这只是时间问题 It is only a question of time.
等你来做点什么事儿 我们早就死了 We could all be dead before you do anything.
你想要我的数据 我的想法 You want my data? You want my ideas?
还想要我的病人们 都拿走吧 You want my patients? Take them!
干点实事儿行吗 Just do something with them!
你说的太他妈对了 我... You're fucking right! I am...
我不严谨 我找不到重点 那你们都是二愣子 imprecise and unfocused and you are all idiots!
是你组织了在市长那里抗议吗 Did you organize that picketing of the mayor?
是的 Yes.
- 那些标语也是吗 - 是的 - And the signs? - Yes.
你下次是要演 And your next play is about a First Lady
- 那个好莱坞第一口角女吗 - 是的 - who gave the best blow jobs in Hollywood. - Yes.
- 这个地方做你的办公室正好 - 对 - This place is perfect for our new office. - Yes.
好干净啊 So tidy.
来 Here.
我扶着他 I got him.
来 我扶你到床上去 Come on. Let's get you back to bed.
好 Okay.
好嘞 Here you go.
Estelle给你做了些卷心菜卷给你吃 Estelle made you some stuffed cabbage for later.
这是巴黎出的新药 There's this new drug in Paris.
Kessler的爱人坐飞机过来取 Kessler's lover is flying out to get it.
在这儿 HPA-23 Here it is. HPA-23.
Ned Ned.
- 他身体情况不妙 - 这是新药 - He looks awful - You this is anything
还是跟其他药一样的什么药 or is it just another shit drug like all the rest?
我觉得你应该准备好 让自己面对事实 I think you need to prepare yourself for letting go.
我不能放弃我爱的人 You can't stop fighting for the ones you love.
你有为你爱的人努力吗 Haven't you ever had to fight for somebody you love?
Tommy 你得走出你的世界 Tommy. You gotta start putting yourself out there
让我和大家都了解到你 in a way that everyone else could see what I see.
这是什么臭逼爱情场面 What kind of a fucked-up love scene is this?
喂 Yes?
是的 女士 Yes, ma'am?
明天4：30吗 4:30 tomorrow?
好的 女士 Yes, ma'am.
白宫打来的电话 The fucking White House.
市长滚犊子去吧 白宫邀请我去诶 Fuck the mayor. I've just been invited to the White House.
他们要采取行动了 They're gonna do something!
哦 我想知道 Oh, just so I understand,
对于这个瘟疫来说 what exactly does your title mean
你的职位是什么意思 in terms of our plague?
我们不用这种负面的叫法 会吓到群众的 We prefer not to use negative terms. It only scares people.
目前出现3,339例感染 Well, there's 3,339 cases so far.
1,122人死亡 1,122 dead.
我觉得是瘟疫 我很害怕 Sounds like a plague to me. I'm scared.
你不害怕吗 Aren't you?
你的职位是干什么的来着 What does your title mean again?
我为总统提出 I come up with ideas for the president
他该做什么和不该做什么的主意 about what he ought to be doing and not doing.
好吧 很好 明白了 Okay, good. Got it.
So, the money's there, right? It just hasn't been spent.
那法国研发出了一种新药 So there's this new drug in France.
为什么国家卫生研究所不学习呢 Why doesn't the N.I.H. study it?
我是说 我想要的 我们想要的 我们急切需要的 I mean, what I want, what we want, what we desperately need
就是为了帮助我们减少这种繁文缛节 is for somebody to help us cut through all this red tape.
我跟你保证 我已经有一个周 I can asure you that not a week goes by
没跟总统汇报过新的信息和报告了 that I don't bring new information and reports to the president.
关于这个疾病 The progress that's been made on this disease
- 已经取得前所未有的进展了 - 但是它有传染性 - is unprecedented. - But it's contagious.
你不明白么 这个病它有传染性 Can't you see that because it's contagious,
所以你 你得动作快点 you... you have to work faster?
你真的相信 那些在政治中 Do you really believe that anybody
身居高位的官员们 在他们的内心深处 in a serious public policy position in their heart of hearts
或甚至在他们最私密的会议中 or even in their most closeted meetings
会跟彼此说,"嘿 伙计 says to each other, "Hey, guys,
不要太悲观了?"吗 let's not get too upset about this"?
是的 你的上司没有说出"艾滋病"这个词 Yes, your boss hasn't said the word "AIDS" out loud.
回答我个问题 Answer me this one question.
这个玩意儿 妓女们会 会得这个病吗 This shit, can... can hookers get it?
或者 你懂的 有一夜情的人会得吗 Or, you know, someone who had a one-night stand?
- 当然了 - 你证明不了 - Of course. - You can't prove that.
我是说 根据我的理解 我所知道的 I mean, from what I understand, what I've read,
经由正常的性交 female-to-male transmissions through normal
女性传给男性的几率很小的 vaginal intercourse does not seem to be very efficient.
这是病毒 传播的几率都是一样的 It's a virus, y it doesn't discriminate.
是这样 但是 Yes, but...
不易传播 对吗 it's very difficult. Isn't it?
你懂的 对个直男 对异性恋的男人 It's almost impossible for a straight, you know,
来说是几乎不可能的 对吗 regular heterosexual guy to get it, am I right?
- 你说啥 - 没有记录在案的病例 对吗 - I'm sorry? - There's no documented cases, am I right?
没有一例记录 There's not a single documented case
是异性恋的男人的这种病的吧 of a heterosexual man getting it?
不管是性交还是口交 Not from fucking or a blow job?
这我就不知道了 I don't have that information.
太好了 我也是这么想的 Great, that's what I thought.
Susan 会议可以开始了 Susan, call my meeting.
我会晚15分钟到 谢谢 I'll be about 15 minutes late. Thanks.
- 非常感谢 - 等等 - Thank you so much. - Wait, please.
- 可以随时打给我 - 先生 等下 - Call me anytime. - Sir. Wait.
有1亿人会感染 100 million predicted
竟然没有一个人重视 and nobody is paying any attention!
请保安到二楼来 Hi, I need security on the second floor.
你为什么坐在地上 Why you sitting on the floor?
我想从这儿到那儿去 就摔倒了 I fell down trying to get from there to here.
哦 别碰我 天哪 Oh, don't touch me! God.
你看我的时候 我特别不爽 I hate it when you look at me.
你饿不饿 我饿了 你呢 You hungry? I'm hungry, how about you?
我看了我的约会记录 I looked in all my datebooks.
和我睡过的人都没生病 No one else I slept with is sick.
也许你是携带者 Maybe you're the carrier.
咱俩别这样 We don't have to do this to each other.
你会好起来的 Felix 你会的 You're gonna get better, Felix. You are.
Emma说国家卫生研究所终于开始研究了 Emma says the N.I.H. is finally starting research.
- 我们要满怀希望 - 哦 是吗 - We have to hope. - Oh, do we?
- 是的 - 是吗 我要怎样去满怀希望 - Yes, we do. - Do we? And how am I supposed to do that?
嗯 Huh?
别再吃那个了 Stop eating that shit!
- 给我 - 不给 - Give it to me. - No!
你知道注意营养很重要的 You know how important it is to watch your nutrition.
我对生活还有期许的 I have a life expectancy of 10 more minutes.
我想吃啥就吃啥 I'll eat what I wanna eat.
Ned Ned.
我的身体越来越差 好吗 It's getting messier. Okay?
我不想让你看到我这样 I don't wanna make you see it.
没人能强迫我做任何事 Nobody can make me do anything.
你比任何人都清楚 You should know that better than anybody.
你想在地上度过余生吗 Now you gonna sit there on the floor for the rest of your life?
- 你听我说的了吗 - 你有听我说的了吗 - Do you hear me? - Do you hear me?
- 没有 - 没有吗 - No! - No?
我都做了40多次治疗了 没听到吗 I've had over 40 treatments. No?
我做过3种 不对 是4种不同的化疗了 不对 I've had three... no, four different kinds of chemo. No!
我都试了3种试验了 I've had three different experimentals.
Emma在我身上花的时间比任何人都多 Emma has spent more time on me than anyone else.
但是没一点儿用 And it hasn't done a thing!
你不能逼太阳在晚上出来啊 You cannot force the goddamn sun to come out!
我厌倦这样的斗争了 I am so sick of fighting
我厌倦所有人的愚蠢 and everybody's stupidity
和无知 还有倍感后悔的经历 and blindness and guilt trips.
你不吃东西 那你别吃了 You can't eat the food? Don't eat the food.
我才不管 随便你吃什么药 我不在乎 I don't care. Take your poison, I don't care.
吃鱼对你好 Fish is good for you.
也不想吃鱼 对吗 Don't want any of that, do we?
不是沙拉 No green salad!
不吃花椰菜 蔬菜也不吃 No broccoli! No vegetables!
不吃七谷面包 No bread with seven grain!
怎么就会有人想和牛奶呢 Why would anyone ever want any milk?
因为你的骨头需要钙 You might get some calcium in your bones!
你想死吗 Felix Do you wanna die, Felix?
去死啊 Die!
别离开我 Felix Please don't leave me, Felix.
不让进 不然进 Keep out! Keep out!
走开 走开 Keep out! Keep out!
边儿去 边儿去 Keep out! Keep out!
禁入 Keep out!
混蛋 Assholes.
同人健康疾病中心 Gay Men's Health Crisis.
鹅口疮是真菌 是的 Thrush is a fungus, yes.
你能跟他说 我们到时会在那里进行抗议 Can you tell him that we'll be picketing there
我们不害怕被铺或者警察的暴行吗 and not afraid of arrest or police brutality.
- 同人健康疾病中心 - 对的 - Gay Men's Health Crisis. - That's right.
如果市长不见我们 那么 再有四个小时 The mayor has four more hours before we carry out
我们会进行非暴力反抗 our threats of civil disobedience if he doesn't meet with us.
昨天有人给Tommy打电话了 Ned Tommy got the call yesterday, Ned.
你怎么不告诉我呢 Why didn't you tell me?!
看吧 这可行的 You see, it works!
- 何时 何时 - 只能两个人去参加会议 Ned - When? When? - Only two can go to the meeting, Ned.
- 什么时候 - Tommy才是执行理事 - When? - Tommy's executive director.
我要去 I'm going.
- 是我投票通过的董事会 Ned - 是我写信给 - I polled the fucking board, Ned. - I wrote that letter
市长的 这次见面是我争取来的 to the mayor. That meeting is mine.
我一定要去 我要代表这个 从我 I am going to go and represent this organization
卧室成立的 我就用我生命中的每一秒为之努力 that I have spent every minute of my life fighting for
的组织去 and that was started in my living room
不让去 我就退出 or I quit.
你想让我退出 You'd let me quit?
董事会让我把这个念给你听 The board asked me to read this out loud to you.
- 什么 - 一封信 - Read what? - A letter.
呃哼 Ahem.
你读吧 Go on, read it.
" 这封信会在能辨别是非 "We are circulating this letter widely among people
和有理智的人们中广为传阅 of judgment and good sense.
我们必须制止你这种自大的行为 You are on a colossal ego trip we must curtail.
你反复为了遏制恐惧 To manipulate fear as you have done repeatedly
的行为 我们认为是野蛮的 is to us, sheer barbarism.
你在电视和全美的出版物上 To exploit the deaths of gay men as you have done
刊登的同性恋的死亡数 on television and in publications all over America
在我们看来 是蓄意破坏社会和谐 is to us, an act of vandalism.
在解放运动数年后的今天 And after years of liberation,
你又使性变得肮脏 you helped make sex dirty again for us...
让人们恐惧而又忌讳 terrible and forbidden.
我们对生命中任何一个人的愤怒 We are more angry at you
没有像对你这么强烈 than ever in our lives toward anyone.
我们认为你想领导我们所有的人 We think you want to lead us all.
那么 Well...
我们不会乖乖从命 we do not want you to lead us.
根据Weeks Frankel和Levistein起草的 In accordance with our bylaws as drawn up by Weeks, Frankel,
章程 Levinstein,
Ned Weeks先生将被除去 Mr. Ned Weeks is hereby removed
同人健康疾病中心主管的职务 as a director of Gay Men's Health Crisis.
我们请求你悄无声息地离开 We beg that you leave us quietly
即使你不同意 and not destroy us and what good work we manage
也请不要破坏我们做出的工作 despite your disapproval.
即刻生效 Effective immediately."
Ned Ned.
执行理事是不属于董事会的 你知道的 The executive director isn't on the board, you know that.
我没有投票的机会 I don't have a vote.
我怎么 我怎么会这么做呢 What could... what could I have done?
- 你没有支持我 - 不是这样的 - You didn't support me. - That's not true.
你只是个殡仪员 You're all nothing but undertakers.
这个组织就是个殡仪馆而已 This whole organization is a funeral parlor.
- Ned - 你只是在照顾那些即将死去的人而已 - Ned... - All you do is take care of the dying.
是谁在为生者努力 好让他们继续活下去 Who's fighting so the living can go on living?
谁为我的Flelix而努力呢 Who's fighting for my Felix?
Tommy 楼上要你上去 Tommy. We need you upstairs.
我的文化里是有 Marcel Proust I belong to a culture that includes Marcel Proust,
Walt Whiman Tennessee Williams Alexander the Great的 Walt Whitman, Tennessee Williams, Alexander the Great,
还有那些你不信仰的教皇和红衣主教 so many popes and cardinals you wouldn't believe.
Green Beret先生 你知道他是为二战胜利作出努力的 Mr. Green Beret, did you know that it was an openly gay Englishman
公然承认自己是同性恋的英国人吗 who's responsible for winning World War II?
他叫Alan Turing 是他破译了德国的Enigma密码 His name's Alan Turing and he cracked the Germans' Enigma code.
战争结束后 就因为他为自己是同性恋感到不安 After the war was over, he committed suicide
然后自杀了 because he was so hounded for being gay.
怎么学校里不教学生这个啊 Why didn't they teach any of that in schools?
一个同性恋为二战胜利立下了汗马功劳 A gay man is responsible for winning World War II!
如果他们教了 他就不会自杀了 If they did, maybe he wouldn't have killed himself
你们就不会因为自己是同人而害怕了 and you wouldn't be so terrified of who you are.
我就想以这样的方式为后人所记 That's how I want to be remembered.
一个赢得这场战争的人 As one of the men who won the war.
Bruce 我知道我很混球 Bruce, I know that I am an asshole.
但是不要赶我走 But please don't shut me out.
去吧 Go.
你哥哥和我是恋人 Your brother and I are lovers.
我就要死了 我要立遗嘱 I'm dying and I need to make a will.
- 请坐 - 谢谢 - Please. - Thank you.
我想把所有的东西都留给Ned I want to leave everything to Ned.
- 我哥哥怎么样 - 他把所有的责任都揽到自己的身上 - How's my brother? - Well, he blames himself for everything
从我要死了到整个世界的状况 from my dying to the state of the entire world.
所有的一切 还有你俩谁不都理谁的事儿 All that plus you two still not talking.
你肯定和他一样倔强 You must be as stubborn as he is.
我会马上给他打电话 I'll call him right away.
现在打吧 他在家收拾东西 Do. He's at home packing.
过几天我们要去耶鲁 We're going to Yale in a few days.
去参加同志周 For Gay Week.
他说他简直不敢相信 He says he can't believe it.
他大一的时候 他还想自杀 He tried to kill himself there when he was a freshman.
我没多少遗产 I haven't much...
除了在Wellfleet的海角上 except for a beautiful piece of land
一块儿美丽的土地 on the Cape in Wellfleet.
Ned不知道这个 Ned doesn't know about it.
It was to have been a surprise
for when we lived there together
or riding away happily ever after.
I also have an insurance policy,
uh... with the "Times." I'm a reporter...
for "The New York Times."
It's meant to come to my next of kin.
I'm afraid they might not give it to him.
Well, if he's listed as a beneficiary, they must.
You're smarter than that. Don't be so naive.
I assure you, I will fight to make sure that they do.
I was hoping you'd say that.
Felix Felix...
I wish we'd met sooner.
I should be wearing something
You are, honey.
It should... it should be something
Perry Ellis ran up for me personally.
Ned?
You find a way to fight again.
I will.
Hey, hey, hey.
Hey.
Emma. Emma...?
Could we... could we start now, please?
Ahem.
"We are gathered here in the sight of God
to join together these two men.
他们深爱 They love each other
彼此 very much and...
他们要在家人和朋友的见证下 want to be married in the presence of their family
结为连理 and friends.
没有人反对 I see no objection.
Felix Turner 你 Do you, Felix Turner,
- 愿意Ned Weeks " - Alexander 愿意 - take Ned Weeks..." - Alexander. Yeah.
- "成为你 " - 我的此生挚爱 - "To be your..." - My great true love.
我愿意 I do.
我愿意 我愿意 I do. I do.
我愿意 I do.
我愿意 我愿意 I do. I do.
我是Tommy This is Tommy.
谢谢你通知我 Thanks for letting me know.
罗纳德·里根总统于1985年9月17日向公众提到 "艾滋病" 并在一则新闻参考中许诺将艾滋病 研究提到优先处理日程 然而里根总统在1986年提到的联邦预算 要求减少艾滋病开支的11% 截止到1986年底，共有24,559人死于艾滋病 自传染病从1981年开始出现，全球已有超过 3600万人死于HIV/AIDS 每天有超过6,000人新感染上HIV病毒