你说你想离开家 You said that you wanted to leave the house.
平均而言 你的年龄减去220 该是你每分钟最快的心跳速度 On average, the fastest your heart should beat per minute is 220 minus your age.
对 但你对我的感情呢？ Yeah, but what about your feelings for me?
为什么这家伙还在西雅图？ Why is this guy still in Seattle?
他不肯独自离开 而她想等他放弃 Well, he won't leave without her, and she wants to wait him out.
你想怎么做？ What do you want to do?
我想揍那家伙 但我不像她那么有耐心 Well, I want to deck the guy, but I'm not as patient as she is.
茉莉的扫描结果出来了？ Are those Molly's scans?
我得保持最佳状态 Gotta be on my game.
单独主刀后 除了往下走别无他法 After flying solo, there's nowhere to go but down.
我会担任你女友手术的助手 你要我偷懒？ I'm assisting on your girlfriend's surgery. You want me to slack off?
-你忙吧 -对 - Carry on. - Yeah.
但剧烈运动的理想心跳是 But, ideally, vigorous exercise
介于你最高心率的70%到85%之间 is between 70 and 85% of your maximum heart rate.
艾莉森的毛毯打包了吗？你妈说不在袋子里 Did you pack Allison's blanket? Your mom says it's not in the bag.
在背包里 - It's in the backpack. - Oh.
你一个人在家要做什么？ What are you gonna do with the whole house to yourself?
运气好的话 睡觉 Well, with any luck, sleep.
我好嫉妒 会议行程排得满满的 I'm jealous. The conference agenda is jam-packed.
你应该跳过某些活动 Well, you should skip something,
去按摩或做点别的事 you know, get a massage or do something else for yourself.
超过你的最高心率可能会导致头晕 胸痛 甚至昏厥 Exceeding your maximum heart rate can result in dizziness, chest pain, or even fainting.
-好 对 -是的 - Okay. Okay. - Yeah.
-你可以吗？-我可以 - You got that? - Yeah. Here.
好的 你们两个玩得开心 Okay. You two have fun.
在拉斯维加斯发生的事就留在拉斯维加斯吧 You know, what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas.
-我们要去奥克兰 -那也一样 - We're going to Oakland. - That too.
再见 Bye.
所以请聆听自己的身体 别过于勉强自己 So listen to your body and don't push your limits.
我想我们该给科利尔
-好喔 -我不知道你在这里 Hey, I didn't know you were here.
我在帮韦伯医生治疗我的老病人 I'm helping Dr. Webber with one of my old patients.
你现在有点像是我的上司 是不是很奇怪？ Is it weird, you're kind of like my boss now?
不会 我投资了她和梅若迪丝的阿兹海默症研究 No. I invested in her and Meredith's Alzheimer's research.
我是匿名合伙人 就这样 I'm a silent partner. That's it.
你要去波士顿吗？因为我想要格瑞弗斯跟我 Are you going to Boston? Because I'll take Griffith on my service.
他生气是 因为她整周都在帮我准备一项实验性手术 He's salty because she's been helping me prep for an experimental procedure all week.
我需要我们最优秀的实习医生 I needed our best intern for the case.
-格瑞弗斯是明日之星 对吧？-对 - Griffith's someone to watch, huh? - Yeah.
-亚当斯还好吗？-他今天跟我们 你再跟我说 - How's Adams doing? - Well, he's with us today. You tell me.
-好 -如果你的行程有变的话 我… - Okay. - If your schedule changes, I--
她还是我的 She's still mine.
你知道你不用担心阴道撕裂有多幸运吗？ Do you know how lucky you are you don't have to worry about vaginal tears?
你也早安 And good morning to you too.
我刚缝合了一个括约肌侵入三级撕裂伤 I just sewed a third-degree tear encroaching on the sphincter,
那发生在产妇怀着四公斤重的宝宝 阵痛24小时后 and that's after the mom labored for 24 hours with a nine-pound baby.
面对这种状况男人也不容易…对 那听起来很糟糕 You know, men have their share of... Yeah, that sounds awful.
威尔森 当你在接生时 巴吉利太太开始出血 Oh, Wilson, hey. While you were in L&D, Mrs. Badgley started bleeding.
好 我会告诉金凯德 她得把她的字宫肌瘤切除术改到今天早上 Okay, well, I will tell Kincade she needs to move her myomectomy to this morning.
我已经告诉她了 Oh. Already on it.
我想你们三个不会想做久站术 I-I figured you three wouldn't want to be on your feet for a long surge.
金凯德医生已经核准了 所以我们准备好了 Dr. Kincade already approved it, so we're set.
乔威尔森刚刚让一个说出“久站术”的人偷了她的手术？ Um, did Jo Wilson just let a guy who calls surgery a "surge" shark her?
他救了我的宝贝 - He saved my babies. - Oh. Come on.
当我看到他那张成就 非凡愚蠢的神童脸时 我只能想到这一点 That's all I can think about when I see his overachieving, stupid prodigy face,
如果你敢告诉别人 我会揍你 and if you tell anyone that, I will punch you.
不是给你的 你把病例输入试算表了吗？ Hey, not for you. Have you exported your cases into the spreadsheet yet?
什么试算表？ What spreadsheet?
这是我们年底跟贝利开会要用到的病例纪录 抱歉了 Uh, our case logs for our meeting with Bailey at the end of the year. Sorry.
没关系 It's fine.
明年我就能帮你处理你的病例纪录了 Well, if it's any consolation, I'll be able to help you
-如果这能安慰到你的话 -谢谢 - with your case logs next year. - Thanks.
-早安 -早安 这是什么？ - Uh, good morning. - Good morning. What... What's this?
这是为了感谢 你说你会帮我争取到第一次单独执刀的机会 It's a thank-you for saying you would help me get my first solo surgery.
我保证不会让你失望 I promise I won't let you down.
好 第一课 永远不要承诺太多 尽力做到最好 好吗？ All right, lesson number one: always under-promise and over-deliver. Yeah?
-诺拉 你好 我刚收到你的简讯 -抱歉打扰你 这是… - Hey, Nora. Hi, I just got your text. - Sorry for bugging you. This is...
丽兹 你好 可以长话短说吗？我还得去办高中同学会 Liz. Hi, can we make this quick? I have a high school reunion to pull off.
我会尽力的 跟我来 你怀孕多久了？ I'll do my best. Follow me. Um, how far along are you?
19周 Uh, 19 weeks.
直到几天前 怀孕过程都很顺利 It's been an easy pregnancy until a couple days ago.
我开始消化不良 呼吸急促 I started to have indigestion, shortness of breath,
胸口有点压迫感 some pressure in my chest.
我预约了下周去看妇产科 - Um, I have an OB appointment next week. - Okay.
她本来就有二尖瓣脱垂 所以我把她绑架来这里 She has preexisting mitral valve prolapse, so I kidnapped her here.
对 我今晚得去参加同学会 我是委员会主席 Yeah, I have to be at this reunion tonight. I'm the committee chair.
丽兹盯得很紧 她让赞助人重新粉刷体育馆 Liz runs a tight ship. She got the boosters to repaint the gym.
终于喔 1970年代的油漆不可能没有含铅 Finally. There's no way that '70s paint wasn't full of lead.
我高三时 你高一 I was a senior when you were a freshman.
-欧文杭特 -梅根杭特的哥哥 - Owen Hunt. - Megan Hunt's brother.
梅根有哥哥？ Megan has a brother?
好的 我去呼叫心脏科和妇产科 Okay, I'm gonna page cardio and OB.
在等待的时候 我会帮你做心电图和一些检测 可以吗？ While we wait, I'm gonna run some labs and an EKG. Sound good?
我怀孕了 只有零食和洗澡听起来还可以 I'm pregnant. Only snacks and baths sound good.
谢谢 很高兴再见到你 Thank you, and it's good to see you again.
对 Yeah.
艾伦路易斯 50岁 Allan Lewis, 50,
第三次肾脏移植后出现移植后淋巴增生疾病 developed PTLD after his third kidney transplant,
打了八回莫须瘤注射剂 减轻腹膜后肿瘤的负担 had eight rounds of rituximab to reduce the tumor burden in his retroperitoneum.
他来这里是为了在继续化疗前先切除残余肿瘤 Here to debulk the residual tumor before resuming chemo
并缓解肠阻塞的症状 and to alleviate the bowel obstruction symptoms.
不是肾脏的错 别怪肾脏 Not the kidney's fault. Don't blame the kidney.
没人怪任何人 No one's blaming anyone.
没错 移植后淋巴增生疾病才是真正的并发症 肇因是… That's right. PTLD is a real complication caused by...
免疫系统减弱 诱发人类疱疹病毒 A weakened immune system that triggers the Epstein-Barr virus.
得病的人不到1% 当然啰 艾伦就是其中之一 Of course, Allan is in the less than 1% of all people who get this.
现在我觉得你在怪我 Now it feels like you're blaming me.
好的 雪比是艾伦的妹妹 也是他第三颗肾脏的捐赠者 Okay. Shelby is Allan's sister and the donor of his third kidney.
要不是我很难找到匹配的对象 我才不会拜托她 I wouldn't have asked if I weren't such a hard match.
我另外两次的器官捐赠者来自器官共享网 My other two organ donors came through UNOS.
是哪个捐赠者载你去做化疗的？ Which donor drove you to chemo?
“继承”我妈的1969年宾士敞篷车的那一个 Oh. The one who "inherited" Mom's 1969 Mercedes convertible.
这些年都是我在照顾她 你在哪里？ I took care of her all those years. Where were you?
在新加坡工作 Working in Singapore.
我需要肾脏时 她帮了我 She came through for me when I needed a kidney,
雪比和我曾经有段时间不说话 but there was a time when Shelbs and I weren't speaking.
-他们不需要知道这些 -听着 这是我的病史 - They don't need to know this. - Look, okay, it's my medical history.
好 先做新的扫描再看要怎么做 好吗？ Okay, let's get some new scans and we'll go from there, shall we?
再见 - Mm-hmm. - Bye.
-卡珊 我不知道你会来 -泰蒂 你好 - Cass, I didn't know you'd be here. - Oh. Teddy, hi.
-我晚点再去找你？-好 - I will catch up with you later? - Sure.
你朋友？ Friend of yours?
我们有时会约好参加同一个研讨会 We sometimes plan to attend the same conferences,
在最催眠的专题讨论和课外活动间取得平衡 balance the snoozefest panels with extracurricular activities.
大卫有来吗？ Is David here?
我相信他 趁他的主任医生去参加研讨会时代她的班 I believe he's covering his chief's cases while she's at a conference.
也是 Right.
-欧文呢？-没来 - What about Owen? - No.
就只有我 - Nope. Just me. - Oh.
艾特曼 Altman.
-好的 你能帮我吗？拜托 -好的 好 什么… - Oh, okay. Can you help me? Please. - Oh, yeah. Yeah. What--
-你好 -你好 - Hi. - Hi.
格瑞弗斯 请说明 Griffith, present.
茉莉陈 33岁 癫痫大发作 Molly Tran, 33, experiencing grand mal seizures.
现有的抗癫痫药物无效 Currently refractory to anti-epileptic medication.
我们准备帮她动深脑刺激术来抑制癫痫活动 Here for placement of DBS to suppress seizure activity.
我们会在你的头骨上开一个小洞 把装置植入你的大脑 We'll make a small hole in your skull to implant the device in your brain,
然后把脉冲产生器放在你的锁骨下 then place the pulse generator under your collarbone.
那就像大脑的心律调节器 It's like a pacemaker for your brain.
-那恢复记忆呢？-一步一步来吧 - And what about getting my memory back? - Let's take it one step at a time.
放置深层脑部刺激器后 我会在你的大脑上放一张网格图 Once we place the DBS, I will put a grid on your brain
然后逐一刺激每个区块 and then stimulate each section one by one,
但我们之所以能这么做 是因为我已经进入你大脑的那个部分了 but we're only doing that because I will already be in that part of your brain.
这从未被证实能恢复因逆行性失忆症而失去的记忆 It's never been proven to retrieve memories lost to retrograde amnesia.
额外的刺激会引发癫痫吗？ Will the extra stimulation induce seizures?
有可能 但我希望这个装置能防止癫痫发作 It's possible, but my hope is that the device will prevent that.
你确定要这么做吗？你父母怎么说？ Are you sure you want to do this? What did your parents say about it?
他们很紧张 直到我寄给他们薛波医生的资料 Um, they were nervous until I sent them Dr. Shepherd's bio.
我要我的记忆 I want my memories.
我只是没料到会有这么多人从旁观看 I just didn't realize so many people would be watching.
这是个大手术 It's a big case.
不好意思 Excuse me.
好的 你可以看到这个装置会植入头冠 All right, so you can see the device will be implanted in the crown.
来我家是一回事 但跑来医院… It's one thing to show up at my house, but to come to hospital--
-退后 -她不想跟你说话 - Hey. Back off. - She doesn't wanna talk to you.
听着 我不想跟她说话 Look, I don't wanna talk to her.
我需要跟你谈谈 茉莉并未对你完全坦白 I need to talk to you. Molly hasn't told you everything you need to know.
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但我在礼堂测试投影片时 But when I did the test run in the auditorium,
投影片看起来就像在哈哈镜里一样 the slides looked like they were in a fun house mirror.
一定是格式化的尺寸不对 Well, they must be formatted to the wrong size.
视听人员朗恩就是这么说的 - Right. - That's what Ron, that AV guy, says,
显然唯一的解决办法就是整个重做 and apparently the only way to fix it is to redo the whole damn thing.
第一次花了多久？ Well, how long did the first one take?
不知道 我付钱请塔克做的 No idea. I paid Tuck to do it.
贝利医生将为大家说明她为来自堕胎禁令州的妇产科住院医师 Dr. Bailey is presenting on her program training OB-GYN residents
所设计的培训计划 from states with abortion bans.
非常重要 现在更是如此 So important. Now more than ever.
如果他们看不到我的投影片 我要怎么激励其他医院 Well, how am I supposed to inspire other hospitals to start programs like ours
展开这类型的计划？ if they can't read my slides?
卡珊其实很擅长做投影片 Well, Cass is actually amazing at slideshows.
抱歉 我不知道我为什么说“其实” 她超厉害的 Sorry, I don't know why I said "actually." She's just... She's amazing.
-你可以尽快做完吗？-为了这个志业 这是我的荣幸 - Uh, can you work fast? - For this cause, it would be my honor.
谢谢 好 我们试试… - Thank you. Thank you. - Oh, thank you.
好的 准备好了吗？ All right, are you ready?
好了 将磁振造影和电脑断层影像对齐 创造出大脑的立体画面 Yes, aligning the MRI and CT images to create a 3-D representation of the brain.
-你建议采取哪一种路径？-经额叶路径 - Which approach would you suggest? - Transfrontal.
好主意 我们要从额颞叶开始 Good thought. We are gonna go with frontal temporal.
-目标？-磁振造影上神经胶质增生的区域 - Target? - Oh, that area of gliosis on the MRI.
好 分成三个目标 这样我才有选择 All right, divide it into three separate targets, so I have options.
万一我们引发癫痫 害她陷入巴比妥类药物引起的昏迷呢？ What if we trigger a seizure and have to put her in a barb coma?
-整个手术不就白费功夫了吗？-我不允许自己这么想 - Isn't the whole procedure a wash? - I don't let myself think like that.
对 Yeah.
你真的是明日之星 对吧？ You really are the one to watch, huh?
我只是运气好 接下很棒的病例 Just been lucky. Get on amazing cases.
别这样 你是女外科医生 Don't do that. You're a woman surgeon.
外面有很多人想开除你 There are enough people out there who want to dismiss you.
别成为其中之一 Don't be one of them.
我们病人会处于醒着的状态 Now, our patient will be awake.
所以你一定要听我的指示 保持正常声音 So it is crucial that you follow my lead, keep your voice neutral.
至于茉莉的状况 她一切都很好 As far as Molly is concerned, everything is fine.
没问题 - No problem. - Mmm.
化验结果正常 心电图和心脏超音波也是 Your labs are normal. Same with your EKG and echo,
你的二尖瓣看起来很稳定 and your mitral valve looks stable.
好的 看吧 我就说只是普通的怀孕症状 Great. See? Told you, just regular old pregnancy.
那我可以继续筹备同学会了吗？ So, can I get back to reunion planning now?
虽然你的症状很常见 但对你来说是新症状 While your symptoms are common, they are new for you,
我们想再做几项检查 and we would like to run a few more tests.
好吧 我的手机呢？ Okay, fine. Um, where's my phone?
你要我们打给谁吗？ Do you have someone we should call?
没有 只是一个不懂得 Uh, nope. Just a second-in-command
按字母排序排名牌的副手 who can't alphabetize name tags to save his life.
拜托喔 巴比 M在O前面 Come on, Bobby. M comes before O.
丽兹要自己生下这个孩子 她是我的英雄 Liz is having this baby on her own. She's my personal hero.
这不是我原本的计划 It wasn't always the plan,
但我至少跟大西雅图地区每个年龄相仿的 but I've been on at least one date with every age-appropriate bachelor
单身汉约会过 还有几个年纪不太适合的 in the greater Seattle area, and some not so age-appropriate.
但他们都不是真命天子 我不年轻了 But none of them were the one, and I'm not getting any younger,
所以我要孤军奋战 so I'm going it alone.
丽兹 你脖子上的肿块长多久了？ Liz, how long have you had that lump on your neck?
-什么肿块？-我可以看看吗？ - What lump? - May I?
米伦 你可以去拿超音波吗？谢谢 Millin, can you grab the ultrasound? Thank you.
她快进手术室了 说快一点 She's about to go to the OR. Make it quick.
你不能让她动实验性的手术 You can't let her do the experimental part of surgery.
我尊重她的决定 I respect her decision.
因为若她恢复记忆就能赦免你的罪？ Because if she gets her memories back, it absolves you of what you did?
你别胡说八道 You don't know what you're talking about.
意外发生时 When the accident happened,
她用尽各种方法想找回记忆 she tried everything she could to get her memories back.
心理治疗 催眠治疗 越南草药 Psychotherapy, hypnotherapy, Vietnamese herbs.
她父母说她因此倾家荡产 Her parents said that she spent everything she had,
但全都不见效果时 她就崩溃了 and when none of it worked, she spiraled.
不吃不睡 他们终于说服她寻求帮助 Not eating, not sleeping. They finally talked her into getting help.
她从没跟我说过这件事 She never told me any of this.
好 她为什么要说？你觉得她希望你知道？ Okay, and why would she? You think she wants you to know?
听着 我爱她 如果她出了什么事 Look, I love her, and I wanna be able to live with myself
我也无法心安理得过日子 if anything bad happened to her.
来到西雅图 突然分手 为了找回记忆 Coming to Seattle, the sudden breakup, the experimental brain surgery
接受实验性脑部手术 这… just to get her memories back. It...
感觉就像是通往另一场车祸的匝道 It just feels like the on-ramp to another crash.
她选了我 你就接受吧 She picked me. Get over it.
-笔和多余的卡片就放在…-谢啦 …迎宾桌下方的袋子里 There's pens and extra card stock in the bag under the welcome table.
不是 是迎宾桌下方 需要什么就打给我 No, under the welcome table. Call if you need anything.
-太好了 -谢谢 - Great. - Thanks.
-天啊 -你还好吗？ - Oh, my God. - Hey, you okay?
是巴比啦 我们的班级干事 他不懂得如何副本其他人 Just Bobby, our class secretary who doesn't know how to CC people,
他现在是负责人了 is now the one in charge.
就像指定幸存者一样 It's like a designated survivor situation.
如果没人认真看待这件事 就不会有同学会 Well, if no one took this seriously, there would be no reunions
也没人能和老友重聚 and no one would reconnect with old friends,
我想日子还是会继续下去 and I guess life would just go on.
和老友重聚相当不错 Reconnecting can be... can be pretty great.
对了 丽兹目前的状况都很不错 Uh, so far so good with Liz, by the way.
我该带丽兹去别的地方吗？ Should I have taken Liz somewhere else?
-为什么？-因为我上次见到你时 - Why? - Well, the last time I saw you,
你不想加入我的医疗团队 you didn't want to be a part of my care team.
现在我们同坐在一张长椅上 And now we're sharing a bench.
不 你带了一个朋友来看病 Well, you know... You brought in a friend for medical care,
所以我们同坐在一张长椅上是个光明正大的行为 so this is... this is an above-board bench-sharing situation.
那你可以坐久一点吗？ In that case, can you sit a little longer?
我突然意识到我朋友可能生病了 It's just hitting me that my friend might be sick.
好 Sure.
这是两颗原生肾脏 这是两颗移植后不能用的肾脏 There's the two native kidneys, the two nonfunctioning transplanted kidneys.
能用的那颗在这里 That's the working one right there.
你有看过一个病人体内有五个肾脏的扫描结果吗？ Have you ever seen a scan of five kidneys inside of one patient before?
-那是肿块吗？-对 就是那个 - Is that the mass? - Yeah, that's it right there.
是健全的那颗肾脏的血管阻塞扭结了吗？ Is it kinking the vasculature of the working kidney?
不 很接近 但幸好不是 No, it's close, but fortunately, no.
对 我们应该做减积手术 Yeah, we should debulk enough
让化疗有机会杀死剩下的细胞 that the chemo has a shot at killing the remaining cells.
我们应该摘除原生肾脏吗？ Should we remove the native kidney?
我可以协助腹膜后淋巴结摘除术 I could help with the retroperitoneal lymph node dissection.
没这个必要 我们仍然能轻易接触到腔静脉旁淋巴结 Mmm. It's not necessary. We still have good access to the paracaval lymph nodes
但很高兴知道你有先见之明 去订手术室吧 but good to know you're thinking ahead. Book us an OR.
要求做肾切除术和淋巴切除术还真大胆 That was pretty bold to ask to do a nephrectomy and a lymph node dissection.
不问怎么会知道？ You never know if you don't ask.
-你能帮他做术前准备文件吗？-不能 问得好就是了 - Can you do his pre-op paperwork? - Nope, but good try.
可怜的丽兹 她这么努力办同学会 Poor Liz. She worked so hard on her reunion,
现在某个笨手笨脚的家伙却能接手这个重要时刻 and now some bumbling wannabe gets to be there for the big moment.
-他可能只是想帮忙 -是吗？ - Probably just trying to help. - Is he?
还是被掌权的女性威胁的男人 Or is he a man who is threatened by a woman in power
以慷慨的名义行窃？ and he's stealing it in the name of generosity?
郑重声明 我是女性主义者 For the record, I'm a feminist.
今天早上我的共同住院医生偷走我的手术 This morning, my co-resident stole my surgery
这样我就不用“站着”了 so that I didn't have to "be on my feet."
-你有揍他吗？-没有 他救了我的孩子 - Did you punch him? - No, he saved my babies.
他可没救了我的孩子 他叫什么名字？ Well, he didn't save my babies. What's his name?
扫描结果出来了 Scans are up.
这可不常见 Oh. That's not something you see every day.
是癌症吗？ Is it cancer?
不是 你的甲状腺 喉头和淋巴都没问题 No. Your thyroid, larynx and lymph nodes are all fine.
看来你得了种罕见病 叫食道不正常扩张之食道贲门弛缓不能症 It appears you have a rare condition called achalasia with megaesophagus,
-因怀孕而加剧病况 -意思是？ - which is aggravated by your pregnancy. - Which means?
你的食道里有大量未消化的食物 You have a fair amount of undigested food sitting in your esophagus.
已经多久了？ Um, how long has it been there?
在不确定你一次会吃进多少东西的状况下很难判断 It's hard to tell without knowing how much you eat in one sitting.
我昨天吃了鱼肉塔可饼 I had fish tacos yesterday.
愚蠢的巴比给我草莓果昔当早餐 Ugh, stupid Bobby gave me a strawberry smoothie for breakfast.
没关系 别担心 我们会帮你照内视镜 It's all right. Don't worry. We're gonna run a scope down there
把食物清干净 好吗？ - and clean it all out, okay? - Yeah.
-好的 好 -对 我很紧张 但是… - Yeah. Yeah. - Yeah, bit nervous, but...
你的生命征象很稳定 去一号手术室 Your vitals are strong. Hey, going to OR one.
下次我见到你时 我的记忆可能会恢复 You know, the next time I see you, I-I could have all my memories back.
这种疗法成功的机率几乎是零 You know, the odds of this working are almost impossible.
我只想确定如果失败也没关系 I just want to make sure you'll be okay if it doesn't.
一定还有其他实验性疗法吧？ There must be other experimental treatments, right?
如果这个不管用 我们就换一个 If this one doesn't work, I mean, we'll try another one.
戴夫来过医院 Dave came to the hospital.
他怎么说？ Well, what did he say?
他只是想确定你会没事 He just wanted to make sure that you'll be okay.
我没事 I am.
我会没事的 I will be.
-我手术结束时你会在这里 对吧？-当然 - You'll be here when I get out, right? - Of course.
好 Okay.
-好 -好 - Okay. - Yeah.
好的 别让薛波一意孤行 Okay. Don't let Shepherd push it in there.
我们看过她做过头 尤其是遇到棘手的病例 We've seen her go overboard, especially with difficult cases.
你知道我无法控制她 You know I can't control that.
你现在行情看涨 你的影响力比你想像中还大 You're on top right now. You have more influence than you think.
我罩你 I got you.
你来啦 Oh, there you are.
我开始回想起那场派对 I was starting to get flashbacks to that party
你丢下我 跑去跟史考特强纳斯亲热 where you ditched me to make out with Scott Jonas.
-我们只是去透透气 -告诉我肿块是良性的 - We just... We got some air. - Tell me that lump's benign.
-就跟鸡肉派一样良性 -谢天谢地 是什么状况？ - As benign as chicken pot pie. - Oh, thank God. What is it?
鸡肉派 Chicken pot pie.
对 那是昨天的午餐 我的喉咙塞满了食物 Yeah, that was yesterday's lunch. My throat's full of food.
什么？怎么会？ What? How?
连接她胃和食道的括约肌无法放松 The sphincter connecting her stomach and her esophagus won't relax,
所以食物会卡住 so food's getting stuck.
这会影响我接下来的孕期吗？ Is this gonna be for the rest of my pregnancy?
不会 我们可以用内视镜取出食物 No, we can remove the food with a scope
然后在括约肌下方注射肉毒杆菌 and then inject Botox into the lower sphincter.
所以那里会看起来年轻 没有皱纹？ So it looks young and wrinkle-free?
不是这样 那里会放松食物才能进入你的胃里 No, so it relaxes and food can get into your stomach.
好吧 这得花点时间 Okay, so this is gonna take a while.
你能确定有人帮忙熨烫桌布吗？ Will you please make sure that someone steams the tablecloths?
-交给我 -护士会帮你做准备 好吗？ - I'm on it. - A nurse will get you prepped, okay?
-谢谢 -好 - Thank you. - Okay.
去技能室温习一下上消化道内视镜手术 I gotta go back to work. Okay. Brush up on your EGDs in the skills lab.
我以为今天要做的是奥登先生的冠状动脉绕道手术 I thought we had Mr. Oden's CABG today.
我会做奥登先生的冠状动脉绕道手术 I am doing Mr. Oden's CABG.
你要复习消化道内视镜手术 You were gonna brush up on your EGDs
这样你才能做丽兹的去除食道阻塞术 so you can do Liz's esophageal disimpaction.
我去练习 I'll go practice.
你不能剪下复制就好吗？ Can you just cut and paste?
图像可以 但文字不行 能把要点念给我听吗？ The graphics, yes, but not the text. Will you read me those bullet points?
当然可以 好的 Oh, sure. Um, okay.
“全美有超过三分之一的郡是妇产科照护沙漠 "All trainees come from the more than one-third of US counties
没有产科医生 医院或生产中心 所有受训者都来自这些地方” that are maternity care deserts with no OB providers, hospitals, or birth centers."
真凄凉 That's bleak.
你的计划不是得过凯瑟琳福斯奖吗？ Didn't you win a Catherine Fox Award for your program?
没错 当时觉得很有成就感 I did. Felt like an accomplishment then.
现在却感觉像是在用顶针舀水 Now, feels like I'm trying to bail water with a thimble.
我懂 但你的计划是希望的灯塔 I get it, but programs like yours are a beacon of hope.
谢谢 Thank you.
现在只要确保你的简报跟你本人一样棒就行了 Now let's just make sure your presentation is as great as you are.
请给我下一个要点 泰蒂 Next bullet, please. Teddy.
对 抱歉 “跟随达布斯”… Oh. Yeah. Oh, sorry. Uh, "following Dobbs"...
脑部深层刺激装置已就位茉莉 你还好吗？ DBS is in place. How are you doing, Molly?
还不错 毕竟我的头基本上是装在模型组里 Pretty well, considering my head's basically in an Erector Set.
你有觉得更不舒服吗？ Are you feeling more discomfort?
我什么都感觉不到 但我能听到工具碰撞声 还有机器的嗡嗡声 I don't feel a thing, but I can hear tools clinking and things buzzing.
-我们快到了吗？-对 - Are we almost there? - Yes.
格瑞弗斯 我们准备好连接刺激板了 Griffith, we are ready to connect to the stimulation panel.
-那样就能停止癫痫？-应该可以 - And that should stop the seizures? - It should.
等等 那实在太不可思议了 谢谢 Wow. Wait, that's incredible. Thank you.
你们也开始处理记忆的部分了吗？ And are you starting with the memory part too now?
-等一下 -薛波医生 我看到癫痫波 - In a minute. - Dr. Shepherd, I see epileptiform waves.
好 调整频率 All right, adjust the frequency.
深层脑部刺激术 刺激启动
-有改善了 -好 - They're improving. - Okay.
茉莉 现在要放网格以恢复记忆 All right, Molly, now it is time to place the grid for memory retrieval.
我想点头 但我的头动不了 I'd nod, but, um, I can't move my head.
请放网格 Grid, please.
开始啰 Here we go.
没那么糟 It's not that bad.
你刚才像死掉的动物一样地呻吟 让他检查一下 You were just moaning like a dead animal. Let him check you out.
排尿量很低 等等 我用超音波快速查看一下 Urine output's low. Hang on. Let me take a quick look with the ultrasound.
你喷香水了吗？闻起来像臭脚丫 Are you wearing perfume? 'Cause it smells like feet.
记得我捐肾给你时 你答应我会对我好一点吗？ Remember when I gave you a kidney and you promised to be nicer?
我们每次吵架都是这样结束的 你有姊妹吗？ This is how all of our fights end now. Do you have a sister?
-我有四个 -我以为一个就很多了 - I have four. - Oof. I thought one was a lot.
肾脏 Kidney.
我很早就学会了最好不要反击 I learned early on that I'm better off not fighting back.
看看现在的你 你成了外科医生 Oh, look at you now. You're a surgeon.
看看当你学会顺应时势 懂得调整时会发生什么事？ See what happens when you learn how to go with the flow? To adapt?
我是一家大型科技公司人力资源部的资深副总裁 I'm the senior VP of human resources at a giant tech company.
-肾脏 -只有我这么做的时候才有用 - Kidney. - It only works when I do it.
不是啦 我的肾脏真的很痛 No. My kidney. It really hurts.
该死 我们得走了 Damn it, we need to move.
-发生了什么事？-我要死了吗？ - What's happening? - Am I dying?
艾伦的肾脏有血栓生成 血栓阻断他的血液供给 Allan's kidney's thrombosed. A clot's cutting off his blood supply.
如果不马上动手术 他可能会陷入昏迷 If we don't get him to surgery right now, he could lose it.
叫韦伯和马许到手术室和我会合 Tell Webber and Marsh to meet me in the OR.
好 深呼吸 Okay, breathe.
我做好了 I did it.
-你做好了？-对 - You... You... You did it? - Uh-huh.
谢谢 Thank you.
你说得对 她棒透了 Uh... You were right. She's amazing.
她也很饿了 你能把薯片递给我吗？ She's also very hungry. Would you hand me those chips?
你想吃什么都可以 Uh, you can have whatever you want.
-谢谢 -我马上回来 - Thank you. - Uh, I'll be right back.
-好 -好 - Okay. - 'Kay.
你拯救了大家 Well, you saved the day.
这样我就不用去我老板的管理改变专题研讨了 Well, this saved me from having to go to my boss's panel on change management.
她的随身碟在哪里？ Where is her thumb drive?
你想翘掉下午的演讲吗？ Do you wanna skip the afternoon lectures?
我们显然已经看过贝利的简报了 Well, we clearly have seen Bailey's presentation.
-我晚点要跟菲尔碰面 -改为和我碰面吧 - I'm supposed to meet up with Phil later. - So meet up with me instead.
你说等我想通了之后跟你说 You said to let you know when I have figured it out,
而我想通了 and I have figured it out.
都弄好了 You are all set.
你能帮我们保管到我们抵达会场吗？ Um... Would you keep it until we get there?
以我现在的运气 我会让它掉落到电梯井里 My luck today, I'd drop it down the elevator shaft.
你们会来吧？ Y... You are coming, right?
我这周一直做恶梦 梦到空荡荡的会场 Oh, I've been having stress dreams all week about showing up to an empty room.
-对 -绝对不会错过 - Yeah. - Wouldn't miss it.
好的 - Okay. Here. - Mm-hmm.
好的 肾动脉是曲折的 介入放射科根本无法处理 Okay, the renal artery is tortuous. IR never would've worked.
同意 给我气囊导管 Agreed. Fogarty catheter.
肾脏会没事吗？ Will the kidney be okay?
我不知道 但多亏了你 有机会了 I don't know, but it's got a shot thanks to you.
-栓塞切除完成 -肝素 谢谢 - The embolectomy is complete. - Heparin. Thank you.
-接下来呢？-我们等它变红 然后处理肿瘤 - Now what? - We wait for it to pink up, then we go after the tumor.
-好的 -没有动静 - Okay. - Nothing's happening.
还在缺血 It's still ischemic.
对 血栓造成太多损伤 肾脏坏死了 Yeah, the clot caused too much damage. The kidney's dead.
-准备进行肾切除术 -对 - Let's prep for a nephrectomy. - Yeah.
但他必须进入缓解期才能回到移植名单上 But he has to be in remission before he can go back on the transplant list.
-那可能要好几个月 -这是我们目前唯一的选择 - That could take months. - It's our only option at this point.
他走运了三次 也许会有第四次 He got lucky three times. Maybe it'll happen again.
就这样？你就打算这样祝他好运送走他？ So that's it? You just tell him good luck and send him on his way.
好吧 如果再给它一点时间呢？试试罂粟碱？ Well, what if we give it more time? Try papaverine?
你知道那是行不通的 You know that's not gonna work.
亚当斯 你要缝合血管吗？ Adams, you want to suture ligate this vessel?
血栓是你找到的 你是要做不做？ You found the clot. You want it or not?
给我O缝线 0 silk.
好 慢慢来 很好 Okay, nice and easy. Good.
奥登先生在加护病房 我们帮他做了冠状动脉绕道手术 Oh, Mr. Oden's in the ICU. We did his CABG off-pump.
其实很刺激 你该看看手术的录影带 It's actually really exciting. You should review the surgical tape.
威尔森 跟你报告最新情况 巴吉利小姐在手术中子宫大出血… Wilson, quick update. Ms. Badgley had a massive uterine hemorrhage mid-surge--
你帮我的病人做了子宫切除术？ You did a hysterectomy? On my patient?
严格来说 是金凯德的病人 但没错 祝你的…一切顺利 Technically, Kincade's patient. But yep. Good luck with your, um...
是去除食道阻塞术 - Esophageal disimpaction. - Mm-hmm.
我要把他五马分尸 I'm gonna tear him limb from limb.
米伦 你速度飞快 Millin, you are flying through this.
以你的速度 我们15分钟内就能离开 At the rate you're going, we'll be out of here in 15 minutes.
我父母从没送我去过夏令营 My parents never sent me to summer camp.
他们每天送我去游乐场 They just dropped me off at the arcade every day,
我连续玩夹娃娃机六个小时 and I played the claw machine for six hours straight.
你很会夹吗？ You know how to work those?
-对 -你赢了什么？ - Mm-hmm. - What have you won?
草莓和鱼肉塔可饼 Strawberries and fish tacos.
刺激S5区域 Stimulate S-5.
茉莉 记住 如果你看到了什么 Molly, remember, if you see anything,
不管影像有多模糊 都要告诉我 no matter how faint the image, just let me know.
还没有 Nothing yet.
好 把频率提高到180赫兹 All right. Let's increase the frequency to 180 hertz.
如果不舒服就告诉我 我可以停止 If it gets uncomfortable, let me know and I can stop.
好 提高到两百赫兹 Okay. Let's bump it up to 200 Hz.
薛波医生 她又开始出现Delta波 Dr. Shepherd, she's starting to get D waves again.
偶发性发作在癫痫 发作前我们还有时间 W5区域 Sporadic episodes. We still have time before a potential seizure. W-5.
把振幅降低到两毫伏 Decrease the amplitude to two millivolts.
茉莉 你还好吗？ How you doing, Molly?
还好 只是在等 Still fine. Just... just waiting.
电波的频率和振幅正在增加 The waves are increasing in frequency and amplitude.
我会注意的 X5区域 I'm keeping my eye on it. X-5.
-我要停下来了 -格瑞弗斯 - I'm stopping. - Griffith,
我叫你按按钮 你就按 you will press that button if I tell you to.
-Y5区域 -她会癫痫发作 - Y-5. - She's going to seize.
-如果我们让她昏迷 她… -格瑞弗斯医生 - If we have to put her in a coma, she-- - Dr. Griffith,
我要你相信我 不然就滚出我的手术室 I need you to trust me or get out of my OR.
我看到东西了 I see something.
能告诉我你看到什么吗？ Can you tell me what you see?
我在外面 我在湖边散步 I'm outside. I'm walking near a lake.
我看到山了 I see... I see mountains.
这里好美 It's, it's beautiful here.
等等 全没了 Wait, wait, it's all gone.
因为我停止刺激了 Because I stopped stimulating.
真是太神奇了 该缝合了吗？ That was absolutely amazing. Is it time to close?
那不是我停下来的原因 把控制板给我 That's not why I stopped. Hand me the control panel.
我们必须确认是刺激唤醒了记忆 We need to verify that the stimulation is provoking the memory.
她的癫痫活动越来越不稳定 Her seizure activity is becoming more unstable.
重新开始 有看到什么吗？ Restarting. See anything now?
我还是在同一个地方… I'm still at the same place and...
有另一个人也在这里 是个男人 there's someone else here. A man.
你知道是谁吗？ Do you know who it is?
不知道 他跑太前面了 但他穿着红色外套 No, he's too far ahead, but he's wearing a red jacket.
我想我们是一起来的 I think we're here together.
等一下 你又停下来了？ Wait, did you stop again?
对 I did.
好的 All right.
现在呢？ How about now?
我还在这里 我要从口袋里拿出一样东西 I'm still here. I'm-I'm taking something out of my pocket.
是一张地图 It's, uh... it's a map.
上面写着“蜂窝盆地小径” 是大天空 It says, "The Beehive Basin Trail." It's Big Sky.
好 我们要把频率降低到140赫兹 All right, we are going to reduce the frequency back to 140 hertz
又1毫伏 终止刺激 移除网格 and one millivolt, terminating the stimulation and removing the grid.
等等 不行 等等 为什么停下来？ Wait, no, no. Wait, why are you stopping please?
我们不能冒着癫痫再度发作的风险 但是 茉莉 你做得很好 We can't risk more seizure activity, but, Molly, you did great.
-要我缝合吗？-我来吧 - Would you like me to close? - I've got it.
上消化道内视镜手术很顺利 我们清理了你的食道 The EGD went well. We were able to clear your esophagus
并注射肉毒杆菌来放松你的括约肌 and administer the Botox to relax your sphincter.
一旦我们确认一切正常 And once we confirm everything's going down okay,
你想吃什么都行 you'll be good to eat whatever you want.
只是需要休息几天 Just need to take it easy for a couple of days.
-同学会后我就会休息 -不 等等 你需要休息 - I'll take it easy after the reunion. - No, wait, you need to rest.
不然一星期后你会回到这里 Otherwise, you'll wind up back here in a week.
两年的努力 而巴比要在两小时内毁了一切？ Two years of hard work, and Bobby's about to undo it all in two hours?
要不诺拉去吧？确保他不会把事情搞砸 Well, why doesn't Nora go? Make sure he doesn't mess things up.
-好 你得开除他 -我们没付他薪水 - Okay, you need to fire him. - We don't pay him.
听着 我们不能让巴比为所欲为 只因他是一番好意 Look, we can't just let Bobby have what he wants because he means well.
你得过去告诉他 他出局了 You need to go down there and tell him that he is out.
好消息是我们得以切除很多肿块 Well, um, the good news is we were able to debulk a lot of the mass.
但也有坏消息 又来了 So there is bad news... again.
对 我们救不了你功能正常的肾脏 所以必须摘除 Yes, so we couldn't revive your working kidney, so we had to remove it.
重回洗肾的日子 我的人生又浪费了好几个小时 Back to dialysis. More hours of my life wasted.
一旦你进入缓解期就可以回到移植名单上 Once you're in remission, we can put you back on the transplant list again.
我已经做过三次了 我很难匹配成功 我再也找不到了 I've already had three. I'm a hard match. I won't find another.
很难说 You never know.
在我第一次移植之前 Before my first transplant,
我列了一张清单 写着我死前想做的事 I made a bucket list of all the things I wanted to do before I died,
例如爬万里长城 开上德国高速公路 you know, like climb the Great Wall or drive on the Autobahn.
看火箭女郎歌舞秀 Oh, see the Rockettes.
我觉得我能做完一半就很幸运了 I mean, I thought I'd be lucky to do half.
我全都做了 器官捐赠者给了我第二次机会 I did all of 'em. Organ donors gave me a second chance on life,
然后又给了我第三次和第四次 and then a third and a fourth.
我对我获得肾脏之后的人生很满意 And I'm happy with what I did with them.
如果就到此为止了 那就这样吧 So, if this is it... this is it.
或者你可以打给盖瑞 Or you could call Gary.
我们绝不会打给盖瑞 We're not calling Gary.
-等等 盖瑞是… -我们的哥哥 - Wait. Gary is... - Our brother.
见鬼了 Well, I'll be damned.
我宁愿在箱子里度过余生 I'd rather live the rest of my life in a box.
你说的箱子是指棺材吗？ By box do you mean coffin?
总比打给盖瑞好 It'd be better than calling Gary!
她喜欢大天空 我们去过几次 She loved Big Sky. We went a couple of times.
我不敢相信她还记得 I can't believe she actually remembered something.
连你的红外套都记得 All the way down to your red jacket.
我待会再来看她 I'll check on her in a bit.
你觉得怎么样？ - Hey. How are you feeling? - Hmm.
我好累 Tired.
他们说我恢复记忆了 Hey. They said I had a memory.
我只希望我的大脑在没有受到刺激时能牢牢记住那些 I just wish my brain could hold on to them when it's not being stimulated.
戴夫有红色夹克吗？ Does, uh, Dave have a red jacket?
他有很多夹克 He has a lot of jackets.
你有跟他去过大天空吗？ Did you ever go to Big Sky with him?
去过几次 为什么？ A couple of times. Why?
我记得的是那些吗？ Is that what I remembered?
但那是意外发生后的记忆 But that was a memory from after the accident.
你什么都不用记得 我们也能有未来 You don't need to remember anything for us to have a future together.
那些记忆都在我脑子里 You know, it's all in my brain.
全都在里面 我们只需要找到方法解锁 It's all in there. We just have to find a way to unlock it.
也许有临床试验 Hey, maybe there's a clinical trial.
不 你…不行…不可以 No, you... No, no, no, no,
当你还健健康康的时候 不该让别人深入你的大脑 you don't let people dig into your brain when you're healthy.
我很担心你 I'm worried about you.
最糟的状况已经发生了 The worst has already happened.
-我失去了我的人生 -不 你没有 你在这里 - I lost my life. - No, you didn't. You're here.
你应该休息 我们可以晚点再谈 You should rest. We can talk about this later.
研讨会如何？
好的 好 谢谢 - Okay. All right. Thank you. - Hey.
丽兹要出院了 So Liz is being discharged.
对 但她需要休息 She is. But she needs to rest,
所以她派我去确保这次同学会可以顺利进行 so she's sending me to go make sure this reunion doesn't fall apart.
我希望梅根没有陪同你的姪子去露营 I wish Megan wasn't chaperoning your nephew's camping trip.
对 如果你要的话 我可以陪你去 我想看看体育馆的新油漆 Yeah. I can go with you if you want. I'd love to see the new paint in the gym.
真的吗？泰蒂不介意？ Seriously? Teddy won't mind?
我们同意… We've agreed to...
我们同意可以跟其他人交往 We've agreed that we could see other people.
对 - Oh. - Yeah.
好 Okay.
我会回家换衣服 然后去接你 So I'll go home, and I'll change and come pick you up.
我把地址传给你 I'll text you my address.
-好 -好 - Okay. - Yeah.
计划是16周轮替 So, the program is a 16-week rotation,
但我们是采滚动式轮替 but we operate on a rolling basis.
受训者会根据既有的课程时间 The trainees request start dates,
来选择能配合他们行程的开始日期 based on where it fits within their home curriculum.
所以我们随时都有 So at any given time,
来自13个州的20到30名学员 we have 20 to 30 trainees from 13 different states,
但还是不足以应付 but still that's not nearly enough
全国各地的病患需求 to address patient demands across the country.
最近有人说 You know, somebody recently said
这样的计划是黑暗时代的一线希望 that programs like this are a beacon of hope in a dark time.
我希望你能跟我一起照亮前路 谢谢 Well, I hope that you will join me in lighting the way. Thank you.
-你还好吗？-对 我很好 - Are you okay? - Yeah. Yeah.
-你确定？-对…对 我没事 - Are you sure? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm good.
我很好 过来 I'm good. Come here.
等等 等等 Wait. Wait. Um...
抱歉 这太蠢了 I'm sorry, it's just dumb.
不是你的问题 是我… It's not you. It's just I, um...
我觉得我好像背叛了我丈夫 I feel like I'm cheating on my husband.
你们刚开始开放式婚姻时也是这种感觉吗？ Is this what it felt like when you first opened your marriage?
我们的婚姻让我们窒息 Our marriage was suffocating us.
和别人在一起 Being with someone else...
终于让我感觉呼吸到新鲜空气 ...felt like finally breathing fresh air.
你真的很了不起 You really are amazing.
大家都这么说 So I'm told.
但这么做也无法挽救我的婚姻 But this... this... is not gonna fix my marriage.
-我很遗憾 -我也是 - I'm so sorry. - Me too.
没关系 It's okay.
我去看了丽兹 她喝了一杯果昔果昔在她的胃里 安然无恙 I checked on Liz, and a smoothie went down and is in her stomach safe and sound.
你处理那次肠阻塞的态度像个经验丰富的外科医生 You handled that disimpaction like an experienced surgeon.
那种手术不需要外科医生 You didn't need a surgeon for that.
任何在游乐场玩的青少年都能摸透 Any teenager in an arcade could've figured it out.
也许你就大方接受赞美吧 Maybe just take the compliment.
你要去哪里？ Where are you going?
更新丽兹的病历 To update Liz's chart.
你以为今天就只有学习如何清除食道异物？ Oh, you thought today was just about learning to disimpact an esophagus?
不然还有什么？ What else would it be about?
你的第一次经食道心脏超音波检查 Your first transesophageal echocardiogram.
-真的吗？-对 来吧 - Really? - Yeah, come on up.
-所以你要我… -找到心脏 - So you... You want me to... - Find the heart.
就跟上消化道内视镜一样 懂吗？ It's just like the EGD, okay?
插入内视镜 平面朝口腔底部 Insert the scope, flat side facing the floor of the mouth.
很好 慢慢把内视镜放进食道 Good, slowly feed it down the esophagus.
很好 现在调整角度 Good, good. Now adjust the angle.
好了 我可能有失偏颇 但我每次看到这画面 感觉都像第一次 There. I-I might be biased, but every time I see that, it feels like the first time.
太不可思议了 It's incredible.
她的脑电图看起来很稳定 Her EEG looks stable.
很抱歉 我质疑了你 I'm sorry for challenging you.
关影响了你 Kwan was in your head.
对 Yes.
虽然你的前途也许一片光明 Your star may be on the rise,
但这跟治疗过数百名病患的经验是两码子事 but that is not the same as having years of experience with hundreds of patients.
不管你知道了病患家属或他们所爱的人的任何事 Whatever you know about the patient's family, their loved ones,
都不准带进我的手术 否则就别想踏进手术室一步 you keep it out of my OR or you do not step foot inside it.
不会再有下一次了 It won't happen again.
好 开始写总巡房的报告吧 Okay. Now get started on a write-up for grand rounds.
你要在总巡房时报告这件事 You're gonna present this at grand rounds.
是我们 恭喜 We are. Congratulations.
威尔森 关于那台手术 Wilson, hey, about that surge.
马克斯 我很感激你救了我的孕期 No. Marcus, I am grateful to you for saving my pregnancy,
但这不代表你可以对我颐指气使 but that does not mean that you get to walk all over me.
-你说什么？-我不是你的病人 - I'm sorry? - I'm not your patient.
我是你的同事 I'm your colleague.
剥夺我的手术对我没有帮助 Sharking my surgeries doesn't help me.
有损我的权威 也限制了我的训练 It undermines my authority and limits my training.
-我只是想帮忙 -别往自己脸上贴金了 - I was just trying to help. - Don't flatter yourself.
-我可以为自己辩护 -对不起 - I can advocate for myself. - I'm sorry.
还有 是“手术” 不是“咻术” And it's "surgery," not "surge."
妇产科要摊牌了吗？ This some sort of OB showdown?
我们三个决定是该谈谈了 The three of us decided it was time for a little talk.
这是你应得的 Well, he earned it.
你想去吃汉堡吗？ Do you want to go for a burger?
只要我不需要谈阴道撕裂就可以 As long as I don't have to talk about vaginal tears.
-好 -很好 - Okay. - Good deal.
-我喜欢那些饼干 -对 我们从社区熟食店买汤时 - I love those crackers. - Yeah. You never let me throw them away
你从来不让我把饼干丢掉 when we got soup from our neighborhood deli.
什么样的汤？ What kind of soup?
你喜欢他们的曼哈顿蛤蜊巧达汤 You liked their Manhattan clam chowder.
-我打电话给你爸妈了 -什么？ - I called your parents. - What?
-为什么？-我很担心 - Why? - I was worried.
然后我发现他们不知道你动了手术 And then I found out that they had no idea about your surgery
-也不知道我们复合了 -我不想吓坏他们 - or that we're back together. - Well, I didn't want them to freak out.
好 但你骗了我 Okay, but you lied to me about it.
我想你知道你正在让自己陷入险境 I think you know you're on a slippery slope.
这次跟上次不一样 This isn't like last time.
对 这件事你也没告诉我 我是听戴夫说的 Yeah, which you also didn't tell me about. I found out from Dave.
好 听着 我就快想起来了 Okay, look, I am so close to remembering.
从来没有患有逆行性失忆症的人恢复记忆过 No one with retrograde amnesia has ever gotten their memories back.
你为什么觉得自己不一样？ What makes you think you're different?
我不知道 但那天我在急诊室看到你时 I don't know. But that day that I saw you in the ER,
那是我第一次 I mean, that was the first time
感觉到我过去的生活片段试图重新浮现 I felt like a piece of my old life was trying to resurface.
真的 我想记得我的祖父母 I do. I wanna remember my grandparents
家族旅行 还有我的大学毕业典礼 and-and family vacations and my college graduation.
我觉得我不完整 I don't feel whole.
我想要 I want to.
我必须这么做 I need to.
因为我不知道不这么做会发生什么事 Because I don't know what will happen if I don't.
你跟我在一起 Are you only with me
只是因为你觉得这有助于你恢复记忆吗？ because you think it might help get your memory back?
我… I, um...
我不知道 I don't know.
我看了艾伦的术后化验结果 - Hey, um... - Yeah. ...so I reviewed Allan's post-op labs.
-一切正常 -太好了 谢谢 - Everything looks good. - Great, thank you.
血栓也处理得很好 他可能会因败血症而死 And great catch with the thrombosis. He could have gone septic and died.
对 我不了解为什么他不打电话给他哥哥 Yeah, I don't understand why he won't just call his brother.
他明天就可以有肾脏了 He'd have a kidney tomorrow.
对 有时自己就是自己最大的障碍 Yeah, sometimes people are their own biggest obstacles.
你觉得我的实习该留级一年吗？ Hey, uh, do you think I need to repeat intern year?
你说过所有的实习医生都该待久一点 但事实不然 You said that all internships should be longer, but they're not.
我们班上其他人都已经有所进展了 The rest of my class is already moving on.
如果我得补救 那会留下纪录 If I have to remediate, that'll go on my record.
竞争专科和奖学金我都没望了 Competitive specialties and fellowships will be off the table.
我的手术技术跟同学一样好 My surgical skills are as good as my classmates,
但我的职业生涯会受到影响 but my career is going to suffer
因为我试图救一个反正会死的病人 because I tried to save a patient who was going to die anyway.
你说得对 但凯瑟琳福斯说了算 You're right, but that's up to Catherine Fox.
你觉得我能改变她的心意吗？ Do you think I can change her mind?
我不确定 但我知道谁可能有办法 I'm not sure, but I know someone who might.
所以如果你有任何关于我该如何接近她 So, if you have any suggestions on how I could approach her
或者该说什么的建议 我会很感激 or what to say, I'd really appreciate it.
你想要我建议你该如何说服我太太？ You want advice on how to persuade my wife?
是的 先生 Yes, sir.
几年前 我给了她一个惊喜 带她去马尔地夫旅行 Couple of years ago, I surprised her with a trip to the Maldives.
我订了一间那里著名的水上小屋 Booked one of those bungalows that's over the water,
一间五星级餐厅和观夕阳的游艇之旅 a five-star restaurant, sunset yacht cruises.
听起来很棒 It sounds really nice.
几乎是天堂 你知道她说最棒的是什么吗？ Oh, it was paradise. You know what she said the best part was?
不 我不… Yeah, I don't--
是我们房间里的一个小咖啡壶 It was a little coffee pot in our room
里面装满了西雅图烘焙咖啡 that was stocked with Seattle roaster coffee.
其他任何安排都比不上这个 Said she never found anything better.
你懂我的意思吗？ You understand what I'm saying?
去隔壁的咖啡厅可以让你省下很多钱？ You could've saved a lot of money and gone to the caf?? next door?
不 我是说一旦她下定决心 No. I'm saying that once she makes up her mind about something,
她需要一个很好的理由才会改变心意 she needs a really good reason for her to change it.
你没有好理由 And you don't have it.
抱歉 Sorry.
当你急度渴望某个东西时 When you want something badly,
你很难判断是否该或是该在何时弃械投降 it's hard to know if or when to throw in the towel.
一杯本店招牌白酒 他的下一杯酒算我的 A glass of the house white, and his next drink is on me.
我要在总巡房时发表成果了 I'm presenting at grand rounds!
我和茉莉结束了 It's over. Me and Molly.
我很遗憾 是因为戴夫吗？ I'm so sorry. Was it Dave?
我花了比预期更久的时间离开那里 Hey. It took me longer to get out of there than I thought it would.
-有人死了吗？-小蓝和茉莉分手了 - Did someone die? - Blue and Molly broke up.
抱歉 她回去找戴夫了吗？ Oh, sorry. Did she go back to Dave?
我刚做了第一次经食道心脏超音波 I just did my first transesophageal echocardiogram.
看看情况 米伦 Read the room, Millin.
小蓝和茉莉分手了 别问起戴夫的事 Blue and Molly broke up. Don't ask about Dave.
-戴夫是谁？-可以不要在我面前讨论我的事吗？ - Who's Dave? - Can you not talk about me in front of me?
没人想讨论你的事 Nobody wants to talk about you.
可以给我一杯兰姆酒可乐和他要的饮料吗？ Could I just get a rum and coke and whatever he wants?
那我呢？ Hey, hey, what about me?
等你和格瑞弗斯分手后 我就请你喝一杯 I'll buy you a drink when you and Griffith break up.
所以我永远不会请他喝酒 So, never.
可以给我… - Hey, can I get... - Shh, shh, shh.
所以我们会挑战极限 So we push the limits.
希望多投入一些时间更加努力 也许就能够看到成果 Hoping if we put in a little more time, more effort, maybe it'll all work out.
你不是玛格丽特薄饼配沙拉 You're not a margherita flatbread with a side salad.
班 泰蒂来了 我晚点再打给你 Um, Ben, Teddy's here. Yeah, I'll call you later.
你要迷你红酒还是迷你白酒？迷你波本是我的 Uh, did you want, uh, mini red, mini white? The mini bourbon's mine.
迷你琴汤尼 Uh, mini gin and tonic.
你想用大杯子装的话才有 Ah, only if you, uh, want it served in a giant glass.
好的 Okay.
恭喜你简报很顺利 Uh, congratulations on your presentation.
谢谢 Thanks.
之后我就没看到你跟贝克曼了 Uh, I didn't see you and Beckman after.
对 我们离开了 结果… Oh. Yeah, we, uh... we left and ended up--
不用告诉我你的前任和现任丈夫都是我的同事 You know, I don't need to know. I work with both your husbands.
我们最后去了环境健康专题研讨会 We ended up going to the environmental health panel.
跟我想的不一样 That's not what I expected.
说真的 也跟我想的不一样 Honestly... me neither.
干杯 - Cheers. - Ah.
直接对嘴喝…好的 我拿一些椒盐脆饼给你 Take it right out of the... Okay. Get you some pretzels.
希望你今天过得愉快 我爱你
或者你会粉身碎骨 Or you could crash and burn.
带着你所爱的一切陪葬 Taking everything you love down with you.
但你得试过才会知道 But you won't know until you try.
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