So I have to eat this plain food, right?
Then don't!
Bro..
You're gonna meet some one, aren't you?
If you take 1 more step, we'll never talk again.
What happened to you?
Your boyfriend is my father.
Answer me, Boss.
What's wrong? Why don't you reply to me?
Did you eat something?
Do you want me to stay with you?
P'Win
What's wrong with you, huh?
You disappeared with no explanation.
You don't want to talk to me, do you?
It's not like that.
So what then?
You didn't answer my calls, you didn't call me back.
If you don't want to hang out with me, just say so.
So I know where I stand.
I didn't want to run away.
But I just can't handle this thing.
What 'thing'?
I just found out my dad is having an affair.
I feel so sorry for my mom.
What does this have to do with us?
My mom is going to be devastated if she finds out that dad has someone else.
Just like your boyfriend I guess.
He would be devastated if he found out about us.
That is why you disappeared.
If this is really what you want, I won't stop you.
I just want you to think it over. Is our situation the same as your mom's? Is it?
If you're always thinking about what's best for other people, are you going to be happy?
I actually came here to tell you I've broken up with my boyfriend.
But I guess it doesn't matter anymore, does it?
You're a queer?
What are you talking about?
What are you doing with my computer?
You admit it. Bank, open the video.
Work hard and please listen to what I sent you.
I love you.
So you like men? You're gay?
I'm not gay dad.
You are a man and you like men. That's what 'gay' means.
Why do you have to be queer?
I don't understand.
Don't you care about your parents?
What kind of son are you to break your parents' hearts?
And look, you took pictures like this. How do you think this makes mom and dad feel?
They didn't raise you to be queer!
There are hundreds of women outside but you still chose men.
I don't want a brother like you.
It's just the two of us now. If you're queer, you're not our brother anymore.
I don't have a gay brother.
You're so selfish. You don't give a damn about us.
Screw you! You're the selfish ones.
You Beer! You never do a damn thing!
Housework? You never do a thing.
You don't wash a single dish in this house.
All you do is eat and sleep, eat and sleep!
And you're the same! Look at you!
You're almost thirty years old but all you do is play computer games and watch cartoons!
You're always leeching off mom and dad. You never take any responsibility for anything.
Who do you think you are to judge me?
Screw you Boss!
Stop it! Stop it!
Stop this now. You're supposed to be brothers. Why do you have to fight like this?
Why don't you care about eachother?
Do you even know how to punch, queer?
Yeah, I'm a queer! So what?
I'm the queer who took care of mom when she needed surgery.
I'm the queer who did everything you never would.
You're the normal ones, right? But what have you ever done?
Watch your mouth, Boss!
If it's not true, come back at me!
Stop this now Boss.
I won't!
We are having this conversation. I want this off my chest!
I've done nothing wrong. If you can't handle it, I'm gone.
That's your father you’re speaking to, Boss! Why do you never listen to others?
Do you think it's right, what you're doing?
You said we can be anything we want to be as long as we are good people.
How could you slap me?
Hello.
P'Win
Boss Boss
P'Win
It's over now, Boss.
People like us need to do so much more than everybody else.
to make our parents proud of us
One day, your parents will accept you for who you are.
There are no parents who don't love their children.
But they don't understand me at all.
They just found out now. They need time.
Thankyou P'Win.
I'm sorry I ran away from you.
That's ok That's in the past too.
Now we are together, right?
From this moment, I swear I won't run away anymore.
Please don't run away from me.
Good afternoon passengers!
Here is the food that your ordered.
I don't know what you're talking about.
Do you like it?
So when I faced this problem in my family,
I always had P'Win to take care of me.
If it hadn't been for him, I don't know if I could have coped.
When he didn't have work, he would stay with me.
Even if my family couldn't accept me, I would be ok.
Because now I was building a new home.
A home for P'Win and me.
Do you want to get a dog?
How about we go buy one?
Really?
Really. If you like.
Hello Bro. What's up?
Ok. Ok.
I have a flight.
I'm on standby today. I'm sorry I didn't say anything.
It's ok bro.
Hey, you're still here? The Friday traffic is going to be rough.
Yeah I'm here. I'm feeling lazy today. I don't want to hurry.
Ok. I'm going to go now.
P'Win, are you tired? Let's eat.
I ate already.
What's wrong?
Nothing.
"Nothing" means something.
You said you’d have dinner with me.
So why didn't you wait for me?
I told you to eat without me if you were hungry.
It's almost eleven.
I thought you'd eat without me so I just ate.
But you should have asked me first.
So what do you want to eat?
Now I don't want to eat anything.
What do you want to eat?
Nothing.
So you're not hungry now?
Um.
So what do you want?
What do I want? You ate already.
We don’t have to go together.
I told you I can go with you.
But I told you I don't want to eat anymore.
Whatever.
So do you want to go or not?
You said you'd come with me.
But you said you didn't want to eat.
Now I want to.
Will you come with me?
Please.
So, what did you have?
Just regular food.
With who?
Friends.
Really?
Uh.
So who are you talking to?
What's wrong? Why did you do that?
It's none of your business.
What? I just want to see what you're doing.
Yes. I don't like it.
Why don't you like it?
This is my phone.
I can do whatever I want with it.
Why are you getting so angry about this?
Are you hiding something from me?
Are you talking to someone?
If I'm talking to someone, it's my business, right?
So you're talking with someone, right?
Huh?
P'Win. P'Win, you're talking with someone, right?
Why won't you answer me?
P'Win.
Who are you talking with?
Can I see? Why do you need to hide it from me?
- Boss. - I can't see it?
Boss. Don't mess with my stuff.
I really don't like it.
Feeling so sick and tired…
I'm sorry, P'Win.
P'Win
I'm sorry.
Please forgive me. Don't run away from me.
I promise I'll never do this again.
It's ok. You should sleep. We can talk tomorrow.
If you're tired, just quit. We can't do things for long that make us unhappy.
If you're tired, you can end it.
I was being stupid.
Maybe I asked too much of him so he got angry.
But when he wasn't here, it made me realise
how much he had done for me. He came to stay with me in my tiny room.
instead of his beautiful apartment
He always took care of me even when he was so tired from work
I was being really stupid.
I should say sorry to him and undo the things I've done wrong.
I'm sorry I've been so stupid P'Win.
See you when you get back.
P'Win
Did you eat anything? Do you want to eat together?
I ate on the flight.
Alright. I was just asking.
Is it almost twenty-one flowers now?
This is the twenty-first.
This is the last one.
So, can you tell me what they mean?
All my life is yours.
I love you P'Win.
I think we should stop this.
It's not going to work.
Let's just be friends again.
When the emptiness compounds the loneliness inside…
You're lonely?
If you want to know, you need to try.
Where are you? Are you free to come?
Yeah.
Can I go there?
Do we need to take a photo?
What?
What's this about?
Just go.
What's this about?
I said go.
Hey, wait!
Has anyone talked to Boss?
No, mom.
I've been trying to call him but he never answers.
Just let him go. He's not a kid anymore. Why do you need to make up with him?
The day we fought, we blamed it all on him. He must be so sad.
Stop talking about him. If he is so perfect, let him do it on his own.
I think tomorrow I am going to visit his dorm.
Why do you need to go there?
He is still our son.
He doesn't have anyone else. He never had many friends.
and after this, he has nobody. He won’t know what to do.
Who said he doesn’t have anyone? Look, mom.
Look at this.
Take a good look.
He doesn't give a damn, mom. Why do you?
Just let him go. He will come back.
I’ll go now.
Where have you been for so many days?
You never answered my calls. I was so worried about you.
Do you know what? It's always me that worries about you. Worry, worry, worry, worry.
You wore me down so much.
You fought with your brother, your sister,
Did you eat something?
Don't do this again Boss.
I do care about you.
Everyone hates me so much;.
How could I hate you? You are my son.
Eat something first.
- Mom - What?
You have to love me.
In that moment, my mom was my lifeboat in the water when I was sinking so fast.
I didn't really know what she was feeling.
But I knew she was my only hope.
She was the hope that would never leave my side.
In the end, I realised that she was the one who truly cared for me more than anyone.
So I would never again waste my time on a love that was never really there.
I had to move out of my room. There were too many memories here.
It's all behind me now.
P'Win and I are strangers now.
The worst part is that for all the people who want to know me,
there is just one who doesn't want to know me anymore
That cuts me deeper than anything.
What happened between me and P'Win
is a love that never truly existed
maybe I created it all myself
and that's the truth
so I have to face it
thanks for reading my story… Boss
and thanks to Boss for sharing this experience with us
Thankyou.
English Subtitles by Mark Nirach, Warakorn injom Sync by Hatsachai Ma-iad