大家好 我是汉娜 汉娜·贝克尔 Hey, it's Hannah. Hannah Baker.
没错 That's right.
不用试着调试 任何你正在使用的设备 Don't adjust your... whatever device you're hearing this on.
就是我 正在为您进行立体声实况直播 It's me, live and in stereo.
机不可失 仅此一次 No return engagements, no encore,
这次 绝无任何请求 and this time, absolutely no requests.
找点儿零食 做好准备 Get a snack. Settle in.
因为我打算告诉你我人生的故事 Because I'm about to tell you the story of my life.
-她曾经那么美 -确实 - She was so pretty. - Totally.
-话题是什么来着 -星号加上永不忘记 - What is it again? - #NeverForget.
你到底在干什么 What the hell are you doing?
没什么 我只是 Nothing. I'm just...
在找什么东西吗 Looking for something?
我应该在找什么 What would I be looking for?
应该你告诉我 You tell me.
你不会连我名字都知道吧 Do you even know my name?
-当然，克莱 -伙计们 第二道铃响了 - 'Course I do, Clay. - Guys. Second bell.
你并不清白 You're not that innocent,
延森 我不相信她说的话 Jensen. I don't give a shit what she says.
福利先生 走吧 你该回教室了 Mr. Foley, let's go. Get to homeroom.
你也一样 延森先生 You too, Mr. Jensen.
所以有很多寻求帮助的方式 当你或者你的朋友 So, there are a number of ways to get help if you need it,
需要的时候 明白吗 or if a friend does, okay?
所有的信息可见于我办公室或 And all of this information is on the board outside of my room
总办事处的黑板上 or outside of the main office.
自由高中主页上也有 It's on the Liberty High home page.
布拉德利女士 我们是否可以让这件事做个了结 Ms. Bradley, is it possible we could be done with all this?
我的意思是 已经过去一周了 I mean, it's been over a week.
考虑到我们的身心健康 让它过去是否更好 Isn't it healthy to, like, move on?
好的 大家 谢谢 Okay, everyone, thank you.
严肃地说 我知道 这是个悲剧 Seriously, I know, it's tragic,
但我不想一直有人提醒我这件事 but I don't want to keep being reminded all the time.
这令人沮丧 It's depressing.
我们绝不就此作罢 布拉特斯先生 We're never done with it, Mr.
原因就是 了解你关心的人的求救征兆 Pratters, which is why it's important to know
是十分重要的 the signs that someone you care for might need help.
也就是说 他们是否在与朋友和家人相处时越来越孤僻 I mean, are they withdrawing from friends and family?
他们的外表是否发生了改变 Is there a change in their appearance?
他们是否 Are they having trouble in...
在团队合作项目占了学期总分的五分之一时 The group collaboration project is worth one-fifth
感到困难 因此 of your semester grade total, so...
好 因此 清大家负起责任 Okay, so, please be committed
忠诚地对待彼此 and constant and fair to each other.
我喜欢你的发型 I like the hair.
短发 恩 The short hair. Um...
你的长发发型我也喜欢 I liked the long hair, too.
而且 恩 我知道这话听起来很不靠谱 And, um, I realize this makes me seem wishy-washy,
我应该在前两天晚上说些什么的 and I should have said something the other night,
实际上我并不喜欢改变 and in truth I don't actually like change,
但你的发型很成功 but this change seems cool.
谢谢 克莱 Thanks, Clay.
克莱 Clay?
克莱 Clay.
哦 抱歉 什么事 Yeah, sorry, what?
你在专心听讲吗 Are you with us?
是的 没有 我是 我在听 Yeah, no, I am, I'm with you.
好的 从现在开始 请大家遵守课堂纪律 So, between now and then, observe yourself.
提供信息 Bring in information.
学生们自发做的这些 The students did this on their own.
他们认为把这个柜子留在这是最好的方式 We thought it just best to leave it.
我明白 I see.
抱歉 额 I'm sorry, um...
让我再试试 Let me try this again.
你本以为会有个万能钥匙或什么其他东西 You'd think there'd be a master key or something.
是的 曾经有过 Yeah, there was, once.
她没在里面贴任何贴画或照片 She doesn't have any stickers or pictures inside.
为什么她什么都没贴 Why doesn't she have any stickers?
-亲爱的 这只是个储物柜 - 不 这是汉娜的储物柜 - Honey, it's just a locker. - No, it's Hannah's locker.
为什么会像这样子 Why is it like that?
女士 我真的不清楚 Ma'am, I really don't know.
这就是全部了吗 This is everything, then?
是的 我们可以去我的办公室休息一下 Yes. I mean, we can go through the rest in my office.
这样我正好把课本放回去 That way I can return the textbook.
我们只是想要一些个人的东西 We just need anything personal.
律师说要带上所有东西 The lawyer said bring everything.
律师说了一大堆话 Lawyers say a lot of things.
哦 嘿 克莱 Oh. Hey, Clay.
嘿 泰勒 Hey, Tyler.
什么事 What?
没什么 Nothing.
不 不 妈妈 这只是学校发的无聊邮件 No, no, Mom, it's a stupid school e-mail.
你不需要来 哦 You do not need to come ho...
额 嘿 等等 Uh, hey, hold on.
你到底在干什么 What the fuck are you doing?
没什么 只是关于学校年刊的一些事 Nothing. Just yearbook stuff.
滚出去 老兄 Get out, dude.
嘿 对不起 是的 我很好 我很好 Hey, sorry. Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine.
一切都好 Everything's fine here.
你留在阿斯彭市就好了 Just stay in Aspen.
是的 我确定 妈妈 百分之百确定 Yes, I am sure, Mother, 100 percent sure.
让爸爸接电话 Put Dad on the phone.
克莱 Clay.
你在干什么 亲爱的 How are you doing, sweetie?
我一直在想你 You've been on my mind.
你好 考特妮 Hey, Courtney.
想我？ I have?
恩 我只适合觉得我们两个需要互相依靠 Well, I just feel like we all need to be there for each other
在这种时候 明白吗 at a time like this, you know?
确实 Sure.
整件事情都太悲伤了 It's all just so sad.
这完全说不通 对吧 It just doesn't make sense, right?
是的 No.
但是 额 But, um...
许多事情都说不通 a lot of things don't make sense.
确实 很有道理 Exactly. So true.
有些事情 你知道的 Some things, you know,
就是无法用常理地解释 对吧 just don't have simple explanations, right?
是的 对 Right. Yeah.
很高兴和你聊天 I'm glad we got to talk.
再见 Bye.
是的 聊天愉快 Yeah, good talk.
嘿 克莱 Hey, Clay.
需要我送你回家吗 You want a ride home?
是的 当然 Yeah, sure.
今天没骑自行车？ No bike today?
额 没有 妈妈想开车送我 和 你懂的 跟我说些事情 Uh, no, Mom wanted to drive me, and, you know, talk about things.
噢 Oh.
我能为你放首歌吗 Can I play you a tape?
当然可以 Yeah, of course.
你仍然热衷于传统媒体吗 You're still on the old media, huh?
额 它确实挺好的 Uh, it's so much better.
过去的什么都比现在好 Everything was better before.
你说得对 孩子 You said it, son.
就像这样 Like so.
现在 如果他们问你这是不是真的黄油 你怎么回答 Now, if they ask you if it's real butter, what do you say?
这是从黄油中提炼出来的 It's a butter-based product.
还有 当你回答时要面带微笑 And smile when you say it.
我知道 很可怕 但是这就是推销的套路 I know, terrifying. But it sells the big lie.
噢 和 嗯 小小商业机密 Oh, and, uh, little trade secret:
如果顾客可爱的话 只把黄油放在顶端 If they're cute, only put butter on the top
她们就会在观影途中来要更多的黄油 so they have to come back for more during the movie.
好的 额 为什么呢 Okay, uh, why?
这样你就可以和她们搭讪 So you can chat 'em up.
噢 我不是喜欢搭讪的那种人 Oh, chat's not really my thing.
我就喜欢你这种 I like it.
我觉得我们会相处得很愉快 I think we're gonna get along.
只要你知道我在这工作的时间比你早三周 As long as you remember I started here three weeks before you,
所以我比你资历高 这也是为什么我可以教你 so I have seniority, which is why I'm training you.
若你想想 就知道这真是疯狂 Which is insane if you think about it,
因为我也是两个月前刚搬过来的 because I just moved here two months ago
我并不知道自己在做些什么 and I have no idea what I'm doing.
我觉得你教得挺好的 I think it's going well.
那你喜欢吗 Do you like it?
这里？ Here?
在这个店子里? 我闻到了许多种很棒的味道 At the Crestmont? I find the various smells fascinating.
不，我指这个镇子 No, this town.
噢 好吧 额 Oh, right. Uh...
我不知道拿什么地方和它相比 I don't have anything to compare it to.
我从小就在这长大 I've lived here all my life.
就像问汉·索洛 太空怎么样 It's like asking Han Solo "How is space?"
哇 你真是个呆子 不是吗 Wow! You're an actual nerd, aren't you?
但我喜欢 毕竟当呆子也需要勇气 I admire that. There's courage in being a nerd.
回头见 Catch you later.
老爸 你的那个收音机之类的东西呢 Dad, where's your radio thing?
我的收音机？ "My radio thing"?
就是当你在院子里画画 工作 That thing you play CDs on
或者干别的什么的时候 用来放光碟的 when you're painting or working in the yard or whatever.
我的轰隆箱 My boom box.
这真的是它的真名吗 That really what they're called?
曾经是 我觉得它现在可以被称作废品了 They were. I believe now they're called obsolete.
额 它在创作室 Uh, yeah, it's in the workshop.
它能播放磁带 对吗 It plays tapes, right?
我最后一次试的时候 它还能用 It does, last I checked.
你今天在学校过得怎么样 How were things at school today?
没什么特别的 每个人都还是那么奇怪 Same. Everyone's still acting weird.
你呢 And you?
额 Um...
你还好吗 How are you doing?
我？我 很好 Me? I'm... fine.
我还不错 I'm good.
那么 我能 我能用下轰隆箱吗 So, can I... I can use the boom box?
当然可以 轰隆箱 Yes, of course. The boom box.
去吧 Go.
但 保持联系 But... keep in touch.
好吗 Okay?
当然 爸爸 Sure thing, Dad.
你好 我是汉娜 Hey, it's Hannah.
汉娜·贝克尔 Hannah Baker.
我去 Holy shit.
不要调试 你用来听这盘磁带的任何设备 Don't adjust your... whatever device you're hearing this on.
就是我 正在为你进行立体声现场直播 It's me, live and in stereo.
机不可失，仅此一次 No return engagements, no encore,
这一次，绝无任何请求 and this time, absolutely no requests.
找点儿零食 做好准备 Get a snack. Settle in.
因为我打算给你讲我的人生故事了 Because I'm about to tell you the story of my life.
更准确地说 为什么我的生命会终结 More specifically, why my life ended.
若你正在听这个磁带 And if you're listening to this tape...
你便是其中的原因之一 you're one of the reasons why.
我的意思并不是是磁带领你进入这个故事 I'm not saying which tape brings you into the story.
但不用害怕，若你收到这个可爱的小盒子 But fear not, if you received this lovely little box,
你的名字会跳出来 your name will pop up.
我保证 I promise.
无论如何 规则特别简单 Anyway, the rules here are pretty simple.
-只有两个 -你在干什么 - There are only two. - Whatcha doing?
-上帝 -抱歉 - Jesus! - Sorry.
记得我们曾讨论过直升机父母吗 What have we said about helicopter parenting?
我并不想吓到你 I didn't mean to scare you.
你就像迷失在 你在听什么 You were just lost in... what is that you're listening to?
这是 额 什么都不是 就是历史课上要用的 It's, uh... it's nothing. It's for history class.
-磁带现在也算是历史了 -嗯 - Cassettes are history now? - Mm-hm.
它们当然是古董了 Hm! Of course they are.
我能听听吗 Can I listen?
不行 呃 这个太傻了 No, uh, it's dumb.
我要回我的房间了 有作业 I'm gonna head up to my room. Homework.
克莱 学校今天又发来邮件了 Clay, school emailed again today.
这就解释了为什么老爸表现出对我生活的兴趣了 Which explains why Dad showed interest in my life.
你们俩合起伙来的时候很危险 You two are dangerous when you coordinate.
你知道我讨厌做那种总是说 You know I hate being the kind of parent
"如果你想谈谈"的父母 但是 who asks if you want to talk about anything, but...
如果你想谈谈 if you want to talk about anything...
我跟她不熟 妈妈 I didn't really know her, Mom.
你们俩不是一起在克莱斯蒙电影院工作过吗 Didn't you two work together at the Crestmont?
是啊 只工作了一段时间 - Yeah, for a little while...
但是你跟她不熟 - But you didn't know her very well?
不太熟 Not really.
我要去做作业了 I need to get to work...
-该死 -注意语言 - Shit! - Language.
对不起 我要 我要去做作业了 I'm sorry. I gotta... I gotta go work.
还有两天期限 我得走了 This thing is due in two days, so I gotta go.
克莱 Clay.
慢点 亲爱的 Slow down, hon.
只是作业而已 It's just homework.
好 谢了 妈妈 Yeah. Thanks, Mom.
什么鬼 What the hell?
该死 Shit.
我得去托尼家 I have to go to Tony's.
等等 托尼家 现在吗 Hold on, Tony's? Now?
他需要其中一卷磁带 我们俩正在合作 He needs one of the tapes. We're working together.
还有半小时就开饭了 Dinner's in a half hour.
给我留一盘回来吃 Make me a plate for later?
如果你要回来得特别特别晚就发个信息给我 Text me if you're gonna be later than really late.
-我会的 拜拜 -拜拜 - I will. Bye. - Bye.
把螺丝刀递给我 Hand me the screwdriver.
好 Okay.
-嘿 托尼 -嘿 克莱 - Hey, Tony. - Hey, Clay.
-这车出毛病了吗 -还没有 - Something wrong with her? - Nothing wrong yet.
这叫防患于未然 It's called taking care of things.
-爸 你记得克莱吧 -当然 - Dad, you remember Clay. - Yeah, sure.
你好吗 克莱 How you doing, Clay?
我很好 谢谢 I'm well, thank you.
所以 克莱 有事吗 So, Clay, what's up?
没事 我只是 Nothing. I was, uh...
我只是骑车逛逛 I was out for a ride.
在镇子的另一头 On the other side of town?
差不多了 把车启动起来 That should do it. Start her up.
-把布给我 -我来吧 - Hand me the rag. - I'll do it.
如果时机正好 我们就能听到 If we got the timing right, we'll hear it.
好 打火 Okay, flip the ignition.
你听见没 就应该是这个声音 You hear that? That's how it should sound.
-听上去有什么区别吗 -当然有区别 你聋了吗 - That sounds different? - Yeah, it's different. Are you deaf?
听上去跟之前一样 Sounds the same as before.
那你就是聋了 Then you are deaf.
这听上去自然多了 就像日夜相继 That's so much smoother. Like night and day.
我可不这么认为 我知道 你也应该知道 I don't think so. I know, and you should too.
这就是为什么我给你展示这个 That's why I'm showing you this.
好了 熄火吧 Okay, shut her off.
我应该走了 I should get out of here.
你确定不留下来吃晚饭吗 Sure you don't want to stay for dinner?
不了 谢谢 我妈妈做了猪排 No, thanks. My mom's making pork chops.
如果我不早点回去 她可能会抓狂报警什么的了 If I'm not home soon, she'll call the cops or something.
他们又给全体家长们发邮件了 They emailed all the parents again.
-我知道 -她留下遗书了吗 - Oh, I know. - She leave a note?
那个自杀的女孩 Girl who killed herself?
呃 Uh...
我不知道 I don't know.
你听我说 Well, you listen to me.
你要是敢对你妈妈做这种事 我就宰了你 你听明白了吗 You ever do that to your mother, I will kill you, you understand?
你就死定了 I'll kill you dead.
把这乱摊子收拾起来 Clean this shit up.
他没感觉到刚才那话的讽刺 No sense of irony in that comment.
一点没有 他 呃 None. He's, uh...
他是个头脑简单的男人 He's a simple man.
是啊 Yep.
我们下次见 I'll see you later.
克莱 你好像拿了我的东西 Clay, I think you got something that belongs to me.
我拿了吗 I do?
我的钥匙 My keys.
哦 对 这呢 给你 Oh, yeah, right. Here.
我们下次见 I'll see you later.
规则很简单 The rules here are pretty simple.
只有两点 There are only two.
第一 你听着 Rule number one: you listen.
第二 传出去 Number two: you pass it on.
希望这两点都不简单 Hopefully, neither one will be easy.
本来就不该简单 不然我就寄给你一个MP3了 It's not supposed to be easy, or I would have emailed you an MP3.
等你听完这全部的十三个角度 When you're done listening to all 13 sides,
因为每个故事都有十三个角度 because there are 13 sides to every story...
倒带 把它们放回盒子里 rewind the tapes, put them back in the box,
然后传递给下一个人 and pass them on to the next person.
我到底为什么要听这个 Why the hell am I on this?
哦 这盒磁带还有一个地图 Oh, and the box of tapes should have included a map.
我会提到这座我们挚爱的城市的几个地方 I'll be mentioning several spots around our beloved city.
我不能强迫你去那些地方看 I can't force you to visit them,
但是如果你想深入了解 就去星号标记的地方 but if you'd like a little more insight, head for the stars.
或者 你懂得 把地图扔掉了我也不会知道 Or, you know, just throw the map away and I'll never know...
或者我会知道 or will I?
你看 以防万一你打算打破规则 You see, in case you're tempted to break the rules,
你要知道我给这些磁带做了备份 understand I did make a copy of these tapes,
我把它们交给了一个可靠的人 and I left them with a trusted individual
如果这个包裹没有在你们之中传遍 who, if this package doesn't make it through all of you,
这个人就会在发布那些备份使它们人尽皆知 will release those copies in a very public manner.
这不是一时冲动的决定 This was not a spur of the moment decision.
不要小瞧我 Do not take me for granted.
不要有第二次了 Not again.
我从来没有啊 I never did!
呜啊 Whoa!
该死 Oh, shit.
按照我说的做 Do what I say.
不多不少 Not more, not less.
你在被监视着 You're being watched.
你还好吗 Everything okay?
是啊 没事 我只是忘了点东西 Yeah. No, I just forgot something.
克莱 你的额头 Clay, your forehead!
什么 这没什么大不了的 What? It's nothing.
你是不是从你的自行车上摔下去了 Did you fall off your bike?
被垂下来的树枝打到了 我从树林里穿过去的 那里很暗 Low-hanging branch. I went through the woods. It was dark.
我去拿急救包 I'll get the first aid kit.
我不需要急救 I don't need first aid.
你正在流血 你需要药膏 You are bleeding. You need ointment.
妈妈 求你别说药膏这个词 Mom, please don't say "Ointment."
我没事 真的 I'm fine, really.
-发生了什么事 -我告诉你了 骑车 树枝 就擦破皮了 - What happened? - I told you, bike, branch, skin.
只有这样吗 That's all?
妈妈 我跟你讲我生活中的所有事 Mom, I tell you everything about my life
因为很吸引人 我保证 because it is so fascinating, I promise.
我会收拾好的 我必须得走了 托尼在等着 I'll clean it up. I have to go. Tony's waiting.
等等 Ah-ah.
戴上你的头盔 拜托了 Your helmet, please.
爱死这个头盔了 Love the helmet.
很可爱 It's adorable.
你说的"可爱" You mean "Adorable" In a
指的是无助的动物宝宝那种吧 我猜的 helpless baby animal sort of way, I'm guessing.
你不怕戴头盔把发型弄乱吗 Aren't you afraid of helmet hair?
我的头发怎样都不乱 它们就这样 My hair does the same thing no matter what, just sits there.
你只需要点美发产品 You just need some product.
试着来做做造型 早上的时候把它吹干 A little effort to style it, blow-dry it in the morning.
然后牺牲掉我的男子汉气概吗 And sacrifice my masculinity?
已经没有了 你不知道吗 That ship has sailed, don't you think?
原谅我还不想脑浆四溅 Forgive me for wanting to keep my brains in my head.
而不是像其他男孩那样满脑子都是别的想法吗 Instead of, say, some other regions, like most boys?
来吧 头盔小弟 还有厕所等着你去清理呢 Come on, Helmet, you've got bathrooms to clean.
-你的意思是 等着我们去清理 -嗯 说实话 我不是这个意思 - You mean "We've got." - Mm. I don't, actually.
哦 明晚在我家开派对 Oh, uh, party at my house tomorrow night.
你被邀请了 这是强制的 别戴头盔来 You're invited. It's mandatory. Don't bring the helmet.
好 你 你住在哪儿 Cool. Where, uh... where do you live?
把你的手指放到C上面 另一根手指放到4上面 Put your finger on "C," Your other finger on "4."
把手指聚到一起 这就是我们的第一颗红星 Bring them together. That's our first red star.
我知道 I know, right?
一张地图 很老派 再一次 A map. Old school, again.
没有谷歌地图 No Google Maps,
没有应用程序 no app, no chance for the
不让网络有机会把所有事变糟 就像它已经做的这样 interwebs to make everything worse, like it does.
你已经到达了我在这个烂小镇的第一个房子 You've arrived at my first house in this shitty town...
在这里我办了我第一次也是唯一一次派对 where I threw my first and only party...
也是在这里我遇见了贾斯汀·福利 and where I met Justin Foley...
我们第一盘磁带的主题 the subject of our first tape.
这只是场派对 It was just a party.
我当时并不知道这是走向终结的序曲 I didn't know it was the beginning of the end.
贾斯汀 你爱着我的朋友凯特 我唯一的朋友 Justin, you were in love with my friend Kat. My only friend.
他来了 克莱来了 He came! Clay's here!
我赢了 你欠我五美元 I win! You owe me five dollars.
我的天哪 Oh, my God.
-你们在我身上下注了 -是打赌你不会来 - You bet on me? - Against you.
上个我见到克莱去参加的派对是 嗯 我生日 四年级的时候 Last party I saw Clay at... mm, my birthday, fourth grade.
-我还记得那个小丑 -嗯 - I still remember that clown. - Mm!
我的天哪 他是个海洛因上瘾者 Oh, my God. He was a heroin addict.
我那个社会工作者妈妈聘用了一个海洛因上瘾者 My mother the social worker hired a recovering heroin addict.
他还会发抖 He had the shakes.
-好了 喝点东西 来吧 -借过 Okay, uh, drinks. Come on. Excuse me.
我只是以为他紧张了 I just thought he was nervous.
-嘿 -嗨 凯特 - Hey. - Hi, Kat.
到场的人真不少 大家看到你都很高兴 This is quite a turnout. People are happy to see you go.
我举办这个派对只是想在我离开这里之前 I really just threw it so Hannah could finally meet some people
让汉娜可以认识一些人 before I depart this realm.
我认识了头盔小弟 I met Helmet.
克莱不算 你跟他是工作认识的 Clay doesn't count. You met him at work.
-我觉得应该算 -你当然这么觉得了 - I feel like that should count. - Of course you do.
好了 再来一杯 克莱 你喝什么 Okay, refills. Clay, what is your drink?
呃 雪碧 Uh, Sprite.
我的天 你真是无价之宝 Oh, my God, you are priceless.
你是个极品 你就喝啤酒吧 You are a gem. You'll have a beer.
好吧 我喜欢啤酒 Sure, I like beer.
-凯特 -哦 拍照 - Kat. - Oh. Picture.
别这么闷闷的了 克莱 Stop having so much fun, Clay.
我很开心啊 真的 I'm having fun, totally.
呜 Woot!
你扣子系得太紧了 You're too buttoned up.
你好啊 Hey there.
嘿 Hey.
你 嗯 你是新来的姑娘 You're, um, you're the new girl.
很显然 Apparently.
我喜欢你的笑声 Uh, I like your laugh.
谢谢 Thanks.
我喜欢你对时尚的解读 I like your understated sense of fashion.
谢谢 Thanks.
布莱斯 Bryce.
你最好去酒桶那里跟上游戏进度 你已经落后一小时了 Better go hit the keg and catch up. You're an hour behind.
一会儿见 我希望 I'll see you later... I hope.
再见 See you.
哦 天哪 不是吧你 汉娜 Oh, God, no. Solid no, Hannah.
他简直就是兄弟会里的黑武士好吗 He is, like, frat boy Darth Vader.
他看起来没有那么糟糕吧 He didn't seem that bad.
我说的算客气的了 I was being kind.
她确实算客气了 She kind of was.
我也要去喝点啤酒 I think I want a beer too.
那好吧 莱娅公主 Okay, then, Princess Leia.
哦 我的天 你们俩好讨厌 Oh, my God, you're both nerds.
玩的开心啊 Have fun.
你会告诉她吗 Are you gonna tell her?
告诉她什么 Tell her what?
哦 得了吧 我还不了解你吗 Oh, please. I've known you this entire century.
好吧 让我缓缓 Well, give me a break.
我不太擅长... I'm not good with the...
你懂的 说我是同性恋的传言才刚刚平息 you know, and the gay rumors only recently subsided.
嗯 看来你要冒的风险很大嘛 Mmm. So the stakes are high for you.
就好像 在她身边 我会变的与众不同 你懂吗 It's like, around her, I can be different, you know?
我就变成了崭新的升级版的克莱·延森: I'm the new and improved Clay Jensen:
高中二年级的考古学家以及探险家 high school sophomore, archaeologist-slash-adventurer.
克莱 亲爱的 你非常好 Clay, sweets, you're a prize.
但是从我目前的观察看来 她对男生的品味有点差哦 But from my limited observation, she has terrible taste in guys.
你不会和她说什么吧 You won't say anything to her?
除非我们聊到这个 Only if it comes up.
凯特！ Kat!
-妈的 -小心点 - Shit! - Watch it!
别... No...
来见见男孩们吧 Meet the boys.
贾斯汀·福利是我的 扎克·登普西是你的 Justin Foley is mine, and Zach Dempsey for you.
扎克·登普西？真的假的 Zach Dempsey? Really?
怎么了 扎克很不错啊 What? Zach's sweet?
我看不到了 I can't see!
别动我的头发 Not the mane!
好吧 确实 他有些蠢 Okay, yeah, he's kind of dumb,
但是他蠢得可爱啊 这种男孩最好了 but he's the sweet kind of dumb, which is the best kind.
不错啊 Yes.
女士们先生们 这不是自由高中的明星运动员嘛 Liberty High's star athletes, ladies and gentlemen.
真棒啊 So impressive.
抱歉了帅哥们 汉娜家里不欢迎浑身湿透的人哦 Sorry, boys. Can't have you in Hannah's house soaking wet.
别介啊 Seriously?
哦 天哪 看看你们自己 Oh, my God, look at yourselves.
这样呢 Better?
确实更好 但还是抱歉 不行 Improvement, for sure, but sorry, it's still a no-go.
得了吧 没有我们这还算派对吗 Come on! It's not a party without us.
我们会看着办的 We'll take our chances.
赶紧去烘干吧 Go dry off.
这就是你的损失了 女士 Your loss, milady.
白痴 我甚至不能... Idiots. I can't even...
但他们是可爱的白痴 But they're sweet idiots.
所以 你看 麻烦就这样开始了 So, you see, that's where the trouble began.
那个微笑 That smile.
那个该死的微笑 That damned smile.
独一无二的凯特开学前搬走了 The one and only Kat moved away before the start of school.
她是那种无法取代的朋友 She was the kind of friend that couldn't be replaced,
哪怕是爱上她甩掉的男孩也不行 even by falling in love with the boy she left behind.
嘿 Hey.
-你是汉娜 对吧 -没错 - Hannah, right? - Right.
贾斯汀 福利 Justin. Foley.
我那天晚上在派对上看到你了 I saw you at the party the other night.
对 我也看到你了 Yeah, I saw you too.
你现在终于干了 You're drier now.
是啊 我们回家换衣服了 Yeah, well, we went home and changed.
换的彻底吗 Was it profound?
啊？ Huh?
换衣服啊 Your change.
哦 对 对 对 从里到外 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Totally.
那么 呃... So, uh...
凯特走了 Kat's gone.
是啊 没劲 Yeah. Sucks.
你和她聊天吗 You talk to her?
会 我是说 偶尔会 Yeah. I mean, you know, like, a little.
嗯 我也是 Yeah, me too.
偶尔 A little.
呃 我该去上课了 I, uh, should get to class.
哦 对 没错 Oh, yeah, yeah. Totally.
那么 改日再见了 So, I'll see you around, then.
我猜你会的 I guess you will.
成为凯特的男朋友 Being Kat's boyfriend was
大概是你做过的最瞩目的事了 kind of the only remarkable thing about you,
但是 贾斯汀 你是我的毒药 but, Justin, you were my Kryptonite.
扎克什么 Zach who?
登普西 Dempsey.
哦 Oh!
抱歉 亲爱的 Sorry, love.
我在努力记忆这些新男孩的名字 I'm learning all these new boy names,
而且我早就把原来 and I've dragged most of
那些旧名字抛之脑后了 the old ones into the Trash icon in my head.
嗯 Yeah.
不论如何 我知道你想让我和扎克在一起 但是... So, anyway, I know you wanted me to hook up with Zach, but...
但是 你喜欢贾斯汀 But... you're into Justin.
-我太可恶了 -没有 - I'm evil. - No.
一点也不 他是运动新星啊 Hardly. He's... jock crack.
我懂的 他是你的了 I get it. He's all yours.
不 我绝对不会... No, I would never...
讲真 我早就向前看了 而且身处2000英里外 Seriously, I have moved on, times 2,000 miles,
我现在在和嬉皮士约会 and I'm dating hipsters now.
他完全是你的了 He's all yours.
我那时是第三课时的办公室助理 I was an office assistant third period.
所以我知道你第三课时在哪上课 So I knew where you were third period.
好了 那只是1到40之间的偶数 All right, so that's just the even numbers one through 40.
现在拿出你们的作业 You've got to show your work.
没错 我说了 拿出你们的作业 Yeah, you heard me say it: Show your work.
好 下课 谢谢大家 All right, dismissed. Thank you.
喔 看着点啊 Whoa! Careful, there.
不好意思 I'm sorry about that.
贝茨老师的几何学 难怪你这么着急 Geometry with Bates. No wonder you're in a hurry.
-哦 你也上他的课？-第五节 - Oh, you have him, too? - Fifth period.
我一天当中最难熬的十个小时 The worst ten hours of my day.
说到这 我得走了 Speaking of, gotta go.
哦 好 好 呃... Oh, yeah, great. Um...
待会见？ I'll see you later?
好啊 You will!
我甚至决定为了你喜欢篮球 贾斯汀 I even decided to like basketball for you, Justin.
好球 Good job.
不错 There you go.
延森 Jensen!
克莱·延森 Clay Jensen!
就这样 脚步动起来 There you go. Move your feet!
头盔 Helmet!
哦 嘿 Oh, hey.
抱歉 Sorry.
借过 Through here.
你是不是在去图书馆的路上迷路了 Did you get lost on your way to the library?
哦 呃... Oh, uh...
帕特里克教练将球赛作为历史作业 所以... Coach Patrick assigned the game for history homework, so...
所以 坐吧 So, sit.
好 好的 Uh, yeah. Okay.
你总是手足无措的站着 这让我也感到焦虑 You always stand and fidget. It makes me anxious.
再来一次 Run it again!
吃软糖吗 Tootsie Roll?
你怎么还吃这种东西啊 How can you eat those?
讲真 这对你来说是什么 Seriously, what does that look like to you?
就像全世界所有美好而甜蜜的事物 Like all that's good and sweet in the world.
嗯 Mm.
没看出来你还喜欢运动啊 I didn't figure you for a sports person.
我想体验完整的高中生活 I want to get the complete high school experience.
贾斯汀就是完整的高中生活体验吗 Justin is the complete high school experience?
说什么呢 Shut up!
不要嫉妒我哦 克莱 Don't be jealous, Clay.
有一天你的高中生活也会圆满的 You'll fill out. Someday.
也许吧 Maybe.
你爸爸也这样又瘦又紧张兮兮的吗 Is your dad also thin and nervous?
对啊 差不多吧 Yeah, pretty much.
喔 Whoo!
耶 Yeah!
耶 Yeah.
-嘿 头盔 -嘿 - Hey, Helmet. - Hey.
你能把你的法语笔记电邮给我吗 Can you email me your French notes?
我听不懂斯坦伯格女士讲的课 I can't understand Madam Steinberg.
感觉她好像在讲德语 It's like she's speaking German.
好啊 Sure.
载你回家？ Ride home?
谢了 不用 我的战车等着我呢 Thanks, but no. My chariot awaits.
拜拜 克莱 回见 贾斯汀 Bye, Clay. See you, Justin.
你们先走吧 You guys go.
喔 不是吧 校车？ Whoa! No way! The bus?
喂 坐校车有热辣美女 开车只有白痴作伴 Yo, bus with hot girl, car with idiots?
嘿 那个座位有人吗 Hey, is that seat taken?
你不坐校车的 You don't take the bus.
有吗 那我猜你今天走运了 I don't? Well, then, I guess it's your lucky day.
显然你胸有成竹啊 You clearly don't lack confidence.
显然你第五节课不是贝茨先生的几何学啊 You clearly don't have geometry with Mr. Bates fifth period.
你查了 You did research.
没有 No.
是的 我是说... Yes, I mean...
不知道 可能吧 I don't know, maybe.
我喜欢这样 I like it.
显得你很主动 It shows initiative.
那么 我能不能有幸得到你的电话号码或者别的什么呢 So, could I like maybe get your number or something?
别的什么 Or something?
所以 我可以给你我的号码 So, I could give you my number
或者给你某个假的核武器发射编码？ or give you some fake nuclear launch codes?
我要你的号码就好了 I'll just take your number.
-那我要你的手机就好了 -什么？ - I'll just take your phone. - Huh?
第一步 给我你的手机 第二步 我把我的号码输进去 One, you give me your phone, two, I put my number into it...
好 对 对 对 Okay, right, right, right.
现在没有借口了 No excuses now.
我一会就回来 I'll be right back.
你去哪 Where are you going?
忘了拿我的几何书 Forgot my geometry book.
等等 我的书在这如果你需要的话... Wait, I've got mine in here if you need...
妈的 Shit.
嘿 这车往哪开啊 Hey, where the hell is this thing going?
不知道啊 我也不坐校车的 No clue. I don't take the bus either.
开玩笑呢吧 汉娜·贝克尔 Seriously? Hannah Baker!
打给我哦 Call me!
真帅 Handsome.
汉娜 Hannah.
做作业的时候不许玩手机 I don't want you on the phone when there's homework.
我只是用一下计算器 I'm just using the calculator.
外加帮一个朋友讲题 And helping a friend with homework.
手机拿来 Phone.
拿来 Phone!
-我认识这个朋友吗 -你也没认识几个啊 - Do I know this friend? - Do you know any of them?
还有更多作业吗 More homework?
我们只是在解决这道数学题 We're just working on this math problem.
你好 贾斯汀 Hello, Justin.
汉娜在做作业 Hannah's doing her homework.
哦 嗨 贝克尔夫人 Oh, hi, Mrs. Baker.
是的 她刚刚是在帮我讲题 Yeah, she was totally just helping me with it.
哦 是吗 你们在做什么呢 Oh, really? What are you working on?
噢 是吗 你们在做什么作业 Oh, really? What are you working on?
数学 Uh, math.
数学 噢 Math. Oh.
行吧 All right, then.
要帮忙的话告诉我 Let me know if you need my help.
所以 你有数学题需要帮忙吗 So, you needed help with a math problem?
不 我电话里那样说是让你脱身而已 No. I just said that to get you alone on the phone.
因为我有我自己的作业 Because I've got homework of my own,
我不能整个下午都讲电话 and I can't just talk on the phone all afternoon.
好的 我会再给你打的 Okay, I can call you back.
不 我只是 No! I...
我意思是 你是哪道题不会了 I mean, uh, what problem were you having trouble with?
是关于火车那道吗 The one about the, uh... trains?
什么火车 The trains?
两列火车不同时间出发 什么时候相遇 Two trains leave at different times, but when do they meet?
噢 Oh!
我懂了 嗯 I get it. Um...
A火车还有几分钟就要从我家出发 Train "A" Is leaving my house in a few minutes.
B火车三十分钟内 Train "B" Is leaving your house...
从你家出发 In 30 minutes.
三十分钟对于两列全速行驶的火车 Thirty minutes seems like an awfully long time
似乎太长了 是吧 for two trains going full speed, huh?
艾森豪威尔公园 滑梯 Eisenhower Park. Rocket slide.
我的天 Oh, my God.
我知道你们都怎么想 I know what you're all thinking.
汉娜·贝克尔是个荡妇 Hannah Baker is a slut.
你听到了吗 Oops. Did you catch that?
我刚说汉娜·贝克尔是 I just said "Hannah Baker is."
不能再说了 Can't say that anymore.
等一下 我会抓住你的 Just wait, I'm gonna get you.
我梦过我们的初吻会发生在公园里 I dreamed our first kiss would take place in the park.
我从没给你说过 I never told you that.
那个梦是从滑梯的顶部开始的 The dream starts with me at the top of the rocket...
握着方向盘 holding on to the steering wheel.
它仍然只是游乐场滑梯 It's still a playground rocket,
但是每次我向左或是向右转 but every time I turn the wheel to the left or the right,
树都会抬起来好像它们要起飞了 the trees lift up like they're taking flight.
-那个怎么样 -真是太棒了 - How was that? - That was pretty good.
-是吗 你喜欢吗 -喜欢 - Yeah, you liked it? - Yeah.
好的 到你了 All right, your turn.
-到我了吗 -是 - My turn? - Yeah.
好 你在做什么 Okay. What are you doing?
等一下 等一下 我得录下来 Wait, wait, wait, wait, I have to get this.
-我穿着裙子呢 等等 -我穿着裙子呢 - I'm wearing a skirt. Hang on, hang on. - I'm wearing a skirt!
我好了 让我就 I got this. Let me just...
我害怕 因为我不知道怎么飞 And I'm scared... because I don't know how to fly.
但是我下来的时候 But you're there at the
你就在滑梯下面接着我 bottom of the slide to catch me when I fall.
好好 一 二 三 Okay, okay. One, two, three.
啊 Ah!
-你还好吗 -是的 - You good? - Yeah.
那就是所发生的一切 And that's all that happened.
我们接吻了 We kissed.
为什么 Why?
你还听见什么了吗 Did you hear something else?
没有 Nope.
我们只是接吻 We just kissed.
抱歉让你失望了 但是我想我们现在扯平了 算是吧 Sorry to disappoint you, but I guess now we're even. Sort of.
嘿 克莱 Hey, Clay.
嘿 托尼 Hey, Tony.
你还好吗 You okay?
挺好 Yeah, fine.
那是我的随身听吗 Is that my Walkman?
啊 Uh...
是 我还准备问 Yeah, I was gonna ask...
没事 It's no sweat.
只是当你骑车的时候听要小心点 Just be careful listening while you ride, though.
你不想再把自己弄伤了 You don't want to hurt yourself. Again.
你说的是 谢了 You're right. Thanks.
艾森豪威尔公园 Eisenhower Park.
那一定说明你差不多听到第二面了 That must mean you're about ready for side two.
晚安 克莱 保重 Night, Clay. Take care of yourself.
看 我现在听说了许多关于我的故事了 See, I've heard so many stories about me now
我都不知道哪个才是最热门的 that I don't know which one is the most popular.
但是我知道哪个最不热门 But I do know which is the least popular.
真实的那个 The truth.
看 事情的真相不总是最刺激的那个版本 See, the truth isn't always the most exciting version of things,
或者最好又或最坏的 or the best or the worst.
是之间的某处 It's somewhere in between.
但是它值得被听到并且记下来 But it deserves to be heard and remembered.
真相会水落石出 就像某人曾说过的 The truth will out, like someone said once.
拭目以待 It remains.
所以 谢谢你 贾斯汀 So, thank you, Justin.
真诚的 我的初吻非常棒 Sincerely. My very first kiss was wonderful.
波特因为汉娜的事想见我 Porter wants to see me about Hannah.
应该是关于这个诉讼 Probably about this fucking lawsuit.
你们上过第一垒了吗 贾斯汀 Did you get to first base, Justin?
离我远点 我什么都不会说的 Get off me, I'm not saying anything.
-第二垒 -滚开 - Second? - Fuck off.
第三垒 Third?
好吧 混蛋 Okay, assholes.
一张图说明一切 A picture's worth a thousand words.
在公共空间 Public space.
真火辣 That's hot.
是 我们要把它传遍 Oh, yeah. We're sending that shit around.
不要 布莱斯 停下来 No, Bryce, stop!
嘿 布莱斯 停下来 嘿 Hey, Bryce, stop! Hey!
布莱斯 行了 兄弟 Bryce, come on, man!
-你会再来一次的 是吗 -当然 - You gonna hit that again, right? - Sure.
我的天 真的吗 贾斯汀 Oh, my God. Seriously, Justin?
你为什么发那个 Why would you send that?
好了 大家都坐好 Okay, everyone, settle in.
今天我们要讲的是 Today we're discussing ways
调解争议的方法 to navigate difficult interactions.
大家 至少遵守一下我们 People, at least a nod in the direction
不玩手机的规矩 好吗 of our No Devices rule. Okay?
我们来讨论一下 We are talking about ways to
处理与你们同辈人的争议的方法 好吗 address conflicts with your peers, all right?
我们怎么能 How can we communicate
在不用表情包时更有效的交流 more effectively without the use of emojis?
好 我需要两名 All right, I need two
志愿者来做一下角色扮演 volunteers for a little role-playing exercise.
大家注意下 手机 People, phones,
否则它们就会被收走了 otherwise they're going away.
最后机会 Last chance.
好的 雪莉 Yes, Sherri.
谢谢 Thank you.
还有谁 And who else?
后面那位吗 是的 You in the back? Yes.
还有乔纳森先生 你也会是我的志愿者 And Mr. Johansen. You'll be my volunteers.
我会拿脚本 坐好 I'll get the scripts. Sit tight.
每个人都有机会 Everybody's gonna get a turn.
我的初吻之后发生了什么呢 What came after my first kiss?
并不那么美好 Not so wonderful.
我们明天会继续讨论 We'll continue our discussion
非语言信号 of nonverbal signals tomorrow.
所以 到那时 记好笔记 要仔细 So, until then, make note, be aware.
我不因为你背叛我生气 I'm not angry you betrayed me.
我生气的是我一开始相信了你 I'm angry that I trusted you in the first place.
搞什么鬼 托尼 What the hell, Tony?
嘿 克莱 Hey, Clay.
这是怎么回事 What's the deal?
你怎么来适应这一切 How do you fit into all of this?
我和磁带无关 如果那就是你要问的 I'm not on the tapes, if that's what you're asking.
你帮她做的吗 Did you help her do it?
不 我没有 No, I did not.
-你知道她要做吗 -不 - Did you know she was going to? - No.
-那这是怎么 -继续听磁带 克莱 - Then how the hell... - Listen to the tapes, Clay.
那就是我要知道的吗 Is that all I'm gonna get?
汉娜希望能这样做 Hannah wanted it done like this.
你怎么知道 How do you know?
我不能告诉你 你得自己听 I can't tell you that. You have to listen.
要是我不呢 What if I don't?
要是我不能呢 What if I can't?
那这只会变更糟 相信我 Then it will only get worse. Trust me.
比汉娜死了还糟吗 Worse than Hannah being dead?
回头见 克莱 I'll see you around, Clay.
托尼 Tony.
我是第二面吗 Am I side two?
嘿 头盔男 Hey, Helmet.
我能和你一起吃吗 Can I eat with you?
我在做几何作业 Uh, I've got geometry homework.
我不介意 I don't mind.
传播学的课 真的吗 So, communications class. Really?
布拉德利小姐都不懂和我们一个年纪是什么感觉 Mrs. Bradley doesn't have a clue what it was like to be our age.
我发现面对直面的争议最好的方式就是说 "I find it best to confront the issue head-on by saying,
抱歉 但是你真的伤害了我的感情 "'Pardon me, but you really hurt my feelings.'"
我认为她有一些不错的想法 I thought she had some good ideas.
你在生活中有过 Have you ever in your
直面迎头而来的争议吗 life been able to confront an issue head-on?
你曾经甚至有过争议吗 Have you ever even had an issue?
有 Yeah.
有一点 Kind of. Or...
我想在社交上尴尬也是有好处的 I guess being socially awkward has its advantages.
我一点不认为你在社交上尴尬 I don't think you're socially awkward at all.
我想你只是怕 I think you're just scared.
我想你是在等 I think you're waiting.
好吧 有时候等待会更好 Well, sometimes it's better to wait.
喔 Wow.
好吧 代表什么呢 Okay, meaning what?
就是 Just that, um...
没什么 我意思是 Nothing. I mean...
抱歉 但是你真的伤害了我的感情 Pardon me, but you really hurt my feelings.
汉娜 Hannah.
基于一个吻的流言 A rumor based on a kiss
毁了一个我希望能够特别的回忆 ruined a memory that I hoped would be special.
事实上 它毁了一切 In fact, it ruined just about everything...
就像你们很快会看到的 as you'll soon see.
别走开 贾斯汀 我和你还没完呢 And stick around, Justin. I'm not through with you yet.
我知道你其实不想让我伤心 I know you probably didn't mean to let me down.
事实上 大部分你听到的 In fact, most of you listening
可能都不知道你到底做过什么 probably had no idea what you were truly doing,
但是你会明白的 but you'll find out.