前情提要...佩内洛普就要离开学校了 Previously on Legacies... Penelope is leaving the school.
哦，是的，我知道 Oh, yeah. I knew that.
你从不考虑别人的感受，只考虑自己 You never consider anybody's feelings but your own.
这记录了所有 It's a log of everything
在萨尔瓦托学校发生的事 written down at the Salvatore School,
我想让你读一下你父亲写的东西 and I want you to read what your dad wrote
关于融合的事 about something called the Merge.
什么是马里之洼？ What's Malivore?
这是一个地狱空间 It's a hell dimension
它消耗生物，并抹去它们的存在 that consumes creatures and wipes their existence
从它们的意识里 from the collective conscience.
我甚至不知道我在马里之洼有多久了 I don't even know how long I was in Malivore.
然后，有一天，我发现自己又回到了这里 And then, one day, I found myself back here.
我当时怀孕了 I was pregnant.
所以兰登是，呃， So Landon is the, uh,
超自然的圣灵感孕之胎？ supernatural immaculate conception?
你在隐瞒我妈妈的秘密吗？ You are keeping a secret about my mom?
我现在不能在这里 兰登 兰登！ I can't be here right now. Landon. Landon!
你的手下没能完成取回任务 Your asset failed her retrieval mission.
我收拾了她的烂摊子 I cleaned up her mess.
在你把他扔进坑里之前，例行要做些盘问 Usual debrief before you throw him into the pit.
找出他的来历和家人 Find out where he's from. Family.
还有他愿意供出的其他凤凰 Any other phoenixes he's willing to give up.
然后问他关于刀的事 Then ask him about the knife.
是那把刀吗？ As in the knife?
当我在学校的时候， When I was at the school,
我听说他想偷它 I heard he tried to steal it.
我想知道他为什么要 And I'd like to know why he wanted
把一根锁封印到坑里 one of the locks to the pit.
应该不会太困难 Shouldn't be too difficult.
他以最小的阻力录制了语音邮件 He recorded the voice mail with minimal resistance.
（扫描仪哔哔声） (scanner beeps)
（哔哔声） (beeping)
（呼呼声，点击） (whirring, clicking)
（呼噜声） (grunts)
（喘气） (panting)
现在没有人在看我们 No one's watching us now.
听着， Look,
我已经告诉了其他人我什么都不知道 I already told the other guys I don't know anything.
你可以杀了我，但我有凤凰血统， You can kill me, but I'm part phoenix,
所以我会重生 so I'm just gonna come back to life
在一阵火焰中，你就会有很多的灰烬 in a burst of flames, and there's gonna be a lot of ash
要打扫了，等我重生后， to clean up. And after I come back,
我就什么都不知道了 I'm not gonna know anything.
我不是来审问你的，兰登 I'm not here to interrogate you, Landon.
事实上，我在这里 In fact, I'm here
为了让你最终可以得到一些答案 so you can finally get some answers.
当他们给马里之洼造锁的时候， When they created the locks to Malivore,
他们还创造了圈套 they also created decoys
所以没有人会知道哪三个是真正的锁 so no one would know which three artifacts were the real thing.
我想你也许能帮我解决这个问题 I think you might be able to help me with that.
这些物件中有一件在召唤你吗？ Is one of these artifacts calling to you?
就像耳语， Like a whisper,
渴望？ an itch?
A）我什么都没感觉到 A) I don't feel anything.
B）即使我感觉到了，我也不会帮助 And B) even if I did, I'm not helping
绑架我的人 the people who kidnapped me.
哦，这不是为了三合会 Oh, this isn't for Triad.
不，他们想要这些物件隐藏起来 No, they want these artifacts to stay hidden.
需要说明的是， To be clear,
我想把它们扔进坑里 I want to toss them into the pit
并打开马里之洼 and unlock Malivore.
哇 Wow.
呃 Uh...
谢谢你的诚实 Thanks for being honest.
这让人耳目一新 That's refreshing.
但现在我真的不打算帮你 But now I'm really not going to help you.
我给你讲个故事 I'll tell you a story.
在最后，你可以决定你是否想要 And at the end of it, you can decide whether you want
帮助我，你想一个故事 to help me or not. You think a story
会改变我的想法吗？这个会 is gonna change my mind? This one will.
因为这是你父亲的故事 Because it's the story of your father.
不要问我问题 ♪ Ask me no questions ♪
我要告诉你没有谎言 ♪ I will tell you no lies ♪
小心你所希望的 ♪ Careful what you wish for ♪
我们在最黑暗的天空中寻找天使 ♪ We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies ♪
说我们想要更多 ♪ Saying that we wanted more ♪
我觉得我在坠落 ♪ I feel like I'm falling ♪
但是我想飞 ♪ But I'm trying to fly ♪
所有的好东西都到哪里去了？ ♪ Where does all the good go? ♪
我们在最高的高潮中寻找答案 ♪ We're looking for answers in the highest of highs ♪
但我们会永远知道吗？ ♪ But will we ever, ever know? ♪
如果你能感觉到，你能告诉我吗？ ♪ If you feel it, could you let me know? ♪
哦 ♪ Oh... ♪
哦，如果你感觉到了，你能告诉我吗？ ♪ Oh... ♪ ♪ If you feel it, could you let me know? ♪
哦 ♪ Oh... ♪
哦，我不是在问 ♪ Oh... ♪ ♪ I'm not asking ♪
为了一个奇迹 ♪ For a miracle ♪
当终点在眼前时，求永远 ♪ Ask for forever when the end is in sight ♪
展示你想要的 ♪ Showing what you want to ♪
我需要 ♪ And I need ♪
你知道 ♪ You to know ♪
我并不是要一个奇迹 ♪ I'm not asking for a miracle ♪
但是如果爱是足够的 ♪ But if love is enough ♪
你能让它显示出来吗？ ♪ Could you let it show? ♪
如果你能感觉到，你能告诉我吗？ ♪ If you feel it, could you let me know? ♪
哦 年轻人：小心！ ♪ Oh... ♪ YOUNG MAN: Heads up!
如果你想要一个奇迹（学生们在喘气） ♪ If you asking for a miracle. ♪ (students gasping)
（咯咯笑，不停地说） (chuckling, chattering)
差点把你的头砸掉 That almost took your head off.
哟，我在这里多久了？ Yo, how long have I been here?
一个小时，但你一直在僵着不动 For an hour. But you've been going through the motions
像僵尸一样 like a zombie.
你确定你没事吧？ You sure you're okay?
是的，我很好，听着， Yeah, I'm fine. And, look,
你不需要假装关心我 you don't need to pretend like you give a crap about me
就因为我是你的头狼 just 'cause I'm your alpha.
比赛继续，来吧 The game's back on. Come on.
（答录机的哔哔声） (answering machine beeps)
嘿，里克 很抱歉，我这样走了， Hey, Ric. Sorry to take off like that,
但我只是需要一点时间 but I just needed a little time.
所以我要去露营一段时间 So I'm going camping for a while.
希望以后我能赶上功课 Hopefully I can catch up on classwork later.
替我向拉夫和杰德问好 Tell Raf and Jed hi for me.
（嘀嘀声） (beeps)
杰德？ Jed?
为什么他要跟杰德问好？ Why would he say hi to Jed?
你应该去追他 You should go after him.
这事不对劲 Something doesn't make sense.
霍普 三合会已经找过他一次了 Hope... Triad already tried to come
这在外面是不安全的 我们对他 for him once. It's not safe for him out there. We kept
隐瞒了一个大秘密，我想他只是需要一些时间 a massive secret from him, and I think he just needs some time
来处理这个问题，我认为我们应该尊重 to process that. I think we should respect
他的隐私，然后等等 his privacy and just wait.
（嘲笑） (scoffs)
（叹息） (sighs)
（咯咯笑） (chuckles)
（门关闭） (door closes)
我知道那表情 I know that look.
怎么了？ What's wrong?
这些孩子最近经历了这么多 These kids have been through so much lately.
我已经尽我所能来帮助拉菲尔， I've done all I can to help Rafael,
但是霍普的灵丹妙药的副作用越来越严重 but the side effects of Hope's elixir are getting worse.
他会忘了时间， He's losing time,
突然攻击 having flashes of aggression.
我想他还是在他的狼心 I think he's still sliding between his wolf mind
和人类思想之间摇摆 and his human mind.
我会——我会留意他的 I will-- I'll keep an eye on him.
在过去的几个星期里，你一直在不停地跑 You've been running on fumes these past few weeks.
找别人来帮忙没什么大不了的， It wouldn't hurt to bring in someone else to help,
甚至可以帮助研究拉斐尔的病情 maybe even assist in researching Rafael's condition.
多利安太骄傲了，不能再回来了 Dorian is too proud to come back.
你知道的，你知道 You know that. And you know
我有多尊重你 how much I respect you.
但你确定是他的骄傲才是问题所在吗？ But are you sure it's his pride that's the problem?
这里有怪物袭击吗？ Was there a monster attack in here?
你终于来了 There you are.
我已经厌倦了等待，所以我自己尝试做了 I got tired of waiting, so I attempted
一个香蕉奶油派 a banana cream pie by myself.
它在哪里？ Where is it?
在垃圾堆里，我说了是“尝试” In the garbage. I said "attempted."
所以我们要回到A计划， So we're gonna go back to plan A,
你会为我做的 and you are gonna make it for me.
最新情况 乔西昨晚没有回来 Status update: Josie didn't come back last night.
我想她睡在佩内洛普的旧房间里， I think she slept in Penelope's old room,
得乙肝的好方法 which is a really good way to get hepatitis B.
你睡过觉吗？你看起来有点…… Have you slept at all? You seem a little...
专注？有动力？完美？ Focused? Motivated? On point?
当然，不睡在同一间卧室里 Sure. Yeah. Not sleeping in the same bedroom means
就意味着双胞胎的宽恕是不可能的 that Twin Forgiveness Cuddle is off the table.
但她一直躲在图书馆里， But she's been holed up in the library,
因此，零食应该能起到作用 so a snack offering should do the trick.
在某种程度上，你可能不得不道歉 At some point, you might actually have to apologize.
（gasps）从不道歉 (gasps) Never apologize.
好的，相信我，好吗？ Okay. Trust me, okay?
这就是我们所做的，我一自私， This is what we do. I'm selfish,
然后她就生气， then she sulks,
我就给她烤点心 and then I offer baked goods.
别人烤的点心，让你 Someone else's baked goods. It's giving you
自己有点事儿做，不是吗？ something to do with yourself, isn't it?
你的情况怎么样 Your turn for an update.
有回话吗？ Any word
我们的卷发小精灵 from our mop-headed elf?
他说他需要时间思考 He says he needs time to think.
嗯，我不知道 我觉得如果我能 Hmm. I don't know. I feel like if I could
找出正确的解释，那他就会回来了 figure out the right thing to say, then he'd come back.
所以，练习 So, practice.
艾玛有个棱镜 Emma has this prism
来模拟对话 that simulates a conversation.
她让我用它 She makes me use it
当我状态不对时，和我的妈妈和爸爸聊天 to talk to my mom and my dad when I'm in a state.
我用一个棱镜来换你 I'll trade you one prism
做一个香蕉奶油派 for a banana cream pie.
（轻声地笑） (chuckles softly)
我给你带了些脑力食品 I brought you some brain food.
我不饿 I'm not hungry.
这是你最喜欢的东西 It's all your favorite things.
我相信是其他人告诉你的吧 Which I'm sure somebody else had to tell you.
没有冒犯，但我不会相信你说的任何话 No offense, but I'm not gonna believe anything you say.
我是说，好一个心理战，伙计 I mean, A-plus for manipulation, man.
这是非常可怕的事情，但是 This is really frightening stuff, but...
你从哪儿弄来的？ Where did you get this?
这都是我要告诉你的部分，听着， It's all part of what I'm about to tell you. Look,
我已经知道我爸爸的事儿了 I already know about my dad.
我的母亲因为马里之洼的一个怪物怀孕了 My mom got pregnant by one of the monsters in Malivore.
嗯， Well,
这样他就很容易在我的故事里找到 then he'll be easy to spot in my story.
大约一千年前， Around a millennia ago,
在世界的某些地方，有很多怪物 in certain parts of the world, there were monsters.
（大喊） (shouting)
在一个地区 And in one region...
（尖叫） (screaming)
（尖叫） (screeching)
没有比这更可怕的怪物了 ...there was no monster more terrifying
就是龙 than dragons.
（尖叫） (screaming)
就他们自己而言，没有一个派别能 On their own, no faction was any match
与龙匹敌 for dragons.
于是形成了一个邪恶的联盟 So an unholy alliance was formed.
一个女巫， A witch,
一个狼人和一个吸血鬼 a werewolf and a vampire...
走进一家酒吧，我想我以前听过这个 Walked into a bar. I think I've heard this one before.
对不起 Sorry.
三合会结合了他们的血液， The Triad combined their blood,
使用黑魔法 using black magic
创造一个能吃掉龙的泥怪 to create a golem capable of consuming the dragons.
（咆哮） (growling)
他们把这个怪物施咒变得贪得无厌 They spelled the creature to have an insatiable hunger.
但是他们的咒语也让它不能伤害女巫， But their spell also made it unable to harm witches,
狼人，或者吸血鬼 werewolves, or vampires.
（咆哮） (snarling)
他们把它命名为“黑暗猎食者” They named it Eater of the Dark.
当龙， When the dragons,
在人类形态中，返回去收集宝藏 in human form, returned to collect the treasure
从他们攻击的所有村庄， from all the villages they had attacked,
它在那儿等着他们 it was waiting for them.
（咆哮） (snarling)
（呼噜声） (grunts)
它抓住他们， It took them,
把他们吞噬 consumed them.
令他们吃惊的是， To their surprise,
这种生物比他们想象的更有效 the creature was more effective than they could have dreamed.
当龙消失后， After the dragons were gone,
它一直吃着它能吃的每一个怪物， it kept eating every monster it could,
把它们吞进一个无穷无尽的空间里 swallowing them into an endless space inside itself.
你是说那个泥怪吃了我爸爸？ You're saying that the golem ate my dad?
不，兰登 No, Landon.
你的父亲就是泥怪 Your father is the golem.
黑暗的食者 The Eater of the Dark.
嗨，嗨 Hi. Hi.
别客气 Knock yourself out.
第一次有点奇怪， The first time's kind of freaky,
因为你基本上是在和你的潜意识对话 because you're basically talking to your subconscious.
谢谢，这是给你的 Thanks. This is for you.
我看到你爸爸在看，他把它 I saw your dad reading it. He keeps it
锁在办公室里，所以肯定会有 locked up in his office, so it's bound to have something
一些关于乔西想要的合并的东西 about that Merge thing Josie's looking for.
这一次，你和我父亲的奇怪关系 For once, your weird relationship with my dad
真派上用场了 actually comes in handy.
对，小心点 Right. Uh, just be careful.
如果你爸爸在隐瞒什么， If your dad's hiding something,
我相信这是有原因的 I'm sure it's for a good reason.
我肯定我能应付得了，不管它是什么 I'm sure I can handle it, whatever it is.
我只是觉得一切都会好起来的 I just have this feeling that everything is gonna work out just fine.
你能感觉到吗？就像整个学校在震动一样 Can you feel it? It's like the whole school is vibrating.
（深吸一口气）我们都能让我们的爱人回来 (takes deep breath) We're both gonna get our people back.
（鸟鸣） (birds chirping)
（嗖嗖声） (whooshing, chiming)
嘿 Hey there.
（笑）：嘿 (laughs): Hey.
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
是的 Yeah.
是的，对不起 Yeah. Sorry.
嗯… Um...
这是我第一次和一个神奇的全息图说话 this is my first time talking to a magical hologram.
全息图？ Hologram?
你是什么意思，全息图？这是什么意思？ What do you mean, a hologram? What does that mean?
我不是真的？你在说什么？ That I'm not real? What are you talking about?
（笑） (laughs)
哦，天哪，不要那样做 Oh, my God, don't do that.
抱歉，是的 Sorry. Yeah.
你看起来很紧张，我试着打破僵局 You just seemed tense. I was trying to break the ice.
好吧，至少我知道这是你的一个相当准确的版本 Well, at least I know this is a pretty accurate version of you.
我想，你可以为此感谢你自己 You can thank yourself for that, I guess.
你有什么话想对我说？ You had something you wanted to say to me?
是的，嗯 Yeah. Um...
我早该告诉你关于你妈妈的事 I should have told you about your mom
以及整个事情 and-and the whole thing earlier.
我是说，我只是想保护你不受伤害 I mean, I was just trying to protect you from being hurt.
所以我想说 So I just wanted to say
如果我伤害了你，我很抱歉 that I'm sorry if I hurt you.
这是什么？ What, that's it?
你说“很抱歉 You're "sorry if
如果我伤害了你"？ I hurt you"?
我是 好吧， I am. Okay, then I
如果你真的很抱歉，我接受你的道歉 accept your apology if you're actually sorry.
你有什么问题吗？我的意思是 What's your problem? I mean, do you
你真的认为那些话对我有影响吗？ seriously think that speech would have worked on me?
我的意思是，拜托，这不是你想要的 I mean, come on, that's not what you
其实是想说，你怎么知道？ actually wanted to say. How would you know?
因为我是你，记得吗？ Because I am you, remember?
（叹气）很好 (sighs) Fine.
然后你告诉我我想说什么，我会说出来的 Then you tell me what it is that I want to say, and I'll say it.
霍普，不是这样的，你必须倾听 That's not how this works, Hope. You have to listen.
听什么？ Listen to what?
（哇） (whooshing)
连假想的你都令人如此生气 Even fake you is infuriating.
上帝！ God!
怎么可能呢 How can something that's basically
一个泥怪是我的父亲吗？ a mud robot be my father?
因为它不只是一个泥怪 Because it didn't stay a golem.
每个怪物的DNA都被吸收了 With each monster's DNA it absorbed...
它进化了 it evolved.
最终，它变得有知觉…… Eventually, it became sentient...
懂世故 aware.
他真的活着 He was truly alive.
当这个区域被清除了所有的怪物， And when the region was cleared of all the monsters,
三合会想把他送回泥里 the Triad wanted to return him back to mud.
因为他们是创造他的人， Since they were the ones who created him,
只有他们能摧毁他 only they could destroy him.
他们所需要做的就是抹去这个符号 All they needed to do was wipe away the symbol
在他的额头上 on his forehead.
（咆哮） (growling)
但他背叛了他的创造者 But he betrayed his creators.
他和所有他救过的人达成了协议 He made a deal with all the humans he'd saved.
他们不能让他们的新上帝 They could not let their new god
离开他们 be taken from them.
人类让他自由地游荡在地球上继续毁灭， The humans set him free to wander the earth and continue consuming,
清除所有怪物曾经存在过的记忆 erasing all memory that the monsters ever existed.
但随着时间的推移…… But over time...
就像伊甸园中的亚当， like Adam in the Garden of Eden,
他意识到他是孤独的 he realized he was alone.
所以他做了所有造物最终所做的事 So he did what all creations eventually do.
创造 Create.
他塑造了像他这样的人 He fashioned beings like him.
他的孩子们 His children.
一个血统可以 伙计 A lineage that could... Man...
在提到那部分之前你讲得很好 You were doing so good up until that part.
故事的起源让我几乎入迷了， I was almost into it, as far as origin stories go,
但是你让我相信我是 but you're asking me to believe that I'm
一个有植入记忆的神奇泥怪 a magical mud man with implanted memories.
恰恰相反 Quite the opposite.
你看 You see...
他塑造的所有孩子都是不完美的 all the children he fashioned were imperfect.
有缺陷，没有一个人有他的能力 Flawed. None of them had his powers.
所有的人都有弱点，都是不育的， All of them had weaknesses and all were sterile,
无法复制和延续他的遗产 unable to reproduce and continue his legacy.
他被创造出来就是独一无二的 He was created to be the only one of his kind.
他从来没有想过要成为一个物种 He was never intended to be a species
或者有他自己的血统 or have a bloodline of his own.
但是 But...
他找到了一种生物繁殖的方法 he found a way to reproduce biologically.
拥有一个半人半妖的儿子 To have a son who was part human.
一个完美的儿子 A son who was perfect.
一个能永远活下去的儿子 A son who could live forever
继续这个物种 and continue the species.
你就是他一直在努力创造的他的整个人生 You are what he's been trying to create his entire life.
我想表现得很腼腆 I was trying to be all coy.
这是爸爸书房里的一本秘密书——我知道 Here. It's a secret book from Dad's study-- I know you're looking into
你正在调查这个叫融合的破玩意， this Merge crap,
所以我只是想要一点小小的功劳 so I just want a little credit for helping.
你有没有想过也许我不需要你的帮助， Did you stop to think that maybe I didn't want your help,
也许我想要一些东西， that maybe I wanted something,
任何完全属于我的东西？ anything that was entirely my own?
关于分开住吗？ Is this about having separate rooms?
那很好，佩内洛普的那间归你了 That's fine, okay? Just take Penelope's.
你真的还是不明白 You seriously still don't get it.
这不是空间的问题 This isn't about needing space.
而是我生命中每一个醒着的时刻 This is about every waking moment of my life
都被你束缚 being suffocated by you.
我们不应该只有自己的房间 We shouldn't just have our own rooms.
我们应该有自己的生活 We should have our own lives.
我们应该掌握我们自己的人生 We should be our own people.
你知道，我说过不少的谎言， You know, I've told my fair share of lies,
最好的谎言是一个人已经有人愿意相信的谎言 and the best lie is one that someone already wants to believe.
你想让我相信 And you're asking me to believe that
我多年来一直在寻找的父亲 the father that I've been looking for for years
实际上一直在找我吗？ has actually been searching for me?
我为什么要相信你？ Why should I believe you?
因为我当时在那里 Because I was there.
这些年来，他对孩子们的尝试 Over the years, his attempts at children
变得更加精炼， became more refined,
和人类没有区别 indistinguishable from humans.
我们的父亲是一位非常有天赋的艺术家 Our father is a very gifted artist.
我们的父亲？ Our father?
是的 Yes...
小弟弟 little brother.
就像我说的 Like I said...
（咆哮）……我在那里 (growling) ...I was there.
深呼吸，保持冷静 Breathe. Stay calm.
不，不，不要这样做 No, no, don't do this.
（噼啪声）（喘气） (crackling) (panting)
（响亮的铿锵声）（呼噜声） (loud clang) (grunts)
嘿，你没事吧？ Hey, are you okay?
退后 Stay back.
很好，它会过去的 It's fine. It'll pass.
我们要做什么？我们需要 Just... What do we do? Do we need
去做那些大喊大叫的事情吗？不， to do the yelling- in-the-woods thing? No,
我只需要知道融合是什么，明白吗？ I just, I need to find out what this Merge thing is, okay?
我觉得这是一个咒语 I feel like it's a spell
将会离开 that she's gonna use to just leave
或者把我们分开，或者别的什么！ or break us up or something!
（噼啪声停止） (crackling stops)
好了，深呼吸，深呼吸 All right, deep breaths. Deep breaths.
我会打电话给姨妈弗雷娅，她会知道融合的事 I'll call my Aunt Freya-- she'll know something about the Merge.
明白吗？好的 Okay? Okay.
好的 Okay.
（年轻女性笑） (young women laughing)
嘿 Hey.
你不应该和你的新朋友出去玩吗？ Shouldn't you be hanging out with your new best friend?
哦，这就是我来这里的原因 Oh, that's actually why I'm here.
我想，某种程度的崩溃正在酝酿之中 I-I think some sort of crash is brewing.
那你就应该离我远点 Then you should stay away.
听着，我知道你对她很生气， Um, look, I know that you're mad at her,
但是 她还是你的姐姐， but... she's still your sister,
她真的需要你的帮助，为什么？ and she really needs your help. Why?
她自作自受 She did this to herself.
什么？她无法控制大脑的化学反应 What? She can't control her brain chemistry.
她可以选择服药 She can choose to take her medication.
自从我们见到她妈妈后她就没吃过， She hasn't taken it since we saw her mom, because she doesn't like
因为她不喜欢那种感觉 the way that it makes her feel.
所以她尝试了魔法手镯 So she tried magical bracelets
释放她内心的小野马 and releasing her inner bitch
然后用神秘瀑布镇小姐省会一起分散注意力， and then distracting herself with Miss Mystic Falls,
但所有这些都只是推迟了不可避免的事情 but all of that is just delaying the inevitable.
让她崩溃是唯一的办法 Letting her crash is the only way
去改变一切 anything will ever change.
（重击） (thumps)
小心点，狼人 Watch it, wolf.
你对我说什么？ What'd you say to me?
我说，看着点 I said, watch it...
狼人 wolf.
（咆哮） (growling)
让你的吸血鬼们 Get your vampires
从我的面前离开 嘿，嘿，嘿！ out of my face. Hey, hey, hey!
退后点 Stand down.
别烦我！ Get off of me!
哇！ Whoa!
嘿！嘿，狼人们，退后！ JED: Hey! Hey, wolves, stand down!
现在！ Now!
够了！ Enough!
（模糊的闲聊） (indistinct chatter)
（阿拉里克呻吟） (Alaric groaning)
萨尔茨曼博士 Dr. Saltzman.
人都回到教室 Everyone back to class.
请让开 Clear the way, please.
抱歉，让让 I'm sorry. Coming through.
（哇）（叹气） (whooshing) (sighs)
嘿，霍普 怎么了？不要假装 Hey, Hope. What's going on? Don't pretend like
你不记得我们上次的谈话，我只是想 you don't remember our last conversation. I just figured
你想要一个全新的开始 you'd want a fresh start.
哦，我猜我的潜意识也会出错 Oh. Guess even my subconscious can get stuff wrong.
说得好 Touché.
那么，你知道你想说什么了吗？ So, did you figure out what you wanted to say yet?
嗯，是的，事实上，我想好了 Uh, yeah, actually, I did.
我想说的是：我一直在保护你 And what I wanted to say is this: I have been protecting you
自从你来到这里后，把你的安全放在第一位 and putting your safety first ever since you got here.
那么我该怎么处理这个秘密呢？ So what was I supposed to do with this secret? Hmm?
不要再保护你了？ Just stop protecting you?
我很清楚当一个孤儿是什么样的感觉 I know exactly what it feels like to be an orphan.
好吗？我是在救你，所以你可能生我的气 Okay? I was saving you from that. So you can be mad
但我这么做是因为我在乎你 不 at me, but I was doing it because I care about you. No.
你这么做是因为你不想让我离开 You were doing it because you didn't want me to leave.
因为你害怕被遗弃，就像你妈妈和爸爸离开的时候 Because you fear being abandoned, like how your mom left
这就是你跑的原因 and your dad left-- it's why you run.
这和我的父母没有任何关系 This has nothing to do with my parents.
那你为什么要哭呢 Then why did you start crying
当你穿着你爸爸挑选的衣服？ when you wore a dress your dad picked out?
哇，我们的谈话结束了 Whoa. We're done.
霍普，你没在听 Hope, you're not listening.
（哇） (whooshing)
我父亲在我身上看到了自己 My father saw himself in me.
我曾是一坨假装不凡，实际一无是处的黏土 I was clay pretending to be something it wasn't.
他看不起我 He despised me for it.
他把我抛弃，就像之前所有的失败品一样 He threw me away like all the other failures who came before.
我知道那是什么感觉 I know what that's like.
你就会明白我为什么背叛他了 Then you'll understand why I betrayed him.
（咆哮） (growling)
我们的父亲耗尽了他所能得到的一切 Our father consumed every creature he could.
当他的供给耗尽时，他变得虚弱…… And when his supply ran out, he grew weak...
不堪一击 vulnerable.
人类回来的时候 And that's when the humans came back.
他最初的崇拜者的后代， The descendants of his original worshippers,
一个秘密的社团 a secret society.
我告诉他们 I told them
他试图建立一个血统的过程中， of his attempts to create a lineage,
他是如何违背自然规律的，试图创造一个新的物种 how he was violating nature, trying to birth a new species.
我带他们去见他 I led them to him.
他们做了人类所做的事 And they did what humans do.
他们背叛了他们的上帝 They rebelled against their god.
他们付钱给女巫用黑魔法来诱捕他 They paid witches who used black magic to trap him...
（roars） (roars)
溶解他， ...and dissolve him,
让他回到他的自然状态 returning him to his natural state.
黑色的坑 The black pit.
怪物在无尽的黑暗中 The endless darkness where the monsters are.
它不只是一个地方 It's not just a place.
这是我们父亲的遗骨 It's what remains of our father.
黑暗猎食者 The Eater of the Dark.
他的名字是 马里之洼 His name is... Malivore.
你不相信我 You don't believe me.
你会相信你吗？ Would you believe you?
可能不会 Probably not.
话说回来， Then again,
我从没在不知为何的情况下偷东西 I've never stolen an artifact without even knowing
我为什么要这么做 why I did it.
刀和骨灰瓮都是 The knife and the urn were both part
使他溶解的咒语 of the spell that dissolved him.
但既然他是不朽的……没有什么是不朽的 But since he was immortal... Nothing's immortal.
总有一个漏洞，自然创造了一个平衡 There's always a loophole. Nature creates a balance.
魔法历史入门上有讲 That's Intro to Magical History.
我用了一周的时间去研究 I've been taking it for, like, a week.
非常好 Very good.
但在这个漏洞被发现之前， But until that loophole could be found,
他们用三把锁把他封印起来 they bound him with three locks.
创建了三个诱饵 Created three decoys.
它只能通过马里之洼的血液来解锁， It can only be unlocked by Malivore's blood,
所以他们把他们藏得远远的 so they hid them far away.
我已经能够 I've been able
跟踪最后四个法器的位置 to track down where the last four artifacts are.
现在我需要你告诉我哪一个才是真正的锁 Now I need you to tell me which is the real lock
所以我们可以让他自由 so we can set him free.
事态差点失去控制 This could have gotten out of hand.
是的，但是 它没有 Yeah, but... it didn't.
拉夫对此表示道歉 And Raf apologized.
你是个好男人，里克 You're a good man, Ric.
（叹气，咯咯笑），但你是人 (sighs, chuckles) But you're human.
直到这些孩子发现 How long until these kids figure out
你对这所学校的控制是一种错觉吗？ that the control you have of this school is an illusion?
在大爆发之前前，你还能撑多久？ Before there's a fight you cannot stop?
我终于意识到我能做些什么来帮助他们 I finally realized what I can do to help.
我要休假 I'm taking a sabbatical.
但是 But...
但这怎么能帮上忙呢？ but how is that supposed to help?
我希望这能给我敲响警钟 I'm hoping it'll be a wake-up call.
这所学校的使命越来越多 The mission of this school has grown.
我不想呆在这里 And I don't want to be here
当它变得足够糟糕的时候，你最终会承认这一点 when it gets bad enough for you to finally admit that.
（门打开） (door opens)
你想要什么？ What do you want?
我来取一些东西， I came to get some stuff,
但我想我过一会儿再来 but I guess I'll come back later.
不，很好 No, it's fine.
你需要什么就拿什么 Take whatever you need.
别为我担心 Don't worry about me.
你在跟我开玩笑吗？ Are you kidding me?
我所做的一切 All I've ever done
是担心你 is worry about you.
哦，我们开始吧， Oh, here we go. The whole
“我厌倦了在莉齐的阴影下”的演讲？ "I'm tired of being in Lizzie's shadow" speech?
好吧，你猜怎么着，相互依赖需要两个人 Well, guess what. Codependency takes two people.
是的，我差劲需要照顾 Yes, I'm awful and needy,
但是在内心深处，你很乐意隐藏 but deep down, you're happy to hide
让我成为他们讨厌的人 and let me be the one that they hate
因为你太害怕做你自己了 because you're too scared to be yourself.
你和我一样是这个依赖循环的一部分 You are as much a part of this cycle as I am.
你很沮丧，我还会回来 You're upset. I'll come back
在你请求我原谅你的时候 for the part where you beg me to forgive you.
我的天哪！ Descanto! Reboundus!
（尖叫） (screams)
（呼噜声） (grunts)
（gasps） (gasps)
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
你需要得到一些帮助 You need to get some help.
不要假装你在乎我 Don't pretend that you care about me.
我没有 I don't.
我在乎的是狼群 I care about the pack.
他们跟随他们的首领 They follow their alpha.
拥有一个无法控制自己的首领 And having an alpha who can't control himself
意味着狼群要受到伤害 means the pack gets hurt.
看， Look,
我是一个失败的领导者 I was a dick as a leader.
所以，听听我这个失败的过来人的劝告吧 So take it from someone who lost what you have.
狼群就是一切 The pack is everything.
如果你关心他们， If you care about them,
你不会像我一样受自尊心的妨碍 you won't let your pride get in the way like I did.
我需要和你谈谈拉夫 I need to talk to you about Raf.
我得先说点什么 I have to say something first.
弗雷亚解释了融合 Freya just explained the Merge.
乔西很好地解决了这个问题， Josie's pretty much figured it out,
嗯，莉齐还在打转 and, uh, Lizzie is spiraling.
所以，要么你说，要么我说， So, either you do it or I will,
但现在是时候告诉他们真相了 but it's time to tell them the truth.
如果你是背叛他的人， If you're the one who betrayed him,
你为什么现在要让他自由？ why are you trying to set him free now?
因为我选错了方向 Because I chose the wrong side.
这个坑和马里之洼有着同样的特性 The pit had the same properties as Malivore.
把一个怪物扔进去，它的记忆从存在中被抹去 Throw a monster in, its memory was erased from existence.
在几年内，秘密组织 Within a few years, the secret society
成长为企业 grew into a business.
三合会产业 Triad Industries.
让世界远离一切 Keeping the world safe from all the things
在夜里会受到的怪物非难 that go bump in the night.
这是怪物清洗 It's monster cleaning.
最终，权力腐蚀了他们 Eventually, the power corrupted them.
（扭曲的尖叫） (distorted screaming)
他们不喜欢的人都被当成怪物 Monsters became whoever they didn't like.
他们想要被遗忘的人都被当成怪物 Whoever they wanted to be forgotten.
我想报复我父亲会觉得更好受， I thought revenge on my father would feel sweeter,
但事实并非如此 but it didn't.
于是我回到他体内 So I returned myself to him.
在马里之洼体内， Inside Malivore,
只有黑暗 there was only darkness.
我大喊，我尖叫， I yelled, I screamed,
但他不肯回答我 but he would not answer me.
他让我静静地坐着，惩罚我直到…… He let me sit in silence, punishing me until...
几十年后， decades later,
他突然把我吐了出来 when suddenly he spit me out.
我不知道为什么 I didn't know why
直到我找到你的照片 till I found that picture of you.
我看到了一段关于刀的视频 And I saw a video of a knife
只能由马里之洼的血液来解锁 that could only be unlocked by Malivore's blood.
我听到了故事 And I heard story
一个从坑里钻出来的女人 of a woman who had emerged from the pit pregnant.
当更多的人被扔进来的时候， As more humans were thrown in,
他吸收了足够多的遗传物质 he absorbed enough of their genetic material
能够繁殖 to be able to reproduce.
当三合会背叛你母亲的时候， When Triad betrayed your mother,
我们的父亲怜悯她，把她送回…… our father had mercy on her and sent her back...
怀着你 carrying you.
他让我回来找你 He sent me back to find you
因为只有你传承了他的血 because only you are blood of his blood.
只有你 And only you
可以让他自由 can set him free.
（由SYML演奏的“女孩”） ("Girl" by SYML playing)
女孩 ♪ Girl ♪
完美的她… ♪ Perfectly her... ♪
你们俩都需要知道一些事情 There's something you both need to know.
受伤和受伤 ♪ Broken and hurt ♪
在清晨的灰色中 ♪ Soft and asleep in the morning gray ♪
摆脱黑夜，不要遮住你的脸 ♪ Shake off the night and don't hide your face ♪
太阳照亮了世界 ♪ The sun lights the world ♪
只有一个火焰 ♪ With a single flame ♪
我想让你们看看这个 ♪ I want you to see this... ♪
我之前说过要保护你， What I said before about wanting to protect you,
是真的 that was true.
但是 But...
我也不想让你走 I also didn't want you to go.
所以跑… ♪ So run... ♪
是的，你知道吗， And, yeah, you know what,
我讨厌人们离开的时候 I hate it when people leave.
我讨厌它 I hate it.
我以为我已经失去了父母， I thought I was over losing my parents,
但我不知道，在过去的几天里 but I don't know, after the last couple of days
在看了你之后 and-and after seeing you
躺在树林里， lying there in the woods,
认为你已经死了…… thinking that you were dead...
揭开你的眼睛 ♪ And uncover your eyes ♪
我们要逃走…… ♪ We'll make our escape... ♪
每次我失去一个人， Every time I lose someone,
这个，呃，我脑海里的声音， this, uh, voice in my head,
它告诉我，“这是你的错 ” it tells me, "It's your fault."
我需要你看看这个 ♪ I need you to see this... ♪
我甚至不应该在存在 That I shouldn't even technically exist.
我是一个天大的错误 That I'm a cosmic mistake.
哦，我不知道 Oh, I don't know.
我想我只是想让人思考 I guess I just wanted someone to think
我值得留下来 that I'm worth staying for.
我很抱歉对你撒谎，兰登 I'm sorry for lying to you, Landon.
我希望你留下来，因为我爱你 I wanted you to stay because I love you.
哦 Oh.
哇 （笑） Wow. (laughs)
你不是想说最后那部分，是吗？ You didn't mean to say that last part, did you?
不，哇！ No. Whoa!
（笑）第一次你告诉我你爱我， (laughs) The first time you tell me you love me,
这甚至不是真正的我？ and it's not even the real me?
我就是临时想说说而已 什么？ I'm kind of winging it here. What?
（笑） (laughs)
（叹息）来吧，伙计 (sighs) Come on, man.
你会来学习…… ♪ You'll come to learn... ♪
他会怎么反应呢，真的吗？ H-How would he react to all that, really?
我是说，这就是他的反应 I mean, that was how he'd react.
你知道，他会说一些很有魅力的东西 You know, he'd say something roguishly charming
为了转移你让他感到的脆弱感， to deflect from how vulnerable you made him feel,
然后 and then...
好吧，他会吻你的 well, he'd kiss you.
我最喜欢的部分…… ♪ My favorite part... ♪
可能吧 Probably.
（笑，叹气） (laughs, sighs)
所以，我们中的一个必须要杀死另一个？ So, one of us is gonna have to kill the other one?
我的兰花死了…… ♪ My orchid has died... ♪
更像是吸收 More like absorb.
当双子座巫师团双胞胎22岁时， When Gemini twins turn 22,
融合将决定谁将领导巫师团 the Merge will determine who will lead the coven.
只有一个人能活下来 And only one will survive.
这就是为什么你的母亲总是周游世界 That's why your mother's always traveling the globe.
试图找到解决办法 Trying to find a solution.
但是如果双子座巫师团后继无人…… But if there's no one left from the Gemini coven...
不，远不止此 No, it goes deeper than that.
这是一种诅咒，对吧？ It's a curse, right?
对双子座双胞胎的诅咒？ A curse on the Gemini twins?
哦，哦，对不起 ♪ Ooh, ooh, I'm sorry... ♪
嗯，是的 Uh, yes.
我知道我应该早点告诉你们 I know I should have told you sooner.
我只是不知道什么时候 I just didn't know when.
我不能 ♪ That I can't ♪
你什么时候…… When do you...
告诉你的孩子一些类似的事情？ tell your children something like that?
（叹息） (sighs)
但是在早上…… ♪ But in the morning... ♪
我的意思是，你能在6点处理这个消息吗？ I mean, could you handle that news at six?
或者11点？（抽泣） 11? (sniffles)
什么时候才是正确的时间 When exactly is the right time
告诉你的孩子你…… to tell your children that you...
你不知道你是否能保护他们？ that you don't know if you'll be able to protect them?
我是说，当我…… I mean, when I...
有时候，当我看着你们的时候，我仍然把你们看成小女孩 when I look at you sometimes, I still see you as little girls.
第一次骑自行车 Riding your bikes for the first time.
学会走路 Learning to walk.
在我的脚上跳舞 Dancing on my feet.
（叹息） (sighs)
当我看着你的时候， When I look at you,
我看到了所有这些 I see all of that.
所以我还没准备好告诉你 So I was never ready to tell you.
给你的歌…… ♪ Song for you... ♪
（抽鼻子） (sniffles)
我仍然没有 I'm still not.
给你的歌 ♪ Song for you. ♪
你很安静 You're quiet.
我在等 I'm waiting.
真的吗？在那之后？嗯 Seriously? After all that? Mm-hmm.
我的意思是，我还能说什么呢？ I mean, wha-what else could I possibly have to say?
你一整天都在试图告诉自己 What you've been trying to tell yourself all day.
但是你的脑子里有太多的噪音， But there was too much noise in your head,
所以你听不见 so you couldn't hear it.
我有麻烦了，霍普 I'm in trouble, Hope.
什么？你已经知道那是真的 What? You already know that's true.
我是说，我进了林子，但我没有拿我的日记？ I mean, I went into the woods, but I didn't take my journal?
或者任何露营装备 Or any camping gear.
我在语音信箱里留下了一些不正确的线索 I left clues in the voice mail that something wasn't right.
我给萨尔茨曼博士打了个电话，称呼他“里克” I called Dr. Saltzman "Ric."
我永远不会那样做，你向……杰德问好 I would never do that. You said hi to... Jed.
上次我跟杰德说嘿，他把我揍得很惨 Last time I said hey to Jed, he beat the crap out of me.
我想告诉你有些事情不对劲，发生了什么事？ I was trying to tell you that something wasn't right. What happened?
霍普…… Hope...
最后一次，听我说 for the last time, just listen.
嘿，里克，很抱歉，我这样走了， Hey, Ric, sorry to take off like that,
但我只是需要一点时间， but I just needed a little time,
所以我要去露营一段时间 so I'm going camping for a while.
（脚步声）我能听到…… (footsteps) I can hear...
希望以后我能赶上功课 Hopefully, I can catch up on classwork later.
鞋子踩在瓷砖地板上 ...shoes on a tile floor.
一台空调正在运行 An air conditioner running.
告诉拉夫和杰德，我 Tell Raf and Jed hi for me.
（叫）刷房卡的声音 (chirping) Keycards being swiped.
嗯，三合会 Mm, Triad.
我的意思是，必须是他们 I mean, it has to be them.
他们已经找过兰登一次了 They've already tried to come for him once.
你要怎么做？ What are you gonna do?
（叹息） (sighs)
我要去当神奇女侠了 I'm gonna go full Wonder Woman, that's what.
你需要帮助吗？没有 Do you need any help? No.
我已经有了我的超级阵容 I've already got my Super Squad.
但感谢你所做的一切 But thank you for everything.
嘿，呃 Hey, uh...
里克说我应该回到野外， Ric said I should probably head back out into the field,
我真的来找你，说再见 and I was actually coming to find you and say goodbye
早些时候，但是，呃，我在码头上听到了你的声音 earlier, but, uh, then I heard you on the dock.
不能关掉我的吸血鬼之声 Can't turn off my vamp hearing.
我不是想偷听 I wasn't trying to spy or anything.
（清嗓子） (clears throat)
你不是一个错误，好吗？ You're not a mistake, okay?
拥有你的世界是幸运的 The cosmos is lucky to have you.
兰登也是 So is Landon.
他会明白的 He'll figure that out.
你只有一件事要做 There's really only one thing you have to decide.
你能帮我吗？ Will you help me?
帮助释放马里之洼并毁灭世界？ Help release Malivore and destroy the world?
他已经活了好几个世纪了 He's been alive for centuries.
世界毁灭了吗？ Was the world destroyed?
或者是平衡的 Or was it balanced
没有这些生物到处跑，更安全吗？ and safer without all these creatures running around?
问问你自己——谁才是真正的坏人？ Ask yourself-- who's the real bad guy here?
我们的父亲是为一个目的而设计的 Our father was designed for a purpose.
这是他的程序，他无法控制 It's his programming. He can't control that.
但是他吞下的所有怪物 But all the monsters he swallowed
还活着 are still alive inside of him.
你的朋友有没有让他们活着？ Did your friends keep any of them alive?
或者他们只是杀死了所有的生物 Or did they just kill every creature
他们无法控制的？ they couldn't control?
马里之洼不会伤害 Malivore can't hurt
女巫，狼人，或者吸血鬼，记得吗？ witches, werewolves, or vampires, remember?
你在学校的朋友—— Your friends at the school--
他们没有任何危险 they aren't in any danger from him.
但是三合会会伤害他们 But they are in danger from Triad.
你知道这栋楼里发生了什么吗？ You know what goes on in this building?
他们进行了什么样的秘密实验 What kind of secret experiments they run
在他们疯狂的科学家实验室里？ in their mad scientist labs?
他们正在寻找一种把坑变成武器的方法 They're finding a way to turn the pit into a weapon.
它们在化学上改变了它 They're chemically altering it
所以它可以用来对付受保护的物种 so it can be used against the protected species.
彻底结束超自然的东西 Ending supernaturals once and for all.
你想救你的朋友？ You want to save your friends?
你必须阻止三合会 You have to stop Triad.
兰登， Landon,
不管他们在那所学校怎么说…… no matter what they say at that school...
你不是他们中的一员 ...you're not one of them.
你也知道这一点，不是吗？ And you know that, too, don't you?
我要给你一个真正想要你的家庭 I'm offering you a family who actually wants you.
我们可以复活我们的父亲 We can raise our father.
我们可以摧毁三合会 And we can destroy Triad.
你觉得是哪个？ What's it gonna be?
这个 This one.
（液体汩汩声） (liquid gurgling)
这是他桌子上唯一的东西 It was the only thing in his desk.
他是他们的人 He's one of them.
保安发现了一根旧管道，他们肯定是用这个逃走的 Security found an old pipe that they must've escaped through.
没有找到任何记录 There's no record of it on any ground plans.
他们失去了踪迹，但是…… They lost their trail, but...
他们确实找到了这个 they did find this.
在我们绝望之前，我们可以从最顶端开始 ♪ We could start from the top before we were hopeless... ♪
我知道他们要去哪里 I know where they're going.
准备好你的团队 Prep your team.
我们碰撞，因为已经有一段时间了 ♪ We collide 'cause it's been quite a while... ♪
你知道，一开始有平衡 You know, in the beginning, there was balance.
你知道，当我和卡洛琳开设学校的时候， You know, when Caroline and I opened the school,
这是有道理的 it made sense.
然后 Then it was...
是我的错…… it was just me, and...
我 我觉得我够强壮了 and I-I.. I thought I was strong enough
单独管理它 to manage it alone.
但我只是 But I just...
犯了这么多错误 made so many mistakes.
我想只要我步履不停，我就能超越一切，你知道吗？ I thought if I just kept moving, I could outrun them, you know?
但他们追上了我 But they caught up to me.
我想说的是， I guess what I'm trying to say... is,
我需要你的帮助 I need your help.
你知道，这所学校比你和我之间的事都重要 You know, this school is bigger than you and me.
这些孩子，他们需要领导者 And these kids-- they need leaders
谁能承认他们的错误 who can admit their mistakes.
所以我在这里说我很抱歉 And so I am here to say I'm sorry.
我很抱歉我吻了艾玛 I am sorry I kissed Emma.
很抱歉，我没有早点和你谈这件事 And I'm sorry I didn't talk to you sooner about it.
哇 ♪ Whoa ♪
阿门，阿门 ♪ Amen, amen ♪ ♪ Whoa... ♪
你知道，在很长一段时间里，我以为我 You know, for a long time, I thought that I was only
待在学校，是因为我的家庭遭遇 at the school because of what happened to my family.
这样我们就能避免让超自然生物 So that we could keep supernaturals
成长为杀手 from growing up to be killers.
阿门，阿门… ♪ Whoa ♪ ♪ Amen, amen... ♪
但事实是…… But the truth is...
阿门，阿门… ♪ Amen, amen... ♪
我爱那些孩子 I love those kids.
阿门，阿门… ♪ Amen, amen... ♪
他们应该有机会过上正常的生活 They deserve a chance at a normal life
和其他人一样 as much as anyone else.
这所学校是他们最好的选择 The school is their best shot.
阿门，阿门 ♪ Amen, amen ♪ ♪ Whoa ♪
阿门，阿门… ♪ Amen, amen... ♪
但我还需要加薪 But I will need another raise.
a. 阿门 ♪ A... a... amen ♪
啊，啊，啊，啊，啊，啊 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah-ah. ♪
我来了 I'm coming.
你好，呃，不，你不好 Hello to you, too, uh, and, no, you're not.
听着，上次你这么做的时候没有我，那是一场灾难 Look, last time you did this without me, it was a disaster.
但这次我不会一个人去 Except I'm not gonna go alone this time.
我会和这对双胞胎，MG， I'm gonna draft the twins, MG,
Kaleb，我们要在萨尔兹曼博士回来之前 Kaleb. We're going before Dr. Saltzman comes back.
这就像一个超级小队的集合 It'll be like a Super Squad Assemble.
我不知道，是叫这个吗？ I don't know. Is that a thing?
我不知道，我会问MG的 I don't know. I'll ask MG.
是的，我自己去问他 Yeah, I'll ask him myself.
拉夫 萨尔茨曼博士告诉我 Raf, Dr. Saltzman told me
关于副作用的事 很抱歉，我不能让你来 about the side effects. I'm sorry, but I can't let you come.
（安静地）：你现在感觉如何？ (quietly): How do you feel now?
（嘲笑） (scoffs)
就像我的大脑在中间分裂一样 Like my brain's split down the middle.
我一直有这些念头，就好像我无法控制自己，而且…… I keep having these flashes like I can't control myself, and...
这就是为什么你不能来执行任务的原因 That's why you're not coming on the mission.
你为什么不早点告诉我？ Why didn't you tell me sooner?
你知道为什么 You know why.
（叹气）Raf (sighs) Raf...
我不知道怎么和你在一起，霍普 I don't know how to be around you, Hope.
我不想有这种感觉， I don't want to feel this way,
所以我把它压制下去， so I push it down,
这只会让我的大脑变得更糟， and that just makes the split in my brain worse,
这使得隐藏起来更加困难 which makes it harder to hide.
我唯一想谈的人 And the only person that I want to talk
是我唯一不能说的人 about it with is the only person I can't.
拉夫… Raf...
你是一个好兄弟 you're a good brother.
但这一次，你需要把自己放在第一位 But for once, you need to put yourself first.
做你需要做的更好的事情 Do what you need to get better.
如果事情变得很糟糕…… If things get really bad...
（叹气）……用这个 (sighs) ...use this.
这是一个很长的故事，但是，嗯， It's a long story, but, um,
这是一个家庭朋友送的礼物 it was a gift from a family friend.
但它本质上就像一个反向的蓝晶石戒指 But it's essentially like a reverse kyanite ring.
当你使用它的时候，你可以随心所欲地变身为狼 When you use it, you can turn yourself at will.
在你的狼性头脑中，事情就没那么复杂了 In your wolf mind, things are less complicated.
你知道的 You know that.
它会给你时间来治愈 It'll buy you time to heal.
唯一的问题是，嗯， Only catch is, um,
你不能变回人形，所以， you can't turn yourself back, so,
如果你用它， if you do use it,
你所要做的就是找到我 all you have to do is come find me
当你准备好再次成为你自己的时候 when you're ready to be yourself again.
我是 I am
真高兴我认识你… really glad I know you...
霍普迈克尔森 Hope Mikaelson.
（笑）现在， (laughs) Now,
去吧 go.
去救我们的孩子 Go save our boy.
（笑） (laughs)
不要让任何事情阻止你 And don't let anything stop you.
（无线电波传输） (garbled radio transmission)
上，上！