Mommy is...stretchable.
妈妈比较 有拉伸性
What do you mean by stretchable?
有拉伸性是什么意思
Daddy's hard. You can't move him.
爸爸很硬 你没法改变他
He gets mad, and that's it.
他会生气 然后就没有然后了
Mommy gets mad too,
妈妈也会生气
but she's more like putty.
但她更像面团
And she gets sad too.
而且她还会难过
That's when it's the most stretch.
这就是拉得最开的时候
Putty, um... I wonder how is it that you stretch her?
面团 呃 我想知道你怎么拉开她
You just--
你就...
Can I... Can I talk now? Please?
我能 我现在能说话吗 拜托了
- Is it okay if Mommy talks? - Yep.
-妈妈说话没问题吗 -嗯
Okay.
好的
I'm not stretchable. I'm not putty.
我不容易拉伸 我不是面团
Well, that's her experience of you.
这是她对你的感觉
That isn't true.
那不是真的
I try very hard to be in control of her and everything,
我非常努力地保持对她和一切事物的掌控
but, um, may as well not even be there at all.
但是 或许还不如不在
Well, perception is reality, so--
个人的感知就是现实 所以...
Also, I don't get sad.
还有 我并不会难过
You seem sad right now.
你现在看起来就很难过
You do seem sad right now.
你现在看起来确实很难过
We're here to talk about how to get you better.
我们是来谈怎么让你变好的
All we do is talk about me.
但是我们一直在说我
I can be sad. I mean, I'm allowed to be sad, right?
我可以难过 我的意思是 我有权难过 对吧
Well, of course.
那当然了
But, um, you must know that this is all tangled up together
但是 你肯定知道这些都是息息相关的
and you of all people should know--
而且你比其他人更清楚...
I know. I know, but, um...
我知道 我知道 但是
this... this isn't how things...
这 这样事情
...are gonna get better. Um...
不会有所好转
Mommy, please don't cry...
妈妈 拜托别哭
No, no. I--
不 不 我
- ...because then I'll cry. - Sweetie.
-你这样我也想哭 -小甜心
- She... - Sweetie, it's okay. It's okay.
-她 -小甜心 没事的 没事的
We want the tube removed. Now.
我们希望拔管 现在就做
- No, you can't kill me! - And to do that, we need...
-不 你不能杀了我 -要这样做的话 我们得
No, she won't do what she has to do
不 她不愿意做该做的
because she knows that she has this safety net.
就是因为她知道自己有退路
Things are not stable enough right now to--
现在情况还不够稳定...
It's clear that we have different goals.
很明显我们的目标不同
You want her to get better before the tube can be removed.
你希望她好转后再拔管
I think the tube needs to come out,
我认为必须把管子取出来
and then she can get better.
她才会好转
We all have the same goal here.
我们的目标是一致的
But what I'm learning as we're talking all together
但根据我们谈话的内容 我意识到
is that you and I need to spend some time, just the two of us,
你和我需要花点时间 就我们两个
without her here...
不在她面前
...to talk about some serious issues.
讨论些重要问题
I'm gonna need you to
我需要你
restart the tube feedings at night
重新开始夜间的插管喂食
and I need you to start doing...
还有我需要你开始
Did you get the kind with no cheese?
你买的是没有芝士的那种吗
I can't explain this to you every time, sweetie.
我不能每次都跟你解释 小甜心
They would just laugh at me and say it's bread, okay?
他们会笑着说那样就只是面包了 好吗
I'll take the cheese off when we get home, of course.
当然 我会在回家后把芝士去掉的
Is it the kind with the little
是那种有小小的
green and black things in the sauce?
绿色和黑色东西的酱吗
It's the same kind we always get.
是我们一直买的那种
That kind has the things in the sauce.
那种的酱里有那些东西
I can't... I can't eat it.
我不能 不能吃那个
Like, can you scrape it off--
所以 你能不能刮掉...
Do you even want the tube out or is it just me who wants it out?
你到底想不想去掉管子 还是只有我想
You have to be...
你必须
Jesus.
天
Oh, poo.
哦 真惨
Oh...
噢
You got your wish. No cheese.
你的愿望满足了 没有芝士
- Did you will that to happen? - Yeah.
-你是不是在心里默念这事发生 - 对
Are you some kind of witch or something?
你是不是巫师之类的
Hey, straight to the table. Actually, no.
嘿 直接去桌子那边 等等 不
Wash hands first, and then straight to the table.
先洗手 然后直接去桌子那边
I don't have to go to the bathroom though.
我还不想上厕所
No one's making you go to the bathroom.
没人要你上厕所
I'm just asking you to wash your hands, please,
我只是让你先洗手 好吗
like we always do.
和往常一样
Is Daddy coming? Where's Daddy?
爸爸会来吗 爸爸在哪
Uh, he said maybe bedtime.
呃 他说可能睡觉的时候
When does he go again?
他什么时候再出发
He just got back, so... in a month?
他刚回来 所以 一个月后
Mommy?
妈妈
Yeah.
怎么了
I did have to go to the bathroom.
我确实要上厕所
Okay.
行
This might take a while.
可能要一会儿
Okay.
行
Mommy?
妈妈
Yeah?
怎么了
The bathroom has water in it.
厕所里有水
Okay, well, that's good.
行 那挺好的
No, I mean on the floor.
不 我是说地上
Come quickly!
快来
Are you coming?
你来了吗
Mommy!
妈妈
Oh, my God. What?
哦我的天 什么情况
Why didn't you tell me as soon as you came in here?
为什么你不一进来就告诉我
I just noticed...
我刚注意到
because I had to go to the bathroom so bad.
因为我之前好急
I don't like how it feels on my socks.
我不喜欢袜子打湿的感觉
Where's it coming from? How deep is it?
这是哪里来的 有多深
Are we gonna die?
我们会死吗
Is the house gonna fall on top of us?
房子会垮下来压倒我们吗
Mommy?
妈妈
Can you lift me up and carry me out?
你能把我抱出去吗
Yep, just stay there, okay? Hold on.
好 在那别动 好吗 等一会
Mom, why are you leaving me? Where are you going?
妈 为什么扔下我 你要去哪
Just please stay on the toilet, okay?
乖乖呆在马桶上 好吗
No.
不
Can you please come...
求你过来
Can you come now?
你能现在过来吗
Oh, my...
哦 我的
Oh...
哦
...my fucking God.
我的老天
Mommy!
妈妈
Mommy, you're not telling me what it is!
妈妈 你不告诉我发生了什么
Mommy!
妈妈
- What's going on? - What?
-发生了什么 -什么
What's happening, Mom?
怎么回事 妈
Are we gonna die?
我们会死吗
- Hey. - Hey, yeah.
-嘿 -嘿 对
We just got home, and you would not believe--
我们刚到家 你不会相信
Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
哦我的天 哦我的天
No, no, no! Do not come here.
不 不 不 别过来
Do not come in here!
不要进来
Right now, go, go, go! Right now! Right now!
马上 走走 马上 马上
Go, go, go, go!
走 走
Go! Oh, my God!
走 哦我的天哪
Nothing is familiar or real.
没有什么是熟悉或真实的
Ever.
从来没有
Every time I feel this way I get
每次这样感觉 我就变得
further and further away from being in myself, and, like, I can never get back.
离自己越来越远 好像 永远回不去一样
When you think about time,
关于时间
how do you see it?
你是怎么看待的
How do I see time?
我怎么看待时间
Time is a series of things to get through.
时间是一系列需要经历的事情
Each goal is a cliff.
每个目标都是一座悬崖
There's nothing at the end of it,
尽头什么也没有
but then it comes, and there's just another cliff.
它到来 然后只是又一座悬崖
I'm so mad at you!
我好气你
如果有腿 我会踢你
Oh, shit.
哦 糟了
Yo, you know about holotropic breathing?
哟 你知道全息呼吸法吗
Mm-mm.
呃不
Yo, this shit is lit.
哟 这是正儿八经的
Basically, you trick your brain into thinking it's dead,
基本上就是 你欺骗大脑让它相信它死了
and you see the fucking universe.
然后你就能看见他妈的宇宙
You know what I'm saying?
你懂我意思吗
So you won't feel paranoia and guilt if something's wrong.
这样坏事发生时你就不会感到疑神疑鬼或内疚
I've got a friend who does Reiki and shit like that.
我有个朋友有做灵气疗法还是什么
Nah, see what I'm saying? This is like hyperventilating.
不 明白我在说什么吗 这类似过度呼吸
When you die, they say you let off this chemical.
死的时候 他们说你会释放这种化学物质
And when you're dreaming, you let off the same chemical.
做梦的时候 你会释放同样的物质
It's sort of like that, you know?
有点像那个 懂吗
You make your brain think it's dead,
你让大脑认为它死了
but being brain-dead is still alive.
但脑死亡依然是活着的
- Holographic breathwork? - Holotropic.
-全息图呼吸？ -全息
Tropic. Holotropic.
没有图 全息
- Is that real? - What?
-那是真的吗 -什么
- The... the dead brain thing? - Oh, yeah.
-那个 死的大脑什么的 -哦 对
I mean, shit. I guess anything could be real.
我是说 该死 我猜什么都可能是真的
I mean, anything could be bullshit too.
我是说 什么也都可能是屁话
You know what I'm saying?
你懂我什么意思吗
But you know that feeling like when you're not...
但你知道那种感觉吧 在你不
Yeah.
什么
Oh, you're making fun of me.
哦 你在和我开玩笑
- Miss, I don't even know you. - Okay.
-小姐 我都不认识你 -行吧
Um, yes on these, but no on the wine.
这些可以 酒不行
Why?
为什么
2点后不提供酒
The law prohibits me from selling you this wine right now.
法律规定我现在不能卖你酒
But it isn't even 2:00.
但是还没到2点
It's 1:58.
1点58了
Right, but--
对 但是
By the time I ring these up, it will be past two.
等我把这些结账完 就过2点了
Huh. Um...
呵
I'll just get the peanut butter cups.
那我只要花生酱纸杯蛋糕
You can put them on my room.
记在我房间的账上
Will do.
好的
I can't talk about this anymore.
我没法再说这些了
I'm telling you. Please.
我告诉你 拜托
Hey, hey. Look, if that's what Dr. Spring thinks is best,
嘿 嘿 听着 如果斯普林医生觉得这样最好
then we have to listen to Dr. Spring.
那我们得听斯普林医生的
There is no "we" though.
哪里有“我们”
It's just me. I... I'm...
只有我 我在
- It's not fair. I'm telling you. - Whoa!
-这不公平 我想和你说 -喔
Fair? Listen, I'm working, all right?
公平？听着 我在工作 好吗
I'm dealing with a lot of assholes. You have no idea.
我要面对一大群混蛋 你根本想象不到
And I cannot do anything about
而且我没法在这里
what's going on there from here.
处理那边发生的事
We need to be a team. You have to go there today
我们是一个团队 你今天得去那边
and check in and let them know
去监工 让他们知道
- that this whole thing is not-- - I know. I know.
-这整件事不... -我知道 我知道
The problem with that logic, though,
那个逻辑的问题在于
is that I'm not a housewife.
我不是家庭主妇
- I work too. - Whoa, whoa, whoa.
-我也工作 -喔 喔 喔
Mommy, this hotel food is gross.
妈妈 旅馆的食物好恶心
- Good morning. - This is disgusting.
-早上好 -让人作呕
Wow.
哇
You guys look just like twins. Anybody ever tell you that?
你俩就像双胞胎一样 有人这么说过吗
Uh, no. You're the first person
呃 没有 你是第一个
to notice and/or say that.
注意到和或并这么说的
Everyone says that.
每个人都这么说
- Hey, cutie. Wanna see a trick? - Yeah.
-嘿小可爱 想看个把戏吗 -想
Whoa. How'd you do that?
喔 你怎么做到的
Mommy?
妈妈
You should take it. She's never gonna eat it.
你应该拿走 她永远不会吃的
Okay.
好吧
Am I gonna throw up now?
我会不会现在吐出来
- Yeah? - You hung up on me.
-喂 -你挂我电话
Look, I know you have a lot on your plate,
听着 我知道你很忙
but she's getting better,
但是她在好转
and the rest of it is totally temporary.
其他的都是暂时的
The ceiling will get fixed, I promise.
天花板会解决好的 我保证
The sky is not falling. None of this is your fault.
天没有塌 这些不是你的错
- I love you. - I'm sorry. I love you too.
-我爱你 -对不起 我也爱你
What's so bad about a hotel anyway?
再说旅馆有什么不好的
And while you're there, take advantage of the pool.
你住的时候 正好可以去泳池
They got a pool, right?
他们有泳池 对吧
You always said you wish you had a pool,
你总是说家里有个泳池就好了
so now you have one.
现在有了
Why don't you go? You can do some laps, lounge a little.
为什么不去呢 可以游几圈 晒晒太阳
Get a floatie. Kick back, get a couple of margarita...
找个充气浮床 躺会儿 喝几杯玛格丽特
Okay.
好
Did you know that you can train hamsters to love you?
你知道可以训练仓鼠爱上你吗
No.
不
You can train them to love you.
你可以训练它们爱你
Well, I would love if you would finish your bacon.
如果你吃完培根我会爱你
That way I can tell everybody you got 100% on breakfast.
这样我就能告诉所有人你早餐定额全完成了
And once they love you, you can get them to do everything
一旦它们爱上你 你就能让它们做任何事
including tricks.
包括耍把戏
Let's start with one bite.
一口一口来
♪ Ring, ding Ring-a-ring-a-ling-dang ♪
♪ 叮 当 叮叮叮当 ♪
♪ Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang-do ♪
♪ 叮叮叮当咚 ♪
♪ Ring, ling Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang... ♪
♪ 叮 当 叮叮叮当 ♪
♪ Keeps him from lovin' you ♪
♪ 让他不要爱上你 ♪
Is the parking guy gonna get mad again?
停车场的家伙会不会又生气
Double-park! Double-park! Double-park!
并排停车 并排停车 并排停车
Okay.
好吧
Gotta be fast. You know what happened last time.
得快点 你知道上次发生了什么
You've missed the last few weeks of family sessions.
过去几周的家庭咨询你都没参加
Yeah.
对
I told you what happened.
我告诉过你发生了什么
Our entire ceiling fell down, and with all that chaos,
我们的天花板整个掉下来了 简直一团糟
and we're living out of the hotel--
我们又住在旅馆
So we need to schedule something as soon as possible
所以我们得尽快确定一个日程
to talk about her goals and the treatment process.
谈谈她的治疗目标和方式
Yeah. Yeah, okay. Yeah.
行 行 好的 行
Duh.
得了
Yeah.
行
Oh, you meant now? Okay. All right.
哦 你是说现在 好 没问题
Well, uh, let me look at my schedule.
呃 让我看看我的日程安排
I should probably do that...
我应该在...
I know that you already know this,
我知道你知道这点
but you can't start letting feelings of guilt and control
但你不能让病情和治疗
about this illness and treatment affect you.
造成的内疚和控制感影响到你
It's no one's fault.
这不是谁的错
That's right. That's what I keep hearing.
没错 大家一直在这么说
Also, I really need you to start taking care of yourself.
还有 你真的得开始照顾好自己了
Right. Yes.
对 是
No. Put my oxygen mask on first.
不 先顾好自己
I'm just gonna have to get blunt here.
我就直白点说吧
So she needs to reach her weight goal in the next week.
她必须在下周达到体重目标
If she does that, then we can put tube removal
如果完成了 我们就能把拔管
and discharge dates on the books
和出院提上日程
but if she doesn't do that,
但如果她没有完成
I'm gonna have to reassess the level of care
我就得重新评估护理等级
because obviously something is not working here,
因为显然治疗没有奏效
and this is what I need to talk to you about.
这就是我必须和你聊的
When can we sit down properly?
我们什么时候能坐下来正式谈
Yeah, fine. Uh, September 7th.
好 可以 9月7日
It's September 15th.
今天是9月15日
September 20. I mean, September...
9月20 我是说 9月
September 20.
9月20
Hey!
嘿
Hey! I told you not to do that, and the next time
嘿 我和你说过不要这么做 如果有下次
I will report you to the building.
我会向大楼管理投诉你
You have no authority to report me.
你没有权利投诉我
You won't be allowed in the lot. I'll have you towed!
你会被禁止进入停车场 我会把你车拖走
Oh, sure! Call them!
哦 当然了 打给他们吧
I'm not in there long enough
我进去的时间
for them to even come!
都不够他们赶来的
Whatever!
随便吧
Asshole.
混蛋
The apartment is a 30-minute walk,
公寓就步行30分钟路程
but it might as well be on Mars.
搞得像在火星上一样
And I just, I can't...
我只是 我不
Every time I go check, it looks worse,
每次我去检查 看起来都更糟了
and I... I have no control.
我 我控制不了
Have you tried discussing a compromise
你有没有和房东
with your landlord?
谈过折中方案
Perhaps they could section off the room with the hole,
也许他们能把有洞的房间隔离开
then you could live freely in the rest of the apartment.
然后你能在公寓其他部分自由活动
Live freely with asbestos
自由活动 在石棉
and 100-year-old dust and black mold spores?
还有一百多年的尘土和黑霉菌里吗
That's your advice?
这就是你的建议
It's not advice. It's a question to consider.
这不是建议 是一个值得考虑的问题
I should really show you this hole.
我真应该给你看看那个洞
It's an entire nightmare on my ceiling.
是我天花板上的一整个噩梦
When does Charles return?
查尔斯什么时候回来
This is week three of eight.
现在第三周 一共八周
I mean, you should know that. Don't you write things down?
我是说 你应该知道的 你不记下来吗
It's your job to remember
你的工作要求你记住
the boring details of my fucking life.
我操蛋生活的枯燥细节
We do have to stop now. We are out of time.
我们得停下了 时间到了
I have another patient coming, so...
我还有另一个病人要来 所以
Wait, now?
等等 现在？
What about the ten-minute warning?
提前十分钟提醒呢
Yeah, I just wasn't paying attention.
对 我没注意
You didn't respond to the email that I sent you about my dream.
我发你的关于我梦的邮件你也没反馈
I don't respond to my client's dream emails.
我不会回复咨询对象的梦境邮件
Okay. So, if you don't bring it up,
行 那 如果你不谈及
then what is the point?
那还有什么意义
Okay. Uh, you got me.
好 呃 你问倒我了
I had a dream, and I need to talk about it today,
我做了个梦 今天我必须说说
and I didn't get any time
但我没来得及
because you didn't give me a warning.
因为你没有给我提醒
We can discuss the dream you emailed next session.
我们可以在下一次咨询中讨论你邮件写的梦
Well, it's actually a different dream.
实际上这是另一个梦
- Well, I don't really-- - About you.
-我真的不... -关于你的
- Okay, quickly. - Okay.
-好 快一点 -好的
I was in a hospital day room
我在医院的休息室
or a recreation room or something,
或者活动室还是什么
and I knew my daughter was also in the hospital
我知道我的女儿也在医院
but... but far away, another part,
但 但是很远 在另一块
and it didn't look like the hospital
看起来不像去年
she was in last year, though,
她住的那个医院
when everything happened. It was different. It was weird.
事情发生时那家 不一样 很怪
And I was waiting for Charles to come get me,
我在等查尔斯过来
so we could pick her up
这样我们就能去接她
but instead, you were there,
但相反 你在那儿
and you wanted to sit really close to me.
你想坐得靠我特别近
And I was, like, inching away from you on the bench
我就 在椅子上一点点挪远
and you kept inching closer.
然后你一直凑近
And I got my phone out to text Charles
然后我拿出手机给查尔斯发信息
'cause I was nervous he'd come in and he'd see
因为我担心他会进来看到
and then you tried to grab the phone
接着你试图拿走手机
and then you started to tickle me...
你开始挠我痒痒
...to try to get me to drop it,
想让我停下
and I was, like...
而我 就像
I was really enjoying it,
我很享受
but I was so scared that Charles would come in and he would see.
但我很怕查尔斯会进来看到
All right.
好了
Okay?
好吗
All right. You got to tell me.
好了 你必须得告诉我
We'll talk about it next time.
我们下次讨论
Okay?
好吗
We won't talk about it next time.
我们下次不会讨论
You know that.
你知道的
There's no thread. There's no thread at all.
不会继续主题 从不会继续主题
Yes? What now?
喂 怎么了
Hi, yes. So sorry.
嗨 对 非常抱歉
Have to leave. Stop work.
得离开 暂停工作
Uh, what?
呃 什么
Mother died. I have to leave. Work is going to take longer.
母亲死了 我得离开 工作会花更多时间
Uh, okay, uh, just--
呃 行 就是
I'll be one second.
马上就好
Okay, what is the issue then? Can you tell me?
好的 那问题在哪 你能告诉我吗
This has been going on for so long.
已经花了好长时间了
Do I need to get a new contractor?
我应该找个新的工程队吗
It spread.
它扩散了
Uh, it's full. It's very full, you understand? Very full.
很满 非常满 你明白吗 非常满
It spread?
它扩散了？
Not easy to explain. Not my language.
不好解释 不是我的语言
¡Yo hablo español! Explícame en tu idioma, ¡lo entenderé!
（我会说西班牙语 用你的语言向我解释）
Sorry, but I don't understand those words.
对不起 但我不懂那些词
How long will you be grieving for your mother?
你需要吊唁母亲多长时间
I don't say. I don't know. I can't say.
我不好说 我不知道 没法说
Look, I need a date, okay? It needs to be fixed.
听着 我需要个日期 好吗 得定下来
Just give me a date. My husband and I will be returning to--
给我个日期 我丈夫和我会回...
I'll be back, one week.
我会回来 一周时间
Okay, well, fine. I'm going to be going there
好 行 我会去那边
and checking on what you have done so far,
检查你至今为止的工作
and I'm going to be taking pictures, and I--
我会拍照 我...
Vete a la mierda, el cabrón.
（去吃屎吧 混蛋）
I can see you now.
我现在可以见你了
I'm really happy to hold this silent space for you but...
我很乐意给你提供这个沉默的空间 但是
...as usual, I am curious as to
和往常一样 我很好奇
what you might be thinking about.
你现在在想些什么
Riley.
莱利
That's all I can think about.
我能想的只有这个
Tell me what's going on.
告诉我发生了什么
Well, I...
我
I keep telling you, it's--
我一直在和你说 就...
It's like I keep saying to his doctor, he--
就像我一直在告诉他的医生 他...
He doesn't smile. He--
他不笑 他...
He looks at me weirdly,
他奇怪地看着我
and he's just very uncomfortable all of the time,
他一直都很不舒服
and... and no one will do anything about it.
而且 所有人都不管不顾
You know what I would love
你知道我非常希望
and what I think would be extremely helpful
并且我认为会很有帮助的
is if you could come to a session without Riley.
就是你能有一次来咨询 不带莱利
I think it would be...
我觉得这会
- I know you think you can't-- - No, I can't.
-我知道你觉得你做不到 -不 我做不到
But I think if you got a sitter who you trusted, who you could--
不过我认为如果你能找个信得过的保姆 你能...
Did you hear about that nanny in New York?
你听说了那个保姆吗 纽约的
The mom came home from work,
那个妈妈下班回家
and the nanny had stabbed both of her kids to death in the bathtub.
发现保姆在浴缸里捅死了她的两个孩子
That is real. That happened.
那是真事 发生了那种事
A situation like that is very, very, very unusual, okay?
那种情况是非常 非常 非常罕见的 好吗
Most people have caregivers
大多数人都会找护理
- who can trust that... - I can't.
-找信得过的 -我不行
Well, I... I believe you can.
我 我相信你可以
I just think you don't want to or you're afraid
我认为你只是不愿意或者害怕
- so let's stick to some practical-- - I need to protect him.
-所以我们从实际... -我得保护他
From something specific?
有什么特定的伤害吗
Because something very bad is happening.
因为有些非常坏的事情正在发生
I'm so... Can I just-- One second. I just have to...
我非常...我能不能 就一会 我得
This could be about my daughter. I'm... I'm so sorry.
这可能和我女儿有关 我 我很抱歉
我也爱你 一路平安
今早？ 比说的晚 拜托别难过 我爱你 你今早去检查公寓 情况了吗？
查理
Yeah. Look, look, I-- I'm not Riley's doctor
好的 你看 我 我不是莱利的医生
so I can't speak to what may or may not be going on with him.
所以我不能下结论说他有或没有什么疾病
We can only talk about your feelings
我们只能讨论你的感受
about what you perceive is going on with Riley,
你对于莱利经历的事是如何感知的
which is why I do believe medication can be--
这也是为什么我觉得药物治疗可以...
I'm not perceiving it.
我不是在感知
It is happening.
就是在发生
And I feel awful about it.
而我觉得糟透了
Okay, listen.
好的 听着
When you're having these feelings of deep panic at home with Riley,
当你和莱利在家时感觉到这种深度的恐慌的话
just put him in his crib or carrier or somewhere safe...
把他放进婴儿床或婴儿车或安全的地方
...and draw a bath.
然后泡个澡
Just breathe until your heart isn't racing anymore,
保持呼吸直到你的心脏不再狂跳
come out and get dressed,
走出来 穿上衣服
start the day over again...
重新开始一天
...put on some real clothes.
穿得好点
These feelings that you're experiencing
你正经历的这些感受
they are... they're very, very, very scary.
它们 它们非常 非常 非常可怕
Okay? And very dark.
好吗 而且非常黑暗
And that's why you need to keep moving.
这就是为什么你需要保持脚步
You need to keep going.
你需要保持前进
You need to be busy.
你需要忙起来
You can't sit inside the fear
你不能坐在恐慌里
and doubt
怀疑里
and scariness.
害怕里
Breathwork is a deep healing in the nervous system,
呼吸法是神经系统的深层治疗
where we hold trauma and trapped emotions.
那里储存着我们的创伤和封闭情感
We can't talk our way out of trauma.
我们不能说服自己走出创伤
The body needs to process
身体需要处理
unprocessed emotions within the body.
身体内未经处理的感情
And this is why breathwork is so powerful.
这就是为什么呼吸法如此强大
If you're looking for deeper ways of healing
如果你正在找更深的疗愈方法
and you're searching for alternatives,
在找替代方式
don't wait any longer.
不要再等了
Let's connect and schedule your first breathwork session.
联系我们预约你的第一次呼吸法练习
杀人保姆的量刑陈述
Directly before the judge read Ortega her sentence,
在法官宣读奥尔特加的判刑前
she begged for forgiveness for her unspeakable crime.
她恳请宽恕她的弥天大罪
She stated she was sorry for what the judge had called, "Pure evil."
对于法官称为“纯粹邪恶”的行为她表达歉意
- She then spoke about how untreated mental illness... - Fuck.
-她随后提到了未经治疗的精神疾病... -操
- The judge was not convinced. - Shit.
-法官未被说服 -该死
She will be serving life in prison with no possibility of parole, saying that--
她被判处终身监禁 不得假释 并称...
You would not believe what I have been through today.
你不会相信我今天经历了什么
Okay, so, I don't know if you recall
就是说 我不知道你还记不记得
but there was this pair of absolutely davoonianca davoon,
有这么双非常高大上
gorge leather gloves
绝美的皮手套
that I saw on The RealReal.
我在RealReal网上看到的
奢侈品转售平台
I wake up this morning, banned.
我今早醒来 被禁了
Banned. Yeah. I know.
被禁了 对 我知道
Hey, my love!
嘿 我的宝贝
So you been keeping up and eating, and doing all the right things?
所以你有跟上进度 好好吃饭 做个好孩子吗
Yeah, I ate some cheese today!
是的 今天我吃了些芝士
- Mmm. - Cheese!
-嗯 -芝士
That's fantastic. I love cheese!
那太棒了 我爱芝士
- Daddy, can I get a hamster? - No. No, no.
-爸爸 我能养只仓鼠吗 -不不
I already told you, you're not getting a hamster.
我已经告诉过你 你不能养仓鼠
No, no. You know what, let's see, okay? Maybe when we get back to the apartment...
你知道吗 再看 好吗 也许等我们回到公寓
No, no, no, no, no. She's not getting a hamster.
不不不 她不能养仓鼠
- Daddy, when are you coming home? - She's not getting a hamster.
-爸爸 你什么时候回家 -她不能养仓鼠
What, where are you? I can hear something weird.
你在哪 我听到奇怪的声音
Oh. Yeah, that. I'm catching a game.
哦对 那个 我在看比赛
- A game? - Yeah.
-比赛？ -对
Yeah, we got here this morning,
对 我们今早到的这里
and there's a minor league team here
这里有个职棒小联盟球队
on the island where we go. It's a little loud, so...
在我们来的这个岛上 有点吵 所以
Oh, it must be nice, huh, doing things for yourself. What's that like?
哦 那挺好 对吧 给自己找点乐子 那是什么感觉
Hey, hey, hey. You wanna switch places?
嘿 你想换换吗
You don't know what I'm dealing with here.
你不知道我有什么要处理
All right, I'll go sit on my ass...
好吗 我去屁事不干...
- Daddy! - ...all day in therapy...
-爸爸 -...做治疗...
I'm sorry. Ha-ha.
对不起 哈哈
I mean, "sit on my butt" listening to people whine,
我是说 啥事不干光听人抱怨
and you can captain this fu--
然后你来当船长领导这擦...
Uh... this stupid boat, okay?
呃 这艘愚蠢的船 好吗
Listen, I'm allowed to do things on my time off. Jesus Christ!
听着 我有权在休息时间做点自己的事 上帝啊
Time off? Oh, okay, um...
休息时间？哦 好吧
Daddy has to go now, and, uh, we have to drive,
爸爸要挂电话了 呃 我们得开车了
- so say goodbye to Daddy, okay? - No. I don't have to go!
-所以跟爸爸说再见 好吗 -不 我没有
- Look, they're in the middle... - Jesus.
-听着 他们在... -上帝
I told you, it's a rodent,
我告诉过你 那只是只啮齿动物
and just something to look after for no reason.
一个人们没来由选择照顾的东西
Please, please don't ask again,
拜托 拜托别再问了
and don't ask Daddy things I already say no to.
也不要问爸爸我已经说过不行的事
But Mommy, it's not fair!
但是妈妈 这不公平
Dr. Spring said this is a big week.
斯普林医生说这周要求很高
- Did she tell you that? - Yeah.
-她告诉你了吗 -对
I think you can do it.
我认为你能做到
But I'm already doing it my best.
但我已经尽全力了
I know, but you have to do a little better
我知道 但你必须做得更好一点
then we can get rid of this thing,
这样我们就能丢掉这个东西
and everything will be okay.
然后一切都会没事的
I'll be better.
我会更好的
Okay. Well...
好的 不过
...it's not up to me.
这不是我说了算
It's up to you.
这看你
What book can I read you tonight?
我今晚给你读什么书
I'm too tired. Just a song.
我太累了 唱歌吧
Okay, what song?
好 什么歌
- The dead whale one. - Okay.
-死鲸鱼那首 -好
♪ Think About Your Troubles - Harry Nilsson ♪
♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪
♪ 坐在早餐桌旁 ♪
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
♪ 思考你的烦恼 ♪
♪ Pour yourselves a cup of tea ♪
♪ 给自己倒杯茶 ♪
♪ Think about the bubbles ♪
♪ 思考那些泡泡 ♪
♪ You can take your teardrops ♪
♪ 可以把你的泪滴 ♪
♪ And drop 'em in a teacup ♪
♪ 滴进一个茶杯 ♪
♪ Take 'em down to the riverside ♪
♪ 把它们带到河边 ♪
♪ And throw them over the side ♪
♪ 然后扔进河水 ♪
♪ To be swept up by a current ♪
♪ 让它们被水流冲走 ♪
♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪
♪ 接着带进海洋里 ♪
♪ To be swallowed by some fishes ♪
♪ 被一些鱼儿吞下 ♪
♪ Who were eaten by some fishes ♪
♪ 鱼儿又被另一些吞下 ♪
♪ And swallowed by a whale ♪
♪ 然后被一条鲸鱼吞下 ♪
♪ Who grew so old ♪
♪ 鲸鱼年纪太大 ♪
♪ He decomposed ♪
♪ 他腐烂分解啦 ♪
I don't mean to say we're all robots,
我不是要说我们都是机器人
but I wonder if you had been raised
但我想知道如果你是以
the way your mother had been raised.
你母亲被养大的方式养大的
I mean, she had a father who just took off,
我意思是 她父亲离家出走
didn't come home.
就再没回来过
Then another man entered her mother's life,
然后另一个男人进入了她母亲的生活
and she became attached to him, and he bailed out.
她变得非常在意他 然后他又跑了
I know what you're saying.
我懂你的意思
I did have that same one. Very similar.
我的确有这种经历 非常类似
But... Okay, well, my question is
但是 好吧 我的问题是
if you had been raised as your mother had been raised
如果你和你母亲被养大的方式一样
do you think you probably would've knocked your kids around too?
你认为你是不是很有可能也会虐待自己的孩子
- See how many you catch in your mouth. - Okay.
-看看你能用嘴接住多少 -好
Okay, open.
好 张开
Wait. Shh.
等等 嘘
Fuck. This fucking drunk bitch...
操 这个醉鬼贱人
Put this on my room, please. It's definitely before 2:00.
请把这个记在房间账上 现在肯定没到2点
I'm gonna need to see your ID, ma'am.
我需要查看你的证件 夫人
You've never asked me that before.
你以前从没问过我
Ma'am, I'm gonna need to see your ID.
夫人 我需要查看你的证件
You really want me to go all the way back up to my room,
你真的想让我大老远走回我的房间
get my ID, and come all the way back down here?
拿上证件 再大老远回到这里
It's the rule. Aren't you only on the second floor anyway?
这是规定 而且你不是就住二楼吗
When is this the fucking rule? I have been in here every single night...
什么时候有这规定了 我每晚都来这...
Maybe I cracked open the rulebook and found some shit out.
也许我打开规则手册找到了些破玩意儿
- Well, maybe you should find my ID... - Ladies, ladies, ladies...
-也许你应该找到我的证件 -女士们 女士们
- ...that's behind...- It's the rule, ma'am!
-就在后面 -这是规定 夫人
- Ladies! - I'm not going back!
-女士们 -我才不会回去
Ladies, whoa, whoa!
女士们 喔
- Ladies, calm it down, bro. - I'm fuckin' chill.
-女士们 冷静点 兄弟 -我他妈很放松
It's not that deep.
没那么复杂
She fucking barking at me.
她他妈冲我吼
Just use my ID for it.
用我的证件就好了
- I can't do that. - Why not?
-我不能这么做 -为什么
I can't use your ID for her wine.
她的酒不能用你的证件
Well then it's my wine, she's just paying for it.
好吧那算我的酒 只是她付钱
She fucking took it.
她他妈拿走了
Hey!
嘿
What?
怎么
The name's Jamie, by the way.
名字是杰米 顺带一提
Got a light?
有火吗
I'm not interested.
我没兴趣
- In what? - I need to be alone.
-对什么 -我需要一个人呆着
Rude as hell.
真他爹没礼貌
A motherfucking thank you would've been nice, miss.
你可以说句该死的谢谢 小姐
I'm, uh, at the hotel.
我 呃 在旅馆
I'm outside just getting some fresh air.
我在外面透透气
I don't like it when you leave her there by herself,
我不喜欢你这样让她独自呆着
even for a second. It isn't safe.
哪怕就一会 这不安全
I'm just outside for a minute getting some air.
我就出来透会儿气
The windows don't open in there.
里面的窗户打不开
To stop everyone from killing themselves, obviously.
防止人们自杀的 显然
All right. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
好吧 行行
but what if she wakes up and she's scared or--
但万一她醒来害怕或者...
Well, she never wakes up, and anyway, I have someone at the hotel now.
她从来不会醒 不管怎样 旅馆我安排了人
A babysitter.
一个保姆
Really? Where'd you find a babysitter? Who is it?
真的？你从哪儿找的保姆 是谁
His name's James.
他的名字是詹姆斯
His name is James? He's a male babysitter?
他的名字是詹姆斯？他是个男保姆？
Did you call just to call me a bad mother, or what?
你打来就是为了说我是个坏母亲 还是怎样
You have no idea what it's like not to be able to go outside
你根本想不到没法出门是什么感觉
even for a minute, by yourself.
哪怕就一会儿 能自己呆着
You can go outside whenever you want to.
你想的话随时都能出门
You can go wherever you want to.
你想去哪里都行
The machine doesn't fucking stop...
机器他妈的不会停
- and there's nothing to do in-- - Hey, I am over here working my ass off!
-而且什么都不能做 -嘿 我在这忙得脚不沾地
Oh, my God! Who is the one who went to a baseball game today
哦天哪 是谁今天去看了棒球比赛
and who is the one who filled her bag with gloop 500 times,
又是谁每天500次装满她的流食袋
saw patients, picked her up,
见病人 去接她
had to do dinner where she only got 20 percent,
得做饭即使她只吃20%
- and then had to try to convince-- - Can we please not do this?
-然后还得试着说... -我们能不能不要这样
Look, I gotta go.
听着 我得挂了
The reception's really bad here. Everything's fine.
这里信号很差 一切都好
No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. Did you go to the apart--
不 不 等等 等等 你去了公...
Yes. Yes.
很好 很好
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
很好 很好 很好
Here are pics of hole.
这是洞的照片
Forgot to send today.
今天忘记发了
I went during lunch.
我午饭时去的
What is movie...
这是什么电影
...babies, zombies, '80s, mothers eating babies?
婴儿 丧尸 80年代 母亲吃婴儿
Here's what I found.
为您找到
A court has reopened...
法院重新开庭...
此为真实事件。澳大利亚9周大女婴 Azaria Chantel Loren Chamberlain 于1980年8月17日死亡。其母被控谋杀 并判处终身监禁，其父被判18个月缓 刑。因为新证据的发现，1988年上诉 法院推翻了对两人的定罪。此事改编 的电影《暗夜哭声》在1988年上映。
...nine-week-old baby really was taken and killed by a dingo
九周大婴儿真的被野狗叼走杀害
24 years after Meryl Streep portrayed the Australian mother
在梅丽尔·斯特里普扮演被指控杀子
wrongly jailed for killing her child.
误判入狱的澳大利亚母亲的24年后
Chamberlain has always insisted...
张伯伦一直坚称...
What?
什么
Mom?
妈
Hello?
你好
Wake up, Mom. Wake up. Okay.
醒醒 妈 醒醒 好吗
Mom. Mom. You hear us?
妈 妈 你听见我们说话了吗
Come on, Mom. Snap out of it.
来吧 妈 清醒点
♪ Candy Store - J Rae ♪
♪ If you wanna know this. If you wanna know that ♪
♪ 如果你想知道这 如果你想知道那 ♪
♪ Come to my sugar shack ♪
♪ 就来我的糖果小屋 ♪
Hey. Hey, you know what would be super fun
嘿 你知道什么会超级有趣吗
and like a really, really big kid type of thing to do?
而且是那种大孩子才会做的事
I can't hear you.
我听不见你说话
I said, you know what would be super fun
我说 你知道什么会超级有趣吗
and a big kid type of thing to do?
是那种大孩子才会做的事
What?
什么
If I drop you in front of the door
我把你放在前门
and you just go in by yourself. Oh, my God.
你自己进去 哦我的天
- That would be so cool of you. - No.
-那样你就太酷了 -不
- Why not? - All the moms walk you in.
-为什么不 -所有妈妈都会送进去
You're a mom. You have to walk me in. You have to sign me in.
你也是妈 你得送我进去 你得签到
Eva! Eva!
伊娃 伊娃
Can you walk her in today? Please, please, please?
今天你能送她进去吗 拜托了 拜托
I cannot deal with the parking.
我没法处理停车的事
Of course. No problem.
当然 没问题
- No problem. - Thank you.
-没问题 -谢谢
Okay. Exciting news. Guess what? Guess what?
好了 激动人心的消息 你猜怎么样 你猜怎么样
Eva will walk you in! Go, go, go.
伊娃会送你进去 走吧 走吧
Let's go!
咱们走吧
- Mommy, Addie scares me. - Come on.
-妈妈 我很怕艾迪 -来吧
She only eats Nutella. I need you!
她只吃巧克力榛子酱 我需要你
- To be with you! - Honey, please. For Mama, okay? Please? Please?
-和你在一起 -亲爱的 拜托 为了妈妈 好吗 拜托拜托
You are my mom.
你是我妈
We'll go look at hamsters today if you do it.
如果你照做我们今天就去看仓鼠
"Look" at them?
只是看吗
I'll get you one, okay? Just go. Go!
我给你买一只 好吗 走吧 走
Okay, see? I love you! I love you, okay?
行了 看吧 我爱你 我爱你 好吗
Everything's gonna be... Shit.
一切都会...该死
- Hi. - Hi.
-嗨 -嗨
Shit! Shit! Shit!
该死 该死 该死
I'm the worst. I'm the fucking worst!
我是最坏的 我他妈是最坏的
And then you told me that if you touch a baby bird,
然后你告诉我如果碰了一只鸟宝宝
the mama bird will not come back if they know you touched them.
鸟妈妈知道你碰过它们就不会回来了
Hm. That must have been some dream. Do you--
嗯 那真是了不得的梦 你有没...
I'm not done.
我还没说完
You kissed me.
你吻了我
I said, you kissed me.
我说 你吻了我
Yes. I heard you. In your dream, I kissed you.
是的 我听到了 在你的梦里 我吻了你
Yeah, and then the next day, I felt...
对 然后第二天 我感觉
...crushing guilt.
羞愧难当
And I knew somehow that your husband
而且我知道你丈夫不知怎地
had called me an asshole.
骂了我混蛋
You know, Stephen, we can talk about these feelings apart from your dreams.
你知道 斯蒂芬 我们可以讨论你梦之外的感受
But...
但
I can't help it if in my dreams you always want to kiss me.
在我的梦里你总想吻我我也没辙啊
What's the difference
二者间的区别是什么
between going outside on hotel property when she's sleeping...
在她睡觉时出门走到旅馆范围内
...and going all the way home?
和一路走回家
In one, I guess I'm just a regular mom
第一种 我想我只是个普通的妈妈
making a shitty choice,
做了烂决定
and in the other, I'm a... I'm a...
另一种 我是一个 我是一个
a straight up shitty mom.
一个彻头彻尾的烂妈妈
Well, it's not my role
这不是我该决定的
to decide whether you should or whether you should not...
你应该或者不应该
- That's not-- - No, no, no. I shouldn't.
-那不是... -不 不 我不应该
I know I shouldn't.
我知道我不应该
I shouldn't even leave her for a second.
我一秒钟都不该离开她
I mean, it is your job to say.
我的意思是 这就是你的工作该说的
Just tell me not to do it.
告诉我别这样做
Just tell me what to do.
告诉我该做什么
I don't think you want me to tell you what to do.
我不认为你想我来告诉你要做什么
You know what to do.
你知道该做什么
No one will tell me what to do.
没人愿意告诉我该做什么
I'm supposed to know how to fix this.
我应该知道怎么解决这个
I'm supposed to know how to fix her.
我应该知道怎么解决好她
What is it you think it's your job to fix?
你认为什么是需要你解决的
She has to weigh 50 pounds by next week, Dr. Spring said.
到下周为止她体重必须达到45斤 斯普林医生说
That's a gain of 2.5 pounds, right?
那就是增重2.3斤 对吧
Each day's supposed to be 2,500 calories in
每天应该摄入2500卡路里
compensating for her resting rate at 1,800 calories burned.
补偿她静息消耗的1800卡路里
That's gotta be at least 80% of each meal for seven days
那就是七天每餐至少吃完80%
plus the tube, and that's if she just lays still all day.
再加上插管的部分 而这只是她每天躺着不动的情况
And if it doesn't,
如果没有
then something about not getting the tube out
那就是什么不拔管
and reassessing the level of care.
重新评估护理等级之类的
- What do I do? - Tonight...
-我该怎么做 -今晚
I would like you to get a good night sleep.
我希望你好好睡一觉
So would I, but I'm asking you a thing.
我也希望 但我在问你
An actual thing, a problem to fix, and I need help with this.
一件切实的事 一个要解决的问题 我需要帮助
Am I supposed to just sit around and watch her fail
我该什么都不做看着她失败
and this is just gonna go on forever? What do I do?
然后永远这样持续下去吗 我该怎么做
Okay. That means there's no drinking.
好 那意味着不能喝酒
There's no drugs. There's no...
不能嗑药 不能...
Are you listening to me?! Can you hear me?!
你有在听吗 你能听到我说话吗
I'm asking you what I'm supposed to do!
我在问你我该怎么做
Why don't you like me?
你为什么不喜欢我
Why don't I like you?
我为什么不喜欢你
I know you won't answer me. Just forget it.
我知道你不会回答 当我没问
That is incredibly unfair.
那太不公平了
Why is this so important to you right now?
为什么这事现在对你如此重要
I just want someone to tell me what to do.
我只想有人告诉我怎么做
No one will tell me.
没人告诉我
I love him, I love him, I love him.
我爱他 我爱他 我爱他
When we get home,
等我们到家
he can live a happy life there.
它可以在那快乐地生活
And we're gonna have him forever, and ever, and ever,
我们会一直养着他 永远 永远
and ever, and ever.
永远 永远
I love him. I'm gonna kiss him, and I'm gonna hug him.
我爱他 我要亲亲他 我要抱抱他
Oh, my God. Maybe his name should be S'mores.
哦我的天 也许他该叫斯摩尔
That's really nice.
那很不错
I said, don't open the box.
我说了 别打开盒子
I just wanna see him. He's been scratching.
我只想看看他 他在挠
He doesn't like being in the box.
他不喜欢呆在盒子里
He's trying to get out.
他在试图跑出来
Can you hold it closed, please? And keep it closed.
你能盖紧吗 拜托了 别打开
He's scratching me! He's supposed to love me.
他在挠我 他应该爱我的
Close the box.
关上盒子
I can't.
我不能
Mommy, he's getting out.
妈妈 他要出来了
Just hand it to me. Hand it to me.
给我吧 给我
He's gonna jump out.
他要跳出来了
- He hates us. - Give it to me. I can't see.
-他讨厌我们 -给我 我看不见
Give it to me.
给我
- I think we got the wrong hamster. - Shit.
-我觉得我们买错仓鼠了 -该死
Ow! Shit.
啊 该死
- We're gonna die. - No, we're not gonna die,
-我们要死了 -不 我们不会死
but I have to pull over.
但我得停车
Ow! Shit!
啊 该死
Maybe this isn't S'mores.
也许这不是斯摩尔
- Oh, my God. It's out. It's out! Shit. Shit. - Oh, my...
-哦我的天 它出来了 它出来了 该死 -哦 我的...
Mommy. Oh, my God. It's out.
妈妈 哦我的天 它出来了
Why aren't you putting that back in?
你为什么不把它放进去
Just put it back in.
把它放进去
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God!
哦我的天 哦我的天 哦我的天 哦我的天
Please! Put him back in!
拜托 把他放进去
I don't want it. I don't want him anymore.
我不想要 我不想要他了
He's bad.
他很坏
Okay. Okay, hey, hey, hey.
好了 好了 嘿 嘿
You're fine.
你没事
You're fine, and I'm fine, okay? Nobody is hurt.
你没事 我也没事 好吗 没人受伤
Let's...
我们
Take it with you! Take it with you!
把它带上 把它带上
- I'll be right back. - It's gonna hurt me!
-我就回来 -它会伤害我的
I hate my hamster!
我恨我的仓鼠
- Hey, man. What are you doing? - Hey, hey, hey.
-嘿 伙计 你在做什么 -嘿 嘿
Oh. You're lucky there's no damage.
哦 你很幸运没有造成损伤
We don't have to exchange information.
我们不必交换信息
What? My kid is in that car. Do you hear her crying, huh?
什么 我的孩子在车里 你听见她在哭吗 啊
You scared her to death, you dick.
你吓死她了 你个屌人
Hey, Mom. It was barely just a tap.
嘿 宝妈 就轻轻碰一下
Don't fucking call me Mommy. She thought we were gonna die.
别他妈叫我宝妈 她以为我们要死了
Don't fuck with me about my child's safety. Huh?
事关我孩子的安全别想糊弄我 好吗
- Give me all your information. - What the fuck is that?
-给我你的全部信息 -那他妈是什么
- What?! - That! That!
-什么 -那个 那个
Mommy!
妈妈
Oh.
哦
Mommy, what happened?! Mommy!
妈妈 发生了什么 妈妈
I love you. I miss you. Come back here.
我爱你 我想你 回来这里
Everything is under control.
一切都在掌控之中
Stop.
停下
Do you know that I love you
你知道我爱你吗
and I think you're the best
我觉得你是最棒的
and so proud of you for everything,
为你所做的一切感到骄傲
and you can do it, and you're almost all better.
你可以做到的 你已经差不多全好了
- You're so good. - Mommy, stop.
-你太棒了 -妈妈 停下
What? I can't stop. I just love you too much.
什么 我停不下来 我太爱你了
You smell like wine.
你一身酒气
Hello?
喂
Hi, it's... it's Caroline.
嗨 我是 我是卡罗莱
Caroline Primm, your patient.
卡罗莱·普林姆 你的病人
I'm sorry it's so late.
很抱歉这么晚打扰
Um... Oh. Is this an emergency?
呃 哦 这是紧急事件吗
Because, um, if this is an emergency,
因为 呃 如果是紧急事件
you need to hang up and--
你得挂断然后
It's not an emergency. I just--
不是紧急事件 我只是
I forgot to call you yesterday.
我昨天忘记打给你了
What?
什么
Well, you told me to take Riley for a walk
你告诉我带莱利去散散步
after I took a bath and calmed down
在我洗完澡 平静下来之后
and I did it, and I forgot to call you--
我照做了 然后忘记打给你
Oh. Okay, yes. Um...
哦 好的 对
Well, uh, that's good, and, um...
那很好 然后
Uh, I-- I do feel though that I should tell you that this number
我感觉自己有必要告诉你这个号码
is really for emergencies only, okay?
真的仅供紧急情况联系 好吗
Oh. I'm sorry. I just...
哦 对不起 我只是
I just couldn't sleep thinking that you were worried.
我只是睡不着 想着你在担心
I wasn't worried.
我没有担心
You... You weren't? You weren't thinking about me?
你 你没有 你没有想着我吗
I said that you could call me if you...
我说你可以打给我
I said you could call me if you couldn't calm down
我说如果你平静不下来可以打给我
not that you had to call me.
不是说必须打给我
But, um... but are you safe, Caroline?
但是 但是你安全吗 卡罗莱
Are you...?
你
I'm... I'm sorry. I... I misunderstood.
我 对不起 我误会了
Yeah, I'm so dumb. Um... Yes, I'm safe.
没错 我太笨了 对 我很安全
Okay. Well, let's talk about this in session, okay?
好 我们咨询时再谈 好吗
I'm sorry. I'm obviously bothering you.
对不起 很明显我打扰你了
It is not your fault, uh...
这不是你的错
and I will-- I'll see you next week.
我会 下周我会见你
Well, can I come in tomorrow?
我明天能直接过来吗
It's just waiting until next week seems too long.
就想说等到下周太久了
Uh, well, let me check my schedule,
呃 我查下我的安排
and I will text you a time, okay?
然后短信告诉你时间 好吗
Okay. Um, I'm sor--
好的 对不...
You've gotta be fucking kidding me! Shit!
你他妈在玩我吧 该死
Hello?
你好
Hello?
你好
Hello!
你好
Hello! Is anyone here doing their job?
你好 有人在干活吗
Shit.
该死
Want some help with that?
需要帮忙打开吗
I know a trick. Got a knife.
我知道个小技巧 还有把刀
Sweetie?
小甜心
Little Bear, open up. It's Mommy.
小熊 开门 是妈妈
Little Bear, open up.
小熊 开门
What is she doing?
她在干嘛
Whoa. Whoa, whoa.
喔 喔 喔
- What the fuck's your problem? - What? Whoa.
-你有什么毛病 -什么 喔
What, you're obsessed with me or something?
怎么 你迷上我了还是哪样
What are you talking about? Don't flatter yourself.
你在说什么 别自作多情了
Well, why are you looking at me? What? What do you want?
那你为什么看着我 啊 你想要什么
I don't want you just sitting outside and by yourself.
我不想看着你一个人坐在外面
Some creep might walk past or something.
可能有什么怪人路过之类的
What creep?
什么怪人
How the fuck do I know, lady?
我他妈哪知道 女士
There's creeps all over this place.
这里到处都是怪人
- Don't call me lady. - My bad, miss.
-别叫我女士 -我的错 小姐
Don't call me miss. Don't. Just don't.
别叫我小姐 别 行吗
Ma'am.
夫人
- Frau? - Yeah.
-太太（德语） -行
- Slag. - Oh, my God.
-淫娃 -哦天哪
Your thottiness?
荡妇阁下
Housewife?
家庭主妇
At this point, I don't even know what to refer to you as.
现在为止 我还不知道怎么称呼你
I'm gonna just call you female.
我就叫你女性吧
Yo, crazy pants.
哟 神经病
I was gonna partake in surfing the web for some things that I'm into,
我打算参与网上冲浪 找些我感兴趣的东西
if you catch my drift,
如果你懂我意思
and I'm just putting it out there, you more than welcome to join.
我开诚布公地说 很欢迎你加入
No pressure. Just saying.
不来也没事 只是提一嘴
What kind of stuff?
什么类型的东西
Is that like the dark web?
这是那个暗网吗
Like where you can buy people and stuff?
就是你能买人和东西的地方
I don't know. Never bought a person, so...
我不知道 没买过人 所以
But you could? Or sell one?
但可以对吧 或者卖人
I mean, I guess so, but I don't come on the dark web
我想 我猜是吧 但我上暗网
searching for that kind of shit, so...
不是找那些屁事的 所以
Aren't there places on there
那上面不是有地方
where people, like, show each other videos of murders
人们会 就是 展示自己杀人
and people they're holding captive?
或者囚禁人的视频
Can we change the subject? Let's buy drugs.
我们能换一个话题吗 让我们买毒品吧
Let's get some...
我们来点
...some shit, right? Come on.
来点家伙 行吗 来吧
What do you want? What are you into?
你想要什么 你喜欢什么
I don't know. Do they have, like...
我不知道 他们有没有 就是
cocaine or something?
可卡因之类的
When was the last time you tried cocaine?
你上次试可卡因是什么时候
What do you mean? It's a very popular drug.
你什么意思 这是种非常流行的毒品
I like it.
我喜欢它
All right. Well, I'm getting molly, so we'll get both.
行吧 我要买摇头丸 所以我们买这两个
See, the thing is,
看 事情是这样的
I don't get paid till next week, so I need you to cover me.
我要下周才发薪 所以需要你先垫着
Oh. Oh, I'm-- No.
哦 哦 我是 不
No, no. I see what this is about.
不 不 我知道这怎么回事了
- Where you going? - I'm going back to my room.
-你去哪 -我回自己房间
For what? You don't even have a key.
干什么 你都没有钥匙
Besides, your daughter's passed out.
还有 你女儿睡死过去了
Front desk lady's definitely in a coma by now.
前台女士现在绝对醒不来
Calm down. Come sit down. Let's order. Jeez.
冷静点 来坐下 我们下单吧 老天
I could put it on my credit card, I guess.
我可以刷信用卡 我猜
What? No.
什么 不
The 400, I could put it on my credit card.
那400 我可以刷信用卡
No, no. See, man, it can't be traced back to you.
不不 你看 伙计 你不能留下可查记录
It has to be anonymous.
必须得是不记名的
Well, then how do you pay for the stuff?
那你要怎么付款
All right, what we could do is
行 我们可以这样
we could go to a pharmacy or something real quick
我们可以就近去个药店或者哪
and put it on one of those gift cards
买张那种礼品卡
or maybe you got bitcoin, or crypto, or some shit like that?
或者如果你有比特币 加密货币之类的玩意儿
No, I don't have any of that stuff,
不 我没那些东西
and I can't get in a car
而且我不能上车
and leave my daughter alone in the middle of the night.
然后大晚上把我女儿一个人留在这
You leave your daughter alone all the time.
你一直都留你女儿一个人呆着
No, I don't. That's just if I go in the field.
不 我没有 我只是去旁边坪里
Ha! I literally seen you leave your daughter alone myself
哈 我自己就亲眼见过你留下女儿一个人
with my own two eyes.
看得真真的
- What's the problem this time? - What are you?
-这回怎么不行 -你是什么
You stalking me or something?
你在跟踪我什么的吗
I'm a concerned citizen. I mean, takes a village, right?
我是个热心群众 我意思是 街坊邻里对吧
What?
什么
Sweetie! Sweetie! It's Mommy!
小甜心 小甜心 是妈妈
You locked me out. Sweetie!
你把我锁外面了 小甜心
Sweetie! Open the door!
小甜心 开门
Little Bear, open the door!
小熊 开门
Mommy...
妈妈
Just wheel the machine over and open the door!
推着机器过来把门打开
Little Bear!
小熊
Open the door!
开门
I locked myself out!
我把自己锁外面了
It's Mom! It's Mommy!
是妈 是妈妈
Mommy?
妈妈
Are you there?
你在吗
I'm not sure how we can talk about anything helpful
我不确定谈话能帮到什么
if you won't even look me in the eye.
如果你都不愿意直视我的眼睛
You asked me for this extra session.
这次额外咨询是你要求的
I can't.
我不能
You must be so mad at me.
你一定生气极了
Mad? Oh, because you called me?
生气？哦 因为你给我打电话吗
No, no, no. I'm not mad at you.
不 不 不 我没有气你
Let's move on. Please?
我们不纠结这个了 好吗
You have a daughter.
你有个女儿
Why didn't you ever tell me?
为什么你从没和我说过
Well, this isn't about me.
我的事不重要
But now I know that you know.
但现在我知道你懂了
You know.
你懂
I don't know. You need to tell me.
我不懂 你得告诉我
It's not your fault.
这不是你的错
But it is mine.
但是是我的
Okay, you know, Caroline I think that it may be time that we...
好了 卡罗莱 我觉得是时候我们
...that we consult with someone
我们和医生咨询下
about some medication for you.
给你开药的事
Well, I can't take medication. I'm breastfeeding.
我不能吃药 我在母乳喂养
- Do you want me to kill my baby? - Of course not.
-你想让我杀了我的宝宝吗 -当然不是
I just think if a doctor thinks it could be beneficial,
我只是认为如果医生觉得有帮助
then maybe we need to...
那么也许我们需要
prioritize your... your... health over breastfeeding.
优先考虑你的健康而不是母乳喂养
Just right now.
就目前而言
You know, you need to take care of yourself
你明白 你得先照顾好自己
so you can take care of Riley.
才能照顾好莱利
I have to go to the bathroom.
我需要去一下洗手间
Um, well, we only have 15 minutes left.
呃 我们就剩15分钟了
I have to go now.
我有点急
Okay, well, can you wait till after the session?
好的 你能不能等到咨询结束
No?
不行
Shit.
该死
Oh. Okay, okay. Okay.
哦 好了 好了 好了
Okay.
好了
Caroline? Excuse me.
卡罗莱 打扰了
Caroline?
卡罗莱
It's okay.
没事的
Caroline? Excuse me. Caroline?
卡罗莱 打扰了 卡罗莱
I need you to help me out here. I...
我需要你的帮助 我
Okay. I know. I know.
好了 没事 没事
Caroline?
卡罗莱
Okay. Okay.
好了 好了
Caroline!
卡罗莱
Caroline!
卡罗莱
What is going on here? I'm in a session.
怎么回事 我在咨询中
So, my patient, she has this baby
就是 我的病人 她带着宝宝
and she said she was going to the bathroom
她说她要去厕所
and then she left the baby with me and I...
然后就把宝宝留给我
- She's gone. And now I can't-- - I'm with a patient.
-她走了 现在我没法... -我这儿有病人
Please, I need your help. I really need your help.
拜托 我需要你的帮助 我真的需要你的帮助
I'm with a patient.
我这儿有病人
Plus, also, I'm not your supervisor.
再加上 还有 我不是你的上级
This is a professional issue. This is not a treatment issue.
这是个工作上的问题 这不是我们的治疗问题
Are you joking? This is an emergency!
你在开玩笑吗 这是紧急情况
Whatever's happening in here
不管那里面在发生什么
is not as important as what I'm going through here!
都没有我这儿处理的问题重要
- Okay, no. - I need your help!
-好了 不行 -我需要你的帮助
- Goodbye. - I need your help!
-再见 -我需要你的帮助
This is an emergency.
这是紧急情况
- You can come back later. - Absolutely not.
-你可以晚点再来 -绝对不行
No!
不
Okay.
好了
- Hello? - Hello?
-喂 -喂
Hello. Hello. Yes.
喂 喂 对
- Hello, I am your wife's psychotherapist... - Stop, I can't...
-喂 我是你妻子的心理咨询师 -停 我不能...
and she left today in the middle of her appointment.
她今天在会面中途离开了
I cannot hear you. I cannot hear you. Who is this?
我听不见你说什么 我听不见你说什么 哪位
Okay. Yes. This is your wife's therapist.
好了 对 我是你妻子的咨询师
She left in the middle of her appointment today. And...
她今天在会面中途离开了 而且
All right. You gotta stop. You gotta stop.
好吧 你先停下 你先停下
I have no idea what you're even talking about.
我完全不知道你在说什么
Who is this?
是哪位
Is your wife named Caroline Primm?
你的妻子名字是卡罗莱·普林姆吗
And you are, um...
你是 呃
- Your baby's name is Riley? And you are Nick Primm? - Yes.
-你的孩子名字是莱利 你是尼克·普林姆吗 -对
Okay, yes, right. Well--
好 对 没错 是这样...
My wife doesn't have a therapist.
我妻子没有咨询师
Okay, well, she has been my patient
好的 打从她怀孕六个月起
at The Center for Psychological Arts in Montauk since she was about six months pregnant
她就来蒙托克心理艺术中心找我咨询
with Riley, and today...
和莱利一起 然后今天...
Well, this is news to me.
好吧 这我是第一次听说
Mm. Well, whether...
嗯 总之 无论
...you knew that she was my patient or not,
你知不知道她是我的病人
what I'm trying to say to you
我想告诉你的是
is that this is an emergency, and I really...
这是个紧急事件 我真的
She left your baby here with me,
她把你们的宝宝留在我这儿了
and I need you to come and pick him up.
我需要你过来接走他
What do you mean? What do you mean?
你什么意思 你什么意思
What do you mean, what do I mean?
你问我什么意思是什么意思
- She left the baby? - She's not answering her phone...
-她把宝宝留下了？ -她不接电话
She's probably in the bathroom
她大概在洗手间吧
or by a fucking vending machine.
或者他妈的自动售货机边上
Okay.
好吧
I suggest that you call her.
我建议你打给她
Maybe she would pick up if it was you.
她可能会接你的电话
I'm gonna text you my address to come and get the baby.
我会把地址发给你来接宝宝
Oh, Jesus Christ!
哦 上帝啊
I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure she's okay.
我相信她没事 我相信她没事
I cannot even believe this.
我简直不敢相信
I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure--
我相信她没事 我相信...
You know what? This is so fucking typical of her.
你知道吗 那简直太他妈像她能做的事了
Okay. Well, she probably just needed some space.
好的 她或许只是需要一些空间
I'm gonna text you my address where...
我会把地址发给你
- so you can come and get her. - Okay, look. Listen to me.
-这样你能来接她 -好 你看 听我说
- Him. - Listen to me.
-他 -听我说
I'm at work right now. I am at work right now.
我正在工作 我现在在工作
That's why she's supposed to be
这就是为什么她应该
taking care of the fucking baby,
负责照顾好那个该死的宝宝
so I can work, okay?
好让我工作 好吗
Here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna text you my address.
我打算这么做 我把我的地址发给你
I'm in Amagansett.
我在阿马甘塞特
阿马甘塞特是热门度假地
You can drop the baby off at this address, okay?
你可以把宝宝送来这个地址 好吗
Okay, well, I can't do that,
好吧 你看 我不能这么做
and I am actually very concerned about your wife.
而且我其实很担心你的妻子
- This is an emergency, and she-- - You know, you've used that term twice now.
-这是个紧急情况 而她... -你看 你说哪个词两次了
This isn't my emergency.
这不是我的紧急情况
I'm not the one who lost my fucking wife!
弄丢我该死的妻子的人不是我
I need you to come down here and get your baby immediately,
我需要你过来接走你的宝宝 立刻马上
and if you're not here within a half an hour,
如果半小时之内你没有来
I'm going to call the police. I will text you the address.
我就会报警 我会把地址发你
- Thank you very much. - Oh, Jesus--
-非常感谢 -哦上帝...
- Yes? - Hi, it's Stephen.
-喂 -嗨 我是斯蒂芬
May I come in?
我能进来吗
I'm expecting a patient. He just buzzed in.
我在等病人 他刚过门禁
Would you mind waiting in my office
你介意在我办公室等等吗
down the hall just a few moments?
就在走廊尽头
Your office? Who are you, the boss?
你的办公室 你是谁 老板吗
No. Just another therapist.
不 只是另一个咨询师
I have an office. It's down the hall.
我有一个办公室 在走廊尽头
Door is open. You'll see it.
门是开着的 你会看见的
This is my time. She's mine right now.
这是我预约的时间 现在她属于我
You can't make me wait, okay?
你不能让我等 好吗
This is an emergency situation.
这是个紧急情况
You can either wait in my office
你可以在我的办公室等
or you need to leave the building entirely.
要不你就得离开这座大楼
Is that a baby?
那是个宝宝吗
Is that your baby? You have a baby?
那是你的宝宝吗 你有宝宝？
I mean, do you guys have a baby together?
我意思是 你们有一个宝宝吗
Okay, this situation does not concern you, okay?
好的 这个情况与你无关 好吗
Make a choice.
自己选
Okay, I'll be in your office.
好吧 我会在你办公室
But I won't wait that long.
但我不会等太久
Okay.
好的
Wow.
哇
Can you believe that I got talked into getting
你敢信我最后真的同意
this fucking hamster after all of that? My God, I...
买那只该死的仓鼠吗 我的天 我
She's right. I really am so stretchable.
她没错 我真的很有拉伸性
- It's disgusting. - You know...
-太恶心了 -你知道
when I was in medical school,
我在医学院的时候
I had to do a stint in a medical experiments lab.
我必须在医学实验室干一段时间
And we were testing the efficacy of a drug on rats.
我们那时在测试一种药物对小鼠的效力
- Oh, I... So cool. - And the way it worked is we'd take the rats,
-哦我...真酷 -是这样进行的 我们抓起小鼠
and we'd drop them in this guillotine thingy,
丢进这个断头台一样的装置里
chop their heads off individually,
砍下它们的头 一个个地
peel the skin back
把皮掀开
and then look at their brains under a microscope.
然后在显微镜下观察它们的大脑
I'm just so curious
我好好奇
about the process with that.
这个过程的情况
- I wonder-- - The rats would claw and bite you...
- 我想知道... -那些小鼠会挠你 咬你
...when you put your hand in the cage to pick them up.
当你把手伸进笼子去抓它们的时候
So they gave us these steel chain mail gloves.
所以他们给了我们这种钢环手套
They're German. They're beautiful.
德国制的 非常精美
So you put on the glove and you put your hand in the cage,
然后你戴上手套 把手伸进笼子里
and the rats would just attach themselves to the glove,
那些小鼠会紧紧抓住手套
clinging for dear life, you know?
奋力求生 你明白吗
And then when you got to the guillotine box,
然后等你走到断头台盒子的时候
you had to shake them off.
你不得不把它们甩下来
Really shake them.
很用力地甩
I was always worried that the rat would get hurt
我一直担心这会伤到小鼠
when it hit its head on the guillotine, you know?
它们的头撞到断头台的时候 你明白吧
But their brains were always fine
但它们的大脑总是没事
when we looked under the microscope.
在显微镜下看的时候
Oh.
哦
Rodents are resilient creatures.
啮齿动物是顽强的生物
Mm-hm. Yeah.
嗯哼 对
I'll tell Stephen your session's cancelled.
我会告诉斯蒂芬你的咨询取消了
You have to take care of this, okay?
你得处理这个 对吧
I love you.
我爱你
Just tell me, was she suicidal? Homicidal?
就告诉我 她有自杀倾向吗 杀人倾向？
No. Mm-mm. No.
不 不会 没有
No, she was obsessed with protecting the baby...
不 她执着于保护宝宝
And, uh, yeah.
所以 对
She wouldn't hurt the baby.
她不会伤害宝宝
And she didn't talk about suicide.
她也没有提过自杀
She wouldn't abandon Riley.
她不会遗弃莱利
She just did abandon him.
她已经遗弃他了
Right, well, you know, I mean, um...
对 你知道 我意思是
you know, permanently. Forever.
你明白 完全遗弃 永远
Is that it? I have another patient waiting
就这些吗 我还有病人在等
who really needs my help.
非常需要帮助的人
It's fine. It's more common than you think.
没事的 这比你想象的常见
A woman tries to run away from all the responsibilities.
一个想逃避所有责任的女人
- Yeah. - Everybody gets all upset,
-对 -大家都很苦恼
then they come back with their tails between their legs.
然后她们就夹着尾巴灰溜溜回来了
Okay. Okay.
好了 好了
Thank you, Officer.
谢谢你 警官
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Hi. Hi,
嗨 嗨
it's, uh... it's me again,
是 呃 又是我
your tenant from 22 Algonquin, unit one. You know,
亚岗昆22号一单元的租户 你知道
the one with the giant fucking hole in the ceiling!
就是天花板上有他妈的天坑的那个
Your repairs guy ran off, and it's getting worse
你的修理工跑了 状况更糟糕了
and I want to know why you're doing nothing,
我想知道为什么你不作为
and why you're happy for my daughter and I to be staying
为什么你乐意看着我女儿和我住在
at a flophouse full of freaks
全是怪人的破旅馆
while I continue to pay you rent!
而我还要继续付你房租
And I have a very, very, very important patient
而且我有个非常 非常 非常重要的病人
that is a prominent lawyer, and I am not afraid to--
是一位名律师 我不怕使用...
Fuck!
操
I was after some Visa gift cards.
我想找那种维萨礼品卡
Uh, what denominations do you have?
呃 你们有哪些面值的
Do you have a minute to talk before the children come out?
孩子出来前你有时间谈谈吗
- Mm-hm. Sure. - Okay, come.
-嗯 当然 -好的 来
So, I've noticed that you still haven't made the appointment
所以 我注意到你依然没有确定时间
for family therapy like we discussed the other morning.
来做我们那天早上谈过的家庭咨询
I know. It's just been so crazy at work.
我知道 我工作那边出了大事
Right. So I can't stress to you enough how important this is.
行 这件事的重要性我已经强调多次了
I'm on your side here.
我和你是一边的
Yes. Yes. Yes, I understand.
是 是 是 我理解
We need her off the machine.
我们必须让她脱离机器
Yeah, so do I.
对 我也想
Okay. I'm gonna be frank.
好 我就直话直说了
We need her off of it as soon as possible for her to remain here.
她需要尽快脱离机器才能留在这里
And to do that, she needs to gain faster.
而要实现这点 她就得更快增重
Okay. Well, but we have until next week, right?
好 不过我们还有下周 对吧
- The 50 pound goal. - No.
-45斤目标 -不
The way things are going, uh, she's not gonna make that goal.
照目前状况 呃 她完不成目标
What are you saying?
你在说什么
We do weigh-ins every morning. She's not gonna make the goal.
我们每天早上都会称重 她完不成目标
Because the goal you set was impossible.
因为你定了个不可能的目标
We were set up to fail.
我们注定会失败
- It's unrealistic. - No.
-不现实 -不
We're gonna have to reassess the level of care.
我们需要重新评估护理等级
What does that mean?
那是什么意思
Well, we can discuss it in our meeting.
我们可以会议上谈
You know what I would love, and think would be so good,
你知道我想怎样吗 我觉得最好怎样
is if we could get a date on the calendar for the surgery.
就是我们能确定一个手术的日期
A concrete goal that we can all work towards.
一个大家有奔头的切实目标
It's not... it's not a surgery.
不 不是什么手术
The tube removal? Well, uh... procedure, whatever you call it.
拔管吗 呃 操作 随你怎么叫
It's not a procedure either.
也不是操作
Uh, when it's time to remove it, the doctor just pulls it out.
等到要取的时候 医生只是单纯把它拔出来
Pull it out?
拔出来
Yeah, it just slides out.
对 它会滑出来
They could just... really just pull it out?
他们真的可以 就这样拔出来吗
Yeah, it's that simple.
对 就那么简单
Oh. But what happens to the hole?
哦 那那个洞怎么办
It closes up on its own.
会自己闭合
Oh.
哦
It's kinda like when you get a cut on your tongue.
有点类似舌头上的切口
It wants to close up.
它想要闭合
Oh.
哦
Yeah?
你好
Oh, hi. Uh, is James here?
哦 嗨 呃 詹姆斯在吗
Who are you?
你是谁
I'm his neighbor. I'm there, in that room there.
我是他邻居 我住那边 那间屋子
He is not here.
他不在
Oh, uh, do you know when he'll be back?
哦 呃 你知道他什么时候回来吗
I just have something to give him.
我有东西要给他
Give it to me.
给我吧
- I'll see he gets it. - No, no.
-我会交给他 -不 不
I have to give it to him myself. It's, uh...
我得亲自给他 这 呃
It's of value.
这是贵重物品
Of value?
贵重
Yeah. Of value.
对 贵重
Relax your body.
放松你的身体
Center in with yourself.
专注内在
Right now, your only job is to breathe.
现在 你唯一要做的就是呼吸
We're in the work phase of this...
我们正在准备阶段...
The more you relax your body right now...
现在你越放松身体
...the easier it gets for you.
就会越来越轻松
Recognize we're accessing the body's wisdom zone.
意识到我们正在进入身体的智慧区
Let your mind go.
解放你的意识
See if you can find your attention
看看能否让注意
within the movement of your breath.
集中在你呼吸的移动上
Start noticing
开始觉察
any sensation in your body...
你身体的任何知觉
...and see what catches your interest
看看是什么引起了你的兴趣
or your curiosity,
或你的好奇
and hold the space in a way you want to be held.
维持这个空间 以你自己期望被维持的状态
You'll probably notice
你大约能觉察到
any intensity builds up in your body.
身体积蓄的任何紧张情绪
That's okay.
没有关系
Rather than trying to control anything,
比起试图掌控一切
see if you can just allow...
看看你能否放开
the intensity to...
让紧张去...
You're not helping!
你没帮上忙
Hold her legs that way. Hold her legs down.
把她的双腿固定在那个方向 按住她的腿
We might have to restrain her.
我们可能得上束具
- Mom! - Hold her down!
-妈 -按住她
You're here to help us, come on!
你是来帮忙的 来吧
That's not helping at all.
那没用
Mommy!
妈妈
Mommy!
妈妈
Try to help. Try to help.
努力帮忙 努力帮忙
Mommy!
妈妈
Make yourself feel safe.
让自己感到安全
If things are getting intense,
如果变得太激烈
recognize you can hold the space.
意识到你可以维持住这个空间
You can love yourself right now.
现在你可以爱自己
Don't avoid anything within. Don't abandon yourself.
别回避内心 别放弃自己
Stay connected to yourself.
与自我保持联系
See if you can honor yourself
看看你能否让自己骄傲
in this moment of reconnecting to yourself.
在这个与自我重新连接的时刻
Use your voice and imagine your emotion.
用你的声音 想象你的情绪
Allow it to be...
放手让它...
Maybe you can even do it tonight.
也许你甚至可以今晚就做
Down here. This way.
前面 这边
It's in here. Here.
这里面 这里
Okay, we gotta be quick because I have to get back, but...
好 我们得快点因为我还得回去 但是
I just... I just had to show someone what's going on in here.
我只是 我一定要让人看看这里的情况
Okay.
好的
So, a room filled with plastic tarp everywhere.
所以 一间铺满了塑料布的房间
Nice.
真好
So, is this your kill room?
所以 这是你的杀人间吗
No. Come on, I told you.
不 拜托 我告诉过你
The fucking ceiling fell down.
他妈的天花板掉了
What the fuck is that?
那他妈是什么
That's it. That's the hole.
就它 那就是那个洞
That's why I'm at the hotel.
那就是我呆在旅馆的原因
That's why you're staying at the fucking hotel?
你就因为那呆在该死的旅馆
Oh, my God. Come on.
哦我的天 拜托
You could've slept on your couch for a couple of weeks.
你完全可以在沙发上睡几周
What? Look at it.
什么 你看看它
It's been two months, and they refuse to fix it.
都两个月了 他们都不解决
There's dust and... and mold everywhere.
到处都是灰尘 还有霉菌
Mm.
嗯
Yo, what is up there?
哟 那上面是什么
They've been renovating forever.
他们装修个没完
- They said a pipe burst. - Oh, shit.
-他们说是水管爆了 -哦 该死
It's right there. There you go.
就在这 你看
I did the... that... you know, the thing, the breath thing.
我做了那个 你知道 那个呼吸什么的
What?
什么
And I think it took me here.
我认为是它带我过来的
- I think maybe I... - Oh, man...
-我认为也许我... -哦 伙计
That's why I wanted to come to see it.
所以我想过来看看
Man, you need guidance with that shit.
伙计 那玩意儿得在指导下做
You can't just be doing that.
你不能自己瞎做
- What are you doing? - Man, they lied to you, sis.
-你在干什么 -伙计 他们骗你的 姐们
- It ain't even no pipes in here. - Maybe you shouldn't get so close to it.
-这里面连管道都没 -也许你不应该靠那么近
Shh. Look. Come see.
嘘 看 过来看
It's a clean break. I'm telling you.
断得干脆利落 我告诉你
Oh, my God.
哦我的天
Oh, my God. What the fuck?
哦我的天 那他妈是什么
Man, my cousin Craig is a general contractor.
伙计 我表亲克雷格是个总包商
He knows somebody that knows somebody that can
他认识的人有认识的人可以
- fix this shit in a jiffy, yo. - Oh, my God.
-秒解决这烂摊子 哟 -哦我的天
It look like you got some motherfucking debris on your furniture.
看起来有操他妈的碎片掉你家具上了
You know, I can reupholster it.
你知道 我可以重新装潢
It's gonna cost you.
得费点钱
Let me go!
放开我
Don't touch me!
别碰我
Mommy! Mommy! I don't want it!
妈妈 妈妈 我不想要
- You are doing such a good job. - No!
-你做得非常好 -不
No! Mommy!
不 妈妈
You gotta hold her a lot harder than that.
你得用大点劲固定住她
No! No!
不 不
What the fuck?! Oh, shit!
什么鬼 哦 该死
Oh, fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
哦 操 操 操
Fuck! Oh, fuck!
操 哦操
James?
詹姆斯
Ah! Fuck! Fuck!
啊 操 操
Fuck!
操
Oh, fuck!
哦 操
Oh, fuck!
哦 操
不是你的错
Everybody settle. All right?
大家都入座 好吗
Get started. Hand out these, please.
开始了 请把这些传开
Thank you.
谢谢
All right.
好的
So the topic today is something that's so fundamental
所以今天的话题非常基础
that it's actually a little silly to talk about.
甚至说起来都有点傻
But it is so important to your child's recovery,
但对于你孩子的恢复至关重要
and more than that,
不仅如此
to your ability to help your child recover.
对你帮助孩子恢复的能力也非常重要
Can anybody guess what it is?
有谁能猜到是什么吗
Blame...
责备
- ...and, anybody? - Shame.
-和 谁知道 -羞愧
Yeah, thank you.
对 谢谢
So, as parents, a lot of times
所以 作为父母 很多时候
we look too closely at ourselves, right?
我们太关注自身 对吧
And we start to ask ourselves, is this my fault?
然后我们开始问自己 这是我的错吗
Could I have done anything differently?
我是不是本可以做得不一样
What if this? What if that?
如果这 如果那
But all it does is create a thinking trap.
但这只会制造一个思维陷阱
And that does not help your child.
而那对你的孩子没有帮助
So what I'd like to do, if we look...
所以我想做的是 如果我们看...
Melanie...
梅拉妮
do you want to put some words to your feelings?
你想用语言来描述下你的感受吗
Yeah.
是的
I...
我
Sometimes, I just think that it is all my fault.
有时候 我就会觉得都是我的错
Do you have something to say to Melanie?
你有什么要对梅拉妮说的吗
No. Whoa, no.
不 哇 不
Never mind. Don't mind me.
别介意 别管我
No, no, no. I want to hear what you have to say.
不 不 不 我想听听你要说什么
Uh...
呃
I just-- You keep telling us that it isn't our fault.
我只是 你一直重复说这不是我们的错
- Yeah. - Mm. But... but it is.
-对 -嗯 但 但它就是
Excuse me?
抱歉
I mean, if it isn't our fault, then we're really super fucked.
我意思是 如果不是我们的错 那我们可就惨了
We're just walking around pretending we have power to change something
我们只是走来走去假装我们有能力改变
that we don't even understand because it's not our fault,
自己都不理解的事 因为这不是我们的错
but we know how to change it, even though it's not our fault.
但我们却知道如何改变它 即便这不是我们的错
No, this is actually good.
不 实际上这很好
This is actually good because now we have a lot to unpack.
这其实挺好的 我们有很多可以剖析的点
No, no, no. I know.
不 不 不 我知道
I can't do this. I have to go.
我没法做这个 我得走了
- Please sit down. - No, no, no. It's our fault.
-请坐下 -不不 这就是我们的错
It isn't fair, but it is our fault.
这不公平 但这是我们的错
That's how I see it. That's it.
我是这么认为的 就这样
That's what this whole thing is, is our faults.
整件事就是这样 是我们的错
- Stop and sit down. - No, no, no. No.
-住嘴坐下 -不 不 不
I don't want to talk about it.
我不想谈
I already know it, and I don't have to meet you
我已经知道了 而且我也不必非得见你
- because I know what you're going to say, - I need you to sit down!
-因为我知道你会说什么 -你需要坐下
which is that she's failed
说她失败了
and that I failed because you set us up to fail.
还有我失败了 因为你的做法必然失败
No one tries hard if they have a safety net.
如果有退路没人会尽全力
- Sit down. - Nobody, okay?
-坐下 -没人 好吗
And you should know that, Dr. Spring.
你应该知道这一点 斯普林医生
I'm gonna be here for the rest of my life
我这辈子余下时间都会在这
pouring shit down that tube.
往管子里倒那破玩意儿
- Every night until I die. - Do not leave that door!
-每晚如此直到我死 -不要离开房间
And none of this is helping any of us. None of it.
而这对我们所有人一点帮助都没有 没有
Come back!
回来
Hey! Hey, why are you calling?
嘿 嘿 你为什么打给我
Isn't a parent group going on right now?
现在不是在开家长会吗
I couldn't sit there. I'm in the car.
我没法坐在那 我在车里
I'll pick her up later, but I can't stay there.
我晚点接她 但我没法呆在那儿
What do you mean you couldn't sit there?
你没法坐在那是什么意思
I can't do it. I can't do it.
我做不到 我做不到
She's gotta get better, but she's not gonna make the goal,
她必须好转 但她完不成目标
and I-- I don't know what's gonna happen now.
而且我 我不知道现在要怎么办
You need to get back in there.
你得回去
The hole is getting bigger.
那个洞越来越大了
What hole? Her tube hole?
什么洞 她插管的洞吗
No! No, the apartment hole!
不 不 公寓的洞
The goddamn hole!
那个见鬼的洞
Why can't you just keep tabs on those guys?
为什么你不能盯着那些人
Because the guy's gone for a week.
因为那些人这周不开工
There's no one working on it.
现在没人在修
What?! A week?! When were you gonna mention that?
什么 一周 你打算什么时候告诉我
I'm telling you now.
我正在告诉你
It's very complicated to explain over the phone.
这很复杂电话里讲不清
Look, look, look. No, no, no.
你看 你看 不 不 不
Just-- just
就 就
- send me pictures - No! - and I'll have somebody take care of it.
-发照片给我 -不 -我会找人处理
No, no, no. No more pictures. I'm not going back there.
不不 不发照片了 我不要再回去
I'm never going back there. And I talked to Roscoe...
我永远都不要再回去了 而且我和罗斯科聊了
- What are you talking about? - ...and he's so full of shit.
-你在说什么啊 -他满嘴屁话
He's not doing anything. And by the way,
他什么也没做 哦对了
I think he has a deal with the motel because there's another--
我觉得他和汽车旅馆有协议 因为有另一个
Okay. Stop, stop, stop, okay? Let me just get this straight.
好 停停停 好吗 让我先搞清楚
You aren't going into the program anymore,
你不再参加项目了
and you aren't going into our apartment anymore?
你也不再回我们的公寓了？
- That's right. - Why?
-没错 -为什么
How do you expect anything to get back to normal then?
那你指望事情怎么恢复正常
It won't.
不会恢复
What are you talking about?!
你在说什么啊
It won't!
不会恢复
All right. Are you...
行 你现在
are you in your right mind now? Are you done?
你现在头脑清醒了吗 你好了吗
Also, there's a woman missing.
还有 有个女人失踪了
- What? Who? What are you... Who's missing? - My patient. She's missing.
-什么 谁 你说啥 谁失踪了 -我的病人 她失踪了
- She left and she's not picking up her phone, and she's-- - Oh, okay. Okay. Yeah, let's take a deep breath.
-她走了而且不接电话 她还... -哦 好好行 咱们先深呼吸
- Start from the beginning. - No, no, no.
-从头开始 -不不不
I can't talk to you about this.
我没法和你聊这个
Why aren't you going back into the group?
你为什么不回家长会那边
I'll just talk to my therapist later. I-- This--
我晚点会和我的咨询师谈 我 这
- This is fine. Everything's fine. - Hey, hey. Slow down. Slow down.
-这里没事 一切都好 -嘿 嘿 慢点 慢点
- Everything's fine. - How many times a week do you see that guy?
-一切都好 -你一周见那家伙几次
I just looked in the bank accounts. How often--
我刚看了银行账户 你多久...
- Every day. Every day. - Every day?!
-每天 每天 -每天
- Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. - Come on! That's costing us a fortune!
-等等 等等 -拜托 那花了我们一大笔钱
No sitting idle in vehicles. Please move the car or yourself.
不能在车里逗留 车走或者人走
I have a right to sit in my car without you harassing me!
我有权利坐在我自己的车里不受你的骚扰
- What - Yeah.
-什么 -对
Are you talking to somebody?
你和谁在说话吗
Yeah, there's this creepy asshole
对 这里有个变态混蛋
who's harassing me every fucking day!
每天都他妈骚扰我
He harasses me. He's obsessed with me.
他骚扰我 他缠着我不放
- He's back at my window wanting something! - What are you talking about?
-他又来我窗户前想要什么东西 -你在说什么
Are you going to leave the parking lot
你要离开停车场
or get out of your car!
要不就离开你的车
Oh, my God! Are you serious?
哦我的天 你认真的吗
- I will call the police! - Oh, my God! Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-我会报警的 -哦我的天 对对
- Call the police. - Move!
-报警 -走
- Call the police. Yeah, I'm gonna call the police on you! - I never want to see you here again!
-报警 对 我才会报警 -我永远不想在这再看见你
Oh, my God!
哦我的天
You're harass-- This is harassment!
你在骚...这是骚扰
Anything in particular keeping you silent right now?
有什么让你保持沉默的原因吗
The fact that I want to be silent is keeping me silent.
我保持沉默正是因为我想沉默
- I think-- - This isn't about you.
-我想... -这和你无关
What I mean is I--
我的意思是我...
I mean, I pay for your time.
我意思是 我花钱买你的时间
Right? So I can do anything I want with that time,
对吧 所以这段时间我想做什么都可以
and right now...
而现在
I just want to lay here without you talking.
我只想躺在这 而你什么都别说
Well, you did not have to come here for that.
那你不需要过来这里
Go lie on your own couch.
去躺在你自己的沙发上
Do you wish I lied on my own couch instead of coming here?
你希望我躺在自己的沙发上而不是来这里吗
All I'm saying is you chose not to be alone.
我只是说你自己选择了不一个人呆着
Oh, I'm alone.
哦 我就是一个人
No, you're not alone. I'm here.
不 你不是一个人 我在这
But no, you aren't. Not really.
但不 你不在 并不真的在
- What we can do-- - Can we just not?
-我们能做什么... -能不能别来这套
Seriously.
说真的
Okay.
行
Do you know what?
你知道吗
Did I ever tell you that I was pregnant before?
我有没有告诉你我以前怀孕过
Like, I've been pregnant twice.
就是 我怀孕过两次
I never tell anyone this.
我从没告诉过任何人
It was when Charles and I were first dating and, um...
那会儿查尔斯和我刚开始约会
I got an abortion right away, like...
我马上就做了堕胎
I took a pregnancy test
我验完孕
and then just went to a random clinic the next day.
然后第二天就随便去了个诊所
I got the surgical kind with the vacuum thing.
我选了手术那种 用那个真空的东西
And it...
然后它
hurt really badly, like...
真的非常痛
A nurse held my hand.
一个护士握着我的手
And for some reason,
不知为何
I didn't realize how badly it would hurt but...
我之前没有意识到会这么痛
...it really did.
但真的痛
Yeah, it was almost 20 years ago.
对 那是差不多快20年前了
I'd have a kid in college by now if I hadn't done that.
如果我没做的话孩子都上大学了
Maybe I got rid of the wrong one.
也许我处理掉了错的那个
Why won't you say anything?
为什么你什么都不说
I can't breathe.
我喘不上气
You don't get it. You don't see.
你不理解 你看不到
You... you love to tell me I don't get it.
你 你很喜欢告诉我我不理解
What is it you think I don't get?
你觉得我不理解什么
What is it you're so sure...
有什么你如此肯定
I can't help you with?
我帮不上你
I'm one of those people that's not supposed to be a mom.
我是那种不应该当妈的人
I'm not a mom. I'm not.
我不是个妈妈 我不是
This isn't supposed to be what it's like.
事情不该是这样的
This isn't it. This can't be it.
不是的 不可能是这样
Will you say something?!
你要不要说句话
Not everyone can do it. I can't...
不是所有人都能做到 我不能
Do you have any kids?
你有孩子吗
Do you have a kid!?
你有没有孩子
Hello!
有人吗
Why won't you talk to me?! Why won't you help me?!
为什么你不和我说话 为什么你不帮我
I know what you're doing...
我知道你在做什么
...and I can't have it.
敬谢不敏
What am I doing?
我在做什么
This isn't working.
这样没用
What do you mean?
你什么意思
We can't see each other anymore.
我们不能再见面了
I got here early.
我来早了
You'll have to wait outside.
你需要在外面等
Uh, look,
呃 听着
I don't know why you aren't answering your cell,
我不知道为什么你不接电话
but Dr. Spring called and--
但是斯普林医生打来说...
It's Dr. Spring.
我是斯普林医生
You cannot bring your daughter here for further treatment
你不能再带女儿来这里继续治疗
until we have--
直到我们...
You are too much, you know?
你太过了 你知道吗
You are... I'm gonna--
你 我要...
Hey, thanks for checking in.
嘿 谢谢关心
In case you forgot,
以防你忘了
my wife still happens to be fucking missing.
我的妻子现在仍然他妈的行踪不明
You know, I don't know what kind of number--
你看 我不知道这算哪门子号码...
What the fuck?
什么鬼
卡罗莱 （无主题）- 我没有想当她
You...
你
You mentioned an aphorism from the Bible
你提到过圣经里的一句格言
about a millstone. Would you say what that is?
关于磨石的 你能说说那是什么吗
That it's better to tie a stone around your neck
出自《路加福音17：2》
就是宁愿把石头绑在脖子上
and throw yourself into the sea
跳进海里
than to cause anyone to stumble-- stumble.
也比让人奔倒 绊倒好
All right, let me make sure I'm getting that.
好的 让我确认下
It's better to tie a millstone around your neck
宁愿把石头绑在脖子上
and throw yourself in the sea rather than to do what?
跳进海里也比什么好
Cause someone to stumble. Stumble.
让人奔倒 绊倒
To cause someone to stumble? Okay.
让人绊倒 行
What were you trying to accomplish there
你那样做是想实现什么
when you did take your children's lives?
取走你孩子们的性命
...all women, all Gen Z group think.
所有女人 所有Z世代的人认为
Like, what are your thoughts?
那么 你怎么想的
And?
然后
Hello?
你好
Yeah. Mm-hm. Mm-hm.
对 嗯 嗯
Mm-hm.
嗯
That is totally unbelievable, right?
那简直不可置信 对吧
That's completely unbelievable. All of it.
那完全不可置信 整个的
- But Dr. Spring said-- - I don't care what she said.
-但斯普林医生说... -我不在乎她说了什么
I'm telling you,
我告诉你
I had a work emergency and I couldn't stay.
我工作上有个紧急情况所以我不能留在那
I had to leave. It isn't my fault.
我必须离开 这不是我的错
I came right back to pick you up when I was supposed to
到时间我就径直回来接你了
like I always do. I just-- I just--
和往常一样 我只是 我只是
I just couldn't stay for the group, but, you know...
我只是没法留在家长会上 但 你知道
I work with a lot of very sick people, honey,
我的工作涉及许多病得非常重的人 亲爱的
- and sometimes they are-- - Sicker than me?
-有些时候他们... -比我严重吗
Sick in a different way than you.
和你病的方式不一样
- But Dr. Spring said-- - I told you,
-但斯普林医生说... -我说了
I don't care what she said.
我不在乎她说了什么
I'm your mother.
我是你的母亲
She loves me though. She said so.
但她爱我 她这么说的
She said that?
她那么说了
She loves all of us. The kids.
她爱我们大家 孩子们
She has no right to tell you that. She's a doctor.
她没有权利对你那么说 她是医生
- She doesn't have a right-- - It's true, though!
-她没有权利... -但是是真的
You know, I don't think we need the program anymore.
你知道 我觉得我们不需要那个项目了
- I'm better? - Yeah. I think maybe, yeah.
-我好些了吗 -对 我觉得也许 对
Maybe we...
也许我们
we just do it, you and me.
我们自己做 你和我
What would happen?
会发生什么
Uh... So many wonderful things. You would...
呃 很多特别棒的事 你会
You'd be able to get the tube out,
你可以把管子取出来
and you could go back to school
你可以回学校
and you'd be eating everything delicious in the whole world.
你可以吃全世界的各种好吃的
Wouldn't that be great?
那不是很好吗
You can do that?
你可以这样做吗
Do what?
做什么
Make me better? I won't need the machine?
让我变好 我不需要那个机器
Well...
总之
- I'm better? They said that? - I think, maybe.
-我好些了 他们那么说的吗 -我想 也许
You know, and...
你知道 而且
And if not, then we'll just do it, you know?
如果没有 那么我们就自己做 你知道吗
You're better than you were,
你已经比之前好了
and Dr. Spring's not the boss of us.
斯普林医生又不是我们的老板
Mommy?
妈妈
Yeah?
怎么了
I'm really sorry, but I'm not better.
非常对不起 但我没有变好
Please don't be mad or sad that I said that.
我这样说请你不要生气或者难过
Hello?
喂
There's someone here who wants to see you in the lobby.
大厅有人想见你
What? Who?
什么 谁
Won't say. Come down or don't.
不肯说 愿意下来就下来
Thanks for checking on me.
谢谢你关心我
Oh, you would not believe the day I had, honestly.
哦 你不会相信我这一天 真的
After you just left me all alone, abandoned in your spooky-ass apartment,
在你就那么丢下我一个人 留在你阴气森森的公寓里
- with my bone sticking out my leg. - I called you an ambulance.
-腿上的骨头刺穿出来 -我给你叫了救护车
No big deal.
没什么大不了的
- What else did you expect me to do? - It's really painful.
-你指望我做些什么 -真的很痛苦
I had to get back here to my kid, okay?
我得回来呆在我孩子身边 好吗
Mother of the fucking year. I almost forgot.
他妈年度好母亲 我都快忘了
I don't care.
我不在乎
And what exactly am I supposed to do
还有我到底该怎么处理
with your brick of cocaine?
你那块可卡因砖
- Flush it. - Okay.
-冲掉 -行
It must be nice.
那敢情好
Why didn't they give you any crutches?
他们为什么不给你拐杖
Fuck them crutches.
去他们的拐杖
It's... It is you!
是 是你
You-- you're here.
你 你在这
I hope that's okay.
我希望这没问题
I accidentally followed you this one time, and...
有次我不小心跟着你回来
You live here?
你住这里
Are... are you okay?
你 你还好吗
- I'm okay. - Okay. Okay.
-我没事 -好 好
Where did you go?
你去哪了
I just... I-- I had to get out of there.
我只是 我需要离开一会
- Okay, I understand. So, let's-- - Do you?
-好的 我理解 所以我们... -是吗
Do you really, really understand?
你真的 真的理解吗
I think so.
我想是的
Oh, shit. No. This is...
哦该死 不 这是
This is a mistake.
这是个错误
This is a mistake because I thought...
我错了因为我以为
I thought that you understood,
我以为你理解
and that I wouldn't even have to say--
而我甚至都不需要开口...
Let's calm down.
我们冷静点
I think what we should do is get in a car right now
我想我们应该现在坐车
and go straight to the emergency room.
直接去一个急诊室
A hospital?
医院
- Yes. - Why? Why?
-对 -为什么 为什么
- Because it's just a safe place to go... - Why? Why? No, I'm fine.
-因为那是个安全的场所... -为什么 为什么 不 我很好
...if you don't feel ready to go home.
...如果你没准备好回家
Well, what about your daughter?
那你女儿呢
- My daughter? - Where is your daughter?
-我女儿 -你女儿在哪
She's upstairs. She's sleeping.
她在楼上 她在睡觉
I don't want to go to a hospital.
我不想去医院
Okay.
好
I want you to help me.
我想让你帮我
I'm trying to.
我正在努力
- I am trying to help you. - Please help me.
-我正试着帮你 -拜托帮帮我
No, no, because you don't understand.
不 不 因为你不理解
You don't see it. All of their faces.
你看不见 他们所有人的脸
Their little faces. They look at us,
那些小脸 他们看着我们
- and there is nothing there. - Okay, you need to calm down.
-但那儿什么都没有 -好了 你需要冷静下来
- No! No! - You need to calm down.
-不 不 -你需要冷静下来
No, I am fine! Okay?
不 我很好 好吗
- I am fine. But I just need you... - Let's just breathe.
-我很好 但我需要你... -咱们保持呼吸
- No, but you don't know... - Just breathe. In and out, Caroline.
-不 但你不知道... -保持呼吸 吸气呼气 卡罗莱
Just take a breath.
停下喘口气
- Just breathe with me. - Stop.
-和我一起呼吸 -停
Just start with a breath.
从呼吸开始
Caroline, wait!
卡罗莱 等等
Stop!
停下
Caroline!
卡罗莱
If this is an emergency,
如果这是紧急情况
hang up and call 911.
挂断电话拨打911
Otherwise, call back during normal business hours.
如果不是 在正常工作时间来电
Okay, call me back.
行 给我回电
Call me back tonight, okay?
今晚给我回电 好吗
Please? Please, you said that you could help me.
拜托 拜托 你说过你能帮我
Please. Please, just call me back, okay?
拜托 拜托 给我回电 好吗
I need you. Bye.
我需要你 拜
Mommy?
妈妈
Go back to sleep. Everything's okay.
继续睡觉 没事的
My tummy is wet.
我的肚肚是湿的
Sh-sh-sh. It's okay. I made it better, okay?
没事没事 没关系 我弄好了 好吗
Go back to sleep.
继续睡吧
Hello?
你好
Hello?
你好
Hello?
你好
Oh!
哦
Why are you here?
你为什么在这
Are you okay?
你还好吗
Where...
哪
When did you get here? Why are you here?
你什么时候到的 为什么你在这
Where is she?
她在哪
She's asleep.
她在睡觉
- With the babysitter? - Yes.
-和保姆一起吗 -对
Look, I just...
你看 我就是
I couldn't think. I couldn't function.
我没法思考 我没法正常工作
I couldn't do anything.
我什么也做不了
All I was doing was thinking about you,
我满脑子只想着你
and her, and the apartment
和她 还有公寓
so I had to come back. I was scared.
所以我不得不回来 我很害怕
- I wanted to help. - Wait, wait, wait. Wait, I--
-我想帮忙 -等等 等等 我...
What? You just gotta know how to talk to these guys.
怎么 你只是需要知道怎么和这些家伙沟通
That's all.
就这样
Did you look at it, the hole? Did you see it?
你看过了吗 那个洞 你看见了吗
Did you see anything?
你看见任何东西了吗
Oh, yeah. No, it, uh... It was not fixed.
哦对 不 它 它完全没解决
Now it's fixed.
现在解决了
Okay. Okay, I think we should just... Let's just go now.
好 好 我想我们应该 我们现在走吧
I just don't see how it got so bad.
我只是不明白怎么会变那么糟
How did it get so bad?
怎么变得那么糟的
Are you trying to blame me?
你是在怪我吗
No, I'm not blaming you. I just...
不 我不是在怪你 我只是...
I just want to get out of here.
我只想离开这
- It was a huge hole. - I want to get out of here.
-那个洞超大 -我想离开这
Do you love me?
你爱我吗
Yeah.
是
- Hey, hey. Wait, wait, wait. - What?
-嘿 嘿 等等 等等 -怎么
What's the rush?
这么急干嘛
You were the one who was in a rush to get back here.
急着赶回来的是你
I don't want to be here anymore.
我不想再呆在这了
We are here, all right?
我们已经到这了 好吗
Let's relieve the babysitter. I'm exhausted.
咱们让保姆回去 我累死了
I want to get to sleep,
我想睡觉
and I'm excited to see her even if she's sleeping.
而且哪怕她在睡觉我也特别高兴能见她
I know, but why don't you go downstairs
我知道 但为什么你不下楼
and get us some wine or something
给咱们买瓶酒或者什么
and I can relieve the sitter
我可以让保姆离开
and then you can come back up and then we can...
然后你可以上来然后我们可以
What's going on? What's going on?
怎么回事 怎么回事
There's nothing going on.
没有事啊
Open the door.
打开门
- Me? - I don't have a key.
-我吗 -我没有钥匙
Right, yeah. Okay.
是 对 好
Oh, God. Don't tell me you left her here
哦天 别告诉我你把她留在这
- without having a key. Come on. - No, no, no. No.
-没带钥匙 拜托 -不不 不不
Of course, I have a key. What do you think I am?
当然 我有钥匙 你以为我是什么人
Hey. I'm her dad. I'm Charles.
嘿 我是她爸 我是查尔斯
Nice to meet you. You must be the babysitter.
很高兴认识你 你一定就是保姆了
- Babysitter? - Yeah, James, right?
-保姆？ -对 詹姆斯 对吧
- Jamie, right. - Oh, thank you for...
-杰米 对 -哦 谢谢你...
Oh, hell no.
哦 见鬼的 不
I'm not doing this shit with you, yo.
我才不要和你来这套 哟
Not doing what? What are you talking about?
不要什么 你在说什么
I'm not a fucking babysitter, dude.
我不是他妈保姆 哥们
Excuse me?
抱歉
Your daughter woke up and was crying, scared shitless.
你女儿醒来了在哭 吓得要死
So I pounded on the fucking door till she finally opened it.
所以我猛敲这该死的门直到她终于开门
I had to tell her I was a friend of your wife.
我不得不告诉她我是你妻子的朋友
Bro, it took me forever to get her to go to sleep.
兄弟 我费九牛二虎之力才把她哄睡
And by the way, I had to give her a Band-Aid.
还有顺带一提 我给她贴了个创可贴
- She has some shit oozing from her stomach or something. - Hey. Okay, okay, hold on. Hold on.
-她肚子上有什么破玩意儿在往外冒 -嘿 好好 等等 等等
- Listen, who the fuck are you... - Watch the leg, man.
-听着 你他妈是谁 -小心我的腿 伙计
...and what the hell are you doing in my room?
你在我房间搞什么鬼
- Your room? - Yeah. This is my wife.
-你房间？ -对 这是我妻子
That's my child.
那是我孩子
-Mommy? - My room.
-妈妈 -我房间
I just fucking told you who I was,
我刚他妈告诉你我是谁了
and you need to ask your wife why I got this cast on my leg.
而且你应该问你妻子为什么我腿上打着石膏
-It's-- I don't... - Who is this guy?
-这是 我不... -这家伙是谁
He's the babysitter.
他是保姆
- He's not the babysitter! He just told me he's not the babysitter. - I don't know what he's talking about.
-他不是保姆 他刚告诉我他不是保姆 -我不知道他在说什么
- Who the fuck is he? - She's awake.
-他他妈是谁 -她醒了
Can we just go inside? She can hear everything you're saying.
我们能进去吗 你说的她都能听见
Can you even explain to me why her machine is off
你能解释给我听为什么她机器是关着的
- and the tube is outside of her body? - Daddy! Are you out there?
-管子在身体外面 -爸爸 你在外面吗
- I ain't in this shit, man. -Come see me!
-我才不要趟这浑水 伙计 -来见我
-Let's go inside. - Daddy! Daddy!
-我们进去吧 -爸爸 爸爸
Hey. Hey. Lookit. Yes, hi.
嘿 嘿 瞧 是的 嗨
- Daddy's home! - Mom said we didn't need the program anymore.
-爸爸回来了 -妈说我们不需要那个项目了
Oh, my gosh. Look at you! You're beautiful.
哦天呐 看看你 你太美了
But I didn't believe her because Dr. Spring said I do.
但我不相信她因为斯普林医生说我需要
- But look, she was right! - What? What are you saying?
-但是看 她是对的 -什么 你在说什么
- Look! No tube! - What?
-看 没有管子 -什么
The tube is garbage now.
管子现在是垃圾了
I can go back to school!
我可以回学校了
- Oh, my God. - But Daddy...
-哦我的天 -但是爸爸
- I still don't want to eat food... - What...
-我还是不想吃东西 -什么
- ...because it's too squishy. -What's going on?
-因为它们太黏糊糊了 -这怎么回事
Will you take me to the playground tomorrow?
你明天能带我去游乐园吗
What did you do?
你做了什么
What did you do?!
你做了什么
Mommy!
妈妈
Don't touch me!
别碰我
Mommy!
妈妈
Mommy!
妈妈
Mommy!
妈妈
Mommy, I'm here.
妈妈 我在这
Mommy, please!
妈妈 拜托
Mommy!
妈妈
Please!
拜托
♪ Sit beside the breakfast table ♪
♪ 坐在早餐桌旁 ♪
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
♪ 思考你的烦恼 ♪
♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪
♪ 给自己倒杯茶 ♪
♪ Then think about the bubbles ♪
♪ 思考那些泡泡 ♪
Mommy?
妈妈
I'll be better. I promise.
我会更好的 我保证
I'll be better.
我会更好的
字幕制作：yunl 后有片尾曲
♪ Sit beside the breakfast table ♪
♪ 坐在早餐桌旁 ♪
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
♪ 思考你的烦恼 ♪
♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪
♪ 给自己倒杯茶 ♪
♪ Then think about the bubbles ♪
♪ 思考那些泡泡 ♪
♪ You can take your teardrops ♪
♪ 可以把你的泪滴 ♪
♪ Drop them in a teacup ♪
♪ 滴进一个茶杯 ♪
♪ Take them down to the riverside ♪
♪ 把它们带到河边 ♪
♪ And throw them over the side ♪
♪ 然后扔进河水 ♪
♪ To be swept up by a current ♪
♪ 让它们被水流冲走 ♪
♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪
♪ 接着带进海洋里 ♪
♪ To be eaten by some fishes ♪
♪ 被一些鱼儿吃掉 ♪
♪ Who were eaten by some fishes ♪
♪ 鱼儿又被另一些吃掉 ♪
♪ Swallowed by a whale ♪
♪ 被一条鲸鱼吞下 ♪
♪ Who grew so old ♪
♪ 鲸鱼年纪太大 ♪
♪ He decomposed ♪
♪ 他腐烂分解啦 ♪
♪ Doo-doo ♪
♪ 嘟 嘟 ♪
♪ Doo-doo ♪
♪ 嘟 嘟 ♪
♪ He died and left his body ♪
♪ 他死了离开他的身体 ♪
♪ To the bottom of the ocean ♪
♪ 沉入海洋之底 ♪
♪ Now everybody knows ♪
♪ 现在大家都知道 ♪
♪ That when a body decomposes ♪
♪ 当身体腐烂分解 ♪
♪ The basic elements ♪
♪ 那些基本元素 ♪
♪ Are given back to the ocean ♪
♪ 会回归海洋深处 ♪
♪ And the sea does what it oughta ♪
♪ 海洋也会干好它的活 ♪
♪ And soon there's salty water ♪
♪ 很快就有咸咸海水 ♪
♪ Not too good for drinking ♪
♪ 不太适合饮用 ♪
♪ 'Cause it tastes just like a teardrop ♪
♪ 因为尝起来就像泪滴 ♪
♪ So they run it through a filter ♪
♪ 所以他们过滤处理 ♪
♪ It comes out from a faucet ♪
♪ 从水龙头再流出 ♪
♪ And it pours into a teapot ♪
♪ 倒进一个茶壶里 ♪
♪ Which is just about to bubble ♪
♪ 茶壶就快沸腾冒泡 ♪
♪ Now ♪
♪ 现在 ♪
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
♪ 思考你的烦恼 ♪