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特别响，非常近
今天 活着的总人数 比整个人类历史死去的人都要更多 OSKAR: There are more people alive now than have died in all of human history.
但死去的人数在不断增加 But the number of dead people is increasing.
总有一天 会没有空间来掩埋死去的人 One day, there isn't going to be any room to bury anyone any more.
所以 不如造一幢向地下延伸的摩天大楼 给死去的人 So, what about skyscrapers for dead people that were built down?
可以正好在生者所建摩天大楼的地下 They could be underneath the skyscrapers for living people that are built up.
可以把人埋葬在地下100层... You could bury people 100 ?oors down...
...整个亡者的世界都可以在生者的地下 ...and a whole dead world could be underneath the living one.
...主 耶稣基督 保佑我们的… MINISTER:... father of our Lord, Jesus Christ, who has blessed us all with the gift of...
就没有人知道其实棺木里是没有人的吗？ Doesn't anybody know there isn't anybody in the coffin?
至少应该在里面装他的鞋子之类的 We should've filled it with his shoes or something.
就像是一场假装的葬礼 It's like a pretend funeral.
像给金鱼的葬礼一样 For a goldfish or something.
这只能这样 奥斯卡 This is just what it is, Oskar.
毫无道理 It doesn't make sense.
假如你可以乘坐电梯向下 去拜访你死去的亲人？ What if you could ride an elevator down to visit your dead relatives...
就像你穿过大桥 去布鲁克林看望朋友 ...just like you take the bridge to see your friends in Brooklyn...
或者像去史泰登岛的驳船 ...or the ferry to Staten Island?
爸爸曾经告诉我 纽约过去有第六个城区 （纽约包括曼哈顿 布鲁克林 皇后 布朗克斯 史泰登岛） Dad once told me that New York used to have a Sixth Borough...
就在曼哈顿旁边 ...right next to Manhattan.
但你再也去不了那里... But you can't visit that any more...
因为它漂走了 没人知道它在哪里 ...because it floated away and no one knows where it is.
好吧 你觉得自己够聪明了？ Okay, you think you're so smart?
我们来找找这第六个城区吧 Let's find the Sixth Borough.
好吧 Okay.
然后呢？怎么了？ And? What?
什么“怎么了”？ "And what" what?
该找些什么呢？ What am I supposed to find?
有没有线索？ What are the clues?
嗯 THOMAS: Mm.
他耸耸肩 好像完全不知道我在说什么 He shrugged his shoulders like he had no idea what I was talking about.
我喜欢这一点 I loved that.
这是我最喜欢的 爸爸和我玩的游戏 This was my favorite game Dad and I would play.
我们叫它 “侦查探险” We called it "Reconnaissance Expedition."
我找到20世纪每个年代 都有的东西了 I found something from every decade in the 20th Century.
你帅呆了（you rock 和石头同个词） You rock.
他是帅呆了啊 He rocks!
寻找第六个城区的探险 是最最棒的一次 The search for the Sixth Borough was the greatest expedition ever.
好了 这里有业余昆虫学者 亲法者... THOMAS: All right, I've got amateur entomologist, Francophile...
…业余考古学家 电脑咨询 ...amateur archeologist, computer consultant.
为什么可以“业余”这么多事？ Why "amateur" everything?
这是赞美 THOMAS: It's a compliment.
那…业余和平主义者？ Amateur pacifist?
- 和平主义者 - 还有业余发明家 THOMAS: "Pacifist." - Amateur inventor.
发明家 不错 Inventor. Good one.
好了 搞定 Okay, you're all set.
爸爸设计好了我的探险路线 所以我得跟遇到的人都聊聊 Dad designed my expeditions so I would have to talk to people...
他也知道 我在这方面有点困难 ...which he knew I had a hard time doing.
你想知道点什么？ What do you want?
你觉得呢？ What do you think?
或许有用 Could be useful.
你至少告诉我是不是在对的方向啊 Can't you even tell me if I'm on the right track?
你不告诉我 我怎么可能找对 But if you don't tell me, how can I ever be right'?
换个方式来说呢… Well, another way of looking at it is...
你也不可能是错的啊 ...how can you ever be wrong?
嗯？ Mm?
给 谢谢 There you go. Thank you very much.
“不要停止寻找”
中央公园过去并不在它现在的位置 Central Park didn't used to be where it is now.
爸爸说它曾经在第六个城区的中心 Dad said it used to rest in the center of the Sixth Borough.
巨大的钩子被深深地扎入地下 Enormous hooks were driven deep into the ground...
所有纽约人 使劲地把公园拽了出来 ...and the park was pulled by all the people of New York...
就像拉一块地毯一样 从第六个城区 拉到了曼哈顿 ...like a rug across the floor, from the Sixth Borough into Manhattan.
我发现了什么了！ 完毕！ I found something. Over!
哪个区 奥斯卡 完毕 What area, Oskar? Over!
在区E-3 完毕 Zone E-3. Over!
爸爸说 正因为中央公园里找到的线索 Dad said it's only because of the clues in Central Park...
我们才知道第六个城区是曾经存在的 ...that we know the Sixth Borough existed at all.
这是哪里来的？ Where's this from?
噢是我父亲的 我小时候 你奶奶给我的 Oh, that was my father's. Grandma gave it to me when I was little.
都没怎么用过 Never had much use for it.
这个呢？ What's this?
奶奶的家庭录像带 Oh. Grandma's old home movies.
已经好些年没看过了 Haven't seen these in years.
你知道你父亲长什么样吗？ OSKAR: Do you know what your father looked like?
不知道 一点线索都没有 Nope, not a clue.
但是我知道的是 Here's what I do know:
他来自德国的德莱斯顿 He was from Dresden, which was in Germany...
…经历了一些很痛苦的事情 ...went through some really bad stuff...
便决定放弃自己的家庭 ...and decided he wasn't up to having a family.
- 就这些？ - 就这些了 OSKAR: That's it? - That's it.
你一直都想做一个珠宝商吗？ Did you always want to be a jeweler?
我本来…想成为科学家 I might have liked to have been a scientist.
我也不知道了 I'll never know.
为什么？ Why is that?
因为我现在是个珠宝商 Because I'm a jeweler.
草莓纪念园 （中央公园纪念约翰·列侬的地标，名字来自披头士歌曲Strawberry Fields Forever） THOMAS: Strawberry Fields.
贝弗蒂城堡 （中央公园地标 有观景台和展览室） Belvedere Castle.
他在找什么？ LINDA: What's he looking for?
等他找到 让他告诉你吧 Well, when he finds it, let him tell you.
得让他找遍整个公园... Gonna send him all over the park...
让他问问每个遇见的人 ...and he'll have to talk to every single person he meets.
会是最棒的一次探险 It'll be the greatest Reconnaissance Expedition.
不要弄得太难了 LINDA: Don't make it so hard on him.
太容易就不值得去寻找了 THOMAS: If it was easy, this wouldn't be worth finding.
那他长大后会变成什么样呢？ And what kind of adult is he gonna turn into?
我不知道 所以才得有你陪着我一起等 I don't know. That's what I have you for.
他也会爱上一个 会这样管住他的女孩... He'll be one of those guys who falls in love with the very first bossy...
- 怎么说话呢 - 我是说 美丽的... - Watch it. - I mean, beautiful...
美丽的亚麻色头发的姑娘 要对她百依百顺 ...flaxen-haired lady who tells him what to do.
- 比如把这支票签了? - 噢... LINDA: Like write the check? THOMAS: Oh...
- 多少？ - 最后一张了 71.40元 - How much? - It's the last one. It's 71.40.
- 71块，40分 - 你去哪？ - $71.40. - Where are you going?
该睡觉了！ Bedtime!
真的有第六个城区吗？ Was there really a Sixth Borough?
其实 任何事物都是这样 只要你愿意相信 就一定会找到相信的理由 Well, as with anything, if you want to believe, you can find reasons to.
什么理由？ What reasons?
当然是线索了 The clues, of course.
什么线索？ What clues?
什么“什么线索” 当然就是线索啦 What clues? The clues!
中央公园特有的化石记录 The peculiar fossil record of Central Park.
以及大水库的前后不一致的pH值 The incongruous pH balance of that reservoir.
这一切都带我们找到了那些秋千 And that brings us to the swings.
根据这些报纸的报道 According to the paper of record, ahem...
中央公园里面有一个秋千下面 找到了一张字条 ...a note was found beneath one of those swings in Central Park.
通过很多科学检测 And because of many scientific tests...
你还太小 我又太笨 所以都不懂 ...which you are too young and I am too simple to understand...
他们测定 字条是在... ...they were able to determine that the note must have been written...
...第六个城区写的 ...in the Sixth Borough.
写了什么呢？ What did it say?
多好的问题啊 What a fantastic question.
我们看看 Let's find out.
啊~没说 应该有 但这里没说 Ah... It doesn't say. It ought to, but it doesn't.
- 我能看看吗？ - 你想看什么呐？ - Can I see that? - You want to see what?
想看这个？ Wanna see this? No?
那就是我们最后一次的交谈 That was the last conversation we ever had.
- 给我！ - 在你后面 - Give it! - It's behind you, behind you! Hold on.
下一次我听见爸爸的声音... The next time I heard my dad's voice...
...是最黑暗的那一天的早晨 我从学校回家以后 ...was when I got home from school that morning on the worst day.
怪人！ Spaz!
因为当时正发生的事件 我们提早放学了 Because of what was going on, they let us out of school early.
再一次地 事件正在发生 我们正听见现场的声音 MAN [ON TV]: Again, that's the incident, that's what we are hearing.
太可怕了 STAN: This is terrible.
你不能在大堂吸烟 会给自己惹麻烦的 You're not supposed to smoke in the lobby. You'll get in trouble.
今天发生的这些才会是大麻烦 你父母呢？ There's no such thing as trouble today. Where are your parents?
他们有人在下城区吗？ （曼哈顿从南到北，分为downtown，midtown，uptown。金融区在downtown） Is anybody downtown?
我妈妈在上班 我爸爸在某个地方开会 My mom's at work. My dad's at a meeting somewhere.
反正不关你事 榆木脑袋的家伙 Anyway, it's none of your business, dip shiitake.
去你的 奥斯卡 Eff you, Oskar.
我才要说去你的吧 （这里奥斯卡用了很多非脏话的词来代替） Succotash my ball sack.
我的天哪 Oh, God.
留言1 9月11日 上午8点56分 WOMAN [ON RECORDING]: Message one, September 11 th, 8:56 a.m.
你在吗？喂？ THOMAS: Are you there? Hello?
亲爱的如果你在 快接电话 If you're there, darling, pick up.
我刚才打去了你办公室 但没人接听 Ugh. I just tried the office, but no one was picking up.
听着 有事发生了 但我没事 Uh, listen, uh, something's happened. I'm okay.
他们叫我们呆在原地 等消防员来 They're telling us to stay where we are and wait for the firemen.
我肯定没事的 等我再打给你… I'm sure it's fine. I'll give you another call when I have a better idea of what's going on.
等我弄明白到底发生了什么
我只想让你知道 我没事 别担心... I wanted to let you know that I'm okay and not to worry...
...我会再打来 拜拜 ...and I'll call again soon. All right, bye-bye.
留言2 9月11日 上午9点12分 WOMAN [ON RECORDING]: Message two, September 11th, 9:12 a.m.
你在吗？你在吗？ 还是我 THOMAS: Are you there? Are you there? It's me again.
喂？ Hello?
我希望你在家... 不知你是否听说现在发生的事... I was hoping you would be home. I don't know if you heard about what happened...
…我只是想让你知道 我没事 ...but I wanted you to know that I'm okay.
一切都很好 我们仍旧在想现在该怎么做 Everything is fine. We're still waiting to find out what we're supposed to do.
一片混乱 消防员应该要来了才对 什么... It's pretty chaotic. Firemen are supposed to be coming. What...
如果太阳要爆炸了... OSKAR [IN VOICE-OVER]: If the sun were to explode...
你在发现这之前 会有整整8分钟时间... you wouldn't even know about it for eight minutes...
...那是光从太阳到我们的时间 ...because that's how long it takes for light to travel to us.
8分钟里 世界还会是光明的... For eight minutes, the world would still be bright...
...还会是温暖的 ...and it would still feel warm.
爸爸离开已经一年了... It was a year since my dad died...
...我能感受到他给我的这“8分钟”... ...and I could feel my eight minutes with him...
在逐渐冷却 ...were running out.
民主党人认为 埃斯特拉达是过于保守... WOMAN [ON TV]: Democrats argued that Estrada is too conservative...
…并拒绝回答任何问题 ...and not answering all of their questions.
埃斯特拉达是2001年五月第一次被提名这个职位 Estrada was first nominated for the position in May, 2001.
布什政府已要求军事开支提高4.2%… The Bush administration has asked for a 4. 2 percent increase in military spending...
从3650亿美元提高到3800亿 - -from 365 billion dollars to 380 billion dollars.
这个数字还不包括... That figure does not include...
黑暗的那天以后 我还没去过爸爸的衣柜 OSKAR [IN VOICE-OVER]: I hadn't gone into my dad's closet since the worst day.
妈妈还未碰过他的遗物 Mom hadn't touched his stuff.
一切还在原处 It was all there.
奥斯卡 你没事吧？ LINDA: Oskar! You okay?
奥斯卡·谢尔呼叫 [WHISPERING] This is Oskar Schell.
奶奶 奶奶 你还醒着吗？ Grandma? Grandma, are you awake?
完毕 Over.
奶奶? [IN NORMAL VOICE] Grandma?
我在 怎么了？ 睡不着吗？ It's Grandma. Uh, what is it, sweetheart? Can't you sleep?
你要我过去吗？ 完毕 Do you want me to come over? Over.
奶奶 爸爸有跟你提过 一把特别的钥匙吗？完毕 Did Dad ever mention a special key to you, Grandma? Over.
特别的钥匙？ A special key?
没有吧 是什么钥匙？ I don't think so, no. A special key? What for?
开什么东西用的？ What was this special key for?
完毕 Over.
租客也在家吗？ 完毕 Ls the Renter home? Over.
租客？不 不 他从不这么早回家 完毕 The Renter? No, no, he's never home this early. Over.
奶奶把一个房间租给了一个男人… OSKAR [IN VOICE-OVER]: Grandma had rented a room to a man...
在黑暗的那一天之后三周 ...three weeks after the worst day.
为什么那个租客的门总是关着？ 为什么我从没见过他？ OSKAR: Why is the Renter's door always closed? And why can I never meet him?
他喜欢安静 GRANDMOTHER: He likes quiet.
你为什么不肯跟我说说他？ OSKAR: Why can't you tell me anything about him?
他是我在以前国家就认识的人 弹琴吧 He's someone I knew in the old country. Now play.
他会在这里呆多久？ How long will he be here?
他从不在一个地方久留 He never stays any place for long.
他很危险？ Is he dangerous?
你如果见到他 什么都不要说 If you ever see him, don't say anything.
他会非常生气 弹 He can get very angry. Now play.
你发现什么了 奥斯卡 完毕 GRANDMOTHER: What have you found, Oskar? Over.
奥斯卡 你还在吗？ Oskar, are you still there?
奥斯卡? Oskar?
是给某种锁柜的 MAN: It's for some kind of lockbox.
跟这些不一样 这个更厚 更难破坏 It's not like any of these. It's thicker, harder to break.
但应该也不是那种很安全的保险箱 But it's not for a fixed safe, I don't think.
可以是保险寄存箱 或者邮政信箱 Could be a safe deposit box, post office box.
很旧了 二三十年了 It's old. Maybe 20, 30 years old.
我怎样才能找到制造它的公司？ How can I find the company that made it?
谁都能做这个 Anyone could've made it.
那怎样才能找到它的锁？ Then how do I find the lock that it fits?
那我就帮不了你了 除非你得试试你见到的每个锁 I'm afraid I can't help you there, unless you wanna try it in anything you come across.
你永远不知道一把钥匙会开启什么样的锁 有几百万种可能性 You never know what a key's gonna fit. There are a million different possibilities.
这就是我为什么喜欢钥匙 它们总能打开些什么 That's what I love about keys. They all open something.
唯一的配对 Just one.
你不是应该在上学吗？ Shouldn't you be in school?
今天是马丁·路德·金纪念日 It's Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Day.
第二个谎言 OSKAR: Lie number two.
那天早上我告诉妈妈我有点发热 那时候我就开始记着我说过的谎 I started counting my lies earlier that morning when I told Mom I had a fever.
我不想在学校传染给更多的人 I don't wanna potentially infect a multitude of people at school.
我很可能是会走路的病原体 I could be a walking pathogen.
我记得…马丁·路德·金的生日在一月 I thought Martin Luther King's birthday was in January.
曾经是的 换日子了 It used to be. They changed it.
第三个谎言 That was lie number three.
等等 奥斯卡 Hold on, Oskar.
这个“布莱克”是谁？ 在这个信封上 Who's "Black"? On the envelope?
是你认识的人吗？ Anybody you know?
或许是知道这钥匙的人 Could be somebody who knows something about the key.
谢谢你 你真是好锁匠 Thanks for being such a great locksmith.
你要这个干嘛？ What do you need these for?
人口调查课程作业 A project on the census.
第四个谎言 Lie number four.
你怎么没去上学？ Why aren't you in school?
- 他们说我知道的已经够多了 - 噢 - They said I know too much already. - Ah.
布莱克 布莱克 布莱克… Black, Black, Black.
“布莱克”肯定是一个人 大概吧 Well, "Black" was definitely a person. Probably.
如果布莱克是一个人 他或者她肯定认识爸爸 If "Black" was a person, he or she must have known Dad somehow.
四百七十二 Four-hundred-seventy-two.
但怎么认识的？ 而且 我该怎么找到他？或者她？ But how? And how was I going to find him/her?
这也是一次探险游戏吗？ Was this a Reconnaissance Expedition?
尼日利亚的拉各斯 然后它漂移了… THOMAS: Lagos, Nigeria. And it drifted...
爸爸的探险总是包括长长的旅途 Dad's expeditions always included a journey.
...2278.3英里 ...2278.3 nautical miles.
巴西！ Brazil!
他总是安排妥当 注重到哪怕最小的细节 And he always planned them, down to the smallest details.
每小时5英里 Five miles an hour.
七百 Seven hundred.
还能是什么呢？ What else could it be?
有钥匙 就会有锁 If there was a key, there was a lock.
有名字 就会有这个人 If there was a name, there was a person.
我回来了 LINDA: I'm home.
肯定有这个锁 There had to be a lock.
我会找到它 因为它想要我找到它 I would find it because he wanted me to find it.
Q-56区. Q-56区 Q-56. Q-56. Q-56.
我会找到它 因为这是唯一延长我的“8分钟”的方法 And I would find it because it was the only way I could stretch my 8 minutes with him.
或许那样我就可以将8分钟延伸至无限 Maybe I could stretch them forever.
我在背包里装了 求生必备的几种东西 I put together a backpack of vital things I would need for my survival.
黑暗的那天之后两周 奶奶给我买了这个以色列防毒面具 An Israeli gas mask Grandma bought me two weeks after the worst day.
我的手鼓 它让我保持冷静 My tambourine to help keep me calm.
当然还有望远镜 Binoculars, obviously.
我必须轻装上阵 才能走得快 I had to travel light to be as quick as possible.
我的探险日记 My expedition journal.
爸爸的爸爸的照相机 My father's father's camera.
史蒂芬·霍金的《时间简史》 爸爸曾经念给我听 A Brief History Of Time, by Stephen Hawking, that my dad used to read to me.
手机 Cell phone.
我喜欢的菲戈牛顿饼干 Fig Newtons, which I love.
当然还有钥匙 The key, obviously.
爸爸让我“不要停止寻找”的讯息 And my father's message to not stop looking.
我不会 永远不会 And I wouldn't, not ever.
嘿 Hey.
你去哪？ Where you going?
出门 Out.
去哪？ Where?
我说过了啊 和敏其去漫展 晚点回来 I told you, to the comic book convention with Minch. Be back later.
第五个谎言 除了那句“晚点回来” Lie number five. Except for the "be back later" part.
那把你的手机开着 每小时都要跟我保持联系 好吗 Well, leave your cell phone on. Check in with me every hour, okay?
我说真的 I mean it.
我不知道等待我的将会是什么 I didn't know what was waiting for me.
虽然我的胃有点疼 眼睛也潮湿... Although my stomach hurt and my eyes were watering...
...我已经决定 没有任何事可以阻止我 ...I made up my mind that nothing, nothing was going to stop me.
甚至我自己 Not even me.
第一个人 阿比·布莱克 在布鲁克林的格林堡区 First up, Abby Black, Fort Greene, Brooklyn.
因为公共交通让我很紧张 我走去了 Because public transportation makes me panicky, I walked.
做这些事我总是很难 I've always had a hard time doing certain things.
电梯是好的 小天才 The elevator works, genius.
我知道 智障 I know, retard.
但那黑暗的一天 让我害怕的事情变得更多 But the worst day made the list of things a lot longer.
老年人 - Old people... - Ah!
...奔跑的人... ...running people...
...飞机... ...airplanes...
...高楼... ...tall things...
...会让你卡住的东西 ...things you can get stuck in.
噪音 Loud things.
尖叫 哭泣! - Screaming, crying. - Aah!
牙坏的人 - People with bad teeth... - Ha-ha-ha!
...无人认领的包 无人认领的鞋 没有家长带着的孩子... ...bags without owners, shoes without owners, children without parents...
..响着的东西 冒烟的东西 吃肉的人... ...ringing things, smoking things, people eating meat...
...向上看的人 people looking up.
大楼 隧道 超速的... Towers, tunnels, speeding things...
...大声的 闪光的 有翅膀的 ...loud things, things with lights, things with wings.
桥尤其让我恐慌 Bridges make me especially panicky.
- 来试试吧 - 不行 THOMAS: Come on, try. OSKAR: I can't try.
不试试怎么知道呢 THOMAS: If you don't try, you'll never know.
- 试试吧 - 别对我失望！ - So try. - Don't be disappointed with me!
喝口果汁吧 Come on. Take your juice.
奶奶带我来这些秋千 You know, Grandma brought me to these swings.
我最喜欢的是... My favorite...
一 二... ...was one, two...
...右边第三个... ...the third from the right...
因为我觉得它能比其他荡得更高 ...because I thought it would go higher than any other one.
所以每次别人已经回家以后... So when everyone had gone home...
我就荡秋千 ...I'd swing.
只有我和这秋千 It was just me and the swings.
我在这上面可以思考很多 尤其当我学会了怎么荡起来... I'd do a lot of thinking up here, especially when I learned how to pump.
我会尽可能荡得高... I would go as high as I could go...
直到不能再高... ...until I couldn't go any higher...
然后 我就跳 ...and then I would jump.
有一瞬间 我会感觉像鸟儿一样自由 Ah! And for a moment, I would feel as free as a bird.
你应该试试 奥斯卡 You should give it a whirl, Oskar.
或许会改变你看事情的方法 It might change the way you look at things.
这不安全 It's not safe.
你不用跳下来 You don't have to jump.
我们能回家了吗？ Can we go home now?
格林堡 Fort Greene.
格林堡! OSKAR: Fort Greene!
格林堡！格林堡！ Fort Greene! Fort Greene!
格林堡！格林堡！
- 你在干嘛？ - 你好，我叫奥斯卡·谢尔 ABBY: What are you doing? - Hello. My name is Oskar Schell.
你认识我父亲托马斯·谢尔吗？ Did you know my father, Thomas Schell?
- 你就是阿比·布莱克 - 是的 - You are Abby Black? - Uh, yeah.
我知道肯定有人一直对你这样说 I'm sure people tell you this constantly...
但如果你去字典里查“非常美”这个词 ...but if you look under "incredibly beautiful" in the dictionary...
下面会有你的照片呢 ...there's a picture of you.
阿比 我这在跟你说话呢 MAN: Abby, I'm trying to say something here.
- 你在干嘛？ - 你介意我进去吗？ - What are you doing? - Would it be okay if I came in?
- 现在真的不大方便 - 为什么？ - Now is really not a good time. OSKAR: Why not'?
我正在忙 I'm in the middle of something.
我要上楼去 把这件事搞定了 WILLIAM: I'm going upstairs to get this done.
- 我也是啊 - 然后你想怎样就怎... - Me too. WILLIAM: And you can do whatever...
在忙什么事？ What kind of something?
- 关你什么事吗？ - 这是反问？ - Is that any of your business? - Is that a rhetorical question?
我必须进去 I had to get in there.
我渴死了！ I'm extremely thirsty!
第七个谎言 Lie number seven.
你想喝什么？ ABBY: What do you want to drink?
冰咖啡 一半奶 Iced coffee with half-and-half, please.
过来拿？ You coming?
我喜欢这个 I love this.
- 我也是 - 你知道关于大象的多少事？ - So did I. - How much do you know about elephants?
几乎不知道 Hardly anything.
我知道很多 I know quite a lot.
洛克希多塔·阿弗里贾纳 Loxodonta Africana.
这个女人在刚果花了十年的时间 There's this woman who spent the past 10 years in the Congo...
记录大象的叫声 来学习它们是如何互相交流的 ...making recordings of elephant calls to learn how they communicate.
阿比！东西都放哪里了？ WILLIAM: Abby! Where is everything?
去年 她开始给大象放这些录音 This past year, she started to play them back to the elephants.
奇妙的是 当她放到... What's fascinating is that she played back...
一头已经死去的大象的声音 给它的家人 它们竟然记得 ...the call of a dead elephant to family members, and they remembered.
它们跑到吉普车跟前 放录音的喇叭 They approached the Jeep, the speaker.
我在想 它们听到这些叫声的时候 在想什么呢 I wonder what they were feeling when they heard those calls.
我不知道 I don't know.
我正在出门 15分钟给你回电好吗？ WILLIAM: I'm walking out of here. I will call you back in 15 minutes, all right?
它们哭了吗？ Did they cry?
只有人类哭的时候才流泪 你知道吗？ Only humans can cry tears, did you know that?
但这张照片里的大象在哭 Even the elephant in the picture is crying.
看上去是 但应该是在PS里合成的 It looks like it, but it was probably manipulated in Photoshop.
不要哭 Don't cry.
嘿鲍勃 你好吗 我很好… WILLIAM: Hey, Bob, how are you? I'm great, I'm great.
家人好吗？很好 How's the family? Awesome.
我们很好 我们都很好 We're awesome, we're doing great.
我们3点在办公室见怎样？ So listen. Meet me at the office at 3:00, okay?
- 那是谁？ - 我丈夫 - Who's that? - My husband.
你一定觉得这很奇怪 You must think this is very odd.
我觉得很多事情都很奇怪 Oh, I think a lot of things are odd.
人们都说我一直很奇怪 People tell me I'm very odd all the time.
我还去检查过是否有 亚斯伯格综合征（一种自闭症） I got tested once to see if I had Asperger's disease.
爸爸说这是一种只有 比别人都聪明的人得的病 但他们跑不了直线 Dad said it's for people who are smarter than everybody else but can't run straight.
虽然测试结果没这么说 Tests weren't definitive.
你确定你不认识他吗？托马斯·谢尔 Are you sure you didn't know him? Thomas Schell?
他在那栋楼里 He was in the building.
911那天 In 9/11.
我想找到这枚钥匙可以打开的锁 I'm trying to find a lock for this key that was in the envelope...
我在爸爸的一个信封里找到的 ...that once belonged to my father.
抱歉 我不知道这钥匙 或是你父亲 I'm sorry, I don't know anything about the key or your father.
我能留着这个吗？ Can I borrow that?
留着吧 ABBY: You're welcome to it.
我以为你很喜欢 I thought you really liked it.
我们家很多事情都会不一样了 Lots of things will be different around here.
我能亲亲你吗？ Can I kiss you?
你真是乖孩子 但我觉得不合适吧 You're a sweet boy, but I don't think that would be a good idea.
我能给你照张相吗 来记住你 Can I take your picture so I can remember you?
漫展如何？ How was the comic convention?
你一整天都在那里吗？ Were you there the whole day?
开开门吧？ Can you unlock the door, please?
奥斯卡 开门吧 Oskar, can you open the door, please?
奥斯卡？ Oskar?
听到了吗 奥斯卡？ 让我进去吧 Do you hear me, Oskar? Let me in, please.
奥斯卡 拜托 让我进去 Oskar, please, let me in.
你要进来干嘛？ Why do you wanna come in?
告诉你我爱你 To tell you that I love you.
真希望你在家 THOMAS [ON RECORDING]: Look, I was hoping you would be home.
不知道你是否听说现在发生的这一切... I don't know if you heard about what happened...
…我只想告诉你我没事 ...but I wanted you to know I'm okay.
一切都好 只是还在想接下来该怎么做 Everything is fine. We're still waiting to find out what we're supposed to do.
很混乱 消防员应该要来了的... It's pretty chaotic. Firemen are supposed to be coming. What...
留言三 9月11日 上午9点58分 WOMAN [ON RECORDING]: Message three, September 11 th, 9:58 a.m.
生存下来的确是最大的奇迹了... MAN [ON TV]: Having survived what is an extraordinary event...
…双塔的倒塌 ...the collapse of two towers.
之前的报道也提到了 每栋楼都是110层 As we said earlier in our report, 110 stories each.
接下来还会继续报道... I will tell you that what fell...
奥斯卡？ Oskar?
奥斯卡！ Oskar!
奥斯卡？ Oskar?
你还好吗？ Are you all right?
嗯 Yeah.
他们让你早放学了 They let you out of school early.
嗯 Yeah.
你知道发生什么事了吗？ Do you know what happened?
嗯 Yeah.
你妈妈很快就回家了 Your mother will be home soon.
你想要…在这里等她回家吗？ You want to just wait here until she comes?
应该吧 I guess so.
你想要我在这里和你一起等吗？ Do you want me to wait here with you?
没关系 It's okay.
你确定？ You're sure?
肯定 Positive.
真的确定？ You're sure?
奥斯卡 奥斯卡！ Oskar. Oskar!
你…你爸爸打电话来了吗？ [SOBBING] Did your fa... Did your father call'?
答录机上有留言吗？ Are there any messages on the machine?
谢谢 Thank you.
所有线路... OPERATOR: All circuits... - Oh!
线路繁忙 稍后再拨 All circuits are busy now. Will you please...
线路繁忙 稍后再拨 All circuits are busy now. Will you pl...
拜托 拜托... Please, please.
非常抱歉 电话无法接通 请稍后再拨 Sorry, your call did not go through. Will you please try your call again?
线路繁忙 稍后再拨 All circuits are busy now. Will you please...
因为线路繁忙 电话无法接通 Sorry, due to heavy calling, we cannot complete your call at this time.
妈 我也不知道 我把知道的都告诉你了 LINDA: Mom, I don't know, I've already told you everything I know.
医院 警方 任何我能找到的号码都打过了 Hospitals, the police, and any number I can find.
我只是有一个电话没接到 I only missed one of the calls.
不 你不用过来 No, I don't want you to come over.
我不想让这已经无法承受的一切 给奥斯卡更大的压力 I don't want to make any of this any bigger for Oskar than it already is.
如果需要的话 我会给你打电话的 好吗？ Uh, I'll call you if I need you, okay?
录音开始 WOMAN [ON RECORDING]: Recording.
你好 这里是谢尔家 今天是星期二 9月11日 Hi, you've reached the Schell residence. Today is Tuesday, September 11th.
以下是今日趣闻： Here's today's fact of the day:
雅库特极度寒冷 呼吸都经常结冰... It is so cold in Yakutia, that breath instantly freezes...
…他们把这辟里啪啦的声音叫做 “星辰的密语” ...with a crackling sound they call "the whispering of the stars."
你好 这里是谢尔家… OSKAR: Hi, you've reached the Schell resid...
现在 没人可以像我一样听到这些留言了 OSKAR [IN VOICE-OVER]: Now no one will ever have to listen to them like I did.
就像一切从未发生过 Just like nothing ever happened.
每次我离开家 我都变得更轻了... Every time I left our apartment, I became a little lighter...
...因为我离爸爸更近了 ...because I was getting closer to Dad.
但同时我也变得更重 因为离妈妈更远了 But I also got a little heavier, because I was further from Mom.
你干嘛那样看着我？ Why are you looking at me like that?
- 怎么？ - 好像我做错了什么 - Like how? - Like I did something wrong.
- 你带着手机了？ - 带着呢 - Do you have your cell phone? - Right here.
我爱你 I love you.
或许她等在那里直到我离开 Maybe she was waiting there until I left.
或许她早就走开了 Or maybe she'd already walked away.
或许她说话太轻 我没听到 Maybe she was just talking too quietly for me to hear.
哈祖尔·布莱克住在汉米尔顿高地（曼哈顿） Hazelle Black lived in Hamilton Heights.
- ..没什么可担心... ALL [SINGING]: ...Gonna worry about.
来吧 来吧 Come on, come on.
如果你知道主在保佑你 为什么不大声喊出来 唱出来？ If you know the Lord is keepin' you Why don't you sing and shout?
嘿！ HAZELLE: Hey!
亲爱的上帝 我希望你能注视着奥斯卡 HAZELLE: Dear God, I just ask that you would watch over little Oskar...
我祈祷奇迹能发生在他身上 ...and I pray, oh, God, for a miracle for him.
用你的双手 保护他的安全 And that you keep him safe and in your loving arms as he goes on his way.
阿门 ALL: Amen.
记住 每一天都是个奇迹 Remember, every day is a miracle.
我不相信奇迹 I don't believe in miracles.
找到钥匙的归属... Finding what this key fits...
就会是个奇迹 ...would be a miracle.
我要找的问题很简单 一把没有锁的钥匙 OSKAR: I started with a simple problem: a key with no lock.
我设计了这个系统 来解决这个问题 And I designed a system I thought fit the problem.
我把城区氛围很小的块... I broke everything down into the smallest parts...
…把每个人都当成是方程中的一个数字 ...and tried to think of each person as a number in a gigantic equation.
或许是个保险箱 锁柜 It could be for a safe deposit box or a lockbox.
它很旧了 我能去试试看它是否能打开什么吗？ It's old. Can I try it to see if it fits something?
但没有用 But it wasn't working.
但人们不像是数字 他们更像是文字 Because people aren't like numbers. They're more like letters.
文字组成故事 And those letters want to become stories.
爸爸说 故事是用来分享的 And Dad said that stories need to be shared.
就是这样 腿！腿！ That's it, leg, leg, leg, leg!
我估计拜访每个叫布莱克的人 每次需要6分钟... I had anticipated a six-minute visit with each person named Black...
但每次都不止是6分钟 ...but they were never just six minutes.
每个人都花了比我预计要多的时间... Everyone took more time than I had planned for...
他们试着安慰我 让我不要那么难过 ...to try and comfort me and make me feel better about my dad.
也告诉我他们的故事 And to tell me their stories.
但我不想要好受点 我也不想要朋友 But I didn't want to feel better and I didn't want friends.
跆拳道 博物馆 漫展 Tae Kwon Do, museum, comic book convention.
我只想找到这个锁 I just wanted the lock.
0.25除以65... Point two five divided by 65...
…156天除以52 也就是三年 ...156 days divided by 52 equals three years.
（三年） 我并未接近爸爸 I wasn't getting any closer to my dad.
我正在失去他 I was losing him.
你是什么人？混蛋？ MAN [OVER INTERCOM]: What are you, some kind of asshole?
混蛋！ Dickass!
混蛋！ 你们这些人 还有这该死的楼！ Shiitake! All of you in this stupid fukozowa building!
是我 今天太让人困惑了 THOMAS [ON RECORDING]: It must be a very confusing day.
我马上回电 I'll call you right back.
留言四… WOMAN: Message four, Septem...
奥斯卡 怎么了？ Oskar, what's wrong?
你答不答应我 如果我死了 不要把我埋葬？ Do you promise not to bury me when I die?
大半夜的 奥斯卡 It's the middle of the night, Oskar.
你答不答应我？ Do you promise not to bury me when I die?
你不会死的 You are not going to die.
你会有长长的人生 You are going to live a long, long life.
你确定你爱我？ You sure you love me?
完全肯定 Completely sure.
那就把我放在那些地面上的东西里 类似陵墓之类的 Then put me in one of those mausoleum thingies above the ground.
噢... Oh.
我们得谈谈 Okay, we need to talk.
关于陵墓？ About my mausoleum?
不 No.
关于最近的事 About what's been going on.
你怎么会如此不乐于跟我谈谈呢？ Why do you find it so hard to talk to me?
你可能没注意到 半数的时候 你都在睡觉 In case you haven't noticed, half the time, you're asleep.
另一半呢 你又忘了前一半你在干什么 And the other half the time, you forget the first half.
你就是法律术语形容的“失职” 不称职的家长 You're what they call in the law "in abstentia". An absent parent.
- 这太过分了 - 哪句？ - That was mean. - Which part?
全部 All of it.
爸爸说过 “真相让人自由” Dad used to say, "The truth will set you free."
爸爸现在不在了 Well, Dad's not here.
- 只有我们俩了 - 更像是一又四分之一个我们俩 - It's just the two of us. - More like one and a quarter of us...
- …精确计算的话 - 不许出这房间 奥斯卡！ - ...to be mathematically accurate. - Don't walk out of this room, Oskar!
- 如果我明天就死了呢？ - 你不会明天就死的 - What if I die tomorrow? - You're not going to die tomorrow.
爸爸也不知道他明天会死啊 Dad didn't think he was gonna die tomorrow either.
- 不会发生到你身上的 - 你怎么知道不会发生？ - It's not gonna happen to you. - How do you know what's going to happen?
你什么都不知道 你埋了一个空棺材！ You know nothing. You buried an empty box!
关键不是这个 他的回忆都在那里！ That's not the point! His memory is there!
这就是关键 爸爸只是一堆细胞组成的 这些细胞现在或许在房顶 在河里... It's exactly the point. Dad was just cells. Now they're on rooftops, and the rivers...
奥斯卡！ Oskar!
…还有千万人的肺 正在呼吸着有着他碎片的空气！ ...and the lungs of millions of people who breathe him every time they breathe!
- 事情不是这样的！ - 你怎么知道是怎样的？ - That's not how it works! - How do you know how it works?
分子和原子的东西 你什么都不知道 You don't know anything about atoms or molecules.
或许还有一部分跟 中央公园的狗屎混在一起也不一定！ He might even be part of the dog shit in Central Park!
够了 别说了 That is enough. Stop it.
抱歉 是狗便便（换了个比较文明的说法） Excuse me, dog feces.
- 住手！ - 但这是事实 - Stop it! - But it's the truth!
我为什么不能说出事实？ 不能因为爸爸死了 你就变得不讲道理 Why can't I say the truth? Just because Dad died doesn't mean you can be illogical.
- 这没道理！ - 不是每件事都有道理的！奥斯卡！ - It has to make sense! - Not everything makes sense, Oskar!
不是每个问题都有答案的！ There's not an answer for everything!
都是谎言 都是胡扯！ You're just stupid! It's completely nonsensical!
只是个棺材 空的棺材！ It's just a box! An empty box!
我知道那是个空棺材！ 我知道！ I know it's an empty box! I know this.
但我这样做为了我 为了你 我们至少试着... But I did it for me, and I did it for you so we could at least try...
跟他道别了... ...and say goodbye to him...
...因为他走了 奥斯卡 他走了 再也不会回来了 ...because he's gone, Oskar, he's gone and he's not coming back.
不会了... Never.
我不知道为什么会有人开着飞机撞进大楼 I don't know why a man flew a plane into a building.
我也不知道为什么我丈夫死了… I don't know why my husband is dead.
但不论你如何努力…奥斯卡 你永远找不到原因... But no matter how you try, Oskar, it's never gonna make sense...
因为它没有 它就是找不到原因 ...because it doesn't, it doesn't make sense!
去你的！ 你什么都不知道！ Fukozowa you! You don't know anything!
你为什么骗我？ Why did you lie to me?
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
你当时在哪？ Where were you?
什么时候？ Where was I when?
就那天 黑暗的那天 That day, the worst day.
你知道我在上班 You know I was at work.
没人在这里 There was no one here.
我希望我在 I wish I had been.
但这不可能 But it wasn't possible.
你应该让它变成可能！ You should've made it possible!
我没法让不可能的事变成可能 I can't make the impossible possible.
我真希望那个人是你 I wish it were you.
我真希望是你在那栋楼里 而不是他 I wish it were you in the building instead of him.
我也这么想 So do I.
我不是那个意思 I didn't really mean that.
是的 你是的 Yes, you did.
回去睡觉吧 Go back to bed.
- 嘿！ - 琳达？ - Hey. THOMAS: Linda?
我试着找你呢 我在回家路上了 马上到家 Yeah, I've been trying to reach you. I'm on my way home. I'm coming home.
托马斯 听得到吗？ Thomas, can you hear me?
我能听到 Yeah, I can hear you.
真不敢相信 你也在看吗？ Ugh, this is unbelievable. Are you watching this?
听着 别人也在等着用电话 我时间不多 Listen to me, other people want to use the phone, so I don't have too much time.
你听着 我20分钟后就到家了 LINDA: Listen to me, I'm gonna be home in about 20 minutes.
不 你听我说 我在世贸中心里 No, you listen to me. I'm in the World Trade Center.
你什么意思 你..在世贸中心里？ What do you... What do you mean, you're in the World Trade Center?
我在这里开会 但会没事的 I had a meeting. But I'm gonna be okay.
他们让我们原地等候 我们打碎了窗户好让空气进来 They're telling us to stay where we are. We broke a window to let in some air.
你在哪？ Where are you?
我在106楼 这里大概有50人 I'm on the 106th ?oor. There's about 50 of us up here.
你听我说 你马上回家... You... You listen to me, you come home right now.
没事的 你会没事的 It's gonna be fine. You're gonna be fine.
- 不… - 奥斯卡呢？ - No... - Where is Oskar?
奥斯卡在回家的路上 但你听我说 你现在马上回家 Oskar's on his way home, but you listen to me, you come home right now.
我会的 我会给他打电话 告诉他 I will. I will call and I will tell him.
告诉他什么？ Tell him what?
告诉他现在发生的事 I'll... I'll tell him, ahem, what's happening.
我会告诉他现在发生的事 我们被告知原地等候 I'll tell him what's happening. We've been told to wait where we are.
消防员正在赶来 我们都很好 原地等候就行 The firemen are on their way. And we're all fine. We've been told to wait.
托马斯？ Thomas?
- 我们需要做的就是这些 - 托马斯... - That's what we're gonna do. - Thomas...
好吗？ Okay?
不 这不好 这不好 你听我说 No, it's not okay. Listen to me.
- 嗯 - 托马斯 - Yeah. - Thomas.
你听我说 你现在要这样 You need to listen to me. Here's what you're gonna do.
你得找到逃生楼梯 听见我说的了吗？ You need to find a stairwell. Do you hear me?
- 嗯 - 找到楼梯 然后赶紧回家 - Yes. - Find the stairs and you come home.
亲爱的 我要挂电话了 别人还在等着用 Linda, honey, I've gotta go. Other people need to use the phone.
我会没事的 你也会没事的 I'm gonna be fine. You're gonna be fine.
别说了 快去找楼梯 [SOBBING] Stop saying that. Just find the stairs.
琳达 听我说 你所做的一切 都让我的生活熠熠生辉 Linda, listen to me. You do everything to make my life better.
我只想让你知道 我非常非常爱你 I want you to know that I absolutely love you.
非常非常爱你... I absolutely love you
继续跟我说话啊… 继续... Don't stop talking to me. Just stay talking to me.
我一会儿再联系你... I'm gonna try to call you again in a few min...
拜托 继续跟我说话... Please, just stay talking to me...
消息还未得到证实 但我们已经从... WOMAN [ON TV]: This is unconfirmed, but we are getting information...
...联合航空的职员处获得消息 ...from an employee of United Airlines.
再次声明 虽然未得到证实 但有推测说... Again, we want to emphasize this is unconfirmed, but there is speculation.
奶奶 你醒着吗？ Grandma, are you awake?
完毕 Over.
奶奶 醒醒 完毕 Grandma, please wake up. Over.
求你了 Please.
完毕 Over.
奶奶？ Grandma?
我知道有人在 I know someone is in there.
我不会伤害你的 我只有4岁 I won't hurt you. I'm only 4 years old.
第64个谎言 OSKAR: Lie number 64.
“对不起我不会说话”
你是谁？ Who are you?
“租客”
我是奥斯卡·谢尔 奶奶的孙子 你知道奶奶去哪里了吗？ I'm Oskar Schell, Grandma's grandson. Do you know where my grandma is?
- “出去了” - 出去了？这么晚？ Out? This time of night?
你知道去哪里了吗？这事关生死 Do you know where? It's kind of a matter of life and death.
“我们可以一起等”
你算是陌生人吗？ Are you a stranger?
准确的说 Technically?
我不会进陌生人的房间 I wouldn't go into a stranger's bedroom.
你怎么会不能说话？ How come you don't speak?
你的声带坏了吗？ Are your vocal cords damaged or something?
还是说你被什么东西吓坏了 Or did something scare you to death?
- “不” - 酷啊 Cool.
你上一次说话是什么时候？ When was the last time you spoke?
你有试过说话吗？ Do you ever try to talk?
跟我学着说几句吧 Why don't you try to say something to me?
来啊 Go on.
我~叫~租~客 "“My name is the Renter."
你有犯罪记录吗？ Do you have a criminal record?
- “没有” - 或许你靠伤害别人为生? Mm. Maybe you hurt people for a living?
- “不” - 那你到底有什么故事？ Well, what's your story then?
“我的故事就是我的”
我得告诉别人 我再也保守不了这个秘密了 I had to tell someone. I couldn't keep it a secret any more.
我能告诉你我的故事吗？ Can I tell you my story?
“好”
我父亲在911中去世了 My father died at 9/11.
他死后 我有一年都不敢去他的衣橱... After he died, I wouldn't go into his room for a year...
..太难了 我会哭的 ...because it was too hard and it always made me wanna cry.
但是有一天 我真的很难过 就不管不顾地进去了 But one day, I had completely heavy boots and I went into his room anyway.
我想念和他一起跆拳道的时候 让我开心 I miss doing Tae Kwon Do with him because it made me laugh.
我去到他的衣橱 他的衣服和东西都还在 When I went into his closet where his clothes and stuff were...
我爬上去拿旧相机 有棕色皮套的 ...I reached up to get his old camera with the brown case...
结果打碎了一个蓝色花瓶 ...and I broke a blue vase.
里面有一个信封 上面写了名字“布莱克” Inside was an envelope with "Black" written on it.
我知道爸爸肯定在哪里给我... And I knew that Dad had left something...
...留了些什么 我要用这个钥匙打开 ...somewhere for me that the key opened and I had to find.
所以我把它拿去了沃特锁铺... …从门卫斯坦那里知道的... So I take it to Walt the locksmith... ...I get from Stan the doorman...
某种锁柜吧 WALT: Some kind of lockbox.
…分布在所有五个城区 ...For all the five boroughs.
我算过了 有472个姓布莱克的 I count there are 472 people with the last name "Black."
有216不同的地址 显然有一些“布莱克”是住在一起的 There are 216 different addresses. Some of the Blacks live together, obviously.
我算过了 如果我每个周六加上节假日可以去两个... I calculate if I go to two every Saturday plus holidays...
…还要减去学校里《哈姆雷特》排演的几天 我需要三年走完 ...minus my Hamlet school play rehearsals, it'll take me about three years...
来拜访所有的人 但我就要这样做 找到每个叫布莱克的人 ...to go through all of them. But that's what I'll do. Go to every person named Black...
...找到钥匙的归属 找到爸爸让我找的东西 ...and find out what the key fits and what Dad needed me to find.
这是最好的计划了 “不要停止寻找” The very best possible plan.
我把每个人按区域归类 这下又得向妈妈撒谎了 I divided the people by zones and I really had to tell my mother another lie.
她不会理解的 为什么我需要找到钥匙的归属... She wouldn't understand how I need to find what the key fit...
这会让我找到事情的原委... ...that would help me make sense of things...
为什么爸爸在那栋大楼里 被完全陌生的人杀死了! ...like him being killed by people who didn't even know him at all!
我见到了那些不说英语的人们... And I see some people who don't speak English...
哈祖尔·布莱克 每天都向上帝祈祷 跟他说话 Hazelle Black, who's all prayered up and spoke to God.
但如果能和上帝对话 为什么不叫他不要杀死他儿子？ If she spoke to God, how come she didn't tell him not to kill her son...
或者叫他不要让人们开着飞机撞进大楼 ...not to let people ?y planes into buildings.
或许他们有不同的上帝吧！ Maybe she spoke to a different God than them!
还有人 男女莫辨 同时是男也是女 I meet a man, who is a woman who is a man, a woman all at the same time
我不想靠近他或者她 吓到我了... I didn't wanna get near him/her, because she/he scared me...
…他和别人太不一样了 ...because she/he was so different.
我仍旧在担心她在用青霉素什么的 但这又如何呢？ I still wondered if she had a VJ or peniscillin, but what does it matter?
每个人都是同样的发型 这个地方会是什么样呢？ What would this place be like if everybody had the same haircut?
还有布莱克先生 他已经24年没有听过任何声音了 I see Mr. Black, who hasn't heard a sound in 24 years.
我明白他的心情 我也非常想念爸爸的声音 Which I can understand, because I miss Dad's voice that much.
就像他说 “你起床了吗”或者... Like when he would say "Are you up yet?" or...
我们去做点什么吧 Let's go do something.
我看到有一起作画的双胞胎兄弟 I see the twin brothers who paint together.
还有一个棚子 应该是线索的 但只是个棚子而已！ And there's a shed that just has to be a clue, but it's just a shed!
还有阿斯特里·布莱克 一直画同一幅画… And Astrid Black, who has the same drawing...
…画同一个人 一直一直都是同一个人！ ...of the same person over and over and over again!
波利斯·布莱克 一个门卫 本来是俄罗斯的一个老师... Boris Black, the doorman, who was once a schoolteacher in Russia...
但是现在 他的大脑正在死亡 拉莫斯·布莱克 他收集硬币 ...but now says his brain is dying. Ramos Black, who has a coin collection...
但他甚至都没有每天的饭钱！ ...but doesn't have enough money to eat every day!
阿兰·布莱克可以看到格拉姆西公园 但他并没有公园的钥匙… （纽约市仅有的两个私人公园之一，只有缴纳年费的住户才拥有钥匙） Alan Black has a view of Gramercy Park but not a key to it...
...他说这比盯着一堵墙看的心情还要糟糕 ...which he says is worse than looking at a brick wall.
我觉得我就在盯着一堵墙... I feel like I'm looking at a brick wall...
因为我已经用这把钥匙试了148个不同的地方 ...because I tried the key in 148 different places...
但它并不属于任何锁 找不到任何爸爸要让我找的东西 ...but the key didn't fit and open anything Dad needed me to find.
所以我知道了 没有他一切也可以很好... So that I'd know without him everything is all right.
就这样吧 Then let's leave it there.
我每次去一个陌生的地方 仍旧会感到害怕 I still feel scared every time I go into a strange place.
我很害怕 我得使劲环着自己的腰 不然自己会成为碎片！ I'm so scared I have to hold myself around my waist or I think I'll just break apart!
但我永远不会忘记他跟妈妈提起的 关于第六个城区的话： But I never forget what I heard him tell Mom about the Sixth Borough:
如果太容易找到… That if things were easy to find...
就不值得去寻找了 They wouldn't be worth finding.
但每次离开家我还是会害怕 听到开门声 我还是会害怕 But I'm still scared every time I leave home, every time I hear a door open.
并且 这件事开始以来 我还没找到任何答案... And I don't know a single thing that I didn't know when I started...
…除了我知道 我比以往更加想念爸爸... ...except I miss my dad more than ever...
…尽管这一切 只是要自己不那么想他！ ...even though the whole point was to stop missing him at all!
太痛了 It hurts too much.
有时候我觉得自己真的做错了什么 Sometimes I think I might do something really bad.
“做错了？”
“我累了 先睡了”
“不要告诉奶奶我们见过了”
“想不想让我...”
让你怎样？ Like you to what?
- “跟你一起找？” 不 肯定不行 不行 No way. Absolutely not. No, no, no.
当然了 下周六 早上7点 Sure. Next Saturday, 7 a.m.
我提前23分钟37秒到了那里 以防万一 I got there 23 minutes, 37 seconds early just in case.
我也不知道我是否希望他出现 I didn't know if I wanted him to be there.
我甚至都不知道 我是不是不想让他出现 I didn't even know if I didn't want him to be there.
我有一天的时间来知道答案 I'd give it the day to find out.
如果要跟我一起找 就有规则 If you're coming with me, there are rules.
有两次上厕所时间 一次19分钟的休息用来吃饭 You are allotted two bathroom breaks, one 19-minute stop for eating.
绝对不允许观光行为... And sightseeing is strictly prohibited...
尽管路上的历史遗迹我会指出来 ...although sites of historical merit may be noted.
还有 这里有15个简单的问题 想要你回答一下 Also, there's a list of 15 simple questions about yourself I'd like you to answer.
（全名？国籍？父母职业？婚否？有没有孩子？ 去过哪里？怎样租在这里的？是否认识我父亲？...）
快点 Come on.
规则4就是跟上 我不能2分钟就等一次 Rule number four is keep up. I can't stop and wait every two minutes.
金·布莱克在H区 地图方格AQ-16 Jean Black is in Zone H, map grid AQ-16.
在洛克维（皇后区）11.3英里 这边走 It's in the Rockaways, 11.3 miles. This way.
我不坐地铁的 它不安全 I don't take the train. It's not safe.
它是明显的袭击目标 所有的公共交通都是 It's an obvious target. All public transportation is.
你会被陌生人炸成碎片 You can get blown to pieces by people who don't even know you.
噢 不 Oh, no.
他说 “我不能走那么远” He said, "I can't walk that far."
如果要他跟我一起走 就必须乘地铁或巴士 He said if I wanted him to go with me, it would have to be on the bus or a train.
地铁快多了 他写: And the train was a lot faster. And he wrote:
"反正也没有什么可害怕的" 我说: "Anyway, there's nothing to be afraid of." To which I said:
你当然说得容易！ It's easy for you to say!
其实 也不容易 （他不能说话） Which actually... it wasn't.
“有时我们需要直面恐惧”
“什么都不要想”
"什么都不要想" 就像矛盾词组 比如“现在那…” "Think about nothing." That's an oxymoron, like, "now, then."
矛盾词组是指两个词互相矛盾 组成词组 An oxymoron is when two words contradict each other.
爸爸和我以前会有“矛盾词战争” My father and I used to have oxymoron wars.
认真地搞笑 Seriously funny. Sah!
吵闹的沉默 Deafening silence. Fwa, fwa!
原创的复制 Original copies.
找到丢失的东西 Found missing!
- “学生教师” - “学生教师”？ "Student teacher"?
液化气 Liquid gas.
清晰的困惑 Clearly confused.
- 行尸走肉 - 噢！ - Living dead! - Oh!
几乎完全 "Almost exactly."
真实的仿制品 Genuine imitation.
意外的…故意 - Accidentally on purpose. - Aah.
大虾……. Jumbo shrimp.
虽然我知道他不能说话... And even though he never said a word...
...但爸爸死了以后 我第一次感到有人可以交谈 ...for the first time since Dad died, I felt like I had someone to talk to.
没人 No one's there.
再按门铃就杀了你！ MAN: Ring it again and I'll kill you!
- 你在干嘛！ - 快滚开！ OSKAR: What are you doing? MAN: Get out of there!
嘿 你们俩！ MAN: Hey, you!
你拿着那个照相机干什么？ What are you doing with that camera?
你为什么就不说话了呢？ So how come you stopped talking?
我大概地做了点研究 I did some extensive research.
你知道吗 医学上来说是不可能突然就不说话了的 You know, it's medically impossible to stop talking...
除非你的声带被移除或者受伤了 ...unless your vocal cords are taken out or cut...
或者咽喉得了癌症之类的 ...or diseased with carcinoma of the larynx or something.
它说 “或者 是对创伤性的历史时间... It said, "Otherwise, it is a hysterical reaction..."
有太过激的反应” ...to a singularly traumatic event...
患者在心理方面决定 不再开口说话 ...in which the person makes a psychological decision not to speak...
因为说话会让当时的情景重现 "...because speaking would re-create the event."
只是让你知道一下 Just thought you should know.
等等！我不能走过去 这座桥不安全 Wait! I can't cross this! The bridge isn't safe.
我会掉下去的 I might fall through.
我看不到你那么远写的东西 I can't read what you're writing from there.
他写 “如果你过了这座桥 我就告诉你我的故事” He wrote, "if you cross the bridge, I'll tell you my story."
等等我！ 不要走太远！等等我！ Wait for me! Don't go too far! Wait for me!
他还写 “我们休息一下 可以聊聊” He also wrote, "Let's take a break and we'll talk."
不行 我们才刚刚开始 We can't! We only just started.
在这里等着 Wait here.
不要走开 Don't leave me!
有人吗？ Hello?
听得到我吗？ Did you hear me?
这里没人！ There's no one here!
你答应了不会走开的 You promised not to leave me.
他说了什么？ What's he saying?
好吧 呃... Okay. Uh...
啊他说… “我呆过许多地方…” He's saying, "I have lived in many places..."
“但我出生在德国…” ...but I was born in Germany.
“战后 我结婚了…” After the war, I got married.
“我们有个孩子 但我太害怕当父亲” There was a child, but I was too afraid to be a father.
“我小的时候 和父母躲在防空洞里 When I was a young boy, I was in a bomb shelter with my parents.
炸弹袭击…他们都死了” "A bomb exploded, and they were both killed."
这就是你为什么不说话了？ Is that why you stopped talking?
我给你倒杯汽水 I'll get you a soda, kid.
那时候你就不说话了？ Is that when you stopped talking?
“是 也不是”
“你的很多事情 我也没有过问 所以我的事情 你也不要问了”
现在开始 我希望你和我一起找 I want you to come with me from now on.
他耸耸肩 和爸爸一样 And he shrugged the way Dad did.
我喜欢这一点 I loved that.
一个月的周六周日 他和我一起找 A month of Saturdays and Sundays he'd come with me...
...我们又找了37个布莱克 ...and we'd seen 37 more Blacks.
不不不！ No, no, no!
做事情的时候要注意 You have to watch what you're doing.
卡西迪·布莱克不住在格伦戴尔（皇后区） 在伍德黑文（皇后区） Cassidy Black doesn't live in Glendale. She lives in Woodhaven.
我来帮你 Here, let me help you.
奥蕾莉亚·布莱克住在怀斯通（皇后区） Aurelia Black lives in Whitestone.
巴兹·布莱克住在法拉盛（皇后区） Baz Black lives in Flushing.
贝雅·布莱克住在罗斯代尔（皇后区） Bea Black lives in Rosedale.
B.G.布莱克住在萨尼塞（皇后区） 知道了吗？ B.G. Black lives in Sunnyside. Got it?
明天我们可以去找阿玛拉·布莱克... Tomorrow we can make it to Amara Black...
在JJ区 地图网格AN-50 在米尔贝辛（布鲁克林） ...in zone JJ, map grid AN-50, Mill Basin.
“为什么不放一天假呢 去看电影？”
规则7 没什么事能影响我们寻找 Rule number seven, nothing gets in the way of the search.
你好 我叫奥斯卡·谢尔 我父亲… Hello, my name is Oskar Schell. My father...
走错路了！ Wrong way!
好吃吗？ Enjoying that?
你知道吗 你走太慢我没说什么 因为你没办法 You know, I don't say anything when you walk too slowly because you can't help it.
你一小时上三次厕所我也没说什么 And I don't say anything when you go to the bathroom three times an hour...
因为你必须去 ...because I know you need to.
但你至少可以吃快点吧？ But you could eat a little faster!
詹姆斯·布莱克 丹·布莱克 埃姆斯·布莱克… OSKAR: It was James Black, Don Black, Amos Black...
…加斯里·布莱克 还有三个本·布莱克 ...Guthrie Black, and all three Ben Blacks.
没用 Pointless.
“今天到此为止吧”
我们还没找完 We're not finished.
嘿 我家里还有老婆孩子在等 Hey, guys, I got a wife and kid to get home to.
拜托了！还有一会儿！ OSKAR: Please! Just give me a minute.
好吧 Right.
本·布莱克 Ben Black.
加斯里·布莱克 Guthrie Black.
埃姆斯·布莱克 Amos Black.
你真的想让我去给你找... Do you really expect me to go out there and see what I...
嘿 小孩 你需要万能钥匙 Hey, kid, you need a master key.
“住手”
我不能！ I can't!
我问你个问题 你能跟我说实话吗？ If I ask you a question, will you tell me the truth?
即使实话会伤害我？ Even if it will hurt me?
“是的”
你觉得这把钥匙有对应的锁吗？ Do you think the key fits a lock?
“是的”
真的？ Really?
“是”
我是说 真的？ I mean really?
“是”
你觉得我能找到那把锁吗？ And do you think we'll find the lock?
“不能”
我也不那么肯定了 I'm not so sure either.
“所以我们或许就不找了？”
我有东西给你看 There's something I've got to show you.
我不确定 所以我没有说过 I couldn't be sure, so I didn't say anything.
但我一直有这种感觉 But I felt it all the time.
他走路的方式 他耸肩的方式 The way he walked, the way he shrugged his shoulders...
...还有奶奶不愿意提起他 ...the way my grandmother wouldn't talk about him.
他一定是我爷爷 He must be my grandfather.
妈妈很受伤 My mom is out.
这边 This way.
你可以坐我床上 You can sit on my bed.
我从网上打印了这些 I printed these out from the Internet.
这可能就是他 This is probably him.
或者可能是吧 Or it might be him.
穿得有点像 He's dressed like he was.
放大之后 像素变得很大 就没有人的形状了... When I magnify it until the dots are so big it stops looking like a person...
…有时候我能看到他戴着眼镜 ...sometimes I can see glasses on him.
或者只是我想我能看到吧 Or I think I can.
或许其他孩子也看成是他们的爸爸 Probably the other kids see their dads too.
我想给你看这个 This is what I want to show you.
在黑暗的那天 爸爸在答录机上留了6通留言 On the worst day, my dad left six messages on this answering machine.
除了我以外没有人听过 No one else has ever heard them but me.
- “你妈妈也没有？” - 当然尤其不能 Especially not her.
第一通留言是8点56分 The first message was at 8:56.
我还在等学校开门 I was still waiting to be let into school.
我在跟敏其玩 浪费时间 I was playing with Minch, wasting time.
“你在吗？喂？” THOMAS [ON RECORDING]: Are you there? Hello?
我打去了办公室 但没有人接 I just tried the office, but no one was picking up.
发生了点事 但我很好 Uh, listen, uh, something's happened. I'm okay.
我们被要求留在原地 They're telling us to stay where we are.
第二通留言是9点12分 The second message was at 9:12.
我那时候在上课 I was in class by then.
…平行四边形 ...parallelogram.
大家把这个漂亮的 神奇的平行四边形... Okay, so, you take the beautiful, magical parallelogram...
…分成两个漂亮的... ...and you'll cut it into two beautiful...
还是我 THOMAS [ON RECORDING]: It's me again.
喂？ Hello?
抱歉 听着 真希望你在家 Sorry, look, I was hoping you would be home.
我不知道你是否知道发生的这些事... I don't know if you heard about what happened...
...我只想说我很好 ...but I just wanted you to know that I'm okay.
一切都很好 我们还在等 想知道接下来怎么做 Everything is fine. We're still waiting to find out what we're supposed to do.
很混乱 消防员应该来了的... It's pretty chaotic. Firemen are supposed to be coming. What...
第三通留言是9点58分 The third message was at 9:58.
我们一大群人跟着敏其的妈妈一起回家 A bunch of us were walking home with Minch's mom...
他们说出事了 但没说是什么事 ...who said something was happening, but didn't say what.
我在92街和百老汇街的街角商店买了果汁 I stopped at a deli at the corner of 92nd and Broadway to get a Juicy Juice.
我知道在那里的准确时间 因为我还留着收据 I know I was there at that exact time because I saved the receipt.
上面写着时间 It had the time on it.
喂？ THOMAS [ON RECORDING]: Hello?
喂？ Hello?
“不要继续了”
我必须给你听全部的留言 I have to play you all of them.
第四通留言是10点07分 The fourth message was at 10:07.
我这年龄的孩子平均步速是4.4英尺每秒 Given that the average walking speed for a child my age is 4.4 feet per second...
这两通留言之间有9分钟 ...and that it was 9 minutes between those two messages...
我计算过了 我走了2376英尺 ...I calculated that I walked 2376 feet...
那样就正好经过了百老汇街上的联合教堂 （在93街和百老汇的交界） ...putting me in front of the United Church on Broadway.
我知道 因为我回去亲自测量了 I know this because I went back and measured.
是我 THOMAS [ON RECORDING]: It's me.
希望你在家 I was hoping you were home.
我真的很想跟你说话 想告诉你... I really, really wanted to talk to you I wanted to explain to you...
等等 不… 一会儿就好 对不起 Wait, wait, no, no, I'm just gonna be another minute, I'm sorry.
我不能占用电话太久 I can't use the phone for very long.
我想要告诉你... So I wanted to tell you...
...我多么爱你 ...how much I love you.
告诉你我多么爱你… I wanted to tell you how much I love you.
“听这些没什么好处”
第五通留言是10点17分 The fifth message was at 10:17.
我当时正在和门卫斯坦聊天 爸爸留下了这个 I was talking to Stan the doorman when Dad left this.
你在吗？ Are you there?
你在吗？ 拜托 如果你在 请接电话 Are you there? Please, pick up if you're there.
- “不要继续了！” - 不 No.
还有一通留言 第六通留言 There's one more message. The sixth message.
10点27分 Ten twenty-seven.
“不要继续了！”
“还有 不要继续找了”
嘿！等等！ Hey! Wait a minute!
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
“事情本该变好 但更糟了”
谁说事情要变好的？ Who said things should be getting better?
就这样了？ So that's it?
“我想帮你 但我在伤害你”
嘿！ Hey!
你想走 那就走吧！ Unh! You wanna go, so go!
我一直知道你是我爷爷 I always knew you were my grandfather.
如果你觉得你走了我们会想你 那不用担心了 你走吧 我不会想你的 But if you think we'll miss you after you go now, don't worry, because we won't!
事实上 我还得谢谢你 In fact, I should be saying thank you!
我爸爸是世界上最好的爸爸 因为你是最差劲的！ My dad was the greatest dad in the world because you were the worst!
我爸爸念的是布朗克斯科技高中 My dad went to Bronx Science High School...
在那里 他是棒球队经理 还是校报科学版的编辑 ...where he was manager of the baseball team and science editor of the paper!
毕业后他去了罗格斯大学（新泽西州立大学） 在那里他的专业是生物化学 When he graduated, he went to Rutgers, where he majored in biochemistry.
他在一间书店遇见了我妈妈 他向她求婚的地方... He met my mom in a bookstore, and he asked her to marry him...
是康涅狄格州的诺沃克 每个夏天 我们都回到托比湖... ...in Norwalk, Connecticut. And every summer, we'd go back to Toby Pond...
他都会再一次向她求婚 ...and he would ask her to marry him again.
我出生的那一天 他把树叶压在蜡纸中间... The day I was born, he pressed leaves between wax paper...
它们还挂在卧室的窗户上 他想成为科学家... ...and they still hang in the bedroom window. He wanted to be a scientist...
但最后做了珠宝商 因为这样才能挣钱养活家人 ...but he became a jeweler to earn money for our family.
他喜欢闻汽油味 他讨厌土豆 He loved the smell of gasoline. He hated tomatoes.
他从不把我当孩子看待 He never talked to me like I was a kid.
所以这样说 你的伤心事要比我更多 So, in a way, your boots are heavier than mine.
“不要停止寻找”
“房地产销售 718-125-0423”
- 喂？ - 嗯... WOMAN: Hello? - Um...
你好 我是奥斯卡·谢尔 Hello. My name is Oskar Schell.
奥斯卡？我是阿比·布莱克 Oskar? This is Abby Black.
你还在吗？喂？ Are you there? Hello?
我是奥斯卡·谢尔 我来了！ It's Oskar Schell! I'm here!
奥斯卡 你长大了 Oskar, you've grown.
- 我们走吧 - 我们去哪？ - Let's go. - Where are we going?
我不乘陌生人的车 I don't take rides from strangers.
这规矩不错 不过我们不算是陌生人了 That's a good rule, but we're not entirely strangers.
上车 Get in.
你在这里的时候 我告诉你我不知道这钥匙的事情 I told you when you were here before I didn't know anything about the key.
但是你知道？ But you do.
我丈夫… Well, my husband...
...前夫 你提到的这件房屋销售的事是关于他的… ...ex-husband, had the estate sale you mentioned...
所以我想你该问问他 ...so I think you should talk to him.
你前夫在哪？ Where's your ex-husband?
上班 我现在带你去 At work. I'm gonna take you to him now.
周日晚上还上班？ On Sunday night?
现在是日本的周一早上了 It's Monday morning in Japan.
好了 他说可以直接上去 Okay. He said you should come right up.
32楼 32nd ?oor.
你不上去吗？ Aren't you coming?
我在这里等 I'll wait here.
祝你好运 Good luck.
进来吧 Come in.
你好 Hello.
我能帮到你什么吗？ 发生了什么事？ What can I do for you? What's going on?
你认识我父亲吗？ Do you know my father?
你父亲？是谁？ Your father? Who's your father?
托马斯·谢尔 Thomas Schell.
应该不认识…我不认识姓谢尔的 I don't think so. I don't know any Schells.
他在911中去世了 He died at 9/11.
- 我很遗憾 - 我发现了有个信封写了你的名字... - Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. - I found an envelope with your name on it...
我去找你的妻子 前妻 以为是她的 ...and I thought it was your wife, who I know now is your ex-wife...
但她并不知道这件事 ...but she didn't know anything about it...
…当时我还听到隔壁房间有男人的声音 ...and there was a man yelling from the other room.
- 你知道我父亲的事吗？ - 这是什么时候的事？ - What do you know about my father? - When was this?
3个月 17天 8小时... Three months and 17 days, eight hours...
16分钟 11 12秒前了 ...16 minutes, 11, and now 12 seconds ago.
今天晚上7点42分46秒 And tonight, at 7:42:46 p. m...
我在爸爸留给我的剪报发现 正面有留言 ...I found a newspaper clipping where my dad had circled "not stop looking"...
反面有个电话号码 ...and I found a telephone number on the back.
是阿比·布莱克的电话 And the number was for Abby Black.
是我的电话 房子里的 That was me. At the house.
我正要搬走 I was moving out.
我知道 - I know. - Hm.
那个信封有什么特别？ What was so special about the envelope?
我能看看吗？ Can I see that?
信封上有写什么吗？ Was there anything written on the envelope?
写了“布莱克” It said "Black."
你是在一个蓝色的花瓶里找到的吗？ And did you find it in a blue vase?
嗯？ Hm?
真不敢相信 I don't believe it.
这真是太神奇了 This is truly the most amazing thing.
我已经找这把钥匙... I have been looking for this key...
...一年多了 ...for more than a year.
我找了好几个月 它匹配的锁 I've spent months trying to find the lock that it fits.
- 那我们是在互相寻找 - 它能打开什么？ - Then we've been looking for each other. - What does it open?
- 一个保险箱 A safe-deposit box.
和我爸爸有什么关系吗？ What's it got to do with my dad?
你爸爸？ With your dad?
我是在爸爸的衣橱里发现的 因为他死了 我不能问他这是什么 I found it in my dad's closet, and since he's dead, I couldn't ask him what it meant...
所以只能自己去找 ...so I had to go find out for myself.
这 嗯... Well, uh...
我父亲也去世了 ...my dad passed away too.
两年前 A couple of years ago.
他 嗯... He, um...
他参与了... He went in for a...
…检查 然后... ...checkup and, um... Ahem.
不管怎样… Anyway...
接下来的事情就是 医生告诉他只有几个月可活了 ...next thing you know, doctor says he has two months to live.
我需要处理他的遗物 他的书 家具 I needed to figure out what to do with his things, his books, his furniture.
- 你不想留着吗？ - 一件都不想 - Didn't you want to keep them? - I didn't want any of it.
我进行了降价处理 I had an estate sale.
父亲和我并不亲近 My father and I weren't exactly close.
他生前最后几个月 给所有人写信 He spent his last couple of months writing to everyone...
表兄弟 生意伙伴 一些我从未听说过的人 ...cousins, business partners, people I'd never heard of.
他写下了那些 所有他想做但是没做的事 He wrote about all the things he wanted to do but never did...
...以及那些做了但不想做的事 ...and all the things he did do but didn't want to.
跟别人说了从未和我说话的话 Shared all the things he never shared with me.
就是那些 我一直想了解的关于他的事... [VOICE BREAKING] You know, all the things that I wanted to know about him.
你需要我抱抱你吗？ Do you need a hug?
不用 谢谢 I'll be okay, thanks.
他没有给你写吗？ Didn't he write a letter to you?
有 但我害怕打开 Yeah, but I was afraid to open it.
要是我就会非常好奇 I would have been extremely curious.
我妻子告诉我这很荒谬 Well, my wife told me I was being ridiculous.
- 小孩子气 - 但你就是他的孩子 - Childish. - But you were his child.
我很害怕这会是某种坦白… I was afraid it was gonna be some sort of confessional.
我希望他能告诉我 他很抱歉 I was hoping he would tell me he was sorry...
或者他爱我 ...or that he loved me.
或者其他我们之间私人的事 但是他没有 Or something personal about us, but he didn't.
信的最后 他说 At the end of the letter, he says:
"我留给你的东西 在一个蓝色花瓶里 "There's something that I want you to have in the blue vase..."
在卧室架子上 ...on the shelf in the bedroom.
你会明白我为什么要留给你这些" "I think you'll understand why I wanted you to have it. ".
但是我卖了那个花瓶！ 或者说... But I had sold the blue vase! Or I...
其实 应该是送给你爸爸了 我猜吧 在我打开那封信之前 Actually, I gave it away to your dad, I guess, before I'd opened the letter.
这就是为什么我一直在找它 So that's why I've been trying to find it.
你见过我爸爸？ You met my dad?
我想是的 I guess so.
你还记得他吗？ Do you remember him?
他提到一个纪念日… Uh, he mentioned something about an anniversary.
9月14日 OSKAR: September 14th.
提到给你妈妈一个意外惊喜 WILLIAM: And that he had a surprise planned for your mom.
周年快乐 Happy anniversary.
提到一间不错的餐馆 Something about a fancy restaurant.
他的燕尾服 His tuxedo.
没有钥匙 我就完全困住了 Without the key, I was stuck.
这就是你为什么要找我爸爸 That's why you needed to find my dad.
但我不知道怎么找 甚至不知道他的名字 But I didn't know how to find him. I didn't even know his name.
有几个星期 我去了爸爸附近的街坊... For a few weeks, I'd wander over to my dad's neighborhood...
…希望能碰到这个人 ...hoping that I'd bump into him.
我贴了告示说 那个拿到蓝色花瓶的人... I put up signs saying that the guy who got the vase at the estate sale
那次75街上的降价销售买到的 请联系我 ...at 75th Street, please come contact me.
但那已经是一周后... But that was a week after...
911之后... well, you know, September 11th
人们到处都贴了海报 and people were putting up posters everywhere.
那... Well...
你现在不用继续找了 ...you don't have to look any more.
抱歉 我知道你一直在寻找 但这不是你想要找的 I'm sorry, I know you've been looking for something and this isn't it.
没关系 It's okay.
我们一起去银行吧 Let's you and I go to the bank.
打开它 分享里面的东西 We'll find out what it is together, we'll share it.
你很好 但是不了 谢谢 You're nice. But no, thank you.
你没事吧？ Hey, you're gonna be all right there?
我能告诉你我从未告诉别人的秘密吗？ Can I tell you something I never told anybody else?
当然 Sure.
那天 我们基本上一到学校 就被提前放学回家 On that day, they let us out of school basically as soon as we got there.
我走回家的 I walked home.
我朋友说会给我打电话 所以我就去查答录机 My friend told me he would call, so I went to look at the answering machine.
里面都是留言 There were all these messages.
你朋友打来的？ From your friend?
是我爸爸 From my dad.
他当时在世贸大楼 He was in the building.
有件事我从没告诉过别人 But there's something I've never told anyone.
从来没有 任何人 Not anybody else, not anybody ever.
电话响了 The phone rang.
天哪 Oh, God.
我不敢接电话 就是不敢 I couldn't pick up the phone. I just couldn't do it.
它一直响 一直响 但我就是动不了 It rang, and rang, and rang, and I couldn't move.
我想接电话 但我不敢 就是不敢 I wanted to pick it up, but I couldn't. I just couldn't.
答录机启动了 滴地一声 The answering machine came on. There was a beep.
留言六 …9月11日 10点27分 WOMAN [ON RECORDING]: Message six, September 11, 10:27 a.m.
然后我听到爸爸的声音 OSKAR [IN VOICE-OVER]: Then I heard Dad's voice.
你在吗？ THOMAS [ON RECORDING]: Are you there?
你在吗？ OSKAR: "Are you there?"
- 你在吗？ - 你在吗？ - "Are you there?" THOMAS: Are you there?
你在吗？ "Are you there?"
他需要我 而我没能接电话 He needed me and I couldn't pick it up.
我被吓坏了 就是没办法接 I was scared. I just couldn't do it.
“你在吗？”他问了9次 我清清楚楚地记得 因为我数过了 "Are you there?" He asked nine times. I know because I've counted.
为什么他不说“有人” And why didn't he say "Anyone"?
“有人在吗？” “你”只是一个人 "Is anyone there?" "You" is just one person.
我想他知道我在听 I think he knew I was there.
或许他一直说是因为 他知道我没有胆量接电话 Maybe he kept saying it to give me time to be brave enough to pick up.
在第三句和第四句之间 有很长的空隙 15秒 The longest space is between the third and the fourth, which is 15 seconds.
你在吗？ THOMAS: Are you there?
我可以听到背景里有人们的哭泣声 You can hear people in the background crying.
- 你在吗？ - 可以听到直升飞机的声音 - Are you there? OSKAR: You can hear helicopters.
你在吗？ THOMAS: Are you there?
可以听到玻璃破碎的声音 OSKAR: You can hear glass breaking.
你在吗？你在吗... THOMAS: Are you there? Are you the...
然后电话切断了 OSKAR:Then it cut off.
你能原谅我吗？ Do you forgive me?
原谅你？ Forgive you?
为什么？ 因为你没能接电话？ For what? For not being able to pick up?
因为我没能告诉任何人 For not being able to tell anyone.
噢... Oh...
当然原谅你了 Of course I forgive you.
这让我感觉好多了 I can't tell you how much better that makes me feel.
希望你能找到你想找的东西 I hope you find what you're looking for.
我得走了 I've got to go.
谢谢你 Thank you.
他在干嘛？ What's he doing?
奥斯卡！ Oskar!
给我 给我… LINDA: Hey, give it to me, give it to me, give it to me.
没关系 给我吧 It's okay, it's okay, give that to me.
给我吧 给我吧 没关系 Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me, it's okay.
放手 放手… Let go, let go, let go.
没关系 放下吧 放下吧 宝贝 It's okay, I got it. It's all right. Let go. Let go, let go, baby.
没关系 放下吧 放下吧 Let it go, let it go, it's all right. It's all right, let it go, let it go.
没事了 没事了 Let it go. It's all right, it's all right, it's all right. It's okay.
我保证我会好起来的 我会变得正常的！ I promise I'll be better soon, I promise! I'll be normal!
我最不想要的就是这个啊 你很完美 That is the last thing that I would want. You are perfect.
我很努力了 妈妈 我不知道如何才能做到更努力 I tried incredibly hard, Mom. I don't know how I could have tried any harder.
我知道 I know you did.
我知道 我知道 I know you did. I know you did.
- 你不知道 - 我知道 - You don't know. - I do.
妈妈 你真的不知道 But you really don't know, Mom.
我知道如果你父亲知道了会多自豪 因为你从未放弃寻找 I know how proud your dad would have been that you didn't stop looking.
宝贝 你觉得我会让你跑出我的手掌心吗？ Sweetie, do you think I would ever let you out of my sight?
你觉得我会让任何危险接近你吗？ Do you think I would let anything happen to you?
我一直知道你去了哪里 I always knew where you were.
一直都知道 Always.
你知道？ You did?
当门卫斯坦告诉我 你拿了那些电话簿... When Stan the doorman told me about all the phone books you said you needed...
…来做学校的人口调查作业 我就知道你在找什么东西了 ...for a school project on the census, I knew you were up to something.
怎么会？ How?
人口调查7年才一次 The census isn't for another seven years.
所以我来了你房间 试着跟你一样想 So I went into your room and I tried to think like you did.
试着了解你的想法 I wanted to understand.
你在偷窥我？ You were snooping on me?
我是帮你一起找 I was searching for you.
我找到了你这个关于布莱克的“魔法森林游戏” I found your Enchanted Forest game with the list of the Blacks.
还有你的五个城区的检索系统 I saw your index system of the five boroughs.
我的CZI OSKAR:My CZI.
什么是CZI？ Your CZI?
可折叠区域检索系统 Collapsible Zone Index.
我还发现你用后四位电话号码检索 LINDA: I saw how you used the last four digits of the phone numbers.
我觉得这很聪明 I thought that was clever.
非常聪明 LINDA: That was very clever.
我也做了自己的地图 I made my own map.
标记了你会去的区域 And I marked up all your zones.
104个区 One hundred and four.
216个地址 216 addresses.
472个叫布莱克的人 472 people named Black.
我列出你周末会去的人家 LINDA: I made a list of all the people you were going to see that weekend.
给你已经去过的人家打电话... I called the ones you'd already been to...
...还去找你将要去找的人 ...and I went and met the ones you were going to go see.
- 是吗？ - 嗯 OSKAR: You did? LINDA: Mm-hm.
- 所有人？ - 嗯 - All of them? - Mm-hm.
自从我丈夫去世以后 我儿子在整个纽约... LINDA: So since my husband's death, my son has been searching all over the city...
寻找这钥匙的来源 他觉得是线索… 所以他很.. ...with a key he thinks might be a clue, so he's very...
嗯 喔... Um... Oh. Um...
谢谢你 谢谢 非常感谢... Thank you. Thank you, thank you very much. Um...
所以如果他来了 他会拿这个地图… So, when he comes, he took this entire map and he...
谢谢 Thank you.
非常感谢 Thank you very much.
非常感谢 谢谢 Thank you very much. Thank you.
嗯 噢... Um... Oh.
谢谢 Thank you.
赫克特·布莱克显然很喜欢拥抱 Hector Black sure liked to hug.
他拥抱了我17次 OSKAR: He hugged me 17 times.
我想走 但是他就是继续抱我 I wanted to get away, but he just kept on hugging.
他总觉得他和自己父亲的死有联系 And he feels that it's somehow related to his father's death.
我知道 这是个让人难受的故事 I know, it's sad. It's a sad story.
我喜欢艾琳·布莱克 和她五个吵闹的孩子 I liked Elaine Black and her five noisy kids.
你收到画了吗？ LINDA: Did you get a drawing?
很多 OSKAR: Dozens.
他来的时候 或许你们可以让他坐坐那个… So when he comes, maybe you guys could let him sit on that and he could...
那丽-安·布莱克呢？ LINDA: And what about Leigh-Anne Black?
她朝我吼让我走 OSKAR: She yelled at me to go away.
是啊我也是… Yeah, me too.
你是否有任何联系... Whether or not you had any connection to...
走吧 快走啊 Go. Please, get out of here. Go!
拉娜·布莱克有很棒的故事 Lona Black had an amazing story.
我以为拉娜·布莱克会流泪 I thought Lona Black would burst into tears.
他会没事的 只是几个问题 他只是想问问这些 He's gonna be fine. Just a few questions, that's all he's gonna need.
你确定你没事吗？ You sure you're okay with this?
- 我过去的时候她很好啊 - 是吗？ - She was fine when I got there. - Oh, yeah?
我知道你从阿斯托利亚（皇后区）的艾莲娜·布莱克 LINDA: I knew how long it would take you to get from Eleanor Black's in Astoria to...
去布什维克（布鲁克林）的哈兰·布莱克要多久 ...Harlan Black's in Bushwick.
对于你父亲 我很遗憾 I'm really sorry about your father.
妈妈 是那个男孩！ - Mom, it's that boy! - It's that boy!
我们的妈妈有些相像 是不是？ I think our moms look kind of similar, don't you?
- 所以你知道这把钥匙的事 - 嗯 - So you knew about the key. - Mm-hm.
我知道你得为这些事情刨根问底 I knew you had to go make sense of things.
所以我就要和你一起去 And I got to go with you.
你就不担心我会被强暴... You weren't ever worried I was gonna be raped...
被杀 或者被绑走 被刺伤 什么的吗？ ...or killed or strangled or stabbed or something?
每天 每时每刻 LINDA: Every hour of every day.
直到你开门进来 我都无法呼吸 I couldn't breathe until the door closed.
- 嘿 - 我回来了 - Hey. - I'm home.
我本以为只有爸爸知道我怎么想 I thought only Dad could think like me.
我本也这么觉得 Me too.
他们之间很多人 都失去了亲人 或者其他事物 So many of them had lost something or somebody, Mom.
和我们一样 Just like us.
你会想念他的什么？ What do you miss about him?
我想关于他的好多事 Oh, I miss so many things about him.
我很想他只要手摸摸窗户 就知道天气 I miss how he could tell the weather just by touching the window.
他回到家 会大喊 When he would come in the house and yell:
“大家伙儿都在干嘛呢？” BOTH: "What's everybody doing?"
我想念他把整个手臂 放到超市的咖啡豆罐子里去… I miss how he would stick his entire arm into the coffee beans at Fairway...
- …因为他喜欢那个感觉 - 啊 - ...because he liked how it felt. - Ah.
那真是让我生气啊 店里的人都在盯着他看呢 That would make me so angry because everyone in the store was watching him.
- 是吗？ - 噢 我也不知道了 - Were they? - Oh, I don't know. I don't know.
我想念他的声音 I miss his voice.
我想念他告诉我 他爱我 I miss his voice telling me he loves me.
我也是 Me too.
妈妈 - Mom? - Mm?
你如果想的话 可以再恋爱 没关系的 It's okay if you fall in love again. If you want to.
噢 Oh.
我不会再像第一次如此深爱了 没人可以替代他 I'll never fall in love for the first time again. Nobody can be him.
没有人 Nobody.
他告诉过我 他说 He told me. He said:
“我真的爱你妈妈 她是多好的女孩呀” "I really love your mother. She's such a good girl."
妈妈？ Morn?
我对你说“我爱你”太少了 是吗？ I don't tell you I love you enough times, do I?
噢 Oh.
不 足够的 Yes, you do.
宝贝… On, baby.
你足够爱我的 You do.
楼梯坏了 Stairs are broken.
你今天去学校很早嘛 STAN: You're going to school awful early.
今天不上学 是总统日 There isn't any school today, it's Presidents' Day.
那是二月吧 I thought that was in February.
换日子了 They changed it.
嗯 Mm.
我得给我见过的那些人写信 OSKAR: I'd written a letter to the people I'd met.
信里说 It said:
“亲爱的 先生 女士 小姐” "Dear Mister or Missus or Miss..."
…阿比 哈祖尔 托米 艾琳… ...or Abby or Hazelle or Tommy or Elaine...
所有我见过的 叫布莱克的人 ...or anybody I'd met whose last name is Black.
你们或许还记得我 You might remember me.
我叫奥斯卡·谢尔 My name is Oskar Schell.
我去拜访你们 看你们能否帮我… I came to visit you to see if you could help me find the lock...
找到爸爸留给我的这把钥匙 对应的锁 ...that fit the key I thought my father had left me.
大多数的你们都对我很好 Most of you were very helpful and nice to me.
我要感谢你们 I want to thank you for that.
我要谢谢你们让我骑马… And I want to thank you for the horse ride you gave me...
...泰勒给我的画 画着我和我的钥匙 ...and for Taylor's picture of me and my key.
你们或许想知道 这钥匙不是我的 You might want to know, the key wasn't meant for me.
是一位威廉·布莱克先生的 It was meant for a Mr. William Black...
…他或许比我更需要它 ...who maybe needed it even more than I did.
当然 我很失望... I was disappointed, obviously...
但我真的很高兴它找到了归属 ...but I'm honestly glad that it's where it belongs.
甚至很高兴我的失望... And I'm even glad to have my disappointment...
比什么结果都没有要好得多 ...which is much better than having nothing.
我爸爸曾经告诉我 纽约过去有第六个城区 它已经漂走了 My dad told me that New York once had a Sixth Borough that ?oated away.
人们试图挽留 但没有成功... They tried to save it, but they couldn't...
...它再也不会回来了 ...and it's never coming back.
就像我希望爸爸回来一样... As much as I want him to...
…但爸爸再也不会回来了 ...my dad is never coming back.
他们觉得我没有他会不行 但现在我知道 我可以 And I thought I couldn't live without him, but now I know I can.
我觉得爸爸会为我骄傲的... I think that would make my dad proud...
...这也是我一直想要的" "...which is all I ever wanted."
“特别响 非常近”
我从奶奶那里拿到了租客的地址... I got the Renter's address from Grandma...
..虽然我想说 “你这自私鬼” “去你的吧” ...and although I wanted to say, "You selfish butthead," and, "Fukozowa you"...
但是我没有 ...I didn't.
我让他回家 I asked him to come home.
祝贺你 奥斯卡 THOMAS: "Congratulations, Oskar.
你用超越年龄的智慧和不可思议的勇气 With unbelievable bravery, and wisdom far beyond your years...
你完成了第六次探险 you have solved Reconnaissance Expedition Number Six.
你证明了第六个城区的存在... You have proven both the existence of the Sixth Borough...
...还有你有多么优秀 ...and your own excellence.
不管他们现在在哪里 第六个城区的居民都祝贺你 Wherever they now are, the people of the Sixth Borough celebrate you.
我也是 And so do I.
现在该回家了 "Now it's time to go home."
一… MAN: One...
=完= 翻译：米粒