大家請準備離船
Please prepare to exit the ferry.
甲板上請注意
Man: Attention on deck.
我們已經抵達火燒島松林
We are now arriving at Fire Island Pines.
歡迎大家來到火燒島
Welcome to Fire Island, everybody.
下船時請小心
Please take care exiting the boat.
樓梯可能很滑
Those steps can be wet.
另外請再次檢查您的所有行李是否帶齊...
Also double-check you have all your luggage...
祝您一天愉快
Have a good day.
- 嘿 威克斯 - 嘿 親愛的
- Hey, Weeks. - Hey, honey.
還好嗎?
How you doing?
我們都好極了
We're doing great.
到啦
Here we are.
你們在幹嘛?
What are you guys doing?
露胸毛了哦 該到你了 泰迪熊
Hairy is out. Your turn, teddy bear.
不不 我喜歡我的胸毛
Oh, no, I love my teddy.
CK內褲不會贊同你
Calvin Klein would not approve.
棒球聯賽已經開始
Baseball game is on
我的夏天正式到來了
and my summer has officially begun.
他可是說到做到
The thing is, he actually means it.
- 嘿 寶貝 - 你好嗎?
- Hey, baby. - How are you?
- 冰啤? - 不了 我喝不少了
- Cold beer? - No, I've already had a couple.
條紋衫不賴啊 中尉 夠性感
Nice stripes, Lieutenant. Hot.
拜託 叫人家隊長
Oh, please... Captain.
剛從紐聯儲回來
Just got back from the Reserves.
知道人們怎麼說嗎 我每個月都能當一次大款了
You know what they say, once a month I get to play a real man
最近沒怎麼在健身房看到你啊
Oh, haven't seen you at the gym lately.
布魯斯?
Bruce?
- 到你了 布魯斯 - 什麼?
- Your turn, Bruce. - What? What?
布魯西 親愛的 別讓我們的海景別墅丟臉
Brucey, please, don't embarrass our house at the beach, hon
啊哦 不刮不行了
Uh-oh. Gotta do it.
知道人們怎麼說嗎 內德
You know what they say, Ned.
不能打敗他們...
If you can't beat 'em...
就加入他們
join 'em.
這就是我的男人
That's my guy.
你對他沒興趣時 克雷格傷心死了
Craig was miserable when you weren't interested
現在你看 他有了雷德福 (著名電影明星)
Now look. He's got Robert Redford.
說明上帝是存在的
Shows you there is a God.
- 約翰還好嗎? - 約翰?
- How's John? - John?
- 約翰 - 噢 約翰啊
- John. - John? Oh, John.
不 我現在和格裡高利在一起了
No, I'm with Gregory now.
我們要慶祝我們的十五月紀念日
We're celebrating our 15-month anniversary.
15月? 對你來說很長了呀 米奇
15? That's a long time for you, Mickey.
拜託 我們是情侶 住一起
Oh, please, we're lovers and we live together.
不代表我們需要對彼此忠貞
It's not like we're faithful to each other, too.
他甚至不是猶太人 別跟我的猶太拉比說
He's not even Jewish. Don't tell my rabbi.
我的天
My God.
嗨 布魯斯 你很爛
Hey,Bruce you suck
你幹嘛還來這裡?
Why do you even come here anymore?
我們不歡迎你
We don't want you.
你的小說很破壞我們形象
You made us look terrible in your novel.
看你周圍 一片性解放
Look around you. Sex is liberating.
我只是說 太多的性愛會讓尋找真愛變得不可能
All I said was having so much sex makes finding love impossible
別把你的情路失敗找不到對像
Do not put your failure to find someone
- 發洩在我們身上 - 內迪!
- on the rest of us. - Neddy!
- 噢! - 我去
- Ow! - Oh, jeez.
我的天
Oh, God.
夥計們!
Guys!
嘿 怎麼回事?
Hey, what happened?
- 你還好嗎? - 我很好
- You okay? - I'm okay.
只是有點頭暈
Just got a little lightheaded.
我能站起來 沒事了
I got myself up. I'm fine.
我只是有一點... 暈眩
I just got a little dizzy.
他好像沒事了
He seemed okay.
祝你生日快樂
? Happy bdadaday to you
祝你生日快樂
? Happy birthday to you
祝親愛的克雷格生日快樂
? Happy birthday, dear Craig
祝你生日快樂
? Happy birthday to you.
吹!
Blow!
他的強項哦
He's good at that.
我他媽愛死這地方了!
I fucking love this place!
"You Make Me Feel" (Mighty Real)
內德! 嘿 內德!
Ned! Hey, Ned!
來嗎?
Come on. Please?
罕見癌症在41例同性戀中被確診
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同志亦凡人中文站
我賣過一隻陶瓷豬給你
I sold you a ceramic pig once
在巴勒克大街的法國藝術館
at Maison France on Bleecker Street.
我叫桑福德
I'm Sanford.
是的 我記起來了
Yes, I remember.
我有個朋友在收集豬藝術品
Somebody I was friends with then collected pigs
而你有除真豬外我所見過最大的豬
and you had the biggest pig I'd ever seen outside a real pig.
它們在越變越大
They just keep getting bigger
而且不肯消失
and won't go away.
我是她的第二十個病人
I'm her 20th case.
已經有六個死掉了
And six of them are dead.
嘿 內德 很快就到你
Hey, Ned. Won't be a minute.
巴茲 我不知道你在這兒上班
Hey, Buzzy. I didn't know you worked here.
你是誰?
Who are you?
內德·威克斯 "時報"文章後我聯絡過你
Uh, Ned Weeks. I spoke to you after the "Times" article.
進來 衣服脫了
Come in. Take your clothes off.
我只是來問一些問題的
I only came to ask some questions.
你是同志 對嗎?
You are gay, aren't you?
對
Yes.
那就脫衣服 別緊張
Take your clothes off. Don't be nervous.
我見過的男體比你都多
I've seen more men than you have.
坦白說 關於你那些問題 我不知道
To answer all of your questions, I don't know.
我從沒聽過或見過這樣的病症
I've never seen or heard of anything like this.
你有任何症狀嗎?
Have you had any of the symptoms?
"時報"上寫的大多數東西...
Most of the shit the "Times" said...
阿米巴蟲 淋病 肝炎
amoebas, gonorrhea, hepatitis.
你不懂性革命後我們的生活
You don't know what it's been like since the sexual revolution.
什麼讓你覺得我不懂的?
What makes you think I don't?
有發燒 盜汗 體重減輕嗎?
Any fever, night sweats, weight loss?
做夢都想呢 沒有
Don't I wish. No.
紫斑呢? 張開嘴
And purple lesions? Open your mouth.
這是種癌症
It's a cancer.
讓免疫系統產生奇怪反應
There's a strange reaction in the immune system.
它崩潰了 不肯免疫
It's collapsed. Won't fight.
所以我的很多病人都被普通疾病擊倒
So the diseases most of my patients are coming down with
而那些細菌原本是連嬰兒都傷害不了的
are brought on by germs that wouldn't hurt a baby.
有點癢
Tick wlish.
總之紐約市的嬰兒不會這樣
At least not a baby in New York City anyway.
免疫系統是我們瞭解得最少的
The immune system is the system we know the least about.
我聽說你有大嘴巴 它在哪兒?
So where's this big mouth I hear you've got?
- 大嘴巴是症狀? - 不
- Is big mouth a symptom? - No.
是一種治療
It's a cure.
這種病似乎只發生在男同身上
This seems to only be happening to gay men.
巴茲說你在同志群體中很有名
Buzzy says you are well-known in the gay community
想到什麼就說什麼
and not afraid to say what you think.
我找不到任何同志領袖
I can't find any gay leaders
我聯繫了同志組織 可沒人回我電話
and I call gay organizations, no one ever calls me back.
布魯克娜醫生 只要有一半腦子的人都不會想牽扯進同志政治
Dr. Brookner, no one with half a brain gets involved with gay politics
- 沒有指責的餘地 - 你想指責什麼?
- There's no room for criticism. - What's your criticism?
我厭倦了我們扮受害人
I hate that we play victim
我們中的絕大多數人都不需要
when many of us, most of us, don't have to.
那我們現在正用得到你
Then you're exactly what's needed now.
也許他們在等一個人來領導他們
Maybe they're just waiting for someone to lead them.
我不想領導他們
I don't want to lead them.
你到底想要試著說服我做什麼?
What exactly are you trying to get me to do?
跟男同志說停止做愛
Tell gay men to stop having sex.
你覺得這個癌症是通過性來傳播?
Do you think that this cancer is sexually transmitted?
我覺得是
I think it is, yes.
能證明嗎 不能
Can I prove it yet? No.
你能意識到你在說的
Do you realize that you're talking about
是上百萬的男人
millions of men
他們看重濫交
who have singled out promiscuity
並且把它作為一個基本政治綱領嗎?
as their principal political agenda?
- 你要怎麼應對? - 跟他們說可能會死
- How do you deal with that? - Tell them they may die.
- 哪兒? - 大廳盡頭 大廳盡頭!
- Where? - Down the hall. Down the hall!
不是這麼簡單 比這個要複雜
It's not that simple. It's more complicated than that.
他們認為性就是他們的全部
They think sex is all they have.
威克斯先生 如果做愛會殺死你
Mr. Weeks, if having sex can kill you
任何只要有一半腦子的人會不停止做愛嗎?
doesn't anyone with half a brain stop fucking?
你可以走了 我沒在你身上看到我想要的東西
You can go. I'm not finding what I'm looking for here.
- 哪兒? - 開門!
- Where? - Open up!
- 哪兒? 哪兒? - 那個房間
- Where? Where? - Right in that room.
把他放在桌上
Just put him up on the table.
這兒 我來查脈搏
Up here. Let's find a pulse.
親愛的 冷靜
Baby, easy.
- 別動 - 能告訴我發生了什麼嗎?
- Be still. - Can you tell me what happened?
我們在外面跟他會合
We were meeting him outside.
我們剛轉過街角 他就發作了
We turned the corner and he just collapsed.
老天!
Jesus!
給我滾到路邊去!
Hey, get the fuck out of the street!
親愛的!
Baby!
- 我的天! - 救命!
- Oh, my God! - Help!
- 誰是他的愛人? - 是我 女士
- Who's the lover? - I am, ma'am.
- 你叫什麼? - 布魯斯·奈爾斯
- What's your name? - Bruce Niles.
我是布魯克娜 我現在就需要一間病房
Brookner. I need a room immediately.
奈爾斯 你曾是萊因哈特的男友
Niles, you were Reinhardt's boyfriend.
是的 女士 你怎麼知道?
Yes, ma'am. How do you know that?
他三周前去世了
He died three weeks ago.
他們甚至不讓我跟他道別
Wouldn't even let me say goodbye.
不讓我跟他吻別
Not even let me kiss him goodbye.
他死了?
He's dead?
真抱歉
So sorry.
它有這麼快嗎?
It can happen this fast?
就這樣了
It just did.
我們得做點什麼
We have to do something.
其他人都不會
No one else will.
我們能做什麼?
What are we supposed to do?
你的假設只是建立在四十六個病例上面
You make these assumptions on the basis of 46 cases.
你想知道我怎麼想 這就是我怎麼想
You wanted to know what I think. This is what I think.
你們全部會交叉傳染
You are all going to infect each other.
現在只有一部分人這樣
Now only a few of you have.
遺憾的是 我們無法辨別哪些感染了
Unfortunately, we can't tell yet which ones.
早在我們隔離出肝炎病毒前
Long before we isolated the hepatitis viruses
我們也知道它們會帶來什麼
we knew about the diseases they caused
怎麼傳播的
and how they got around.
醫學期刊怎麼說? "時報"呢?
Where are the medical journals? The "Times"?
我一年前就把第一份報告寄給醫學期刊了
I sent my first reports to the medical journals over a year ago
抱歉 你怎麼知道你要找什麼
Excuse me, how do you know what you're looking for
假如你不知道你要找什麼?
real quick, if you don't know what you're looking for?
抱歉 可能我的這個問題很蠢
I'm sorry, I guess that's a dumb question.
不 不蠢 這是最聰明的問題
No, it isn't. It's the smartest question of all
只是回答它最難
and the hardest one to answer.
常識沒有告訴你們 可以停止做愛一陣子嗎?
Doesn't common sense tell you you should cool it for a while?
為什麼不?
Why not?
這就沒給我們多少盼頭了
That doesn't leave much to look forward to.
萬一事實證明你錯了呢?
What if it turns out that you're wrong?
讓她說!
Let her speak!
最糟的情形就是你們停止做愛一陣子
The worst that could happen would be that you cooled it for a while
不 抱歉 抱歉
No, excuse me. Excuse me.
抱歉 這不是可能最糟的情形
Excuse me. That is not the worst that will have happened.
人們會害怕做愛
Guys will become frightened of sex.
我們會失去長久以來通過鬥爭換得的自尊
We will lose our self-respect that we fought very, very hard for
我們會成為最糟糕的替罪羊
We will be scapegoated worse than ever.
全世界會認為我們是攜帶者
The world will think we're carriers
道德多數派絕對會開心死了
and the Moral Majority will have even more of a field day
這個輪椅賤人不走我就不回來
I am not coming back until this bitch on wheels is gone.
等等 我看過的病人一周比一周多
Wait. I see more cases each week than the week before.
有一半病人已經死了
Half of all my patients die.
希望她是說完了
Okay, I hope she winds this up
要知道新羅謝爾市正有個群交派對在等我
'cause I've got a tiny little orgy in New Rochelle.
衛生部在哪兒? 市長在哪兒?
Where's the health department? Where's the mayor?
- 閉上他媽的嘴 約翰 - 閉上你他媽的嘴 寶貝
- Shut the fuck up, John. - Oh, you shut the fuck up, hon.
數據是什麼?
What are the numbers?
每個同志會議都是這樣嗎?
Is every gay meeting like this?
一半人到場是為了約炮
Half these people just showed up to get laid.
安靜! 安靜!
Quiet! Quiet!
我們要成立一個組織 我們要成立一個健康危機組織
We're starting a group. We're starting a health crisis group.
我們會再在這兒聚會
We're gonna meet here again.
下次準備些該死的食物
Next time, bring some fucking food.
嘿嘿嘿 這可不禮貌
Hey, hey, hey. That's not nice.
歡迎參與同志政治
Welcome to gay politics.
同志癌
他們具備如下一些症狀
暗點狀瘀傷 就像皮膚脫色一樣的斑點
感覺不到癢或痛
身上任何部位都可能出現
我和克雷格·克萊波恩有個重要會面 我遲到了
Yeah, I'm very late for an important meeting with Craig Claiborne
他在等我
He's expecting me.
- 嗨 菲尼克斯·特勒 - 你是?
- Hi, Felix Turner. - And you are?
我叫內德·威克斯
My name's Ned Weeks.
你非常帥
You're very cute.
你找上我的時間不合適 好嗎?
You caught me at a rough moment, all right?
我有交稿截止日期 第一夫人來紐約了
I have a deadline. The First Lady is coming to town.
我聽說你是同志 而且你可能
I've been told you're gay and you might be able
會幫我在"時報"登出一些重要信息
to help me get some vital information in the "Times."
你"聽說"? 聽誰說的?
You've "been told"? And who was it that told you?
噢 親愛的 人人都在說好吧
Oh, honey, everybody's talking about it.
為什麼每個同志
Why does everyone gay
都覺得是我在經營"紐約時報"?
think that I run "The New York Times"?
我沒法幫到你
I can't help you with this.
很抱歉聽到 那你建議我怎麼做?
Sorry to hear that. What would you suggest I do?
自己選吧 我寫過二十三個派對
Take your pick. I got 23 parties
三十七家新餐廳 十二家新迪斯科
37 new restaurants, 12 new discos.
聽著 我沒法讓這兒任何人再寫一篇相關報道
Listen, I can't get anyone here to write another article.
我跟半打記者聊過
I've talked to half a dozen reporters
包括那個寫第一篇報道的人
and the guy who worked on the first piece.
"皮革先生"? 不
"Mr. Leather"? Yeah, no.
這兒沒人會寫這個 我也不能
No one here will write about it and I can't.
聽著 我們這裡分工很細
Look, we're very compartmentalized.
你不會想科學專欄來寫羊毛衫 對嗎?
You wouldn't want science to write about sweaters, would you?
讓我感覺非常荒謬的是
It's a very peculiar feeling having to go out
我們必需求助於直人的世界來報道一點同志的東西
and seek support from a straight world for something gay.
這我就不知道了
I wouldn't know about that.
我只是碰巧寫同志設計師 同志迪斯科
I just write about gay designers and gay discos
同志大廚 同志模特 同志搖滾明星
and gay chefs and gay models and gay rock stars
還有同志名人 同志一切
and gay celebrities and gay everything.
我只是不叫他們同志
I just don't call them gay.
正好是時候開始啊?
Isn't it time you start?
我有個交稿日期在等我
Look, I really do have a deadline
你也不想我被炒魷魚
And you wouldn't want me to get fired.
對嗎?
Would you?
你這樣的人最給我蛋疼
Guys like you give me a pain in the ass.
- 你寫書的? - 沒錯
- You in the book? - Yes.
嗨 哥們 關注同志癌啊?
Hi, guys. Give to gay cancer?
嗨 關注同志癌? 不嗎?
Hi, give to gay cancer? No?
嗨 關注同志癌嗎?
Hi. Give to gay cancer?
先生...
Hi, sir...
嗨 關注同志癌嗎? 在同志社群中有一種癌
Hi, give to gay cancer? There's a cancer in the gay community.
能關注一下同志癌嗎?
Can you give to gay cancer?
有一場…我們社群正在經歷一場危機
There's a... there's a crisis in our community right now.
我們真的用得到...
We could really use...
我們用得到你們的幫助 好嗎? 不?
We could use a little help. Anything? No?
我覺得你可以少一點點進攻性
I think you could be a little less aggressive.
少一點進攻性? 我們試過了
Less aggressive? We've tried that.
能關注一下我們社群發生的癌症嗎?
Can you give to cancer in our community?
嗨 關注同志癌嗎?
Hi, give to gay cancer?
嗨 關注同志癌嗎?
Hi, give to gay cancer?
很可笑 我媽媽送了花來
It's funny. My mother sent flowers.
我甚至沒跟她說過我是同志
And I had never told her I was gay.
我只跟她說克雷格死了
I just told her that Craig had died.
我覺得她知道
I think she knew.
我認為媽媽們總是能知道
I think somehow mothers always know.
在一套房子上面花五百萬你不感到害怕嗎?
Doesn't spending $5 million on a house frighten you?
光是讓你來打理我的財務都讓我心驚肉跳
Scared the shit out of me even having you handling my finances
你想要買房的話隨時都可以
You can have a house anytime you want.
這提醒了我 你的帳戶需要更多錢
Which reminds me, your account needs more money.
事實上你幹得不賴
You're not doing too badly.
我懷念你投身電影業的日子
I miss you being in the movie business.
- 我喜歡電影 - 我嗅到被否定了嗎
- I like movies. - Do I detect a note of approval
我的大哥剛管我從事的是"檸檬"? (次品的意思)
from the big brother that called me "Lemon"?
我不想購房
I don't want a house.
那你幹嘛一直在郊區晃蕩?
Then why have you been searching in the country for so long for?
- 一個人住不好玩 - 這個布魯斯...
- No fun living in it alone. - This Bruce...
你在和他交往嗎?
is he someone you're seeing?
我看得到他 他看不到我
I see him, he doesn't see me.
本…
Ben...
你的律所能免費接下這個嗎
could your law firm take this on for free
怎麼說 無償代理?
What's it called? Pro bono?
我們成立了一個組織 我跟你說過有種新疾病…
We started an organization, I told you there's this new disease…
這聽上去像又一個讓你停止寫作的借口
Now this sounds like just another excuse to keep from writing.
你為什麼就不能直接說"好"?
Why can't you just say "yes"?
我跟你說了 因為我們有內部委員會來決定這類事情
I told you because we have a committee that decides that kind of thing
可你是高級合夥人
But you're the senior partner
而我是你弟弟
and I'm your brother.
嘿 馬裡奧 霍默還好嗎?
Hey, Mario. How's Homer?
如果你不肯幫忙 我只能找其他人了
If you're not gonna help, I'm gonna have to find somebody else.
- 歡迎你找其他人 - 我不想找其他人
- Well, you're more than free to do that. - I don't want to do that
我想我大哥的氣派 有名 一流 大型的律所
I want my big brother's fancy, famous, big-time, major law firm
成為紐約市第一家
to be the first straight New York law firm
無償代理同志事業的直人律所
to do pro bono work for a gay cause.
我會為它 為你感到無比的驕傲
I'd be real proud of that and you
下一次會議我會讓其他合夥人通過它
I'll ask my partners' approval at the next meeting.
我要去遊說 你聽上去不像會投贊成票的
I'll lobby them. You don't sound like a very sure vote.
好了
Okay.
你的反應有進步
You're getting better at it.
我每週都在增加3到4個新病人
I'm seeing three to four new patients a week.
7個進了重症監護室 整個醫院只有三十個床位
I've got seven in ICU. The whole hospital only has room for 30
他們當中有的人被檢查出其他病
I've had to admit some of them under other illnesses
這是最糟的
That's a no-no.
有二十個人住了承擔不起的私人病房
I've got 20 in private rooms they can't afford.
那些沒有醫療保險的人呢...
Okay, what about the guys who don't have health insurance...
- 藝術家 演員? - 他們中有八個住在另一間
- Artists, actors? - I've got eight of them in another ward
我不該安排他們住的病房
where I shouldn't put them.
你怎麼不戴手套和面罩?
Why don't you wear gloves and a face mask?
我永遠不戴 永遠不打算戴
Never have and I never will.
結果我仍然在這兒
And I'm still here.
為什麼所有食物都這樣擺在病房外?
Why is all the food sitting outside their rooms like this?
- 它們會變冷 - 它們總是冷的
- It's getting cold. - It's always cold
因為當值的工作人員不肯送進房間
because the appropriate staff won't bring it into the rooms
所以食物就在外面發霉 直到我的人員經手
so it sits and rots until one of my staff can.
就在那兒 嗯 就在水邊
Right there. Yeah, by the water.
嗯 通過隧道
Yeah, right through the tunnel.
通過隧道 把書放回去
Take the tunnel. We'll take the book back.
我認識他 我可以和你一起進去嗎?
I know him. Can I go inside with you?
除非你穿上那些保護件
Only if you wear all the protective shit.
你不穿 我也不穿
If you don't, I don't.
就在那兒 換一條路
Over there. Go the other way.
不 聽到我說的了嗎?
No, are you listening to me?
聽到我說的了嗎 往回走
Are you listening to me? Go back.
- 嗨 桑福德 - 看到了嗎 走隧道
- Hi, Sanford. - You see that? Take the tunnel.
往前開 穿過它
Go ahead, drive straight through.
你怎麼樣 士兵?
How we doing, soldier?
我想見我的狗 能帶我的狗來嗎?
I want my dog. Can you please bring me my dog?
沒有我它沒法生活
He won't be able to live without me.
我想見我的狗 我想見我的狗
I want my dog. I want my dog.
直走 沒錯
Go ahead. That's right.
很好 不 把書放回去
Oh, good. Good. No. Take the book back.
就在那兒 用力推
Right there. Pull hard.
就在那兒
Right there.
能把我的狗帶來嗎?
Can you please bring me my dog?
沒有我它沒法生活
He won't know how to live without me.
別管了
Don't bother.
誰會帶我的狗來?
Who's going to bring me my dog?
它叫跳跳 你叫它它就會來
His name is Skip. He'll come when you call him.
求你了
Please.
我想它
I miss him.
我想它了
I miss him.
你十九歲時能想像這些嗎?
Can you imagine this at 19?
你的第一個男友 你打算和他廝守終生的
Your first boyfriend you were gonna spend your whole life with.
- 抱歉 - 嗯
- Excuse me. - Yeah.
你是修電視的?
You're the TV guy?
請去407室修一下電視
Please go to room 407 and fix it.
- 不 我拒絕進去 - 修電視 這是你他媽的工作
- No I'm not gonna do that. - Fix the TV. It's your fucking job
我的工會說 我不需要冒生命危險
My union says I don't gotta risk my life
去服務一些會傳染的娘泡
for some contagious fairy.
如果非要我進去 我就他媽的不幹了
If I have to go in there, then I fucking quit.
所以你的工會到底又在做什麼?
So what exactly has your side been doing?
- 嗨 - 嘿
- Hi. - Hey.
謝謝
Thanks.
來點這個嗎? 還是啤酒?
Want some of this? A beer?
噢 啤酒就可以 謝謝
Oh, beer's fine. Thanks.
嘿 狗狗
Oh, hey, pooch.
- 她叫珊姆 - 嗨 珊姆
- Her name's Sam. - Hi, Sam.
知道嗎 我以前真的喜歡高科技裝潢
You know, I really used to like high-tech
不過現在厭倦了
but I'm tired of it now.
我希望印花布能回歸
I think I want chintz back again.
別覺得我說話沖了啊
Don't be insulted.
我不覺得
I'm not.
我也希望印花布能回歸
I want chintz back again, too.
所以 我和你
So, here we are.
兩個希望印花布回歸的人
Two fellows who want chintz back again.
看來這真的是一個約會
I guess this really is a date.
我餓壞了
I'm starving.
- 你高興我來嗎? - 噢...
- You glad I'm here? - Oh...
你能來我高興得不得了
I'm pleased as punch you're here.
你很帥氣 你在幹嘛?
You're very good-looking. What are you doing here?
你覺得自己丑嗎?
You think you're bad-looking or something?
你是哪兒的人?
Where you from?
俄克拉荷馬州
I'm from Oklahoma.
我十八歲時離開家 自己供自己…
I left home at 18, put myself through...
怎麼 你要跳舞嗎?
what, you wanna dance?
自己供自己念了大學
Put myself through college.
我爸爸在西塔爾薩市的煉油廠上班
My dad worked at the refinery in West Tulsa
我媽媽是女招待
and my mom was a waitress.
在沃爾格林藥店有一個快餐攤
Had a luncheonette in Walgreens.
很了不起 不是嗎? 一個小鬼從這一切冒出來
It's amazing, isn't it? How a kid comes out of all that
最後走進"時報"
and wind up on the "Times"
指揮整個世界的品位與時尚
dictating taste and style to the entire world.
我們終於開始好好說話了
And we were just starting to talk so nicely.
說不是我的問題
Talking's not my problem.
閉嘴才是
Shutting up's my problem.
你幹嘛寫那些花哨舞裙玩意兒?
Why do you write all that fancy ball gown bullshit?
我敢說你每天都會盯著看
I bet you gobble it up every day.
我認識的人已經有十個死了
I know 10 people who have died.
在我去找你的時候 還只有一個
When I came to you, it was only one.
很抱歉
I'm sorry.
所以你才同意這個約會的嗎?
Is that why you agreed to this date?
叉在左邊
Fork on the left.
刀在右邊
Knife on the right.
知道希特勒滅絕猶太人的"最後解決方案"
Did you know that Hitler's Final Solution to eliminate the Polish Jews
第一次被"時報"提及是在哪兒嗎? 第28版
was first mentioned in the "Times"? It was on page 28.
"華盛頓郵報" 第六版
On page 6 of the "Washington Post."
兩家都是猶太人的報紙 自己人的
They are both owned by Jews. Their very own people.
學者們終於開始如實記敘了 每個人都被拷問
Scholars are finally writing honestly about it and it's damning to everyone
基督教會在哪兒? 教皇? 丘吉爾? 羅斯福?
Where is the Christian churches? The Pope? Churchill? Roosevelt?
他們當中任何人說些什麼都會警告希特勒
A few words from any of them would have put Hitler on notice.
達豪集中營1933年開張的 所有人都他媽的在哪兒?
Dachau was open in 1933. Where the fuck was everybody?
這一晚看來會變得非常浪漫啊
This is turning out to be a very romantic evening.
你從沒有過愛人 對嗎?
You've never had a lover, have you?
看來你有過不少
I suppose you've had quite a few.
我有過一個很好的
I had a very good one.
在一起很多年 所以謝謝
For a number of years, thank you.
他比我大 找到了個更年輕的
He was older than I was and he found someone younger.
- 你是戀父嗎? - 不 我沒有戀父情結 上帝啊
- You looking for a father? - No, I'm not looking for a father. God.
你真的很殘酷
You're relentless.
好吧
Okay.
這是你的
That's yours.
每個人都有無數理由不牽扯進來
Everybody had a million reasons for not getting involved
美國猶太人完全知道在發生什麼
The American Jews knew exactly what was going on.
你能想像如果每個猶太人都驕傲的去華盛頓遊行嗎?
Could you imagine if every Jew had marched on Washington proudly?
內德
Ned.
你不記得我了 對嗎?
You don't remember me, do you?
那是幾年前 在浴室
It was at the baths a few years ago.
歡迎來男國 看看我們做什麼
Come to Man's Country, see what we're all about
我們能提供什麼
and what we have to offer.
男國是一家設施齊全 多層套式的浴室
Man's Country is a full facility, multileveled complex
為每個人個性化服務而設計的
that was designed to feature something for everyone.
可以來男國強健身體…
Come to Man's Country to develop your body...
或是與其他人發展友誼
or a friendship with somebody else's.
來過一次你就會再來的
Visit us once and you'll come again and again.
你看我的樣子 就像我是在申請加入中情局
You thought I was applying for the CIA the way you looked at me
然後發生了什麼?
And then what happened?
我跟著你走進你的房間
I followed you into your room.
你甚至沒睜開你的眼睛
You couldn't even open your eyes.
你跟我說你的真名叫亞歷山大
You told me your real name was Alexander.
我問你是做什麼的 結果你說
I asked what you did and you said something like
你"做過各種事情" 然後…
you "tried a number of things" and...
我問有沒有包括愛
I asked if that had included love.
就在那時你說 "我早上還要早起呢"
That's when you said, "I have to get up early in the morning."
沒錯
Yeah.
男人不是天生不去愛的
Men do not naturally not love.
他們只是學會了不去愛
They learn not to.
我覺得你在偽裝自己
I think you're a bluffer.
我怎麼會不記得你?
How could I not remember you?
我不知道
I don't know.
當時很黑
It was very dark.
你覺得我們可以重新開始嗎?
Do you think we could start over?
嗯
Yeah.
我上耶魯的時候 我以為我是那兒唯一的同志
When I was going to Yale, I thought I was the only gay guy there
我發誓
Swear to God.
我去看想改造我的心理醫生
Went to the shrink who tried to change me.
結果有了"同志威克斯"
Now they have "Gay Weeks" there
他比那兒的任何人都會跳舞
and they throw the best dances of anyone.
想像一下如果能在最美好的大學時光
Imagine being able to dance cheek to cheek
和你的男友臉貼臉跳舞
with your boyfriend during your bright college days.
你有跟女人睡過嗎?
Did you ever sleep with a woman?
怎麼了?
What?
她叫...黛利拉
Her name was... Delilah.
黛利拉?
Delilah?
她是...
She was...
我寫的一部電影的替身演員
a stand-in on this movie I wrote.
她人很好 很漂亮
She was very nice and pretty.
經常對我微笑
Always smiling at me.
所以… 我讓一個直人朋友教了我一些
So I... I asked a straight friend to explain it to me.
我以為我知道 但我只想確認
I thought I knew, but I just wanted to make sure.
我請她共用晚餐…
And I had her to dinner and...
然後我覺得到合適時候了
afterwards, what I deemed to be a suitable moment
因為我一直在給下面做工作...
because I had been communicating with it down there...
"你準備好了嗎? 你確定準備好了嗎?"
"Are you ready? Are you absolutely certain you're ready?"
當我的"獨角獸"像是準備好了
And when it appeared "Abercrombie" was ready.
我把她抱起來 非常白瑞德 ("亂世佳人"男主角)
I picked her up, very Rhett Butler
把她放在我的床上
and carried her to my bed.
- 然後就軟了 - 噢!
- Where I couldn't get it up. - Oh!
- 可是... - 我能體會
- But... - I can certainly relate to that.
在半夜的時候 我醒過來
In the middle of the night, I woke up with this
胯下腫漲得驚人 天知道怎麼回事
gigantic erection, God... God knows how.
我推醒她 大叫 "求你了 幫我把它塞進去 黛利拉"
So I shake her, shouting, "Please stick it in for me, Delilah."
我害怕它會在我找到...
I was afraid of it going away before I could...
能夠放進去的合適地方前軟了
while I was hunting for the right place to put it.
她做了 我做了 我的獨角獸做了
She did and I did, and Abercrombie did.
第二天早上我醒來
The next morning I woke up
一直生活在那個下決心要改造我的
and I, who had been under the spell of this shrink
心理醫生的魔咒裡的我
who was determined to change me
衝進他的辦公室
rushed into his office.
那個從七年級起一直干男人的我
And I, who had been fucking with fellows since the 7th grade
在三十二歲時歇斯底里的宣佈
hysterically, at the age of 32 proclaimed
"吉裡斯皮醫生 我不再是處男了!"
"Dr. Gillespie, I'm no longer a virgin!"
他在這兒 我們應該能碰到他
He's in here. I think we'll catch him.
好了
All right.
所以我就走過去打招呼?
So, I just go over and say hello?
我跟他說我邀請了你 我們一起念的耶魯
I told him I invited you and we went to Yale together.
反正是我的送行派對 他能把我怎樣?
It's my farewell party. What's he gonna do?
走吧
Let's go.
市長希望您消失
His Honor would like you to get lost.
- 這是我的朋友 內德·威克斯 - 我們知道他是誰
- This is my friend, Ned Weeks. - Yeah, we know who he is
市長先生! 我們需要你的幫助!
Mr. Mayor! We need your help!
新的疾病正在流行 你一定聽說了
There's this new disease. You must have heard about it.
我們亟需你的幫助! 放開我 混球些!
We need your help badly! Get off me, you pigs!
這裡是美國!
This is America!
市長先生! 我們正在死去!
Mr. Mayor! We're dying!
好的 這是內德寫給我們準備投遞的
Okay, this is what Ned wrote for us to send out.
"我受夠了人們哀號要放棄濫交…
"I am sick of guys moaning that giving up careless sex..."
這讓他們比死還難受
"...until this blows over is worse than death.
我受夠了人們只用陰莖來思考
I am sick of guys that can only think with their cocks.
我受夠了深櫃的同志 1982年了 夥計們
I am sick of closeted gays. It's 1982 now, guys
你們什麼時候出櫃? 到1983年你們可能已經死了"
when are you gonna come out? By 1983 you could be dead."
你瘋了
You're crazy.
是嗎 布魯斯? 你真這麼覺得?
Am I, Bruce? Do you really think so?
我們今晚不是該選出一個主席嗎?
Aren't we supposed to elect a president tonight?
我們不能教人們怎麼過他們的生活 內德
We can't tell people how to live their lives, Ned.
整個同志政治運動都是關於做愛
The entire gay political movement is fucking.
嗨
Hi.
我對為病人提供一些服務項目更感興趣
I'm very interested in starting up some sort of services for the patients
我們該開始談談他們了
We've gotta start talking about them.
另外還有很多擔驚受怕的人們
Also, there are a lot of very scared people out there
他們格外需要信息
and they're desperate for information.
我想開辦一條熱線
I'd like to start a hotline.
他是誰?
Who's he?
噢 他還不知道我是誰
Ooh, he does not know who I am yet.
他叫湯米·鮑特萊特
His name is Tommy Boatwright.
現實中他是一位醫院主任
In real life, he is a hospital administrator.
他是來幫忙的 而且是個南方騷婆娘
He's here to help and he's a Southern bitch.
鮑特萊特先生 我是布魯斯·奈爾斯
Mr. Boatwright, Bruce Niles.
- 很高興認識你 - 我的榮幸
- Nice to meet you. - My pleasure.
你很帥
You're very handsome.
他知道
He knows.
這他媽是什麼?
The fuck is this?
這是你的主意嗎 內德?
Was this your idea, Ned?
我在看 但我看不到問題?
I'm looking. What am I not seeing?
- 繼續看 - 我們附的回郵地址
- Keep looking. - What we put for our return address.
你是說就因為信封上有"同志"這個詞嗎?
Do you mean because the word "gay" is on the envelope?
正他媽是 為什麼不只是我們的縮寫
Fucking A, yes. Instead of just our initials.
- 我們不能投遞這些 - 抱歉
- We can't send these out. - Excuse me.
如果我們希望有人來參加這個舞會
If we want anybody to show up for this dance
我們必須在今晚投遞它們
we have to get these out tonight.
我們需要用螢光筆塗掉"同志"這個詞
We need to go through and scratch out the word "gay" with a Magic Marker
親愛的 塗一萬次?
Oh, honey, 10,000 times?
布魯斯 我同情那些仍然和父母
Bruce, I have sympathy for kids living at home on Long Island
居住在長島的孩子 可是...
with their parents, but...
那些會收到這些信的人... 看看你
but the guys who are getting these... look at you.
你有家... 你一個人住 擁有自己的公寓
You live at home... you live alone, you own your own apartment
你媽媽住在另一個州
your mother lives in another state.
我的郵差知道了怎麼辦?
Okay, what about my mailman?
你不是要我覺得你是認真的吧
You don't expect me to take you seriously.
- 我是認真的 內德 - 好了 女士們 乖乖的
- Yes, I do, Ned. - Okay, ladies, behave.
好了 已經很晚了 我們仍然沒有一個主席
Look, it's getting late and we still haven't elected a president
內迪…
Neddy...
我覺得應該是布魯斯
I think that it should be Bruce.
每個人都認識他 每個人都喜歡他 每個人…
Everybody knows him everybody likes him and everybody…
因為他人緣好 而每個人都怕我?
'Cause he's popular and everybody's afraid of me?
是的!
Yes!
你看他嘛 他…帥呆了
I mean, look at him. He's... he's gorgeous
所有克裡斯朵夫街和火燒島的小鬼 (均為同性戀聚集地)
and all the kids in Christopher Street and Fire Island
他們感覺會更舒服 假如跟隨他的話
they'll just... feel a little bit more comfortable following him
- 就跟高中一樣 - 是的!
- Just like high school. - Yes!
好了 所有支持布魯斯·奈爾斯
All right, all those in favor of Bruce Niles
成為我們主席的人 請舉手
as our first president, raise their hands.
我不想要這個
I don't think I want this.
拜託 你帥呆了 我們都會跟隨你
Oh, come on. You're gorgeous and we're all gonna follow you.
- 干你 我接受了 - 干你 恭喜了
- Fuck you, I accept. - Well, fuck you, congratulations.
菲尼克斯 讓我們搬到很遠
Felix... let's move somewhere far away
就我們倆 一起去一個無人的小島
just the two of us, together on a desert island.
你不能停下一秒鐘不去想事情嗎
Don't you dare stop for one second what you're doing.
我很感激你沒有吼我 關於"時報"的不作為
I appreciate you not yelling at me about what the "Times" isn't doing
還有我的不夠政治性 你為什麼沒有?
And my not being more political. Why don't you?
不用和某個人談政治其實是一種解脫
It's a relief not having to have to talk politics with someone
但這不是原因
but that's not the reason.
不是?
No?
因為你就像一個不真實的夢
It's because you're too good to be true
因為我這輩子都在等一個像你這樣的愛人
because I've been waiting for a lover like you my whole life
直到你終於出現
you haven't showed up until now
我害怕自己做出什麼蠢事把它搞砸害怕到死
and I'm scared shitless that I'm gonna do something to fuck it up
- 我是不是瘋子? - 當然
- Am I crazy? - Of course.
所以我才在這兒
That's why I'm here.
現在我們暖和了
Now we gettin' warm.
我看著還好嗎?
Did I look okay?
能看出我化了很厚的妝嗎?
Could you tell I was wearing all this makeup?
你看著好極了
You looked great.
你必須去艾瑪那兒看看
You have got to go see Emma.
我們能忘了這個嗎?
Can we just forget about this?
我很好
I'm all right.
如果不好我也不想知道 因為沒人會用我
And if I'm not, I don't wanna know because no one will hire me
而如果我不能工作 我還不如死了
If I can』t work I just assume I』m dead
我體重有下降嗎?
Have I lost any weight?
我還能補回來
I can still cover it up.
- 我跟你說過別告訴他的 - 對不起
- I told you not to tell him. - Sorry.
已經害怕和我接吻了?
Already afraid to kiss me?
不是這樣
That's not true.
沒事 我還害怕過給你呢
It's okay. I'm afraid to let you.
我愛你
I love you.
我送他回去
I'll walk him down.
好吧 他是我交往的第三個男人
Okay, he's the third guy I've been with.
萊因哈特 克雷格 現在我不知道自己能做什麼
Reinhardt, Craig, and I don't know what I'll do
假如埃爾伯特也得了
if Albert has this.
你得戰鬥
You're gonna fight.
我們一起戰鬥
We'll fight together.
你是我最好的朋友 內德·威克斯
You're my best friend, Ned Weeks.
你是我最好的朋友 我沒見過其他像你這樣的
You're my best friend and I've never met anyone like you before.
什麼意思 像我這樣的?
What do you mean, like me?
像你 就是...
Like you, meaning...
在我的老家 我是說...
where I'm from, I... I mean...
直到我參軍我才見到活的猶太人
I didn't even see a Jew until I was in the Army
更別說一個...
let alone a man that was…
聰明
smart
風趣
funny
好看的男人了
decently good-looking.
我的朋友不再跟我玩
My friends stopped hanging out with me
因為他們說我讓他們掃興
because they say I depress them.
隨便了
So be it.
而且你...
And you...
你不怎麼像猶太人
you don't look that Jewish.
你也不怎麼像同志
Well, you don't look gay
所以我們都可以作為白人矇混過關
so I guess we can both pass for white people.
我愛埃爾伯特
I love Albert.
布魯斯 看著我
Bruce, look at me.
我愛他
I love him.
埃爾伯特會沒事的
Albert's gonna make it.
萬一有事呢?
What if he doesn't?
我送你回家吧
Let's get you home.
- 我真是一團糟 - 嗯
- I'm a mess. - Yeah.
- 經典一刻啊 - 嗯
- Classy moment. - Yeah.
- 我沒事 - 好的
- I'm all right. - Okay.
當我和你終於變得我想要這樣的時候
When I finally get you where I want you
我已經不想要和你這樣了
I don't want you anymore.
布魯斯 我也戀愛了
Hey, Bruce, I'm in love too.
嘿
Hey.
見他的鬼!
Holy shit!
變裝皇后坐鎮
Queen control.
它想要的時候還真管用
Really works when it wants to.
嘿 菲尼克斯 這是迪克·倫巴多
Oh, hey, Felix. This is Dick Lombardo.
- 嗨 - 我們的董事會終於有了個
- Hi. - Finally got us someone on our board
不迷戀迪斯科的人了
who isn't a disco dummy.
也許今晚除外
Well... maybe tonight.
- 稍後見 - 很高興認識你
- I'll see ya. - Nice to meet ya.
過來
Come on.
"I will survive" (Gloria Gaynor)
今晚我們非常開心有你們加入!
We are all so happy you joined us tonight!
我們證明我們不只是
We are proving that we are more than just
外貌 頭腦 才華 和心靈
looks, brains, talent and heart.
我們募集到了本市任何一個同志組織都沒有募集過的錢
Together we raised more than any gay group ever in this city
我想請他上來
And I wanna call over
內德·威克斯先生
Mr. Ned Weeks.
別害羞啊
Don't be shy.
我們做到了
We did it
現在我們要宣佈募集到多少錢
We will now reveal just how much we raised together.
三 二 一…
In three, two, one...
五萬三千塊!
$53,000!
男同志健康危機組織 都上來
Gay Men's Health Crisis, come on up.
菲尼克斯 親愛的 上來 請上來
Felix, honey, come on up, please. Come up.
我愛你
I love you.
讓咱們跳吧!
Let's dance!
?有一天他會來?
?Someday he'll come along?
?我愛的男人?
? The man I love?
?他會高大又強壯?
?And he'll be big and strong?
?我愛的男人?
?The man I love?
?當他朝我走來?
?And when he comes my way?
?我會盡我的所能?
? I'll do my best?
?只為讓他留下來?
?To make him stay?
?他會看著我微笑?
? He'll look at me and smile?
?我能理解?
? I'll understand?
?就在一小會兒後?
?And in a little while?
?他會牽我的手?
? He'll take my hand?
?儘管看上去可笑?
?And though it seems absurd?
?我知道我們都不會有片言?
?I know we both won't say a word?
?也許我該見他 在星期天?
?Maybe I shall meet him Sunday?
?也許在星期一?
? Maybe Monday?
?也許不會?
? Maybe not?
?我仍然確信要見他...?
?Still I'm sure to meet him...?
想像如果我們年輕時就這樣
Imagine if we had this when we were young.
沒有恐懼 沒有羞愧
No fear, no shame.
我會想像那些年都是和你在一起
All I was imagining all those years was you.
?他會建造一個小小的家?
? He'll build a little home?
?就住兩個人?
? Just meant for two?
?我永遠也不再流浪?
?From which I'll never roam?
?是你 你會??
? Who would, would you??
?所以重要過一切?
?And so all else above?
?我在等那個男人...?
? I'm waiting for the man...?
菲尼克斯·特勒 你願意搬來和我同住嗎?
Felix Turner, would you like to move in with me?
願意
Yes.
- 真的? - 真的 就今天
- Yes? - Yes-terday
耶! 耶!
Yes? Yes!
?所以重要過一切…?
?And so all else above...?
?我在等那個男人?
?I'm waiting for the man?
?我愛的男人?
? I love.?
我們都是活動的定時炸彈
We are all walking time bombs
等待著不管什麼將我們引爆
waiting for whatever it is to set us off
我們就快到了
C'mon, we're almost there.
如果這篇文章還沒把你嚇得半死
If this article doesn't scare the shit out of you
男同志在地球上就沒有明天了
Gay men may have no future here on Earth.
我們的存在取決於你們能有多麼憤怒
Our continued existence depends on just how angry you can get.
他們拒絕給我們提供外籍急症室
They turned us away from foreign emergency rooms
快進來!
Come in!
我覺得他好像失去神智了
I think he's lost his mind.
內德 我要把他放哪兒?
D, where can I take him?
放在沙發上 我打給艾瑪
Put him on the couch there. I'll call Emma.
- 媽的! - 我去倒水
- God damn it! - I'll get some water.
他這樣多久了?
How long has he been like this?
幾小時
A couple hours.
我很高興你問了我這個問題
Well, I'm glad you asked me that question.
我怎麼想? 我覺得政府
What do I think? I know that the government
在故意忽視這個流行病
is intentionally ignoring this epidemic.
你是在指控美利堅合眾國政府
You're accusing the government of the United States
密謀殺害所有同性戀?
of a conspiracy to murder all gay men?
是的 是的 你可以這麼說
Yes. Yes, you can say that.
沒錯 薩拉伯絲 我就是這意思 是的
Yes, Sarabeth, I am. Yes.
這是個很嚴重的指控啊
That is a powerful accusation.
現在有一場流行病
This is an epidemic
而它被美利堅合眾國政府所忽視
and it's being ignored by the United States government.
- 故意的? - 故意的忽視
- Intentionally? - Intentionally being ignored.
這是國家緊急狀態
This is a national emergency.
這是場大流行病 是一場瘟疫
This is an epidemic. It's a plague.
你不能在國家電視台指控政府謀殺 內德
You can't go on national TV accuse the government of murder, Ned
- 為什麼不? - 因為有天我們會需要錢
- Why not? - Because one day we're gonna get money
研究 撥款
research grants.
國會仍然沒有批准一分錢
Congress still hasn't appropriated a dime.
市長仍然置若罔聞
The mayor's still on and on!
內德 你在公開場合沒有任何權利代言這家機構
Ned when you go public you have no right to speak for this organization
除非我們事先批准你要說什麼
unless we have approved what you have to say in advance.
事實上 你甚至不是這個機構的管理層
In point of fact, you aren't even an officer of this organization
你完全不應該代言我們
and you shouldn't be speaking for us at all.
謝謝跟我分享這個 迪克 (有混球意思)
Well, thank you for sharing that with me, Dick.
交叉討論
你覺得為什麼這個城市這麼遲緩
Why do you think the city has been so slow
承認和應對這個緊急狀況?
to acknowledge and deal with this emergency?
你是在暗示這個城市已經承認
Well, you're implying that the city has recognized
這是一個緊急狀況了 馬爾科姆 它沒有
and acknowledged this emergency, Malcolm. It has not.
你覺得為什麼沒有?
Why not, do you think?
因為市長是同志
Because the mayor's gay
他對自己的遮羞布被扯掉怕得要死
and he's scared shitless out of his panties it'll blow his cover
怎麼了?
What?
- 關掉 關掉鏡頭 - 還在直播嗎?
- Take it off, get it off. - Are we still rolling?
遭遇技術故障 請稍候
我只代言自己的時候 你不能決定我說什麼
You can't tell me what to say when I'm speaking for myself
扯淡 大家都知道你是我們的一員
Bullshit. They all know you're one of us.
你這是完全的政治錯誤
It is totally and politically incorrect
你不能稱呼某個沒有宣佈自己性向的人是同志
to call someone gay who does not self-identify as being gay
我知道應該是這樣
I know it's been that way forever
但現在是特殊情況 我們正在死掉
but something different is going on here now. We're dying.
市長 他是你的私人朋友
The mayor, he's a personal friend of yours.
你希望他任命你當法官
You want him to appoint you a judge.
你不覺得這裡存在一點利益衝突嗎?
Do you have a little conflict of interest going on here?
- 我跟你說過我把備忘錄發他了 - 什麼時候?
- I told you I sent him a memo. - When?
- 透過我的關係 - 什麼時候?
- Through channels. - When?
- 他會回答我 - 什麼時候?!
- He'll answer me. - When?!
這個月新增了一百一十個病例!
There's 110 new cases this month!
我們仍然不能和我們的同志市長會面
Still no meeting with our gay mayor.
不能和他的同志助理會面
No meeting with his gay assistant.
怎麼 我給你難堪了嗎 布魯斯?
What? Do I embarrass you, Bruce?
是的 你給了
Yes. You do.
胡蘿蔔比大棒有更好效果 寶貝
You get more with honey than with vinegar, babe.
上帝 沒人這麼教過我 湯米
God, no one's told me that one, Tommy.
顯然他們沒有
No, obviously, they haven't.
不過我也不怎麼信這套鬼話
I never believed that bullshit, anyway.
我們現在全部在做的是試著幫我們的病人
We are in over our heads with the patients we're trying to help
湯米 請你大聲跟內德念一下這份報告好嗎?
Tommy, will you please read this report out loud for Ned?
我們訓練了二十五位危機輔導員
We have trained 25 crisis counselors
幫助新確診的病人獲得任何可能需要的幫助
to help the newly diagnosed in whatever needs that they might have
我們有十二位團隊領袖 和這些輔導員
We have 12 group leaders who meet with these counselors
每週至少見一次面 查看他們的病人情況
at least once a week to go over their clients.
現在有十七位志願社工
There are now 17 volunteer social workers
心理學家和(或)心理醫生
psychologists and/or psychiatrists.
我們已經幫助起草了七十五份遺囑...
We helped draw up 75 wills last...
七十五 布魯斯!
75, Bruce!
你以前曾經是戰士
You used to be a fighter once.
- 你喜歡在特種部隊的日子嗎? - 是的 我喜歡
- Did you like being in the Green Berets? - Yes. I loved it
你已經完全忘記怎麼去戰鬥了嗎?
Have you completely forgotten how to fight?
別跟我說怎麼去戰鬥 我只是和你的戰鬥方式不同
Don't tell me how to fight. I just fight differently than you.
- 我沒有看到你的方式 - 沒有嗎?
- I haven't seen your way yet. - No?
布魯斯...埃爾伯特就要死了
Bruce... Albert may be dying.
你這混球! 你敢再說他一個字!
You son of a bitch! You say another word about him!
冷靜
Relax.
還有你
And you.
你完全沒有資格進這個董事會
You have no right being on this board
除非你給你的市長朋友施加壓力
unless you put pressure on your friend the mayor.
這就是為什麼我最開始邀你加入的原因 你自己知道
That's why I asked you to join us in the first place and you know it
- 不 我不做 - 為什麼不?
- No, no, I'm not gonna do that. - Why not?
你已經從我的律所得到免費法律服務了
No, you got your free legal work from my firm.
我才不要進你的董事會
I'm not gonna be on your board of directors.
只是象徵意義的 你不需要做一件事
It's only for the stationery. You don't have to do a thing.
你這是在逃避 如果它是個直人病...
That is just an evasion. If you thought this was a straight disease...
這和你是同志沒有關係
It's got nothing to do with you being gay.
那它還和什麼有關係?
What else does it have to do with?
遲早有一天 我會讓你認同
One of these days, I'm gonna get you to agree
這個國家超過兩千萬的男女同性戀
that over 20 million men and women in this country
不需要去接受心理醫生輔導
don't require the services of a psychiatrist.
試著理解我一下
Look, try to understand.
我有看報 看電視
You know, I read stuff, I see TV.
那些男的穿皮革 鏈子
Guys in leather and chains.
裙子 高跟鞋
Dresses, high heels.
我跟自己說 "內德不是這樣的"
I say to myself, "This isn't Ned."
你知道媒體總是極端戲劇化一切
You know the media always dramatizes the most extreme.
你們有非常糟糕的形象問題
You guys have a dreadful image problem.
所以你這樣的人支持我們才這麼重要
That's why it's so important to have people like you supporting us
你已經有你的威望了
You already have your dignity.
我們最好現在就吃午飯 我有個重要會議
We better get to lunch. I've got an important meeting.
你有嗎? 多重要?
Do you? How important?
我在請求你的支持
I'm asking for your support.
在所有我覺得重要的事上 你都得到我的支持
In every area I consider important, you have my support.
而在我唯一覺得重要的事上
The only area that I consider important
我完全沒有你的支持
I don't have your support at all.
在你內心深處某個地方
In some place deep down inside you
你還是覺得我有病 對嗎?
you still think I'm sick, don't you?
我覺得你很好適應了生活
I think you've adjusted to life pretty well.
- 難怪了 - 我看過你有多麼不開心
- All things considered. - I saw how unhappy you were.
你也一樣!
So were you!
你也不得不看心理醫生 我們並肩成長起來的
You wound up going to shrinks, too. We grew up side by side.
我們對爸爸和媽媽都有同樣體會
We both felt the same about Mom and Pop.
我承認我有一大堆可怕的性格缺陷
I agree to the fact that I have any number of awful character traits
但我不承認是他們對我們做過的可怕事情
but not to the fact that whatever awful things they did to us
讓我生病和變同性戀 而你依然健康和異性戀的
made me sick and gay while you stayed straight and healthy.
我們對一些事情的反應不一樣
We don't all react the same way to the thing.
所以你成了律師 我成了作家
So you became a lawyer and I became a writer.
我們有不同的理論分歧
Well, we have a difference of opinion over theory.
可是你的理論把我看成一個火星來客
But your theory turns me into a man from Mars.
我的理論不這麼看你
My theory doesn't do that to you.
我是在暗示我做錯了
Are you suggesting I did something wrong
不該在你那麼小就送你去看醫生嗎?
in sending you into therapy so young?
我不知道你會永遠留在那兒
I didn't know you were gonna stay there forever.
我根本沒覺得自己做錯了什麼
I didn't think that I'd had done anything wrong
直到你送我去那兒
until you sent me there.
本 你對我來說比世界上任何人都重要
Ben... you mean more to me than anyone in the whole world
- 一直如此 本 你得說出來 - 說什麼?
- You always have. Ben, you gotta say it. - Say what?
我和你一樣 說出來 說啊!
I'm the same as you. Just say it. Say it!
不
No.
你不是
You're not.
我不會說
I'm not gonna say it.
每次輸掉這場爭論 都讓我更受傷
Every time I lose this fight, it hurts more.
- 我回家了 - 別這樣 檸檬
- I'm going home. - Oh, come on, Lemon.
我依然愛你
I still love you.
莎拉依然愛你
Sarah still loves you.
- 我們的貓依然愛你 - 這不是一個玩笑
- The cat still loves you. - This is not a joke.
你有我的愛 我的法律服務 我的財務監督
You have my love, my legal advice, my financial supervision
我沒法給你站在我面前
I can't give you the courage to stand up to me
說你根本他媽不在乎我是怎麼想的勇氣
and say you don't give a flying fuck about what I think.
每個人都會在別人那兒受挫
Everybody's oppressed by somebody else
不管是哪種形式的
in some form or another.
我們中大多數人學會怎麼克服它 不管別人怎麼想
Most of us learn to fight against it despite people's opinions
不管有沒有別人的幫助
without the help of others.
停止再從我這兒撩起什麼負罪感
And stop trying to wring some kind of admission of guilt out of me
要我認同你生下來就和我一樣
Agreeing that you were born just the same as I was born
救不了你快死的朋友
isn't gonna save your dying friends.
這恰恰是能救我快死的朋友的東西
That is exactly what is going to save my dying friends.
- 你的口氣就像我是你的敵人 - 我開始覺得
- You make it sound like I'm the enemy. - I am beginning to think
你和你的直人世界才是我們的敵人
that you and your straight world are our enemy.
我對你出離憤怒!
I am furious with you!
還有所有讓我覺得愛上男人是病的該死的醫生
And every goddamn doctor who made me feel it was sick to love a man
我在試著理解
I am trying to understand
為什麼沒人他媽的在乎我們正在死去!
why nobody gives a shit that we're dying!
一個五百萬的房子? 我們甚至從市政府領不到二十七分錢
$5 million for a house? We can't even get 27 cents from the city.
我認識的人有43個死了 你說這是我的事業不是你的?
I know 43 guys who have died and you say it's my cause not yours?
你仍然覺得我有病
You still think I'm sick
我再也沒辦法忍受一分一秒
I simply cannot allow it for one single second longer.
我不會再和你講話 直到你接受我作為和你一樣的對等!
I will not speak to you again until you accept me as your equal!
一樣健康的對等!
Your healthy equal!
你的弟弟!
Your brother!
小心點 男孩們
Yeah, be careful with that, boys.
- 那是珍貴古董 - 放鬆
- That is a precious antique. - Easy.
我在想我們是不是該把它放進沙龍間
I'm thinking we should put that in the grand salon.
我們有地下室嗎? 我覺得它該去那兒
Do we have a basement? That's where it should go.
貝拉 我覺得是時候讓你的臭嘴見天日了
Bella, I think it's time we moved your filthy mouth above ground.
我明天再來收拾
I'll decorate tomorrow.
你們先盡可能把它摁進去
Just shove it all in there the best you can.
噢
Oh.
好了 別鬧了 你們兩個
Okay, knock it off, both of you.
抱歉
Excuse me.
- 噢 嗨 - 嗨
- Yes, hi. - Hi.
我叫埃斯特拉
My name is Estelle
我最好的朋友哈維昨晚死了
and my best friend Harvey died last night.
我們去哪兒都在一起 知道嗎
We went everywhere together, you know
比如去百老匯 看火箭女郎歌舞
Like Broadway and the Rockettes
溜冰
and ice skating.
他溜得好極了
He was a beautiful skater.
我很笨
I'm a klutz.
可他不在意
But he didn't care.
我們曾經那麼的開心
We had so much fun.
媽的 我想做點什麼!
Damn it, I wanna do something!
哪怕我所有拉拉朋友都說
Even though all my lesbian friends say
"你們又為我們做過什麼?"
"What have you guys ever done for us?"
可是我不管
But I don't care.
就當這是為了哈維
This is for Harvey.
求你了 告訴我可以用到我什麼
Please... tell me you can use me for something.
我需要一個熱線主管 你覺得可以做嗎?
I need a hotline director. You think you can do that?
- 我不知道怎麼做 - 我也一樣
- I don't know how. - I don't either.
嘿
Hey.
讓我給你買杯咖啡
Let me buy you a cup of coffee
- 然後我們再想辦法 好嗎? - 好
- and we'll figure this out, okay? - Okay.
- 所以你想架在這兒? - 是的 這兒很好 我們拍吧
- So, you want to set up here? - Yeah, this is good. Let's do it.
- 你們在幹嘛? - 我們是NBC下屬台的
- What are you doing? - We're from the NBC affiliate.
- 所以? - 這裡是新的男同健康危機辦公室嗎?
- So? - This is the new Gay Men's Health Crisis office?
- 你是誰? - 我是布魯斯·奈爾斯 我是主席
- Who are you? - I'm Bruce Niles. I'm the president.
我沒有簽署任何允許拍我或這家機構的同意書
I didn't sign any consent form for you to film me or this establishment
- 請立刻關掉鏡頭 - 別碰我的攝像機
- Please turn it off and leave. - Hey, now, don't touch my camera.
- 誰派你來的? - 一個叫內德的
- Who sent you here? - Somebody named Ned.
- 威克斯 - 噢 太好了 你們來了
- Weeks. - Oh, great. You're here.
這裡有基佬嗎?
Anybody homo?
混球
Son of a bitch.
鏡頭在拍嗎?
Hello, is this thing rolling?
快看 同一周的兩本雜誌都有我們
Look at this. We're in both of them the same week.
每家主流電視網絡
Every major network
現在終於有第一間我們的辦公室了
and now finally our very first office.
我給你們介紹我們還在櫃子裡的同志主席
I wanna introduce you to our gay president who's in the closet.
他是那麼帥氣 你們不覺得嗎?
And he's so handsome. Don't ya think?
這麼帥氣的封面男孩浪費了多可惜
Such a very handsome cover boy going to waste.
太好了 現在你要戰鬥了 戰鬥啊 布魯斯
Oh, great. Now you fight. Great. Fight, Bruce.
你把我說得像個懦夫 我不是懦夫
You made me sound like a coward and I'm not a coward.
知道嗎? 你沒有什麼可失去的
You know what? You have nothing to lose.
你哥哥替你投資 所以你有收入
Your brother invests for you so you have income.
你可以一天二十四小時當同志 內德 可是我不行!
You can be gay 24/7, Ned, but I can't!
我不行! 所以去你媽的!
I can't! So fuck you!
不 去你媽的 布魯斯!
No, fuck you, Bruce!
上帝啊
Jesus.
當我看著你 我充滿了失望
When I look at you, I am filled with despair.
當我看著你 我擔心我們不可能贏
When I look at you, I worry we're not gonna win.
你覺得這個國家是建立在什麼上?
How do you think this country was founded?
我以為它是從保羅·列維爾開始的 (警告美國人民反抗英軍的報信人)
I thought I was getting started with Paul Revere
不是什麼懦夫
not some coward.
內德 看著我 看著我!
Ned, look at me. Look at me!
看著我!
Look at me!
如果照你的方式 我們就完了
We are doomed if we do it your way.
- 完了! - 怎麼要人們幫我們
- Doomed! - How are they going to help us
假如他們不知道我們是誰?
if they don't know who we are?
知道了我們是誰 他們就不會幫我們 內德
They won't help us, Ned, if they do.
嘿嘿 別這樣
Hey, hey, hey! Hey! Come on.
- 見鬼 - 見鬼!
- Holy shit. - Shit!
我來接好了
Okay, I'll get it, sure.
喂? 你是我們接的第一個熱線電話
Hello? Yeah, you are our very first call.
能為你做什麼?
How can I help you?
抱歉 你打錯了
I'm sorry, you have the wrong number.
你們現在就需要好好拾掇一下 知道嗎?
You each gotta pull your shit together now, okay?
還有你需要停止做個抓馬女王 煩死了
And you need to stop being such a fucking drama queen. God damn.
這是埃斯特拉
This is Estelle.
嘿 還好嗎?
Hey. How's it going?
歡迎
Welcome.
"More than this" (Roxy Music)
反正我們有四隻手 兩份收入
Well, we have four hands and two incomes.
你也不會再變年輕
You're not getting any younger, you know.
別扯上我的年紀
All right, let's leave my age out of this.
- 郊區很美 - 郊區很安靜
- Very beautiful, the country. - Very quiet, the country.
不不 你敢接
No, no. Don't you dare
我必須接
I have to.
別說你在答錄機上留了這裡的號碼
You didn't leave this number on your machine.
- 你保證過 - 喂?
- You promised. - Hello?
我確實覺得我們該針對市長
I do think we should picket the mayor.
是的 我說的 而且我堅持原話 謝謝
Yes, I said that and I stand by that. Thank you.
你保證過
You promised.
不不不 等著
No, no, no, no, no. Wait.
任何男同志如果不站出來
And every gay man who is unable to come forward
和為挽救自己的生命而戰鬥
and fight to save his own life
事實上都在幫助殺害剩下的我們
is truly helping to kill the rest of us.
我們還要死多少人才能讓你嚇到半死
How many of us have to die before you get scared off your ass
做點什麼? 謝謝
and into action? Thank you.
是誰啊?
Who was that?
聽說它們叫"承受內德憤怒的學校"
I hear it's being called the "Ned Weeks School of Outrage."
我和我們一個科學報道的記者談過了
I did speak to one of our science reporters.
他怎麼說?
What did he say?
結果他是同志 他不肯...
It turns out he's gay and he won't...
千萬別吼我
don't yell at me.
那些心理醫生 他們也不是一無是處
All those shrinks, they must have done something right
瑞特沃醫生
Dr. Ritvo,
- 馬勒夫醫生 - 馬勒夫啊
- Dr. Malev, - Malev.
吉勒斯皮醫生
Dr. Gillespie,
帕蒂醫生
Dr. Patty
邁克辛醫生 拉弗恩醫生
Dr. Maxene, Dr. LaVerne.
為什麼要我說這麼久?
Why does that have to take so long?
誰讓你只知道吃甜品
All you ever eat is desserts.
糖是生活中最重要的
Sugar's the most important thing in life.
其他一切只是存活
All the rest is just to stay alive.
該死
Shit.
- 怎麼了? - 該死的董事會
- What? - The fucking board.
他們說我在製造恐慌 自己想出風頭
They say I'm causing a panic, that I'm making myself a celebrity
他們沒人願意接受採訪或上電視
Not one of them will be interviewed or appear on TV
所以我才自動接手
so I do it all by default.
所以你成為了領袖
And you're becoming a leader.
- 而你是好鬥的 - 我好鬥? 我嗎?
- And you love to fight. - I like to fight? Moi?
你? 正是啊
Who, you? Yeah.
而且你樂在其中
And you're havin' a great time.
是的
I am.
很諷刺 我從沒想過當一個領袖
It's funny, I never wanted to be a leader.
我做得不怎麼好
I'm not doing very well.
可惜我們失去了那麼多時間
It's sad how much time we lost.
我們那時還沒準備好
We just weren't ready then.
假如我染上了...
If I had it...
你會離開我嗎?
would you leave me?
我不知道
I don't know.
換作是我 你會嗎?
Would you if I did?
不會
No.
你怎麼知道?
How do you know?
因為我母親是地方紅十字會的會長
Because my mother ran the local chapter of the Red Cross.
從我8歲起她就讓我在采血車上工作
She put me to work in the Bloodmobile when I was eight.
我天生適合做這個
I'm not programmed for anything else.
內德 有件事我得告訴你
Ned, I have something to tell you.
你終於懷上了
You're finally pregnant.
我結過一次婚
I was married once.
你沒跟我說過
You never told me that.
是的 我...
Yeah, I...
她說我對她不公平
she said I had been unfair to her
那時確實是
which I had been.
- 我有一個兒子 - 你有一個兒子
- I have a son. - You have a son.
- 她不讓我見他 - 你不能見自己的兒子?
- She won't let me see him. - You can't see your own son?
你有反抗嗎?
But didn't you fight?
那說明你感到羞愧
That means you're ashamed.
他遲早也會
So he will be, too.
這就是我不告訴你的原因 誰說我沒反抗?
This is why I didn't tell you. Who says I didn't fight?
內德?
Ned?
如果別人沒有你希望的那麼堅強怎麼辦?
What happens to people who can't be as strong as you want them to be?
軟弱能嚇得我屁滾尿流!
Weakness scares the shit out of me!
我父親就軟弱 我害怕自己變成他
My father was weak, and I'm afraid I'll be like him.
他這輩子什麼也不是 然後就結束了
His life didn't stand for anything and then it was over.
所以我不停戰鬥
So I fight, constantly.
我不明白如果我做得到
And if I can do it, I can't understand
為什麼別人就做不到 好嗎?
why everybody else can't do it, too, okay?
等等 你去哪兒?
Wait, where are you going?
菲尼克斯 你去哪兒?
Felix! Where you going?
菲尼克斯 我不是有意的 菲尼克斯
Felix. I didn't mean anything by that, Felix.
我...我害怕...很多事情
I... I... I'm scared of... lots of things.
真的 我恐高 我從沒跟你說我害怕...
Really. Heights. I never told you I'm terrified of...
怎麼了?
what?
它在越變越大
It keeps getting bigger and bigger.
不肯消失
It doesn't go away.
菲尼克斯?
Felix?
我能問誰是菲尼克斯嗎?
Who, may I ask, is Felix?
我這輩子從沒這樣深的愛過
I've never been so in love in my life.
從沒這樣愛過
Never been in love in my life.
跟他說明早7點半來我那裡
Tell him to come to see me first thing tomorrow 7:30.
內德 他媽的
Ned, God damn it.
我們能怎麼辦? 再也不和人相愛嗎?
What are we supposed to do? Not be with anybody ever?
不是你以為的那麼簡單
It's not as easy as you might think.
艾瑪 對不起
Oh, Em, I'm sorry.
沒必要
Don't be.
你怎麼癱瘓的?
How'd you get it?
我五歲的時候
I was five years old.
一個巴哈馬島的女人來到我們鎮
A woman from the Bahamas came to our town
攜帶了小兒麻痺症病毒
carrying the polio virus.
她住在…一個朋友家
She... stayed with friends.
她的小孩和我幼兒園同班
Their kid was in my kindergarten class.
班上有四個孩子感染了
Four of us in that class got polio.
那天我穿著萬聖節裝扮
I was all dressed up in my Halloween costume
去玩"不給糖就搗蛋"遊戲
to go trick-or-treating
媽媽摸了摸我的額頭 把我放在床上
and my mother felt my forehead, put me to bed.
半夜的時候 我意識到除了胳膊和雙手
In the middle of the night, I realized my whole body
我的全身都動不了了
except my arms and my hands were paralyzed.
我哭著叫我的媽媽
I was crying out for my mother.
"我不能動了 我不能動了"
"I can't move, I can't move."
他們把我送到醫院
They rushed me to the hospital,
據說我活不過二十四小時
were told I'd be dead in 24 hours.
我戰鬥 活了下來
I fought. I lived.
你有上鐵肺? (人工協助呼吸艙)
Were you in an iron lung?
有
I was.
然後我回到家的床上
Then I was in bed at home.
我和班上同學 靠一個小小的...
I was connected to my class with this little...
擴音器聯繫
Little loudspeaker.
所有的小孩被要求探望我
All the children were required to visit me.
我會在說 "嗨"
We would say, "Hello,"
然後就不知道說什麼了
and then not know what to say next.
他們都害怕我了
They were all terrified of me.
現在還是如此
Still are.
我讓人們怕得要死
I scare the shit out of people.
一個坐輪椅的"女魔頭"
The "holy terror" in a wheelchair.
我也讓人害怕
I'm scaring people, too.
學會好好利用它
Learn how to use it.
你不需要所有人的愛和認同
Don't need everybody's love and approval.
內德 你的機構…毫無用處
Ned, your organization is... worthless.
我沒法得到董事會重量人物的支持
I can't get anyone important on the board.
我看過了三百個病人 我 一個醫生
I've seen over 300 patients. Me. One doctor.
那些從我們那兒賺走無數錢的人…
All these guys who made millions off of us...
時尚 搖滾 電影 房地產 都別指望了
fashion, rock, movies, real estate, forget it.
任何時候只要布魯斯和我有異議
And any time Bruce doesn't agree with me
- 他就提請董事會表決 - 而你就輸掉
- he puts it to a board vote. - And you lose.
我沒法通過做愛建議
I can't pass along sex recommendations
或任何只要不是百分百確定的信息
or any information that isn't 100% certain.
科學上根本沒有百分百的確定
Nothing is 100% certain in science.
你可以隨便怎麼說都行
It wouldn't matter what you say anyway.
別吼我說我什麼也沒做
Don't yell at me for what I'm not doing.
- 你那邊又他媽的做了什麼? - 我不知道!
- What the fuck is your side doing? - I don't know!
你的全美醫學會呢?
Where's your A.M.A.?
作為猶太人 你是不是總感到飢餓?
Does being Jewish always make you hungry?
我不知道 我不是猶太人
I don't know. I'm not Jewish.
我是德國人
I'm German.
- 大家都以為你是猶太人 - 我知道
- Everybody thinks you're Jewish. - I know.
在醫學界吃得開
In medicine it helps.
所以整個唸書期間你都在床上度過的?
You stayed in bed the whole way through school?
上大學之前我戴上了第一套腳架
By college I had my first braces
我能...走一點點
and I could walk... a little.
現在不怎麼能走了
I don't walk so good anymore.
也許是因為我沒時間去練習
Probably because I'm too busy to practice.
你必須練習
You must practice.
就現在 我認真的
Right now. I mean it.
現在 來吧
Right now. C'mon.
別弄壞了我的馬蒂斯唱片 (美國歌王)
Don't scratch my Mathis.
能邀您跳這支舞嗎
May I have this dance
好吧 你自找的
Okay. You asked for it.
我的枴杖
My crutches.
?在看見你的一刻 ?
? The moment you come into view ?
? 也許你覺得 ?
? Chances are you think?
"Chances Are" (Johnny Mathis)
我自己能行
Mm-mm. I got it.
- 噢... - 沒事吧?
- Oh... - Okay?
沒事
Okay. Mm-hmm.
我害怕留下他一個人
I'm afraid to leave him alone now.
我害怕解藥不能及時到來
I'm afraid a cure won't come in time.
我害怕我的憤怒
I'm afraid of my anger.
- 我是個糟糕的領袖... - 還是糟糕的舞者 把我放回去
- I'm a terrible leader and... - A lousy dancer. Put me back.
小兒麻痺症也是種病毒
Polio is a virus, too.
現在沒人得小兒麻痺症了
Nobody gets polio anymore.
他在哪兒? 我們在這兒一個半小時了
Where is he? We've been here for an hour and a half.
這些人是誰? 我們就像在他媽的地窖
Who are these people? We're in a fucking dungeon here.
他不能這樣對我們 他不能這樣對我們後還逍遙法外
He can't do this to us. He cannot do this to us and get away with it.
- 你們開始了嗎? - 沒有
- Did you start? - No.
- 幸好 嗨 - 嗨
- Okay, God, hi. - Hi.
老天爺 簡直是墳墓
Jesus Christ, what a tomb.
他們不想在地表看到我們嗎?
Do they not want us to be seen above ground?
他在哪兒? 我都是遲到一小時了
And where is he? I'm an hour late.
- 一個半小時 - 別找我的茬 壞傢伙
- Ned: Hour and a half. - Don't start on me, lamb chop.
- 湯米 你在哪兒? - 我去貝爾維尤市了 (華盛頓州城市)
- Tommy, where were you? - I was up at Bellevue.
讓一個快要死的可憐孩子和他的媽媽團聚
Had to put a sweet dying child together with his mama.
他們有十五年沒見了
They hadn't seen each other for 15 years.
他從沒告訴她自己是同志
He never told her he was gay.
他不想見她 好幾周都不讓她過來
He didn't want to see her. He refused to see her for weeks.
我和他媽媽進去的時候他很生氣
Oh, he was angry when I waltzed in with her.
太讓人傷心了 當媽媽摟著她兒子
It was a real weeper. Mama holding her son.
他現在已經死了
He's dead now.
真對不起遲到了 我是希拉姆·吉布勒
I'm truly sorry I'm late. I'm Hiram Keebler.
你好 請問你在餅乾業有親戚嗎? (吉布勒是美國第二大餅乾製造商)
Hello. Are you related to the folks who make the crackers?
我開玩笑的 我是湯米·波特賴特
I'm kidding. I'm Tommy Boatwright.
內德·維克斯
Ned Weeks.
布魯斯·奈爾斯 我是主席
Bruce Niles. I'm the president.
市長想讓你們知道他有多重視
The mayor wants you to know how much he cares
對你們肯擔起自己的責任 有多麼的刮目相看
how impressed he』s with how you've been shouldering your own responsibilities
- 謝謝 - 謝謝?
- Thank you. - Thank you?
責任? 我們做的一切
Responsibilities? Everything we're doing
都是你們該做的 現在我們需要幫助
is the stuff you guys should be doing and we need help.
呃 維克斯先生其實想說的是
Uh, what Mr. Weeks is trying to say, sir
我們快超負荷了
is that... we're swamped.
我們每天要接五百通熱線電話
We're fielding over 500 calls a day on our emergency hotline.
我們提供的信息 說實話
And we're providing information that, quite frankly
應該是由市政府提供卻沒有的
the city should be providing, and isn't.
先生 我們需要辦公場所 我們只有一個小間
Sir, we need office space. We have one small room.
每天有超過一百人打電話來或進進出出
We have over 100 people calling or walking in and out every day
加上別人不肯租房子給我們 真的很棘手
and plus it's real hard when people don't want to rent to us
- 因為... - 哇噢 這是非法歧視啊
because we're... - Whoa. That's illegal discrimination.
是的 我們身受其害 先生
Yeah, we know that to be true, sir.
吉布勒先生 歧視同性戀不算非法呢
Mr. Keebler, it is not illegal to discriminate against homosexuals.
我們等待見市長已經等了十四個月
We've been waiting for 14 months to see the mayor.
花了一年時間才能和你見面
It's taken us a year to get this meeting with you.
而你遲到了一個半小時
You're an hour and a half late.
你有告訴市長一場流行病正在爆發嗎?
Have you told the mayor there's an epidemic going on?
- 誰說的? - 政府
- Uh, says who? - The government.
哪個政府? 我們的政府?
Which government? What? Our government?
- 流行病? - 全國疾控中心宣佈...
- An epidemic? - The Centers for Disease Control declared it...
- 十七個月前了 - 你不可能不知道!
- 17 months ago. - You can't not know this!
請控制一下你的歇斯底里等級嗎?
Could you please reduce your level of hysteria?
當然
Certainly.
紐約 舊金山 洛杉磯
New York City, San Francisco, Los Angeles,
芝加哥 波士頓 丹佛 美國每一個主要城市
Chicago, Boston, Denver. Every single major American city
都出現了病例
is now showing cases.
還有至少二十五個海外國家 可紐約市
At least 25 foreign countries. But New York City
我們的家 你們宣稱要保護的城市
our home, the city that you have pledged to protect
佔了大半數據
has more than half of everything.
大半發病率 大半死亡人數
Half the cases, half the dead.
五十七個我知道的已經死了 我不想再聽到更多
I know 57 of the dead ones. I don't wanna know any more.
那麼 我們什麼時候能見市長?
Now, when do we get to see the mayor?
出去吃十四個月的午飯已經夠長了
14 months is a long time to be out to lunch.
- 你等一等 - 不 你可以等 我們不能
- You wait a minute. - No, you wait a minute. We can't.
時間不站在我們這邊
Time is not on our side.
如果你不肯向市長傳話 我們能怎麼辦?
Now, if you won't take word to the mayor, what are we gonna do?
買一個精壯男妓送到市長官邸
Hire a hunky hustler and send him up to Gracie Mansion
在陰莖上刺上請願的刺青嗎?
with a plea tattooed to his cock?
- 科奇市長不是同志! - 得了吧 "布蘭奇" ("慾望號街車"女主角)
- Mayor Koch is not gay! - Oh, come on, "Blanche."
聽著
Listen.
你們覺得我不想幫你們?
Don't you think I want to help you?
我有朋友正因為這鬼病而死去
I have a friend who is dying of this shit
此時此刻 就躺在醫院裡
right now in the V.A. hospital.
但情況很微妙 你們看到了 情況很微妙
But it's very tricky. You can see that. It is very tricky.
微妙什麼! 紐約有一百萬同志
Tricky, shit! There are a million gay people in New York.
加上你就是一百萬零一個!
A million and one counting you!
知道嗎? 西區一所學校的暖氣爐著火了
You know what? A fire goes out in a school furnace
我一天就接到了三千個電話
on the West Side. I get 3,000 calls in one day.
懂我的意思吧?
You know what I mean?
如果你們有很多人都很憤懣 為什麼只有這個大嘴巴在滔滔不絕?
If so many of you are so upset, why do I only hear from this loudmouth?
- 這是個非常好的問題 - 好吧 假設本市有五十萬男同志
- That's a very good question. - Okay, so there are half a million
三百一十五個病人的比例也不算太高
gay men in our area. 315 cases doesn't seem too high
相較於我們...你們的總人數
considering how many of us... of you there are.
- 這是鬼扯! - 內德 求你了
- This is bullshit! - Ned, please.
我知道情況很微妙 先生
Look, I understand this is tricky, sir.
- 但我們需要你的幫助 - 我認為 市長也認為
- But we need your help - I think, that is, that the mayor thinks
你們反應過度了
you guys are overreacting.
你跟那個吸雞巴的說 他是個自私的 冷血的狗娘養的!
You tell that cocksucker he is a selfish, heartless son of a bitch!
你是邁克爾·馬科斯
You are Michael R. Marcus.
你在市衛生署的職位就快要不保了
You hold an unsecure job with the city's Department of Health.
我要是你 就會管住你的朋友
I'd watch out for your friends if I were you.
我不敢相信剛才發生了什麼
I don't believe that just happened.
米奇 我明天就上"今日秀"
Mickey, I am going on "The Today Show" tomorrow
我要告訴所有人
and I am telling them
市長用你的飯碗作要挾 要我們閉嘴
that the mayor just threatened your job to shut us up.
"今日秀"? 你要做什麼?
"The Today Show"? You're gonna what?
他們把我們當成狗屎 我們還由他們這樣
They are treating us like shit and we're allowing them.
這些政客只會對壓力做出回應
No, politicians, the only thing they really respond to is pressure
你聽到他說的了吧 "三千個西區的電話"?
You heard him with his "3,000 West Side calls."
我們叫得還不夠大聲!
We're not yelling loud enough!
拿上你的東西
Get your stuff.
拿上你的東西
Get your stuff.
- 湯米 - 湯米 我是內德
- This is Tommy. - Tommy, it's Ned.
- 嘿 - 尼剋死了
- Hey. - Nick died.
見鬼
Shit.
該死的
God damn.
我晚點再告訴你紀念儀式的安排
I'll call later when I know more about the memorial.
我有一個傳統
I have this tradition.
當我認識的朋友死後我會做的事
It's something I do now when a friend dies.
我把他的名片保留下來
I save his Rolodex card.
不然怎麼辦?
What am I supposed to do?
扔進垃圾桶嗎?
Throw it away in the trash can?
我不會那樣做
I won't do that.
我不會
No, I won't.
那太決絕
That's too final.
去年我保留了五張名片
Last year I had five cards.
現在我有五十張了
Now I have 50.
像一個紙片做的墓碑展覽
A collection of cardboard tombstones
用橡皮筋捆在一起
bound together with a rubber band.
我恨死這些葬禮了
I hate these fuckin' funerals.
真的恨
I really do.
知道我還恨什麼嗎?
And you know what else I hate?
我恨悼念儀式
I hate the memorials.
都變成我們的社交生活了
That's our social life now.
參加這些活動
Going to these things.
尼克是個編舞師
Nick was a choreographer.
我不曉得你們知不知道
I don't know if any of you knew that.
他的事業剛起步 他沒告訴過很多人
He was just starting out. He didn't tell a lot of people.
他期待著有一天
He was waiting to invite you to his
能邀請你們觀看他在卡內基的盛大首場秀 (紐約著名音樂廳)
big debut at Carnegie Hall or some shit
你們會為他無比驕傲
so we could all be proud of him.
他那麼優秀
But he was so good.
前途那麼光明
He had such promise.
我們正在失去整整一代人
We're losing an entire generation.
剛開始的年輕人
Young men at the beginning.
就這麼走了
Just gone.
編舞師 劇作家
Choreographers, playwrights
舞者 演員
dancers, actors.
這些劇本再也不會完成了
All those plays that won't get written now.
這些舞蹈再也不會被跳了
All those dances never to be danced.
最後 我只想說我在狂怒
In closing, I'm just gonna say I'm mad.
真的狂怒
I'm fuckin' mad.
我心裡不斷尖叫 "為什麼他們任我們死去?"
I keep screaming inside, "Why are they letting us die?"
"為什麼沒人肯幫我們?"
"Why is no one helping us?"
而事實就是
And here's the truth.
答案就是
Here's the answer.
他們就是不喜歡我們
They just don't like us.
我要戰勝這個
I'm going to beat this.
我一直都很幸運
I've always been lucky.
很好 這種態度就對了
Good. That's the right attitude.
我想在"時報"找工作 我找到了
I wanted a job on the "Times," I got it.
我想要內德
I wanted Ned.
我有過給內德嗎?
Have I given it to Ned?
我不知道
I don't know.
一個人感冒了
One person has a cold
他的伴侶有時候會感染 有時不會
sometimes the partner catches it, sometimes not.
有醫生說用安全套就不會有事
Some doctors are saying it's okay if we use condoms.
我知道他們這麼說
I know they are.
- 我們還能接吻嗎? - 菲尼克斯
- Can we kiss? - Felix.
你沒有作戰的武器
You have nothing to fight back with.
就是說你沒有免疫系統
You have no immune system to speak of.
你的身體現在對各種可能的感染開放
Your body is now open to every conceivable type of infection.
你必須謹慎
You must be careful.
我會盡我最大的努力 你也要
I'm going to do my damnedest, so must you.
我敢說你對所有男孩都這麼說
I bet you say that to all the boys.
事實上
As a matter of fact
是這樣
I do.
噢 上帝
Oh, God.
很早很早以前 有個小男孩
Once upon a time there was a little boy
一心想愛上另一個小男孩
who always wanted to love another little boy.
有一天他終於找到了他的愛
One day he finally found that love
那種感覺好極了
and it was wonderful.
我該戴上手套
I'm supposed to use gloves.
我該做這個 我該做那個
I'm supposed to do this. I'm supposed to do that.
我不該親吻他
I'm supposed to not kiss him.
- 對不起 - 不該只是一個45歲的男人
- I'm so sorry. - I'm not supposed to be only 45 years old
照顧一個三十五歲的年輕男人
and taking care of a 35-year-old young man
他看著像有一百歲 而且快死了
who's 100 years old and dying.
艾瑪說這就是蹺蹺板
Emma calls it a seesaw.
一會兒好 一會兒壞
He's fine, he gets sick
好些了…
he gets better...
又變得更糟
he gets sicker.
上帝 救救我
God help me.
他害怕我離開他
He's afraid I'll leave him.
我告訴他我不會離開他
I told him I wouldn't leave him.
我一秒鐘都沒想過要離開他
That I never for one second would think of leaving him.
可他不相信我
But he doesn't believe me.
在這個年代很難相信了
It's hard to believe in much these days.
但我們必須永遠不要停止相信彼此
But we must never stop believing in each other.
我一團糟 這就是我
I'm a mess. That's what I am.
你哭啊哭 覺得已經哭不出來了
You cry and you cry until you think can't cry anymore
然後你又哭出更多
and then you cry some more.
不只為自己或菲尼克斯 而是為所有小男孩
Not only for yourself or Felix, but for all the little boys
那些終於找到了其他小男孩
who finally found their other little boys
這輩子期望的 而且變成了男人
they've wanted all their lives now that we're men.
男同志健康危機組織
G.M.H.C.
我是埃斯特拉 能為你做什麼?
Estelle speaking. How may I assist you?
有人需要立遺囑!
Someone needs a will!
- 內德在哪兒? 我要和他說話 - 他在裡面
- Where's Ned? I want to speak to him. - He's in the back.
- 給他這個號碼 - 謝謝
- Here, give him this number. - Thank you.
- 男同志健康危機組織 - 男同志健康危機組織
- G.M.H.C. - G.M.H.C.
湯米 我想我找到了四個合格的義務社工
Tommy, I think I got us maybe four qualified social workers to volunteer
- 全是拉拉 - 謝天謝地謝拉拉
- They're all lesbians. - Thank God for the lesbians.
你直腸?
Your anus?
噢 天王星啊
Oh, Planet Uranus.
感謝分享
Thank you for sharing.
米奇 你為什麼不在里約熱內盧?
Mickey, why aren't you in Rio?
我把電話設成自動接聽了 大家該休息一會兒了
I put the phones on service. You guys should get some rest.
我們不想大家透支
We don't want any burnouts.
晚安 菲爾 謝謝你
Good night, Phil. Thank you.
晚安 寶貝
Night, honey.
- 拜 寶貝 - 晚安 甜心
- Bye, baby. - Good night, sweetheart.
今天工作很棒
Good work today.
好的
All right.
菲爾今天確診了
Phil got diagnosed today.
米奇 為什麼你不在里約熱內盧度假?
Mickey, why aren't you on vacation in Rio?
我本來在 格裡高利...
I was in Rio. Gregory...
和我一起在裡約
and I were in Rio.
然後我接到了希拉姆從辦公室打來的電話
I get a call from Hiram's office
說我今天一大早該去他的辦公室
saying I should be in his office right away first thing this morning
從裡約趕回來? 什麼樣的見面?
From Rio? What kind of meeting?
我去了市政廳 希勒姆讓我一直等
I get to City Hall, Hiram keeps me waiting forever.
最後一個官員出來對我說
And finally the commissioner comes out and he says
希拉姆不願意見我了
that Hiram doesn't want to see me anymore.
我想大吼 "我兩天都沒睡覺 混球白癡"
I wanted to scream, "I haven't slept in two days, you dumb fuck."
但我沒有 我說
But I didn't. Instead I said,
"那麼請問 先生...
"Please, sir, then...
為什麼他大老遠讓我從裡約趕回來?"
why did he make me come all the way back from Rio?"
他說 "恐怕他不便向我透露了"
And he says, "Oh, I'm afraid he didn't take me into his confidence."
然後他就走了
And he walks off.
內德攻擊希拉姆的文章剛發表了
Ned's article attacking Hiram just came out.
我不想因為內德的自憎丟掉我的工作
I'm not going to lose my job because Ned doesn't like himself.
是什麼 米克?
What's that, Mick?
你逼我們說一些我們不想說的話
You keep trying to get us to say things that we don't wanna say
我們沒法承擔在交到足夠朋友前
and I don't think we can afford
樹立太多的敵人
to make so many enemies before we have enough friends.
特裡·斯保丁從氧氣艙裡
Terry Spaulding is calling all of his friends
跟他的所有朋友打電話告別
from under his oxygen tank to say goodbye.
蒂比·毛瑞爾服藥過量死
Tibby Maurer took an overdose.
哈爾·謝克特的雙腳現在假肢
Hal Schechter has got stumps for feet.
- 弗蘭尼·桑圖薩已經瘋了! - 你能停停嗎 停一停!
- Frannie Santuzza's lost his mind! - Will you stop it? Just stop!
- 米奇 你沒事吧? - 我不覺得
- Mickey, you all right? - I don't think so.
為什麼人們找不到病毒?
Why can't they find the virus?
寶貝 那個需要時間
Baby, it takes time.
我整天為市政做的事情…
I work all day for the city writing stuff on...
就是對比母乳餵養與嬰兒食品
breast-feeding versus formula
得了皰疹要如何保持冷靜
and how to stay calm when you have herpes.
晚上我會給我們的"本土人"寫簡報和健康專欄
And at night I work on our newsletter and our health column for the "Native."
我真的…真的受不了了
I just... I can't take it anymore.
我寫到了每一種理論
I have written about every single theory.
病毒的反覆感染
Repeated infection by a virus.
休眠病毒的新形態
New appearance by a dormant virus.
單病毒 新病毒 老病毒 多病毒 部分病毒
Single virus, new virus, old virus, multi-virus, partial virus,
- 潛伏病毒 變異病毒... - 放輕鬆 寶貝
- latent virus, mutant virus... - Tommy: Take it easy, honey.
我們一定不要忘了做愛 吹簫
No, we mustn't forget about fucking and sucking
接吻 血液 巫毒
and kissing and blood and voodoo
毒品 大麻 針頭
and drugs and poppers and needles
非洲 海地 古巴 黑人
and Africa, Haiti, Cuba, blacks
變形蟲 豬 還有他媽的天王星!
amoebas, pigs, fucking Uranus!
- 假如這些都不是原因呢? - 我不知道
- What if it isn't any of them? - I don't know.
倫敦大瘟疫 起源於一口水泵
The great plague of London was caused by drinking water from a pump
沒有人...沒有人注意到它
that just nobody... nobody noticed it.
也許是注定 或者是羊群理論...
Maybe it's predisposition or the theory of the herd...
只有很多人感染了 死夠了才算完
only so many of us are going to get it, then the pool's used up.
萬一是單一配偶的問題呢? 布魯斯 你和我
What if it's monogamy? Bruce, you and I
我們甚至可能更糟
could actually be worse off
因為會被單一來源狂轟濫炸…
because of constant bombardment from a single source...
來自我們的愛人
our lovers.
也許那些去浴室的男人
So maybe the guys who go to the baths
也許他們建立了最好的免疫系統
maybe they've built up the best immunity.
我不知道怎麼回答每個人 每個人都在問我
I don't know what to tell anybody anymore and everybody asks me.
誰是對的? 我不知道
Who's right? I don't know.
誰是錯的? 我感覺...
Who's wrong? I feel...
感覺他媽的無助死了
I feel so fucking inadequate.
我們怎樣對人們說 "停止"?
How can we tell people, "Stop"?
我不…它可能是因為...
It's just... I don't... it might be caused by...
我不知道 我不知道
I don't know. I don't know.
我完全就是這種感覺
That's exactly how I feel.
也許他是對的
And maybe he's right.
而這更讓我害怕
And that scares me.
內德 你讓我害怕
Neddy, you scare me.
你真的覺得總統...
You really think the president...
他希望這一切發生? 你真的相信中情局
that he wants this to happen? You really think the CIA
發動了細菌戰
has unleashed germ warfare
來殺死傑瑞·法威爾厭惡的所有玻璃? (極端右翼政客)
to kill off all the queers that Jerry Falwell doesn't want?
- 米奇 冷靜下來 - 怎麼冷靜?
- Mick. Try to hold on. - To what?
我曾經愛我的國家
I used to love my country.
"本土人"雜誌收到一封匿名信
The "Native" received an anonymous letter describing
說國防部在馬里蘭州的迪特裡克堡進行一項絕密實驗…
top-secret Defense Department experiments at Fort Detrick, Maryland...
生產了一種能破壞免疫系統的病毒
that have produced a virus that can destroy the immune system.
代號是"強硬之手"
Its codename was "Firm Hand."
他們從1978年開始在一群同志身上做實驗
They started testing it in 1978 on a group of gays.
我從來不相信這些的...
I never used to believe shit like that...
他們想迫害死我們!
they're gonna persecute us!
他們會取消我們的醫療保險
They're gonna cancel our health insurance
把我們關進集中營 隔離起來
they're gonna put us into camps, they're gonna quarantine us.
你覺得我是兇手嗎?
And you think that I'm killing people?
- 我沒那麼說 - 你心裡清楚你是這麼想
- That is not what I said. - It is, you know you said it.
我這輩子花了十五年
I've spent 15 years of my life
為我們的權利而戰鬥
fighting for our right to be free
好讓我們自由的做愛 無論時間和地點
and to make love wherever, whenever.
現在你跟我說 我這麼多年的努力
And you're telling me all those years
那些作為同志所代表的都是錯誤!
of what being gay stood for is wrong!
我成了兇手
And that I'm a murderer.
我們曾經那麼灰暗 你忘了嗎?
We have been so oppressed. Don't you remember?
你不能看到這有多重要嗎 我們能夠公開的相愛
Can't you see how important it is for us to love openly
不需要躲藏 不需要負罪?
without hiding, without guilt?
你為什麼不能看到?
Why can't you see that?
我去過帝國大廈頂層
I went to the top of the Empire State Building.
好了 我送你回家
Okay, I'm taking you home.
你可以從那兒跳下去 沒人管你
You can jump off from there when nobody's looking.
好了 米奇 我們回家 現在就回家
All right, Mickey, let's go home. Right now.
內德 我不是兇手 我不是
Ned, I'm not a murderer. I'm not.
我這輩子都被人恨 因為是同志
All my life I've been hated for being gay
因為個子矮
for being short
因為是猶太人
Jewish.
所以你跟別人說吧
So go ahead, you tell everybody.
跟所有人說我們錯了 我很抱歉
Tell everybody that we were wrong and I'm sorry.
總有一天 總有個人會出現
Someday, somebody's gonna come along
他會狠狠捅你一刀
and they're gonna stick the knife in you
跟你說 你這輩子付出的一切 你的一生都是浪費!
and tell you everything you fought for your whole life is shit!
米奇!
Mickey!
米奇!住手!
Mickey! Get up!
- 住手 來這兒 – 沒事了
- Get up. Come here. - It's okay.
來
Come on.
我現在送你回家 好嗎?
I'm gonna take you home now, okay?
我不想回家 送我去聖文森醫院
I don't wanna go home. Take me to St. Vincent's.
好的 來吧 我們走
Okay. That's fine. Come. Let's go.
聽我說 我們都很累了 聽到了嗎?
Look, we're all real tired, you hear me?
我們這兒的負能量都快爆表了
We got ourselves here a lot of bereavement overload.
我們是戰士 不是嗎?
We're the fighters. Aren't we?
- 我們是… - 當然是 親愛的
We're the fi... - You bet, sweetness.
而且你是英雄 聽到了嗎?
And you're a hero. YOU HEAR ME?
不管你知不知道 你都是個英雄
You're a hero whether you know that or not.
你是我們的第一個英雄
You're our first hero.
我們走
Let's go.
你想做主席嗎?
You wanna be president?
我只想菲尼克斯活下來
I just want Felix to live.
男同健康危機組織
Gay Men's Health Crisis.
海勒姆 老夥計 還好嗎?
Hiram, old buddy. How's it hanging?
嗯
Mm.
- 準備好了? - 嗯
- You ready? - Yeah.
市長找到一筆小的秘密資金
The mayor's found a secret little fund
可以秘密的撥給我們
for giving away money secretly.
我們不能告訴任何人錢從哪兒來
We are not allowed to tell anyone where we got it,
如果我們說了 就再也不會有
and if we do, we'll never get any more.
- 多少? - 九千塊
- How much? - $9,000.
內德
Ned.
埃爾伯特死了
Albert's dead.
他媽媽想在他死前 在鳳凰城見他最後一面
His mother wanted to see him in Phoenix before he died.
很明顯他只剩最後一周了
And this was the last week, when it was obvious.
我拿到了艾瑪的許可證明 帶他去機場
So I got permission from Emma and took him to the airport.
等我們上了飛機
And when we got to the airport
機長拒絕駕駛
the pilot refused to fly the plane.
而我拒絕下飛機
So I refused to get off of it.
你在的話肯定會為我驕傲 內德
You would have been very proud of me, Ned.
最後終於換了一個機長
So finally we get another pilot
當飛機起飛後
and when we take off
埃爾伯特開始失控了
Albert just loses his mind.
我不想呆在這兒
I don't wanna be in this thing.
- 沒事 – 我不想呆在這地方…
It's okay. - I don't wanna be in this...
- 我要下去 – 別 埃爾伯特
- I'm just gonna go. - No, Albert.
我不想…
I don't wanna...
- 埃爾伯特 – 讓他坐下
- Albert. - Tell him to sit down.
- 不好意思 – 先生 先生 你得坐好
- I'm sorry. - Sir, sir, you have to keep seated.
- 快坐下 - 先生 請你坐下 你得…
- Sit down up there. - Sir, have a seat. You have to...
不!
No!
- 先生… - 停下!
- Sir... - Stop!
先生!
Sir!
我們坐下 好嗎?
We gotta sit down, okay?
他認不出我了
He doesn't recognize me.
是我 是我
It's me. It's me.
也不知道我們要去哪兒
Doesn't know where we're going.
- 我們就快到了 – 不知道我們要去鳳凰城
- We're almost home. - That we're going to see his mother
見他媽媽… 什麼都不知道
in Phoenix... nothing.
他變得….
He just becomes...
見鬼 能給一我條毛巾嗎 謝謝?
Oh, shit. Can I get a goddamn towel, please?
等我們到達鳳凰城 等我們到醫院
When we land in Phoenix and when we get to the hospital
他母親已經把房間收拾得很好…
where his mother had fixed up the room real nice...
埃爾伯特已經死了
Albert is dead.
醫院的醫生不願給他屍檢
The hospital doctors refused to examine him
在他的死亡證明上開具死亡原因
and give him a cause of death on his death certificate.
而沒有死亡證明 殯儀館就不肯收他
Without the death certificate, the undertakers will not take him.
- 警察也不管 – 哥們 拖它下來啊
- And neither would the police. - Come on, man. Pull it down.
終於一個護理員進來 把我的埃爾伯特
Finally some orderly comes in and stuffs my Albert
塞進一個大號的垃圾袋
in an oversized Glad garbage bag
把他和其他垃圾一起丟進巷子裡的垃圾堆
and puts him in the alley with the rest of the garbage.
我幫了你一個大忙 我把他弄了出來
I did you a favor, man. I got him out.
我要五十塊
I want 50 bucks.
- 這是全部的骨灰? - 是的
- Is that all of him? - Yep.
你要? 三千塊
You want him? $3,000.
他走了 走了
He's gone. He's gone.
去了
Gone.
我的天
Oh, God.
我跟你們說 他們在謀殺我們
I am telling you they are murdering us
而我們讓他們這樣
and we are letting them.
我們都會死
We're gonna die.
我們很快都會死
We're gonna die very soon
除非你們都他媽的站起來還擊
unless you get off your fucking asses and fight back."
艾瑪在那兒等著
Emma's in there waiting.
來 就兩口 來
Come on, two bites. Come on, now.
- 不 不 – 別讓我拿酸奶出氣
- No. - Don't make me break out the yogurt.
- 再一口 – 你跟你哥哥和好了嗎?
- One more. - Have you talked to your brother yet?
我記得你的這個樣子
I remember that about you.
你不跟這個世界上你最愛的人說話
You don't talk to the people you love most in the world.
你想我好起來 但我好不起來
You want me to get better and I'm not getting better
我感到特別他媽的內疚
and I feel so fucking guilty.
你週五跟比爾·布拉斯有個午餐預約
You have a lunch meeting with Bill Blass on Friday.
- 高檔啊 – 嗯…
- Fancy. - Mm...
我會打給他致歉
I'll call with my regrets.
你幹嘛?
What are you doing?
跟你訂一個兩月後的約會
Making a date with you two months from now.
我被邀請去耶魯的同志一周演講
I've been invited to speak at Yale's Gay Week.
我們會一起去 記得我跟你說過現在他們的那些舞會嗎?
And we're going. Remember how I told you they have those dances there now?
你是我的舞伴
You're my date.
我太想要你活下來
I want you to live so much.
也許我不該說出來
I'm not supposed to say that.
上帝啊 求你再給我們一年
Oh, please, God. Give us one more year.
我保證會吃菠菜
I promise I'll eat my spinach.
我醫治的
I am taking care
這個疾病的患者數量
of more victims of this disease
超過世界上所有人
than anyone in the world.
我有更多冷藏血樣
We have more frozen blood samples
更多各種數據
more data of every kind
和更多經驗
and much more experience.
布魯克娜醫生 政府的立場是這樣
Dr. Brookner, the government's position is this.
在五千五百萬撥款項目中
There are $5 million in the pipeline for which we have received
我們有五百萬準備發放
over $55 million worth of requests.
五百萬對兩千起病例來說並不怎麼多
5 million doesn't seem quite right for some 2,000 cases.
光七個泰倫諾死亡的案例 政府就花了三百萬來調查 (一種鎮痛藥)
The government spent 3 million investigating seven deaths from Tylenol
- 我們已經進入第三年了 – 我們投票駁回
- We're entering the third year. - We voted to reject
你的資金申請
your application for funding.
噢?
Oh?
我想聽你們的理由
I'd like to hear your reasons.
你建議的研究方向
The direction of the research you're suggesting
不精確也沒有重點
is imprecise and unfocused.
噢 這樣啊 是嗎?
Oh, it is, is it?
你對正發生的完全不比我知道得更多
You don't know what's going on any more than I do.
請告訴我究竟是為什麼要阻礙我的研究?
Could you tell me precisely why you're blocking my efforts?
布魯克娜醫生 還有其他的研究員
Dr. Brookner. There are now other investigators.
這已經不是你一個人的疾病了 儘管你這麼認為
This is no longer only your disease, though you seem to think it is.
噢 我是這麼想的啊?
Oh, I do, do I?
所以你是來把它從我這兒拿走 是嗎?
And you're here to take it away from me, is that it?
讓我來告訴你一個小秘密 醫生
Well, I'll let you in on a little secret, Doctor.
你可以拿走 我一開始就不想要它
You can have it. I didn't want it in the first place.
你覺得看著年輕人去死是一種殊榮?
You think it's a privilege to watch young men die?
我幹嘛跟你爭辯?
What am I arguing with you for?
你連蒸餾水都不知道是什麼
You do not know enough to study boiled water.
你有什麼資格過來對我評頭論足?
How dare you come down here and judge me?!
我們只是應莫裡醫生請求來進行業內小組評估
We only serve on this peer review panel at the behest of Dr. Murray
又一個白癡 順便說 還是深櫃的同性戀
Another idiot... and, by the way, a closeted homosexual
竭盡他的所能把這一切掃進地毯下面
doing everything in his power to sweep this under the rug.
我還發過誓永遠不在公眾場合說這些
And I vowed I'd never say anything like that in public.
怎麼總是這樣
How does it always happen
總是白癡在這樣的小組裡面?
that all of the idiots are always on your team?
你們怎麼能駁回我的研究資金申請
How can you refuse to fund my research
或者不邀請我參加你們的?
or not invite me to participate in yours?
你們的國家衛生研究所
Your National Institutes of Health
兩年前就收到了我的第一份資金申請
received my first request for money two years ago.
你們花了一年時間把申請表打印出來
It took you one year just to print up application forms.
從我第一個上報案例算起 你們花了三年時間
It's taken you three years from my first reported case
過來這裡看一眼 而微不足道的那一點錢
just to show up here for a look, and the paltry amount of money
你們逼我們去乞討
you are forcing us to beg for
從你們每年收到的四十億經費裡面
out of the $4 billion you now receive each and every year
施捨一點來捍衛美國人民的健康
to protect the health of American people
而且天知道它們時候到位
won't come to anyone before only God knows when.
法國已經發現了一種有可能相關的病毒
A promising virus has been discovered in France.
你們為什麼拒絕跟法國人合作?
Why do you refuse to cooperate with the French?
為什麼我們被告誡不得和法國人合作?
Why are we told not to cooperate with the French?
就為你們可以偷到諾貝爾獎
Just so you can steal a Nobel Prize
就讓這種疾病流行 導致死亡嗎!
while something is being passed around that causes death!
非洲已經發現了女性病例
Women have been discovered to have it in Africa
很明顯這種病會在異性戀中傳播
where it is clearly transmitted heterosexually.
只是時間的問題
It is only a question of time.
在你們做點什麼之前我們可能都已經死了
We could all be dead before you do anything.
你要我的數據? 我的構想?
You want my data? You want my ideas?
我的病人? 拿去!
You want my patients? Take them!
我只求你能做點什麼!
Just do something with them!
你說對了! 我是…
You're fucking right! I am...
不精確也沒有重點 而你們是白癡!
imprecise and unfocused and you are all idiots!
你組織的對市長的抗議?
Did you organize that picketing of the mayor?
是的
Yes.
- 還有標語?- 是的
- And the signs? - Yes.
你的下一部戲據說是關於第一夫人
And your next play is about a First Lady
- 在好萊塢得到最好的口交 – 是的
- who gave the best blow jobs in Hollywood. - Yes.
- 這裡做我們的新辦公室再合適不過 – 是的
- This place is perfect for our new office. - Yes.
好乾淨
So tidy.
來
Here.
我來
I got him.
來 送你去床上躺躺
Come on. Let's get you back to bed.
好的
Okay.
就這樣
Here you go.
埃斯特拉給你做了些等會兒吃的白菜卷
Estelle made you some stuffed cabbage for later.
巴黎已經有一種新藥
There's this new drug in Paris.
凱斯勒的愛人飛去取了
Kessler's lover is flying out to get it.
這個 HPA-23
Here it is. HPA-23.
內德
Ned.
- 他情況很糟 – 你覺得這個真的有用嗎
- He looks awful - You think this is anything
還是跟其他藥一樣的沒用?
or is it just another shit drug like all the rest?
我覺得你得做好心理準備放手了
I think you need to prepare yourself for letting go.
你不能為自己愛的人放棄戰鬥
You can't stop fighting for the ones you love.
你就沒有為自己愛的人而戰過嗎?
Haven't you ever had to fight for somebody you love?
湯米 你得試著站出來
Tommy. You gotta start putting yourself out there
這樣別人才能看到我所看到的你
in a way that everyone else could see what I see.
這是什麼狗屁做愛戲啊?
What kind of a fucked-up love scene is this?
喂?
Yes?
我是 女士?
Yes, ma'am?
明天四點半?
4:30 tomorrow?
好的 女士
Yes, ma'am.
他媽的白宮打來的
The fucking White House.
去他媽的市長 我剛被邀請去白宮了
Fuck the mayor. I've just been invited to the White House.
他們要行動了!
They're gonna do something!
我想搞清楚一下
Oh, just so I understand
你的這個頭銜
what exactly does your title mean
約翰·布魯諾 總統顧問
究竟可以對我們的瘟疫做些什麼?
in terms of our plague?
我們不使用消極編製 那樣只會嚇到民眾
We prefer not to use negative terms. It only scares people.
已經有3,339個病例了
Well, there's 3,339 cases so far.
1,122人死亡
1,122 dead.
對我來說這就是瘟疫 我被嚇到了
Sounds like a plague to me. I'm scared.
你沒有嗎?
Aren't you?
你的頭銜是什麼意思來著?
What does your title mean again?
我給總統提供建議
I come up with ideas for the president
關於該做什麼 不該做什麼
about what he ought to be doing and not doing.
好的 收到
Okay, good. Got it.
所以 撥款還有對吧? 沒有被花掉
So, the money's there, right? It just hasn't been spent.
現在法國有一種新藥
So there's this new drug in France.
為什麼國家衛生所不研究它?
Why doesn't the N.I.H. study it?
我是說 我想要的 我們想要的 我們亟需要的
I mean, what I want, what we want, what we desperately need
是有人幫助我們刪減這些官樣文章
is for somebody to help us cut through all this red tape.
我向你保證 我的每一周
I can asure you that not a week goes by
沒有不向總統提供新信息和匯報情況的
that I don't bring new information and reports to the president.
關於這個病的進展已經很了不起了
The progress that's been made on this disease is unprecedented
可它會傳染
But it's contagious.
你沒看到就因為它會傳染
Can't you see that because it's contagious
你們得…得盡快行動嗎?
you... you have to work faster?
你真的覺得任何人
Do you really believe that anybody
在這個國家的公共政策人員心裡面
in a serious public policy position in their heart of hearts
哪怕是它們最閉門的會議上
or even in their most closeted meetings
他們會對彼此說 "嘿 各位
says to each other, "Hey, guys,
我們還是別為這事太煩惱好嗎?"
let's not get too upset about this"?
是的 你的老闆現在還沒大聲說過"艾滋"這個詞
Yes, your boss hasn't said the word "AIDS" out loud.
回答我一個問題
Answer me this one question.
這個病... 妓女可能得這個病嗎?
This shit, can... can hookers get it?
或者 一夜情的人?
Or, you know, someone who had a one-night stand?
- 當然 – 你不能證明
- Of course. - You can't prove that.
我是說 從我瞭解到的和讀到的來看
I mean, from what I understand, what I've read
男女性通過一般陰道交媾
female-to-male transmissions through normal
而傳播的效率並不怎麼高
vaginal intercourse does not seem to be very efficient.
不是這麼簡單 它是病毒 病毒不會歧視
It simply isn』t true, it's a virus, it doesn't discriminate.
是的 可是…
Yes, but...
傳播起來很難 不是嗎?
it's very difficult. Isn't it?
對一個直人來說
It's almost impossible for a straight, you know
一個普通異性戀男子來說幾乎是不可能的 我說得對嗎?
regular heterosexual guy to get it, am I right?
- 什麼? - 還沒有登記的病例 對嗎?
- I'm sorry? - There's no documented cases, am I right?
沒有一起登記的病例
There's not a single documented case
證明異性戀男子會得這個
of a heterosexual man getting it
無論通過做愛或是口交?
Not from fucking or a blow job?
我沒有這方面的信息
I don't have that information.
很好 我也是這麼想的
Great, that's what I thought.
蘇珊 準備我的會議
Susan, call my meeting.
我會晚到十五分鐘 謝謝
I'll be about 15 minutes late. Thanks.
- 非常感謝你 – 等等
- Thank you so much. - Wait, please.
- 隨時聯繫 – 先生 等等
- Call me anytime. - Sir. Wait.
預計會有一億人感染
100 million predicted
可是沒有人重視!
and nobody is paying any attention!
二樓需要保安
Hi, I need security on the second floor.
你幹嘛坐在地上?
Why you sitting on the floor?
我摔倒了 在從這頭到那頭的途中
I fell down trying to get from there to here.
別碰我 我的天
Oh, don't touch me! God.
我討厭你那樣看著我
I hate it when you look at me.
餓了嗎? 我餓了 你呢?
You hungry? I'm hungry, how about you?
我看了我約會簿裡的所有人
I looked in all my datebooks.
其他和我睡過的人都沒得病
No one else I slept with is sick.
也許你才是攜帶者
Maybe you're the carrier.
我們不需要這樣對彼此
We don't have to do this to each other.
菲尼克斯 你會好起來 你會的
You're gonna get better, Felix. You are.
艾瑪說國家衛生所終於開始研究了
Emma says the N.I.H. is finally starting research.
- 我們得抱著希望 – 噢 是嗎?
- We have to hope. - Oh, do we?
- 是的 – 是嗎? 我能做什麼?
- Yes, we do. - Do we? And how am I supposed to do that?
別吃那些垃圾食品!
Stop eating that shit!
- 給我 – 不!
- Give it to me. - No!
你知道保持營養的重要性
You know how important it is to watch your nutrition.
我的壽命預期只有十分鐘
I have a life expectancy of 10 more minutes.
我想吃什麼就吃什麼
I'll eat what I wanna eat.
內德
Ned.
我越來越差了 好嗎?
It's getting messier. Okay?
我不想你看著我死
I don't wanna make you see it.
沒人能逼我做任何事
Nobody can make me do anything.
你該比其他人都更知道這個
You should know that better than anybody.
你準備剩下的日子都坐在那個地板上嗎?
Now you gonna sit there on the floor for the rest of your life?
- 聽到我說的了嗎? - 你聽到我說的了嗎?
- Do you hear me? - Do you hear me?
- 沒有! - 沒有?
- No! - No?
我已經接受超過四十種治療 沒有?
I've had over 40 treatments. No?
我做了三種…不 四種不同化療 沒有!
I've had three... no, four different kinds of chemo. No!
我試過三種實驗藥
I've had three different experimentals.
艾瑪花在我身上的時間比任何人都多
Emma has spent more time on me than anyone else.
可什麼用也沒有!
And it hasn't done a thing!
你總不能強迫太陽出來!
You cannot force the goddamn sun to come out!
我受夠了那些爭吵
I am so sick of fighting
所有人的愚蠢
and everybody's stupidity
盲目還有負罪感之旅
and blindness and guilt trips.
這些東西你不吃? 那就別吃了
You can't eat the food? Don't eat the food.
我不管了 吃你的毒藥 我不管了
I don't care. Take your poison, I don't care.
魚對你身體有益
Fish is good for you.
不想吃 對嗎?
Don't want any of that, do we?
綠色莎拉也不要了!
No green salad!
西蘭花不要了! 蔬菜不要了!
No broccoli! No vegetables!
帶7種穀物的麵包也不要了!
No bread with seven grain!
怎麼會有人想喝牛奶呢?
Why would anyone ever want any milk?
反正你骨頭裡面有鈣了!
You might get some calcium in your bones!
你想死嗎 菲尼克斯?
Do you wanna die, Felix?
死吧!
Die!
求你了 別離開我 菲尼克斯
Please don't leave me, Felix.
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開! 走開!
Keep out! Keep out!
走開!
Keep out!
混球些
Assholes.
男同健康危機組織
Gay Men's Health Crisis.
鵝口瘡是種真菌 是的
Thrush is a fungus, yes.
你告訴他我們會在那兒抗議
Can you tell him that we'll be picketing there
而且不怕逮捕或警察暴力
and not afraid of arrest or police brutality.
- 男同健康危機組織 - 是的
- Gay Men's Health Crisis. - That's right.
市長還有四小時
The mayor has four more hours before we carry out
如果他不見我們 我們就行使非暴力不合作
our threats of civil disobedience if he doesn't meet with us.
湯米昨天收到電話了 內德
Tommy got the call yesterday, Ned.
你怎麼不告訴我?
Why didn't you tell me?!
你看 我說了能行!
You see, it works!
- 什麼時候? 什麼時候? - 只有兩個人可以去見市長 內德
- When? When? - Only two can go to the meeting, Ned.
- 什麼時候? - 湯米是執行董事
- When? - Tommy's executive director.
我要去
I'm going.
- 我會提董事會投票 內德 – 我寫給市長的
- I polled the fucking board, Ned. - I wrote that letter
那封信 那個會面是我的
to the mayor. That meeting is mine.
我要代表這個組織去那兒
I am going to go and represent this organization
這個我把生命的每分鐘都花在為它戰鬥上面
that I have spent every minute of my life fighting for
在我的客廳成立的組織
and that was started in my living room
不然我就不幹了
or I quit.
你想要我不幹?
You'd let me quit?
董事會要我大聲對你念這個
The board asked me to read this out loud to you.
- 念什麼? - 這封信
- Read what? - A letter.
好 你讀啊
Go on, read it.
我們已經廣泛傳閱這封信
"We are circulating this letter widely among people
在有判斷力和良好認知的人當中
of judgment and good sense.
我們必須制止你龐大的個人主義膨脹
You are on a colossal ego trip we must curtail.
反覆一而再的玩弄恐懼
To manipulate fear as you have done repeatedly
對我們來說 是完全粗暴的行徑
is to us, sheer barbarism.
將同志的死加以佔用
To exploit the deaths of gay men as you have done
在全美的電視和出版物上兜售
on television and in publications all over America
對我們來說 是一種破壞
is to us, an act of vandalism.
而在性解放多年後
And after years of liberation
你讓我們再對性感到骯髒…
you helped make sex dirty again for us...
可怕和成為禁忌
terrible and forbidden.
我們對你的憤怒
We are more angry at you
超過我們對生命中的任何人
than ever in our lives toward anyone.
我們覺得你想要領導我們
We think you want to lead us all.
可是…
Well...
我們不想要你來領導
we do not want you to lead us.
根據由威克斯 弗蘭克爾 萊溫施泰起草的章程
In accordance with our bylaws as drawn up by Weeks, Frankel, Levinstein
內德先生將被免除
Mr. Ned Weeks is hereby removed
男同健康危機組織的董事職務
as a director of Gay Men's Health Crisis.
我們乞求你安靜的離開我們
We beg that you leave us quietly
別毀掉我們和我們從事的美好事業
and not destroy us and what good work we manage
無論你贊不贊成
despite your disapproval.
立即生效
Effective immediately."
內德
Ned.
執行董事不在董事會裡 你知道的
The executive director isn't on the board, you know that.
我沒有投票權
I don't have a vote.
我能做什麼?
What could... what could I have done?
- 你沒支持我 – 不是那樣
- You didn't support me. - That's not true.
你們都在從事殯儀業
You're all nothing but undertakers.
整個組織就是個殯儀館
This whole organization is a funeral parlor.
- 內德… - 你們做的全部就是照顧死者
Ned... - All you do is take care of the dying.
誰來為活著的人戰鬥 好讓他們繼續活著?
Who's fighting so the living can go on living?
誰來為我的菲尼克斯戰鬥?
Who's fighting for my Felix?
湯米 我們需要你去樓上
Tommy. We need you upstairs.
我屬於的地方 有馬塞爾·普魯斯特
I belong to a culture that includes Marcel Proust
沃爾特·惠特曼 田納西·威廉斯 亞歷山大大帝 (均為同性戀名人)
Walt Whitman, Tennessee Williams, Alexander the Great
還有很多你不敢相信的教皇和主教
so many popes and cardinals you wouldn't believe.
特種部隊先生 你知道是一個公開出櫃的英國同志
Mr. Green Beret, did you know that it was an openly gay Englishman
令第二次世界大戰獲勝的嗎?
who's responsible for winning World War II?
他的名字叫艾倫·圖靈 他破解了恩尼格瑪
His name's Alan Turing and he cracked the Germans' Enigma code.
戰爭結束後他自殺了
After the war was over, he committed suicide
因為他為是同志飽受折磨
because he was so hounded for being gay.
為什麼他們從來不在學校裡教這些?
Why didn't they teach any of that in schools?
因為一個同志我們才取得二戰的勝利!
A gay man is responsible for winning World War II!
如果他們這樣做了 也許他就不會自殺
If they did, maybe he wouldn't have killed himself
你也不會這麼害怕做真實的自己
and you wouldn't be so terrified of who you are.
這也是我希望被人記住的
That's how I want to be remembered.
作為一個贏得了戰爭的人
As one of the men who won the war.
布魯斯 我知道我是個混球
Bruce, I know that I am an asshole.
但請不要把我拒之門外
But please don't shut me out.
走吧
Go.
你弟弟和我是戀人
Your brother and I are lovers.
我要死了 我想立一份遺囑
I'm dying and I need to make a will.
- 請坐 – 謝謝
- Please. - Thank you.
我想把所有東西都留給內德
I want to leave everything to Ned.
- 我弟弟還好嗎? – 他把所有事都怪在自己頭上
- How's my brother? - Well, he blames himself for everything
從我要死了 到整個世界的局勢
from my dying to the state of the entire world.
這些 加上你們仍然不講話
All that plus you two still not talking.
你肯定跟他一樣倔
You must be as stubborn as he is.
我會盡快打給他
I'll call him right away.
就現在 他正在家收拾行李
Do. He's at home packing.
我們要去耶魯幾天
We're going to Yale in a few days.
參加同志一周
For Gay Week.
他說他都不敢相信
He says he can't believe it.
他在那兒讀大一時差點自殺
He tried to kill himself there when he was a freshman.
我沒多少留下...
I haven't much...
除了一塊漂亮的地
except for a beautiful piece of land
在威爾佛力特的海角 (馬薩諸塞州)
on the Cape in Wellfleet.
內德不知道這個
Ned doesn't know about it.
本來想作為驚喜給他的
It was to have been a surprise
等我們去那兒定居
for when we lived there together
從此快樂的生活在一起
riding away happily ever after.
我還有一張保單
I also have an insurance policy
跟"時報"簽的 我是記者...
uh... with the "Times." I'm a reporter...
紐約時報的記者
for "The New York Times."
該留給我的最近親人的
It's meant to come to my next of kin.
我怕他們不會給他
I'm afraid they might not give it to him.
如果他被列為受益人 他們必須給他
Well, if he's listed as a beneficiary, they must.
你知道這個世界怎樣 別這麼天真
You're smarter than that. Don't be so naive.
我向你保證 我會盡我的一切保證它履行
I assure you, I will fight to make sure that they do.
我在等你這句話
I was hoping you'd say that.
菲尼克斯…
Felix...
要是能早認識你就好了
I wish we'd met sooner.
我應該穿白色的衣服
I should be wearing something white
你是穿的白色衣服 親愛的
You are, honey.
應該…應該是
It should... it should be something
派瑞·艾力斯為我個人定制的 (美國著名男裝設計師)
Perry Ellis ran up for me personally.
內德?
Ned?
你要想辦法再次戰鬥
You find a way to fight again.
我會的
I will.
嘿 嘿 嘿
Hey, hey, hey.
嘿
Hey.
艾瑪 艾瑪…
Emma. Emma...
我們… 我們能開始了嗎?
Could we... could we start now, please?
我們在這兒 在上帝的注視下
We are gathered here in the sight of God
為這兩位男士結合作證
to join together these two men.
他們愛對方
They love each other
非常的深 而且…
very much and...
希望在他們的家人面前 朋友面前 結合
want to be married in the presence of their family and friends
我沒看到異議
I see no objection.
你 菲尼克斯·特勒
Do you, Felix Turner
- 接受內德·威克斯… – 我的亞歷山大 我願意
- take Ned Weeks..." - Alexander. Yeah.
- 成為你的... – 我最好 最真的愛
- To be your... - My great true love.
我願意
I do.
我願意 我願意
I do. I do.
我願意
I do.
我願意
I do.
我願意 我願意
I do. I do.
我是湯米
This is Tommy.
謝謝跟我說
Thanks for letting me know.
"The Only Living Boy In New York" (Simon & Garfunkel)
耶魯同志周
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