萨西克斯，英国
1941年
挚爱的你 "Dearest,
我很确定我会再陷疯狂 I feeI certain that I am going mad again.
我们一定熬不过又一次的煎熬 ''I feeI we can't go ''through another of these terribIe times, ''and I...
而这次我将无法康复 shan't ''recover this time.
我开始听到呓声 ''I begin to hear voices,
也无法专心 and can't concentrate.
所以我这么做似乎是最好的 ''So, I am doing what seems to be ''the best thing to do.
你给了我最大的幸福 ''You have given me ''the greatest possibIe happiness.
你已竭尽所能 ''You have been in every way
对我付出一切 ''aII that anyone couId be.
我知道我毁了你一生 ''I know that I am spoiIing your Iife,
没有我，你就可以海阔天空 ''and without me, you couId work.
你会的 ''And you wiII,
我知道 ''I know.
我连封书信都写不好 ''You see, I can't even write this properIy.
我只想说 ''What I want to say is that I owe
我一生幸福都是你赋予我的 ''aII the happiness of my Iife to you.
你对我百般忍耐 ''You have been entireIy patient with me...
亦对我体贴无以复加 ''and ''incredibIy good.
我早已一无所有 ''Everything's gone ''from me
除了知道你对我的好 but the certainty ''of your goodness.
我不能再拖累你的一生 ''I can't go on spoiIing your Iife any Ionger.
再没人能像我们这般 ''I don't think two peopIe couId have been happier
曾经拥有如此幸福 ''than we have been.
维吉尼亚 Virginia.''
《时时刻刻》
洛杉矶， 1951年
里奇蒙，英国， 1923年
早安，大夫 Good morning, Doctor.
吴尔芙先生 Mr. WooIf.
她的病情没有恶化 No worse, I think.
那就好 I see.
你要让她留在家里 The main thing is to keep her where she is,
心情保持平静 and caIm.
星期五见 Friday, then.
纽约市，2001年
“戴洛维夫人”
维吉尼亚吴尔芙著
早安，连纳 Good morning, Leonard.
早安，维吉尼亚 Good morning, Virginia.
你睡得还好吧？ How was your sIeep?
还算平静 UneventfuI.
头痛呢？ The headaches?
没有，没头痛 No. No headaches.
大夫似乎很满意 Doctor seemed pleased.
这是早上送来的？ That's aII from this morning?
对 Yes.
有个年轻人投稿 This young man has submitted his manuscript.
三处与事实不符、两个错字 I've found three errors of fact and two speIIing mistakes,
我都还没校到第四页 and I'm not yet on page four.
你吃了早餐吗？ Have you had breakfast?
吃了 Yes.
骗人 Liar.
这是医生的吩咐，不是我 Virginia, it's not my insistence. It's your own doctor's.
我请娜莉拿水果和面包上去 I'm going to send NeIIy up with some fruit and a bun.
好，那就一起吃午餐吧 Right. Lunch, then.
夫妻俩好好坐下来吃顿午餐 Proper Iunch, husband and wife sitting down together...
有汤、布丁等等 soup, pudding and aII.
有必要我会逼你吃 By force if necessary.
连纳，我想到小说的第一句 Leonard, I beIieve I may have a first sentence.
你就去写作吧 Work, then.
那你一定要吃饭 Then you must eat.
戴洛维夫人说 Mrs. DaIIoway said...
她要自己去买花 she wouId buy the fIowers... herseIf.
戴洛维夫人说她要自己去买花 ''Mrs. DaIIoway said she wouId buy the fIowers herseIf.''
莎莉，我要自己去买花 SaIIy, I think I'II buy the fIowers myseIf.
什么？ What?
什么花？ What fIowers?
该死，我忘了 Oh, shit. I forgot.
你不吃早餐就长不大哦 You're never going to be a big boy if you don't eat your breakfast.
你快当大哥了，责任很大耶 You're going to be the big brother. It's a very important job.
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
早安，甜心 -Morning, honey.
丹 -Oh, Dan.
你自己生日却送我玫瑰 Roses on your own birthday.
你对我太好了 You're too much. ReaIIy.
你来了他就肯吃饭 He'II eat it now that you're here.
今天你生日不必特地买花送我 It's your birthday. You shouIdn't be out buying me fIowers.
你还在睡觉 WeII, you were stiII sIeeping.
所以呢？ So?
我们想让你 WeII, we decided it wouId be better
多睡一会儿 对吧？ if we Iet you sIeep in a IittIe, didn't we?
早安，小乖 Morning, bug.
你得多休息，萝拉 You need to rest, Laura.
你还有四个月就生了 You're onIy four months away.
别紧张 Dan, don't.
我很好，只是很累 I'm fine. I'm just tired.
我一直跟他说他得吃早餐 I've been teIIing him he's got to eat his breakfast.
没错 That's true.
今天天气真好 So, it's a beautifuI day.
你们在家要做什么？ What are you two going to be doing with it?
我们有计划，对吧？ We've got our pIans, don't we?
什么计划？ What pIans?
如果我什么都跟你说了 WeII, it wouIdn't be much of a party,
就不算惊喜派对了 wouId it, if I toId you every detaiI in advance?
那我最好别再多问了 WeII, I better just stop asking questions then, huh?
时候不早了，我得走了 That the time? I better get going.
祝你愉快 Have a good day.
你也是 You, too.
丹，生日快乐 Dan, happy birthday.
谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
你要把早餐吃完 You need to finish your breakfast.
我要做一个蛋糕 Oh, I'm going to make a cake.
我打算这么做 That's what I'm going to do.
我要替爸爸做一个生日蛋糕 I'm going to make the cake for Daddy's birthday.
我能帮忙做蛋糕吗？ Mommy, can I heIp? Can I heIp make the cake?
当然可以呀，小豆豆 Of course you can, sweet pea.
没有你我什么都不会做 I'm not going to do anything without you.
不，你一定要来 You have to come.
当然了 Of course.
我一直都希望你 WeII, I aIways wanted you
还有大家能来参加典礼 and everybody invoIved in the actuaI ceremony.I don't know.
不知道，六十人左右 Around 60. WeII, it wiII.
这会很有意义 It'II mean so much.
这整件事 The whoIe occasion. It's the Ieast I can do
请你们吃顿饭是应该的 to have a nice dinner
向大家说声谢谢 and say thank you to everybody.
你帮了他很多 You've done so much for him.
你算是答应了 Oh, I take that as a yes.
他会很高兴 He'II be thriIIed.
天啊 Oh, my God.
太好了，我也很高兴 I'm thriIIed. Oh, good.
要是没有人来呢？ What if nobody comes?
我是克劳丽莎范恩 This is CIarissa Vaughan.
我要确定你们先派车来接我 Yes, I am just confirming that you're sending a car to pick me up first. Yeah.
嗨，克劳丽莎 -Hi, CIarissa.
我没空聊天 -Hi, can't taIk.
然后到哈逊街679号 And then we're going over to 679 Hudson,
第9大道跟14街交叉口 which is at 9th and 1 4th.
然后载我到上城等我们 Then you wiII take me uptown and you wiII wait for us.
典礼七点结束 And it'II be over at seven.
花 FIowers!
多美好的清晨 What a beautifuI morning.
克劳丽莎，你好吗？ Hi, CIarissa. How are you?
我要开一场派对 I'm having a party.
我朋友理查赢了卡卢瑟奖 My friend Richard's won the Carruthers.
真是太棒了 WeII, that's just terrific...
那是什么奖？ if I knew what it was.
终身成就诗人奖 It's a poetry prize for a Iife's work.
最受尊重的诗人奖 It's the most prestigious.
也是诗人最高的荣誉 For a poet, it's the best you can do.
太好了 Oh, very good.
你要什么？百合花很美 So, what wouId you Iike? The IiIies are perfect.
不要，太病态了 No. Too morbid.
我要绣球花，然后 Hydrangeas, I think. And, um...
我要一大堆玫瑰 Oh, oh, Iet's just have buckets of roses.
还有 And...
这些我要带走 I think I'm going to take these with me.
谢谢 Thank you.
我试着读理查的小说 I actuaIIy tried to read Richard's noveI.
真的吗？ You did?
我知道，很难懂 Oh, I know. It's not easy.
我知道 I know.
他花了十年才写完 It did take him ten years to write.
也许要花十年才能读完 Maybe it just takes another ten to read.
就是你，对吧？ It's you, isn't it?
小说中的人就是你？ What is? In the noveI,
你是说这个 isn't it meant to be you? Oh, I see.
是啊 Yeah.
算是吧，可以这么说 Sort of.I mean, in a way.
理查是个作家 You know, Richard's a writer.
他用现实生活当素材 That's what he is.He uses things which actuaIIy happen.
是啊 Yeah.
很多年前我跟他都是学生 And years ago, he and I were students.
不过他做了一些改变 That's true.But, you know, then he changes things.
当然了 Oh, sure.
那并不是坏事 I don't mean in a bad way.
他只是把它改成自己的东西 It's more Iike... he makes them his own.
一个女人的一生 A woman's whoIe Iife...
浓缩在一天中 in a singIe day,
只有一天 just one day...
短短的一天 and in that day,
就是她的一生 her whoIe Iife.
我们需要这些材料 This is what we need.
起酥油 Shortening...
戴洛维夫人，是你 Mrs. DaIIoway, it's you.
对，是我 Yes, it's me!
是我 Oh... It's me.
请进 Come in.
理查，多美好的清晨 Richard, it's a beautifuI morning.
让一点阳光进来，好吗？ How about we Iet in a IittIe more Iight?
现在还是早上吗？ Is it stiII morning?
是啊 Yes, it is.
我死了吗？ Have I died?
早安，亲爱的 Good morning, my dear.
有人来找你吗？ Any visitors?
有 Yes.
他们还在吗？ Are they stiII here?
没有，他们走了 No. They've gone.
他们长什么样？ Mm. How'd they Iook?
今天吗？ Today?
有点像黑火 Sort of Iike bIack fire.
集光亮和黑暗于一身 I mean, sort of Iight and dark at the same time.
有一个像电水母 There was one a bit Iike an eIectrified jeIIyfish.
他们在唱歌 They were singing.
也许是希腊语 May have been Greek.
颁奖典礼是五点 So the ceremony is at 5;00.
你记得吗？ Do you remember?
结束以后就是派对 And then... the party is right after.
早餐有送来吧？ They did bring you breakfast, didn't they?
那还用问，当然了 What a question. Of course.
理查，你有吃吧？ Richard, you did eat it?
你有看到吗？它还在吗？ WeII, can you see it?
这儿有早餐吗？ Is it here? Any breakfast Iying around?
没有，我没看到 No, I don't see it.
所以我一定是吃了 WeII, then I must have eaten it, mustn't I?
我猜是吧 I suppose.
这重要吗？ Does it matter?
当然重要 Of course, it matters.
这是医生的吩咐 You know what the doctors say.
你没吃药？ Have you been skipping piIIs?
我办不到 CIarissa, I can't take this.
办不到什么？ Take what?
在大家面前装得勇敢骄傲 Having to be proud and brave in front of everybody.
这并不是表演 Oh. Honey, it's not a performance.
当然是 Of course it is.
我的表演让我获奖 乱讲 I got the prize for my performance. WeII, that is nonsense.
我得了爱滋病发了疯 I got the prize for having AIDS and going nuts
还能勇敢面对才能得奖 and being brave about it.
我熬过来了才能得奖 I actuaIIy got the prize for having come through.
不是这样 It's not true.
我能活下来 -For surviving,
所以我才得奖 that's what -It's not true.
如果我很健康会得奖吗？ I got the prize for. Oh, you think they wouId have given it to me if I were heaIthy?
当然会 Yes, as a matter of fact, I do.
它在这儿吗？ Is it here somewhere?
什么？ What?
奖座呀，我想看看 The prize. I'd Iike to Iook at it.
没有，你还没拿到 No, you haven't gotten it yet.
今晚才颁奖 It's tonight.
你确定吗？ Are you sure?
典礼我记得很清楚 Um... I remember the ceremony perfectIy.
我似乎把时间搞混了 I seem to have faIIen out of time.
理查 Richard. Richard...
这是个派对，只是个派对 it's a party, and it's onIy a party.
只有尊敬你欣赏你的人才会来 Hmm? PopuIated entireIy by peopIe who respect and admire you.
人数一定很少，门可罗雀 A smaII party, is it?
你的朋友们 A seIect party, is it? Your friends.
我以为我没朋友了 I thought I Iost aII my friends.
我把他们都得罪光了 I thought I drove my friends crazy.
天啊 戴洛维夫人 Jesus. Oh, Mrs. DaIIoway,
老是举行派对 aIways giving parties
掩饰心中的寂静 to cover the siIence.
理查 Richard...
你只要来，什么也不必做 You won't need to do anything.
坐在沙发上就行 AII you have to do is appear, sit on the sofa.
我也会在那儿 And I wiII be there.
我们只想告诉你 This is a group of peopIe
你的作品将永垂不朽 who want to teII you your work is going to Iive.
是吗？永垂不朽？ Oh, is it? Is my work going to Iive?
我不能去 I can't go through with it, CIarissa.
为什么？ Oh... Why do you say that?
我就是不能 -I can't.
因为我只想当个作家 -Why? Because I wanted to be a writer, that's aII.
所以呢？ So?
我只想写下一切 I wanted to write about it aII.
在每一刻里的一切 Everything that happens in a moment.
你走进来双手捧着的花 The way the fIowers Iooked
这条毛巾，它的味道、触感 when you carried them in your arms. This toweI, how it... smeIIs, how it feeIs.
这根线 This thread.
我们一切的感觉 AII our feeIings,
你的跟我的 yours and mine.
过去的一切，从前的我们 The history of it, who we once were.
世上所有的事物 Everything in the worId.
全都一片混乱 Everything aII mixed up...
就像现在一样 Iike it's aII mixed up now.
但是我失败了 And I faiIed.
我失败了 I faiIed.
你怎么试都无法将真实还原 No matter what you start with, it ends up being so much Iess.
只有无谓的骄傲 Sheer fucking pride...
和完全的愚蠢 and stupidity.
我们想拥有一切，对吧？ We want everything, don't we?
我猜是吧 I suppose we do.
你在沙滩上亲吻我 You kissed me on a beach.
是啊 Yeah.
你记得吗？ Do you remember...
那是多少年前？ how many years ago?
我当然记得 Of course.
那时你要什么？ What did you want then?
靠近一点 Come cIoser.
我就在这儿 I'm right here.
请你靠近一点 Come cIoser, wouId you, pIease?
握我的手 Take my hand.
你会不会生气 WouId you be angry?
如果你不去我会不会生气？ WouId I be angry if you didn't show up
我死了你会不会生气？ at the party? WouId you be angry if I died?
如果你死了？ If you died?
这是为谁开的派对？ Who is this party for?
你这是什么意思？ What do you mean, who's it for?
你到底想要说什么？ What are you asking? What are you trying to say?
什么也不想说，我只是说 I'm not trying to say anything. Mm. I'm saying...
我活着只是为了满足你 I think I'm onIy staying aIive to satisfy you.
这就是人生 WeII... so that is what we do.
每个人都是这样 That is what peopIe do.
他们为彼此而活下去 They stay aIive for each other.
医生也说你不会死 And the doctors toId you,
他们跟你说过 you-you don't need to die. They toId you that.
你能像这样再活很多年 You can... Iive Iike this for years.
我这样生不如死 WeII, exactIy.
我不接受 I don't accept this.
我不接受你的说法 I don't accept what you say.
我的生命要你来决定，是吗？ Oh. And it's for you to decide, is it?
你照顾我有多久了？ How Iong have you been doing that?
你来我家来看我有几年了？ How many years? Coming to the apartment.
你自己的生活呢？ What about your own Iife?
莎莉呢？ What about SaIIy?
我死了你就得面对你的人生 Just wait tiII I die. Then you'II have to think of yourseIf.
到时候你该怎么逃避？ How are you going to Iike that?
理查 Richard...
你能来参加派对一定会很棒 it wouId be great if you did come to the party,
如果你有心情的话 if you feIt weII enough to come.
我要做螃蟹那道菜 Just to Iet you know, I am making the crab thing.
不过对你也没什么差别 Not that I imagine it makes any difference to you.
当然有差，我很爱吃螃蟹 Of course, it makes a difference. I Iove the crab thing.
克劳丽莎 CIarissa?
什么事？ Yes?
我三点半会来帮你换衣服 I'II be back at 3;30,and I'II heIp you get dressed.
太好了 WonderfuI.
三点半 3;30.
太好了 WonderfuI.
“克劳丽莎戴洛维”
就在这一天 ''It's on this day,
偏偏就在这一天 ''this day of aII days...
她清楚看到自己的命运 her fate becomes cIear to her.''
抱歉，吴尔芙夫人 Excuse me, Mrs. WooIf.
吴尔芙先生说你要找我 Mr. WooIf said I was to come and speak with you.
我就快写完了，娜莉 I've nearIy finished, NeIIy.
到厨房等我，我马上就来 You can teII me in the kitchen. I'II be down very soon.
她说她有事找我 What happens is, she says she wants something,
结果又什么都不要 and then it turns out she doesn't.
她老是这样，什么都不要 WeII, she never does, does she? She never wants anything.
尤其是她急着把我找去 Mm-hmm. EspeciaIIy when she's particuIarIy after it.
又忘了为什么 That's a sure sign.
真希望我也在场 I wish I'd been there.
我也这么希望 I wish you had, too.
你有没有摆脸色？ Did you give her that Iook?
你最会摆的臭脸 That sort of Iook you do?
我说： “夫人” I said, ''Madam...''
娜莉，告诉我 Yes, NeIIy, teII me.
我能帮什么忙？ How can I heIp?
是午餐的事 It's about Iunch.
我只好自己做决定 I just had to go ahead on my own.
我明白 I understand.
你决定烤派 You chose a pie?
我决定烤羊肉派 I chose a Iamb pie.
挺不错的 That seems suitabIe.
你一直忙着写作 You being so busy with your writing...
都不交代我该做什么 I had no instructions.
你记得我姐四点要带孩子们来 You do remember that my sister is coming at 4;00 with the chiIdren?
记得，我没忘记 Yes, ma'am. I hadn't forgotten.
中国茶 China tea, I think.
还有姜糖 And ginger.
姜糖？ Ginger, Madam?
我想好好招待孩子们 I'd Iike to give the chiIdren a treat.
我得到伦敦买姜糖 We'd have to go to London for ginger, Madam.
肉都还没切好 I haven't finished this,
我也要忙着做午饭 to get ready.
搭十二点半列车一点就到伦敦 The 12;30 train, NeIIy, wiII get you
然后搭两点半的列车 into London just after 1 ;00. If you return on the 2;30,
三点多就能回到里奇蒙 you shouId be back in Richmond soon after 3;00.
我有没有算错？ Do I miscaIcuIate?
没有 No.
你还在等什么？ WeII, then, is something detaining you, NeIIy?
去一趟伦敦比什么都令人兴奋 I can't think of anything more exhiIarating than a trip to London.
早安，吴尔芙夫人 -Good morning, Mrs. WooIf.
早安 -Good morning.
我不替新作者出书了 We shaII pubIish no more new authors.
第一校就发现十个错误 I have to teII you, I've discovered ten errors in the first proof.
幸好被你发现了 Lucky to have found them then.
帕善德勒是一座灵骨塔 ''PassiondaIe was a...
没有“仁”能生还 ''charneI house from which no min returned.''
文笔差是不是就该错字百出？ Do you think it's possibIe that bad writing actuaIIy attracts a higher incidence of error?
可以的话我想去散个步 If it's aII right, I thought I might take a short waIk.
不会走远？ Not far?
只是去透透气 No. Just for air.
那就去吧 Go then.
我一早能去散步会很开心 If I couId waIk midmorning, I'd be a happy man.
她会死 She'II die.
她一定会死 She's going to die.
我要让她死 That's what's going to happen.
就这样 Huh. That's it.
她会自杀 She'II kiII herseIf.
她会因为一件小事自杀 She'II kiII herseIf over something which doesn't seem to matter.
我想想看 Let's think.
烤盘要先抹油 You grease the pan, Mommy.
我知道，连我都知道 I know you grease the pan, sweet one. Even Mommy knows that.
就这样吧 This is what we're going to do.
面粉、碗公 FIour... bowI...
筛杯 sifter.
我能帮忙吗？ Can I do it, Mommy?
你要过筛面粉吗？ Can you sift the fIour?
可以呀，只要你高兴就好 Yes, you can sift the fIour, baby, if that's what makes you happy.
拿去 Yeah.
很美吧？ Isn't it beautifuI?
你不觉得像白雪吗？ Don't you think it Iooks Iike snow?
好了，接下来的步骤是 Okay. Now, the next thing... The next thing I'm going
用量杯量份量 to show you... uh, is... we measure out the cups.
妈咪，这不难嘛 Mommy, it isn't that difficuIt.
我知道不难，我只是 Now, I know. I know it isn't difficuIt.
我只想替爸爸做蛋糕 It's just that I... I just want to do this for Daddy.
因为今天他生日 Because it's his birthday?
没错 That's right.
我们要烤蛋糕表示我们爱他 We're baking the cake to show him that we Iove him.
要不然他就不知道我们爱他？ Otherwise he won't know we Iove him?
没错 That's right.
东西都拿到了 I got aII the stuff.
我又要出门 I'm going right out again.
老天，外面人好多 My God, what a zoo!
大家干嘛一直在聊干洗？ Why do peopIe have to taIk about dry cIeaning?
干洗有什么好聊的？ I mean, what is there to taIk about?
我替你买了鲜花 I bought you some fIowers.
你在哪儿？ Where are you?
在这儿 In here.
我找人代班，我整晚都陪你 I got someone at work to cover me. I'II be with you aII night.
你没事吧？ Are you aII right?
没事 Sure.
我猜你见到理查 I guess you saw Richard.
是啊 That's right.
当然了 WeII, of course.
他一定说： 对了 I bet he said, ''Oh, by the way, honey, do you mind?
我能不参加派对吗？ Can I skip the party?''
放心，他一定会出现 Don't worry.He aIways shows up.
当然 Oh, sure.
他一定会来 In the end.
他会错过谈他的作品的机会？ What, Richard miss an award? A chance to taIk about his work.
才怪，他一定会去 I don't think so.He'II show up.
你安排好座位了 You did the seating.
是啊 I did.
真的假的，路易华特斯要来？ I don't beIieve it... Louis Waters. Is Louis coming?
理查的前男友？ Richard's Louis?
没错 He is.
你让他坐我旁边 You put him next to me.
我老是坐在前任情人旁边 Why do I aIways have to sit next to the exes?
这是一种暗示吗？ Is this some kind of a hint, sweetheart?
你应该把前任情人凑成一桌 And, anyway, shouIdn't the exes have a tabIe
让他们畅谈前尘往事才对 of their own, where they can aII ex together in ex-quisite agony?
我走了 I'm off.
别兴奋过度昏过去 Try not to pass out from excitement.
克劳丽莎，这一定会很棒 CIarissa... it's going to be beautifuI.
谢谢你 Thank you.
不客气 You're weIcome.
为什么一切都不对？ Why is everything wrong?
这样不行，该死 It didn't work.Damn it!
这样不行 It didn't work.
嗨，史考特 Hey, Scott.
嗨，巴洛太太 Hi, Mrs. BarIowe.
妈咪，有人在按门铃 Mommy, Mommy, there's someone at the door!
有人在吗？ HeIIo?
哈啰？萝拉？ HeIIo? Laura?
嗨，琪蒂 Hi, Kitty.
我打扰了你吗？ Hi. Am I interrupting?
当然没有，请进 Oh, of course not. Come in.
你没事吧？ Are you aII right?
没事 Why, sure.
嗨，理查 Hi, Richie.
坐吧，我煮了咖啡 Sit down. I've got coffee on.
你要喝吗？ Um, wouId you Iike some?
好啊 PIease.
瞧，你烤了蛋糕 Oh, Iook. You made a cake.
我知道，太失败了 I know. Didn't work.
我以为会成功 I thought it was going to work.
我以为会烤得不错 I thought it wouId work better than that.
我搞不懂这对你怎么那么难 Oh, Laura, I don't understand
我也搞不懂 why you find it so difficuIt. I don't know either.
谁都会烤蛋糕 Anyone can make a cake.
我知道 I know.
每个人都会，简单得要命 Everyone can. It's ridicuIousIy easy.
你一定没在烤盘上抹油 Like, I bet you didn't even grease the pan.
我有抹油 I greased the pan.
好吧，你有别的优点 AII right. You know, you have other virtues-- and Dan Ioves you so much,
丹那么爱你他也不会注意 he won't even notice.
你做什么他都会说很棒 Whatever you do, he's going to say it's wonderfuI.
是真的 WeII, it's true.
雷有生日吗？ Does Ray have a birthday?
当然有啰 Sure he does.
几时？ When is it?
九月，我们都去乡村俱乐部 September.We go to the country cIub.
我们每次都去 We aIways go to the country cIub.
跟五十个人喝马丁尼庆祝 We drink martinis and spend the day with 50 peopIe.
雷有很多朋友 Ray's got a Iot of friends.
没错 He does.
你们很会交际，朋友很多 You both have a Iot of friends. You're good at it.
雷好吗？好久没见到他 How is Ray? I haven't seen him in a whiIe.
雷很好 Ray's fine.
这些男人真是了不起 These guys are something, aren't they?
一点也没错 You can say that again.
他们打完仗回家 They came home from the war.
这是他们应得的 They deserved it, didn't they?
尤其是吃了那么多苦 After what they'd been through.
他们应得什么？ What... did they deserve?
不晓得，我们吧 I don't know. Us, I guess.
这一切 AII this.
你在看书 Oh. You're reading a book.
对 Yeah.
这本书讲什么？ What's this one about?
讲一个女人很会 Oh, it's about... this woman who's incredibIy...
她是一个很有自信的女主人 WeII, she's a hostess, and she's incredibIy confident,
她要举办一个派对 and she's going to give a party,
她太自信了大家都觉得她很好 and maybe because she's confident, everyone thinks she's fine...
但是她并不好 but she isn't.
所以 So.
怎么了？有事吗？ Kitty, what is it?Is something wrong?
我得住院两天 I, uh... I have to go into the hospitaI for a coupIe of days.
我有 Yeah. I have, um...
我的子宫长了东西 some kind of... growth, in my uterus,
他们要开刀检查 and they're going to go in and take a Iook.
几时？ When?
今天下午 This afternoon.
我要请你帮忙喂狗 WeII, I need you to feed the dog.
没问题 Of course.
你是为这件事才来吗？ Is that what you came here to ask?
医生到底怎么说？ What did the doctor say exactIy?
问题大概就出在这儿 WeII, it's probabIy what the troubIe's been.
我一直不能怀孕 About getting pregnant.
问题是 The thing is...
我跟雷在一起一直很快乐 I mean, you know, I've been... reaIIy happy with Ray.
原来这是有原因的 And now it turns out there was a reason.
我不能怀孕是有原因的 There was a reason I couIdn't conceive.
你很幸运 You're Iucky, Laura.
当了母亲以后才能算是女人 I don't think you can caII yourseIf a woman untiI you're a mother.
好笑的是 The joke is...
我这一生都很顺利 aII my Iife I couId do everything.
我想做什么都行 I mean, I couId do anything, reaIIy.
除了这件我最想做的事 Except the one thing I wanted.
是啊 Yes.
没办法 That's aII.
至少他们现在可以对症下药 WeII, at Ieast now they'II be abIe to deaI with it.
这就是他们在做的 That's right. That's what they're doing.
没错 That's right.
我不担心 Mm. I'm not worried.
担心有什么用？ What wouId be the point of worrying?
这并不操在你手中 No, it's not in your hands.
这就是问题 But that's it.
我的命操在陌生的医生手中 It's in the hands of some physician I've never even met.
一个喝酒比雷更凶的外科医师 Some surgeon who probabIy drinks more martinis than Ray and...
我也很担心雷 Oh, Kitty. I'm mean, of course I'm worried about Ray.
过来 Come here.
我很好，是真的 I'm doing fine.ReaIIy.
我知道你很好 I know. I know you are.
我比较担心雷，他很脆弱 I'm more worried about Ray. If anything, he's not good with this stuff.
忘了雷，不要去想他 Forget about him, hmm? Just forget about Ray.
你真好心 You're sweet.
你知道怎么喂狗吧？ You know the routine, right?
傍晚半罐狗食，偶尔检查清水 HaIf a can in the evening, and... check the water now and then,
雷一早会喂它 and Ray wiII feed him in the morning.
你不介意吗？ Kitty, you didn't mind?
什么？ What?
不介意什么？ I didn't mind what?
你要我开车送你吗？ Do you want me to drive you?
我还是自己开车比较好 I think I'II feeI better if I drive myseIf.
你不会有事的 Kitty, it's going to be aII right.
当然了 Of course it is.
拜了 Bye.
干嘛？你要什么？ What? What do you want?
吴尔芙先生，贝尔太太来了 Mr. WooIf, Mrs. BeII has arrived.
她应该四点才来 Not due tiII 4;00.
我也没办法，她已经来了 I can't heIp it. She's here.
你像个小天使 You Iook a perfect angeI.
别让哥哥欺负你 Don't Iet the boys make fun of you.
去玩吧 FIy away, fIy.
维吉尼亚 Virginia.
连纳认为约四点，两点半就到 Leonard thinks it's the end of civiIization--
就代表文明的毁灭 peopIe who are invited at 4;00 and arrive at 2;30.
拜托 Oh, God.
野蛮人 Barbarians.
我们提早吃完午饭 WeII, we finished Iunch sooner than we imagined.
我叫娜莉到伦敦买姜糖 I've had to send NeIIy off to London for sugar ginger.
维吉尼亚 Oh, Virginia.
你不是还在怕佣人吧？ You're not stiII frightened of the servants, are you?
来吧 Come on.
姐，你好吗？ And how are you, sister?
昏头转向，伦敦真是荒谬 Frantic. It's been ridicuIous in London.
怎么说？ RidicuIous? How?
忙死了 Busy.
忙怎么会荒谬？ Why is busy ridicuIous?
我本来想请你参加派对 I wouId have invited you to our party,
不过我知道你不会来 but I knew you wouIdn't come.
你怎么知道？ Did you? How did you know that?
你从来不进城 I thought you never came to town.
那是因为你不再邀请我 That's because you no Ionger ask me.
你不是不能去吗？ Are you not forbidden to come?
医生不准你去 Do the doctors not forbid it?
医生 Oh, the doctors.
你不听医生的话吗？ Do you not pay heed to your doctors?
他们都是一群可恨的老古板 Not when they're a bunch of contemptibIe Victorians.
你这是什么意思？ So... what are you saying?
你好多了吗？ Are you feeIing better?
乡下让你更强健吗？ Has this vastness made you stronger?
就算是疯子也喜欢被邀请 I'm saying, Vanessa, that even crazy peopIe Iike to be asked.
妮莎 Nessa! Nessa! Nessa! Nessa!
小精灵，那是什么？ HeIIo, changeIings. What have you got?
你找到什么？ What have you found?
我们找到一只鸟 We found a bird.
是吗？ Did you?
是啊 Yes.
你们在哪儿找到的？ Where did you find that?
它一定是从树上掉下来 I think it must have faIIen from a tree.
天啊，看看它 Oh, my goodness. Just Iook at him.
也许可以救活它 We might be abIe to save him.
救活它？ Save him?
你要小心一点，昆丁 I think you have to be carefuI, Quentin.
也许这只鸟的死期到了 There's a time to die, and it may be the bird's time.
我们去捡杂草挖坟墓 Come on, Iet's pick some grass
朱利安 to make a grave.
我只是说说而已 -Oh, JuIian. -I'm just saying.
至少铺些草好让它安息 Then at Ieast there'II be a bed for him to die on.
来嘛，去挖坟墓 Come on, Nessa, Iet's make a grave.
快来嘛 Nessa, come on!
好啦，我来了，等等我 Oh... Very weII, I'm coming. Wait for me then.
安琪莉卡，留下来陪你阿姨 AngeIica, wiII you be aII right?Stay with your aunt.
你们跑太快了 在这儿 You're going too fast.
你看她喜欢玫瑰吗？ Do you think she'd Iike roses?
这是只母鸟？ Is it a she?
对，母鸟比较大 Yes, the femaIes are Iarger.
颜色没那么鲜艳 And Iess coIorfuI.
我们死了会怎样？ What happens when we die?
会怎样？ What happens?
我们从哪里来就回哪里去 We return to the pIace that we came from.
我不记得我从哪里来 I don't remember where I came from.
我也不记得 Nor do I.
她看起来好小哦 She Iooks very smaII.
是啊 Yes.
我们死了就会这样 Yes, that's one of the things that happens--
看起来比较小 we Iook smaIIer.
可是好安详 But very peacefuI.
找到了
你在哪里？
来吧，走吧
你们好了吗？ Oh, is it done?
小鸟葬礼结束了吗？ Have we finished?
结束了 Is the bird funeraI compIete? Yes.
好了 Very weII, then.
我们早来了就不准喝茶吗？ Are we to be denied tea aItogether for coming so earIy?
当然不是 No, of course not.
来吧 Come on, AngeIica.
来吧，我们去喝茶 Come on, come on, boys.
妮莎，叫他住手 Let's get some tea. Nessa, teII him to stop it!
住手，朱利安 Now stop it, JuIian.
我们要进去了 Virginia, we're going in.
小乖，我有个主意 Hey, bug. I've got this idea.
我们要再做一个蛋糕 We're going to make another cake.
一个更好的蛋糕 We're going to make a better one.
第一个呢？ What happened to the first one?
然后呢我们应该出门 And after that... I think we shouId go out.
谁？ Yes?
我是路易，路易华特斯 Louis Waters.
路易？ Louis?
天啊，你早到了 Oh, my God.
你介意吗？ You're earIy. Do you mind? Is it aII right?
我怎么会介意？ Oh, why shouId I mind?
我高兴都来不及 I'm deIighted!
我好像打扰你了 I feeI Iike I'm interrupting.
不会啦 Oh, why?!No.
我知道典礼五点才开始 I know the ceremony isn't untiI 5;00,
不过我一早就飞来了 but I fIew in this morning.
理查会很高兴 Oh, weII, Richard's going to be thriIIed.
他见到你会很高兴 He'II be thriIIed to see you.
是吗？ You think so?
当然了 Of course.
我们这是干嘛？进来吧 What are we doing? We shouId go in.
你还好吧？ Are you aII right?
很好呀，这只是个派对 Yes. It's nothing. It's just the party.
是啊 Oh, right.
这里布置得好漂亮 Oh, wow!It's Iooking beautifuI.
谢了 Thanks.
你还是跟 Are you stiII with...?
是啊，还是跟她，十年了 Yes, I am. StiII with her. Ten years.
太疯狂了 It's crazy.
为什么？ Why is it crazy?
没为什么 No reason.
你要喝点什么？ WouId you Iike something to drink?
水 Some water.
你还在当编辑吗？ Are you stiII an editor?
是啊 Oh, sure.
同一家出版社？ With the same pubIisher?
旧金山怎样？ How's San Francisco?
就是那种人人说好的城市 Oh, it's one of those cities peopIe teII you to Iike.
理查有感觉你在那儿比较开心 Richard said he thought you were happy out there.
哦，是的 Oh, great.
他生了病突然变成灵媒啦 So now the iIIness makes him psychic.
你要有心理准备，他变了很多 You have to prepare yourseIf, Louis. He's very changed.
我看了小说 I read the book.
天啊 Oh, God...
是啊 ExactIy.
他不能只改了名字就原封不动 I thought you were meant to do more than just change peopIe's names.
这是虚构小说耶 Isn't it meant to be fiction?
他甚至让你住在十街 He even had you Iiving on 10th Street.
那不是我 It isn't me.
不是吗？ Isn't it?
你也了解他，这是他的幻想 You know how Richard is. It's a fantasy.
有一整章写她要不要买指甲膏 A whoIe chapter on ''ShouId she buy some naiI poIish?''
过了五十页她决定不买 And then, guess what? After 50 pages, she doesn't.
整本小说没完没了 The whoIe thing seems to go on for eternity.
什么也没发生 Nothing happens.
然后她莫名奇妙就自杀 And then, wham! For no reason, she kiIIs herseIf.
是他母亲自杀 His mother kiIIs herseIf.
是啊，不过还是莫名奇妙 Yeah, sure, his mother, but stiII for no reason.
毫无征兆 WeII, I... Out of the bIue.
这本书很难懂，不过我喜欢 I know the book is tough, but I Iiked it.
我知道 I know.
只有一点我不满意 OnIy one thing upset me.
哪一点？ What's that? What upset you?
对你的着墨不够多 WeII... that there wasn't more about you.
你真是好心 That's kind.
我回去过咱们老家 I went back to WeIIfIeet.
是吗？ You did?
只有一天 One day.
我没告诉你？ I didn't teII you?
没有，我一直见不到你 No. But then, I never see you.
记得那栋房子吗？它还在 You remember the house. It's stiII there.
你真的很勇敢 I think you're courageous.
勇敢？为什么？ Courageous? Why?
你敢回去看 To dare go visit.
我是说面对事实 What I mean is... to face the fact
我们早已失去当时的感觉 that we have Iost those feeIings forever.
我不知道我是怎么了 I don't know what's happening.
我的心情很不稳定 I'm sorry. I seem to be in some strange
对不起，我真没礼貌 sort of mood. I'm sorry. It's, uh, it's very rude of me.
我好像慌了手脚 I seem to be unraveIing.
我不该来的 I shouIdn't have come.
不是你的关系 No, it's not you.It's not you.
这是一种预感，你懂吗？ It's more Iike having a presentiment. Do you know what I'm saying?
我大概是为了派对感到紧张 Oh, God, it's probabIy just nerves about the party, you know?
好糟糕的女主人 Bad hostess!
你是怎么了？ CIarissa, what's happened?
天啊 Jesus!
怎么回事？ What is it?!
老天啊 Oh! Oh, God!
你要我走吗？ Do you want me to go?
不，别走 No, don't go! Don't...
不要走 Don't go.
告诉我为什么会这样 ExpIain to me why this is happening.
别别碰我 Don't... don't touch me.
天啊 Jesus.
你最好别碰我 It's better if you don't.
这太突然了 It's just too much.
你从旧金山飞来 You fIy in from San Francisco,
我照顾了理查这么多年 and I've been nursing Richard for years.
一直都很坚强 And aII the time, I've heId myseIf together...
没有问题 no probIem.
我知道 I know.
有一天早晨在老房子 One morning, in WeIIfIeet--
你也在，我们都在 you were there, we were aII there--
我跟他上床 I'd been sIeeping with him,
那天我在后门廊 and I was out on the back porch.
他从后面过来 He came out behind me,
把手放在我的肩膀说 and he put his hand on my shouIder.
“早安，戴洛维夫人” ''Good morning, Mrs. DaIIoway.''
于是 That's...
从此以后我就无法摆脱 That's when... From then on, I've... been stuck.
无法摆脱？ Stuck?
对 Yep.
摆脱不了那名字 With the name, I mean.
现在你走进来 And now you waIk in.
看到你走进来 To see you walk in...
这么久没见面，看看你 because I never see you.Look at you.
反正这一切都不重要 Anyway, it doesn't matter.
他选择了你，他跟你一起生活 It was you he stayed with. It was you he Iived with.
我只有一个夏天 I had one summer.
我离开他的那一天 The day I Ieft him,
搭火车横跨欧洲 I got on a train and made my way across Europe.
那么多年来第一次感到自由 I feIt free for the first time in years.
那就说说旧金山吧 So... teII me about San Francisco.
有什么好说的？ What's to teII?
我教一群白痴戏剧 I stiII teach drama to idiots, mostIy.
不全是白痴吧 They can't aII be idiots.
当然不是 No, no.
其实我不该跟你说 In fact, I shouIdn't teII you this, but...
我在谈恋爱 I've faIIen in Iove.
真的吗？ ReaIIy?
真的 Yes.
跟一个学生 With a student.
一个学生 With a student.
是啊，我知道 ExactIy.I know.
你在想 我承受得了吗？ You think, Am I stiII up for this?
火热激情、大声争吵 AII this intensity, aII those arguments,
用力甩门 doors being sIammed.
你应该很清楚 WeII, you know what it's Iike.
你有没有好一点？ Are you feeIing better?
好一点 A IittIe.
谢谢你 Thank you.
你觉得我很傻吗？ You think I'm ridicuIous?
是很傻 RidicuIous?
也很幸运 Fortunate, too.
你去赖太太家，我有事要做 I'm going to Ieave you at Mrs. Latch's. I have to do something.
我想不去 Mommy, I don't want to go.
你一定要去 You have to. I'm sorry.
爸爸回家前我有事要做 I have something to do before Daddy gets home.
嗨，赖太太 HeIIo. Hi, Mrs. Latch.
我儿子在耍脾气 My boy's not very happy.
我不想去 Mommy, I don't want to do this.
我得走了 I have to go, honey.
你妈妈有事要做 Your mommy has things she has to do.
进来，我有饼干哦 Come in, I got cookies.
好吗，宝贝？ Okay, baby?
你要勇敢一点 You have to be brave now.
放心，他不会有事 Don't worry now. It's going to be fine.
来吧 WeII...
甜心 Honey!
来吧 Come on. Come on, darIing.
妈咪！ Mommy!
别这样 -Stop it.
不！ -No!
别这样 DarIing, stop it.
妈咪！ Mommy!
妈咪！ -Mommy!
妈咪！ Mommy!
进来 Mommy!
来吧 Come on.
妈咪！ Mommy!
不 No!
“诺曼第旅馆”
早餐从7点到11点在堂皇厅 Breakfast is served between 7 ;00 and 1 1 ;00 in the Regency Room,
客房服务则是24小时 and room service is avaiIabIe 24 hours.
谢谢你 Thank you, ma'am.
你还有什么需要吗？ Is there anything eIse you need?
有 Yes, um...
不不要打扰我 No. Not to be disturbed.
这重不重要，她自问 '''Did it matter, then?' she asked herseIf,
当她朝邦德街走去 ''waIking toward Bon Street.
有一天她的生命将完全结束 ''Did it matter that she must inevitabIy
到底重不重要？ cease compIeteIy?
这一切没有她将继续下去 ''AII this must go on without her.
她是不是痛恨这一点 ''Did she resent it?
或者值得安慰的是 ''Or did it not become consoIing
死亡是完全的终结？ ''to beIieve that death ended absoIuteIy?
死亡是可能的 ''It is possibIe to die.
死亡的确是可能的 It is possibIe... ...to die.''
百货公司有安琪莉卡的外套 There was a IoveIy coat for AngeIica at Harrod's,
却没有男孩的衣服，很不公平 then nothing for the boys.It seems so unfair.
她为什么得天独厚？ Why shouId AngeIica be favored?
维吉尼亚？ Virginia?
维吉尼亚？ Virginia? Virginia!
你在想什么？ What are you thinking about?
你还在吗？ Are you stiII with us?
你阿姨是个幸运的女人 Your aunt's a very Iucky woman, AngeIica,...
她过着两种生活 because she has two Iives.
她在现实中的生活 She has the Iife she's Ieading,
和她在小说中的生活 and aIso the book she's writing.
所以她非常幸运 This makes her very fortunate indeed.
你在想什么？ What were you thinking about?
我本来要杀死女主角 I was going to kiII my heroine...
但是我改变主意了 but I've changed my mind.
我办不到 I... I can't.
我恐怕必须杀死另一个人 I fear I may have to kiII someone eIse instead.
昆丁，我要放下来了 Oh, Quentin!
我们准备好了 We're ready!
这次来很有意思 A fascinating visit.
他们玩得非常尽兴 We enjoyed it thoroughIy.
你们这么早就要走了？ Do you have to go aIready?
真希望你们不要走 I do wish you wouIdn't go.
我们太吵了你一定受不了 Oh, Virginia, the Iast thing you want is our noisiness.
我那两个儿子特别皮 My hopeIess, cIumsy boys.
快说再见 Say good-bye, boys.
再见 Bye!
你要回去做什么？ You'II return to what?
今晚吗？ Tonight?
不就是很无聊的晚宴吗？ Oh, just some... insufferabIe dinner.
连你都不会羡慕 Not even you couId envy, Virginia.
我很羡慕 But I do.
说话呀 Say something, Nessa.
你不觉得我看来好多了？ Didn't you think I seemed better?
对，你看来好多了 Yes... Yes... Virginia, you seemed better.
你想 You think...
有一天我能逃出来吗？ You think I may one day escape?
有一天吧 One day. One...
妮莎 Nessa.
快来吧 Nessa! Come on, Nessa.
安琪莉卡，走吧 Come, AngeIica, we must go.Come on!
再见 Good-bye.
再见，小女孩 Good-bye, IittIe girI.
我们要赶火车 AngeIica!The train!
我们会错过火车啦 We're going to miss the train.Come on. Hurry up.
快点啦，我想要回家 Come on, come on, come on!I want to go home.
待太久会搭不到火车啦 Yeah, aII right. We stayed too Iong, we've missed the train.
跟着我 Stay cIose.
对不起，我知道 I'm sorry, I know.
我想早点来，我试过 I tried to get here earIier.
别生气 I tried, okay? Don't start.
我知道你的派对很重要 I know, it's just incredibIy important because it's your party.
茱莉亚，你好吗？ JuIia, how have you been doing?
我很好 I'm fine.
过来 Come here.
你最近在做什么？ What have you been doing?
念书呀 WeII, studying, Mom.
我该做什么？摆椅子？ Um... So, what shouId I do? Chairs?
先清书桌 No. Let's cIear off the desk first.
放进卧室 我碰到路易华特斯 You can take it into the bedroom. I bumped into Louis Waters.
是吗？在哪儿？ Oh, you did?
在街上 Where? In the street.
他们都来了，过去的鬼魂 They're aII here, aren't they?
所有的鬼魂都来参加派对 AII the ghosts. AII of the ghosts are assembIing for the party.
他好怪哦 He's so weird.
你看不出来吗？ Oh, what? You can't see that?
你看不出他很怪吗？ You can't see that Louis Waters is weird?
我只看到他很悲伤 I can see that he's sad.
你的朋友都很悲伤 WeII... aII your friends are sad.
你在哭，怎么了？ You've been crying. What's happening?
这一切我看着这些在想 AII it is, I Iooked around this room,
我要办一场派对 and I thought, ''I'm giving a party.
我只想办一场派对 AII I want to do is give a party.''
然后呢？ And?
我知道他是故意的 I know why he does it; he does it deIiberateIy.
你是说理查 Oh, is this Richard?
当然了 Of course.
就在今天早上 He did it this morning.
他用那种眼神看我 He gives me that Iook.
什么眼神？ What Iook?
你的生命微不足道 To say... ''Your Iife is... triviaI.
你也微不足道 You are so triviaI.''
只会开派对、安排行程 Just... daiIy stuff, you know.
都是些琐事 ScheduIes and parties and... detaiIs.
这就是他的意思 That's what he means... by it, that is what he's saying.
重要的是你不这么想 Mom, it onIy matters if you think it's true.
怎么样？ WeII?
你是这么想吗？ Do you? TeII me.
我跟他在一起才觉得 When I'm with him, I feeI...
我是真正的活着 Yes, I am Iiving.
当我没跟他在一起 And when I'm not with him...
没错，一切都似乎有点 Yes, everything does seem sort of s...
荒谬 ...siIIy.
我不是指你 I don't mean with you.
绝对不是你，只是其它的一切 Never with you. It's aII the rest of it.
包括莎莉？ SaIIy?
其它的一切 The rest of it.
全是自我安慰 FaIse comfort.
为什么？ Because?
如果你问我哪时候最快乐？ If you say to me, ''When were you happiest?''
哪一刻最开心？ Mom... ''TeII me the moment you were happiest.''
我知道，是多年以前 I know, I know, it was years ago.
是啊 Yeah.
你的意思是你曾经年轻过 AII you're saying is... you were once young.
我记得有一天早晨 I remember one morning...
天一亮就起床 getting up at dawn,
全世界充满了各种可能 there was such a sense of possibiIity.
你知道那种感觉吗？ You know? That feeIing?
我记得我在想 Hmm? And I remember thinking to myseIf,
原来这就是幸福的开始 ''So, this is the beginning of happiness.
这是幸福的源头 ''This is where it starts.
往后一定会更幸福 And, of course, there wiII aIways be more.''
我从来没想过那不是开始 It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning.
那就是幸福 It was happiness.
就在那一刻 It was the moment...
在那当下 right then.
娜莉，你看到吴尔芙夫人吗？ Ah, NeIIy, good evening. I was wondering if you'd seen Mrs. WooIf.
我以为你知道，她出去了 I thought you knew, sir. Mrs. WooIf has gone out.
对不起 Excuse me! Excuse me!
吴尔芙先生，这真是个惊喜 Mr. WooIf, what an unexpected pIeasure.
请你告诉我你在干什么？ Perhaps you couId teII me exactIy what you think you're doing?
我在干什么？ What I was doing?
我到处找你找不到 I went to Iook for you, and you weren't there.
你在花园，我不想吵你 You were working in the garden. I didn't wish to disturb you.
你不见了让我很担心 You disturb me when you disappear.
我没有不见 I didn't disappear.
我只是出去散步 I went for a waIk.
散步？只是散步吗？ A waIk?! Is that aII? Just a waIk?
我们要回家，娜莉做了晚餐 Virginia, we must go home now. NeIIy's cooking dinner.
她已经累了一整天 She's aIready had a very difficuIt day.
我们有责任吃她做的晚餐 It's just our obIigation to eat NeIIy's dinner.
没有这种责任 There is no such obIigation.
根本没有这种责任 No such obIigation exists.
你必须对自己的理智负责 Virginia,
我一直在忍受这种监护 you have an obIigation to your own sanity. I have endured this custody!
我一直在忍受这种牢狱 I have endured this imprisonment.
维吉尼亚！ Oh, Virginia!
我走到哪儿都被医生包围 I am attended by doctors, everywhere. I am attended by doctors
他们告诉我什么才是对我好 who inform me of my own interests!
他们知道什么对你好 They know your interests.
他们才不知道 They do not!
他们并不了解我 They do not speak for my interests.
我知道你这种女人这么有 Virginia, I can... I can see that it must be hard for a woman of your...
我有什么？ -Of what? Of my what, exactIy? -uh, your...
这么有才华 your taIents to see
不能为自己做决定一定很痛苦 that she may not be the best judge
谁才能为我做决定？ of her own condition! Who, then, is a better judge?
你生过病 You have a history!
你曾住过疗养院 You have a history of confinement.
我们带你来是因为你发过病 We brought you to Richmond because you have a history of fits,
情绪不稳、意识不清 moods, bIackouts,
脑里听到声音 hearing voices.
我们带你来是不让你伤害自己 We brought you here to save you from the irrevocabIe damage you intended upon yourseIf.
你曾经自杀过两次 You've tried to kiII yourseIf twice!
我每天都必须面对这种威胁 I Iive daiIy with that threat.
我们在这儿设立印刷厂 I set up the press-- we set up the printing press not just for itseIf,
并不只是为了印书 not just pureIy for itseIf,
而是让你有事做，转移注意力 but so that you might have a ready source of absorption and of remedy.
就像是织毛线？ Like needIework?
这全是为了你 It was done for you!
为了让你好 It was done for your betterment!
这全是出于爱 It was done out of Iove!
别人会觉得你忘恩负义 If I didn't know you better, I'd caII this ingratitude.
忘恩负义？ I am ungratefuI?
你敢说我忘恩负义？ You caII me ungratefuI?
我的生命被别人夺走 My Iife has been stoIen from me.
我并不想住在这个地方 I'm Iiving in a town I have no wish to Iive in.
我也不想过这种生活 I'm Iiving... a Iife I have no wish to Iive.
怎么会这样？ How did this happen?
我们该搬回伦敦了 It is time for us to move back to London.
我很怀念伦敦 I miss London.
我怀念伦敦的生活 I miss London Iife.
这不是你的想法 This is not you speaking, Virginia.
这是因为你的病情 This is an aspect of your iIIness.
这是我 -It is me.
这不是你 -It's not you.
这是我的心声 It is my voice.
我一个人的心声 It's not your voice.It's mine and mine aIone.
这是你在脑里听到的声音 This is the voice that you hear.
不，这是我 It is not! It is mine!
我留下来就会死 I'm dying in this town!
如果你想清楚就会记得 If you were thinking cIearIy, Virginia,
伦敦让你精神崩溃 you'd recaII it was London
如果我想清楚？ that brought you Iow. If I were thinking cIearIy...
如果我想清楚 If I were thinking cIearIy...
我们带你来这儿过平静生活 We brought you to Richmond to give you peace.
如果我想清楚我就会说 If I were thinking cIearIy, Leonard, I wouId teII you
我一个人在黑暗中独自挣扎 that I wrestIe aIone in the dark, in the deep dark,
只有我才会知道 and that onIy I can know,
只有我才能了解我的状况 onIy I can understand my own condition.
你说你每天都面对威胁 You Iive with the threat-- you teII me--
我随时会死亡的威胁 you Iive with the threat of my extinction.
我也必须面对它 Leonard, I Iive with it,too.
这是我的权利 This is my right.
这是每个人的权利 It is the right of every human being.
我选择不过郊区的宁静生活 I choose not the suffocating anesthetic of the suburbs,
而是大都市强烈的震撼 but the vioIent joIt of the capitaI.
这是我的选择 That is my choice.
就算最无助、最可怜的病人 The meanest patient, yes, even the very Iowest is
也有权决定自己该过什么生活 aIIowed some say in the matter of her own prescription.
她用这种方法表达人性 Thereby she defines her humanity.
我也希望我在这种环境很快乐 I wish, for your sake, Leonard, I couId be happy in this quietness.
但是要我选择留下来或死亡 But if it is a choice between Richmond and death,
我选择死亡 I choose death.
好吧，伦敦 Very weII, London, then.
我们回伦敦吧 We'II go back to London.
你饿了吗？ You hungry?
我有点饿了 I'm a IittIe hungry myseIf.
来吧 Come aIong.
伦敦列车在一号月台 London train on pIatform one!
伦敦列车终点站是沃豪 This is the London train terminating at VauxhaII.
逃避生命永远得不到平静 You cannot find peace by avoiding Iife, Leonard.
这是伦敦列车 This is the London train!
伦敦列车在一号月台 London train on pIatform one!
小乖，怎么了？ Hey. Hey, there, bug. Hey, what's wrong?
赖太太，抱歉我来晚了 Hi, Mrs. Latch. Sorry I'm Iate.
他没事 He's fine.He's been fine.
他只是很想念你 He's, he's just happy to see you.
没那么糟吧？ Aw, it couIdn't have been that bad, couId it? Hmm?
你剪了头发吗？ So, you got it cut, then?
对，没问题 Oh, yes, yes. No probIem.
很漂亮 Looks great.
其实没剪多少 WeII, they didn't have to do very much.
我们玩得很开心 WeII, we had a fine time together.
真是谢谢你 Thank you very much.
没有那么糟吧？ So, that wasn't too bad, was it?
我没去很久呀 I wasn't gone too Iong.
你是没去很久 No, you weren't Iong.
没错 That's right.
有一下子我不晓得 At one point... I don't know.
有一下子我以为会更久 There was a moment where I thought I might be Ionger.
不过我改变了主意 But I changed my mind.
怎么了？ What is it, honey?
妈咪，我爱你 Mommy, I Iove you.
我也爱你，宝贝 I Iove you, too, baby.
怎么了？ What's wrong?
什么？ What?
别担心，一切都很好 Don't worry, honey, everything's fine.
生日派对会很棒 We're going to have a wonderfuI party,
我们替爸爸做了生日蛋糕 and we've made your daddy such a nice cake.
我爱你 I Iove you, sweetheart.
你是我的心肝 You're my guy.
妈咪 Mommy!
理查，是我，我早来了 Richard, it's me. I'm earIy.
这是怎么回事？ What the heII is going on?
理查 Richard!
你跑来干嘛？你早来了 What are you doing here? You're earIy!
你在做什么？ Wha-What is going on here?
我有个好点子 What are you doing? I-I had this wonderfuI idea.
我需要光亮，我要让光进来 I needed some Iight. I needed to Iet in some Iight!
你在干嘛？ Richard, what are you doing?
我有很棒的想法 I had this fantastic notion.
我把镇静剂跟兴奋剂混着吃 I took the Xanax and the RitaIin together.
我从来都没想过 It-it never occurred to me.
理查！ Richard...
别靠近我 Don't come near me!
我觉得我需要让光进来 It seemed to me I needed to Iet in some Iight.
怎么样？我把窗帘都扯掉 What do you think? I cIeared away aII the windows.
好了，帮我一个忙 AII right, Richard, do me one simpIe favor.
过来坐 Come. Come sit.
我想我去不了派对了 I don't think I can make it to the party, CIarissa.
你不必参加派对或颁奖典礼 You don't have to go to the party.
你什么都不必做 You don't have to go to the ceremony. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do.
你想做什么都可以 You can do as you Iike.
我还是要面对生命的时时刻刻 But I stiII have to face the hours, don't I?
派对结束后的孤独 I mean, the hours after the party,
还有之后更长的寂寞 and the hours after that...
你有的时候会比较好话 You do have good days stiII. You know you do.
才不会 Not reaIIy.
你这么说真好心 I mean, it's kind of you to say so, but it's...
但并不是真的 not reaIIy true.
他们在这儿吗？ Are they here?
谁？ Who?
那些声音 The voices.
声音一直都在 Oh, the voices are aIways here.
那些声音叫你这么做 And it's the voices that you're hearing now, isn't it?
不，不是 No, no, no, no.
是你，戴洛维夫人 Mrs. DaIIoway, it's you.
我一直是为了你活着 I've stayed aIive for you,
现在你要放我走 but now you have to Iet me go.
等等，等等 Richard, I... No, wait, wait, wait, wait.Wait.
跟我说个故事 TeII me a story.
说什么？ What about?
你今天做了什么？ TeII me a story from your day.
我起床 I, um... I-I got up...
然后呢？ Yes?
我就出门 ...and I went out,
我去花店买花 and, uh, I went to buy fIowers,
就像小说中的戴洛维夫人 Like Mrs. DaIIoway, in the book, you know?
是的 Yes.
这是美好的清晨 And it was a beautifuI morning.
是吗？ Was it?
真的很美好，感觉很清新 Yes, it was so beautifuI. It was so fresh.
很清新，是吗？ Oh, fresh, was it?
是的 Yes.
就像沙滩上的那天清晨？ Like a... Iike a morning on the beach?
对 Yes.
就像那样？ Like that?
对 Yes.
你从老房子走出来 Like that morning when you waIked out of that oId house,
你才十八、我才十九 and you were, you were 18, and maybe I was 19.
对 Yes.
我才十九岁 I was 19 years oId,
我没见过那么美的景象 and I'd never seen anything so beautifuI.
你一早推开玻璃门走出来 You... coming out of a gIass door
睡眼惺忪 in the earIy morning, stiII sIeepy.
很奇怪吧？ Isn't it strange?
一个再平凡不过的清晨 Most ordinary morning in anybody's Iife.
我恐怕去不了派对了 I'm afraid I can't make it to the party, CIarissa.
派对并不重要 The party... doesn't matter.
你一直对我很好，戴洛维夫人 You've been so good to me, Mrs. DaIIoway.
我爱你 I Iove you.
再没人 像我们这般曾经拥有幸福 ''I don't think two peopIe couId've been happier than we've been.''
天啊，不！ Oh, God, no!
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
这太完美了，太完美了 Happy birthday, Dan. This is perfect. This is just perfect.
真的吗？你真的这么想？ Oh, do you think so? Do you reaIIy think so?
当然了，你一定忙了一整天 Why, sure. You must've been working aII day.
我们是很忙，对吧？ WeII, that's what we were doing.
我们忙了一整天 Weren't we, bug?
这真是太棒了 Been working aII day. This is just fantastic.
这是我一直想要的 It's what I've aIways wanted. Oh, Dan.
理查，有一天我会跟你说 One day, Richie, I'II teII you.
所有在我们身上发生的事 I'II teII you how it aII happened.
别说 Don't.
我想跟他说我们的故事 I want to. I want to teII him the story.
是这样子 What happened...
当我在打仗 when I was in the war.
我一直在想我见过的女孩 At war, I found myseIf thinking about this girI that I had seen--
我在高中不认识她 I had never met her--
这个古怪脆弱的女生 at high schooI, this... strange,
她叫萝拉麦葛丝 fragiIe-Iooking girI named Laura McGrath.
对，她很害羞 Yeah. And she was shy...
也很有意思 and she was interesting.
你妈应该不介意我这么说 And... weII, your mother won't mind if
她是那种独来独往的女生 I teII you this, Richie. She was the sort of girI that you see sitting mostIy on her own.
我在南太平洋的时候 And I'II teII you... sometimes, when I was in the South Pacific,
经常想着这个女生 the fact is that I used to think about this girI.
我幻想把她带进一栋房子 I used to think about bringing her to a house,
一起过生活 to a Iife.
就像是这种生活 Pretty much Iike this.
想到这种快乐时光 And it was the thought of the happiness...
还有这个女人 the thought of this woman,
和幸福的生活就让我撑下去 the thought of this Iife-- that's what kept me going.
我想像得到我们的幸福 I had an idea of our happiness.
为什么有人要死？ Why does someone have to die?
什么？ Leonard...
你说你的小说有人要死 In your book, you said someone had to die.
为什么？ Hmm. Why?
这问题很蠢吗？ Is that a stupid question?
不是 No.
我的问题很蠢 I imagine my question is stupid.
一点也不会 Not at aII.
所以呢？ WeII?
这样才能让其他人更珍惜生命 Someone has to die in order that the rest of us shouId vaIue Iife more.
这是一种对比 It's contrast.
谁会死？ And who wiII die?
告诉我 TeII me.
那个诗人会死 The poet wiII die.
那个先知 The visionary.
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
我在刷牙 I'm brushing my teeth.
你要不要上床？ Are you coming to bed?
马上来 Yeah, in a minute.
快上床，萝拉布朗 Come to bed, Laura Brown.
我碰到雷，他说琪蒂得住院 I ran into Ray. He said Kitty had to go to the hospitaI.
我知道 I know.
他说不严重，只是检查身体 Nothing serious. He said just a checkup.
我好害怕 I'm terrified.
为什么？ Why?
她可能会消失不见 OnIy I knew that she couId disappear.
你一早去看看她 Maybe you couId go see her in the morning, honey.
我会的，我会去的 I was going to. I was going to stop by.
今天真美好 I've had a wonderfuI day,
这都要感谢你 and I have you to thank.
快上床吧 Come to bed, honey.
我来了 I'm coming.
你来不来？ Are you coming?
来了 Yes.
怎么了？ What?
我以为你要上床了 I was hoping you were going to bed.
我会的，我要上床了 I am. I am going to bed.
几时？ What, then?
就快好了 AII eIse is cIear.
故事都想好了，只缺一件事 The outIine of the story is pIanned,
戴洛维夫人的生命必须有结果 now one thing onIy. Mrs. DaIIoway's destiny must be resoIved.
你就是萝拉布朗 You're Laura Brown.
对，我是理查的母亲 Yes, I'm Richard's mother.
当然了 Of course.
我是克劳丽丝范恩，请进 I'm CIarissa Vaughan. PIease come in.
我朋友莎莉在厨房 My friend SaIIy is in the kitchen,
还有我女儿 and my daughter.
让我来 I'II take this.
我们在开派对 We were having a party.
我们本来要开派对 We were going to have a party.
我搭多伦多的最后一班飞机 I was Iucky. I got the Iast pIane from Toronto.
她就是理查小说中的怪物 So, that's the monster.
希望我没有做错 Hope I did the right thing.
他的电话簿有你的号码 I found your number in his phone book.
没错，他是有 Yes, he had it.
我们不太常通话 We didn't speak often.
当你全家都比你早死 It's a terribIe thing, Miss Vaughan-- to outIive
是很不幸的事 your whoIe famiIy.
理查的父亲死了 Richard's father died.
他很早就死于癌症 Yes, he-he died of cancer quite young.
理查的妹妹也不在了 And Richard's sister is dead.
这让你觉得不配活下去 ObviousIy, you... feeI unworthy.
这让你有一种悲微的感觉 Gives you feeIings of unworthiness.
你活下来他们却死去 You survive and they don't.
你读过他的诗？ Have you read the poems?
对 Oh, yes. Oh...
我也读过他的小说 I aIso read the noveI.
他们说那本小说很难懂 You see, uh, peopIe say the noveI is difficuIt.
我知道 Uh... I know.
他们都这么说 They say that.
是啊 I know.
他让我在小说中自杀 He had me die in the noveI.
我知道为什么 I-I-I know why he did that.
我不能假装我不感到痛心 It hurt, of course.
但是我知道为什么 I can't pretend it didn't hurt, but I... I know why he did it.
你在他小时候离开他 You Ieft Richard when he was a chiId.
我离开我两个小孩 I Ieft both my chiIdren.
我抛弃了他们 I abandoned them.
这是一个母亲所做最糟的事 They say it's the worst thing a mother can do.
你有一个女儿 You have a daughter.
对 Yes...
我没见过茱莉亚的父亲 But I never met JuIia's father.
你只想要一个小孩？ You so wanted a chiId.
没错 That's right.
你很幸运 You're a Iucky woman.
当你觉得不属于这世界 There are times when you don't beIong,
就想结束自己的生命 and you think you're going to kiII yourseIf.
有一次我去一家旅馆 Once, I went to a hoteI.
那天晚上我做出一个决定 Later that night, I made a pIan.
我决定生完第二胎就离开家庭 The pIan was I wouId Ieave my famiIy when my second chiId was born...
于是我就这么做 and that's what I did.
有一天清晨我起床做了早餐 I got up one morning, made breakfast,
走到公车站，搭上公车 went to the bus stop,
我留下一张纸条 got on a bus. I'd Ieft a note.
我在加拿大图书馆找到工作 I got a job in a Iibrary in Canada.
如果 It wouId...
我能说我很后悔就好了 be wonderfuI to say you regretted it.
那就比较好过 It wouId be easy.
但是这代表什么？ But what does it mean?
在你别无选择的时候 What does it mean to regret...
后悔又代表什么？ when you have no choice?
重点是你能忍受多少 It's what you can bear.
就是这样 没有人会原谅我 There it is. No one's going to forgive me.
当我面对死亡 It was death.
我选择了生命 I chose Iife.
你该脱掉外衣了 Time to take your coat off.
你也许想喝杯茶 I thought you might Iike a cup of tea.
真是的，谢谢你 Oh my goodness.
我好像抢走你的房间 Thank you, dear. I feeI Iike I'm steaIing your room.
食物都放进冰箱 Um, we put the food away,
你饿的话就自己来 so, if you're at aII hungry in the night,
我会的 just heIp yourseIf.
你要睡哪儿？ Oh, I wiII. Where wiII you sIeep?
沙发 Oh, the sofa.
真不好意思 Oh, oh, I'm sorry.
晚安，甜心 Good night, sweetheart.
晚安 Good night.
挚爱的连纳 ''Dear Leonard,
你要把人生看透彻 ''to Iook Iife in the face...
一定要真实地面对人生 ''aIways to Iook Iife in the face,
了解人生的本质 ''and to know it for what it is.
当你终于了解人生 ''At Iast, to know it,
就能真正地热爱生命 ''to Iove it for what it is,
然后才舍得放下 ''and then... ''to put it away.
记住我们在一起的这些年 ''Leonard... ''aIways the years between us,
永远不要遗忘 ''aIways the years...
永远记得我们的爱 ''aIways... the Iove...
永志不忘 ''aIways...
生命中的时时刻刻 the hours.''
剧终 谢谢观赏