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我的手有点冰 所以... My hands are a bit cold, so...
没关系 Doesn't matter.
那就好 All right, great.
我把它贴在这里 I'm just gonna go right here.
你表现得很好 You're doing great.
你有过戒断症状吗？ Have you experienced any withdrawal symptoms?
有 现在就是 Yeah, right now.
你的心情如何 分为1到10等级 And how's your mood been，on a scale of 1 to 10,
10就是... rating of 10 as...
4 Four.
好的 OK.
你现在有自杀的想法吗？ And are you experiencing any suicidal ideation,
任何自残或者自杀的想法？ any thoughts of harming or killing yourself?
是的 Yes.
你有过自杀的计划吗？ Do you have the means to do that?
是的 Yes.
好的 OK.
能跟我说说你的计划吗？ Do you wanna tell me what that plan is?
不能 如果我能尽快拿到美沙酮 No, if I could just get my methadone soon,
就不会有事 then it wouldn't be a problem.
看来美沙酮真的很重要 It seems to be a really important thing.
是的 我在等美沙酮 我很需要它 Yeah, I'm just waiting to get it, and I really want it.
- 我懂 - 我现在就需要 -Yeah - I need it right now.
好的 马上就结束了 OK, we'll get through this,
之后我们会让医生过来看看 and then we'll get the doctor in to see you.
那好 抓紧时间 OK, let's go quick.
还有关系压力源和冲突 And relationship stressors, conflict,
它包括抚养权、环境 which would include custody, environment,
财政或是住房？ finances or housing?
是的 Yes.
-你有... -我被禁止见我的女儿 - Do you... - I can't see my daughter.
这很不容易吧 That must be hard.
嗯 Mm-hmm.
是啊 他把我给弄晕了 Yeah, he got me all confused.
嗨 Hi!
非常感谢 Thanks very much.
谢谢 Thanks!
就是这样 That's all.
嗨 有什么能帮你们的吗？ Hi, can I help you?
我们想申请无收入住房 Um, we wanted to apply for no-income hous--
低收入住房 low-income housing.
对 低收入住房 Low-income housing.
好的 就你们俩吗？ OK. Uh, is it just for the two of you?
是的 Yes.
好的 OK.
找到了 There ya go.
你们有孩子吗？ Uh, do you have any children?
没有 我们没有孩子 No, um...No, we don't.
没有 No.
事实上 这项帮扶计划是给家庭 OK, subsidized housing is, basically,
和学生的 for families and seniors,
虽然我们的确开设了给单身人士的住房 although, recently, we did open a unit for single people.
但现在已经满了 Currently, it's full right now, though.
既然满了 为什么你们没有通知我们呢？ Well, then why did you even tell us about it if it's full?
还有一件空着的 Oh, to let you know that one is available
我们可以把你们放进等候名单里 and that we can put you on a waiting list and--
名单有多长？我们得等多久？ How long is the list, and how long do you have to wait?
名单上现在有多少名字？ How many names do you have on it right now?
很多 It varies.
有12个左右 Uh, there's about a dozen on the list.
这个时候申请的人很多 有些人只是短时间居住 It varies in the times. Some are short stay.
所以我们得等个两三年？ So that's what, 2-3 years you have to wait?
不 要不了那么久 No, it would be more of a short stay.
有些人很快就会离开 Some have a faster turnover
那时候就会有空房 and are able to get out and open up an availability.
这可不行 Well, that's no good
我们现在无处可去 because we don't have anywhere to go right now.
我们不可能就这么呆呆地 We don't have a year or two
等上一年 甚至两年 to wait around to find somewhere to live.
我们现在在路边睡 You know, we'll just, like, sleep outside.
这就是我们现在的处境 在路边睡 That's what we do, sleep outside.
或者在车里睡 We'll sleep in a car.
很遗憾 除了给你提供一些指导外 It's really unfortunate that I'm not able to help you more
我没法帮你更多 than to give you those directions.
她才19岁 She's only 19 years old.
但没有可提供的住房了 There's nothing more that the housing can do, though.
真的很抱歉 I'm really sorry at this point.
就像我说的 我们现在能做的 The only options that we have, like I said,
我们最近为单身人士开设了住房 we just recently opened a unit for single people.
看吧 我就知道她要跟我们来这套 Yeah, well, I knew that she was gonna say all that stuff,
我们就是在浪费时间 so we're kind of wasting our time.
我们该离开这里 找点更有意义的事做 We should probably go find something better to do,
找到能待的地方 try to find somewhere to stay.
我就知道会这样 I knew that that was gonna happen.
我一点都不相信这里 I didn't have any faith in coming here whatsoever.
这里只会让人失望 It's actually just disappointing
当你来到这种地方 when you come to places like this
他们就会跟你说这些套话 and they tell you things like that.
我们要离开了吗？ We're gonna leave?
嗯... Mm-hmm.
请问你今天需要修理草坪吗？ Do you wanna get your lawn mowed today?
我得跟我老公确认一下 戴夫！ I'll have to check with my husband. Dave!
什么事 Yeah
请问你需要修理草坪吗？ Do you want the lawn mowed?
帮我个忙 离开这里 在你... Do me a favour，Leave here before you--
我确实想帮你的忙 I wanna do you a favour.
所以我们才在这里 我们想帮你修理草坪 That's why we're here. We wanna mow your lawn.
帮我个忙 带上你的女朋友和割草机离开 Do me a favour. Take your girlfriend and mower and leave.
我不就是想帮你吗？ I'm trying to do you a favour.
我现在告诉你 我不会再说第二遍 I'm telling you right now. I'm not gonna say it again.
听我说 我想现在的情况让大家都不高兴 Listen, I think we got off on the wrong foot.
是的 从你把脚伸进我的房子开始 Yeah, we did when you put your foot inside my house.
我们可以做全套工作 只需要15块钱就好 We can do the whole thing for 15 if that's better.
不行 ... No, it's just...
太多了 That's as low as we can go.
我并不认识你 I don't really know you and...
这样吧 You know what?
我给你5块钱 I'd rather give you $5,
这样我就不担心其他事了 and then I wouldn't be worried about other things.
是的 我们也很担心 Yeah, we're pretty worried
事实上 about that too ourselves, actually.
担心什么？ Pretty worried about what?
我们的耐心和这里的安全 Peace of mind, security.
好吧 Yeah.
我想 在不认识你们的前提下 I guess the best I can do, not knowing you,
我所能做的就是付你们5块钱 is I'm willing to give you 5 bucks
助你们一臂之力 and send you on your way.
如果你想要 你可以拿 You can take it if you want it.
我不会要的 I'm not putting it in my pocket.
我敢说她拿到钱以后 你就会把它花了 No, but I bet you'll darn well use it when she takes it.
嗯... Hmm...
问问他们是不是住在这里 Could you ask one of them if they live here?
请问你们是不是住在这里 Um, do any of you guys live here?
小朋友 Guys?
你们当中有人住在这栋房子的吗？ Do any of you kids live here in this house?
我 Yeah!
这是你妈妈的房子吗？ Is your mother home?
对 Yeah!
能麻烦你去找她吗？ Can you go get her?
我去去就来 I'll be right back, guys!
妈咪！喔 她听不到我 Mommy! Aw, she can't hear me.
你能进去喊一下吗？ Could you go in and get your mother?
不能 她听不到我 I can't because she can't hear me.
用力敲一下 Knock there very hard.
需要我帮你修理草坪吗？ Can I mow your lawn?
这么热的天 你还要干活？ In this heat you're mowing lawns?
没事 It's fine.
我没什么钱 Well, I don't have much money.
你需要钱做什么？你又染上毒瘾了？ What do you need it for? Are you back on drugs?
我现在服用美沙酮 I'm on the methadone program now.
我明白了 I see.
我没有割草机 I don't own a mower
我们带了 We got that.
什么我们？ Who's we?
我和布莱斯 Me and Blaise.
这么热的天 是你推割草机还是他 So, are you pushing the mower in this heat or him?
你女朋友需要喝杯水吗？ Does your girlfriend want a drink of water?
你要喝杯水吗？ Do you want a drink of water?
如果有的话 If you got one, yeah.
是的 Yeah.
当然有 Yeah, sure.
你要休息一下吗？ Do you wanna take a break?
休息一下 Take a break.
我的腿好酸痛 Aw, my legs are fucked!
给你 Here you go.
谢谢 Thanks.
你叫什么名字？ What's your name?
我叫内萨 I'm Nessa.
你除草除很好 You did a good job.
谢谢 Thanks.
我要进屋里去了 I'm gonna go in.
做完了就告诉我 Just let me know when you guys are done.
好的 OK
真想离开这鬼地方 Can't wait to get the fuck out of here!
你觉得我们能走多远 How far do you think we could go?
你想走多远呢？ How far do you wanna go?
越远越好 Far
那我们就尽量走 Then we'll go far.
很不幸 在其他地方 Unfortunately, you can't start
你们不能得到美沙酮 a methadone program elsewhere
在你们还没有结账以前 while you still have a balance with us.
需要多少？ How much is it?
我来算一算 Let me just bring it up here.
呃 算起来需要150元 Uh, looks like your tab is $150.
好 OK.
好的 谢谢 稍等一下 OK, thanks, just give me a moment.
最后我恐怕不得不他妈的给男人口交什么的 I'll have to fucking suck somebody's dick or something!
那应该会很有趣 That's supposed to be funny.
还能用上个两周 You could get 2 weeks out of it.
最多三周 You could get 3 weeks out of it. That's about it.
你知道的 机环还不好说 You know, like, you can't say about rings...
一旦没有 她就不能用了 Once they go, that's it. She's not gonna run no more.
是啊 我就知道你会这么说 Yeah, I figured you'd say something like that.
割草机 就像汽车发动机一样 只能用这么久 A lawnmower, it's like a motor of a car, it only lasts so long.
你为什么不向我展示你刚刚做的 Why don't you show me what you just did?
看吧 它用不了多久了 Look, it's not gonna run very long.
多少钱 Well, how much--
这台机器用不了多久 She's not gonna last long.
修好它需要多少钱 What would you charge to get it fixed?
我需要换新的发动机 Uh, I would have to replace the whole motor.
大概60块 About $60.
60块 $60.
需要多久 How long would it take?
嗯 如果我能在这里找到合适的发动机 Uh, well, if I can find the right motor around here
并且修好 and get it up and running,
差不多要3到4天 probably about 3-4 days.
我也说不好 老兄 I don't know man, um...
你看 它发不动 See, we couldn't even get it going,
现在还冒烟 and now it's smoking,
而你却说需要60块才能修好？ and you're saying it's gonna be $60 to fix it?
所以？ Yeah?
我像是有60块的人吗？ Do I even look like I have $60?
她像是有60块的人吗？ Does she look like she has $60?
那我像免费给别人修东西的吗？ Do I look like I fix 'em for nothing?
不 我也不确定 No, but I don't know, man!
你发动了它 这很奇怪 It's awfully weird that you start it up,
它周围还冒起了烟 and all this smoke's coming out of it.
这是因为我心里有数 That's 'cause I know what I'm doing.
我们心里也有数 Well, I think we know what we're doing too.
我们做了我们所该做的 We did everything we were supposed to do.
如果你知道该怎么修 那你就不需要我了 Well, then, if you know what you're doing, you don't need me.
那我们只能另寻他人了 Well, we'll go to somebody else.
随便你 Well, go right ahead.
我无所谓 我可不免费为别人修东西 That's fine with me, because I don't fix 'em for nothing.
你不觉得... Well, do you think...
你这样的方式 That's not a very good way
对招揽顾客和生意很不利？ to get customers and have a business.
做点别的 Just do something different...
我才把这台机器发动 Well, I just got the thing running for you!
而你根本发动不了 It wasn't running for you at all!
我知道 但你说 I know, but you're saying
需要花费60块钱 it's gonna be, like, 60 bucks!
我觉得要不了这么多 我感觉你在敲诈我 And I don't think so. I feel like you're lying to me.
说真的 我觉得你没有告诉我事实 老兄 I do. I don't think you're telling me the truth, man!
我觉得你就是想从我们身上 I think you're just trying to get more money out of us
骗取更多的钱 than it would actually cost to fix the thing.
好吧 悉尼河那边有人 Well, there's a guy out in Sydney River
你拿去那边修吧 if you wanna take it to him.
我知道 Yeah, I know!
我无所谓的 Well, that's just fine with me!
那好吧 All right, well...
祝你好运 Yeah! Good luck with it!
会的 Well, that's what it is!
但愿如此 All right! That's the way she is!
我们会找到能修好它的地方 We'll get it fixed somewhere else.
干 干 干！ Fuck, fuck, fuck!
干 干 干！ Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
一团糟！ Fucked up!
弄得一团糟 I'm gonna fuck it all up!
布莱斯 Blaise...
进来！ Come in!
我们只待几周 We'd only be staying a couple weeks.
你要写出目标清单 You're going to write a list of goals.
并签上你的名字 And you're going to sign off on that list
我看得出来 你很瞧不起我 I can see in your eyes that you're just looking down on me.
你根本不在乎我 And you actually don't care.
一旦我从办公室出去 Once I walk out of that office,
你会继续处理下一个人 you just go on with the next person,
你根本不把我当回事 and you just put me out of your head.
你不会考虑我的处境 You don't consider my situation.
你不把我当做人看待 You don't care about me as a person.
你不知道我正在经受什么 You don't understand what I'm going through.
如果你懂 如果你真懂 And if you did, if you really did,
你就会对我多一些同情 you would be a little bit more sympathetic with me,
你就不会提出 and you wouldn't be bringing up
藏在你背后的这些规章制度 all this rules-and-regulation shit that you hide behind.
你把这些规则当做你的盾牌 You're using that as a shield, man,
这他妈不公平！ and that's not fucking fair!
先生 Sir
你不知道我们这样的人是怎么生活的 You don't understand how a person like me lives.
你不知道 You have no idea.
如果你知道 你也不会这样做 And if you knew, you wouldn't do it, either.
如果你是我 你一天都活不下去 You couldn't live one day in my life.
上一次你问我带回家服用的药物 The last time you asked for take-home doses,
你没有永久居留身份 you didn't have a permanent residence.
我找到了住处 就在... I...I got a place. It's, um...
就在1362维克多利亚大道 It's 1362 Victoria Road.
好的 我先读一下合同 OK, I'll just read over the contract,
在你签字之前 你必须同意这些条件 and you'll have to agree to the conditions before signing.
美沙酮是一种长期替代性的麻醉剂 Methadone is a long-acting narcotic
它同样有危险 which can be very dangerous
必须把它放到孩子够不着的地方 and must be kept out of the hands of children
同时远离对它上瘾的和没有吸食含鸦片毒品的人 and non-tolerant or non-opiate dependent persons.
不习惯服用麻醉剂的人服用一剂量 A single dose taken by someone not used to taking narcotics
很可能会致死 尤其是孩子 can be fatal, especially if taken by a child.
因此 For this reason,
我同意将药物放进上锁的箱子里 I agree to store take-home doses in a locked box
放到不易偷窃的地方 in a location where they are unlikely to be stolen
否者不小心被他人服用 or accidentally taken by another person.
我将把医学药物转移到 I will transport my carries to and from the pharmacy
上锁的储存箱里 in a locked storage box.
我绝不会将药物与他人分享 给予他人 I will not share, administer to others
或者卖掉 or sell my methadone dose.
这些会使我从项目中失去资格 This will result in immediate discharge from the program.
如果我的美沙酮丢了 或者被偷了 I will notify the police immediately
我会立即通知警察 if any of my methadone is lost or stolen.
如果我不通知 If I do not report this,
我将会被要求回来 由专门人员监督服用 I may be required to return for daily witnessed ingestion."
你同意这些条款吗？ Do you agree to these terms?
向下推扭 Push down and twist it.
好的 转过来一点 OK, so just turn a bit.
确认捆紧你的头发 放到后面 好了 Make sure that's tight and your hair is back. OK.
过来这边 Come over here.
当你把它放下来 When you're taking it down,
你需要往前倾倒再放下来 you gotta pull it forward and then tilt it down,
确保你的另一只手在 and make sure your other hand's there
不然可能会撞到你的脸 or you'll hit yourself in the face.
然后把它放到桶里 And then you put it in the bucket.
你确定你一个人能做吗？ You think you can do that one by yourself?
注意烤架 懂了吗？ Just watch the grill, OK?
倾斜 Tilt it down.
就是这样 注意你的手 There you go. Watch your head.
往上倾斜 Now tilt it up.
然后同样放到桶里 Now go put that one in the bucket too.
由我来放下这块 除非你够高才行 And I'll take down this one because you gotta be tall
不然你会烧到自己 那可是很痛的 or you're burn yourself on the grill and it hurts like a bitch!
那是陷阱 马克！ That's bullshit, Mark!
我快到了 操！ I'm too close. Fuck!
完蛋了！ That's fucked up!
我差点就灭掉他了 该死的混蛋 Oh, I almost had him too! Fucking asshol
- Imagine this with PMD?
不！ Nope!
我宁愿待在操蛋的电视机里 I'd be in the fucking TV!
哦 真的吗？ Oh yeah?
很多人都死在这个地方 A lot of people die from that shit.
去他妈的 我要坚持我的除草工作 Fuck that! Nah, stick with my weed.
吸食奇怪的药品 Snort the odd pill.
这是你的最后一个 This is your last one.
谁？你是说布莱斯？ Who? His? Blaise's?
红色那个 管他是谁的 Red. Whoever's red.
- 最后一次了 -是我的 This is the last time. - That's mine.
你们住在这里多久了 How long have you been living in this neighbourhood?
差不多5年 About 5 years.
这里还不赖 周围有很多小孩子 It's not bad. A lot of kids.
我已经习惯了这里 I used to live right there.
有小孩挺好的 Kids are good.
是啊 有很多 Yeah. Just a lot.
这里孩子经常会闹事吗？ Probably some drama, though, eh?
- 哦 经常闹事 -总是这样 Oh, there's always drama. - Always.
警车隔几天就来一次 Cop car every couple days.
就像肥照剧一样 我喜欢看 It's like a soap opera. I like to watch.
孩子进进出出的 Kids come blowing in and out.
哦 我去！ Oh fuck!
我觉得我该离开 I think I should go.
什么意思？ What do you mean?
离开戴安家 比如现在就离开 Leave Diane's, like, now.
别说疯话 Don't be talking crazy.
这不是疯话 It's not crazy.
戴安接纳我是因为我跟着你 Diane only took me in because I come with you.
反正我们很快会离开的 We're leaving soon anyway.
你能不能别说这个？ Would you just fucking stop talking about that?
你说过我们很快就离开的 You said we're leaving soon.
你看 你又继续了 And you're still talking about it.
是啊 Yeah!
我们应该早点走 你说过的 We're supposed to be leaving soon. You said we would.
我们能聊点别的吗？ Can we just fucking talk about something else?
算我求你了 瓦内莎 Jesus fucking Christ, Vanessa!
餐巾纸不该这样放 Your napkin should not be like that,
因为如果别人拿的话 because if someone goes to grab it,
他们会拿住纸 而冰淇淋就会落下去 they're gonna grab this instead of the cone and it's gonna fall.
所以记住把纸折成一半 然后套住蛋筒 So just fold it in half and then put your cone in it.
但记住必须要先拿纸 But you're always gonna get your napkin first,
因为顾客会看着你 没有纸别人会很介意 because people will watch you, and it's not sanitary.
别注进蛋筒里 Don't put any in the cone.
往边缘绕 Go along the rim.
慢着点 Slow!
记得放慢点 Remember to go slow.
别转得太大 Don't make as wide circles.
这会掉在她身上的 It's gonna end up dropping on her.
我知道 我快发火了 I know. I'm gonna roar.
我的烟去哪里了？ Where'd my cigarette go?
我刚抽了根烟 I just had a cigarette.
你看起来很糟糕 You look fucked up.
累了而已 Just tired.
我可不想做尿液筛查 Well, I don't wanna do a urine drug screening for the clinic!
别给我这个 Don't be giving me this shit!
也别让这家伙跟我说话 And don't be bringing this guy in to talk to me either.
先生 你可以去Island Recovery拿你的美沙酮 Sir, you can get your methadone at Island Recovery.
我去不了那里 I can't get to Island Recovery.
我等不了半个小时的车程 I can't get on a half-hour bus ride
我现在什么也做不了 to go anywhere right now to get anything.
我病了 我需要我的药 I'm sick. I need my medicine!
这是协议 This is protocol.
只要是被发现有盗窃行为的 Anyone caught stealing
都会被商店自动禁止 is automatically debarred from the store.
我们没有义务为你提供美沙酮 We're no longer obliged to supply your methadone.
那好 那你告诉我 是你们让我迷上美沙酮的 Well, guess what? You got me hooked on this shit!
现在我需要它 而你却不给我？ Now, when I need it, you won't give it to me.
你身后有那么多美沙酮 You got lots of methadone back there.
你又我的药物 赶紧把它给我 You have my dose. Give it to me now.
- 很抱歉 - 把它给我 - I'm sorry - Give it to me.
你需要去Island Recovery You need to show up at Island Recovery
否者你会被记录 or you'll be reported.
给我该死的药 Give me my fucking dose!
很抱歉 先生 你必须离开 I'm sorry, sir, you will have to leave.
如果我不走呢？如果我就站在这里呢？ Well, what if I don't leave? What if I just stand here?
有顾客在等着 A customer's waiting
如果我这样做呢？ What if I do that?
就为了5块钱的咳嗽糖浆 You're all going apeshit
你们就生气了？ over a fucking $5 bottle of cough syrup,
就因为我需要一点可待因 because I needed a little bit of codeine!
因为你做的药物效果还不够强烈 Because you don't mix the fucking doses strong enough
所以我才这么需要它 so I can get better on them!
如果我进了监狱 And if I go to prison...
你们又会怎么做？ What the fuck are you doing?
别推我 Stop shoving me around.
你他妈有病啊 What the fuck is your problem?
瓦内莎 别这样 Nessa, fucking stop it!
你他妈要干嘛？ What the fuck are you doing?
我他妈比谁都好 I'm fucking better than everybody else around...
哇偶！ Whoa!
我 真酷！ Whoa, this is so cool!
真希望我也有一个 I wish I had one.
我从瓦内莎那里拿的 Well, I took it from Nessa.
那你得带回家 Well, you gotta take it back home.
我可能带不回去了 唐纳德 I don't think I can bring it back, Donald.
为什么？ Why?
我搬一下椅子 I just gotta move this chair...
搬到这里 right here.
别喝 别喝 Don't drink that. Don't do that.
别！ Don't!
你的病更严重了 You're even sickier.
你生病了 You're even sick.
你的病更严重了 You're even sickier.
如果顾客发现食物里有头发 If someone has a piece of hair in their food,
他们会冲你发火的 they're gonna give you shit.
下次你上班 确保你的清洁卫生 好吗？ So next time you come to work, make sure you're clean, OK?
好的 OK
你们俩还要继续西行吗？ You guys still going out West?
我不知道 Uh, I don't know anymore.
她知道你在哪里吗？ Does she even know where you're at?
她很可能正在找你 She's probably looking for you.
操！ Fuck!
你手上的是什么？果汁吗？ What's that you got? It's juice, is it?
你今天还没喝过吗？ You didn't take it yet today?
你看起来很困顿 You seem pretty sleepy.
我只是累了 I'm just tired.
别介意 老兄 Aw, fuck it, man!
如果你想在这里睡觉 就睡吧 You wanna fall asleep there, go ahead.
我没关系的 Don't matter to me.
这里随时欢迎你 You're welcome here anytime.
我只邀请过几个人到过我家 I only have a few people at my house,
你们这些人很酷 but you guys are cool.
谢谢 马克 Yeah, thanks, Mark.
没问题的 Yeah, no problem.
这游戏真他妈让人着迷 This fucking game is fucking addictive!
你想打一下吗？ You want a shot?
打一下？ A shot?
打游戏 At the game!
这游戏激怒我了 但我就是放不下手 It pisses me off, but I can't put it down.
你嗑嗨了吗？ You get stoned off it?
我的天！ Holy shit!
你脑海里还有嗡嗡声吗？ You still get a buzz on from it?
是的！ Oh yeah!
罗拉 离他远点 Lola, get!
该死的狗！ Fucking dog!
只要有人进来 As soon as someone comes in,
她就会过来凑到客人脸上 she's right in their fucking face!
-你还好吗？ -是的 我只是有点... -You all right? - Yeah, I'm just...
你需要我去找人或者做点其他事吗？ Do you need to call somebody or something?
我没有要找的人 I don't have anybody to call.
你想在沙发上睡还是？ Do you wanna crash on the couch or something, man?
在这里就好 就是狗有点... It's all right here, but the dog is kind of...
过去点 罗拉 快走 Move, Lola! Go!
快走！走！ Move! Go!
你想睡觉吗？布莱斯 Do you wanna crash? Blaise?
布莱斯？布莱斯？ Blaise? Blaise?
布莱斯？ Blaise?
布莱斯？ Blaise!
这里是区医院 Regional Hospital.
你好！这里是区医院 Hi, Regional Hospital.
在吗？ Hello?
对 你现在需要把它折起来 Right, so now you gotta fold it up
用那边的叉子 好吗？ and use that fork over there, OK?
好的 接下来抓点塔塔酱和凉拌卷心菜 All right, so, grab some tartar sauce and coleslaw.
我想这就是纸上写的 I think that's what it said on the slip.
哦 塔塔酱在这里 凉拌卷心菜在那下边 Oh, the tartar sauce is in here, and the coleslaw is down there.
去每样抓一点 Just grab one each.
确保你把它放进袋子里 So, make sure you put that in the bag.
你也可以拿把刀 And you can also grab a knife.
那边就是刀 看见了吗？ There's a knife right over there, OK?
好的 谢谢！ All right, thank you!
确保把你周围收拾干净 Make sure you clean up your mess, OK?
把它放到那里 Just put that there.
你在做什么？ What you doing?
你没事吧？ Are you OK?
你不舒服吗？ You not feel good?
没事？ No?
你要休息一下吗？ Do you need a break?
是吗？好的 Yeah? All right.
你的睡眠和休息如何？ And how are you sleeping and resting?
没问题 Fine.
血源性病原体的阶段？ Blood-borne pathogen status?
-C型肝炎 -好的 - Hep C - OK.
还有关系压力源和冲突 And relationship stressors, conflict
包括监护权 环境 财政 住房问题... Custody, environment, finances, housing...
有 Yeah.
哪些？ Which ones?
关系 Relationship.
关系？ Relationship?
还有什么特别的吗？ Anything specifically?
好的 OK.
你在经历戒断症状吗？ Um, are you experiencing any withdrawal symptoms?
没有了 No.
没有 这很好 Absent. That's good.
你有伤害你想要的 Any impairments to what you want to do
或者你生活所需要的东西吗 or what you need to do in your daily life?
没有 No.
好的 OK.
你的心情 从1到10级划分 And your mood, on a scale of 1 to 10,
10代表最好的 最开心的体验 with 10, of course, being the best, happiest day of your life
一切都很美好 and everything's perfect
而1则代表最糟糕的 and 1 being the absolute worst,
今天的你会是哪个级别？ where would you rate yourself today?
3 Three.
3 好的 Three. OK.
你有想要伤害自己的 And are you feeling any thoughts
或者自杀的念头吗？ of wanting to harm yourself or kill yourself?
好的 你还在服用带回家的药物吗？ OK. Do you get take-home doses?
好的 OK.
给你 瓦内莎 Here you go, Vanessa.
你还好吗？ How you doing?
很好 Fine.
很好？ Fine?
我想我要在这里待上一阵子 I guess I'm gonna be here for a while.
嗨 又有一份订单 Hey, we got another order.
是什么？ What is it?
我们有小香草 Uh, we got small vanilla.
小香草吗？ Small vanilla?
对！ Yeah!
你想要吗？ Do you wanna make that?
不久以前他还在重症监护病房 He was in ICU not too long ago
是的 我还在 Yeah, I'm still here.
1B？ 1B?
1B是什么意思？ What does 1B mean?
那是什么？ Where's that?
精神病房 在哪里？ The psych unit, where is it?
是的 我病得很重 Yeah, I'm super sick.
你生病了吗？ Are you sick?
是的 有一段时间 Yeah, it's been awhile...
从今天早上开始 since this morning, so...
我听说他是12s到4s I heard he's got 12s and 4s,
那应该不算太糟糕 so that shouldn't be too bad.
我想请你自问一下 I'd like you to ask yourself...
是否你们现在做情侣现实吗？ if it's functional being a couple right now.
他打破你的上锁的箱子 He broke into your lockbox,
危害他自己和你 jeopardizing himself and you
有时当你试图向前看 at a time when you were trying to take a step forward.
如你以前所说 And you've expressed before
他反复这样 that this is a reoccurring pattern of his.
我说过 他以前也服用过过量的药物 I said he's OD'd before.
他几个月前还想重拾自己的生活 He tried to take his own life just a few months ago.
这不一样 That's different.
他那时候在监狱 He was in jail then.
我们之前讨论过 We've discussed before
在这里 你该如何保持行为 about how you can enable this behaviour by always being there.
你不是第一个失去带回家服用的药物的人 You're not the first person to lose take-home doses.
我的重点不在这里 That's not my concern here.
我关心的是你的界限 I'm concerned about your boundaries.
对你来说什么才是重要的 What's too much for you?
不知道 Don't know.
瓦内莎 在我看来 Vanessa, in my experience,
情侣是很难一起戒毒成功的 it's very difficult for couples to come clean together.
其中一个人改变 另一个人就会很危险 It can be very threatening when one person changes.
我来问你一下 Let me ask you...
你觉得你能回到过渡住房吗？ do you think you may go back to Transition House?
那里是女人的非惩罚性的庇护所 The women's shelter is non-punitive.
回到那里没什么羞耻的 There's no shame going back.
我不需要那种帮助 I don't want that kind of help.
你还在等他？ Are you waiting for him?
我很担心 I'm very concerned
你一次又一次做同样的决定 that you're making the same choices over and over
一次又一次经历同样的结果 and expecting a different result.
这会导致精神错乱 And that's a recipe for insanity.
你已经失去很多 还有很多可以留下的 You've lost an awful lot, and it's a lot to carry around.
但你得清楚 But you have to know
让他活下来并不是你的义务 it's not your responsibility to keep him alive.
我也想付我的账单 I wanna pay my tab too.
好的 Sure.
你想付多少？ How much do you wanna pay?
全部 All of it.
好的 我拿个袋子 OK, we just gotta get a bag.
谢谢 Thank you.
嗨 你还好吗？很好！ Hi, how are you? Good!
哦 我忘记告诉你了 Oh, I forgot to tell you,
有个年轻男士 there was a young guy,
他昨天来这里找你 he came here yesterday and he was looking for you.
好的！当然！ OK, sure!
他向我借烟 但我没给他 Tried to bum a smoke off me, but I didn't give him one.
你在这里啊 You're here!
我刚从医院出来 I just got out of the hospital.
我现在浑身都是能量 这很奇妙 I have a shitload of energy right now. It's amazing!
你在睡觉吗？我吵醒你了吗？ Are you sleeping? Did I wake you up?
你看上去像是在睡觉 You look like you were sleeping.
布莱斯 Blaise.
你很累吗？ Are you tired?
我现在浑身都是他妈的能量 I have, like, so much fucking energy right now!
哦 我的天！ Oh, holy shit!
就好像 It's like...
铿 铿 铿 Gong, gong, gong...
听上去就像是血液在往我耳朵里灌 It sounds like blood is pumping into my ears, like...
蹦 蹦 蹦 Boom, boom, boom, boom!
血从我的脸上滑落 It was dripping down my face like this...
我哭出来的是血 I was crying blood.
他就像眼泪一样 It was like tears.
那是真血 It was real blood.
我看着我自己 And I looked at myself
在汤匙里的映像 in the reflection of a spoon that I had,
那就像...很恐怖 非常诡异 and it was, like, horrible, freaky kind of shit!
这真的很糟糕 It was really fucked up!
我很庆幸你没有看到 I'm glad that you didn't see it,
那会吓坏你的 cause it would have fucked you up forever!
我不能... I can't...
我甚至不想再看自己 I don't even wanna think of looking at myself
血从眼睛流出来的样子 with blood coming out of my eyes.
我从没发生过这种情况 I never looked like that before.
怎么了？ What happened?
我想把它割断 I tried to cut it off.
你得去上班赚钱 You gotta go to work and make money...
这样你才能买房子 so you can get an apartment...
邀请你的朋友做客 and invite your friends over.
你应该照着窗子看看你自己 You should look at yourself in the window...
看看你现在的样子 see what you look like now.
嗨 你还好吗？ Hi, how are you?
嗨 能给我一份大号的冰淇淋吗？ Hi, can I have a large cone...
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