是吗 The?
很长一段时间 For a long time,
我感觉就像我在里面潜伏着这张巨大的幻灯片 I felt like I had this major slide lurking inside me,
但是如果他的儿子们 but I can never act on it if his boys,
我的年龄从来没有对我感兴趣 my age never fell much interest in me.
所以当我在11月满18岁时 So when I turn eighteen in November,
我决定做点什么 I decided to do something about it.
我不知道为什么我觉得这有点令人不安 I don't know why I find it kind of disturbing,
但我是超级快跑 有一架飞机正在制造 but I'm super trotted to have a man plane was making.
我从来没试过 I've never tried it before,
我非常想要它 and I want it so bad.
所以我去了一个非传统的约会网站 我找到了一个感兴趣的人 So I went on an unconventional dating site and I found a man who is interested in.
我们在两周内做了一些视频 以确保我们彼此喜欢 并安排好见面的时间 The two weeks we did a few videos has to make sure we liked each other and set up a time to meet.
当我们第一次见面时 When we first saw each other,
我有点紧张 也对自己要做的事情感到厌恶 而且极度潮湿 I was kind of nervous and also disgusted with myself for what I was about to do and insanely wet.
是吗 The?
他一关上卧室的门 As soon as he closed the doors of his bedroom,
他抓住我 吻了我 然后开始脱去两种或一种俱乐部 he grabbed me and kissed me and started taking off both or club.
接下来的几分钟 我在床上和他一起躺在床上 The next few minutes were a blur that I was on the bed with him on top of me.
他又吻了我几分钟 他擦我的脚 He kissed me for a few more minutes while he rubbed my feet,
我只是想让他和我的身体一起玩耍 我以前从来没有想过要有很多关于我的事情 and I was just aching to have him playing with my body had never wanted many things about me before.
我想让他吻我 I wanted him to this kiss,
让我 and let me.
从那以后 我们就一直在这些回调中遇到过一两次 We've been meeting up once or twice to these callbacks ever since.
有时我在学校感觉很调皮 And sometimes I just feel so naughty at school,
知道我有这么大的烟 连我的朋友都不知道 knowing I had this big cigarettes that not even my friends know about it.
有时候我想告诉他们 Sometimes I want to tell them,
但我害怕他们会做出怎样的反应 but I'm scared of how they'll react.
家 Home.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
是的 Yeah.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
美丽 Beautiful.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh.
就像一只美丽的蝴蝶翅膀 Just like a beautiful butterfly wing,
现在我走 now I go,
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
啊 Ah.
然而 Yet,
啊 ah.
啊 Ah.
品味 Taste.
哦 Oh.
啊 Ahh.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
意思是 Mean?
啊 Ah,
啊 ah.
啊 Ah.
啊 Ah,
啊 ah.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
打电话给蒙古 Call Mongolia.
我有恐惧 I have fears.
整整一个星期 All week.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow ow.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
哦 Oh.
城市 The city.
是的 Yeah.
哦 Oh.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh.
啊 Ah.
嗯 Um.
这里 Here.
我在这里 I'm here.
现在 Now.
求你了 Please.
然而 Yet.
哦 Oh,
伙计 man.
噢 Ow ow.
哦 Oh.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
是的 Yeah.
不 No,
他们得到了 they got.
然后呢 And?
眼睛 Eye.
哦 上帝 O God.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
是的 yes.
啊 Ah.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
我问 I asked.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
他唯一的选择是适当的 His only going is appropriate.
喜欢吗 Like?
哦 Oh.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
哦 Oh.
屁股 Butt.
哦 Oh.
希尔说他是他唯一的儿子 Seale says is his only son.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
我讨厌他 I hate him.
然而 Yet.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
是的 yes,
他们只回头看 they looked back only.
如果是的话 If it is.
啊 Ah.
我们所有的向导 All we guide.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh.
哦 Oh.
笑声 Laughter.
啊 Ah.
一些女人 Some women.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
是的 Yeah.
这就像一把枪 This was like a gun.
啊 Ah.
我到了这里 I got here.
我可以 I can.
我的脚 My feet.
哦 Oh.
熟悉 Familiarity.
这里 Here.
是的 Yeah.
好形象 Good image.
哦 Oh.
加尼尔 Garnier.
啊 Ah.
主提要 Main feed.
帮派 Gang.
哦 我的上帝 O my God.
是的 Yeah.
很好 So good.
我 Me.
唾沫 Spittle.
好的 OK.
那个人 That man?
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
好的 OK.
他是 He is.
你对我来说真是太难了 You're so fucking hard for me.
是的 Yeah.
是 Is.
哦 Oh.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh.
是的 Yes.
嗨 Hi.
是的 Yeah.
啊 Ah.
索赔 Claim.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh.
那一年的一切 Everything in that year.
笑声 Laughter.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God is.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
家庭和监护人 Home and Guardian.
哦 戒指 o ring.
啊 Ah.
好的 OK.
我觉得 I feel.
所以 So.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
但是哦 But oh,
我的上帝 my God,
哦 天哪 oh my God,
但是哦 but oh,
我想答案是鼻性 I guess the answer is nasality.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God,
是的 Yes.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow ow,
她还没有 she had yet.
但是敌人是干净的 Yet the enemy is a clean,
我是 I am,
哦 oh,
我的上帝 my God.
哦 Oh,
我要走了 I'm going.
我希望 I hope.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
只在这里很好 Only good here.
米勒 Miller.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow ow.
原始媒体是最重要的 Virgin media is the essence.
哦 Oh,
是的 yes.
是的 Yeah.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh.
啊 Ah.
谷子 GLUG.
是的 Yeah.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
哦 Oh,
是的 yes,
我会喜欢的 I'll like that.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh.
啊 Ah.
是的 Yeah,
哦 天哪 oh my God,
哦 Oh.
只有上帝 Only God.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God,
你闻到了摄氏温度的味道 因为我看到了融合的效果 you smell Celsius is laid out as a result of looking very of fusion enable to me.
哦 Oh,
上帝 God,
好了 alright.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh,
我的上帝 my God.
点击任何东西 Clicking on anything.
翼 Wing.
然而他的互联网就像这样 And yet his Internet just like that.
是的 Yeah.
我得到了他的同意 I got his agreement.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow ow.
在那个时候 At that time.
看看我 Look at me.
哦 Oh,
他妈的 fuck.
啊 Ah.
这里 Here.
哦 Oh.
你不能这样装爸爸 You can't feel so faking dad.
她是 She was.
像上帝一样 Like a God.
他们坠入爱河 They fell in love.
哦 我的上帝 O my God.
好的 OK.
啊 Ah.
对吧 Right?
历史 History.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah,
就像这样 just like that.
卫报说 尽管如此 The Guardian says that though oh.
好了 All right,
但是 but things,
强度 the intensity.
啊 Ahh.
哦 Oh.
啊 Ah.
哦 Oh,
是的 yes,
说满了的机动黑就像老的马格里夫式的好 said fulfilled maneuver black is just like the old magherafelt fucking good.
啊 Ah.
我现在有多好啊 Ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow.
是吗 Is it?
判断 Judgment.
停止 Halt.
就我而言 For my part,
我很感谢你 I as it but thank you.
我来了 I'm coming.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
这只是他的存在 This is only that he is.
第二天 Second day.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God,
还好 it was okay.
答案是 The answer is it is,
它是哦 it is Oh.
噢 Ow ow.
哦 Oh,
是的 yes.
这一切都好吗 Is this is all well and good?
我在想 I'm thinking.
对你来说意味着什么 Mean to you?
那人问道 The man asked.
这里 Here.
是的 Yeah.
我的上帝 My God.
哦 Oh,
啊 ah.
哦 Oh,
我的上帝 my God.
这是 That is.
噢 噢 Ow ow ow.
哦 Oh,
是的 yeah.
干净 Clean.
思考有点轻快 Thinking is a little briskly.
改造 Revamp.
啊 Ah.
这里 Here.
好的 OK.
丹妮丝 Denise,
好的 Okay.
哦 Oh,
哦 oh,
我的上帝 my God.
就像看起来不错 但却忘记了 is like looking good and yet forget.
这里 Here.
是的 Yeah.
哦 Oh.
惠斯特 Whist.
下周同一时间 The same time next week,
是的 yeah,
这是再一次 it is again.
是吗 The?