寻找阿拉斯加 第一季第七集
我要你们现在都去体育馆 I need y'all to go to the gym now.
你们没惹什么麻烦 You're not in any trouble.
我就是要你们马上去体育馆 I just need you to go to the gym now.
怎么了 What's the problem?
发生了一些糟糕的事情 Something terrible has happened.
两年前也发生过这种情况 Something like this happened two years ago
当哈里斯老师 老鹰之前的那任校长 when Mr. Harris, dean before the Eagle,
因为心脏病去世的时候 died of a heart attack.
考虑到我们这里大部分老师的年纪 Given the age of most of our teachers
以及卡尔弗溪学校 and the poor nutrition available to us
给我们提供的糟糕伙食 at the Culver Creek campus,
我很惊讶这种事没有经常发生 I'm surprised this doesn't happen more often.
我打赌这次是海德 I bet it's Hyde this time.
我猜那个老头只剩几口气了 Guess the old man really only had a few breaths left.
可怜的老混蛋 Poor bastard.
你看起来有点宿醉 You look a little hungover.
那我掩饰得很好啊 帕吉 Well, I guess I'm putting on a good front, then, Pudge,
因为我宿醉其实很严重 'cause I'm actually a lot hungover.
你看起来 And you look...
很不一样 different.
阿拉斯加和我 我们... Alaska and I, we,
我没有你想得那么醉 I wasn't that drunk.
来吧 Come on.
可怜的海德博士 Poor Dr. Hyde.
他是我最喜欢的教师之一 He was my favorite teacher I've ever had.
那你为什么不告诉他呢 Then why don't you tell him?
我确信他会非常高兴的 I'm sure he'd be thrilled.
海德在这里 Hyde's here.
阿拉斯加在哪 Where's Alaska?
不是吧 帕吉 阿拉斯加在哪 No. Pudge, where's Alaska?
她来没来 Is she here or not?
早上好 Good morning.
所有人都到了吗 Is, uh--is everybody here?
没有 阿拉斯加没来 No, Alaska isn't here.
其他人都到了吗 Is everyone else here?
阿拉斯加还没到 Alaska isn't here.
谢谢你 迈尔斯 Thank you, Miles.
我知道现在很早 I know it's early
你们可能很好奇我们为何把你们都叫过来 and you are probably wondering why we called you--
等等 阿拉斯加还没来 我们不能开始 Wait, we can't start without Alaska.
拜托 老师 Please, sir.
我们能不能等等阿拉斯加 Can we please just wait for Alaska?
昨晚 Last night...
昨晚 阿拉斯加·杨发生了严重的意外 Last night, Alaska Young was in a terrible accident...
她遇难了 And she was killed.
阿拉斯加·杨去世了 Alaska Young has passed away.
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她 她没死 She--she's not dead.
校对 小酸奶
她不会死的 She's not dead.
时间轴 壬虚浪影
后期 8T
总监 小酸奶
这些人为什么要哭 Why are all these people crying?
她没有死 She's not dead.
她一定是在搞恶作剧 She does pranks.
这是一场恶作剧 This is a prank.
她最擅长搞恶作剧了 She's really good at pranks.
迈尔斯 Miles...
迈尔斯 我看到她了 Miles, I saw her.
很抱歉 And I'm sorry.
怎么回事 What happened?
昨晚外面听起来好像 It sounded like...
有人在放炮仗 someone was setting off firecrackers last night.
我跑出去看是怎么回事 I ran out to see what was happening
我猜她在那时开车离开校园了 and I guess she drove off campus.
很晚了 天在下雨 It was late, it was raining.
有一辆卡车抛锚了 There was a truck that had broken down
挡住了两条车道 and it was blocking both lanes.
警察开了一辆车到现场 The police had a car on the scene
她撞上了这辆警车 and she hit it.
警察说她没有打方向 直接撞上去了 The police said that she hit it without swerving.
他们认为她喝得非常醉 They believe that she must have been very intoxicated.
他们闻到了酒味 They smelled alcohol.
我和他们谈过了 警察说... I had talked to them, the police--it was,
一切发生得太快了 it was instant.
方向盘撞到了她的胸部 The steering wheel hit her chest and...
你见到她了吗 You saw her?
她看起来是什么样子 How did she look?
就是她本来的样子 She looked like Alaska.
但是她真的去世了 迈尔斯 But she was dead, Miles.
我 我知道了 老师 I--I see, sir.
谢谢你 Thank you.
之后
做正确的事
-马丁先生 -我要被开除了 对吧 - Mr. Martin. - I'm getting kicked out, right?
现在是时候开除我了 So it's time to kick me out,
因为如果我以前没被开除 because if I wasn't kicked out then,
现在就一定会被开除了 then I'm definitely kicked out now.
有什么办法能被开除两次吗 Is there a way to be doubly kicked out?
有的话 请用在我身上 开除我 Because if so, then that's me, so kick me out.
如果你能做好你那该死的工作 You know, maybe if you would have did your goddamn job,
她或许现在还活着 但说什么都晚了 she'd still be alive, but whatever.
是我放的烟花 I set off the fireworks.
因为她说她要离开 'Cause she said she needed to go
我不知道她要去哪 and I didn't know where.
她说她可以开车的 She said she was fine to drive
我相信了 就让她开车走了 and I believed her and I let her go...
所以这一切都是我的错 so it's all my fault.
开除我吧 So kick me out!
开除我吧 Just kick me out!
请你把我开除了吧 Kick me out, please.
我们要现在抓它们才行 We gotta get 'em now.
小龙虾季很快就会结束的 Crawfish season won't last forever.
一旦我们抓到了它们 Once we catch 'em,
我们就煮了它们 吸掉它们的脑子 we'll boil' em and suck their heads.
精华就在脑子里 That's where all the good stuff is, their heads.
来啊 来吧 帮帮我 Come on. Come on, help me out.
要去游泳吗 Going for a swim?
我还没有被开除 Turns out I'm not getting expelled yet.
白收拾行李了 All that packing for nothing.
到底是怎么回事 So what the hell happened?
她进了我们的房间 She came into our room.
歇斯底里的样子 She was hysterical.
她说她要离开这里 She said she needed to get out of there.
我们转移了老鹰的注意力 We distracted the Eagle and...
她开车走了 she drove away.
她为什么会那么歇斯底里 Why was she hysterical?
她这样完全没道理啊 She wasn't making a whole lot of sense.
我猜她 Guess she was...
实在是太醉了 pretty wasted.
你就这么让她走了吗 And you just let her go?
她让我们这么做的 She told us to--
你们就对她这么言听计从吗 And you just do everything she says?
她可是阿拉斯加啊 我们都对她言听计从 She's Alaska. We all did.
你们应该拦住她的 You should have stopped her!
她从来没有深思熟虑过 She never thought anything through,
她太冲动了 she was so goddamn impulsive!
你们应该把她当成三岁小孩一样看护着 You had to watch her like a three-year-old!
你们只是做错了一件事 她就死了 You do one thing wrong and she dies.
你们怎么能让她走呢 How the fuck could you let her go?
我无法呼吸了 It hurts to breathe.
我要去走走 我需要呼吸一点新鲜空气 I'm go for a walk. I need to get some air.
如果你无法呼吸 走路可能不是个好主意 If you can't breathe, maybe walking isn't the best idea.
反正我这几天特别擅长出坏主意 Bad ideas are my specialty these days.
我们已经很有负罪感了 We already feel guilty.
你们应该有 You should.
迈尔斯 你父母打电话来了
你好 Hello?
迈尔斯 给你父母回电话
你父母打电话给你了 Your parents called for you.
很多次了 Not the first time.
你还好吗 You okay?
课都取消了 Classes are cancelled.
我来陪着你 I'm going to stay with you.
天啊 帕吉 你上次站起来是什么时候 Jesus, Pudge, when's the last time you stood up?
毛琳只会做烘肉卷 All Maureen is making is meatloaf.
没有肉也不算卷 但是 It's neither meaty nor loafy, but...
你应该吃点 you should eat.
我们没有说出那句 We did not say...
"别开车 你喝醉了" "Don't drive, you're drunk."
我们没有说 We did not say...
"你心情不好 我们不能让你开车" "We're not letting you get into a car when you're upset."
我们没有说"我们一定要陪着你走" We did not say, "We insist on going with you."
我们没有说 可以等到明天 We did not say that this can wait until tomorrow.
一切都可以等 That anything and everything can wait.
我越是想 And as much as I've thought about it,
越是不明白 I don't know...
为什么我们什么都没有说 why we didn't say anything.
很抱歉 我不该责怪你们的 I'm sorry I blamed you guys.
你应该怪我们 It was appropriate.
上校怎么样了 How's the Colonel?
-上校在哪 -我不知道 - Where's the Colonel? - I don't know.
从吸烟洞离开后我就没见过他了 I--I haven't seen him since the Smoking Hole.
什么 What?
你是说你一直都没有见到他吗 You--you mean you haven't seen him this whole time?
他出去走走 然后就再也没有回来过吗 So he went for a walk and he never came back?
他可能会跳桥之类的啊 帕吉 He could have jumped off a bridge, Pudge.
糟了 Oh, shit.
没事 没事的 All right, all right.
我们先活动活动你的双脚 First we get circulation back to your lower extremities
然后我们就去找上校 and then we'll find the Colonel.
好的 Okay.
我们真的不先告诉老鹰或是他妈妈一声吗 Are you sure we shouldn't tell the Eagle or his mom?
不要 我不想让多洛莉丝担心 No, I don't want to upset Dolores.
如果上校真的走到了那一步 And if the Colonel did go there,
我也不想告诉老鹰 让他难过 I don't want to tell the Eagle and upset him.
-我们会找到他的 -好的 - We'll find him. - Okay.
找到他了 Found him.
你没事吧 You all right?
我们进去吧 Let's get you inside.
感觉怎么样 How's that?
好多了 Better.
很暖和 Warmer.
好的 Okay.
等等 Wait.
握着我的手 Hold my hand.
好吧 Okay.
就这样了哦 But that's it.
我不会亲你的 No kissing.
真烂 Awful.
有这样一条定律 It is a law that
认为白发人不该送黑发人 parents should not have to bury their children
也确实应该如此 and someone should enforce it.
现在 我们来继续学习宗教 Now, we're going to continue studying religion,
毫无疑问 but there's no doubting
现在我们要提出的问题 that the questions we'll be asking
比起前几天来说更加迫切了 have more immediacy than they did just a few days ago.
比如 人死亡时会发生什么 What happens to us when we die, for instance,
这不再是一个无聊的哲学方面的问题 is no longer a question of idle philosophical interest.
它与我们的同学有关 It is a question
是一个必须提出的问题 we must ask about our classmate.
你们最近怎么样 So how are you guys doing?
墨瑟女士 Ms. Moser?
听起来可能有点奇怪 Okay, well, this might sound kind of strange,
但我看到了一件难以解释的事 but I had a mystical indicator
表明阿拉斯加还在我们身边 of Alaska's presence.
你现在要说这种事吗 You can't be serious right now.
课上不要讲话 除非被点到了 马丁先生 No talking unless called on, Mr. Martin.
我是认真的 奇普 I'm serious, Chip.
好吧 请你继续说 Well, by all means, please proceed.
好的 Well.
我在安妮小姐的餐厅吃饭 I was at Miss Anne's Diner
突然所有灯都灭了 and suddenly all the lights went out
除了我头顶的灯 except for, like the light over my table,
然后它开始闪 which started flashing.
有点像是 亮了一秒 It would be, like, on for a second
又暗了一会 and then off for a while
然后又像是 亮了几秒 and then, like, on for a couple seconds
又灭了 and then off.
然后我意识到 And then I realized...
那是阿拉斯加 it was Alaska.
我觉得她想用摩斯电码和我说话 I think she was trying to talk to me in Morse code
但我不懂摩斯密码 but, like, I don't know Morse code.
她可能也不懂 She--she probably didn't know that.
马丁先生 Mr. Martin?
我一直在与宇宙中那些严重的不公作斗争 I've been grappling with the grave injustice in the universe.
我们在天上的父啊 Heavenly Father...
为什么阿拉斯加离开了 how is it possible that Alaska is gone
我们却要和霍莉一起被困在这里 but we're stuck here with Holly?
你知道吗 奇普 You know what, Chip?
你应该对宇宙万物敞开心扉 You need to be open to the universe
否则你会错过很多东西的 or you're gonna miss something.
你知道吗霍莉 Well, you know what, Holly?
我坚信宇宙 I'm pretty sure the universe
是对我敞开心扉的 不劳你费心了 is getting through to me loud and clear, so thank you.
好了好了 够了 Okay, okay, that's enough.
你们可能还记得我问过你们 You may recall you were asked,
"人面对的最重要的问题是什么 "What is the most important question facing people,
我们在研究的传统如何回应这个问题" and how do traditions we're studying address that question?"
我们该如何逃离这座痛苦的迷宫 阿拉斯加·杨
这是阿拉斯加提出的问题 This was Alaska's.
下一篇作业 我想让你们回答她的问题 For your next paper I want you to answer her question,
但是要为自己而答 but for yourselves.
在生命的某些时刻 At some point in life,
我们都会抬头看 发现自己迷失在迷宫里 we all look up and realize we are lost in a maze.
你们现在可能就有这种感觉 You probably all feel that way now.
但你们要如何度过这段时期 So how do you get through it?
奇普 Chip.
我不知道你听说了没有 Listen, I don't know if you heard,
发生了这些事以后 but after everything that happened,
凯文和朗威尔的父母撤销了指控 Kevin and Longwell's parents are dropping the charges.
我正在想我怎么还没被开除呢 I was wondering why I hadn't been kicked out on my ass yet.
我在等 Been waiting.
他们真好 That's nice of them.
听着 奇普 我想告诉你 Listen, Chip, I want you to know
今天去葬礼的车上 you have someone to sit with today
有人会陪着你 on the bus to the funeral.
我们都会带些东西 We were all gonna bring things
放在出事的路旁 to put on the side of the road where it happened.
放了一路 所以... It's on the way, so--
奇普 我知道她对你来说有多重要 Chip, I know how much she meant to you.
我不想让你现在觉得很孤独 I don't want you to be alone right now.
谢谢你 萨拉 Thanks, Sara,
不过我们会另外开自己的车过去 but, we just gonna ride separately in our own car,
到那里再见吧 but I'll see you there.
好吧 我不知道我们要开别的车去啊 'Kay. I--I didn't know we were driving separately.
我不想走她出事的那条路 I'm not going that way.
我们问问劳拉是否能带上我们 We'll see if Lara can take us.
就是要绕远路了 We just have to take a long way.
好主意 Good idea.
很高兴你注意到了 It's nice to know you've taken notice
我的精致着装 哈尔特先生 of my sartorial splendors, Mr. Halter.
我很担心我的这种低调优雅 And here I was afraid my understated elegance
会在你们这些学生身上迷失 was lost on you students.
以前人们很注重自己的外表 Used to be one took pride in one's appearance.
现在都是随便穿穿松紧腰的裤子 Now it's all elastic waist pants
甚至穿着人字拖就出门了 上帝啊 and--dear God--flip flops.
但你来对地方了 But you've come to the right place.
如果你想打个好领结 If you want a good knot,
你就需要一条好领带 you need a good tie.
这就是个不错的选择 And this is a very good one.
我在迪亚哥的葬礼上系过 I wore this to Diego's funeral.
虽然我没有受邀 Not that I was invited to attend.
他父母从没接纳过真正的他 His parents never accepted him for who he was.
和他身边的人 Or who he was with.
他给了我力量 He gave me strength then.
我希望这能给你力量 And I hope it gives you strength now.
好 Good.
梅利韦瑟·刘易斯的遗言是 Meriwether Lewis's last words were,
美国著名探险家
"我不是懦夫 "I am not a coward,
但我太强大了 but I am so strong.
这让死亡变得很艰难" So hard to die."
我相信这是真的 I'm sure that's true,
但是 but
留下来的生者一定更加艰难 it can't be much harder than being left behind.
世上的一切都是有聚必有散 Everything that comes together falls apart.
一切都是 Everything.
我坐着的这把椅子 它是组装而成的 This chair I'm sitting on, it was built,
总有一天会被拆解 and so it will fall apart.
我也会腐烂分解 可能比这椅子还早 I'm going to fall apart, probably before this chair.
而你们也一样 And you're going to fall apart.
细胞 器官 系统组成了你 Cells and organs and systems that make you you,
它们一起出现 一起成长 they came together, grew together,
所以它们终将一起被分解 and so they must fall apart.
没有什么能永恒 Nothing lasts.
女孩阿拉斯加不能 Not Alaska the girl,
那个叫阿拉斯加的地方也不能 nor Alaska the place.
甚至地球本身也不会 Not even Earth itself.
你不会灌鸡汤吧 You're not one for pep talks, huh?
你还记得佛教徒说生命是什么吗 Do you remember what the Buddhists said life is?
是痛苦 Suffering.
痛苦源自欲望 And suffering is caused by desire.
没有欲望代表着没有痛苦 The cessation of desire means the cessation of suffering.
你不再祈祷一切永不分离 When you stop wishing things won't fall apart,
在分离那一刻来临时就不会痛苦 you'll stop suffering when they do.
那时 虽然还是会难过 Until then, this will hurt.
但你依然可以活下去 But you will survive...
直到你无法活下去为止 Until you don't.
校车
卡尔弗溪学院
未完待续 To be continued.
电话响了 The phone rang.
-什么 -那晚 - What? - That night.
她下了床 电话响了 She got out of bed. The phone rang.
她去接电话了 She went to go answer it.
她在接电话之前都一切正常 But she was fine until the phone rang.
等等 你是说她是接了那通电话 Wait, that's why she had to get out of there
才非要离开的吗 because of the phone call.
好吧 那晚是谁给她打的电话 Okay, so who called her that night?
这就是奥文站 So this is Vine Station.
阿拉斯加没有夸大其词 Alaska did not exaggerate.
奥文站真是糟透了 Vine Station is a shit hole.
她要逃离这里一点都不奇怪 No wonder she wanted to get the fuck out of here.
你可能好奇为什么棺材是关着的 You may be wondering why the casket's closed.
因为她妈妈的棺材当时是开着的 Her momma had an open casket.
可是阿拉斯加后来和我说过 And Alaska told me after...
她说"爸爸 Said, "Daddy...
不要让别人看到我死去的样子" Don't ever let them see me dead."
所以我把棺材关起来了 So that's that.
不管怎样 Anyway...
她已经不在这里了 She ain't in there.
她和主一起 在天上 She's with the Lord.
我以为自己会感觉到 Thought I'd feel her
她在天上看着我们 不过... looking down on us, but...
她只是离开了而已 She's just gone.
对不起 阿拉斯加 I'm sorry, Alaska.
你应该有个更好的朋友 You deserved a better friend.
朗维尤浸信会教堂
斯图尔特和山克斯 Stewart and Shanks.
可以了 汤姆 All right, Tom.
你没事吧 老师 You all right, sir?
我只是希望你们都能听我的 I just wanted you all to listen to me.
信任我 尊敬我 Trust me, respect me...
甚至惧怕我 如果有必要的话 And even fear me, if that's what it took...
这样我就能保证你们所有人的安全了 So that I could protect all of you and keep you safe.
天啊 我真的很努力地做这份工作 God, I tried so hard at this job,
牺牲了我自己的婚姻 it cost me my marriage.
我甚至留起了这样愚蠢的胡子 I even grew this stupid mustache
希望它能让我看起来更有威严一些 hoping that it would give me some authority
这样你们就能听我的了 you know, so that you would listen to me.
但我才是那个该听话的人 But I was the one that needed to listen.
她很痛苦 而我让她的痛苦加深了 She was in pain, and I made it worse.
我们都有责任 We all made it worse.
是的 但你们只是孩子 Yeah, but you're just kids.
你们可以犯错 You're supposed to make mistakes.
我是成年人 我让你们失望了 I'm the adult, and I failed all of you.
特别是她 Most of all, her.
现在并不晚 It's not too late.
我们现在正需要一名成年人 We could all really use an adult right about now.
还有 老师 And sir,
你的胡子没什么用 mustache didn't work.
我知道 Yeah, I know.
谢谢你 切斯先生 Thank you, Mr. Chase.
耶和华是我的牧者 The lord is my shepherd.
我必不至缺乏 I shall not want.
他使我躺卧在青草地上 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures.
领我在可安歇的水边 He leadeth me beside the still waters.
他使我的灵魂苏醒 He restoreth my soul.
出自《诗篇》第23章 采用《圣经和合本》翻译版本
为自己的名 He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness
引导我走义路 for his name's sake.
我虽然行过死荫的幽谷 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
-也不怕遭害 -她说"亲爱的 - I will fear no evil-- - She said, "My dear,
在你的祭坛 我已经献上了雏菊和罂粟 upon your altars I have placed the marguerite and coquelicot
还有玫瑰 像四月的雪般易碎 and roses frail as April snow.
但在这里" 她说 But here," she said,
"没人能看见 我奉献一份祭礼 "Where none can see, I make an offering
在草地上 是小萝卜和花朵" in the grass of radishes and flowers."
然后她哭了 And then she wept
深怕主不会接受 for fear the Lord would not accept.
仁慈的主在她的花园里寻找新叶和暗色调 The good lord in his garden sought new leaf and shadowy tint
而它们全是他的思想 and they were all his thought.
他听见她低低的和鸣 He heard her low accord
出自美国现代主义诗人华莱士·史蒂文斯所作诗歌 译文选自《坛子轶事》陈东飙译
半是祈祷 半是歌谣 half-prayer and half-ditty
并感到了一阵微颤 and he felt a subtle quiver
并非天堂之爱 或怜悯 that was not heavenly love nor pity.
每一道指纹都在留下你的印记 Each fingerprint is a way of leaving your impression,
让逝去的人知道 她对你来说很重要 showing the deceased that she mattered to you.
-我爱你 -我知道你爱过 - I love you. - I know you did.
不要用过去时 No, not past tense.
我爱你 I love you.
很抱歉让你走了 And I'm so sorry for letting you go.
我真的很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
来吧 我们走吧 Come on. Let's go.
她只是想要伸出手来 She was just trying to reach out.
真希望那时我能明白 Only wish I could have understood.
你知道吗 阿拉斯加是我来到学校后 You know Alaska was the first girl I kissed
亲过的第一个女孩 when I got to school?
当我这么说时 她说她"深表遗憾" When I stated so much, she "profoundly regretted" it.
如果你这么想 You know, if you think about it,
这都是他的错 it's all his fault.
酒吧
她爸爸吗 Her dad?
这和他有什么关系 What does any of this have to do with him?
你认真的吗 Are you serious?
所有这一切 The whole goddamn thing.
都是因为他把她妈妈的死怪到她头上 He blamed her mom dying on her.
他就是她回不了家的原因 He's the reason she couldn't go home.
看看这个一副悲伤模样的死胖子 Look at that sad fat fuck.
在那里喝得烂醉 Over there getting drunk like a piece of shit.
你知道还有谁喝成这样吗 You know who else was a drunk piece of shit?
我爸爸 My dad.
所以我很擅长鉴别这种人 So I'm kind of an expert on the subject.
你小点声 可能会被他听到的 Maybe keep your voice down just 'cause he's probably--
所有这些都是从她告密开始的 You know, this all started because she ratted,
她告密是因为她没法回家 but she only ratted because she couldn't go home.
她这辈子就因为告密毁掉了 Her Life's Library got destroyed because she ratted.
一切今年发生的坏事 Everything bad that's happened this year
都是因为她爸爸是个混蛋 is because her dad is an asshole.
上校 Colonel.
你毁了她 You broke her.
是你毁了她 You broke her!
如果你一直陪着她 If you were ever there for her,
这一切都不会发生了 none of this would have happened!
她不会这么悲伤 She wouldn't have been so sad.
不会喝这么多酒 She wouldn't have drank so much.
她会有一辆带安全气囊的车 She would have had a car with fucking airbags!
-我会... -死的应该是你 - I'll do the-- - It should have been you!
不应该是她 It shouldn't have been her.
应该是你才对 It should have been fucking you!
把你们的手给我拿开 Get your goddamn hands off me!
如果你们要抓人 If you wanna grab somebody,
应该把这个醉酒的死胖子抓起来 grab this drunk fuck!
你到底在干什么 What on earth are you doing,
攻击一个刚刚失去孩子的父亲吗 assaulting a man that just lost his child?
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
-他说得对 -不是这样的 先生 - He's right. - No, sir!
他太难过了 He's upset.
我们应该留意着他的状态的 He should not be paid attention to.
我很早以前就失去她了 I lost her a long time ago.
我的所作所为 我说过的话 What I did, the things I said...
我不配拥有她 I didn't deserve her.
现在她走了 And now she's gone.
我再也没有纠正自己的机会了 And I could never make it right.
对不起 宝贝 I'm so sorry, baby.
亲爱的主啊 请赐我们怜悯 Blessed Lord, have mercy.
美国退伍军人协会
我刚才的表现可不太好 Not my proudest moment.
是啊 Yeah.
今天以后估计没什么人会请你参加葬礼了 Don't expect to get invited to too many funerals after today.
我接受 I'll take it.
帕吉 你现在是个合格的烟民了吗 So, Pudge, you a certified smoker now, huh?
阿拉斯加会这样做的 It's what Alaska would've been doing.
她也会讨厌这个葬礼的 She also would've hated this funeral.
我们都同意这一点 That we can all agree on.
几位 Hey, fellas.
你们还好吗 How you holding up?
糟透了 Shitty as hell.
你怎么样 How are you doing?
作为与阿拉斯加交往时间最长 As Alaska's longest-lasting
感情最深的人 and emotionally-healthiest relationship,
你一定也很难过吧 this must be hard for you too.
说实话 我没想到会这么痛苦 Didn't know it was possible to feel this terrible, to be honest.
我感觉很有负罪感 I just feel so guilty, just...
就好像我应该知道些什么 like I should've known something,
或应该做些什么一样 or done something.
我知道那种感受 I know the feeling.
这些都太没道理了 None of it makes any sense.
一个这么年轻 这么有活力的人 You know, how could someone so young,
怎么会这样死去了呢 so alive, be dead?
所以我们责怪自己 以为自己可以掌控局面 So we blame ourselves, thinking we have some control,
可以改变事情的结果 that we could've created a different outcome,
我们没想到世界这么混蛋 这么没道理 that the world isn't a completely fucked-up, random place
一个女孩会毫无来由地死去 where a girl dies for no reason.
我是菲奥娜 I'm Fiona.
我和杰克一起上学的 I go to school with Jake.
我只见过阿拉斯加一次 I only met Alaska once,
但她给我留下了很深的印象 but she made quite an impression.
菲奥娜 Fiona.
你很聪明 You are clearly very wise,
但这件事一定是有原因的 but there has to be a reason--
就算她的死没有原因 if not for why she died,
至少她为什么要上车 at least for why she got into that car,
那晚谁给她打了电话 总会有个解释 or who the hell called her on the phone that night.
那通电话是从公用电话打来的吗 You mean on the payphone?
没错 Yeah.
那是我 That was me.
那通电话是杰克打来的 Jake was the phone call.
她接了那通电话后 态度就全变了 After that phone call, everything changed.
你说了什么 What did you say?
显然是些不该说的话 Apparently, the wrong thing.
你好 Hello?
阿拉斯加 Alaska?
你真的接电话了 太好了 Amazed you actually answered.
很高兴听见你的声音 It's good to hear your voice.
我想你 I miss you.
杰克 我也想你 Yeah, Jake, I miss you too,
但现在有些晚了 but it's kinda late.
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
而且我知道我们现在没有在一起 And I know we're not exactly together right now,
虽然我不太明白这是为什么 even though I'm not sure why, I...
我今天一整天都在想你 I'll never let this day go by without thinking of you.
我希望即使我们变老了 Hopefully, we get to talk on this date
也依然能说起这一天 even when we're old and--
等等 "这一天" 你是指什么日子 Wait, what do you mean, "this date"? What day is it?
今天是我们的纪念日啊 It's our anniversary.
两年前的今天 我们相遇了 It's been two years since the day we met.
不 N...
不会的 No...
不可能 It can't be.
你不必为此难过 It's nothing to get upset about.
就算我记得而你忘了 这也没什么 It's cool if I remembered and you didn't.
是我太傻了 I'm kind of a dork like that.
阿拉斯加 Alaska?
你还在吗 You still there?
接下来我知道的事就是 Next thing I knew,
我在看《两次世界大战之间的法国》 I was just sitting in France Between the Wars
有人来告诉我 报纸上说阿拉斯加去世了 and someone tells me based on the paper that Alaska died.
就这样吗 你在电话里就说了这个 That's it? That was the whole call?
你们的纪念日这么重要吗 Wait, what's so bad about your anniversary...
-或是忘记它很严重 -能让她瞬间发疯 - Or forgetting it. - That would just make her flip out?
我也不知道 I have no idea.
她挂了电话就上车了 She got off the phone with you and got in your car.
-我知道 -为什么 杰克 - I understand. - Why, Jake?
他把所有知道的都告诉你了 He's told you all that he knows.
-你对她说了什么 -到此为止吧 - What else did you say to her? - That's it.
-为什么她开车走了 -他不知道 帕吉 - Why did she get in the car? - He doesn't know, Pudge.
我也希望自己能回答你 I wish I did.
很抱歉 Sorry, man.
也许答案一直显而易见 Maybe it's right in front of our faces.
她因为错过了和杰克的纪念日而难过 She was upset about missing the anniversary with Jake.
因为放了他鸽子而产生了负罪感 She felt guilt about blowing him off.
那一刻 她明白了杰克对她来说有多重要 In that moment, she realized how much Jake meant to her,
她对他有多差劲 and how badly she had treated him,
她想亲自去道歉 and wanted to apologize in person.
她开车是想去和他复合 She was driving up to see him to make up,
想和他重归于好 to get back together.
听起来太简单了 但非常说得通 It sounds obvious, but it makes the most sense.
什么 才没有 What? No.
这一点也说不通 That doesn't make any sense at all.
她亲我的时候没有想起杰克 She wasn't thinking about Jake while she was kissing me.
阿拉斯加不可能想和他复合的 There's no way Alaska wanted to get back with him.
帕吉 在那通电话之后 Look, Pudge, after the call,
她没有回到你的房间和你亲热 she didn't march back to your room to snuggle.
她变得很难过 直接上车开走了 She got super upset and got in her car and drove away,
很有可能去了杰克那里 possibly to where Jake was.
这个假设从已知的信息开始 The whole point of this exercise is to start with the known,
用合理的推测填补了未知的部分 and fill in the unknown with the likely scenarios,
只是没有迎合你的幻想 not pander to your fantasy
你认为阿拉斯加疯狂地爱着你 that Alaska was madly in love with you.
你真是个糟糕的侧写师 You'd be a terrible profiler.
总觉得这事和你有关 You're making it all about you.
没错 因为这件事本来就和我有关 Yeah, because it is all about me.
我是她最后亲吻过的人 I was the last person that she kissed.
她对我说了"未完待续" She said, "to be continued" to me,
这是她在铃声响起前说过的最后一句话 which is the last thing that she said before the phone rang.
你没有那么特殊 帕吉 You're not special, Pudge.
她亲你只是因为她喝醉了 Just because she got drunk
或是你们正好在一起玩之类的原因 and you guys hooked up, or whatever,
不代表她对你来说 doesn't mean that she meant more to you
就比对我们来说更重要 than she did to any of us.
我们都很想念她 We all miss her.
我知道 I know that.
铎美无意中听到了老鹰和阿拉斯加的爸爸谈话 So Takumi overheard the Eagle talking to Alaska's dad.
他明天过来收拾她的房间 He's coming in the next day or so to clean out her room,
如果那里有我们的东西 so if you got anything that's ours,
或有任何我们不想让他找到的违禁品 or any contraband we don't want him to find,
我们应该现在处理掉 we should take care of that.
真不想做这件事 This is unbearable.
我明白 I know.
但我们不得不做 But we have to.
我做不到 I can't.
不要让我一个人做这件事 帕吉 Don't make me do this alone, Pudge.
迈尔斯 很高兴听到你的声音 Miles, it's so good to hear your voice.
学校给我们发了邮件 儿子 School sent us an email, son.
我们知道有一位学生去世了 We know a student died.
她的父母真可怜 Poor parents.
她只有父亲 Parent.
去世的那个女生 你认识吗 The girl that died-- did--did you know her?
认识 Yeah.
她是我的朋友 She was my friend.
一位很亲密的朋友 She was my really good friend.
是她 对吧 It was her, wasn't it?
和你一起过感恩节的那个女生 The girl you stayed with over Thanksgiving.
是的 Yeah.
阿拉斯加 Alaska...
这是她的名字 w-was her name.
这实在太让人震惊了 That just sounds like a real shock, son.
你一定很难过吧 I know it's just awful.
无论你需要什么 Whatever you need,
我们都是你最坚强的后盾 we're here for you, you know that.
我明白 I know.
这样就够了 But this is enough.
我只需要你们接电话 I just needed you to pick up,
回答我 needed you to answer, and...
你们已经这样做了 and you did.
看看 Well, well.
看看是谁出现了 Look who decided to show up.
我是来帮忙的 I'm here to help.
她一瓶酒都没留下 Well, she sure didn't leave any booze,
但她留下了写过的每一篇文章 but, you know, she kept every paper she ever wrote.
不过她写过的文章并不多 She didn't have much, but,
每一样物品都很珍贵 you know, it's like every object is precious.
它们都应该被好好对待 Thus, they should be treated as such.
这些是她还没来得及读的书 All these books she'll never read.
是在旧物市场买的 Bought at garage sales.
现在大概命中注定要属于别人了 And now probably destined for another one.
尘归尘 土归土 Ashes to ashes.
旧物市场来的 再回到旧物市场去 Garage sale to garage sale.
我们不能卖掉它们 We can't sell them.
不能这么做 That seems wrong.
这些书被水泡坏了 Well, the ones that are too water damaged,
我们把它埋葬了吧 we'll bury in a literary grave.
再说吧 不过你说得对 Tbd. But you're right.
你知道吗 约翰·济慈的遗嘱 You know, John Keats' entire will
英国浪漫派诗人 英年早逝
是一句五步抑扬格 was written in one line of iambic pentameter.
一种英文诗歌和剧作中常用的格律
"把我柜子里的书分给我的朋友们" "My chest of books divide among my friends."
她也会想把这些书都分给朋友们的 She'd want these divided among her friends.
你看到《迷宫中的将军》了吗 Have you seen The General in His Labyrinth?
加西亚·马尔克斯所作小说
我知道它被水淹了 I know it got flooded.
所有的书页都毁掉了 I'm sure the pages are all messed up.
我想要那一本 I want that one.
给你 Here it is.
你并不想读这本书 对吧 You're not thinking about reading it, are you?
这不是本传记 It's not a biography.
这是本历史小说 Historical fiction.
我批准了 I'll allow it.
"因为他悚然清醒地认识到 "He was shaken by the overwhelming revelation
译文引自南海出版社2014年版《迷宫中的将军》 王永年译
他那逆境与梦想之间的疯狂追逐 that the headlong race between his misfortunes and his dreams
这时已经到达终点 was at that moment reaching the finish line.
'妈的' 他叹息说 'Damn it,' he sighed.
'我怎么才能走出这迷宫'" 'How will I ever get out of this labyrinth?'"
上校 看这里 Colonel, come look at this.
你直接跳到了最后吗 You skipped to the end?
你每本书都是这样读的吗 You do that with every book you read?
走出迷宫的办法 The way out of the labyrinth.
"直接而迅速" "Straight and fast."
天啊 帕吉 Holy shit, Pudge.
想想老鹰说的事故现场 Think about what the Eagle told you how it happened.
卡车抛锚了 The truck that was broke down,
警察的车在现场 她直接撞上去了 the police car on the scene, which she hit without swerving.
他们说了酒驾是事故发生的原因 They said it was the booze that caused the accident.
我想还有一种可能性我们没有考虑到 I guess there's one possibility that we haven't considered.
如果那不是一场事故呢 What if it wasn't an accident?