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翻译 肉松 克里斯 RiverSide152
翻译 Eunice 苏葵 杏仁斯嘉丽 joy_bwl
翻译 Margaery 子V DerbyNinja
校对 喃喃
时间轴 DA 知之 罗大
后期 8T
总监 喃喃
前情提要
你在想什么 What's on your mind?
她会爱我
这是我外公写的书 This book my grandfather wrote.
我妈 她这辈子 My mom, her whole life,
一直觉得他是个好人 just thought he was this wonderful guy.
结果不是 Turns out he's not.
你觉得你像他吗 Do you think that you're like him?
你外公背叛了他兄弟 Your grandfather betrayed his brother.
-不 -你们弄疼他了 - No! No! - You're hurting him!
他被诅咒了 He's fucking cursed,
我们都他妈被诅咒了 we're all fucking cursed.
我诅咒你
别惯坏了这孩子 Don't pamper this boy.
我的亲生父亲还活着吗 Is my real father alive?
我抓到他闯进你兄弟的房间 I caught him breaking into your brother's room.
我希望我兄弟这周末就出来 I want my brother out of there by the end of the week.
大家都觉得他跟你走是错的 Everybody thinks it's wrong for him to go with you.
我不会放弃我兄弟 I'm not giving up on my brother.
要知道 我们几个月后会回来 Hey, you know what? We'll come back in a couple months
去摘覆盆子 and we'll go raspberry picking
山那边 记得吗 over the hill there. Remember?
覆盆子叶有毒 The raspberry leaves are poison.
他们碾碎了加到我的茶里 They ground it up and they put it in my tea
就是我在医院的时候 when I was in the hospital.
他们想杀了我 They were trying to kill me there.
没有毒 兄弟 They're not poisonous, buddy.
这些黄栗栎 All these big old Chinkapin Oaks.
瞧 托马斯 Look at 'em, Thomas.
跟我们小时候一样 对吧 Just the same as when we were kids, right?
好像一直都这么大 It's like they've always been massive,
我们小时候也是 even when we were little.
你记得她吗 You remember her?
佩妮·安·德林克沃特 Penny Ann Drinkwater.
佩·安·德
你有没有... Hey, did you, uh...
经常见到她兄弟 被关的时候 did you see her brother a lot when you were down there?
被关 Down where?
哈奇 清洁工 In Hatch. The janitor.
拉尔夫·德林克沃特 Ralph Drinkwater.
记得你说过你见过他一次 Remember, you said you saw him once?
你想去看瀑布吗 You want to see the Falls?
圣地 A holy place.
什么 What?
我说这是圣地 I said it's a holy place.
你信上帝吗 Do you believe in God?
但愿吧 兄弟 I wish I did, man.
耶稣基督是你的救世主 多米尼克 Jesus Christ is your savior, Dominick.
祂爱你 原谅你 He loves you, forgives you.
我知道 I know.
有人告诉过我 这条河就是生命 You know, someone told me once that this-- this river is life.
它一直从过去流淌到未来 And all it's doing is flowing from the past into the future.
从我们身边流走 And just passing us as it goes.
我们下水吧 Let's walk down to the water.
不 太冷了 来 走了 No, no, it's too cold. Come on, let's go.
转暖了我再带你来 I'll bring you back when it's warm.
六月份 月桂树开花的时候 In June, when the laurels are blooming.
我们绕过去 快 你饿了吗 We'll walk around. Come on, are you hungry?
我饿了 吃东西去 I'm hungry. Let's get some food.
乐谷房地产
女士们先生们 摇滚起来 Ladies and gentlemen, rock and roll.
音乐电视
多米尼科·欧诺福里奥·特佩斯塔的传奇人生 一个出身卑微的伟人
去你的吧 外公 Fuck you, Grandpa.
好了 Okay. Great.
好了吗 我来给你 You ready, pal? Let's get you...
穿睡衣了 好吗 put some pajamas on you, okay?
抬手 Hands up.
好 一只手过来 Okay, man. Give me a hand here.
没别的意思 No pun intended.
好 Okay.
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢你照顾我 Thank you for taking care of me.
是 Yeah.
谢谢 Thank you.
躺下 兄弟 Lay down, bud.
好好睡吧 Snug like a bug.
还有事吗 You need anything?
-水 -来点水 - Water. - Some water?
好 Okay.
兄弟 Hey, buddy.
水来了 Buddy, I got your water.
托马斯 Thomas?
托马斯 Hey, Thomas?
托马斯 Thomas?
操 Fuck.
托马斯 Thomas.
托马斯 Thomas!
我们接到了一桩失踪报告 We got a call about a missing person.
-我兄弟 -我们是来帮你的 - Yeah, my brother. - We're here to help you.
这是谁 是你兄弟吗 Who's this? Is this your brother?
不 这是我父亲 继父 No, no, that's my father, stepfather.
他人哪去了 他人呢 Where the hell is he? Where is he?
他失踪了 但我们会处理好的 He's missing, but we're gonna take care of it.
我们会去派人手 寻找他的 We're gonna get out there and we're gonna look for him.
-你们什么时候行动 -我们会找到他的 - When are you gonna do this? - We're gonna find him.
有什么他特别喜欢去的地方吗 Any specific places that he likes to hang out at?
有 瀑布 Yeah, the Falls.
上帝啊 上帝啊 Jesus. Jesus Christ!
托马斯 Thomas!
托米 Tommy!
托马斯 Thomas!
快出来 Come out!
托米 托米 Tommy! Tommy!
托米 Tommy!
我知道这是真的 第一季 第六集季终
在深水里 In deep water,
在瀑布垂直冲刷形成的水坑里 in the plunge pool of the waterfall,
他们找到了他 they found him.
他被困在汹涌的水流中 He'd been stuck under the forces of the current
困了几小时 他们说 for hours, they said.
石头把他撞得不轻 The rocks had banged him up pretty bad.
雷告诉我 他脸上都是擦伤 There were scratches all over his face, Ray told me.
他去现场 指认的尸体 He was the one who went down and identified the body.
我发现了什么 I found something!
他们判定是意外 Accidental, they ruled.
在我开始安排葬礼事宜前 Before I start the funeral arrangements,
我想收集一些信息 用于死亡证明 I'd like to gather some information for the death certificate.
我这有他的名字 托马斯·伯兹 So I have his name as Thomas Birdsey.
出生日期 Uh, his date of birth?
1949年12月31日 December 31st, 1949.
他服过役吗 Did he ever serve in the armed forces?
-没有 -好的 - No. - Okay.
最高学历 Highest level of education.
高三 上了一年大学 Uh, 12th grade. He had a year of college.
那就是大学肄业 Okay, so some college.
婚姻状态呢 And his marital status?
无 单身 None. Single.
单身 没结过婚 好的 Single. Never married. Okay.
托马斯是做什么为生的 Now, what did Thomas do for an occupation?
-他不工作 -他有个工作 - He didn't work. - Well, he, he had a job.
有个小工作 不过他经常... He had a little job. But, uh, he was-- he was in and out of--
他经常住进州立医院 he was in and out of state hospitals,
精神病院 不过他有个小的 mental hospitals, but he had a-- he had a little,
他有个咖啡车 he had a coffee cart.
好的 那我就写"残疾"吧 Okay, how about I'll put down "Disabled" Then.
-好 没关系 -好的 - Yeah, that's fine. - Is it? Okay.
没事 我还需要他父亲的名字 That's fine, and I need the birth name of his father.
我们不知道 We don't know that.
对 我们不知道他父亲是谁 Yeah, we don't know who his father is.
那我就写未知 I'll put down unknown.
好的 Okay.
这是拉尔夫·德林克沃特的手机 You've reached Ralph Drinkwater,
维夸诺克民族的部落管家 tribal pipe-keeper of the Wequonnoc nation.
你好 拉尔夫 我是多米尼克·伯兹 Hello, Ralph, it's, uh, Dominick Birdsey.
我就是... Uh, I'm just calling...
通知你一声 我兄弟这周举行葬礼 to let you know my brother's funeral is this week.
周四 11点在博斯威尔大道公墓 Uh, Thursday, 11:00 at the Boswell Avenue Cemetery.
就是个二十分钟的仪式 It's just gonna be a 20-minute service.
如果你来不了也没什么 It's not a big deal if you don't make it.
谢了 拉尔夫 Thanks, Ralph.
黛莎
喂 Hello?
小黛 Dess?
多米尼克 Oh, Dominick.
天啊 我太难过了 Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
嗯 我就是想邀请你参加 Yeah, just wanted to invite you to
他的葬礼 his funeral.
我妹妹已经告诉我了 I-- my sister told me about it already.
我本来也打算 I, I was gonna be there...
去的 当然了 anyway, of course.
谢了 Thanks.
-多米尼克 -什么事 - Dominick. - Yeah?
我知道... I know...
你这辈子都在想办法拯救他 that you spent your whole life trying to save him.
然而我失败了 And I failed.
这不是你的错 多米尼克 It wasn't your fault, Dominick.
那是谁的错 Yeah, whose fault was it?
谁都不是 你救不了他 No one's. You couldn't save him.
没人可以 No one could.
你是个很棒的兄弟 You were an amazing brother to him.
他知道你有多爱他 He knows how much you love him.
谢了 Okay, thanks.
多米尼克 Dominick.
别再折磨自己了 好吗 Please take it easy on yourself, okay?
好的 Okay.
我们葬礼上见 I'll see you at the service.
好 拜 Okay, bye.
耶和华是我的牧者 我必不至缺乏 The Lord is my Shepherd. I shall not want.
他使我躺卧在青草地上 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures.
领我在可安歇的水边 He leadeth me beside the still waters.
他使我的灵魂苏醒 He restoreth my soul.
为自己的名 He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness
引导我走义路 For His name's sake.
我虽然行过死荫的幽谷 Ye, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
也不怕遭害 因为你与我同在 I shall fear no evil, for Thou art with me.
你的杖 你的竿都安慰我 Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.
在我敌人面前 Thou preparest a table before me
你为我摆设筵席 In the presence of mine enemies.
你用油膏了我的头 使我的福杯满溢 Thou anointeth my head with oil, my cup runneth over.
我一生一世必有恩惠 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.
黛莎会来吗 Is Dessa coming?
是的 我和她说过了 Yeah, I talked to her.
我想她只是迟到了 She's just running late, I think.
-永远 阿门 -阿门 - Forever. Amen. - Amen.
我没那么幸运能够结识托马斯 I wasn't lucky enough to know Thomas
但你们很多人都和我分享过关于托马斯的回忆 but many of you have shared your memories of Thomas with me.
他曾经在很多方面 He touched many of the lives
深深地感动过 of the people who are here today
在座的很多人 in many deep ways.
他的兄弟 多米尼克 From Dominick, his brother,
他的双胞胎兄弟 his twin.
你和托马斯之间 Well, you and Thomas must have known each other
肯定是熟悉得不能再熟悉了 just about as-- as well as two people could.
在他面临过的所有考验和磨难中 I know through all his trials and tribulations,
你是他的依靠 you were his rock.
你是他的守护者 对吗 You were his defender, weren't you?
不像该隐 Unlike Cain.
他谋杀了自己的兄弟 亚伯 He murdered his brother, Abel.
你为兄弟挺身而出 You stood up for your brother.
众人会铭记你是兄弟的守护者 And you will be remembered as your brother's keeper.
你的继父 雷 Your stepfather, Ray,
在他第一次见到托马斯和他的兄弟多米尼克时 first met Thomas and his brother, Dominick,
他们还是很小的孩子 when they were just baby boys.
雷看着这两个孩子 And Ray looked upon these children,
又看着抚养着两位孩子的单亲妈妈 and then he looked upon a single mom who was raising them,
雷心里肯定想 and Ray must have thought,
"天哪 我该怎么办" "Good Lord, how am I gonna handle this?"
上帝听到了他的心声 然后回答道 And then God heard him, and he answered him.
祂说"雷 接受这个挑战 尽你所能" And He said, "Ray, take this challenge and do the best you can."
于是 雷 你接下了这份责任 And with that, Ray, you took the responsibility
开始抚养这两个小男孩 upon yourself to raise those two baby boys,
在那个瞬间 你成为了他们的父亲 and in a moment, you became their father.
四十一年来 雷像父亲一样对待托马斯 For 41 years, Ray was a father to Thomas.
让我们铭记 And let us not forget
托马斯的母亲 康瑟提娜 Thomas' mother, Concettina.
朋友们称她为康妮 但对于托马斯 Known to her friends as Connie, but to Thomas,
她的称呼是"妈妈" she was just called "Ma."
来吧 托马斯 Come on, Thomas.
兔子先生 到时候了 Oh, Mr. Rabbit. It's time.
-托马斯和妈妈 -蹦蹦跳 蹦蹦跳 - Thomas and Ma... - Hippity hop, hippity hop.
不仅仅是母子关系 were more than just mother and son.
他们之间有非常特殊的联系 They had a very special connection.
来吧 我们走 Come on, let's go.
不许碰果冻 那是晚饭后吃的 Don't you touch that Jell-O, huh? That's for after supper.
如果爸爸回来了告诉我 好吗 You let me know if your dad comes home, huh?
走吧 兔子先生 Here we go, Mr. Rabbit.
人们说他们非常相像 And people said that they were like two peas in a pod.
他们真的是最好的朋友 They really were best friends.
是吗 多米尼克 Weren't they? Dominick?
雷 Ray?
我相信 当我们知道托马斯和妈妈 I'm sure we can all find some solace
会在一个特殊的地方团聚后 knowing that Thomas and Ma
心中都会感到些许慰藉 are reunited together now in a very, very special place.
他们此时此刻在天堂会做什么呢 What are they doing now in Heaven?
也许他们在玩一个特殊的游戏 Maybe they're playing a special game
他们喜欢一起玩的那个游戏 they like to play together.
我把这个问题留给大家思考 I leave you to consider and reflect upon this
让我们缅怀我们的儿子 while we remember our son.
我们的兄弟 我们的朋友 Our brother. Our friend.
托马斯 Thomas.
上帝赐予他永恒的安息 Eternal rest grant unto him, O Lord,
愿永恒的光芒照耀在他的身上 and may the perpetual light shine upon him.
愿他的灵魂和所有逝去信徒的灵魂 May his soul and all the souls of the faithful departed
得到上帝的怜悯 安息 through the mercy of God, rest in peace.
阿门 Amen.
那是个意外 It was an accident.
我会清理干净 I'll clean it up.
-你妈妈呢 -在楼上 - Where's your mother? - Upstairs.
他们又在玩那个愚蠢的游戏 They're playing their stupid game again.
谢谢 兔子先生 Thank you, Mr. Rabbit!
耶稣的柔和谦卑让我心为之闪耀 康瑟提娜·伯兹 雷蒙德·伯兹 托马斯·伯兹
这他妈是怎么回事 What the fuck is going on in there?
我当初是怎么和你说开茶会的事的 What did I tell you about having a fuckin' tea party?
-过来 过来 -不要伤害他 - Come here, come here! - Don't you hurt him!
放开我 Get off of me!
给我停下 Stop right where you are!
该死 给我停下 Stop right where you are, goddammit!
过来 你手上戴的是什么东西 Come here! What are these things in your hands, huh?
这是女孩子戴的 Huh? Those are things girls wear.
你他妈是女孩吗 What are you, a goddamn little girl?!
给我 赶紧给我脱下来 Give me these things. Get 'em off your fuckin' hands.
你想当女孩吗 Is that what you wanna be? A goddamn little girl?
进去 进去 待在里面 Get in there, get in there. And stay in there.
放我出去 Let me out.
求求你了 Please.
雷 Ray!
-放我出去 -不要 不要碰我 - Let me out! - Please don't! Don't touch me!
妈 Ma?
没事了 It's okay.
别碰我 Don't touch me!
没事了 宝贝 我没事 It's okay, baby. I'll be okay.
你把地板打扫干净 把这一团糟收拾好 You clean up this floor. Clean up this whole mess.
不许放他出来 明白了吗 And don't you dare let him out of that door, understand me?
多米尼克 Dominick?
放我出去 Let me out!
求求你 放我出去 Please. Let me out.
多米尼克 求求你了 Dominick? Please!
你可以让门开着 You can leave the door open.
多米尼克 Dominick?
放我出去 Let me out.
求你了 Please?
-放我出去 -多米尼克在哪 - Let me out. - Where's Dominick?
他在厨房 He's in the kitchen.
请进 你怎么样 Hi, come on in. How you doing?
你好吗 Hey, how are you?
很谢谢你 Thank you so much...
走 出去吧 Come on, get outta there.
这些要放哪里 Where, where do you want these?
随便放就好 谢谢 Anywhere in there is good, thanks.
请坐 请坐 Sit down, sit down.
-你好吗 -很好 - How you doing? - Doing good.
-里奥 -给 - Leo. - Here you go.
老爸在家里有酒吗 Hey, if, Pops has any booze in the house?
这些老头肯定会想喝一杯 I bet some of these geezers would take a drink.
-很高兴见到你 -嗯 - So good to see you. - Yeah.
算了吧 Forget about it.
拜托 我没事 没事 Come on, I'm all right, I'm all right.
-韦恩 你怎么样 兄弟 -我很好 - Wayne, how are you, buddy? - I'm all right.
-她人呢 -我不知道 - Where is she? - I don't know.
她现在应该到了 She should have been here by now.
你应该给她打个电话 You should give her a call.
欢迎 请进 你好 Welcome. Come on in, hello.
我叫雷·伯兹 I'm-- I'm Ray Birdsey.
我是收养托马斯的继父 I'm Thomas' adopted stepfather.
-很高兴认识你 -很高兴认识你 - Nice to meet you. - A pleasure to meet you.
我也很感激你为多米尼克做的一切 I appreciate everything you've done for Dominick, too.
他现在会需要你们的帮忙 He's gonna need your help now
因为他把自己逼得太厉害了 'cause the guy's beating the hell out of himself.
看着他 Just keep an eye...
非常感谢你们俩 Thank you both so much.
我不知道她在哪 I don't know where she is,
但安吉会给她留言的 but Angie's gonna leave her a message.
这是她的人生 It's her life, man.
-如果你饿了 -她会来了 - If you're hungry... - She'll be here.
你要不要喝点什么 Would you like something to drink?
她会来的 She'll show up.
-需要帮吗 -不用 不用 - Do you need any help? - No, no, no.
我不知道 她不接电话 I don't know, she's not answering.
你要喝点威士忌吗 You want some scotch?
等我们买了威士忌 Well, we'll get you a scotch
就给你倒一杯 when we get the scotch out here.
安吉 Angie.
对不起 I'm sorry.
天呐 他没事吧 Geez, is he okay?
他没事 我去了一趟急诊室 He's okay. I had to go to the ER and he's--
我本来要打电话的 I was gonna call.
我在去的路上 结果忘记了 I was on my way to the service and forgot this.
我父亲摔得真的很严重 My father had a really bad fall.
我必须要送他去急诊室 I had to take him to the ER.
排了很久的队 然后... It was such a long wait, and then...
真的很对不起 I'm so sorry.
来 放松点 放松点 Come on, take it easy, take it easy.
你现在来了 You're here now.
-雷 我... -我的小姑娘啊 - Ray, I'm... - How's my little girl?
对不起我当时不在场 I'm so sorry I wasn't here.
-雷 -我会很想他的 - Ray? - I'm gonna miss him so much.
我知道 I know.
真对不起 I'm so sorry.
他有愧疚感 所以他哭了 It's his guilt, that's why he's crying.
对吧 雷 你把他逼死了 Right, Ray? You bullied him to death.
我们俩都是 你和我 We both did, right? You and me.
你记得吗 雷 我们必须要让他坚强起来 You remember, Ray? We had to toughen him up,
-这样他不会像老妈一样软弱 -你做什么 - so he didn't become a pussy like Ma. - What are you doing?
你就是他的救星 雷 记得吗 You were his fuckin' savior, Ray, remember?
-你要做什么 -天呐 多米尼克 - What are you doing? - Jesus. Dominick.
你知道他在哈奇的时候 You know how many times he went to visit him
他去看了他多少次吗 when he was down there at Hatch?
兄弟 兄弟 别说了 Buddy, buddy, buddy.
多少次 雷 你要告诉她吗 How many times, Ray? You wanna tell her?
你去医院看了你儿子多少次 How many times you went to visit your son at the hospital.
别丢人了 Don't embarrass yourself.
我不是在丢人 I'm not embarrassing myself.
那也是为了让他坚强起来吗 Or was that to toughen him up, too?
我去了那里 I'd go down there,
见识了最高级别的安保措施 I'd go through all that maximum security bullshit
然后 雷 他们送他进来 and he'd come in, Ray, they'd escort him in,
他坐下 把那天发生在他身上的事 he'd sit down, he'd tell me about everything
全都告诉我了 that happened to him that day.
他中午吃了什么 What he had for lunch.
那天下午谁想企图谋杀他 Who was trying to assassinate him that particular afternoon.
谈了五分钟后 And, let's say five minutes into the visit,
他会说 雷好吗 he'd go, "How's Ray?
雷为什么没来看我 Why doesn't Ray come and see me?
雷生我气了吗 Is Ray mad at me?"
我尽力替你辩解 老兄 I made all the excuses I could for you, buddy.
一个同伴替另一个编造的借口 I mean, there's only so far one teammate can go
也只有这么多了 to fake it for another.
雷 七个月你一次都没去过吗 In seven months, Ray, not one time?
去看看你说你所爱的"儿子" To see your own son that you said you loved.
就连圣诞节也不去吗 Not even for fuckin' Christmastime?
我们出去吧 Let's go outside, man.
我承认我不是圣人 Hey, I'm no saint. I, I, I admit it.
我以前也是这样 I, I was the same.
我让他的生活过得很惨 I made his life fuckin' miserable anytime I could,
就像你希望我做的那样 雷 just like you wanted me to, Ray.
他会接受 雷 他接受了 And he would take it, Ray. He took it.
他像老妈一样不吵不闹 He was so sweet, just like Ma.
我和你这样的人就讨厌这样 Everything that guys like you and I hate.
他们是好人 雷 They were the good guys, Ray,
-但我们却逼死他们 -别说了 别说了 - but we beat 'em. - Knock it off, knock it off.
让他疯疯癫癫的不是他的大脑 It wasn't his brain that made him cuckoo.
是我们 我们害他的 It was us. We did it to 'em.
是我们俩逼疯他的 We did it to 'em both, buddy.
是我们 我们完胜他们 It was us. We beat their asses.
-我们就是冠军 雷 -听着 - We're the fuckin' champions, Ray. - Look.
我为那孩子尽力了 I did the best I could for that kid.
我也为你尽力了 I did the best I could for you.
我问心无愧 知道吗 And my conscience is clear, you got that?
你问心无愧 Really, your conscience is clear.
-是的 -当真 - Yeah. - Really?
你问心无愧 Your conscience is clear.
你知道我收养你们兄弟俩那天 You know what the probate judge said to me
-法官对我说什么 -什么 告诉我 - the day I adopted you two? - What? Tell me.
他说我是个好人 He said I was a good man, that's what.
他说一千个人中 He said that not one man
也不见得有一个会愿意承担这份责任 in a thousand would take on what I was taking on.
-真的呢 -不止一个 而是两个 - Oh, no shit. - Not one, but two.
你们两个 Two of you.
听着 我不是说我没犯过错 Now, look, I'm not sayin' I didn't make mistakes,
或是我做得够好了 that I couldn't have done things differently.
你真了不起 Wow, you're amazing.
但如果你想 你大可去法院 But you can walk on down to that goddamn courthouse
亲眼看那份记录 and you can read that record if you want to, buddy.
你可真是大英雄 是吧 You're a fuckin' hero, aren't ya?
-1955年3月19日 -你真是大英雄 - March 19th, 1955. - You're a real fuckin' hero.
你真该获颁奖章 雷 You deserve a medal for that, Ray.
三河法院 Probate court of Three Rivers.
多高尚的人啊 堪称人中天使 What a guy! What a fuckin' guy's guy!
因为哈罗德·T·亚当斯法官 Because Judge Harold T. Adams--
他叫他的秘书 He told his secretary he wanted it
正式记录下我是个好人 in the goddamn record that I was a good man!
哈罗德·T·亚当斯知道你弄断了她的手臂吗 Did Harold T. Adams know you broke her arm?
糟糕 我说漏嘴了 Oops. Oh, I let that slip, right?
家丑本不该外扬的 我忘了 That was supposed to stay in the house, I forgot.
糟了 这样好了 Oh, no, you know what,
我们今天就把所有事都说出来 we're clearing all this shit outta here today.
不再隐瞒以前那些事 All this old shit is going out of this house today.
-那是场意外 -是啊 - That was an accident. - Right.
意外 我们就是这么说的 An accident. That's what we say.
你该下地狱 Why don't you go to hell?
是啊 雷 我们地狱见 Sure, Ray. I'll meet you there.
那是场意外 It was an accident.
好了 Yeah, all right.
这事解决了 有人想喝咖啡吗 Got that out of the way. Does anyone want any coffee, huh?
想吃甜品吗 Some dessert?
再来一杯吗 安吉 Another drink, Ang-Angie?
-冷盘呢 -冷静点 - How about some cold cuts? - Calm down.
我给你做个三明治吧 来 Can I make you a sandwich? Here.
我给你做点什么 你想吃三明治吗 Let me make you something. You want a sandwich?
给 三明治 Here, here's a sandwich.
你们怎么走了 我们不是在庆祝 Where's everyone going? I thought we were celebrating
托马斯·伯兹悲惨的人生吗 the miserable life of Thomas Birdsey.
谢谢你们的砂锅菜 Thanks for the casseroles.
我过几天打给你 I'll call you in a couple days.
-等等 你去哪 里奥 -走吧 - Wait, where you goin', Leo? - Let's go.
过去七个月你们都跑哪去了 Where the fuck have you all been the last seven months?
你有何贵干 医生 What do you need, doc?
现在我们有可谈论的话题了 Now we got something to talk about, huh?
谢谢你们能来 Thanks for coming.
多米尼克 Dominick.
-节哀顺变 -谢谢 - I'm very sorry for your loss. - Thank you.
你别太自责 好吗 But you go easy on yourself, all right?
多米尼克 Dominick.
也别怪其他人 And others.
好 Okay.
下周你会来吗 Will I see you next week?
我不知道 我不知道 I don't know. I don't know.
多米尼克 请你尽量来 Dominick. Try and come, please.
你说得对 是我的自大害死了我兄弟 Hey, you were right. My arrogance killed my brother.
-终于 -不 - Finally, huh? - No.
不 多米尼克 No, Dominick.
我很遗憾 I'm sorry.
不是你的错 It's not your fault.
这下没人了 And there you have it.
你真是懂得如何把房间腾出来 You sure know how to clear a room.
你知道我觉得他最大的错是什么吗 You know what I think his worst offense has always been?
不是你的生父 Not being your real father.
那绝对不是他最大的错 宝贝 That's not his worst offense by a long shot, baby.
真的吗 Really?
我认为你就算原谅他其他所有事 See, I think you'd forgive him for all the other stuff
也不会原谅他这个错 before you'd ever forgive him for that.
我永远不会原谅他 I'm never gonna forgive him.
我不知道你为什么这么做 I just don't know why you do this.
做什么 Why I do what?
把所有人推开 I mean, push everybody away.
你为什么把人推开 Why do you push people away?
看看我们 Come on, look at us.
我们被诅咒了 黛莎 We're cursed, Dess.
胡说 Such bullshit.
我整个家族都被诅咒了 My whole fuckin' family is cursed.
面对现实吧 Let's face it.
我自己洗完吧 You know, I'll finish this.
你最后会像他一样 You're gonna end up like him.
像谁 Like who?
"随着康瑟提娜长大 "As Concettina was growing up,
我漫长一天最美好的时刻 "The highlight of my long days
就是回家哄我的宝贝睡觉 "Was coming home and putting my sweetheart to bed.
我的小兔子像花一样成长 "My little rabbit was growing like a flower,
"我对她的爱也逐渐增长 "And my love for her was growing accordingly.
"但依然 我让布斯佩连这个巫婆 "But still, I had Prosperine, that witch,
"操持我的家 "Running my household.
美国羊毛纺织公司
"她不配住在一个工头的家 "She was unworthy of living under the roof of a foreman,
"一个我靠辛勤工作和投入赚来的位置 "A position I had earned through hard work and commitment.
"在我的家中仍有一颗老鼠屎 "As it was at my home, the mill still contained one rotten apple.
"所以我也被敌人环绕 "And so, I was surrounded by my enemies.
"那个巫婆教会了我女儿 "The witch had taught my daughter
"女人在家中的职责 "her womanly responsibilities in the home.
"很快 我可爱的康瑟提娜 "And soon, my sweet Concettina
就能长大满足我的所有需求了" would be old enough to take care of all my needs."
布斯佩连
怎么了
看着像个小石子
这种事难免
石头
给我 我去扔了
我看着像玻璃
那你幸好没咯坏牙齿
你就感谢上帝我没打断你的鼻子吧
她在计划什么阴谋害我
有多久了
我不喜欢早退
但如果那个狡猾的婊子
想毒死我
我必须迅速行动
抓她个现行
但我发现的 比想象的更糟
我的家 带着死去兄弟的梦想和汗水建造的家
被新的祸害侵占了
-你叫什么名字 -亨利 - What's your name? - Henry.
-亨利 -德林克沃特 - Henry? - Drinkwater.
快滚 Go!
我警告他再也别靠近我的金发西西里女儿了
我怀疑
布斯佩连在和那个印第安人合作破坏我的家
他们的阴谋得逞不了
因为现在我发现了事情的真相
我唾弃任何威胁特佩斯塔家人的混蛋
我开除了那个印第安人
我必定战胜敌人
警察依然对我兄弟的惨死心怀内疚
很乐意听我讲述
对 Yes.
我解释了如果她只在监狱待几天
那问题只能解决几天
但如果把她关进疯人院
她的归属
那我可怜的孩子和我就能安静地生活了
放开我 放开我 上帝诅咒你们
此后我再没见过那个巫婆
据我所知 她还待在那个疯人院里
还吃着东西喘着气
破坏特佩斯塔的家 她就要付出代价
你瞧 Voila!
喜欢吗 You like?
这个 This...
像这样拿 Hmm? Okay?
拍打 This.
现在那个巫婆走后
我和女儿就能更加亲近了
我们是彼此仅有的家人
这个可怜的兔唇女孩
可怜的兔唇女孩 ...poor hare-lipped girl...
没有男人想要她
...that no other man wanted.
她煮饭 清扫 非常安静
她的安静使父亲喜悦
康瑟提娜流着西西里的血 Concettina has Sicilian blood in her veins.
她知道如何保守秘密 She knows how to keep her secrets.
就这样 That's it.
他就写到这里 没了 He, he ends right there, that's it.
我不是说不可能 我... I'm not saying it's impossible. I'm--
我是说可能性不大 I'm saying it's highly improbable.
拜托 医生 他都明摆地说了 I mean, come on, doc. He says it right there.
"她知道如何保守秘密" "She knows how to keep her secrets."
西西里的血 奥美塔黑手党沉默守则那玩意 Sicilian blood. All that omerta mafia bullshit.
秘密 可以指任何东西 Secrets-- it could mean anything.
可能是布斯佩连有秘密 It could mean Prosperine has secrets,
也可能是秘密菜谱 it could mean secret recipes.
任何事都有可能 I mean, anything.
从你告诉我的这些来看 没错 你的外公 From what you told me, yes, your grandfather,
他是个极其不幸福 误入歧途的人 he was a-- he was a terribly unhappy, misguided man.
残忍 自私 甚至多疑 Cruel, self-serving, paranoid, perhaps.
但你说的没有什么 But nothing, nothing you have told me
能证明他强奸了自己的女儿 necessarily means that he raped his daughter
并生下了你和你兄弟 and fathered you and your brother.
好吧 那我就回到了最初的地方 Okay, so I'm right back to where I started before I--
回到了我刚开始读这破玩意儿之前 before I even began reading the goddamn thing.
-是什么 -生活一团糟 还没有父亲 - Yeah, and where is that? - I'm fucked up and fatherless.
好吧 我们这样想吧 Okay, let's just think for a moment, okay?
别把这份手稿想成一个神秘 Let's think of this manuscript, not as a mystery
并带有令人抓狂不确定结局的故事 with some maddeningly inconclusive ending.
把它当成一个寓言 Let's think of it as a parable.
好吗 寓言通常都有启示意义 Right? Parables instruct.
在寓言故事的最后 One reaches the end of an allegory
都会点出故事想揭示的主旨 and confronts the lesson that it offers,
那我问你 so I'm asking you,
你从外公的经历学到了什么 what does your grandfather's story teach you?
我们注定厄运缠身 想想看 That we're doomed. I mean, come on.
能有多少家庭 How many families do you know that have so much
会碰上这么多倒霉事 fucked-up shit happen to them?
真的 Seriously.
我失去了一切 I've lost, I've lost everything.
我失去了孩子 I lost my baby.
我的妻子 我妈妈 I lost my wife. I lost my mom.
我兄弟 I lost my brother.
你觉得你兄弟的死也是诅咒之一 And you think your brother's death is part of a curse.
对 Yeah.
为什么不是呢 Yeah. Why not?
我觉得 多米尼克 Seems to me, Dominick, that...
你努力保护你兄弟 you tried protecting your brother
结果出了一场可怕的事故 and a terrible accident occurred.
一场事故 An accident.
对 多米尼克 一场事故 Yes, Dominick, an accident.
一场你完全无能为力的事故 An accident that was completely out of your control.
不是的 It wasn't out of my control.
你当然无能为力 你都不在场 It was out of your control. You weren't even there.
为什么你就那么难以理解呢 Why is it so hard for you to-to-to grasp the concept of this?
父亲造的孽 反噬了儿子 The sins of the father are visited on the son.
你信业障吗 You believe in karma, right?
-你信业障 -对 - Do you believe in karma? - Mm-hmm.
所以这跟业障又有什么不同呢 So why is that any different than the concept of karma?
-因为 多米尼克 -我不明白为什么你 - Because, Dominick-- - I don't understand why you...
-理解不了 -因为 因为有时候 - ...can't understand this. - Because, because sometimes,
在外界 it's so much easier to look outside of ourselves
找痛苦 失败和失望的原因 to find explanations for our own pain,
要比自我反省 our own failures, our own disappointments,
承担自己行为的责任 rather than looking inward
容易得多 and taking responsibility for our actions.
-拜托 -如果 - Come on. - I mean, it would be,
如果我们是因为命运 上帝 基因 it would be so much easier, wouldn't it,
某种想象不到的罪孽或者魔咒才成为我们 if luck or God or genetics or some unthinkable sin
这样是不是容易得多 or magical spell just made us who we are.
这样就容易多了 是不是 It would be easier, wouldn't it?
比什么容易得多 Easier than what?
自己琢磨出自己是谁 Figuring out who we are on our own.
我们会有很多种可能 And that, in fact, we can be many things.
狂躁或者和蔼 强壮或者虚弱 Rageful and kind. Strong and weak.
畏惧或者伤心 Terrified and sad.
失落 Bereft but...
却不害怕继续向前 not afraid to go forward.
不管他是有意还是无意的 Now intentionally or not,
你的外公给了你非常宝贵的礼物 多米尼克 your grandfather has given you a very valuable gift, Dominick.
他的失败是一种寓言 他性格的失败 A parable of his failure, the failure of his character.
他选择的失败 因为他有得选 多米尼克 The failure of his choices because he had choices, Dominick.
你相信人是可以自由选择的吧 You believe that a man has free choice, right?
-是吧 -拜托 - Well, do you? - Come on.
-你相信吗 -你以为呢 - Do you believe that? - What do you think?
那你就得接受这份礼物 使用它 Then you need to take this gift and you need to use it.
你得从中吸取教训 You need to learn from it.
你之前说过 你觉得自己一塌糊涂 没有父亲 You said earlier that you feel fucked up and fatherless.
没错 Yeah, it's true.
-是吗 -是啊 - Is it? - Yeah.
我可不这么想 I beg to differ.
首先 你肯定有父亲 多米尼克 First off, you're certainly not fatherless, Dominick.
如果你愿意让思维不局限于卵子精子 Provided you're willing to think beyond egg and sperm.
没错 你可能永远都无法知道 Yes, you may never, you may never discover
你生父是谁 the identity of your biological father,
但如果你把一个 but if one defines one's father as the male elder
从小到大陪着你的年长男性定义为父亲 who follows one's childhood to adulthood,
那你父亲就还活着 对吧 then your father's very much alive, isn't he?
不管雷的抚养方法有什么缺点 Whatever Ray's parental shortcomings have been,
他一直在你生活里稳定存在 his presence in your life has been a constant.
葬礼之后你们还说过话吗 Have you spoken to him since the reception?
没有 No.
那你可有活儿干了 I think you have some work to do.
雷 Ray?
雷 Ray.
雷 Hey, Ray.
雷 Hey, Ray?
雷 Ray?
三层
你是谁 Who are you?
爸 我是多米尼克 Hey, Pop, it's Dominick.
你怎么样 How you doin'?
谁 Who?
多米尼克 It's Dominick.
康妮的儿子 双胞胎之一 Connie's boy. One of the twins.
比赛什么时候开始 What time is the game starting?
什么比赛 Which game?
橄榄球 Football.
橄榄球比赛还没开始 雷 Football's not on, Ray.
现在是五月 是棒球季 It's, it's May. It's baseball season.
篮球季后赛 Basketball playoffs.
慢着 慢着 爸 Whoa, whoa, wait, wait, wait, wait, Pop,
爸 你得躺下 Pop, you gotta lay down.
什么 What?
-多米尼克 -对 我在 爸 我在 - Dominick. - Yeah, I'm here, Pop. I'm here.
你会没事的 爸 我来 You're gonna be okay, Pop. I got this.
你是个好孩子 You're a good boy.
你是个好孩子 多米 You're a good boy, Dom.
你是我 You're my...
你是我儿子 you're my boy.
你爸爸昨晚可够受的 So, your dad had a heck of a night.
他犯了严重的心脏病 He had, he had a massive heart attack.
给他心脏供血的所有血管 All of the blood vessels that feed his heart
基本上都埂塞了 were essentially blocked.
我们必须给五条动脉搭桥 We had to bypass five of the arteries
好让他的心脏肌肉得到氧气 so that his heart muscle could get some oxygen.
是非常严重的突发心脏病 You know, it was, uh, it was a pretty big heart attack.
好 我要把你的头抬起来 Okay, I'm gonna lift your head
然后给你换个枕头 and we're gonna switch pillows here.
很好 记得呼吸 Good job, don't forget to breathe.
这种情况 是他唯一的出路 At this point, it's the only thing left for him.
救他的命的唯一方式 It was the only way to really save his life
就是给他做紧急搭桥手术 was to do this emergency bypass surgery.
你给我儿子打电话了吗 Have you called my son yet?
我们一洗完澡 Once we're done with the bath,
就给你儿子打电话 好吗 伯兹先生 we'll give a call to your son, okay, Mr. Birdsey?
他还要在重症监护室住两天 He's gonna need another couple days in the ICU
或许三天 然后就会病房住院了 maybe three, and then he's gonna be a couple days on the ward.
之后他就要去亚急性康复中心 And then he'll have to go to a subacute rehab facility,
也就是疗养院 which is a nursing home.
他在那可能要待上八到十二周 Alright? He'll probably be there for eight to twelve weeks.
往那边挪一点 Just move to the edge of the bed a little bit for me, please.
他是不会去那的 He's not gonna go for that, man.
他得去 他必须去 Yeah, he's-he's gonna have to. He's gonna have to.
他已经没有办法回到从前的生活了 There's no real way for him to get back to his old life.
就是他以前的样子 You know, the way he was before.
数到三站起来 一 二 三 We're gonna stand on three. One, two, three.
他挺幸运的 Alright? He was lucky.
许多人都撑不过 A lot of people don't make it out of the other end
这种心脏病 of this kind of heart attack.
-是挺幸运 -是吧 - Yeah, lucky. - Right?
他独居吗 He lives by himself?
-是的 -他家里楼梯多吗 - Yeah. - Has he got a lot of stairs in the house?
有楼梯 There's stairs.
那就更困难了 Yeah, that makes it harder.
困难多了 That makes it a lot harder.
毫无疑问 A tough road to hoe,
前路艰辛 no doubt about it.
他自己也要鼓足勇气 He's gonna have to put some into this himself, too.
你没事吧 You're all right.
他真的需要家人的支持 You know, he really needs the support of his family
撑过这个阶段 to get him through this.
好吗 Alright?
好的 Okay.
你怎么来了 有人生病了吗 What are you doing here? Is someone sick?
你妈 吉恩 Your ma? Gene?
不 我在这工作 No, I, I work here.
记得我跟你说过 Remember I told you I work
-我在儿科病房工作 -对不起 我忘了 - the children's ward. - I'm sorry, I forgot.
你怎么来了 What are you doing here?
他还要在这 So he's gonna, he's gonna be here
再住一个星期 about another, another week or so...
直到去康复中心 until rehab.
天啊 他肯定高兴死了 Geez, he's gonna love that.
-你能想象吗 -不 我想象不到 - Can you imagine? - No, I cannot imagine.
这些可怜的人 Oh, those poor people.
是啊 I know.
你在这真好 这算是迈出一步了 It's good that you're here. I mean, that's a step.
-是啊 -是吧 - Yeah. - Right?
对 对 Yeah, yeah.
我 I, uh...
我真的... I'm really, uh...
很对不起 I'm sorry about, uh...
葬礼的那一天 the day of the wake.
我意识到 You know, I realized that I, um...
我从来没有真正学会道歉 never really learned to say sorry for anything.
所以 So, uh...
我要向你道歉 I wanna apologize to you.
我 I, uh...
发生过的事我很抱歉 I'm sorry about what happened.
安吉拉的事 With Angela.
对不起 I'm sorry that I...
我当时没陪你 I wasn't there.
我没陪着你 I just wasn't there.
对不起 我当时没有陪你哀悼 And I'm sorry that I wasn't there to grieve her with you.
对不起 我阻断了我们 I'm sorry that I stopped our chances of...
再要孩子的机会 having a baby again.
我没有恶意 I wasn't being malicious.
我当时只是不知道还有没有别的出路 It was just that I didn't know how to do it any other way.
我说这些不是期待你有所回应 And I'm not saying this because I expect anything from you.
我是真的不知道该怎么办 But I didn't know how to do it.
我是真的没办法了 You know, I just didn't know how to do it.
我也不懂得倾听 And I didn't know how to listen.
我知道我责怪你离开了我 And I know I blamed you for leaving.
但其实是我 But it was me.
都怪我 It was all me.
责怪你是不公平的 And it was unfair of me to blame you.
还让你为此难过 And make you feel bad about it.
因为你也没有别的办法 而我 'Cause there was nothing else you could do, and I,
你没有别的办法 而我完全 you could do, and I totally--
我完全明白 也理解 I totally see that and understand that.
不管怎么说 Anyway...
谢谢你 Thank you.
我爱你 黛莎 I love you, Dess.
雷 Ray.
有人来看你了 伯兹先生 You have some visitors, Mr. Birdsey.
雷 Ray.
我带人来陪你了 I brought you some company.
-多米 -你记得这个孩子吗 - Hey, Dom. - Hey, you remember this kid?
玛米·范多伦 Mamie Van Doren?
我让你们待一会 I'm gonna let you visit with your company.
好的 Okay.
玛米·范多伦是谁 Who's Mamie Van Doren?
-谢谢 -你不记得她了 -Thank you. -You don't remember her?
她的胸部最美了 She had the most beautiful breasts.
是哦 Right.
你好啊 我的宝贝姑娘 Hi, sweetie. My little girl.
别说了 Shut up.
你到底怎么了 What the hell happened to you?
我不知道 I don't know, I...
可能是正好都赶上了吧 I guess it all just caught up with me.
我碰见他之前都不知道你住院了 I knew nothing about it, then I ran into that guy.
-是吗 -是的 - Yeah? - Yeah.
你在哪见到的他 Where'd you run into him?
-在电梯里 -她在这工作 - In the elevator. - She works here.
你... You...
-你在这工作 -志愿服务而已 - you work here? - I just volunteer.
我在儿童病房 I'm in the children's ward.
-那我找时间下去看你 -你不许动 - Well, I'll come down and visit. - You don't move.
-你应该静养 -不行 我必须去... - You shouldn't move. - No, I gotta--
你不能离开这间病房 绝对不行 You're not allowed to leave this room, oh, no.
我得起身活动下 I, I have to get up and... move.
他会帮我弄下床的 He'll roll me down.
天啊 Oh, God!
能送我回病房吗 Would you take me to my room?
很好 大步走 雷 All right, take long steps, Ray.
我要是匹马 会被枪打死的 If I was a horse, they'd shoot me.
你做得很好 You're doing fine.
你没问题 继续走 You got this, keep going.
你妈妈以前最会帮我剃胡子了 Your mother used to give me the best shaves.
我从没见她做过 I never seen her do that.
怎么 你以为你了解我们的一切吗 What, you think you knew everything about us?
没有 我只是... No, I just...
我只是不知道你们会一起做这种事 I just didn't know you did that stuff together.
我们一起做的事可多了 Well, we did lots of stuff together
都是你不知道的事 that you didn't know about.
她是有些害羞 She was a little shy, maybe.
但我不介意 But that didn't bother me.
她只是犯了个错而已 She made a mistake, that's all.
孰能无过呢 Anyone can make a mistake.
你以为我当兵时是个大好人吗 What, you think I was an angel in the Navy?
再说 你们俩小孩可让我来劲了 Plus, I got a kick out of you kids.
"双重麻烦" "Double trouble."
我以前就这么叫你们俩 That's what I used to call both of you.
她有没有... Did she ever...
她有没有告诉过你 雷 did she ever tell you, Ray...
我们的生父是谁 who our father was?
我们从没说起过这种事 We never talked about stuff like that.
都过去了 It was all water under the bridge.
我和她都放下了过去 We just let the past lie, her and I.
好 Yeah.
我可能活不到我想要的那么长久 I may not live to be as long as I would have liked to.
但精彩人生要比苟且长活来得更重要 But a good life is more important than just living a long time.
但你在生死面前还是十分勇敢 威尔伯 You're being really brave about it, though, Wilbur.
嗯 我是很勇敢 Yeah, I am pretty brave.
但这只是我从与你的友情中 But it's just one of the many things
学到的众多事情之一 夏洛特 I've learned from being your friend, Charlotte.
他还不错 演得很棒 He did alright. He did a good job.
我要是你 我还是乖乖干正职 If I were you, I'd hold on to your day job.
别这样嘛 Oh, come on.
-他都笑疯了 -你明明很喜欢 - He was laughing his ass off. - You liked it.
你一点都不喜欢吗 You didn't like it at all?
-你演得不错 -谢谢 - You were good. - Thank you.
演得很好 You were good.
我敢说 回家的感觉一定很棒 I bet it's gonna feel good going home.
是吗 Right?
就算过了九点你也能看电视 You can watch TV past 9:00.
不用在五点就吃晚餐 No more 5:00 dinners.
你想吃什么 什么时候吃都行 You can eat whatever you want, whenever you want.
这里伙食挺好的 Food's not bad.
他们的厨艺不错 They do a good job with it.
让我想起了你妈妈做的菜 Reminds me of your mother's cooking.
一天能吃上三餐热乎的饭很不错 It's nice to have three hot meals a day.
至少比洗碗要好 Beats doing dishes, I can tell you that.
而且我并不想念家里的楼梯 And I do not miss those stairs either.
我会帮你买一张电动椅 Yeah, I'll get you one of those little electric chairs
送你快速上楼 that whisks you up the stairs.
我不需要 谢谢了 No. I don't need that, no thanks.
我说不好 我有点喜欢这里 I don't know, I kinda like it here.
得了吧 Come on.
怎么 他们加大你的药量了 What, they up your meds?
你正说胡话呢 You're talkin' crazy now.
你想要吗 You wanna take it?
要什么 Take what?
房子 The house.
你妈妈想把房子留给你 Your mom would have wanted it that way.
别这样 雷 Come on, Ray.
那是你的房子 她想让你住在那里 It's your house. She'd want you to live there.
你外公可能 Your grandfather probably would
-也想把房子留给你 -我不知道 雷 - have wanted you to have it too. - I don't know, Ray.
你有什么顾虑吗 What's there to know?
就是有太多回忆了 雷 Just too many memories, Ray.
好吧 Well...
那我们就卖掉 I guess we could sell it then.
当然可以 也能负担你在这的开销 Yeah, I mean, sure, it'll help out with your bills here.
不 No.
我反正也活不了多久了 I'm not gonna be around that much longer anyway.
有件事 There's something, um...
一直困扰着我 I've been thinking about that's been bothering me.
你还记得我们几周前 You remember a conversation that we had
聊到了关于你生父的事吗 a couple weeks ago about your father?
我当时说她从没告诉过我他是谁 How I said she never told me who he was?
她让我发誓什么也别说 She made me promise not to say anything.
她在去世前几个月告诉了我 She told me a couple of months before she passed away.
在那之前 I, I didn't know...
我什么都不知道 anything until then.
我和你一样被蒙在鼓里 I was as much in the dark as you were.
也许是这场病 让她再也无法承受这个秘密 When she got sick, I guess it weighed on her.
所以她告诉了我 So she told me.
并让我保证不说出去 Made me promise not to say anything.
我想她是害怕吧 I guess she was scared
或者是感到羞愧... or ashamed...
当然了 现在不结婚就生孩子 Of course, nowadays, people have babies
已经不是什么大事了 out of wedlock all the time,
肤色也不再是什么问题了 all different colors of the rainbow, too,
但那个时候可不一样 but it was different back then.
特别是意大利人 For Italians, especially.
他们中的很多人 他们... A lot of them, I mean, they were...
都歧视黑人和墨西哥人 prejudiced as hell when it came to the coloreds and Mexicans.
还有印地安人 他们歧视所有有色人种 Indians, too. Anyone who was darker than them.
她父亲就是其中一个... Her father, for instance...
他如果知道了会杀了她的 he would have murdered her if he knew.
知道什么 雷 Knew what, Ray?
她告诉我她一直很害怕 She told me she was always worried
被你们俩发现真相 about you two finding out.
主要是害怕被你发现 I mean, not so much your brother, but you.
她 她认为你会因此而憎恨她 She, she thought that you would hate her for it,
或是憎恨自己 or hate yourself.
但现在不一样了 所以你... But it's different now, so you...
多米尼克 你有权知道真相 Dom, you have a right to know.
他叫亨利 His name was Henry.
他死在了朝鲜战场上 He was killed over in Korea.
按你母亲的说法 He never even knew you two existed,
他并不知道你们两个的存在 according to your mother.
她一定真的很爱他 She must have really loved him.
我能从她说起他时的样子看出来 I knew it by the way she talked about it.
但这件事讽刺的一点在于... Of course, the funny thing is...
你外公认识你爷爷 your grandfather knew your father's father.
他们好像在同一个工厂工作 I guess they worked together at the mill.
-亨利什么 -你说什么 - Henry what? - Hm?
他姓什么 What was his last name?
德林克沃特 Drinkwater.
亨利·约瑟夫·德林克沃特 为国捐躯
维夸诺克印第安赌场
你好 拉尔夫 Hey, how you doin', Ralph?
我去了哈奇找你 I stopped over at Hatch to see if I could track you down there.
但他们说你已经不在那工作了 They said you weren't working anymore.
你来这边了 You're here.
有什么事吗 What can I do for you?
我今天下午知道了一些事情 Yeah, I found something out this afternoon.
什么事情 What's that?
亨利·德林克沃特是我的亲生父亲 Henry Drinkwater was my father.
今天下午 This afternoon?
什么叫你今天下午才知道 What do you mean you just found out this afternoon?
我继父几个小时前才告诉我 My stepfather just told me a couple hours ago.
你以前就知道了 Did, did you know that?
我一直都知道我们是堂兄弟 I've always known we were cousins.
我以为你也知道 I thought you'd known all along too.
只是不想告诉别人 Thought you wanted it kept secret.
不 我不知道 我刚刚才知道 No, man, I didn't know. I just found out.
有意思 That's funny.
现在赌场开业了 Now that the casinos have opened up,
大家都嗅着钱味找来了 everyone's got the scent of money.
你都不知道我多了多少兄弟姐妹 You wouldn't believe how many cousins I got.
我不是为你的钱来的 I don't give a shit about your money, man.
我只是想搞清楚我到底是谁 真的 I just want to figure out who the fuck I am, really.
以前我们四个人一起上学时 I hated you and your brother
我特别讨厌你和你的兄弟 when the four of us were at school.
我讨厌别人总是把我们扯到一块 I hated the way everyone always lumped us together.
两对双胞胎 Two sets of twins.
一对是印地安人 One Indian.
另一对是白人 The other one white.
因此你们更高级 And therefore, better.
我妹妹去世后 When my sister died,
你在植树仪式上 that day when you read that speech about her
念了那篇关于她的悼文 at the tree ceremony.
当时我恨不得冲上去杀了你 I wanted to kill you that day.
我第一次认识"伪君子"这个词时 First time I ran across the word "Hypocrite"...
立刻就想到了你 I immediately thought of you.
那你为什么还要帮我们 拉尔夫 So, why'd you help us, Ralph?
因为我们血脉相连 Because we're connected.
不管我喜欢你还是讨厌你 Whether I like you or not.
谢谢 拉尔夫 Thanks, Ralph.
我可以再来找你聊聊吧 Maybe I could stop by and see you again sometime.
谢谢 Thanks.
我不是一个特别聪明的人 I'm not a smart man, particularly.
但那一天 在我终于 But one day, at long last,
跌跌撞撞地穿过了自己 I stumbled from the dark woods of my own,
家人 还有故乡过往的那片黑暗森林后 and my family's, and my country's past,
我明白了些许真相 holding in my hands these truths.
爱来自宽恕 That love grows from forgiveness.
毁灭带来重生 That from destruction comes renovation.
上帝存在于 That the evidence of God exists
我们与其他人的联系中 in our connections to one another.
至少 我明白了这些 This much, at least, I've figured out.
我知道这些都是真的 I know this much is true.