前门通行 Front door!
我不打开检查的话 就不能让你带进去 I can't let it in unless I see it.
我知道你们有规定 I know what the rules are.
不过可不可以通融一下 I'm just asking if you can make an exception.
不行 规定就是规定 没有例外 There are no exceptions. That's why we have rules.
我知道有规定 我是说 I know what a rule is. I'm just telling you...
你们这儿没有X光机吗 You don't have an X-ray machine back there?
你们有没有X光机吗 You don't have an X-ray machine?
没有 我必须要打开看 No. I've got to see it.
我打赌你肯定不会怀念来这的路程 I bet you're not going to miss that drive.
还有这里的气氛 Or the ambiance.
再多的苦我都能忍受 I would've gone a lot further.
他们发了一本关于怎样重新生活的小册子 You know, they gave me a brochure on reintegrating.
-是吗 -是的 - Yeah? - Yeah.
有个社工来找过我 A social worker came by.
他说什么了 What did he say?
他让我慢慢来 Go slow.
我们可以慢慢来 We can go slow.
我只是想提醒你 明天我不会来上班 I just wanted to remind you that I won't be coming in tomorrow.
对啊 明天可是个大日子 That's right. It's the big day!
你一定很激动吧 You must be thrilled...
是啊 Yeah.
又激动又紧张 and excited and nervous and...
真的很感谢你为我所做的一切 And I wanted to thank you, just for everything.
感谢你对我的理解 You've been so understanding.
我知道事情并不像新闻里说的那么简单 Oh, I'm sure there's more to it than what's on the news, so...
但对于很多人来说 内幕交易 I know, but to a lot of people you say "insider trading,"
和谋杀相差无几 一辈子都没法重新做人 and it may as well be murder. You just stop existing.
所以 感谢你所做的一切 So, thank you for everything.
我不知道该穿什么才好 I wasn't sure what I should wear.
我本想买一件新衣服 I tried to find something new to buy,
可是没找到一件好看的 but I couldn't find anything that looked good.
宝贝 你已经很美了 Honey, you look beautiful.
我都可以想象到你们相见时的场景了 And I can only imagine how you're gonna look to him.
妈妈 Oh! Oh, mama.
咱们最好在他们改变主意之前离开 Come on. Let's get out of here before they change their mind.
对不起 I'm sorry.
记得我在里面遇到的那个投资经理人吗 Babe, you remember that hedge fund manager I met inside?
马歇尔·赫尔曼 Marshall Hellman.
-斯坦福大学的那个家伙吗 -对 - The Stanford guy? - Yeah.
很聪明 因为税务问题坐的牢 就快出狱了 Super smart. He was in for some tax thing, but he'll be out soon.
他在迪拜有很多钱 人脉也很广 He's got money in Dubai and a lot of connections.
我们回到从前的生活 艾米丽 I can get us back to where we were, Em.
我保证 我会做到的 I promise. I can make that happen.
好的 宝贝 Okay, baby.
谢谢 Thank you.
出 口
我听不懂你说的 你冷静点 I don't understand what you're saying! Just relax!
你好 Hello.
我是班克斯医生 I'm Dr. Banks.
这家伙疯了 先冷静一下 好吗 This guy's on something, okay? Listen, just relax!
-长官 -这家伙是个疯子 - Officer. - This guy's on something.
他想要袭击我 He came swinging at me.
你让开 我来跟他谈谈 Stand back and let me talk to him.
他扒着一辆出租车不放手 He was trying to hold up a taxi.
你知道吗 他竟然袭击我 You understand? He came at me!
你讲法语是吗 Parles-tu Fran?ais ?
你讲法语是吗 Parles-tu Fran?ais?
你叫什么名字 Comment tu t'appelles?
他开着一辆出租车 Il était conduit un taxi.
开车的是谁 Qui était au volant?
你叫什么名字 Comment tu t'appelles?
名字吗 我叫奥古斯丁 Nom, c'est Augustin.
-奥古斯丁吗 -奥古斯丁 - Augustin? - Augustin.
请坐 奥古斯丁 Assieds-toi, Augustin.
他没事 He's fine.
开车的是谁 Qui était au volant?
-爸爸 -爸爸 - Papa. - Papa?
他死了 他的鬼魂开着一辆出租车 Mourait...fant?me...papa.Conduit un taxi,hein .
鬼魂吗 爸爸 Fant?me? Papa?
是的 他死于 Oui, c'est mourait avec...
他什么时候过世的 Quand est-il mort?
一周前 Semaine passée.
我很抱歉 Je suis désolé.
怎么了 他说什么 What is it? What's going on?
他看见他已故的父亲开着那辆出租车 He saw his dead father driving the taxi.
什么 What?
他看到父亲的鬼魂 他也是个出租司机 He saw the ghost of his father. He was a cabbie.
那我没说错 他确实疯了 So I was right. He's nuts.
不 他只是悲痛欲绝 No. It's grief.
那些痛苦的画面在他脑海中挥之不去 Just grief painting pictures in his brain.
他看见了鬼魂 He sees ghosts.
你是海地人吗 Tu es Haitian?
是的 我是海地人 Oui, je suis Haitian.
他是海地人 对海地人来说 He's Haitian. It's not unusual for Haitians
在挚爱的人死后见到他们的鬼魂并不奇怪 to see their loved ones shortly after they die.
咱们觉得不可思议 可对他来说没什么 Weird for me and you, but it's perfectly normal for him.
好了 下一个是谁 Right, what do you have next?
八号床的患者头部轻度创伤 需要心理咨询 MVA in bed eight, with minor head trauma, in need of a consult.
今天是两班倒吗 Double shift today?
化学改善生活 Better living through chemistry.
泰勒小姐 Miss Taylor.
我是班克斯医生 I'm Dr. Banks.
他们说我可能是脑震荡 Oh, they said I might have a concussion,
但是还不至于要住院 对吧 but I don't have to stay here for that, right?
我们要等CT扫描结果出来才能知道 Uh, we have to wait for the CT scan results to know that.
我有几个问题想问你 I have a couple of questions for you.
你的头怎么样 How's your head?
还很疼 It hurts.
在撞墙之前呢 你感觉如何 How was it before you hit the wall?
什么意思 What do you mean?
你最近一切顺利吗 How have things been going with you?
大体上来说 Generally speaking.
你来这里想做什么 Why are you here?
我是精神病医生 泰勒小姐 I'm a psychiatrist, Miss Taylor.
正常情况下 Normally,
人们开车撞上其它物体的时候 when people hit things with their car,
车道上应该会有刹车痕迹 there are skid marks on the pavement.
撞墙之前是很有必要踩刹车 A brick wall's a pretty good reason to use the brakes,
打方向的 turn the wheel.
可你并没有那么做 你径直开了过去 You didn't do that. You went straight in.
那儿的工作人员告诉警察说 It says here the attendant told the police
你在上车之前情绪非常低落 you were pretty upset before you got in the car.
当然保险公司会对刹车进行检查 Now, the insurance company are gonna check the brakes,
但我想直接问你比较好 but I prefer to just ask you.
今天早上你是故意要伤害自己的吗 Did you try to hurt yourself this morning?
你现在仍然想伤害自己吗 Do you still want to try and hurt yourself?
艾米丽 Emily.
你愿不愿意先住院观察一段时间 How do you feel about staying here for a few days?
这儿吗 Here?
不 我不能住院 No, I can't stay here.
马丁刚刚回家 我得在家陪他 Martin just got home and I have to be there for him.
马丁是你丈夫吗 Is that your husband, Martin?
是的 他刚刚出狱 Yes, and he just got out of prison.
我必须回去 况且我还得去工作 I have to be there, and I have a job. I have to go into work.
他现在还没有收入来源 He doesn't make any money yet.
你结婚了吗 Are you married?
结了 Yes.
那假如你刚刚刑满释放 Okay, what if you got out of jail
或者许久未归 当你回到家时 or you were away for a long time and you come home
你的妻子却住进了精神病院 你会怎样 and your wife is in the mental hospital?
我们足足等了四年 我不能待在这儿 We waited for four years. I can't stay here.
我认为今天早上你是故意伤害自己的 I think you may have tried to hurt yourself this morning, and...
那是个意外 我当时不知道在想什么 It was a mistake. I lost it for a minute.
我保证 这种事情再也不会发生了 I promise, that's not going to happen again.
你有诊所吗 Do you have an office?
这样 我可以去你的诊所找你 Well, I could come see you at your office.
时间你来安排 I could come as often as you want.
一周来两三次也没问题 I could come two or three times a week.
我以前也看过心理医生 I was in therapy once before,
我知道那对绝望的人真的很有帮助 and I remember that structure really helps with hopelessness.
我保证 但我真的很想回家 I promise. I just really want to go home.
好吧 我们可以让她回去 Okay. So we'll release her to you,
可这周之内她必须来找我复查 um, but I want to see her in my office this week.
这是我的条件 That's the deal we made.
我没想到她竟然还没好 I just had no idea this was still going on.
宝贝 她肯定是装一副坚强的样子 Oh, honey, I think she must have been putting on a brave face.
她不敢告诉你 也不敢告诉我 She was afraid to tell you. She was afraid to tell me.
SSRI 二十世纪80年代开发的抗抑郁药物
我想让她接受SSRI药物治疗 I want to start her on this. It's called an SSRI.
来影响大脑中叫做血清素的神经递质 It affects the neurotransmitter in the brain called serotonin.
那有什么用 What does that do exactly?
主要是阻止大脑产生忧郁感 Basically, it helps stop the brain from telling you you're sad.
过几个星期 她就会感觉好很多 In a few weeks, she should start to feel better.
当然不会 No, of course. Of course.
当然 刚开始的时候是比较放松 It was soft. Absolutely, it was soft in that first...
但之后我们就要加快节奏 But we are going to tighten it up.
当然 这正是我们要做的 Sure, that's what we do.
我相信在继达拉斯集团之后 Yeah. I think it'll be interesting
重组公司是个不错的主意 to regroup after the Dallas groups.
艾米丽 Emily?
你没事吧 Are you okay?
艾米丽 Emily?
怎么了 What happened?
吃这个药我也会觉得恶心 These made me sick, too.
西酞普兰 抗抑郁症药物
还是吃西酞普兰好些 I had better luck with Celexa.
我小时候很喜欢画画 大部分都是画人物 I used to draw when I was a kid. Mostly people, though.
画老师 同学 Teachers and kids from my class.
还有我暗恋过的男孩 Boys that I liked.
有时也画一些猫 Sometimes cats.
我总想把他们更完美地展现在纸上 I used to try and get their faces perfect.
所以我来到了纽约 That's why I came to New York,
想要从事平面设计 I wanted to get into graphic design.
就在上学的时候 我遇到了马丁 I was taking classes when I met Martin.
你们怎么认识的 How did that happen?
我在市中心的一家酒吧打工挣学费 I was working at this, uh, bar downtown to help pay for school,
下班以后他总会来坐一会儿 and he kept coming in after work.
他总是点最难调的酒 And he would just order the most complicated drinks.
我完全不知道该怎么弄 Things that I had no idea how to make.
一天晚上 他突然翻过吧台 One night, he climbed over the bar
教我如何调配 and offered to teach me how to make them.
直到酒吧打烊才离开 后来他约我出去 And he ended up staying until we closed. Then he asked me out.
你答应了 And you went.
我不知道他是谁或是干什么的 只知道 I didn't know who he was or what he did. He was just...
他只是一个穿西装的男人 He was just this guy in a suit.
在我调酒的时候默默注视着我 And watched me while I made drinks,
让我感到莫名的紧张 and that made me really nervous.
他像是欣赏画作一样盯着我看 Then he stared at me like I was a painting.
他还开着一艘漂亮的帆船带我出去 He had this beautiful sailboat, and he took me out on it.
教我滑雪 Taught me how to ski.
我对他着了迷 He swept me off my feet.
他说冬天去毛伊岛 春天我们就结婚了 Proposed to me in Maui that winter and we were married by spring.
那时你多大了 How old were you?
那是五年前了 我才23岁 That was five years ago, so I was 23.
时间过得真快 Time goes by so fast.
我的病能治好吗 Is this ever going to go away?
你说你以前也感到过情绪低落 You said you felt depressed before.
上一次你有去看医生吗 Did you see anyone about it last time?
美国康乃迪克州州格林威治镇的维多利亚·塞伯特医生 Yeah. In Greenwich, Connecticut. Victoria Siebert.
我们的房子被没收后我就没有再去找她了 I had to stop seeing her when they took our house away
我不得不回到这里 and I had to move back to the city.
介意我向塞伯特医生了解一下你的病史吗 Do you mind if I contact Dr. Siebert about your history?
当然不介意 No, of course not.
四年前我为她治疗过 I saw her four years ago.
维多利亚·赛伯特医生
差不多九个月的时间 For a little over nine months.
她什么都没有了 She didn't just have the rug pulled from under her,
她失去了房子 家庭 还有她的丈夫 she had the rug, the home, the husband.
她整个生活都毁了 Her entire life, gone.
还失去了健康保险 她回市里去找工作 Even her health insurance. She moved into the city to find work
从那以后我就再也没有见过她 and I never heard from her again.
我很高兴这次她找了个男大夫 I'm glad she's seeing a man this time.
我想对她会有帮助 I think that will help.
为什么 Why is that?
从来得不到父亲的认可 Never felt seen by her father.
丈夫进了监狱后又一次被抛弃 Then her husband ends up in jail and she's abandoned again.
我很高兴看到她这次能有不同的体验 I'd be happy to see her have a different kind of experience.
她说你开过药给她 She says you tried her on medication.
均为抗抑郁类药物
是啊 安非他酮 百忧解 郁复伸 Oh, yes. Wellbutrin. Prozac. Effexor.
她的情况真的很严重 Really struggled. Mmm.
我记得她有失眠和恶心的毛病 还畏寒 I remember she had problems with sleep and nausea. Chills...
左洛复 美国首屈一指的抗抑郁处方药
我给她用了左洛复 看她能否接受 I'm putting her on Zoloft, see if she can tolerate that.
也许她应该尝试些新药 Oh. Well, maybe she's a candidate for one of these newer meds.
有时候新药能增强病人的信心 Sometimes the newest thing gives them confidence.
他们愿意相信电视上的那些广告 They see the ads on TV, they believe.
我的一个病人就是类似的情况 I have a patient with some similar issues.
我给她用了阿普利厦 I put her on Ablixa.
各位来宾 感谢您的光临 Welcome, everyone! Thank you for coming.
展示会即将开始 We'll be starting the presentations soon,
请您尽快进场入座 so if everyone can come in and take a seat.
我这儿还有些案例 我找一下 You know, I may have some samples here. Let me see.
不 可能都被我发完了 No. I must have given them all away.
这儿还有一根阿普利厦的笔 Here! Have an Ablixa pen.
那时候要是有这药的话 Had it been available back then,
我应该在艾米丽流产之后给她开点的 I would have prescribed it for Emily after she miscarried.
流产 Miscarried?
就在她丈夫坐牢以后 After he went to jail.
她没有跟我提过 She...she hasn't mentioned that.
-没有吗 -没有 - No? - No.
她丈夫出狱了吗 Has he been released yet?
一周前出来的 A week ago.
也许这会使事情好转起来 Well, maybe that will help turn things around.
别跟卡尔和凯拉提起赫尔曼 Look, don't mention anything to Carl or Kayla about Hellman.
这样事情会顺利一些 It'll just make things easier.
我还是觉得是卡尔去警方那告发了我们 I still think Carl's the one who went to the Feds.
他给我们这些入场券 He probably gave us these tickets
多半是他觉得心里过意不去 because he feels shitty about everything.
我希望这些药能起作用 I hope these things work.
如果你不愿意去 我可以一个人去 Look, if you don't feel up to this, I can go by myself.
我知道你不想见到那些人 I understand if you don't want to see those people.
怎么样 All right?
但这种场合我必须出面 But I got to get back out there at some point.
如果我独自在家反而会觉得更难受 If I just sit here by myself, I'm just gonna feel worse.
我至少得试试 I have to at least try.
班克斯医生也希望我这样做 Dr. Banks would want me to try.
卡尔 Carl?
马丁 欢迎回来 Martin! Welcome back.
-过得怎么样 先生 -你好 - How are you, sir? - Hi!
-艾米丽 很高兴见到你 -我也是 - Emily, good to see you. - Hi. Good to see you.
凯拉 你还记得这位美丽的女士吗 Kayla, you remember this beautiful lady here.
谢谢你们邀请我们 Thank you so much for having us.
我的天 你的裙子真漂亮 我真喜欢 Oh, my, your dress is beautiful! I love it. It's gorgeous.
谢谢 我们真高兴你们能来 Thank you. We're so glad you guys could come.
这是我们的荣幸 谢谢你们 It's our pleasure. Thanks again.
我想去吧台那喝点东西 I'm going to go to the bar and get a drink.
有人想喝点什么吗 Does anyone want anything?
你没问题吗 Is that such a good idea?
没事的 我马上就回来 Yeah, it's fine. I'll be right back.
她看起来很好 She looks amazing!
她还不错 She's doing well.
对所有人来说退出和重新开始都很艰难 But going away is hard, and so is coming back, for everyone.
马丁 很抱歉当初我没能 Martin, I just want to say I wish I had done
很好的帮到你 真是抱歉 a better job of reaching out. I really do.
没事 这很正常 都过去了 No. That's fine. It's the culture. It's over now.
晚上好 女士 请问需要什么 Good evening, ma'am. Can I get you something?
一杯伏特加苏打水 谢谢 Yes, a vodka seltzer, please.
给您 请慢用 There you go. Enjoy.
谢谢 Thank you.
马丁刚才正在和我们说 Em. So, Martin was just telling...
亲爱的 你怎么了 Honey, what's wrong?
我做不到 I can't do this.
去年我过得很糟 You know, I went through a very bad time last year.
我长了一个肿瘤 I found a lump.
我快崩溃了 情绪也很低落 I just fell apart. I was so depressed,
我的医生给我开了一种叫郁复伸的药 and, uh, my doctor prescribed something called Effexor.
很有用 It really helped.
你能帮我把马丁叫过来吗 Can you get Martin for me?
好的 Yeah.
对不起 I'm sorry.
对不起 我还是做不到 I'm sorry! I can't, I'm sorry.
没事的 没事的 It's okay, it's okay.
把衣服披上 Come here.
你是否受抑郁所困 快咨询阿普利厦
别靠太近了 女士 Not so close, ma'am!
谢谢 Thank you.
这就是 Oh, the advantages of
有个能开处方药的老公的好处 having a husband who can write prescriptions.
这药叫什么来着 What are they called again?
乙型阻断剂 It's a beta blocker.
我这么做是不是不对 Is it bad that I'm doing this?
大家都吃这个药 Everyone takes them.
律师 音乐家 Lawyers, musicians.
还有参加重大面试的人都会吃这个药 People going to interviews for big jobs.
它不会使你夸大自己 It doesn't make you anything you're not.
只是让你更好的展现自我 It just makes it easier for you to be who you are.
这次面试加上我有三个候选人 It's between me and two other people.
美林 美国证券公司 花旗集团 美国金融服务集团
来自美林公司和花旗集团的一男一女 A woman from Merrill and a guy from Citicorp.
但哈兹里特说我比他们有优势 But Hazlitt says I have the inside track.
抱歉 我得回这个电话 紧急情况 Sorry, D. I've got to return this. It's an emergency.
这个女孩内心十分挣扎 This girl is really struggling.
班克斯医生 我想和你谈谈 Dr. Banks, I really need to talk to you.
艾米丽 Emily.
我刚收到你的留言 Yeah. I just got your message.
我和我妻子在一起呢 I'm with my wife.
我去了你的诊所 但你不在 I went to your office, but you weren't there.
所以我就来这了 So I came here.
我们能谈谈吗 Could we just go talk?
如果是紧急情况的话就行 If it's an emergency, I can admit you.
我今天 No. I just, um...
我今天去乘地铁 I was getting on the subway and...
像上次撞车那样 我又想伤害自己 And I was like when I was in the car.
我还得去上班 给我五分钟就够了 I have to go to work. I just need five minutes.
你等会还要去上班吗 You're going to go to work after?
-好吧 给你五分钟 -好 - Okay, five minutes. - Okay.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
面试结束了给我打电话 Call me after the interview.
艾米丽 我知道这对你来说很困难 Emily, I know this is hard.
但这种绝望感只是一个症状而已 But the hopelessness you're feeling is a symptom.
你必须要摆脱掉这种感觉 We have to leave that in the past.
一个心理学家说过 A psychologist once said,
抑郁是因为没有能力构造未来 "Depression is an inability to construct a future."
但你有一个美好的未来 和马丁有个家庭 But you have a future. At home with Martin.
他打算和他的狱友赫尔曼 He's trying to start a new business.
一起做生意 With this guy Hellman that he met in jail.
关于这事你是怎么想 How does that make you feel?
我不知道 但至少他在努力 I don't know. I mean, he's trying.
他是真的想改善我们的现状 He's really trying to make things better
但我却帮不上忙 and I'm just not helping at all.
我也在努力 I mean, I'm trying, too. I went...
我去买了礼物 想让他高兴一下 I went shopping to try and make things more exciting for him.
你的确在努力 You are trying.
左洛复 美国首屈一指的抗抑郁处方药
我不能再吃左洛复了 我觉得头晕 I can't take the Zoloft anymore. I can't. I'm dizzy.
我无法入眠 也没有性欲 I can't sleep. I have no sex drive.
我明白 I understand that.
我的同事 朱丽叶 This woman I work with, Julia, she...
她说她在服用一种新药 She said she's on this other new medication,
而且非常有用 and it's really helping her.
我觉得也许我也该试试 I thought maybe I could try that.
泰勒 Taylor!
你之前有服用过阿普利厦吗 Have you taken Ablixa before?
没有 No.
这药的副作用有 Some of the side effects may include
恶心 肌肉无力 失眠 食欲改变 nausea, muscle weakness, insomnia, change in appetite,
口干 易怒 dry mouth, irritation.
现金支付吗 Do you want to pay cash?
尼克斯队比赛的内场票 There were court seats at Knicks games,
还有科德角的垂钓航行 太疯狂了 fishing trip to Cape Cod. It was crazy.
有一年 华纳·兰勃特邀请我们去了夏威夷 One year, Warner Lambert took us to Hawaii.
我发表了五分钟演讲还打了36杆高尔夫 I gave a talk for five minutes and played 36 holes.
辉瑞公司 最著名的制药企业之一
辉瑞公司到底要花多少钱才能掩饰丑闻呢 What did Pfizer have to pay to make their whole thing go away?
二十亿吗 Two billion?
再普乐 抗精神病辅助用药
莉莉花了十亿才平息了再普乐风波 Lilly paid over a billion to settle the Zyprexa thing.
我们一定要谈这些吗 Do we have to talk about this?
我吃午饭的心情都被你们搅了 You're ruining my lunch.
肯定是一个医药代表 A certain rep, who will remain nameless,
曾经匿名送了世界职业棒球大赛的门票给我 gave me tickets to the World Series.
还送我儿子一个亲笔签名的棒球 Got my son an autographed ball!
我要是早知道你喜欢棒球就好了 If only I'd known you liked baseball.
我怎么没遇到这种好事呢 Where was I for all this?
你那时应该在英国上寄宿学校吧 Some British boarding school, probably.
只要我们谈生意谈够五分钟 Well, it's not a violation of the pharmacode
我请医生吃饭 to buy your doctor's lunch
就不算违反公司规定了 as long as we talk about business for at least five minutes.
准备好了吗 开始 Ready? Go!
我们正在试验一种新的抗焦虑药物 德乐泰 We're starting a trial for our new anti-anxiety drug, Delatrex.
我们需要几个医生做顾问 We're looking for a couple of docs to consult.
大概一年左右 有兴趣吗 It's probably going to run for about a year. Any interest?
我算了 我在为你们的竞争对手做事 I'm out. I'm doing something for the competition.
签了保密协议的 Signed an NDA.
你应该取消她点的牛排 You should cancel her filet for that.
我下学期还要代课 心有余而力不足 I'm teaching next semester and feeling a little overextended.
你呢 班克斯医生 你忙吗 How about you, Dr. Banks? Too busy?
没有他们俩忙 需要我做什么 Not as busy as my partners. What do you need?
很接近了 但还是不对 Getting warmer, but, no.
三万吗 Thirty thousand?
五万块 Fifty thousand.
-真的吗 -没错 - Really? - Yes.
真的 Really.
那你需要做什么呢 What do you have to do?
参加会议 招募病人 跟踪数据 Go to a few meetings, recruit some patients, track some data.
那你就更忙了 So you'll be even busier.
是的 Yes.
但另一方面 But the flip side is
举个例子 that if, for instance,
如果这件衬衫的扣子 the buttons on this shirt
突然掉了 suddenly fell off,
我就有钱可以再买一件新的 I would be able to buy a new one.
我懂了 Oh, I see.
妈妈 Mom?
亲爱的 我在这儿 在拆箱呢 Yes, honey! In here, sweetie. Just unpacking.
我做了一个噩梦 I was having a bad dream.
亲爱的 Oh, love.
亲爱的 你真幸运 乔恩最了解梦了 Honey, you're in luck. Jon is very good with dreams.
-的确 -所以让他来帮你 - Yes, I am. - So, he's gonna help you.
回到床上去吧 亲爱的 Back to bed, sweetie.
我睡觉的时候一定要做梦吗 Do I have to dream when I sleep?
是的 所有人都会做梦 Yeah, I'm pretty much sure we all do.
但它们并不都是噩梦 They don't all have to be bad.
阿尔伯特·爱因斯坦 知道他吗 Albert Einstein, remember him?
知道 Yeah.
他是在梦中想出相对论的 He figured out relativity in a dream.
保罗·麦卡特尼是在梦中写下来所有歌的 And Paul McCartney wrote entire songs.
而我在遇到你妈妈之前就梦到过她了 And I dreamt of your mom before I even met her.
所以你想做些什么梦呢 So what are you going to dream about?
生产这种药的人一定会发财的 Whoever makes this drug is going to be fucking rich.
艾米丽 Em!
艾米丽 现在是半夜 把音乐关了 Em! It's the middle of the night. Turn down the music!
艾米丽 Em?
有客人要来吗 Are we expecting someone?
艾米丽 你听的见我说话吗 Em, can you hear me?
你在干什么 What are you doing?
她不能停止服药吗 Can't she stop taking drugs?
-有没有可替代的药 -不行 - Isn't there an alternative approach. - No!
天啊 我终于不失眠了 God, no. I can finally sleep.
我终于有精力了 我们终于能做爱了 I have some energy. We had sex.
我们像是又在一起了 It was like we were actually together.
有其他的药物可以替代吗 Maybe something else would do the same thing.
当然 还有其他SSRI一类的 Absolutely. There are still other SSRIs, SNRIs.
不行 No.
那些我都试过了 你不会懂的 马丁 I've tried everything else. You don't know, Martin.
你从没经历过 不会懂这种感受的 You've never had this. You don't know what it's like.
每天下午的时候 Okay? Every afternoon it's like...
就像是一阵有毒浓雾 It's like there's this poisonous fog bank
在我脑袋里盘旋 使我变得浑身无力 rolling in on my mind, and I'm paralyzed.
如果又要变回以前那样 我想我该换个医生 If I have to start over, I think I should see a different doctor.
我很遗憾你有这种感觉 I'm sorry you feel that way.
我能理解你现在很受挫 I understand your frustration.
我们该怎么办 What do we do?
还是有办法可以解决的 There are things we can do to make this work.
服用其他解决梦游症的药物 Other medications we add to the Ablixa,
来辅助阿普利厦 one is designed to deal with sleepwalking
同时控制住你的抑郁症 while the Ablixa helps you get a handle on your depression.
我今天要去一趟奥特斯韦尔监狱 I'm going to Otisville today.
他们终于同意让我见赫尔曼了 They finally approved me to see Hellman.
他觉得我们应该把店开在休斯顿 He's thinking we might want to set up shop in Houston.
他在那里有不少人脉 He's got a lot of connections down there.
我以为我们要搬回格林威治 I thought we were going to move back to Greenwich.
我觉得休斯顿一定也会是个好地方的 I'm sure that we can find great people in Houston, too.
我要先说清楚 I want to be totally clear
我参加这个研究是有薪酬的 that I am being paid to participate in this study.
所以如果你不愿意参加 我完全理解 If you don't want to take part, I totally understand.
除了德乐泰 我也能给你开其他药物 There are other meds besides Delatrex I can prescribe.
我的药物是免费的吗 So, my medication is free.
我不需要向保险公司报告吧 I don't have to report it to my insurance company or anything?
只要你 For as long as you choose
一直参与这项研究 就都是免费的 to be a part of the study, your meds are free.
很好 Oh, that's great.
我们今天就开始 We'll start today.
艾米丽 我无法理解 现在都快4点了 Emily, I don't understand. It's almost 4:00.
发生了什么事情 What happened?
我上了地铁 但是忘了下车 I got on the train, and I just forgot to get off.
马丁正在考虑搬家 Martin is thinking about moving us,
而我只是 and I'm just
非常 really...
回家休息吧 艾米丽 Go home, Emily.
但是下不为例 But you have to know this can't happen again.
公司里不是我说了算的 It's not working for me.
晚上好 亲爱的 Bonsoir, mon chou.
怎么了 What's happening?
他们要了花旗银行那个人 They gave it to the guy from Citicorp.
我很遗憾 亲爱的 Oh, I'm sorry, D.
真他妈让人绝望 It's fucking hopeless.
艾米丽 Emily?
赫尔曼说你肯定会爱上休斯顿的 Hellman says you are going to love Houston.
你给我买了什么 What'd you get me?
艾米丽 Em?
该死的 艾米丽 God damn it. Em?
这些该死的药片 These fucking pills.
艾米丽 Em.
你又梦游了吗 You sleeping again?
住手 Stop!
艾米丽 打电话叫人来 Em, call somebody.
救救我 Help me.
快叫人来 Call somebody.
救我 Help me.
他打你了吗 Did he hit you?
恐吓你了吗 Did he threaten you?
还有其他人在场吗 谁要来吃晚饭 Was anyone else here? Who else was coming for dinner?
什么 What?
我睡着了 I was asleep and I...
等我起来看到他的时候 他已经 I woke up and I saw him. He wasn't...
他已经不动了 He wasn't moving.
我只 只记得这些 And that's all... That's all I remember.
塞伯特医生 Dr. Siebert.
你好 很抱歉打扰你 我是乔恩·班克斯 Hello, there. I'm sorry to bother you. It's Jon Banks.
是有关艾米丽的 It's about Emily.
她出了点事 Uh, there's been an incident.
没有强行闯入的痕迹 No sign of forced entry,
监控录像中也没有看到有人来 nobody else on the building security camera.
刀上有她的指纹 The prints on the knife are hers.
她的律师呢 Where is her lawyer?
她没找律师 只是一直在说你 She doesn't have one. Just kept talking about you.
两人都没有打斗的痕迹 No sign of struggle on either one of them.
她自己报的警 She made the 911 call herself.
她预约了昨晚来见我 但是没来 We had an appointment last night that she didn't show up for.
你上次见她是什么时候 When was the last time you saw her?
四天前 Four days ago.
她当时状态怎么样 And what was she like?
你知道为什么桌上会摆着三套餐具吗 班克斯医生 Any idea why the dinner table was set for three, Dr. Banks?
她不记得约了客人 难道是孩子 She doesn't remember anything about a guest. Kids?
不是 她没有小孩 No, she didn't have children.
她在服用这些药物 She was taking these.
这是抗抑郁药物对吧 我看过广告 For depression, right? I've seen the ads.
她有没有跟你说过类似的想法 She ever talk to you about something like this?
我想跟她谈谈 如果可以的话 I'd like to speak to her, if that's possible.
你可以在瑞克斯监狱跟她谈 You can talk to her at Rikers.
也许 她睡着了 It's possible, you see, that she was asleep.
你说什么 What?
她梦游 She walks in her sleep.
所以她才什么都不记得 That's maybe why she doesn't remember anything.
这是这种药的副作用之一 It's a side effect of this medication.
她梦中是另一个场景 She's had other episodes.
她睡梦中还杀人呢 She kills people in her sleep, too.
站起来 转过去 Stand up, please. And turn around.
她说的话有没有让你觉得她有暴力倾向 She ever tell you anything to make you believe she could be violent,
或者他有暴力倾向 or that he was?
回答这个问题之前 And before you answer that
或者跟我扯什么医患保密协议之前 or tell me about some kind of patient-doctor confidentiality thing,
咱们先想想未来 let's just think about the future here.
未来 The future?
只有两种结果 不是吗 Well, this goes one of two ways, doesn't it?
要么她是杀人犯 See, either she's a murderer or
要么她是医疗受害者 she's a victim of her medical treatment.
如果是这样的话 你将面临民事诉讼 In which case, you're the target of a big civil suit.
不论如何 总得有人受惩罚 Either way, someone gets punished.
她或是你 Her or you.
过去我们的合作一直很愉快 班克斯医生 The state's enjoyed working with you in the past, Dr. Banks.
这次我希望你能做我们的医学顾问 I'd like to see you consulting with us on this one.
这次情况不同 This is different.
是吗 Is it?
我一点药都不想再碰了 I never want to see another pill again.
他们给我开了别的药 They want me to take something else.
一种帮助我睡眠的药 Another pill to help me sleep.
我真不明白这是怎么了 I don't understand why this is happening.
有没有可能 Is there any way that
是别人做的 somebody else did it,
然后嫁祸给我 and made it look like me?
应该不是 I don't think so.
警察不是这么说的 That's not what the police are saying.
我杀错了人 I killed the wrong person.
我不知道我还能做什么 I don't know what else I could have done.
她坚持用那个药 She wanted to stay on it.
乔恩 你总不能时时看着他们 Jon. You can't follow them around
控制他们的行为 taking things out of their hands
不让他们做出伤害自己的事情 they might use to hurt themselves.
毕竟我们见面的时间有限 可能一周只见几次 We see them for an hour a day, maybe a couple of times a week.
我觉得她可能要被判刑 I think they're going to charge her.
以什么罪名呢 With what?
你说过她什么都不记得 根本没有犯罪意图 You said she has no memory. No criminal intent.
他们不能给她定罪 They can't do that.
亚利桑那州有一个人 A man in Arizona.
把他老婆杀了 还把尸体扔进游泳池 He killed his wife, threw her in the pool,
脱下沾满血迹的衣服放进汽车后备箱里 took off his bloody clothes, put them in the trunk of his car.
第二天早上醒来 什么都不记得 Woke up the next morning, no memory of it.
甚至在警方起诉他之前 Didn't even know she was dead
都不知道他老婆死了 until they charged him with the crime.
邻居都看到他把尸体扔进游泳池了 Neighbors even saw him throw the body into the pool.
他去年被无罪释放了 He was acquitted last year.
一个女人在萨尼贝尔岛度假的时候把她丈夫敲死了 A woman bludgeoned her husband while on vacation in Sanibel Island.
萨尼贝尔岛 位于佛罗里达州
当时两人都在睡觉 也被无罪释放了 They were both asleep at the time. Another acquittal.
我必须得告诉你 控方也来找过我 I have to tell you, I have been approached by the state
让我做他们的顾问 to consult for them as well.
跟我想的差不多 I assumed as much.
我现在真的进退两难 我希望你能理解 I am in a rather difficult spot here. I hope you appreciate that.
我明白 但如果她被判入狱 I know you are, but if she goes away,
对你的影响也不好 this does not look good for you.
对整个医疗系统影响都不好 It just makes the whole system look bad.
她有没有说过想杀了她丈夫 She ever talk about killing her husband?
没有 如果她说了我会上报的 No. If she had, I would have reported it.
你跟她的家人聊过吗 You spoken to any of the family?
和马丁的妈妈聊过 是她雇的我 Martin's mother. She's the one who hired me.
我们需要你的帮助 We need your help.
想跟我聊聊吗 You want to talk about it?
我的一个病人被捕了 A patient of mine was arrested.
因为做了什么坏事吗 For something bad?
是的 很坏的事情 Yeah. Pretty bad.
是他做的吗 Did the person do it?
他有罪吗 Are they guilty?
在这个案子里 In this case,
这是两个不同的概念 those are two very different things.
我以为你再也不想见我了 I was afraid you would never want to see me again.
我想告诉你 I hope you know that if
如果可以的话 我宁可死的是我 I could trade places with Martin, I would.
我什么都愿意做 I would give anything if
只要他能活过来 there were someone who could make that deal.
我不明白到底是怎么回事 怎么会这样 I just don't understand how it happened. How?
我不知道 I don't know.
我不知道 这不像是我做的事情 好像是 I don't know. It doesn't fit for me. It's like...
我觉得好像事情从没发生过 It's like it never happened.
但我不明白 But I don't understand it.
你也看过广告 人们吃了那药不是都好转了吗 You watch the commercials on TV, people are getting better!
我的病情确实减轻了 班克斯医生的确帮了我 I was getting better. Dr. Banks was really helping me.
但他才刚刚出狱 But, he just got out
就去世了 and now he's gone.
我明白 I know.
我想给你个东西 Can I give you something?
什么 What?
我想发表一项声明 I want to make a statement.
人们得知道吃了这个药会发生什么 People need to know what can happen.
为了马丁 For Martin's sake.
我们痛苦的时候 "We go to doctors
去找医生求助 "With our sadness
并且希望他们可以帮我们恢复健康 "And our faith in the hope they will guide us toward health.
但是我却走上了这样一条悲惨的道路 "But instead I have gone down a path toward a misery
我简直无法想象 "I never could have imagined.
我将我爱的人也拉入了痛苦的深渊 "And I have taken my loved ones with me.
我只希望没人步我的后尘 "My only hope is that no one else follows me to this place."
再问一次 这是您儿媳写的声明吗 And again, this is a note from your daughter-in-law.
是的 Yes.
她有可能被指控杀人罪 Who may face murder charges.
是的 Yes.
但那是受药物的影响 For what a drug made her do.
我们今早想邀请 We invited a representative
萨德勒比荷卢公司即阿普利厦生产厂家的代表 from Sadler-Benelux, the makers of Ablixa,
来录制节目 to come here this morning
讨论这件事情 但他们拒绝了 and discuss this very tragic story, but they declined.
不过 彼得·朱贝尔医生 这位曼哈顿的精神科医生 However, our Dr. Peter Joubert, in fact, a Manhattan psychiatrist
专注研究像阿普利厦这样的抗抑郁药物 who specializes in anti-depression drugs like Ablixa,
他应邀前来跟我们探讨 is here to discuss
这些药物副作用的危险性 the dangers of these side effects.
彼得 这好像是一个很难界定的灰色区域 Peter, if nothing else, this seems a very troubling gray area.
乔什 你说的没错 也正因如此 在2004年 Josh, it is. And that is why the FDA, in 2004,
FDA 美国食品与药品管理局
FDA要求所有的抗抑郁药物盒上必须印有黑框警告 asked that anti-depressants come with a black box warning...
想吃哪个 西葫芦还是芦笋 Which one, zucchini or asparagus?
因为服用抗抑郁药物 Because their use was associated with an increased risk
儿童和未成年人自杀的可能性会增加 of suicidality in children and adolescents.
-吃西葫芦还是芦笋 -我不知道 都吃 - Zucchini or asparagus? - I don't know. Both.
后来警告范围又增加了20岁左右的年轻人 That warning was expanded to include young adults in their 20s.
彼得 此次事件中的医生呢 Peter, where's the doctor in all this?
他应当承担什么责任呢 What's his or her responsibility?
人们肯定有很多问题想问他 I'm sure people have a lot of questions for him.
那考察旅行的请假条怎么办 What about the permission slip for the field trip?
你拿到了吗 Do you have that?
还记得吗 激不激动 什么 Did you remember? Are you excited? What?
-他出来了 班克斯医生 -有名人吗 - There he is! Dr. Banks! - Did someone famous...
你为艾米丽·泰勒看病多久了 How long have you been seeing Emily Taylor?
给谁看病 Seeing who?
你是否知道你丈夫在为艾米丽·泰勒治病 Did you know that your husband was treating Emily Taylor?
带他离开这里 Take him out of here.
发生了什么事情 What is happening?
走那边 Go that way!
这张照片呢 What about this picture?
你看到今天邮报的头版了吗 Have you seen the front page of the Post today?
对此你有什么想说的吗 You have no comment about any of this?
没有 至少目前没有 No, not at the moment.
你对整件事情有什么想说的 Do you have any comment at all about this?
无可奉告 她是我的病人 我只能说这么多 I have no comment. She's my patient. That's all I can say.
这就是你们的关系吗 What's your relationship?
我看到楼下有很多记者 I saw some press people downstairs.
他们好像都带了相机 I think they had cameras.
是要拍你吗 Is that for you?
如果你不喜欢记者的话 There's a back stairway,
你可以选择从后门离开 if you'd be more comfortable leaving that way.
我老婆一直不赞成我来这里 My wife never liked me coming here.
我担心她看到什么的话 I'm worried she's going to see something.
事态就严重了 It's going to be a "Thing."
她就是那个金发女孩吗 Was she the one with the blonde hair?
我记得自己在电梯里见过她 她看起来很正常 I think I saw her in the elevator. She seemed totally normal.
我现在更想谈谈你的问题 I'd really like to focus more on what's going on with you.
她吃的什么药 不是我吃的那个吧 What was she taking? It's not what I'm taking, is it?
不是 你服用的是另一种 No. You're taking something else.
你 你会告诉我的 对吧 You'd... You'd tell me, right?
为了审查诊所的医疗状况 As part of the Office's medical conduct review,
我们需要检查病例和表格 we'll need to have access to your charts and records.
包括现在和过去患者的 Current and past patients.
当然 只要你需要 Absolutely. Whatever you need.
你是在英国达勒姆上学的吗 You went to school in the UK, at Durham.
你为什么决定要在美国行医呢 What made you decide to practice here in the States?
在我的家乡 如果有人去看心理医生 Where I come from, if anyone goes to see a psychiatrist
或服用药物 别人就会认为那人有病 or takes medication, the assumption is they're sick.
而在这里 会认为他们在慢慢变好 Here, the assumption is they're getting better.
我明白了 I see.
你和泰勒小姐第一次接触 You first came in contact
是在她自杀未遂的时候 with Miss Taylor after a suicide attempt.
她开车撞墙 She drove her car into a wall.
你为什么不让她住院呢 You decided not to hospitalize her?
她说她企图自杀只是一个意外 She described her suicide attempt as a mistake.
并表示希望改善自己 And expressed a desire to get better.
她的丈夫也希望她回家 Her husband wanted her home as well.
而且 她没有过暴力的前科 In addition, she had no history of violent behavior.
开车撞墙还不够暴力吗 Driving a car into a wall isn't violent?
我不认为她对别人构成威胁 I didn't think she posed a risk to others.
我经常在诊所开导她 I saw her regularly, here in my office,
也咨询过她以前的医生 and consulted with her previous doctor as well.
塞伯特博士 Dr. Siebert.
我和她谈过 I've spoken to her.
你也在医院工作 还上好几个班 You also do work at the hospital, a number of shifts.
有时候是晚上 Sometimes nights.
你说过你也在做医药顾问 And you said you're doing pharmaceutical consulting.
这个工作量相当大 That's a pretty large workload.
我的妻子失业了 My wife lost her job.
我们有一个孩子 是我的继子 And we have a boy, my stepson,
在私立学校念书 in private school.
我还在市中心买了新房子 I bought a new place downtown, too.
所以长时间的强工作量 让你压力更大 So, longer hours, higher volume of patients, more stress.
还要问什么吗 Anything else?
我需要问你的同事一些问题 I'll need to ask your partners some questions.
好的 Of course.
他们不会追究于你吧 They can't come after you for any of this, right?
放心 不会的 No, that's not going to happen.
他们没有把责任推到我身上 They don't blame me.
我只是一个专家证人 I'm just an expert witness.
就像那次 那群乌干达的孩子 Like I was on that case with the kid from Uganda
偷东西收不住手一样 who couldn't stop stealing stuff.
他们只是需要我向陪审团解释 就这样 They just need me to explain things to the jury. That's all.
所以审判结束就没事了 So after the trial, it's over.
没错 Absolutely.
她很沮丧 非常的沮丧 She was sad. Very sad.
每天都是 Every day.
她解释过为什么吗 Did she say why?
没有 她一直就是这副样子 No. It is just how she was.
有人滑倒 Some people slip.
或者有人乱窜 我们都会留意 Some jump. We keep an eye out.
我记得她 她站在地铁边缘 I remember her. Right on the edge.
我很担心 She worried me.
我们人类为什么是人类 What makes us human?
也就是 我们和昆虫的区别在于 What differentiates us from, let's say, insects,
我们有意识 is that we have consciousness.
能知道我们正在想什么和做什么的意识 An awareness of what we're thinking and what we're doing.
举个例子 比如我饿了 If, for example, I'm hungry,
我就能意识到这一点 I'm consciously aware of that.
所以我翻冰箱 给自己做三明治吃 And so, I go to the fridge and I make myself a sandwich.
所以你有目的地去做一个三明治 So you intend to make a sandwich.
没错 Yes.
所以你要表达的是 有意识的情况下 So, what you are saying is that to have intent,
才会有目的性 we must also have consciousness.
法官大人 我反对 Objection, Your Honor.
这问题需要法律解决 而不是医疗知识 The question calls for a legal conclusion, not a medical one.
反对无效 Overruled.
你可以继续说 You may continue.
意识能解释我们前后行为的联结性 Consciousness provides a context,
或者说行为的意义 or meaning, for our actions.
如果意识不存在 那么 If that part of you doesn't exist, then,
我们基本就和昆虫没有差别 basically, we are functioning much like an insect,
做出的都是本能反应 where you just respond instinctively
根本无法意识到你的行动的意义 without a thought to what your actions mean.
那部分的意识 And that part...
能解释通行为的意义 That part that provides meaning to action,
当我们睡着的时候还会有意识吗 does that exist when we're asleep?
-没有 -没有 - No. - No.
所以没有意识 无法证明有目的 So, without consciousness, how do we prove intent?
你无法证明 I don't believe you can.
我想她会答应的 I think she'll take it.
但下周或下个月 But she does not walk out
她都不能出院 of the hospital next week, or next month.
她消失一段时间 事前说好的 She goes away for a while. That's part of the deal.
她不得不答应 She'll have to agree to that.
她会同意吗 You think that'll work?
我可以让班克斯医生跟她解释 I can get Dr. Banks to help explain it to her.
这就是我们的计划 Here's what we're prepared to live with.
国家认可NGRI是无罪的 State agrees to an NGRI.
我们可以在附件中注明 We make a side agreement about how long she's institutionalized
她在听证会之前要一直待在医院 before there's any sort of hearing on her release.
虽然我无罪 但我还是不能离开 So I'm not guilty, but I'm still going away?
NGRI的意思是 在精神错乱的情况下犯罪 NGRI means Not Guilty for Reasons of Insanity.
犯罪罪名不成立 You're not guilty of murder.
你要去沃茨岛精神病学中心 You'll be moved to the Wards Island Forensic Psychiatry Center
待一段时间 for a period of time.
但是我不能离开 But I can't leave.
不 这段时间不行 No, not for a while.
你要接受观察 You'll be under observation.
我神智清楚 你知道我没疯 I'm not crazy. You know I'm not crazy.
在我看来 你是受环境和药物的影响 In my opinion, you are a victim of circumstance and biology.
你的意见不是最有发言权的吗 Isn't your opinion the one that counts?
不是 我只是个小小的医生 No, I'm just one doctor.
这可以让另一位精神专家更好地帮助你 It may help to have you examined by another psychiatrist.
我们可以找塞伯特医生 We should get Dr. Siebert.
她认识我很久了 而且她可以为我作证 She's known me for a lot longer, and she could testify.
塞伯特医生已经把你的病历交上去了 Dr. Siebert's records have already been submitted to the D.A.
何况你出事的时候 她不是你的主治医生 And you weren't in her care at the time of the murder.
但如果我只是环境和药物的受害者 But if I'm just a victim of circumstance and biology...
那是阿普利厦的作用 it was the Ablixa.
是你让我继续服用阿普利厦 You told me I should stay
如果不是它 我现在就不会在这儿 on the Ablixa. I would never be here if it weren't for that.
艾米丽 如果你答应我们的提议 Emily, if you take this plea,
只要有心理医生说你恢复健康了 as soon as a psychiatrist says you're ready,
我们就为你申请无罪释放 we'll apply for your release.
如果我不答应呢 What if I say no?
那就得继续审讯 Then we keep going.
但是证据确凿 But they have a body,
他们在凶器上找到了你的指纹 they have your prints on the murder weapon,
而且你也在案发现场 and they have you at the crime scene.
我们不能说你跟这件事毫无关系 We can't argue that you didn't do any of that, so,
所以有一天 你可能被无罪释放 one day, it goes to the jury and maybe they acquit,
阔步走出这个地方 you walk out of here on your own.
但也有可能正好相反 Or maybe it goes the other way.
那你说怎么办 Well, what do you think?
现在情况是这样的 I will tell you what I know.
为精神错乱犯罪辩护成功的几率只有1% An NGRI defense is only successful 1% of the time,
而今天他们就是在这么做 and they are giving you that today.
你肯定在开玩笑 You're fucking kidding me.
这里没人有过失败的经历吗 Nobody here has ever had a bad result? Nobody here has had
没有人的顾客是有过副作用的吗 a client react to a side effect?
你在傲慢个什么劲 Your arrogance here is breathtaking.
你就一点责任也没有吗 You take no responsibility?
就因为她身体对药物的反应吗 For her body's reaction to a medicine?
药才刚刚上市啊 It only just came on the market!
她也经常在我的讨论会里出现 She has come up in a number of my sessions as well.
在这里已经变成风气了 It's become a part of the environment here.
我也有害怕用药的病人 I have clients who are afraid to take their medications.
我们有护理局 晚间新闻也有报道 We had the state board here. It's on the nightly news.
我和她的律师还有地方检察官谈过 Look, I spoke with her lawyer and the D.A.
想出办法了 We worked it out.
她用精神错乱而杀人来辩护 She's taking an NGRI.
她会被送去医院观察 我们就脱身了 She's going to hospital for observation. It's behind us.
一切就过去了 It's all gonna go away.
胡说八道 乔恩 你是脱不了关系的 Bullshit, Jon! It is splashed all over you!
这件事会一辈子跟着你的 It's going to follow you around forever.
也会跟着我们 如果我们站在你这边 And us, too, if we're standing next to you.
什么意思 What does that mean?
如果她无罪 为什么我有罪 If she's not guilty, why am I?
理性的人会这么分析 Rational people may look at it like that,
但是理性的人很少 but we don't see a great many rational people here.
你明白我说什么吗 You can see what I'm saying?
我们根本不该问 你应该知道怎么回事 We shouldn't even have to ask. You should see what's happening.
但你却不肯承认 But that seems hard for you!
你认为是我搞砸了吗 Do you think I screwed up?
我也不知道 I don't know.
我在等候室看见那个叫泰勒的女人了 I noticed the Taylor woman in the waiting room.
她很迷人 She was very attractive.
像受伤的小鸟 很脆弱 A wounded bird. Fragile.
如果她是个男的 你还会这么治疗她吗 Would you have treated her differently if she was a man?
吉恩 Gene.
事情不是你想的那样 That's not what happened.
也许你是时候要放慢脚步了 Maybe it's time for you to slow down.
找你的病人也少了 找个清静的地方 Your client load is down. Get some cheaper space.
想想你自己到底怎么了 Focus on what's going on with you.
难以置信 Unbelievable.
我收到一封信 乔恩 I received a letter, Jon.
没给任何人看过 I haven't shared it with anyone,
但它迟早会被人知道 but I think it will likely surface.
什么信 What kind of letter?
关于艾莉森·芬恩的 It's about Alison Finn.
那是我还在实习 It was during my residency.
当时大学里有个无需预约的诊所 There was a walk-in clinic at the university.
我大概见了她三次 I saw her maybe three times.
她也找其他人看过 She saw other people there as well,
她每晚自杀热线打电话 called the suicide line every other night.
她是偏狂型精神分裂症患者 She was a paranoid schizophrenic
也是瘾君子 她病得很重 and a drug addict. Very sick girl.
她知道你住哪儿 She knew where you lived.
她跟踪我 She stalked me.
信里说你带她去了伦敦 The letter says you took her to London.
没有的事 Never.
他们为什么这么写 Why are they writing this?
他们的女儿自杀了 Their daughter committed suicide
留下了很长的遗书 提到了我 and left a very graphic note, naming me.
但是我们没有发生什么 It never happened. Look,
精神医师和患者之间有情感交流 it's not unusual for there to be emotional transference between
那也是正常的 a patient and a therapist.
她有在车里给你吹萧吗 Had her perform oral sex in your car?
压根没有 都是胡编乱造的 Never! It was a fantasy!
沮丧会消耗你的能量 Depression can take away your energy.
会让你虚度光阴 It can steal away your time.
几年前 A number of years ago,
我有一个病人出轨了 I had a patient who was having an affair.
每个礼拜来都是一副忏悔的样子 Came in here every week like he was going to confession.
哭闹 忏悔 一直不停 Cried, repented. Didn't stop.
有一天 他说一切都结束了 Then one day, he comes in and says it's over.
他终于处理好他的事情了 He's finally got a handle on his issues,
像是重生了一样 like some great epiphany.
大概六七个月后 It was about six or seven months later
他妻子来找我 his wife turns up and says
说他在另一个州有了另一个家 he has a whole other family in another state.
他一直在骗她 He'd been lying to her.
他也在骗我 And he was lying to me.
孩子们怪我 他妻子怪我 The kids blamed me. The wife blamed me.
甚至病人也怪我 Even the patient blamed me.
有时我也怪我自己 At times, I blamed me.
关键是心脏病专家可以透过仪器 The point is the cardiologist
测出心脏病 can see it coming, the heart attack,
这是实实在在的东西 from the tests. It's in the blood.
但谁能看透谎言 But who can see the lies?
过去 或者悲伤 Or the past, or the sadness?
你没和我说是你写的这篇文 You didn't tell me you wrote the article.
我们做的是帮助病人 不是比经历丰富 We were consulting on a patient, not comparing resume.
我提出这件事 It would have been a little self-involved
会显得太自我了 不是吗 for me to mention it, don't you think?
这不关于我 是关于艾米丽的 It wasn't about me, it was about Emily.
你为什么不告诉我梦游的事 Why didn't you tell me about the sleepwalking?
我告诉你 Me tell you?
她跟我说了这件事 She told you about them.
还有你一直让她服用阿普利厦 And you kept her on the Ablixa.
这是你做出的选择 乔恩 It was a decision you made, Jon.
你怎么知道的 How did you know that?
知道什么 Know what?
知道她不止发作了一次 That she had more than one episode.
你怎么知道的 How would you know that?
她在你这儿的时候就有过吗 Did she have them when she was your patient?
我是看了新闻才知道的 I know because it's in the news.
仅此而已 That's how I know.
谁都知道的 Everyone knows.
大家都很清楚 乔恩 Everyone knows everything, Jon.
就这样吗 这个速度 Like that? At that speed?
-不 比这快 -比这要快 - No, faster than that. - Oh, faster than that.
而且她系了安全带 Yeah, and she was carrying the seat belt.
她还系了安全带 你确定吗 She was wearing the seat belt? Are you sure?
是的 我看到了 Yeah, I saw it!
一开始 你过得养尊处优的生活 One moment, you're living high on the hog,
转眼间丈夫就进了监狱 and the next moment, you're visiting your hubby in jail,
你每天只能吃着拉面 eating ramen?
怎么可能不抑郁 Who wouldn't be depressed?
接下来发生的 And then what happened
就更悲剧了 Oh, god, it's just so tragic.
我也经历过抑郁症 所以我明白 I've suffered from my own depression, so I understand.
我很遗憾 I'm sorry to hear that.
每天下午3点左右 "Every afternoon, around 3:00,
如同毒雾笼罩在我脑中 "like a poisonous fog bank rolling in on my mind,
使我无力动弹 and I'm paralyzed."
什么毒雾 "A poisonous fog"?
不是我写的 是威廉·斯泰隆 That's not me. It's William Styron.
威廉·斯泰隆 William Styron.
-《黑暗视觉》 -《黑暗视觉》 - Darkness Visible. - Darkness Visible.
有时我觉得我也能写出来 但 There are times when I feel I could have written it, but...
那她好些了吗 So is she doing any better?
我会照看她的 I'm keeping an eye on her.
抱歉 你是朱丽叶吗 Excuse me. Are you Julia?
朱丽叶 是你吗 Julia? Are you Julia?
-打扰了 你是朱丽叶吗 -不是 - Sorry to disturb you. Are you Julia? - No.
你是朱丽叶吗 Julia? Are you Julia?
-不 我叫琼安 -朱丽叶 - No, I'm Joan. - Julia.
这里有没有 Is there a...
-你叫朱丽叶吗 -不 我叫苏珊 - Are you Julia? - No, I'm Susan.
还有事吗 ls there something else?
我想找她的朋友朱丽叶谈谈 I wanted to speak to her friend, Julia.
朱丽叶 我们这儿没人叫朱丽叶 Julia? I don't think we have a Julia that works here.
真的吗 Really?
你们看 Look at this.
她知道安全气囊和安全带 She knew all about airbags and seat belts.
她公司大厅里不停地播放这该死的广告 Fucking commercial runs on a loop in the lobby where she works.
-你去哪儿了 -什么 - Where were you? - What?
你忘记去学校接我了 You forgot me at school.
我一直在这里查这些 I was here. I was doing this.
宝贝 回房间做作业去 Honey, go to your room. Start your homework.
我一会儿就来 I'll be there in a minute.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
怎么回事 是因为德乐泰吗 What is all this? The Delatrex thing?
不是 我去了她的公司 No, look, I went to her office.
没有一个叫朱丽叶的人在服用阿普利厦 There is no Julia at work who takes Ablixa.
你在说些什么呢 What are you talking about?
她为什么要编一个朱丽叶出来 Why did she make up Julia?
不知道 她不是病了吗 I don't know. Isn't she sick?
病人有时候就这样吧 I thought sick people sometimes make things up.
你好些了 So you're feeling better.
好多了 Yeah, much better.
我经常在跑步机上跑步 I've been doing a lot of, um, running on the treadmill here
为了保持体形和刺激血清素产生 to try and get in shape and stimulate serotonin.
你不会再感觉身处毒雾之中了吧 You're not feeling like you're in a "Poisonous fog"?
不会 No.
没有那么严重了 No, not so much anymore.
这个词真让我印象深刻 That phrase really stuck with me.
你在哪儿听来的 How did you come by it?
不知道 I don't know, really.
我猜可能 I guess it's just...
我当时就是这么觉得的 I guess that's how I felt back then.
可能是我在哪儿听到或者读到过 You know, maybe I heard it or read it somewhere.
我和马丁一起坐船时 Back on the boat with Martin,
经常看到迷雾起伏 we used to always see the fog rolling in.
我觉得很多抑郁的人都有这种感觉吧 I'm sure a lot of depressed people have felt that way before.
重要的是这种感觉终于离我而去了 The important thing is that I think the fog is finally lifting.
我觉得我很快就可以离开这里了 And I really think I'm going to be ready to get out of here soon.
我得走了 我在市区有个会议 I have to go, I'm sorry. I have a meeting in the city.
你下次来能待久一点吗 Do you think maybe, uh, next time you could stay a little longer?
因为没有别人会来看我 It's just I don't have any other visitors
你是我唯一能期盼的了 and this is really all I have to look forward to.
你的朋友朱丽叶呢 What about your friend, Julia?
哪个朱丽叶 Julia?
广告公司那个 Yes. From the ad agency.
对了朱丽叶 不是 Oh, Julia. No,
朱丽叶是我在酒吧时的同事 I worked with Julia at the bar.
发生这些事情后就没有她的消息了 I haven't heard from her since everything happened.
大多数人都没有联系了 I haven't heard from most people.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
我了解那种整个人生都被扭转的感觉 I know what it's like to have your entire life change out from under you.
不同之处在于 The only difference is,
你是无辜的而马丁不是 you didn't do anything wrong and Martin did.
我打电话给你是因为 So, the reason I called.
出于媒体对泰勒案的关注度 I mean, with all the attention in the paper on the Taylor case,
还有道德方面的质疑 and with the ethics probe and such,
我想告诉你 I wanted to tell you that,
你必须退出这项研究 We need to ask you to step off the study.
我知道这样做很不合适 I'm sure it's all blown out of proportion,
可是我们不得不解雇你 but we can't have you on the payroll now.
我可以匿名 I could be anonymous.
继续参加工作 Still do the work.
我很抱歉 I'm real sorry.
这样做我也很难过 I feel horrible about this.
等这事结束了你可以参加别的项目 Maybe you can be part of another study when this is over.
那好吧 All right, then.
有趣的是 当萨德勒比荷卢公司倍受打击是 The funny thing is, with Sadler-Benelux in the toilet,
我们的股票却上涨了30% we're up like 30%.
什么 What?
华尔街的家伙们在阿普利厦出事后 The guys down on Wall Street are cashing in
一直在忙着抛售呢 because of what happened with Ablixa.
对我们来说再好不过 Worked out super well for us.
你可以唱空一支股票 You can bet on a stock to go down,
同时也可以抬高它的股价 just like you can bet on it to go up.
911事件之前几天 A few days before 9/11,
航空公司股票期权的买入量大副飘升 there was a huge surge in the purchase of options of airline stock.
没人知道为什么 完全是个谜 No one knows why. It's a complete mystery.
可是联合航空在坠机后下跌了40% But United fell 40% after the planes crashed
许多人大赚了一笔 and people made a lot of money.
而且这是合法的 And it isn't illegal.
判断股票的涨跌并不违法 Thinking something's going to happen isn't illegal
违法造成股票的涨跌就不同了 Breaking the law to make it happen is a different story.
乔恩 我知道内部交易是什么 Jon, I know what insider trading is.
我在财政部门工作过 I used to work in finance.
当然 但是你听我说 Sure, you do, but, look. See!
看看马丁·泰勒死后 Hey. See what happened at Sadler-Benelux
萨德勒比荷卢公司发生了什么 right after Martin Taylor died.
一蹶不振 Down. Way down.
艾兹莱尔却一路高涨 AziLyle, on the other hand,up. Way up.
是她让这一切发生的 对不对 She did it. She made it happen, do you see?
不对吗 阿普利厦是她的主意 Do you see? Ablixa was her idea!
但是是你开的处方 But you prescribed it. You did that.
我今天找到工作了 I got a job today.
是份全职工作 They offered me full time.
我早上给你留了言 I left you a message this morning.
我没听到 我在医院 电话关了 I didn't hear. My phone was off 'cause I was at the hospital.
有了我的工作和你的顾问费 Hopefully with this and the consulting money
我们终于可以 we can finally get back...
不 我和德乐泰已经玩完了 No, the Delatrex thing is over. It's gone.
他们开除了我 They fired me.
什么 What?
-什么时候 -今天 - When? - Today
所以我一定要弄清楚艾米丽的事情 That's why I have to make this thing with Emily work.
我不能让第二个艾莉森·芬恩出现 I'm not letting another Alison Finn happen,
我要为自己抗争 so I'm fucking fighting this time!
我不想再听到什么艾米丽和艾莉森了 I don't want to hear about Emily or Alison.
我马上就能弄清楚了 But this is starting to make sense now!
不 你弄不清楚的 No, it's not making sense!
尤其是你成天在这里 It doesn't make sense that you're sitting here
弄这些乱七八糟的 doing this all day long!
案子已经结了 The case is over.
记者都走了 你的合伙人也走了 The photographers are gone, your partners are gone,
德乐泰也没戏了 the Delatrex thing is now gone.
就剩下你还呆在这里 You're the only one that's still here.
我只想弄清楚整个事情 I just want to know what happened.
你在治疗的女病患杀了她老公 A woman you were treating killed her husband.
这就是整个事情 That's what happened.
我已经把实话都说了 But I already told the truth.
所以我们要测试一下是不是这样 That's what this test will help to prove.
怎么测试 How does it do that?
这能展示你内心真实的状态 It helps to show your true state of mind.
阿米妥钠能看到人的本性 Sodium amytal gives us a window into someone's psyche.
它能减轻抑制力 It lowers inhibitions.
我们把测试过程拍下来呈递给法官 We make a video of the test and we show it to the judge.
你已经知道我对药物的感受 It's just you know how I feel about drugs.
艾米丽 这是最快离开这里的方法 Emily, this is the fastest way out of here.
我会有什么反应 What does it do to me?
一开始你会感觉有点头晕 Initially, you'll feel light-headed.
然后你就会感觉很好 很平静 And then you will get a sense of well-being. Calm.
再过几分钟你就会昏昏入睡的 After a few minutes, you'll probably get drowsy and fall asleep.
然后你要干什么 What do you do while that's happening?
我会问你问题 I ask questions.
你来回答 直接说出你的感受 You answer. You say whatever you feel about what happened.
一开始是什么让你来找我 What motivated you to come and see me in the first place?
为了治好我的抑郁症 My motivation was to get over my depression
为了能和我的丈夫一起好好生活 and to have a life with my husband.
这个测试会告诉我们 Then that's what this will show.
如果我说了别的什么呢 What if I say something else?
你想说什么 What do you mean?
万一我说了些让情况更糟糕的话呢 I just mean, what if I say something that makes my situation worse?
你要是说了些不好的东西 You say anything you're not happy with,
我就毁掉录像带 I'll destroy the video.
你多大了 艾米丽 How old are you, Emily?
28岁 Twenty-eight.
我们在哪儿 Where are we?
沃兹岛精神病监护中心 Wards Island Psychiatric Forensic Center.
纽约的首府是哪儿 What is the capital of New York?
奥尔巴尼 Albany.
你为什么在这里 Do you know why you're here?
因为我丈夫死了 Because my husband is dead.
他怎么死的 How did he die?
他们说我刺死了他 可是我不记得 They said I stabbed him, but I can't remember.
你想他死吗 你是否谋杀了马丁 Did you want him dead? Did you kill Martin on purpose?
没有 No.
我想我们一起去划船 我们三个 I wanted us to sail away together on the boat, all three of us.
我们三个 The three of you?
还有玛德琳 Madeleine.
玛德琳怎么了 What happened to Madeleine?
我很伤心所以失去了她 I lost her because I was sad
她不想待在一个伤心的人里面 and she didn't want to stay inside a sad person anymore.
他为我付出了很多他们却夺走了他 He gave me so much and then they took him away.
我想给他生个女儿 I wanted to give him a daughter.
可是你杀了他 But you killed him.
你在生他的气吗 你恨他吗 Were you angry with him? Did you hate him?
不 我绝不会伤害他 No. I never would have hurt him.
我爱他的一切 I loved everything about him.
他的微笑 他的手掌 The way he smelled, his hands.
所有的一切我都爱 Everything about him, I loved.
你是为了钱杀他吗 Did you do it for the money?
就像他一样 Like he did?
艾米丽 Emily.
我爱他的一切 I loved everything about him.
艾米丽 你能听到吗 Emily, can you hear me?
我不记得了 I can't remember.
正如她在证词中所说 她不记得了 That's what she said in her statement. She doesn't remember.
她在说谎 She's lying.
她睡着了又怎么说 What does her falling asleep prove?
你得毁了这个 You have to destroy this.
你在折磨这个可怜的女人 You're torturing the poor woman.
这是盐水 It's saline.
我给了她盐水 I gave her saltwater.
什么 What?
我没用药 There was no drug.
她为什么会昏睡过去 So, why did she pass out?
盐水不可能让人出现这种状况 You don't put in a performance like that on saltwater.
打电话给医院 让他们验血 Call the hospital. Order a blood test.
你们不会在她体内找到阿米妥 You won't find any amytal in her system.
她一直都在说谎 She's been lying this whole time.
把录像毁掉 Destroy that.
不 打电话给医院 No. Call the hospital.
-让他们验血 -不可能 - Order a blood test. - Not a chance.
-有证据了 逮捕她 -班克斯医生 - We have her. Arrest her. - Dr. Banks...
我想要回我的生活 I want my life back!
把它毁掉 不然它会毁了你 Destroy it before it destroys you.
不 她了解那辆车的安全设施 No. She knew the safety features of the car...
别对我或其他人说这些 You don't want to say that to me or to anyone.
还有 萨德勒比荷卢的股票大跌 Another thing. Sadler-Benelux is down.
别说了 班克斯医生 Stop talking, Dr. Banks.
别说了 已经太迟了 Stop! It's too late!
有人赚了几百万 Millions of dollars were made!
不 你本来可以跟我们合作 No! You could have worked with us!
我问过你了 I asked.
判决已经定下来了 The verdict's in.
无论你刚才给我看的是什么把戏 It's too fucking late for whatever that circus is
都已经太迟了 that you just showed me.
我们不能重头再来 You see, we can't just start over.
美国法律规定不能一案两审 We have double jeopardy laws in this country.
查她的银行账户 Check her bank account.
查过了 这种案子都会查 毫无发现 We did. We always do. Nothing.
没有保险单 没有股票 No insurance policy, no stock holdings,
没有来自马丁的遗产 no inheritance from Martin.
她没患抑郁症 She's not depressed.
你之前没发现 于是有人死了 And you didn't catch it and someone died.
我之前没发现 于是有人逍遥法外了 And I didn't catch it and someone didn't go to jail.
我们失败了 We failed.
你的小把戏只证明了这点 See, that's what your little stunt proves.
就算它有用 也只是证明我们惨败了 If it proves anything, it proves we got beat.
还证明你 And that you lied to a woman
你戏弄了一个无罪的女人 who's not guilty about what you were putting in her arm.
我不知道你是怎么想的 Now, I don't know how you feel about that,
但我觉得这件事最好别说出去 but I would rather it stay between you and me.
你没来过这里 You were never here.
去看她一次就行 求你了 Just come out there and see her once. Please.
她没患抑郁症 She wasn't depressed.
我有证据 I actually can prove it.
我为什么要帮她看病 Why would I examine her now?
你找我就为这件事吗 去死吧 乔恩 Is that what you wanted to see me about? Shit, Jon!
我终于弄清来龙去脉了 去看看她吧 I solved it finally, on my own. Just come see her.
你这是执迷不悟 乔恩 You're stuck in some old place, Jon.
你需要别人帮忙才能走出去 I think you need someone to help pull you out.
我可以给你推荐一个好医生 I can refer someone good.
你还在帮她看病吗 Are you still seeing her?
我是顾问 是这件案的专家 I'm consulting. I'm her expert on this case.
别再插手了 Well, that has to stop!
你要是想这件事不再缠着你 You want to make it go away,
就去沃兹岛辞职 you go out to Wards Island and resign from the case.
-放手吧 -我不能这么做 - Step off. - I can't do that.
那这件事就会一直缠着你 Well, then it's not going to go away.
-好吧 你不会来看她吗 -不会 - Okay, you won't come and see her with me? - No.
-我能问你要点别的吗 -什么 - Can I ask you something else? - What?
阿得拉 处方药 并且是一种受管制药物
阿得拉 只是短期服用 20毫克 Some Adderall. Just a short term, 20 milligrams.
你找我是为了这个吧 That's why you called, isn't it?
我很难集中精神 吉恩 I'm struggling to hold focus here, Gene.
这种药就是用来让人集中精神的 That's what it's for, to help people focus.
你想要集中精神 You want to focus on something,
就集中精神下决心别再见她了 focus on never seeing her again.
迪尔德莉 我一直在想你说的话 D, I've been thinking about what you said.
你说得对 是时候放手了 Look, you're right. It's time to move on.
我正在去沃兹岛的路上 I'm heading over to Wards Island right now.
我不会再见她了 I'm not gonna see her again.
维多利亚·赛伯特医生
你去看艾米丽了 You went to see Emily.
说得没错 Damn right, I did.
你可以先给我打个电话再去 You could have called me first.
她打电话给我了 She called me.
她很不开心 She was very upset.
你对一个已经伤心欲绝的女人 It was kind of a dramatic stunt to pull on a woman
耍这种把戏未免有点过分了 who's already in a great deal of emotional pain.
我不明白你是怎么想的 I don't understand your thinking.
我想确定她心理状态 I'm trying to determine her state of mind
好让我能找到治疗她的最好方法 so I can chart the best course of treatment.
治疗 "Treatment"?
你对一个被判无罪的女人 You gave an amytal interview to a woman
注射了阿米妥 问她问题 who's been declared not guilty.
希望你有所收获 I hope you learned something.
我有收获 Oh, I did.
事实上 收获颇丰 Quite a lot, actually.
我觉得需要继续观察她 I think she requires more observation.
也需要继续对她用药 And she'll need more medication as well.
我是住在大桥路的塞伯特医生 This is Dr. Siebert on Bridge Street.
我想寄一封信到曼哈顿 I'd like an envelope delivered to Manhattan.
小家伙在哪儿 Where's the little guy?
妈的 Fuck!
我不会报警 I'm not going to go to the police,
也不会去找其他人 or whomever one goes to in this situation.
我只想离开你 I'm just going to go away.
什么 等等 等等 What? Wait! Hey, wait!
等等 Wait?
等你故技重施吗 Wait for this to happen again?
等你找到下一个艾莉森或者艾米丽吗 Another Alison or Emily?
看到没 Oh, wow. See?
真相大白了 Okay, these prove everything.
这些照片是她拍的 She took these.
这些照片是她丈夫的朋友寄来的 These were sent by a friend of the husband's.
不 不是这样的 No, that's not true.
离我们远点 Stay away from us.
等等 迪尔德莉 Wait! Dierdre!
迪尔德莉 迪尔德莉 等等 Dierdre. Dierdre, wait a minute.
-不行 乔恩 -等等 亲爱的 - No, Jon. - Wait a minute. Hello, love.
您有两条未读信息 You have two unheard messages.
第一条未读信息 First unheard message.
班克斯医生 Yes, Dr. Banks?
我是医疗行为审查办公室的杰弗里·蔡尔兹 This is Jeffrey Childs from the Office of Medical Conduct Review.
有几个关于艾莉森·芬恩的问题 你能否回电 I have some questions about Alison Finn. Can you call me at...
已删除 Deleted.
我是塞伯特医生 This is Dr. Siebert.
你肯定已经收到我寄的 I'm sure you've received my latest notes
关于艾米丽·泰勒案的最新消息 concerning the Emily Taylor case by now.
你应该会同意 There is, I think you'll agree,
用其它的治疗方法 a different course of treatment to pursue
对大家都好 that is in everyone's best interest.
一起喝杯咖啡怎样 谢谢 Maybe we can meet for a coffee? Thanks.
已保存 新信息播放完毕 Saved. End of new messages.
查看已删除信息 请按19 Check erased messages. Press 1-9.
说不定你会红遍大江南北 You could get national coverage on this.
心理医生和病人有染 "Shrinks fucking patients
唆使他们杀掉自己的配偶 "And manipulating them into killing their spouses."
猛料啊 Hot stuff.
你的事业会毁于一旦的 I would say this would ruin your practice.
不对 But wait.
你的事业已经毁了 You don't have a practice anymore
我打赌你的老婆孩子也跑了 or a wife or a kid, I'm betting.
你还剩下什么 So what else can you lose?
玛莎肯定会用那些照片告你谋杀 Martha can certainly use those in a wrongful death suit.
国家吊销你的执照了吗 State revoke your license, yet?
我经常都对我的病人说 I always tell my patients,
你知不知道用什么来预测未来的行为最准确 "You know what the best predictor of future behavior is?
过去的行为 "Past behavior."
你已经没有病人了 Well, you don't have any more patients.
找疯子做搭档的唯一缺点 The only problem with having a crazy person for a partner
是他们可能一直都是疯子 is they tend to stay crazy.
你该知道 要治好一个 You should know how difficult it is
没有好爸爸的美女是多么困难 to cure a pretty girl with daddy issues.
这招不错 乔恩 但吓不到我 Nice try, Jon. I'm not buying it.
趁现在把那些破钱花了吧 Spend the fucking money now.
不然就被别人收回去了 Because they're coming to take it back.
你在说什么 What are you talking about?
你可以去问她 You could go and ask her.
只是她叫我别让你见她 Only she asked me to keep you from seeing her.
她把一切都告诉我了 She told me everything.
一切吗 不 我来告诉你一切 Everything? No, I'll tell you everything.
你如果没什么好怕的 就不会在这里 You wouldn't be here if you had nothing to lose.
她已经被判无罪了 你却 She already got a "not guilty" verdict. You, on the other hand...
妈的 你马上把她弄出来 听见没 Fuck you! You get her out of there right now, you hear me?
她出来以后 我们就再也不会来打扰你 You do that and you won't hear from either one of us again.
你可以回去和那些有钱的白人 Yeah, you can go back to chatting with rich white people
聊他们的问题了 about their problems.
从现在起 她已经康复了 乔恩 She's cured, as of right now, Jon.
你真他妈是个天才 You're a fucking genius!
她最近很激动 She's been very agitated lately.
我觉得最好限制她的访客 I think it best we restrict her visitors.
不经我批准 电话也不许打 And no phone calls, either, without notifying me first.
她也一直不肯吃药 She's been resisting her medication as well.
对护士十分抵触 Very confrontational with the staff.
她好像病得更重了 She seems to be getting worse.
我就担心这个 Mmm. I was afraid of that.
那是口腔保护装置 That's a mouth guard.
能阻止她咬牙 不然她会咬断舌头 It stops her smashing her teeth, biting her tongue off.
电流会持续大约五秒 The current lasts for about five seconds.
事先会打麻醉剂 They'll have administered a paralytic agent,
但他们在脚踝处绑了压脉带 看到了吗 but they put a tourniquet on the ankle, you see?
为了确保她会抽搐 To make sure she is having a seizure.
看着那只脚 Keep your eye on that foot.
用这种方法治疗严重的抑郁症 It's actually been shown to be remarkably effective
十分有效 for treating severe depression.
不会产生药物的副作用 None of the side effects you get with pills.
对正常人使用不知道会有什么影响 No idea what it might do to a normal person.
我还想给你做另一个测试 I also wanted to give you another test.
人格测试 A personality inventory.
只是一些是非题 Just a series of true-or-false questions.
第一条已保存语音信息 First saved voice message.
我是塞伯特医生 This is Dr. Siebert.
你肯定已经收到我寄的 I'm sure you've received my latest notes
关于艾米丽·泰勒案的最新消息 concerning the Emily Taylor case by now.
测试结果不会特别准 Not a very subtle tool,
但委员会会对它有兴趣的 but the results will be of interest to the board.
用其它的治疗方法 A different course of treatment to pursue
对大家都好 that is in everyone's best interest.
他们喜欢看实打实的数据 They like hard data to look at.
等等 她在说什么 Wait. What is she saying?
谁 Who?
我不要你继续当我的医生了 I don't think you should be my doctor anymore.
你辞职吧 I think you should resign my case.
维多利亚给了我很多钱 要我留下 Victoria's paying me way too much for that.
估计是从你那份里拿出来的 Out of your share, I assume.
电击治疗是她的主意 它会损伤记忆 The shock treatment was her idea. It damages the memory.
你失忆对大家都好 It's in our best interest that you start forgetting.
可以开始治疗了吗 泰勒女士 Are you ready for your treatment, Ms. Taylor?
不 我改成明天了 Oh, no, I scheduled it for tomorrow.
我要打电话 I need to use the phone.
你可以下一个打 You can be next.
我现在就要打给我的律师 I need to call my lawyer now.
你要打多久 Are you going to be long?
你要打多久 我要打电话 You going to be long? I need to use the phone.
你要打多久 没有时间限制吗 Are you going to be long? Isn't there a time limit?
我要打电话 我的心理医生在耍我 I need to call someone. My shrink is fucking with me.
你能把电话挂了吗 Can you get off now?
抱歉 泰勒太太 你不能打电话 I'm sorry, Mrs. Taylor. You've been restricted.
谁说的 班克斯医生吗 By who? By Dr. Banks?
他已经不是我的医生了 He's not my doctor anymore.
他打我 他是个变态 He attacked me. He's sick.
泰勒女士 请你退后 Miss Taylor, you need to step back.
把电话挂了 把电话挂了 Get off the phone. Get off the phone!
泰勒女士 请你冷静点 Miss Taylor, you need to relax.
叫塞伯特医生过来 这真他妈荒唐 Get me Dr. Siebert! This is bullshit!
我根本就不用来这里 I shouldn't even be here!
我没病 叫塞伯特医生过来 不 I'm not sick! Get me Dr. Siebert! No! No!
放松 放松 Relax! Relax!
不 我不要打针 我不要打针 No, I don't want it! I don't want it!
塞伯特医生 Yes. Dr. Siebert?
我是班克斯医生 Dr. Banks.
我一直在想我们最后的那次谈话 I've been thinking about our last conversation.
是的 Yes.
我想到了一个主意 An idea occurred to me.
也许我就是个天才 Maybe I am a genius.
你好 我们还是别进去谈了吧 Hello there! Best we don't talk inside, right?
谈什么 Talk about what?
她想在这周的审判之前离开 Uh, she wants to go before the judge this week.
那她怎么交代 And what is she going to say?
看情况吧 Well, it depends.
她可以讲讲前任心理医生的肮脏冗长故事 She could tell a long, sordid story about her former shrink.
把整个故事都透露给证券交易委员会 Suggest the SEC investigate. The whole story.
肯定能成为重磅新闻 不是吗 That would make national coverage, wouldn't it?
-你又能得到什么 -不知道 - And what do you get out of it? - Oh, I don't know.
内心的安宁吧 正如我说的 看情况吧 Peace of mind. Like I said, it depends.
不 No.
不 不 No, no.
这将是我们最后一次谈话 This will be the last time we speak. Okay?
你帮她出来 我们就又是陌生人了 You get her released, and we go back to being strangers.
除非你想咨询其他病人 Unless, of course, you want to consult on other patients.
不 No.
工作人员说你最近情绪不太稳定 The staff told me you were having a difficult time.
加些药物会有改善 So, I've added medication that will help.
如果我告诉你真相 还用吃这些药吗 If I tell you the truth, do I have to take the pills?
我要是再吃药的话就讲不了真相了 I won't be able to tell the truth if I take any more pills.
想象一下有一天你所渴望的人生 Imagine everything you ever wanted shows up one day
就摆在你面前 and calls itself your life.
然后 当你刚要相信它 And then, just when you start to believe in it…
就不见了 突然间 Gone. And suddenly,
未来不堪设想 it gets very hard to imagine a future.
这就是抑郁症 对吧 That's depression, right?
于是我去找了塞伯特医生 So I went to see Dr. Siebert.
我们谈到了我的童年 We talked about my childhood.
谈到了失望 谈到了父母 About disappointment and Mommy and Daddy.
我告诉他马丁的事 And I told her about Martin.
她告诉我她和丈夫的婚姻 And she told me that her marriage with her husband
仅仅只有思想上的交流 had never been anything but a meeting of minds.
但没多久思想上的交流也开始有了分歧 And minds start to wander after a while.
他另寻新欢 找了个年轻的模特 He had traded her in for a younger model,
所以她孤独寂寞 这段感情没持续多久 so she was alone and lonely. It didn't take much.
我觉得她一直喜欢的是女人 I think she always liked girls,
只是没有遇到像我这样为之倾心的 she just never found one she liked as much as me.
她教我如何装抑郁 She taught me how to be depressed.
什么药物有什么样的副作用 What drugs had which side effects.
什么诊断有什么样的症状 What symptoms went with what diagnosis.
我把马丁告诉我的金融衍生品 And I taught her everything
和股票交易都教给了她 Martin ever told me about derivatives and deals.
交易是在她的名下 The trades were in her name.
于是我原谅了马丁 So I forgave Martin.
周末去看望他 I went to visit on the weekends
告诉他我会等着他 and told him that I would wait for him.
你们医生管伪装叫什么 What do you doctors call faking?
装病吗 "Malingering"?
好滑稽的词 Such a funny word.
女孩儿们从小就学会伪装 Girls learn to fake things at a very early age.
和男孩儿学会撒谎一样早 Probably around the same time that boys are learning to lie.
我们需要让大家看到 We needed everyone to see
我是多么希望生活步入正轨 how much I wanted it to work out with us.
我是多么爱我的丈夫 How much I loved my husband.
我的抑郁症有多严重 And how terribly depressed I was.
你什么时候决心要杀掉他的 When did you decide to kill him?
这不是一下子就作出的决定 It's not a decision you make just once.
而是想了很久很久 You make it over and over again,
每次审视人生 every time you look at your life
看到自己的境遇 看到罪魁祸首 and you see the position you're in and who put you there.
一切都是源于他 And it all leads back to him.
每当遇到该死的问题 每一次失落 Each and every fucking problem, every disappointment.
都会默默地想 And you think to yourself,
如果他死了 一切都会好起来了 "Maybe if he just goes away, it'll all get better."
如果你像我预想的一样 Everything would have worked out perfectly
在审讯前消失 if you had just disappeared after the trial
就完美了 like you were supposed to.
为什么是我 Why me?
是因为艾莉森·芬恩吗 Was it because of Alison Finn?
那只是个愉快的巧合 That was just a happy coincidence.
刚好转移了注意力 A convenient distraction.
不一定非得是你 It didn't have to be you.
也可能是别人 It could have been you or anyone else
只要是那个拿着处方笺走进我病房的人 who walked into my room with a prescription pad.
我们没有刻意寻找你 只是想找个心理医生 We didn't go looking for you, we just looked at the world.
我在书上读到过 I read somewhere that there's a difference
欢乐的泪水和愤怒的泪水是不同的 between tears of joy and tears of rage.
是真的吗 Is that true?
化学成分不同 但是看不出来 It's in the chemistry, but you can't tell by looking
看起来都是泪水而已 they all just look like tears.
有人吗 我需要帮助 我觉得我 Hello? Hello, I think I need help! I think my...
我丈夫在流血 我觉得他 My husband's bleeding and I think he's...
我觉得他被刺伤了 I think he's been stabbed
他死了 他死了 我觉得他死了 and he's dead. He's dead, I think he's dead.
我觉得他死了 快来人啊 I think he's dead! You need to send someone!
求你了 Please!
你从来没服过帕罗西汀 是吧 You never did take the Paxil, did you?
没服过 No.
也没服左洛复 Or the Zoloft.
也没 No.
只服过阿普利厦 Only the Ablixa.
对我也没什么作用 Didn't really do anything for me.
她什么时候收买你的 So, when did she start paying you?
她知道总有一天你会背叛他的 She always knew you'd turn on her someday
就像你对马丁那样 like you did with Martin.
过去行为是对未来行为的最好预测 Past behavior is the best predictor of future behavior.
她是这样说起你的 That's what she said about you.
你们两个想把我关在这多久 And how long do you two plan on keeping me here?
我们为什么要放你出去呢 Why would we ever let you leave?
因为 Because
我们可以做一笔更好的交易 maybe there's a better deal.
通过这段时间的监禁 Over the course of her confinement,
在合理的医疗诊断下 I've come to the conclusion
我得出结论 with a reasonable degree of medical certainty
目前艾米丽·泰勒没有精神疾病 that Emily Taylor is neither mentally ill
对他人也不构成威胁 or dangerous at this time.
相信通过恰当地调理 I believe with the proper treatment
她不会对自己或他人造成伤害 she is not a threat to herself or others.
我建议她可以转移到下一阶段 In my opinion, she's ready to move onto the next phase
进行持续的监管不住院条款中总结的一样 of rehabilitation with ongoing supervision,
正如 as outlined,
我在不住院条款中总结的一样 in the outpatient order of conditions.
精神疾病复发的概率极低 The risk of relapse back into a dangerous mental state is low.
我已将此情况提交法庭 I've submitted to the court the conditions under which I believe
并认为监禁可以废止 the order of confinement may be rescinded.
泰勒女士 你是否知晓 And do you, Ms. Taylor, understand that
如果你违背释放条款 if you violate the terms of your release,
我将会提起新的监禁决议 I will have to issue a new order of confinement?
是的 法官大人 Yes, Your Honor.
我每天给她发20条短信 I text her like 20 times a day.
扎克 你发现其中的规律了 对吧 Zach, you're beginning to see a pattern, right?
人人都离我而去 这不是规律 是事实 Everyone leaves. It's not a pattern, it's a fact.
这和你是被领养的有什么关系 And how does this connect to you being adopted?
我觉得那是根本原因 I think it started there.
所以我才会变成这样 And now I'm making it happen.
我害怕别人离我而去 You know, I get scared that people will leave and then
于是 我主动让他们离开 I, uh, end up making them leave.
抱歉 塞伯特医生 好像有人找你 Excuse me, Dr. Siebert, I think someone wants you.
对不起 扎克 这是急诊 Uh, I'm sorry, Zach, this is an emergency.
我们下次继续 We're gonna have to pick this up next time.
你没告诉班克斯吧 You didn't tell Banks anything, did you?
当然没有 Of course not.
你花了多少钱才让他帮我出来的 How much did you have to pay him to get me out?
那都无所谓 只要你出来了 别的都好说 It doesn't matter. You're out. It's taken care of.
我没得选择 You didn't leave me much choice.
剩下的钱怎么办 What did you do with the rest of the money?
两个账户 Two accounts.
我的在迪拜 你的在大开曼岛 Mine's in Dubai, yours is in Grand Cayman.
天啊 God.
你确定没有说漏嘴吗 Are you sure you didn't tell him anything else?
是的 确定 Yes, I'm sure.
那可是违规交易 还有同谋杀人 Because there are SEC violations. Conspiracy to commit murder.
我对你毫无遮掩 I'm exposed here.
是啊 Yes, you are.
对你毫无防备 And I'm vulnerable.
天啊 想死你了 Oh, God, I missed you.
你教我装成一个悲伤的女孩 You taught me to be such a sad, sad girl.
我现在看起来悲伤吗 Do I look sad now?
你还记得第一次吗 Do you remember the first time?
当然 Yeah.
还记得你当时有多湿吗 Do you remember how wet I made you?
当然 Oh, yeah.
还想再来一次吗 Do you want to do that again?
想 Yeah.
那他妈的是什么 What the fuck is that?
我也没得选择 You didn't leave me much choice.
我的天啊 Oh, my God.
塞伯特医生 你被捕了 Dr. Siebert, you're under arrest.
你被指控同谋杀人 You're being charged with conspiracy to commit murder
还有金融欺诈 and securities fraud.
在之后的十分钟 她正好到了 ...within the next 10 minutes. I think she's just arrived.
是的 她来了 Yeah, she's here.
谢谢你 And thank you.
我来了 终于痊愈了 Here I am. Cured at last.
你迟到了 You're late.
我要待多久 How long do I have to stay?
我要给你开些药 I'm going to put you on some medication.
什么 What?
这张是氯丙嗪 This is for Thorazine.
是种镇定剂 应用很多年了 It's a tranquilizer, been around for years.
牢房里的人像僵尸一样 You know the people shuffling around like zombies
目光呆滞 步履蹒跚 with vacant eyes in the prison ward?
就是因为服了氯丙嗪 They were on Thorazine.
这张是丙戊酸钠 So this is for Depakote.
会平复你的情绪 It'll settle your mood,
但副作用是 but hair loss
脱发 is a side effect.
这是干什么 What is this?
只是我们计划的一部分 As part of our arrangement,
我还会把你送去葛兰姆西做尿检 I'll also be sending you to the Gramercy for urine tests
以确定你服了药 to make certain you take your meds.
明天见 好吗 And I'm seeing you again tomorrow, all right?
别迟到了 Try not to be late.
愤怒的人时常迟到 Angry people are frequently late.
这是胡扯 This is bullshit!
你听起来愤怒了 读过法庭条例吗 You sound angry. Have you read the court order?
你要遵守释放条款 You have to obey the terms of your release.
是啊 所以我才来的 Yeah, I'm here.
条款指出只要我认为你构成危险 Those terms mandate that if I believe you are a danger in any way
就要立即把你送回医院 I need to send you back to hospital immediately.
如果不这样 我就是违法 If I don't, I'm in violation of the law.
我帮忙抓到了塞伯特 我是合作证人 I got Siebert for you. I'm a cooperating witness.
-非常不配合 -说好了我指认她 - Very noncompliant - The deal was I testify against her
-就给我自由 -有暴力前科 - and I get out. - with a history of violence.
-这不是自由 这他妈的算什么 -危险 - This isn't out, this is fucked! - Dangerous.
我觉得需要一份新诊断 I think this needs a new diagnosis.
凭什么 我做了什么 Based on what? What did I do?
这个问题 To the question,
我们周围有些只有我可见物体和生物 "There are objects and creatures all around us only I can see,"
你回答了是 you answered, "True."
-那是你填的 -你有精神分裂症 - You filled that out! - Schizoaffective disorder.
我认为得把你送回去了 I think I need to send you back.
泰勒太太 Mrs. Taylor!
艾米丽·泰勒 Emily Taylor!
泰勒小姐 站住 Miss Taylor, stop!
呼叫总机 发生33020号情况 Central, we have a 330-20.
不 他在说谎 他说谎 No, he's lying! He's lying!
我没病 我没病 我发誓我没病 I'm not sick, I'm not sick! I promise I'm not sick!
他才有病 他就是想要那笔钱 He's the sick one! He just wants the money!
不 我没病 我发誓 No, I'm not sick, I promise!
别送我回去 我不想回去 Don't bring me back, I don't want to go back!
我不想回去 我不想回去 I don't want to go back! I don't want to go back!
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今天怎么样 艾米丽 How are you doing today, Emily?
好些了 Better.
好多了 Much better.