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this was a
typical scene in our house
dad panicking about time
mum was no sense of time
whatsoever
what wasn't so typical
was that my
parents
were off to applicant for a week
and they were leaving me
home alone
you would think my good grades
lack of a social life
not to mention
my general appearance
might have reassured them
but it had taken
until now
for dad to convince mum
that if they left me
they wouldn't
return to a desecrated house
and daughter
and as
my parents left for the airport
that was the first time
i saw her
our new neighbor
she sort of had
me transfixed from the start
obviously she was beautiful
but it was more than that
there was a presence about her
an air of something
sophistication
i think that's what
she'd call it
sophistication
not exactly me
it's strange
when you suddenly find yourself
a total freedom
like your mind
goes blank for how to
actually use it
i was trying not to think about
last night with alberta
it hadn't exactly been
how i'd imagined it
i wondered
how my
new neighbor was getting on
but there was no sign of her
and the hot guy
i was too scared to call alberto
what if my nervous performance
last night
had actually put him off
but college work
even for me
this was a lame way
to be spending my
first night of freedom
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and i swear
she was looking right at me
smiling even
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and suddenly i looked up
and there she was again
she looked amazing
and everyone in the cafe
seemed compelled to look at her
even albert
you and me forevermore
and just when i thought
she didn't notice me
i don't care how we feel
and suddenly
she was walking right up to me
she said
you're my new neighbor
i thought i recognized you
i'm india
i thought
i recognized you too
last time i saw you
you were naked in the jacuzzi
with a guy in my age
india went on to say
my young removal man
had the hots
for you
he didn't stop
talking about the hot girl
next door
not surprisingly
i was
starting to warm to this woman
you and me forever i won't
how long can i wait for you
the space
where my heart has been
i don't care for
anything for you
there's a space
where my heart has been
for you
it's hard to explain
but i was kind of mesmerized by
her
i could
only take in some of the words
she was saying to me
something about
thanks for bringing these back
i'm such an idiot
she can't mean that
i feel like an idiot
just sitting here
staring at her
then out of the blue
is that way to alberta
your boyfriend
he's cute
she laughs at me and says
you're eighteen right
i tried to tell her
i was nineteen
twenty october actually
but the words
just wouldn't come out
i thought
this is brilliant
drinking
in the
afternoon with my new
best friend
but india
wasn't content with staying
in for a quiet glass of wine
she wants to know
the best place
to go around here
as if i'd know
all i could manage was the
um pub
what an idiot
i don't know what i was thinking
so i wasn't even annoyed
when she laughed and asked
are we going to the gym
and then she just came out
with it
no hesitation
no embarrassment
i saw you last
night watching me
mortified
i found myself
starting to apologize to india
but she said she didn't mind
then she said
plus i like being watched
wherever she went
she had the same effect on
people
men gazed at her
and so did women
she had an ephesus assurance
and poise
that had never seen before
i could just
about make out the words
she whispered to alberta
not now alberta
i'm just about to educate isia
i almost felt sorry for alberta
but not that sorry
i had to ask her
how did you do that
how are you so confident
so that's
when she began to let me
in on some
secrets
special woman to woman advice
she said
would change my world
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woman who
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one day at her
she introduced me to her friend
annia
anne was beautiful with very
dark hair
like mine
and the longest legs
i've ever seen
she lived and worked in the city
and had a very busy life
so india
often helped her to relax
india couldn't wait to tell me
how she deranged for her
favorite young
friend
max to do some work
on annia's penthouse apartment
this lucky guy
would soon realize that india
had plans for him
with not just
one beautiful woman
but two
ana and her blond
colleague amber
were taking a well
earned
break from their city jobs
and they planned
to make the most of it
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out of all of my mum's friends
she was the most patronizing
and definitely
the most nosy
i insisted i was fine
but wendy didn't take the hint
and just rambled on
are you sure
i've made you a lasagna
you look different
have you done something
to your hair
in only a matter of days
india had made
such an impact on my life
i felt so different
when i was with her
confident sexy
and like i could do anything
so there was something important
i now had to do
come on
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how are you
things with alberta
are now exactly how i want
them and it's all
thanked to my new neighbor
india
and
thanks to my parents for going
on holiday
and to me
for being brave
enough to be myself
india's baskets of advice
she gave me
she said
ask yourself asha
if you do
what they're in your head
the thing you want to do
but feel you can't
wow
what's the worst that can happen
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so much can happen in a week
i could only imagine
what india
would say to my parents
but i wasn't worried
when i asked mom later
what she'd set
it was a delight
they must be so proud
and they must do coffee
sometime
mom commented that she wondered
why any woman needed to wear
a dress
like that
at three o'clock on a sunday
afternoon
dad said maybe she
just wanted to make a good
first impression
and he had to omit it
it did suit her rather well
india taught me that confidence
is not about knowing
all the answers
it's about trying new things
knowing that you will
figure it out
it's knowing that you can handle
whatever comes at you
and with her
living next door to us
i knew that from now on
there
would be a whole lot more fun
coming my way