达拉斯买家俱乐部
押多少 老爹 How much do you want, Daddy?
20倍 Twenty time.
-50吗 -对 50 - Fifty? - Yeah, 50.
听说了吗 洛克·哈德森是个同性恋 D'ya hear Rock Hudson was a cock sucker?
你听谁说的 Where d'ya hear that shit?
报纸上说的 这写着呢 It's called a newspaper. Right there.
真是可惜了 It's a shame, ain't it?
（洛克·哈德森因艾滋病在巴黎住院）
好莱坞那么多漂亮妞 All that fine Hollywood pussy just all being wasted
他却喜欢搞男人 on a guy who smokes his fucking friends.
罗格 这可不是过家家 至少20 Rog, this ain't the sandbox. Twenty minimum. C'mon.
该死 Shit. God damn.
-小气鬼 -我这不找钱呢吗 - Cheap son of a bitch. - I'm tryin'.
找到了 找到了 I got it, I got it.
洛克·哈德森是谁啊 Who the hell's Rock Hudson anyway?
他是演员 你个笨蛋 He's an actor, dumb-ass!
你没看过《西北偏北》吗 You ever seen North by Northwest?
我要问问大家 Hey, I've got a question for everybody,
谁想来骑牛 who wants to bull ride? Hey!
再来一遍 声音大些 One more time, make some noise!
拍拍手 跺跺脚 Clap your hands, stomp your feet!
骑牛大赛 现在开始 It's bull ride time! Let's bull ride!
您正观看的是全美最受关注的赛事 You're sitting there at America's number one spectator event.
惊心动魄伴随着跌落受伤 The spills, the thrills, the bumps, the bruises.
都是比赛的一部分 It's all part of America's
这就是全美最受关注的 骑牛大赛 number one spectator event, bull riding!
好了 All right.
镇静些 兄弟 Calm the nerves, brother.
你会走运的 我能感觉到 This is your day, I can feel it.
-妈的 我心里没底 -没事的 - Shit, I don't know, Ron. - Well, I do.
只要8秒钟 看这 Eight seconds, and look at this. Hey! Hey!
640块 看到了吗 只要你坚持住 $640, all right? You do that, and you're going to get blown
没等你擦掉靴子上的牛粪 by a hundred dollar hooker before you can
就有妞来投怀送抱了 scrape the bull shit off your boots, brother.
好好干 Eat that motherfucker!
拍手跺脚 尽情欢呼吧 Clap your hands, stomp your feet, make some noise!
比赛开始 It's bull ride time!
准备好了吗 Ready?
朋友们 让我听到你们的声音 Nine to five, come on, make some noise!
一千块啊 For one thousand.
操 Fuck!
天啊 My God!
抓住他 Hold it!
回来 混蛋 You get back here, you motherfucker!
大家快抓住他 Everyone get with that man, c'mon!
塔克 快逮捕我 Tucker! I need you to arrest me!
滚蛋 伍德鲁夫 Fuck off, Woodroof!
拜托 糟糕 C'mon man! No shit!
看起来你的顾客很生气啊 Looks like you got a bunch of pissed off customers.
操 你帮不帮我 Fuck you! You gonna cuff me or not?
不帮 自己解决去 No! Figure it out yourself.
混蛋 Son of a bitch!
滚开 不然把你们都抓起来 C'mon! Back off! Or I'll arrest all of you!
狗娘养的 Son of a bitch!
你早晚会被他们暴打一顿 伍德鲁夫 They're gonna kick the shit outta you someday, Woodroof.
没准更糟 Maybe worse.
无所谓 人总有一死嘛 Yeah, you gotta die somehow.
老实点 记住了吗 Handle your business, huh?
别惹麻烦 Get your shit together.
塔克 你怎么讲话像个老头似的 Shit, Tuck, you're starting to sound like a goddamn old man.
你老爹怎么样了 How's he doing anyway?
时好时坏 There's good days and bad.
他可是个老痞子 Oh, he's a tough old outlaw.
儿子最后成了警察 Just can't imagine how disappointed he must be
他一定很失望 in having a cop for a son.
从我车里滚出去 Get the fuck outta my car.
谢谢你送我 伙计 Thanks for the lift, man.
-操 -你没事吧 - Fuck! - You okay?
你把我脑子都说晕了 You rattled my brain.
你哪来的脑子 What brain?
给你 克林顿 Alright, Clinto,
这货 that shit is purer than
可比牧师女儿都纯 a preacher's daughter's pussy right there.
被你咳的全是口水 Not after you've just coughed your lungs all over it.
一块钱 One dollar.
给你钱 I got your dollar.
这还差不多 There we go.
你想去沙特阿拉伯吗 Hey, you thinking anymore about Saudi Arabia?
那缺人呢 They need guys over there.
操 才不去 Fuck, no.
为什么要给那些沙特佬干活 Why d'you wanna go work for a bunch of sand niggers anyway, huh?
因为他们给五倍工资 'Cause they pay five times as much, that's why.
没错 我要报名 That's right. I'm signing up.
你在那有相好的吗 They got hot ass over there?
那是穆斯林国家 没法找妞 It's a Muslim country. Can't fuck the women.
那我才不去 That takes me right out, then.
伍德鲁夫 5区出了事故 Woodroof! There's been an accident on platform 5.
急需一个电工 They need an electrician right away.
好的 先生 Yes, sir!
-得了 回头再聊 -好吧 -All right, check ya later. -All right.
-再见 -好好干活 懒鬼 -Adios! - Get to work, lazy fucker!
让我看看他给你的那货 Let me see that preacher's daughter's pussy.
笨蛋 斯比克 怎么把腿卡住了 Dumbass Spic. How'd ya get your leg in there?
叫救护车了吗 Ambulance coming?
他是非法工 He's illegal.
快他妈叫救护车 Call a fucking ambulance.
-快叫啊 -操 - Call it! - Fuck!
-我要救护车 -我先把它关了 - I need an ambulance. - I'mma shut it down.
在5区 请尽快 有人受伤 Platform 5, ASAP. There's a man down.
重复一遍 有人受伤 Repeat, man down.
腿卡在钻机里了 His leg's caught in the drill.
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof?
发现我们藏的宝贝了 I see you found our stash!
我是苏华德医生 I'm Dr. Sevard.
请你过来坐在床上好吗 Why don't you go ahead and hop up here for me,
如果你不介意的话 谢谢 if you don't mind. Thank you.
我喜欢你的鞋子 I like your shoes.
有些异常现象 We saw something which concerned us
我们怀疑是血液问题 on your initial blood work,
所以做了一些附加检测 so we ran some additional tests.
血样检测 Some blood tests.
什么血样检测 What kind of blood tests?
我不吸毒 I don't use drugs.
我们没检测你是否吸毒 We didn't test your blood for drugs.
很好 反正你们也管不着 Well good. 'Cause it ain't any y'all business anyway.
没错 That's right.
你的HIV病毒检测呈阳性 You've tested positive for HIV.
HIV就是引发艾滋病的病毒 Which is the virus that causes AIDS.
你他妈的逗我呢 You fucking kidding me?
我得了和基佬洛克·哈德森一样的病吗 Telling me that fucking Rock cock sucking Hudson bullshit?
伍德鲁夫先生 你静脉注射过药物吗 Mr. Woodroof, have you ever used intravenous drugs?
是否有过同性间性行为 Have you ever engaged in homosexual conduct?
同性 你说同性? Homo? Did you say homo?
-是的 -你竟然这么说我 - Yep! -That's what you said isn't it?
狗屁 你他妈开玩笑吧 Shit, you fucking kidding me?
我可不是基佬 混蛋 I ain't no faggot, motherfucker!
我都不认识什么基佬 I don't even know no fucking faggots.
看看我 知道我是谁吗 Look at me. What d'you see, huh?
我可是骑牛斗士 The goddamn rodeo's what you see!
-伍德鲁夫先生 -看仔细了 - Mr. Woodroof. - A'ight, so fucking watch it.
伍德鲁夫先生 请你... Mr. Woodroof, could you just...
不行 你会说人话吗 混蛋 No, I can't do shit, you speak fucking English, motherfucker.
你敢说我是基佬 Call me a motherfucking faggot.
把你屁股踢开花 I'll whip your fucking ass, boy.
你的T细胞数量为9 Your T-cell count is down to nine.
正常人是500到1500 A healthy person has between 500 and 1,500.
说实话 你现在还活着就是个奇迹了 So frankly, we're surprised you're even alive.
少来 一定是你们搞错了 Surprise is, you made a fucking mistake.
肯定是把我的血样 Must have mixed up my blood samples
和哪个娘炮的搞混了 with some daisy puller or something,
那不可能是我的 'cause that shit ain't me.
我们反复做了几次检测 We ran the blood test several times.
这是一些关于HIV和艾滋病的信息 Here's some information about HIV and AIDS
你可以了解一下 that you might find informative,
这些是你的检测结果 and these are your test results.
伍德鲁夫先生 你听我说 Mr. Woodroof, if you could listen to me for a moment.
我知道这听起来很吓人 I know this can be a very scary thing,
你可能一时接受不了 I know you're probably feeling overwhelmed right now,
我们想让你知道 but we would like to impress
你病情的严重性 upon you the gravity of your situation.
根据你的健康状况 Based on your health, on your condition,
和以往的病例 on all the evidence we have,
我们估计你还有30天 we estimate you have 30 days left
来处理你的身后事 to put your affairs in order.
30天 Thirty days?
我很遗憾 I'm sorry.
去你妈的 狗屁 Fuck this. This is shit.
去你妈的30天 混蛋 Fucking 30 day motherfuckers.
我告诉你们 Let me give y'all a little newsflash.
没有任何东西 There ain't nothing out
能30天里要了罗恩·伍德鲁夫的命 there that can kill Ron Woodroof in 30 days.
第一天
混蛋 医生把你阉了吗 Shit, damn doctor cut your balls off?
妈的 说感冒了 Shit, tell 'em you got a cold, man,
就能放两周假 they give you two weeks off.
你也该试试 You should try it.
你休假也没错过什么 Well, you didn't miss nothing at work.
改天我也请病假 Shit, I'd take disability any day.
我说我他妈的咳嗽 I tell them I got a fucking cough,
他们就说我感染了什么HIV 胡扯 and they tell me I got some kind of HIV virus. Shit.
操 说得像真的一样 Fuck. Like I got AIDS.
蠢货医生 把我的血样弄混了 Fucking hospitals man, mixed up my blood samples.
这些混蛋 有一次我去看医生 Shit. I went to the doctor's one time,
他说我感染了衣原体 and they tell me I had chlamydia.
回家发现我其实得了梅毒 I get back home, I had fucking crabs.
就是这么回事 伙计 It's what the fuck I'm saying, man.
你说头疼 You tell 'em you got a headache,
他们就说你得了脑癌 they tell ya you got brain cancer.
我听说只有接触患者 Shit, I hear you can get that
或者是基佬才会得艾滋病 just by touching someone, or queers get it.
死基佬 Fucking faggots.
没错 他们肯定搞错了 That's it, exactly why it's a mistake.
如果不是呢 Well, what if it ain't?
不是什么 What if what ain't?
不是搞错了 A mistake.
妈蛋 Fucker.
混蛋 我知道你喜欢妞 Shit, I know you got a pussy addiction, motherfucker.
没错 Yeah.
你好 莎儿 你好 小辣椒 Hey, Salt, hello, Pepper.
天啊 God damn.
一起去吗 We going?
去的 Yeah, we going.
和姑娘们找点乐子去吗 Hey, you wanna take these ladies for a twirl?
你们去吧 我不去了 You all head out man, I'm good.
我过会再去找你们 I'll catch up with you all, all right?
你没事吧 伙计 还好吗 Yeah? You all right, brother? You cool?
好着呢 I'm cool.
好 一会见 All right. See you there.
漂亮姑娘我们待会见 All right, see ya in a little bit, Miss Alaska, Miss Louisiana.
再见 牛仔 Bye, cowboy.
叠氮胸苷简称AZT Azidothymidine, or AZT, was originally developed
（艾滋病治疗方法进展）
原用于抗癌 as a treatment for cancer.
用于对抗HIV病毒 With the onset of HIV, however,
梵尼克斯公司才刚开始试验 we at Avonex Industries began a trial,
将AZT作用于被感染的动物 in which we administered AZT to infected lab animals.
初步发现CD4细胞增加 Initial findings suggested increased CD4 counts,
修复T细胞免疫能力 restored T-cell immunity...
这项动物试验 Isn't it also the case that there were some
不是也存在一些副作用吗 troubling side effects with the animal tests?
动物体内的 Significant decreases in
红细胞和白细胞大幅减少 the red and white blood cells in the animals?
是的 但是它对病毒的作用 Yes, but its effect on the virus
比已经测试的任何药物都好 is better than anything else that's been tested.
1964年AZT开始用于治疗癌症时 Well, in '64, when AZT was developed as a cancer treatment,
由于不能有效抗癌 it was shelved
并且有毒性 所以被废止了 due to lack of anti-cancer efficacy and toxicity.
是的 Right.
我们认为那是剂量不合理导致的 We believe those problems were dosage based.
所以要重新进行动物实验吗 So, you're gonna conduct another animal study?
事实上食品和药物管理局已经允许 Actually, the FDA's given us permission
直接进行临床试验 to go straight to human trials.
所以我今天来这 Which is what brings me here today.
我们要在全国 We're conducting a double-blind,
（试验者和受试验者都对有关试验无所知）
进行一项双盲随机试验 placebo-controlled randomized trial
使用安慰剂进行对照 throughout the United States.
（安慰剂是外形颜色大小均与试药相近 但不含任何有效成分的制剂）
达拉斯仁慈医院就在计划内 Dallas Mercy is one of the proposed sites.
试验要进行多久 How long do you see the trial going on?
我们希望能尽快 一年以内吧 We're hoping to fast track it. Within a year?
在此期间 医院 During which time, the hospital
和执行医师 and its administering physicians
将会给予丰厚报酬 will be very well compensated for their efforts.
不幸的是 艾滋病在药物取得成果前 Sadly, the AIDS crisis will only get worse
会愈发严重 before it gets better.
我知道梵尼克斯公司的人都和我一样 And I know I speak for everyone at Avonex when I say
认为这是个绝佳的机会 this is a unique opportunity.
最先找到治愈方法的机会 A chance to be on the forefront in finding a cure.
难道你不觉得很抓狂吗 Does it not drive you just a little bit crazy
听这些带着劳力士表的人 to see these guys talking about curing the sick
口口声声说要治愈疾病 when they flash their gold Rolexes?
他们懂得治病救人吗 What do they know about treating a sick patient?
他们是医药代表 不是医生 Hey, they're big pharma reps, they're not doctors.
不管你喜不喜欢 这都是生意 And like it or not, this is a business.
他们怎么会得到授权直接进行临床试验 How'd they get permission to go straight to human trial?
有人迫不及待 在垂死挣扎呢 People are desperate. People are dying.
没别的原因了 There's nothing else out there.
（艾滋病获病高危人群仍为同性恋或双性恋男性(71%) 静脉注射的吸毒者(17%)）
（无防护措施的性行为）
操 Fuck!
第七天
我要见苏华德医生 I need to see Dr. Sevard.
苏华德医生今天不在 Dr. Sevard's not here today.
我等不到明天了 I can't wait 'til tomorrow.
你有什么问题 也许我能帮你 If you tell me what the problem is, maybe I can help you.
你想听我的问题是吗 You want a list of my problems, huh?
肺出血 皮肤皲裂 My lungs are bleeding, my skin's crawling,
头还嗡嗡作响 I got a fucking jackhammer in my head,
这他妈就是我的问题 女士 and that's the list of my fucking problems, lady.
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof?
不 不 我不要护士 No. No, no, no, no. I don't want a nurse.
我要见医生 我只要见医生 I want a doctor. I want a goddamn doctor now.
需要我帮忙吗 Well, how can I help you?
你他妈聋了吗 You fucking deaf, lady? Hmm?
没有 我他妈就是医生 No, I'm a fucking doctor!
如果你想咨询你的问题 If you want to discuss your list of problems,
20分钟后来办公室见我 you can meet me in my office in 20 minutes.
好吧 Okay?
挺牛逼的啊 我喜欢 I like your style, Doc!
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof.
你能给我点AZT吗 Can you get me AZT?
梵尼克斯公司说他们刚开始试验 Avonex Industries say they've just released it for testing.
我想买点 I wanna buy some.
马上 Now.
不是能买到的 That isn't how it works.
大概一年时间里 For about a year, a group of patients
患者服用该药或者安慰剂 gets either the drug or a placebo.
随机分配 It's totally left up to chance,
就连医生也不知道 not even doctors are allowed to know.
所以你们在给垂死的人吃糖丸吗 So, you're giving dying people sugar pills?
只有这样才能知道药物是否有效 It's the only way to know if a drug works.
能帮我弄点吗 Can you get some for me?
我有钱 I got cash.
一个月或一周的药物 多久的都行 I can go a month, a week, however you want to do it.
我明白 I hear you.
但我不能这么做 Unfortunately, no.
不过一旦证明这药物有效 But when the drug is proven to work,
你若符合条件 就可以服药了 and if you fit the profile, then yes.
你是说我就像 So, you're tellin' me I'm as good as a horse
一匹吃不着狗粮的马 是吧 being held for dog food, huh?
好 Okay.
那这些国外的药物有用吗 Look here, how 'bout this stuff overseas, huh?
德国的葡聚糖硫酸酯呢 Germany, they got this Dextran Sulfate, a'ight?
或者法国的DDC And they got this DDC in France,
应该能防止健康细胞 supposed to keep the healthy cells you got
感染HIV from getting the HIV.
还有以色列的AL721 And they got AL721 over in Israel.
我怎样才能搞到这些药 How can I get some of this?
这些药都未获药监局批准 None of those drugs have been approved by the FDA.
去他妈的药监局 Screw the FDA.
我都快死了 I'm gonna be DOA.
我难道要起诉你们才能有药吃吗 I gotta sue the hospital to get my medicine?
伍德鲁夫先生 我保证 Mr. Woodroof, I assure you
你这是在浪费你宝贵的时间 that that would be a waste of your precious time.
德雷利礼堂有个互助会 每天都有 There is a support group that meets daily in Draddy Auditorium.
我建议你去试试 I suggest you try it out
去谈谈你的感受以及顾虑 and maybe go talk about your feelings, your concerns.
我都快死了 I'm dying.
你却让我去找一群基佬求安慰 You telling me to go get a hug from a bunch of faggots?
祝您愉快 Good day.
奈迪·杰 Hey, Neddie Jay!
给我一杯仙人掌啤酒 一杯百威淡啤 Gimme a shot of cactus and a Bud back.
天啊 God damn.
想死你们这些讨厌鬼了 Hard to say how much I missed y'alls ugly mugs.
克林顿 这些日子都在哪潇洒呢 Hey, say Clinto, where are you hanging your pants these days?
去给我拿杯酒 小甜心 Get me another beer will you, sweetheart?
你他妈说什么 Fuck you say?
我说 给我拿杯冰啤酒 小甜甜 I said grab me a cold one, sugarcakes.
你他妈找揍啊 You looking to get your ass kicked?
别了 我可不想沾到基佬的血 Nah, I don't want none of that faggot blood on me.
-罗恩 别 天啊 -混蛋 - Hey, Ron, c'mon! God damn it! - Fucker!
-冷静 -我没事 - Hey, c'mon. - I'm alright.
那混蛋才他妈的有病 It's that motherfucker who's got the fucking problem.
你他妈怎么回事 The fuck's your problem, huh?
罗恩 我不想惹麻烦 Hey, Ron, I don't want no trouble, all right?
去你妈的 Fuck y'all, man.
去你妈的 Fuck all y'all!
该死 他口水吐我脸上了 Goddammit, he spit on my face.
有肥皂吗 给我条毛巾 快 You got any soap? Gimme a towel please. C'mon!
去他妈的 Jesus fucking Christ.
现在 临床试验已经开始 So as I stand here tonight, clinical trials are underway
希望药监局快速通过审批 with an eye toward fast-tracking AZT
使它尽快面向大众 and making it available for the public as soon as possible.
总之 很高兴的告诉大家就快有解药了 In short, I'm happy to say that help may finally be on the way.
药物多久能通过审批 How long before the drug's approved?
是啊 Yeah.
药监局审批新药的标准程序 The FDA's standard procedure
是8至12年 to approve a new drug is 8 to 12 years.
你好 第一次来吧 Hey, it's your first time, right?
离我远点 小仙女 Back the fuck off, Tinkerbell.
当心我把你的牙打掉 I'll knock your teeth so far in your goddamn throat
再让你咽下去 you're gonna be chewing through your asshole.
（人类免疫缺陷病毒 吸毒与艾滋病）
那葡聚糖硫酸酯呢 What about Dextran Sulfate?
我们与药监局正密切合作 We're working closely with the FDA
尽最大努力让药物快速过审 to make sure every effort is made to fast-track...
我们没时间了 We don't have time.
我们和药监局都要保证药物的安全性 It's both our job and the FDA's to make sure the drug's safe.
我们没那么多时间 We don't have that long.
我们只能等死 是吧 We're dead, right?
我们会尽快的 相信我 We're going as fast as possible, believe me.
我只求晚点死 Just need to slow it down a little bit.
再多给我点时间 好吗 Just gimme time to catch my breath, will you?
我还不想死 我他妈还没准备好 I ain't ready to crawl in a corner. I just ain't fucking ready.
请聆听我的祈祷 好吗 So, you better be listening, all right?
如果我还能活下去 If I got one fucking chance,
请显神迹吧 show me a sign.
给我显个神迹吧 Just show me a fucking sign.
如果你不看 也不打算买支舞的话 If you're not gonna look or buy a dance,
不如直接给我小费吧 you could at least tip me.
给你20块 Here's $20.
买支舞 但不是给我 The dance, it ain't for me.
你就跳着吧 他会看到的 You just keep on shaking it, he'll see ya.
第八天
第九天
德州的达拉斯天气不错 A beautiful day in Dallas, Texas.
大家应该喝过咖啡了 Just hope you had your coffee.
阳光明媚 有30摄氏度左右 Sunshine today. It's gonna be mid 80s...
去死吧 混蛋们 Right here, motherfuckers!
第二十八天
拿不到药了 他们给锁起来了 There ain't no more. They started locking it up.
我有钱 I got the cash!
给你 Here.
这他妈是什么 The fuck is this?
在墨西哥 有个医生 他有药 In Mexico, a doctor, he has some.
这他妈有屁用 The fuck is this bullshit?
你以为我不知道你搞什么名堂吗 You don't think I know what you're fucking doing man? Huh?
伍德鲁夫先生 罗恩 Mr. Woodroof? Ron?
罗恩 Ron?
你好 Hi.
你真美 Beautiful.
你在医院 你差点就死了 You're in the hospital. You almost died.
反正我死了也没人关心 I bet that didn't surprise anybody.
你在笑我吗 What is that, a smile?
我们给你输了血 You've had a blood transfusion.
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof.
我是苏华德医生 I'm Dr. Sevard.
对 我记得你 Yeah. Hey, I remember you.
你得告诉你是从哪儿弄到的AZT I need you to tell me where you obtained AZT from.
是怎么进入你的血液中的 How it got in your blood.
我不明白你的意思 I don't know what you're talking about.
药物买卖可是违法的 Dealing in pharmaceutical drugs is illegal.
没错 Yep.
好好休息 Get some rest.
你去哪 Where you goin'?
别走啊 我们俩好不容易才有点进展 Hang on a second. We were just getting somewhere.
亲爱的 你没机会的 Honey, you don't have the slightest chance.
我是瑞漾 I'm Rayon.
祝贺你 Congratulations.
滚回你自己的床上去 Fuck off and go back to your bed.
放松点 我又不咬人 Relax, I don't bite.
看来在德克萨斯乡下穷人哑巴眼里 I guess you're handsome in a Texas hick,
你还算长得帅的 white trash, dumb kinda way.
给我滚开 Get the fuck outta here,
我可不管你是谁 当心我揍你 whatever you are, before I kick you in the fucking face.
天杀的 God damn.
真是个混蛋 Fine, be an asshole.
想玩牌吗 You wanna play cards?
你有钱吗 You got cash?
这么多你觉得够吗 How's that strike your fancy?
坐你床上行吗 You mind if I snuggle?
你只能坐在另外一头上 Stay at the end of the bed.
10美元起赌吗 $10 minimum?
你随意 Be my guest.
好了 伪娘先生 来看看你的牌 All right, Miss Man, what you got?
三张同点三加一对J Full house. Jacks over threes.
我早该料到你有王牌 混蛋 Well, I'd have figured you for queens. Motherfucker!
抱歉了 Sorry, darlin'.
该死的 God damn it.
你还好吗 慢着 放松 You all right? Wait, relax.
-别碰我 -哪抽筋了 - Get off me. - Where's it at? Where's it at?
我来捏捏 没事 放松 I got you, don't worry, just relax.
放松 深呼吸 深呼吸 Relax. Breathe. Breathe.
就那儿 就那儿 -好的 深呼吸 - Right there. Right there. - That's it, that's it. Breathe.
对就是那儿 Get it. Get it.
交给我 捏好了 I got it. I got it. That's it.
来 我给你倒杯水 Here, let me get you some water.
喝水 来 把水喝了 Here, drink this, darlin'. Drink this.
你可不能脱水 要不就会抽筋的 Oh, you gotta stay hydrated, or else your muscles will cramp.
好些了吗 Is that better?
是的 Yeah.
-好多了 没事了 -我来帮你 - It's better, I got it. It's good. - I'll work that for you.
没事了没事了 It's good. It's good.
老天 你的脚丫真漂亮 God, you got nice feet.
我的老天 我是直男好吗 Jesus Christ, I'm straight. All right?
你为什么住院 What the fuck you in here for, anyway?
AZT临床试验 The AZT trial.
我朋友付钱给我让我分点药给他 My friend is paying me to split my dose with him,
这样我们就都有药吃了 that way, we'll both get some.
他付你多少 How much he paying you?
-五千美元 -什么 - Five grand. - What?
我本来可以收他两万 I coulda charged him 20.
如果我付钱 你能卖点给我吗 If I want in, will you sell me some?
抱歉 亲爱的 I'm sorry, sweetie.
我的药不能再分第三份了 I can't split my dose in thirds.
再说我已经和别人说好了 Besides, I made a deal.
像你这样玩牌的人是拿不出五千的 Anyone who plays cards like you ain't got five grand, anyhow.
去你的 Yeah, right here.
老天 这里太吵了简直没法休息 My Lord, sometimes you can't get a moment's rest around here.
这个人 麻烦你... This guy, and if you could just...
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof!
你要去哪 Where are you going?
我要出院 I signed myself out.
你还很虚弱 不能离开 You're too sick to leave here.
我这病情况再坏还能怎样 Worst case scenario being what?
但是我们可以让你舒服些 We can make you comfortable.
把我绑着注射吗啡 一点点死掉是吗 What? Hook me up to the morphine drip, let me fade on out?
不了 抱歉 要死也是我自己说了算 Nah. Sorry lady, but I prefer to die with my boots on.
（基佬血）
我还住在这呢 听见了吗 I still live here, you hear me?
我他妈我还住在这呢 I still fucking live here!
去你妈的 Fuck you!
第二十九天
第三十天
我找瓦什医生 I'm looking for Dr. Vass.
有事说 Speak up.
我要AZT I'm looking for AZT.
我这没这药 You won't find that shit here.
你想毒死自己吗 Looking to poison yourself?
我的老天 玛利亚 Jesus fucking Christ. Maria?
给他登记住院 Check him in.
可卡因 酒精 冰毒 Cocaine, alcohol, methamphetamine,
和AZT AZT?
这几样加起来能折磨死你 Well, that's what I call a recipe for disaster.
这地方太破了 医生 This place is a shithole, Doc.
谁告诉你我是医生 Who said I was a doctor?
我的行医执照三年前就被吊销了 They revoked my license to practice three years ago.
所以我只能待在这个破地方 That's why I'm down in this shithole.
为什么 你做了什么 Why? What did you do?
你服用的这些药物 These drugs you're doing,
他们正在破坏你的免疫系统 they're breaking down your immune system.
使你易受感染 Making you susceptible to infection.
你的意思是可卡因让我得了肺炎吗 You're saying cocaine's givin' me pneumonia?
不 我的意思是可卡因和AZT一样 No, I'm saying cocaine made you more susceptible,
使你易受感染 as did the AZT.
才不是 只有AZT能救我的命 Nah, the AZT's what was helping me.
只有卖AZT的才能从中获益 The only people AZT helps are the people who sell it.
这药会杀死所有细胞 It kills every cell it comes in contact with.
我给你开些维生素 I'm gonna prescribe a regimen of vitamins
以及矿物质锌 as well as the mineral zinc,
这会增加你的免疫力 it'll build up your immune system.
你也需要服用芦荟以及脂肪酸 You'll also be taking aloe and essential fatty acids.
听着不错吧 Sound fun?
你错过了上次的临床试验预约 瑞漾 You missed your last trial appointment, Ray.
你上哪去了 Where were you?
你喜欢这条裙子吗 Do you like this dress,
我觉得领口开得太低了 'cause I think the neckline's a little plunging.
瑞漾 临床试验的目的是为了 Rayon, the whole purpose of this study
探寻AZT是否真的有作用 is to determine if AZT is helping people.
伊维 你也明白这药对我不起作用 C'mon, Evey, you know there ain't no helping me.
但我也不会放弃继续尝试 That doesn't mean I'm gonna stop trying.
你为什么对我这么好 Why are you so good to me?
-上帝保佑你慈悲的小心肠 -别说了 - Bless your little heart. - Shut up.
你要答应我剩下的试验你都会去 Just promise me you'll show up for the rest of the trial.
我会尽力而为的 I promise you that I will try my very best.
你给我认真点 I want you to mean it.
好吧 Okay.
那是家政课上的马库斯吗 Is that Marcus from Home Ec?
我的老天 I swear to God!
他长大了 我的天 He has grown up, my Lord!
你这裙子领子开口确实有点低 A little too plunging by the way, I think, yes.
谢谢你的直言相告 I appreciate your honesty.
妈的 Damn it.
三个月后
怎么样 Well?
好多了 细胞计数有所增长 Better. T-cell count's improving.
我的病还没好吗 I still got HIV?
你的检测结果永远都会呈阳性 You'll always test positive for HIV.
你感染艾滋病是因为 And now you've got AIDS
你以前吸食的那些毒品造成的 'cause of all the toxic shit you've been putting in your body.
搞坏了你的免疫系统 You shot your immune system.
除了其他病你还得了慢性肺炎 Now you got chronic pneumonia, among other things.
会造成失忆 情绪波动以及关节疼痛 It can cause memory loss, mood swings, aching joints.
我明白状况很严重 If it sucks, I got it.
是的 Yeah.
例如我无法重振雄风之类的 I can't get my cock up, all that shit.
我都明白的 If it is shit, I got it, don't I?
也先别急着忧伤 Yeah, well, let's not start a pity party too soon.
这是DDC That is DDC.
抗病毒药物 和AZT类似 但毒性更小 It acts as an antiviral, similar to AZT, but less toxic.
这个是T肽 And this is Peptide T.
是一种蛋白质 无毒性 It's a protein, totally non-toxic.
早期研究显示它对治疗有所帮助 Early studies have shown that this can help with all that.
这就是我一直给你开的药 It's what I've been giving you since you got here.
这些药在美国都买不到吗 You can't buy this in the USA?
还未获批准 Not approved.
操 Shit.
看看这里 Look at this place.
中国佬 基佬 草药和火辣的护士 Fucking chinks, homos, herbs, hot nurses.
你在这建立了一个新世界秩序 瓦什 You got a regular New World Order going on here, Vass.
你本可以大赚一笔的 You could be making a fortune off of this.
如果被抓了可别说你有艾滋病 You get caught, don't say you got AIDS.
否则他们就不会放你出来了 They'll never let you back in.
希望今天顺顺利利的 And a blessed day to you, sir. Have a blessed day.
-有需要报关的吗 -没有 - Anything to declare? - No, nothing.
-祝一天愉快 -谢谢 - Have a good day. - Thank you.
祝你一天顺利 先生 And a blessed day to you, sir.
神父 请出示护照 Father, passport please.
有需要报关的吗 Anything to declare?
没有 先生 No, sir, nada.
-你是位牧师吗 -是的 - You're a priest? - Yes, I am.
我是食品和药物管理局的理查德·巴克利 I'm Richard Barkley from the Food and Drug Administration office.
需要我做什么 巴克利先生 How can I help you, Mr. Barkley?
是这样的 Well...
你随身携带了超过3000粒药丸 You have over 3,000 pills here.
随身仅允许携带90天的药量 You're only allowed to bring in a 90-day supply.
没错 我也是这么和之前那位先生说的 Yes, as I was telling the gentleman earlier,
我生病了 I'm a sick man.
得的是癌症 I happen to have cancer.
我一天服用33粒药 I take 33 pills a day.
这些是我的维生素 These are my vials of vitamins,
是无毒的蛋白质血清 that is a non-toxic protein serum.
这些就是我90天的药量 This is my 90-day supply.
维生素 Vitamins?
你应该明白进口违规药物进行贩卖 You do realize that importing illegal drugs for sale,
可是重罪 it's a very serious offense.
当然 我明白 我也说过 Well, of course it is, and as I said,
我不卖药 这药也不违法 they're not for sale, nor are they illegal.
只不过还未获批准 Merely unapproved.
如果被我们发现你 If we get the slightest indication that
在售卖这些药物 you're selling these drugs for profit,
你会坐很久的牢 神父 you could be thrown in jail for a very long time, Father.
我向上帝发誓 Hand to God, I promise to
这些药物仅为我个人服用 take every single one of these pills myself.
我的性命全指望它们了 孩子 My life depends on them, son.
牛仔 你要进来吗 Cowboy, you coming in?
你寻我开心吗 Fuckin' kiddin' me?
这个人也接受过输血 This man also had a transfusion.
我们能通过症状辨别患者是否服用AZT The AZT, we can tell who's on it by the symptoms.
大部分患者需要输血 Most of them need new blood.
他的状况反而更差了 He's actually getting worse.
他们为什么要停止试验 So why are they stopping the trial?
你什么意思 What d'you mean?
梵尼克斯公司 你没看备忘录吗 Avonex Industries. You didn't see the memo?
他们宣称多数患者好转 只有少数濒死 Claim most people are feeling better, and fewer people are dying.
输血会让患者感觉好些 Transfusions always make patients feel better.
给那些安慰剂对照组患者输血 Give the placebo patients new blood,
他们也会感觉好些 they'll feel better, too.
我对药物安全心存疑虑 戴维 I have questions about the drug's safety, David.
我有很多患者的白血球数量急降 It's dropping white blood cells in a lot of my patients.
这事公司说了算 伊维 Yeah, well, it's their call, Eve,
这样我们就能把药给需要的患者了 so we can get the drug to the people who actually need it.
还要等八个月吗 But after eight months?
试验结果非常乐观 AZT起作用了 Well, the test results were overwhelmingly positive. AZT works.
我们不清楚长期药效怎样 We don't know what the long-term effects are.
这是不负责任的 It's irresponsible.
这些人都濒死了 伊维 These people die, Eve.
没有什么长期药效可说的 There are no long-term effects.
我能看看此项研究的副本吗 Can I read a copy of the study?
尚未完成 Still being written.
我的上帝 你这傻蛋 Jesus fucking Christ, you fucking idiot!
我找你很久了 孤星先生 I've been looking for you, Lonestar.
你知道我可以干掉你吗 Know I coulda killed you, huh?
我觉得好多了 想感谢你罢了 I feel better, I wanted to thank you.
好多了就行 现在给我滚出去 Well, good for you, now get the fuck outta my car.
多给我一点你那个药 I need more of that cocktail shit you got.
听着 如果你有现金或者新客源 Listen, Tinkerbell, unless you got more cash or new clients,
我才有东西给你 好了你可以滚了 I'm busy, now get the fuck outta my car.
咱们速战速决 我也好赶快滚蛋 Let's just do this quickly so I can get the fuck out.
你还有20人份的药吗 You got enough for 20 of us?
有 Yep!
我想通了 You know what?
你不配拿我们的钱 你这恐同白痴 You don't deserve our money, you homophobic asshole.
拜拜 Toodaloo!
刚才是怎么回事 Am I fuckin' dreamin' or what?
我后备箱里有你要的20份药 I got your 20 in the trunk.
再帮我拉20份生意 给你打折 Find me 20 more, cut you in.
九五折 Five percent.
拜拜 小哥 Adios, cowboy.
你想怎样 Fuck's your problem?
你骂人就算了 九五折你也拿得出手吗 I can handle your insults, but five percent?
九折 A'ight, 10.
七五折 你爱要不要 Twenty five, take it or leave it.
我没时间给你磨蹭 I don't have all day.
该死的 God damn it.
成交吗 Deal?
成交 Deal.
你们要的药我们有 We'll take care of y'all.
两瓶T肽 一瓶维生素 Two T's, one Vit.
瓶身上有标价格 How much is on each bottle.
瑞漾 你要去哪 Rayon! Where the fuck you going?
外面生意太冷清了 C'mon in, it's a fucking bore out here!
该死的 God damn it.
有钱人易招蜂引蝶 He with the most honey attracts the most bees.
没错 Yep.
这里的客源滚滚啊亲爱的 Lots of customers here, darling.
唯笑脸才能迎客哦 A little smile would go a long way.
听说过T肽吗 Ever hear of Peptide T?
谢谢 Thank you.
滚蛋 Fuck off.
罗尼 你要去哪 Ronnie, where you going?
（艾滋与其患者）
（艾滋在旧金山蔓延）
你开什么玩笑 You've got to be kiddin' me.
这里最棒了 我们要低调 不能被抓 This place is perfect. We wanna lay low, not get busted.
而且我有个计划 Besides, I got a plan.
这车颜色可真绿 Well, it's very in, turquoise.
你不就好这一口吗 Right up your alley.
真恶心 我们得先给这消毒 This place is disgusting. We have got to disinfect.
你自个去消 别扯上我 Do not use the word "We".
你现在可以戴着围裙收拾房间了 Now, you wanna put your apron on, start cleaning shit up.
我都不知道从何收起 I wouldn't know where to start.
你好啊 顾问先生 Well, howdy, Counselor.
你好 我是瑞漾 Hi, I'm Rayon.
这是我的搭档 That's my partner.
商业搭档 Business partner.
你的办公室在隔壁 Your office is next door.
你俩好好玩 Have fun, boys.
从墨西哥运来的东西吗 El producto del Mexico.
这些都是你个人私用是吗 Now, this is all for your personal use?
没错 Oh, absolutely.
我把你公司的法律文件带来了 I got you the paperwork for your corporation.
我不想知道你开公司是做什么的 I do not wanna know what that is for.
我现在已经不卖药了 顾问先生 Well, I ain't selling drugs no more, Counselor.
我现在免费发药 我赚的是会员费 I'm givin' them away, for free by selling memberships.
一个月的会员费是四百美元 Four hundred dollars a month in dues,
然后就可以随意拿药了 and you get all the meds you want.
你这个混蛋 You son of a bitch.
是两个混蛋 Bitches. Plural.
纽约这的这群基佬 There's a bunch of faggots up in New York
过着花天酒地的生活 runnin' a hell of a racket just like this.
这给我了开公司的灵感 It's where I got the idea.
欢迎来到达拉斯买家俱乐部 Welcome to the Dallas Buyers Club.
梵尼克斯公司今日宣布 Avonex Industries announced today
AZT已获批成为治疗艾滋病的首用药 that AZT has been approved as the first drug to treat AIDS.
费用为每年每位患者一万美元 At the cost of $10,000 per year, per patient,
AZT是目前市场上最贵的药物 AZT is the most expensive drug ever marketed.
梵尼克斯公司的股价今天上扬12点 Avonex stock jumped a whopping 12 percent today on the news.
两个月后
我希望他好起来 已经拖太长时间了 I know. I hope he's okay, too. It's been too long.
我的天 我等下再打给你 Oh, my Lord, I'll call you back.
迈克尔和伊恩 你们这对最幸福的鸳鸯 Michael and Ian, the happiest couple in the entire universe.
我的天 快来亲一个 Oh, my God. Gimme some sugar.
伊恩 你都已经这么大年纪了 Ian, you look like a two dollar bill.
你俩现在这等等好吗 Hold on, you just stay right here, okay?
真高兴你们来了 我们会治好你们的 I'm so glad that you came. We're gonna fix you up.
罗尼 来了两位新客人 Ronnie, we got two new customers.
你要是再敢叫我罗尼 You call me Ronnie again,
我就拿这把枪 I'm gonna use this to give
崩掉你的命根子 you that sex change you've been hopin' for.
让他们进来 Send them in.
来见见真老板 Meet the big boss.
请进吧 C'mon in.
抱歉 来 进来坐 Oh, shit, sorry. C'mon, sit down.
瑞漾 把音乐关掉 Rayon, turn that shit down!
药物治疗是免费的 Meds and the treatments are free,
但每个月有400美元的会员费 but membership is $400 a month.
你们得签一份免责声明书 All right? You're gonna have to sign a waiver.
我们对你们所服用的药物无任务责任 We are not responsible for the drugs that we give you.
你俩要是挂了 You croak, you croak.
和我们无关 那是你们自己的事 It's not our problem. It's yours.
我们有AZT We have some AZT,
刚开始对伊恩是有效的 and it helped Ian a little in the beginning.
好 第一件事 把AZT扔掉 All right, first off, flush that shit down the toilet.
那不是好东西 It's bad news.
第二 别再摄入有害健康的东西 Secondly, stay away from anything that's gonna cook your insides.
离那些东西远点 You gotta stay clean.
第三 如果你头疼或哪里不舒服了 Third, if your brain's broke, your wires are crossed,
我这有T肽 I got a little something called Peptide T,
吃了立马见效 it's gonna fix you right up.
明白了吗 先发第一次药 Clear? I got a starter pack.
一周后还会发 这段时间要注意饮食 I'll have more in a week. Until then, watch what you eat
也不能滥交 and who you eat.
400美元 $400.
瑞漾 来杯咖啡 Rayon, give me some coffee.
马上 罗尼 Coming up, Ronnie.
他既没打电话也没留言给我吗 He didn't call, leave a message?
没有 No, nothing.
他最近倒是换了新住址 He did change his address recently.
谢谢 Thanks.
将古网鉴 Shohu Okaiku?
干扰素 Interferon.
你开价多少 How much can I buy from you?
好的 山田先生 让我合计下 Yes, Mr. Yamata. Let me figure out
我所能接受的价格 how much I can take off your hands.
我等下再打给你 Listen, I'm gonna have to call you back.
山田先生 我得挂了 Mr. Yamata, I have to go,
我等下再打给你好吗 好的 谢谢 I'm gonna call you back, okay? Yes. Arigato.
你在这干嘛 What are you doing here?
-我住在这 -瑞漾在哪 - Well, I live here. - Where's Rayon?
他和你住一起吗 You roommates?
不算吧 你来这干嘛 Not exactly. What are you doing here?
罗杰·汤普森 Roger Thompson?
这是我的病人 你在给他们治疗吗 This is my patient. You treating these people?
他们自己治疗自己 They're treatin' themselves.
用什么治疗 With what?
维生素 T肽 DDC Vitamins, Peptide T, DDC,
反正不用你们给的那些毒药 anything but that poison you're hawkin'.
话说你有穿过其他颜色的衣服吗 Say, you ever wear any color?
我每次见到你 你都是一身白色 Seems like every time I see you, all I see is white.
穿着白大褂 白鞋 You have a white coat, white shoes, white...
告诉瑞漾我在找他 Tell Rayon I was looking for him,
我也要告诉我的病人不要来你这 and I'm telling my patients to stay away from here.
为什么 Why
抱歉 Excuse me.
你想出去吃点牛排吗 虽然红肉不健康 Say you wanna go grab a steak sometime, I know it's red, but...
这玩意可不健康啊 That's the shit that'll rot your insides.
药监局竟然审批通过了 What a surprise. FDA approved.
苯甲酸钾是什么玩意 The fuck is potassium benzoate?
防腐剂 Preservative.
开什么玩笑 我不吃这些加工过的垃圾 You kiddin' me? Hey, don't pollute me with this processed crap.
我的饮食很健康 你该学学我 I'm eatin' healthy, and you should too.
这东西富含蛋白质 对你有好处 It's protein, it's good for you.
这是加工过的 放回去 It's processed, put it back.
才不要你管 就知道欺负人 You can't tell me what to do. Such a bully!
嘿 罗恩 Hey, Ron.
想干嘛 T.J. Hey, what say, T.J.?
最近过得怎样 兄弟 How you doin', man?
不就是想办法混口饭吃 Oh, just trying to make a livin', you know how it is.
是啊 Yeah, I do.
天啊 基佬真是无处不在 Jesus, fucking faggots everywhere.
T.J. 这是瑞漾 这位是T.J. Hey, T.J., this is Rayon. Rayon, T.J.
他跟你打招呼呢 快握握手 He said hi to you, shake his hand.
老兄 你这是怎么了 C'mon, buddy, what's your problem?
去你的 Fuck you.
快 T.J. 跟他握握手 Shake his hand, T.J. C'mon.
快跟他好好握个手 T.J. Shake his hand, T.J. Give him a good one.
-行了吗 -这就对了 - All right? - All right.
现在给我滚开 Now, will you fuck off?
回到你那悲惨的生活中去 Go on back to your miserable life.
干嘛 What?
放回去 Put 'em back.
伙计们 再等等 All right, guys, hang in there,
等会就让你们入会 we'll get you hooked up shortly.
才五十美元 Fifty bucks?
听好了 没钱你就休想入会 No. A'ight? You ain't got the money, you don't join the club.
大家好 Hey, everybody!
说白了 会费是400美元 Let's get this straight. Membership, 400 bucks.
如果你是会员 就可以拿到药 If you're a member, you get the meds.
不是会员就休想 明白吗 If you're not a member, you don't. Got it?
我可不是搞慈善的 I'm not running a goddamn charity.
还差350美元 You need $350 more.
你的行李都收拾好了 Your bags are all packed
这是你的机票 and here's your ticket.
慢点 慢点 瑞漾 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, Ray!
你嗑药了吗 Fuckin' high?
关你屁事 None of your business.
如果影响到我生意的话 Well, when it concerns my business,
就关我事了 it sure the fuck is my business.
信不信你 取决于我 If I can't trust you, it is my business.
你个混蛋 You motherfucker.
丹尼斯 进来 Denise, get in here!
从现在起你来管事 You're in charge.
-你可以相信我 -你这个瘾君子 - No! You can trust me. - Yeah, yeah, yeah! Fucking junkie,
看看你 你糟透了 look at you, you're a fucking mess!
给我像点样子 Oh, God. Get your shit straight.
否则我就裁掉你那25%的股份 Or I'll chunk you to the curb
把你扔出去 along with your 25 fuckin' percent.
别再唧唧歪歪的了 Quit acting like a little bitch!
等我回来时 把新凯迪拉克开到机场来 Drive my new Caddy at the airport for when I get back,
帮我看好那个混球 and watch over that fucking monkey.
日本冈山 林罗化学实验室
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof.
关于你的订单 Regarding your order.
很抱歉 我们被禁止向美国 I am so sorry but we are no longer allowed to
出口干扰素 export interferon to United States.
医生 你这是什么意思 Well, what d'you mean, Doc?
我们两周前在电话里说好了 We discussed this two weeks ago on the telephone.
两周前我还没收到通知 I was not aware of the regulation two weeks ago.
很抱歉 我知道你来一趟不容易 I am sorry. I know you've come a long way.
坐十四个小时飞机 Fourteen hours on a plane.
不过现在也没意义了 是吧 But, hey, who gives a shit though, right?
听着 如果是因为钱 Look, if it's about money.
我不会亏待你的 懂吗 I could make it worth your while, all right?
我带了一整箱的现金 I've got a briefcase full of cash right here.
请您理解我们 Please, understand.
只有日本医生 Japanese doctors
才能跟你做这笔交易 would be the only ones who can make the purchase.
静脉滴注需缓慢 Slow drip.
干扰素吗 Interferon?
疼痛感会很强 Very strong.
我喜欢你的行事风格 浩史 God damn, I like your style, Hiroshi.
准备注射镇静剂 用十毫克的异丙酚 Okay, prepare the sedation. Ten milligrams of Propofol.
请出示您的护照 Can I have your passport please?
我回去之前让苏华德医生负责 Yes, have Dr. Sevard proceed until I get there.
-我先挂了 -您的始发国是哪里 - I've gotta go. - Where you coming from?
不好意思 是日本 Oh, excuse me, um, Japan.
医学研究 Medical research.
回到美国真好 Good to be back in the USA.
谢谢 Thank you, sir.
我们不知道那些是什么药 We don't know what the drugs are.
他有艾滋病 He's got HIV.
伍德鲁夫吗 Woodroof?
是艾滋 我有艾滋病 AIDS. I got AIDS.
怎么不进屋一起聊呢 Won't you come on in, join the party.
伍德鲁夫先生 Ah, Mr. Woodroof.
苏华德医生 Dr. Sevard.
看到我很惊讶吧 I'll bet you're surprised to see me.
你差点害死自己 Well, you nearly killed yourself,
告诉我们你从哪里搞到那些药的 so we need to know where you acquired the drugs.
你先告诉我 Well, I need to know just exactly
你在给我注射什么 医生 what you're pumping into my bloodstream here, doc.
掺了AZT的生理盐水 All right, this is a combination of AZT,
我们还给你做了个全面的光谱 and you've also got a full spectrum of...
别 别这样 Don't! Don't!
我要告你蓄意谋杀 I'm suing you for attempted murder.
我的东西呢 巴克利 Where's my stuff, Barkley?
你那东西让你心脏病突发 Your stuff gave you a heart attack.
去你的 Go to hell.
我自己决定使用何种药物 没你的事 I'll say what goes in my body, not you.
你服用何种药物 That decision, like it or not,
都得由这里的医生决定 由不得你 is left up to the people in this hospital.
你以为 What d'you think,
我是你的小白鼠吗 苏华德 I'm one of your goddamn guinea pigs, Sevard, huh?
我长像只啮齿动物吗 I look like a rodent to you?
伍德鲁夫先生 你觉得你很聪明吗 Mr. Woodroof, you think you're clever?
你给自己注射不知名的药物 You shoot your body full of an unknown drug
还走私了达两年的药量 and you smuggle in a two year supply.
听好了 我会逮捕你的 Well, hear this. I will bust you.
我会没收你的药然后烧掉 你完蛋了 I will take your drugs and I will burn them. You're done.
如果你觉得能治好自己 那是自欺欺人 You're a fool if you think you're helping yourself.
不是把你给骗了吗 That's right, fucking fooled you, didn't I?
你说我一个月内会死掉 现在怎么着 You said I'd be dead in 30 days, well, howdy fuckin' doody,
一年过去了 我还活着呢 because it's a year later, and look who's still here.
我现在要走了 I'm done with you.
罗尼 Ronnie!
你若还有什么想要嘱咐我的 You have anything left to say to me,
就去和我的医生伊芙·萨克斯说去 you say it to my real doctor, Dr. Eve Saks,
你他妈的带了不少人来啊 and you, you bring a fucking army.
伍德鲁夫先生 请回到你的病床上 Mr. Woodroof, please get back in the bed.
看我的光屁股吧 Enjoy the view!
到底发生什么事了 The hell is goin' on in here?
还是伊维医生好吧 Dr. Eve's good though, right?
当着我的面跟我说 Talk straight to my fucking face.
你是他的医生 You're his physician,
却不知道他在用什么药吗 and you can't tell me what medications he's on?
他只来过一次 咨询意见 He came in here once for advice
我对他在医院外的所作所为并不知情 and I have no idea what he does outside this hospital.
药监局刚没收了两千瓶阿尔法干扰素 Well, the FDA just confiscated 2,000 vials of alpha interferon,
他本打算卖给我们的艾滋病病人 which he was about to sell to AIDS patients, to our patients.
我最近也了解了一下买家俱乐部 Actually, I've been reading a lot about Buyers Clubs.
他们使用的这些新药 They've been having some success
在消除病症上取得了不少成效 eliminating symptoms with some of these new drugs.
但他们未采用对照实验 因此缺少数据 Yeah, and without controlled trials, we're not gonna find a cure
所以我们就无法找到适合的药物 because we're not gonna have any legitimate data.
让你的病人都远离他 So tell your patients to stay away from him.
知道了 Yes, sir.
别挂断 先别挂断 Hold on, I said hold on!
这人说佛罗里达的买家俱乐部价格更便宜 This guy says that the Florida Buyers Club is cheaper.
那就让他滚到佛罗里达去 Well, tell him to go back to the fucking Sunshine State!
就说这么多 药我是拿不回来的 That's what I'm telling you, I can't get it back.
什么叫做拿不回来 What d'you mean you can't get it back?
这药是有医生授权的 It was authorized by a doctor!
药监局说那个日本医生没有行医执照 The FDA said it was a Japanese doctor with no legal standing.
我还能怎样 他们说什么就是什么咯 What can I say? They make it up as they go.
他妈的 God damn it!
给我查查阿姆斯特丹 中国和以色列 All right, check Amsterdam, China and Israel,
哪里有我就去哪里 'cause that's where the fuck I'm going!
我欣赏你的行事风格 医生 I like your style, Doc!
合作愉快 Good doing business with you.
如果我不相信哪个医生 If I don't trust the white coat
卖给我的药的话 who's trying to sell me the drugs,
我就把药寄去西雅图的实验室进行测试 I FedEx it to Seattle to my lab there, and they test it for me.
给患者使用药物前我都会自己先试用 Then I test it all on myself before I give it to anyone.
我很尊敬你自学成才的精神 I respect that you're learning about your illness,
但这里有些人需要去医院 but some of these people need to be in the hospital.
怎么 难道他们都想服用AZT吗 Why? All they want to serve up is AZT.
AZT可以根除病毒 AZT helps eradicate the virus.
去他的病毒 萨克斯医生 你知道的 Fuck the virus! Dr. Saks, you know this.
一旦感染了病毒 任何药都没有用 Once you got the virus, you're married to it. AZT or not.
但我想要的是缓解症状并提高存活率 I'm talking about symptoms and survival.
我不是科学家 可是 Look, I'm not scientist, but shit...
你不是 但听起来可真科学 You're not 'cause you sound so scientific.
你又嗑药了吗 Are you fuckin' high again?
没有 Nope.
为什么我的墙都被刷成红色了 Why are my fucking walls painted red?
这是梅红色 为节日增添喜庆 It's cranberry mocha, it's for the holidays.
艾滋病患者可以 All right, look, people can live with this disease
活得比预期要久 对吧 longer than they're saying, right?
美国96%的艾滋病患者 Ninety six percent of the people in the USA who have AIDS today
都会在六个月之后死去 are gonna die within six months.
我知道这些数据 I know the statistics.
那就运用起来啊 Then use them.
你不能把AZT You don't give AZT
给那些免疫系统坏死的人 会害死他们 to somebody with a broken immune system, it's toxic.
像你这样滥用药物 If you're abusing it like you did,
在没有医疗监管下 and you're just taking it without any medical surveillance,
当然会被害死 of course it is.
我曾经滥用过 Yeah, I did abuse it.
但现在不了 你看我活得好好的 But I'm off it now, look at me. I'm here. Feeling great.
也不只有我一个 And I'm not the only one.
我房间为什么全是乔治男孩的照片 Why is Boy George's mug all over my fucking room?
那是马克·波兰 笨蛋 It's Marc Bolan, silly.
这可是你那堵破墙的亮点啊 It's another babe for your wall of shame.
你俩给我滚出去 Get out, both of you.
带着你的小情人滚出去 Take your sunflower and get the fuck out.
-拜托 我还没弄好 -立刻给我滚 - Oh, c'mon, I'm not finished yet. - Now. Get out.
他很可爱吧 Isn't he cute?
我的试验患者都去哪里了 Where the hell are my trial patients?
先把这张表格填好 We need you to fill out this form.
写上你的姓名 地址 电话 We need your name, your address, phone number,
还有你的完整病史 填完给回我 your complete medical history and bring it back to me.
丹尼斯 Denise!
失陪一下 Excuse me.
那女孩是谁 Who's the girl?
她是个客人 She's a customer.
她得艾滋病了吗 She's HIV positive?
艾滋病晚期了 She's got full blown AIDS.
填下你的手机号码 Need your phone numbers,
在这里填上你的完整病史 and here I'm gonna need your complete medical history,
我要清楚知道 在你... because we need to know what's going on before you...
别碰我的车 No, no, off the Caddy.
我的天啊 Oh, for fuck's sake.
你个臭婆娘 自己打 No, you stick it in, pussy.
要是我不在这里 谁来帮你打针 Who d'you think's gonna do that when I'm not here?
别这样 Don't.
赶快打啊 Stick it in!
我敢肯定 瑞漾 I swear, Ray,
上帝在创造你的时候 God sure was dressing the wrong doll
就不该多给你两颗蛋蛋 when he blessed you with a set of balls.
给我 Gimme that.
就这一点我很受不了你 Now, look, it's one thing for me not to like ya,
你怎么就不能对自己好一点呢 but why can't you be a better friend to yourself?
你其实根本就不在乎这些 If I really thought you were interested, I'd tell you.
你来干嘛 What you doin' here?
国税局的通知 你要被审查了 The IRS. You're being audited.
去他的 Oh, fuck.
政府的精英们都在这了吧 Now here's a couple of the government's finest right there, huh?
干得漂亮 伙计们 Good job, boys, great stuff.
他们就是这么抓到阿尔·卡彭的吧 It's how they got Al Capone isn't it?
别惹他们 如果有罚款我们会付的 Don't piss 'em off. If there's a fine, we'll pay it.
还要罚我的款 你们要罚我款是吧 Well, if there's a fine, no, you wanna fine me, huh?
你们要罚多少 How much you want?
一万还是两万 Ten grand? Twenty grand?
你们以为这能阻止我吗 You think that's gonna stop me?
你他妈的要罚多少 说啊 What's your fucking number, huh?
说个数啊 What is it? Huh?
拿好了 混蛋 Take this, motherfucker!
位于华盛顿外的药监局总部 Operations are expected to return to normal today
将会在今天恢复正常运行 at FDA headquarters outside Washington,
警方一天共逮捕175名示威者 a day after the arrest of 175 demonstrators.
一部分艾滋病晚期示威者 The protestors, some of whom are dying from AIDS,
挡在了药监局的门口 blocked the entrances to the FDA complex.
他们要求药监局 They were demanding faster action
尽快找到有疗效的新药 on new drugs to treat the deadly virus.
你戴那顶帽子难看死了 You don't have a snowball's chance in hell wearing that thing.
瑞漾 我敢向你保证 Rayon, I can assure you
你欣赏女士的品味太差 我不用你帮忙 that I do not need help picking up ladies from your sorry ass.
那些拖车里的人渣和牛仔迷可不算女士 Trailer trash and rodeo groupies do not count as ladies.
你给她买花了吗 You get her flowers?
你不是吧 Oh, hell!
玩得开心 女孩们 Have a good time, girls.
天啊 罗恩 Oh, Ron.
野花 德州人的风格 Wild flowers, Texas style.
-这是给你的 -真的吗 - That's for you. - Really?
很漂亮 Well, that's beautiful.
我连水都不用浇了 I don't even have to water them.
-那是 -谢谢 - Nope. - Thank you.
谢谢你能来 Thanks for coming.
不谢 Sure.
-猜猜今天谁来找我了 -谁 - Guess who paid me a little visit today. - Who?
国税局的 他们想把我逼出城 IRS. They're trying to run me out of town.
知道是谁告的密吗 Got any idea who might have tipped them off?
你不会觉得是我吧 You don't believe that I would actually...
不 不是你 是你上司 No, no, not you. That snake you work for,
他是我的首要嫌疑人 that's my prime candidate.
我想请你帮忙 留意下他的举动 I gotta ask you if you can watch what you say around him,
他对我可有不小的意见 I mean, 'cause he's got a hard-on for me.
你若在他办公室里听到 As a matter of fact, if you heard anything,
任何有关我或我的生意的事情 hear anything in his office that might concern me or the business,
请第一时间告诉我 我会很感激你的 I'd sure appreciate you share with me. Appreciate it.
你好 来一瓶最好的卡勃耐红酒 Hello sir, bring us your best bottle of Cabernet.
高档的餐厅加上漂亮的女人 Nice restaurant, beautiful woman,
感觉自己又活了一回 swear I feel like a human again.
我们来这里做什么 Why are we here?
吃个饭 喝杯酒 Well just for this, wine, dine,
-好好享受一个美好的夜晚 -好吧 - have a good time, enjoy ourselves. - Right.
就是这么简单 相信我 小姐 It's as simple as that, I promise you, doll.
来 跟着我试试 C'mon, try it with me.
深呼吸 Breathe.
放松 问问牛排的香味 Relax, smell the steak.
你如果还觉得担心 If you need more inspiration,
就看看你对面的帅哥 just look at the handsome man sitting across the table from you,
今晚他为你买单哦 paying for your dinner tonight.
好吧 All right.
你为什么要当医生 Why d'you become a doctor?
真的要知道吗 Really?
我为什么要做医生啊 Why'd I become a doctor? Um...
我的科学很好 I was good at science
我爸说学历史就是浪费时间 and my dad said that studying history was a waste of time,
所以我就上医学院了 so I went to med school.
-你爸挺实际的嘛 -没错 - Your dad sounds like a practical man. - He was.
他确实是 He was.
该你了 你为什么会成为 Your turn, what about you? Why did you become...
-电工 -电工 - Electrician. - An electrician?
是的 Right.
我爸爸也是个了不起的电工 My dad was an electrician, pretty darn good one, too.
他可是个彻头彻尾的酒鬼 He was a hell of a lot better drinker.
想像得到 I can imagine.
不管怎样 我经常混在电工部 Anyway, I was around it a lot, the electrician part.
慢慢就学会了 Got kinda good at it.
什么都喜欢拆开 看看内部结构 Liked to open shit up, check out the insides,
然后再重组 put it back together,
有些人认为 hell, somebody thought
我对这行很熟悉 就花点小钱雇了我 I was good enough at it to pay me a little money for it,
我自己攒了点钱 so I kept some change in my pocket
慢慢也就富足了 and I ended up being the proud owner of a Texaco card.
你妈妈呢 What about your mom?
她是个画家 Mom was a painter.
算是个吉普赛人吧 Kind of a gypsy woman.
她是个愤世嫉俗的人 你懂的 She got tired of the bullshit and all that, you know how it is?
-这是她画的吗 -是的 - She paint this? - Yep.
你妈妈 Your mom?
没错 Yep.
你不挂起来也没关系 You ain't gotta hang it or nothin',
我知道你凡事都追求完美 I mean, I know, like, you like everything perfect.
我才不是呢 I do not.
我会把它挂起来的 I will hang this. I'm gonna hang this.
很好 Good.
你不想留着它吗 Don't you wanna keep it?
好好享受你的人生 小姐 You enjoy your life, little lady.
生命只有一次 You only got one.
谢谢 这是我最爱的葡萄汁 Yes, sir, that's my favorite grape juice.
谢谢你能来 Hey, thanks for coming.
向野花致敬 To wild flowers!
还有红酒和牛排 And bottle and rib eyes.
我一定要杀了他 I'm gonna kill him.
下周见 See you next week.
我有法令 可以没收 I have a court order permitting me to confiscate...
你们都长得很帅 You all are handsome,
但是没有搜查令你们休想进来 but if you don't have a search warrant, you ain't coming in.
罗恩 Ron!
这他妈的怎么了 The hell is this?
对不起 罗恩 Sorry, Ron.
先生们 我需要你们 Gentlemen, I'm gonna need y'all
有秩序地离开这里 谢谢 to leave the premises in an orderly fashion, please.
伍德鲁夫先生 我们有法令的许可 Mr. Woodroof, I have a court order permitting us to confiscate
没收所有药监局未批准的药和设备 any and all non FDA-approved drugs or supplements.
这就是我所有的存货了 My entire inventory.
那是芦荟 长官 只是植物 That's aloe vera, sir. It's a plant.
别人吃植物你还管吗 How the shit d'you care if people eat plants?
你这是标注不当 It's improperly labeled.
违反了药监局的规定 That's a violation of FDA regulations.
那全是你们捏造出来 That's a bullshit technicality, and you know it.
-瑞漾 打电话给律师 -好 - Rayon, get my lawyer on the phone. - Yeah!
我们不能让非法药物流入市场 We're concerned with preventing a market for illegal drugs.
维他命和矿物质哪里不合法了 What's illegal about a bunch of vitamins and minerals, huh?
就是这些东西让你发的心脏病 记得吗 Vitamins and minerals that gave you a heart attack, remember?
我已经不再贩卖这些东西了 No, I ain't selling them no more,
你没收了它们 记得吗 you confiscated them, remember?
你老年痴呆症了吗 理查德 What, you got Alzheimer's, Richard?
服点T肽 Take some of that Peptide T.
-可以治脑残 -我可记得这个 - Fixes that, too. - No, I remember these.
那他妈的就是蛋白质 Yeah, it's a fuckin' protein.
用来治我的痴呆症 For dementia, which I have.
我说过很多次了 And for the hundredth time,
看看我做的研究 just take a fucking look at my research.
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof,
我不希望你剩下的日子在监狱里度过 I wouldn't want you to spend your last days in jail.
如果你有需要试验的药物 If you have a product that you want tested,
填个申请表 按照程序走 fill out an application and go through the process.
别威胁我 混球 Don't threaten me, motherfucker.
按程序办事 那都是药监局的鬼话 The process. An FDA bullshit to pay up.
我知道你们在搞什么鬼 I know what the fuck that is.
你会因为违规和标注不当 You'll be getting your fine for non-compliance
收到罚款 and improper labeling.
-你快滚 -罗恩 - Yeah, shove it up your ass! - Ron.
是你的律师 Your lawyer.
戴维 David!
听着 戴维 David, yeah, listen.
那些王八蛋从各个角度算计我 These fuckers are coming at me, man, from all angels.
我要申请禁止令 I wanna file a restraining order.
禁止谁 Against who?
禁止政府和操蛋的药监局 Against the government and the fucking FDA, that's who.
快去 Do it!
1987年3月11日
药监局正在筹备出台永久新规定 Now the FDA is proposing a permanent change in its regulations.
考虑到一些病入膏肓的病人 These new regulations specifically
开始不择手段并且 will have special criteria that would apply to
尝试高风险药物 immediately life-threatening conditions,
新规定将专门针对 recognizing that such patients
这样的情况 are willing to accept the greater risk
实行特殊准则 than that which normally would be the case.
普通个人只能 The drugs may only be purchased by individuals
凭医生开具的处方购买药物 who have been prescribed the medication by a physician.
这他妈什么意思 Now, what the hell does that mean?
意思就是我们由不被批准转为非法了 Means we were unapproved, now we're illegal.
你把马桶圈放下来没有 You put the seat down?
对 Right!
没错 Yep!
我得找这些医生给我开些处方 Now, I gotta get these MDs to write some goddamn scripts
好继续营业 so we can keep dealing.
我得在国内这块找找 好吗 Look, I'm gonna stay on the domestic side, all right,
我需要你找找国外的 I need you to check out the internationals.
好 从阿姆斯特丹找起 All right, start with Amsterdam.
好 去加拿大亚伯达找布莱德利医生 Right. There's a Dr. Bradley out in Alberta.
他会帮忙的 He'll play ball with us.
好 有消息打给我 All right, call me back.
你好 切尔西 Hey, Chelsea!
给他们一人上一杯啤酒 Get them smokies a round of beers, will you?
信用卡刷爆了 药钱也没付清 The credit cards are maxed, pharmacy bills are due.
你得省着点花 亲爱的 You better hang on to your money, honey.
那个胸围怎么样 How 'bout that size, huh?
我如果有的话一定好看 I think they'd look nice on me.
你不会长胸出来的 瑞漾 You ain't getting tits, Rayon.
我们的会费高但市场需求也高 Now look here, memberships are high, so is demand,
所以只需要更多会员 可是到哪找呢 so all we need is more members, and where do we get those?
-互助组 -是的 - Support groups. - Exactly.
同时 我们可以试试贷款 In the meantime, we could try the bank.
哪家银行会借钱给我们俩呢 Yeah! Bonnie and Clyde coming in for a loan.
你能别盯着人家胸看吗 瑞漾 Would ya stop staring at her tits, Rayon?
你这样太不基了 You're starting to look normal.
不用找了亲爱的 是你应得的 Oh, you keep the change, honey, you deserve it.
谁的信啊 What you got?
很抱歉你父亲得了老年痴呆 塔克 Sorry to hear about your dad's Alzheimer's, Tuck.
这东西有用 伍德鲁夫 This stuff will help. Woodroof.
好了 There we go.
这地方真操蛋 This place is a shithole.
我出150每月 I'll give you $150 a month,
再给你们四个月的会费打八折 plus 20% off your memberships for four months.
-伍德鲁夫先生 -不要想骗我 - Mr. Woodroof. - Now don't try and con me.
我们不要钱 We don't want money.
那你们要什么 What the fuck you want?
房子是送你的 我们也想出份力 The house is free. We wanna help.
真是个好消息 Well, that's good news.
成交 Deal.
你没在耍我吧 You fucking with me?
我们俱乐部就在街尾 We got a club, just down the street,
我刚刚说的药都有 where you can get the meds that I'm talking about.
我们接收了大型艾滋诊所 We treat more than five times the amount of patients
五倍多的病人 但听清楚 as large AIDS clinics, and get this.
死亡率只有10% We got only one-tenth the death ratio.
你们还想待在这里吗 So, you wanna be here some more?
了解一下我们 这是联系方式 Check us out, here's my information.
都过来吧 我们来做些买卖 Step on up, let's do some business.
全天24小时营业 We're open 24/7.
她看起来很美 She looks great.
看来我可比不过 I guess I didn't make the cut.
这是你自己的选择 You made that choice yourself.
我其实根本没得选 爸爸 It wasn't a choice, Dad.
你想怎样 雷蒙德 What do you want, Raymond?
我很好 你呢 Oh, I'm fine, thanks, and you?
好久不见 Long time, no see.
我是不是该谢谢你穿了男装 I suppose I should thank you for wearing men's clothes?
没给我丢人 Not embarrassing me?
你难道以我为耻吗 我可不知道呢 Are you ashamed of me, 'cause I hadn't realized that.
上帝保佑 God help me.
他是在保佑你啊 他让我得了艾滋 He is helping you, I have AIDS.
我很抱歉 爸爸 I'm sorry, Dad.
我认识了一个对我很好的人 I met somebody who's been very kind to me
我想报答他的恩惠 and I'd like to repay that debt,
但我需要帮助 but I need help.
求你了 Please.
妈妈怎么样了 How's Mom?
雷蒙德 Raymond.
我们可以给公司换一个新的名字 Look, we're gonna have to recoup it
或者用其他什么方法重新开始 under a different name or something.
我明白你的意思 I understand what you're saying,
但药监局这次出了新规定 even with this new rule from the FDA.
我很抱歉 伍德鲁夫先生 I'm sorry. Mr. Woodroof,
我不会改变主意的 I'm not changing my mind.
去你妈的 God damn it.
上帝 当我去见你时 God, when I meet you,
我最后做的事就是要打扮得漂亮点 I'm gonna be pretty, if it's the last thing I do.
我要做一个漂亮的天使 I'll be a beautiful angel.
勃郎宁医生 我明白 Dr. Browning, I understand, all right,
但你知道我是什么来头吗 你... but do you understand where I'm coming from? You...
医生 Doc?
没有一个该死的医生愿意给我开处方 Not one fucking MD will write me a script.
一个都没有 操他的 Not one. Motherfuckers.
也许这能帮到你 Well, maybe this will help.
你哪来的钱 Where d'you get this?
你出去卖了吗 D'you sell your ass?
说真的 Really,
钱哪来的 where d'you get it?
我折现了人寿保险 I sold my life insurance policy.
反正我也不需要了 Not like I'm gonna need it anyway.
谢谢你 Thank you.
猜猜谁要去墨西哥约会了 Guess who's going to Mexico looking for a hot date, huh?
你想去吗 What d'you say?
我看上去像是喜欢度假的人吗 Do I look like someone who takes vacations?
龙舌兰 阳光和卷饼 多好啊 Well, a little tequila, sunshine and tacos never hurt anybody.
听起来不错 Sounds nice.
你这是拒绝吗 Is that a no?
我知道你大概不会答应 I kinda figured you might rain on my party,
但我还是得问问 but I had to take a shot, didn't I?
我在做新事业 Listen, I'm onto something new.
很有赚头的 需要你帮忙 Looks real promising, and I need to ask you a favor.
我回国的时候 I need you to write me some 'scriptions
需要一些你开的处方 for when I come back across the border.
也许用不上 不过为以防万一 Now I may not need 'em, but if I do, then I'll have 'em.
药监局的新规定就是扯淡 You know this law the FDA just passed is total bullshit.
不过是随口说说 It's all lip-service.
我明白 你猜对了 I know. You're right.
我不会答应的 很抱歉 And I can't either, I'm sorry.
我们不能随便给人开药 We can't write scripts for random people, random drugs.
如果那些药有问题呢 Plus, what if something goes wrong with these drugs?
我们可能被告或者吊销执照 We could be sued, lose our license.
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
我明白你的意思 总得试一试嘛 I hear you. Well, had to give it a shot.
我今天下午会花一小时想你的 I'll be taking one this afternoon thinking about you.
先生[西班牙语] Senor?
你留着吧 拉奇德护士[刻板的形象] Nah, you keep that, Nurse Ratched.
人生很奇特 Life is strange
唱给我听 宝贝 Sing to me, baby.
我要带你去医院 Okay, I'm taking you to the hospital.
-不不不 -瑞漾 - No, no, no. - Rayon.
-不要 -瑞漾 你必须... - No! - Rayon! Trust me you need...
不 No!
我不想死 I don't wanna die.
-我不想死 -你不会死的 - I don't wanna die. - You're not gonna die.
你不会死的 相信我 来 You're not gonna die, now just come trust me, c'mon.
来 C'mon!
毛毛虫在孵化期间 The secretions the caterpillar uses
用来保护自己的分泌物 to protect itself during the incubation period
是对人体无害的抗体 act as a non-toxic antiviral for humans.
解决了一个问题 The answer to a question.
看看这个 Check this out.
这是《柳叶刀》[医学杂志]的医学评论 This is The Lancet medical review,
里面发表了一个法国的研究 and they published this study that was conducted in France
证明单独使用AZT对多数人有害无益 and it proves that AZT alone is too toxic for most to tolerate,
而且对维持患者血液浓度没有长期效果 and has no lasting effect on HIV blood levels.
当然 梵尼克斯公司和国际卫生研究所 Now, of course, Avonex Industries and the NIH,
没有在新闻稿里囊括这项研究 they didn't include this study in their press release.
当然没有 Fuck no, they didn't.
这是氟康唑的早期实验结果 Now these are early trial results for Fluconazole.
-那个抗菌治疗吗 -对 - The anti-fungal? - Yeah.
我听说过 Yeah, I read about this.
-想带点回去吗 -越多越好 - Want to take some home? - As much as I can carry.
-你想进来就进来吧 -不用了 - You can come in if you want. - Oh, no.
按照你的要求已经停了那药了 I took him off it as you instructed.
现在只给他输吗啡 He's just on morphine now.
好 Good.
有事到办公室叫我 I'll be in my office.
谢谢你的通知 Thanks for calling.
女士们先生们 我们即将降落于 Ladies and gentlemen, we've just been cleared to land at
达拉斯沃思第四国际机场 the Dallas-Forth Worth International Airport.
请确保您的安全带已系紧 Please make sure your seat belt is securely fastened.
机舱乘务员正穿过走廊 The flight attendants are currently passing around the cabin
做最后的检查工作 to make a final compliance check
以及回收剩余的杯子 and pick up any remaining cups and glasses.
沃克 多赛特 布朗特 纽森 杰夫·考特 Walker, Dorsett, Blount, Newsome, Jeff Coat.
这些都是你的病人吗 These are patients?
是的 先生 Yes, sir.
他们也都是达拉斯牛仔的会员 They're also the names of players on the Dallas Cowboys.
不会吧 No shit?
真是太巧了 对吧 That's a hell of a coincidence, isn't it?
-这是不是太假了点 -太巧了 - Ain't this a little ridiculous? - You said it.
你能证明他们是病人吗 Can you prove these are patients?
你能证明他们不是吗 Can you prove they're not?
-你过得如何 丹尼斯 -还行 - How you doin', Denise? - All right.
这些是紧急事务 These are the emergencies.
那个傻子呢 Where's the idiot?
我以为你知道了 I thought you knew.
他在医院 The hospital.
保全人员请立刻赶来4楼 I need security on the fourth floor right away.
你说什么 我听不见 What d'you say? I can't hear you.
伍德鲁夫先生 请在外面等一下 Mr. Woodroof. You need to wait outside.
你这婊子养的 你杀了他 You son of a bitch. You murdered him.
不好意思 请去外面等 Excuse me, you need to wait outside.
-杀人犯 你是个杀人犯 -保安 - Murderer. You're a murderer! - Security!
你算什么医生 You call yourself a doctor? Huh?
-你他妈就是个杀人犯 -放开我 - You're a fucking murderer! - Let go of me!
小心别让他害了你 小心被他弄死 Don't let him kill you! Don't let him fucking kill you!
你在害他们 You're killing them!
把他赶出医院 Take him out of this hospital.
别让他给你们注射那药 Don't let him pump that shit in you!
你是个杀人犯 You're a fucking murderer!
先生 Mister?
天哪 Jesus.
我凑够钱了 I got the money.
不好意思 Excuse me.
罗恩 那两个奥斯丁人用的是AZT Ron, I got two from Austin, both on AZT.
保险公司承担他们的治疗费 Their insurance is paying for their treatment,
他们想知道换药会不会太贵 but they don't know if they can afford to switch.
安排他们参加吧 Hook 'em up.
我们没钱了 We're pretty cash poor.
把车卖了 Sell the car.
贫血 癌症 Anemia, cancer,
骨髓枯竭 癫痫 bone marrow depletion, seizures,
发热 听觉丧失 阳痿 神经疾病 fever, hearing loss, impotence, neuropathy.
听起来像不像艾滋病 Sound like AIDS to you?
不 这只是AZT引起的 Nah, that there comes in a box of AZT,
副作用而已 a list of the side effects.
难怪瑞漾没挺住 No wonder Rayon is dead.
瑞漾是个瘾君子 Rayon was a drug addict.
他不是死于注射了一天AZT He didn't die from one day of AZT,
而是死于种种疾病的积累 he died from the disease as a whole.
而且你偷了我的处方笺 罗恩 And you stole my prescription pad, Ron,
所以别把他的死怪在我头上 so don't accuse me of acting irresponsibly.
瑞漾是自己来医院的 Rayon came to the hospital on his own.
他被装在垃圾袋里拖走了 He got dragged out in a goddamn garbage bag!
他也是我的朋友 He was my friend, too!
看看这个吧 Read that.
（《柳叶刀》）
把我所有参加临床试验的 I want all my HIV patients on the asymptomatic study
病人的AZT剂量减到最低 to have their AZT doses lowered to the minimum.
600毫克 Six hundred milligrams.
我这里有3000人需要T肽 I got over 3,000 people who need to get their hands on Peptide T,
包括我自己 all right, including me.
我知道 他们把实验室关了 I understand. They shut your lab down.
要我怎么做 What can I say?
如果我周末之前拿不到药的话 Look, if I don't get it by the end of the week,
我就要告他们 I wanna file a lawsuit.
拜托 罗恩 C'mon, Ron.
禁止令的官司你输了 记得吗 You lost the restraining order, remember?
这里是德克萨斯 This is Texas.
走法律程序是下下之选啊 The court system's your final resort.
那就找一个法律管用的地方 Well, then find a place where it fucking ain't.
到旧金山去 Go to San Francisco.
找个容易搞定的法官 想办法啊 Get me a goddamn sissy judge. Just figure it out.
印了一万份 Ten thousand of 'em.
很好 Perfect.
接下来由我来自疾病防治中心的同事 I would like to turn it over to my colleague
来谈一下防范措施 from the CDC to talk about prevention.
伍德鲁夫先生 Mr. Woodroof.
你能告诉我们你来这里干什么吗 Would you kindly tell us what you're doing?
我只是在给他们普及 Oh, I'm just givin' people information, Richard,
我实验的信息 理查德 about this trial I'm in.
我不想让他们被蒙在鼓里 Wanna make sure they know what's goin' on.
我们瞒着他们什么了 And what is going on?
为什么禁止使用T肽 理查德 Why d'you cut off Peptide T, Richard, huh?
我可以证明它无毒而且有用 Non-toxic drug that I got proof works,
国家心理健康研究所 你的同行 and that the National Institute of Mental Health,
也说它是绝对安全的 your own people, say is completely safe.
传阅一下 Pass this down.
伍德鲁夫先生 你不过是个 Mr. Woodroof, I'm afraid that you are nothing more
普通的药贩子 than a common drug dealer,
如果你没别的事 我们... so if you'll excuse us, we would like...
你说我是个药贩子吗 Oh, I'm the drug dealer?
你才是他妈的药贩子 No, you're the fucking drug dealer.
他妈的 人都要死了 I mean, God damn, people are dying,
你们却还在担心他们会 and y'all are all up there afraid
背着你们找到其它治疗方法 that we're going to find an alternative without you.
医药公司付钱给药监局以推出产品 See, the pharma companies pay the FDA to push their product.
所以他们当然不想看我的研究 So, fuck no, they don't wanna see my research.
好了 够了 All right! It's enough!
我可没那么多钱 I don't have enough cash
能勾起他们的兴趣 in my pocket to make it worth their while.
我告诉你 直到我死 Tell you what, I'm gonna be
我都会一直和你做对 a pain in your ass until I'm six feet under!
也许有一天 你会丢了你的工作 Maybe one day, you'll get off your ass and do your fucking job!
请你离开 I need you to leave, let's go.
传阅一下 好吗 Here, pass these around, would you?
走吧 先生 出去 Come on, sir. Let's go.
别听那些王八蛋的 Don't listen to those cocksuckers.
为了大家好 我们希望你能辞职 We think it is in everyone's best interest that you resign.
我不辞 I won't.
有本事就炒了我 You'll have to fire me.
伊维 Eve!
你们都去死吧 Y'all go fuck yourselves!
好吧 Well...
只剩一瓶了 One left.
你真够有种的 That took some balls.
来个温暖的拥抱 Hey, nice warm hug?
好 Yeah.
你需要这个 That's what you need,
再去看一天骑牛 that and a day of watching bull riding.
这是伍德鲁夫医生的医嘱 Dr. Woodroof's orders.
你想念平凡生活吗 You ever miss your regular life?
平凡生活 Regular life?
那是什么 What is that?
那不存在 It doesn't exist.
我也觉得 Yeah, I guess.
不 不 我只是... No, no, I just...
我只是想... I just wanna...
什么 What?
我想喝冰啤酒 再骑一次牛 Ice cold beer, bull ride again.
带我的女人去跳舞 你懂吗 Take my woman dancing, you know?
我想要孩子 I want kids.
我只能活一次 对吧 I mean, I got one life right? Mine.
但我有时候想过过别人的人生 But I want somebody else's sometimes.
有时候我觉得我在为一个 Sometimes I feel like I'm
我没时间享受的人生奋斗 fighting for a life I ain't got time to live.
我想活得有价值 I want it to mean somethin'.
你做到了 It does.
滚开 混蛋 Get out of the road, jackass!
先生 你站在马路中间了 Sir! You're in the middle of the street.
请走回你的车里 Step over by your vehicle right now.
请走回你的车里 Step over by your car.
-让我来 -先生 请到路边来 - Hey, I got ya! - Sir, step out of the road.
让我来 Hey! I got it!
罗恩 你这是怎么回事 Ron, what the hell is going on, huh?
听得见我说话吗 D'you understand me?
来 我送你回家 C'mon. I'll get you home.
六个月后
美国加利福尼亚州旧金山地区法院
宪法的第九修正案 The constitution, specifically the Ninth Amendment,
没有申明你们有 does not state that you have the right
享受身心健康的权利 to be mentally healthy or physically healthy.
这里确实写明你们有权利 It does state that you have a right
选择自己医疗药物的权利 to choose your own medical care,
但前提是该药物需要得到 but that is interpreted as medical care that is approved
药监局的批准 by the Food and Drug Administration.
至于药监局 Regarding the FDA,
本庭十分反感其针对 the court is highly disturbed by its bullying tactics
一种经机构认证为无害的药物的 and direct interference with a drug whose own agency
霸王条款和直接干预 has found to be non-toxic.
药监局是为了保护人们 The FDA was formed to protect people,
而非阻止人们自寻出路 not prevent them from getting help.
法律有时会显得不合情理 The law doesn't seem to make much common sense sometimes.
如果一个人被诊断为身患绝症 And if a person has been found to be terminally ill,
他们理应享有 they ought to be able to
摄入任何他们认为有效药物的权利 take just about anything they feel will help,
但这与法律不符 but that's not the law.
伍德鲁夫先生 我对你的处境深表同情 Mr. Woodroof, I'm moved to compassion by your plight,
但你的诉求没有法律的支持 but what is lacking here is legal authority to intervene.
我很抱歉 我现在驳回这起案子 I'm sorry, this case is hereby dismissed.
我们输了 We lost.
女士们先生们 Ladies and gentlemen.
干嘛 What?
审判结束后 药监局允许罗恩个人使用T肽
这绝对是最精彩的比赛 Yes, indeed, the number one spectator event.
让我听听你们的声音 嗨起来 Let me hear you, c'mon. Whoop it up.
欢呼起来吧 你们是赛场的主人 Make some noise! It's your event, the one you paid to see.
骑牛时间到啦 It's bull-riding time!
我们的勇士 伟大的粉碎者 We've got a live one! The great Jawbreaker!
第四十三号 罗恩·伍德鲁夫 Number 43, Ron Woodroof!
掌声鼓励 Give the man a helping hand.
对战最猛的一头牛 And now, here's one of those top bulls,
所有的牛仔都梦想骑到它 the one the cowboys all wanna ride.
无可辩驳 一定很精彩 Ain't no denying, this one means business.
全凭毅力 It's all about the mind.
8秒时间 去吧 牛仔 An eight second ride. Let's go, cowboy!
拉绳子 Pull that rope!
拍拍手 跺跺脚 来嗨起来 Clap your hands, stomp your feet! Make some noise!
现在是骑牛时间 It's bull ride time!
第2557天
罗恩·伍德鲁夫于确诊后的第七年 即1992年的9月12日死于艾滋病
小剂量的AZT之后被广泛应用在药物组合中 拯救了数百万生命