有人从好莱坞来看你 You have a visitor from Hollywood.
自称是电影导演 He says he's a movie director.
你们都是来看演出的吗 Are you coming to the show?
我和迈尔斯谁更胜一筹 Who do you like better,me or Miles Davis?
我们很荣幸邀请到这位 We're proud to present the man
被公认为全国最棒的 who's been voted number one in the nation
小号手和演唱家 for both trumpet and vocals.
他的演奏如同加利福尼亚的海岸般令人愉悦 All the way from the sunny shores of California,
他才貌双绝 简直就是爵士界的詹姆斯.迪恩 the James Dean of jazz,the Prince of Cool,
也就是那个被时代杂志认为是发明了“西部牛仔舞”的人 the man "Time" magazine credits with inventing West Coast Swing.
好了 大家听好 That's right, folks.
他将在这里和我们尊敬的迈尔斯.戴维斯 And he's here playing a double bill
以及迪兹·吉莱斯皮一起连续演奏两场 with our very own Miles Davis and Dizzy Gillespie.
作为他在"鸟岛"的处子秀 Making his Birdland debut,
有请査特.贝克尔和他的乐队 Chet Baker and his quartet!
- 一切顺利 - 一切顺利 - It's gonna be great. - It's gonna be great.
- 我气色怎么样 - 好极了 - How do I look? - Perfect.
太棒了 孩子 Yeah, baby!Yeah!
谢谢各位 非常感谢 Thank you.Thank you very much.
我们都爱你 査特 We love you, Chet!
安静 Shh!
亲爱的 在吗 Elaine? Honey?
Yeah! 在
你需要等到它完全融化才行 And then you wait till it melts.
我完全不敢相信你以前没有嗑过 I can't believe you never tried before.
看来是个正人君子 You're so square.
我不喜欢蜡烛 I hate needles.
那你愿意为我冒一次险吗 Will you do it for me?
当然 Yeah.
- 恐惧 你好 - 恐惧 你好 - Hello, fear. - Hello, fear.
- 啊 - 要把它绑紧 - Aah! - Get it tight.
- 死亡 你好 - 死亡 你好 - Hello, death. - Hello, death.
- 操你 - 操你 - Fuck you. - Fuck you.
嘿，宝贝你回来啦 Oh, hey, babe.
快醒醒 Hey, hey.
滚出去 Get out.
快滚 这些东西一并拿着滚 Get out!Take your shit with you!
你也一样滚 我早该知道的 And you too!I should have known.
别这样 Stop it!
你这个天杀的 God damn it!
- 对不起 - 我已经有一周的身孕了 - I'm so sorry. - It was, like, a week.
他可是你的亲骨肉啊 That is your child.
这又他妈的是什么 What is this shit?
就是因为迈尔斯你就这样 You did this because of Miles?
倒是说话啊 査特 Chet, say something!
安静 Shh.Shh!
我发现 你只要在我身边 See, once you're here,
我就像是又爬回了母亲的摇篮里 it's like you're crawling back inside your mama's womb
铜铃叮当作响 clinking and clanging.
你可以听到响声随风而逝 It all melts away,and you can hear.
这应该是你第一次嗑药 This is the scene where you're meant
所产生幻觉的情景 to do heroin for the first time.
- 我知道我该怎么演 - 这并不在排练之中 - I know what scene it is. - Those are not the lines.
是导演叫我自由发挥的 Well, he told me to make up lines.
他想让我的演技再升华一下 He said he wanted it to be improv.
得了吧 你完全脱离剧本了 But that's way off script.Come on.
这本来就是人为编造的 Well, the whole thing is fake.
我就是想说 如果你想达到真实的效果 I mean, if you want it to be real,
那这地方就应该快是一个便池了 there should just be puke everywhere.
然而并没有 It wasn't like this at all.
因为我当时才他妈的20岁 I was 22, for fuck's sake.
你完全背离剧本了 査特 That's going way, way off script, Chet.
我也不知我他妈的在演些什么 I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
我们可以把你吸毒之后的那场戏重来一遍吗 Can we just do the make-out part again?
我的纽扣掉了 I lost a nai.
- 伙计们 今天就这样吧 - 好的 - All right, guys. - Yeah.
要不要再排练下那个情景 Do you want to rehearse the scene,
否则就只能下周一来了 or do you want to pick up on Monday?
那还是周一接着来吧 We'll pick up on Monday.
那好 伙计们 收工吧 下周一见 All right, folks, that's a wrap. See you next week.
你这样有点过分了 That's unprofessional, Chet.
- 为啥 - 本来就是 - Jane? - Yeah.
- 简 这样挺好的啊 - 我可不这样想 - Jane, that was great. - I don't think so.
- 就是这样演下去就行了啊 - 好吧 不要骗我哦 - Keep doing what you're doing. - Okay, you sure?
是啊 稍微再专注一点就更好了 Yeah, just keep improvising.You'll be okay.
好 非常感谢 All right.Appreciate it.
噢 谢谢你 爱丽 Oh, thanks, Ellie.
我一直在努力让他看起来像一个好人 What I'm doing is trying to make him look like a nice guy.
不是吧 你总是 No, no, what you're doing
让我看起来像一个跳梁小丑 is making me look like a clown.
- 你是迪克.波克吗 - 是啊，我就是 - Oh, are you Dick Bock? - Yeah, yeah, I-
- 査特 - 嘿 迪克 - Chettie! - Hey, Dick.
为什么没跟我说你回美国来了 Why didn't you tell me you were back in the US
并且还在拍电影 and now you're shooting a movie?
好吧 我... Well, I...
我本以为你还会再蹲几年监狱的 I thought you had another couple of years in jail.
如你所知 原本是这样的 Well, I-I was supposed to,you know,
但这个导演好像很牛逼的样子 but then this director, he's like, he's super talented-
噢 他给了你很大一笔钱吗 Oh, and he offered you a lot of money?
他肯定是去贿赂了一些人的 Well, he paid somebody;that's for sure.
我本该演演我自己的 Oh, I could've played myself, Chet.
迪克 你怎么...怎么成了一个演员了 Dick, you're not-you're not an actor.
- 你不也一样吗 - 好吧 世事难料 - Neither are you. - Well, that's true.
这是一个秘密 Don't tell anyone.
这一切...自从你离开后一切都变了 A let's, uh-a let's changed since you left.
我感觉到了 Yeah, I see.
爵士已死 鲍勃.迪伦也去玩电音了 Jazz is dying.Dylan went electric.
你卖了“太平洋公司” You sold Pacific, Dick.
不 我把它建了起来 但你把它毁了 No, I built it up.You tore it down.
- 我们一起铸就了它 - 是我 - We built it up - I built it up.
- 是我们 - 而你把它给毁了 - We built it up. - You tore it down.
然后你却把它给抛售了 And-and you sold it out.
是我卖的 至少我要还要养家糊口 I sold-yeah, at least I didn't abandon my wife and kid
没有成为世界上赫赫有名的瘾君子 and become the world's biggest junkie.
我把一切都搞砸了 是吗 I did fuck everything up,didn't I?
没错 Yeah.
我很想念你 迪克 真的 I miss you, Dick.I really do.
査特 Chet!
我就想要你给我通个电话 I just wish you would have called.
稍等一下 可以吗 Two-two seconds, okay?
我本该告诉你的 抱歉 I should've called.I'm-l'm sorry.
嗯嗯 Yeah.
你还记得那个在杰瑞药铺给我们 You remember that old daft pharmacist at Jerry's
乱开吗啡和栓剂处方 that give us the prescriptions
的愚蠢药剂师吗 for those morphine suppositories?
对 对 还记得 你和他没什么两样 Yeah, yeah, yeah.Oh, you liked him.
我在把手从我的屁眼里拿出来之前 Well, I had to be high
整个人都嗨得不行 before I could get my finger out of my ass.
- 査特 - 马上就好 - Chet! - Yeah, two-two seconds.
- 他有怎么了 - 还在蹲监狱 - What happened to him? - Yeah, he's in jail.
那你现在准备走正道了吗 Aren't you on the-aren't you on the straight and narrow?
- 对 是的 - 你确定 - Oh, yeah. - Yeah?
必须的 Yeah.Clean as a hound's tooth.
那就好 Great.
好 我们可以再次合作 All right,let's get together.
可以吗 我们可以商讨下一张唱片 All right? Let's talk about doing another record.
我很乐意 迪克 I would like that very much, Dick.
如今我们也都成熟了 一起干吧 We're grown-ups now.Let's do another record.
一起做 那一定会很棒的 Let's do it.That'd be great.
太好了 All right.
嘿 尼克 一切都还顺利吧 Hey, Nick,is everything okay?
一切都在掌控之中 It's going great.It's gonna be great.
听着 明天电影制片厂要有一场记者招待会 Look, tomorrow the studio booked another press conference.
- 又有一场 - 在下午 - Another press? - In the afternoon.
- 在下午吗 几点 - 一点钟 - In the afternoon? What time? - 1:00.
- 嘿 査特 - 一点钟 好的 - Hi, Chet - 1:00, okay.
听着 你和简相处得怎么样 Listen, how's it going with you and Jane?
都还好吧 Everything okay?
我没懂你在说啥 我是说 你觉得怎么样 I don't know.I mean, you tell me.
我觉得挺不错的哦 I think it's great.
我相信你的所作所为 让你随心所欲地玩音乐 I trust what you're doing,let you play your music.
这个电影将重振你的职业生涯 査特 This movie is going to re-launch your career, Chettie.
- 简 - 嘿 尼克 - Jane. - Hey, Nick.
怎么了 What's wrong?
我也不知道 我是说你觉得这样算是在工作吗 I don't know. I mean,do you think it's working?
我觉得你们两位都做得特别棒 I think it's great what the two of you are doing.
进展得让人难以置信 The improvisation is fantastic.
我需要更深入地去揣摩 I-l need to know more than just
査特的女人这个角色 that I'm playing the women of Chet Baker.
机智如你 And you're doing it brilliantly.
你可以问他啊 这是拍他的电影 It's-look, ask him.It's his story.
我就知道她们都是大胸女郎 All I know is that they have big tits.
这好像也并不夸张吧 It's like-it's not a lot to go off of.
得了 这是他的故事 向他请教 Well, it's-it's his story.Ask him.
尼克 过来没有 Nick, you coming?
- 她们的确都是巨乳 - 等一下 - They did have big tits. - Hang on a second.
我们周一再聊聊 可以吗 We'll talk about this Monday, okay?
好的 没问题 Okay. Sounds good.
- 可以吗 - 完全可以 - Okay? - All right.
下周在欧洲有重要的场景 拜拜 Okay, big scenes.Europe next week. Ciao.
注意保护好你的美胸 Don't be insecure about your tits.
- 你的胸狠性感 - 好吧 这是剧本要求 - Your tits are great. - Okay, so the script.
我真的不理解为什么这些女人要和你鬼混 Uh, I don't understand why these women would stay with you.
- 你这都不知道 - 对 完全无解 - You don't understand that? - No, don't get it.
那我们可以去共进晚餐 Well, maybe we should go out to dinner
吃完美食我就告诉你答案 and get some real food and talk-
什么 你觉得我演得不够入戏 What, are you saying that I ain't real, mister?
我是说你可以更深入了解你的角色 I'm saying that maybe you need to get deeper into character.
得了吧 我从来不和我的电影搭档约会 査特 Yeah, I don't date actors I'm working with, Chet.
我早就跟你说过 I already told you that.
- 但我并不完全是个演员 - 嗯嗯 这还用说 - Yeah, but I'm not an actor. - Yeah, that's for sure.
不 但我们也可以一起聚餐啊 No, we can get together,
一起锻炼身体这些 and we can do those Kazoon exercises.
是喀山吧 傻瓜 It's Kazan, you dummy.
嘿 听着 我才不管这些 Hey, listen, I don't care.
我们可以一边吃饭一边顺便排练一下 We'll just rehearse while we eat.
妳知道 如果妳想的话可以点外卖 You know, we could order in if we want.
你的一切我都太了解了 You know everything about me,
而我还不知道你姓什么 and I don't even know your last name.
那不是每天都写在电话簿上的吗 It's on the call sheet every day.
- 那是 - 嗯哼 - It is'? - Mm-hmm.
你这里 我可以把它擦掉吗 Were you- can I wipe this thing?
- 什么 我居然把食物弄到我脸上了 - 其实还挺不错的 - What, I got food on my face? - Beauty mark.
不 擦掉之后就更美了 No, you're prettier without it.
好了 我们出去嗨吧 找点乐子 Come on; let's go out,have some laughs.
你休想趁机拿我寻欢 You don't strike me as funny.
我是个幽默的人 I'm funny.
一个月球和半个月球相比 哪个更重 What's heavier,a full moon or half moon?
一个月球咯 因为它更亮嘛 A full moon,because it's lighter.
- 完全没有笑点 - 这还不搞笑 - Not so good. - That's not funny?
- 我没觉得 - 我还有更多的干货 - No. - I have better material.
- 绝对笑点满满 - 阿祖卡 - Top-shelf stuff. - Azuka.
- 什么意思 - 我就姓这个 - What's that mean? - It's my last name.
在非洲文化里有"过去的辉煌"的意思 It's African,and it means "past glory."
还是不行 No.
你的身体没有跟进 You're not following through.
现在这样就对了 就这样 Now just-all right,all right, all right.
把它掷出去就行 Just lay it out there.
好吧 你又得了零蛋 Okay, well, that's another goose egg for you.
我也是醉了 Come on!
你真的太厉害了 You are really competitive.
我猜他们在戏剧学校没有 I guess they didn't teach you about bowling
教你打保龄球 back there at acting school?
挺好玩的 Very funny.
其实我应该像我的父母和哥哥们一样 I was supposed to be an academic, actually,
去搞些学术研究 like my parents and my brothers.
但为啥又没去呢 But then what happened?
百老汇让我彻底地爱上了音乐 Oh, l fell in love with musicals on Broadway.
- 我学爵士 - 是吗 - I studied jazz. - Did you?
- 什么乐器 - 钢琴弹唱 - What instrument? - Piano, voice.
我从未和音乐知识如此丰富的女人 I've never been with a woman
待在一起过 who knew anything at all about music.
那伊莱恩平时喜欢干嘛？ So what did Elaine like to do?
伊莱恩? Elaine?
她通常就喜欢操 Mostly, she liked to fuck. Yeah.
她喜欢操 我也喜欢操她 She liked to fuck,and I liked fuckin' her.
有什么好奇怪的 What? What?
这让我哭笑不得 你的歌一直都很浪漫 I don't know.Your songs are so romantic.
但我猜那都不是你创作的 是吗 But I guess you never wrote them, right?
是啊 Mm-mm.
有一次 我们在两小时内做了七次爱 One time, we did it seven times in two hours.
你觉得怎么样 What do you think about that?
听起来你操得很讲究速度 Sounds like you fuck too fast.
我嗑嗨时操得更爽 Uh, I do better when I'm high.
所以说你是个瘾君子咯 So you're really a junkie?
你觉得呢 Huh?
我有些不良嗜好 I got some habits.
那是因为年少缺爱还是其它什么原因 So what, your parents didn't love you enough or something?
不 是我自己罪有应得 No, it's nobody's fault.
那你为何现在一团糟 So why are you such a fuck-up, then?
啥 Huh?
你很好奇 You want to know?
你想知道为什么 You want to know the truth?
Yeah,I want to know the truth. 对 我就喜欢追根溯源
这让我感到快乐 It makes me happy.
我喜欢嗑嗨的感觉 I love to get high.
好吧 你还挺坦诚的 Well, at least you're honest.
说说你吧 What about you, huh?
你也混得不咋的吧 Why are you such a fuck-up?
- 我可不是屌丝 - 很明显你就是 - I'm not a fuck-up. - Oh, yeah, you are.
你现在不就是个女演员吗 Yeah, you're an actress,aren't you?
说得好像所有女演员都混得很差似的 All actresses are fuck-ups?
好吧 Yeah, well..j
那些人是如何评价好莱坞的 What is they say about Hollywood?
好莱坞是一个可以为你的一个吻付给你1000美元 They'll pay you 2 grand for a kiss
而只为你的灵魂支付50美分的地方 and 2 bucks for your soul.
你知道是谁说的吗 You know who said that?
不知道 No.
玛丽莲.梦露 Marilyn Monroe.
快打烊了 年轻人 Closing time, folks.
我们来唱首歌 不知道你听过没有 We sing.You know that song?
我以前从未坠入 ? I've never been in love ?
爱河里 ? Before ?
这一切都因你 ? Now all at once ?
而发生了 ? It's you ?
你应该听过吧 You know that, right?
是你 ? It's you ?
让一切成为永恒 ? Forever more ?
我以前 ? I've never ?
从未坠入到 ? Been in love ?
爱河里 ? Before ?
我原以为我自己 ? I thought my heart ?
心如止水 ? Was safe ?
我以为我... ? I thought I- ?
要不要到我家里来和我一起放声高歌 Why don't you come back with me to my place and we can sing?
这不太好吧 That's not a good idea.
听着 我对你可是知根知底的 Listen, I know all about you.
说来听听 What do you know?
我知道你正身陷囹圄 I know you're trouble.
烦恼因你迎刃而解 Trouble's good for you.
这就是你的演奏如此动人的原因吧 That's why your playing touches people.
算是吧 Mm-hmm.
契科夫好像说过 It's like what Chekhov said
这感觉就是病人们 when his patients were fevering
对那种已经变馊的食物 on what kind of food they liked to eat:
还情有独钟似的 "Something sour."
我父亲在我几岁时经常给我讲一些哲学家 And my dad read me all the philosophers
但没涉及过契科夫 before I was a teenager,but Chekhov?
他认为恋爱 He thought that the feelings
所带来的这种感觉 that we experience when we're in love
是人最正常时候的状态 are our normal state,
这可以看出 that being in love shows a person
一个人的本质 who he should really be.
- 我爱... - 还记得我吗 査特 - I love- - Remember me, Chettie?
干死他 Fuck him up!
査特 天啊 Oh, Chet!
- 査特 - 转过头来 - Chet! - Come here!
你忘了你所欠我们的吗 You forget what you owe us, Chet?
妈逼的贱人 Fucking junkie.
- 看这里 - 住手 - Come here. - Stop it!
救命啊 你们住手 Help! Stop!
这下爵士就和你说拜拜了 贱人 No more jazz, motherfucker!
我的天啊 天啦 Oh, my God!Oh, my God!
救命啊 Help!Help!
他的脖子受了很严重的伤 He's got severe trauma to the neck...
面部有骨折的危险 possible fracture of the cheek.
门牙也全部没有了 He's lost all his front teeth.
査特 是简 Chet, it's Jane.
你看起来糟糕透了 You look like shit.
但会慢慢好起来的 You're gonna be okay.
你应该知道口对我的意义 You know What an embouchure is
就像是钢琴家失去了手一样 Like a piano player not having any hands.
28年的苦练都将化为泡影 28 eight years of practice, gone.
此生永远不能再演奏了 You'll never play again.
好莱坞方面也出现了戏剧性的转折 And from the Hollywood,a dramatic U-turn.
制片方废置了最近假释出狱 The studio is now shelving the Chet Baker movie,
的爵士传奇人物 which was meant to launch
査特.贝克的电影拍摄 the recently paroled jazz legends comeback.
他们并没有提前告知我 They haven't called me.
不能这么快就出尔反尔 They can't shelve the movie that quickly.
那不是外人 那是查特的交易人 That was no stranger. That was Chet's dealer.
你觉得制片方 Do you think the studio's gonna have
想把自己给牵扯进来吗 anything to do with this?
别做梦了 Just wake up.
等等看吧 会有人来帮咱们的 Okay, wait,somebody must be able to help.
我是说只能这样了 I mean, somehow-
有多少人来表示慰问吗 How many people have called?
又有多少人来探访过 How many people have come to visit?
We're all here. 都在这儿了
This is everybody. 这是所有人了
And I'm leaving. 而且我要走了
I've looked after you for 13 years, Chet. 我已经照顾了你13年了，查特
But I'm... I'm done. 但我。。。我受够了
This is such a mess. 这真是一团糟
How long have you known him? 妳认识他多久了？
Five weeks. 5个星期
Okay. OK
Get clean, Chet. 把瘾戒掉，查特
I spoke to your parole officer, who says you'll be starting methadone treatment, 我跟你的假释官谈过 他说你会开始美沙酮治疗
so unfortunately I can't prescribe any pain medication. 所以很不幸我不能再给你开止痛药了
Just hang in there. And avoid any stress to your mouth, okay? 坚持下去 不要给你的嘴施加任何压力，OK？
- How'd we do? Good? - You were brilliant, Chettie. —我们表现得怎么样？还不错吧？－太棒了，小查
- Sensational! - It was pretty fucking good. —非常棒！－超他妈精彩
- Where's Elaine, huh? - Amazing! —依莱恩在哪，嗯？—太棒了！
Ah, Elaine, did you hear that? Huh? 哎，依莱恩，你听到了吗？嗯？
Come on. Miles asked to see you. Come on. Come on. Come on. 来吧 迈尔斯想见你 来吧 来吧 来吧
- Chettie, Miles! - Go on. －小查 是迈尔斯！－继续
Uh, Chet just wanted to say hi before your set Miles. 查特想在你表演前跟你打个招呼 迈尔斯
- This is Elaine. - How you doing? －这是依莱恩 －你好吗
- Hi. - You dig the show? －嗨 －你喜欢这场表演吗？
It was nice. Yeah. 很棒 是的
A lot of pretty faces. It was, um, sweet... 很多漂亮的面孔 这很 嗯 甜蜜。。。
like candy. 像糖一样
Must be real hard posing for all these pretty pictures. 为这些漂亮的照片摆姿势一定很难吧
- I'm just trying to sell records, right? - Right. －我只是想卖好唱片，对吧？－正确
Let me tell you something. 让我告诉你一些东西
I never trust a cat... 我从来不相信一个爵士乐手。。。
let loot or love affect his art. 会让金钱或爱情影响他的艺术
You think them silly white girls out there understand a lick about jazz? 你觉得外面那些愚蠢的白人姑娘对爵士乐有一点点的认识吗？
He's number one in the polls, Miles. 他是投票结果的第一名 迈尔斯
Is this your great white hope? sweetheart. 这就是你寄予厚望的白人吗？亲爱的
Standing right here? Is this it? 就站在这里？是吗？
You want some advice, Baker? 你想要一些建议吗，贝克？
Go back home to the beach, man. 回到你家乡的沙滩上去吧，老兄
This ain't the place for you. 这地方不适合你
Come back when you've lived a little. 等你体会到生活的时候再回来
- Hello, fear. - Hello, fear. －你好 恐惧 －你好 恐惧
- Hello, death. - Hello, death. －你好 死亡 －你好 死亡
- Fuck you. - Fuck you. －操你 －操你
Hey, Chet. You home? 嘿 查特 在家吗？
You left the door open. 门是开着的
I didn't get the job, so don't ask. 我没得到那份工作 所以别问了
What did you do? 你干了什么？
Oh, what did you do? 你干了什么？
Come on, Chet. 拜托 查特
Wake up. Wake up. Come on, Chet. 醒醒 醒醒 拜托 查特
Come on. Come on. 快点 快点
Why did you wake me up? 为什么要吵醒我？
What? 怎么了
So you're gonna kill yourself because you can't play trumpet anymore? 你就因为不能再吹小号了就要自杀吗？
Yes. 是
Am I supposed to feel sorry for you? 我应该对你感到抱歉吗
Play something else. 做点其他的吧
Sing. 唱歌
Maybe we haven't been introduced. 我们可能还没互相介绍过
My name is Chet Baker. 我叫查特.贝克
I'm one of the greatest trumpet players of my generation. 是这一代最优秀的小号手之一
One of the best jazz improvisationalists. 最优秀的爵士即兴演奏家之一
- So it's trumpet or nothing? - Yes. －所以要么吹小号要么就什么也不做？ －是的
So maybe I should kill myself too,because I don't look like Vivien Leigh. 所以或许我也应该自杀 因为我没有长得跟慧云李一样
You should find one thing and be better at it. 你应该找准一件事然后做得更好
No, that's easy for you to say, the one blessed with a rare gift. 不，这对你来说容易，像你这样被赐予稀有的天赋的人
Have some humility. 谦逊一点吧
- It's love. - You're missing the point. －这是爱 －你搞错了重点
- You ever been in love, Chet, huh? - I've been married, twice. －你爱过，查特，嗯？ －我结过婚，结过两次
Yeah, I played those women. 是啊，我演过这些女人
I didn't feel real love. 我没感觉到真爱
You want to feel real love? 妳想感觉真爱？
You want to? 想吗？
Want to... 想。。。
No, I don't want to get high with you, Chet. 不，我并不想跟你一起磕嗨 查特
I was just kidding. 我只是开玩笑
How did you get into it anyway? 你是怎么被选上的？
When I was released from the army, a little while later, I came home one day... 当我从军队释放 过了一段时间后 有一天我回家。。。
and there was a note on my door. 家门口有一张纸条
It said, "Auditions with Charlie Parker at the Tiffany Club, 3:00 p.m." 上面写着“与查理.帕克试演，下午3点在蒂凡尼俱乐部”
I saw it. 我看了
I grabbed my horn, and I went over there. 带上了我的小号 然后我去了那里
I could see 30 or 40 trumpet players all sitting there, 我看到3、40个小号手都坐在那里
and every trumpet player in LA was there. 洛杉矶所有的小号手都去了
And there he was, biggest ass, 然后他就在那里 大混蛋一个
but he was somebody, right? 不过他是个人物 对吧？
And then after a while, he says, 过了一会 他说
"Is Chet Baker here?" “查特.贝克来了吗？”
Somebody must've told him about me, right? 一定有人跟他提起过我 对吧？
And I said, "Yeah. 然后我说 来了
Yeah, Bird, I... I'm here." 来了，大鸟，我。。。我在这
And so I came up, and we played "Toot Toots." 然后我上前 我们演奏了“Toot Toots”
We played "Cheryl" and "The Song Is You." 我们演奏了“Cheryl”和“The Song Is You”
He took the microphone. 他拿起麦克风
He said, "Thanks for coming, everybody. This audition is over." 他说“谢谢各位的到来，这场试音结束了”
He gave you the job just like that? 就这样 他就给了你这份工作？
Just like that. He said I was "bixellated." 就这样 他说我“bixellated”
He was a big, fat junkie by then, right? 那时他是个吸毒的胖子，对吧？
Don't talk shit about Bird. 别说大鸟的坏话
It was an honor to score for him. 为他编曲是一种荣誉
Some role model. 真是个楷模
Yeah, he was. 是，他确实是
He was. 他确实是
He never hurt anybody but himself. 他从来不伤害别人只伤害他自己
Just like me. 就跟我一样
If anyone's gonna hurt you... 如果有人要伤害你。。。
it's gonna be me. 那只能是我
No. No, no. 不 不 不
I don't date zombies, Chet. 我不跟行尸走肉约会 查特
You want me to stick around, you have to promise me 如果你想让我留在你身边 你就要答应我
you'll stay clean on the methadone. 你要远离美沙酮
I love methadone. 我爱美沙酮
- Methadone is amazing... - No, I'm serious. －美沙酮真的太神奇了。。。－不 我是认真的
I am too. I mean, methadone... 我也是 我是说 美沙酮。。。
No, I see you scratching your face like that again, 不 我再看到你像这样抓你的脸
then I'll know you're not clean. 我就知道你没戒干净
I'm clean. 我戒干净了
It's a new me. 这是个全新的我
I had my teeth done just for you. 为了妳我把牙都补好了
Now I miss your missing tooth. 现在我有点想念你掉的牙了
How did you lose it, anyway? 话说回来你是怎么掉的牙？
Oh, come on. You read the script, right? 拜托 你读过剧本的，对吧？
I was 12 years old. 我那时12岁
I threw the rock on the side, 在路边丢石子
and it ricocheted and broke my tooth. 然后石头弹起来砸掉了我的牙
You're your own worst enemy. 你是你自己最大的敌人
Well, you need to better prepare for your roles, ma'am. 好了 妳需要为妳的角色做更充分的准备 女士
I couldn't play for more than a year. 有一年多的时间我不能再玩了
I had to hole up inside that stupid barn 只能躲在那个愚蠢的牲口棚里
and practice every day. 每天练习
Yeah, but you managed, right? 是啊 但你熬过去了 是吗？
Yeah, but that was one tooth. 是 但那只是一颗牙齿
I mean, what are you saying? 我意思 妳在说什么呢？
You... you think I should go back down there? 妳。。。妳觉得我应该回到那里？
Well, you need to recover, Chet, not just your jaw. 好吧，你需要恢复 查特 不只是你的嘴
But I love this apartment. 但我很喜欢这间公寓
You're losing this at the end of the month. 这个月底你就会失去它了
Oh, that's true. 噢，那倒是真的
Would you come with me? 妳会跟我一起去吗？
I'm not dropping my life for you. 我不会为了你丢掉我的生活
俄克拉荷马州 耶尔
Wha... what a surprise, Chettie! 哗。。。真是个惊喜啊 小查
- Hi, Mama. - Hey, give me a hug. －嗨 妈妈 －嘿 抱一下
Give me back my hat. 把帽子还给我
Oh, you need a haircut, boy. 噢，你需要剪个头了，孩子
In that jacket, you're gonna freeze to death. 穿这件夹克 你会冻死的
How are your teeth? Are they healing? Let me see. 你的牙怎么样了？在康复吗？让我看看
This is Jane. 这是简
You look like Chettie's ex-wife. 妳看起来真像小查的前妻
- Mom, I told you... - Well, I... I played Elaine in a movie. －妈妈 我跟妳说过。。。 －我。。。我在一部电影里饰演依莱恩
- Yeah. - Nice to meet you, Mrs. Baker. －是啊 －很高兴见到妳 贝克夫人
I never did like her. 我从来没喜欢过她
We were thinking about, uh, visiting a little bit, if that's okay. 我们想要小住一段时间 如果可以的话
Yeah, that would be wonderful. 好啊 那好极了
You can stay as long as you want. Stay until after Christmas. 你想待多久就多久 待到圣诞节之后
Hiya, Dad. 嗨 爸爸
Hey, Junior. 嗨 孩子
- He's gonna stay with us. - Yeah. －他要跟我们住在一起 －是
I can hear, Vera. 我听得见 薇拉
You trying to dry out again? 你又要戒毒了？
That's a lovely farmhouse that you have, Mr. Baker. 你有一个很漂亮的农舍 贝克先生
Well, thank you. 谢谢
You know, you look like a nice colored gal. 妳看起来是个很不错的黑人姑娘
If I was you, I'd get in that car and I'd... 如果我是你 我会钻进车里 我会。。。
Uh, you... you can have your old room, all right? 你。。。你可以住你原来的房间 好吗？
Hey, Chesney! 嘿 切斯尼
Filling station up the road's hiring! 加油站在招人呢
Must have been lonely out here. 在这里一定很孤独
No brothers or sisters. 没有兄弟姐妹
I had my trumpet... 我有我的小号。。。
and the radio. 和收音机
That's all you need now. 那就是你现在的全部所需
And some time. 还有一些时间
And you. 还有妳
Don't stop, honey. It sounds good. 别停下来 亲爱的 听起来很棒
I got no chops, Ma. 我什么都不是 妈妈
It's real progress. 有很大进步
It is! 真是的
Time to hang it up, son. 是时候把它挂起来了 儿子
Mr. Baker my name is Officer Reid. 贝克先生 我是里德警官
I'm taking over as your parole officer. 我来接手你的假释官
You should have received a letter to that effect. 你应该收到了关于这件事的信件
I understand you've agreed to try this new treatment called methadone. 我清楚你已经同意尝试这个叫美沙酮的新型治疗
Oh, yeah, officer, I... I just love it. 哦 是的 警官 我。。。我很喜欢
Just as addictive as heroin, without the high. 就跟海洛因一样让人上瘾 只是不会太嗨
Hey, it's legal and it's keeping you clean. 嘿 这是合法的 而且可以让你远离毒品
There is that. 是那样
You got to find a steady job and be patient Mr. Baker. 你要找一个稳定的工作 然后保持耐心 贝克先生
I'll see you when you get back to LA. 等你回洛杉矶我会来见你
That's me, Mr. Patient. 那就是我 耐心先生
Hey, Miles. 嘿 迈尔斯
Hey, Dizzy. 嘿 迪兹
There's a white cat on the West Coast 西海岸有一个白人爵士乐手
gonna eat you up. 会让你大吃一惊
Forget about Birdland. 忘了鸟岛吧
I think I need to get better glue for these bastards. 我觉得我需要给这些混蛋找更好的胶水
- Checkmate! - I need to see this. －将军 －我得看看
Nonsense. Checkmate? 胡说 就将军了？
Victory is mine. 胜利属于我
I let you win. 我让你赢的
You're such a sore loser. 你真是个输不起的失败者
- Yeah, but I still get my prize. - Yeah, you'll get your prize. －但我还是得到了我的奖品 －妳会得到妳的奖品
Horn's not the only thing that tongue's good for. 好舌头并不是只擅长吹小号
Have you been with other trumpet players? 妳和其他的小号手在一起过吗？
Trombone, yeah. Alto sax, yeah. 有吹长号的 吹萨克斯的
Yeah? You had the whole brass section? 是吗？你拥有过一整个铜管乐队？
- Drop it! No! - Shh! －别闹 不要 －嘘
Shh, shh! My mother. Shh. 嘘 嘘 我妈妈 嘘
Easy, Chet, easy. Easy, Chet. 轻点 查特 轻点 轻点 查特
Just slow down. Slow down, okay? 慢慢来 慢慢来 OK？
Pretend you're playing me. 假装你在演奏我
Okay? OK？
Just relax okay? 放轻松好吗？
Just breathe. 深呼吸
Yeah. 对
That's better. That's better. 这样好多了 这样好多了
Okay, now hold that note all night. 好了 就保持这个调子一整夜吧
Chettie, uh, why don't you stay longer? 小查 为什么不再待久一点呢？
I wish we could, Ma. 我也想 妈妈
No, he got to run back to the big city. 不，他得跑回他的大城市去
Gonna stay clean this time. 这次不会碰毒品了
Do it. 去吧
Hey, Dad. 嘿 爸爸
I got this for you. 我带了这个给你
I know it's your favorite. 我知道这是你的最爱
You remember you used to play it for me on the banjo? 你还记得你曾经用班卓琴弹给我听吗？
It's got that tune we love, "Born To Be Blue." 这有我们喜欢的那首曲子“生为蓝调”
- Oh, my goodness. - Yeah, right? －哦 我的天 －对吧？
That's a pretty tune. 那是一首很美的曲子
Well, thank you. 好，谢谢
I based my recording off the way you used to play it. 我是按着你曾经弹奏的曲调录的
But why did you have to sing it like a girl? 但为什么你要像姑娘一样唱歌呢？
I sold a lot of that record. 这张唱片我卖了很多
How many records did you sell? 你卖了多少唱片？
Oh, that's right. You... you quit, right? 哦，对了 你。。。你放弃了 对吧？
I didn't quit. 我没放弃
Yeah. 是
But I never embarrassed my family. 但我从来没让我的家人蒙羞
I never dragged the Baker name through the mud. 我从来没把贝克这个名字拖入泥潭
Good-bye, Dad. 再见 爸爸
You all right, Chet? 你还好吗 查特？
Would it be okay if, uh... 可以吗？ 如果。。。
you know, I moved in with you. 妳知道 我搬来跟妳一起住
# Go down, sunshine # #下山吧 阳光#
# See what tomorrow brings # #看看明天会带来什么#
# Go down, sunshine # #下山吧 阳光#
# See what tomorrow brings # #看看明天会带来什么#
Chet, I'm trying to sleep! 查特 我正要睡觉
# Well, it may bring sunshine # #或许会带来阳光#
# And again it may bring rain # #又或许带来雨水#
Nice. 很棒
Hey, thanks a lot. You guys are here every Sunday? 嘿 很感谢 你们每个星期天都来这吗？
Uh, yeah. You might want to practice more on your own first. 是的 或许你应该先自己多练习一下
You know that's Chet Baker, right? 你知道那是查特.贝克吗？
That's Chet Baker? 那是查特.贝克？
Holy fuck, that's Chet Baker. 操 那是查特.贝克
Let's fucking call him. 妈的打个电话给他吧
Whenever you're ready, Ms. Azuka. 准备好了就开始吧 阿祖卡女士
Heaven gave us friendship that we may open our hearts 经常给予我们友谊 让我们敞开心扉
and escape the secrets that weigh upon us. 逃离重压在我们心头的秘密
Or I could try it a different way. 或尝试用不同方式演绎一下
I've got... I've got lot of ideas. 我有。。。我有很多的想法
-No, I think, uh... I don't... -I don't think it's gonna work out. －不，我认为 嗯。。。我不。。。－我不觉得这适合你
Yes? 有事？
Hey, yeah, is... is Dick around? 嘿 那。。。那迪克在吗？
I'll see. 我去看看
You'll never guess who's at the door. 你绝对想不到谁找上门来了
- Chet? - Hey, Dick. －查特？ －嘿 迪克
Am I getting you at a bad time? You... you meditating or something? 我打扰到你了？你。。。你在冥想还是干什么？
- You should try some. - No, it's... it's corny, man. －你也可试试 －算了吧 这。。。这很俗 老兄
So I heard you were clean. 我听说你已戒毒了
I am. I'm clean. Ever since the accident. 戒了 我戒了 上次意外之后我就戒了
Accident? How much you need? 意外？你要多少钱？
Dick... 迪克。。。
I just need a session, man. 我只需要一场演出 老兄
I heard you were playing some pizza parlor. 我听说你在一家披萨店表演
Yeah, yeah. 是啊 是啊
I didn't even think that that would be possible. 我简直想不到这种事会发生
You know, it hurts a little bit, but, uh, you know... 你知道 有点伤自尊 但 唔 你明白的。。。
I'm blowing pretty... pretty well, Dick, pretty well. 我现在演奏得。。。还不错的 迪克 挺不错的
Good enough for a solo record, you know, like old times. 录一支单曲也不在话下了 就像以前那样
Not gonna happen, Chet. 不可能了 查特
No, I... I got a probation officer breathing down my neck. 不 我。。。我被负责的缓刑官紧紧盯着
If I fall this time, I'm gonna do some... some real time, you know. 要是这次再把持不住 我就真的要坐牢了 你知道
I mean, I got... Jane's pregnant. I mean, I'm... 我意思 我。。。简现在还怀了孕 我意思 我。。。
- You and Jane are together? - Oh, yeah. Yeah. －你和简还在一起？ －哦 是的 是的
No, I can't help you this time. Uh... 不 这次我真的帮不了你
Dick, you haven't even heard me play. 迪克 你还没听我演奏过
Good to see you, Chet. Take care. 很高兴见到你 查特 保重
Chet! 查特
Give me the plant. Give me the plant. 给我花盆 给我花盆
Jane really pregnant? 简真的怀孕了？
That's a start. 那是个新开始吧
I'm sorry, Chet. It's not like the old days. 抱歉 查特 现在不像以前了
Stay clean. 坚持戒毒
- Could you sign this for me? - Oh, yeah, sure. －能帮我签个名吗？ －哦，当然可以
- I'll get you a beer, okay? - Yeah, yeah, great. －我去帮你拿杯啤酒 OK？ －好 好 太好了
- What's your name? - Sarah. －妳叫什么？ －莎拉
- Sarah? - Sarah with an H. －莎拉？ －草字头的莎
Yeah, okay. And what's this here? OK 这是什么？
It's just, um, a little gift to help you relax up there. 只是 嗯 帮助你在台上放松的小礼物
Oh, wow. 哦呵
And you look like such a good girl. 妳看起来挺乖啊
I am a good girl. 我是个乖女孩
Are you with her? 你与她是一对？
Uh... 呃。。。
Yeah, you know. 对，妳知道的
Yeah. 是的
You should call me if you ever want to explore other instruments. 要是你以后想试试别的乐器记得来找我
Okay. OK
Well, thank you, Sarah with an H. 好了 谢谢 草字头的莎
- Here's your record. - Thank you. －妳的唱片 －谢谢
- And here's your pen. - Thank you. －还有妳的笔 －谢谢
What was that about? 怎么回事？
Oh, nothing... we were talking about Miles and how he likes to piss everybody off. 哦 没啥。。。我们刚才讨论了一下迈尔斯和他的臭脾气
- Yeah, so do you, Chet. - Yeah. －好吧 随你说 查特 －真的
- What did she give you? - Uh, some pamphlet. －她送给你什么了？－ 呃 小册子
What did she give you, Chet? 她送给你什么了 查特？
She gave me dope, okay? 送我毒品 OK？
I didn't ask for it. She just gave it to me. 不是我要的 她就只给我这东西
Baker, Baker, Baker. 贝克 贝克 贝克
I'm Officer Reid. 我是里德警官
We spoke on the phone about your parole, yeah? 我们电话里聊过你假释的事，记得吗？
This isn't gonna cut it. 这对你的假释可没帮助
Well, you don't like the music. You got any requests? 你好像对音乐不是很喜欢 你有什么要求？
Yeah, I got a request. How about you get a real job? 是的 我有要求 找份正经差事怎么样？
"A Real Job" Is that Cole Porter? I don't know "A Real Job." “正经差事”是科尔.波特说的？我不知道什么叫“正经差事”
You know something? When I was a boy, my dad, he used to say to me 你知道什么？小时候 我爸总是跟我说
that if a man sits in a barber's chair long enough, 常在河边走
eventually he's gonna get a haircut. 哪能不湿鞋
Wow, that's... that's very meaningful. 喔 那。。。那挺深意啊
It's, uh... it's wisdom like that... that really... 这，呃。。。这样的智慧。。。真的。。。
Keeps you out of prison. 让你远离监狱
You do want to stay out of prison, don't you? 你不想进监狱吧？
Yes, sir. 是的 长官
Well, then, why don't you do us both a favor 那 为我们两个都好
and get a real job by the end of the week. 这周就找个正经差事吧
- What am I gonna do? - You'll think of something. －我能怎么做？ －你会想到办法的
You think maybe we could get some, like, proper gigs? 你觉得这点时间我能找到正式演出的活儿吗？
You're not ready. 你还没准备好
What are you gonna do with that? 你打算怎么办？
Just go throw it away. I didn't ask for it. 帮我把这扔了 不是我想要的
Dumb chick just gave it to me. 那个蠢姑娘给我的
No, no. I trust you. 不 不 我相信你
You went and saw Dick, right? What did he say? 你去见迪克了 是吧？他怎么说？
Told you. He said no. 告诉过妳 他拒绝了
I mean, you know, I'm not gonna beg him. 我意思 妳知道 我不会低声下气去求他的
At this point, I'd do anything. 在这个点上 我什么都愿意做
Thanks for changing your mind, Dick. 谢谢你最后改变主意 迪克
I'm glad you called. 很高兴你给我电话
You know, it's almost worth it to see Chet in a sombrero. 妳知道 能看到查特戴着墨西哥帽演奏可不亏
How is he doing? 他表现如何？
Oh, he's, uh, struggling. 哦 他 还在挣扎中
You said he'd never play again. 你说过他这辈子再也演奏不了的
I don't know what's worse, Chet not playing or Chet playing mediocre. 我不知查特演奏不了或演奏得很普通 哪个结果更糟糕
Well, it's gonna take time, Dick. You know that. 总得花时间让他适应 迪克 你明白的
- How are you doing? - I'm still here. －妳现在怎样？ －活得好好的
Give him a contract over the summer. 跟他签一个夏季合同吧
What are you? His new manager? 妳怎么了 成他经纪人了？
You jealous? 你妒嫉了？
No. Uh, time here costs money. 不 呃 租这地方要花钱
So put him in the back. Mix him out. 把他的声音混在背景里好了
Oh, right, and of course keep paying him. 哦 对了 我还得给他发工资
Listen, we need to eat. 听着 我们要吃饭
So get us to do stuff. 给我们点活干就行了
We can paint walls, fix things, whatever you need. 刷墙也好 修理也好 无论你需要什么
Chet Baker, handyman. 查特.贝克 杂务员
He pumped gas in Oklahoma. 他在俄克拉荷马还给人加过油呢
You serious? 真的？
You know, this is the first time I've seen him sweat. 妳知道 这是我第一次看到他流汗
Everything came so easily for him musically. 在音乐方面他都是轻车熟路
I think that was one of the problems. 我想这就是问题所在吧
You think he'll ever play high-level again? 你说他还能不能带来更高水准的演奏？
Kill it. 不错
Somebody's out of tune. 有人走调了
It's not me. Somebody's out of tune. 走调的人不是我
Next. 下一位
I mean, did you do the... the line about the vegetables like we talked about? 我说 蔬菜的那段台词。。。你按我们说好的来了吗？
I mean, that was funny. 我说 那相当有趣
They didn't... they didn't like that? 他们不。。。不喜欢这种？
This isn't what I came here for. 我来这可不是为了这些
Hey, come on. People don't know anything about talent. 嘿 别这样 凡人哪会懂天赋这回事
Nothing at all. 都一无所知
I mean, think about it. Most musicians today... 我说 想想今天大部分的音乐家。。。
I mean, their playing is 100 years ahead of where the listeners' ears are. 他们的演奏超前了100年怎能指望听众听得懂
I'm not talking about talent. 我没在说天赋的事
I just want to get a job. 我只想找份工作而已
You will. I promise. 妳会找到的 我保证
It was easier in New York. 在纽约找工作容易多了
Can we just be blue tonight? 今晚就放肆抑郁一下吧？
But I don't want to be blue. 可我不想抑郁
# We'll have a blue room # #我们会有一间蓝色的房间#
# For two, room, a new room # #崭新的双人房#
# Where every day's a holiday # #在那儿天天如假日般美妙#
# Because you're married to me # #只因妳已属于我#
# Not like a ballroom # #与舞厅不同#
Chet's been showing up every day? 查特天天来上班吗？
You... you read my report. 你。。。你看过我写的报告了
I mean, he's been playing sessions, and, uh, he's been helping out around here. 我意思 他在这儿演出 还帮了不少忙
We painted those walls over there. 那几面墙就是我们刷的
Okay, 'cause he's got this probation review coming up tomorrow. OK 明天就得提交他的缓刑审核了
And he's still short of hours, so... 可他的工作时间还是差了那么点 所以。。。
You guys take a break. 大家休息下
Chet.Can you come up here for a second? 查特 你能上来一下吗？
He's in trouble now. 他麻烦了
- Hey, Mr. Baker. - Hey, Officer Reid. －嘿 贝克先生 －嘿 里德长官
I was just saying that you've got this review tomorrow 我刚告诉了他们你明天审核的事
and you're still shy a few hours, so I'm not sure how we're gonna work that out. 而你的工作时间还是少几个小时 所以我有点头疼不知道怎解决
Uh, he can do some work later. I mean, there's some drywalling to do. 那他之后可以补做 还有些板墙的活儿
- I mean, if that helps. - Yeah, yeah, that helps. －我意思 如果这样能帮到他的话 －能 能 能帮到
Can I stick around, make sure that happens? 那我能否留在这监督他干活？
- Sure. - I can't drywall tonight. －当然 －今晚可不行
Your parents are flying in. 你父母今晚飞来看我们
- Doesn't matter who's flying in. - I don't want to break my promise to Jane. －谁飞来都不重要 －我不想对简食言
I'm not gonna stand up in front of Judge Hays and tell him you're shy of hours. 我也不想明天在海斯法官面前说你还差那么几个小时
I have to tell you something. 我得告诉你一些事
Do you realize that it's people like you, okay, that killed Billie Holliday? 你可有想过 就因为你这种人的存在 逼死了比莉.荷莉嫡
- What? - You realize that? No, it's... it's true... －什么？ －你就没有想过吗？不 这。。。这是真的。。。
- What does that have to do with anything? - No, it's true. －这两者有什么关系？ －不 这是真的
- Just do the hours. - Cops harassing her day and night. －把工时补完算吧 －警察日夜地骚扰她
- Nobody harassed her day and night. - Dick, can I go back to work? please. －根本没人日夜骚扰她 －迪克 我能回去继续工作吗？拜托
- She was a junkie and... - It's not worth it. －她本来就吸毒。。。 －别争了 不值得
That went pretty well, I thought. 我觉得 我们协商得挺顺利
All right, round two. Here we go. 好 第二遍 开始
All right, we set? 好 准备好了吗？
Hit it. 开始
You know, I've been working with junkie musicians for over 20 years, 你知道 我这二十多年来监督过不少有毒瘾的音乐家
and I have never seen anyone work this hard before. 但他是我见过最努力的人
Yeah. 是啊
- Well, he's stayed clean this long, right? - Yeah, that's a miracle. －也是戒了最久的人 对吗？ －对 那是个奇迹
Must be love. 一定是爱的力量
That's why you give him the hours. 这些理由足以为他补上那些时间了吧
Write it out. 写上吧
Give him a tick. 给他打个勾
You gotta promise me one thing first. 妳得先向我保证一件事
Get him some half decent clothes to meet your parents. 他可不能穿成这样见未来亲家
It's a deal. 成交
Nice! 好极了
I bought our boat about 12 years ago. 差不多二十年前我买了一条船
- I love being out on the water. - Yeah, me too. －我喜欢在水面的感觉 －我也是
I used to have a Pacific Cat. It was a 19-foot catamaran. 我以前有过一艘太平洋号 长19英尺
- Wow. - Yeah. －哇 －对
And now you're squatting in the back of my daughter's van. 可看看你现在蜗居在我女儿的小面包车里
Yeah, that's true. 没错 这是事实
Some of my colleagues found out Junebug was living with Chet Baker, 一开始我同事告知我的宝贝女儿与查特在一起
and all they could talk about was wasted talent. 他们所谈论的都是那被埋没了的天分
Oh, they must be critics, huh? 哦 他们一定是评论家吧？
Real talent... Chamberlain, Bird... always flourishes. 真正的天才。。。张伯伦 大鸟。。。 总是四处活跃炫耀
But then there's the type that promises more than they can fulfill. 但还有一种所谓的天才总是眼高手低
I listen to your records. I see you here today, Mr. Baker. 我听过你的专辑 今天在这和你见面 贝克先生
And I wonder if that's all there is a white man's promise. 就是想求证你所承诺的一切 是否只是一个白种男人的白日梦而已
I'm gonna be a good husband to your daughter, sir. 我会成为一个你女儿的好丈夫 先生
Are you asking for her hand? 你是想让我将女儿嫁给你？
Uh, yeah, yeah. I... I guess so, yeah. 呃 是的 是的 我。。。我想是的
Elsie told me you've asked for Junebug's hand twice already. 艾尔西告诉过我你有这个想法已经两次了
But you never bothered to call me. 可你却从来没有想过给我打个电话问问
Well, we don't really have a phone. 这 我们没有电话
Uh, hey, so your father has some colleagues at work 看来你爸爸有不少同事
that know everything there is to know about Chet Baker, huh? 对查特的生活了如指掌啊
I mean, here's the deal, all right? 好了 就这么打住 好吧？
I don't mind if you want to give me a lecture 我不介意你想教育我
about being responsible or anything like that, 男子汉要有责任感什么的
but if you start talking to me about music or talent or Bird... 要是你想对我的音乐指手画脚或扯到天份 大鸟。。。
you know, uh, I might have to say, 你知道 呃 我只能说
"Fuck you." “操你”
Let's cut the crap. You were a drug addict, right? 我们也不拐弯抹角了 你曾经有毒瘾 对吧？
Yeah. 是的
Would you want your daughter to marry a man like you? 换你 你会把自己的宝贝女儿嫁给一个和你一样的人吗？
Dad! 爸爸
You know, why don't we head back, get some ice cream? 你知道 为何我们不回去 吃点冰淇淋？
I'm gonna go for a swim. 我想去游个泳
Where are you going? 你要去哪？
Chet! 查特
Chet! What are you doing? 查特 你干什么？
What'd I tell you? 和你说什么好呢？
Surprise, surprise, man. 惊喜 惊喜 老兄
Maybe poor technique will actually give his sound 可能低水准的演奏技巧反而找回他原来的感觉
a character like the old Chet but deeper. 格调像过去的查特却更深沉
Nick! 尼克
- It's so good to see you. - Good to see you. －很高兴见到你 －很高兴见到你
Chet's so amazing. 查特真不错
You should get him a gig. 你该给他办一场演出
Hmm. 唔
- This is, uh, Danny Friedman. - Hey, Chet. －这位是 丹尼.弗利民 －嘿 查特
- Hey, D. Been a while. - Dizzy's a promoter. －嘿 丹 好久不见 －迪兹是发起人
- Yeah, I know who he is. - That was something else, man. －是的 我知道他是干啥的 －演奏别有一番风味 老兄
He's doing this, uh, West Coast tour. He might be able to help you get a gig. 他正在办一场西海岸巡演 也许能帮你办场表演
- That'd be okay. - Wow! －那真太好 －哇
You know, this is the first place I saw you recording. 你知道 这是我第一次看你录音
- Right? - That's it. －是吗？－没错
You and Mulligan trading solos. 你和穆里根两人合作的演奏
Wow, this was the birth of West Coast swing, baby. 这里见证了西海岸爵士的诞生 小子
That's what they say. 大家都这么说
I got... I got an idea. Bear with me. Why don't... why don't we do a gig here? 我有。。。我有个想法 我说 为什么。。我们何不在这儿演出呢？
- Yeah, yeah, that could be nice. - A couple more execs and promoters. －对 对 这挺好 －再找几个执行官和发起人
- He dims the lights. It's kind of fun. - Make a night of it. －把灯光调暗点 挺好玩的 － 好好玩它一晚上
Now, Dick, Dick, what did I tell you? I'm only in the area till Monday. 迪克 迪克 我不是和你说过吗？我星期一就走了
- Okay, well... - Well, we could do Birdland, if you want. －OK 那这样。。。 －那 我们可以去鸟岛办啊 要是你想的话
- In a couple of weeks, you know? - I wish. －就几个礼拜之后，你知道吗？ －我倒是想
- You're out Monday. Is Sunday good for you? - Uh, yeah, after 4:00. －你周一走 那周日呢？ －呃 好 4点以后
- After 4:00? - Yeah, so... －4点之后？ －没错
What are you thinking? It'll be fun. 你们认为怎么样？肯定很有意思的
- 8:00. - That'd be good. －8点 －挺好
That'd be good. All right. Chet, it's good to see you, man. 很好 好吧 查特 很高兴见到你 老兄
- We'll have a good time. - See you Sunday. －我们一定会过得很愉快 －周日见
- All right, see you, D. - It'll be fun. －好 再见 丹 －会很有意思的
Yeah, it'll be nice. I'll see you guys Sunday. 是啊，一定很不错 我们周日见
- Hey, say hi to Dizzy. - I will, brother. －嘿 代我向迪兹问好 －我会的 哥们
- Did you just do that? - You did that. －不就做到了吗？－ 你做到了
Now I see why I pay you the big bucks, Dick. 现在我知道付你大笔钱的意义何在了 迪克
You make some big bucks, then you pay me. 你赚到大钱 然后再付我
All right, I mean, you're not half as bad as everyone says. 好了 我意思 你也没大家说的那么糟糕嘛
Hey, Jane! 嘿 简
- Jane! - She left. －简 －她走了
- She left? - Yeah. －她走了？ － 是的
- Where did she go? - Um, with that, uh... －去哪儿了？ － 和哪位 呃。。。
What, she left with that director, Nick? 那个 她和那个叫尼克的导演走了？
Yeah. 对
Look, how's she supposed to get an acting gig if she never leaves the studio? 听着 她要是一直在录音室陪着你怎会有演出机会？
Come on, Chet, try to be happy for more than 10 seconds at a time, all right? 别这样 查特 多开心一会儿 行吗？
Forget about that movie. 别想那部电影了
You've got a big show to think about. 你还有个演出要做好准备呢
- He's just jealous, Chettie. - What a jerk! －他只不过是嫉妒你罢了 小查 － 真是个人渣
Now don't let him get to your head. 别因为他想太多
Why the fuck would you bring up the polls? 你他妈的为什么要提出投票？
- Honey, calm down. - Don't touch me. －亲爱的 冷静点 － 别碰我
Get off me! 说了别碰我
Good night. 晚安
We'll be there all night. See you later. 我们一整晚都在这儿 稍后见
He's married with kids. 他已婚且有小孩
Yeah, so that means he doesn't like to have sex, huh? 他照样能喜欢性爱
Did he hit on you? 他对妳献殷勤了吧？
Yeah, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna go for it. 是的 可人家对我有意思我就一定要接受吗
I mean, he knows that! 他心里也明白
Come on, all guys do the same thing. 拜托 男人们都做同一件事
They play games, right? 他们玩玩而已 对吧？
Well, just remember I haven't had a job since you screwed up the last one. 好 你要记住自你搞砸了上一份工作我就再没工作过了
All right. But what, you... you... 好 但是 妳。。。妳。。。
so you two went off and you rehearsed together? 所以妳们俩离开了然后一起排练了？
Yeah, that's exactly what I did. 是 这正是我所做的
But I was helping you with that audition. 但是我在帮妳试镜
Okay, Chet, just calm down. OK 查特 冷静下
He... he's the director. He can get me the job. 他是导演 他可以让我得到工作
Oh, so he's the big-shot? So he's important? 哦 所以他是大人物？所以他很重要？
Come on. 拜托
I can't do this all the time. 我受不了了
You're leaving me, huh? Is that what you're doing? 妳要离开我 吓？ 这就是妳要做的？
Is that what's happening? 是这回事吗？
Don't be silly, Chet. 别傻了 查特
I'm pregnant. 我怀孕了
So why don't you ask me again? 你何不再问我一次？
Two seconds. 两秒钟
Here, hold this, okay? 这 拿着 OK？
And hold this. 还有这
There. All right. 在这 好了
Go right back. Okay. 放回来 OK
Will you marry me? 妳愿意嫁给我吗？
What is that? 那是什么？
This is extremely valuable, all right? 这非常宝贵，好吗？
This is a valve ring. 这是一个气门环戒
Yeah, I will. 是 我愿意
This is the valve ring to the first trumpet my dad gave me. 这是我父亲给我的第一个小号上的气门环
You can put it on a chain, you know. 妳可以用条链子穿着它 妳知道
Huh? That way... 这样子。。。
You won't lose it. 妳就不会弄丢了
You're not gonna lose it, are you? 妳不会弄丢它 对吧？
No, I won't. 不 我不会
Beautiful. 很美丽
- I love you. - I love you too. －我爱你 －我也爱妳
Settle, people. 大家 坐下
We are recording tonight's performance, so... be quiet. 我们要录下今晚的表演 所以。。。保持安静
And if you could hold your applause until after every song, 如果你们能够在每首歌结束后不鼓掌
it'd be much appreciated. 将不胜感激
Chet, ready? 查特 准备好？
Yeah, I'm ready. 是 我准备好了
Uh, I'm not ready. 呃 我还没准备好
I wasn't ready. 我没准备好
Can we try it again? It's okay. 我们能再试一次吗？OK
This is a waste of time, man. 这真是浪费时间 老兄
Okay, quiet again, everyone, please. OK 请大家再安静一次
This will be take two. 这需要再来一次
# My funny valentine # #我有趣的情人#
# Sweet comic valentine # #甜蜜如画的情人#
# You make me smile # #妳使我#
# With my heart # #发自内心的微笑#
# Your looks are laughable # #妳看似可笑#
# Unphotographable # #虽不可摄录#
# Yet you're my # #然而是我最爱#
# Favorite work of art # #最爱的艺术之作#
# Is your figure # #是妳的身姿#
# Less than Greek? # #不及希腊雕像？#
# Is your mouth # #是妳的嘴角#
# A little weak? # #流露一丝软弱？#
# When you open it to speak # #当妳开口讲话时#
# Are you smart? # #妳聪明吗？#
# But don't change a hair # #勿改变一分一毫#
# For me # #为了我#
# Not if you care for me # #若妳真的在意我#
# Stay, little Valentine # #保持住 小情人#
# Stay # #保持#
# Each day is # #每天如是#
# Valentine's # #情人的#
# Day # #节日#
- Bob, Leonard... - Leonard. －鲍勃 李安纳德。。。 －李安纳德
- And Bill. - Bill. －还有比尔 －比尔
Well, Bob, thanks for saying that. I really, really appreciate that, you know? 鲍勃 谢谢你这么说 我真的 真的很感激 你知道吗？
- What? - Dizzy and Danny are over there. －什么？ －迪兹和丹尼在那边
Oh, shit. So I see. 噢 该死的 我知道了
- Excuse me for a second, will you? - Hi, Mr. Baker. －请原谅我离开一下好吗？ －Hi 贝克先生
Hey, please don't harass me right now. Dizzy Gillespie's right over there. 嘿 现在请不要骚扰我 迪兹.吉莱斯皮就在那边
Dizzy Gillespie? Get out of here. That is him. 迪兹.吉莱斯皮？别开玩笑了 这是他
Listen, Jane told me the good news. I just wanted to say congratulations. 听着 简告诉我这个好消息 我只想说祝贺
Well, thanks, thanks. 好的 谢谢 谢谢
- When's the big day? - As soon as possible. － 哪天办喜事？ －尽快
- Okay, I see you want to go. - Okay, all right. －OK 我看得出来你想走 －OK 好的
Well, thanks... thanks for coming, all right? 谢谢。。。谢谢过来
Hey, man. Excellent show. Excellent show. Beautiful, beautiful stuff. 嘿 老兄 很棒的演出 很棒的演出 漂亮 漂亮极了
- Thank you. - Listen. －谢谢 －听着
You're not going clean, are you? Cause I'm having a little party... 你还没戒掉 对吗？因我有一个小派对。。。
- Okay. - Please, can we do it? －OK － 请 我们可以做吗？
Yeah, yeah. 是 是
- Jane. - Oh, baby! －简 －噢 宝贝
You were so good. 你真是太棒了
- Chettie. - Oh, hey, Danny. －小查 －哦 嘿 丹尼
- Look who's here, my friend. - Oh, wow. Hey, Dizzy. －看看谁在这 我的朋友 －哦 哇 嘿 迪兹
- It's been a long time, Chettie. - Yeah, it sure has. Wow. －很久不见了 小查 －是啊 真是的 哇
- Danny boy said I ought to come by. - Thanks for coming. What did you think? －丹尼仔说我该过来看看 －谢谢过来 你觉得怎么样？
Well, you really pared it down, man. A little bit under the center. 你真的降调把它唱下来了 在中间的时候有一点点
- Yeah. Always been like that. - It's almost flat. －是的 总是这样子 －那几乎是平调
- Somehow, it's still nice. - Why, thanks. －不知怎的 依然不错 －为什么 谢谢
But you know, hey, you really shouldn't sing. 但你知道 嘿 你真不该唱的
- You know that, right? - Yeah. －你知道 对吧？ －对
Danny was saying he's thinking about Birdland. 丹尼说他在考虑鸟岛
Look, Chet, you've come a long way, but, uh... 瞧 查特 你经历了很多 但。。。
But what? 但什么？
Well, they only do special events now. 他们现在只做特别活动
Dizzy, come on. You've still got pull there. 迪兹 拜托 你一定还能帮我拉拉关系
Everybody respects you. 大家都尊敬你
You got the... the key to the gate, you know? 你有办法让我进去的 你知道吗？
- You ain't ready for Birdland, man. - I'm ready. －你还没为鸟岛的演奏做好准备 老兄 －我准备好了
Miles said come back once you've lived a little, you know. 迈尔斯说经历了生活再回来吧 你知道
Miles, yeah, that sounds like something he would have said back in the day. 迈尔斯 是 这听起来是他那时会说的话
I lived a little. 我经历过了
Look, you've done your time, Chettie. 要知道 你的时光已经结束 小查
Makes for some ragged phrases, but your playing is... 度过一些艰难的时期 但你的演奏。。。
Honest. It's honest. 诚实 它是诚实
You got a sound that's all your own. Ain't no denying that. 你有一个只属于你自己的声音 这不可否认
And I'm ready to play Birdland. 我准备好去鸟岛演奏了
It's not your playing that I'm worried about. 我不是担心你的演奏能力
All things be ready if your mind be so. 如果你的内心准备好那么一切也都可行
Are you sure you're ready to come back? 你确定你准备好回去了吗？
I've learned three different embouchures, all right? 我已经学了三种不同的吹口 好吗？
I got a left, I got a center, and I got a right, and if you let me sing, okay, 左边一个 中间一个 右边一个 如果你想让我唱歌 OK
I can play two full sets before my teeth fall out, okay? 在我的牙齿掉光前 我可以演奏两套完整曲子
Eyes on the prize. 眼前的奖励
God, you are a glutton beggar. 上帝 你真是一个贪吃的乞丐
I'll get you Birdland. 我会让你去鸟岛的
But don't say I didn't warn you. 但不要说我没有警告你
- That's amazing! New York City! - We fly out tomorrow. －真了不起 纽约市 －我们明天飞到那
Yeah, but I've got my callback, right? You know that. 好 但我已经收到回复了 你知道的
Yeah, well, you're gonna miss that. This is a big deal, baby. 是 但妳得错过它了 这是一桩大生意 宝贝
Well, no, it's a big deal for me too. 但 那对我来说也是一桩大生意
I know, I know, but I can't play Birdland without you. 知道 知道 但我在鸟岛演奏不能没有妳
- Yeah, you can. - No, no, come on. －你可以的 － 不 不 拜托
- It'll be so much fun. - You can do it. －那将会很有趣 －你可以做到的
Come on. We'll get a fancy hotel. It'll be fun. 拜托 我们将会住在一间高档酒店 那将会很有趣
We can fuck, a little drinking, a little dancing, a little nightlife. 我们可以操爱 喝点小酒 跳个小舞 来点夜生活
That sounds all great, but you know, I got to get this job. This is important to me. 这听起来都很棒 但你知道 我必须得到这份工作 这对我很重要
And besides, I think it'll be really good for you too. You know, to go alone. 还有 我认为你一个人去这对你也真的好重要 你知道
That wouldn't be good for me at all. I don't want to go alone. 这对我一点也不好 我不想自己去
But I'm always there for you, Chet. I got to do this for me, right? 但我总是在你身边 查特 我得为自己做这事 好吗？
What, I got to spell it out for you? 什么 难道我得为妳详细解释吗？
You know, you've got to have more faith in yourself, Chet. 你知道 你得更信任你自己 查特
Your best music was when you were clean, before all the drugs. 你演奏得最好 是当你不沾染任何毒品之前
Yeah, not with the methadone. Man, that shit's worse than a condom. 是的 也没有美沙酮 那该死的东西比避孕套还可恶
Oh, my God, you're such a joker. 噢 上帝 你真会开玩笑
Come on. Dick says if this show goes well, I'll be able to take care of everything. 加油 迪克说如果这个演出进展顺利 我将会有能力照料一切
I mean, fuck that audition. We could be on tour in Europe, you know? 我意思是 操他妈的试镜 我们可以在欧洲巡演 妳知道吗？
- Fuck that audition? - Well, you know, what I mean. －操他妈的试镜？ －妳知道我什么意思
No, I don't know what you mean. 不 我不知道你什么意思
- Come on. - What if it doesn't go well? －拜托 －如果进展得不顺利呢？
Why would you say that, huh? Come on, you're the one person who believes in me. 妳为什么这么说 吓？拜托 妳是那个相信我的人
- Why would you say that? - Do you believe in me? －妳为什么这么说？ －你相信我吗？
Yeah, I believe in you. That's not the point. 是的 我相信你 那不是重点
No, that's exactly the point. 不 那正是重点
Oh, please don't do this. Please don't do this. 请不要这样做 请不要这样做
Please, please, please come with me. 求妳 求妳 求妳和我一起去
It... it's just a few days. 这。。。就只有几天
I think you can go alone. 我觉得你可以自己去
Are you serious? 妳是认真的？
I'm not some groupie, Chet. 我不追星 查特
I'll go alone. 我会自己去
- Chet. Where were you, man? - Well, I'm here now, all right? －查特 你去哪？老兄 － 我在这呢
Oh, shit. 噢 该死
- Miles is here too? - Why, everybody's here. －迈尔斯也在这里？ － 怎么了 大家都在这里
# Lost, lost # #迷失 迷失#
# Lost in each other's arms # #迷失在彼此的臂弯里#
# Let's defrost # #让我们融化彼此#
# Let 'em send out alarms # #让他们发出警报#
- You want that done all the way up? - Yeah, I like it tight. －你想要领带系紧些吗？－是的 我喜欢紧点
# And though they'll think us rather rude # #尽管他们会认为我们很粗鲁#
- You want that tight or you want that... - Yeah, tight. －你想要紧点还是。。。 －是的 紧点
# Crazy # #疯狂#
Little bit nervous. That's... that's good. 有点小紧张 这。。。这样好
Here, rinse. Rinse your mouth. 这 漱洗一下 漱一下口
Miles and, uh, Dizzy out there. You have every reason to be. 迈尔斯和迪兹在外面 你有充分理由紧张
I'm not nervous. I'm sick. 我不紧张 我生病了
Well, if you need an aspirin, if you're getting a cold or something like that... 如果你得了感冒之类的。。。 需要片阿司匹林
I'm not getting a cold. 我没得感冒
I ran out of methadone, you know. 我缺乏美沙酮 你知道的
What did you say? 你说什么？
Two days ago, I ran out of methadone. 两天前 我没了美沙酮
You... you stopped taking your medicine? 你。。。你停药了？
- Don't... - You... Chet, come on! －不。。。 － 你。。。查特 拜托
You've got every cat on the East Coast out there 每一个东海岸的爵士乐手都在外面
waiting for you to play the biggest gig of your career, and then you... 等着你来演奏这场你职业生涯的最大演出 而你
I don't want a career, Dick. I told you that. 我不想要职业 迪克 我告诉过你
If I wanted a career, I'd get a fucking job. 如果我想要一份职业 我就会得到一份该死的工作
- Okay, okay. - Okay? I wanna play. －OK OK － OK? 我想要演奏
- All I want to do is play. - Hey, hey, hey. －我想做的就只是演奏 －嘿 嘿 嘿
- Where's Jane? Where's Jane? - She's in LA. －简在哪？简在哪？ － 她在洛杉矶
- She has an audition. - Okay, okay. －她有一场试镜 － OK OK
Look at me. It's gonna be all right. 看着我 都会好起来的
Jazz cats from all over the world. Someone out there has some methadone. 来自全世界的爵士乐手 外面其中有些有美沙酮
- You think? - Yeah, just relax. You good? — 你这么想？ － 是的 只要放松 好吗？
Yeah. 是
# Let's get lost # #一起迷失吧#
- Sit down. - Don't make me be all nervous. －坐下 － 不要让我这么紧张
You'll be fine. 会好的
You look good. 你看起来不错
Thanks, Dick. 谢谢 迪克
Dick, where the fuck is Chet? 迪克 妈的查特在哪？
He, uh... 他 呃。。。
- We need a little more time, okay? - Dick? Where the fuck... －我们需要多一点点时间 OK？ －迪克？ 妈的在哪。。。
Fuck me. All right, let's go. Let's go. Let's go. 我操 好吧 我们上 我们上 我们上
Chettie, I found some methadone. I didn't take no for an answer. 小查 我找到了一些美沙酮 找不到绝不罢休
Remember Johnny Red? He was holding... 还记得约翰尼.红吗？他手上有。。。
Fuck. 操
It's all gonna start again. 又要开始了
Jane will leave you. 简会离开你的
I don't think I can play otherwise. 其他的不会让我演奏不了
Don't risk it. 不要冒这个险
I'm playing. 我演奏
Or... 或者。。。
Take the methadone. 拿着这些美沙酮
I mean, you've been playing great on it. Yeah, it sounded great. 我意思 你有了它演奏得挺好的 发声很棒
You said that if I really nail this show, 你说如果我真的演好这场演出
there'll be lots of gigs, right? 会有很多演出等着我 对吗？
Maybe a European tour? 也许还能去欧洲巡演？
Look, I thought you didn't want a career. 瞧 我以为你不想要一份职业
I want my life back. 我想要回我的生活
Dick, come on. 迪克 拜托
I want to play music 我希望演奏音乐
the way that I want to play it. 以我想要的方式去演奏它
You know, this is my last chance. 你知道的 这是我最后的机会了
- No. No. - Yes. Yes. －不 不 －是的 是的
But it is a chance, but if you... 这确实是一个机会 但如果你。。。
If you sing with the tongue of angels 如果你唱出了天籁之声
but you have no love, then you're a clanging cymbal. 但如果你没有爱 你就如一个叮当响的钹
What... what does that mean? 这。。。这是什么意思？
I don't want you to be empty out there. 我不想你没有情感地在那演奏
It gives me confidence. 它给我信心
It does. Time gets wider, you know. 它做到了 时间变宽了 你知道的
Not just longer. 不仅仅是变长了
And... and I can just... 而。。。而且我可以。。。
oh, I can get inside every note. 噢 我可以进入到每个音符里
- I can. - Every pretty note? －我能 －每个完美的音符？
Yeah. 是的
But that's you. 但那是你
That's all you. 完全的你
It's always been you. 一直是你
Your choice. 你的选择
Come on, cat. 加油 爵士乐手
I didn't think you were coming. 我还以为妳不会来
- They changed my dates. - Nice. －他们改时间了 －很好
How's he doing? 他怎么样？
Great. 棒极
Is he coming out soon? 他要出来了吗？
I ain't got time. This dude can't play anyhow. 我没时间了 这家伙无论如何不能演奏了
Hey, hey, hey, hey. Cool it. 嘿。。。冷静下
It's my fault. Just sit. 是我的错 坐下吧
Hello, Dizzy. 你好 迪兹
Hello, Miles. 你好 迈尔斯
There's a little white cat on the West Coast. 西海岸的一个小小白人爵士乐手
It's gonna eat you up. 会让你们大吃一惊
# I've never been # #我之前从未#
# In love before # #堕入爱河#
# Now all at once # #现在一下子#
# It's you # #是妳#
# It's you forevermore # #永远是你#
# I've never been # #我之前从未#
# In love before # #堕入爱河#
# I thought my heart was safe # #我以为我的心是安全的#
# I thought I knew the score # #我以为我知道那些痕迹#
# But this is why # #但这是为什么#
# That's all too strange # #一切都太奇怪#
# And strong # #而又猛烈#
# I'm full of foolish song # #愚昧之歌占据了我#
# And out my song # #而我的歌#
# Must pour # #必须倾泻而出#
# So please forgive # #所以请原谅#
# This helpless haze I'm in # #这个我所堕入的令人无助的阴霾#
# I've really never been # #我从未堕入#
# In love # #爱河#
# Before # #之前#
Will you give this to Chet? 你能把这个给查特吗？
I'm sorry. 抱歉
Don't be sorry for me. 不必对我抱歉
Thanks. 谢谢
"Born To Be Blue." “生为蓝调”
在纽约的复出演奏后，查特.贝克去了欧洲 并在那里度过了他的余生
他创作了演艺生涯中的些许佳作，却一直没有戒掉毒瘾
于1988年在阿姆斯特丹去世