晚上好，女士们先生们。 Good evening, ladies and gentlemen.
今晚，我们打算来 This evening, we intend to undertake
探索内心最隐秘状态的 the exploration of the innermost mechanisms
女性心理。 of the female mind.
这确实是极妙的办法， This is truly a fascinating tool,
非常妙的… which is quite...
办法，可以揭示 A tool, which is capable
女性内心最隐秘的 of the innermost
活动 acts of
性幻想和性满足。 imagination and achievement.
曾经有一段时间，当然，女士们先生们， There was a time, of course, ladies and gentlemen,
这些性幻想 where these sexual fantasies
被认为是 were regarded as (indecipherable);
可耻的，不值得讨论的话题， as shameful, as a subject not to be discussed,
需要保密的话题， as a subject to be kept in private,
房中事，远离一切生活和人性。 indoors, away from all forms of life and humanity.
但我的同事们，当然， But my colleagues, of course,
还有专业人士们 and members of the profession
在20世纪的今天意识到， have realized today in the 20th century,
这种性幻想 that this kind of sexual fantasy
是必不可少的步骤 is a necessary step
帮助我们人类女性 in helping the female of our species
达到 reaching a
性 sexual
满足，或者说性 achievement, as it were, or a sexual
快乐，这么说吧。 pleasure, if you will.
例如, For example,
一个女人 one woman
和一个男人做爱 making love to one man
可能觉得有必要 may find it necessary
发挥她的想象 in her imagination
让自己相信，来获得性高潮， to believe, for sexual climax,
性享受和性福， sexual enjoyment and happiness,
让自己相信，她事实上 to believe that she, in fact,
正在跟许多男人做爱。 is being made love to by many men.
我记得有一次，不久以前在维也纳， I recall a time, not long ago in Vienna,
我的一个病人，吹箫夫人， a patient of mine, a Frau Hornblower,
需要 required
多个性伴侣 multiple partners
来获得性快乐。 to achieve sexual happiness.
这回全体教员出马 The whole faculty at this time took a
对这个病例特别感兴趣。 particular interest in this case.
我很高兴地说，在一两个 And I am happy to say that within one or two --
一两个月后， one to two months,
我们已经达成了令人满意的解决办法。 we had reached a satisfactory solution.
具体是如何 How it happened specifically
对我来说难以… is difficult for me...
但我离题了。 But I digress.
我们尊敬的大师西格蒙德博士 Our esteemed Grandmaster Dr. Sigmund
这么说: put it this way:
性欲，本我， The sexual appetite, the id,
受阻于自我障碍 was opposed by the barriers the ego
和超我障碍。 and the superego.
当这种方向的能流 When the directional flow of this energy
被自我和超我审查所阻碍， is blocked by the ego and superego processes,
它试图突破阻力 it tries to break through the resistance
释放本我 and discharge itself
通过替代活动 in displacement activity
或幻想。 or fantasy.
所以，通过幻想， And so, through fantasy,
理性的审查 the rational process
自我的 of the ego
和超我的 and the superego
被暗中破坏了。 are undermined.
所以，说起我们的对象， And so, to our subjects,
你们将见到的每个女人都曾是我的病人。 each of the women you will see has been a patient of mine.
你们还将听到她们的声音 The voices you will also hear
都是我在治疗期间亲自录下来的。 were recorded by me personally during the treatment.
每个女人来找我时都带着负罪感 Each one came to me with a feeling of guilt
对自己的幻想, about their fantasy,
每个女人都收获了 and each was brought
大彻大悟，通过我自己耐心的努力， to an understanding by my own patient labors,
我得承认，在我助手的帮助下， I must admit, with the help of my assistant,
非常可爱的席德。 the very lovely Hilde.
首先，艾比，艾比盖尔。 Now first, Abby, Abigail.
艾比的幻想非常普遍。 Abby's fantasy was exceedingly common.
她的婚姻并不幸福。 She was not happy in marriage.
她无法克服这种信念 She could not overcome the belief
她在性方面一点都不迷人 that she was not sexually attractive in any way
她总是认为自己 and always regarded herself
就像一只丑小鸭。 as an ugly gooseling.
当然，她的这些担心是没有根据的。 Of course, these fears that she had have no basis.
一点都没有，你们会看到的。 None at all, as you will see.
但她的幻想允许她的潜意识 But her fantasy allowed her subconscious
克服这些恐惧。 to overcome these fears.
(艾比,旁白)我每周去一次美容店 (Abby, V.O.) I go to the beauty shop once a week
经常幻想我的理发师 and often dream about my hairdresser
约我晚上出去。 asking me out for the evening.
我们吃完晚饭，喝了几杯酒之后， After we've had dinner and a few drinks,
他建议我们回到美容店喝杯睡前酒。 he suggests we drop back to the shop for a nightcap.
非常有趣的观察 Very interesting view
对象是如何应对女人普遍的焦虑的。 of common anxiety and how the subject is dealing with it.
美容店，当然是对艾比来说， The beauty parlor, of course, for Abby,
已经成为她自己饱受打击的性欲的保养店。 has become the panel shop of her own dented libido.
艾比的镜中形像变得越来越美 Abby's mirror image becomes more and more beautiful
同时丑小鸭 and the ugly duckling
变成了一只美丽的天鹅。 is transformed into a beautiful swan.
性幻想是她的指路明灯。 Sexual fantasy was her leader.
我想知道观众中有多少女士 I wonder how many ladies in our audiences
想象过自己表演 have imagined themselves performing
当众不雅行为。 outrageous acts in public.
如果您想象过，当然，女士们， If you have, of course, ladies,
你必须强迫自己承认这点， you must force yourself to admit it,
因为，你瞧，这种性幻想 because, you see, this sexual dream
释放儿童期所造成的紧张 releases tension created by childhood where
性和性欲 sex and sexuality
被认为是可耻的，有时甚至是淫秽的。 has been regarded as shameful and sometimes even obscene.
现在,芭芭拉… Now, Barbara...
下一个案例是芭芭拉和她丈夫， The next case of Barbara and her husband,
她丈夫每周邀请一次朋友之类的人， who invited friends once a week, or whatever,
玩扑克游戏 to play a game of poker.
这些人到来 These men arrived
芭芭拉觉得这行为本质上， and Barbara felt that this act, in itself,
是对她婚姻生活的侵犯。 was an intrusion into her own married life.
矛盾的是，事实上正是这些人 Paradoxically, it is in fact these men
为芭芭拉提供了跳板 who provided, for Barbara, the springboard
进入她自己的性幻想。 into her own sexual fantasy.
(芭芭拉,旁白)我猜我幻想自己在一场 (Barbara, V.O.) I guess I imagined myself to be at a
小型但精致的晚宴。 small but classy dinner party.
三对夫妇。 About three couples.
晚餐后，有雪茄和白兰地。 It's after dinner and there are cigars and brandy.
有人建议玩脱衣扑克。 Someone suggests a little strip poker.
我想我没意见 I guess it's okay with me,
但我丈夫是个烂扑克手。 but my husband is such a rotten poker player.
换牌，先生们。 Cards, gentlemen.
换一张，鲍勃。 One, Bob.
发牌者不换牌。 Dealer stands pat.
好了，先生们，你们有什么？ All right, gentlemen, what do you have?
科比？ Kirby?
鲍勃？ Bob?
A大。 Aces against.
你输了,鲍勃。 You lose, Bob.
抱歉,老婆。 Sorry, kid.
不错。 That's right.
换几张牌? 一张。 How many cards? One.
现在，科比，你有什么牌? And now, Kirby, what do you have?
不好意思。 Sorry.
这次是8和A。 This time, eights and aces.
轮到我玩你老婆了。 My turn with your wife.
定约桥牌会很吸引人的， Contract bridge would be quite absorbing,
如果按照这些规则来玩。 if played under those rules.
想象一下没能赢大满贯的惩罚吧! Imagine the penalties for failing to make the grand slam!
现在，这种幻想的重点是 Now, the point of this type of fantasy
观众的反应是必要的 is that the response of the audience is necessary
使得个人认可和加强了 for the approval and strengthening of the individual's
自我性欲。 own sexuality.
你可以考虑在性爱过程中利用镜子， One may reflect on the use of mirrors during the sex act,
参与者本身也是观众。 where the participants themselves are also the audience.
反之亦然，颠倒亦然。 And vice versa, the other way around.
如果你明白我的意思。 If you follow my meaning.
最近，社会开始接受男女平等， Recently, women have come to be accepted as equals,
但在闺房的战场上， but in the battleground of the boudoir,
还有一场战争女人有待胜利。 there is still a war to be won.
在卧榻上要战斗。 It must be fought on the couches.
在床单上要战斗。 It must be fought on the sheets.
千万别投降。 There must be no surrender.
但请原谅，我偏离了花园小路。 But pardon me, I wander from the garden path.
现在，加布里埃尔，我们的下一个对象， Now, Gabrielle, our next subject,
感觉受困于她的女性角色 feels trapped in her female role
并且有冲动 and has a compulsion
想穿裤子。 to wear the pants.
她的访客… Her visitor...
但是你就会看到。 But you shall see.
(加布里埃尔,旁白)我可能就是你们所说的 (Gabrielle, V.O.) I'm probably what you would call
普通的家庭主妇。 an everyday housewife.
孩子们和丈夫一整天都不在 The kids and husband are gone all day
我被留在家里，有很多空闲时间。 and I'm left at home with a lot of time on my hands.
有时候我觉得做个男人会更刺激。 Sometimes I think it would be more exciting being a man.
出去，可以工作，或者…什么的。 Getting out and being able to work, or...whatever.
加布里埃尔的幻想是角色转换。 Gabrielle's fantasy is about role-reversal.
在她的想象中，主妇转换成—— In her imagination, the house frau is transformed into a --
狂野的虐待狂, a rampaging sadist,
她只是直面了 only to be confronted
她真实的自我的想法。 by the reflection of her true self.
终于, At last,
她在发号施令 she is in command
在性事上。 of the sexual situation.
她有了鞭子， She has the whip, and,
她用它来解放自己 and she uses it to free herself
摆脱家务的束缚 from the bondage of her home duties.
因此… And so...
说起强奸。 To rape.
这是大男子主义的陈词滥调，在内心深处， It's a cliché of male chauvinism that deep down,
每个女人渴望 every woman desires
被强奸。 to be raped.
这是大多数女人极力否认的陈词滥调。 A cliche most women are at pains to deny.
即便如此，幻想被强奸 Even so, the idea of being raped
是最常见的 is the most frequent
女性的性幻想。 of female sex fantasies.
因为在诱人的幻想中， For within the seductive folds of fantasy,
黛安，一个漂亮的小秘书， Diane, a pretty little secretary,
可以带她自己去游览 is free to take her own personal excursion into
“噩梦巷”? "Nightmare Alley"?
(黛安娜,旁白)我想我是一个相当普通的女性。 (Diane, V.O.) I guess I'm a fairly average female.
我觉得我有魅力，我不令人乏味。 I think I'm attractive and I'm not dull.
我待人客气，大多数时候，人们待我也客气。 I'm nice to people, and most times, people are nice to me.
也许太客气了。 Maybe too nice.
我从来没有碰到过真正刺激的事。 Nothing really exciting ever happens to me.
清教徒式的将性与罪联系 The puritanical association of sex and guilt
非常强烈影响了这个对象。 is very strong in this subject.
这种幻想设计出来，以便她能减轻自己 The fantasy is devised so she can relieve herself
的责任 of responsibility
对于性快乐。 for the sexual pleasure.
当然，皮革面具的意义， Significance, of course, of the leather mask,
和人肉沙袋的意义，是不容忽视的。 and the punching bag, is not to be overlooked.
强奸犯是没见过的 The fact that the rapist is unseen
藏在面具后面 behind the mask
让他免除任何责任 removes any commitment to him,
因此病人得以体验到 and so the patient can experience
爆发的快乐 paroxysms of pleasure
和她的匿名情人。 with her anonymous lover.
女人幻想和另一个女人做爱 A woman having sex with another woman in fantasy
是很常见的，但当然，并不表示 is very common, but of course, does not indicate
这个对象是个秘密的，或者压抑的女同性恋。 that the subject is a secret, or a repressed lesbian.
弗朗辛经常想象自己 Francine frequently imagined herself
与梦幻女郎交换温柔的爱抚。 exchanging tender caresses with a dream girl.
和她想象的自己完全相反的女人。 The antithesis of what she imagines herself to be.
妖娆。 Voluptuous.
丰满。 Buxom.
性感。 Sensual.
(弗朗辛,旁白)我一直过着相当简单的生活。 (Francine, V.O.) I've always lived a rather simple life.
不怎么刺激。 Not much excitement.
我不常约会，虽然我很想。 I don't go on dates very often, although I'd like to.
大多数人认为我相当安静和害羞。 Most people think I'm rather quiet and shy.
我想是的。 I guess I am.
嗨。 Hi.
你好。 Hello.
这里面温暖如春。 It's nice and warm in here.
是的，感觉很好。 Mm. Yes, it feels good.
你的眼镜全蒙上了水汽。 Your glasses are all steamed up.
我来帮你清洁。 Let me clean them for you.
给。应该好点了。 Here. That should be better.
好了吧? 谢谢你。 Okay? Thank you.
你的皮肤很漂亮。 You have beautiful skin.
谢谢夸奖。 Mm, thank you.
你在上面抹了很多油吗? Do you put a lot of oil on it?
啊,是的。 Ah, yes.
好光滑。 So smooth.
你的胸部很美。 You have beautiful breasts.
谢谢夸奖。 Thank you.
你的很美。 Yours are pretty.
它们看起来如此柔软和美丽。 They look so soft and beautiful.
嗯，但我一直想要像你这样大的。 Mm, but I've always wanted to have big ones like yours.
我一直想要小一点的， And I always wanted to have smaller ones,
这样我就不用戴胸罩了 so I wouldn't have to wear a bra.
嗯。 Mm.
是不是很舒服? Isn't it nice?
蒸汽的感觉真好。让人放松。 The steam feels so good. It's relaxing.
你有美丽的身体。 You have a beautiful body.
你这么苗条。 You're so slim.
你喜欢吗? You like that?
弗朗辛不是女同性恋 Francine is not a lesbian.
她的幻想是自恋。 Her fantasy is narcissistic.
她的情人是她所希望变成的女人。 Her lover is as she would wish to be.
事实上，她所做爱的是 She, in fact, is making love
梦想的镜像。 to a dream image.
现在，我们的下一例 Now, our next episode
涉及到一种幻想 concerns a fantasy
在现实生活中更常见 which is more common in real life
比起在想象的梦幻世界里。 than in the dream world of the imagination.
伊莫金第一次来见我是在六个月前。 Imogen first came to see me six months ago.
她想象中的性生活非常有限和压抑， Her imaginary sex life was very limited and inhibited,
但经过我和我尊敬的同事们的治疗， but after therapy by myself and my esteemed colleagues,
我们得以… we were able...
我们得以找到问题的核心。 We were able to get to the core of the problem.
(伊莫金,旁白)我享受性爱，我爱我的丈夫。 (Imogen, V.O.) I enjoy sex and I love my husband.
他很有男子气概，长得很帅，但嫉妒心极强。 He's virile and good-looking, but extremely jealous.
他经常出差。 He's often away on business.
有时候我一个人在家的时候， Sometimes when I'm left alone in the house,
我真的很想乱搞一些事情 I will really like to get into some of the things
他认为我乱搞。 he thinks I get into.
在这个幻想中， In this fantasy,
真实性活动的强度和多样性 the intensity and variety of real sexual activity
增加了。 has been increased.
这个女人用新鲜水果和水的组合玩法 The woman's combination of fresh fruit and water
让她兴奋到 lifts her into
一个色情仙境 an erotic fairyland
包含了全套刺激 containing a whole catalog of tingling
和挑逗情境。 and tantalizing situations.
创造出一个伴侣 The creation of a partner who is
拥有巨根的 overly well-endowed
这可太普通了 (chuckles) is far too common a subject
对于现在要讲的对象。 to take up here at the moment.
乱伦。 Incest.
乱伦的欲望 Incestuous desires
可能在我们所有人心中潜藏。 are probably dormant in all of us.
强烈的宗教，道德， The strong religious, moral,
和伦理禁忌围绕这个话题 and ethical taboos surrounding this subject
使之成为理想的 make it ideal for
无害幻想。 harmless fantasizing.
(旁白)我有点不好意思承认这一点， (V.O.) I'm a bit ashamed to admit this,
但我有反复出现的性幻想 but I have this reoccurring sexual daydream
我和我儿子做爱 where I have sex with my son.
但我不记得有过乱伦的想法， I can't ever remember having incestuous thoughts, though,
对于我的父亲和弟弟。 about my own father and brother.
儿子! Son!
儿子，你真脏! Son, you're so dirty!
比利和其他17个人去了散兵坑。 Billy went to the foxhole with 17 other guys.
他是唯一出来的人。 He was the only one to come out.
他的制服全裂成了碎片。 His uniform was all cut to shreds.
他的脸上全是血。 His face was all bloody.
还有他的眼睛。 And his eyes.
就好像他亲眼看到了魔鬼。 It's as if he saw the devil himself.
17个人进入那个可怕的散兵坑。 17 guys went into that goddamn foxhole.
比利是唯一出来的人。 Billy was the only one to come out.
帮我洗，儿子。 Wash me, son.
贝儿无疑是恢复了她小时候的幻想， Belle no doubt recalls a fantasy she had as a little girl,
却不再记得了。 but no longer remembers.
大多数小女孩 Most young little girls
在两岁到六岁之间， between the ages of about two and six,
对她们的父亲有这种感觉 have these feelings towards their fathers,
或者她们的兄弟，甚至是她们最喜欢的叔叔。 or their brothers, or even their favorite uncles.
拒绝这幻想是不健康的。 It is not healthy to block this out.
相反，我们应该用它来点缀 Instead, we should use it to decorate
增色自己的性体验。 and embellish one's own sexual experiences.
例如，塞莱斯特在她的脑海中克服了 Celeste, for example, overcomes in her mind
她所在社会的种种限制。 the inhibitions of the society in which she moves.
(塞莱斯特,旁白)有时我会想象自己 (Celeste, V.O.) I sometimes imagine myself
作为一名高级应召女郎 as a high-class call girl,
但我从不给客户他们想要的东西 but I never give my clients what they want.
嗯，不完全是这样。 Well, not exactly, anyway.
你好。 Hello, there.
你好吗? How are you?
你今天看起来很性感。 You are a sexy-lookin' woman today.
比我预计的要早一点。 It's a little sooner than I expected.
是的，很好。时机正好。 Yeah, it's good. It's good timing.
我给你拿杯喝的。 Let me get you a drink.
嗨。 Hi.
很高兴见到你。 Nice to see you.
很高兴见到你。 Nice to meet you.
给你拿杯喝的。 Get you a drink.
嗯,你好。 你好,。 Well, hello. Hello, there.
进来吧。 Come on in.
很高兴见到你。 Nice to meet you.
很高兴见到你。 Nice to meet you. (door closes)
把自己想象成夜之浪女， By imagining herself to be a lady of night,
塞莱斯特能够放纵所有的感官 Celeste is able to indulge all the sensations
刺激, of titillating,
挑逗却从不碰她的客户 tantalizing, but never touching her clients,
从而贬低他们。 thereby debasing them.
作为一个理性的男人， Naturally, as a rational man,
我憎恶我同胞的这种行为 I abhor such behavior in my own fellow men
并认为这是对支配人种的侮辱。 and find it an insult to the dominant species.
有些男人总觉得这是必需的 The fact that some men will always find it necessary
他们用这种方式掏钱买快乐表明 to pay for their pleasure in this way indicates
全世界都应该跟从 that the world should follow
祖国的开明领导 the enlightened leadership of the Fatherland
使这种肉体的契约合法化。 and legalize such contracts of the flesh.
但是，让我们进入下一个幻想。 But, onto our next fantasy.
被支配的欲望 The desire to be dominated
源于童年记忆的被羞辱 and humiliated originates with childhood memories
被殴打和打屁股。 of beatings and spankings.
然而,这里… However, here...
形势发生了转变 the tables are turning
因为哈丽特使用了一种漂亮的工具 in that Harriet is using a beautiful instrument,
她自己丰满的身体，来羞辱这个权威人物 her own, ample body, to humiliate this authority figure
曾经羞辱她的人。 which once humiliated her.
(哈丽特,旁白)假如我年轻一点 (Harriet, V.O.) Let's say I've lived a little
我不怕尝试一次 and I'm not afraid to try something once,
或者甚至两次，谁知道呢? or maybe even twice, who knows?
但我想我有一个奇怪的幻想。 But I guess I have a rather strange fantasy.
是这样的: It's like this:
我回到了学校，我占了上风。 I'm back in school and I'm the one with the upper hand.
嗯，至少在某种程度上是这样的。 Well, (chuckles) to some extent, anyway.
这不仅仅是成年人的身体 This is more than an adult body
从想象中的校服中挣脱出来。 bursting out of that imaginary school uniform.
它是狂放而不可抗拒的本我 It is a rampant and irresistible id
打破了超我的障碍。 exploding the barrier of the superego.
我们现在来看，也许是所有禁忌中最大的幻想。 We come now, perhaps, to the greatest of all taboo areas.
性联系上 The connection
宗教。 of sex with religion.
宗教与性联系上 The connection of religion with sex
即使在这个宽容的时代， is, even in these permissive times,
也是可怕的亵渎 a fearful blasphemy
在一些人看来。 in the eyes of some.
但是,相似之处 But, similarities between
宗教仪式 religious rituals
和纵欲的性行为 and orgiastic sexual practices
可以观察到。 can be observed.
例如，为见习修士按手礼， For example, in the laying of the hands for novitiates,
信徒曾经为了信仰实行的。 once practiced by adherents to the faith.
泽尔达是个乖乖女 Now, Zelda is a lovely girl,
毫无疑问。 make no mistake.
但不知何故，宗教和性 But somehow, religion and sex
在她幼小的头脑中变得如此混乱，以至于… had become so muddled in her young mind that...
嗯… Well...
你们可以自己判断。 You shall judge for yourselves.
(泽尔达,旁白)我出生在一个很小的， (Zelda, V.O.) I was brought up in a very small,
安静的小镇，我和我的家人投入大多数 quiet town, where my family and myself devoted most of our
闲暇时间去教堂。 spare time to the church.
由于我受过如此严格的教育， Since I had such a strict upbringing,
我的性观念有点离谱。 my sexual outlook tends to be a bit far-out.
放开我! Get off me!
不。 No.
啊! Ah!
不。 No.
我听到你在问:“这是不是错了?” I hear you ask, "Is this wrong?"
也许这些幻想是性冷淡的症状。 Perhaps these fantasies are symptoms of frigidity.
想必，一个女人应该能够满足于 Surely, a woman should be able to be satisfied
她的伴侣，而不使用性幻想。 by her partner without the use of fantasy.
答案是"不行"，"不行" The answer is "no," "no,"
再一次说,“不行。” und again, "nein."
你看，想象力漫游得越自由， You see, the freer the imagination is left to roam,
释放的性高潮潜能越多。 the more orgasmic potential is released.
丰富的, A rich,
完整的性生活 full sex life
需要——不，要求—— requires -no, demands --
使用性幻想。 the use of fantasy.
当然，它将提供一个全新的维度 It will, of course, supply a whole new dimension
给你的性生活。 to your sex life.
本我 The id
必须无拘无束。 must be unbridled.
自我必须打倒! The ego must be crushed!
感性的精神 The sensual spirit
必须胜利! must triumph!
谢谢欣赏。 Thank you.