纪录天堂 - UMMU.NET
-这里是家。 - This is home.
纪录天堂 - UMMU.NET 它将是一个小木屋的组合， It's going to be a combination of a log cabin,
纪录天堂 - UMMU.NET 一个矿井和一个巨大的篮子。 a mine shaft, and a giant basket.
哇，它会让你筋疲力尽的。 Whew, it'll wear you out.
-把木头弄得很好. - Got the wood real good.
再高3英寸，我晚餐就会吃松鸡了。 3 inches higher, I'd be having grouse for dinner.
-希望码头能让鱼变得不同。 - Hopefully, the dock makes a difference with the fish.
抓到一个，抓到一个。 Got one, got one.
再来一次，是的。 Another one, yeah.
我想我已经掌握了诀窍。 I think I'm getting the hang of this.
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-今晚吃松鸡。 - Eating grouse tonight.
这让我觉得我可以站在这里 This makes me feel like I can be out here
很长一段时间。 for a long time.
-这里太冷了， - It's absolutely freezing out here,
我还得游100码。 and I've got to swim 100 yards.
抓到你了。 Gotcha.
哦，我的天。 Oh, my goodness.
-妈妈. - Mother .
我要正式退出了。 I'm officially tapping out.
当你粗心大意时，你会在这里受到惩罚 You get punished out here when you get careless
你也会犯错。 and you make mistakes.
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-我迫不及待地想让这个地方试着让我崩溃. - I can't wait to have this place try and break me.
旁白：第一次在《孤单一人》中， narrator: For the first time on "Alone,"
十名参与者为生存而战 ten participants fight to survive
在狩猎场 in the hunting ground
世界上最大的陆地捕食者。 of the world's largest land predator...
-哦，我的天.他去哪了？ - Oh, my God. Where'd he go?
-那些是熊。 - Those are bear.
我听到一只大动物的叫声。 I heard a big animal.
-嘿，小熊.哦，不，。 - Hey, bear. Oh, no, .
有时你会吃掉熊。 Sometimes you eat the bear.
有时熊会吃掉你。 Sometimes the bear eats you.
旁白：与无情的条件作斗争。 narrator: Battling merciless conditions...
-这是一些铁杆的丛林攻击。 - This is some hardcore bushwhacking.
-为什么每晚都要如此挣扎？ - Why does it have to be such a struggle every night?
-我击中了，我击中了，我击中了. - I hit it, I hit it, I hit it.
-我在这里一天比一天更有活力 - I feel more alive every day I'm out here.
-雨又来了。 - Here comes the rain again.
-拉布拉多，你不会让我们好过吧？ - Labrador, you're not gonna make it easy for us, are you?
旁白：在完全与世隔绝的情况下。 narrator: In complete isolation...
-这里最危险的是我自己. - The most dangerous thing out here is myself.
-看啊！ - Look at that!
-冰冷的地面正在拉动 - The cold ground is just pulling
所有来自我的温暖。 all the warmth from me.
-这种情况还能持续多少天？ - How many days can this go on?
-我非常，非常饿。 - I'm very, very hungry.
-我觉得我好像撞到了一堵墙. - I feel like I'm hitting a wall.
旁白：最后一个站起来的人获胜。 narrator: Last one standing wins.
-你在外面待的时间越长，事情就越难办. - It's only gonna get harder the longer you stay out here.
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-惊人的海狸头骨。 - Amazing beaver skull.
嗯。 Mmm.
多么令人惊叹的动物。 What an amazing animal.
看看这些牙齿。 Look at those teeth.
不幸的是，没有真正简单的方法来移除这种肉。 Unfortunately, there's no real easy way to remove this meat.
抓到一只海狸对我来说改变了游戏规则。 Catching a beaver is a game changer to me.
试图以某种方式进入大脑。 Going to attempt somehow to access the brain.
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我一天比一天瘦了。 I'm getting skinnier every day.
我能感觉到。我看得出来。 I can feel it. I can see it.
现在我有了脂肪的来源。 Now I've got a source of fat.
我有蛋白质。 I've got protein.
我有器官肉。 I've got organ meats.
我有维他命。 I've got vitamins.
我有矿物质。我已经躲起来了。 I've got minerals. I've got hide.
我有骨髓。 I've got bone marrow.
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哦，还有另一块隐藏的大脑。 Oh, there's another hidden chunk of brain.
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嗯。 Mmm.
我不相信浪费任何东西， I don't believe in wasting anything,
我认为大多数人都不会做的事情 things that I would imagine most people wouldn't
真的认为它是食物。 really consider to be food.
尽可能地获取每一分食物 Get every bit of sustenance possible
从这种神奇的动物身上。 from this amazing animal.
就是它，海狸的眼球。 There it is, beaver eyeball.
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相当艰难的一段时间。 Quite a hard crunch.
很耐嚼。 Quite chewy.
味道不是很好。 Not a lot of flavor.
海狸的味道，但一点都不令人不快。 Beaver flavor, but nothing off-putting at all.
好了，我们得回去工作了。 All right, we got to get back to work.
肉类保鲜是当务之急 Meat preservation is priority numero uno
此刻。 at the moment.
我的思想一直专注于 My thoughts have just been fixated on getting
这样更安全，保存更完好。 this safer and more preserved.
如果你一个人做这件事，那就需要时间。 It takes time if you're doing it solo.
这个地方看起来确实有 This place does seem to have
一个真正巨大的冻融循环。 a real tremendous freeze-thaw cycle.
它不适合保存。 It's not ideal for preservation.
在这种情况下，会有很多风险， In these conditions, there's a number of risks,
细菌在这样的温度下生长 bacteria growth in temperatures like this
还有雨。 and the rain.
我们下了几场雨 We've had some bouts of rain
因为我收获了它。 since I've harvested it.
潮湿对肉类的保鲜来说是可怕的。 Moisture is horrendous for meat preservation.
你在和腐败赛跑。 You're racing the spoilage.
我就能越快把它切成小块 The sooner I can get it chunked up into small pieces
烟抽起来真的很容易，越好。 that smoke out real easy, the better.
我们可以把它弄得非常、非常好和干燥， We can just get it really, really good and dry,
它会持续很长一段时间。 it'll last a long time.
骨头上的肉-- The meat on the bones--
有很多脂肪和结缔组织-- there's a lot of fat and connective tissue--
真的不适合抽烟。 really doesn't lend itself to smoking super well.
所以我们就把它煮熟然后吃掉。 So we're just gonna boil it and eat it.
我们会尽可能地保持凉爽。 We'll keep it cool as long as we can.
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嗯，嗯。 Uh-huh.
我们上方有个威士忌千斤顶。 We got a whisky jack up above us.
这可不妙。 That's not good.
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有大量的鸟类， There's a tremendous amount of birds,
这里有大量的啮齿动物， tremendous amount of rodents around here,
他们看着我工作。 and they watch me work.
他们知道周围有肉。 They know there's meat around.
它们可以引来更大的捕食者。 And they can bring in larger predators.
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这将是一项全职的工作来确保安全。 It's going to be a full-time job keeping this secure.
把弓拉近一点。 Keep that bow close.
永远不知道什么会被所有的气味所吸引。 Never know what may be attracted to all that scent.
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哦，真的很感激能开始这一切。 Oh, so thankful to get this started.
而且，你知道，如果我们能搞到第一批， And, you know, if we can get, like, a first batch going,
我不介意分几批做。 I don't mind doing it in a few batches.
这就是我的激情所在。 This right here is a passion of mine.
我喜欢采购和保存我自己的肉。 I love procuring and preserving my own meat.
这感觉就像是做事情的自然方式。 It just feels like the natural way to do things.
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它将需要几个小时，几个小时，以及几个小时的低，低热量。 It'll need hours, and hours, and hours of low, low heat.
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试着找一张真正的大煤床。 Try to get a real big bed of coals.
只需在底部建立一个大底座即可。 Just create a big base all the way across the bottom.
这会帮你把一切都脱水出来。 That'll help dehydrate everything out.
这是一个与我以前尝试过的不同的设置。 It's a different setup than I've ever attempted before.
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有太多未知数， There's so many unknowns,
关于整个吸烟过程的变数太多了。 so many variables about this whole smoking process.
这将是一次考验，希望不会有太多错误 Gonna to be some trial and hopefully not too much error
因为我肯定不想浪费这一切。 because I sure don't want to waste any of this.
希望一切都会好起来。 Hopefully, everything's all right.
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我想给我的心上人做些耳环。 - I'd like to make my sweetheart some earrings.
我们只是编造出来的，伙计们。 We're just making it up, folks.
一些圈套铁丝网，松鸡羽毛， Some snare wire, grouse feather,
给我宝宝的兔骨耳环。 rabbit bone earrings for my baby.
这就是基本理念。 That is the basic idea.
只是想让她知道 It's just something to let her know
我在这里一直在想着她。 I've been thinking of her out here.
她一定会喜欢的。 She's gonna love it.
我要再做一次。 Gonna make another one.
但首先，我们最好跳起舞来。 But first, we better boogie.
我们得去检查陷阱了。 We have to go check traps.
如果我们再有一只兔子不是很好吗 Wouldn't it be nice if we had another rabbit
在陷阱里？ up in the snares?
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伙计，如果我们的十件物品中有一件是甜心的话， Man, if one of our ten items could be a sweetheart,
我的宝贝听到这个一定会大吃一惊的。 my baby would kick ass at this.
她会帮我做这一切 She'd be helping me with all this
给我做饭，做松鼠， and making food, cooking squirrel up for me,
做松鼠玉米饼。 making squirrel tacos.
保证这一点。 Guarantee it.
她是个守护者。 She's a keeper.
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我们开始吧。 Here we go.
这是我必须从容不迫的部分。 This is the part I've got to take easy.
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我能看到它仍然没有被触发， I can see it's still untriggered,
环路完好无损。 and the loop is intact.
哦，那太可惜了。 Oh, that's a shame.
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我能找到的东西我都吃了， I'm eating absolutely everything I can find,
但我能感觉到我在减肥。 but I can feel that I'm losing weight.
我能感觉到我的肌肉在动。 I can feel that my muscle is going.
我能感觉到疲惫。 I can feel the fatigue.
有两个陷阱， There is snare two,
未触发。 untriggered.
狗娘养的。 Son of a gun.
这个游戏的可用性较低， The game is less available,
我也不会赢得一场饥饿的比赛。 and I'm not gonna win a starving contest.
如果我要待在这里， If I'm gonna stay out here,
我需要不停地把食物带进来。 I need to constantly be bringing food in.
最后的陷阱..。 Last snare...
未触发。 untriggered.
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啊，伙计，真让人失望。 Ah, man, a real letdown.
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我越来越瘦，越来越虚弱， I'm getting thinner and getting weaker,
我知道有些事情必须改变。 and I know something's got to change.
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看看这些海狸跑进来的样子。 Look at all these beaver runs in here.
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那边就是水坝。 That's the dam right there.
我知道海狸住在那里。 I know the beaver lives there.
我总是能看到他的牌子。 I see his sign all the time.
得到一只海狸将是一件巨大的事情。 Getting a beaver would be huge.
可以为我提供四五天的食物， That could provide me with four or five days of food,
也许更多。 maybe more.
我真的很需要那笔意外之财。 And I really need that windfall.
我需要领先一步。 I need to get ahead.
我还没见过他们。 I have not seen them.
我想它们大部分时间都在晚上活动。 I assume they're active mostly at night.
我得过会儿再来。 I'm gonna have to come back.
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-我听到壁炉旁有老鼠的声音。 - I hear the mice now next to the fireplace.
他们闻到了烟味。 They're smelling the smoke.
这些老鼠，他们真的不在乎 These mice, they really don't care
有一堆烟。 that there's a bunch of smoke.
每次我生火的时候，他们都会制造很大的骚动， They make a big commotion when I start a fire every time,
我一天放两次火， and I start fires twice a day,
他们还是不搬出去，所以..。 and they still don't move out, so...
因为我知道老鼠就像是在前面， Since I know the mice are kind of, like, in the front,
我很可能会把派厄特 I'm probably gonna set up Paiutes
这样当他们出来看世界是什么样子的时候， so that when they come out to see what the world is like,
他们会发现一点善意， they'll find little bits of goodness,
然后压扁。 and then squish.
我现在要暂停钓鱼了。 I am putting a pause on fishing right now.
这里的水位要低得多 The water levels here are just so much lower
比我刚来的时候要好。 than when I got here.
所以这可能不是最深的口袋 So it's probably not the deepest pocket
让鱼在里面藏身。 for fish to hide in.
有时候，你只需要让大自然 Sometimes, you just need to let nature
告诉你最好的路线是什么 tell you what the best route is,
最简单的路线是什么。 what the easiest route is.
现在，我们正在猎杀一种小动物。 Right now, we're hunting small game.
老鼠，每次我听到它们，我都会咆哮， The mice, every time I would hear them, I'd just growl,
他们会安静下来，停止移动。 and they would quiet up and stop moving.
所以肯定是，就像，他们中的一两个。 So it must be, like, maybe one or two of them.
我拿到了我的Y形操纵杆，然后是一个小小的触发器 I got my Y stick, and then a little toggle
在这里支撑着岩石。 over here that supports the rock.
那么让我们来试试你吧。 So let's try you.
老鼠们，他们也在寻找过冬的家。 The mice, they're looking for a winter home as well.
但我给他们设了一堆陷阱， But I set a bunch of traps for them,
这样他们就可以在这里补充我的饮食。 so they can supplement my diet here.
在扳机的外部， On the outside of the trigger,
我会绑一些橡子来诱饵它。 I'll tie some acorns to bait it.
即兴发挥，适应，克服，这就是步兵的方式。 Improvise, adapt, overcome, that's the infantry way.
我听到了。 I heard that.
让我们来看看。 Let's take a look.
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我有90%的把握那是只松鸡。 I'm like 90% sure that's a grouse.
我看到上面有一只大翅膀在拍打着。 I saw a big flapping up there.
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我觉得这是一种飞行模式 I feel like this is a flight pattern
为了松鸡。 for the grouse.
他们可能来自山上的某个地方， They come from maybe somewhere up in the mountains,
下来从海滩上取砂砾。 come down to get grit from the beach.
而我的庇护所恰好也在他们的飞行模式上。 And my shelter just so happens to be on their flight pattern.
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我要冒险吗，小鸟？ Do I risk it, little birdie?
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飞到那边去了。 Flew that way.
好了，小鸟。 All right, bird.
求求你，我需要你。 Please, I need you.
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这就是了。 There it is.
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那箭听起来像是射得很远。 That arrow sounded like it went far.
它飞向避难所， It flew towards the shelter,
所以很有希望，我能再次遇到它。 so hopefully, I can run into it again.
这支箭对我来说很值钱。 The arrow's worth a lot to me.
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我射了几箭，其中一箭 I shot a few arrows, and one of them
落在我住所附近的一棵树上， landed in a tree near my shelter,
所以我要看看我能不能找回它。 so I'm gonna see if I can retrieve that.
让我们拿到最轻的树苗， Let's get the lightest sapling,
看看能不能把它发动起来 see if we can launch it up,
去拿那支箭，这样我就不用爬上去了。 get that arrow, so I don't have to climb it.
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这就是了。 There it is.
好的。 All right.
让我们测试一下我们的目标。 Let's test our aim.
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我错过了。 I missed it.
那样是不可能拿到的。 Not gonna be able to get it like that.
确实是在攀登。 Climbing it is.
它大约在20英尺高。 It's about 20 feet up.
只是要非常非常小心。 Just gonna have to be very, very careful.
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一二三。 One, two, three.
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这不是件容易的事。 It's not gonna be easy.
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我需要那支箭。 Need that arrow.
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呼吸。 Breathe.
你没有意识到你是一个人在这里 You don't realize you're out here alone
直到你飞到15英尺的高度。 until you get up a good 15 feet.
呼吸。 Breathe.
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这可能不是最聪明的主意。 Might not be the smartest idea.
这就像是一场等待发生的伤病。 This is like an injury waiting to happen.
缓慢而稳定。 Slow and steady.
快到了。 Almost there.
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差一点。 That was close.
我滑倒了一点。 I slipped a little bit.
就在那里。 It's right there.
这样啊，原来是这么回事。 I got it.
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这并不容易。 That wasn't easy.
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不应该再拍树的照片了。 Shouldn't take any more tree shots.
风险太高了。 Just too high of a risk.
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这是一个疯狂的挑战。 This is a crazy challenge.
一天比一天难， Every day is getting harder,
但我不认为我会拿任何东西来交换。 but I don't think I would trade anything.
我想督促自己。 I want to push myself.
我想测试一下我自己。 I want to test myself.
我在想我在外面会不会感到孤独，你知道吗？ I was thinking about if I would feel alone out here, you know?
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在我的生活中，我感觉到了更多的孤独。 I've felt more alone in my life.
我当时无家可归。 I was homeless.
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我住在我的货车外面。 I was living out of my van.
这是我生命中压力很大的一段时间。 And it was such a stressful time in my life.
那是我医学院的最后一年。 It was my last year of medical school.
在内心深处， And deep down,
我只是..。 I was just...
令人难以置信的不快乐和悲伤。 incredibly unhappy and sad.
在经济上，在我的关系中， Financially, in my relationships,
在情感上，我刚刚跌到了谷底。 emotionally, I just hit rock bottom.
身负六位数的债务， Being in six figures of debt,
你知道吗，我本可以要钱的， you know, I could have asked for money and all that,
但我从来没有向父母求助过。 but I never asked my parents for help.
我妈妈基本上是个单亲妈妈。 My mom's basically a single working parent.
我知道事情的压力 And I know the stress of things
不会对她的健康有好处。 wouldn't be good for her health.
我不想让她担心我， I didn't want her to worry about me,
所以我决定自己来做。 so I decided to do it by myself.
但要经历这样的事情， But to go through something like that,
带着微笑， and to put on a smile,
为了描绘一切都很好， and to portray that everything's okay,
我想我感觉不到比这更孤独的了 I don't think I could feel more alone
比我在那几个月里做的还要多。 than when I did in those few months.
所以在这里，我想我不会-- So being out here, I don't think I'll be--
我想我不会独自感受到这种感觉。 I don't think I'll feel that alone.
我觉得我能在这里成功。 And I feel like I can make it out here.
但不能再拍树了。 But no more tree shots.
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那么. - So...
我准备好追逐海狸了。 I'm getting ready to chase beavers.
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就在我网站的边缘， Right on the edge of my site,
很明显，这里有一个活跃的海狸大坝。 there's clearly an active beaver dam.
我想下去到水边去 I want to get down there to the water's edge
看看有没有什么白天的活动 and just see if there's at least any daylight activity
我一直在那里钓鱼。 where I've been fishing.
我还没这么早去过那里呢。 I haven't been down there this early in the morning yet.
我的计划是把房子留在这里 My plan is to leave the house here
当我几乎看不见走路的时候。 when I can just about barely see to walk.
当我到那里的时候， By the time I get down there,
它应该是足够灰暗的光线 it should be sort of gray enough light
如果有必要我可以开枪。 that I could shoot if I had to.
好的。我们开始行动吧。 All right. Let's get moving.
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我们正在努力，尝试新的事物。 We're swinging for the fences, trying new things.
祈祷吧。 Fingers crossed.
不管怎么说，我们得弄点吃的。 Somehow, we got to get some food.
从能量上讲，我需要一些蛋白质。 Energy-wise, I need some proteins.
因为我的身材，我的体重不足， Because of my frame, my lack of weight,
如果食物用完了，就会很快走下坡路。 if the food runs out, it'll be downhill fast.
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很黑的。 It's pretty black.
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这条河就在外面。 The river is out there.
我在一个小海湾里。 I'm in a little cove.
但在转弯的时候， But around the bend,
水是这样出来的。 the water comes out like so.
它挂在周围，就在拐角处 It hooks around, and just around the corner
就是海狸大坝所在的地方。 is where the beaver dam is.
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这就是我 This is who I am.
这就是我上节目的原因，就是为了打猎。 This is why I'm on the show, is to hunt.
我就是喜欢茎。 I just love a stalk.
你被抓的比你没被抓的更多。 You get busted more than you don't.
但这就是它发生时如此令人敬畏的原因。 But that's what makes it so awesome when it happens.
你在试着做一件非常困难的事情。 You're trying to do a really difficult thing.
正是这种挑战让它变得如此令人兴奋。 That challenge is what makes it so exciting.
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我的背景实际上是保育 My background is actually in conservation
以及观察动物。 and watching animals.
这让我成为了一个更好的猎人。 And that's made me a better hunter.
我猎杀了好几年都没掉下绳子 I hunted for years without ever dropping the string
或者扣动扳机。 or pulling the trigger.
我有一种迷恋和兴趣 I have a fascination and an interest
在这场超越收获的游戏中， in the game that extends beyond the harvest,
你知道，它们的栖息地，它们是如何融入这个群体的。 you know, their habitat, how they fit into the group.
我想知道他们在淡季做些什么，你知道， I want to know what they do out of season, you know,
这有助于我及时收获它们。 and that helps me harvest them in season.
当你放下弓弦的那一秒， The second you drop the string of your bow,
猎杀结束了。 the hunt is over.
如果你等待，如果你让几只动物走路， If you wait, if you let a few animals walk,
你可以观看，你可以观察他们， you get to watch, and you get to observe them,
你会学到更多。 and you learn more.
通常情况下，你以后会得到更好的机会。 And oftentimes, you get a better opportunity later.
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哇。 Wow.
我的天啊。 Holy smokes.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我坚持住了。 I stuck it.
我知道我坚持住了。 I know I stuck it.
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赶快。找个地方上来。 Come on. Come up somewhere.
来吧，现在。 Come on now.
你在哪？ Where are you?
弹出来。 Pop up.
你一定会失血过多，我知道。 You got to bleed out, I know it.
我拿到了通行证。 I got a pass through.
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看到气泡了吗？ See any bubbles?
我只是不知道我打到哪里去了。 I just don't know where I hit it.
当时的反应是我打得很好， The reaction was like I hit it pretty good,
它在水中旋转的样子。 the way it swirled around in the water.
它潜入水中。 It dove under.
我敢肯定它是冲向大坝的。 I'm sure it went for the dam.
啊，。 Ah, .
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我通常不会向水中的海狸开枪 I would normally never shoot at a beaver in the water
在水坝上插了个弓。 with a bow in the dam.
我希望它会浮到岸上 I was hoping it was gonna come up on the shore
给你，喂它。 here and feed.
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我会呆在上面我能看到的地方。 I'll stay up here where I can see.
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啊，天哪。我知道我成功了。 Ah, man. I know I hit it.
如果我打得不好，它会把我撕碎的。 If I if I didn't hit it well, it's gonna just tear me up.
我永远不会把那一枪带回家的。 I would never take that shot back home.
我是说，这只是为了生存。 I mean, this is just trying to survive.
你知道，这是不合乎道德的。 You know, that's not an ethical shot.
但我非常想吃点东西。 But I was pretty desperate for some food.
你有一种下沉的感觉，喉咙哽咽 There's a sinking feeling and a lump in your throat
当你射击什么东西，但你找不到它时， when you shoot something, and you can't find it,
你会想着它正在遭受痛苦，即将被浪费。 and you think about it suffering and going to waste.
这不是一种好感觉。 And it's just not a good feeling.
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我拿了是因为我需要食物。 I took it 'cause I need the food.
这是一次机会。 It was a chance.
我只希望要么没问题要么就在这里。 I'm just hoping either that it's okay or it comes up here.
一想到它会死在那个水坝里， The thought of it dying in that dam,
太令人心碎了。 it's heartbreaking.
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但以它们的皮毛和在水中的样子， But with the way their fur is and being in the water,
当箭飘回岸边时， by the time the arrow floated back over to the shore,
上面没有任何血迹或毛发。 there wasn't any sign of blood or hair on it.
我真的觉得我坚持住了， I really think I stuck it,
但我想我可能打偏了。 but I guess I could have missed.
我就是不知道。 I just don't know.
我是不是毁了得到这只海狸的机会？ Have I just ruined my chances of getting this beaver
在未来？ in the future?
我是不是毁了获得这个资源的机会？ Have I ruined my chances of getting this resource
这五天多的食物对我来说意义重大吗？ that means so much to me, this five-plus days of food?
我要让这整个地区凉快一会儿 I'm gonna let this whole area cool down for a while
过几天再来，再试一次。 and come back in a couple of days and try again.
我只希望它能活下来。 I'm just hoping it survives.
不知道才是要了你命的东西。 The not knowing is the thing that kills you.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
-我们到了卡什熏房。 - Here we are at the cache smokehouse.
我们只是第一次把肉从货架上撤下来。 We're just pulling the meat off the racks for the first time.
我希望它被保存下来。 I'm hoping it's preserved.
让我们看看我们在做什么。 Let's see what we're working with.
真的要充分利用这一点。 Really got to make the most of this.
哦，我的天哪。 Oh, my word.
哦，它太漂亮了。 Oh, it's so beautiful.
哦，天哪，这味道，又甜又香。 Oh, my goodness the smell, so sweet and aromatic.
哦，我的天哪。 Oh, my word.
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只是纯粹的欣喜。 Just pure elation.
我是说，这是个很棒的礼物。 I mean, this is such a gift.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
真正的简陋的机架系统， Real rudimentary, rough rack system,
但它还是挺住了。 but it held up.
它把肉放在高温和烟雾中。 It held the meat over the heat and the smoke.
看看那块肉的美丽颜色， And just look at that beautiful coloration of that meat,
非常像牛肉干，像皮革一样， really jerky-like, leather-like,
太好了，而且干透了。 so nice and thoroughly dried.
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我一直很紧张，怕把肉给毁了， I've been so nervous about ruining the meat,
太担心它会被宠坏了。 so nervous about it spoiling.
在这种状态下，它会持续更长时间。 In this state, it'll last so much longer.
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所以我非常感激有东西能让我们继续前进， So just super thankful to have something that'll carry us on,
过了骨肉， past the bone meat,
目前仍在骨骼结构上的肉， the meat that's still currently on the bone structures,
因为那将是下一件事 'cause that'll be the next thing
我们把注意力转向。 we turn our attentions to.
我们已经过了好日子了。 We're getting past the time when it's gonna be good.
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希望我们能得到大部分的肉 Hopefully, we can have the majority of the meat
在接下来的日子里。 over the coming days.
我们需要每一小块废品。 We need every little scrap.
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在这里，我们去伯恩斯海狸厨房。 Here we go to the Burns beaver kitchen.
我要开始把这个放进去了。 I'm gonna go ahead and start dropping this in.
吃东西的时间到了。 It is time to eat.
看一看里面。 Take a look in there.
美丽的海狸培根。 Beautiful beaver bacon.
好的。 All right.
我们只要尝尝这个就行了。 We just got to try one of these.
噢。 Oh.
哦，我的天哪。 Oh, my word.
你所能期待的一切。 Everything you could ever hope for.
噢! Oh!
又脆又耐嚼，又多油，又烟熏。 Crispy and chewy and fatty, smoky.
而这正是你在这里所需要的。 And that is just so totally what you need out here.
我要试着制造足够多的脂肪， I'm gonna try to render enough fat up,
在所有这些事情中，我预计这将会发生， which with all this stuff, I expect will happen,
我真的可以吮吸脂肪了。 that I can actually sip on the fat.
我们今天要喝提炼出的脂肪。 We're gonna drink rendered fat today.
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只是想在外面待久一点，你知道吗？ Just trying to stay out here longer, you know?
我真的想念我所有的亲人。 I sure miss all my loved ones.
想着我的家人，我的朋友，我的母亲。 Thinking of my family, my friends, my mother.
当然，爱并欣赏那个女人。 Sure love and appreciate that woman.
我的天哪。 My goodness.
她可能认为这是一件疯狂的事情， She probably thinks this is one wild thing to pursue,
但如果你要这么做，她会喜欢的， but she's into that if you're going to do it,
全力以赴。 do it all the way.
在西弗吉尼亚州长大，我们没有多少钱。 Growing up in West Virginia, we didn't have a whole lot.
那里的许多人生活在平静的绝望中。 So many people there live in quiet desperation.
我只想打猎钓鱼， And I just wanted to hunt and fish,
以我无法做到的方式扩展我的知识。 and expand my knowledge in ways that I couldn't.
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我母亲一直是我难以置信的支持者， My mother's always been an incredible supporter of me,
她教会了我如何追逐 and she taught me to chase things
我做梦也想不到。 beyond what I could dream.
我爱她，真的很感谢她的支持。 I love her and really appreciate the support.
我在这个美丽的地方想着她。 And I'm thinking of her in this beautiful place.
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一壶漂亮的水，里面有海狸的脂肪。 Beautiful pot of water with beaver fat in it.
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啊，太丰盛了，太油腻了。 Ah, it's so rich and fatty.
你能感觉到它在你的嘴唇上， You can just feel it on your lips,
在舌头上感受它。 feel it on your tongue.
你可以看到它。 You can see it.
看到那些气泡和石油了吗？ See all those bubbles and all that oil?
那是.。 That is...
对这里来说绝对是完美的燃料。 absolute perfect fuel for out here.
如果我不在这里，我不会想 If I wasn't out here, I wouldn't want
去，你知道，只是吃脂肪，但在这里， to, you know, just be eating fat, but out here,
这正是身体所需要的， it's exactly what the body needs,
我对此深表感激。 and I'm so thankful for it.
那些脂肪真的应该--如果我们能保证它的安全， That fat should really-- if we can keep it secure,
应该能让我们活下去。 should keep us alive.
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-♪大河闪闪发光♪ - ♪ The big river glitters brightly ♪
♪在早晨的阳光下♪ ♪ In the morning sun ♪
♪和我都知道里面有鱼♪ ♪ And I know that there are fish in it ♪
♪Living by the Ton♪ ♪ Living by the ton ♪
♪，但尽管我尽了最大努力，♪ ♪ But despite my best efforts ♪
♪我一次也没抓到♪ ♪ I catch nary one ♪
♪要是我们能用渔网♪就好了 ♪ If only we could use fishnets ♪
♪我会在他们运行♪的时候抓到鲑鱼 ♪ I'd catch the salmon as they run ♪
♪哦，我住在一条大河上♪ ♪ Oh, I'm here living on a big river ♪
♪♪ ♪ ♪
好吧，今天，我会继续在Hodge Podge上工作。 Well, today, I'll keep working on Hodge Podge.
在我搬进来之前，我真的需要把侧墙修好。 I really need the sidewalls up before I can move in.
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这下面有很多庞克伍德。 Lots of punkwood down below here.
我已经准备好了赌注， I have stakes lined up,
而这些将保持墙的位置。 and those will keep the walls in place.
然后我会开始在上面堆东西。 And then I'll start piling stuff on top.
好了，让我们把这三个放好。 All right, so let's get these three placed.
能有这些原木真好 It's nice to have the logs
它们更紧密地结合在一起 that are a little more together
因为他们在赌注之间紧紧地站在一起 'cause they hold together between the stakes
用来筑墙。 for the walls.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我在Hodge Podge上花了很多时间 I've spent a lot more time working on Hodge Podge
可能比我应该做的要多。 than I probably should have.
我往往是这样的人， I tend to be the type of person that,
一旦有什么事情摆在我面前， once something's in front of me,
就像，我只是全神贯注于它 like, I just get totally focused on it
完全沉浸在其中。 and totally enmeshed in it.
这就是我认为正在发生的事情。 That's what I think is happening.
谢谢。 Thank you.
基本上，我想把避难所建好， Mostly, I think I want to finish the shelter,
这样我才能真正把注意力放在食物上。 then I can really focus on food.
我想重点放在钓鱼上 I'd like to focus on some fishing
看看我能不能弄到一些鱼 and see if I can get some fish,
还有，检查陷阱，布设陷阱。 and also, checking snares and setting snares.
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抱歉的。 Sorry.
快到了。 Almost there.
好的。 All right.
我认为南墙已经完工了。 I consider the south wall to be done.
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我想让你看看我现在吃的是什么。 I wanted to show you what I'm eating right now.
而且是金色的。 And it's gold.
这是果冻鱼。 It's Jell-O fish.
现在大部分都是鱼头因为我一直在尝试 Now it's just mostly fish heads because I've been trying
先把身体吃掉。 to eat the bodies first.
汤里的油，变成了明胶， The oil in that soup, it turned into a gelatin,
我想是的。 I guess.
我需要这些营养素。 I need these nutrients.
我已经有一段时间没有太多的营养了， I haven't had much nutrients in a while,
我的身体感觉好多了， and my body's feeling better,
但我需要得到更多。 but I need to get more.
所以今天，我需要把重点放在钓鱼上。 So today, I need to focus on fishing.
我的座右铭是，就像，不要搞砸了。 My motto is a little bit of, like, don't screw up.
只要我不搞砸，我想 As long as I don't screw up, I think
我可以在这里待很长一段时间。 I can last quite a while out here.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
好的，我要去钓鱼了。 Okay, I'm going to fish a little bit.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
哦，哇。我的鱼竿上有一条大裂缝。 Oh, wow. There's a big crack in my rod.
我需要马上解决这件事。 I need to fix this right away.
不太好。 Not good.
所以我需要在里面放些绳索 So I need to put some cordage in there
才能让它保持一致。 to keep it together.
在这一切之后，这将是一根科学怪人的棒子。 It's gonna be a Frankenstein rod after all of this.
我是一个非常非常有激情的人 I am someone that's really, really passionate
关于身处荒野的故事 about being in the wilderness
以土地为生。 and living off the land.
我出生在一个很大很大的城市 I was born in a big, big city--
墨西哥有400万人。 4 million people in Mexico.
但幸运的是，我的父母有一栋房子 But fortunately, my parents had a house
那真的离森林很近。 that was really close to the forest.
这对我来说很有趣， And it was a lot of fun for me,
作为一个孩子，只是在外面做些事情。 being a kid and just doing things outside.
我又把它弄湿了，因为它让我 I'm getting this wet again because it makes
以获得更紧密的拼接。 for a tighter splice.
我会去打猎。 I would go hunt.
我会去设陷阱。 I would go and trap.
我爱死它了。 And I loved it.
我妈妈会给我一台收音机，然后就说， My mom would give me a radio and just be like,
“好的，我有另一台收音机。 "Okay, I have the other radio.
是啊，就去做你自己的事吧。 Yeah, just go and do your own thing."
♪♪ ♪ ♪
所以我把所有的内线都绑了起来， So I tied all that inner cord around,
因此，现在它将防止这种情况再次发生。 so now it will keep this from splicing again.
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我的生存哲学都是关于自然的， My survival philosophy is all about nature,
只是在有意义的时候做事情， just doing things when it makes sense,
当事情变得更容易的时候。 when it's easier.
这一切都是关于倾听，观察自然， It's all about listening, and observing nature,
和理解， and understanding,
然后用它来用聪明的方式做事情。 and then using that to do things the smart way.
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好的，我要再演五个演员。 Okay, I'm just gonna do five more casts.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
或者十个。 Or ten.
真正吸引我活下来的是什么 What really drew me to survival
只是在听故事 was just hearing the stories
人类可以完成的这些惊人的壮举中 of these amazing feats that humans could do
关于他们的生存状况， on their survival situations,
只是听说了这些故事 just hearing about these stories
人们打破了任何限制 of people crushing any limits
专家们认为这是极限。 that experts thought were the limits.
他们会做出难以想象的事情。 They would do the unimaginable.
这对我来说是如此的强大。 And that was so powerful to me.
这就是吸引我的原因。 That is what drew me in.
现在，鱼咬得不是很好。 Right now, the fish aren't biting very well.
也许我可以去打猎。 Maybe I could go hunting.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
好吧，所以突然之间， Okay, so suddenly,
非常非常酷的黄鼠狼-- the really, really cool weasel just totally--
哦，他们来了。 oh, here they are.
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它以闪电般的速度移动。 It moves lightning fast.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
它停了一下。 It stopped for a second.
但我真的想让你看看 But I really wanted to show you
因为它太整洁了。 because it's so neat.
来吧，黄鼠狼。 Come on, weasel.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
好的。 All right.
让我们继续前进吧。 Let's keep going.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我想我在我的庇护所里听到了什么。 I think I heard something by my shelter.
我要去看看。 I'm gonna go check it out.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
这就是了。 There it is.
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你看到那只松鸡了吗？ You see that grouse?
♪♪ ♪ ♪
现在对我来说太高了。 It's right now too high for me.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
好吧。 Okay.
那，我们做吧。 Let's do it.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
你在哪？ Where are you?
我把它弄丢了。 I lost it.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
哦，哇。 Oh, wow.
看看这个。 Look at this.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
这肯定是一只受伤的松鸡。 This is a wounded grouse for sure.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我不知道他飞到哪里去了，但伤得不错。 I don't know where he flew, but that's a good wound.
那只松鸡走不远。 That grouse can't go far.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
你在哪？ Where are you?
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我什么也没看到。 I don't see anything.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我不知道它飞到哪里去了。 I have no idea where it flew.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
呀。 Ay-yi-yi, ay-yi-yi.
这是一个完美的射门就在那里。 It was a perfect shot right there.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我试着射箭，但我射中了。 I tried to nock an arrow, and I shot.
如果我再聪明一点，我早就杀了它了。 I could have killed it if I was smarter about it.
这是个错误，然后就发生了 It was a mistake, and it happened,
我打伤了那只松鸡。 and I wounded that grouse.
整支箭都沾满了血。 The whole arrow was covered in blood.
这是我第一只受重伤的松鸡 It's my first mortally wounded grouse
我无法从这次冒险中恢复过来， that I don't recover on this adventure,
我对此感觉不是很好。 and I don't feel very good about it.
但这是为了生存。 But it's survival.
为了生存，你只需要继续前进。 With survival, you just have to move on.
从错误中吸取教训，继续前进。 Learn from the mistake, move on.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
-明白了. - Got it.
谢谢您，主啊。 Thank you, Lord.
美丽的小鸟。 Beautiful bird.
我听到身后有松鸡叫。 Heard a grouse behind me.
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是的，是的。 Yep, yep.
天哪！ Holy cow!
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我不敢相信我那一带有这么多松鸡。 I can't believe how much grouse is in my area.
我所要做的就是耐心等待。 All I have to do is be patient.
这就是你要的。 Here you go.
这一张比上一张更大。 And this one's bigger, bigger than the last one.
看那儿。 Look at that.
两只松鸡，一天。 Two grouse, one day.
这太他妈疯狂了。 That's frickin' crazy.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我喜欢我的避难所位置，伙计。 I love my shelter location, man.
养活我，庇护我。 Feeds me, shelters me.
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每次我得到一只松鸡，我就会找到那根叉骨。 Every time I get a grouse, I find the wishbone.
当我打破它的时候，我希望有更多的食物。 And when I break it, I wish for more food.
它一定是幸运的或什么的， And it must be lucky or something,
但它起作用了。 but it's working.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我看到了另一个。 I see another one.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
明白了。 Got it.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
今天有什么事？ What is up today?
♪♪ ♪ ♪
我想我肯定需要那个吸烟者，对吧？ I guess I definitely need that smoker, huh?
它的尺码很好。 It's a good size.
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那是三只松鸡， That's three grouse,
三个星期的食物就在这里。 three weeks of food right here.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
昨天，我一无所获。 Yesterday, I got nothing.
今天，游戏规则的改变者。 And today, game changer.
很大程度上改变了游戏规则。 Big game changer.
这里有很多机会。 There's plenty of opportunities here.
只要有耐心就行了。 Just got to be patient.
♪♪ ♪ ♪
拉布拉多，谢谢你。 Labrador, thank you.
谢谢你，松鸡。 Thank you, grouse.
我觉得我能在这里成功。 I feel like I can make it out here.
我现在非常肯定。 I'm very positive right now.
我觉得我得到了世界的支持。 I feel like I'm supported by the world.
我的家人支持我，即使他们不 My family supports me even though they don't
理解我为什么要这么做。 understand why I'm doing this.
我的女朋友支持我，尽管她是 My girlfriend supports me even though she's
我会想死我的。 gonna miss me like heck.
好吧。这是一个美丽的乳房。 Okay. That's one beautiful breast.
我的朋友太多了 There are just so many friends of mine
参与这一过程的人。 who are involved in this process.
所以我确实感觉到了家的一部分。 So I do feel a component of home.
我真的感到很受支持。 I do feel so supported.
我觉得我得到了世界的支持。 I feel like I'm supported by the world.
我觉得我能在这里成功。 I feel like I can make it out here.
我想我们都准备好回家了。 I think we're all set to go home.
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-早上好。 - Good morning.
井, Well,
我今天早上出来，我在刷牙， I came out this morning, I'm brushing my teeth,
我们在北面有雪 and we got snow on the north-facing side
那条山脊线。 of that ridgeline.
所以昨晚我们下了雪， So we got snow last night,
所以这是一个很好的时机 so it's a good time
完成霍奇·波奇的任务。 to be getting Hodge Podge finished.
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我只是想让你看看我一直在做什么。 I'm just gonna show you what I've been doing.
这就是整个火坑。 So this is the overall fire pit.
我后面有石头 I've got rocks in the back
和布满岩石的朋克木。 and punkwood covered with rocks.
我还有几块石头要扔进去 I've got a few more rocks to throw in there
现在已经过了谷底。 right now over the bottom.
这是我做的通风口。 And then this is the air vent I made.
你可以看到底部有光。 And you can see light down at the bottom.
所以这就是空气进入我的火焰的地方。 So that's where the air comes in for my fire.
我认为我们看起来相当金碧辉煌。 I think we are looking pretty darn golden.
我感到空气中弥漫着冬天的气息。 I feel winter in the air.
就像，我感觉要下雪了。 Like, I feel snow coming.
这有点令人担忧。 That's a bit concerning.
这意味着我真的很想把屋顶修好。 It means I really want to get that roof finished.
然后我就可以搬进来了。 And then I should be able to move in.
凉爽的。 Cool.
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我去拿点苔藓。 Gonna go get some moss.
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进来的时候，我是有生以来最重的。 Coming in, I was the heaviest I've ever been in my life.
我的体重是172,173磅。 I was like 172, 173 pounds.
又降到我的尺码了真好。 Good to get down to me size again.
我感觉很好，我变瘦了， I'm feeling good that I'm thinner,
但与此同时，我也很饿。 but at the same time, I'm hungry.
我知道我的体重减轻得很快。 And I know I'm losing weight pretty quick.
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在屋顶上铺更多的草皮。 Putting more sod on the roof.
我仍然觉得自己很强壮，但我花了很多钱 I still feel strong, but I spent a lot
重量成为我的庇护所。 of weight making my shelter.
这是我非常担心的事情。 That's something that's concerning me a lot.
我的希望是一旦我把小屋建好， My hope is that once I get the lodge done,
然后我就可以开始投入更多的精力 then I can start to put a lot more energy
得到更多的食物。 into getting more food.
站在我们这边，我们站起来。 On our side, and we stand up.
这是一个卡路里游戏， This is a calorie game,
如果我在某个时候不开始摄入卡路里， and if I don't start bringing in calories at some point,
我不会再待在游戏里了。 I'm not gonna stay in the game.
耶！ Yay!
我在这里的工作已经完成了。 My work here is done.
所以搬家的日子是明天。 So moving day is tomorrow.
哈利路亚，哈利路亚，哈利路亚♪♪ ♪ Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah ♪
哈利路亚，哈利路亚♪♪ ♪ Hallelujah, hallelujah ♪
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-我喜欢这里。 - I love it here.
很感激能在这里放眼望去。 So thankful to be here looking out.
我是说，每次我来这里，都是完全不同的。 I mean, every time I'm here, it's completely different.
这是这座山最清晰的景色 It's the clearest view of the mountain
我们已经吃了三四天了。 we've had in three or four days.
我在这里待的时间不多 Haven't spent much time down here
因为我一直在处理海狸 'cause I've been processing the beaver.
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当然想让这成为我们日常生活的一部分， Sure would like to make this part of our daily routine,
只要坐下来，保持安静，欣赏它。 just sit, and be quiet, and appreciate.
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每一天都是一种特权。 Every day is such a privilege.
每一天都是如此美好的礼物。 Every day is such a gift.
我对此非常感激。 And I appreciate it so much.
有太多事情要感谢了。 There's so much to be thankful for.
当然不能忘记微笑。 Sure can't forget to smile.
请别忘了微笑。 Don't forget to smile, please.
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吃海狸以一种积极的方式改变了一切。 Eating the beaver has changed everything in a positive way.
我觉得自己强大多了， I feel so much stronger,
更好的认知记忆， so much better cognitive memory,
更多的能量。 so much more energy.
我感觉更温暖了，而且总体上感觉好多了。 I feel warmer and just generally better.
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但这并不是无限量的食物。 But it's not an indefinite amount of food.
我仍然需要继续收获。 I still need to keep harvesting.
我还需要继续打猎、觅食、钓鱼。 I still need to keep hunting, foraging, fishing.
但这是生活的新篇章。 But it's a new lease on life.
这给了我多一天时间来了解这个地方， It gives me another day to learn about this place,
去了解我自己。 to learn about myself.
这是一份真正的礼物。 It's a real gift.
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今天，我想稍微探索一下。 Today, I'd like to explore just a little bit.
但我们有一件非常重要的事要先做。 But we've got something super important to do first.
我们要试着找一个真正漂亮的地方。 And we're gonna try to find a real pretty spot.
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在这里，对我来说，感激的态度 Out here, for me, the attitude of gratitude
是幸福的至高无上的。 is paramount for happiness.
我的母亲是如此鼓舞人心， My mother is such an inspiration,
而且她很会欣赏事物。 and she's so great at appreciating things.
我从小到大看着这一切，这给了我灵感。 I watched that growing up, and that inspired me.
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我只想给她看一个很小很小的例子 I'd just love to show her just a tiny, little example
她对我来说意味着什么。 of what she means to me.
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我在这里停顿的原因是因为我想 The reason I paused here is because I want to do
献给我母亲。 a dedication to my mother.
我太爱她了，我为她感到骄傲， I love her so much, and I'm so proud of her,
我很自豪能认识她， and I'm so proud to know her,
很自豪能和她联系在一起， so proud to be associated with her,
叫她我的母亲，让她叫我儿子。 to call her my mother, for her to call me son.
但她有这样一句话，这句感叹， But she's got this saying, this exclamation,
我不知道它是从哪里来的。 and I don't know where it comes from.
她说：“天哪，奈德！” She says, "Golly Ned!"
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嗯，她以前经常这么说。 Well, she used to say it quite often.
我会告诉她，沟壑就是峡谷，通常， And I would tell her, a gully is a ravine, often,
一个小山谷或峡谷。 a little valley or ravine.
好的，我们加入了 Well, we're in
这里真的是令人惊叹的美丽峡谷。 a truly stunningly beautiful ravine here.
她真的很喜欢溪流，我也是。 She really likes streams, and so do I.
我们分享了这一点。这让我想起了她。 We share that. It makes me think of her.
我想把这个小地方 I'd like to dedicate this little spot
叫它“天哪内德” and call it "Golly Ned."
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好吧，妈妈，这是在为您着想， Well, Mother, this is thinking of you,
我当然也爱你， and I sure love you,
对于那些疯狂的故事我真的很抱歉 and I sure am sorry about all the wild stories
你可能会听到，以及可能造成的压力， you might hear and the stress that may cause,
但我尽我所能做到最好。 but I do the best that I can.
你鼓舞了我， And you inspire me,
我爱你，我想你， and I love you, and I miss you,
我希望你今天过得愉快。 and I hope you're having a great day.
还有.。 And...
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我当然爱你。 I sure love you.
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所以我希望你喜欢它 So I hope you enjoy it
和我一样爱你。 as much as I do.
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谢谢你，妈妈，谢谢你所做的一切。 Thank you, Mother, for everything.
多亏了你，我实现了我的梦想。 I'm living my dream thanks to you.
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-好的. - All right.
只有一点点血 Just a little bit of blood
在内部。 on the inside.
牙床没有大量出血。 No big bleeding in the gums.
今天是个大日子，因为我们要 Today's a big day 'cause we're gonna
在海滩边建立第二个避难所。 make that second shelter by the beach.
海滩日。 Beach day.
没有下雨，对此太兴奋了。 It's not raining, so excited about that.
我们要去海岸线。 We're going to the shoreline.
我要砍倒那棵最大的树 I'm gonna down the biggest tree
从我到这里后我就一直沉浸在其中， that I've downed since I've gotten here,
大约，呃，大腿粗。 about, uh, thigh thick.
然后我们要做一个倾斜。 And then we're going to make a lean-to.
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我不想抽我的肉 I don't want to be smoking my meat
并吸引了错误类型的动物到我的网站。 and attracting the wrong type of animals to my site.
伙计，我感觉到那枚戒指穿过我的手 Man, I feel that ring right through my hand
当我这么做的时候。 when I do that.
所以我想我要去海滩， So I think I'm gonna go to the beach,
建造第二个避难所 build a secondary shelter
它还可以兼作熏房。 that can also double as a smokehouse.
这就对了。 There you go.
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那样的话，如果我需要抽什么东西， That way, if I need to smoke anything,
它离我的主要庇护所很远。 it's well away from my primary shelter.
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让我们稍微挖一挖。 Let's dig a little bit.
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嘿，如果它吸引了一只熊， And hey, if it attracts a bear,
这是杀死它的正确地点。 this is the right place to kill it.
一个小屋顶，这样我就可以进去做饭了。 A little roof, so I can enter there and cook.
现在我说完了。 Now I'm done.
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看到了吗？ See that?
烘烤货物。 Roasting the goods.
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现在我感觉很舒服。 Now I am very comfortable.
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我没有看到任何脂肪从皮肤上滴落或滴落， I don't see any fat dropping or dripping from the skin,
这让我真的很高兴。 so that makes me really happy.
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今天，我吃了一顿有碎屑和皮的晚餐， Today, I have dinner of scraps, and skin,
还有两颗红心。 and two hearts.
两颗心脏和一个肝脏。 Two hearts and a liver.
我对此很满意。 I'm pretty happy with that.
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-今天是搬家日.呼-呼！ - It's moving day. Whoo-hoo!
在那里着火几天后， After a few days of having a fire in there,
把东西弄干，把东西弄热， and drying things out, and warming things up,
一定会很棒的。 it's gonna be pretty nice.
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今天，整整一天。 Today, full day.
检查陷阱。 Check snares.
我没有得到任何松鼠。 I didn't get any squirrels.
而且我饿了。 And I'm hungry.
我当然饿了。 Of course I'm hungry.
今晚能钓到一条鱼该有多甜蜜 How sweet would it be to catch a fish tonight
还能在霍奇波奇庆祝吗？ and be able to celebrate in Hodge Podge?
赶快。 Come on.
一想到已经一个月了，简直是疯了。 It's crazy thinking it's already been a month.
做这样的事情，时间真的会被扭曲。 Time really gets distorted doing stuff like this.
我一直在想家的事 I have been thinking about home
还有我的男朋友布莱克。 and my boyfriend, Blake.
只是怀念和他一起做的事情，你知道吗？ Just miss doing things with him, you know?
这里太舒适了。 It's so cushy up here.
现在我的弓形床上很舒服。 It's cushy on my bow bed right now.
我想知道他在做什么。 And I wonder what he's up to.
我不在的时候，生活是什么样子的？ What's life been like while I've been gone?
好了，油布。 All right, tarp.
只是能够在最后与某人分享 Just being able to share with someone at the end
今天真的很棒，也是最棒的事情之一 of the day is really awesome and one of the best things,
我想，关于谈恋爱的事。 I think, about being in a relationship.
我很想他。 I miss him.
我有防水布盖住了！ I got a tarp covering!
呼-呼！ Whoo-hoo!
现在我要做的就是钓鱼。 And now I'm gonna just work on fishing.
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试一试，看看我能不能弄到点什么。 Give it a go in here and see if I can get something.
如果我对圈套有更多的恐惧， If I were getting more squirrel with the snares,
那真是太棒了，但我不是。 that'd be fantastic, but I'm not.
偷偷摸摸的，不是吗？ Sneaky, no?
想要偷偷摸摸的。 Trying to be sneaky.
如果我还能维持一些食物收入 If I could still be maintaining some food income
钓上几条鱼，太棒了。 and catch a couple fish, great.
但现在感觉失去了平衡 But it feels out-balanced right now
我花了更多的时间在小屋工作 that I'm spending more time working on the lodge
比我对食物更感兴趣， than I am on food,
或者至少成功地得到了食物。 or at least successfully getting food.
我不会选演员。 I can't cast.
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有点心烦意乱，伙计。 Kind of in a pissy mood, man.
只是今晚还是很饿。 Just really hungry tonight still.
我想好好吃一顿来庆祝一下。 I wanted to celebrate by having a good meal.
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但这是霍奇波奇发生的第一起火灾。 But it's the first fire in Hodge Podge.
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这是一件特别的事情。 And that's a special thing.
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谢谢。 Thank you.
一个多月没吃多少东西。 Not much to eat over a month.
所以我知道我一直在用我自己的体重 So I know I've been using a lot of my own weight
和能源， and energy,
但我还活着。 but I'm surviving.
我可能会想弄清楚 I'm probably gonna want to figure out
想办法弄到更多的食物。 some way to get more food.
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好的。 All right.
霍奇波奇发生了第一起火灾。 First fire in Hodge Podge.
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希望还会有更多的人来。 Hopefully many more to come.
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-看看这个。 - Check this out.
你看到那只松鼠了吗？ Do you see that squirrel?
他工作很努力， He's working hard,
为过冬做准备。 getting ready for the winter.
它要来了。 It's coming.
不管我们想不想，它都会来的。 It's coming whether we want it or not.
干活吧，松鼠。 Work away, squirrel.
在外面工作。 Work away.
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所以我要进行一次短暂的狩猎之旅， So I'm gonna go on a short hunting trip,
只是在找踪迹。 just checking for tracks.
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我已经习惯了被分开 I'm already used to being separated
来自家人和朋友。 from family and friends.
我所有的密友都在墨西哥。 All my close friends are in Mexico.
这很难，伙计。 And that's tough, man.
但我知道现在，我在这里， But I know that right now, I'm here,
我这么做是有原因的。 and I'm doing this for a reason.
我想要钱来实现我的梦想 I want the money to fulfill my dream
和我搭档的梦想。 and my partner's dream.
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哇哦。 Whoa.
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太疯狂了。 Crazy.
所以，让我们看看这个。 So take a look at that.
这就是我射杀的松鸡。 This is the grouse that I had shot.
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所以它一定是停在这附近的某个树顶上， So it must have stayed on top of some tree around here,
也许是一只动物拿走了它，把剩下的留在了这里。 and maybe an animal just got it and left the rest here.
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我想我打伤了这只松鸡是很不幸的， I guess that's unfortunate that I injured this grouse,
但至少我会得到一些那块肉。 but at least I'm gonna get some of that meat.
我很高兴我找到了它。 Well, I'm glad I found it.
很高兴我找到了它。 Very glad I found it.
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哦，黄鼠狼来了。 Oh, there's the weasel.
你能看见吗？ Can you see it?
嘿，黄鼠狼。 Hey, weasel.
嘿，黄鼠狼。你在吃那只松鸡吗？ Hey, weasel. Were you eating that grouse?
那是我的。 That's mine.
那是--不！那是我的。 That's--no! That's mine.
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那是我的。 That's mine.
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哦，哇。 Oh, wow.
我开枪打死了那个黄鼠狼。 I shot that weasel.
这是一个很好的射门。 It was a good shot.
可怜的黄鼠狼。 Poor weasel.
我不知道我真的要打你。 I didn't know I was actually gonna hit you.
你跑得太快了。 You're so fast.
对不起。 I'm sorry.
哦，伙计。 Oh, man.
呀。 Ay-yi-yi.
对不起，黄鼠狼。 I'm sorry, weasel.
我会努力把工作做得很好 I'm gonna try to do a very good job
保持你的皮毛完好无损。 of keeping your fur intact.
如果可以的话，我会把它送给我的搭档。 And I'm gonna gift it, if I can, to my partner.
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我给搞砸了。 I screwed up.
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黄鼠狼对食物的士气提升 The morale boost of the weasel versus the food
我会从中得到的，不值得。 that I'm gonna get from it, not worth it.
一点也不值得。 Not worth it at all.
生存并不容易。 Survival is not easy.
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是我该和别人谈谈的时候了 It's time that I talk to other people
除了我的搭档以外的其他人。 about this stuff other than my partner.
我真的很感激 I'm so thankful
为了詹妮弗。 for Jennifer.
我很幸运有她这样的搭档。 I'm so lucky to have a partner like her.
没有她，我的生活会一团糟。 My life would be a mess without her.
她真的忍受了我这么多废话， She seriously withstands so much of my crap,
我的废话太多了。 so much of my crap.
想着我的搭档。 Thinking about my partner.
我很想她。 I miss her a lot.
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我们在一起大概有七年了。 We've been together for, like, seven years.
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我知道我应该 I know that I should be
足够强大 strong enough
能够在没有她的情况下生活， to be able to live without her,
但我害怕那一刻。 but I fear that moment.
我想如果她死了， I think if she died,
这对我来说将是令人难以置信的毁灭性的。 it would be incredibly devastating for me.
它会让我变得残废的。 It would cripple me.
我还没有向她求婚 I haven't asked her to marry me
因为我没有钱， because I don't have money,
这不是借口。 which is no excuse.
比如，很多人结婚时都没有钱。 Like, so many people have married without having money.
但我认为我勉强度日的事实是， But I think the fact that I'm scraping by,
这很相关，因为这是我... it's quite relevant because it's one of the reasons I...
我要走完全程。 I'm going the whole way.
因为我厌倦了在经济上勉强度日，你知道吗？ Because I'm tired of scraping by financially, you know?
我累了。 I'm tired.
我已经忍受了很多年了， I've been tolerating that for years,
但这对我来说已经足够了。 but that's enough for me.
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-现在要做的就是完成这个该死的避难所. - The thing right now is just to finish the damn shelter.
我可能不该这么做，但是... I probably should not be doing this, but...
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怎么回事？ What the ?
天哪。 Oh, my God.
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