×ÖÄ» First, you need to tell me
×ÖÄ» why I should be doing you this kindness,
×ÖÄ» when I could just push you right out that window,
×ÖÄ» even things up.
×ÖÄ» Oh, come on.
×ÖÄ» You're not gonna torment me now.
×ÖÄ» I think it would be good for you
×ÖÄ» to talk about why you want to die.
×ÖÄ» Entertain me with your self-loathing.
×ÖÄ» It's not about why die.
×ÖÄ» It's about
×ÖÄ» why continue to live.
×ÖÄ» I can't think of a single reason.
×ÖÄ» I guess I'm just not lovable.
×ÖÄ» Now, what's to say.
×ÖÄ» My own son hates me.
×ÖÄ» He always has.
×ÖÄ» You know, I see people laughing and smiling
×ÖÄ» and I cannot for the life of me
×ÖÄ» understand why.
×ÖÄ» I just don't get the joke anymore.
×ÖÄ» I am the joke.
×ÖÄ» Hang on.
×ÖÄ» We are going total bye-bye,
×ÖÄ» right?
×ÖÄ» You swear
×ÖÄ» you don't have any unfinished business here?
×ÖÄ» Because I am stuck in this place, thanks to you,
×ÖÄ» so I want to be one 100% sure that when I do this,
×ÖÄ» I am done with your miserable old ass.
×ÖÄ» In other words,
×ÖÄ» don't haunt my hallways, bitch.
×ÖÄ» I want nothing more
×ÖÄ» than the dark silence of death itself.
×ÖÄ» Well, you've come to the right girl.
×ÖÄ» How many junkies did you feed on, Donovan?
×ÖÄ» You're no good to anyone in this condition,
×ÖÄ» so I'm gonna clean you up,
×ÖÄ» get that poison out of your blood.
×ÖÄ» And then we'll see
×ÖÄ» if you can be of any use to me.
×ÖÄ» Who the hell are you?
×ÖÄ» Now, that's the wrong question.
×ÖÄ» What you should be asking is
×ÖÄ» who was I?
×ÖÄ» Somebody order room service?
×ÖÄ» I was the queen of them all.
×ÖÄ» No, we ordered hookers.
×ÖÄ» Get on your knees.
×ÖÄ» I don't get on my knees for no man.
×ÖÄ» Cut!
×ÖÄ» Okay, guys.
×ÖÄ» That looked good.
×ÖÄ» I had come to Hollywood
×ÖÄ» with barely a high school education
×ÖÄ» and no prospects.
×ÖÄ» It wasn't long before I was a star.
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×ÖÄ» My pictures grossed ten,
×ÖÄ» 15 times what they cost to produce.
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×ÖÄ» Somebody was making money.
×ÖÄ» It just wasn't me.
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×ÖÄ» They call what we did B-movies.
×ÖÄ» I wanted more.
×ÖÄ» A chance, Mr. Samuels.
×ÖÄ» That's all I'm asking.
×ÖÄ» Before you cast Jane Fonda,
×ÖÄ» just let me read.
×ÖÄ» The role of Sally Hyde is going to require...
×ÖÄ» A white woman.
×ÖÄ» A serious actress.
×ÖÄ» I'm very serious.
xxx
×ÖÄ» I'll tell you what.
×ÖÄ» I've taken a room at the hotel.
×ÖÄ» Why don't you come up for a drink,
×ÖÄ» and we can talk more about it.
×ÖÄ» Ramona Royale.
×ÖÄ» What an honor.
×ÖÄ» I've seen all your pictures.
×ÖÄ» You should go.
×ÖÄ» Now.
×ÖÄ» What did you just do?
×ÖÄ» Saved you from making a humiliating mistake.
×ÖÄ» All she'd done was look at that producer,
×ÖÄ» and he'd turn tail and run.
×ÖÄ» Now she was looking at me.
×ÖÄ» But I didn't feel like running.
×ÖÄ» She was this rarified, timeless creature.
×ÖÄ» She knew everything about art, literature, fashion.
×ÖÄ» This was the world I wanted to live in,
×ÖÄ» and she promised I could--
×ÖÄ» forever.
×ÖÄ» It was glorious.
×ÖÄ» She taught me I could be a lady and badass.
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×ÖÄ» There was nothing I couldn't be...
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1991
×ÖÄ» ...except hers forever.
×ÖÄ» Prophet Moses was in the vanguard of those early, heady days,
×ÖÄ» back when Tupac and Biggie were making some noise.
×ÖÄ» But he hadn't broken through yet.
×ÖÄ» Which is why the record company
×ÖÄ» put him up at the Cortez and not the Four Seasons.
×ÖÄ» Mo was a poet.
×ÖÄ» And he was, without exception,
×ÖÄ» the most beautiful man i had ever seen.
×ÖÄ» I always thought