大家早上好 Hello and good morning 2
我是纽约布朗克斯家的犹太教祭司伊西多尔•切尔维茨 I am Rabbi Isidor Chemelwitz of the Bronx Home for Aged Hebrews 3
今天早上我们在这里向萨菈 艾隆的逝世表示敬意 We are here this morning to pay respects at the passing of Sarah Ironson 4
她是本杰明 艾隆逊的妻子，他也去世了 Devoted wife of Benjamin Ironson, also deceased 5
她的儿子莫里斯，亚伯拉罕，萨缪尔，还有她的女儿艾斯特和瑞歇尔 Loving and ring mother of her sons Morris, Abraham, and Samuel, and her daughters Esther and Rachel 6
麦克斯、马克、路易斯、丽莎、玛利亚…… Beloved grandmother of Max, Mark, Louis, Lisa, Maria... 7
莱斯利，安吉拉，多丽丝，卢克和埃里克 Lesley, Angela, Doris, Luke and Eric 8
埃里克，这是犹太人的名字吗？ Eric? This is a Jewish name? Eric 9
这是个相亲相爱的大家庭，我们聚集在此，共同哀悼...，这位优秀的正直的女士 A large and loving family. We assemble that we may mourn collectively this good and righteous woman
这个女人我不认识这个女人 This woman. I did not know this woman 11
我无法准确描述她的性格，也不能准确地描述她的性格。 I cannot accurately describe her attributes, nor do justice to her dimensions 12
她是。在布朗克斯的家里，年老的希伯来人有很多像这样的，老的 She was... well, in the Bronx Home for Aged Hebrews are many like this, the old 13
对许多人来说，坦白地说，我说的不是实话，她更喜欢沉默。 And to many I speak but not, to be frank, with this one. She preferred silence 14
所以我不认识她，但我认识她 So I do not know her and yet I know her 15
她不是一个人而是一个完整的人 She was not a person but a whole kind of person 16
那些横渡大洋的人，他们带我们去了美国的俄罗斯和立陶宛的村庄 The ones who crossed the ocean, who brought with us to America the villages of Russia and Lithuania 17
我们如何依偎，如何为家庭，为犹太家庭而奋斗 And how we snuggled, and how we fought, for the family, for the Jewish home 18
这样你就不会在这个陌生的地方长大，在这个大熔炉里，什么也没有融化 So that you would not grow up here, in this strange place, in the melting pot where nothing melted 19
这个移民妇女的后裔，你们在美国长大。 Descendants of this immigrant woman, you do not grow up in America... 20
你和你的孩子和他们的孩子们的名字 ... you and your children and their children with the goyische names 21
你不是生活在美国，没有一个和的地方 You do not live in America, no sum place exists 22
你的一天是Litvak的一天，你的空气是大草原的空气 Your day is the day of some Litvak shtetl, your air the air of the steppes 23
因为她背着旧世界穿越大洋，在一条船上 Because she carried the old world on her back across the ocean, in a boat 24
她把它放在大康道大道上，或者在弗拉特布什，她在你的骨头上工作 And she put it down on Grand Concourse Avenue, or in Flatbush, and she worked that earth into your bones 25
你把它传给你的孩子，这个古老的古老的文化和家 And you pass it to your children, this ancient, ancient culture and home
你永远无法跨越她创造的那个十字路口，因为在这个世界上如此伟大的航行已经不复存在了。 You can never make that crossing that she made, for such great voyages in this world do not any more exist 27
但是你生命中的每一天都是在那个地方和你的十字架之间航行的路程 But every day of your lives the miles that voyage between that place and this one you cross 28
每一天，你理解我，在你的旅途中… Every day. You understand me? In you that journey is. So... 29
她是最后一个莫希干人，这个是。很快所有的老人都会死去 She was the last of the Mohicans, this one was. Pretty soon all the old will be dead 30
保持…… Hold... 31
我希望我是一只章鱼，一只该死的章鱼，八只爱的手臂和所有的吸盘 I wish I was an octopus, a fucking octopus. Eight loving arms and all those suckers 32
-知道我是什么意思？-不，我…… - Know what I mean? - No, I... 33
-你要吃午饭？-不，那还可以。 - You want lunch? - No, that's OK really... 34
Ailene？Roy Cohn，现在是什么样的问候。 Ailene? Roy Cohn. Now what kind of a greeting is... 35
我以为我们是朋友，Ailene，看看夫人，你不需要得到… I thought we were friends, Ailene. Look Mrs Suffer you don't have to get... 36
你很生气，你在大喊大叫，你会让你的状况恶化 You're upset. You're yelling. You'll aggravate your condition 37
你不应该大喊大叫，如果你大喊大叫，你的脸上会有小血管。 You shouldn't yell, you'll pop little blood vessels in your face if you yell 38
不，这是一个笑话，Mrs Suffer，我在开玩笑 No that was a joke, Mrs Suffer, I was joking 39
我已经为这个道歉了十六次，Mrs Soffer，你… I already apologized sixteen times for that, Mrs Soffer, you... 40
这需要一分钟的时间，现在就吃吧。这里有什么好吃的三明治？ This'll take a minute, eat already. What is this tasty sandwich here? 41
肝脏或其他… Liver or some... Here 42
我早已经告诉过你，这不是度假 I already told you 'wasn't a vacation 43
这是商业，Mrs Suffer，我在海地有客户， Mrs Suffer It was business, Mrs Suffer, I have clients in Haiti, Mrs Suffer 44
我。听着，Ailene，你认为我是历史上唯一一个错过了开庭日期的该死的律师吗？ I... Listen, Ailene, you think I'm the only goddam lawyer in history ever missed a court date? 45
别把钱搞得太大了…等一下，你哈！ Don't make sum a big fucking... Hold. You hag! 46
-如果这是一段糟糕的时间…-糟糕的时间？ - If this is a bad time... - Bad time? This is a good time 47
宝贝娃娃，让我…哦，天啊，等等 Baby doll, get me... Oh flack, wait 48
你好，抱歉让你久留了，法官霍林斯，我…… Hello? Yah. Sorry to keep you holding, Judge Hollins, I... 49
哦，Mrs Hollins，对不起，亲爱的，你的声音低沉，享受你的访问吗？ Oh Mrs Hollins, sorry dear, deep voice you got. Enjoying your visit? 50
听起来像个卡车司机听起来像凯特•史密斯，很让人困惑 She sounds like a truck driver and he sounds like Kate Smith, very confusing 51
尼克松任命了他，所有的极客都是尼克松任命的 Nixon appointed him, all the geeks are Nixon appointees 52
是啊，打得好，那有几张票呢，亲爱的？ Yeah, yeah fight good, so how many tickets, dear? 53
第七，猫，第42街，什么？不，你不喜欢笼子里的东西。 Seven? For what, Cats, 42nd Street, what? No, you wouldn't like La Cage 54
相信我，我知道，哦，看在上帝的份上。 Trust me, I know. Oh for godsake. Hold 55
宝贝娃娃，7个给猫或其他什么东西，什么都很难拿到，我不给它什么，它们也不会 Baby doll, seven for Cats or something, anything hard to get, I don't give a fuck what and neither will they 56
-你看到拉笼了吗-不，我… - You see La Cage? - No, I... 57
太棒了，在百老汇最好的东西，也许永远 Fabulous. Best thing on Broadway. Maybe ever 58
谁？啊，耶稣基督，哈利，不，哈利，法官约翰•弗朗西斯•格里姆斯，曼哈顿家庭法庭 Who? Aw, Jesus H. Christ, Harry, no, Harry, Judge John Francis Grimes, Manhattan Family Court 59
我必须自己做每件该死的事吗？ Do I have to do every goddamn thing myself? 60
摸摸这个混蛋，哈利，别再给我打电话了，我告诉过你不要这样。 Touch the bastard, Harry, and don't call me on this line again, I told you not to 61
-罗伊，我应该在外面等吗？ - Roy, should I wait outside? - Oh sh 62
你拿着，我付钱让你抱着，去你的哈利，你这个混蛋。 You hold. I pay you to hold, fuck you Harry you jerk. Half-wk dink-brain 63
我看到了宇宙，乔，作为一种外太空的沙尘暴带着巨大的飓风速度 I see the universe, Joe. as a kind of sandstorm in outer space with winds of mega-hurricane velocity 64
但不是沙粒而是玻璃碎片和碎片 But instead of grains of sand it's shards and splinters of glass 65
-你曾经有过这样的感觉吗，曾经有过这样的日子吗？-我不确定 - You ever feel that way? Ever have one of those days? - I'm not sure 66
-那上诉的生活怎么样？法官怎么样？-他送出了他最好的 - So how's life in Appeals? How's the judge? - He sends his best 67
他是个好人，忠诚，不是板凳上最聪明的人，但他有教养。 He's a good man. Loyal. Not the brightest man on the bench, but he has manners 68
——还有一头漂亮的银发——他给了我很多责任。 - And a nice head of silver hair - He gives me a lot of responsibility 69
-是啊，就像写他的决定并签上他的名字一样。 - Yeah, like writing his decisions and signing his name - Well... 70
-他是个很好的人，你的掩护很好——嗯，谢谢你，罗伊，我…… - He's a nice guy. And you cover admirably - Well, thanks, Roy, I... 71
Yeh，这是谁？你他妈的是谁？ Yeh? Who is this? Well who the fuck are you? Hold 72
哈利？八十七磅，差不多是这样的。去他的，吃我吧。 Harry? Eighty-seven grand, something like that. Fuck him. Eat me 73
新泽西，维霍肯的色情电影商店 New Jersey, main of porno film stores in Weehawken 74
那是…哈利，这就是法律之美 That's... Harry, that's the beauty of the law 75
所以，娃娃，什么？猫？ So, baby doll, what? Cats? Ugh 76
猫！它是关于ts的。唱歌，你会喜欢的。八点钟，剧院总是八点。 Cats! It's about ts. Singing ts, you'll love it. Eight o'clock, the theater's always at eight 77
该死的游客 Fucking tourists 78
-哦，活一点，乔，为了基督而吃点东西-嗯，罗伊，你能…… - Oh live a little, Joe, eat something for Christ sake - Um, Roy, could you... 79
什么？等一下，夫人，太太。 What? Hold a minute. Mrs Suffer? Mrs... 80
God-fucking-damnit to hell, where is... - Roy, I'd really appreciate it if... 81
她一分钟前在这里，宝贝娃娃，看看…… Well she was here a minute ago, baby doll, see if... 82
-耶稣他妈的这该死的东西！-我真希望你不要… - Jesus fuck this goddamn thing! - I really wish you wouldn't... 83
宝贝娃娃？打电话给我，让我Suzy看看是否… Baby doll? Ring The Post, get me Suzy see if... 84
-基督！-罗伊！ - Christ! - Roy! 85
-你能不能把主的名字白白地拿走？ - Hold. What? - Could you please not take the Lord's name in vain? 86
我很抱歉，但请。至少在我…… I'm sorry. But please. At least while I'm... 87
对，抱歉，只在美国 Right. Sorry. Fuck. Only in America 88
宝贝娃娃，告诉他们滚蛋吧，告诉他们我死了 Baby doll, tell 'em all to fuck off. Tell 'em I died 89
你要对付她，告诉她正在路上，告诉她我在跟法官打 You handle Mrs Suffer. Tell her it's on the way. Tell her I'm schtupping the judge 90
我会打给她，我会给她打电话，我知道我借了多少 I'll call her back. I will call her. I know how much I borrowed 91
她有四百次把她塞得太满了。对，告诉她我说过 She's got four hundred times that stuffed up her... Yeah, tell her I said that 92
-我很抱歉，罗伊，我只是… - So Joe - I'm sorry Roy, I just... 93
不不不不，原则是重要的，我尊重原则，我不信教但我喜欢上帝，上帝喜欢我 No no no no, principles count, I respect principles, I'm not religious but I like God and God likes me 94
——施洗者，天主教徒？ - Baptist, Catholic? - Mormon 95
摩门教徒，很好，绝对的，只有在美国 Mormon. Delectable. Absolutely. Only in America 96
-那么，乔，你觉得呢？ - So, Joe. Whattya think? - It's... well... 97
-疯狂的生活-混乱 - Crazy life - Chaotic 98
但是上帝保佑人类，对吧？ Well, but God bless mans. Right? 99
我认识摩门教徒，在内华达州和犹他州 - Mormons. I know Mormons, in Nevada - Utah, mostly 100
不，这些摩门教徒在拉斯维加斯 No, these Mormons were in Vegas 101
那你是怎么想去华盛顿为司法部工作的呢？ So. So, how'd you like to go to Washington and work for the Justice Department? 102
不好意思？ Sorry? 103
你想去华盛顿为司法部工作吗？ How'd you like to go to Washington and work for the Justice Department? 104
我要做的就是拿起电话，跟Ed说，你就在 All I gotta do is pick up the phone, talk to Ed, and you're in 105
到底是什么？ In what, exactly? 106
助理助理：一件大事，内部事务，森林之心，有影响力的东西 Associate Assistant Something Big. Internal Affairs, heart of the woods, something nice with clout 107
-Meese，司法部长 - Ed...? - Meese. The Attorney General 108
-我只要拿起电话就好了。 - Oh - I just have to pick up the phone 109
-我当然想-当然 - I have to think - Of course 110
-现在是去华盛顿的好时机，乔-罗伊，这太令人兴奋了。 - It's a great time to be in Washington, Joe - Roy, it's incredibly exciting 111
这对我来说很重要，你明白吗？ And it would mean something to me. You understand? 112
我不能说我有多感激这位罗伊，我有点…呃，我的意思是…… I can't say how much I appreciate this Roy, I'm sort of... well, stunned, I mean... 113
谢谢你，罗伊，但我得考虑一下，我得问问我妻子 Thanks, Roy. But I have to give it some thought. I have to ask my wife 114
你的妻子，当然 Your wife. Of course 115
-但我真的很感激。-当然，和你的妻子谈谈 - But I really appreciate... - Of course. Talk to your wife 116
孤独的人，孤独的人，坐着无聊的空气，想象…… People who are lonely, people left alone, sit talking nonsense to the air. imagining... 117
美丽的系统濒临死亡，旧的固定秩序不断地分裂 ... beautiful systems dying, old fixed orders spiraling apart 118
当你看着臭氧层，从外面，从宇宙飞船上看，它就像一个浅蓝色的光晕。 When you look at the ozone layer, from outside, from a spaceship, it looks like a pale blue halo 119
环绕着地球的一种柔和的、闪闪发光的光环环绕着地球。 A gentle, shimmering aureole encircling the atmosphere, encircling the earth 120
在我们头顶三十英里处，一层薄薄的三原子氧分子…… Thirty miles above our heads, a thin layer of three-atom oxygen molecules... 121
光合作用的产物，解释了对可见光的挑剔的蔬菜偏好。 Product of photosynthesis, which explains the fussy vegetable preference for visible light... 122
它拒绝深色的射线和发散的射线。 ...its rejection of darker rays and emanations. Danger from without 123
这是一种来自上帝的礼物，是对世界的创造 It's a kind of gift, from God, the clowning touch to the creation of the world 124
守护天使，双手相连，做成球网 Guardian angels, hands linked, make a spherical net 125
一种蓝绿色的嵌套球，一种生命安全的外壳 A blue-green nesting orb, a shell of safety for life itself 126
但在任何地方，事情都在崩溃，谎言浮出水面，防御体系 But everywhere, things are collapsing, lies surfacing, systems of defense giving way 127
这就是为什么，乔，这就是为什么我不能一个人呆着的原因 This is why, Joe, this is why I shouldn't be left alone 128
我想去旅行，把你抛在脑后 I'd like to go traveling. Leave you behind to worry 129
我要寄明信片，明信片上有奇怪的邮票和撩人的留言。 I'll send postcards with strange stamps and tantalizing messages on the back 130
“以后可能吧。”“永不再多” 'Later maybe.' 'Nevermore' 131
-哦！你吓了我一跳——现金、支票还是信用卡？ - Oh! You startled me - Cash, check or credit card? 132
我记得你，你来自盐湖城，我们飞到这里时，你把飞机票卖给我们了。 I remember you. You're from Salt Lake. You sold us the plane tickets when we flew here 133
-你说你想去旅行，你在布鲁克林做什么？ - What are you doing in Brooklyn? - You said you wanted to travel 134
-这是你的问题，在国际旅行代理机构的国际秩序中 - And here you are. How thoughtful - Mr Lies. Of the International Order of Travel Agents 135
我们动员全世界，让人们随波逐流，我们鼓动民众，让游牧民们在地球上奄奄一息。 We mobilize the globe, we set people adrift, we stir the populace and send nomads eddying across the planet 136
我们是对运动的适应，对变化的助手。现金，支票或信用卡。说出你的目的地。 We are adapts of motion, acolytes of the flux. Cash, check or credit card. Name your destination 137
也许是南极，我想看看臭氧层上的洞 Antarctica, maybe. I want to see the hole in the ozone 138
-我在广播里听到…-我可以安排一次导游的旅行。 - I heard on the radio... - I can arrange a guided tour 139
-现在？-很快，也许很快 - Now? - Soon. Maybe soon 140
我不安全你看，事情不是和我打架的，奇怪的事情发生了 I'm not safe here you see. Things aren't fight with me. Weird stuff happens 141
就像你一样，只是出现在你的身上 - Like? - Well, like you, for instance. Just appearing 142
或者上周……算了吧 Or last week... well never mind 143
人就像行星，你需要厚脸皮 People are like planets, you need a thick skin 144
事情会发生在我身上，乔离开了现在。我的梦想是在和我对话 Things get to me, Joe stays away and now... Well look. My dreams are talking back to me 145
这是烦躁的代价，晕动病，唯一的治疗方法，就是继续运动 It's the price of restlessness. Motion sickness. The only cure, to keep moving 146
我还没决定，我觉得有什么东西会给我的，那是1985年，十五年，直到第三个千年 I'm undecided. I feel that something's going to give. It's 1985. Fifteen years till the third millennium 147
也许基督会再来，也许种子会被种下 Maybe Christ will come again. Maybe seeds will be planted 148
也许会有收获，也许是早期的无花果吃，也许是新生命，也许是新鲜血液 Maybe there'll be harvests then, maybe early figs to eat, maybe new life, maybe fresh blood 149
也许是陪伴，关爱，保护，安全，不受外界的影响，也许会有一扇门 Maybe companionship and love and protection, safety from what's outside, maybe the door will hold 150
也许，麻烦会来了，结局会来的 Or maybe... Maybe the troubles will come, and the end will come 151
天空会坍塌，会有可怕的雨和下毒的阵雨 And the sky will collapse and there will be terrible rains and showers of poison light 152
也许我的生活真的很好，也许乔爱我，我只是疯狂地想。 Or maybe my life is really fine, maybe Joe loves me and I'm only crazy thinking otherwise 153
也许不是，也许比我知道的还要糟糕，也许…… Or maybe not, maybe it's even worse than I know, maybe... 154
我想知道，也许我不知道 I want to know, maybe I don't 155
-悬念，谎言先生，真让我受不了-我建议去度假 - The suspense, Mr Lies, it's killing me - I suggest a vacation 156
那是电梯，天啊，我应该把自己修好 That was the elevator. Oh God, I should fix myself up 157
你必须去，你不应该在这里，你甚至都不是真实的 You have to go, you shouldn't be here, you aren't even real 158
-在你决定-去的时候给我打电话！ - Call me when you decide - Go! 159
哥们儿，抱歉我迟到了我只是出去走走 Buddy? Buddy? Sorry I'm late. I was just out. Walking 160
-你疯了吗-我有点焦虑 - Are you mad? - I got a little anxious 161
朋友之吻 Buddy kiss 162
没什么好担心的，所以… Nothing to get anxious about. So... 163
那你想搬到华盛顿去吗？ So how would you like to move to Washington? 164
我的祖母在第绪语中看到了艾玛•高曼的演讲。 My grandmother actually saw Emma Goldman speak. In Yiddish 165
但所有的奶奶都记得她说得很好，戴着一顶帽子。 But all Grandma could remember was that she spoke well and wore a hat 166
多么奇怪的服务啊，那个拉比 What a weird service. That rabbi 167
你去墓地的时候一定要找到他的号码，我要他把我埋起来 A definite find. Get his number when you go to the graveyard. I want him to bury me 168
你最好去那里，每个人都能在棺材里放上泥土。 Better head out there. Everyone gets to put dirt on the coffin once it's lowered in 169
墓地的乐趣，别想错过 Oooh. Cemetery fun. Don't want to miss that 170
这是一种古老的犹太习俗，表达爱意，这里，奶奶，有一铲子。 It's an old Jewish custom to express love. Here, Grandma, have a shovelful 171
迟到的人冒着找到坟墓的风险 Latecomers run the risk of finding the grave completely filled 172
她很疯狂，她在那所房子里呆了十年，自言自语 She was pretty crazy. She was up there in that home for ten years, talking to herself 173
我从没去过，她看起来太像我妈妈了 I never visited. She looked too much like my mother 174
-可怜的路易斯，我很抱歉你奶奶死了——小棺材，对吧？ - Poor Louis. I'm sorry your grandma is dead - Tiny little coffin, huh? 175
不好意思，我没把你介绍给…我总是对这些家庭的事情很了解。 Sorry I didn't introduce you to... I always get so closety at these family things 176
Butch，你有了布奇 Butch. You get butch 177
“你好，多丽丝，你不记得我了，我是卢，蕾切尔的儿子。” 'Hi, Cousin Doris, you don't remember me, I'm Lou, Rachel's boy' 178
卢，不是路易斯，因为如果你说路易斯他们会听到sibilant的声音。 Lou, not Louis, because if you say Louis they'll hear the sibilant 179
-我没有。-我不怪你，躲起来 - I don't have a... - I don't blame you, hiding 180
犹太人的诅咒是最糟糕的 Bloodlines. Jewish curses are the worst 181
如果有人看着我的眼睛说“Feh”，我个人就会解散。 I personally would dissolve if anyone ever looked me in the eye and said 'Feh' 182
幸运的是，黄蜂不会说“Feh”，顺便说一下，亲爱的，Cousin Doris是一个堤坝 Fortunately WASPs don't say 'Feh.' Oh and by the way, darling, Cousin Doris is a dyke 183
-不，真的吗-你什么都没注意到 - No. Really? - You don't notice anything
如果我在过去的四年里没有给你口交，我敢说你是异性恋。 If I hadn't spent the last four years fellating you I'd swear you were straight 185
你的心情很不好，猫还是不见了？ You're in a pissy mood. Cat still missing? 186
-这不是你的错，是你的错-是吗？ - Not a furball in sight. It's your fault - It is? 187
我警告过你，路易斯，名字很重要 I warned you, Louis. Names are important 188
把Lillie Sheba称为Lillie Sheba，你不能指望它会留下来 Call an animal Lillie Sheba and you can't expect it to stick around 189
——再说，这是狗的名字——我首先想要一只狗，而不是一只猫。 - Besides, it's a dog's name - I wanted a dog in the first place, not a cat 190
-他喷了我的书-他是一只母猫 - He sprayed my books - He was a female cat 191
猫是愚蠢的，高刺的捕食者，巴比伦人用砖块把它们封起来。 Cats are stupid, high-stung predators. Babylonians sealed them up in bricks 192
-狗有大脑-猫有直觉 - Dogs have brains - Cats have intuition 193
一只锋利的狗和一个真正迟钝的两岁小狗一样聪明。 A sharp dog is as smart as a really dull two-year-old mild 194
——猫知道什么时候出了问题——除非你停止给它们喂食。 - Cats know when something's wrong - Only if you stop feeding them 195
-他们知道，这就是为什么Sheba离开了，因为她知道——知道什么？ - They know. That's why Sheba left, because she knew - Knew what? 196
今天早上我做了我最好的雪莉•布斯，松软的拖鞋，家猫，冰壶，小冰箱 I did my best Shirley Booth this morning, floppy slippers, housecoat, curlers, can of Little Friskies 197
“回来吧，Little Sheba，回来吧，”没有任何用处。Le chat，艾丽恩，贾维斯，贾维斯 ' Come back, Little Sheba, come back, ' To no avail. Le chat, elle ne reviendra jamais, jamais 198
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-那只是一种血管破裂-不是根据最好的医疗机构 - That's just a burst blood vessel - Not according to the best medical authorities 200
什么？告诉我 What? Tell me 201
1 .损伤1.Lookit K.S. baby. Lesion number one. Lookit 202
——死亡天使的酒黑之吻——哦，求你了。 - The wine-dark kiss of the angel of death - Oh please 203
我是一名女同性恋，外国的损伤，美国的损伤，lesionnaire的疾病 I'm a lesionnaire. The Foreign Lesion. The American Lesion. Lesionnaire's disease 204
-停止-我的烦恼是损伤 - Stop - My troubles are lesion 205
-你能不能停下来-你不觉得我处理得好吗？ - Will you stop - Don't you think I'm handling this well? 206
-我要死了-胡说 - I'm going to die - Bullshit 207
-放开我的手臂-不 - Let go of my arm - No 208
-放开-不 - Let go - No 209
宝贝，我找不到你的方法 I can't find a way to spare you, baby 210
没有一堵墙就像硬科学事实的墙，k.s.Wham。 No wall like the wall of hard scientific fact. K.S. Wham. Bang your head on that 211
操你妈的，你操你妈的 Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you 212
这就是我喜欢听到的，一个成熟的反应 Now that's what I like to hear. A mature reaction 213
我们去看看猫是不是回来了 Let's go see if the cat's come home 214
你什么时候发现的？ - Louis? - When did you find this? 215
-我不能告诉你-为什么？ - I couldn't tell you - Why? 216
-我很害怕，卢-什么？ - I was scared, Lou - Of what? 217
-你会离开我-哦 - That you'll leave me - Oh 218
糟糕的黎明，葬礼和所有的一切，但我认为只要我们谈论死亡…… Bad liming, funeral and all, but I figured as long as we're on the subject of death... 219
-我得去埋葬我的奶奶-卢？ - I have to go bury my grandma - Lou? 220
-那你就回家吧-然后我就回家 - Then you'll come home? - Then I'll come home 221
-华盛顿-这是一种难以置信的荣誉，伙计 - Washington? - It's an incredible honor, buddy 222
-我当然想-当然 - I have to think - Of course 223
-说不-你说过你会考虑的 - Say no - You said you were going to think about it 224
-我不想住在华盛顿-好吧 - I don't want to live in Washington - Well I do 225
这是一个巨大的墓地，到处是巨大的白色墓地和陵墓。 It's a giant cemetery, huge white graves and mausoleums everywhere 226
我们可以住在马里兰或者乔治敦 We could live in Maryland. Or Georgetown 227
-我们在这里很开心-这不是真的，伙计 - We're happy here - That's not really true, buddy 228
很高兴，很高兴，这总比什么都没有好 Well happy enough. Pretend-happy. That's better than nothing 229
-这是酸橙做些改变，哈珀-没有改变，为什么？ - It's lime to make some changes, Harper - No changes. Why? 230
我当了四年的首席办事员，我一年挣二万九千美元，这太荒谬了。 I've been chief clerk for four years. I make twenty-nine thousand dollars a year. That's ridiculous 231
我是班里的第4名，我的成绩比我认识的任何人都要少。 I graduated fourth in my class and I make less than anyone I know 232
我厌倦了做一名职员，我想去有好事发生的地方 And I am tired of being a clerk, I want to go where something good is happening 233
华盛顿没有什么好事发生 Nothing good happens in Washington 234
我们会忘记教会教义，我们会在康兰买家具，然后变成雅皮士 We'll forget church teachings, we'll buy furniture at Conran's and become yuppies 235
-我有太多事要做-像什么？ - I have too much to do here - Like what? 236
-我有东西-什么东西？ - I do have things - What things? 237
-我得把卧室漆完——你已经在那儿画了一年多了。 - I have to finish painting the bedroom - You've been painting in there for over a year 238
我知道，只是因为我从来没吃过石灰来完成它 I know. It just isn't done because I never get lime to finish it 239
那没有道理，你有世上所有的酸橙，你可以在我工作的时候完成它。 That doesn't make sense. You have all the lime in the world. You could finish it when I'm at work 240
-我不敢一个人去，怕什么？ - I'm afraid to go in there alone - Afraid of what? 241
我听见有人在那里，金属刮在墙上，一个人拿着刀，也许 I heard someone in there. Metal scraping on the wall. A man with a knife, maybe 242
——卧室里没有人，哈珀——现在不是。 - There's no one in the bedroom, Harper - Not now 243
-今天早上也不是-你怎么知道的？你今天早上上班。 - Not this morning either - How do you know? You were at work this morning 244
这个地方有点恐怖，还记得迷迭香的婴儿吗？ There's something creepy about this place. Remember Rosemary's Baby? 245
-罗斯玛丽的婴儿？-我们的公寓看起来像那个 - Rosemary's Baby? - Our apartment looks like that one 246
-那不是布鲁克林的公寓吗-不，是… - Wasn't that apartment in Brooklyn? - No, it was... 247
-嗯，R看起来是这样的。 - Well. R looked like this. It did - Then let's move 248
乔治城的情况更糟，是在乔治敦。 Georgetown's worse. The Exorcist was in Georgetown 249
-到处都是魔鬼，伙计-是的，到处都是 - The devil everywhere you turn, huh, buddy - Yeah. Everywhere 250
-今天吃了多少片，伙计？-没有 - How many pills today, buddy? - None 251
一，三，只有三 One. Three. Only three 252
为什么只有两根小小的木钉把盖子盖住？ Why are there just two little wooden pegs holding the lid down? 253
所以如果她愿意，她可以更轻松地出去 So she can get out easier if she wants to 254
我希望她能一直呆着，我假装她已经死了 I hope she stays put. I pretended for years that she was already dead 255
当他们打电话说她已经去世时，这是一个惊喜，我抛弃了她。 When they called to say she had died it was a surprise. I abandoned her 256
我不讲第绪语，这是一种很有趣的说法，我不会讲第绪语。 - Sharfer vi di tson fun a shlang iz an umdankbar kind - I don't speak Yiddish 257
“比蛇的牙齿更锋利的是孩子们的忘恩负义。”莎士比亚，Kenig。 'Sharper than the serpent's tooth is the ingratitude of children.' Shakespeare. Kenig Lear 258
拉比，当一个人在迫切需要的时候抛弃他所爱的人的时候，圣令是怎么说的呢？ Rabbi, what does the Holy Writ say about someone who abandons someone he loves at a time of great need? 259
-为什么一个人要做一件事？-因为他必须 - Why would a person do sum a thing? - Because he has to 260
也许是因为这个人对这个世界的感觉，它会随着斗争而改变。 Maybe because this person's sense of the world, that it will change for the better with struggle... 261
也许一个人有这种新黑格尔主义的积极的历史进程…… Maybe a person who has this neo-Hegelian positivist sense of constant historical progress... 262
追求幸福或完美 ... towards happiness or perfection or something 263
他觉得自己很强大，因为他觉得自己与这些力量有联系，一直在往山上走。 Who feels very powerful because he feels connected to these forces, moving uphill all the time... 264
也许那个人无法将疾病融入到他对事物应该如何发展的认知中 Maybe that person can't incorporate sickness into his sense of how things are supposed to go 265
也许呕吐、溃疡和疾病真的吓坏了他，也许他对死亡没有那么好 Maybe vomit and sores and disease really frighten him, maybe he isn't so good with death 266
圣经对一个人没有什么可说的 The Holy Scriptures have nothing to say about sum a person 267
拉比，我害怕我可能犯下的罪行。 Rabbi, I'm afraid of the crimes I may commit 268
求你了，先生，我是一个生病的老犹太拉比，正面临着一个长途驱车回到布朗克斯的家。 Please, mister. I'm a sick old rabbi facing a long drive home to the Bronx 269
-你想坦白，你最好找个牧师，但我不是天主教徒，我是犹太人 - You want to confess, better you should find a priest - But I'm not a Catholic, I'm a Jew 270
祝你好运，布布拉 Worse luck for you, bubbulah 271
天主教徒相信宽恕，犹太人相信内疚 Catholics believe in forgiveness. Jews believe in guilt 272
你只需要确保那些挂钩就好了。 You just make sure those pegs are in good and tight 273
别担心，先生，她的生活，她会留下来的。 Don't worry, mister. The life she had, she'll stay put. She's better off 274
听着，我知道这对你来说很可怕，但试着去理解它对我意味着什么 Look, I know this is scary for you. But try to understand what it means to me 275
-你会试试吗-是的 - Will you try? - Yes 276
很好，真的，我觉得世界已经开始变得有问题了 Good. Really try. I think things are starting to mange in the world 277
-但我不想。-等等，为了好的，为了好的改变 - But I don't want... - Wait. For the good. Change for the good 278
美国重新发现了自己，它在各国之间的神圣地位。 America has rediscovered itself. Its sacred position among nations 279
人们不像以前那样感到羞愧，这是一件伟大的事情 And people aren't ashamed of that like they used to be. This is a great thing 280
真相恢复了，法律恢复了，这是里根总统的做法，哈珀 The truth restored. Law restored. That's what President Reagan's done, Harper 281
他说：“真理是存在的，可以自豪地说出来。” He says: 'Truth exists and can be spoken proudly.' And the country responds to him 282
我们变得更好，更美好，我需要成为其中的一部分，我需要一些大的东西来鼓舞我 We become better. More good. I need to be a part of that, I need something big to lift me up 283
我的意思是，六年前，世界似乎在衰落，可怕，绝望…… I mean, six years ago the world seemed in decline, horrible, hopeless... 284
充满了无法解决的问题、哑剧、困惑、饥饿…… Full of unsolvable problems and mime and confusion and hunger and... 285
但现在看起来还是这样，比以前更多了，他们说臭氧层是…… But it still seems that way. More now than before. They say the ozone layer is... 286
-哈珀-今天是大西洋大道的窗户…… - Harper - And today out the window on Atlantic Avenue... 287
有一个精神分裂的交通警察在做这些…… ...there was a schizophrenic traffic cop who was making these... 288
-我想说的是-我也是 - Stop m I'm trying to make a point - So am I 289
-你甚至没有说得通-我的观点是，这个世界看起来就像… - You aren't even making sense - My point is the world seems just as... 290
对你来说似乎是这样的，因为你从来没有在这个世界上过，哈珀，你有情感问题 It only seems that way to you because you never go out in the world, Harper, and you have emotional problems
-我是这样出去的-你不会 - I do so get out in the world - You don't 292
-你整天呆在家里，为想象而烦恼。-我出去了。我知道。你不知道我在做什么。 - You stay in all day, fretting about imaginary... - I get out. I do. You don't know what I do 293
-你不会整天待在家里-不 - You don't stay in all day - No 294
-嗯…是的，你是这么认为的-这就是你的想法 - Well... Yes you do - That's what you think 295
-你要去哪里？当你走路的时候 - Where do you go? - Where do you go? When you walk
-我没有情感问题-我很抱歉 - And I do not have emotional problems - I'm sorry
如果我有情感问题那就是和你一起生活 And if I do have emotional problems it's from living with you
-抱歉，老兄，我不是故意的…… - Or... - I'm sorry, buddy, I didn't mean to...
如果你真的认为我这么做，你就不该嫁给我，你有这些秘密和谎言 Or if you do think I do then you should never have married me. You have all these secrets and lies 300
-我想和你结婚，哈珀-你不应该。你永远不应该 - I want to be married to you, Harper - You shouldn't. You never should 301
嘿，伙计，嘿，伙计 Hey, buddy. Hey. buddy 302
朋友之吻 Buddy kiss 303
-我在广播上听到如何吹吹吹气的声音-什么？ - I heard on the radio how to give a blowjob - What? 304
-你想试试-你真的不应该听那种东西 - You want to try? - You really shouldn't listen to stuff like that 305
摩门教徒可以做吹吹工作 Mormons can give blowjobs 306
-哈珀-乔 - Harper - Joe 307
是一个带着德国口音的小犹太女人 It was a little Jewish lady with a German accent 308
对我来说，这是一个美好的时刻。 This is a good time. For me to make a baby 309
然后他们又去了一个关于臭氧层空洞的项目。 Then they went on to a program about holes in the ozone layer. Over Antarctica 310
鸡皮、小鸟、冰山融化，世界末日即将来临 Skin bums, birds go blind, icebergs melt. The world's coming to an end 311
哦，嗯。 Oh, um... Homing 312
-早上好，辅导员-对不起，我。我不知道你的名字。 - Good morning, Counselor - Sorry, I... I don't know your name 313
不用麻烦了，文字处理软件，最低的 Don't bother. Word processor. The lowest of the low 314
-乔-皮特，我和正义的威尔森-哦，我知道了。 - Joe Pitt. I'm with Justice 'Wilson - Oh, I know that. Counselor Pitt. Chief Clerk 315
-你…你还好吗？-哦，是的，谢谢 - Were you... Are you OK? - Oh, yeah. Thanks 316
-好男人-不太好 - What a nice man - Not so nice 317
-什么？-不太好，没什么，你确定你… - What? - Not so nice. Nothing. You sure you're... 318
生活糟透了，生活糟透了 Life sucks shit. Life just sucks shit 319
-怎么了？-在我的尼龙袜里跑 - What's wrong? - Run in my nylons 320
-抱歉？-算了吧，谢谢你的提问 - Sorry? - Forget it. Look, thanks for asking 321
-嗯…-我是说你真的很好。 - Well... - I mean it really is nice of you 322
对不起，对不起，Sid，朋友 Sorry, sorry. Sid! friend 323
-哦，对不起-是啊，是啊，太好了。 - Oh, I'm sorry - Yeah, yeah, well, that's sweet
你的三个同事先于你来到这个可怕的场景，你是第一个提出这个问题的人 Three of your colleagues preceded you to this baleful sight and you're the first one to ask 325
其他人刚打开门，看见我，就逃走了，我希望他们真的要尿尿了。 The others just opened the door, saw me, and fled. I hope they had to pee real bad 326
-他们只是不想打扰-哈根，冷酷的大男子律师 - They just didn't want to intrude - Hah. Reaganite heartless macho asshole lawyers 327
-这是不公平的-什么是无情的，大男子主义？ - That's unfair - What is? Heartless? Macho? Reaganite? Lawyer? 328
-我投了里根的票-是吗？ - I voted for Reagan - You did? 329
-两次-两次，哦，天哪，一个同性恋共和党人 - Twice - Twice? Well, oh boy. A Gay Republican 330
-不好意思-没有 - Excuse me? - Nothing 331
我不会忘记的 I'm not... Forget it 332
共和党？不是共和党？ Republican? Not Republican? Or... 333
-什么？-什么？ - What? - What? 334
-不是同性恋，我不是同性恋-哦，不好意思 - Not gay. I'm not gay - Oh. Sorry 335
-是-是吗？ - It's just... - Yes? 336
嗯，有时候你可以从一个人的声音中看出…… Well, sometimes you can tell from the way a person sounds, that... 337
-我是说你听起来像。-不，我不喜欢。 - I mean you sound like a... - No I don't 338
-就像一个共和党人 - Like what? - Like a Republican 339
-我的声音听起来像a.。什么？像。共和党人，或者…？ - Do I sound like a...? - What? Like a...? Republican, or...? Do I? 340
-你说什么？-听起来像…… - Do you what? - Sound like a...? 341
-像a.。我很困惑-是的 - Like a...? I'm confused - Yes 342
我叫路易斯，但我所有的朋友都叫我路易斯 My name is Louis. But all my friends call me Louise
我的工作是文字处理，谢谢你的厕纸 I work in Word Processing. Thanks for the toilet paper 344
我已经为我的特写镜头做好准备了，德米尔 I'm ready for my closeup, Mr DeMille 345
一个人想要优雅而优雅地度过一生 One wants to move through life with elegance and grace 346
不常开花，但有细腻的品味和完美的时机 Blossoming infrequently but with exquisite taste and perfect timing 347
就像一朵罕见的花 Like a rare bloom 348
斑马兰 A zebra orchid 349
一个人想要…但是一个人很少得到别人想要的，是吗？ One wants... But one so seldom gets what one wants, does one? 350
没有，没有 No. One does not 351
一个人死于三十岁，被剥夺了几十年的尊严。 One gets fucked. Over. One dies at thirty, robbed of decades of majesty 352
去他妈的这狗屎。 Fuck this shit. Fuck this shit 353
我看起来像一具尸体 I look like a corpse 354
紧身的 A corpsette 355
哦，我的女王，你知道你已经跌到谷底了，甚至连拖都是拖累 Oh my queen, you know you've hit rock-bottom when even drag is a drag 356
你是…你是谁？ Are you... Who are you? 357
-你是谁？-你在我的幻觉中做什么？ - Who are you? - What are you doing in my hallucination? 358
我不是在你的幻觉中，你在我的梦里 I'm not in your hallucination. You're in my dream 359
-你化妆了-你也是 - You're wearing makeup - So are you 360
但你是个男人 But you're a man 361
手和脚把它拿走 The hands and feet give it away 362
一定是弄错了，我不认识你，你不是… There must be some mistake here. I don't recognize you. You're not... 363
-你是我的…是某种想象中的朋友吗？-恩。你不是太老了，没有想象中的朋友吗？ - Are you my... some sort of imaginary friend? - Ne. Aren't you too old to have imaginary friends? 364
我有情绪问题，我吃了太多药 I have emotional problems. I took too many pills 365
你为什么要化妆？ Why are you wearing makeup? 366
我在做面部表情的过程，试图让自己感觉更好 I was in the process of applying the face, trying to make myself feel better 367
我在梅西百货的倩碧柜台上刷了新秋的颜色。 I swiped the new fall colors at the Clinique counter at Macy's 368
-你偷了他们？-我没钱了，这是感情上的紧急情况 - You stole them? - I was out of cash. It was an emotional emergency 369
-乔会很生气，我答应他不再吃药了——你一直在暗指这些药吗？ - Joe will be so angry. I promised him no more pills - These pills you keep alluding to? 370
我服用安定片，大量的安定药，你就能以最快的速度跳舞。 - Valium. I take Valium. Lots of Valium - And you're dancing as fast as you can 371
我没有上瘾，我不相信上瘾，我从不。好吧，我从不喝酒。我从不吸毒。 I'm not addicted. I don't believe in addiction, and I never... Well, I never drink. And I never take drugs 372
好吧，闻你，南希德鲁 Well, smell you, Nancy Drew 373
-除了安定之外，在大把大把的安定。 - Except Valium - Except Valium, in wee fistfuls 374
这太可怕了，摩门教徒不应该对任何事情上瘾 It's terrible. Mormons are not supposed to be addicted to anything 375
-我是摩门教徒-我是同性恋 - I'm a Mormon - I'm a homosexual 376
在我的教堂里，我们不相信同性恋，在我的教堂里，我们不相信摩门教徒。 - Oh. In my church we don't believe in homosexuals - In my church we don't believe in Mormons 377
你是什么教堂…哦，我明白了。 What church do you... Oh. I get it 378
我不明白，如果我以前没见过你，我想我没有…… I don't understand this. If I didn't ever see you before and I don't think I did... 379
那么我认为你不应该在这里，在这种幻觉中 ... then I don't think you should be here, in this hallucination 380
因为在我的经验中，思维是幻觉的来源。 Because in my experience the mind, which is where hallucinations come from... 381
不应该有能力编造一些本来就不存在的东西 ...shouldn't be able to make up anything that wasn't there to start with 382
这并不是来自于现实世界的经验，想象无法创造出任何新的东西，对吧？ That didn't enter it from experience, from the real world. Imagination can't create anything new, can it? 383
它只会回收来自世界的碎片并将其重新组合成幻象 It only recycles bits and pieces from the world and reassembles them into visions 384
-考虑到目前的情况，我现在有意义吗？ - Am I making sense fight now? - Given the circumstances. yes 385
所以当我们认为我们已经摆脱了难以忍受的平凡和不真实的生活…… So when we think we've escaped the unbearable ordinariness and, well, untruthfulness of our lives... 386
其实只是旧的平凡和错误重新被重新组合成了新奇和真理的表象。 ...it's really only the same old ordinariness and falsenes rearranged into the appearance of novelty and truth 387
没有什么是未知的，你不觉得这很压抑吗？ Nothing unknown is knowable. Don't you think it's depressing? 388
-是想象力的局限吗-是的 - The limitations of the imagination? - Yes 389
这是你在第二次主题派对之后学到的东西，都是以前做过的 It's something you learn after your second theme party. It's All Been Done Before
世界，有限，非常，非常…… The world. Finite. Terribly, terribly... 391
嗯，这是我所经历过的最令人沮丧的幻觉。 Well, this is the most depressing hallucination I've ever had 392
抱歉，我确实想要有趣 Apologies. I do try to be amusing 393
哦，别道歉，你…我不能期待一个生病的人来娱乐我。 Oh, well, don't apologize, you... I can't expect someone who's really sick to entertain me 394
-你到底是怎么知道的？ - How on earth did you know? - Oh that happens 395
有时这是启示的开端，你可以看到，你的病有多严重 This is the very threshold of revelation sometimes. You can see things... how sick you are 396
-你看到我的任何事了吗？ - Do you see anything about me? - Yes 397
-什么？-你非常不开心 - What? - You are amazingly unhappy 398
哦，太大了，你遇到了一个安定的瘾君子，你会发现她很不开心。 Oh big deal. You meet a Valium addict and you figure out she's unhappy 399
这不算，当然我。还有其他的东西。 That doesn't count. Of course I... Something else. Something surprising 400
-有点意外-是的 - Something surprising - Yes 401
你丈夫是一个人 Your husband's a homo 402
哦，太荒谬了 Oh, ridiculous 403
真的吗？ Really? 404
启示阈 Threshold of revelation 405
我不喜欢你的爆料，我觉得你一点也不了解。 Well I don't like your revelations. I don't think you intuit well at all 406
乔是个很正常的人，他…哦，天啊，天啊，他…… Joe's a very normal man, he... Oh God. Oh God. He... 407
和你一样，做很多长距离的散步吗？ Do homos take, like, lots of long walks? 408
是的，我们有。 Yes. We do. In stretch pants with lavender coifs 409
我们走在所多玛的大道上，注定要灭亡。 Up and down the avenues of Sodom we walk. Doomed, doomed 410
-我只是看着你，有…-一种蓝色的识别 - I just looked at you, and there was... - A sort of blue streak of recognition 411
-是的-就像你非常了解我 - Yes - Like you knew me incredibly well 412
-是的-是的 - Yes - Yes 413
我得走了，回去，有什么东西掉了 I have to go now, get back, something just fell apart 414
天啊，我觉得很难过 Oh God, I feel so sad 415
对不起，我通常会说，“去他妈的，”但大多数情况下，真相会把你搞砸。 I'm sorry. I usually say, 'Fuck the truth, ' but mostly. the truth fucks you 416
-我看到你的另一件事-哦？ - I see something else about you - Oh? 417
在你内心深处，有一部分你，最内在的部分，完全不受疾病的影响 Deep inside you, there's a part of you, the most inner part, entirely free of disease 418
-我明白了-是… - I can see that - Is that... 419
-这不是真的-启示录 - That isn't true - Threshold of revelation 420
家 Home 421
人们在这里走得这么快 People come and go so quickly here 422
我不认为这里有未感染的部分 I don't think here's any uninfected part of me 423
我的心脏在泵着被污染的血液，我觉得很脏 My heart is pumping polluted blood. I feel dirty 424
抬起头 Look up 425
喂？ Hello? 426
抬起头 Look up 427
那是谁？ Who is that? 428
-准备好-我没看见… - Prepare the way - I don't see any... 429
抬起头，抬起头，准备好 Look up, look up, prepare the way 430
无尽的下降，空气中飘着的气息 The infinite descent. A breath in air floating down 431
荣耀归于…… Glory to... 432
喂，是吗？ Hello? Is that it? 433
你好，什么东西融化了？ Hello! What the melt? 434
可怜的我，可怜的我 Poor me. Poor poor me 435
为什么可怜我？ Why me? Why poor poor me? 436
我现在感觉不太好，我真的不觉得 Oh I don't feel good right now. I really don't 437
-你在哪里？ - Where were you? - Out 438
-在哪里？-刚刚出去。 - Where? - Just out. Thinking 439
-太晚了-我有很多事要考虑。 - It's late - I had a lotto think about 440
-我烧饭了-对不起 - I burned dinner - Sorry 441
不是我的晚餐，我的晚餐很好，你的晚餐 Not my dinner. My dinner was fine. Your dinner 442
我把它放回烤箱里，把所有的东西都调高。 I put it back in the oven and turned everything up as high as it could go... 443
我一直看着它烧黑 ... and I watched till it burned black 444
-天还热，很热，想要吗-你没必要这么做 - It's still hot. Very hot. Want it? - You didn't have to do that 445
我知道，这就像是一个精神错乱的、性饥渴的家庭主妇会做的事情。 I know. It just seemed like the kind of thing a mentally deranged sex-starved pill-popping housewife would do 446
所以我就这么做了，谁知道我该做什么呢？ So I did it. Who knows anymore what I have to do? 447
-多少药片？-一堆。不要改变话题 - How many pills? - A bunch. Don't change the subject 448
-我不会和你说话的。-不，不，别这样！我…我很好。 - I won't talk to you when you... - No. No. Don't do that! I'm... I'm fine 449
药片不是问题，不是我们的问题 Pills are not the problem, not our problem 450
我想知道你去过哪里，我想知道发生了什么 I want to know where you've been. I want to know what's going on 451
-继续做什么？工作？-不是工作 - Going on with what? The job? - Not the job 452
-我说我需要更多的石灰，不是工作 - I said I need more lime - Not the job 453
Cohn 先生，我在电话里和他谈过，他说我必须快点 Mr Cohn, I talked to him on the phone, he said I had to hurry 454
但我不能让你理智地谈论任何事情…… But I can't get you to talk sensibly about anything so... 455
-闭嘴！-那又怎样？ - Shut up! - Then what? 456
-坚持主题-我不知道那是什么 - Stick to the subject - I don't know what that is 457
你有什么事想问我吗？ You have something you want to ask me? Ask me. Go 458
-不行，我怕你，我累了，我要睡觉了。 - I can't. I'm scared of you - I'm tired, I'm going to bed 459
-告诉我不要逼我问-这太疯狂了，我不… - Tell me without making me ask - This is crazy, I'm not... 460
当你在夜晚进门的时候，你的脸永远不会像我记忆中的那样 When you come through the door at night your face is never exactly the way I remembered 'r 461
我对你的外表感到惊讶 I get surprised by something mean and hard about the way you look 462
甚至晚上睡觉时你的体重，你在睡眠中呼吸的方式似乎也不太熟悉 Even the weight of you in the bed at night, the way you breathe in your sleep seems unfamiliar
你吓到我了 You terrify me 464
-我知道你是谁-是的，我是敌人，这很简单。 - I know who you are - Yes. I'm the enemy. That's easy. That doesn't mange 465
你认为你是唯一一个讨厌性爱的人，我喜欢你，我讨厌你 You think you're the only one who hates sex. I do. I hate it with you, I do 466
我梦见你把我的关节炸开，直到我的关节完全分开，像打蜡一样，我也会摔成碎片。 I dream that you batter away at me till all my joints come apart, like wax, and I fall into pieces 467
这就像是一种惩罚，我对很多人都是错的 It's like a punishment. It was wrong of me to many you 468
我要你…这是一种罪，它把我们俩都杀了 I mew you... It's a sin, and it's killing us both 469
我总能知道你什么时候吃了药，因为它会让你脸红，出汗。 I can always tell when you've taken pills because it makes you red-faced and sweaty 470
坦率地说，这就是为什么我不想…… And frankly that's very often why I don't want to... 471
-因为你不漂亮，不像这样 - Because... - Well you aren't pretty. Not like this 472
-我有件事要问你，然后问你，你到底是什么… - I have something to ask you - Then ask. Ask! What in hell are you... 473
你是一个人吗？ Are you a homo? Are you? 474
如果你想出去打架，我就把你的晚餐放回烤炉，把它调高…… If you try to walk out fight now I'll put your dinner back in the oven and turn it up so high... 475
整个建筑都会充满烟雾，里面的人都会窒息而死，所以请上帝保佑我吧。 ...the whole building will fill with smoke and everyone in it will asphyxiate. So help me God I will 476
-现在回答问题-如果我… - Now answer the question - What if I... 477
-那就告诉我吧，我们会看到-不，我不是。 - Then tell me, please. And we'll see - No. I am not 478
我看不出它有什么区别 I don't see what difference it makes 479
犹太人没有任何关于来世的清晰的文本指南，即使它存在 Jews don't have any clear textual guide to the afterlife, even that it exists 480
我不怎么想，我把它看作是三月的一个阴雨绵绵的星期四下午。 I don't think much about it. I see it as a perpetual rainy Thursday afternoon in March. Dead leaves 481
哦，非常希腊罗马人 Eeeugh. Very Greco-Roman 482
对我们来说，重要的不是判决，而是判断行为 Well for us it's not the verdict that counts, it's the act of judgment 483
这就是为什么我永远不可能成为一名律师，在法庭上最重要的是判决 That's why I could never be a lawyer. In court all that matters is the verdict 484
你不可能成为一名律师，因为你太过性感，你太分心了。 You could never be a lawyer because you are oversexed. You're too distracted 485
-没有分心，抽象。我在试图说明一点，即？ - Not distracted, abstracted. I'm trying to make a point - Namely? 486
是他或她的成员的法官，权衡着，打开书本，思考证据 It's the judge in his or her members, weighing, books open, pondering the evidence 487
可以自由地在不同的类别上进行分类，好的，邪恶的，无辜的，有罪的 Ranging freely over categories. Good, evil, innocent, guilty 488
审判室的法官，而不是法官坐在木槌的长凳上 The judge in the chamber of circumspection, not the judge on the bench with the gavel 489
——法律的成型，而不是执行——重点，亲爱的，重点 - The shaping of the law, not its execution - The point, dear, the point 490
它应该是生活的问题和形状 That it should be the questions and shape of a life 491
它的复杂性聚集、安排和考虑，这在最后是很重要的。 Its total complexity gathered, arranged and considered, which matters in the end 492
不是某种救赎或诅咒的印记，它分散了所有的复杂性…… Not some stamp of salvation or damnation which disperses all the complexity... 493
在一些不令人满意的小决定中，天平的天平 ... in some unsatisfying little decision. The balancing of the scales 494
我喜欢这个，非常禅宗，让人安心又难以理解 I like this. It's very Zen. It's reassuringly incomprehensible and useless 495
——我们即将死去，谢谢你——你不会死的。 - We who are about to die thank you - You are not about to die 496
情况不太好，真的 It's not going well, really 497
两个新的损伤，我的腿疼 Two new lesions. My leg hurts 498
我的尿液里有蛋白质，医生说，但是谁知道这是什么东西 There's protein in my urine. the doctor says, but who knows what the fuck that portends 499
不管怎样，它不应该存在，蛋白质，我的牛被从腹泻中映射到昨天我的血 Anyway it shouldn't be there, the protein. My bull is mapped from diarrhea and yesterday I shat blood 500
-我真的很讨厌这个，你不告诉我…-你太难过了，我最后安慰你 - I really hate this. You don't tell me... - You get too upset, I wind up comforting you 501
-这更容易-哦，谢谢 - It's easier - Oh thanks 502
-如果不好，我就告诉你-让我流血的声音听起来很糟糕 - If it's bad I'll tell you - Shitting blood sounds bad to me 503
-我告诉你-我正在处理这件事 - And I'm telling you - And I'm handling it 504
-告诉我更多关于正义的事-我在处理它 - Tell me some more about justice - I am handling it 505
路易斯，你赢得了本月的 Trooper Well Louis. you win Trooper of the Month 506
我把它拿回来，你不是那个月的警察 I take it back. You aren't Trooper of the Month 507
这是行不通的 This isn't working 508
告诉我更多关于正义的事情 Tell me some more about justice 509
-你不会死的-正义 - You are not about to die - Justice 510
是一个巨大的，令人困惑的浩瀚。正义是上帝 Is an immensity, a confusing vastness. Justice is God 511
-之前-嗯？ - Prior? - Hmmm? 512
-你爱我吗-是的 - You love me? - Yes 513
如果我走出去，你会永远恨我吗？ What if I walked out on this? Would you hate me forever? 514
是的 Yes 515
我想我们应该祈祷，向上帝寻求帮助。 I think we ought to pray. Ask God for help. Ask him together 516
上帝不会和我说话，我必须让别人跟我说话 God won't talk to me. I have to make up people to talk to me 517
-你得不停地问-我忘了这个问题 - You have to keep asking - I forgot the question 518
-哦，是啊，上帝，是我的丈夫a.-阻止它，阻止它，我警告你 - Oh yeah. God, is my husband a... - Stop it. Stop it. I'm warning you 519
这有什么区别吗？ Does it make any difference? 520
我可能是内心深处的一件事，不管那件事有多糟糕或多丑陋…… That I might be one thing deep within, no matter how wrong or ugly that thing is... 521
只要我与我所拥有的一切抗争，就去消灭它。 ...so long as I have fought, with everything I have, to kill it 522
你想从我这里得到什么，你想从我这里得到什么，哈珀？ What do you want from me? What do you want from me, Harper? More than that? 523
看在上帝的份上，什么也没有留下，我是一个贝壳，没有什么可以杀死的 For God's sake, there's nothing left, I'm a shell. There's nothing left to kill 524
只要我的行为是我所知道的，那就必须是。体面的，正确的，在上帝的眼中 As long as my behavior is what I know it has to be. Decent. Correct. That alone in the eyes of God 525
不，不，不，那是犹他州的谈话，摩门教的谈话，我讨厌它。乔。告诉我，说出来 No, no, not that, that's Utah talk, Mormon talk, I hate it. Joe. tell me, say it 526
我想说的是，我是一个非常优秀的人，他努力工作使自己变得优秀。 All I will say is that I am a very good man who has worked very hard to become good 527
你想摧毁我，你想要摧毁我，但我不会让你这么做 And you want to destroy that. You want to destroy me, but I am not going to let you do that 528
-我要生个小孩-骗子 - I'm going to have a baby - Liar 529
你撒谎，一个天生沉溺于药物的婴儿，一个不做梦却有幻觉的婴儿 You liar. A baby born addicted to pills. A baby who does not dream but who hallucinates 530
他们用大眼睛瞪着我们，谁不知道我们是谁 Who stares up at us with big minor eyes and who does not know who we are 531
-你真的…吗？ - Are you really...? - No 532
是的 Yes 533
不 No 534
是的 Yes 535
离我远点 Get away from me 536
现在我们都有一个秘密 Now we both have a secret 537
我的一个祖先是船的船长…… One of my ancestors was a ship's captain... 538
他把鲸油带到欧洲，带着移民回来 ... who made money bringing whale oil to Europe and returning with immigrants 539
爱尔兰人主要是用光包装，每人一美元 Irish mostly, packed in light, so many dollars per head 540
他的最后一艘船在一场冬季风暴中沉没在加拿大新斯科舍省海岸，沉没在海底。 The last ship he captained foundered off the coast of Nova Scotia in a winter tempest and sank to the bottom 541
他和那艘船一起沉没了…… He went down with the ship... La Grande Geste 542
但是他的船员带着七十名妇女和儿童乘坐这艘船唯一的长船，这艘大的，开着的小艇。 But his crew took seventy women and kids in the ship's only longboat, this big, open rowboat 543
当天气变得太恶劣时，他们认为船太拥挤了…… And when the weather got too rough, and they thought the boat was overcrowded... 544
船员们开始用轻快的方式把人们扔向大海，直到他们把压舱物弄到为止。 ...the crew started lilting people up and hurling them into the sea. Until they got the ballast right 545
他们在小艇上来回走着，眼睛望着水面。 They walked up and down the longboat, eyes to the waterline 546
当小船在水中行驶时，他们会抓住最近的乘客，把他们扔进海里。 And when the boat rode low in the water they'd grab the nearest passenger and throw them into the sea 547
船漏水了，看，七十人，他们到达了哈法里，船上有9个人 The boat was leaky, see. Seventy people. They arrived in Halifax with nine people on board 548
-耶稣-我现在经常想起这个故事 - Jesus - I think about that story a lot now 549
人们在一艘船上，醒着，惊恐万分，而不可调和的，面无表情的人，难以抗拒的坚强，抓住…… People in a boat, waking, terrified, while implacable, unsmiling men, irresistibly strong, seize... 550
也许是你旁边的人，也许是你 ... maybe the person next to you, maybe you 551
没有任何警告，只有时间才有代价！ And with no warning at all, with time only for a quid! intake of air... 552
你被卷入了自由、汹涌的海水、盐和黑暗之中 ... you are pitched into freeing, turbulent water and salt and darkness to drown 553
我喜欢你的宇宙观，宝贝 I like your cosmology, baby 554
当时间不多的时候，我发现自己被任何悬着的东西所吸引，缺少一个结局。 While time is running out I find myself drawn to anything that's suspended, that lacks an ending 555
-但在我看来，它让你不受影响——你是什么意思？ - But it seems to me that it lets you off soot-free - What do you mean? 556
——对我来说，没有评判，没有内疚，没有责任。 - No judgment, no guilt or responsibility - For me 557
对任何人来说，这都是一篇社论的“你”。 For anyone. It was an editorial 'you' 558
请不要生病，请不要生病。 Please get better. Please. Please don't get any sicker 559
没有人知道它的用途，也没人知道如何治疗它。 Nobody knows what uses it. And nobody knows how to cure it 560
最好的理论是我们认为是逆转录病毒，人类免疫缺陷病毒 The best theory is that we blame a retrovirus, the Human Immunodeficiency Virus 561
它的存在是由无用的抗体知道的。 Its presence is made known to us by the useless antibodies... 562
当它通过一个切口或一个孔口进入血液时出现的反应。 ...which appear in reaction to its entrance into the bloodstream through a cut, or an orifice 563
抗体无力保护身体不受它的伤害，我们不知道 The antibodies are powerless to protect the body against it. Why, we don't know 564
身体的免疫系统停止运转，有时身体甚至会攻击自己 The body's immune system ceases to function. Sometimes the body even attacks itself 565
不管怎么说，它都是由微生物引起的，它通常是由微生物引起的 At any rate it's left open to a whole horror house of infections from microbes which it usually defends against 566
就像Kaposi的肉瘤一样，这些病变，或者你的喉咙问题，或者腺体 Like Kaposi's sarcomas. These lesions. Or your throat problem. Or the glands 567
我们认为r也可以通过血脑屏障进入大脑 We think 'r may also be able to slip past the blood-brain barrier into the brain 568
这当然是个坏消息 Which is of course very bad news 569
这是致命的我们不知道有多少人受到抑制的免疫反应 And it's fatal in we don't know what percent of people with suppressed immune responses 570
这很有趣，巫师先生，但是你为什么要告诉我这个？ This is very interesting, Mr Wizard, but why the fuck are you telling me this? 571
好吧，我刚刚移走了三个病变中的一个。 Well, I have just removed one of three lesions... 572
活检结果可能会告诉我们是卡波西氏肉瘤病变 ... which biopsy results will probably tell us is a Kaposi's sarcoma lesion 573
在你的nook、腹股沟和腋窝处有明显的腺体肿胀。 And you have a pronounced swelling of glands in your nook, groin. and armpits 574
淋巴结病是另一个迹象，你有口腔念珠菌病。 Lymphadenopathy is another sign. And you have oral candidiasis... 575
也许在你的战斗手指甲下面的两位数下面有更多的真菌，这就是为什么…… ...and maybe a little more fungus under the fingernails of two digits on your fight hand. So that's why... 576
-这种疾病-综合症 - This disease - Syndrome
不管怎样，大部分人都是同性恋和吸毒者。 Whatever. It afflicts mostly homosexuals and drug addicts 578
一般来说，同性恋者也有风险——同性恋者和吸毒者。 - Mostly. Homophiliacs are also at risk - Homosexuals and drug addicts 579
那你为什么要暗示我…你在暗示什么，亨利？ So why are you implying that I... What are you implying, Henry? 580
-我不吸毒。-我不是瘾君子。 - I don't... - I'm not a drug addict 581
-哦拜托，罗伊-什么，什么，罗伊，什么？ - Oh come on, Roy - What, what, come on Roy what?
-你觉得我是个瘾君子吗，亨利，你看到大头针了吗？-这太荒谬了 - Do you think I'm a junkie, Henry, do you see tacks? - This is absurd 583
-你说什么？ - Say it - Say what? 584
-说“Roy Cohn，你是……”——罗伊？我不… - Say 'Roy Cohn, you are a...' - Roy? I don't... 585
“你是……” 'You are a...' Go on 586
不是“Roy Cohn你是一个毒品恶魔”，“Roy Marcus Cohn，你是……” Not 'Roy Cohn you are a drug fiend'. 'Roy Marcus Cohn, you are a...' 587
-继续，亨利，开始的时候是H-哦，我不打算… - Go on, Henry. It starts with an H - Oh I'm not going to... 588
有了H，亨利，它不是"亲水者" With an H, Henry, and it isn't 'hemophiliac' 589
-拜托-你在做什么，罗伊？ - Come on - What are you doing, Roy? 590
不，说出来，我是说，说“Roy Cohn，你是同性恋” No, say it. I mean it. Say 'Roy Cohn, you are a homosexual' 591
我会有条不紊地进行下去。 And I will proceed, systematically... 592
为了摧毁你在纽约州的声誉，你的职业和职业生涯，亨利 ... to destroy your reputation and your practice and your career in New York State, Henry 593
你知道我能做到 Which you know I can do 594
罗伊，从1958年开始你就一直在看我 Roy, you have been seeing me since 1958 595
除了整容手术，我还治疗过你的梅毒。 Apart from the facelifts I have treated you for everything from syphilis... 596
——从达拉斯的妓女——从梅毒到性病，在你的直肠 - From a whore in Dallas - From syphilis to venereal warts. In your rectum 597
你可能是从达拉斯的一个妓女那里得到的，但它不是一个妓女 Which you may have gotten from a whore in Dallas, but it wasn't a female whore 598
-所以说-Roy Cohn，你是… - So say it - Roy Cohn, you are... 599
你和男人做爱，很多次，罗伊 You have had sex with men, many many times, Roy 600
其中一个，或者任何一个，都让你很不舒服，你得了艾滋病 And one of them, or any number of them, has made you very sick. You have AIDS
艾滋病 AIDS 602
你的问题，亨利，你被挂在标签上，在标签上 Your problem, Henry, is that you are hung up on words, on labels 603
你认为他们的意思是他们的意思，艾滋病，同性恋，同性恋，女同性恋 That you believe they mean what they seem to mean. AIDS. Homosexual. Gay. Lesbian 604
你认为这些名字会告诉你谁和谁睡觉，但他们不会告诉你 You think these are names that tell you who someone sleeps with, but they don't tell you that 605
-没有？-没有 - No? - No 606
就像所有的标签一样，他们只告诉你一件事和一件事 Like all labels they tell you one thing and one thing only 607
一个人在食物的主要位置，在社会等级中是什么样子的呢？ Where does an individual so identified fit in the food main, in the pecking order? 608
不是意识形态，也不是性品味，而是更简单的东西。 Not ideology, or sexual taste, but something much simpler. Clout 609
不是我和谁搞砸了我，而是谁会在我打电话时接电话，谁欠我人情 Not who I fuck or who fucks me, but who will pick up the phone when I call, who owes me favors 610
这是一个标签所指代的东西，现在是指那些不理解他的人。 This is what a label refers to. Now to someone who does not understand his... 611
同性恋是我的原因，因为我和男人做爱，但这真的是错的 ... homosexual is what I am because I have sex with men. But really this is wrong 612
同性恋者不是和其他男人一起睡觉的男人，同性恋者是在十五年尝试… Homosexuals are not men who sleep with other men. Homosexuals are men who in fifteen years of trying... 613
不能通过市议会通过一项反歧视法案 ... cannot pass a pissant antidiscrimination bill through City Council 614
同性恋者不认识任何人，也不认识任何人，他们的影响力是零 Homosexuals are men who know nobody and who nobody knows. Who have zero clout 615
-这听起来像我吗，亨利？ - Does this sound like me, Henry? - No 616
不，我有影响力。很多。我可以拿起电话，打十五个号码… No. I have clout. A lot. I can pick up this phone, punch fifteen numbers... 617
你知道在五分钟之内谁会在另一端，亨利？ ...and you know who will be on the other end in under five minutes, Henry? 618
-总统-甚至更好，亨利，他的妻子 - The president - Even better, Henry. His wife 619
-我印象深刻-我不想让你印象深刻 - I'm impressed - I don't want you to be impressed 620
我想让你们明白，这不是诡辩，这不是虚伪，这是现实 I want you to understand. This is not sophistry. And this is not hypocrisy. This is reality 621
我和男人做爱，但不像其他男人，这是一种色调…… I have sex with men. But unlike nearly every other man of whom this is hue... 622
我把我搞砸了的人带到了白宫，里根总统对我们微笑，握着他的手。 ...I bring the guy I'm screwing to the White House and President Reagan smiles at us and shakes his hand 623
因为我的定义完全取决于我是谁 Because what I am is defined entirely by who I am 624
Roy Cohn不是同性恋 Roy Cohn is not a homosexual 625
Roy Cohn是一个异性恋的男人，亨利，他和男人在一起 Roy Cohn is a heterosexual man, Henry, who fudxs around with guys 626
-好的，罗伊-我的诊断是什么，亨利？ - OK, Roy - And what is my diagnosis, Henry? 627
-你有艾滋病，罗伊-不，亨利，不 - You have AIDS, Roy - No, Henry, no 628
艾滋病是同性恋者所拥有的，我患有肝癌 AIDS is what homosexuals have. I have liver cancer 629
好吧，不管你有什么事，罗伊，这事很严重，我还没有为你准备好东西。 Well, whatever the fuck you have, Roy, it's very serious, and I haven't got a damn thing for you 630
美国国家卫生研究院在美国国家卫生研究院有一种新药叫做AZT，它有一个两年的醒着的清单我甚至不能让你进入 The NIH in Bethesda has a new drug called AZT with a two-year waking list that not even I can get you onto 631
所以打电话，罗伊，拨十五号码 So get on the phone, Roy, and dial the fifteen numbers 632
告诉第一夫人你需要接受一项治疗肝癌的实验性疗法 And tell the First Lady you need in on an experimental treatment for liver cancer 633
因为你可以把它叫做你想要的任何东西，罗伊，但它归结起来就是个坏消息 Because you can call it any damn thing you want, Roy, but what it boils down to is very bad news