓 I hate blueberries.
你精神不错啊 You're in good spirits.
我自己还是可以的 I'm all I can offer.
你到底来这儿干嘛 What are you doing here, anyway?
是你打了大概十次电话... Well, you called, like, ten times, so...
我也不知道 你说要聊聊的 I don't know, you said you wanted to talk about something.
看 我说了吧 记忆力减退 See? Told you. It's evaporating.
时间是把杀猪刀啊 Time's rubbing me out.
斐兰达呢 Where's Fernanda?
谁 Who?
你那讨厌的西班牙老婆 The obnoxious Spanish woman you married.
她说她想改变一下 She wanted a change of scenery.
我对这些事儿 不怎么动感情 I don't like to get emotional about these things.
有助于我保持客观 It helps me stay objective.
反正我一个人更好 I do better on my own, anyway.
行 OK.
那我在这儿干嘛 Why am I here, then?
对了 Oh. Yeah.
我...我需要一个经理人 帮我经营餐厅 I need... I need a manager to run the place.
不不不 No! No!
你等等 让我说完 Aw, come on, now, let, let me finish.
我自己的餐馆挺好 我们前景也不错 I like my place. We do just fine.
太大材小用了 You're better than that.
现在我不想跟你聊这个 I don't really want to have this conversation right now.
我送你接受那么好的教育 I didn't furnish you with a six-figure education
不是为了让你去开那种破地方的 just so you could run some pop stand.
我这里是家真正的餐厅 康纳 This is a real restaurant, Conor.
我不想要你的帮忙 I don't want your help.
我只是想给你个推力 Just trying to give you a hand up,
你个愤世嫉俗的 you Wozzeck.
好吧 W... Well...
既然你这么说了... since you put it that way...
滚吧 Fuck off.
El 我买了中餐 Hey, El. I got Chinese food.
埃莉诺 Eleanor?
喂 Hello?
打扰一下 我找我老婆 Excuse me? I'm looking for my wife.
她叫埃莉诺·勒德洛 Her name is Eleanor Ludlow.
2012房 2层 Room 2012, second floor.
电梯在拐角 Elevator's around the corner.
这边 This way?
-走楼梯更快些 -谢了 -The stairs are faster. -Thank you.
你干什么呢 El What the hell were you doing, El?
我再也受不了 这样的死寂了 I can't stand this silence anymore, so...
你为什么 不跟我说说话呢 ...if you would just say something?
说什么都好啊 Anything?
我受不了了 I can't do this anymore.
受不了什么了 Can't do what?
我再也不想 回到那间公寓了 I'm not going back to that apartment ever.
好 OK.
有时候一切 看起来都没问题 Some days everything seems fine,
但当我一回想那个下午 一切就都完了 but then I hit the afternoon, and it all goes to shit.
我知道 I know.
我是说 我不了解 但... I mean, I don't know, but...
我们可以搬出去 离开这儿 你想去哪都可以 We can get out of here. We can go wherever you want.
我觉得我们应该分开 I think we should take a break.
什么 What?
不 No.
对不起 绝对不可能 I'm so sorry, but no fucking way.
-康纳 康纳 -不可能 -Conor. Conor. -No fucking way.
求你了 El Please, El? Please?
别这么放我鸽子好吗 Do not pick up and bail on me?
你是我生活里最亮的星 You're the star of my life story.
你冷静点 Please be cool about this.
冷静 Be cool?
你还指望我能怎么样呢 How do you expect me to react?
难道说 "天啊 El 听起来太好了" "Gee, El, that sounds dandy."
"好吧好吧 我们分手吧" "Yeah, yeah, let's call it quits.
"根据过去七年我们的恩爱来看" That, that sounds... reasonable,
"现在分手真的太合适" in terms of the last seven years of my life."
我得重新开始 I need to start from scratch.
独自重新开始 我要做一个不一样的自己 Alone. Just try some other version of myself.
没什么开始不开始的 埃莉诺 There's no "scratch," Eleanor.
可能吧 但是我就想重新开始 Maybe, but that's what I want.
如果你是错的呢 What if what you want is wrong?
康纳 在过去六个月里 你都在哪儿呢 Where have you been, Conor, for the last six months?
为什么我感觉这一切折磨 都是我独自一个人应对的呢 Why does it feel like I've had to go through all this on my own?
我不知道 I don't know.
我不知道 因为我一直都在你身边啊 I don't know, 'cause I've been here with you.
求你了 放我走吧 你不明白的 Please, just let me go. You don't understand.
就... Just...
让我消失一段时间吧 Just let me disappear for a while.
亲爱的 Baby...
你告诉我 我该怎么办 just tell me what to do.
你会自己悟到的 You'll figure it out.
你好 Hello?
我找康纳和埃莉诺·勒德洛夫妇 Hey. I'm looking for Conor and Eleanor Ludlow.
你是康纳 Yeah. Conor.
你觉得我跪倒在上苍面前 一切就都能解决吗 You think if I fall to my knees, everything will be all right?
不是的 Well, no.
丧子之痛是很难解释的 I mean, losing a child's not an easy thing to explain.
我要解释个屁啊 What the fuck do I have to explain?
什么都不用 Nothing. You...
你什么都不用解释 Nothing. You don't have to explain anything.
我只是想给你这个 I... I just, I wanted you to have this.
你知道过去几个月 Do you know how many of you assholes we've had to deal with
我跟多少像 你这样的混蛋打过交道吗 in the last couple of months?
不知道 Um... no, I don't.
你现在赶紧滚蛋 我谢谢您了 I'd appreciate it if you'd get away from my door now.
这也太残忍了 That's brutal.
真是... Yeah, that is, uh...
太残忍了 兄弟 that is brutal, man.
可能她在跟你玩藏猫猫 想让你找她 Maybe she wants you to go after her.
不 她才不会 No. She doesn't.
那你等一两天再去找她 Maybe wait a couple of days, then go after her?
斯图 别开玩笑 Stu, don't.
我觉得 Well, I guess...
这事迟早会发生 it was gonna happen... sooner or later.
-闭嘴 -好好好 对不起 -Shut the fuck up. -OK, I'm sorry,
我不知道怎么安慰你 教教我怎么说 I don't know what to say. What am I supposed to say?
你啥都别说 就闭嘴 You don't have to say anything. Just... just shut up,
喝酒 谈谈天气 drink and... talk about the weather.
二号桌客人说 他的烤鸡要是再不上桌 Hey, uh, the dude at table two says he's gonna kick your ass
他就要来揍你们了 if he doesn't get his chicken satay soon.
跟他说 让他吃屁 Well, he can suck my balls.
你自己去说吧 Well, maybe you should tell him that yourself.
二号桌 -Table two? -Mm-hmm.
我去应付 I'll deal With it.
老板 我们没啤酒了 Hey, we're out of beer.
我们怎么可能没啤酒了 What? How can we be out of beer?
后面不是还有两箱吗 We got two boxes back there.
去看看.. Go and check...
少在我餐馆里乱扔东西 You don't throw shit in my place, man.
-你有病吗 -我点的餐呢 -What's your problem? -Where's our fucking food, man?
-听好了 别威胁我的厨子 -你冷静点 -Listen, don't threaten my chef. -OK, calm down.
少他妈让我冷静 Don't tell me to fucking calm down. Hey!
你要是再威胁我的厨子 If you threaten my chef again,
我就把你回旋踢出我的餐馆 懂 I will dropkick you out of the fucking door.
-尼玛你开玩笑 -来啊 -Are you fucking kidding me? -Hey, come on!
干嘛呢 Whoa! Whoa, whoa, whoa! Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
你们得赔钱 You are gonna pay.
-康纳 你没事吧 -滚出去 -Conor, Conor, buddy, you all right? -Get the fuck out!
-滚尼玛的 -滚尼玛的 -Fuck you! -Yeah, fuck you, man!
嘴真干净 快滚 还有你 也滚 Nice comeback. Very nice. Get out of here. You, too.
滚 Get out.
墨镜都忘拿了 傻逼 You forget your stupid sunglasses, too?
傻逼 Fuckhead?
你大概应该考虑雇个保镖 Maybe we should consider hiring a bouncer.
雇不起 没事 Can't afford a bouncer. It's all right.
警察也是不错的公关呢 Cops were good publicity.
是啊 再招来一堆看热闹的 Yeah, and there were, like, 40 bystanders out there.
好吧 乐观点总没错嘛 Well, I appreciate the optimism, guys.
有时候最坏的行为 会激发出最好的结果 Sometimes the worst actions produce the, uh, best results.
有的时候不会的 斯图 Sometimes they don't, Stu.
天 你们几个听起来 就像老妈子 Oh, my God, you guys sound like my grandparents.
你要喝点止痛的吗 Wait, do you want a Advil or something?
不用了 谢谢 No, no, I'm good, thank you.
还有 你别假惺惺的 好像真关心我似的 And you know, you don't have to keep up the bogus compassion.
-没关系 -这么有攻击性啊 -It's all right. -That's a bit aggressive.
刚才你又不是没看见 Well, did you not just see what went down?
-是 -我情绪很差 -Yeah. -I'm kind of in a shitty mood.
没事 我们在慢慢适应了 Oh, well, we're adapting.
这样吧 你们回家好了 You know what, you guys should go home.
-剩下的我来处理 -你确定 -I got this. -Sure?
你们走吧 Yeah, you should go.
你收拾好东西了 You got your stuff?
我的包就在后面 -My bag's back there. -Your bag...
这儿 Uh... yep.
-你真的可以吗... -好吧 我们走 -You sure? I'm going... -All right, let's go.
谢了 Thank you.
不谢 You're welcome.
晚安 Have a good night.
-晚安 -你真没事儿吗 -Good night. -You sure you're all right?
没事 你刚才好厉害 谢了 I'm good. Thanks for being a tough guy.
你拨打的号码是空号
请查证后再拨 谢谢 妈的 Shit.
请查证后再拨 谢谢
喂 Hello?
-是玛丽吗 -是 怎么 -Mary? -Yes?
我是康纳 It's Conor.
El在你那儿吗 Is El there?
喂 Hello... Hello?
喂 Hello?
那啥 我想 I thought I could, um...
我想在这儿住一段时间 I thought I could stay here for a little bit.
你好啊 拉尔夫 Hi, Ralph.
自己去客房吧 You know where the guest bedroom is.
好 Yup.
门厅的衣柜里有毛巾 There's towels in the closet in the hallway.
冰箱里没啥吃的 Not much in the fridge.
只剩卖片了 Got some Cheerios.
没关系 我可以出去买点 That's fine with me... I can... I can go get some stuff.
费不了多少事 That's easy.
那我要去餐厅了 Well, I got to get to the restaurant.
-好 -晚安 -OK. -Good night.
晚安 Night.
我完全不知道 她去哪儿了 I have no clue where she's going.
她手机也关机也不在这儿 就像是彻底消失了 She turns off her cell phone, and like that, she's vanished.
你觉得正常吗 And... does that make sense to you?
-不评价 -没关系 随便说 -No comment. -Come on, knock it off.
不不不 不管你说什么 No, no, you know, whatever... what do you call it,
我依法保持缄默 I plead the Fifth.
我是真的假装 想帮你来着 Like, I tried to be helpful, I pretended,
但是我又帮不上忙 那我就啥也不说了 but it didn't work out, so I'm not gonna do that.
好吧 我知道我最近 状态有点不对 All right, look, I realize that I've been a little...
但是现在回想 off-balance lately, but I think with hindsight,
我也是在不断学习着 应付这事儿啊 I'm learning to deal with it better.
才几周啊 你就能回想出这个 A couple of weeks counts as hindsight?
你就说说嘛 斯图 Fuckin' A, Stu.
我没啥能帮你的 I got nothing for you.
求你了 Come on, come on.
我就问你一件事 Look, I, I'm just asking you a simple question.
你不要怕 You don't have to candy-coat it
伤害我的感情 like you're gonna hurt my feelings,
我就想问 你预料到这事会发生吗 but... did you see this coming?
听着哥们 除了我的狗之外 Look, with the exception of my dog,
我从来没有跟任何女人 I haven't slept next to the same person
一起睡过三天以上的 for more than two or three days in a row,
我真帮不了你 so I don't know what I'm gonna say
说啥也跟你现在的情况 扯不上关系啊 that's gonna be relevant to your situation.
这家饭馆可是为你开的 混蛋 I opened a restaurant for you, asshole.
才不是 你是为你自己开的 混蛋 No, you opened a restaurant for you, asshole.
根据乡村 的评价 And according to the Village Voice,
这里是"一家食物没有灵魂的小餐吧" it's "a bar with uninspired food."
随你怎么说 我可是拼了命保住这店 Whatever. I fight for its life for you.
我还负担了 And by the way,
一个额外服务生的费用 因为你说 I'm incurring the cost of an extra waitress because, I quote,
"她跟我对上眼了" "She looked at me the right way."
我谢谢你了 And I thank you for that.
-你跟她那啥了么 -那个 -Has it happened yet? -It's...
-快了 快了 -无所谓了 -It's gonna, yeah. -Whatever.
我又不是要找 什么心理谘询 Look, I'm not looking for some psychoanalytical,
或者什么高深的东西 New-Agey bull.
我就是想问问 我闺蜜的看法 I... I'm simply asking for my best friend's opinion,
即便屁用没有 我也想听听 even it is an uninformed piece of crap.
好吧 OK.
"我们都年少" "We are young."
"站在彼此身边 感受心痛 "Heartache to heartache, we stand.
没有承诺 没有索求 No promises, no demands.
爱情就是一个战场" 佩特·班纳塔的歌 Love is a battlefield." Pat Benatar.
你个傻逼 You're a fucking idiot.
你看 我就觉得 我指不定 哪天就伤了你的玻璃心 Look, I feel like I walk on eggshells around you.
那啥 You know? Uh...
几个月来 我一直想跟你谈谈 I tried to talk to you about this for months...
我才不要谈那个 I'm not talking about that.
不是 你听我说 This is what I'm talking about, man.
我都不知道 怎么当个好朋友了 I don't know how to be your friend anymore.
我知道你过得很难 You know, you're no fucking picnic.
所以我只能坐着 So I'm just gonna... I'm just gonna sit.
就在这儿坐着陪你 I'm just gonna sit here. I'm just gonna be here.
但我一句话也不说 行吧 And I'm not gonna say a thing.
对不起 I'm sorry.
没事 OK.
但我现在问你了 But I'm asking you now.
我觉得 你们之间一点都没道理 You guys not making it makes sense to me.
-是吗 -是 -Yeah? -Yeah.
当一个人 以消失来吸引注意时 When someone flirts with extinction...
我想 她这样做 ...I think they got to do
是为了... whatever they got to do in order to...
让自己的生活步入正轨 get their life in order.
-谢了 -不客气 -Thank you. -You're welcome.
听着 有天我遇到她了 Look, I saw her the other day.
-你怎么着了 -我遇见她了 -You what? -I saw her.
-在哪儿 -在亚士都广场 -Where? -Astor Place.
-你跟她说话了么 -没有 -Did you... did you talk to her? -No.
-你没跟她说话 -没有 -You didn't talk to her? -No. No.
我是远远看到她的 She, she was, uh, she was far away.
她远远地走着 像是要去上课 She was walking away. She was going to class or something.
上课 Class?
她背著书包 Yeah. She had her book bags with her or something.
-她是去上课了 -哪所学校 -She was going to class. -What school?
纽约大学 古柏联合学院 Like NYU or Cooper Union or...
-我又不知道 -还是什么新学院 -I don't know! -The New School?
我不知道 又不难找 I don't know. It's not hard to find out.
-你怎么之前不告诉我 -我这不告诉你了吗 -Why didn't you tell me? -I just did.
你们聊什么呢 What are you guys talking about?
聊你呢 You.
好吧 OK?
我不是来表态的 I'm not here to approve...
先说清楚 or disapprove... just so you know.
你妈妈过去 Your mother always gave me crap
总怪我不主动 for never stepping up to the plate.
什么 Uh... OK. What?
她说我从来不主动 She said I never stepped up.
不好意思 你说的跟我有关系吗 Uh, I'm sorry, what does that have to do with anything?
我是说 你有点像我 Well... you're a bit like me.
不 No, I'm not.
不 我才不像你 No, I'm fucking not.
我挺主动的 I stepped up.
好吧 你有啥事 OK. So what else?
没了 Nothing.
没事 我们也别继续聊了 Nothing. We don't have to keep talking.
但是是你 先来这屋子找我的 Yeah, but you're the one who came into the room.
是啊 你这烂音乐声太大 我过来调小点 Yeah, to turn down your stupid music.
每天... Oh. Every day...
我就干一件事儿的时候高兴 I do one thing that makes me happy.
就一件 就是... All right? One thing... and that is I...
看这烂报纸的时候 听我的烂音乐 listen to my stupid music while reading the stupid paper.
这是我最佳的调节方式 And that's the best way I've found to deal with myself.
所以 So just...
你最好滚回客房 数你的破雨点儿去 back to the... guest room and count the fucking raindrops.
你说啥 "数你的破雨点儿去" "Count the fucking raindrops"?
我又不会说俏皮话 I was never very good at this kind of thing.
好吧 OK.
对于这种叫作"过去"的 绵绵不绝的回忆 It isn't your job to investigate
你不能就这么 固执地自己检视它们 the expansive memory that's called "the past"
并且去判定孰对孰错 and judge what is right and what is...
说真的 你说啥呢 Seriously, what the fuck are you talking about?
你不应沉浸在悔恨中 You shouldn't be interested in regretting things.
我没有 I'm not.
斯图 怎么样啊 Hey, Stu, what's up?
我现在就在看着她 I'm looking at her right now.
等等等等 我听不见 Wait, wait, wait, I can't hear you, man.
我现在就在看着她 I'm looking at her right now.
斯图 我不知道你在说啥 Stu, I can't understand a word you're saying.
我在看着你的老婆 I'm looking at your wife.
她在点餐 She's ordering food.
你在哪儿呢 Where are you?
微笑咖啡店 The Smile.
康纳 康纳 Conor? Conor?
她在哪儿 Hey, hey. Where is she?
她刚走了 She left.
你什么意思啊 What do you mean, she left?
就是她刚走了啊 Exactly what it sounds like: she left.
你怎么不跟着她 Why didn't you follow her?
我又不是跟踪狂 我才不要跟着她 I'm not a creep. I'm not gonna follow her.
上课了 同学们 Let's do this.
[讲课] 大多数人都会给出 Most people could probably provide
这个问题最直观的答案 an intuitive answer to this question.
在潜意识里 自对应的意识来源于 At the bottom, the sense of self corresponds
所有权 以及思想意识的 to that experience of ownership and impenetrability
不可测穿性 of one's thoughts,
还有内心活动 of... one's internal dialogues,
和情感状态 of one's affective states...
以及其他的很多 但并不是全部 that many, but not all,
都是我们从婴儿期就有的能力 of us have from infancy.
我能借个纸笔吗 Can I borrow a piece of paper and a pen?
精神上的孤独是构成 ...solitude is held as constituting...
求你了 Please.
我们感官的个体独特性 ...our sense of personal uniqueness...
-的本源 -谢谢了 -...of identification, -Thanks.
笔也借一下吧 And... the pen?
也就是跟 And it's perhaps that very same...
我会还你的 I'll give it back.
这种孤独 ...solitude that...
笛卡尔重新定义主体 Descartes had in mind when he redefined
以及主体性概念 the concepts of subject and subjectivity.
其实 最终 You know, ultimately, being oneself means
脑中的主体 that the faculty of knowing...
有这样的能力 the faculty of knowing lies within the subject...
并且 in his head, and...
主体具有一种 the subject has such a status
被封闭在自我的状态 by dint of being enclosed within himself,
相互分离 separate and...
喂 麻烦一下 Hi again.
能不能帮我把这纸条传给 前面那个红头发女生 Would you mind passing this to the girl with the red hair?
求你了 Come on, please?
我们把 "你脑子里进水了 " ...we say, "What's got into you?"
当成一种吃惊的表达 to express surprise...
谢了 笔还你 Thanks a lot. Don't forget your pen.
对意想不到的奇怪行为的抗拒 ...disapproval of unexpected and bizarre behavior.
话又说回来 And again...
常识不也告诉我们 doesn't common sense...
-红发的女生 谢谢 -奇怪的行为 -Red hair. Thank you. -...tell us that strange behavior
以食指点 is signaled by tapping
额头来表示 one's forehead with one's forefinger.
老天 我真学到好东西了 Boy, I'm learning something.
"为什么思想在脑中" 是1951年 So, "Why the Mind is in the Head" is the title
学术研讨会上的一篇演讲 of one of the lectures delivered at the 1951, um, symposium.
但是 But, um...
是业界最权威的人士之一 ...one of the most authoritative voices in this chorus
Ken Bergens is Ken Bergens,
他曾提出这样一个问题 who asked the question:
我们能否以一种新的方式 来重新定义人 Can we compellingly reinscribe what it is to be...
使我们远离个人主义 ...the individualist premise
向往同一的 and toward the relational...
-瑞格比 -你他妈这是干什么 -Hey, Rigby. -What the fuck are you doing?
什么 你 What? Come on, I...
你就这么没了 我都没机会问你是干什么呢 I barely got a chance to respond before you went AWOL.
我跟你说什么来着 康纳 What did I ask you, Conor?
就给我一秒钟时间 咱们谈谈 Just give me a second to talk.
-我怎么跟你说的 -就一秒... -What the fuck did I ask you! -Just give me a goddamn second!
我给过你很多秒了 I gave you plenty of seconds!
算我求你了 离我远点 Do me a favor, leave me the fuck alone!
行 Fine.
行 你就这样吧 接着走 走 走 Fine, you do what you got to do. You just keep fucking walking...
康纳 Conor?
妈的 Oh, shit!
-康纳 -他没事吧 -Conor? -Is he all right?
刚才真刺激 Well, that was exciting.
是啊 太爽了 Yeah, it was awesome.
所以你是回学校念书了 So you're back in school?
我只是临时上课 I'm taking some classes.
我差点没认出你来 I almost didn't recognize you.
你什么意思 What do you mean?
你剪头发了 Just your hair.
真好看 It's really pretty.
你现在住哪儿 Where are you living?
跟你没关系 None of your business.
你心急火燎的 就是为了跟我聊这个 So, is that what you so desperately needed to talk to me about?
不是 No.
那你想说什么 What is it, then?
我是想说点好听的 I was gonna say something really good.
说点能够 解决我们之间问题的 It would've solved all our problems
让一切都变好的 and made everything all better.
但是我给忘了 I just forgot what it was.
真不幸 That's too bad.
是啊 I know.
我要走了 I'm gonna go.
我只是想... I just want...
只想找点时间 我们把话说开 El I just want some time to talk it out, El.
说开了你就可以消失了 你想去哪儿都可以 Then you can disappear off to wherever it is you disappear to.
你可以了吗 先生 You ready, sir?
当然 我时刻准备着 Yeah, I was born ready.
轻点 轻点 All right. Nice and easy.
小心脚下 There you go. Watch your step.
改天再见 See you around.
-上车小心别撞头 -你抓紧他了 -All right, watch your head coming up. -You got him?
抓住了 I got him.
慢点 慢点 Now, take it easy.
拴上安全带 Strap in for me.
好 OK.
我能继续跟踪你吗 May I keep stalking you?
再见 康纳 Good-bye, Conor.
这样 你就告诉我你 Look, just tell me how long...
好吧 这样 我明天给你打电话 All right. Look, I'll call you tomorrow, and we'll...
我们可以聊聊 talk through the... logistics.
不用了 不用 Yeah. No. No, that's it.
好吧 谢谢 All right, thank you.
没事 Sure.
像做梦一样 Unreal.
你开心吗 -You have fun? Shall we...? -Yeah.
-说晚安吧 -晚安 -Say good night. -Good night.
今天真开心啊 大家 Well, it's been real, everybody.
-才不 -别闹 -No, it hasn't. -Hey. Goddamn it.
晚上很忙 Slow night?
只有几个人进来 还是为了上厕所 Couple of people came in to use the bathroom.
-我们情况如何 -不怎么样 -How we doing? -Well, aside from being
都快成濒危物种了 an endangered species, not so good.
说普通话行不 Can you translate that for me, please?
我们只有周五晚上 挣了点儿钱 Friday night, it's the only night we're making any money.
有几张账单 I... I have missed some bills,
我们已经要经营不起了 and... we can't cover the overhead.
这样 I see.
你有后备计划吗 You got a plan B?
做汉堡王 Burger King?
我说真的 过来 给你看点东西 Seriously. Come on, I want to show you something.
-这个表格是 -不 我就不看了 -This is the spreadsheet from... -No, no, I can't.
我要去那啥... Um...
懂 Oh.
你有套吗 Oh. You got protection?
-小声点 -伟哥有吗 -Shh... -Viagra?
-求你 小声点 -我来手把手教你吧 -Please be quiet. -You want me to hold your hand?
-闭嘴 -我能看看不 -Shut your mouth. Shut up. -Want me to watch?
兄弟 我说真的 闭嘴 Dude, I'm being serious. Shut up.
-别 -好吧 好吧 -Don't... -You got it. Anytime.
你别毁我了 闭嘴吧 You're ruining it. Can you just shut up?
-没关系 -我有信仰 -It's cool. -I believe.
-信什么 -信神的力量 -In what? -A higher power.
你听见否 Can you hear it?
现在听不见 Not right now.
-再见 -再见 -Later. -Bye.
-拜 -你们好好玩 -Bye. -You guys have fun.
我倒有个后备计划 You know, I got a plan B.
是吗 Oh, yeah?
你可以走了 You know what, you can... you can get out of here.
我想去考地产执照 I was thinking about getting my real estate license.
啥 What?
为啥要 Why would, uh...
为啥要考那个 Why would you do something like that?
总比给客人倒酒 更高端些吧 Uh, cause it seems more impressive than pouring drinks.
是吗 Does it? All right.
你不玩艺术了 What happened to your life in the arts?
那个啊 Oh, that'll probably phase in to a...
那段热乎劲早过去了 the Sunday afternoon hobby kind of thing.
你 You?
另外 我觉得按常理出牌 Plus, I think it's kind of indecent to have things so worked out
也挺没意思的 that they wind up exactly like you thought they would.
你会没事的吧 Are you gonna be OK?
可能吧 Probably.
这世界有太多可能性 We live in a world full of probablys.
好吧 Well...
我是个忠实的倾听者 I'm a decent listener...
你要是想聊聊的话 if you ever want to talk about, you know...
可以找我 whatever.
聊天其实没什么用 都是些不值得聊的 Talking about whatever's overrated. I prefer just to, you know,
我还是喜欢自己静静消化 让他们在我肚子里打架 let things stew inside of me, then have a violent out...
你这是干嘛 What'd you do that for?
只是觉得自然而然就该这样了 It just seemed like the next interesting thing to do.
我还没离婚 I'm, I'm kind of married.
没事 我不介意 Yeah? I don't mind.
我还蛮介意的 I kind of do.
这儿又没人看着 Uh, there's nobody looking.
我... You know, in... in another life, I...
我们不应该这样 Mm. We shouldn't do this.
你上次好好上床 是哪年哪月了 When's the last time that you got laid properly?
妈的 我已经尝到悔恨的味道了 Oh, fuck, I can already taste the regret.
那就别想了 对你的健康不利 Well, stop thinking, because it's not healthy for you.
-亚历克西斯 -怎么 -Alexis? -Yes?
明早会好尴尬的 Tomorrow's gonna be awkward.
可能吧 Probably.
嗨 Hi.
你在这儿干什么 What are you doing in here?
就检查一下 I was just checking on things.
是吗 Yeah?
我想喂它来着 I was about to feed him.
妈的 Oh, fuck.
你不应该就这样放弃的 You're not supposed to give up on me this easily.
这鱼是给科迪买的 Got him for Cody.
是 我知道 谢了 Yeah, I know that. Thanks.
一个两岁小男孩 What was a two-month-old baby
能拿一条鱼怎么办呢 supposed to do with a fucking fish anyway?
你看起来糟透了 You look like shit.
谢了 Thanks.
你想怎么处理它 So... what do you want to do with him?
你是不是有什么事儿 Is there something wrong with you?
差不多吧 为啥这么问 Most likely. Why do you ask?
那天晚上我们的谈话 Just... all the reflective talk the other night,
我觉得有点怪怪的 it was, uh, just a tad weird.
我的话有些重了 I suppose I hit the sauce a little too hard.
你没得绝症什么的吧 You're not dying or something, are you?
据我所知没有 Not that I know of.
不过有一天我的确 忘了自己叫啥来着 Although I did forget my name the other day.
是吗 Yeah?
我在星巴克点咖啡 I was at Starbucks ordering a coffee,
柜台小哥问我 "您的名字 先生" and the guy behind the counter... said, "What's your name, sir?"
我大脑突然一片空白 and... I just got... stuck in a blank.
大概有一分钟 我啥都想不起来了 No idea who I was for a good minute,
直到最后 我只能离开了 until, uh, in the end, I just had to walk out.
很多人也会这样 I'm sure that happens to a lot of people.
我要步入暮年了 On the road to senior citizenship.
是啊 是的 Yeah. Yeah, you are.
有一天 我看见我人生的终点 On a clear day, I can see the end of my life
就那么看着我 staring me in the face.
你知道吧 特别奇怪 You know, it's fucking bizarre,
某天 你在你熟悉的街角 one day, you turn the corner of your street
一拐弯 发现一切都变得不同 and everything's changed,
但是你却不知道这些变化是何时发生的 but you never saw it happening.
就好像一切都被 It's like it's all been sucked up into some kind of...
吸入一个巨大的真空吸尘器 cosmic vacuum cleaner.
你现在跟我当时 You're the same age now
有了你时一样大 as I was when you were born.
真是荒谬 Now, that's freaking absurd.
你说这个是想影射什么 Where are you going with this?
我什么也没想影射 I'm not going anywhere with it.
我的老婆离开我时 连沙发上的灰尘都带走了 My slut of a wife left me gathering dust on the couch,
现在我能做的 就是什么也不做 and now the only thing left to do is nothing.
谁让你娶一个 比你年龄小一半的女人 Well, that's what you get for marrying a woman half your age.
去死吧 Aw, fuck you.
你才去死 去死吧 Fuck you, man. Fuck you.
说真的 别给我来这套 Seriously, don't lay this
"我只有一颗孤独的心"的狗屁 "owner of a lonely heart" bullshit on me.
我... I...
我亲眼看着一切发生 I watched this happen.
她只不过是你这17年来 She was just one in a long line
泡过的多如牛毛的美女 of arm candy I watched you fucking plow through
的其中一个 in the last, what, 17 years?
从17年前对我妈心生厌倦之后 17 years since you
你就开始这样了 所以别说没用的 got tired of my mother, so, please...
现在你这情况 根本是不可避免 It was, uh, it was pretty inevitable you were gonna age out of it.
说话这么混蛋 你心里很爽吗 Do you think I enjoy feeling like an asshole?
差不多吧 Yeah, it kind of seems like it.
你知道吗 我本来准备跟你说点好的 You know, I was warming up to try and tell you something nice.
是吗 Yeah?
说吧 Go ahead.
我们多少都经历过悲伤 We all know a little something about sadness.
或者你想叫它什么都行 Or whatever you want to call it.
是 我想少经历点 Yeah, well, I want to know a little less about it.
好吧 这又有什么好的 Anyway, how's that supposed to be nice?
你到底跟她谈过吗 Have you talked to her at all?
-我们要不要 -好 -Shall we do this? -Yeah.
你要说悼词吗 Want to say a couple of words for closure's sake?
悼词又有什么用呢 Does that ever really close anything?
没有 No.
再见 拉尔夫 Bye, Ralph.
这 What the...?
对不起 I'm sorry.
我没想着是你 I wasn't expecting you.
不不不 No, no, no.
我也没想着自己会来 No, I wasn't... wasn't expecting me, either, so...
-嗨 -你好 -Hi. -Hey.
她在吗 Is she here?
不在 No.
她平时在这儿住吗 Is, is she living here?
你想进来坐坐吗 Do you want to come in for a second?
可以吗 Would that be all right?
可以 进来吧 Yeah. Come in.
好的 OK.
谢谢你 玛丽 Thanks, Mary.
你不喝点酒吗 Are you sure you don't want a glass of wine?
-不 -不 -No? -No.
我还不到喝酒的点钟 I probably shouldn't get started.
我已经开始了 I started already.
我能问问 她过得好吗 Can I ask how she's doing?
说实话 我也不清楚 I don't know, to be completely honest.
尽力过得好吧 As good as she can be.
你有没有觉得 我焕然一新了 Do I seem like a different person to you?
你觉得 自己焕然一新了吗 Do you feel like a different person?
算是吧 Yeah, kind of.
我看你没啥变化 You look the same to me.
埃莉诺第一次带你来家吃饭时 You know I didn't like you
我就不算喜欢你 when Eleanor first brought you out here for dinner.
那是很久很久以前了 However long ago it was.
几年前了 How long ago was it?
7年了 Seven years.
7年了 Seven years?
你7年前 就坐在这个位置 You sat there in the exact same spot seven years ago,
当时你喝的也是水 with a glass of water because you
因为你不敢在我面前喝酒 were afraid to have a drink in front of me.
你是个轻松吸引我女儿注意的 This obnoxiously perfect kid
完美到让人讨厌的小伙子 who walked off with my daughter's attention.
后来我逐渐觉得你还不错 You grew on me, though.
是吗 Oh, well.
真的 It's true.
我... Look, I...
我无意打扰您的生活 I don't want to interfere with your life,
也不想干涉她 or whatever she has to do,
但是我... but I can't...
我不甘 将一切都推给命运 I can't just chalk this up to destiny.
我选择继续自己的生活 I walked on with my life because...
只是因为 继续前行是唯一的道路 moving forward was, was the only way to go.
我想 人们处理悲伤的 方式有不同 I guess people grieve differently.
我真希望 能找到合适的词句来表达 I wish there was some appropriate, articulate thing to say, but...
我只想要 我的平凡生活回来 I just wanted the mundane daily bullshit back.
我觉得 埃莉诺想要新的生活 I think Eleanor wanted something else.
而且我觉得 And I think that, um...
发生的一切也都没什么 让人感到合适的 ...there was nothing appropriate about any of this.
-我搞不懂 -你搞不懂啥 -I don't get it, man. -What don't you get?
你爸是个烹饪界大亨 Well, your... your dad is, like, the, like, a culinary maverick.
他就像是餐饮业的米克·贾格尔 He's, like, the Mick Jagger of the restaurant game.
打一个电话 All you got to do is
就能救活我们餐馆 make one phone call and it saves our asses, but instead,
你却任由我们的餐馆 you want us to drown,
像这城里其他90%的菜馆一样沉沦 like 90 percent of the other restaurants in the city.
-搞不懂 -斯图 -I don't get it. -Stu, Stu...
他干什么了 Well, I... What did he do?
你这话什么意思 What do you mean, "What did he do?"
你爸啊 他干什么了 Your dad, what did he do?
我是说 他干了什么 达到今天的成就 I mean, at least take a page out of his book.
-他干什么了 -他娶了我妈 -What did he do? -He married my mom.
-你什么意思啊 -意思就是 他娶了我妈 -What does that mean? -That means he married my mom.
我妈把家族继承的钱都给他了 She gave him all the money her family left her,
他就开了家餐厅 and he opened the restaurant,
等到他的餐厅成功了 it was a big success, and then
他却像 甩掉坏习惯一样甩了我妈 he dropped her like a bad habit.
所以呢 So, you know what?
你干脆自己 去找个多金单身老女人 Why don't you go and find yourself some lonely, loaded old lady
我们也可以这么干 and then we can take it from there.
你知道吗 我宁愿败得一塌糊涂 You know what, I'd rather fail catastrophically
也不想让他得到 than, you know, give him the satisfaction
资助我的满足感 of thinking he handed me my life on a platter.
这简直是傻逼历史上 That is the stupidest thing in the history
最傻逼的一句话了 of stupid things to say.
有什么傻逼的 你知道什么才傻逼吗 Why is that stupid? Why is that stupid? You know what's stupid?
你觉得我给他打了电话 You think I'm gonna call my dad,
他就会说 "好儿子 and he's gonna go, like, "Hey, son, yeah.
把你朋友一起带过来 Why don't you come and bring your friends,
让他们都在我这儿工作"吗 and they can work here, too."
-是啊 -怎么可能 又不是过家家 -Yeah. -It's not a fucking slumber party.
不是过家家 是工作啊 No, it's not a slumber... It's a job.
-斯图 你这样的厨子 -我是大厨 -Stu, as decent a cook as you are... -I'm a chef.
好吧 大厨 你不是那种厨房里的料 All right, chef, you don't exactly cut it in those kitchens.
得了 咱别说这个 Oh, relax. You don't want to have this conversation.
-别 来说说 -你不想说的 -Let's talk about it. -You don't want this conversation.
你都有多久没切过胡萝卜丝了 When's the last time you julienned a carrot?
-你真的想 -我是说真的 -You really want to have -Seriously.
-说这个 真的 -上一次 -This conversation? You really -When's the last time
-想说这个 -没有煮出一颗 -want to have this conversation? -you cooked an egg
-你真的想 -卖相好的鸡蛋了 -You really want to have -and you didn't blanch the yolk?
在那种世界里 那样的厨房里... You know, in those kinds of kitchens, in that world...
我一直都挺好 ...this conversation? I've been pulling my weight fine.
-你只能当个打杂的 -你就是那个 -...you would be a busboy. -You're the one...
-你个混蛋 撸瑟 -不是 我是跟你说实话 -You fuckhead. Fucking failure. -Yeah, no. I'm telling you, man.
你知道吗 你在那儿 就只能 You know what, those stupid glasses out there
-当清洁工 -去死 -need picking up. -Fuck you.
去死吧 You like that?
-你个混蛋 -等等 别打 -Fucking asshole. -Wait, whoa!
你竟然用羽衣甘蓝打我 You hit me with fucking kale?
你就这点本事 That all you got?
来啊 Come on.
妈呀 Oh, God! Jesus. Ow!
来 Roll!
好好好 OK, OK, yeah, yeah.
你就想这样 This is what you want?
他们俩在里面开玩笑吗 Is that a joke?
我觉得他俩是认真的 No, I think they're really going at it.
我们还没开门 We're not quite open yet.
你还好吗 Are you all right?
我在纽约厨艺学院 I was third in my class.
在班上是第三名 你个混蛋 The New York Academy of Culinary Arts, you fuckhead.
我知道 混蛋 I know that, asshole.
快叫我"大厨" Call me "chef."
我们把这厨房装修得挺好看嘛 I love our little set-up here.
我喜欢 I do.
但是租金越来越贵 Just, the lease has gotten prohibitively expensive,
除非你想就地在厨房睡 and unless you want to camp out in the kitchen...
好的 我会带上睡袋的 OK. I'll... I'll bring the sleeping bags.
只是 是时候放手了 It's just... time to let go.
是时候长大了 Time to grow up.
我已经长大了 I am grown up.
那好吧 I am.
好 Fine.
我们什么时候散伙 When do we call it quits?
下周末 End of next week.
我们能不能在关门之前 最后嗑一发 Can we have one last banger before we... close shop?
可以 Yeah.
能嗑带劲儿的吗 Can we abuse some heavy narcotics?
随便 你爽就行 Whatever tickles your thing.
太好了 Good.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你管我 Blow me.
好吧 OK.
蛮好的 你挺好的 Yeah, it's amazing. So you're well?
挺好 I'm OK.
那就好 Good.
反正我就在这儿画画什么的 I'm just painting, and... here, and... you know,
还是那些旧事 that same stuff.
对不起 Sorry.
我了个去 Holy Shatner.
你也好啊 斯图尔特 Nice to see you, too, Stuart.
那啥 真好呢 Well, this is nice.
像过去一样 你们又联系了 Like old times, reconnecting and all.
-我要回厨房去了 -好 -I'm gonna go to the kitchen. -Yeah.
我跟你一起去 I will join you.
又名Grenadine Lemonade 红果糖浆柠檬水 是以演员秀兰·邓波儿命名的一种无酒精的鸡尾酒 -你喝秀兰·邓波儿 -好的 -Shirley Temple? -Please.
多少钱 What do I owe you?
你来是免费的 Your money's no good here.
你心里清楚 You know that.
好 OK.
生意如何 Business is good?
好极了 It's great.
我们要关门了 We're closing.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
我也很抱歉 Yeah, me, too.
接下来怎么办 So, what's next?
我也不知道 I don't know.
我想可能发展点兴趣吧 I, I thought I might... develop some interests in things
那种普通人也会感兴趣的东西 that people actually take an interest in.
你要跟你爸爸一起开餐厅吗 You gonna work with your dad?
在遇见你之前 我根本不知道自己是谁 You know, before you, I had no idea who I was.
我们在一起的那段日子 我以为我终于找到了自己 Then when we were together, I thought I had it all figured out.
而现在 我又不确定了 Now I'm just back to wondering again.
那当你再次找到自己的时候 Well, when you figure it out,
可以告诉我怎么找到的吗 tell me how, OK?
好的 OK.
来 我们出去吧 Let's get out of here.
-什么 -我们走 -What? -Let's go.
-现在 -对 我就这意思 -Right now? -Yeah. That's the idea.
别浪费时间了 I don't believe in wasting time.
好 OK.
还回来的时候别忘了加满油 Don't forget to fill it up before you drop it off.
好的 You got it.
暴风雨会在今晚来临
三角地区会有大雨
那 That...
-你干嘛 -你要听那个 -What are you doing? -Do you... want to listen to that?
是啊 忍着点吧 勒德洛 Yeah. Suck it up, Ludlow.
要下雨了吗 Is it gonna rain?
我日 Fuck me!
我们租的车雨刷不管用 Of course we get the car with the retarded wipers.
我们可以等雨下完再走 We could just wait it out.
我们来这儿干嘛 What are we doing here?
你说吧 You tell me.
你不是说要谈吗 You're the one who said that we needed to talk.
你跟踪我 还到我父母家 You stalked me, you went to my parents' house.
所以 你想在这儿干什么 What are we doing here?
就刚才 一个小时之前 你走进我的酒吧 Just recently, like an hour ago, you walked into my bar
并建议我们漫无目的地开车 and you suggested we drive aimlessly
一直开到这场暴风雨中来 into the perfect fucking storm here.
真有意思 This is funny.
是啊 Yeah.
笑死我了 Yeah, it's fucking hilarious.
你知道吗 有那么一瞬间 You know, for a while there,
我觉得我们俩真的重归于好 I thought we'd actually pieced together
可以过一辈子平凡生活 a pretty decent life.
下周我要搬家了 I have to move everything out of the apartment next week.
要我帮你留点什么东西吗 Do you want me to keep anything for you?
你要搬到哪儿 Where will you move to?
我不知道 I don't know.
我可以在我爸那儿住一段时间 I could stay with my dad for a little while,
想清楚了再搬走 till I get things figured out.
他怎么样 How is he?
我觉得他疯了 I'm pretty certain he's losing his mind.
斐兰达离开他了 Fernanda left him.
他一下变得很健谈 He's getting all talkative.
就像那些蜡像馆里的哲学家 Waxing philosophical.
他每次都跟他爱人来这一出 Same shit he pulls every time he's between significant others.
不止是这样吧 I think it's probably more than that.
可能吧 Yeah, maybe.
至少你们还能聊天 At least you guys are talking.
是啊 Yeah.
你跟你父母怎么说的 What'd you tell your parents about us?
我能说什么呢 What would I say?
说我们好极了 That we're fabulous.
我感觉我们生活在一种 糟透了的俗套之中 I feel like we're living some dreadful disaster cliche.
那可不 We are.
你浑身都湿透了 You're sopping wet!
你注意到了 谢谢 Oh, you noticed? Thank you.
等等... Wait...
-不不不 -不 等一下 -No, no, no, no. -No, wait, wait.
-别说话 -就等一下 -Shh, shh, shh. -Just a second, wait.
妈的 Uh, shit.
我跟别人上过床了 I slept with someone else.
对不起 I'm sorry.
没关系 It doesn't matter.
你什么意思 没关系 What do you mean, it doesn't matter?
起来 Get off me.
-El 别 -滚开 -Don't... El, come on. -Get off.
你说没关系是什么意思 What do you mean, it doesn't matter?
你别那么自恋了 康纳 Get over yourself, Conor.
-你不在乎 -不在乎 -You don't care? -No.
你胡说 我知道你在乎 That's bullshit. I know you care.
El 你应该说 El, you're supposed to say,
"你脑子里在想什么啊 康纳" "What the fuck are you thinking, Conor?"
你该说 "你这个自私鬼" You're supposed to say, "You're a selfish piece of shit."
不 No.
我们没好到那程度 We're past that.
再说了 你不都替我说了吗 And you just said it for me.
走吧 回城里去 Come on, let's go back to the city.
我要走了 I'm gonna get out of here.
菲比 Hey, Phoebe.
-你好 -你好吗 -Hey, how are you? -Hey, how are you?
很好 你头发长了啊 Good. Your hair got long.
-倒不算 -好吧 -Not really. -Yeah.
他在老地方 He's in his spot.
如果你想 可以继承这里 让这里变成你自己的地盘 You could make this place your own, if you want.
想怎么折腾都可以 Do what you like with it.
说真的 我 Seriously, I...
我受够了 I'm done.
过去还挺酷的 Used to be pretty cool, once upon a time.
现在一些熟客 还不断光顾 Some of the same faces still show up,
没啥变化 就是脸上 多了些皱纹而已 except more wrinkled.
当然也有人皱纹变少了 Some of them less so.
上周滚石还在这里表演 The Stones were in last week,
但是 after playing the Garden, but...
大多数人都逐渐消逝了 mostly people are just fading away.
我干这一行 太久太久了 I've been doing this way too long.
我觉得你 干得很不错 I think you done pretty good.
别 自满让我害怕 Yeah, well, complacency scares the shit out of me.
是吗 Yeah?
那你听听我的 Then how's this?
我失去了银行贷款 I, uh, forfeited the loan the bank gave me,
失去了我酒吧的租赁权 I'm losing the lease on my bar...
我老婆埃莉诺 在风里消失得无影无踪 Eleanor's gone... with the fucking wind.
我三十三岁 I'm 33 years old,
而我的生活就像 是暴风里的小船一样脆弱 and my life's a fucking boat wreck.
我六十来岁 I'm in my 60s.
今年我的孙子去世了 I lost a grandson this year that
你还禁止我提起他 I'm basically forbidden to talk about,
我的第三任妻子离开了我 my third wife just walked out on me,
我每天下午都来这家 and I come here every afternoon to this restaurant
以你母亲名字命名的餐厅 named after your mother.
我要退休了 It's time to shoot the crow.
你准备去哪儿 Where are you gonna go?
要飞到永无岛去吗 You gonna fly off to Never-Never Land?
当个佛教徒 Become a Buddhist?
你知道吗 你回来之后 可以给我们大家开光了 Tell you what, you can return and enlighten us all.
开光个屁 Oh, fuck enlightenment.
我只是想 找到应付现实的方法 I'm hoping to figure out some way of dealing with reality.
好了 你到底来这儿干嘛 What are you doing here, anyway?
我 我只是在附近 I was... I was just in the neighborhood.
"只是在附近" "Just in the neighborhood."
怎么了 What is it?
你有没有想过 我们为什么会爱上某一个人 Do you ever wonder why we fall in love with a specific person?
没想过 Not really.
我总是想 "有些不对劲 I think to myself, "Something's wrong here,
但是我又指不出哪里不对" but I can't quite put my finger on what it is."
两个相爱的人之间 总会有羁绊的 There's always one that haunts us.
所以 给她些时间吧 So give her time.
这种情况下 这样做才对 It's the right thing to do, given the circumstances.
去他妈的情况 Circumstances suck.
我真的禁止你提起他了 I really forbid you from talking about him?
是 Uh-huh.
那你想跟我说什么 What the fuck are you gonna say to me?
自从他 Ever since he...
自从那件事之后 Ever since what happened happened,
我脑海中关于他的记忆 any thought or, or memory of him
越来越遥远 has been something just to run my mind
远得我摸不到 as far as fuck away from as I can get, and...
一颗流星划过夜空 只需要一秒时间 A shooting star only lasts a second,
但是 你至少看见了它的美丽 是吧 but... aren't you glad to at least have seen it?
你这么说挺好的 That's nice.
虽然有点肉麻 但是挺好的 It's a little Hallmark, but it's nice.
真的 真的挺好的 I mean it, it's nice.
你有着脆弱而美丽的灵魂 老爸 You have a delicate soul, Dad.
从没人这么说过我 Oh, nobody ever said that to me before.
我们再这么说下去 就要滥情肉麻了 你知道吧 You know, we're in imminent danger of sappiness.
大男人家不能这么肉麻 是吧 Oh, we can't have that, can we?
-你饿吗 -饿 -You hungry? -Yeah.
我给你弄点吃的 I'll fix you something up.
好 OK.
我的酒呢 Hey, you got my drinks?
这儿有别的服务员吗 Yeah. Does anyone else work here?
-现在没有了 -猜怎么着 -Not right now. -Guess what?
-怎么 -没啤酒了 -What? -No more beer.
好吃惊 Ah, shocker. All right.
这是我们最后一杯啤酒了 你喝慢点 Hey, this is the last of the beer, so drink it slowly.
不过那边还有别的酒 随便吧 However, there's plenty more liquor. Enjoy.
4号桌 Table four, right?
是的 谢了 Yeah. Thank you.
各位好 你们喝什么 Hey, guys. Get you a beverage?
你喝什么 Baby?
来杯啤酒 Uh... just a beer, please?
我们刚好没啤酒了 Uh, actually, we're all out of beer right now.
那来杯红酒吧 Oh, um, then just a glass of red wine would be good.
好的 您呢 先生 You got it. And for you, sir?
-一样 -好的 -Same. -OK.
有事吗 Something wrong?
没事 我这就给您上酒 Uh... no, no. I'll-I'll get you your drinks.
-Sia -是的 -Sia? -Yes?
-4桌两杯红酒 -好的 -Two reds, table four. -Got it.
斯图 亚历克西斯呢 Hey, Stu, where's Alexis?
怎么了 我没拉屎 What? Oh, I'm not taking a shit.
-我们在爽呢 -我不想知道 -We're smoking it. -I don't even want to know.
能打扰一下吗 Can I interrupt you two for just a second?
我有件 非常非常重要的事问你 I have something very important
我最后一次问 to ask you, for probably the last time.
你现在不应该在厨房做饭吗 Shouldn't you be cooking some fucking food?
快 Come on.
-好好好 算你说对了 -给我吧 -All right. You're right. -Me, me, me.
你俩是要在这儿搞吗 Mm, are you guys fucking?
滚出去 Hey, get the fuck out of here.
快去做点难吃的酒吧食物 Come on, go make some mediocre bar food.
傻逼 Stupid.
来 来 Come here. Come here, come here.
-我爱你 -我也爱你 -I love you. -I lov... Ooh, yeah, I love you.
快去 别忘了洗手 Go. Go. Wash your hands, OK?
我们回屋去吧 Should we get back in there?
那么 So...
-我们又在厕所独处了 -是啊 -Here we are in the bathroom. -Here we are.
-亚历克西斯 关于那天 -你们俩 -Alexis, about the other... -So, you two
开着车 去看浪漫日落了 gallop off into the sunset the other day?
是啊 Oh, yeah.
你没听说吗 Didn't you hear?
事情都会有 美好结局的 Happy ending and everything.
你看 我可以爱你爱得疯狂 You know, I could fall madly in love with you.
但是我觉得那样不明智 I'm not sure that would be the smartest thing.
为什么 Why is that?
你知道吗 有些人只是存在着 You know, it's funny how a person, just by living,
就可以毁掉他人的生活 真好笑 can damage another person beyond repair.
有什么好笑的 How's that funny?
我不知道 I don't know.
你看 我就当不来酒保 别用你衣服擦 This is why I'm not a bartender. Don't wipe your shirt...
-准备好了吗 -这个厨房 即日起正式关闭 -Ready? -This kitchen is closed forever!
你是把那个玻璃杯扔了吗 Did you throw that glass?
没关系 他是老板 This is his place. Don't worry about it.
他有权扔那杯子 He's the only one who can throw them.
来 给我一个吻 -No, not... -Oh, give me a kiss, give me a kiss.
姑娘 给我一个吻 Give me a kiss, lady.
我欠你多少钱 How much do I owe you?
什么 What?
我欠你多少钱 How much do I owe you?
我不记得了 I don't remember.
喂 Hello?
宝贝 Hey, baby.
我现在在大马路上躺着呢 no, I'm, I'm lying on the sidewalk.
不 我没事 No, I'm good. It's good.
我不知道 Yeah, I don't know, on, uh...
我也不知道这是哪条街 I don't know what street this is.
是柯林顿街 就在好斯顿街下面 Clinton... it's just... just below Houston.
柯林顿街 就在好斯顿街下面 Uh, Clinton just below Houston.
好 一会儿见 Yeah. Yeah, I'll see you in a minute.
你要多少钱 How much do you want?
不用了 Forget about it.
啥 What?
你有什么毛病啊 What the fuck is your problem, man?
喂 Hello?
我们什么时候有这么多东西了 When did we get all this stuff?
我不知道 I don't know. I...
我想都是 一点点积累的吧 I guess it kind of accumulated.
如果你愿意 可以寄存一些东西 到我父母家 You can... store some of it at my parents' house if you want.
不用了 No.
等我们把事情搞搞清楚 I was thinking I could get a storage unit,
我可以找个仓库什么的 till we figure things out.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你在想什么呢 What are you thinking?
回忆真是奇怪的东西 That memory's so fucking weird.
怎么 How's that?
我记不起他的样子了 I forgot what he looks like.
有时我眼前 Sometimes I'll get a...
会一闪而过他的眸子 quick glimpse of his eyes...
或者 ...or a s...
他在婴儿床里对我笑的样子 a small smile he used to give me from the crib.
但之后他就完全消失了 But then he vanishes.
我想像不出他的脸 I can't picture his face.
我再也记不起他的脸了 I can't picture his face anymore.
苍白 Pale.
他很苍白 He was pale.
他长着小小的耳朵 He had tiny ears.
他鼻子像你 He had your nose.
嘴也像你 Your mouth.
下巴也像你 Your chin.
他长得 He had your...
但是他的眼睛像我 But he had my eyes.
我很喜欢 And I loved that.
他是我见过的 最美好的小生命 And he was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
这样的事发生 我完全没有准备好 I wasn't ready for what this feels like.
我也没有准备 Neither of us were.
我好想要他回来 I just want him back.
我知道 I know.
我爱你 I love you.
我知道 I know.
各位 Hey, guys...
我想在人流到来之前逛逛 好吗 I'm gonna go take a stroll before the rush, OK?
-好的 -好的 -OK. -OK.
你不担心这边15个人吗 Aren't you worried about these 15 people in that section?
我们拿他们怎么办 What are we gonna do with them?
我们一般会 把后面的备用室打开 Um, you know what we do is we open up this back room here.