性、谎言、录影带
垃圾 Garbage.
我整个星期都不停地想着垃圾 All I've been thinking about all week is garbage. I just can't stop thinking about it.
关于垃圾的什么想法？ What kind of thoughts about garbage?
我很担心这么多的垃圾 会造成什么后果 I've gotten real concerned... over what's going to happen with all the garbage.
我们有这么多的垃圾 We've got so much of it.
最后我们会没有地方放它们 You know, I mean, we have to run out of places... to put this stuff eventually.
我上次有这种想法是… The last time I... I started feeling this way...
当那艘驳船搁浅时 is when that barge was stranded...
它围绕着海岛航行 却没有人肯认领它 and, you know, it was going around the island... and nobody would claim it.
- 你记得吗？ - 记得 Do you remember that? Yes, I remember.
你知道是什么触发这个忧虑吗？ Do you have any idea what may have triggered this concern?
那晚约翰去倒垃圾… You see, the other night... John was taking out the garbage...
他不断让垃圾桶里的东西掉出来 and he kept spilling things out of the container...
让我- - 我开始幻想… and that made me... I started imagining...
譬如一个会制造垃圾的垃圾桶 like, a garbage can that produces garbage.
它不停地制造垃圾 不停地溢出来 And it doesn't stop. It just keeps producing garbage. And it just keeps overflowing.
你会怎样做去制止这种事情？ You know, what would you do to try to stop something like that?
爱欣，你有没有察觉到什么模式？ Ann, do you see any pattern here?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
你上星期担心那些 飞机空难死者的家人 Last week, we were talking about your obsession... with the families of airline fatalities.
现在我们又在谈论 你对垃圾的问题 Now we're talking about your concern... over the garbage problem.
是，那又如何？ Yeah. So?
如果你想想 其实一直你感到困扰的是… Well, if you think about it... I think you'll see that the object of your obsession... is invariably something negative...
一种你不能控制的负面东西 which you have no control over.
是的 Yeah,
但有多少人会担心… but how many people...do you think run around obsessing...
开心快乐的事情？ over how great and how happy things are? You know what I mean?
可能他们会 但他们不会找心理医生吧 Maybe they do, but I don't think they're in therapy.
不过… Anyway,
开心快乐也不是件好事 being happy isn't all that great.
我上次很快乐时… I mean, the last time I was really happy...
胖得很厉害 I got so fat.
我一定重了二十五磅 I must have put on twenty-five pounds.
我当时以为约翰会中风 I thought John was going to have a stroke.
你担心什么？ So what are you worried about?
我在看什么？这是个错误吗？ What am I looking at here? Is this a mistake?
这取决于你的观点，我不同意 Well, it depends on your point of view. I don't think so.
事实上，我想告诉你一个小秘密 In fact, I'm going to tell you a little secret.
一旦你的手指戴着戒指 女人便会对你另眼相看 As soon as you've got a ring on your finger... you start getting the most spectacular attention... from the opposite gender.
- 胡说 - 但愿每次有女人… That's bullshit. Seriously. God, I wish I had Super Bowl seats...
跟我谈话都不激怒我时 我也会有超级足球杯的票 for every time some filly talked to me... without the slightest provocation.
真是太好了 It's critical. It's just marvelous.
- 但那发生在你… - 不！以前从没发生过 That happened to you before you got married. No. It never happened before. If I'd known that...
早知我在18岁时就买只戒指 好省掉… I'd have bought myself a ring when I was eighteen... and saved myself...
- 对 - 时间和金钱 - Yeah, right. - A lot of time and money.
但愿有人提点我，我告诉你… I wish somebody had clued me in.
实在太奇怪了 I'm telling you, it's too weird.
我要走了，星期四打室内回力球吗？ Well, shit, I got to be someplace. Listen, racquetball Thursday, right?
- 七点半好吗？ - 好的 - How about 7:30? - Yeah. Fine.
- 再见 - 再见 - See you later. - Bye-bye.
- 是 - 珍妮… Yes, sir? Janet,
把葛伯伦的约会改在 星期五一点半 reschedule Kirkland for, uh...Friday. 1:30.
- 知道 - 很好 - Yes, sir. - All right.
你是不是还没有 把这些想法告诉约翰？ Are you still keeping these thoughts from John?
是的 Yeah.
你是不是怕他觉得 你这些想法很愚蠢？ Are you afraid of his reaction... of his finding you silly in thinking these things?
不是，只是我现在很生他的气 It's not that. It's just... Well, I'm really angry at him right now.
他邀请这个大学朋友 来我们家里住 He invited this college friend to stay at our house.
他根本没有问过我 He didn't even ask me.
我当然会同意 I'm going to say yes, of course...
但最好先问一下 but it would have been nice to have been asked.
你生什么气？ What upsets you about that?
这件事让我生气 因为我不能正当地发怒 I guess it makes me angry... because I can't justify being angry.
那是他的房子 贷款都是他付的 It's his house. He pays the mortgage.
对，但他叫你辞去工作 而你要做家务 Yes, but he asked you to quit your job. You do have housework.
不错，我要做家务 Yeah. I have housework. That's true.
尽管有这个不速之客 你和约翰的关系最近怎样？ Uh, this unexpected guest notwithstanding... how are things with John?
很好 Oh, they're fine,
除了我有不想 他触摸我的感觉外 except I'm going through this thing...where I don't want him to touch me, but...
你何时开始有这种感觉？ Oh. When did you begin having this feeling?
上星期，我不知道，我只是- - Well... last week. I don't know. I just...
有这种很怪的感觉… I got this really strange feeling...
我只是不想他碰我 and... ecch... I just didn't want him to touch me.
之前你有没有- - ？ Prior to this feeling, did you, um...
你对你的身体接触 是否感到舒服？ Were you comfortable with your physical contact with John?
是的 Oh, yeah. Sure. Yeah.
除了… Except for...
嗯… well...
我从来不热衷做爱 I've never really been that much into sex.
我喜欢它，不过… I mean... I like it and everything, but, you know...
我不觉得它是什么大事 I just don't think it's such a big deal.
我不会怀念它的，不过… And, oh, I wouldn't miss it... you know, kind of thing, but...
最近我对于情况变得冷淡 有点好奇 well, lately, I've just been kind of curious... about how things have slacked off.
或者他察觉到你不愿被触摸吧 Well, perhaps he senses your hesitance at being touched.
对，但这正是奇怪的地方 Yeah, but you see, that's the weird thing...
因为他开始不碰我之后 我才开始有那种感觉 because he started not touching me... before I started feeling like that.
我肯定他希望我采取主动 I'm sure he probably wishes... that I would initiate things once in a while...
我会的，不过… and I would,
我从没想过这样做 except for it just never occurs to me...
而我想做的那几次 我都是独自一人 and, well, the few times I have felt like it...I was by myself.
你当时有没有做什么？ Did you do anything?
你是什么意思？ What do you mean?
你有没有自渎？ Did you masturbate?
天啊，没有 God, no.
我从你的反应假设 你从来没有自渎过 I take it from your response that you never masturbate.
好把 Well...
我试过一次 I tried once.
那感觉好奇怪 It just seemed so stupid.
我不知道 I don't know.
它好像是一件很蠢的事情 It just seemed like a dumb thing to do...
天啊，然后开始担心 我死去的祖父可能在看着我 and then I started worrying... that my dead grandfather was maybe watching me, you know...
那真奇怪，特别是当你不知道 该怎样处置那些垃圾时 It just seems so stupid... especially when you don't know what to do with all the garbage.
那么你是最近才试的？ Oh, so it was recently when you tried this?
算是最近吧，但也不是很近 Well, it was kind of recently, but not real recently.
我只是不喜欢家里有客人 I am just not up to having a guest in the house.
我要上班了 L... I got to go to the office.
我要回办公室了 I got to get back to the office.
我今天只能有一次？ 天，多么刺激 I only get one today? Oh, gee, how exciting.
我已经缺席了一个会议 我要回去了 I already skipped one meeting. I got to get back.
约翰… Look, John...
如果你要走，走吧 if you want to leave, leave.
我的生命不是以这些小众为中心 My life doesn't revolve around these little get-togethers.
别抬举你自己了 I mean, don't flatter yourself.
别骗我了 告诉我你真正的感受吧 Don't feel like you got to treat me with kid gloves, Cyn. Tell me how you really feel.
我有个朋友快到城里来 Listen, I got a friend coming into town...
一个我多年没见的老朋友 an old friend of mine that I haven't seen in years.
我觉得他有点失落 From what I can tell, I think he's a little lost.
我想我要花点时间陪他 I think l... I may have to spend a little time with him.
就是说我们暂时不会见面？ Mm-hmm. Meaning we'll have to cool it for a while?
- 我想你辞掉那份酒保工作 - 为什么？ I wish you'd quit that bartending job of yours. Why?
我讨厌那些家伙对你搭讪 I just hate the thought of all those guys hitting on you.
- 我应付得来的 - 肯定是的 I can handle it. I'm sure.
况且收入很好 有些家伙也很可爱 Besides, the money is good... and some of the guys are cute...
而且你没有权妒忌 and you are in no position to be jealous.
谁说我妒忌？ Who said I was jealous?
我说的 I did.
你知道吗？ You know...
我想找天在你家里做 I'd like to do it at your house sometime.
在我姐姐的床上做 会令我有种邪恶的刺激 I must admit the idea of doing it in my sister's bed... gives me a perverse thrill.
但愿我能走出来告诉大家 爱欣是个糟糕的性伴侣 I wish I could just come right out... and tell everyone Ann's a lousy lay.
漂亮，受人欢迎的苗毕爱欣 The beautiful, the popular Ann Bishop Millaney.
可能会很冒险 Could be risky.
不如我先开始散播一个谣言？ How about I just start a rumor, then?
不，我是说在我家里做 No, no. I mean doing it at my house.
- 害怕被人发现？ - 是的 Afraid of getting caught?
你该害怕的 You should be.
我可不可以见你的朋友？ Can I meet this friend of yours?
谁？格汉？ Who, Graham?
我们多年前很亲密的，不过… We were very close many years ago, but I...
我相信我们现在都不同了 I think we're very different now.
对不起，我叫杜格汉 Ma'am? My name is Graham Dalton.
是的 Oh! Oh, yeah. Sure.
- 可以用你的洗手间吗？ - 进来吧 - May I use your bathroom? - Uh-huh. Come on in.
- 在哪里？ - 后面转左，对不起 Where is it? Straight back there to the left. I'm sorry.
你喜欢吃草莓吗？ Do you like strawberries? I brought you some.
谢谢，你真客气 Thank you. That's real sweet.
你好，麻烦你苗约翰 我是他的太太 Hi. John Millaney, please. This is his wife.
不要紧，谢谢 That's all right. Thank you.
好吧 Well...
- 很快 - 虚惊一场 请坐 that was quick. - False alarm. - Have a seat.
我们不准人在屋里抽烟的 I'm sorry. We don't let people smoke in the house...
- 你喜欢的话我们可以出去 - 不用，我- - but if you'd like, we could go outside.
我可以等，我…. I can wait. I'm...
- 你还有别的东西吗？ - 有 Do you have any other things?
你指要拿进来的？没有了 Oh, you mean to bring in? No, no.
我确实有别的东西，不过… I do have some other things, but I don't...
我住在这里只需要这些 This is all I need to stay here.
你有没有上过电视？ Have you ever been on television?
上电视？没有 Television? No, no.
为什么？ Why... why?
我只是好奇罢了 I was just curious.
格汉 Graham.
- 这是个不常见的名字 - 是的 That's an unusual name. Yeah. Yeah. I, uh...
我相信是的 I guess it is.
我母亲十足十一个亲英派 My... my mother is a complete Anglophile.
任何有关英国的东西 都会令她像个婴孩般流口水 Anything British, you know, makes her drool like a baby.
她在一岀电影里听过这名字 I think she heard the name in a movie or something.
她现在是个大众电视的囚犯 She's a prisoner of public television now.
你喜欢婚姻生活吗？ How do you like being married?
很喜欢 I like it just fine.
你喜欢它什么？ What about it do you like?
我不是吹毛求疵 I don't mean to be critical.
- 是好奇 - 不要紧 No, no, no, no. That's OK. I...
好吧 Well...
你明白安全感 这老生常谈吧？ you know the cliche about the security of it?
那是真的 Well, that's true.
我们拥有这幢房子 And we own this house.
这是幢漂亮的房子 It's a nice house.
而且… And...
约翰刚升了做初级合伙人 我很高兴 John was just made junior partner... and I really like that.
我很高兴 他不是做自由业的了 You know, I like the fact that he's just not... you know, freelance or whatever.
你多久没有看到约翰了？ So, how long has it been since you've seen John?
- 九年 - 九年？ - Nine years. - Nine years?
我很惊讶他邀请我来暂住 直到我找到地方为止 I was surprised he invited me to stay here... until I found a place.
你不是…？ Didn't you know him very well?
- 你不是跟他蛮熟的吗？ - 我是跟他非常熟 Oh, no. I knew him very well.
我和约翰… John and I
以前很相似 were very much alike.
真的？ Really?
这很难以置信 因为你们现在很不一样 That's kind of hard to believe. I mean, you just seem so different now.
我相信我们现在十分不一样了 Well, I would imagine we are pretty different now.
我终于想去厕所了 I'm... I'm ready to use the bathroom finally. OK.
格汉 Graham.
我要告诉你 我看见你时差点想报警 I got to tell you... I almost called the cops when I saw you today. I thought to myself...
我心想：这个人不可能是… this couldn't possibly be the same guy...
曾经在教堂后面 举行私人礼拜的家伙 that once held private services... in the back of the chapel on a weekly basis.
你那样做过？ You did that?
每个人都有过去 那是我的过去，所以…. Well, everybody has a past, and that's mine, so...
干嘛穿成这样？ So what's with the get-up?
- 有人过世？ - 约翰！ Did somebody die, or...
- 对不起… - 没有人过世 I'm sorry. Did... did... I'm sorry. Nobody died.
我是说… So, I mean, well...
你认为希腊人 对这套严肃的衣服有何感想？ what do you think the Greeks would think... of this rather somber attire?
我不知道 I don't know.
- 晚餐很好吃 - 对，很不错，老婆 Dinner was very good. Yeah, it wasn't bad, honey.
爱欣通常都会放很多盐 Usually, Ann achieves a critical mass with the salt...
但今晚- - 我常告诉她 你可以加多一点… but tonight was... I always tell her, "You can always add more...
- 但你不能拿走它 - 你说过的，不是吗？ "but you can't take it away." You say that, don't you?
你在这里有没有家人？ So, do you have family here?
母亲、父亲，我的姐妹 Mother, father, my sister.
- 姐姐还是妹妹？ - 妹妹 Mmm. Sister older or younger? Younger.
你们亲密吗？ Are you close?
对不起，我又在打听了 I'm sorry. L... I'm prying again. I'm sorry.
- 你之前打听过吗？ - 我问过爱欣关于你们婚姻的事 Were you prying before? This afternoon, I was grilling Ann about your marriage.
情况如何？ How did it go?
很好 Well, l... Very well.
我刚才问起你妹妹的事吧？ So, I was asking about your sister.
恩 Well...
我们相处融洽，只是…. we get along all right. It's just that, uh...
她个性很外向 Well, I think she's an extrovert.
我觉得她很聒噪 她可能不会同意 I just think she's loud. She probably wouldn't agree.
肯定不会同意 No, I mean, definitely wouldn't agree.
那么，让我猜 So, let's see...
- 你会去看伊莉莎吗？ - 我不知道 are you going to see Elizabeth while you're here? Uh, I don't know.
- 伊莉莎是谁？ - 格汉约会过的女孩 Who's Elizabeth? It's a girl Graham dated in school...
在那教堂事件之后 well after the chapel episodes.
我知道她仍住在这里 She still lives here, to the best of my knowledge.
我和格汉谈过找房子的事 Graham and I were talking about apartments today.
我告诉他 在花园区有一些漂亮的公寓 I told him they've got those lovely little apartments... in the garden district.
- 一些连车库的大厦… - 那里有很多罪案 They got really nice garage apartments There's critical, critical crime in the garden district.
不是的 Oh, John, come on. That is not true.
我不知道你想找哪种房子 但那里… I don't know what kind of place you're looking for... but there are plenty of studio apartments elsewhere.
- 我不想住在任何一个地方 - 什么？ I don't want to live in one place.
我现在只有一把钥匙 It's just that right now I have one key.
我全部东西都在车上 我只是… Everything I own is in the car, and I just...
我喜欢这样 I like that.
如我有一间公寓，会有两把钥匙 如果我有份工作… If I get an apartment, that's two keys. If I get a job, you know...
我可能要又开又关 会有更多钥匙，买更多东西… I might have to open or close. That's more keys. You know, buy some stuff.
我害怕会被骗 又要更多的钥匙 I'll be afraid it's going to get ripped off.
- 我只喜欢一把钥匙，毫无羁绊 - 我常遗失钥匙 I just like having the one key. You don't have to worry about losing them. I always lose my keys. I hate that.
你找到房子时就卖掉汽车 Get rid of the car when you get the apartment.
- 你仍然只有一把钥匙 - 我喜欢拥有那辆车 You still have one key.
汽车是很重要的，行动方便 A car is important. You got to be mobile.
万一你急着离开一个地方？ In case you have to leave someplace in a hurry.
或者急着去一个地方 Or go someplace in a hurry.
失陪 Excuse me.
- 要帮你吗？ - 不用，我行的 Do you want some help? No, no. Really. I'm fine.
没什么要做 It's not that much to do.
- 你有纳税吗？ - 我有纳税，你是什么意思？ Do you pay taxes? Yeah. I pay taxes. What do you mean?
如果你不纳税，你就是骗子 我不是骗子 If you don't pay taxes, you're a liar. I'm not a liar.
骗子是第二类最低等的人类 Liars are the second lowest form of human being on the planet.
- 第一类是什么？ - 律师 - What's the first? - Lawyers.
是你，老公 Oh. That's you, honey.
不如你陪格汉去找房子吧 Why don't you go with Graham to hunt for apartments?
带他看看本市的转变 Show him how the city's changed.
- 你介意吗？ - 我很乐意 - Do you mind, Graham? - No. I'd love that.
我也乐意，就这样做吧 I'd like that, too. Let's do that.
明天好吗？ All right. How about tomorrow?
- 好的 - 很好 - That'd be great. - Good.
一把钥匙？ One key, huh?
好主意 Great idea.
欣蒂，是约翰，一小时后来我家 Cyndy, John. Meet me at my house in exactly one hour.
你是个混蛋，我会到的 You are scum. I'll be there.
这里有很多空间给两口子用 As you can see, there's plenty of room for two.
不，只有我一个人住 No. It'll just be me.
- 你是不是学生？ - 不是 Are you a student?
你可以在浴室挂一幅浴帘 And, you know, you can hang a shower curtain in the bath...
在浴缸里放点防滑东西 and put something in the tub so you won't fall.
你说大约350元？ You said about three-fifty?
是的，另加头尾两个月的租金 Yeah, and plus the first and the last month's rent.
- 你可以每个月出租吗？ - 350元不行 Will you lease month-to-month? Not for three-fifty.
四百元又如何？ How about four hundred?
我可以接受 I can live with that.
好的，成交 OK. It's a deal.
行了吗？ Ready?
在这里 In here.
真景象真是特别 Well, ain't you a picture?
你喜欢吗？ Well, do you like it?
很漂亮 It's lovely.
送给我的？ Is it for me?
是的 Yeah, it's for you.
送给我的？ Is that for me?
是，送给你的 Yeah, that's for you.
亲爱的，你真是神奇 You're amazing, dear.
我可以告诉你一件私事吗？ Can I tell you something personal?
随便你 我可以告诉你一件私事吗？ It's up to you. Can I tell you something personal?
你先说吧 Well, you got to go first.
好的 OK.
我觉得… I think that, uh...
性行为被评价过高了 I think that sex is overrated.
我觉得人们过分重视它 I think that people place far too much importance on it...
而且说女人跟男人的性欲一样高 是废话 and I think that stuff about women wanting it... just as bad as men is crap.
女人想要它… I mean, I think that women want it.
并非跟男人想要的理由一样 I just don't think that they want it... for the same reason that men think they do.
我越来越困惑 And I'm getting confused.
- 你是否明白我- - ？ - 明白 - Do you understand what I'm... - Yeah, yeah.
我读过一篇文章说男人… L... I remember reading somewhere... that men learn to love...
学习去爱吸引他们的人 the person that they're attracted to...
而女人就对她们爱上的人… and that women become more and more attracted...
越来越有好感 to the person that they love.
天啊，说得真好 God, that's... that's beautiful.
真的很感人 That's really beautiful.
- 我很喜欢 - 我只是引述罢了 I like that. I'm just quoting.
你是不是会告诉我一件私事？ So, are you going to tell me something personal?
- 你想我说吗？ - 想 - Do you want me to? - Yeah. Yeah, I do.
我不希望是件恶心的事 I don't want it to be something gross about some scar.
我希望那是一件很私人的事 I want it to be something really personal about yourself.
好吧，我相信我…. All right. I think I...
- 我是性无能 - 什么？ I'm impotent. You're what?
性无能 Lmpotent.
真的？ You are?
是，我的意思是- - 我不能… Yeah. L... I mean... Well, I can't...
在别人面前… I can't get an erection...
我不能勃起 in the presence of another person.
所以，在所有实际用途上 我是性无能 So for all practical purposes, I'm impotent.
这件事有没有困扰你？ Does that bother you?
没有 No
它没有让你感到有 在乎别人的眼光？ It doesn't make you feel self-conscious?
通常没有 Not usually.
不…对，我是在乎别人的眼光 No... Um, yeah. Yeah, I'm self-conscious.
但并没有像你那样 Not in the same way that you are, though.
我？你觉得我有自觉？ Me? Me? You think I'm self-conscious? Well...
我一直留意着你 我留意你吃东西 I've been watching you. I've been watching you. I watch you eat.
留意你说话 I watch you speak.
留意你活动 Watch you move...
我发觉你非常在意人家的目光 and I see somebody who is extremely aware... of people looking at you.
- 我的心理医生… - 你接受心理治疗？ You know, my therapist... Oh, you're in therapy?
你没有吗？ Aren't you?
没有 No, I'm not.
我是个心理治疗的失败者 I was a miserable failure in therapy.
那么你不相信心理治疗？ So you don't believe in therapy?
我相信它对某些人会有效 No, I believe in it for some people.
但它对于我来说就很笨 I have... I don't know. It was silly for me.
我对于是否要去疗程 感到困惑而且…. I was confused going in, and...
所以我构思出自己的疗法 So I just... I formed my own theory...
就是拒绝接受 跟你不亲密的人的意见 that you should never take advice... from someone that doesn't know you intimately.
我跟我的心理医生很亲密 Oh, well, I know my therapist intimately.
你跟你的心理医生上过床？ You've had sex with your therapist?
- 没有 - 对不起，我是这个意思 Oh. No, that's... I'm sorry. That's what I meant.
一个跟你上过床的人 Somebody you've had sex with.
我 I'm...
我不明白… I don't understand. I mean...
你怎么会知道？ how would you know?
我的意思是，你怎么… I mean, you know, how do you...
我不是经常性无能的 Oh. No. I wasn't always impotent.
很好 Yeah
那么… So, let me see.
你说… You said that
你说我不该… I should never take advice...
接受没有跟我上过床的人的意见 是吗？ from someone that I haven't had sex with, right?
- 基本上是的 - 好 - Basically. - Right.
- 我们也没有上过床，对吗？ - 对 And we haven't had sex, right?
所以你的忠告是 我不该接受你的意见 So, I guess from your own advice... I shouldn't take your advice.
- 我不会接受 - 你不会？很好 - I wouldn't. - You wouldn't? OK.
好的 All right.
- 小心驾驶 - 好的 - Drive safely. - Yeah, right.
你的周末过得如何？ How was your weekend?
不错 It was OK.
你有跟约翰谈过那个客人的事？ Did you confront John about the visitor?
- 客人？ - 住在你家的那个约翰的朋友 The visitor? The friend of John's that was staying at your house.
- 格汉 - 格汉 Graham. Graham.
有的，我的意思是… Yeah. I mean...
没有 No.
那件事变得很有趣 That actually turned out to be interesting.
我以为他会像约翰一样 You know, I was expecting him to be just like John...
因为他们是老同学 'cause they went to school together and everything.
他们谈到一起喝醉… You know, talking about getting drunk together...
还有秘密握手式和…. and secret handshakes and...
他原来是个… He turned out to be...
很有性格的人 really... this character.
他颇有艺术气质 He's kind of arty...
但还可以 but OK.
- 他仍住在你家？ - 不是 Is he still at your house?
他走了 He's gone.
他从哪里来的？ So, where's he from?
我不知道 I don't know.
他在纽约和费城住过 He used to live in New York and Philadelphia.
我想他只是四处为家 I think he just kind of travels around.
一定很好 Must be nice.
- 他是怎样的？像不像约翰？ - 不像 So, what's he like? Is he like John?
我觉得约翰不再喜欢他了 I don't think John likes him anymore.
他说他变得有点古怪 He says he thinks he's gotten kind of strange.
- 是吗？古怪 - 不是的 Is he? Strange, I mean.
如果我只是看见他 可能会有这个想法 If I saw him on the street, I might think so.
但跟他谈过后 我只会说他有点独特 After talking to him, I'd say he's kind of unusual.
- 他长怎么样子？ - 为什么问？ So, what's he look like? Why?
- 我只想知道 - 好让你去追求他？ I just want to know what he looks like. Why? So you can go after him?
天啊，认真点 我只是问他的样子怎样罢了 Jesus, get a life. I just asked what he looked like.
况且… Besides,
即使我决定要跟他做个饱… even if I decided to fuck his brains out...
那又关你什么事？ what business is that of yours?
- 为何你要这样说？ - 什么？ Why do you have to say that?
你知道的，你说这话是想激怒我 - Say what? - You know what. You say it just to irritate me.
我这样说是因为那是可描述的 I say it because it's descriptive.
反正他不是那种会胡来的人 He doesn't strike me as the kind of person... who'd go for that kind of thing anyway.
- 爱欣，你常常低估我 - 不知道是为什么呢 Ann, you always underestimate me. I wonder why.
你害怕我们共处一室 他会被我吸引 I think you're afraid to put us in the same room together. I think you're afraid he'd be undeniably drawn to me.
真的，欣蒂 他不是你喜欢的类型 Really, Cynthia, I don't think he's your type.
我的类型？ 你怎知道我喜欢什么类型？ My type? How would you know what my type is?
我知道的 Oh, I have a pretty good idea.
爱欣，你一点也不知道 Ann, you don't have a clue.
我不明白我们为何要讨论这件事 Look, I don't even know why we're discussing this.
我会亲自上门和打电话给他 I mean, I'll just go over and call him myself.
他没有电话的 He doesn't have a phone.
他有电话时我就会找他 Well, I'll call him when he does.
他不会有的 He won't.
你说什么？ What are you talking about?
他不喜欢用电话交谈 他不会有电话 He doesn't like to talk on the phone. He's not getting a phone.
真的咧 Oh, please.
把那个禅宗大师的地址给我 我会找个藉口上门找他 OK, so give me the Zen master's address. I'll think of a reason to stop by.
求你让我先跟他谈谈 Please. Just let me talk to him first.
为什么？把地址给我 你不用插手 Why? Just give me the address. You won't even have to be involved.
我觉得把地址给你 让你可以去是不对的，而且- - I don't feel right just giving you the address... so that you can go over there and...
什么？ And what?
- 做你想做的事 - 做你想做的事 Do whatever it is you do. Do whatever it is you do.
- 听听你的语气 - 我的语气很好 Listen to the way you talk. I talk fine.
麻烦你，我还要抽 Thank you. I was still smoking that.
你遗失了什么？ What'd you lose?
那该死的珍珠耳环 That goddamned pearl earring.
我花了很多钱买的 我定是把它留在某个地方了 It cost me a fucking fortune. I must have left it somewhere.
你打算送什么生日礼物给妈妈？ So, what are you getting mama for her birthday?
不知道，一张卡吧 I don't know. I'll get her a card or something.
- 她五十岁生日只送她一张卡？ - 那有什么问题？ A card for her fiftieth birthday? Yeah. What's wrong with that?
她把你生下来的，你可以… The woman gave birth to you. I think you might be...
- 给她送点- - - 你住口好吗？ Would you stop? Jesus.
- 我只是觉得- - - 好了，爱欣 I just thought that, you know, maybe... OK, Ann, OK.
这样吧 How about this?
你给她买一样好东西 You get her something nice...
- 我会付一半钱，好吗？ - 好的 and I'll pay for half, all right? Fine.
现在恕我失陪，我要上班了 OK, now, if you'll pardon me, I have to go to work.
你曾在哪个 最不寻常的地方自渎？ What is the most unusual location... you've ever masturbated in?
这个…. Well...
我… I, um...
有一次我从洛杉矶… One time, I was flying... from Los Angeles to, um...
飞去纽约 to New York...
我当时… and I was, you know...
那班机满载乘客，我当时… It was a really crowded flight...
坐在中间 and I was sitting in the middle.
不是坐窗口或坐靠走廊 You know, I didn't get a window, didn't get an aisle.
我当时- - 觉得很无聊 It was really funny, and I was just bored.
我的杂志都很乏味 我有一本女性杂志 My magazines were just boring. I think I had, like, a women's magazine.
内容触及很多性问题 They touch on a lot of sexual issues.
我心想：我正是需要这个… I was just thinking to myself, "God, that's what I need.
一样令我不去想这旅程的东西 "I need a little something to take my mind off this trip."
所以我就在遐想，然后我… So I was just, you know, just thinking away... and then I just...
在飞机上，这两个人中间做了 I just did it on the plane between these two people.
没有人知道 Nobody knew.
你怎么可以… How were you
在这么多人中间掩饰这件事情？ able to not betray what was going on...to the people around you?
你知道吗？ Well, you know...
我的肌肉很强健的 I have really strong muscles.
没有锁的 It's open.
- 你好 - 你好，爱欣 Hi! Hello, Ann.
我没有打扰你吧 I hope I'm not bothering you.
- 我该先打电话的，你忙吗？ - 不是，我可以等一下再做 I would have phoned. You busy? No, no. I can finish later.
我想看看这里放了傢俱的样子 I just wanted to come by and see... what the apartment looked like with furniture.
恐怕没什么好看 Well, I'm afraid there's not much to see.
我在培养这简约抽象派的气氛 I'm sort of cultivating this minimalist vibe.
- 你需要一个书架 - 是吗？ You could use a bookshelf. Yeah. Yeah, you think so? I...
我不知道 它们全都是图书馆的书 I don't know. They're all library books.
这些是什么？ What are these?
- 是录影带 - 我知道 Uh, those are videotapes. I can see that.
录了什么？ Of what?
是个我一直在做的私人研究 It's a personal project I've been working on.
是什么类型的私人研究？ What kind of personal project?
- 什么？ - 是什么类型的私人研究？ - What? - What kind of personal project?
像其他人的私人研究一样 A personal project like anyone else's personal project.
我的研究只是更私人一点 Mine's just a little more personal, I guess.
唐娜是谁？ - Who's Donna? - What?
- 什么？ - 唐娜，录影带上写着唐娜 Donna. It says "Donna" here on the tape.
是个我在佛罗里达认识的女孩 Donna was a girl I knew in Florida.
你跟她约会过？ Oh, you went out with her?
不是 No, not really.
为何这些录影带上面 都写了女性的名字？ Why do these tapes all have women's names on them?
我喜欢访问女性多过男性 Well, I enjoy interviewing women more than men.
这是冰茶 - It's iced tea.
谢谢 - Thanks.
- 要柠檬吗？ - 不要了，这个很好 Do you want some lemon? No. This is perfect.
那么，这些都是访问？ So, all these are interviews, huh?
- 是的 - 可以看一盒吗？ Can we watch one?
- 不可以，我- - 不可以 - 为什么不可以？ No. I'd... No. Why not?
我答应过每个被访者… Well, I promised each of the subjects...
除了我之外 不会有其他人看那些带子 that no one would see the videotapes except for me.
那些访问关于什么的？ What are the interviews about?
是关于性行为 The interviews are about sex.
性行为？ Sex?
哪方面的性行为？ What about sex?
有关性行为的一切 Everything about sex.
譬如呢？ Like what?
她们做过什么、现在做什么 What they've done, what they do...
她们想要什么但害怕要求的东西 what they want to do, but are afraid to ask for...
有什么她们即使被要求 也不会做的 what they wouldn't do even if asked, um...
任何我想到的东西，你的冰… anything I can think of. Wait, your iced...
你只是问她们问题？ You just ask them questions?
是的 Yes
她们就作出回答？ And they answer them?
是的 Yes
大部分是，有时她们会做一些事 Mostly. Sometimes they do things.
对你做？ To you?
不是，对录影机做 No, to... For the camera.
- 格汉，这件事- - - 抱歉谈起这回事 Graham, this is just so... I'm sorry this came up. I'm...
不，我很抱歉 No, I'm sorry.
抱歉谈起这回事 I'm... I'm sorry this came up...
- 我要走了 - 我来 and I'm... I'm going to go. Here. I'll take it.
- 好的 - 再见 - I'm... - OK.- Good-bye.
好的 - All right.
他不想你去 He doesn't want you to come over.
什么？你有没有跟他提起我 What do you mean? Did you tell him about me?
没有 - No, I didn't.
- 为什么？ - 我没有时间 - Why not? Look, Cynthia, I didn't have time.
为什么？ Well, why?
约翰说得对，他很奇怪 你不想搭上他的 John's right. He's very strange... and you don't want to get involved with him.
- 他有没有挑逗你？ - 没有 Whoa. What happened over there? Did he make a pass at you?
究竟什么事？ 这个奇怪的说法是什么？ Well, what's this "strange" bullshit all of a sudden?
- 他是不是把小狗淹死？ - 不是这回事！ - I mean, is he drowning puppies? - It's nothing like that, OK?
那么是什么？他是否很危险？ Well, what? Is he dangerous?
- 不是，实际上不是 - 那么是什么？ No, not physically. Well, what, then?
- 我不想说 - 那为何你打电话来？ I don't want to talk about it.- Then why did you call me?
我不知道 - I don't know.
欣蒂，是约翰 Hello? Cynthia, John.
今天不行，我有别的计划 Mmm, not today. I've got other plans.
那么什么时候？ Oh, well, when, then?
不如邀请我去吃晚饭吧？ How about inviting me over to dinner?
- 你明白我意思的 - 是，我明白 You know what I mean. Yeah. I know what you mean.
没有锁的 It's open.
你好 Hi
你好 Hello
我 Do I...
- 有什么可以效劳？ - 我是毕欣蒂 Can I help you? I'm Cynthia Bishop.
- 抱歉，我认识你吗？ - 我是苗爱欣的妹妹 I'm sorry. Do I know you? I don't... I'm Ann Millaney's sister.
那外向的人 The extrovert.
她心情一定很好了 她说我是聒噪 She must have been in a good mood when she said that. She usually calls me loud.
是的，她也有说过 Yeah. She called you that, too.
你来这里干什么？ So... what are you doing here?
- 想我离开吗？ - 我想知道你来这里的原因 You want me to leave? No. I just want to know what you're doing here.
我刚才说… Well, like I said, Ann is my sister.
爱欣是我的姐姐，姐妹间的闲聊 你可以想像吧 Sisters talk. You can imagine the rest.
我最好还是不要描绘那段… No, I think it's probably better... if I don't characterize that conversation...
我没听到的谈话 that I didn't hear.
我不知道你或者爱欣… I don't have any idea, really...
谈论过我什么 what you or Ann said about me or anything else.
- 喝冰茶吗？ - 好的 Do you want some iced tea? Sure.
我没有柠檬了 I don't have any lemons.
上次我见爱欣，她离开时… The last time I saw Ann...
感觉很困惑和不安 she left here very confused, I'd say, and upset.
她仍然是 She still is.
你来这里想让我… So, are you here to make me feel bad...
感到难堪，因为我使她难堪？ for making her feel bad?
不是 No
- 她没说她为何感到不安吗？ - 没有 She didn't tell you why she was upset?
谢谢 Thanks.
我不明白… So, I don't understand...
你为什么要来这里 what made you want to come here.
我难以想像爱欣竟把我 描绘成一个讨好的形象 I can't imagine Ann painted... a very flattering portrait of me.
是的 Yeah, well, see...
关于男人，我都不听爱欣说的 I don't really listen to Ann when it comes to men.
我的意思是，看看约翰 I mean, look at John, for Christ's sake.
但你和他是老同学 你们可能是朋友 But, then, you went to school with him, didn't you? You're probably friends or something.
不是 No
我觉得约翰是个骗子 No, I think John is a liar.
你说得对 I think you're right.
我来是想知道 什么事情令爱欣这么受惊 So, come on. I came all the way over here... to find out what got Ann so spooked.
你可以告诉我发生了什么事？ Would you tell me what happened?
受惊？ Spooked?
是那些录影带让爱欣受惊 The videotapes are what got Ann so spooked.
我明白了 I think I get it.
是吗？你明白什么？ Oh, yeah? What do you get?
如果吓到爱欣 一定是关于性爱的事 If Ann got freaked out by these... they must be something sexual.
带子里是你在做爱？ Are these tapes of you having sex with these girls?
不算是 No, not exactly.
是或不是，哪一样？ Well, either you are, or you aren't. Which is it?
不如你让我录影吧？ Why don't you let me tape you?
- 做什么的？ - 谈话 - Doing what? - Talking.
谈什么？ About what?
性行为，你的性经验、性取向 About sex. Your sexual history, sexual preferences.
- 你凭什么觉得我想谈？ - 没有什么 What makes you think I'd discuss that with you? Nothing.
- 你只想问我问题？ - 是的 And you just want to ask me questions? I just want to ask you questions.
- 就是这样？ - 就是这样 - That's all? - That's all.
你靠这个得到兴奋？ Is this how you get off or something...
- 摄录女性谈论性行为？ - 是的 taping women talking about their sexual experiences?
- 会不会有人看这影带？ - 绝对不会，只有我看 Would anyone else see the tape? Absolutely not. Nobody else sees the tapes except for me.
要多少时间？ How long will it take?
那取决于你 有一个女人只用了三分钟 Well, that depends on you. One woman used up only three minutes...
另一个用了三盒两小时的录影带 and another used three two-hour tapes.
我们怎样开始？ How do we start?
我开动录影机，你就开始说 I turn on the camera, and you start talking.
- 我坐着还是站着？ - 随便你 Do I sit or stand? Whatever you prefer.
我宁愿坐着 I prefer to sit.
准备好了吗？ Are you ready?
好，我在录了，告诉我你的名字 OK, I'm recording. So, tell me your name.
- 毕欣蒂 - 你可以用平常的声音来说 Cynthia Patrice Bishop. You can speak in a normal voice.
形容一下你第一次的性经验 So, describe for me your first sexual experience.
第一次性经验还是性交？ My first sexual experience... or the first time I had intercourse?
第一次性经验 First sexual experience. First sexual experience.
我当时… I was...
八岁 eight.
这件事就好像- - 是的 And is this the kind of thing that...
我当时八岁… I was eight years old, and...
葛麦克也是八岁 Michael Green, who was also eight...
他问我可否看我撒尿 asked if he could watch me take a pee.
我说如果我也能看他撒尿就可以 And I said he could, if I could watch him take one, too.
我们走到我家后面的树林 So we went to the woods behind my house...
我感觉他胆怯退缩 因为他说：女士先 and I had this feeling that he was chickening out... 'cause he kept saying, "Ladies first."
我拉下小内裤就撒尿 So I pulled down my little panties and urinated...
我还没撒完他就跑了 and he ran away before I even finished.
事后可谈论过？ So, was it a topic of conversation... between the two of you after that?
没有，那年夏季他一直回避我 No. He kind of avoided me for the rest of the summer...
后来他们家搬走了 and then his family moved away.
去了克利夫兰 To Cleveland, actually.
真可惜 What a shame.
你终于几时看到阴茎？ When did you finally see a penis?
在我十四岁时 When I was fourteen.
你觉得怎样？ So, what did you think?
跟你预料的一样吗？ Was it... what you expected it would be?
不是的 No, not really. I...
我没有- - 我想像它是- - I didn't... I sort of pictured it, um...
我没想过它会有血管或者会皱起 I didn't think it would have, um... veins or ridges or anything.
我只以为它会像个试管般平滑 I just thought it would be smooth like a test tube.
现在想起来也很怪异 It's weird, thinking about it now.
这个器官… The organ itself seemed like a separate thing...
它对于我来说 像是一个独立的实体 a separate entity to me.
当他最后把它拿出来时 我可以看见它和触摸它 I mean, when he finally pulled it out... and I could look at it and touch it...
我忘了它是连接着一个男人的 I completely forgot that there was a guy attached to it.
我记得那家伙跟我谈话时 我很惊讶 I remember literally being startled... when the guy spoke to me.
- 他说什么？ - 他说我的手感觉很舒服 What did he say? He said my hand felt good.
然后怎么样？ And then what happened?
然后… And...
我开始移动我的手… then I started moving my hand, and...
他停止了说话 and then he stopped talking.
- 喂？ - 约翰，是欣蒂 Yeah? John, Cynthia.
- 你怎么接通的？ - 我对珍妮说我是爱欣 How did you get through? I told Janet I was Ann.
- 她竟然相信？ - 很明显吧，听着… Ah! She bought it? Well, obviously. Look...
我要见你 I want to see you.
- 何时？ - 立刻 - When? - Right now.
我有个客户在等 我已改过他的约会一次了 I don't know if I can do that. I got a client waiting. I've already rescheduled him once.
我要安排一下事情 I'd have to do some pretty heavy-duty juggling.
那么快点办好后便来这里 Then get those balls in the air and get your butt over here.
- 是 - 珍妮 Yes, sir? Janet...
我要改葛伯伦的约会，我知道 listen, I want you to reschedule Kirkland. I know, I know, I know.
看他能否在星期一来 任何时间都行 See if he can come in Monday, any time.
告诉他- - 告诉他… Tell him... tell him...
家里有急事，我会在后面溜出去 Family crisis. Family crisis. - OK. - I'll slip out the back.
- 知道 - 很好，再见 - Yes, sir. - All right. Bye.
你想我把裙子脱下来吗？ Would you like me to take my skirt off?
随便你 If you wish.
你没有穿内裤 You're not wearing any underwear.
你喜欢我这样吗？ Do you like the way I look?
喜欢 Yes
你觉得我漂亮吗？ Do you think I'm pretty?
漂亮 Yes
比爱欣漂亮？ Prettier than Ann?
不一样 Different.
约翰和爱欣不再做爱了 John and Ann don't have sex anymore.
- 他这样告诉你？ - 他不用告诉我 Is that what he tells you? He doesn't have to tell me.
你今天欲火焚身 You're on fire today.
是的 Yes
你现在可以走了 You can go now.
是什么类型的问题？ What kind of questions?
关于性行为的问题 Questions about sex.
他究竟问了什么？ Well, what did he ask, exactly?
我不想告诉你 Well, I don't want to tell you, exactly.
你让一个陌生人给你拍录影带… You'll let a total stranger... record your sexual life on videotape...
- 却不肯告诉你的姐姐？ - 是的 but you won't tell your own sister? Apparently.
他有没有叫你脱衣服？ Did he ask you to take your clothes off?
他有没有叫我？没有 Did he ask me to take my clothes off? No, he didn't.
- 你有没有脱？ - 有 - Did you take your clothes off? - Yes, I did.
- 欣蒂！ - 什么？ - Cynthia. - What?
- 为什么？ - 因为我想脱 - Why did you do that? - Because I wanted to.
- 为什么你想脱？ - 我想他看看我 - Well, why did you want to? - Because I wanted him to see me.
你是疯子 You're crazy.
他可以把带子 经人造卫星传送到南美 He could be bouncing it off some satellite. Horny old men in South America could be watching you.
- 他不会那样做 - 你不会知道的 Ann, he wouldn't do that. You don't know that for sure.
现在太迟了，是不是？ Well, it's too late now, isn't it?
- 他有没有摸你？ - 没有 Did he touch you?
- 你有没有摸他 - 没有 Did you touch him?
有没有人摸任何人？ Did anybody touch anybody?
有的 Well, yes.
别告诉我了 Don't tell me.
别告诉我！你没有 - 我有的 - 没有！ 我有！ - You didn't. - I did.
我的天，欣蒂！ My God, Cynthia!
你有麻烦了 You're in trouble.
听听你，你的语气像妈妈 你在说什么？ Listen to you. You sound like mama. What are you talking about?
天，欣蒂！ 我在约翰面前也做不到 God, Cynthia. I couldn't even do that in front of John.
- 你做不到，就这样 - 你根本不认识他 You couldn't even do it, period. You know what I mean. You don't even know him.
- 我觉得我认识他 - 你不能信任他，他变态的 - I feel like I do. - You don't. You can't possibly trust him. He's perverted.
我不明白你为何这样惊慌 Look, Ann, I don't understand why this freaks you out so much.
又不是你做了 如果我不介意，你又介意什么？ You didn't do it. I did... and if it doesn't bother me, why should it bother you?
- 我不想说了 - 好，那么别说了 I don't want to talk about it. OK, then, don't.
你是不是刺客？ Are... are you an assassin?
- 什么？ - 你只是个跑腿的… Excuse me? You're just an errand boy...
被杂货店老板派去收帐 sent by the grocer to collect the bill.
是我的白兰度，不错吧？ 马龙白兰度？ That's my Brando. That's pretty good, isn't it? Marlon Brando?
很好，对不起 It's great. Pardon me.
我在想我们要分开一下 Ok, yeah, I was thinking we needed time apart.
也许你该这样 Yeah, maybe you should be there for a while.
为何你不装个答录机？ So, why don't you get an answering machine?
- 这里有电话 - 打不通 There's a phone here. It's busy.
那你怎么不继续试？ Then why don't you keep trying?
好的 Okey
这里 Well, here it is.
- 这是什么？ - 一条背心裙 - What is it? - It's a sun dress.
- 像块桌布似的 - 不是 Looks like a tablecloth. It does not.
背心裙？她的皮肤有斑点 和静脉曲张 Why would she want a sun dress? I mean, she's got spots on her shoulders... and varicose veins.
总有一天你也会有 Well, missy thing, so will you someday.
是的，到时我可不会穿背心裙 Yeah, and when I do, I won't be wearing sun dresses.
- 天，欣蒂 - 等一会 - God, Cynthia. - Hold on.
- 海湾 - 欣蒂，是约翰 - Bayou. - Cynthia, John.
- 真巧，你太太在这里 - 她在干什么？ Well, this is timely. Your wife is here. Would you like to speak with her? What's she doing there?
给我看我们送给你岳母的礼物 She came by to show me a present... that she and I are buying for your mother-in-law.
好极了 Oh, great.
我何时可以见你？ So, when can I see you?
我那天的激情未必能一模一样 I don't know. I'm not sure I can duplicate... the intensity I had the other day.
- 一试无妨 - 我的姐姐不会同意 Nothing wrong with trying. I don't think my sister would agree.
你是不是不想我找你？ Do you want me to stop calling?
- 我会找你，好吗？ - 知道 Look, I'll call you, OK? Roger.
太过分了，我穿红衣 你也穿红衣 Hi. L... This is too much. I'm wearing red, you're wearing red.
- 真是巧合 - 我结了婚的 That's quite a coincidence, wouldn't you say? Look, I'm married.
- 真的！你婚姻幸福吗？ - 很美满 Really. Are you very married? Married enough.
是吧，那该阻止不到我们 Oh, oh, I see. Well, that shouldn't stop us.
- 我只是来见我妹妹 - 真的？谁是你妹妹？ I'm just here to see my sister, OK? Oh, really? Who's your sister?
她结了婚没有？ Is she married?
- 我买裙子的钱是多少？ - 三十二块半 So, what's my share of the dress? $32.50.
- 这条裙子很漂亮 - 过奖，我也有同感 It's a nice dress. Thank you. I thought so, too.
- 像块桌布似的 - 不用找钱了 Looks like a tablecloth, but... Keep the change, and,
别担心那条裙子，她会喜欢的 Ann, don't worry about the dress. I'm sure she'll like it.
对，我觉得它… 你要走了？好的，再见 Yeah, I think it... Oh, you have to go? OK. Good-bye.
晚点再见吧，我会找你的！ I'll see you later. I'll call you.
再见 Bye
{\
- 你把这件事告诉了爱欣？ - 是的，她是我的姐姐 You told Ann about this? - Yeah. She is my sister.
- 但愿你没有说过 - 为什么？ - I wish you hadn't done that. Why not?
我宁愿她不知道这件事 It's just something... I'd prefer she didn't have to know about.
她是个成人，她应付得来的 She's a grownup. She can handle it.
- 爱欣只是很- - - 烦恼 Ann is just very... Hung up.
- 这样做不是很明智 - 天 It just wasn't a smart thing to do. Oh, God.
你有没有签过什么文件？ Did you sign any sort of paperwork?
有没有合约说明 他不会把这些东西散布出去？ Did he have a contract with you... saying that he wouldn't broadcast these things?
没有 No, sir.
你知道你在法律上没有追索权了 You realize you have no recourse legally?
这不是说笑的 It's not funny.
这不是说笑，欣蒂 It's not funny, Cynthia.
那些带子可以出现在任何地方 Those tapes could show up anywhere.
不会的，我信任他 They won't. I trust him.
你信任他？真有趣 You trust him? That's funny.
是的，我信任他多过信任你 Yeah, I do. A hell of a lot more than I trust you.
什么意思？ What do you mean?
就是我说的 我会先信任他才会信任你 Just what I said. I'd trust him before I'd trust you.
你这样说令我很伤心 God, it hurts that you say that to me.
你跟老婆的妹妹上床 你是个骗子 Come on, John. You're fucking your wife's sister. You're a liar, but at least I know you're a liar.
第二类最低等的人类 I know, I know... the second lowest form of human being...
- 也是第一类 - 什么？ and the first. What are you talking about?
没什么，定义上来说 你也在骗爱欣 Nothing. By definition, you're lying to Ann, too.
对，但我没有在上帝面前发誓… Yeah, right, but I didn't take a vow...
要对爱欣忠心 in front of God and everyone to be faithful to Ann.
到底我们做不做？ Look, are we going to do it or not?
不做，我改变主意了 我不该找你的 Actually, no. I've changed my mind. I shouldn't have called.
我现在来了 Well, I'm here now.
我要做点事情 I need to do something.
你想不想帮我改过？ Would you like to help me straighten up?
天啊 Jesus.
这里有没有一张舒服的椅子？ Is there one chair in this place that works?
为何你不坐到别的地方？ Well, why don't you go sit somewhere else?
约翰，别这样 Come on, John.
爱欣到目前为止 没有发现真该庆幸 You should be happy we've gone this far... without Ann finding out.
我会让你好过一点，走吧 I'm making it real easy on you. You just walk out of here.
- 他主使你这样做？ - 谁？ Did he put you up to this?
格汉 - Who? - Graham.
他没有，我不用人家教我怎样做 No, he didn't put me up to this. Jesus, I don't need people to tell me what to do.
我只是考虑过罢了，走吧 I've just been thinking, that's all. Now just leave.
我不想走 Well, maybe I don't want to leave.
我想谈一下 And maybe I want to talk.
约翰，我们没什么好谈的 John, we don't have anything to talk about.
你说得对 Yeah, you're right.
情况变得很复杂 Things are getting complicated.
不是，情况变得非常简单 No, they're getting real simple.
没有锁的 It's open.
你好 Hello
要喝点东西吗？ Want something to drink?
好的，麻烦你 Yeah, thanks.
对不起，我没有冰茶了 I'm sorry. I don't have any iced tea left.
谢谢 Thank you.
约翰和欣蒂一直有染 John and Cynthia have been... fucking.
是的，我知道 Yes, I know.
你知道？ You know?
是的 Yes
你怎么知道？ How did you know?
她在录影带里说的 She said it on her tape.
谢谢你告诉我，真感激 Thanks for telling me. I really appreciate it.
我一直没有见到你 Well, I haven't seen you.
即使我见到你也不会告诉你 And I don't think I would've told you... even if I had seen you.
为什么？ Why not?
因为不关我的事 Because it's not really my place.
我的生活一塌糊涂 My life is shit.
糟透了 It's just shit.
跟我所想的大有分别 Nothing's what I thought it was.
约翰是个混蛋 John's a bastard.
我们拍一段吧 Let's make a videotape.
不，我…. No, I...
我觉得这不是个好提议 I don't think that's a good idea.
为什么？ Why not?
我认为这不是在你正常情绪下 做的选择 Because I don't think it's a choice that you'd make... in a normal frame of mind.
你对正常情绪又有多少认识？ And what would you know about a normal frame of mind?
这个问题很好 That's a good question.
你要做什么准备工夫？ So, what do you have to do to get ready?
放入录影带，然后开动录影机 Load a tape and turn on the camera.
做吧 Do it.
你的钱是从哪里得来的？ So... where do you get your money from...
支付租金和录影带之类的费用？ for rent and tapes, stuff like that?
在我的床头底下 Underneath my mattress.
这笔钱花光后你会怎么做？ And what are you going to do when this money runs out?
不会花光的 It won't.
你舒服吗？ Are you comfortable there?
舒服 Yeah, I'm comfortable.
好，我录影了 OK, I'm recording.
告诉我你的名字 Tell me your name.
苗毕爱欣 Ann Bishop Millaney.
玛格丽特？你好，是约翰 Margaret, hi. It's John. Fine, fine.
你今天有没有见过爱欣？ 今天下午？ Listen, have you seen Ann at all today? This afternoon?
不，我只是- - Well, no, I just... She...
她回来了 She's home. Bye-bye.
没事了，谢谢你，再见 Everything's fine, thanks. Bye.
谢天谢地，你担心死我了 门是开的，汽车不见了 Oh, thank God. You had me worried sick. I come home... the door is open, the car is gone. I...
我以为你被神经病掳走了 I thought you'd been abducted by some mad fucker.
- 你没事吧？ - 我要离婚 Are you all right? I want out of this marriage.
什么？ What?
我要… I want
离婚 out of this marriage.
为什么？ Why?
你竟然问我为什么？ You're asking me why?
我跟你是夫妻，你要离婚 Well, I'm married to you, and you want out of this marriage.
你是这样说的 I think you could tell me that.
去你的 Fuck you.
去你的！ Fuck you.
好吧 All right.
你可以告诉我你去了哪里？ Can you tell me where you went?
我开着车到处走 后来我去了格汉的家 I drove around. Then I went over to Graham's.
- 格汉的家？ - 格汉 Graham's?
该死！那个混蛋！ Oh, god damn it! That son of a bitch!
那个阴险的- - 老实人，是吗？ The back-stabbing son of a... Oh, Mr. Honesty, huh?
真理使徒先生！ Mr. Apostle of Truth!
我知道你没有跟他上床 Well, I know you didn't fuck him.
你有没有 拍摄那些该死的录影带？ Did you make one of these goddamn videotapes?
回答我，该死 Answer me, god damn it.
该死，回答我，有没有？ God damn it, answer me. Did you?
有 Yes, I did.
该死 God!
你别碰他！ Don't you touch him!
什么？ What?
谁？ Hello
约翰？ John, what are you...
你来这里干什么？ What the hell are you doing here?
好，我录影了 OK, I'm recording.
告诉我你的名字 Tell me your name.
苗毕爱欣 Ann Bishop Millaney.
- 你想谈什么？ - 你通常- - ？ 性行为 So, what do you want to talk about? - What do you usually talk about? - Sex.
好的，我们谈谈性行为吧 OK. Let's talk about sex.
- 你们有没有做爱？ - 不是经常有 Do you have sex? Not very often, no.
你们做时，通常是谁做主动？ When you do, who usually initiates it?
是他 He does.
性行为令你满意吗？ Is the sex satisfying?
我不知道 I don't know.
我不明白你的意思 I don't know what you mean.
- 你有没有高潮？ - 没有 Do you have orgasms? I don't think so.
我的意思是，因为我不肯定 我从没有过高潮 I mean, I guess since I'm not sure... that I've never had one.
你有没有想过 跟你丈夫以外的人做爱？ Have you ever thought about having sex... with someone other than your husband?
来了 Here we go.
- 不如我们停止吧 - 不，我不想停止 - Why don't we stop? - No. I don't want to stop.
你有没有想过 跟你丈夫以外的人做爱？ Have you ever thought about having sex... with someone other than your husband?
我有想过的 I've thought about it.
- 你有没有付诸行动？ - 没有 Did you act on it?
为什么？ Why not?
因为这是欣蒂的想法 Because that's how Cynthia thinks.
我讨厌有她那样的感觉 I hate it when I have feelings that she has.
当我想起男人时，会令我很烦恼 因为我知道这是她的想法 And it bothers me when I think about men... because I know that's the way she thinks.
你曾经想过哪些别的男人？ What other men have you thought about?
我想过你 I thought about you.
- 你想过我？ - 是的 Have you thought about me?
你想过什么？ What did you think?
我想过你有高潮时是怎样的 I thought about what you would look like having an orgasm.
我想知道我有高潮时是怎样的 I'd like to know what I look like having an orgasm.
你可以做到吗？让女人有高潮？ Can you do that? Give a woman an orgasm?
可以 Yes
你可不可以为我那样做？ Could you do that for me?
不可以 No
为什么？ Why not?
- 因为我不可以 - 不可以还是不愿意 Because I can't. Can't or won't?
我不可以，因为我不愿意 I can't, because I won't.
- 你说过你不是经常性无能 - 不错 You said you weren't always impotent. No... Yeah, that's correct.
- 那么你曾经做过爱？ - 是的 So you have had sex?
是怎么样的？ 糟到让你了无性趣？ So, what happened? Was it so bad it turned you off, or...
- 不是那个问题 - 是什么问题？ No, that wasn't the problem. What was the problem?
我才是问题，我当时…. I was the problem. I was a...
是一个病态的说谎者 I was a pathological liar.
或者该说我现在也是 Or am... I am, I should say.
说谎是…. The, uh, lying is...
像酗酒一样，你不停地康复 Lying is like alcoholism. You're continually recovering.
就是这样？ So that's it?
你说谎？ You lied?
- 这是一部分 - 还有什么事情发生了？ That was part of it. So what else happened?
当时… Well, at that time...
我 I...
我习惯用非语言的方式 来表达我的情感 I used to express my feelings non-verbally...
经常吓坏了… and often scared people...
一些亲近我的人 who were close to me.
你仍然是这样吗？ Are you still like that?
不是 No
所以你永远不再做爱？ So you're never going to make love again?
我没有做任何的计划 I don't... I haven't made any plans, so...
- 如果你爱上我了呢？ - 我没有 If you were in love with me, would you? - I'm not in love with you.
- 但如果你有呢？ - 我无法回答 - But if you were? I can't answer that.
- 为什么？ - 我告诉你了 - Why not? - I told you.
但我不明白 - But I don't understand. - Ann...
忘记性行为吧 forget about the sex, you know? I...
我不是从前那个人了 根本不是了 I'm not the same person that I was, even remotely.
我在各方面都改变了 You know, I'm different in so many ways that...
它深深影响着 我跟别人相处的方式 that have a profound effect on the way... that I relate to other people or communicate.
譬如这个，她和我交谈的方式 I mean, this, for instance. I mean, the way she and I are talking...
- 那是不可能的- - - 她？ that could never have been possible... "She"?
她和我交谈的方式？ "The way she... she and I are talking"?
- 她是谁？ - 对不起，我经常…. "She"? Who's she? I'm sorry. I always...
我不是这个- - l... That isn't what I was talking...
伊莉莎？是不是她？ She's Elizabeth? Is that who it is?
约翰提过的女孩？是不是她？ Is that the girl that John talked about? Is that who it is?
是吧，我不知道，对不起- - I guess. I don't know. - So you're... - I'm sorry.
你仍然有跟她联络？ You're... you're still in contact with her, then?
没有，我- - - With Elizabeth? - No. I'm...
你认为伊莉莎对这些录影带 会有何想法？ So what do you think Elizabeth is going to think... about all these videotapes?
我相信她不会太谅解 I can't imagine her being too understanding.
但你会告诉她，是吗？ 因为你不再说谎了？ But you're going to tell her about them, right... since you don't lie anymore?
我说过，我不知道… As I said, I don't...
我究竟会怎么做 know what I'm going to do exactly.
我可能什么也不会做 I mean, perhaps I won't do anything.
你回来只是想思考这件事？ So you just came back here... so that you could think about it?
不是，我搬回来是有原因的 No. I... I moved back here for some reason.
一种结束的感觉 A sense of closure, you know?
一种决心 A resolution of some sort.
我想有个对我来说 很重要的人… I wanted somebody who was very important to me...
去理解它 to understand that... I guess.
这真是…. That's...
很可悲 That's pathetic.
你不能只是- - I mean, you can't just...
我的天，你不能走到她的面前… My God, Graham, you...
让她看到 你已经如有神助般改变了 you just can't walk up to her and show her you've changed... like it's some gift or something.
还有看看你变成了什么样子 And look what you've changed into.
九年了，这就是你得到的 Nine years. Nine years, and this is what you come up with.
你下辈子就是想这样吗？ Is this what you want to be the rest of your life?
你为何要这样做？ Why are you doing this?
你可否告诉我？ 为何你这样对待自己？ Can you tell me that? Why are you doing this to yourself?
- 你会不会回答？ - 不要 Are you going to answer me? - No. Please, don't do that. - Why not?
- 为什么？ - 不要，真的 No, really. Don't do that.
我只想发问 譬如为何你要拍摄女人？ Why not? I just want you to ask you a few questions. Like why do you tape women talking about sex, huh?
为何你那样做？ 你何不把原因告诉我？ Why do you do that? Can you tell me why?
说吧 Come on. I'm just going to keep asking.
我不觉得对调身分很有趣 I just don't find the turning the tables thing...
我觉得有趣 告诉我为什么吧，格汉 very interesting. Well, I do. Tell me why, Graham. Why?
你要我告诉你什么？ What? What do you want me to tell you?
告诉我为什么？ "Tell me why. Why?"
爱欣，你对我的为人毫无认识 Ann, you don't even know who I am. You don't have the slightest idea of who I am.
我是否要复述… Am I supposed to recount...
我这生中导致这一刻的 所有要点？ all the points in my life leading up to this moment... and then just hope that it's coherent...
还希望它令你觉得合情理？ and it makes some sort of sense to you?
我不觉得它合情理，我曾经想过 It doesn't make any sense to me. You know, I was there.
我一点也不知道我是谁 I don't have the slightest idea of who I am.
而我是否该解释给你听？ And I'm supposed to be able to explain it to you?
为什么？告诉我为什么 And why? No, tell me why.
- 为何我要自我解释？ - 因为我也许可以帮到你 Why do I have to explain myself to you? Because maybe I can help you.
- 帮到我解决什么？ - 你的问题 Help me with what? Your problem.
我的问题？我有问题吗？ My problem? Do I have a problem?
我环顾四周… You know, I look around me in this town...
看见约翰、欣蒂和你，还有我- - and I see John and Cynthia and you, and I...
相比之下，我觉得我比较健康 I feel comparatively healthy.
你有问题的 You've got a problem.
你说得对 You're right.
我有很多问题 I've got a lot of problems.
但它们是属于我的 But they belong to me.
你以为它们是你的，错了 You think they're yours, but they're not.
每一个走进来的人 都成了你问题的一部分 Everybody that walks in that door... becomes part of your problem...
所有跟你接触过的人 anybody that comes in contact with you.
我没想过要成为你问题的一部分 但我是的 I didn't want to be part of your problem, but I am.
我会离开丈夫 反正早晚我也会这样做 I'm leaving my husband... and maybe I would have anyway...
但事实上我现在会这样做 but the fact is that I'm doing it now...
部分原因是因为你 and part of it is because of you.
你对我的生命产生了影响 You've had an effect on my life.
这是不应该发生的 This isn't supposed to happen.
我花了九年时间组织我的生命 让这件事不会发生 I've spent nine years structuring my life... so that this didn't happen.
我从没有把这件事告诉你 因为我知道它会让你很痛苦 You know, I never told you this... 'cause I knew it would crush you.
但现在…. But now...
我跟伊莉莎上过床 在你们分手之前… I fucked Elizabeth... before you broke up...
甚至在你们有问题之前 before you were having trouble, even.
她不是圣人，她的床上功夫了得 She's no saint. She's good in bed.
她可以保守秘密 She could keep a secret.
这是我对她的评语 That's about all I can say about her.
- 我要打个电话 - 好的，请说 I got to make a call. Yeah, sure.
- 葛伯伦办公室 - 苗约翰找伯伦 Brian Kirkland's office. Yeah. John Millaney for Brian Kirkland.
- 请稍候 - 好的 - Just one moment, please. - Thanks.
我经常说，工作为重 Anyway, as I've always said... work is critical.
我没有婚姻也可以很快乐 I can be happy without a marriage...
但如果你剥夺我的工作 那就不同了 but if you take away my work... I mean, that's different.
如果爱欣应付不来… And If Ann can't handle that...
那是她的问题 well, that's her problem.
戴佛利先生想你去他的办公室 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah? Mr. Deforest would like to see you in his office.
一会儿吧，我在接见客人 All right, in a minute. I'm on with a client.
- 他说要立刻去 - 好吧，天啊 Uh, he said immediately. All right. Jesus.
苗先生，葛先生叫我通知你… - Mr. Millaney. - Yeah? Mr. Kirkland has asked me to inform you...
他找了新的代表律师 和请你留言给我 that he's obtained legal representation elsewhere... and that if you have a message for Mr. Kirkland... you can leave it with me.
谢谢 Uh, thank you, um...
没有留言 No message.
- 好的 - 谢谢你 - All right, Mr. Millaney. - Thank you.
蠢才 Fool.
希望他知道自己在做什么 hope he knows what he's doing.
苗先生，戴先生在等你 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah? Mr. Deforest is waiting.
知道了，告诉他我很快就来 All right. Tell him I'll be in in a minute.
那个老头以为全世界都是围着 一场高尔夫球赛而转动 Jesus. The old man thinks that the world... revolves around a game of golf.
稍后我在法庭上见你吧 Why don't I catch up to you at the courts in a few minutes?
- 我要去见戴佛利 - 好的 - I better go talk to Deforest. - Sure.
好的 Okey
他妈的 Fuck.
海湾
一瓶够了，谢谢 Oh, no. Just one's fine, thanks.
这是我最喜爱的部分 This is my favorite part.
我们该给我们第一个孩子 取名瑞斯迪，你认为如何？ You know what I was thinking? I was thinking we should name our first child Rusty. What do you think of that name?
我在这里花了不少钱 我至少该知道你的名字吧 You know, I spend a lot of money in here. I should at least know your name.
- 你好 - 你好 Hey Hey
这个送给你 我知道那天是你的生日 I brought you this. I knew it was your birthday.
- 谢谢 - 漂亮的植物，像块桌布似的 Thanks. That's a nice plant. Looks like a tablecloth.
我要走了 Look, I can't stay. I got to go.
- 我可以找你吗？ - 你有没有我公司的电话？ Can I call you? Do you have my work number?
没有 No
有笔吗？ Got a pen?
你穿着蓝衣，我也穿着蓝衣 OK, now, you're wearing blue, I'm wearing blue.
这是不是一个稀奇的巧合？ Is this some sort of weird coincidence?
不是，我觉得会有更多的巧合 I don't think so. I think it's something more.
- 你住在这里吗？ - 不是，只是路过 Do you live here? No. I'm just passing through.
别在三点至五点间找我 因为我很忙，好吗？ Look, don't call between 3:00 and 5:00... because I get real busy, OK?
- 好的 - 好的 OK? OK?
再见 See ya.
- 再见 - 再见 Bye Bye
我喜欢她，她是个好女子，很好 I like her. She's a very nice girl. Very nice.
- 你好 - 你好 Hey. Hello
快下雨了 I think it's going to rain.
已经下雨了 It is raining.
是的 Yeah.
谨以此片献给安多拉德 1956年生1988年殁