过 去 的 事
第一季第六集
本WEB版外挂字幕由 风吹来的那片云 双语合并
蠕虫...把它们拿出来 Worms. Get them out. Worms!
不... No, no, no, no, no.
- 你做了什么 - 你干了什么 - What did you do? - What have you done?
- 蠕虫 把它们拿出来 - 你是说“蠕虫” - Worms! Get them out. - Did you say "worms"?
- 蠕虫...它们在我体内 - 你做了什么 - Worms! Worms! They're in me. - What did you do?
- 亲爱的 - 把它们拿出来 - Babe? - Get them out!
大家能先冷静一下吗 Can everyone just settle down for a minute, please?
阿德勒医生 Dr. Adler,
也许你能给我们解释事情的经过 maybe you could walk us through what actually happened.
蠕虫... Worms! Worms!
好的 Okay.
我的病人患有 My patient was suffering
相当严重的转化症 a rather severe conversion disorder
这是因为他觉得 which was caused by his belief
他的眼睛后面有一只虫子 that he had a worm behind his eye.
所以 我陷入了这一错觉里 So, I leaned into that delusion.
做法是切开他的前额 By cutting open his forehead.
我知道 I know.
虽然这方法很激进 It's rather radical,
但还是奏效了 but it worked.
天啊 Oh, my God.
看起来的确是奏效了 It appeared to, yes.
其他的孩子在那之后 病情很快就好转了 The other children improved soon after that.
在集体癔病症中 当零号病人被治愈后 In mass hysteria, when patient zero is cured,
一般来说 其他病患很快就会跟着好起来 it's typical that the others follow suit rather quickly.
但是否能证明这当中的因果关系 But can we prove an actual cause and effect?
在责任方面 潜在的有效性 并不能作为辩护理由 In terms of liability, potential effectiveness isn't a defense.
蠕虫... Worms! Worms.
你是说“蠕虫” Did you say "worms"?
它们在我体内 They're in me.
帮帮我 Help me.
伊莱 Eli?
你发烧了 You're burning up.
你没照顾好自己 伊莱 You're not taking care of yourself, Eli.
医生是最糟糕的病人 Doctors are the worst patients.
我马上回来 I'll be right back.
珍 我没事 Jane, I'm fine.
- 是这个案子 这个孩子 这个... - 对 这个孩子 还真是 - It's this case. It's this kid. This-- - Yeah, this kid. No kidding.
这男孩被缝了六针 That boy needed six stitches.
我知道 I know.
你知道这样的事绝不能再发生了 You know nothing like that can ever happen again.
我知道 但这做法奏效了 I know, but it worked.
好的 我会尽力做好危机公关 Okay. I'll do my best to do damage control,
但我需要你离开医院 but I need you off campus.
- 什么 - 去处理好那个感染吧 - What? - Go take care of that infection.
- 珍...诺亚... - 诺亚的病情稳定 - Jane, Noah-- - Noah is stable.
我需要点时间看看能不能解决这个问题 I need a minute to see if I can fix this,
所以我需要你今天不要出现在医院 which means I need you to make yourself scarce for today.
回家去 Go home.
等一等...我得跟你谈谈 Hey, hey. I need to talk to you.
听着 别担心 Look, don't worry.
一切都很好 诺亚的情况稳定 Everything's fine. Noah's stabilized.
暂时稳定了 但接下来呢 Stabilized for now, but what's the plan?
听着 即便你对他做的事情碰巧奏效了 Listen, just because whatever you did to him happened to work,
也不代表这是对的 明白吗 it doesn't make it okay, okay?
还有 既然他们告诉我你还是他的医生 And since they're telling me that you're still his doctor,
我就试着相信你 因为这孩子迫切需要帮助 I am trying to trust you because that boy in there desperately needs help,
而我需要确定一直以来你不是在瞎编 and I need to know that you're not just making shit up along the way.
所以 拜托 你最好告诉我 你知道接下来该如何治疗他 So, please, you better tell me that you have a plan.
我确实知道 I have a plan.
你是说你从那孩子的 额头里取出了一条虫子 You're saying you pulled a worm out of this kid's forehead,
而有那么一瞬间 你真的看到了那虫子 and for a moment, you actually saw it?
没错 感觉就像我们有共同的幻觉 Yeah, it was like we had a shared hallucination.
这听起来像是 某种极端的转移 反转移现象 That sounds like some pretty intense transference-countertransference.
是的 但最重要的是要弄清楚 这么做能奏效的原因 Yeah, but the main thing is to figure out why it worked.
所以我需要你尽力 找出关于本杰明这个人的一切信息 So, I need you to find out whatever you can on this guy Benjamin.
- 谁 - 本杰明 - Who? - Benjamin.
本杰明沃克 还记得吗 琳恩的前任 Benjamin Walker, remember? Lynn's ex.
我只知道他1978年死于圣本尼迪克医院里 All I know is he died at St. Benedict's in 1978.
我当时怀疑是服药过量 但尸检结果并没结论 I suspected an overdose, but the autopsy was inconclusive.
所以 尽快查个清楚 So, find out whatever you can ASAP.
你知道这事变得有点奇怪了 对吧 You know this is getting weird, right?
克利奥 照我说的做 好吗 这至关重要 谢谢 Cleo, just do it, okay? It's important. Thanks.
该死 Fuck.
我把埃利带来了 I got Ellie.
好吗 抱一个 Yeah? A little cuddle-wuddle.
我把蝙蝠侠也带来了 And I brought Batman.
宝贝 你究竟怎么了 Oh, baby. What's happening?
病情恶化 怎么说 So, worse how?
很难解释 It's hard to explain.
他的四肢能动了 谢天谢地 I mean, he's not paralyzed anymore, thank God,
但这病症对他产生了影响 but it did something to him.
我感觉他的意识越来越模糊 It's like he's getting farther and farther away.
听他们说伊萨卡岛的 一家更高级别的护理医院 Well, there's been talk about a bed that may be open soon
可能很快会有空床位 at a higher care facility in Ithaca.
丹尼丝 诺亚的病情必须有实际进展 Denise, we need to see actual improvement
不然我们就得开始讨论 安置他的长期解决方案 or start talking about a longer-term solution for Noah.
你在开玩笑吗 Are you kidding me?
之前说好的他最终能回家呢 What happened to him eventually coming home?
可以把那所更高级别的 护理医院视为他永久的家 It's possible that a higher care facility could serve as his permanent home.
更高级别的护理医院并不是家 盖尔 A higher care facility isn't a home, Gail.
我们不能这么对他 We can't do that to him.
我很清楚做为一个没人理解 I know what it feels like to be the kid that no one understands,
没人想要的孩子是什么感觉 the kid that nobody wants.
我答应过给他一个家 一个真正的家 Now, I promised him a home, a real home.
我怎么能就这样把它夺走呢 How can I just take that away from him?
听着 我知道这并不容易 Look, I know this is hard.
- 你知道 真的吗 - 是的 - You know this is hard? Really? - I know this is hard,
但我们都需要考虑什么对诺亚是最好的 but we all just need to think about what is best for Noah.
- 你到底在干吗 - 别紧张 只是看看浴缸 - What the hell are you doing? - Take it easy. Just checking out the tub.
- 我对这种旧式爪足浴缸情有独钟 - 你是怎么进来的 - I love these old claw-foot models. - How did you get in here?
伊莱 你怎么来了 Eli, what a surprise.
兰斯 能帮我搬一搬餐厅的椅子吗 Lance, can you help with the dining room chairs?
也许该把这个交给我 这是借来的 Maybe I should take that. It's on loan.
苏安 看看这地方 这是怎么回事 Sue Ann, look at this. What is going on here?
我们今天要布置房子 记得吗 We're staging the house today, remember?
还真不容易 It has not been easy.
我们用画作遮盖了水渍 但地板简直糟透了 Artwork covered the water stains, but the floorboards are just a mess.
苏安 今天不适合做这些 我正忙着处理棘手问题 Sue Ann, this is a bad day for me. I'm in the middle of something.
我明白 我知道永远都没适合的时机 要放下过去并不容易 I know. I know it is never a good time. It's hard to let go of the past.
这提醒了我... Which reminds me...
这房子里发生过的事 可能会让人感到有些不安 the history of this place might cause a little upset,
所以我想作为预防措施 可以给它进行心灵净化 so I thought as a precaution, we could have it psychically cleansed.
你在开玩笑吗 还真有心灵净化这玩意 Are you kidding me? "Psychically cleansed" is a thing?
是的 而且还很受欢迎呢 Oh, yeah. It's actually very popular.
天啊 Oh, God.
该死的 苏安 这是什么 Oh, goddamn it, Sue Ann. What is this?
你说得真对 装上百叶窗 让这房间更具汉普顿风情了 You're so right. The blinds make it much more Hamptons chic.
给我滚出去 Get the hell out.
他逗你玩的 阿莫斯 他十分爱开玩笑 He's kidding, Amos. He's such a jokester this one.
- 不 我没开玩笑 给我滚出去 - 你出去吧 - No, I'm not. Get the hell out. - You should go.
这都是为了卖房子而做的准备工作 伊莱 This is all part of preparing for the sale, Eli.
(本杰明沃克) Speaking of that, we do need to get into that office downstairs.
说到这个 你得让我们 进楼下的那间办公室
你在那里面藏了什么 新女友 What are you keeping down there? Some new lady friend?
是办公室 苏安 我工作的地方 It's my office, Sue Ann. It's where I work.
伊莱 只是工作 缺少玩乐 Eli, all work and no fun.
嘿 说到玩乐 Hey. Speaking of fun,
芭芭拉告诉我你要和苏菲去滑冰什么的... Barbara did tell me that you were going ice-skating with Sophie or something--
我没有时间滑冰 I don't have time for ice-skating!
苏安 我要去办公室了 Sue Ann, I'm going to my office.
让这些人滚出我家 我是认真的 Get these fucking people out of here. I mean that.
它们在我体内 帮帮我 把它们拿出来 They're in me. Help me. Get them out.
宝贝 拿什么出来 Babe? Get what out?
蠕虫... Worms. Worms!
你是说“蠕虫” Did you say "worms"?
蠕虫...把它们拿出来... Worms! Worms! Get them out! Get them out!
- 不... - 本 - No. No, no, no, no, no, no... - Ben.
不... ...no, no, no, no, no, no. No.
没事的 会没事的 It's okay. It's gonna be okay.
不过是个梦 It's just a dream.
对不起 琳恩 我希望我能阻止这一切 I'm sorry, Lynn. I wish I could make it stop.
- 我知道 亲爱的 - 对不起 - I know, babe. - Sorry.
我想帮你 我爱你 I wanna help you. I love you.
我也爱你 琳恩 I love you too, Lynn.
爸 你在干吗 Dad, what are you doing?
这是我拿到的磁带 我只是... It's this tape that I got that I was just--
你一个小时前应该 和我还有苏菲一起去滑冰的 You were supposed to meet Sophie and I for ice-skating an hour ago.
搞什么 What?
这些到底是什么 What in God's name is all of this?
这就是我正在处理的案子 That's the case that I'm working on.
好的 全都得拿掉 Okay. It all needs to come down.
你为何费尽心思地搞砸我们的卖屋计划 Why are you trying so hard to sabotage the sale?
我并没有 I'm not.
好了 苏菲还在门外等着 Okay. Sophie's waiting outside.
是我唯一的阳光 My only sunshine
每当愁云密布时 你总让我快乐 You make me happy When skies are gray
亲爱的 你永远不会知道 You'll never know, dear
请别把我的阳光带走 Please don't take my sunshine away
外公...你看 Grandpa. Grandpa, look.
(克利奥 查到什么了吗 )
对不起 琳恩 我希望我能阻止这一切 I'm sorry, Lynn. I wish I could make it stop.
我知道 亲爱的 会没事的 I know, babe. It's gonna be okay.
我想帮你 我爱你 I wanna help you. I love you.
爸 注意看 你错过了 她在为你表演呢 Dad, pay attention. You're missing it. She's showing off for you.
抱歉 Sorry.
听着 你妈是否提起过 关于她的一位前男友的事 Listen, did your mom ever say anything about an old boyfriend of hers?
一个叫本杰明的 A guy named Benjamin?
- 你是说那个死掉的家伙 - 对 - You mean the guy who died? - Yeah.
听她提过 为何这么问 A little. Why are you asking?
她具体说了他什么 What did she say about him exactly?
不晓得 我... I don't know. I...
知道当时情况挺吓人的 know it was pretty traumatic.
但...你当时不也在场吗 But... Well, you were there, right?
别说了 You know, forget it.
不 怎么啦 No, what?
只是... It's just...
你觉得你妈当时和我在一起快乐吗 Do you think your mom was happy with me?
爸 和你一起 妈当然快乐 Dad, of course Mom was happy with you.
你为什么会这么说 Why would you even say that?
嘿 外公 你要来吗 Hey, Grandpa. Are you coming?
苏菲 我和外公在说话 一会儿就去 Sophie, Grandpa and I are talking. In a minute.
- 不 是的 我肯定要来 - 不...爸 等一等 - No. Yes. Absolutely. - No, no. Dad, hold on.
不...我们是来开心滑冰的 对吧 No, no. We came to skate and to have fun, right?
- 对 - 马上就过去 - Yes. - Be right there.
嘿 你知道我在想什么吗 Hey, you know what I was thinking?
也许我们可以重新布置一下你的房间 Maybe we could redo your room.
用蝙蝠侠的黑黄两色 Black and yellow for Batman.
换新窗帘 Get new curtains,
新床单 new sheets.
宝贝 你没事吧 Oh, sweetie. Are you okay?
诺亚 Noah?
宝贝 怎么了 What is it, sweetie?
到底怎么啦 What is it?
怎么啦 What is it?
让他们帮帮你 Let them help you.
求你了 亲爱的 Please, babe.
让他们帮帮你 Let them help you.
琳恩 对吧 在外面等我 会没事的 You're Lynn, right? Wait for me outside. It's gonna be okay.
好的 Okay.
冷静点...我们会帮你的 Relax. Relax. We're gonna help you.
嗨 本杰明平静下来了 我们给他注射了镇静剂 Hi. Benjamin's calm now. He's been sedated.
- 我不知道这是怎么回事 - 但你做得对 - I don't know what's happening. - Well, you did the right thing.
- 你把他送来这里 - 是的 - You brought him here. - Yeah.
告诉我究竟发生了什么事 Tell me what happened exactly.
我们开车去了北部 We took a drive upstate.
他想给一间农舍拍照 He wanted to take pictures of a farmhouse,
然后情况就急转直下了 and then it all went bad,
- 他的状况一直都很好 - 这么说 在此之前 他身体就有毛病 - and he had been doing so well. - So he's had problems before this.
他一直会产生某种莫名的恐惧感 He struggles with these strange fears,
这导致他依靠毒品来自我治疗 但是... which makes him self-medicate with drugs, but...
但他... but he's...
- 已经有一段时间没吸食毒品了 - 好 没事 没事的 - he has been clean for a while. - Okay. It's okay. It's all right.
没事的 没事 It's okay. All right.
做三个深呼吸 好吗 跟着我做 三 Three deep breaths, okay? With me, three.
二 Two.
一 One.
可以吗 Okay?
好了 听着 他在这里很安全 他会没事的 我保证 All right. Listen, he's safe here. He's gonna be okay. I promise.
谢谢 Thank you.
- 你滑得很优雅 - 是的 - You're very graceful out there. - Oh, yeah.
糟了 看来你把自己累坏了 Oh, no. Looks like you overdid it.
没有 只是稍微喘不过气而已 No, I'm just a little out of breath. That's all.
你知道吗 妈妈说那是天意 You know... Mom said it was fate.
什么 什么事是天意 What? What was fate?
就你们俩相遇的方式 You know, the way you guys met.
她说本杰明的事糟透了 She said it was terrible about Benjamin,
但那件事把她带到了你身边 but that it brought her to you.
她看到你的那一刻 And the second she saw you,
就感觉好像已经认识你了 it was like she knew you already.
好像一直都认识你似的 Like she'd always known you.
爸 你曾是她一生的挚爱 You were the love of her life, Dad.
她也曾是我的挚爱 Well, she was the love of mine.
(我在外面 有东西要给你看)
- 我得走了 - 什么 - I gotta go. - What?
- 你要去哪里 - 去工作 - Where are you going? - I have to go to work.
帮我给苏菲一个拥抱 好吗 再见 Give Sophie a hug for me, okay? Bye.
别回那房子 爸 Do not go back to the house, Dad.
1977年的医院记录 The hospital records from 1977
将本杰明沃克的母亲弗兰沃克 列为他的直系亲属 list Benjamin Walker's next of kin as Fran Walker, his mom.
这有个地址 但谁晓得 她是否还住那儿 甚至是否还活着 There's an address, but who knows if she's still there or even alive.
你是怎么拿到这份文件的 How did you get this file?
可以说是借的吧 Let's just say it's on loan.
等等 你在干吗 Wait, what are you doing?
诺亚和本杰明之间有某种关联 There's a connection between Noah and Benjamin.
我得弄清楚当中的关联 I gotta figure out what it is.
等等 你不是要去那儿吧 Wait. You're not going there, are you?
也许他们之间有某种联系 Maybe they're related somehow.
也许诺亚小时候听过关于本杰明的故事 Maybe when he was little, Noah heard stories about Benjamin.
然后结果是 And then as a result,
他产生了类似的恐惧 并学会了说荷兰语 developed similar fears and learned how to speak Dutch?
谢谢你查到这些信息 我们办公室见 Thank you for this. I'll see you back at the office.
嘿 看看我 我像只长了一只翅膀的鸟 Hey, check me out. I'm half-bird.
虽然这不是真正的石膏 但我觉得还是可以在上面签名 You know, it's not a real cast, but I think we could sign it anyway.
也许在上面贴一些贴纸 你觉得呢 Maybe put some stickers on it. What you think?
诺亚 我滑倒了 懂吗 Noah, I slipped, okay?
只是滑倒 没什么大不了的 That's all. No biggie.
(离开)
诺亚 Noah.
宝贝 你... Sweetie. You--
你必须离开 You have to go away.
有人吗 Hello?
有人在吗 Hello?
什么事 What?
你好 我是伊莱阿德勒 是一名医生 Hi. My name is Dr. Eli Adler.
- 没兴趣 - 等一等 - Don't want any. - Wait, wait,
我想和任何一位可能还住在这里的 I'd like to talk to any member of the Walker family
沃克家族成员谈谈 who still may be living here.
为什么 Why?
拜托了 Please.
我想跟你谈谈本杰明 I'd like to talk to you about Benjamin.
你认识我哥 You knew my brother?
- 嗨 你好 - 嗨 - Hi. Hi. - Hi.
我得见见阿德勒医生 他在吗 I need to see Dr. Adler, is he in?
我是诺亚的养母 I'm Noah's foster mom.
你好 是的 我是他的助理 他现在不在这里 Hi. Yeah, I'm his assistant. He's actually not here right now.
那你知道他在哪吗 Well, do you know where he is?
不知道 有什么事吗 有什么我能帮忙的吗 No. Is everything okay? Can I help?
你能不能告诉他 我需要和他谈谈 马上 Could you just tell him that I need to talk to him, like now,
因为他们正在考虑带走诺亚 because they're thinking about taking Noah,
而我只是不确定 我真的... and I'm just not sure, and I'm really...
这是什么 What is this?
是阿德勒医生的一些研究工作 我可以告诉他你来过 It's just some of Dr. Adler's work. I can let him know you stopped by.
这是什么 What is this?
这都是关于诺亚的 Is this all about Noah?
我来这里干吗 What am I doing here?
我究竟哪根筋不对 What the fuck is wrong with me?
听我说 我觉得你最好和阿德勒医生谈谈 Listen, I think it might be better if you talk to Dr. Adler about this.
你真觉得 这家伙把我孩子的额头割开 Do you? I mean, this guy cuts my kid's forehead open
就因为那里面有他想象出来的虫子 because there's, like, some imaginary worm in there,
而我应该找这样的一个人谈 and he's the guy I'm supposed to talk to?
简直不可思议 This is crazy.
那个医生到底在干什么 做这些对诺亚究竟有什么帮助 What the hell is the doctor even doing? How is this helping Noah?
就... Just...
听着 让我给阿德勒医生打个电话... Listen, let me give a call to Dr. Adler--
不 你知道吗 算了 No. You know what? Never mind.
我不再需要见阿德勒医生了 谢谢 I don't need to see Dr. Adler after all. Thank you.
你如果认识我哥 就会知道他已经死了很久 Well, if you knew my brother, then you know he died about a million years ago.
所以 如果他欠你钱 想都不用想 So, if he owes you money, you're shit out of luck.
不 不是要追债 No, it's nothing like that.
我是圣本尼迪克医院的医生 I work at St. Benedict's,
我有一个病人 他的家族史 and I have a patient whose family history
将能帮助我确定对于他的治疗方案 could help determine future treatment options.
而这当中出现了本杰明这名字 And Benjamin's name came up.
我是本杰明唯一的亲人 I'm the only family Benjamin had.
而且 你不是说你认识我哥吗 And besides, you told me that you knew my brother.
我认识...但不太熟 Well, I did. I did, but not well.
我当时... I was...
他们送本杰明进来的那晚 我刚好值班 是精神科住院医生 I was the psychiatric resident on call the night that they brought Benjamin in.
不 求你了...别这样...不 No, please, please. Please. Please, please, no.
我们当时尽力了 却没法救活他 And there was nothing we could do to save him.
真的很抱歉 And I'm really sorry.
好的 无须抱歉 Yeah. Well, don't be.
我们已经很多年没说过话了 We hadn't spoken in years.
我和他各自做出了选择 He made his choices, and I made mine.
我看了他的档案 上面说他当时 You know, in reading his files, it said that he was
正遭受幻觉和恶梦的折磨 suffering from hallucinations and bad dreams.
你知道这件事吗 Do you know anything about that?
他小时候有过夜惊 He had night terrors when he was a kid.
他会常常吵醒全家 说有东西在追他 He used to wake up the whole house. Said something was chasing him.
那他知道是什么东西吗 Did he know what it was?
就算知道 他也没告诉我 I mean, if he did, he didn't tell me.
听着 他有毛病 我能说什么呢 Look, he had problems. What can I say?
看到这些吗 You see these?
我小时候喜欢收集棒球卡 I used to collect baseball cards when I was a kid.
你知道吗 我爸会给我买这些 我有好几百张 My father would get them for me, you know? I had hundreds.
一天 本在我爸妈去上班后来找我 One day, Ben shows up after my parents go to work.
爸妈因为发现他吸毒而把他赶出了家 They threw him out of the house. They caught him using.
但他又溜回来见我 然后 我们在一起玩了一整天 But he snuck back in to see me, and we spent that whole day together.
我们一起吃MM巧克力豆 一起听音乐 We eat M&M'S, we're listening to music,
我俩就像正常的兄弟 你知道吗 and we were just like normal brothers, you know?
但然后我去冰箱里 拿几瓶汽水 以便一起喝 But then I go to get us a couple of sodas out of the fridge,
当我回来后 本不见人影 我的卡片也不见了 and I come back, and Ben's gone, and so were my cards.
从那以后 我就和他断绝了关系 And after that, I cut him out of my life.
谁需要一个靠不住的人 Who needs a person that you can't count on?
你说他是你的病人 So your patient?
最好别跟我哥有任何关系 相信我 Better off not being related to my brother. Trust me.
你或你家里有人会说荷兰语吗 Do you or anyone in your family speak Dutch?
荷兰语 你在耍我吗 Dutch? Are you fucking with me right now?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
那么 你饿吗 So, are you hungry?
因为这里有台自动售货机 'Cause there's a vending machine right here.
阿德勒医生 这里需要你 Dr. Adler, we need you.
好的 Okay.
该死 给他吃了什么 Shit. What'd you give him?
- 没有 一定是他偷偷塞了东西进口 - 没脉搏了 - Nothing. He must've snuck something in. - I can't get a pulse.
- 他没呼吸了 - 快让开 - And he's not breathing. - Get out of my way!
该死 Shit.
拜托...本杰明...呼吸 Come on, Benjamin. Come on, Benjamin, breathe.
拜托 Come on.
嘿 Hey.
嘿...朋友 你没事吧 Hey, hey, pal, you all right?
嘿...朋友 Hey, hey, pal.
嘿 你没事吧 Hey, you okay?
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