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你能照顾好哥哥吗 Can you take care of your brother?
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你一直都是我的依靠 From the day you were born, you were my strength.
我很爱你弟弟 I love your brother so much.
我不明白你为什么能觉得可以这么做 I don't know why that you would do that right now.
这次我需要你站在我这边 I need you to stand up for me for once.
答应我 多米 Promise me, Dom.
你是社会工作者吗 Are you the social worker?
我会照顾他的 妈妈 我会好好照顾他的 I'll take care of him, Ma. I'll take care of him.
我和托马斯去过三个州 Thomas and I have been to three different states...
马萨诸塞州 罗得岛州 新罕布什尔 Massachusetts, Rhode Island, and New Hampshire.
算上康尼狄格州是四个 Four, counting Connecticut.
不到半小时 我们就会到一个新的地方了 纽约 In less than half an hour, we'll be in a new state, New York.
因为我们在去往自由女神像的 Because we're on the third grade field trip
三年级郊游路上 to the Statue of Liberty.
妈妈告诉我们在坐渡轮的时候 Ma told us when we ride on the ferry,
我们会看见当年外祖父1913年初次来到这个国家 we'll see the exact same view our grandfather saw
看见的场景 when he first came to this country in 1913.
你一个都没有吗 You don't have one?
能给我一个吗 Can I have one of those?
妈妈总是谈起她的父亲 Ma was always talkin' about her father.
她说他是一个伟大的人 但是我从未见过他 She says he was a great man, but I never knew him.
我们出生前他就去世了 He died before we were born.
大概在半路的时候 We're about halfway there
我哥哥想去厕所 when my brother gets up to use the bathroom.
他可能会把整车给搞臭了 He's probably gonna stink up the whole bus
让所有人恶心 and make everyone gag.
别把东西沾你身上了 Don't get anything on ya!
我弟弟把一切都搞砸了 My brother ruins everything.
5分钟后他还在厕所里面 Five minutes go by and he's still in there.
卡住了 It's stuck!
我早就听见他冲马桶了 I heard him flush a long time ago.
多米尼克 帮帮我 Dominick, help, help!
他可能拉的到处都是 He's probably poopin' all over.
我感觉很丢脸 I feel bad for him.
抓狂 羞耻 And mad. And humiliated.
孩子们也在看着我 不止托马斯 Kids are looking at me, too, not just Thomas.
"伯戴西兄弟 智障二人组" "The Birdsey brothers, identical twin retards."
里面一股子屎臭味 It smells like a pile of shit in there.
-怎么了 -都从门里熏出来了 - What's going on? - It came through the door.
怎么了 孩子们 好了 孩子们 What's going on? All right, you guys, you guys.
快点 坐下 这怎么了 Come on, sit down. What's going on here?
托马斯锁在厕所里了 Thomas is locked in the bathroom.
托马斯 Thomas.
冷静点 听我说 把住门把手 Calm down, listen to me. Push the lock,
扭一下 然后扳到左边 grab the lock, and flick it to the left.
- 扳到左边 -不管用 - Click it to the left. - It's not working!
真是个怪逼 What a weirdo!
-司机 -他在里面一顿子拉 - Bus driver! - He's pulling his pud in there!
你能靠边停一下吗 Can you pull over?
你就一起扳门栓和把手 You just gotta move the bolt and the handle together.
好了 大家都安静点 All right, everybody settle down.
-你能坐在那吗 -我拉肚子了 - Could you just stop that? - Diarrhea'd on me.
-他叫什么 -托马斯 - What's his name? - Thomas.
-托马斯 -你能坐下吗 - Thomas? Thomas. - Can you please sit down?
试着把门栓和把手一起扳到左边 Try to move the... the bolt and the handle together to the left.
-求求你了 求求你了 -它锁住了 - Please! Please! - It's stuck.
你能单纯把他推开吗 Can you just pull it open?
不能 得从里面开 No. It opens from the inside.
就... 不 我明白你的意思 Can you just use... No, I understand that.
-我明白 -这个傻蛋 - I understand that. - That weirdo!
-我两岁的弟弟都能自己开门 -应该卡住了 - My 2-year-old brother could open the door. - I think it's stuck.
我有一车孩子 I have a bus full of kids.
我们得在10点45前上渡轮 不然我们就会错过... We need to get on the ferry by 10:45 or we're gonna miss...
我会... 我会打给汽车公司 I will... I will call the bus company.
他们得带着工具过来修好它 They'll have to come down here with the tools and fix it.
大概两三个小时 It may take two hours. It may take three hours.
让他出来 Get him out!
让他冷静点 大家都坐下 Calm him down. Everybody, sit down.
车要开了 坐下 Bus moves. Please sit down.
-车要开了 -好的 - Bus moves. - Okay.
别啊 我们要错过渡轮了 Come on. We're gonna miss the ferry.
大家都很难过 Everyone's disappointed.
我们会停在路边 We're gonna stop at the side of the road...
好好的一天毁了 The day is ruined.
-我们去加油站找帮手... -坐下 - We're heading to a gas station to call for help... -Sit down, please.
这个小聪明 尤金·沙维斯基 When this know-it-all, Eugene Savitsky,
走到车尾 提出一个建议 walks to the back of the bus with an idea.
尤金 你坐下 Eugene, you've gotta sit down.
-尤金 坐下 -让他扳到右边 - Eugene, sit down. - Have him push it to the right.
可是锁在左边 Yeah, but the lock is to the left.
是的 但是他可能分不清 Yeah, but maybe he doesn't know the difference
左和右 between the right and the left.
左右不分 行 The right and the left. Okay, all right.
托马斯 试一下反方向 Thomas, let's try something different, okay?
试试扳到右边 Try pushing it to the right, the lock.
右边 你现在相反的方向 To the right. The other way that you were.
终于 Finally!
还好吗 Okay?
来吧 我们可以出发了 Come on, let's go out.
尤金 你能和多米尼克换下座位吗 Eugene, can you switch seats with Dominick, please?
谢谢 来 多米尼克 Thank you. Dominick, come on.
和你弟弟坐一起 Let's go sit by your brother.
你还好吗 You okay?
托马斯 你还好吗 Thomas, you okay?
好的 孩子们我们快到了 All right. We're almost there, guys.
接下来 在这漫长的一天 For the rest of that whole long day,
托马斯丢了魂一般 Thomas acts really out of it.
-就呆呆地坐在那 -我们要错过渡轮了 - Just sit down, please. - We're gonna miss the ferry!
不 我们不会错过渡轮的 No, we're not gonna miss the ferry.
我们不会错过渡轮 我们会准时到达 We are not missing the ferry. We're fine.
坐下 坐下 Please, sit down. Please, sit down.
没有人再去厕所 Nobody uses the bathroom anymore!
在纽约港 托马斯和汉克老师说 At the harbor, Thomas tells Miss Hanker
他太紧张 不敢上渡轮 he feels too nervous to get on the ferry to the statue.
所以她让我和大巴司机留下陪他 So she makes me stay behind with him and the bus driver.
那一晚 That night,
我梦见我被困在一个小黑洞里 I dream I'm trapped in a small, dark cave
在一片我不认识的丛林中 in a woods I don't recognize.
一片黑 It's pitch dark.
我大哭大叫寻求帮助 最后 I bang and cry for help and when, at last,
我发现了一条路 我发现 I discover a way out, I realize
我根本没被困在山洞里 I've not been trapped in a cave at all
而是在自由女神像里 but inside the Statue of Liberty.
我知道这是真的 第一季 第２集
醒醒 瞌睡虫 Wake up, sleepyhead.
你肯定猜不到昨天谁给我打电话了 You'll never guess who called yesterday.
谁 Who?
谁打电话了 Who called?
康妮·宗 Connie Chung.
[又译宗毓华 当时美国身价最高的华裔女主播]
她想采访托马斯 She wants to interview Thomas.
天啊 Jesus Christ.
怎么了 这是一件好事 What? It's a pretty cool thing.
他们在做一个节目 They're doing this special on people's reaction
看人们对沙漠盾牌行动的反应 to Operation Desert Shield.
他反应确实不小 He definitely had a reaction.
我还挺激动告诉你这事的 I was really excited to tell you.
过来 看看 Come here, look at this.
-什么 -看看这个 - What? - Look at that.
我的天啊 My God.
我的天 这是什么 My God, what is that?
狗日的囚卫膝撞了我的蛋蛋 Fucking guard kneed me in the testicles.
哈奇鉴定医院 Hatch Forensic Hospital.
它竟然变得这么大了 疼死我了 I can't believe how big they got. Fuckin' killing me.
-所以你觉得怎么样 -什么 - So what do you think? - What?
-你觉得什么样 -什么怎么样 - What do you think? - About what?
我的蛋蛋吗 About my balls?
不 康妮·宗啊 No, about Connie Chung.
-她怎么了 -好吧 不管怎么样 - What about her? - Well, I need to let her know
都得给她个答复啊 one way or the other, and I had to give her
我的工作电话给她了 好让她能联系到你 my work number in case she couldn't get a hold of you.
-你给了她你的工作电话 -是的 - You gave her your work number? - Yeah.
告诉她 不 不 Tell her no. No.
-你认真的吗 -认真的 - Seriously? - Seriously.
好吧 我觉得... Okay, I mean...
这是你的决定 我就是觉得... it's your decision. I just think...
-你只是什么 -我 我只是... - You just what? - I, I just...
我就是觉得你该和她谈谈 I just think that you should talk to her
她真的是个好人 我认为你应该... because she was really nice and I think you should just...
在做决定前和她在电话上谈谈 talk to her on the phone before you make your decision.
而且赛德也这么觉得 And Thad thought so, too.
萨德 关他什么事 Thad? What does he have to do with this?
不关他事 He had nothing to do with it.
她打电话的时候萨德刚好在场 He was just here when she called
他接了电话 and he answered the phone
等我把电话挂了以后 我俩就都 and then when I got off we were both just like,
"天呐 我们居然和电视里的康妮·宗说话了" "My God, we were just talking to Connie Chung from TV."
那你们好棒棒哦 Big fat fuckin' whoop.
都搭上电视里的康妮·宗了 Connie Chung from TV.
我不想让...我不想让那混蛋 I don't want that fuck... I don't want that asshole
接咱们电话 好嘛 picking up our phone, all right?
我还要用那个电话谈生意的 I have business on that line.
我不想让他的声音代表我的生意 I don't want his voice representing my business.
跟她聊聊嘛 多米尼克 Well, just talk to her, Dominick.
她 她人挺好的 She's, she's really nice.
嗯 我确定她肯定很好 很好 Yeah, I'm sure she's really, really nice
因为她很 很有求于我啊 because she really, really wants something from you.
听着乔伊 康妮·宗成不了 Listen, Joy, Connie Chung is not gonna be
你的新闺蜜 好吗 your new best friend, all right?
我知道她不是我新闺蜜啊 I know she's not my new best friend.
别给我整这事儿 现在我手上的 I don't want it here. I'm dealing with a few
破事儿够多了 你又不是不知道 fuckin' things here, as you can see.
我不想让什么媒体马戏团 I don't want the fuckin' media circus
在咱家搞杂耍 circling our house.
她那是在操控你好么 All right, she's manipulating you.
我又不 又不傻 I'm not, I'm not stupid.
不管你怎么觉得 Whether you think I am or not.
你可饶了我吧 Give me a fuckin' break.
你知道我真心希望的是什么吗 Do you know what I really, really wish?
我希望 我希望你能用照顾他的方式 I wish, I wish that you could just take care of me
来照顾我 the way that you take care of him.
老天爷啊 Jesus Christ.
被我自己的男友照顾得当 That would be a really nice surprise
那真算得上是一个好棒的惊喜了 to be taken care of by my own boyfriend.
但那是不可能的对吧 因为我没有疯掉 That's not gonna happen, is it? Because I'm not crazy.
这不好说 Well, that's debatable.
-滚 -得了 - Fuck you. - Come on.
咱先 先别吵 成不 Don't, don't, just don't do this, all right?
现在先别吵 你停一下成不 Not now. Stop yourself, all right?
你冷静下 Put the brakes on yourself.
我没...对不起 行了吧 So I don't... I'm sorry, all right?
我 我没觉得你傻 I, I didn't, I don't think you're stupid.
我也没觉得你疯 我 我现在很难捱 And I don't think you're crazy. I... this, this is hard for me.
你也很难捱 大家都难捱 It's hard for you. It's hard for all of us.
但我不得不照顾我兄弟 But I have to take care of my brother.
这没得商量 好吗 That's non-negotiable, all right?
我身不由己 It's just something that I have to do.
我必须做 I have to do it.
行吧 Right.
你做吧 做你的吧 多米尼克 You, you do it. Just go for it, Dominick.
乔伊 Joy.
乔伊 我不是无理取闹 Joy, I am not being unreasonable.
这是住在吉列大街67号的亨利·鲁德 This is Henry Rood, 67 Gillette Street.
这已经是三天内给您打过的 This is my fourth call...
-该死 -第四通电话了 - Shit. - I n three days.
我想知道到底什么时候 I'd like to know when in the hell
你才能回来完工 you're gonna get back to work over here.
如果可能的话 我希望在降雪的时候 If at all possible, I would like to be able
我的办公室窗户外 to look out my office window
不是只有你搭的脚手架 by the time the snow flies and not see your scaffolding.
您好 这是三河审查人 Hello, this is the Three Rivers Examiner
来电是为了能够尽快 calling to request an interview with Thomas Birdsey
采访托马斯·伯戴西 at his earliest convenience.
请联系292-1314 Please call 292-1314.
排队尾去吧 傻逼 Get to the back of the fuckin' line, asshole.
就排康妮·宗后面 Behind Connie Chung.
我是丽莎·谢费尔 This is Lisa Sheffer
我找多米尼克·伯戴西 calling for Dominick Birdsey.
我是哈奇鉴定医院的社会工作者 I'm a social worker at the Hatch Forensic Institute.
我为您兄弟托马斯的事来电 I'm calling about your brother, Thomas.
我知道你们入院的时候 I know that there was a bit of a... commotion
起了...小骚动 when you guys checked in,
但我想让您知道我看望了他 but I wanted to let you know I saw him
他恢复得很好 and he's doing really well.
考虑现状 他还挺好的 Under the circumstances he's doing fine.
我今晚大约11点前都有空 I'll be here tonight till about 11:00 o'clock
早上8点开始上班 and I'll be here at 8:00 in the morning.
给我回电 号码是617-9300 Give me a call back. 617-9300
如果您有任何问题或者 if you have any questions or you wanna know
您想知道您兄弟的近况 随时打给我 how your brother's doing at any time.
他今晚很好 我刚刚见过他 He's actually very well tonight. I saw him just now.
他们给他派了一对一看护 这样很好 And they've got him on one-to-one observation, which is good.
-您是他兄弟吧 -嗯 我是多米尼克·伯戴西 - You must be his brother. - Yeah, I'm Dominick Birdsey.
丽莎·谢费尔 跟您在答录机留了口信 Lisa Sheffer. Left a message on your machine.
谢谢您尽早赶来 Thanks for gettin' here so quickly.
请坐吧 Have a seat.
我今早才听到您留言 Yeah, so I didn't get your message till this morning,
但明摆着 but there's obviously been
我兄弟的事 some kind of misunderstanding...
-...是个误会 -不好意思 - with my brother. - Excuse me.
您好 我是谢费尔 Hello, Sheffer.
亲爱的 你好吗 Yeah, honey, how are you?
不 亲爱的 我在办公室和人谈事呢 No, honey, I have somebody in the office with me now.
妈妈在忙 嗯 Mommy's working. Yeah.
谢谢 爱你 拜 Thank you. I love you, goodbye.
不好意思哈 Sorry about that.
我女儿不太好对付 My daughter's quite a handful.
你真名是多米尼哥吗 Yeah, so, your real name's Domenico?
对 你怎么知道的 Yeah, how do you know that?
你兄弟的病例里有记录 It was in your brother's records here.
家族名字吗 What is it, a family name?
我是以外祖父命名的 I was named after my grandfather.
我祖父也叫多米尼哥 My grandfather's name is Domenico as well.
多有趣啊 Isn't that funny?
嗯 多米尼克·帕拉皮亚诺 Yeah, Domenico Parlapiano.
特别绕嘴吧 How's that for a mouthful?
我想把你兄弟的档案调过来 Just trying to get your brother's file transferred here
但你猜怎么着 我老是按到shift but you know what I'm doing, I keep hitting the shift key.
可以 说我兄弟的事了吗 Can, can we just talk about my brother?
我怎么把他弄出去 How am I gettin' him outta here?
那言归正传 Okay, we can.
你兄弟 托马斯 以一张15天的 Your brother, Thomas, was placed here
强制令调到这里的 on a 15-day paper.
这意味着他得在这里接受15天观察 That means he'll be here for 15 days under observation.
一旦观察期结束 When the observation is complete,
他的案件可能会走缓刑 his case will go before probate,
极有可能由专业法定管理机构接管 and then most likely to the PSRB.
-您瞧 我... -嗯 - Okay, listen, I... look. - Yeah.
我不想 不想无礼 好吗 I don't, I don't wanna be rude, all right?
因为你是我进来后见到的第一个愿意交流的人 'Cause you're the first human being I've run into in this place.
但首先 麻烦你跟我说话别用简称 But first of all, don't, don't sit here talking initials at me.
第二 别跟我说什么15天强制令 And number two, don't tell me about any 15-day paper,
因为我今天就得让他出去 because I'm gettin' him out of here today.
-嗯 -好吗 - Yeah. - Okay?
那你换个语气怎么样 How about you change that tone?
深呼吸 冷静一下 好吗 Okay, just take a deep breath and calm down.
等你不搪塞我了我就冷静下来了 I'll calm down when this whole runaround is over.
你要做的是找他的医生 What you need to do is get ahold of his doctor,
威利斯·埃勒斯医生 Dr. Willis Ehlers.
他会告诉你 他不...这是有人搞错了 He'll tell you, he doesn't... This is somebody's mistake.
他不属于这里 他该回安置楼的 He doesn't belong here and he should be over at Settle.
埃勒斯医生不再是你兄弟的医生了 Well, Dr. Ehlers is no longer your brother's doctor.
-他被替换了 -被谁替换的 - He has been reassigned. - Reassigned by who?
哈特福德州委员会办公室换的 The state commissioner's office in Hartford.
也不全是坏消息 It's not all bad news though.
帕特尔医生是他的新心理学家 Dr. Patel is his new psychologist,
她真的很厉害 who is absolutely fantastic.
不行 埃勒斯医生才是我兄弟的医生 All right, no, Dr. Ehlers is my brother's doctor.
他作我兄弟的医生已经有... He has been my brother's doctor for the...
最近四年都是他治的 Treating him for the last four years.
总的来说治得不错 Successfully, for the most part.
治得不错吗 您兄弟刚砍了他的手 Successfully? Your brother cut off his hand.
我...每次他有状况的时候 I... every single time he's ever had an episode,
都会送他去安置楼 he ends up at Settle.
这次为什么把他送来这里 So why would he end up here, all right?
他算是那里的常客了 He's practically a fixture down there,
如果您就打一通电话 and if you made one phone call,
花时间听听我跟您说的... if you took the time to listen to what I'm saying to you...
-打一通电话 -你猜怎么着 - and you made a phone call. - You know what?
-我不喜欢你这语气 -不好意思 - I don't like your tone. - Heh. Sorry!
我很不喜欢 如果愿意你可以离开 I really don't, no. You can leave if you want to.
我是支持你们的 我拥护你和你的兄弟 I'm an advocate. I'm here for you and for your brother.
-别闹了 -听我说 - So knock it off. - Listen to me.
我兄弟不属于这儿 他招架不住的 My brother doesn't belong here. He's got no defenses.
-我能理解 -恐怕这会儿他吓坏了 - I understand. - He's probably freaking out right about now.
这跟把一只兔子放狼窝里无异啊 It's like putting a bunny rabbit into a pack of wolves.
他在这撑不下去的 到时候全都得怪你 He's not gonna survive here. And it's gonna be on you.
-不会算在我头上 谢谢费心 -那要算谁头上 - Well, it's not gonna be on me, but thanks for saying that. - Who's it gonna be on?
多米尼克 我就直说了 I'm gonna give it to you straight, Dominick, okay?
你弟弟被安置在一家鉴定医院 Your brother was placed in a forensic hospital
因为他患有严重的精神疾病 because he's seriously mentally ill
而且犯下重大罪行 and he committed a serious crime.
什么罪行 What, what crime?
-你心里明白 -他做了什么 - You know what he did. - What did he do?
-你心知肚明 -就因为他打扰了某个老太太的午后阅读 - You know what he did. - So he interrupted some old lady's
然后在地毯上溅了一点血 afternoon reading, and he gets a little blood on the library carpet?
-一点 -他确实行事古怪 - A little? - I mean, what he did is totally bizarre, yes.
这我完全认同 I'm not, I'm not refuting any of that.
但他犯了什么大罪 But what serious crime did he commit?
他挥舞危险武器 He was brandishing a dangerous weapon.
可是...他是对自己下手 Yeah, he wasn't... He did it to himself.
没错 但这也算犯罪 Yes, but you know what? He counts.
他自残也算 多米尼克 He used it on himself and he counts, Dominick.
听着 全世界我最了解他 Listen, I know him better than anybody
说起来我可能比他危险多了 and I'm probably more dangerous than he is.
他是无害的 This guy is harmless.
你知道问题在哪儿吗 You know what I think your problem is?
如果你能冷静一下 If you could calm down for a minute,
我就跟你好好说明 I'll just explain something to you, okay?
你觉得这里是世上最糟糕的地方 You're assuming that this is the worst place in the world
不适合你弟弟 但也许并非如此 for your brother to be, and that may not be the case.
再说 多米尼克 你现在也无法改变事实了 And besides, Dominick, there is nothing you can do about it.
你无能为力了 Nothing. It's out of your hands.
根据法院裁定 托马斯最少要在这里观察十五天 Thomas is going to be here for 15 court-ordered days, minimum.
行吧 那接下来呢 Okay, so what, what about... What happens after that?
十五天以后他会怎么样 What happens after the 15 days?
第二队的评估小组会向检验法官提出建议 Unit Two's evaluation team will make a recommendation
裁定他是被释放 to the probate judge that he either is discharged,
还是转送其他机构 也可能留院 transferred to another facility, or stays here
由审查委员会管辖 under the jurisdiction of the review board.
审查委员会是干什么的 What does the review board do?
他们继续起诉 让他留院 They commit him.
-要留多久 -一年 - For how long? - For a year.
-一年 - 冷静 不要发脾气大喊 - A year?! - I know. Okay, okay, with the violence and the yelling.
冷静一点 You could maybe calm down just a little.
我知道这很难受 I know it's... I know it's upsetting.
一整年 你要我今天看他的时候 A year? How am I supposed to look at him
怎么直视他 when, when I see him today and look him in the eyes
怎么跟他说 "托马斯 事情是这样" and I tell him, "Thomas, here's how it is, okay?"
-我懂 -"你得在这儿待十五天 - Yeah. - "You got 15 days here
可能后面还有365天" and possibly 365 days after that."
我要怎么开口 How am I supposed to say that to him?
你今天不能看他 You're not gonna get to see him today.
真他妈的够了 You're a fuckin' picnic.
别这样 多米尼克 Now, Dominick, really.
-真的 -为什么我今天... - Really. - Why am I not gonna get...
-不能看他 -因为法定如此 - to see him today? - Because this is protocol.
他要受到最高等级的监护 He's here under maximum security status.
我和托马斯商量后会列出探视名单... Thomas and I will have to come up with a visitor list...
-最多五人 -多久能搞定 - up to five people. - How long is that gonna take?
通常许可下来要等两周 It usually takes about two weeks for clearance.
两周 两周后他都能出来了 Two weeks. He's gonna be outta here in two weeks.
这不一定 That is not necessarily the case.
很抱歉 但你需要帮助时可以来电话 I'm sorry, but you can call me whenever you need.
无论早晚 Day or night.
我帮你联系帕特尔医生 I'm gonna put you in touch with Dr. Patel.
要不我现在就给她打电话 In fact, you know what? Let me call her now
看看她能不能见你 and see if she can see you.
她肯定能回答你很多问题 I'm sure she'll be helpful at answering questions.
但先提醒你 不要在她办公室大喊大叫 But I'm gonna tell you, don't scream in her office.
她忍不了 She won't take it.
我是丽莎·谢费尔 Yeah, hi, it's Lisa Sheffer.
我很好 谢谢 你呢 I'm well, thank you. How are you?
你今天有空 Do you think you have any time today
见见托马斯·伯戴西的哥哥多米尼克吗 to see Thomas Birdsey's brother, Dominick?
他很想见你 He's very eager to see you.
-要不下午五点 -好 - How's 5:00 p.m.? - Fine.
五点可以 5:00 p.m. is fine.
太好了 谢谢你 All right, thanks very much.
约好了 她很忙的 There you go. You know, she's very busy,
今天能见她不容易 so that's great we got in today.
听好了 我今天会去看你弟弟 Now, listen, I'm gonna see your brother today.
我会告诉他你很努力想看他 I'm gonna tell him that you were here trying to see him.
还有别的要我带话吗 Is there anything else you want me to tell him for you?
-没有 -你没别的要和他说 - That's fine. - Nothing you want me to tell him?
没有 就这样吧 No, I guess that's it.
要不要说你爱他 How about that you love him?
-他知道的 -但所有人都想亲耳听到 - He knows it. - Yeah, well, everybody likes to hear it.
好吧 告诉他我爱他 Okay, fine. Tell him I love him.
我会的 Okay, I will.
BGM: I got a name-Jim Croce
早上好 路德夫人 Good morning, Mrs. Rood.
-早 -早安 - Morning. - Good morning.
能和你丈夫聊两句吗 Can I speak with your husband?
他给我留了几条信息 He's been leaving me quite a few messages.
不行 我不能打扰他 他在写作 No, I can't disturb him. He's writing.
也可能喝大了 Or passed out in an alcoholic stupor.
好吧 那你能帮我向他道歉吗 Okay, well, you know, can you apologize to him for me?
因为工作上的延误 For the delay? I mean, obviously,
你看雨这么大 没法开工 the rain, it can't be helped.
-没错 -而且我也 - No. - And I've been, I've been
我还有些私事要处理 personally dealing with a few...
-对 我们看新闻了 -现在的情况我无法掌控 - Yes, so we read. - ...circumstances that are beyond my control.
你哥哥怎么样了 How is he, your brother?
他没事 已经好多了 Yeah, he's all right. He's better.
不过 看天气情况 But listen, depending on the weather,
我应该最多在六周内完工 I should be done with this job in six weeks tops.
这波锋面明天应该就会过去 This front is gonna pass in the next 24 hours
到时候我会火力全开 and then I'll be going full-steam ahead.
所以你丈夫不用一直打电话催 好吗 So he doesn't have to keep callin' me, all right?
好的 没关系 All right, that's fine. Really, it's fine.
好的 All right.
他在写什么 So what's he writing up there, anyway?
那种宏大的美国小说 The great American novel?
是纪实文学 It's, it's non-fiction.
应该是那种事实揭露类的 我也不清楚 It's some sort of exposé. I don't know.
事实揭露 他要揭露谁 房屋粉刷匠吗 An exposé? Who's he exposing? House painters?
好了 我明天尽量赶过来 All right, so I'll try and stop by tomorrow.
拜托了 Do that, yes.
等我完工那天 你们夫妻俩 By the time I'm finished here, you and your husband
估计都看我看烦了 are gonna be sick of seein' me.
真的吗 我不觉得 You think so, really? I don't think so.
谢谢 路德夫人 Thank you, Mrs. Rood.
甜蜜小屋 Home sweet home.
我姥爷搭建的这楼 The only one left at the house
就只剩下雷·伯戴西 that my grandfather had built for his family
还住在里面了 was Ray Birdsey.
一个来自俄亥俄州 信仰新教的欧裔美国人 A WASP from Youngstown, Ohio.
已经没有坦帕斯塔家的血脉了 No Tempesta blood in residence.
甚至没有意大利血脉 No Italian blood, even.
雷 Ray?
每次回到蜀葵大道68号 Being back at 68 Hollyhock Avenue
我都感觉愤怒和弱小 always made me feel pissed and small.
像回到十岁 无能为力 Ten years old again and powerless.
长大过程中 我常常希望继父死掉 Growing up, I had wished my stepfather dead so often.
这成了种嗜好 It was practically a hobby.
在脑海中 我早把他杀了无数次 I had killed him over and over in my mind.
在悬崖推他下去 在浴缸把他电死 Driven him off cliffs, electrocuted him in the bathtub.
在打猎时误杀他 Shot him dead in hunting accidents.
外公去世的那年夏天 The summer my grandfather died was the same summer
妈妈刚好怀了我和托马斯 Ma was pregnant with Thomas and me.
我们父亲是谁 Pregnant by a guy whose name
估计这辈子都无法知道 I was probably never going to know.
他知道我们的存在吗 Had he known about us?
为什么妈不告诉我们他是谁 Why had she kept him from us?
真相到底有多黑暗 Was the truth really that bad?
很遗憾没能和你做成生意 I'm so sorry it didn't work out.
保重 珍妮特 Okay, now. Take care, Jeanette.
你个骗子 You liar.
怎么了 What happened?
老兄 Dude.
没成 No sale.
我请一天假进城 结果她呢 I take one day off to go into the city and what does she do?
改变主意 去隔壁买了辆福特金牛座 Changes her mind, goes and buys a Ford Taurus across town.
只能有五个人探视 So they're only givin' him five visitors.
还要先经过安全检查 You gotta get through a security clearance,
然后搜身 then you gotta go get frisked,
再过金属探测器 and then you get to go through a metal detector.
他们那简直不能叫搜身 What they did to you is not frisking, man.
他们... That's like...
这可是警察暴力执法 police brutality.
-你去拍照了吗 -还没有 - Have you taken pictures of that? - No.
你得抓紧时间在伤口愈合之前拍 兄弟 You gotta get pictures taken, man, before it heals.
赶快留下证据 You need to document that shit.
你今天得去看医生 You need to go to a doctor today
去拍照 好好的拍给 and get pictures taken, like, real pictures.
你蛋蛋的美照 Tasteful pictures of your balls.
这样就铁证如山了 So you have documentary evidence.
你再拿着照片去找那帮混蛋理论 You can use it to cut a deal with these bastards, man.
给他们看照片 威胁他们 You show them the pictures and you say,
"咱法庭见除非..." "I'll see you in court unless..."
"除非什么" "Unless what?"
"除非你们把我弟弟转到安置楼去" "Unless you transfer my brother back to Settle."
-主意不错 -是吧 - That's not a bad idea. - Right?
等你接到弟弟 And then when you get him out,
你就翻脸不认人再接着告他们 you turn around and you sue their ass off anyway.
是你就会这么干 对吧 You would do that, wouldn't you, man?
-不带犹豫的 -你真是... - In a heartbeat. - You're so...
得快 兄弟 机不可失 In a heartbeat, man. That's a real opportunity.
跟你说 要换我 I'm telling you, I would take that in...
天上掉馅饼可不得接着 I would love that money. That's easy money.
-电话响了 -这钱可就难赚了 - Your phone. - This, this is the hard money.
-先接电话 -天上掉馅饼啊 - Your phone's ringing. - That is easy money.
-行了 接电话 -我听得见 - All right, get the phone. - I hear the phone.
康斯坦丁汽车行 我是里奥 Constantine Motors, it's Leo.
你这单是不是黄了 Did you blow the sale?
抱歉 老板 她改主意了 所以... No, sir, she, she had a change of heart, so...
-怎么回事 -她去三河那儿买了福特的金牛座 - What happened? - She went with the Ford Taurus over at Three Rivers.
什么 她之前明明很心动 What? She was hot for that car when she left!
她应该是最后改主意了 I think she just changed her mind at the last minute.
-所以 -到底啥情况 - So... - What happened?
我请假去试镜了... I took a day off for an audition...
-可能她觉得... -什么 - and so, she thought... - You what?
你得把主次搞清楚 You've gotta get your priorities straight.
你居然请假把生意给搞黄了 You took a day off, and you blew the sale.
这回不是广告 It wasn't a commercial.
这次是正经的电影 It was a feature film this time.
-那又怎么样 -是个恐怖片 - So what? - It was a horror movie.
演主人公一个侦探 To be the lead detective.
讲的是一群信仰基督教的青少年被... There's some Christian teenagers that are being...
-随便你 -谋杀了 - Whatever. - Murdered.
挂了吧 Hang up.
快别说了 挂了吧 Don't... just hang up.
-他先挂了 -他挂了 - He hung up. - He hung up.
我得走了 I gotta go.
-恐怖片 -为什么得我去他那儿 - A horror, a horror film? - Why do I have to go back there?
他为什么不能过来 Why doesn't he just come out here?
他是不想见我 He doesn't want to see me.
得了吧 你可是他的爱婿 Give me a break, you were always the favorite son-in-law.
放屁 That's bullshit.
-他恨死我了 -等我回来 - He hates me. - Stay here.
反正我也无处可去 Where am I going?
嗨 吉恩 Howdy, Gene.
基恩·康斯坦丁
醒醒 兄弟 Wake up, man.
快醒醒 Wake up.
-几点了 -两点一十五 - What time is it? - It is 2:15.
是下午两点 以免你失了智 In the p.m., in case you were wondering.
你看起来糟透了 Man, you really look like dogshit, dude.
-多谢关心 -你有得到睡眠吗 - Thanks, man. - Are you getting any sleep at all?
你看起来就像... You look like one of those...
那种脸下垂的厉害 what's that dog with, like, the droopy face?
-牙也不大好的狗 -巴吉度猎犬 - And like the fucked-up teeth. - A basset hound.
就是巴吉度猎犬 你跟它一个样 A basset hound. That's what you look like.
-滚你妈的 -我这是跟你掏心窝子 兄弟 - Fuck off. - I'm just telling you, man.
别人可不会这么关心你 'Cause no one else is gonna tell you.
你这车锈可不少 You got a lot of rust on that thing.
-不是什么大毛病 -我可以 - Yeah, don't worry about it. - I'm just saying.
给你搞一辆特好的五十铃货车 I could get you in a nice Isuzu truck.
我不吃你这套 Find another victim.
-我认真的 -我不听 - I'm serious, man. - No.
机不可失 失不再来 I can get you a good deal.
上次你也这么说 The last time you gave me a deal,
他妈变速器都掉出来了 the fuckin' transmission fell out of it.
没这么糟吧 That's not how I remember it.
-听我说 -我没心情 兄弟 - Listen. - I'm not in the mood, man.
我感觉糟透了 I'm feelin' like shit.
你弟弟名单上有几个人来着 How many people did you say your brother gets on that list?
五个 Five.
告诉他可以加我一个 All right, well, tell him he can put me on it.
如果他愿意的话 I mean, if he wants.
我很乐意去那儿 Yeah, I'd be happy to go down there and just
看看他 make sure he's hangin' in there.
毕竟也是老相识 I mean, me and him go back a few years too, right?
我会跟他说得 多谢了 Yeah, I'll mention it to him, thanks.
行吧 兄弟 All right, brother.
请进 Yeah?
多米尼克 Dominick?
老兄 我是戴尔 Man, I'm Dale.
可以的话 我要给你拍几张照片 I'm gonna take a few photos of you, if that's all right.
是睾丸挫伤 对吧 This is the, testicular contusion, correct?
-没错 -好的 - Yeah, man. - Okay.
能坐起来吗 Can you sit up for me?
现在给你的伤处拍几张 I'm just gonna take a few photos of your injury.
-你得先把裤子脱了 -该死 差点忘了 - I need to see the injury. - Shit. Right.
好的 你好 小睾睾 All right, good morning, sunshine.
我们开始了 There we go.
二 三 Two, three.
警察干的 Cops did this to you?
没错 狱警 Yeah, man. A prison guard.
傻逼警察 Fuckin' cops, am I right?
这么做真的很明智 老兄 It's smart to do what you're doin', man.
说真的 我也被警察揍过一次 I'm serious, I got hit by the cops once, man.
我当时真不该坐以待毙 I should have done somethin'.
从史密斯飞船演唱会回家的路上 Coming back from an Aerosmith concert.
听过史密斯飞船吧 世界上最牛逼的乐队 You know Aerosmith? They're the fuckin' best band in the world.
我跟兄弟都磕嗨了 My brother and I were high as hell.
被警察给拦下来 让我们下车 Cops pull us over, they tell us to step out of the car.
我兄弟让他们走开 My brother tells 'em to walk this way.
然后我俩给揍得屁滚尿流 They beat the shit out of us.
没开玩笑 屎都给揍出来了 I mean, the shit out of us, man.
如果我有什么证据 早时来运转了 If I had any proof, I would be a richer man.
我希望我当时也能跟你一样深谋远虑 You know, I wish I had your brains, man...
几点了 What time is it?
你多睡会儿吧 亲爱的 Babe, seize the day.
好 我得... Okay, I gotta...
-就... -我去抱孩子吧 - Just... - I'll get the baby.
行 把她抱过来 Right, bring her in here.
宝宝 Baby!
多米尼克 Dominick.
-不 -出事了 - No. - Something's wrong.
-不 -我不知道该怎么办 - No. - I don't know what to do!
不 不 多米尼克 为什么 No, no, Dominick. Why is...
不 不 不 不 不 不 她还有呼吸吗 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! Is she breathing?
那真是世上最可怕的纪念日 On the worst anniversaries,
安吉拉的生日成了她的忌日... Angela's birthday, or her death day...
我依然记得当救护车开到我们家时 I still see Dessa doubled over
戴莎悲痛得站不起身来的样子 and wailing as the ambulance pulled out of our driveway.
接着是我的哥哥 And then there was my brother.
都是因为我常常去看安吉拉 And they knew that I would sometimes stay there,
她才会被谋杀的 and that's how Angela was murdered.
我一想到托马斯 I still clench when I remember Thomas
告诉所有人安吉拉的死 telling people that there was a strong possibility
十有八九是仇家为了警告 Angela's death had been arranged by his enemies
托马斯而被谋杀的 as a warning to him.
-联调局 中情局 多米尼克 -闭嘴 - The FBI, the CIA... Dominick. - Knock it off.
-他们是冲我来的 我很抱歉 -你闭嘴 - They were after me and I'm sorry... - Knock it off.
这跟你没关系 It has nothing to do with you.
是巴勃罗·艾斯科巴干的 It was Pablo Escobar...
行了 行了 行了 Come on, come on, come on!
-我对天发誓 -够了 兄弟 - I swear to God! - Come on, man!
这跟你没关系 It has nothing to do with you!
一毛钱关系也没有 It has nothing to do with you!
行了 她是我的女儿 All right, it's my daughter!
我不记得那个月是阿亚图拉 I forget whether it was the Ayatollah
还是哥伦比亚贩毒集团 or the Colombian drug cartels
在那个月追杀托马斯 who were pursuing Thomas that month.
我真气得可以把他头锤烂 But I could have bashed his fuckin' head into the wall
当我听他说那些东西 when I heard him say that,
把我们女儿的死扯到他身上 making our daughter's death about him.
你他妈怎么回事 What the hell's the matter with you?
一个多月以来 戴莎就像一具行尸走肉 For a month more, Dessa was a zombie
我成了家里的主心骨 and I was management central.
忙于应付验尸官和警察 The one who dealt with the coroner and the cops.
和人们不断拿来的砂锅 And all those casseroles people kept bringing to the door.
成摞盖着的盘子 The covered dish brigade.
大约一周后 我把吃的都扔了 A week or so later, I threw everything out,
洗了所有盘子 washed everyone's dishes,
跑一大圈去归还 and went driving around town returning them.
会好起来的 会好起来的 This will pass. It'll pass.
戴莎的父亲信誓旦旦 Dessa's father assured me
说世事难料 that we two kids would get over our loss.
只要我们有了第二个孩子 These things happen.
这些都不再是问题 He assured me as soon as we had another baby.
你不能再消沉下去 You can't be moping around.
我们要尽早开始 We should start as soon as possible.
你得向前看 You have to embrace life.
很多人都是这么做的 A lot of people did that.
把再次怀孕当成解决悲伤的方法 Prescribed pregnancy as the answer to our grief.
都会好起来的 Everything's gonna be all right.
把对她的感觉 她的声音 People assumed the feel and sound
和她的气息当成一次性的 and smell of her was disposable.
-可替代的 -我出去走走 - Replaceable. - I'm gonna go for a walk.
好像我和戴莎唯一需要做的 As if all Dessa and I had to do
就是像抹录音带一样把对女儿的记忆抹掉 was erase over our daughter like videotape.
塞迪 过来 Sadie, come on, come.
你要来吗 You wanna come?
不 我不了 No, I'm good.
好吧 我们走 All right, come on. Let's go.
我们的关系又维持了一年 We held on for a little over a year.
戴莎和我 Dessa and me.
我们没怎么吵架 吵架太费力气了 We never really fought. Fighting took too much energy.
之后 她开始参加 After a while, she started going to these
纽黑文的SIDS家长互助组集会[婴儿猝死综合征] SIDS parent support group meetings down in New Haven,
要求我跟她一起 pressuring me to go too.
他叫凯利 His name was Kyle.
我去了两次 之后再也不想去了 I went twice, then I couldn't go back.
我就是做不到 I just couldn't do it.
如果你想究其原因 Because that group pissed me off,
因为那伙人让我怒不可遏 if you want to know the truth.
那群神神叨叨的人 All those touchy-feely types connecting with their sorrow,
沉溺于丧子之痛 wallowing in it.
家有夭女俱乐部 The dead babies club.
每周悲惨派对 The weekly pity party.
多米尼克 我们好好谈谈吧 Dominick, I need you to open up to me.
我自己克服不了悲伤 I can't do this by myself.
真的 Please.
这有什么用 What good is it gonna do?
我们说说话 泪流满面 然后接着说 We'll talk and we'll cry and we'll talk some more.
她还是死的 She'll still be dead.
多米尼克 Dominick.
求求你 Please.
生活就是这样蛮不讲理 Life didn't have to make sense.
好像个天大的玩笑 懂吗 That was the big joke, get it?
你有一个哥哥 把金属夹缠在头发里 You could have a brother that stuck metal clips in his hair
只为阻拦来自古巴的敌方信号 to deflect enemy signals from Cuba.
一个生父 三十三年了 A biological father who, in 33 years,
从没露过脸 had never shown his face,
一个死在摇篮里的女儿 and a baby dead in her bassinet.
这些都毫无意义 And none of it meant a fucking thing.
戴莎预见了最后一根稻草的出现 Dessa saw ahead of time the wallop
安吉拉的生日要到了 Angela's birthday was going to pack
她随即开始安排 and started planning accordingly.
想让我们一起去旅行 She wanted both of us to go on a trip
去希腊和西西里 to Greece and Sicily.
想用人身保险的钱 Wanted us to use the life insurance money
去旅行 we'd gotten to take that trip.
我觉得我能从工作中腾出时间 I could've gotten the time off from work, I guess.
但是我拒绝了 But I said no.
跟她说我觉得拿着女儿的保险费去旅游 Told her I thought it was sick taking a trip
实在是令人恶心 financed with death money.
但我没说的是 我说不出口的是 But the unspoken truth, the thing I couldn't say,
我害怕 is that I was afraid.
害怕跟她关在一个船舱里 Afraid to confine myself in a ship's cabin with her.
在船上 不能拿钥匙开车走人 On a ship, you couldn't grab the keys and drive off.
在船上 我们可以造人 On a ship, we could make another baby.
我们在孩子去世后的一年里 We made love maybe a dozen times
做爱过几次 in the year after the baby's death.
总是戴着子宫帽 Always with a diaphragm in,
并且每次我都早早拔出来 and each time, I pulled out early anyway.
旅行的想法对我来说太可怕了 The thought of that trip scared the crap out of me.
"你自己去吧" 我鼓励她 "Go without me," I encouraged her.
然后她就真去了 And so she called my bluff and went.
我有我的计划和安排 I had my own plans, my own mission
给自己疗伤 for my own recovery.
多米尼克·伯戴西 Dominick Birdsey?
抱歉 Sorry.
抱歉吓你一跳 So sorry I startled you.
你是在睡觉吧 You were sleeping, weren't you?
-你哪位 -我是帕特尔医生 - Who are you? - I'm Dr. Patel.
抱歉 我只是... I'm sorry. No, no, I'm just...
很抱歉 我只是闲得蛋疼 I'm sorry, I was vegging out.
上来坐坐吧 蛋疼先生 Why don't you come on up, Mr. Vegetable?
好的 All right.
不好意思 Excuse me.
来吧 我们走 Come on! Let's go!
请坐 Take a seat, please.
开始之前我先泡壶茶 I was going to put on a pot of tea
你想要喝点吗 before we started. Would you like to join me?
好 Yeah, sure.
你睡眠充足吗 伯戴西先生 Are you getting enough sleep, Mr. Birdsey?
只是疲惫的一天 It's just been a long day.
-那我给你拿点甘菊 -你懂的 - Well, I can offer you chamomile... - You can understand.
薄荷 野莓香料 Peppermint, and wildberry spice.
-随便吧 -随便吧 - Whatever. - Whatever.
迷茫美国男人的首选用词 The favorite word of ambivalent American men.
你不觉得有些消极吗 It's passive-aggressive, don't you think?
我加香料 谢谢 I'll have the spice, thanks.
我哥哥怎么样了 So what's going on with my brother?
你见他了吗 Have you seen him?
见了 实际就是今天 Yeah, just today, actually.
-出了点状况 -状况 - There... there was an incident. - An incident.
你哥哥对监控 Your brother seems to have a preoccupation
似乎耿耿于怀 with the surveillance cameras.
下午吃午饭的时候 他开始大喊大叫 And this afternoon, at lunch, he began shouting
把食物砸向餐厅墙上的摄像头 and throwing food at the camera on the wall in the dining room.
之后协管想控制住他 And then, when an aide attempted to contain him,
桌子翻了 the table overturned.
托马斯掀翻了桌子 Thomas turned the table?
据我所知 几个病人的午饭 And from what I understand, several of the other
掉在地上 patients' meals landed on the floor
又引起一阵骚乱 and something of a melee followed.
最后看守来了 But the guards were called and the situation
快速控制了局面 was quickly brought under control,
但你哥哥不得不被强行管制 but your brother had to be restrained.
开玩笑吗 他 他还在被关押吗 Are you kidding? Is he, is he still like that?
不 四点他回房间了 No, no, he was back in his room by 4:00.
我告诉你这些不是让你惊慌 I didn't tell you this to alarm you.
妄想症患者 It's not abnormal for patients with paranoia
时不时发作很正常 to act out occasionally.
我告诉你这些是因为你对丽萨·谢菲尔说 I'm telling you this because you had mentioned
你想时刻保持跟进 to Lisa Sheffer that you wanted to be kept informed.
-他现在怎么样 -一言不发 闷闷不乐 - How is he now? - He's withdrawn, sullen.
我跟他的精神医生 蔡斯医生 聊了聊 I spoke to his psychiatrist, Dr. Chase,
他正在考虑 and, well, he's considering as one of his options
提高你哥哥的氟哌啶醇用量 to increase your brother's dosage of Haldol.
天啊 得了吧 解除了他的限制之后 Jesus Christ, here we go. You know, you take off the restraints
又把他扔进药物的控制里 and then you throw him in a straitjacket of his medication.
上次医生在他发作后加大药物 The last time his doctors upped his medication after an episode,
那场面实际上就像 it was literally like someone
有人把他摁进狗日的电灯插座里 had plugged him into a frickin' light socket.
他跟没了魂一样 He was walking around like a fuckin' piece of bacon.
伯戴西先生 你知道的 安定药物 Well, Mr. Birdsey, you know, neuroleptic medications
对缓解妄想和幻觉症状有明显作用 are very effective in lessening delusions and hallucinations
但不幸的是 but unfortunately,
它们也加剧了负面效果 they also enhance the negative symptoms.
我知道 我知道得一清二楚 I know, I know all about it.
我对氟非那嗪和三氟拉嗪 I know all about the Prolixin and the Stelazine,
还有其他所有的嗪了如指掌 好吗 and all that other stuff, all right?
没有...有这样一个弟弟 You don't... You can't have a brother
二十年来进进出出州立医院 who's been in and out of the state hospital for 20 years
我对医院的用药把戏都了如指掌 and not know all of their chemical voodoo.
他讨厌氟哌啶醇 He hates the Haldol.
让他感觉糟糕得像一坨屎 It makes him feel like shit.
我不会给你们许可 And I don't give you guys
只因为他吓坏了掀了一张桌子 permission to turn him into a zombie
就让你们把他变成行尸走肉 just because he freaked out and he turned over a table
以为这样就能 just because it happens to be,
解决一切 对吗 convenient for the staff, all right?
我可不接受 It's unacceptable to me.
我也不接受 伯戴西先生 And it's unacceptable to me, too, Mr. Birdsey.
请你尊重下我的职业素养 Please give me credit for some professional ethics.
我是站在你哥这边的 我...我不是反对他 I'm an advocate for your brother. I'm... I'm not an enemy.
也不是什么疯狂的科学家 I'm not a mad scientist.
我和蔡斯医生谈过 我个人觉得 I spoke to Dr. Chase, and I told him that in my opinion,
增加你哥服用氟哌啶醇的剂量是有失明智的 increasing your brother's dosage of Haldol was probably ill-advised
而且为时过早 and most certainly premature.
我也同样愿意尊重你的意见 And I would be more than happy to relay your concerns...
-还有医生的 -有意义吗 - to the doctor as well. - Which would count for what?
还自诩为什么治疗精神病的大神 One of the divine gods of psychiatry doing what?
听完他的倾诉还不是一如既往地 Just listening politely and then going forward
执行你们那一套傻瓜式的治疗方案 and doing whatever the hell they wanted to anyway?
我也是醉了 I mean, come on.
我经历过的 I've been here.
你一定很累吧 伯戴西先生 You're very tired, aren't you, Mr. Birdsey?
对啊 Yeah, I am.
我是很累 这可是漫长的四十年啊 小姐 I am. It's been a long 40 years, lady.
现在喝点茶吗 Would you like to have some tea now?
好的 Sure.
你哥和我说你求知若渴 Your brother tells me that you're an avid reader.
家里书盈四壁 That your house is filled with books.
他聊到你时眉飞色舞的 You know, he was very animated when he was telling me about you, you know?
似乎以你的才华为骄傲 He seems very proud of your mind.
是哦 Right.
你不这么觉得吗 You think otherwise?
我觉得 托马斯... I think that, Thomas...
以为地球都围着他转 can't focus on much of anything or anyone but Thomas.
因为他的病情 他做不到 And because of his disease, he's unable to,
思考其他人的处境 think about anybody but himself.
他小时候也这样吗 Was he like that even as a child?
不是 No.
他会去关心 He worried more.
关心什么 About what?
关心其他人吧 About, about people.
比如说我 About me.
其实 他比她还要杞人忧天 I mean, he was a bigger worrywart than she was.
-她 是谁 -我母亲 - And who was that? - My mother.
她以前叫他乖宝宝 She used to call him the bunny rabbit
叫我淘气包 and me the spider monkey.
这有什么意义吗 What difference does it make, anyway?
过去的事 都是浮云了 I mean, all this history stuff, it's-it's-it's irrelevant.
这和他们二十年前做的事一样啊 I mean, this is the same stuff they were doing 20 years ago
这整件事 不都是噩梦开始的地方吗 when this whole thing, when this... when this nightmare first started.
好吧 是家族遗传 先天不足 和后天没关系 All right, it's genetic. It's got nothing to do with his upbringing.
纠结过去没什么用 There's no use delving into the secrets of the past.
我们还是...关注当下吧 You know, let's just... Let's focus on the present.
我们给他正确的治疗 Let's, let's get him the proper medications
他就能控制自己的冲动了 so that he can control his behavior
再教教他如何生活自理吧 and let's try to teach the guy some self-management.
回忆过去让你不舒服吗 Are you uncomfortable about remembering the past?
我吗 我可没有 Am I? No, I'm not uncomfortable.
为什么 Why, why, listen.
你怎么一直扯到我身上 Why do you insist on turning this around on me?
因为你和他是双胞胎啊 对吧 Well, because you're his twin, aren't you?
可以说 你是他的对立面 You're his mirror image, so to speak.
他健康的一面 His, his healthy self.
从科学上来讲 你们是对照组中的 In scientific terms, well, you're the equivalent
相同个体 of a control group.
好吧 All right, all right.
你是他那没有疾病负担的 The part of himself that is free
另一面 from the burden of his disease.
某种意义上 作为同卵双胞胎 In a sense, as his identical twin,
你就是他 他就是你 well, you are he and he is you.
和多数双胞胎相比... More than most siblings...
-你们更心有灵犀 -我 我不知道 - you are each other. - I, I, I don't know.
我想放一段你哥的心理咨询 I want to play you a recording of my session
就是在今天事故之后 with your brother from today after the incident.
我很满意我们的进展 我... I was very pleased with our progress and I...
觉得听听你的反应会有帮助 I thought it might be helpful to hear your reactions.
可以吗 针对病人隐私来说 Is that fair? I mean, in terms of patient confidentiality?
你又来了 伯戴西先生 There you go again, Mr. Birdsey.
担心我的职业素养 Worrying about my ethical intent.
听吧 Listen.
托马斯·伯戴西的心理咨询 下午两点三十分 Session with Thomas Birdsey, 2:30 p.m.
一九九零年十月十六号 Sixteen, October, 1990.
伯戴西先生 你知道这是要录音的吗 Mr. Birdsey, are you aware this is being taped?
嗯 我知道 我知道很多的 Yeah, I'm aware. I'm aware of plenty.
我有许可 And I have your permission
可以让我们谈过的这些人听这段录音 to replay the tape to the people we talked about.
你弟 谢费尔小姐和蔡斯医生 Your brother, Miss Sheffer, Dr. Chase.
不 不要蔡斯医生 我不想让他听了 No, not Dr. Chase, I changed my mind about him.
-为什么 -因为太冒险了 - Why is that? - 'Cause it's too risky.
我 我怎么知道他不为伊拉克工作呢 How-how do I know he's not working for the Iraqis?
我干这行 是冒不起险的 In my line of work, you can't afford to take chances.
你这行 伯戴西先生 Your line of work, Mr. Birdsey?
什么工作 What line of work is that?
无可奉告 No comment.
我只是想理解你 伯戴西先生 I'm just trying to understand, Mr. Birdsey.
你是指你的咖啡 报纸生意什么的吗 Do you mean your coffee and newspaper business or something else?
好奇心杀死猫 不是吗 Curiosity killed the cat, didn't it?
伯戴西先生 我是否可以叫你托马斯呢 Mr. Birdsey, I'm wondering if I may call you Thomas.
-不可以 -为什么 - No, you may not. - Why is that?
我是西蒙·彼得 I am Simon Peter.
[圣经中十二使徒之一 安德烈的哥哥]
西蒙·彼得 那个耶稣使徒吗 Simon Peter the apostle?
答对了 甘地小姐 Bingo, Miss Gandhi.
你为什么叫我甘地小姐呢 Why do you refer to me as Miss Gandhi?
因为你的穿着呀 苏西·Q 'Cause you dress the part, Suzie Q.
苏西·Q 我怎么又成苏西·Q了 Suzie Q. Why am I Suzie Q?
我怎么知道你为什么是苏西·Q How should I know why you're Suzie Q?
我不认为这有啥意义 I-I don't know if this means anything,
不过我们继父曾经叫我妈 but that's what my stepfather used to call my mother,
苏西·Q 他听起来和雷如出一辙 Suzie Q, and he sounds just like him there.
苏西·Q是你母亲的别名 Suzie Q was your mother's nickname.
她叫苏珊吗 Was her name Susan?
不 是康森缇娜或康妮 No, Concettina or Connie.
不过我们继父这么叫她是在... But that's what my stepfather used to call her when...
什么时候 Yes?
每当他生她气了 奚落她 When he was mad at her, when he ridiculed her.
就这么叫她 That's what he called her.
我对你的家人知之甚少 I know very little about your family.
跟我讲讲吧 Tell me about them.
你母亲去世了 对吧 Your mother is deceased, correct?
你还有个继父 And you have a stepfather?
和弟弟 And a brother?
双胞胎弟弟 我们长得一样 A twin brother. We're identical.
他喜欢读书 He likes to read.
你应该看看他家里 全是书 You should see his house. It's filled with books.
他 绝顶聪明 He's very, very intelligent.
那你呢 伯戴西先生 And what about you, Mr. Birdsey？
怎么说呢 上帝选择了我 I was called. I was chosen by God.
他们就立即开始 And they almost immediately, they started,
开始追随我 they started pursuing me.
可是我弟 是个好老师 But my brother, he was a good teacher.
学生们追捧他 敬佩他的才华 Students liked him and respected his brain.
不过他辞职了 But he quit.
为什么 Why?
我不知道 I don't know.
发生了点儿事 我不想说 Something happened. I don't want to talk about it.
那他现在以什么谋生呢 What does he do for a living now?
他给房子刷漆 He paints houses.
我告诉他要小心油漆中的有害物质 多米尼克 I tell him, watch out for the radioactive paint, Dominick.
他不听我的 He doesn't listen to me.
你听到了吗 多米尼克 You hear that, Dominick?
其实 托马斯还是以他的方式担心你的 In his own way, Thomas is still worrying about your safety.
我看到我弟想把漆刮掉 I see my brother trying to get it off his fingers.
继父也有 My stepfather has it, too.
可是他再也没来看过我 But he doesn't come to see me anymore
所以我 我也不必担心他了 so I don't, I don't have to worry about him.
你能跟我说说他吗 Can you tell me about him?
我继父 他打...他以前打我们 My stepfather, he beat... He used to beat us.
-他打你们 -我们小时候 - He hit you. -When we were kids, yeah.
经常还是偶尔呢 Frequently or infrequently?
-经常 -是偶尔 - Frequently. - Infrequently.
他以前把腰带解下来打我 He used to take his belt off and hit me with it.
-打哪 -我 我胳膊 - Where? - My-my arms.
还有屁股 My behind.
有一次 他 他用皮带抽我的脸 One time, he, he hit me across the face with his belt...
-上面的扣子还把我牙硌碎了 -停 - and its buckle chipped my tooth. - Stop the tape.
停 就那 他在扯淡 Stop. Right there, that's bullshit.
根本不是那样 'Cause that, that didn't happen.
他 他的牙是在一次雪橇事故里磕掉的 He, he, he chipped that tooth in a sledding accident.
我们在牛棚山上 正准备下去 We were over at Cow Barn Hill, we were going down the hill,
他摔翻了 嘴巴撞在金属滑条上 he flipped over and he hit his mouth on a metal runner.
-你想我停下来吗 -不 继续 - Do you want me to stop? - No, keep going.
不 不 他从不会像打我一样打多米尼克 No, no. He never hit Dominick the way he hit me.
-不会吗 -不会 - No? - No.
他总挑臭托马斯 He always picked on Thomas Dirt.
臭托马斯 Thomas Dirt?
请问你为什么这么称呼自己 Why do you refer to yourself in that manner, please?
是这样吗 多米尼克 Is that right, Dominick?
-什么 -你经常幸免吗 - What? - Were you usually spared?
对 有时候是这样 没错 Yeah, sometimes I was, yeah.
因为我不像他那样 Because I didn't push Ray's buttons
惹雷生气 好吗 the way this kid did, all right?
我 我够聪明 知道闭嘴 I mean, I, I was smart enough to know to shut up,
知道防守 他不懂 to play defense, he didn't.
放带子吧 继续 Just play the tape. Come on.
伯戴西先生 Mr. Birdsey,
你认为为什么你的继父对你 why do you think your stepfather was more harsh with you
比对你弟弟更严厉 than he was with your brother?
我不用认为 我知道为什么 I don't think why. I know why.
因为他嫉妒我 Because he was jealous of me.
为什么 What made him jealous?
因为他发现上帝优待我 Because he realized that God has special plans for me.
他以前会打开我的衣柜撒尿 He used to open up my closet and urinate.
尿得衣服上到处都是 Urinate all over my clothes.
还有鞋子上 他总这么做 My shoes, too. He was always doing that.
尿在我的鞋子里 Pissing in my shoes.
你认为他为什么要尿在你的衣服上 Why do you think he urinated on your clothes?
这 这都不算事 That, that was nothing.
这是最轻的 That was the least of it.
还有更严重的吗 He did worse things?
严重得多 Much worse.
他做了什么更严重的事 What did he do that was worse?
他强奸我母亲 逼我们看着 He would rape my mother and make us watch.
-他还 他还... -拜托 - And he would, he would... -Come on.
他绑住我往我的屁股里塞东西 He would tie me up and stick things up my rear.
什么东西 What kind of things?
-要是雷知道他说这些 天呐 -尖的东西 - If Ray knew he was saying this stuff, man, Jesus. -Sharp things.
铅笔和螺丝刀 Pencils and screwdrivers.
有一次他拿着餐刀的把手 You know, one time he took the handle of a carving knife.
我不能 我不能 停 停 I can't, I can't. Just stop it, stop it.
放进... Right inside...
操 Fuck.
你弟弟说的这些让你很难过 对吗 What your brother said has upset you very much, hasn't it?
什么 不 没有 医生 What, no. Hell no, doc.
有什么好难过的 我母亲被强奸 Why would that upset me? My mother got raped
我们在一旁围观 and we sat around and watched.
我继父往他屁股里塞螺丝刀 My stepfather used to stick screwdrivers up his ass.
拜托 这多轻松 I mean, come on, that's easy.
这 这... 听着好极了 That's, that was... That's awesome to listen to.
老天爷 我还以为他在你那有进步呢 操 Jesus Christ, I thought you were making progress with him. Fuck!
告诉我你现在的感受 多米尼克 Tell me what you're feeling right now, Dominick.
我他妈什么感受重要吗 What the fuck does it matter what I'm feeling?
我又不是那个病态 扭曲... I'm not the one who's having this sick, perverted...
你看起来很愤怒 多米尼克 告诉我为什么 You seem very angry, Dominick. Tell me why.
你想知道我为什么生气吗 那我告诉你 You wanna know why I'm angry? I'll tell you why I'm angry.
我现在本该在吉列街上 I'm supposed to be down on Gillette Street right now
完成我的粉刷工作 这份工作 finishing a painting job that I was supposed to finish
我他妈三周前就该完成 three fucking weeks ago,
可我他妈在一个迷你商场 and here I am in a fuckin' mini mall,
听我弟弟鬼扯这些 listening to my brother talk about shit
从来没发生过的破事 that never, ever happened.
没错 我们家是很烂 Okay, yeah, it got bad in our house.
雷的脾气他妈的一点就着 Ray had a temper like he was fucking on fire.
但他从来没有用螺丝刀捅他 But he never raped him with a screwdriver.
多米尼克 请你小声点 Dominick, please keep your voice down.
-你要不坐下吧 -我不想坐下 - Why don't you sit down? - I don't wanna sit down.
深呼吸 Take a few deep breaths.
你想知道 你想知道我怎么想吗 You wanna know, do you wanna know what it's like for me?
是吗 Do you?
就像是... It's like...
我弟弟就像是 it's like my brother has been an anchor
我整个生活里的锚 around my entire life.
即使他生病前也是 Even before he got sick.
即使他在砍胳膊前也是 Even before he goes and lops his frickin' hand off.
这个锚往下拽我 你知道我有什么吗 An anchor pulling me down. You know what I get?
我的绳子刚好只能让我探出水面 I get just enough rope to break the surface.
喘口气 To breathe.
我常想着有一天 I used to think one day, that I'd actually
我能真正离开他 get away from him, you know?
能把绳子斩断 That I'd cut the cord.
但是现在 我40岁 But here I am, I'm 40 years old,
我他妈还是在精神病院 and I am still down at the fuckin' nuthouse
担心他的事 我现在懂了 running interference, and I get it now.
我真懂了 明白了 I really do. I get it, man.
我他妈大彻大悟 I really fucking get it.
-你明白什么了 多米尼克 -我知道我会... - What do you get, Dominick? - That I will...
我知道... 他是我的诅咒 that... that he is my curse.
我就... I'm just...
我... 抱歉 抱歉 I'm... I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
我不知道该怎么办 I don't know what to do.
你的反应 多米尼克 Your reactions, Dominick, they've...
对我很有启发性 they've been very illuminating to me.
但我想我们不该继续 But I think we should discontinue the practice
让你听你弟弟的录音了 of having you listen to your brother's taped sessions.
是你说会有用的 You're the one who said it would help.
这可能是个坏主意 Well, perhaps it was a bad idea.
会有帮助 但... It can help, but...
哥哥的治疗不该给弟弟带来风险 one brother's treatment shouldn't put another brother at risk.
我今天有了新发现 I learned something today.
我发现有两个年轻人迷失在树林里 I learned that there are two young men lost in the woods.
不止一个 是两个 Not one, two.
而我可能永远无法找到其中一个 And I may never be able to find one of those young men.
他很有可能很早以前就走丢了 He's been gone so long, the odds, I'm afraid,
我没什么机会了 但... may be against me, but...
另一个我可能更有希望 as for the other, I may have better luck.
另一个年轻人也许在呼唤我 The other young man may be calling me.
靠 Shit.
-猜猜谁回来了 -你好啊 多米尼克 - Guess who's home! - Hello, Dominick.
你想过来吃个南瓜... You want to come in here and have a pumpkin...
来吃个棒棒糖 Come have a sucker.
不 还有更好的 No, better than a sucker.
我烤了南瓜子 I have toasted pumpkin seeds.
-你想来点南瓜子吗 -不想 - You want some pumpkin seeds? - Nope.
我不想要... 南瓜子 I don't want any... pumpkin seeds.
尝尝嘛 Try them!
多米尼克 我们烤了南瓜子 Dominick, we toasted pumpkin seeds.
多米尼克 来吃点... 他说什么 Dominick, come and have... What'd he say?
他老这么生气吗 Is he always this angry?
我知道你现在脑子里很多事 I know that you have a lot on your mind right now,
但这绝不是你对我朋友 but that gives you absolutely no excuse
这么粗鲁的理由 to be that rude to my friend.
-天呐 -这也是我家 要是我想下班回家 - Jesus. -This is my house too, and if I want to come home
要是我想放松 要是我想让赛德过来 after work and I wanna relax, and I wanna have Thad over,
这是我的事 that's my business.
别给我摔门 Don't shut the door on me!
别给我... 摔门 Don't shut... the door on me.
所有人都得围着你 是吧 You just steal the light, don't you?
一进来就扫兴 You come in and you shit over everything.
听好了 我今天很累 Listen, I've had a long day,
回到家想吃点东西 and when I come home, I wanna have something to eat.
真实的东西 Something real.
不是他妈的烤南瓜子 Not frickin' roasted pumpkin seeds.
然后我想躺在床上 And then I want to lay down in my bed,
因为我需要睡觉 because I need some sleep.
这要求高吗 Is that asking too much?
-高 -是吗 - Yeah, yeah! - Is it?
因为你从不考虑我需要什么 不是吗 'Cause you never think about what I need, do you?
-去你妈的 -一次都没有 - Fuckin' Jesus Christ. - Not once!
干嘛不带你的小男朋友还是女朋友 Why don't you get your little boyfriend or girlfriend
还是他妈的什么东西滚出去 or whatever the fuck he is outta here.
操你妈 Fuck you!
赛德 走 我们走 Thad, come on, let's go.
操你妈 Fuck you!
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