想象公元前400年的雅典
The scene is Athens, 400 BC.
在一片草地上 一群哲学家相聚于此
A bunch of the local braniacs have gotten together, the wine is being passed,
他们的话题包罗万象 辩论精彩异常
and the ideas are flowing fast and furious. The debate's in full force,
苏格拉底也是其中之一. 还有谁? 醉酒的阿塞贝尔西
and Socrates has the floor. Who enters? Alcibhades,
这位帅哥无可救药的 爱着他的导师苏格拉底
drunk, a beautiful man, hopelessly in love with his mentor, Socrates.
而这些对话的不同寻常之处在于
And, uniquely, in all of these dialogues,
阿塞贝尔西总能辩过苏格拉底. 为什么?
Socrates doesnt get the last word. Alcibhades does. Why?
因为在柏拉图看来, 欲望是人罪恶之源.
Because passion, Plato seems to be saying, is essentially and mercilessly human.
而我们能做的就是 通过不懈的自制
And the best that we can hope to do is to quell it,
来平抑它
through relentless discipline.
对苏格拉底而言 健康的生活意味着个体需要专注于,
To Socrates, the healthy life is comprised of constant focus by the individual,
去抵制那些阻碍我们
to excise those forces that weaken or... or confuse his
认识这个世界的力量.
understanding of the world around him.
他号召我们在我们生命的每一刻.
He implores us to devote our lives to this kind of control.
都可以做到这种自制.
Meaning, our every waking moment.
对于这一点
Socrates recognized what every philosopher
苏格拉底认为在人类历史上, 无论是哲学还是宗教
and religion, for that matter, in the history of the world,
从柏拉图到亚里士多德, 从享乐主义到禁欲主义,
from Plato to Aristotle, from Epicurus to the Stoics,
从犹太基督教到佛教 都是一致的,
from the Judeo-Christians to the Buddhists, have all observed,
即维持幸福所需的平静
which is that the balance needed for a happy life
是种奢望.
is illusory.
人类因此不停追寻这种宁静
And as soon as in our gorgeously-flawed human way
当我们自以为得到宁静的时候.
we think that we've attained it.
起初感觉像圣人 而后堕落
We're pretending divinity, and we're gonna crash,
就像坠落大海的伊卡罗斯一样
like Icarus, flaming into the sea.
所以回去你们可以想想当你
So think about that this weekend, when you think you're
在顶尖的地位 这时你酗酒
on top of the world, and then you pour a pitcher of beer
或者偷窥别人裙子的时候….
down your throat and chase that upper-classman, who's out of your league.
下周讲亚里士多德. 不要对着冷冰冰的文字千瞪眼.
Aristotle is next week. Don't just look at it as words.
想象一下 他们和我们一样. 也是有血有肉的人.
Imagine the scene. These were people. They were alive, like you and me.
他们也会讨论这些东西. 要活在他们的世界里
They thought these things. Breathe 'em into life.
这次的作业我想对比一下
So, I was thinking about doing a sort of contrast
古希腊悲剧诗人文章中的对话和合唱.
between dialogue and chorus in Sophocles.
你可以读读尼采的. “悲剧的诞生”
Now you should check out Nietzsche's Birth of Tragedy.
他认为悲剧诞生于 掌管理智与和谐的阿波罗,
He says that tragedy emerges from the clash between Apollo,
与掌管欢乐敖纵的迪奥尼牵司 之间的冲突中
god of reason and harmony, and Dionysus, god of intoxication.
在人类身上这种冲突无休无止
And that their struggle within our human condition is inevitable, and
而死亡就是悲剧所产生的最终形式.
that is what has produced the most salient form of art the world's ever known.
悲剧? 难道你不这么认为?
Tragedy? What, you don't think so?
我喜欢喜剧. 你看电影吗?
I like comedies. 'Ya wanna see a movie?
我不怎么看, 格林斯特小姐.
No, Miss Greenstein, I'm sorry.
你有收到我的纸条吗? 是的 然后？
Did you get my note? I did. And?
你很巧妙的用了拉丁语.
It was very clever of you to write it in Latin.
是因为用了一些晦涩的隐喻?
With the repeated use of the passive periphrastic?
很恰到好处. 如果我将那些文学性的形容词转换成动词
It was quite propagate. And how I was sending up Cicero
来表达我的一片痴情如何?
with all those alliterative adjectives thrusting themselves into the verbs?
那对我不起作用. 那么?
None of this was lost on me. So?
格林斯特小姐,
Miss Greenstein,
你很聪明 并且能够用独特的方式来展示你的能力,
you are very, very bright and very profession in your way,
但是有一些规则 道德,
But there are certain rules, mores (mawreyz), if you will,
是我们所不能逾越的.
lines that we don't cross.
(Laughs) Ah, ha.
我没开玩笑 我也希望你以后可以稍加控制…
I'm not joking, actually, and I'm gonna ask you in the future to refrain...
别! 别, 不要这样!
No! No, no, no... No! Please, don't do that!
把门打开 格林斯特小姐.
I'm gonna ask you to open that door, Miss Greenstein.
(法语)暖流流过全身 耳边风铃阵阵
Lingua sed torpet, tenuis sub artus [But my tongue becomes immobile]
两眼似乎被蒙住 如夜般黑暗
Flamma demanat, sonitu suopte [A thin flame goes down under my weak limbs]
卡图卢斯51 雷斯比尔诗集 但是,
Catullus 51, the Lesbia cycle, yes. However,
不要 别 不要这样!
Oh, no, no, no! Abs... Absolutely not!
格林斯特小姐!
Miss Greenstein!
这样不好…这对我们双方都不好!
This is not good for either of us!
格林斯特小姐 不要这样!
No, Miss Greenstein! No! Restrain yourself!
抱歉! 我...
Oh! Oh! Excuse me! Um... I... I... I...
麦琪!不要走. 请你离开 格林斯特小姐.
Maggie! Mag... Maggie! Please don't go. Miss Greenstein was just leaving.
麦琪 绝对什么都没发生. 你不用解释
Maggie. Absolutely nothing. You don't have to say anything.
我从没想…她 她 她进来然后就…!
I would never... She... She... She went and just puh!
她们都爱慕你 和在哈佛一样.
They're all in love with you. Just like Harvard.
谁告诉你的?
Who told you that?
这可是古典艺术学院 大家热衷八卦.
This is the classics department. No one is more gossipy than you people.
好吧 明早我要去一下剑桥. 只是吃个午饭
Ok, I am going to Cambridge in the morning. It's just a lunch.
我不想知道.
I don't wanna know.
我们不卖药丸. 我们不卖可卡因.
We don't deal in crystal meth. We don't deal in cocaine.
也不卖其它毒品.
Not your rock stuff or your powder.
我们不卖注射用可卡因或者别的.
We don't do nothing ya gotta cook up in a spoon and shoot into your arm.
药片? 药剂? 一点也不卖.
Pills? Pharmaceuticals? Hell, no, by and large.
以前什么时候似乎我也吸过
Maybe, well, maybe the black molly's gonna pass through these hands
但那正我上学时候的事了. 且那也是为了交任务.
pop in high school, 'cuz I had to get my homework done.
但总的而言我们不做毒品买卖.
But that's generally where we draw the line.
只卖绝对百分百纯正的 俄克拉何马州的大麻, 独家. 为什么?
No, sir. We deal in 100% pure Oklahoma grown, exclusive. Why?
因为我不想为了钱 而会危险到炸了我的房子.
Because I ain't gonna blow my house up mixing up antihistamines into dynamite.
我对那些化学物质
And, spiritually, I don't cotton to somethin'
不是很了解.
that's gotta pass through a needle.
我也不喜欢化学.
Chemicals, well, I just don't like 'em.
我的人在这方面都不善长.
My people was bootleggers before all this.
我们所买卖的都是纯天然的.
It was a backyard operation. They did it natural.
如今我们用一些技术 我会推厂它的
Little bit more of a science nowadays. I will grant ya that.
他说只要你改主意 你就可以接管北部市场
You say you changed your mind, getcha up north.
他有说得克斯州吗？ 得克萨斯州只是你一厢情愿
He mentioned Texas. Texas ain't gonna happen.
我们不会让出得克萨斯州的.
Dick, we don't wanna sell in Texas.
堪萨斯州, 内布斯加州, 密苏里州.
Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri.
我不在乎.
I ain't interested.
你会感兴趣并且这很合你意.
He say you'd better get your mind around being interested.
什么意思?
Meaning what?
意就是要么你扩大你的生意. 要么就让我们来占有
Meaning your choice is to expand your business, or we shut you down entire.
如果那样的话你怎么偿还你的欠债呢?
Then how you gonna pay your debt?
你们生意上的赚的钱呢? 上周我们得到了它.
Well, what happened to Fat Back? Arrested last week.
其他人呢? 他们把自己房子给炸了.
And the Rawls feller up in Liberty Mans? Blowed his house up.
看我说什么来着.
Oh, see, that's.. that what I'm talkin' about.
那可是一大笔债啊.
Well, it's tough times.
是的.
Well, ain't it the truth.
过去你可以找些废铜烂铁做几个陷阱,
Used to be, you could get a couple of trip wires, a couple of booby traps,
当一条好狗来迎合当地的警察,
a good set of dogs, you pay off your local constable,
好呆在人家的地盘上.
and you just live out on the property.
无论怎么搞 都相安无事.
Feed her a little 131313 fertilizer, like growing summer beans.
我们甚至不用和毒贩子斗争.
Even the war on drugs passed us by.
因为他们忙着和恐怖分子斗呢.
Course, now they come up with the war on terror.
现在我们对你们这些小镇上毒贩的琐事不感兴趣,
Not that I ain't interested in the travails of a smalltime drug dealer,
你嫌我那地方小? 或许我们可以去塔尔萨看看.
Oh, you calling me smalltime? We gotta make it to Tulsa.
你知道吗我是这个州水栽法的先驱
Do you know that I was the first grower in the State that ever employed hydroponics?
水栽法是什么?
What's hydroponics?
让种子在水里生长你个白痴.
Germinating the seed in water, you shitforbrains.
你知道我为了培育一株好的品种
Do you know how many generations of hybridization
需要种多少代吗?
I've had to do to get my top three varietals?
这就是为什么我的大麻是最好的!
There is a goddamn reason I grow the best!
够了 布莱迪 那接下来呢？ 帕格只在乎钱 !
Enough, Brady. What's it gonna be? Pug wants his money!
如果我不知道他们的计划的话 我就什么都做不了.
Well, If I'd a known about a timetable, we'd have been doing that.
关于他们的计划你他妈给我闭嘴. 他给你提供出路
Shut your face about a timetable. He's offering you a way out.
你最好乖乖接受,
You sure as shit better take it,
要不然你谈的这些荣耀都有屁用.
or he's gonna bust up in your glory hole, like nobody's business.
转转它.
We should turn it loose.
我是不会去制造或散布
I ain't gonna manufacture or purvey
那些我自己不愿意用的东西. 看看
anything that I won't ingest into my own sweet self. Lookit here.
你是如何称其为毒品呢?
How you gonna call that a controlled substance?
一政府规定的 一看看这外表
Well, the government do. Look at the bud structure on it.
水晶的外形 檀香的味道. 你都想不出来这是什么
The crystal density, the smell of them terpenes. You can't synthesize that.
这就是大自然无懈可击的造体系,
That is nature's delivery system for goodness,
就是为了造出这样完美的东西.
distilled into a pure form.
它进入你体内 在这个被邪恶所包围的世界,
It glides down into your belly, and blooms into a feeling of peace,
带给你平静.
in this world beset by evil.
不管你吸多少 邪恶还是会存在的.
That world is gonna be there, no matter how much grass you smoke.
看看这 你用你的水栽法 建了泰姬陵
Now, look here. You wanted to build the fucking Taj Mahal to hydroponics.
恩? 你成功了.
Well? And you done it.
但是你要明白当你进到这个圈子时,
But you know what you was gettin' into with him,
你想成为什么样的人.
and he sure as shit ain't goin' away.
布莱迪!
Brady!
听着呢.
My mind's workin' on it.
Well, I sat down in the closet, with all my overalls
Tryin' to get away from all the ears inside my walls
Dreamed the police heard everything I thought... what then?
Well, I went to court and the judge's name was Hoffman
嗨，莎伦 她在哪? 老地方.
Howdy, Sharon. Where's she at? Oh, she's in her usual spot.
嗨，乔! 布莱迪.
Hi, Joe! Brady.
...to escape reality
And you may see me tonight, with an illegal smile
It don't cost very much...
嗨, 妈. Oh, 嗨. 那是什么?
Hey, mama. Oh, hey. Whatcha got there?
哲学杂志上关于比尔的文章.
Oh... It's a new article on Billy, and a theory he wrote hisself.
谢谢
Thank you.
你知道吗,有时候我在想.
Ya know, I've been thinkin'. Hmm?
或许你的父亲希望被杀.
Maybe, maybe your daddy wanted to get killed.
有时候我幻想这样的场景, 他没扑向那机关枪,
Somehow, I got this picture of him, runnin' toward a machine gun,
而活了下来,
because he'd rather die that way,
回到小德西盯着窗老去.
than come back to Little Dixie, and grow old, stare through a window.
或许他希望死的壮烈些,
Well, seeing how he was on about every drug imaginable,
我也不想浪费时间去想
I... I wouldn't spend my time trying to figure out
30年前他脑袋里到底是怎么想的.
what was in his head over 30 years ago.
你还有任何他的印象吗?
Do you remember him at all?
我还记得第一次见他时的微笑.
I remember smelling weed the first time... on him.
他永远都这样
Well, that certainly had its impact.
Daisy, why... why don't you come home with us
黛西 和我们一起住吧? 和我跟科林住一段时间
and live with me and Colleen for awhile?
科林和我. 科林和我.
Colleen and me. Colleen and me.
瞧瞧你这语法?
What's your version of proper grammar?
或许挺押韵的 不要回避话题.
Rhythm, maybe. Dumb Dutch question.
你比这所有的人都年轻12岁!不觉得可笑吗？
You're 12 years younger than anyone in here. This is ridiculous!
我喜欢这样 我想干吗就干吗
I like it here. I can do what I want,
我还没准好看着你 被别人暗杀或被抓进去.
and I'm not eager to get stranded when you get yourself killed or taken back to prison.
妈 科林怀孕了.
Mama, Colleen is pregnant.
不用你说?
You don't say?
还是很高兴告诉你!
I've been dying to tell 'ya!
为你感到高兴.
Ahhh, well, I'm happy for you.
那你呢 你将成为奶奶.
Well, how 'bout you? You're gonna be a grandma.
你觉得自己是个好丈夫吗?
Are you gonna be a husband?
我在努力.
I ain't dead.
你父亲是个混球 一个天才就这样虚度了一生.
Your father was a freakedout genius who wasted his life.
你可以做成任何事.
He could have done anything.
你比你弟的智商要高 可是他却远远超过你.
Got a higher IQ than your brother, and he just passed you by.
我没想过赶上比尔.
I... I... I ain't tryin' to keep up with Billy.
我不是他 他也不是我.
I ain't him, and he ain't me.
妈 我喜欢现的我 这就够了.
Mama, I like who I am just fine.
你觉得在我死之前还可以见到他吗?
You think I'll see him again before I die?
我觉得只有我们当中的某个人死了他才可能会回到这里.
I think it's gonna take one of us dying to get him to come back down here.
和你在一起真好.
Well, nice sittin' with ya.
谢谢. 你太客气
Gorgeous.
真丰盛. 我还从来没在普罗维登斯吃过饭.
This is wonderful. I... I... I almost never eat out in Providence.
最近我在联邦山就餐, 但也不是常去.
Ya know, now and then on Federal Hill, but not nearly enough.
我听说你那本关于库斯奥勒的书 反响不错.
I hear your book on Marcus Aurelius has the whole community astir.
谢谢. 这次又是哪个出版社? 牛津.
Oh, thanks. Which press was that again? Oxford.
他们是不是去年刚出版 你关于米奈克穆斯的译本呢.
But they did your translation of the Menaechmi last year.
是的 他们做的很好.
They did. They've been terrific.
真勤奋 你是怎么抽出时间的?
Plautus. How do you find the time?
可能是我还没结婚吧.
Well, I don't have a life.
上周我看了一些你的基本资料.
I read some biographical material on you last week, Bill.
比尔你…你起初来自汉堡阁.
You, ah, you come from humble beginnings.
是的.
I do, yea.
那现在呢? 奥马哈市? 俄克拉何马州.
Where was it? Omaha? Oklahoma.
你说话居然没有口音?
Oh, why don't you, ah, why don't you have an accent?
经过练习改掉的.
With some considerable effort, I lost it.
你父亲是个走私者. 事实上是我爷爷.
Your father was a bootlegger. It was my grandfather, actually.
太不可思议了. 有什么不可思议的?
Fantastic. Why fantastic?
说不上来. 像我们这样的人一生部是栽培出来的.
I don't know. So many of us were trained for this life.
就读昂贵的私立学校 父母都在学院工作.
Fancy private schools, parents in academia.
我一直都很服你们这样的人.
I'm always astounded by those who made their own way.
谢谢. 我的家庭是有点瑕疵.
Oh, thank you. I, ah, my family is a bit eccentric.
我是靠读书才有今天的.
I found discipline in books.
你可能很奇怪 为什么迪恩索伦森会在这.
Well, you're probably wondering why Dean Sorenson is here.
比尔 我们想让你去法学院就职.
Bill, we'd like to offer you a position in the Law School.
不是开玩笑?
You can't be serious?
我们一直想扩大我们在哲学领域的投入,
We've been wanting to incorporate more philosophy into the curriculum,
当我们得知你不太满意于布朗大学和古典哲学学院时,
and when we got wind of your hesitancy in transferring up from Brown in Classics,
我们就有让你给法学院学生
we came up with the idea of letting you create
创建一个研究所的完美创意.
your own institute for our law students.
我…我都不知道怎么答复你. 太不可思议了
I, ah, don't even know how to begin to respond. That is such a precipitous offer.
安心的接受吧.
Savor it. Digest it.
一生中这样的时光可不多啊.
Moments like this come too seldom in life.
我…我会考虑的.
I, ah, I'll say.
比尔 我们都希望你能来. 通过勤奋你成就了你的才华.
We all want you here, Bill. You've crafted your career diligently.
现在你可以考虑一下你的将来了.
It makes absolute sense as your next step.
你下巴上有东西.
You've a dollop of japeno.
宝贝 你做的好极了.
Mmm, honey, that's better, you're the best.
宝贝 谢谢.
Thank you, Brady.
你看起来真性感. 才没呢. 有.
Look how sexy you look. I do not. You do.
我还要等多久 你才可以让我做些小动作呢?
How long the doctor give me till I got to throw up that old detour sign?
等我洗完这些碟子.
Well, just wait till I'm done with these dishes.
Oh, well, push that... Gonna put you right on the burner. Bring it, electric!
Comin' at ya. Dug in and comin' at ya.
你好?
Hello?
能问一下你是谁吗?
Well, can I ask who's calling?
能告诉我什么事吗?
Can I ask what this is about?
因为我是他女朋友 定下来的结婚对象.
Because I'm the girlfriend he's fixin' to marry, is why.
谁? 是谁? 一个叫帕格的家伙.
Who is it? Who is it? Some fellow named Pug.
该死 给我. 我希望不是...
I'll take it in the back there. It better not be...
不会的, 不会的. 是关于卡车的事.
It ain't, it ain't. It's a man about a truck.
嘿, 布莱迪!
Hey, Brady!
嗨, 帕格. 最近过的... 我的人去你那了吗?
Hey, Pug. How are y... [indistinct] down there, Brady?
是的. 他们有告诉你你需要给我答复吗?
Ooh, oh, ah, yes we did. They told you I needed an answer?
是的 他们都说明白了...
Yes, sir, they made that pretty clear. I was just hopin'...
我只是希望你明晚过来.
I want to see you tomorrow evening.
明晚可能有点... 你得听我的，布莱迪!
Well, tomorrow night's gonna be... You heard me, Brady!
什么事? 博格! 嘿, 布莱迪. 帕格刚打来电话.
Yea? Bolger! Hey, buddy. Pug just called me.
他自己打的?
Pug called you hisself?
他想要我们去他那.
Yea, he want us up there.
他想要我们? 不是，他想见见我们.
What does he want? No, he want to see us.
你改主意了...? 没有，在我没去之前还不会改.
You gonna change...? No, I ain't changin' my mind one bit.
我不喜欢这样，布莱迪. 我们必须到那边去
I don't like this at all, Brady. Well, we just gonna have to
把协议定下来. 和我一起去
be ready to deal then and come what may.
一你知道我是你助手
You know me, I'm gonna be up there with ya.
一再见.
I'll see ya.
你好?
Hello?
劳拉 谁?
Lola who?
等等 先不要挂.
Ah, ah, ah, hang on, hang on.
你是怎么得到这个号的?
How did you get this number?
嘿, 有个男的给你打电话吗?
Hi, did that man get a hold of you?
是的.
He did, yea.
他说事情紧急，所以我就...
He said it was an emergency, so I...
你做的很对，谢谢.
You did the right thing, thanks.
还有什么事吗?
Was there something else?
你还好吗?
Is everything all right?
我哥哥被谋杀了.
Well, my brother's been murdered.
比尔，太可怕了!
Bill, that's awful!
我从来都不知道你还有个哥哥!
I didn't even know you had a brother!
怎么被杀的?
How?
被箭射死的.
He got shot with a crossbow.
你再说一遍?
I beg your pardon?
在我家乡这种东西随处可见.
They're inexplicably popular where I come from.
是意外吗?
Was it an accident?
不是 要是意外的话就不叫谋杀了.
No, because then it wouldn't be a murder.
我还没搞明白... 你最后一次见他是什么时候?
Ah, oh, I don't know even know what... When was the last time you saw him?
很久以前了.
Um, it had been a long time.
那你有什么打算?
What will you do?
我想我应该回一趟家.
Well, ah, I suppose I have to go home.
你去塔尔萨有什么事吗?
What brings you to Tulsa?
什么？ 哦 一点家事.
Pardon? Oh, ah, family matter.
应该没人愿意去俄克拉何马州的,
I was gonna say, because nobody visits Oklahoma, ya know,
要么家在那儿 要么去出差,
and it's one of those states where you live there, maybe you got business there,
就是没有人因为那里风景迷人才去.
but you don't see people coming for the attractions.
不错. 你是做什么的?
Right. What do ya do?
就写写书 教教书. 我是个教授.
I, ah, I write and teach. I'm a professor.
那你教什么? 古典哲学.
Of? Classical Philosophy.
这年头这课没什么用了.
There's not too much use for that these days.
说老实话这么多年人类没怎么变化.
Humanity hasn't changed that much, actually.
你在塔尔萨有亲人??
Do you have family in Tulsa?
没有 其实在伊达贝尔.
No, no. Idabel.
小德克西那儿?
Little Dixie?
我希望你不会是因为家里发生了不幸而回去的吧.
I hope it's not tragedy that brings you back.
是我的一个亲人. 抱歉.
It is for someone. I'm sorry. Thanks
我是个牙医.
I'm an orthodontist.
曾经是我想重操就业
Was, I mean. Will be again.
你矫正过牙齿吗?
Have you had work done?
没, 没有过. 看得出来.
No, no, actually, I haven't. Yea, I can.. I can tell.
你脸型不错.
You got a nice face, though.
谢谢.
Thanks.
肯.费恩曼 比尔．金凯德
Ken Feinman Bill Kincaid
比尔你有孩子吗? 没有
You have kids, Bill? No
我想重新来过.
I'm starting out all over. Yea.
不是所有的人都理解的 确实很困难
People don't realize it, but it's... it's tough to break in, and you get
你得维持事业 还要供孩子上学,
most of your business, ya know, through your kids' school, in your church,
还要去教堂,
synagogue, in my case, ya know,
我得去犹太教堂确实很不容易 每一笔费用都很贵
but it's tough, I mean the costs of a practice these days
很贵的那种.
is just, ah, it's downright humiliating.
老实说你想不到有多贵.
Honestly, it's downright humiliating.
的确如此. 我们现在住在曼哈顿,
Hmm, yea, I believe you. We were living in Manhattan,
但是我是在塔尔萨长大的, 照这样说我们都是回家.
but, ah, I grew up in Tulsa, so, ya know, we just moved back.
塔尔萨有许多的犹太人吗?
Are there a lot of Jews in Tulsa?
很多人问这个问题,
That's.. that's what.. that's what everyone asks,
确实有一些
but.. but there are. No, it's...
虽然是个小群体 但是关系都很好
it's a small community, but very cohesive,
和当地人相处的不错.
and, ya know, the pull was unimaginable.
肯 你没看到人家在看书吗?
Kenny, do you see the man is reading?
人家可不是来听你说
I don't think he wants to sit and listen to you
塔尔萨犹太人历史的.
chronicle the evolution of Tulsa Jewry.
好吧 你还是看你的书吧.
I'll let you get back to your reading.
谢谢.
Thanks.
真的不好意思.
It's a little embarrassing. I don't.. don't mean to be..
如果你有亲戚在这儿的话.
It's just, ah, if you've got family down there.
侄女或者外甥... 我没有.
Ya know, nieces and nephews... I don't.
我想如果你有的话把这个给他
I mean, if you did or, you know...
离这不远,
It's, ah, it's.. it's not too far away,
我很在行的. 我知道.
and, ah, you know, I do great work. I.. I know you do.
我认为我们相遇就是种缘分.
I never take accidental encounters for granted.
亲爱的! 我们该走了.
Kenny! Kenny! So... I'm gonna run.
里克博格 你好，里克.
Rick Bolger Hey, Rick.
叫我博格吧. 很高兴见到你.
Folks call me Bolger. Nice to meet ya.
你们长得真像.
Man! You sure do look like him.
可能是吧 但还是有区别的.
I think that's what they mean by identical.
我和你哥是铁哥们.
Your brother was a great friend to me.
我很久都没有见过他了 不过还是谢谢你.
I... I hadn't seen him in awhile, but.. thanks.
你没有带行李吗? 有 这儿.
You ain't got no bags? No, that's it.
那我们出发.
Nice to meet you.
My wildest dreams grow wilder every day
There's nothing I can think or do or say
我很久没有来这儿了 希望这次能住旅馆.
I ain't been up here in awhile. I was gonna stay in a hotel.
那你现在开往哪?
Where'd ya go?
机场旁边一个地方.
Found me a deadend in a construction site near the airport.
躺着就可以数星星.
Laid out, counting stars. Crazy how much building they got goin' on up there.
太奇怪了 这些建筑是什么时候建的. 人们也许不想住在乡下了
Folks just don't take to the country no more, I guess.
你觉得呢?
You figure?
太神奇了...
Mystery...
I swear I'll get it right
My wildest dreams grow wilder every day
I'm wonderin' just how far my mind can stray
Just how wild is too high a price to pay
要喝点什么吗?
You need a drink or anything?
我们直接去布罗肯阿罗. 可以去“我的图腾”
Comin' up on Broken Bow. Can stop off at the Me Tote Em.
好.
Sure.
我的图腾?
Me Tote?
我差点给忘了 这是你哥哥的.
Oh! I almost forgot. This here is your brother's.
不管你带不带.
I don't know if you want it.
我没看错吧.
You're shittin' me.
巴迪!
Buddy!
穿的很帅啊.
You clean up nice.
什么?
How's that?
你这身衣服哪儿弄的?
Where's the tux from?
天啊 是这样的...
Oh, God, no, no, wait a second, wait a second. You, you...
博格去哪儿了? 他就在附近, 但我不是你认为的那个人.
Where's Bolger at? He's around back, but I'm... I'm not who you think I am.
你不是? 你不认识我.
Oh, you're not? No, you don't know me.
我不想知道你来布罗肯阿罗做什么,
Oh, well, what I wanna know is what you're doin' up here in Broken Bow,
这里不欢迎你
when we don't want you in Broken Bow?
我的错 我这就走.
Um, it's my mistake. I'm... I'm just gonna leave.
巴迪回来之前 你哪儿也别去.
Yea, well, not till Buddy gets here, you won't.
巴迪是谁?
Buddy?
冷静! 冷静!
Calm down! Calm down!
布莱迪过来. 我不是他我告诉过他认错人了
Keep it up, Brady. I'm his brother! I'm not... Ohhhh! Ohhhh!
你最好别来北边, 这里没有你想要的东西,
You don't wanna be comin' up north, where you ain't got no tripwires,
你也没有买通警察.
or booby traps, and hos you done bribed.
你还以为你可以为所欲为
Maybe even sell your soupedup turbo grass to whoever you... [Gunshot]
我还在找你呢. 两对一不好吧.
I wondered where you was at. Don't seem like too fair a fight.
北边的事可不归你管.
Well, nobody asked you two to come up north, neither.
但是我们来塔尔萨有别的事.
Well, we had some business to take care of up in Tulsa.
我听说了. 你听到什么了?
I heard somethin' about that. What you heard?
我听说布莱迪欠了帕格很多钱.
Heard that Brady here owes Pug a lot of money.
你可以给他们解释吗？
Will you explain this, please.
最好别和这两个白痴讲话.
The less you say to these two fuckin' inbreds, the better.
我听说你要把你的买卖扩大到整个小德克西.
Heard he thinks you're gonna expand business down to our Little Dixie.
我已经说过了. 如果我这样呢!
The young pussy already said. How 'bout I say THIS!
感觉好点了吗?
How ya feelin'?
布莱迪? 你还好吧.
Brady? Hey, buddy.
到底是怎么一回事?
What the hell is goin' on?
我又活过来了.
Well, I think Sally got razor happy.
什么? 你疯了? 冷静.
What? Are you out of your mind? Okay, easy now.
抓牢他. 抓牢.
Hold on to him, now. Hold on.
放开我!放开我! 你保证你能冷静!
No, let go of me! Let me go! Not until you calm down, he won't!
你让他们通知我说你死了? 说是被弓箭射死的?
You had him tell me you were dead? With a fucking crossbow?
好吧 我没事 很抱歉
Well, all right, I'm sorry 'bout that,
但是除此之外没有别的办法让你回来.
but there were no other way for me to get you to come down here.
让我来干什么?
Ow! Ow! Ahhh... Down here for what?
我要结婚了. 关我屁事就这个烂借口?
I'm gettin' married. As if I care. What kind of excuse is that?
我要当爸爸了 你要当叔叔了.
And I'm having a baby. You're gonna be an uncle.
哪个傻瓜愿意给你生个孩子?
Who... Who would be dumb enough to have a child with you?
我愿意.
I would.
你还记得那次舞会吗? 在丹顿的家里?
You remember the Dentons? On Luminus back home?
科林丹顿? 记性不错.
Colleen Denton? You remember.
我上高中的时候还做过她家姆.
I babysat you when we were in high school.
你曾是我的最爱坐在厨房里看书.
You was my favorite. You used to sit in the kitchen reading books.
我就可以把门关上一个人看电视.
I got to watch all the TV I wanted, as long as I kept the door shut.
在我睡觉之前你还给我讲莎士比亚的十四行诗.
You were reading Shakespeare sonnets when I was going to sleep.
现在你准备和这个瘾君子结婚?
And now you're gonna marry this pothead?
不 他已经戒了. 我已经彻头彻尾的改了.
No, he's not no more. Ah, leaving all that behind.
是的 我从各个方面都看出来了.
Oh, oh, yea, I can see the evidence for that everywhere.
在孩子出生之前我还是可以稍稍放纵一下 然后再戒掉.
I get to keep on smokin' till my baby comes, and then it's cold turkey on that, too.
且我还可以和博格轻松一下?
But me and Bolger's gonna smoke till the bottom drops out, ain't we?
你可真会选时间.
Oh, what a... what a great time.
不管怎样 我还是想立马走人.
Anyway, you know what? I wanna leave as quickly and painlessly as possible.
过了周末再走吧. 不行. 你可以去看看老妈.
Hang on. Just stay through the weekend. No. You could go see mom.
听着我要走了 你的所作所为真是很残忍 一点都不负责任
Look, Brady, I am leaving. What... What you did here is cruel and irresponsible
这就正我走的原因.
and exactly why I stay away.
我读了你所写的每一篇文章.
No. You... You know I read every goddamn article you write.
我都读了一个关于亚里士多德语录的.长达50页文章
I read 50 pages on the interpretation of one word in Aristol.
我坐在那儿翻了一天的字典,
Sat there the whole fucking day with a dictionary,
不是小字典 而是那种牛津大辞典.
and not the Merriam Webster, either, the motherfucking OED.
全世界都找不到二十个人能把那读完的,
Ain't 20 people in the world read that whole piece, I'll bet,
而我就是其中一个.
and you're lookin' at one of 'em.
布莱迪，你想怎样?
What do you... What do you want, Brady? I mean, what do you fuckin' want?
我只是想看看我心爱的弟弟 这都犯法了吗?
I just want to see my brother, who I love. What's the crime?
你为什么不打电话直接叫我过来,
Why couldn't you pick up the phone, and call me, and just ask me to come down,
就像正常人那样? 如果我打电话你是不会理我的.
like anyone normal person? Because when I do, you never call me back.
如果你是这样的话?
And, if you did, you'd just say no. Am I lying?
你明白我在说什么 没错吧? 说错了吗？ 没有，没有.
Well, am I lying? No. No, you're not.
为什么要这样？我们不是坏人 比尔 我知道你不是.
Wow... We ain't bad people, Billy. I know you're not.
你知道妈在敬老院的事吗？
You know mom put herself in a home?
敬老院? 是的. 天啊.
A rest home? She did. Jesus.
你已经来了，难道你就不想去看看她吗？
You want her to die down here, and you don't even come to say goodbye.
她还吸毒吗? 你自己去看吧.
Is she still using drugs? Just go see her and find out for yourself.
我不能去，我还不能...
I can't. I c.. I.. I.. I just can't. I can't go and...
我们到底做了什么让你如此记恨我们?
What the hell did any of us ever do that made you hate us this way?
我没有恨你们. 真的没有. 只是...
I don't hate you. I really don't. I just...
你不想你的家乡吗? 你的家人
And.. And where you're from don't matter to ya? Your family?
你的哥哥?
Your own fuckin' brother?
听着，我只想过自己想过的生活.
Look, I try to live my life with a purposeful measure of control.
那种若干世纪前某些睿智的思想家
I adhere to certain philosophic tenets that were laid down centuries ago
所传承下来的有序的生活.
by some very introspective thinkers.
我只希望你在伊达贝尔多呆几天.
I'm talking about three fucking days in Idabel.
真他妈操蛋.
Son of a bitch.
好 我在这儿过周末 过完我就走.
Ok, look, I will stay through the weekend. But then I'm out of here.
明白吗?
Do you understand?
别闹了. 停下! 天啊!
Hey! Hey, don't you fuck around. Stop! Jesus!
我的天! 他认为我们在卖大麻呢.
God! I think he thought we were selling dime bags.
这是什么?
What is all this?
让我们来告诉你吧.
Well, let me enlighten you on a point or two.
这一切都是从温室开始的. 小的在这边长大的放那边,
It all starts in the mama room. Ya got your young'uns over here,
这是原来的,这是钠灯 一千瓦的.
your juvies, and your adults in the back.
灯发热就显得红了.
All these lights are sodiumvapor. Portalux HP 1000 watts
这种条件下更有利于植物的生长
Incandescent's got too much far red in the spectrum.
叶小的就活不长.
and the leaves get all nine, and the whole thing just keels over.
也会剔除很多我门不需要的特性.
Plus, it reduces the potency, which is definitely not what we want.
二极管的白炽灯很管用
Now, LED's gettin' to be all the rage
因为它热量低 耗电也少...
'cause it's cooler and saves ya on power costs, but...
但我还是钟爱钠灯!
I'm a sodiumvapor man!
这些都是电子化控制的
Ya know, we got your electronic digital balance
博格 把那升起来!
Hey, raise 'er up, Bolger!
是谁建的? 博格和我.
Who built all this? Me and Bolger.
还有其他一些朋友也来帮过忙.
Had a few buddies help us with the heavy liftin'.
这一切都是你哥哥的功劳.
Your brother designed every bit of it.
园林方面的.
The horticultural part.
所需的材料都在单子上.
Quonset, ah, comes in a fuckin' catalog kit. Gradeschoolers could've assembled it.
这些都可以培育上等太麻,
We should've got a contractor to pour the pad,
我们本来是要雇几个工人的?但那样很冒险
but we couldn't likely hire one of those, could we?
这些都是什么? 这部是供溶系统. 溶供管?
And, and, what... what are all these? Oh, NFT Spiral System. NFT?
溶液供给管道.
Yea, nutrient film technique.
这部不需要土壤这里面部是有机溶液.
No soil in there. These pipes are filled with hydroclay.
都是混合有机溶液 为细胞代谢提供养料.
It's like an expanded clay aggregate, supports the active capillaries.
只是土壤和树皮.
It's just that and coconut husks, if you can believe that shit.
没有加酸 加碱 完全无公害培育.
No acid, no alkaline in the base, totally sterile medium.
看看我的第七代水栽品种,
You're lookin' at cell generation of hybridization cloning,
它们就像我的孩子一样.
through all my special little children.
我们没有亏待你吧?
And we feed ya good, too, don't we?
养料从下面输入.
Pump the nutrients, see, up into the medium from underneath.
老弟 大学问家 你觉得这里会有热带雨林的猫头鹰吗
Big Bud, Connoisseur, Nirvana, Jungle Juice, Tarantula, the whole shitteroo.
你看看这些都他妈太棒了.
You're looking at the motherfuckin' state of the art.
我不知道我该说什么.
I don't know what to say.
博格听到没有 他说他不知道说啥好了
You hear that, Bolger, we rendered him speechless! Huh!
想来点吗? 不
You wanna try some? No
我是靠脑袋谋生的 我得保持清醒.
I make my living with my mind, and, so, I like to keep it clear.
算我没说.
I forgot who I was talking to.
你还活在你的哲学世界里.
Traveling through his optic spacetime. Shit.
我们到走廊去坐会儿.
Let's go sit on the back porch. I've got a new varietal.
我有新品种我得尝尝.
I really gotta give her a test drive.
我读过你在纽约书评上的一篇文章,
Now, I read an article you wrote in the New York Review of Books,
关于一个海德格尔的. 海德格尔?
'bout a fellow called Heidegigger. Heidegger?
那个 那个白痴.
That's the one. What kind of name is that?
就是一个书评而已 关于雅克.拉康对海德格尔的态度
Oh, it was a review of a book exploring Jacques Lacan's take on Heidegger.
就那个! 我就搞不明白!
Exactly! That right there is what I don't understand about y'all! I mean...
你从来不写自己的看法!
Y'all ever... hardly ever write about a topic!
你总是去评价一个人 对另一个人的看法态度
I mean, you write about what some other fellow wrote about the topic.
就像一个人得出一个想法, 然后一个法国佬看到了
So, so Heidegger's got some idea, and then some, some French guy's got a take on that,
你就写这个人．一直就这样写下去,
then you write a review of that,
你要明白这就是学术研究 布莱迪.
and some other fellow's gonna come along and on and on and on and on.
不是每个人都能明白的.
You very neatly explained academia, Brady. So, I'll write and say for all y'all.
你的中心思想是什么？
It's just called, "What the Fuck's the Point"?
我想 我该走了
Ya know what? I think this is right about where I leave.
别走.别走.
Come on, come on.
试试这个. 我说不要.
Give you a tug on that. I said no.
你以前比我吸的还多. 你会喜欢上这个的.
You used to do this more'n I did. You couldn't get enough of it.
我已经不吸了.
Well, I just don't do it anymore.
从你的表情看得出你还是很想的.
Oh, I know you want some. It's written all over your face.
这是自己的产品 比其他的都好用.
Look, the shit I grow is better than anything you're gonna taste anywhere.
在牙买加买的. 那些和这个相比简直不值一提
Makes that Jamaica shit we used to buy taste like tobacco.
我信你.
Oh, I'll bet it does.
来点吧 有一小点的苦 但味道不错! 尝点吧 好吧
A tiny taste. A little, little, bitty, ole taste. Just.. Taste!
我都不敢相信我会干这事，简是太愚蠢了!
Fine, fine. Fuck, I don't believe I'm doing this. This is so fucking stupid!
你最后一次吸是什么时候?
When was the last time you did it?
大学吧. 我敢打赌你会上瘾的.
Graduate school. I'll bet this is gonna lay you out.
还记得和妈妈一起第一次吸吗? 记得.
You remember the first time? With ma? I remember.
好傻啊.
[Both] Fucking ridiculous.
我猜她知道我们自己会做的.
I guess she just figured we were gonna find out on our own, anyway.
我不想知道她当时的想法.
I... I don't wanna know what she was thinking about.
快点 像样的吸一口.
Oh, come on, give it a real pull there.
你戒了这么久再吸
Now, how many buds are you gonna smoke that's that
得吸多少才能上瘾啊?
smooth after you ain't done it in a number of years?
我把荷兰传统工艺里面的催熟过程加强了,
I've been lengthening the maturing process more in the Dutch tradition,
这样可以加大焦油量. Wow!
and I got just the right amount of resin. Wow!
Ooohhh! 起作用了.
Ooohhh! Now we're cookin'.
我记得
So, anyways, I seem to recall you didn't..
你不太喜欢那个海德格尔吧
you didn't think too much of this fellow, Heidegigger.
不喜欢？ 他就是一法西，纳粹份子
What? No, he was a fucking fascist. He... He held down the National Socialists.
但是这文章很有逻辑 也说明真相
All right, but this article was about logic and... and truth, and
关于 另外一个人怎么看待
about him and some other fellow related to, uh...
分析哲学. 什么? 分析哲学.
Analytic philosophy. What was it? Analytic philosophy.
分析哲学. 分析哲学.
Analytic philosophy. Analytic philosophy.
我有一个词想不起来 认...
There was one word I didn't know. I had to look it up. Epista...
认识论. 认识什么? 认识论.
Epistemology. Epista what? Epistemology.
哦，对 认识论.
Epistemology, bingo, bingo.
我们干嘛要说这个?
Why are we talking about this?
就算讨论问题啊.
Just solving problems.
随便讨论讨论.
Just solving problems.
就像我们有时灵光一现突然想到,
Like... Like, when all of a sudden, you get hit with a answer,
自己一直要找的答案,
to a mess you've been in,
而你想到的那一刻. 你又会奇怪为什么以前没想到
and as soon as it hit ya, ya can't hardly believe ya didn't think of it before.
你想说什么，布莱迪?
What is it you want, Brady?
你再来点吧. 不，我他妈吸过了.
Here, git ya another pull on that. No, I'm fucking euthanized.
别啊,再来点. 嗯…
Go on, now. Go on!
好吧 听我说 是有些事.
All right, now, here's the thing.
那些器材你部看到了．非常昂贵.
All that equipment you see out yonder. It was expensive.
所以我不得向塔尔萨干这行的犹太人借钱.
So I had to go see this Jew up in Tulsa, who's kinda in the business.
什么叫“干这行”? 借钱.
What do ya mean, he's in the business? Well, the dope dealing business.
干这行的犹太人? 你是怎么知道他的犹太人的?
A Jew in the business? How do ya know he's a Jew?
相信我 他就是.
Well, he... Trust me, he's a Jew.
什么意思？他有个犹太人的姓?
Well, what does that mean? He has a Jewish last name?
他妈的就是!
He's a goddamn Jew!
别当个“反犹太者”. 反什么.
Don't be antiSemitic. Anti what? AntiJew.
我不反犹太! 我爱所有人!
I ain't antiJew! I loves everybody!
天啊! 好吧, 他是个毒贩子，然后呢？
Oh, Jesus! So, okay, he's a dope dealer. So what...
其实不仅仅是个毒贩，他是个头目,
Well, he's not really a dealer. He's... He's a little more upstream than that,
而我是他的主要大供应商.
but I've been his main supplier of grass.
我还是有些不明白... 你能不能听我把话说完?
I still don't see... Will ya listen? Ya just..
你总是不听我说..
Ya know, ya never listen!
好吧, 好吧,你说.
Okay, okay, fine, I'm listening.
我想让你当我.
I need you to be me.
什么?
What?
呆在这 就像你回了一趟家,
Down here, just like we used to back at home,
当我要走的时候我会和你解释的.
while I go up there and figure out this whole situation.
不干 门都没有 布莱迪.
No fucking chance, Brady.
我都想好了 很简单的.
Well, look, I've got this one figured. It's so simple.
你只要替我去看望妈就可以了.
All you gotta do is go and visit mom.
你以为妈会分不出我们俩?
You don't think mom is gonna know the difference between you and me?
妈妈认不认出不重要. 重要的是郡长 他很好唬弄的.
It ain't about mom, goddamn it. It's the sheriff. It's he we're gonna fool.
我们现在根本不像 你不觉得吗?
We don't even look alike, anymore. Has that occurred to you?
博格跟我说了你去“我的图腾”里的事了
Bolger said when you walked into that Me Tote Em, it took all of
说店员以为你是换了发型的我.
five seconds for them boys to figure out it was me with a shave and haircut.
我终于知道为什么会挨揍了. 他说你都不知道跑.
Which is why he took me to Broken Bow. He said you wanted to go.
布莱迪，布莱迪，我诚心替你向上帝忏悔...
Brady, Brady, I swear to God, even for you...
可能博格也觉得我们像吧,
Well, that might have been Bolger's idea,
但你来之前我从来没想过.
but I didn't know nothing about it till you all showed up here.
听我说. 我们可以回布罗肯阿罗找他们算账,
And let me tell you something else. We're going back up to Broken Bow, and we're gonna whip some country ass.
不了,不用了.
No, no, you're not.
好啊．不叫我们就自己玩了?
Started without us?
你知道的 你现在不能碰这个.
Well, you know you can't have none of this good stuff.
我知道我开玩笑的 但其他人就不好说了.
I know, but I'm being polite. The rest of 'em came.
太奇怪了.
That is so weird.
忘了介绍了 珍妮特 这是我亲爱的弟弟 比尔 比尔 这是我们的朋友 珍妮特
Oh, Janet, this is my dear brother, Bill. Bill, this is our good friend, Janet.
你好, 我是比尔. 你刚吸过? 是的.
Hi, I'm Bill. You havin' a smoke? Oh, I wa... I was, yea.
你要来点吗? 我一会喝啤酒, 谢谢.
Oh, uh, do you want some? Oh, I'm gonna get a beer, thanks.
我 我 我其实不怎么
Yea, I... I... I usually don't, either. I... I...
事实上我…
Actually, actually, I never do. I... I'm...
不用紧张 没人能抵挡住布莱迪的诱惑
It's all right. Nobody can say no to Brady.
因为我有魔力
Mojo, I got the mojo.
我真不吸.
I kinda forgot.
博格说你很出名 那叫什么来着，博格?
So, Bolger says you're a famous, what was it you said, Bolger?
大思想家. 大思想家.
A famous thinker. A famous thinker.
很有名的. 如果仅限于某些小圈子的话算是吧.
He's real famous. In certain esoteric circles, aught maybe.
那你靠这个挣钱吗?
And they pay you for that?
我做讲座我是教书的是教授.
Well, I... I... I lecture, and I... I teach. I am a professor.
我只是随便问问. 很高兴见到你.
I was just fuckin' with you. Ah, you're... Yea... Nice to meet you.
Go ahead, get in the coda.
她是个诗人. 什么? 确切地说她写点小诗.
She's a poet. What? Seriously, she writes fuckin' poetry.
2005年她还得了钓鱼比赛冠军.
And she's the ladies noodling champion of '05.
赤手空拳不到十个小时钓了六十斤鱼.
125 pounds of catfish, in under 10 hours, with nothing but her bare hands.
我曾经劝说让她跟我和科林一起生活,
I tried to get her and Colleen in a threeway once,
但她们好像不太接受.
but wouldn't neither of 'em go for it.
我周日走，你知道吧? 知道.
I'm... I'm leaving on Sunday, you do understand that, right? I understand that.
我是坚决不会加人什么... 这个我们以后再谈.
I am not gonna participate... No, no, we'll talk about that later.
博格，你就不能绅士点!
Hey, Bolger, crank her up, man!
今天发生的一切都告诉我要离你远点.
All this happened in one day. Almost everything that has happened here has only served to vindicate why I stay away.
别跟我说你手里这东西刚刚没让你爽到.
Oh, come on. Don't tell me that goblet of goodness in your hand hadn't made ya happy.
不, 一点都没有,不管这是什么.
No, even that, whatever it actually is.
承认吧 比尔，它们就是能让你High到头.
That's Ambrosia, Billy. That's pure Ambrosia.
Oh, ride the blue wind high and free, she'll lead you down through misery,
Leave you low, come time to go, alone and low as low can be.
Well, if I had a nickel, I'd find a game. If I won a dollar, I'd make it rain.
If it rained an ocean, I'd drink it dry, lay me down dissatisfied.
Oh, legs to walk and thoughts to fly, eyes to laugh...
你现在住哪儿? 普罗维登斯.
So, where do you live now? Mmm, Providence, Rhode Island.
你为什么要来这呢? 我想在这写诗.
Why, why would you come back here? It's where I wanna write.
我也靠教书赚钱. 教大学? 高中.
I teach for money. Is it a college? High school, here in town.
中学?
High school?
我也试过要当大学老师 但是大学生的思想观价值观部已成形
I tried the tenure track, but college students are already
他们有自己的世界
too culturally informed. Closes their minds.
我以前怎么没碰到过你这样的女孩呢?
How come there aren't more girls, like you, writing Hugo?
是你没注意过吧.
Maybe they don't know how to look.
听说你教文学?
Well, you... you teach... English?
对
I do. Hmm...
我妈妈以前也教这个. 她肯定非常以你为荣.
My mother used to do that for awhile. She must be very proud of you.
我已经很久没见她了. 为什么?
I haven't talked to her in quite awhile. Why not?
这个问题很复杂.
That is a very complicated subject.
你是举世闻名的思想家? 别这么说
You're some worldfamous thinker? Har... Hardly
那就小一点的范围?
Some minorly famous thinker?
你却不想你妈以此为荣? 是的.
And you don't let your mother enjoy that? That's correct.
跟妈妈闹别扭可不是什么好事.
It's not good to have unresolved problems with your mother.
为什么? 因为终有一天她会离我们而去. 那时你会在哪儿呢?
Why? Because some day, she'll be gone. Then where will you be?
就在这吧. 没错.
Probably the same place I am right now. Exactly.
你很聪明. 你也是.
You're smart. You aren't as smart as you think you are.
我自己的兄弟都能骗到我.
Well, hey, I just got tricked by my dopedealing brother.
每个人都会受骗的.
We all get tricked some time or other.
不要. 不要? 不要 为什么?
Mmm, I don't think so. No? No Why?
你刚才抽大麻了要是我吻你.
A combination of what you've been smoking and what I'd do with you.
你就戒不掉了.
You'd never recover.
我尽量.
I'll do my best.
我要回家了.
I'm goin' home.
好吧 我们能不能就…
Well, can't light a cake. Can... could we just like, um...
我是说 刚才就差一点了…
I mean, we were, we were kind of lost... having a hug.
我明天早上去钓鱼 想去的话一起吧,
I'm going noodling tomorrow, if you want to tag along.
我弟弟跟我说过你钓鱼的事.
My brother said that you did that.
晚安.
Sweet dreams.
你来看.
Here you go.
小心点这个可是最好的.
Check out the best part.
天哪! 都在这了.
Holy shit! This here's why I keep it alive.
等一下 有些是我们以前房间里的
Wait a minute. Some of these are from our room. Oh, yea.
我也收藏了一些 不过都是原版 没有赝品.
Yup, a few more I picked up along the road, but all originals. Ain't no knockoffs.
坐吧.
Wow Now sit you down.
哈，爽吧 我在彭加买的
Ain't that the coup de grace? I got her off from Taylor in Ponca City,
我和科林一起搬回来的, 给我们一家三口买的.
before me and Colleen hooked up. That was my deal closer, baby.
科林要是知道是给自己用的. 绝对不会去的
If Colleen knew what went on in that bed, she'd never let me [indistinct].
不错. 肯定睡着很舒服.
Lovely. Let's get you somethin' for that buzz you got workin'.
还记得这个吗? 你还是喜欢塑封唱片啊?
Hey! Remember this? You still goin' with vinyl, huh?
当然! 我不喜欢电子产品. 这才是绝对的经典.
Oh, hell, yea! I don't go in for no digital. They can't improve a phono classics man.
快把你自己躺下. 是“你快躺下”.
Come on, lay you down. Lie down.
你的口气和妈一样. 对不起.
Now you sound like mom. Sorry.
Lady in a turban, a cocaine tree
听这个很舒服吧
How's that for a lullaby [indistinct]. Ahhh...
Does a dance so rhythmically Does a dance so rhythmically
别以为这样我就会同意…
Hey, don't think that this means that I'm in any way...
现在不说那事.
We ain't gonna talk about that right now.
Having a time
你回来我就很高兴，比尔.
I'm just glad you're here, Billy.
Cocaine tree lookin' fine
Gotta put on your sailin' shoes.
Put on your sailin' shoes
Everyone will start to cheer
When you put on your sailin' shoes
Doctor, doctor, ahhh
Oh, 别闹了.
Oh, cut it out.
感觉如何教授?
How ya feelin', professor?
你做什么? 把头发剪了.
Mmmm, what did you do? Well, I bumped into some clippers.
是不是很像啊.
Hmm, feels weird.
你觉得呢?
Whaddya think? Ahhh...
Oh, 天啊. 几点了? 该起床了.
Oh, God. What time is it? It's time to get up.
我给你拿了衣服 换上吧.
Here, I bought you a few things. Put 'em on.
这个? 为什么啊?
What? Why?
就是换一下 像我们昨天说的那样.
Remember that thing we were talkin' about [indistinct].
不, 不, 布莱迪. 行不通的 为什么?
No, no, Brady. That's... that's just not gonna work. Why?
首先，你剪的发型
Well, for one thing, because you've given
是史上最傻逼的
yourself the stupidest haircut in human history.
得了吧 你的发型也不咋地 别人根本看不出区别.
Oh, bullshit, you ain't that fancy. Can't hardly tell the difference.
对不起 我不是说…
No, I'm... I'm sorry, I never said...
我还把珍妮特介绍给你了呢? 别说你不喜欢她?
Haven't I fixed you up with Janet? And then you like her?
我对她的感觉跟你这蠢主意毫无瓜葛.
My opinion of her is totally unrelated to your infantile scheme.
听着!
You listen!
不开玩笑，你必须帮我,
I ain't foolin'. You gotta help me, because if I don't get up to Tulsa,
要是不去塔尔萨 我就麻烦太了,
I'm gonna be in some real trouble.
那你去啊 干嘛非要我…
Then go up to Tulsa. Why do I have to...
因为如果我去塔尔萨的话...
Because some shit might happen in Tulsa to where I...
你的意思是你必须呆在这
Where... Where you would rather be seen down here, so that you're not implicated in
这样就不会有人发现你那疯狂的犯罪计划.
whatever typically insane criminal behavior that you intend.
别做梦!
No fucking way!
我只求你今天去看看妈妈.
All I'm askin' you to do is go and see mom.
不过分吧.
That one little good deed. That's all.
那也不是什么好事, 我实在不想去看她.
Well, it's not a good deed, and I really don't wanna see mom.
你都大老远来了!
You come all the way down here!
不! 不! 事实上是你把我骗来的.
No! No! You tricked me into coming, actually.
很简单啊!
Oh! Please! It's... It's so simple!
你只要去趟养老院
All you gotta do is walk into a fucking rest home
去见那个12年没见过面的老妈! 鬼知道你们之间到底怎么了
and see your own mother you ain't seen in 12 years, for God knows why!
你顶多会碰到一个”猪”而已.
I don't know why you wanna pass a pig eatin' a bear claw.
没人那么称呼他们了.
They don't call them that anymore.
什么? 没人管他们叫“猪”了. 所以我才…
What? Nope! They aren't called pigs anymore. That's exactly...
行 警察嘛.
Called the police.
你怎么知道他会在那儿?
How do you even know that he'll be there?
因为他整天在那泡前台妹妹.
'Cuz he's got a shine on his heifer who sits behind the desk.
到时候你只要说, "嗨, ya, 莎伦. 我来见我妈."
All you gotta do is walk in and say, "Hi, ya, Sharon. I'm goin' to see my ma."
然后闭嘴进去就是了.
And don't say another fuckin' word. And just walk on by.
这个不在场证明设计得太低级了.
That is the most ridiculous alibi.
别人只要发现你有个双胞胎弟弟. 而且这段时间 我回过家就被揭穿了
All anyone would have to do is find out that you have a twin and that I was down here.
你以前一直替我考试什么时候被抓到过?
When we ever been busted before? You took tests for me all the time.
你还帮我约会. 不, 约会就一次 16岁的时候.
And I let you go on dates as me. No, I did that one time when we were 16.
她吻你了对吧? 从那以后我一直很自责.
And she guzzled your custard, didn't she? I have felt bad about that ever since.
求你了, 比尔. 我想改变自己的生活.
Come on, Billy. I'm trying to change my life here.
见鬼. 求你了，看在我是你哥哥的份上.
Fucking hell. I'm asking, as your brother.
好吧.. 仅此一次.
Ugg.. I just walk by.
I got kicked off of Noah's Ark I turn my cheek to unkind remarks
There was two of everything but one of me
今天是星期六吧? 是的?
Say, ain't it Saturday? Yeah, so?
犹太人星期六要去教堂. 知道他去哪家吗?
Think the Jews is in church Saturdays. You know where it's at?
找找呗? 要是教堂很多怎么办?
Can't we look it up? What if it's more'n one?
不会很多吧.
There can't be more than one.
能问你个问题吗? 说吧
Can I ask you a question? Shoot
你相信上帝吗?
Do you believe in a higher power?
相信. 我觉得只有上帝存在这一切才合理.
Yea, I do. I do. It's the only way to make sense of all this.
不然世界怎么可能会这么混乱.
Otherwise, it's just pure fucking chaos.
那我们都是他创造的? 他评判我们的一举一动
Like, the world was created by Him, and He judges what we do?
不, 我觉得像平行线.
No, I think it's more like, like parallel lines.
平行线?
Parallel lines?
像这样, 两条没有尽头却永不相交的线.
Ya know, like two lines go on and on forever and don't ever touch.
是
Yea
但是在自然界这是不存在的.
'Cept, 'cept they don't actually exist in nature.
人类不可能创造出平行线， 那只是个概念.
And man can't create no true parallel. It's just more of a concept.
这是我高中几何课上学的.
I learned that shit in high school geometry.
这个概念，这种完美...
Well, that concept, that perfection...
我们知道其存在 而且可以想象.
We know it exists, and we think about it.
但却触不可及.
But we can't never get there ourselves.
我想上帝也是这样的.
I think that right there is God.
准备好了吗? 准备什么? 来吧.
You ready? For what? Come on over here.
天啊! 给我老实点?
Jesus! You just gonna stand there?
你对这种血腥不反感吗?
You have a spiritual aversion to monofilament?
人类一千多年前就这么做.
This is the way it was done a thousand years ago.
明白.
I think I can understand that.
还打算明天就走吗?
You still leavin' tomorrow?
是的.
I think so.
我会想你的. 我们彼此还不太解呢.
I'll miss you. And we barely even know each other.
你不了解自己.
You have not known what you are.
只因你一生沉睡.
You have slumbered upon yourself all your life.
紧闭双眼.
Your eyelids have been the same as closed most of the time.
你做的一切是对过去的嘲笑.
What you have done returns already in mockeries.
但那不是真实的你 .
The mockeries are not you.
你已将真实的你深深藏匿.
Underneath them and within them, I see you lurk.
谁的诗? 沃尔特.惠特曼
Who is that? Walt Whitman
我从没想过能见识一个女诗人
I don't think I ever imagined hearing him recited to me by a
抓到40多磅的鲶鱼.
girl getting a 40pound catfish.
这才是好诗. 他的诗不押韵 不讲究套路.
That's exactly how he should be recited. He wrote without rhyme or meter.
很自由... 所有的感觉部投人其中,
Free verse... just whatever he felt inside,
通过其独特的韵律表达出来.
coming out in his own intricate rhythm.
纯净奔放的热情, 不受约束.
Pure, unashamed passion, without definable restriction.
抱歉, 我不接受这个观点. 为什么?
I'm sorry, see, I ha.. have a few issues with that. Why?
因为有人说过就算是诗歌也是有格式的.
Because some have dared to suggest that even poetry has rules.
你可以自己定嘛.
Or you make your own.
就是这点，我不赞同.
Right there, that's the part I never bought into.
所以呢? 要是每个人都自己定格式,
Because? Because if everybody runs around, making their own rules,
那究竟哪个才是真的呢?
how can you find what's true?
就没有一个标准依据了.
There's nothing... There's nothing to rely on.
那夜,
One night,
我,
I [indistinct],
绽放丝质肌肤,吞下你的草叶
devoured your leaves,
深知这叶无毒 无虫
knowing no poison, no love nourishment
无需禁忌 只因饥渴.
in that larval blindness, a hunger finally true.
谁的诗? 我的.
Who's that? That's me.
也许真相就在我们眼前,
Maybe what's true is in front of us,
可我们却都视而不见.
and we're moving toward it without even knowing it's there.
有一天 你会发现你所寻觅的东西,
Once you think you've got it all solved,
都已被你丢弃了?
what's left?
别把鱼腥弄我身上，好吗?
Don't get any fish innards on me, okay?
给我闭嘴.
Shut up.
哈拉卡是什么?
So, what is the Halakhah?
是犹太律法.
It's the law.
是我们每天都要遵循的行事规则.
It's the path we follow in our daily lives.
里面包含了令我们生活更为完善的规则.
It comprises those rituals that make our lives complete.
没有这些规定 世界将被混乱和暴力征服.
Without them, the violence and anarchy of the world prevail.
当摩西在西奈山上跟上帝对话时,
When Moses talks with God on Sinai,
犹太人抛弃了律法,
the Jews abandoned the law,
围着牛犊跳舞,
and danced ecstatically before the calf,
忘了是谁把他们救出埃及的.
forgetting the one who brought them out of Egypt.
朋友们 犹太人世世代代
My friends, in every generation, we are threatened
饱受混乱 奴役和绝望所带来的苦难
with chaos and slavery and despair.
然后这个... 这个灵魂和迷惑
And then this... this spirit and confusion.
哈拉卡在这个世界上 给了我们一个避难所
Halakhah allows refuge in a world we can't explain.
我们才得以在暴乱下生存
Violence, anarchy
就算审判来临, 我们也应深刻理解其中的含义.
in which the workings of justice may falter, there is a larger and deeper coherence.
那是谁啊?
Who the fuck is that?
只有相信这些 才能成为真正的犹太人.
To know this with certainty is to belief as a Jew.
没有律法 我们就会迷失
Without law, we are lost
该死的怪人.
Fuckin' faggot.
心灵贫瘠 人与人之间冷漠无情.
in an arid wasteland. No good to each other.
出去等我
Not this mess
那我们就不需要上帝了.
No good to our God.
安息 好的 好的
Shabbat Shalom AUDIENCE: Shabbat Shalom
我想在此感谢罗斯鲍姆先生
So, I would like to thank the Taubmann family
他送来的鲜花把圣坛妆点得很美,
for the beautiful flowers that adorn our bema,
祈福仪式结束后请大家跟我们一起用餐
and please join us after the Musaf service for Kish [fades out]
谢谢你送我. 很荣幸.
Thanks for doing this. Happy to.
好吧.
All right.
你确定你不进去? 我就在前面等吧.
You sure you don't wanna come in? I'll be waitin' right over there.
我倒是很想见证母子和解的温馨场面.
But will look kindly later on boys who sort shit out with their mamas.
我看起来怎么样?
How do I look?
莎伦,我来看我妈.
Well, hi ya, Sharon, just goin' to see my mom.
警官
Officer
等等!冷静!
Oh, oh, oh, ah! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Wait! Wait!
等等!冷静!
Oh, okay, okay, hang on, man!
你最好不要说话给我老实听着.
No, no, not a word from you, Brady, you hear, you're just gonna listen.
这里的工作人员发现你妈在抽太麻.
The staff here, they found your mama smokin' pot the other day.
她简直是疯了, 她是不是还以为她不属于这里,
Now she's a crazy lady, don't even belong in here,
但把她赶出去对大家部没好处.
but it wouldn't do nobody no good to put her away.
我之所以没抓你
The only reason I ain't haulin' you in is 'cuz
是因为我还没找到你给她大麻的证据.
I ain't got proof it was you give it to her.
一但我找到了 一定会
As soon as I do, we gonna get on your property and we gonna
将你种在那的那些极品大麻连根铲除了 .
find every last ounce of that super charged grass you're growin' out there.
我才不管你欠别人多少钱呢 明白了吗
I don't care how many money men you're payin' off. You understand?
明白.
Yessir.
你的新发型真难看 懂吗？
You ain't foolin' a soul by cleanin' up.
我会一直盯着你的.
I know just what you is.
我只问一个问题.
That ain't at all what I asked you.
为什么你三天前就该来却现在才到,
I asked you why you was supposed to be here three days ago,
我有一些事需要先解决了.
and you just walk in here now? We just had some business back at home we had to take care off, is all.
听说你去了布罗肯阿罗.
I heard you made an appearance in Broken Bow.
我只是随便去看看.
Well, I just stopped in at the Me Tote Em, there.
我女朋友想要一些甘草.
My girl wanted some licorice.
谁都知道福勒他们卖的是什么.
Everybody knows those Fuller boys work out of the Me Tote Em.
连警察都知道.
Even the police know that.
她就是想要一些甘草而已.
She wanted the licorice.
我希望你这个包里面装着我要的钱.
I sure hope my money's in Yonder Bay.
我正想说这个呢.
Well, that's just the thing.
即使不是钱 你种的大麻样本也可以.
Either that, or you got samples of what you goin' be up to down there.
别跟我说你搅了我的假期.
Don't tell me you done interrupted my day of rest.
却没带来任何我感兴趣的东西.
To other shit, I got no interest makin' its way between my ears.
刚才我们去错教堂了.
We went to the wrong temple at first.
哪儿? 尤蒂卡那边的教堂.
Temple Jester? Over on Utica.
去那个教堂的都是基督徒懂吗.
If I wanted to go to church, I'd be a Krustian.
你要是基督敦徒的话生活还能轻松点.
Might make your life a little easier.
谁说我生活不轻松了?
Who says my life ain't easy?
不知道 或许是那些反犹太人说的吧.
I don't know. Maybe folks ain't too partial to Jews.
法律上又没说犹太人都是毒贩.
Law would never mark out a Jew as a dope dealer, neither.
最起码没人找我麻烦.
They leave me alone, by and large.
这个世界是很神奇的,
The way of the world is mysterious,
人人都有自己的位置 但处在什么位置是要靠自己去争取的.
but every man has his place, each accordin' to his lights.
或许吧.
That could be.
谢佛和瓦德尔应经告诉你交易的详情了.
Shaver and Wendell done presented to you a deal, Brady.
布莱迪应该说是机会, 要么你的包里装着钱
Uh, opportunity. Now, either you got my money in that bag,
要不就得考虑一下你的状况而扩大生产.
or we gonna talk about expanding your situation down there.
两样都不是.
Well, I can't do neither.
为什么? 我要成家了.
Why not? I wanna have a family.
我自己老爸不行，所以我得当个好爸爸.
I ain't never had a dad myself, so I aim to be a good one.
我不干了, 我自己可能会种点
So, I'm done. I might be growin' for myself,
但不再为你或任何人种了.
but I ain't gonna be growing for you or nobody no more.
起码不会再交易了.
At least, not in the selling facet.
这么说你包里装的是还我的钱了.
So, that's a bag full of money payin' me back for settin' you up down there.
你没听明白吧 帕戈. 你他妈越说我越糊涂,
Well, now, hear me out, Pug. That's gettin' harder,
你他妈越说我越糊涂.
because of all the shit I'm listenin' to.
听着. 我和博格会把你支付的所有设备
Okay, look. Me and Bolger. We gonna take that whole operation
送到布罗肯阿罗.
that you paid for, we gonna haul it up to Broken Bow.
处理好然后交给福勒兄弟.
We gonna set it up, turn it over to the Fuller brothers.
把我们所知道的都教给他们.
I'm gonna teach them everything I know.
你太高估他们了 福勒兄弟比猫还笨,
You can take Bobby Fuller and brain, and stick it in the head of a cat,
那群蠢货会把那套设备毁了的.
that animal will keel over and die.
我和博格会尽最大的努力教他们的. 到底是谁要还我的钱?
Me and Bolger will do whatever it takes. Who is paying me back?
我正在筹钱 一定会把钱还给你的
I'm working on that, but you ain't never said nothing about a timetable.
Ohhh! 这都一年多了? 那又如何?
Ohhh! It has been over a year, hadn't it? Yea, so?
这么长时间来我从没让你还过一分钱吧?
In all that time, have you heard me ask you for a nickel?
12个月了?
In all those 12 months?
没有, 但卖给你的大麻我都打折了啊.
No, but you and me both know I've been selling you at a cut rate.
Ohhh! 是啊! 这么说你觉得我该谢你吗!
Ohhh! So! Now you want me to be nice!
没错 有问题吗?
Well, I guess I do. What the fuck is wrong with that?
布莱迪, 所有国家都把我们犹太人赶到这里.
Brady, my people been kicked out of near every country on this planet.
我爷爷来这里是因为俄国移民潮.
My granddaddy came here, because of the pogroms in Russia.
他一路向南流浪, 靠卖马车上的小饰品为生,
He traveled all over the South, selling czachkers out of a wagon,
因为除了他以外
because nobody else wanted the job
没人愿意每天驾50英里马车.
of taking a wagon 50 miles a day.
犹太人擅长赚钱, 是因为基督敦徒懒得去赚.
Jews got good with money, because Krustians didn't wanna touch it.
现在基督教徒反过来责怪犹太人太富有.
Now, Krustians say, Jews got all the money.
我真搞不懂
I wonder how that happened?
我几乎把自己的所有都捐给以色列,
I give nearly every cent I make to the State of Israel,
因为以色列是我们的家 但我们不干了.
because Israel is where we put our foot down, and we said no more.
不再干小商小贩的生意了!
We ain't gonna be took advantage of no more!
再给我他妈的一点时间.
I would just like a little more fucking time.
知道我想怎么样吗?
Well, ya know what I'd like?
我希望世上所有人都叫我混蛋，然后给我一美元!
I'd like everybody in the world to call me a cocksucker and give me a dollar!
为什么?
Why is that?
因为到时候我会很富有 所有人都会爱我!
Because that way I'd be rich and everybody'd love me!
谢佛 看那包里有什么. 要是没钱就把这些混蛋杀了!
Shaver, check that pickle. And if they ain't got my money, kill those sonsofbitches!
帕戈 本可以不这样的.
Now, Pug, it ain't gotta go this way.
来啊.
Oh, bring it on, sonny.
敢跟我玩 混蛋 去死吧.
You tricked me, motherfucker! I sure as shit gonna bleed.
好了,这下好了!
All right, shit! All right, shit!
去拿油漆!
Get the spray paint!
耶稣是慈爱宽容之神,
Because Jesus is a loving and forgiving God,
他不在乎你在哪儿. 只在乎你做了什么.
He don't care where you've been. He don't care whatcha done.
他只想爱你 并希望你也爱他.
He just wants to love ya up, and wants you to do the same to him.
你出生时他在你身边,
Ya know, He was there when you was born,
同样他希望你死后回到他身边.
and He just wants you back again before you perish.
他爱你帮助你宽慰你,
He loves ya and holds ya and He comforts ya,
并赐你永恒的安详,
and gives ya everlasting rest,
因为耶稣是富有石情心的神.
because Jesus is a compassionate God.
我想起了一个故事,一位老人在海滩上散步
Brings to mind the story of the old man who's walking down the beach,
突然停下来... 思考上帝最伟大的创造是什么
He stops and he's just... he's just takin' in the glory of the creation.
突然他感觉身后有人转身一看,
And, suddenly he realizes there's somebody behind him, and he turns, and he looks,
是耶稣!
and it's Jesus!
他说, "主啊, 主啊, 如果..."
And he says, "Lord, Lord, if..."
你信这些鬼话吗?
Are you listenin' to this bullshit?
妈妈.
Hey, Mom.
比利?
Billy?
风景不错啊.
Well, you've got a nice view.
哦喜欢看暴风雨时这里的样子.
I like watching the storms come in.
你从小就很怕打雷.
You used to get so scared of 'em.
现在还怕吗?
Do ya still?
现在没有什么让我害怕的了.
I don't think anything like that scares me anymore.
没有恐惧的东西就不能算真正活着.
If you aren't scared these days, you aren't alive.
相信很多人都同意你这句话.
I'm sure many people would agree with you.
你不怕来看我吗?
Coming here didn't scare you?
嗯, 可能有点吧. 为什么?
Nah, ah, maybe a little. Why?
我不是来跟你聊这些的 黛西.
Ah, I didn't come here to have that conversation, Daisy.
你在这待了一段时间 然后很快就走了，为什么?
So, one minute you were there, and then you were gone. What happened?
说真的 我想说这个.
No, I'm... I'm serious, I'm really... really not gonna do this.
为什么, 比利?
Why, Billy?
比利? 为什么?
Billy? Why?
好 因为我们需要一个妈妈,
All right. Because we needed a mother,
而不是跟我们一起鬼混的朋友.
and not another friend to get fucked up with.
两样我都能做啊. 但是你没有.
I could be both. But you weren't both.
你的意思是我没有养育你吗?
Are you saying that I didn't raise you?
我都不知道当时你在搞什么.
I don't know what the fuck you were doing.
你看的书我看了, 你写的论文我也看了,
Reading every book you read, every paper you wrote,
甚至完全看不懂的那些我都看了.
even when they were beyond me.
我不要你说我聪明,
I didn't need you to tell me I was smart,
我需要的是指导. 你什么都不需要.
I needed guidance. You never needed anything.
但是布莱迪需要啊! 不用跟我提布莱迪.
Brady did! You don't have to tell me about Brady.
不用提醒我 . 他每次到来似乎都在提醒我没教好他的事实?
I... I don't need to be reminded. Don't you think I know that every time he comes here?
我想要的只是一点点的理性
All I ever wanted was a tiny taste of something
正常的生活.
resembling a normal and rational life.
不过那是充满谎言的生活?
Where everything's a lie?
知道吗 高中的时候
Do you know that I actually went away to school
我特意选修了一门“60年代的文化”,
and took a class in the culture of the 60s,
仅仅是为了明白你的生活方式?
just to try to understand the way you lived?
和你为什么会做出那样的选择,
The... The choices that you made,
理解那些所谓的,
just to... to try to make sense out of all that new freedom,
新自由主 必大动荡? 还他妈的什么政府主义
and... and upheaval and fucking anarchy?
问题在于你把一切都毁了 但又懒到,
Ya know, and the... the problem is you tore everything down,
不想去做一点东西去弥补.
but you were too lazy to actually build anything, as an alternative.
你还是老样子 说的一针见血.
As usual, you've got it all figured out.
你还会来看我吗?
Am I ever gonna see you again?
不知道. 我想不会了吧.
I don't know. I don't think so.
对不起.
I'm sorry.
我也是.
Yea, me, too.
They say everything can be replaced.
They say every distance is not near.
So I remember everything [indistinct]
Of every man who put me here.
I see my light come shinin'
From the west unto the east
Any day now
这次他们不会来了. 等等!
He's gonna get here in time. Ugh! Brady! Ugh! Oooh!
给你脸你不要
[indistinct]
去跟巴迪说 下次我来布罗肯阿罗的时候,
Now you tell Buddy, the next time I slide into Broken Bow,
博格想喝酒 或我想叫个服务生的时候,
if Bolger wants to shake a snake, or if I just want a refreshin' potable,
你们他妈最好给我热情点...
I expect a little more fucking time...
They say that every man must fall
Yet I swear I see my reflection
Somewhere so high above this wall
杰克．罗斯鲍姆, 也就是朋友们熟知的帕戈,
Jack Rothbaum, known as Pug to his friends,
在图萨的犹太人中一直是一个争议人物.
was a controversial figure in Tulsa's small Jewish community.
机械设备生意做的很成功,
An enormous success in the oil bill equipment business,
为以色列捐助了几百万美元,
he gave millions of dollars to the State of Israel,
还捐助了很多其他的犹太组织
as well as, other Jewish and statewide causes. Uh, oh.
帕戈．罗斯鲍姆是个富有而慷慨的人.
Pug Rothbaum was a man of generosity and valor.
他赚的所有钱部用来帮助他人了,
Every nickel he made, most of it went to help others,
包括 犹太人 基督徒 所有人都帮. 他不会吧. 怎么了?
Jews, Christians, everyone. He didn't. What?
我们犹太人团体和图萨 失去了一个韦大的人
Our community and the city of Tulsa have lost a great man.
没错, 他在本市和整个州捐助修建了很多地方,
Indeed, Pug Rothbaum's name adorns buildings and signs all over our city and state,
包括很多医院大楼, 印第安人遗产博物馆,
including various hospital wings, his Museum of Indian Heritage,
还有很多公路休息站.
and this rest stop on the Will Rogers Turnpike.
我们回来了!
Hey, y'all, we're home! Hey, buddy.
你都做了什么? 你说什么呢? 这个?
What have you done? What's it all about? This?
这案子的一个有意思的地方是纳粹符号被画反了,
One curious aspect of this case is that the swastikas were drawn backwards,
说明凶手仇恨犹太人
indicating either haste
而且不太熟悉这一臭名昭著的纳粹符号
or a lack of familiarity with this most infamous of antiSemitic emblems
或者更可能的是 行凶的可能是印度人.
or, perhaps, rather more implausibly, that Hindus were involved.
我又不是印度人!
I ain't no Hindu!
你不是说欠图萨一个犹太人的钱吗?
The guy you owed money to, a Jew up in Tulsa?
不要怀疑我! 我整天部在和博格在一起!
Don't point your finger at me! I've been with Bolger all day!
嘿! 比利!
Oh! Come! Ugh! Hey, Billy! Hey!
Ah!冷静一下,别吓到科林.
Ah! Calm 'er down now, I don't want to upset Colleen. I mean it.
告诉我这不是你干的. 他要杀了我们 我别无选择.
Tell me that you didn't do this. He was gonna kill us, and I had no choice.
你去报警啊 解释清楚.
Ugh, ugh! You... You... You... You go to the cops and explain things.
或者藏起来! 怎么都行！
You go and hide! You do anything but that! And... And... What...
干嘛杀人啊?
What were those swastikas?
而且为什么要画纳粹符号啊. 纳粹党的人徽章上不部有吗
Well, those were the symbols that the Nazis put on all their little trinkets.
我了解纳粹的历史.
I... I... I'm familiar with the contextual history of the swastika.
我是说你为什么要装作是种族主义者做的?
Why would you want it to look like a hate crime?
就不会有人怀疑是毒贩争端啦!
So it don't look like a drug crime!
好! 很好! 这就是为什么别人认为
Great! Perfect! Just... just confirm that we're the
我们还是粗野的印第安人.
rednecked hick state that everybody thinks we are.
不许你侮辱俄克拉荷马!
Don't you talk down on Oklahoma!
怎么会? 怎么会这样你这么聪明,
How? How is it possible that you are so brilliant,
却又自私愚蠢成这样?
and so monumentally, selfishly ignorant at the same time?
你受到过非反抗不可的情况吗?
Oh, look! When you ever been in a situation you had to fight your way out of?
你遇到过吗?
Whether it was you or someone else?
我不会让自己陷人这种处境的!
I don't put myself in those kind of situations!
其实世界就是这样的. 我不想告诉你他有多残酷,
Well, that's the real world, Billy. I hate to tell ya,
要是你为了保护自己或家人必须杀人
and if you had to kill someone to protect you
你也会做出相同的事
or your own, you'd do the same thing I done.
我孩子快出生了.
I got a baby coming.
我…明天就走.
I... I... I am leaving tomorrow.
你会举报我吗?
You gonna turn me in?
不.我不知道. 我不知道自己该怎么办!
No. I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to do!
听着. 这家伙在整个州都是毒窝.
Listen, listen. This guy. He hauled drugs all over this state.
你说过他不卖的. 他不直接卖给吸毒的 而是下发给底层毒贩.
You said he didn't sell. He sold to the ones what sold 'em.
明白了吗? 他想让我扩大生产
All right? Now, he will come down here to force me
我才不干呢.
to explain the shit I don't even wanna talk about.
他们会找到你的 你会被杀的,
They're gonna find you, and you're gonna get killed,
不然你就是进监狱 到时候你老婆孩子怎么办啊?
or you're gonna go to jail, and then where are your wife and kid gonna be?
这不挺好的吗. 我哪儿都没去啊.
That's the beauty of it. Well, I wasn't up there.
我在家呢. 知道吗?
I was down here. Remember?
是! 混蛋!
Ah! You asshole!
你想过这么做对我有什么后果吗?
Do you have any idea what you're doin' to me?
混蛋!
Son of a bitch!
比利! Ugh!
Billy! Ugh!
你会把我一生部毁了的! 不会有人发现的! Ugh!
You are going to ruin my life! Ain't nobody gonna know! Ugh!
[电话铃响]
[Phone ringing]
接电话吧.
Go answer the phone.
科林会接的! 接这个操蛋的电话!
Colleen'll get it! Just answer the fucking phone!
喂?
Hello?
不, 不是的. 我是他哥哥.
No, it ain't. It's his brother.
谁...谁啊? Well, 他在呢 等等
Who... Who is it? Well, he's right here, I know.
喂?
Hello?
比尔，我是内森．莱维. 内森?
Bill, ah, Nathan Levy. Nathan?
你怎么知道这个号码的?
Ah... How did.. How did you get this number?
希望你别介意. 我问了布朗大学的麦琪．哈曼.
I hope you don't mind. I, ah, spoke to Maggie Harmon down at Brown.
你现在接电话方便吗?
Is this a bad time?
说吧呃.... 稍等一下.
It's fine. Ah, you know what? Hang on one second.
对不起, 内森, 继续说吧.
Sorry, Nathan, go ahead.
这事你就当我没说过,比尔. 但你还是先注意一下形象吧.
Well, you didn't hear this from me, Bill. But you're about to be ambushed down there.
和谁? 跟你一个学生有关还有首诗,
By whom? Something about a coed and a poem,
还有其他一些行为我不太好意思说.
and some other behavior, which I would rather allow you to infer.
什么? 你定是开玩笑吧. 不会有人这么陷害我的.
What? You've got to be kidding me. Nobody would say that.
有人看到了比尔.
Apparently there was a witness, Bill.
内森... 内森... 内森, 听我说.
Nathan... Nate... Nathan, listen to me.
这太荒唐了. 所以我才给你打电话啊.
That is absurd. That's why I'm reaching out.
但整件事结束前 我们还不能让你...
But until whatever happened blows over, we can't...
我明白.
I understand.
事情解决了? 不, 还没有.
Everything all right? No, it isn't.
哪有手机信号啊?
Now, where can I find the signal for this?
我用拉丁语给你写了首诗 想等你回来送给你.
I wrote a poem for you in Latin for when you got back.
模仿的是维吉尔的六步长短格诗,
It was incentive of Virgil in dactylic hexameter,
上面写的是如果我们在一起 两个人会多甜蜜….
and it was all about what would happen if we were together in the [indistinct].
停. 太失礼了.别说了.
Stop. Inappropriate. I don't wanna hear it.
我当时在图书馆 , 马克培伯站在我身后看到了.
So, I was in the library, and Mark Laub read it over my shoulder.
他能看懂吗? 是啊 他还挺厉害的.
He sitetranslated it? Oh, no, he was really good.
他连各种虚拟语气都明白.
He had like five hortatory subjunctives.
安，难道没告诉他那只是一首诗 不是事实吗?
Anne, didn't you tell him that it was just a fucking poem, that it never happened?
说了, 但是他不信,他就告到学院主任那里去了.
Yes, but he didn't believe me, so he went to the Department.
好像去年他的“贞洁”那篇论文.
I guess he was really pissed about some B+ you gave him on a Lucretius paper last year.
我操!
Fucking hell!
你是给他B+吗? 我不记得了, 安.
Did you give him a B+? I don't remember, Anne.
还有那个婊子麦琪．哈曼 还添油加醋说看到
So, that bitch, Maggie Harmon, said she caught us that day
我没穿衬衫和你在办公室里亲热. Ohhh!
making out with my shirt off in your office. Ohhh!
所以我去找她把真相告诉 可她还乞求她.
So, I went to her, and I told her the truth, and I begged her.
但是当时门确实关着, 我也脱可衣服…
But the door was closed, and I was partially undressed.
劳福林教授还在旁边说,
And then Professor Lockwood said that,
在现象的世界里表象就是事实.
in a world of phenomena, appearances are truth.
他就是一混球!
Going around quoting the cynics. He's such a fucking lightweight!
好了 我不想再听了. 比尔! 你什么时候能回来啊?
I don't.. I don't wanna hear any more. Bill! When are you coming home?
别闹了! 我不是告诉你别跟斯泰西闹吗!
Stop it! I told you to leave Stacy alone!
她在学校说我坏话.
She's been on my nerves since Hebrew school.
吃屎去吧，加布! 那你先吃我的!
Eat shit, Gabe! Well, after you eat mine!
你敢再说一遍试试，斯泰西质恩曼!
Don't you dare speak to anyone that way, Stacy Feinman!
他总说脏话! 还骂你呢!
He cusses all the time! And so do you!
你俩都给我乖乖呆在那!
You both make spectacles of yourselves back there!
那烂披萨和纽约的根本没法比!
The pizza there sucks compared to the pizza in New York!
那是我们唯一可以吃的披萨!
Well, it is the pizza that we have!
对了你是不又向你妈要钱了?
And, by the way, did I hear you ask your mother for money?
亲爱的我不想提这件事.
Honey, I don't wanna talk about it.
你还有自尊吗? 当然有.
Don't you have any pride? Of course, I do.
那是你妈! 我们快破产了.苏茜,破产!
It's your mother! We're strangling, Suzie. Strangling!
信用卡的帐都支付不起.
The credit card bills alone.
等我新的诊所开张... 什么时候，你说啊? 我告诉过你. 我告诉过你.
Now, until I get my practice up... When? When? I told you. I told you.
等孩子们在学校交到朋友, 然后我们就能认识那些家长.
It's when the kids make friends at school, and we meet the parents.
我讨厌学校的那些人!他们太烂了! 他们就是白痴!
I hate the kids at school! They suck! They're a bunch of idiots!
今天早些时候发生了一起谋杀案, 罗特鲍姆先生在做完祷告后被杀.
A brutal murder occurred earlier today, after Mr. Rothbaum attended Sabbath services.
我问你什么时候? 对啊,爸爸? 大家都部给我安静!
I said, when? Yea, Dad? Shh! Everyone be quiet!
警察说这是一起种族凶杀案.
Sources close to the investigation say it was a hate crime.
据说最后见到罗特鲍姆先生是在下午一点
Mr. Rothbaum was last seen alive at approximately 1:00 pm
在犹太教堂塔尔萨报道 .
by fellow worshippers in Congregation Nevei Kodesh, here in Tulsa.
你是让我一个人把三个孩子弄下车吗?
I'm supposed to get three kids out of the car by myself?
我有急事!
Just give me a minute!
比尔．金凯德
Bill Kincaid
雨果中心高中
Hugo Central High School
亲爱的我得… 别等我了!
Honey! I'm just gonna, ah... Don't wait up for me!
什么?
What?
18O美元的确是有点贵 但你不装子弹也没法用啊.
Well, 180 dollars will limit ya, but it don't mean you can't put a bullet
我真的不需要子弹
in there that's gonna pack a wallop.
其实这不关我事... 但你买枪不就是为了开枪吗.
I... I really don't need... need the bullets.
恩 我主要是想防身用.
None of my business, friend, but you carry a firearm, you'd better be ready to use it.
这些子弹火力很猛.
Now, these here is hollow points.
我十分感激 但正如我说...
I... I appreciate that, but, um, like I said, I... I'm content...
不用害怕 不会伤害到自己的.
Dog eat dog. You wanna be the one who's chowin' down.
我没那个打算.
I really don't... I don't plan to chow down.
我只要枪吧.
I'll just take the gun.
亲爱的 你要相信我.
Yup, nope. Well, that's what... honey, you just got to trust me on this.
是的, 当然.
Yes, right.
最晚明天晚上.
Tomorrow night at the latest.
替我亲孩子们.
Just give 'em... Give everyone a big kiss.
我已经告诉你他在养老院待了一天.
And I'm telling you, you was at that rest home, plain as day.
换了新发型. 弄得自己像唱诗班的男孩一样.
And Erica. Looked like a choirboy.
他怎他怎么可能同时在养老院可能同时在养老院? 这里还有塔尔萨呢
So, how could he have been there, here, and in Tulsa?
他先去的塔尔萨再到这儿
He was in Tulsa before he was here.
真他妈浪费我时间.
This is one big waste of my time.
我跟你说 别跟我罗嗦些没用的.
And I tell you what else! I'd better not hear about any vigilante bullshit.
知道为什么他要去塔尔萨吗?
And you know why he would've been in Tulsa?
不知道，巴蒂 说吧!
No, Buddy, educate me!
因为帕格．罗特鲍姆想要扩大业务.
Because him and Pug Rothbaum was fixin' to make a lot more than grass down here.
谁告诉你的? 帕格．罗特鲍姆
Who told you that? Pug Rothbaum
他要让我和吉米彻底破产.
He was gonna push me and Jimmy out of Broken Bow.
他从帕格那借了二十万.来买种植大麻的设备
He was into Pug for more than $200,000 for the equipment in his grow house.
你说的是真的, 巴蒂?
You tellin' me the truth, Buddy?
你知道吗, 在波士顿的河里抓鱼的经历实在太棒了
Ya know, there's... there's rumored to be excellent noodling in the rivers around Boston.
我知道.
How about that.
一些事你会确信.
Something you might want to confirm.
是啊
Okay
不想再去看看妈妈吗?
You ain't gonna stop off and see mom one more time?
不想去了.
I don't think so.
那好吧, 再见了.
Well, I'll see ya when I see ya.
嘿.
Hello, there.
你不是开玩笑吧.
You have got to be kidding me.
你认识这人? 算是吧.
You know this guy? Sort of.
太像了. 有什么事儿吗?
Well, I'll be damned. How can we help ya?
好吧 我在飞机上见到的是你俩谁?
Okay, ah, which of you was it I met on the airplane?
是你! 而你杀了帕格.罗特鲍姆!
You! And you murdered Pug Rothbaum!
科林 进屋! 快进屋去! 不行! 谁也别进去! 都站那!
Get in the house! Get in the house! No! Don't go there! Don't go there!
过去! 你冷静点! 你冷静点n!
Over there! Just calm down! Just calm down!
你冷静点! 没事!
Calm down! It's all right!
都给我往后站，退后
No, no, you get back... Get back... No, no...
往后站，退后!
No, no, no... Back! Back!
这里面可是有很猛的子弹的! 很猛的子弹?
I got hollow points! Hollow points?
过去站一块站紧些!
Join it! Join over! Get in the cluster! Get in the cluster!
不这可不行我要赶飞机.
No, this is not happening. I've got a plane to catch.
我恐怕不能让你走.
Well, I'm afraid I can't let you do that.
别用枪对着我.
You are not pointing that gun at me.
过去! 这不可能!
Join the group! This is not happening!
到他们那去! 比尔, 比尔,过来吧.
Join the group! Billy, Billy, come on.
谢谢!
Thank you!
现在, 听..., 听着.
Now, lis..., now, listen. Wha... Wha... Wha...
好了，你能不能别抡那枪了?
Why don't you stop waving that thing around?
我不想有人挨枪子儿.
I don't wanna hurt anyone.
那就好... 你能把枪放下吗.
No, all right. Then let's... let's just put the gun down, then.
我不过是想聊聊.
I just wanna talk.
你为什么要这样? 你飞来就是为了当他不在场的证明.
Why are you doing this? You flew down here to be his alibi.
他是凶手, 而你就是同谋,这个州是信基督教的.
Making him a murderer, and you an accessory, and this is a Christian state.
新约 旧约都说不可以杀人.
We're very Old Testament, when it comes to murder.
他是死刑．而你会终生监禁!
He'll get the chair, and you'll get life!
这他妈的到底是谁?
Who the fuck is this guy?
事实上 我…你是牙医对吧.
You're an orthodontist.
我欠了很多债 我想开个新诊所,
I am drowning in debt! I've been trying to set up a new practice,
但上个诊所的债还没还!
but I still owe on the insurance premiums from the last one!
连医疗器械我部卖了! 我有老婆和三个孩子!
Plus all the equipment! I have a wife and three kids!
那你他妈的怎么不去死呢?
Why don't you get to the fucking point?
我的孩子在学校交不到朋友! 这样我也不能结交他们的父母
Until my kids can make friends at school, and we meet their parents!
不, 不, 不, 听者. 比尔, 比尔, 嘿, 比尔!
No, no, no, listen. Bill, Bill, hey, Bill!
我才是你在飞机上遇到的人! 退回去! 退回去! 退回去!
I am a guy that you met on an airplane! Keep back! Keep back! I said keep back!
你真想这么干吗. 我是认真的.
Really, really, please. I really mean it.
快他妈退回去!
Get the hell back!
开枪啊 打我好了. 我也不想活了 这样最好
Pull the trigger. Put a bullet in my skull. I give up. It's perfect.
对不起! 对不起!
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
好了. 你回家吧.
It's fine. Just go home.
比尔, 我们不能让他走. 让他走吧
Billy, we can't let him go now. We are.
让他走吧, 所有人都回家好了.
Just let it go, and everybody just go home.
布莱迪! 布莱迪! 嘿, 嘿, 你还想走!
Brady! Brady! Hey, hey, you!
往哪儿走?
Where do ya think you're going?
后退!
Get back! Aaahhh!
比尔, 不!
Bill, no! Aaahhh!
比尔!
Brady!
珍妮特, 快打 911!
Janet, call 911!
宝贝儿, 我想我妈是对的.
Baby, I think my mama might have called it.
她是对的!
She might have been right!
警察来了.
Police coming.
比尔. 嘿, 比尔!
Bill. Hey, Bill!
这需要辆救护车.
We're gonna need an EMT.
比尔... 嘿, 比尔! 比尔... 比尔... 比尔...
Bill... Hey, Bill! Bill... Bill... Bill...
把枪给我! 给我.
Gimme that! Gimme it.
看着我... 看着我...
Look at me... at me...
去塔尔萨找那个人.
Go see that rabbi up in Tulsa.
告诉她我在墙上所画的那些. 其实什么意义部没有.
All those drawings we did at Pug's. Tell her we didn't mean nothing by 'em.
答应我求你答应我. 答应我?
Just promise me. You promise me?
你自己对她说吧.
You're gonna tell her yourself.
好的. 比尔你没有杀人.
Okay. Now you ain't killed nobody.
第欧根尼．拉尔修斯和哲学家伊壁鸠鲁
Diogenes Laertius has recorded for us the Greek philosopher, Epicurus's
关于死亡的对话告诉我们 .
thoughts on death.
死亡来临时恐惧是非理性的
It is irrational to fear an event,
也是没有必要的, 因为死亡来临时我们不再存在.
if when that event occurs, we are not in existence.
只要我们存在死亡就不会来临,
And, since when death is, we are not, and when we are, death is not,
所以惧怕死亡是非理性的,
then it's irrational to fear death.
伊壁鸠鲁还说我们应该畏惧出生,
One might just as well, Epicurus argued,fear birth.
我比我弟弟布莱迪早出生几分钟.
I was born just a few minutes before my brother, Brady.
他以自己的方式生活, 对恐惧的理解也不同于常人
He lived life on his own terms, indifferent to fear,
不同于他的家人或其他人.
either his own, or those of others.
老实讲.
And, let's be honest.
以正常标准来说 —我弟弟是罪犯混蛋 一天哪.
By any normal measure, my brother was a criminal and a colossal fuckup.
但我们在一起的那些年,
But, in the years that we were together,
我们一起成长,
when we were growing up,
他给了我这一生最快乐自在的生活
he gave me the happiest, freest times
而我却不知道.
that I will ever know.
我不明白为什么过了这么久 我才会意识到这些.
I don't know why it took me so long to realize that.
因为自己的恐惧 我离开了小德克西.
I left Little Dixie because of my own fears.
我最大的遗憾就是
My greatest regret is that
我没能告诉他我当时有多痛苦
I never told him how difficult that really was.
博格，你哪来的这些疤?
Bolger, how'd you get those scars?
和你弟弟在监狱时. 我弟弟还蹲过监狱.
Prison, with your brother. My brother wasn't in prison.
因为盗窃判了两年 我猜他不想让你知道.
Two years on possession. I think he ain't wanted you to know that.
他还救过我的命呢
Saved my life, too.
有一次三个人拿刀就冲我来了 布莱迪跟疯了一样
Three guys jumped me with box cutters. Your brother, Brady, went berserk.
把他们部打跑了.
Kept the both of us alive in there.
我真不敢相信他曾经…
Can't believe he never...
可惜我没法报答他了.
Wished I could've repaid the favor.
So tell my baby I said so long
Tell my mother I did no wrong
Tell my brother to watch his own
Tell my friends to mourn me none
I'm chained upon the face of time
Feelin' full of foolish rhyme
There ain't no dark till something shines
I'm bound to leave this dark behind
你来这的目的是?
So, to what do I owe this visit?
是我弟弟杀的帕格．罗特鲍姆.
My brother killed Pug Rothbaum.
你弟弟?
Your brother?
也是杀肯.费恩曼的人.
Who's the... same man who was shot by Ken Feinman.
你有报警吗?
Have you told the police?
我会的.
I will.
他想让你知道这不是种族仇杀.
He wanted you to know that it wasn't a hate crime.
我无法相信你弟弟不仇恨犹太人.
I find it hard to believe your brother didn't have something against Jews.
我知道 但他的确不那样.
I know, but he didn't.
我只好相信你了.
Then I'll have to believe you.
还有什么想说的吗?
Is there something else?
为什么... 为什么你认为...
Why... Why do you think...
为什么...
Why do we...
我们是动物，金凯德教授.
We are animals, Professor Kincaid.
只是我们不那样想罢了.
Brains that trick us into thinking we aren't.
那我该怎么办?
What do I... What can I do with that?
还原. 什么?
Repair. What?
我们所有人.你,我,
All of us. You, me,
你弟弟, 帕格...
your brother, Pug...
我们扰乱了这世界.
We break the world.
去还原它吧.
Help repair it.
嘿,过来.
Hey, come on over here.
这是怎么回事, 博格? 让比尔说吧.
What's this about, Bolger? I'll let Billy speak.
坐吧.
Have a seat.
说吧.
Well, go on. Say whatcha got to say.
我弟弟有许多设备. 那种植屋. 对
My brother had a lot of equipment. His grow house. Yea
我们和律师谈过了. 警察不能没收这些东西.
We talked to a lawyer. The police can't confiscate it.
那是非常高级的装置 水栽法.
Now, it's a high quality system. It's hydroponic.
我准备把它卖给你.
I'm proposing to sell it to you.
清单都在这了.
That's the whole list.
我给你折扣价.
That's at a... a discount price.
我可不想看这个.
Yea, well, I don't see it quite like this.
为什么?
Why not?
因为你弟弟还没还帕格这设备的钱.
Because your brother never paid Pug for that equipment.
所以呢? 那我干嘛要花钱买?
So what? So why I gotta pay you for it?
因为我弟弟死了. 我要付葬礼的钱.
Because my brother is dead. I have to cover funeral costs.
他欠的债要还.
He had bills that weren't paid.
还有他老婆 上要生孩子了
He had a mortgage, and his wife is expecting a baby now.
我要做的不过是还清他的债
Okay, all I'm trying to do is to cover his debts
再给他家人留一些 .
and leave his family with a little something.
你难道不明白吗? 我也是他的债主.
Can you understand that? Well, I'm one of his debts, see.
你弟弟和博格出狱之前
Ya know, before your brother and Bolger got out of the penitentiary,
我是个俄克拉何马州州的老太,
I had this whole area, southeastern Oklahoma.
罗特鲍姆想要大麻也得来找我!
And Pug Rothbaum come to me for his grass!
你现在不是重新上位了吗.
And now you're going to have all of that again and better product besides.
而且货比以前还要好!
Your brother owes me that equipment!
你弟弟欠我这设备? 得了吧 哥们儿你难道不想还原这世界吗?
Come on, man! Don't you want to repair the world?
一什么？ 一我们在扰乱这世界 你他妈就没想过补救一下吗？
What? We're breaking the world! Don't you want to fucking repair it?
我就想要这设备 然后你给我滚回
What I want is for you to give me that equipment and then to go back East
那些高级人住的东海岸 纽约之类的地方去.
with all the other faggots who think that New York City is the only place on Earth.
我不在纽约.
I don't live in New York. Well, that don't mean that
你比我们好不到哪去.
you don't think you're better than us! Now, do it.
你知道吗? 我们就是比你害! 我们用的是知识的力量!
You know what? We are better than you! We use our powers of thought!
有本事就不要走! 去死吧!
Don't you turn your back on me! Fucking hick!
有本事别走! 只管走.别回头.
Don't you walk away! Just keep walking. Don't look back.
我才不会像罗德的妻子. 谁?
Watt's wife. Who?
转身就变成柱子了.
She turned into a pillar of salt.
他妈的.
Motherfucker.
救命!
Help! Help me!
不行. 快拔出来!
I can't. Get it out!
上面有箭头. 救命
It's a bow. I think got a fletchette.
Oh, 天啊! 不, 不, 不!
Oh, my God! No, no, no!
他被箭射中了!
He's been shot! Fuckin' arrow!
家属跟我来.
Folks, wanna come with me.
箭和他心脏只差一英寸
Now, the arrow missed his heart by an inch
和脊椎只差几英寸.
and his spine by centimeters.
这对他意味着什么?
So, what does this mean for him?
他的恢复期会很长.
Well, it'll be a long recovery.
我不说你知道 你救了他的命.
I guess I don't need to tell ya this, but you saved his life.
[Baby crying] Yes, yes, yes, dear...
比尔, 要下雨了.
Billy, it's fixin' to rain.
谢了, 妈妈.
Thanks, mom.
我打算在这儿坐一会.
Think I'm just gonna sit here for awhile.
在雨中吗?
In the rain?
我以前常常很害怕夏季的暴风雨.
I used to be so scared of these summer storms.
而当我走后却常怀念.
And when I went East, I missed them.
以前我总是捂着耳朵躲进柜子.
I was so frightened, I used to hide in the closet and cover my ears.
但我讨厌那样.
And I hated that.
所以我去图书馆, 去研究它们如何产生.
So, I went to the library, and I studied them.
是什么原因让他们产生.
Learned everything I could about them. How they happened. What made them happen.
那些云层的名字.
The name of every cloud.
然后呢?
And?
还是一样害怕 .
They still happened.
介意我和你一起坐一会儿吗?
Mind if I stay out here with you?
我非常愿意.
I wish you would.
Lonely are the free
'Cuz there ain't that many of 'em
They don't walk like you and me
They just tumble in the breeze
Lighter than a feather all together separately
That's how it supposed to be, no matter where they wander, from post to inbetween
From here to over yonder, there's no place for them to land
Lonely are the free
The silent are the strong, not so much as a whisper, tell ya anything is wrong
You've known all along that you can't help but listen
And now the moment's gone
It keeps you hanging on until the stillness signaling the breaking of the dawn
is shattered by the sirens, singing sacrificial songs
The silent are the strong