I have these thoughts and memories 那些思绪和回忆，
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and memories to sieve. 仍然纠缠着我。
The walk, the way he smoked a cigarette, 他走路的样子，他抽烟的样子，
laughed. 他笑起来的模样。
The tete-a-tete; he's gone. 一切如在目前；可是他已经走了。
Was left where we say he was here at all. 抛开了一切；他在我们完全找寻不到的地方。
How much? 还有什么剩下来呢？
Fuck off. 该死的。
You haven't phoned Will? 你没跟威尔联系吗？
For recent. 有一阵子了。
Months now. 大半年了。
Used to ring regular. 我经常都会想起他来。
Before he'll be back. 因为他会回来的。
He won't be back. 他不会回来。
So wicky waste.
Changed. 都不一样了。
Why would he? 他为什么要过那样的生活？
Too long a lawn guy that to you.
I told him, I said you go out with the pig fuckers. 我跟你说过，叫你别跟那些该死的家伙一起干了。
Here it is. 就在这里停吧。
Business or pleasure? 为工作还是消遣？
Better both. 两者都有吧。
Fool me, you are taking that stuff. 小心啊，可别引火烧身。
You tread on me...
Be good. 我会小心的。
Give him my regards. 代我问候他。
If he rings. 如果他肯接电话的话。
Yes? 谁啊？
Hi, give your money away. 嗨，你的钱来啦。
Davey, you're late! 戴维，你来晚了！
Devastating. 变成这样了！
- Did you have a message? - Come here. －有什么消息么？ －到这边来。
It's cool. 这个真漂亮。
How much? 要多少？
One a bit. 比1000多一点。
A bit? 一点？
Eleven. 11.
Guys? 谁啊？
- Nine and a half. - Please. －950. －拜托……
Okay. OK。
Here's another five hundred. Are you interested? 给你另外500。你给利息吗？
I was told you are lying to money. 我跟你说，我从来不在钱上做手脚。
To con struck. 出去吧。
Get him out! Get him out! 去死吧！去死吧！
Prick. 普瑞克！
Please. 救救我……
You move, you lie your busted ass down. 走开，这里不能停车。
What do you want? 你想要干什么？
Who are you? 你是谁？
I've got Robert Calgani in the van. 我是从罗伯特·卡尔尼那里拿到的车。
I got this address in his driving license. 我在他的驾照上看到民地址。
Drunk, is he drunk? 他又喝多了？
He's been hurt. 他受伤了。
Here boy. 回来，孩子。你现在可以进来了。
I've seen you around. 我在附近见过你。
You work in the forest. 你在这森林里工作。
He should be in hospital. 他应该是在医院工作。
He should be back in prison. 他大概是从监狱出来的。
Don't go. 别去。
I've been there. Twice. 我去过那里。两次了。
Stay with me. 跟我留在一起。
I can't do that. 我不能那么做。
Coffee? 咖啡？
I prefer brandy. 我要白兰地吧。
So this smuggling man, 噢，走私。
good money. 那可是赚大钱的工作啊。
I know a boy who got twenty cases for five day's work in Japan. 在日本，一个小伙方一周工作五天能赚到20000磅。
Do you love to travel? 你喜欢旅行吗？
Best hotels, best food. 最好的酒店，最好的食物。
All the extras. 一切都是最好的。
Safe winds to the west. 舒适地飞向西方。
I don't understand, you're half with your time. 你不明白你只有一半时间了。
I love a better rough your soul. 你不是我喜欢的那种类型。
You are not as rough as you ought. 你可不像你自认为的那么粗暴。
What are you doing? 你在做什么？
I've lost my lighter. 我把我的打火机弄丢了。
You're sure? 你确定吗？
What do you wanna do? 你要去哪里？
Go up. And then? 往上走。现在呢？
Or sideways? 走那条小巷？
Taxi! 出租车？
Bridgestone. 布鲁克林区。
Bridgestone? 布鲁克林区？
Yeah. 对。
It's terrible. 不去。
Fuck you very much, man. 我操你妈！
Taxi! 出租车！
Sweet. 甜心。
Turn that up. 东西掉了。
You're licensed? 你有驾照吗？
Yep. 当然了。
You're not licensed. 我看不见得。
Be conspicuous, ain't it? 很明显，不是吗？
I mean an orange cab. 我坐了一辆桔黄色的出租车。
What do you mean, orange? 什么，桔黄色？
Cab. 出租车。
Is it? 什么？
You never noticed. 你不是干这行的。
No. 不。
Fuck, shit. 该死的，滚开！
Listen, 听着，
sorry cap, but you're gonna have to leg it. 很抱歉，我得将你扔在这里了。
No sweat, man. 没关系。
I'm up round.
In New York. 在纽约。
What? 什么？
Yeah, fuck him, I wanna go in New York. 是啊，该死的，我要去纽约。
This fucking, shitty retard Ralf. 他妈的，什么东西都不对。
Are you okay, son? 你还好吧，小伙子？
Are you all right, lad? 你也好吧，姑娘？
Davey, where you've been? 戴维，你去哪里了？
Catch you later, see ya. 等会再说。
Dave! 戴维！
Oh God. 噢，上帝啊。
Don't you never sleep? 你没睡觉吗？
What was her name? Blonde, is she with you? 她叫什么？那个跟你在一起的金发碧眼的女人？
I can't let you go, Will. 我只能让你走了，威尔。
I'm sorry. 抱歉。
This new man has asked for your details. 新来的人会告诉你细节。
No cards, no numbers. 你没有车，没有经验。
It's all numbers nowadays. Fucking computers. 现在什么都数字化了。操他妈的电脑。
Don't worry about that. 别担心。
I'll finish this off. 我会完成的。
No, I can't afford delusion, I told them. 不，我不会受骗，我告诉过你的。
They don't listen to thee. 他们都不听你的。
You're not a listener. 你从不听从我的。
Your money is waiting for you. Good extra for you, good bonus. 现在我们就给你结帐走人，还有你额外的奖金。
Will, 威尔，
last night, was there someone up here? 昨天晚上，你看见有什么人在这里吗？
Kids in a camp. 一群人在这里露营。
There's blood up there. 有人在这里受伤流血了。
When I got there they was just leaving. 他们是什么时候离开的？
Did you get their number? 你看见他们的车牌号码了吗？
No. 没有。
'Hi, it's Sheridan, we go to the party tonight. “你好，我是谢里丹。我们晚上会去参加一个派对。
I call from Linda, my old school friend. 我叫上了我的老同学琳达，
She needs a jump and she needs a bounce of work. 她需要飞跃，需要大量的工作。
Don't be late Davey, you're always late.' 不要迟到，戴维，你老是迟到。”
'Still in your favor? This is Mickser. I fall out. “这还是你的爱好吗？我是米克斯。我退出。
You still haven't run. 你仍然不能走啊。
You still over roadster, I cherish blank shot. 你仍然在那边
Ring me up.' 给我回电话。”
Yeah.
Hallo, missis Bay 你好，本太太。
Sorry to disturb you, have you seen him? 很抱歉打扰你，你有看到他么？
He was. 他在吧。
On this evening? 昨天晚上？
At five. 五点钟的时候。
This evening? 晚上五点？
No, this morning. 不，早上五点。
He came in just as I was going to work. 他回来的时候正好是我去上班的时候。
I've been ringing. 我按过铃了。
There's somebody up there. 有别的人在那里。
Okay. 好的。
Kathy? 凯思？
Oh, I get so muddled. 噢，真乱。
Is she a little blonde? 是个金发碧眼的女人？
Davey! 戴维！
You're up there? 你上去了？
Your day service. 你的日常服务。
Where is he, bird? 小鸟，他在那里？
Birdie, birdie. 小鸟，小鸟。
What you're doing, sitting in a dark? 你在这一团黑里干嘛？
Davey? 戴维？
Davey? Davey! Davey! 戴维？戴维？戴维？
Frank! Frank! Frank! 法兰克！法兰克！法兰克！
Get up here now! 起床了！
What's wrong? 怎么了？
Get Frank up here to help. 叫法兰克过来帮忙。
Davey? 戴维？
Frank? 法兰克？
Inside, in the car. 他在，在车里。
Davey, are you all right, lovey? 戴维，你还好吗，亲爱的？
It's been an accident. 这是一次意外。
That's blood. 很多血。
He's gonna be all right, ma. 他会好的，妈妈。
It's just case of. 这只是一起意外。
Please, get Frank. 拜托，叫法兰克来。
In the house. 到屋子里面来。
No we got this house.
I'll get blanket. 我要去拿张毯子。
No, just get Frank outside, in the car, please! 不不，叫法兰克进来，他在车里，快！
Everything's gonna be all right. Okay? 一切都会好的。拜托？
Oh, God. 噢，上帝啊。
Oh Davey, no. 不，戴维，不。
Fifth lot, Tracy. 好了，乔西。
This is hot. 好烫。
Top-up? 还要吗？
Well, no. 哦，不要了。
Where are you going? 你要去哪里？
I don't know. 我不知道。
Sounds about right. 听起来还不错。
Can I come with you? 我能和你一起去吗？
- We are not opened yet, sir. - Where is she?
- Who are you? - You are new.
- Why don't you leave a message? - Why don't you shut your mouth?
Hello, Mickser. 你好，米克斯。
I phoned Will. 我给威尔打过电话。
It's been three years. 已经三年了。
Bring a brandy. 给我杯白兰地。
He still writes to you? 他还给你写信吗？
He used to. 他有写过。
The last letter was eleven months ago. 他的最后一封信是十一个月以前了。
We can't bury Davey without Will. 威尔没来，我们不能将戴维下葬。
You may have to. 可能真的得这样做。
Why did he do it? 他为什么会变成这样？
Was he selling drugs? 就因为他卖毒品么？
He was just playing and it was, 他只是做点小买卖，
like everything else. 他没有伤害过别人。
Just tabling. 只是想通过毒品，
Just looking for the soft money. 赚点钱罢了。
What am I gonna do? 我们应该做点什么？
- What am I gonna do now? - I loved him too. －我们现在该怎么做？ －我也爱他。
But I can't help you. 但我帮不了你。
I'm sorry. 我很抱歉。
I don't know where Will is. 我不知道威尔在哪里。
Why did he go? 他为什么会走？
He had a breakdown. 他快要崩溃了。
That's shit! 他妈的！
Will Graham was the oddest man I've ever known. 威尔·格雷厄姆是我见过的最酷爱孤独的人。
And I've known if you believed me. 我知道他在哪里，如果你信任我的话。
I'm gonna find him. 我会去找他的。
He's got to know. 他会知道这一切。
Why? 为什么？
For me like the usual, please. 一包香烟。。
Eight fifty. 8镑50先令，
I should have asked you of your suit, 我也要你这个牌子
colored like order. 和颜色的香烟。
Eight pounds fifty, please. 8镑50先令，谢谢。
Robbery. 罗伯瑞。
When is the funeral? 葬礼在什么时候？
We don't know yet. 我们也不知道。
No, of course not. 不，当然不知道。
I understand. 我知道。
I'm through all funerals in family. 我经历过家族里的所有葬礼。
I'm looking forward to see Will. 我们得先找到威尔。
How long's it been? 他离开多久了？
Three years? 三年？
Take next left. 下一个路口向左转。
Things have changed. 一切都变了。
Don't you say? 你不这样认为吗？
Left, I said left! 左转，我说左转！
It was left. 这是往左转啊。
I meant right. 我的意思是往右。
When I say left, I mean right! 当我说往左的时候，我的意思是向右！
Things have changed a lot in three years. 三年里，许许多多都改变了。
Yeah. 是吗？
Yes. 是的。
No yeah. Yes. 不是“是吗？”，是“是的”。
- I hope Will understands that. - We can't find him. －我希望威尔知道这一切。 －我们找不到他。
So we're here. 所以我们在这里。
I'l leave it to you. 这些给你。
Buy roses. 买玫瑰花用的。
Pull over. 在那里停。
Filthy habit. 坏习惯。
It's Will, I'll ring back. 我是威尔，我会再打来的。
Davey? 戴维？
Davey, are you there? 戴维，你在吗？
This is silk. 这是真丝的。
Yeah, I'll bring suitcase for the good stuff. 是呀，我得拿点好东西把箱子给塞满。
It's almost new! 它几乎是全新的！
What can I do with all this stuff? 我们应该拿这些东西怎么办呢？
Always slim care at all? 它们还有什么用呢？
I'll keep you in my own place until Will chooses where he wanna stand in. 你得留在这里，直到威尔找来。
I'm sorry I have to live in this flat. 我很抱歉我非要你留在这里。
Come here. 过来。
'Davey, are you there? “戴维，你在吗？
I'll keep calling.' 我会再打来的。”
Will! Will? 威尔！威尔！
Fuck it. 该死的。
'It's Sheridan. “我是谢里丹。
Still in your favor? 你还喜欢那个吗？
It's Will, I'll ring back. 我是威尔。我会再打的。
Davey? 戴维？
Davey, are you there? 戴维，你在吗？
If you're there, pick it up. 如果你在的话，接电话。
Davey. I'll keep trying.' 戴维，我会再打来的。
'One, two, three. 一，二，三。
Thanks to Will. 谢谢威尔。
Thank you, Will. 谢谢，威尔。
Thanks for everything. 感谢一切。
For all these lovely people.' 所有善良可亲的人们。
Yes? 嗯？
I'm looking for Davey. 我来找戴维。
Davey? 戴维？
You still got that little rat on a road, you call a dog? 你仍然让狗在公路上抓小老鼠吗？
Oh Will. 啊，威尔。
Will, I didn't know that was you. 威尔，我不知道是你。
Where is he? 他在哪里？
Davey. 戴维。
All right! 来了！
Who the fuck are you... ? 你他妈的是谁……？
Will? 威尔？
Oh Will! 啊威尔！
Oh my, I don't know what to say. 噢上帝，我不知道我该说什么。
I'm seeing the coroner tomorrow. 我们明天会见到验尸官。
That was fucking horrible. 该死的讨厌的家伙。
I was told about Davey like he was in love with me. 我得告诉你，
Was there anything that sighted odd to you? 你看到了什么不同寻常的事吗？
Odd? 不同寻常？
About what happened. 就是发生的那些事。
No one knows what happened. 没人知道发生了什么。
It's a fucking mystery, ain't it? 看起来还挺神秘啊，是不是？
It's rather technical. 有点太专业是吧。
- You may not understand some... - How do I arrange an independent post mortem? －你可能什么都不了了解…… －你能安排一次单独的？
- Mister Graham, I do understand ... - You are my lawyer. －米斯特·加姆。我得知道…… －你是我的律师。
It was an incontrovertible suicide. 那是一桩无可争议的自杀事件。
Billy, he's back. 比利，他回来了。
I've just seen him. I've just seen Will Graham. 我刚才看到他了。我刚才看到了威尔·加姆。
You're sure? 你确定？
I wasn't first, but anyone in that bind up club of his. 我不是第一次，不少人都在俱乐部被
Looks like a fucking puggy. 就像只该死的狗。
Just calm down Frank. He's nothing. 让法兰克冷静下来。他没事的。
Nothing to worry about. 没什么需要担心的。
Who is worried? 谁担心了？
Take me to the shop. 载我去商店吧，
And find Al. 去找AL
A long time. 很长时间了。
We thought we'd lost you. Fuck me, look at you. 我想我们不会见到你了。我操，看看你。
He's been sleeping in loft. 他在仓库里睡大觉呢。
- Scuffy bastard. - Enough of meat. -讨厌的冒牌货。 - 肥肉太多了。
Fearless fucker, I'd say. 胆大的蠢货，
Lost the weight, right Will? 瘦了，是吧，威尔？
I'm leaving but one day. 我仅仅离开了一天。
What can friends say, mate? 朋友们怎么说，哥们？
He was a lovely kid. 他是个好孩子。
I still can't believe it. 我至今还不敢相信。
- Not Davey, not that. - Why? - 不是戴维，不该是那样。 - 为什么？
I wanna know why. 我想知道为什么。
No pucker knows Will. 没人知道，威尔。
No one. 没一个人知道。
That's a fact. 事实如此。
What was he into? 他干了些什么？
He was always into something. 他一直在做某些事
But we did not know in what. 但我们不会知道他干了什么。
I mean no one was putting a hand on him, is that what you mean. 我的意思是没人害死他，那就是你想问的。
- Everyone loved him, Will. - Tell me. - 每个人都喜欢他，威尔。 - 告诉我。
- There's nothing to tell. - Don't lie to me. - 我没有什么可以告诉你的。 - 不要骗我！
He is dead! What's it matter? 他死了！还需要什么吗？
It matters. 这就是问题所在！
Of course it fucking matters. 当然，这就是问题所在。
I wanna know why he died and where he died. 我要知道他是为什么死的，是在什么地方死的。
I wanna know why he sat in a bath of cold water for 12 hours. 我要知道他为什么会在一个满是冷水的浴缸里浸了十二个小时。
And his clothes. 还有他的衣服。
And then cut his throat. 他是什么时候割开他的咽喉的。
I want the fucking truth now, talk to me. 我要知道那见鬼的真相，告诉我！
He was dealing. 这是他自己的选择。
- A bit of coke. - Nothing new. - 喝点可乐吧。 - 没什么新消息。
Everybody sensed a little bit in it. 谁都知道那些事。
- They're all doing it. - He's right. 谁都可能这么做。 他是对的。
I mean Davey played it. 我认为是戴维干的。
You know Davey, you know what he was like, Will. 你了解戴维，你也知道他的喜好，威尔。
Was he using it? 这是他用过的？
He had a smoke once or twice. That's the truth, Will. 他会吸一两次毒。这是事实，威尔。
How much was he turned in? 他花了多少钱弄到这些的？
There was nearly 11 gram in a fly, you don't get so money dealing with Graham. 这里有差不多11克吧。 他是弄不到那么多钱来买这些的。
He was webbed up over beautiful paybill. 他被钱给迷住了。
He had more money than sent us. 他想弄到比从我们这里得到的更多的钱。
He stiffed them a little.
I didn't ever clue on ever buying. 对于他卖毒品的事我一点线索都没有。
They go often on lying a pad at fucking rat shits. 他们常常把那些记在一个小本子上。
I don't know it. 我不知道那个。
He was working. 他在工作。
Eddy gave him a lift. 安迪给了他一件礼物。
Holland park, I don't drink. 我不喝酒。
Something happened. 发生了某些事。
I wanna know what. 我想知道发生了什么。
Well, you're back, Will. 好吧，你回来了，威尔。
But are you back? 可是你真回来了吗？
That'll be something.
The fucking wild punch. 该死的野蛮的打孔机。
We had this fucking money on the safe. 我们会在这保险箱里弄到钱。
Anyone gets in our way. 某些人会出现在我们的道上。
Everything safe but you take them Will. 一切都安全了，但是你，威尔。
Frank Turner may have something to say about that? 法兰克·特纳可能会知道些什么吗？
He's a fucking crack tag. 他也只会说些没用的话。
He's been busy while I have been away. 我每次见到他的时候他都在忙。
He was all over in everything. 他一切都完了。
One day I'm gonna fuck him where he breves.
It's a lot of soft money up, Will. 我会有很多可爱的钱，威尔。
You could have them over, Will. 你能够把这一切结束，威尔。
You put your mind to it. 只要你把心放在这上面。
I'm not back for that. 我不会为这个回来的。
You think you've changed. Do you? 你觉得你能改变这一切，是么？
You haven't changed. 你不能。
Not really. People like us don't change. 不可能。人们并不希望我们改变。
Not deep down.
Arnie, you're wrong. 亚历，你错了。
You're wrong about most things, most of the time. 在大多数时间，大多数情况下你都错了。
You know all your life you raised this city. 你知道你的一生都是在这个这个城市里。
It's in your blood. 这些都在你的血液里。
You think living like a fucking animal in a back of a van is gonna change that. 你想得像只动物一样住在住在敞蓬货车里？ 你得想法改变这一切。
Do you? 不是吗？
Cause nothing changes, not really. 实际上一切都没有变化，一切都不是真的。
You look at Frank Turner. 你看看法兰克·特纳。
He's still bad to the fucking bone. 他那见鬼的身体仍然很糟。
And he's gonna come for you. 他会跟你一起。
He has to. 他会的。
It's on you, Will!
But you knew that. 但是你知道，
You knew that the moment you to stepped back in this city. 你回到这城市的那刻就知道
You knew that there were gonna be bodies. Someone's going to die. 你知道会出现尸体，有人会死。
But there's nothing what you want. 但那并不是你想要的，
Isn't it, Will? 是不是，威尔？
You want to die. 是你想死。
Or maybe you should do with your fucking brother dealing get over with. 或者，也许你应该跟你那个该死的弟弟一样去死？
The man doesn't drink. 他不喝酒。
Hello. 你好
What are you doing here? 你在这里干嘛？
Is there somewhere we can talk? 能找个地方谈谈吗？
Please. 拜托了。
His brother's back. 他哥哥回来了。
Davey Graham's brother. 戴维·格雷厄姆的哥哥。
Will Graham. 威尔·格雷厄姆。
Asking questions. If he finds out. 他到处追查。如果他发现了……
What? 发现？
What's he gonna find out? What could he possibly find out? 他能发现什么？他可能发现什么吗？
He's killed people. 他杀过人。
Yeah, he's scum. 哦，他是个人渣。
Just like his brother. 就跟他弟弟一样。
What happened that night, I mean what did you do to him to make him... ? 那天晚上发生了什么？我是说你对他做了什么，让他……
That night I was at home with my family. 那天晚上我呆在家里，和我的家人在一起。
I thought I'd never see you again. 我以为我们再也不会见面了。
Why are you here, Will? 威尔，你怎么到这儿来了？
You know why. 你知道原因。
Davey. 戴维。
No, I mean why are you here? 不是的，我的意思是你怎么到这儿来了？
Here with me now? 跑到我这里来了？
I saw you. 我看见你了。
I don't want to speak. 我不想说什么。
I'm sorry, I'd like you to leave. 很抱歉，我想请你离开。
I stop writing because, 我停止写作是因为……
it was unfair. 这是不公平的
Unfair? 不公平？
Christ. 基督啊。
You must define a better word than that. 你该解释清楚一点。
I loved you, Will. 我爱你，威尔。
Not as for being who you were. 像你这样的人，本来就配不上。
I've always known who you were. 我一直知道你是个什么样的人。
What you are. 你是啥材料。
I can't forgive you. 我不能原谅你。
Not for leaving me or 不光是离开我或者说……
abandoning me, I 抛弃我，我……
I've come to understand that. 我已经理解了。
It's that shame and difficult you have of thinking about you are not loved? 是否一旦想到你不再被爱了，相信你没资格被爱了
Believing that you are not capable of being loved? 就感到羞耻和难受？
Look at me. 看着我
Look for what I've become. 看看我变成什么样儿了。
I sometimes don't talk to another living soul for fucking days. 好长一段见鬼的时间我都没法和别人说话。
Weeks. 整整几周。
I'm always on a move, I trust no one, nothing. 我总是搬家，不敢相信任何人，任何事。
And it's got fuck odd to do with escape. 我选择孤独是因为我在逃避，
Or withdraw or fear. 或者是畏缩，或者恐惧。
It's grief. 那是一种不幸。
For a life wasted. 我的生命就这样被浪费了。
And now there's Davey. 而现在是戴维。
Another fucking wasted life. 另一条被浪费的生命。
And I'm gonna find out why. 我要找出原因。
That you loved him almost as much as me. 你是不是爱他如同爱我？
I thought that you might be able to help. 我以为你会尽你所能帮助我。
I thought you'd want to help. 我以为你愿意帮忙。
I don't know how to help you. 我不知道怎么帮你。
At least pathologist report was quite comprehensive. 至少医学报告是很容易理解的。
Coroner's verdict, of course, inevitable. 当然，还有验尸官的结论。
However.. 但是……
I'm not questioning the suicide verdict. 我不是质疑自杀的结论。
I just need to know 我只想知道，
why my brother killed himself. 我的弟弟为什么要自杀。
Just try to surmise why anyone takes their own life. 想想看那些自寻死路的人吧。
Sir, I say what you've got to say? 先生，我抢了你的话吗？
Very well. 很好。
Was your brother homosexual? 你的弟弟是个同性恋吗？
Or perhaps bisexual? 或者，是个双性恋？
Was he bisexual? 他是双性恋？
There was damage to the mucus membrane in his anus. 他的肛肠粘膜受到极大的创伤。
Internal bleeding. 内出血。
He had an intercourse some time before his death. 在死之前，他肯定跟谁有过性接触。
What are you talking about? 你在说什么？
That wasn't in there? 里面没留东西吗？
He's been sitting in a water for at least twelve hours. 他在水里躺了起码12个钟头
It's difficult... 很难……
I've no interest in blaming or criticizing anyone, I just want the complete facts, the truth. 我没兴趣责备或者谴责谁，我只想搞清楚事实，真相。
The fact is, there was anal penetration on the night before he died. 事实就是，他死前跟人肛交过。
He wasn't bisexual. 他不是双性恋。
I knew a woman, who'd been married for thirty years, 我认识个女的，结婚三十年了，
her husband was bisexual. 她老公就是个双性恋。
She hadn't got a slightest... 她从来没有一点察觉……
I would have known. 你明白我的意思。
Very well. 好吧。
That leads to one other conclusion. 那就引向另外一个结论。
If your brother wasn't homosexual or bisexual then 如果你的弟弟不是同性恋或是双性恋，
the act was, to use an illegal term, nonconsensual buggery. 那这种行为，法律上称为“非自愿的鸡奸”。
He was raped? 他被强暴了？
There was no semen on the mouth. 他的嘴里没有精液。
Often in rape cases there is forced genital-mouth contact. 在强暴案件中，强迫口交的行为是常见的。
There was evidence that he ejaculated. 有证据表明他曾射精过。
What the fuck are you saying? 你他妈的在说什么？
It's not uncommon for victims to become aroused during the act. 在强暴过程中，受害者勃起的例子可不多见。
Even ejaculate. 更别说还射精了。
This can cause damaging psychological stress. 这引起了极大的心理伤害。
If... 如果……
And I do say "if" this happened to your brother, 我只是说“如果”，如果这就是在你弟弟身上发生的事，
then it might account for the subsequent suicide. 就不难解释随后发现的自杀事件了。
Of course none of this would made any fundamental difference of the inquest, 当然，这在法庭上没有任何的作用。
the coroner's verdict would have been the same. 验尸官的结论不会改变的。
I can put you in touch with someone that can explain it a little better than me. 我可以介绍个人给你，他能比我解释得更清楚些。
If you'd like it. 如果你愿意的话。
If it would help. 如果有帮助的话。
If you think, it might help. 如果你觉得有帮助的话
'It's Kathy, I'm at work, you ring me back. 我是凯西，我现在在工作，给我回电。
Where were you last night? 你昨晚在哪里？
You are a sot, Davey. 你这个醉鬼，戴维。
Hi, it's Sheridan, we go to the party tonight. I call from Linda, my old school friend. 嗨，我是谢里丹，我们今天晚上一起去派对。 我从琳达那儿打的电话，她是我的老同学。
She needs a jump, and she neds a bounce of work. 她需要飞跃，需要大量的工作。
Don't be late Davey, you're always late. 戴维，别迟到，你老是迟到。
Still in your favor, it's Mickser. 我是米克斯。你还是喜欢那些消遣吗？
I fall out. 我可不玩。
You should be on the run, you still must be running tonight. 你得快点过来，你今晚得跑着来。
Ring me up, you lump. 打电话给我，你这个笨蛋。
Hello. 你好。
Hallo, is that Sheridan? 你好，是谢里丹吗？
Yes. 是啊。
I'm a friend of Davey's. 我是戴维的朋友。
Can we talk? 我们能谈谈吗？
It's important. 这很重要。
And he left about what time? 他大概什么时候离开的？
Eleven, soon after eleven. 11点，11点刚过一点。
Alone? 一个人？
Yes. 是的。
Did you see him leave? 你看着他走的？
No. But I know he wasn't with anyone. 不，但是我知道他没跟人一起走。
He wasn't at the party that night, I told you. 那天晚上他没有去派对，我告诉过你了。
Yeah. 恩。
Did you noticed anyone leave a sign to him? 你有注意到什么人给他留信儿了吗？
No, it was early. 没有，那天还很早。
This girl you saw too. 这个女孩你也见过。
Well there was one thing. 好吧，有一件事。
The guy she was with. 那个跟她在一起的男人。
I saw him waiting while Davey and Stella were doing that deal. 我看见戴维和斯黛拉交易的时候，他在等着他们。
He had a cellphone. 他拿着手机。
I just missed Davey leaving. 戴维走的时候，我刚好错过。
Front doors, half way to the lift. 前门，快到电梯的地方。
This guy was phoning. 那个人在打电话。
And he looked nervous. 看起来很紧张。
And he's seen Davey leaving while he went with Stella out of the bedroom. 他跟斯黛拉一直走出卧室的时候，看着戴维离开的。
Maybe it's nothing. Maybe he was just nervous because she was scoring. 也许这不代表什么，也许他只是单纯的紧张，因为她在卖淫。
Did you know who he was? 你知道他是谁吗？
No. 不知道。
Do you think you can find out? 你能查出来吗？
I could ring her. 我给她打个电话。
Every victim reacts in a different way. 每个被害人的反应都不一样，
But there are patterns. 但是都有一定的模式。
Various elements. 多样的元素。
There's belief to try to switch off that didn't happen. 有的人拥有的是执念，妄想相信那事没有发生过。
Couldn't happen to them. 或者说不可能发生在他们身上。
Shock. 还有震惊，
Can and does take all kinds of forms. 一般都出现各种情况中
Some victims say that they feel strangely coming. 有的受害者说他们有古怪的感觉，
One feeling to touch it. 一种被人触碰的感觉。
Others feel a need to show it. 有的则是想展现的感觉
Express sastility, reach.
But sometimes, not often, but 但有时，很罕见的，
in rare cases, I've known at least three, where 只是在某些案件里，我知道三起，
this disgust. 受害者会产生一种恶心感。
This terrible anger 那种强烈的愤怒感，
has turned against themselves. 可能会转向他们自己。
Are you all right? 你还好吧？
Do you want me to go on? 你还想听我继续说吗？
Can I take a drink? 我能喝一杯吗？
Help yourself. 自便
All of the myths 神奇之处在于，
is that rapist whether they rape 不管强奸犯强奸的是女人还是男人
man or woman are idly sexed 他们对于性的胃口，
of insatiable sexual appetites. 都是贪婪而不知足的。
All the truth is that they are fundamentally inadequate. 所有的案例都表明，他们几乎都是性能力不足的，
They try to prove themselves to themselves that rape becomes a sort of symbol of the virility. 他们尝试向被强奸者证明他们那短小的男性生殖器的功能。
Not willing to trust at sex at all. 而不是试图去尝试性的感觉。
Rape is much more about domination, humiliation, 强奸更多的带来的是统制和支配欲，强烈的羞辱感，
defining. 这才是其定义。
It's a kind of power. 强奸是一种对权力欲望的证明。
More than is to do with any sort of sexual pleasure. 这种感觉远超过他们那短小的性器官所能带来的愉悦。
What kind of a man am I looking for? 我寻找的应该是哪种类型的人？
What the police will be looking for. 警察在找什么样的人?
He more likely to be heterosexual even married, with kids, 他很可能是异性恋，而且已经结婚生子
could be any reasonable age 所以应该有一定的年纪了。
and the men may have been more than one. 而且受害者可能还不止一个。
Often it's just 通常说来，
older victim done. 会是年龄更大的一些受害者。
Was the chance that Davey would have known him? 会不会有可能戴维认识这个人？
The more likely that the attack came from strangers. 这更像是来自陌生人的攻击。
He might have known him, 他可能认识他。
I can't really answer that. 我真的没法回答这个问题。
You are going to the police. 你去找警察吧
Please. 求你了。
Please let them deal with it. 让他们来解决。
Never did like you. 不要自行解决。
I mean, look at you now. 我是说，你看看自己，
Like a fucking pukey. 真他妈的恶心。
I'm talking to you. 我在跟你说话！
You, useless bag of shit. 你这个没用的混球。
Message from mister Turner. 特纳先生的口信：
You bury that brother of yours 你埋葬了自己的兄弟。
and you fuck off back the way you come from. 回你见鬼的来的路去吧。
Get me? 明白？
Willy? 威利？
And you'll tell those fucking transport as you used to run with. 你告诉你那些跟你一起跑路的家伙们，
They get any ideas, they get fucking funny 他们有了想法，变得tmd可笑极了。
They are going down all. 他们都不会有好日子过。
She's unbelievable respurred. 她真是难以想象的能干。
She's found Stella up right, she's got his name, 她刚找到了斯黛拉，拿到了他的名字。
his address, she's even got his fucking phone number. 他的地址，她甚至还拿到了该死的电话号码。
Said, she's drawing up this guest list for the opening of a new club or something. 还说，为了个酒吧什么的开幕，她正在拟写一份嘉宾名单。
At least to send out the invitation. 至少要发请帖。
She's quite annoying, I tell you. 她很烦人，我跟你说。
I'm in on of use to think what Davey sore to them, but... 我一直在想戴维为什么让他们不满，但是……
son, have eyes that one, no doubt. 孩子，那人有眼线，毫无疑问。
Will, 威尔。
are you with me? 你跟我一起去？
Davey was raped. 戴维被强暴了。
What are you talking about? 你说什么？
He killed himself because he was raped. 他自杀是因为他被人强暴了。
What a fuck are you talking about? 你在说什么鬼话？
I had a second post mortem the police pathologist missed. 我取得了法医忽略的第二个证据。
Well, missed? What? 恩，忽略？什么？
Davey was bugged. 戴维被人跟踪了。
The night before he killed himself. 就在他死之前那个晚上。
Why do you tell me straight away? 你为什么告诉我这些？
Because I knew what you'd be thinking now. 因为我知道你在想什么。
No. No. No. 不，不，不。
This fact's itself stupid. 事实本身就很愚蠢。
Yeah, but you're not sure, are you? 但是你也不肯定，不是吗？
Don't you lie down on me. 不要对我说谎。
Don't you fucking lie down on me! 你是不是在忽悠我！
Davey was ... 戴维是……
It was not bang. 不是性交。
Fuck you! 见鬼！
What do you say? 你说什么？
Nothing. 没什么。
Nothing? 没什么？
Ask Irish. 问问爱尔兰人。
It's a fact Mr. Turner. 这是事实，特纳先生。
He ain't gonna give no one no trouble. 他不会给任何人带来麻烦。
Don't 永远不要……
ever underestimate Will Graham. 轻视威尔·格雷厄姆
He's a fierce man. 他是个可怕的男人distance
We'll go the distance. 我们应该远离他。
You should never have left him like that. 你本不该像那样把他留下distance
You was wrong, Will and you know it. 你错了，你和威尔都知道。
You never had no family, no one. 你从没有家人，一个都没有。
He was just a kid. 他不过是个孩子。
He was always buying them stuff, he was giving them things. 他一直帮他们买东西，给他们想要的东西。
He knew that he had nothing. 他知道他一无所有，
So he went for the soft money. 所以他才那么喜欢钱。
Started dealing, started getting so far it's happening wingst. 他开始做生意，开始一步步陷入深渊。
I'm telling you. 我跟你说，
If Davey was raped, he was one of them who did it. 如果戴维是被人给强暴的的，那么一定是那些人中的一个干的。
A fucking branchy dildo.
Yes. 谁啊？
It's Stella. 斯黛拉。
Fine. 好。
I'm Davey Graham's brother. 我是戴维·格雷厄姆的哥哥。
All I want is his name. 我要的只是他的名字。
Are you fucking listening? Are you? 你他妈的在听吗？
I can't, if he knows, 我不能说，如果他知道了……
he'll kill me. 他会杀了我。
You are fucking dead already! 那你现在就死定了。
Do you know what he did to Davey? 你知道他对戴维做了什么？
What I did, was phoning from the flat. 我没做什么，就是从公寓打了个电话。
I didn't have any thing to do. 我没干过别的事。
He wouldn't tell me. 他不会告诉我。
He raped him. 他强奸了他。
That's why Davey killed himself. 那就是戴维自杀的原因。
Well his money run clear, ain't them? 他的钱已经洗干净了，对不？
He's on call cells with others. 他在电话里跟别人这么说。
And it's wrong. 但他错了。
We will need this. 我们需要这个。
We? 我们?
I'm coming with you. 我跟你一起去。
No, you're not. 不，你不能去。
Get out of there! 滚出去！
Shut up! 闭嘴！
Go on now, boy! 继续，孩子！
Frank! 弗兰克！
Oh, Jesus. 哦，基督。
Untie me! Take it off! 放开我！放开！
You're fucking finished, Al. 你完了，阿尔。
Take it off! 放开！
You're fucking finished. 你他妈的完了。
- What is it, Frank? - Nothing. -发生什么事了，弗兰克？ -没什么。
Don't tell me nothing! What's going on? 别告诉我“没什么”，究竟发生了什么？
Get inside. 进去吧。
I want to know what's going on! 我得知道发生了什么！
No, get in! 不，进来！
Get inside! 到里面来！
Just come and get him out of my garden. 快进来把他从我的花园弄出去！
Then I want you to go to the shop 然后你去店里。
I wanna know who did this. 我想知道是谁干的。
I wanna see their faces. 我要看到他们的脸。
Hope they're still got faces. 希望他们的脸还在的话。
Arnie Ryan, Cannibal, Big John, 阿历·赖安，食人者，大约翰，
It has to be done. 会办好的。
He didn't get a second chance with that crew. 在他们面前他不会有第二次机会。
I wasn't up to it. 我还不至于到那个地步。
He is too old. 他太老了。
Like me. 像我一样。
Not like you. 不像你。
You're not old, it's just a... 你不老，只是……
He's out that day. 等他哪天出门，
You could bang a bit. But he was old. 你可以打他一下。但是他太老了。
We need someone younger. 我们需要年轻点的。
More useful 更有用的。
Like you? 像你一样？
No not me. I'm just a driver. 不，我只是个司机。
My cousin's come from Belfast. 我的表兄是贝尔法斯特人。
He's a man. 他是个男人。
He's a bit special. 他有点特别。
In fact he's very special. 事实上，他非常特别。
You're gonna need someone. 你会需要这样的人的。
They're all in there, 他们都在那里，
waiting for you. 等着你呢。
This cousin of yours, 你的表兄，
is he discreet? 他谨慎吗？
Oh, yes. 哦。是的，
Take me to him. 带我去见他，
Now? 现在？
Now. 现在，
Turner wants him gone, you know. 特纳想让他走，你知道。
Told him to bury Davey and then fuck off back where he came from. 特纳对他说，让他去把戴维好好安葬了，然后回他来的地方去。
He can't know, can he? 他不清楚这一点，不是吗？
Not really. 不是真不知道。
No. 不。
No? 不？
That man rapes Davey. 那个人强暴了戴维。
You don't understand. 你不明白。
Never could you. 你永远不明白。
You never could. 你决不可能明白。
You say he wants to see this man. 你说他想见见这个人。
Tonight. 今晚。
What did he say? 他说了什么。
I don't know. 我不知道。
I was on move and we were just driving to him. 我当时在开车，我们正朝他开过去。
You didn't ask him? 你没问他？
I did. 我问了。
He didn't answer. 他没回答。
What do you think he will do? 你想他会怎么做。
I don't know. 我不知道。
I really don't. 我真不知道。
He's changed. 他变了。
Has he? 是吗？
Three years ago. 三年前，
He would have shot this sick fucker. 他本该开枪打死那个恶心的操蛋。
He didn't wanna know. 他不愿意知道。
I'm sorry. 我很抱歉。
I'm not here for that. 我来这里，不是为了那个。
Go to the police, Will. 去找警察吧，威尔。
Don't do anything. Go to the police. 什么都不要做，去找警察。
What can I do without Devey's testimony? 没有戴维的证词，我能做什么？
That boy from the party , show it to him 把派对上监视他的那个人交给警察。
All Boad has to do is say that Davey consented. Boad 所有人都会说戴维是自愿的。
I can't just do nothing. 我不能什么都不做。
You left him behind. 是你把他丢下的。
Three years ago. 三年前。
Did I? 我？
That's why you went. 那就是你走的原因。
Was it? 不是吗？
Are we talking about in a post in a club saying how great kid he was? 我们可以谈论他是个多可爱的孩子，就像在俱乐部的海报上画的一样。
Making up stories, lies. 编造美丽的故事，谎言，
That fit into their fantasy create the mess. 是因为某些人的一时幻想发作造就了这糟糕的结果。
They will be at the funeral, suiting and bruided. 他们会出现在葬礼上，穿得整整齐齐的，
Singing the hymns, messages on a hard shaveries. 唱着赞歌。
Will be tears? 会有人流泪吗？
Plenty of crying, we love to weep. 嚎啕大哭，我们喜欢流泪。
Show how much we care, 以此来表现我们有多在乎他，
how much we feel. 我们有多伤心。
I don't want to hear this. 我不想听。
Were then we talking about moral right? 我们谈论道德权利呢？
Hey, you know Will Graham's brother? 嘿，你认识威尔·格雷厄姆的弟弟吗
You know he was raped? 你知道他被人强奸了吗？
Raped. 强奸。
Yeah, with suicide. 是的，还自杀了。
Suicide. 自杀。
The'll be one man and his fucking dog. 都是因为那个男人，还有他该死的走狗。
Get out. 滚出去。
Go, tonight. 离开这里，今晚就走。
Leave the city. 离开这座城市。
Go back where you can breathe. 回到你能呼吸的地方。
If you stay, it'll destroy you. 如果你留下来，你会被毁掉的。
Do you know that? 你知道吗？
Forget the funeral. 忘记葬礼。
Don't smoke in my car. 别在车里吸烟。
Please. 拜托了。
You've got me out of my bed. 可是你把我从床上拽起来的。
I wanna suit pressed. 请帮我熨一下西装。
Number eleven. 11号。
Long time we haven't seen, mister Graham. 好久不见了，格雷厄姆先生。
Charly. 查理。
House keeping. 客房服务。
Thanks 谢谢。
Hello. 你好。
Pack a bag.
I'll pick you up in three hours.
Just like that? 像那样么？
Just like that. 就像那样。
What the..
Henry! 亨利！
Henry? 亨利？
Why? 为什么？
Why did you do it? 为什么你要那么做？
There's always a reason to it. 人们会这样做，通常都会有一个原因。
You must have had a reason to it. 你也一样。
I wanna kill you so badly I can taste it. 我会慢慢地杀死你，好好品尝杀你的滋味。
I know who you are. 你知道你是谁。
You're just like he was. 你跟他很像。
So sure of himself. 对自己充满信心。
So certain of what he was. 如此相信自己。
I was watching him for weeks, you know. 我窥视了他好几个星期，你知道。
In the parties, at restaurants, clubs. 聚会上，餐馆里，酒吧里。
He was everything I loathed. 他的一切都是我所厌恶的。
The clothes, the walk, the talk, the lies. 他的衣服，他走路的样子，他所说的话，他撒的谎。
The way he smoked. 他抽烟的模样。
The way he laughed. 他笑的样子。
Laughing, always laughing, mocking. 他笑，他一直在笑，那是嘲弄的笑。
Everything, everyone. 嘲弄每一样东西，每一个人。
And I won it. 不过我赢了。
Their eyes like hands on him all the time. 那些人的眼神，看他的眼神，就像是在摸他。
Oh my god, what was he? 噢我的天，他是个什么人？
Thief? 一个贼？
Drug dealer? 毒品贩子？
The degenerate? 堕落的家伙？
Well I wanted to show him what he was. 好吧，我想过告诉你他是个什么人，
Nothing. 什么都不是。
Nothing. 根本什么都不是。
He was less than nothing. 他根本就是个一文不值的废物。
I wanted him to know that. 我想要他明白这一切。
I'm gonna kill you. 我会杀了你。
I am going to kill you. 我总有一天会杀了你。
Don't know. 但你不会知道会是什么时候。
Not tonight. 不是今晚。
That would be too easy. 那对你来说未免太过于轻松了。
Maybe next week. 也许是下个星期。
Next month. 也许是下个月。
You'll never know. 你永远不会知道。
Think about it. 你会一直活在恐惧里。
One day, one night. 昼昼夜夜。
I'll be there. 我就在你身后。
I have these thoughts and memories, 那些思绪和记忆，
and memories to sieve. 仍然纠缠着我。
The walk, the way he smoked a cigarette, 他走路的样子，他抽烟的样子，
laughed. 他笑起来的模样。
The tete-a-tete; he's gone. 仍然历历在目；他走了。
Was left, where we say he was here at all. 他走了；我们找不到他。
How much? 还有些什么呢？