1 00:37:27,259 --> 00:37:29,043 ×ÖÄ» First, you need to tell me 2 00:37:29,044 --> 00:37:31,240 ×ÖÄ» why I should be doing you this kindness, 3 00:37:31,555 --> 00:37:34,079 ×ÖÄ» when I could just push you right out that window, 4 00:37:34,219 --> 00:37:35,546 ×ÖÄ» even things up. 5 00:37:35,547 --> 00:37:37,095 ×ÖÄ» Oh, come on. 6 00:37:37,123 --> 00:37:39,074 ×ÖÄ» You're not gonna torment me now. 7 00:37:39,075 --> 00:37:40,478 ×ÖÄ» I think it would be good for you 8 00:37:40,479 --> 00:37:42,939 ×ÖÄ» to talk about why you want to die. 9 00:37:43,912 --> 00:37:46,628 ×ÖÄ» Entertain me with your self-loathing. 10 00:37:48,899 --> 00:37:50,888 ×ÖÄ» It's not about why die. 11 00:37:52,020 --> 00:37:52,976 ×ÖÄ» It's about 12 00:37:53,452 --> 00:37:55,480 ×ÖÄ» why continue to live. 13 00:37:59,068 --> 00:38:01,185 ×ÖÄ» I can't think of a single reason. 14 00:38:02,909 --> 00:38:04,665 ×ÖÄ» I guess I'm just not lovable. 15 00:38:05,531 --> 00:38:06,943 ×ÖÄ» Now, what's to say. 16 00:38:07,268 --> 00:38:09,464 ×ÖÄ» My own son hates me. 17 00:38:12,012 --> 00:38:13,648 ×ÖÄ» He always has. 18 00:38:14,628 --> 00:38:18,176 ×ÖÄ» You know, I see people laughing and smiling 19 00:38:19,421 --> 00:38:21,737 ×ÖÄ» and I cannot for the life of me 20 00:38:22,315 --> 00:38:23,904 ×ÖÄ» understand why. 21 00:38:24,947 --> 00:38:26,824 ×ÖÄ» I just don't get the joke anymore. 22 00:38:29,832 --> 00:38:31,228 ×ÖÄ» I am the joke. 23 00:38:46,893 --> 00:38:47,776 ×ÖÄ» Hang on. 24 00:38:48,436 --> 00:38:51,132 ×ÖÄ» We are going total bye-bye, 25 00:38:51,145 --> 00:38:52,142 ×ÖÄ» right? 26 00:38:53,016 --> 00:38:54,342 ×ÖÄ» You swear 27 00:38:54,343 --> 00:38:57,060 ×ÖÄ» you don't have any unfinished business here? 28 00:38:57,128 --> 00:38:59,705 ×ÖÄ» Because I am stuck in this place, thanks to you, 29 00:38:59,611 --> 00:39:02,324 ×ÖÄ» so I want to be one 100% sure that when I do this, 30 00:38:59,706 --> 00:39:02,812 ×ÖÄ» so I want to be one 100% sure that when I do this, 31 00:39:02,325 --> 00:39:07,277 ×ÖÄ» I am done with your miserable old ass. 32 00:39:08,958 --> 00:39:10,157 ×ÖÄ» In other words, 33 00:39:11,033 --> 00:39:13,378 ×ÖÄ» don't haunt my hallways, bitch. 34 00:39:15,003 --> 00:39:16,445 ×ÖÄ» I want nothing more 35 00:39:17,018 --> 00:39:19,737 ×ÖÄ» than the dark silence of death itself. 36 00:39:20,908 --> 00:39:22,441 ×ÖÄ» Well, you've come to the right girl. 37 00:39:49,429 --> 00:39:52,649 ×ÖÄ» How many junkies did you feed on, Donovan? 38 00:39:57,947 --> 00:40:00,245 ×ÖÄ» You're no good to anyone in this condition, 39 00:40:00,409 --> 00:40:01,751 ×ÖÄ» so I'm gonna clean you up, 40 00:40:01,752 --> 00:40:04,301 ×ÖÄ» get that poison out of your blood. 41 00:40:04,604 --> 00:40:06,082 ×ÖÄ» And then we'll see 42 00:40:06,654 --> 00:40:09,003 ×ÖÄ» if you can be of any use to me. 43 00:40:09,784 --> 00:40:11,094 ×ÖÄ» Who the hell are you? 44 00:40:11,292 --> 00:40:13,211 ×ÖÄ» Now, that's the wrong question. 45 00:40:13,382 --> 00:40:15,722 ×ÖÄ» What you should be asking is 46 00:40:16,964 --> 00:40:18,797 ×ÖÄ» who was I? 47 00:40:22,222 --> 00:40:24,108 ×ÖÄ» Somebody order room service? 48 00:40:24,109 --> 00:40:26,205 ×ÖÄ» I was the queen of them all. 49 00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:29,558 ×ÖÄ» No, we ordered hookers. 50 00:40:33,598 --> 00:40:35,326 ×ÖÄ» Get on your knees. 51 00:40:51,512 --> 00:40:54,511 ×ÖÄ» I don't get on my knees for no man. 52 00:40:54,539 --> 00:40:55,326 ×ÖÄ» Cut! 53 00:40:55,743 --> 00:40:57,074 ×ÖÄ» Okay, guys. 54 00:40:57,773 --> 00:40:58,949 ×ÖÄ» That looked good. 55 00:41:01,406 --> 00:41:02,677 ×ÖÄ» I had come to Hollywood 56 00:41:02,678 --> 00:41:05,267 ×ÖÄ» with barely a high school education 57 00:41:05,268 --> 00:41:07,125 ×ÖÄ» and no prospects. 58 00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:10,632 ×ÖÄ» It wasn't long before I was a star. 10059 00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:16,761 {\an8}xxx 60 00:41:13,067 --> 00:41:14,488 ×ÖÄ» My pictures grossed ten, 61 00:41:14,489 --> 00:41:17,209 ×ÖÄ» 15 times what they cost to produce. 10062 00:41:16,947 --> 00:41:21,179 {\an8}222 63 00:41:17,635 --> 00:41:19,788 ×ÖÄ» Somebody was making money. 64 00:41:19,962 --> 00:41:21,282 ×ÖÄ» It just wasn't me. 10065 00:41:21,343 --> 00:41:24,575 {\an8}333 66 00:41:21,921 --> 00:41:24,857 ×ÖÄ» They call what we did B-movies. 67 00:41:25,603 --> 00:41:27,233 ×ÖÄ» I wanted more. 68 00:41:27,262 --> 00:41:30,143 ×ÖÄ» A chance, Mr. Samuels. 69 00:41:30,545 --> 00:41:31,840 ×ÖÄ» That's all I'm asking. 70 00:41:32,732 --> 00:41:35,531 ×ÖÄ» Before you cast Jane Fonda, 71 00:41:35,918 --> 00:41:37,243 ×ÖÄ» just let me read. 72 00:41:37,289 --> 00:41:39,582 ×ÖÄ» The role of Sally Hyde is going to require... 73 00:41:39,583 --> 00:41:40,748 ×ÖÄ» A white woman. 74 00:41:41,620 --> 00:41:43,240 ×ÖÄ» A serious actress. 75 00:41:44,911 --> 00:41:46,794 ×ÖÄ» I'm very serious. 10076 00:41:46,799 --> 00:41:50,463 {\an8}xxx 77 00:41:49,689 --> 00:41:50,742 ×ÖÄ» I'll tell you what. 78 00:41:51,168 --> 00:41:52,559 ×ÖÄ» I've taken a room at the hotel. 79 00:41:52,560 --> 00:41:53,814 ×ÖÄ» Why don't you come up for a drink, 80 00:41:53,815 --> 00:41:55,642 ×ÖÄ» and we can talk more about it. 81 00:41:56,074 --> 00:41:57,410 ×ÖÄ» Ramona Royale. 82 00:41:58,425 --> 00:41:59,646 ×ÖÄ» What an honor. 83 00:42:00,533 --> 00:42:03,560 ×ÖÄ» I've seen all your pictures. 84 00:42:04,910 --> 00:42:05,937 ×ÖÄ» You should go. 85 00:42:09,495 --> 00:42:10,376 ×ÖÄ» Now. 86 00:42:16,302 --> 00:42:17,562 ×ÖÄ» What did you just do? 87 00:42:19,092 --> 00:42:22,227 ×ÖÄ» Saved you from making a humiliating mistake. 88 00:42:23,881 --> 00:42:26,579 ×ÖÄ» All she'd done was look at that producer, 89 00:42:26,580 --> 00:42:28,414 ×ÖÄ» and he'd turn tail and run. 90 00:42:29,220 --> 00:42:30,977 ×ÖÄ» Now she was looking at me. 91 00:42:31,717 --> 00:42:33,509 ×ÖÄ» But I didn't feel like running. 92 00:42:35,328 --> 00:42:38,358 ×ÖÄ» She was this rarified, timeless creature. 93 00:42:38,758 --> 00:42:43,641 ×ÖÄ» She knew everything about art, literature, fashion. 94 00:42:44,222 --> 00:42:47,078 ×ÖÄ» This was the world I wanted to live in, 95 00:42:47,437 --> 00:42:49,548 ×ÖÄ» and she promised I could-- 96 00:42:49,910 --> 00:42:50,907 ×ÖÄ» forever. 97 00:43:13,999 --> 00:43:16,497 ×ÖÄ» It was glorious. 98 00:43:18,555 --> 00:43:22,454 ×ÖÄ» She taught me I could be a lady and badass. 10099 00:43:20,712 --> 00:43:22,145 {\an8}xxx 10100 00:43:22,781 --> 00:43:24,628 {\an8}111 101 00:43:22,792 --> 00:43:25,628 ×ÖÄ» There was nothing I couldn't be... 10102 00:43:26,888 --> 00:43:28,816 {\an8}1986 10103 00:43:31,685 --> 00:43:33,963 {\an8}1991 104 00:43:36,248 --> 00:43:39,140 ×ÖÄ» ...except hers forever. 105 00:43:46,242 --> 00:43:50,585 ×ÖÄ» Prophet Moses was in the vanguard of those early, heady days, 106 00:43:50,586 --> 00:43:53,883 ×ÖÄ» back when Tupac and Biggie were making some noise. 107 00:43:54,054 --> 00:43:56,171 ×ÖÄ» But he hadn't broken through yet. 108 00:43:56,329 --> 00:43:57,773 ×ÖÄ» Which is why the record company 109 00:43:57,774 --> 00:44:01,522 ×ÖÄ» put him up at the Cortez and not the Four Seasons. 110 00:44:01,883 --> 00:44:03,418 ×ÖÄ» Mo was a poet. 111 00:44:03,946 --> 00:44:06,548 ×ÖÄ» And he was, without exception, 112 00:44:06,944 --> 00:44:11,016 ×ÖÄ» the most beautiful man i had ever seen. 113 00:44:11,699 --> 00:44:12,855 ×ÖÄ» I always thought