1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 For best IPTV provider, please visit: WWW.IPTV.CAT For best IPTV provider, please visit: WWW.IPTV.CAT.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 For best IPTV provider, please visit: WWW.IPTV.CAT For best IPTV provider, please visit: WWW.IPTV.CAT.BZ 3 00:00:49,899 --> 00:00:54,402 Mommy is... stretchable. 4 00:00:55,038 --> 00:00:57,070 What do you mean by stretchable? 5 00:00:57,172 --> 00:00:59,674 Daddy's hard. You can't move him. 6 00:00:59,776 --> 00:01:02,143 He gets mad, and that's it. 7 00:01:03,679 --> 00:01:05,206 Mommy gets mad too, 8 00:01:05,308 --> 00:01:07,678 but she's more like putty. 9 00:01:07,781 --> 00:01:09,318 Mm. 10 00:01:09,920 --> 00:01:11,819 And she gets sad too. 11 00:01:11,921 --> 00:01:16,184 That's when it's the most stretch. 12 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:20,458 Putty, um... I wonder how is it that you stretch her? 13 00:01:22,466 --> 00:01:24,029 You just-- 14 00:01:24,131 --> 00:01:27,036 Can I... Can I talk now? Please? 15 00:01:27,801 --> 00:01:28,903 Um... 16 00:01:29,005 --> 00:01:30,768 - Is it okay if Mommy talks? - Yep. 17 00:01:30,870 --> 00:01:32,036 Okay. 18 00:01:32,305 --> 00:01:34,877 I'm not stretchable. I'm not putty. 19 00:01:34,979 --> 00:01:35,872 Well, that's her experience of you. 20 00:01:35,974 --> 00:01:37,376 That isn't true. 21 00:01:37,478 --> 00:01:39,574 I try very hard to be in control of her and everything, 22 00:01:39,677 --> 00:01:43,412 but, um, may as well not even be there at all. 23 00:01:43,514 --> 00:01:45,950 Well, perception is reality, so-- 24 00:01:46,052 --> 00:01:48,222 Also, I don't get sad. 25 00:01:49,155 --> 00:01:50,924 You seem sad right now. 26 00:01:51,026 --> 00:01:52,488 You do seem sad right now. 27 00:01:52,591 --> 00:01:54,696 We're here to talk about how to get you better. 28 00:01:54,798 --> 00:01:57,059 All we do is talk about me. 29 00:01:57,762 --> 00:02:00,396 I can be sad. I mean, I'm allowed to be sad, right? 30 00:02:00,498 --> 00:02:01,896 Well, of course. 31 00:02:01,998 --> 00:02:05,038 But, um, you must know that this is all tangled up together 32 00:02:05,140 --> 00:02:06,234 and you of all people should know-- 33 00:02:06,336 --> 00:02:08,640 I know. I know, but, um... 34 00:02:09,209 --> 00:02:12,514 this... this isn't how things... 35 00:02:13,183 --> 00:02:15,617 ...are gonna get better. Um... 36 00:02:16,153 --> 00:02:17,485 GIRL Mommy, please don't cry... 37 00:02:17,587 --> 00:02:18,646 No, no. I-- 38 00:02:18,748 --> 00:02:20,021 - ...because then I'll cry. -Sweetie. 39 00:02:20,123 --> 00:02:22,322 - She... - Sweetie, it's okay. It's okay. 40 00:02:24,388 --> 00:02:26,624 We want the tube removed. Now. 41 00:02:26,726 --> 00:02:28,391 -No, you can't kill me! - And to do that, we need... 42 00:02:28,493 --> 00:02:30,494 No, she won't do what she has to do 43 00:02:30,596 --> 00:02:33,162 because she knows that she has this safety net. 44 00:02:33,732 --> 00:02:35,266 Things are not stable enough right now to-- 45 00:02:35,368 --> 00:02:37,338 It's clear that we have different goals. 46 00:02:37,440 --> 00:02:39,842 You want her to get better before the tube can be removed. 47 00:02:39,944 --> 00:02:41,710 I think the tube needs to come out, 48 00:02:41,812 --> 00:02:43,879 and then she can get better. 49 00:02:43,981 --> 00:02:45,172 We all have the same goal here. 50 00:02:46,977 --> 00:02:49,648 But what I'm learning as we're talking all together 51 00:02:49,750 --> 00:02:53,819 is that you and I need to spend some time, just the two of us, 52 00:02:53,921 --> 00:02:55,223 without her here... 53 00:02:56,686 --> 00:02:58,626 ...to talk about some serious issues. 54 00:02:59,963 --> 00:03:01,060 I'm gonna need you to 55 00:03:01,162 --> 00:03:02,798 restart the tube feedings at night 56 00:03:02,900 --> 00:03:04,393 and I need you to start doing... 57 00:03:06,400 --> 00:03:07,762 Did you get the kind with no cheese? 58 00:03:07,864 --> 00:03:09,633 I can't explain this to you every time, sweetie. 59 00:03:09,735 --> 00:03:12,334 They would just laugh at me and say it's bread, okay? 60 00:03:12,870 --> 00:03:16,043 I'll take the cheese off when we get home, of course. 61 00:03:16,145 --> 00:03:17,440 Is it the kind with the little 62 00:03:17,542 --> 00:03:19,012 green and black things in the sauce? 63 00:03:19,114 --> 00:03:21,847 It's the same kind we always get. 64 00:03:22,283 --> 00:03:24,081 That kind has the things in the sauce. 65 00:03:24,183 --> 00:03:26,216 I can't... I can't eat it. 66 00:03:26,318 --> 00:03:27,818 Like, can you scrape it off-- 67 00:03:27,920 --> 00:03:30,053 Do you even want the tube out or is it just me who wants it out? 68 00:03:30,155 --> 00:03:31,460 You have to be... 69 00:03:32,596 --> 00:03:33,595 Jesus. 70 00:03:36,062 --> 00:03:37,463 Oh, poo. 71 00:03:40,166 --> 00:03:42,466 Oh... 72 00:03:42,568 --> 00:03:45,336 You got your wish. No cheese. 73 00:03:45,438 --> 00:03:47,207 - Did you will that to happen? - Yeah. 74 00:03:47,309 --> 00:03:49,006 Are you some kind of witch or something? 75 00:03:52,182 --> 00:03:54,545 Hey, straight to the table. Actually, no. 76 00:03:54,647 --> 00:03:56,084 Wash hands first, and then straight to the table. 77 00:03:56,186 --> 00:03:58,020 I don't have to go to the bathroom though. 78 00:03:58,122 --> 00:03:59,319 No one's making you go to the bathroom. 79 00:03:59,421 --> 00:04:01,755 I'm just asking you to wash your hands, please, 80 00:04:01,857 --> 00:04:03,192 like we always do. 81 00:04:05,062 --> 00:04:07,093 Is Daddy coming? Where's Daddy? 82 00:04:07,195 --> 00:04:10,124 Uh, he said maybe bedtime. 83 00:04:10,560 --> 00:04:12,397 When does he go again? 84 00:04:12,500 --> 00:04:16,667 He just got back, so... in a month? 85 00:04:17,707 --> 00:04:18,834 Mommy? 86 00:04:19,741 --> 00:04:20,635 Yeah. 87 00:04:20,737 --> 00:04:22,742 I did have to go to the bathroom. 88 00:04:22,844 --> 00:04:24,578 Okay. 89 00:04:25,047 --> 00:04:26,776 This might take a while. 90 00:04:28,982 --> 00:04:29,878 Okay. 91 00:05:08,859 --> 00:05:09,753 Mommy? 92 00:05:10,827 --> 00:05:11,993 Yeah? 93 00:05:12,095 --> 00:05:14,296 The bathroom has water in it. 94 00:05:16,394 --> 00:05:18,498 Okay, well, that's good. 95 00:05:19,397 --> 00:05:21,864 No, I mean on the floor. 96 00:05:23,333 --> 00:05:24,801 Come quickly! 97 00:05:28,208 --> 00:05:29,841 Are you coming? 98 00:05:30,277 --> 00:05:32,380 Mommy! 99 00:05:34,279 --> 00:05:36,546 Oh, my God. What? 100 00:05:36,915 --> 00:05:39,654 Why didn't you tell me as soon as you came in here? 101 00:05:39,823 --> 00:05:41,420 I just noticed... 102 00:05:41,523 --> 00:05:45,122 because I had to go to the bathroom so bad. 103 00:05:45,791 --> 00:05:48,524 I don't like how it feels on my socks. 104 00:05:48,760 --> 00:05:51,498 Where's it coming from? How deep is it? 105 00:05:52,165 --> 00:05:53,332 Are we gonna die? 106 00:05:53,434 --> 00:05:55,337 Is the house gonna fall on top of us? 107 00:05:56,035 --> 00:05:57,270 Mommy? 108 00:05:57,372 --> 00:05:59,240 Can you lift me up and carry me out? 109 00:05:59,342 --> 00:06:02,673 Yep, just stay there, okay? Hold on. 110 00:06:02,775 --> 00:06:05,608 Mom, why are you leaving me? Where are you going? 111 00:06:05,710 --> 00:06:07,108 Just please stay on the toilet, okay? 112 00:06:07,210 --> 00:06:08,112 No. 113 00:06:09,618 --> 00:06:11,413 Can you please come... 114 00:06:11,515 --> 00:06:12,754 Can you come now? 115 00:06:12,856 --> 00:06:13,881 Oh, my... 116 00:06:16,726 --> 00:06:17,656 Oh... 117 00:06:19,093 --> 00:06:20,529 ...my fucking God. 118 00:06:20,631 --> 00:06:21,624 Mommy! 119 00:06:21,726 --> 00:06:24,597 Mommy, you're not telling me what it is! 120 00:06:25,196 --> 00:06:26,698 Mommy! 121 00:06:30,699 --> 00:06:32,033 - What's going on? - What? 122 00:06:33,075 --> 00:06:34,508 What's happening, Mom? 123 00:06:35,373 --> 00:06:36,708 Are we gonna die? 124 00:06:41,150 --> 00:06:42,448 -Hey. - Hey, yeah. 125 00:06:42,551 --> 00:06:44,650 We just got home, and you would not believe-- 126 00:06:49,025 --> 00:06:51,327 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 127 00:06:55,597 --> 00:06:57,997 No, no, no! Do not come here. 128 00:06:58,099 --> 00:06:59,531 Do not come in here! 129 00:06:59,634 --> 00:07:02,871 Right now, go, go, go! Right now! Right now! 130 00:07:04,402 --> 00:07:06,005 Go, go, go, go! 131 00:07:06,107 --> 00:07:08,944 Go! Oh, my God! 132 00:08:27,324 --> 00:08:29,955 Nothing is familiar or real. 133 00:08:30,057 --> 00:08:31,351 Ever. 134 00:08:31,453 --> 00:08:34,255 Every time I feel this way I get further and further away 135 00:08:34,357 --> 00:08:37,598 from being in myself, and, like, I can never get back. 136 00:08:38,829 --> 00:08:41,034 When you think about time, 137 00:08:41,136 --> 00:08:42,736 how do you see it? 138 00:08:43,172 --> 00:08:44,673 How do I see time? 139 00:08:44,775 --> 00:08:46,341 Um... 140 00:08:46,444 --> 00:08:49,876 Time is a series of things to get through. 141 00:08:50,212 --> 00:08:51,939 Each goal is a cliff. 142 00:08:52,041 --> 00:08:54,248 There's nothing at the end of it, 143 00:08:54,651 --> 00:08:58,619 but then it comes, and there's just another cliff. 144 00:08:59,815 --> 00:09:02,557 I'm so mad at you! 145 00:10:48,965 --> 00:10:50,060 Oh, shit. 146 00:10:52,031 --> 00:10:53,528 Yo, you know about holotropic breathing? 147 00:10:53,630 --> 00:10:54,630 Mm-mm. 148 00:10:54,732 --> 00:10:56,132 Yo, this shit is lit. 149 00:10:56,234 --> 00:10:58,769 Basically, you trick your brain into thinking it's dead, 150 00:10:58,871 --> 00:11:01,076 and you see the fucking universe. 151 00:11:01,178 --> 00:11:02,403 You know what I'm saying? 152 00:11:02,505 --> 00:11:04,608 So you won't feel paranoia and guilt if something's wrong. 153 00:11:06,212 --> 00:11:08,915 I've got a friend who does Reiki and shit like that. 154 00:11:09,017 --> 00:11:11,982 Nah, see what I'm saying? This is like hyperventilating. 155 00:11:12,084 --> 00:11:14,183 When you die, they say you let off this chemical. 156 00:11:14,285 --> 00:11:17,017 And when you're dreaming, you let off the same chemical. 157 00:11:17,119 --> 00:11:18,855 It's sort of like that, you know? 158 00:11:18,957 --> 00:11:20,659 You make your brain think it's dead, 159 00:11:20,761 --> 00:11:24,232 but being brain-dead is still alive. 160 00:11:24,635 --> 00:11:26,563 -Holographic breathwork? - Holotropic. 161 00:11:26,665 --> 00:11:28,263 Tropic. Holotropic. 162 00:11:33,903 --> 00:11:36,341 - Is that real? - What? 163 00:11:36,910 --> 00:11:39,878 - The... the dead brain thing? - Oh, yeah. 164 00:11:39,980 --> 00:11:43,779 I mean, shit. I guess anything could be real. 165 00:11:44,081 --> 00:11:46,080 I mean, anything could be bullshit too. 166 00:11:46,182 --> 00:11:47,451 You know what I'm saying? 167 00:11:49,693 --> 00:11:54,256 But you know that feeling like when you're not... 168 00:11:58,529 --> 00:11:59,833 Yeah. 169 00:12:05,001 --> 00:12:06,771 Oh, you're making fun of me. 170 00:12:06,873 --> 00:12:08,873 - Miss, I don't even know you. - Right. 171 00:12:08,976 --> 00:12:12,109 Okay. Um, yes on these, but no on the wine. 172 00:12:13,477 --> 00:12:14,650 Why? 173 00:12:17,150 --> 00:12:19,853 The law prohibits me from selling you this wine right now. 174 00:12:21,522 --> 00:12:22,790 But it isn't even 2:00. 175 00:12:23,390 --> 00:12:24,990 It's 1:58. 176 00:12:26,657 --> 00:12:28,025 Right, but-- 177 00:12:28,127 --> 00:12:30,292 By the time I ring these up, it will be past two. 178 00:12:31,332 --> 00:12:33,295 Huh. Um... 179 00:12:35,605 --> 00:12:37,437 I'll just get the peanut butter cups. 180 00:12:37,539 --> 00:12:38,872 You can put them on my room. 181 00:12:39,240 --> 00:12:40,434 Will do. 182 00:13:21,652 --> 00:13:22,877 I can't talk about this anymore. 183 00:13:22,979 --> 00:13:24,953 I'm telling you. Please. 184 00:13:25,055 --> 00:13:27,820 Hey, hey. Look, if that's what Dr. Spring thinks is best, 185 00:13:27,922 --> 00:13:28,883 then we have to listen to Dr. Spring. 186 00:13:28,985 --> 00:13:29,917 There is no "we" though. 187 00:13:30,019 --> 00:13:31,526 It's just me. I... I'm... 188 00:13:31,628 --> 00:13:33,727 - It's not fair. I'm telling you. - Whoa! 189 00:13:33,829 --> 00:13:36,293 Fair? Listen, I'm working, all right? 190 00:13:36,395 --> 00:13:38,927 I'm dealing with a lot of assholes. You have no idea. 191 00:13:39,030 --> 00:13:40,832 And I cannot do anything about 192 00:13:40,934 --> 00:13:43,167 what's going on there from here. 193 00:13:43,269 --> 00:13:45,967 We need to be a team. You have to go there today 194 00:13:46,070 --> 00:13:48,643 and check in and let them know 195 00:13:48,746 --> 00:13:50,204 - that this whole thing is not-- - I know. I know. 196 00:13:50,306 --> 00:13:51,643 The problem with that logic, though, 197 00:13:51,745 --> 00:13:52,777 is that I'm not a housewife. 198 00:13:52,879 --> 00:13:54,376 - I work too. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 199 00:13:55,618 --> 00:13:58,015 Mommy, this hotel food is gross. 200 00:13:58,117 --> 00:14:00,415 -Good morning. - This is disgusting. 201 00:14:01,189 --> 00:14:02,583 Wow. 202 00:14:02,685 --> 00:14:05,526 You guys look just like twins. Anybody ever tell you that? 203 00:14:05,628 --> 00:14:06,891 Uh, no. You're the first person 204 00:14:06,993 --> 00:14:08,628 to notice and/or say that. 205 00:14:08,730 --> 00:14:09,824 Everyone says that. 206 00:14:11,164 --> 00:14:14,165 - Hey, cutie. Wanna see a trick? -Yeah. 207 00:14:14,966 --> 00:14:17,234 Whoa. How'd you do that? 208 00:14:18,339 --> 00:14:20,108 Mommy? 209 00:14:20,811 --> 00:14:22,772 You should take it. She's never gonna eat it. 210 00:14:25,379 --> 00:14:26,276 Okay. 211 00:14:27,077 --> 00:14:28,916 Am I gonna throw up now? 212 00:14:31,654 --> 00:14:33,150 - Yeah? -You hung up on me. 213 00:14:33,252 --> 00:14:35,984 Look, I know you have a lot on your plate, 214 00:14:36,086 --> 00:14:37,725 but she's getting better, 215 00:14:37,828 --> 00:14:39,859 and the rest of it is totally temporary. 216 00:14:39,961 --> 00:14:42,292 The ceiling will get fixed, I promise. 217 00:14:42,394 --> 00:14:44,996 The sky is not falling. None of this is your fault. 218 00:14:45,098 --> 00:14:46,898 - I love you. - I'm sorry. I love you too. 219 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:48,298 What's so bad about a hotel anyway? 220 00:14:48,400 --> 00:14:50,536 And while you're there, take advantage of the pool. 221 00:14:50,638 --> 00:14:52,233 They got a pool, right? 222 00:14:52,435 --> 00:14:54,001 You always said you wish you had a pool, 223 00:14:54,103 --> 00:14:55,537 so now you have one. 224 00:14:55,639 --> 00:14:58,111 Why don't you go? You can do some laps, lounge a little. 225 00:14:58,213 --> 00:15:00,279 Get a floatie. Kick back, get a couple of margarita... 226 00:15:00,381 --> 00:15:01,409 Okay. 227 00:15:01,711 --> 00:15:04,853 Did you know that you can train hamsters to love you? 228 00:15:05,517 --> 00:15:06,487 No. 229 00:15:06,590 --> 00:15:08,754 You can train them to love you. 230 00:15:09,157 --> 00:15:12,290 Well, I would love if you would finish your bacon. 231 00:15:12,392 --> 00:15:15,623 That way I can tell everybody you got 100% on breakfast. 232 00:15:15,725 --> 00:15:19,564 And once they love you, you can get them to do everything 233 00:15:19,666 --> 00:15:21,903 including tricks. 234 00:15:22,571 --> 00:15:24,235 Let's start with one bite. 235 00:15:25,537 --> 00:15:27,641 ♪ Ring, ding Ring-a-ring-a-ling-dang ♪ 236 00:15:27,743 --> 00:15:29,844 ♪ Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang-do ♪ 237 00:15:29,946 --> 00:15:31,942 ♪ Ring, ling Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang... ♪ 238 00:15:32,044 --> 00:15:33,844 ♪ Keeps him from lovin' you ♪ 239 00:15:46,193 --> 00:15:49,161 Is the parking guy gonna get mad again? 240 00:15:50,426 --> 00:15:54,029 Double-park! Double-park! Double-park! 241 00:15:54,131 --> 00:15:55,969 Okay. 242 00:15:56,071 --> 00:15:57,972 Gotta be fast. You know what happened last time. 243 00:16:14,354 --> 00:16:17,354 You've missed the last few weeks of family sessions. 244 00:16:18,690 --> 00:16:19,620 Yeah. 245 00:16:20,926 --> 00:16:22,326 I told you what happened. 246 00:16:22,428 --> 00:16:25,095 Our entire ceiling fell down, and with all that chaos, 247 00:16:25,197 --> 00:16:27,265 and we're living out of the hotel-- 248 00:16:27,367 --> 00:16:29,663 So we need to schedule something as soon as possible 249 00:16:29,765 --> 00:16:33,166 to talk about her goals and the treatment process. 250 00:16:33,268 --> 00:16:34,805 Yeah. Yeah, okay. Yeah. 251 00:16:34,907 --> 00:16:37,343 Duh. 252 00:16:37,445 --> 00:16:38,342 Yeah. 253 00:16:39,944 --> 00:16:41,680 - Mm-hm. - Mm-hm. 254 00:16:41,982 --> 00:16:44,449 Oh, you meant now? Okay. All right. 255 00:16:44,551 --> 00:16:45,852 Um... 256 00:16:45,954 --> 00:16:49,084 Well, uh, let me look at my schedule. 257 00:16:49,186 --> 00:16:50,692 I should probably do that... 258 00:16:50,794 --> 00:16:52,486 I know that you already know this, 259 00:16:52,855 --> 00:16:56,864 but you can't start letting feelings of guilt and control 260 00:16:56,966 --> 00:17:00,199 about this illness and treatment affect you. 261 00:17:01,504 --> 00:17:02,529 It's no one's fault. 262 00:17:02,631 --> 00:17:04,600 That's right. That's what I keep hearing. 263 00:17:04,702 --> 00:17:08,276 Also, I really need you to start taking care of yourself. 264 00:17:08,378 --> 00:17:09,270 Right. Yes. 265 00:17:09,372 --> 00:17:11,840 No. Put my oxygen mask on first. 266 00:17:11,942 --> 00:17:13,077 Mm-hm, mm-hm. 267 00:17:13,179 --> 00:17:14,543 I'm just gonna have to get blunt here. 268 00:17:14,645 --> 00:17:19,180 So she needs to reach her weight goal in the next week. 269 00:17:19,616 --> 00:17:22,921 If she does that, then we can put tube removal 270 00:17:23,023 --> 00:17:24,823 and discharge dates on the books 271 00:17:24,925 --> 00:17:26,553 but if she doesn't do that, 272 00:17:26,655 --> 00:17:29,227 I'm gonna have to reassess the level of care 273 00:17:29,329 --> 00:17:31,525 because obviously something is not working here, 274 00:17:31,627 --> 00:17:33,667 and this is what I need to talk to you about. 275 00:17:33,769 --> 00:17:35,999 When can we sit down properly? 276 00:17:36,101 --> 00:17:38,439 Yeah, fine. Uh, September 7th. 277 00:17:38,541 --> 00:17:40,569 It's September 15th. 278 00:17:42,043 --> 00:17:45,112 September 20. I mean, September... 279 00:17:45,778 --> 00:17:47,081 September 20. 280 00:17:49,748 --> 00:17:50,681 Hey! 281 00:17:54,123 --> 00:17:56,416 Hey! I told you not to do that, and the next time 282 00:17:56,518 --> 00:17:57,957 I will report you to the building. 283 00:17:58,059 --> 00:17:59,522 You have no authority to report me. 284 00:17:59,624 --> 00:18:01,055 You won't be allowed in the lot. I'll have you towed! 285 00:18:01,157 --> 00:18:02,630 Oh, sure! Call them! 286 00:18:02,732 --> 00:18:03,998 I'm not in there long enough 287 00:18:04,100 --> 00:18:05,562 for them to even come! 288 00:18:05,764 --> 00:18:07,268 Whatever! 289 00:18:07,370 --> 00:18:08,432 Asshole. 290 00:18:11,106 --> 00:18:12,772 The apartment is a 30-minute walk, 291 00:18:12,874 --> 00:18:14,476 but it might as well be on Mars. 292 00:18:14,578 --> 00:18:15,810 And I just, I can't... 293 00:18:15,912 --> 00:18:17,975 Every time I go check, it looks worse, 294 00:18:18,077 --> 00:18:20,410 and I... I have no control. 295 00:18:20,512 --> 00:18:22,142 Have you tried discussing a compromise 296 00:18:22,244 --> 00:18:23,412 with your landlord? 297 00:18:23,714 --> 00:18:27,086 Perhaps they could section off the room with the hole, 298 00:18:27,389 --> 00:18:30,151 then you could live freely in the rest of the apartment. 299 00:18:30,253 --> 00:18:33,125 Live freely with asbestos 300 00:18:33,228 --> 00:18:36,664 and 100-year-old dust and black mold spores? 301 00:18:36,767 --> 00:18:38,196 That's your advice? 302 00:18:38,298 --> 00:18:41,462 It's not advice. It's a question to consider. 303 00:18:41,564 --> 00:18:44,737 I should really show you this hole. 304 00:18:45,106 --> 00:18:49,506 It's an entire nightmare on my ceiling. 305 00:18:50,779 --> 00:18:52,712 When does Charles return? 306 00:18:52,914 --> 00:18:55,579 This is week three of eight. 307 00:18:55,681 --> 00:18:59,246 I mean, you should know that. Don't you write things down? 308 00:18:59,348 --> 00:19:00,415 It's your job to remember 309 00:19:00,517 --> 00:19:02,788 the boring details of my fucking life. 310 00:19:03,324 --> 00:19:05,453 We do have to stop now. We are out of time. 311 00:19:05,555 --> 00:19:07,361 I have another patient coming, so... 312 00:19:07,464 --> 00:19:08,324 Wait, now? 313 00:19:08,426 --> 00:19:09,897 What about the ten-minute warning? 314 00:19:09,999 --> 00:19:11,992 Yeah, I just wasn't paying attention. 315 00:19:12,094 --> 00:19:14,430 You didn't respond to the email that I sent you about my dream. 316 00:19:14,533 --> 00:19:18,003 I don't respond to my client's dream emails. 317 00:19:18,105 --> 00:19:21,334 Okay. So, if you don't bring it up, 318 00:19:21,436 --> 00:19:23,342 then what is the point? 319 00:19:25,077 --> 00:19:27,312 Okay. Uh, you got me. 320 00:19:27,414 --> 00:19:30,079 I had a dream, and I need to talk about it today, 321 00:19:30,181 --> 00:19:31,886 and I didn't get any time 322 00:19:31,988 --> 00:19:34,152 because you didn't give me a warning. 323 00:19:34,421 --> 00:19:38,585 We can discuss the dream you emailed next session. 324 00:19:38,687 --> 00:19:40,554 Well, it's actually a different dream. 325 00:19:40,656 --> 00:19:42,691 - Well, I don't really-- - About you. 326 00:19:46,296 --> 00:19:48,032 - Okay, quickly. - Okay. 327 00:19:48,134 --> 00:19:51,004 I was in a hospital day room 328 00:19:51,106 --> 00:19:53,073 or a recreation room or something, 329 00:19:53,176 --> 00:19:55,272 and I knew my daughter was also in the hospital 330 00:19:55,374 --> 00:19:58,572 but... but far away, another part, 331 00:19:58,674 --> 00:20:01,144 and it didn't look like the hospital 332 00:20:01,246 --> 00:20:02,778 she was in last year, though, 333 00:20:02,880 --> 00:20:05,218 when everything happened. It was different. It was weird. 334 00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:07,248 And I was waiting for Charles to come get me, 335 00:20:07,350 --> 00:20:08,723 so we could pick her up 336 00:20:08,825 --> 00:20:11,025 but instead, you were there, 337 00:20:11,127 --> 00:20:12,627 and you wanted to sit really close to me. 338 00:20:13,956 --> 00:20:16,097 And I was, like, inching away from you on the bench 339 00:20:16,199 --> 00:20:18,460 and you kept inching closer. 340 00:20:18,562 --> 00:20:20,760 And I got my phone out to text Charles 341 00:20:20,863 --> 00:20:22,937 'cause I was nervous he'd come in and he'd see 342 00:20:23,039 --> 00:20:26,204 and then you tried to grab the phone 343 00:20:26,306 --> 00:20:29,639 and then you started to tickle me... 344 00:20:29,741 --> 00:20:31,339 ...to try to get me to drop it, 345 00:20:31,441 --> 00:20:34,209 and I was, like... 346 00:20:34,311 --> 00:20:35,779 I was really enjoying it, 347 00:20:35,881 --> 00:20:39,083 but I was so scared that Charles would come in and he would see. 348 00:20:41,822 --> 00:20:43,257 All right. 349 00:20:46,826 --> 00:20:48,057 Okay? 350 00:20:48,326 --> 00:20:50,325 All right. You got to tell me. 351 00:20:50,427 --> 00:20:52,233 We'll talk about it next time. 352 00:20:52,866 --> 00:20:54,100 Okay? 353 00:20:54,202 --> 00:20:56,931 We won't talk about it next time. 354 00:20:57,233 --> 00:20:58,934 You know that. 355 00:20:59,637 --> 00:21:02,705 There's no thread. There's no thread at all. 356 00:21:19,193 --> 00:21:21,226 Yes? What now? 357 00:21:21,328 --> 00:21:23,259 MAN Hi, yes. So sorry. 358 00:21:23,361 --> 00:21:25,191 Have to leave. Stop work. 359 00:21:25,293 --> 00:21:26,596 Uh, what? 360 00:21:26,965 --> 00:21:30,198 Mother died. I have to leave. Work is going to take longer. 361 00:21:30,300 --> 00:21:32,500 Uh, okay, uh, just-- 362 00:21:32,602 --> 00:21:33,934 I'll be one second. 363 00:21:37,775 --> 00:21:40,047 Okay, what is the issue then? Can you tell me? 364 00:21:40,149 --> 00:21:41,146 This has been going on for so long. 365 00:21:41,248 --> 00:21:42,176 Do I need to get a new contractor? 366 00:21:42,278 --> 00:21:43,813 It spread. 367 00:21:43,915 --> 00:21:45,915 Uh, it's full. It's very full, you understand? Very full. 368 00:21:46,018 --> 00:21:47,186 It spread? 369 00:21:47,288 --> 00:21:48,853 Not easy to explain. Not my language. 370 00:21:48,955 --> 00:21:51,884 ¡Yo hablo español! Explícame en tu idioma, ¡lo entenderé! 371 00:21:51,987 --> 00:21:54,425 Sorry, but I don't understand those words. 372 00:21:54,528 --> 00:21:56,163 How long will you be grieving for your mother? 373 00:21:56,265 --> 00:21:58,595 I don't say. I don't know. I can't say. 374 00:21:58,697 --> 00:22:00,896 Look, I need a date, okay? It needs to be fixed. 375 00:22:00,998 --> 00:22:03,496 Just give me a date. My husband and I will be returning to-- 376 00:22:03,598 --> 00:22:06,036 I'll be back, one week. 377 00:22:06,639 --> 00:22:08,406 Okay, well, fine. I'm going to be going there 378 00:22:08,508 --> 00:22:09,869 and checking on what you have done so far, 379 00:22:09,971 --> 00:22:11,613 and I'm going to be taking pictures, and I-- 380 00:22:17,250 --> 00:22:19,683 Vete a la mierda, el cabrón. 381 00:22:33,132 --> 00:22:34,665 I can see you now. 382 00:22:53,589 --> 00:22:56,390 I'm really happy to hold this silent space for you but... 383 00:22:57,489 --> 00:22:58,751 ...as usual, I am curious as to 384 00:22:58,853 --> 00:23:00,625 what you might be thinking about. 385 00:23:03,930 --> 00:23:04,992 Riley. 386 00:23:06,365 --> 00:23:08,468 That's all I can think about. 387 00:23:11,908 --> 00:23:13,506 Tell me what's going on. 388 00:23:14,040 --> 00:23:15,139 Well, I... 389 00:23:15,241 --> 00:23:17,640 I keep telling you, it's-- 390 00:23:17,743 --> 00:23:20,045 It's like I keep saying to his doctor, he-- 391 00:23:20,147 --> 00:23:22,209 He doesn't smile. He-- 392 00:23:22,578 --> 00:23:23,878 He looks at me weirdly, 393 00:23:23,980 --> 00:23:27,914 and he's just very uncomfortable all of the time, 394 00:23:28,016 --> 00:23:30,688 and... and no one will do anything about it. 395 00:23:33,292 --> 00:23:34,459 You know what I would love 396 00:23:34,561 --> 00:23:36,363 and what I think would be extremely helpful 397 00:23:36,465 --> 00:23:38,964 is if you could come to a session without Riley. 398 00:23:39,166 --> 00:23:40,366 I think it would be... 399 00:23:40,469 --> 00:23:41,965 - I know you think you can't-- - No, I can't. 400 00:23:42,067 --> 00:23:44,667 But I think if you got a sitter who you trusted, who you could-- 401 00:23:44,769 --> 00:23:48,236 Did you hear about that nanny in New York? 402 00:23:48,605 --> 00:23:50,009 The mom came home from work, 403 00:23:50,111 --> 00:23:51,410 and the nanny had stabbed 404 00:23:51,512 --> 00:23:54,074 both of her kids to death in the bathtub. 405 00:23:55,216 --> 00:23:58,384 That is real. That happened. 406 00:23:58,653 --> 00:24:03,221 A situation like that is very, very, very unusual, okay? 407 00:24:03,323 --> 00:24:04,754 Most people have caregivers 408 00:24:04,856 --> 00:24:06,823 - who can trust that... - I can't. 409 00:24:07,822 --> 00:24:09,725 Well, I... I believe you can. 410 00:24:09,828 --> 00:24:11,759 I just think you don't want to or you're afraid 411 00:24:11,861 --> 00:24:13,395 so let's stick to some practical-- 412 00:24:13,497 --> 00:24:15,128 I need to protect him. 413 00:24:16,467 --> 00:24:18,634 From something specific? 414 00:24:18,736 --> 00:24:21,742 Because something very bad is happening. 415 00:24:25,141 --> 00:24:27,910 I'm so... Can I just-- One second. I just have to... 416 00:24:28,012 --> 00:24:31,683 This could be about my daughter. I'm... I'm so sorry. 417 00:24:37,826 --> 00:24:38,888 Um... 418 00:24:40,122 --> 00:24:43,729 Yeah. Look, look, I-- I'm not Riley's doctor 419 00:24:43,831 --> 00:24:47,168 so I can't speak to what may or may not be going on with him. 420 00:24:47,270 --> 00:24:49,931 We can only talk about your feelings 421 00:24:50,033 --> 00:24:52,768 about what you perceive is going on with Riley, 422 00:24:52,871 --> 00:24:54,942 which is why I do believe medication can be-- 423 00:24:55,044 --> 00:24:56,876 I'm not perceiving it. 424 00:24:56,978 --> 00:24:58,877 It is happening. 425 00:24:59,246 --> 00:25:01,977 And I feel awful about it. 426 00:25:03,512 --> 00:25:05,381 Okay, listen. 427 00:25:05,950 --> 00:25:08,416 When you're having these feelings of deep panic 428 00:25:08,518 --> 00:25:10,257 at home with Riley, 429 00:25:10,660 --> 00:25:14,055 just put him in his crib or carrier or somewhere safe... 430 00:25:15,195 --> 00:25:17,360 ...and draw a bath. 431 00:25:17,996 --> 00:25:21,535 Just breathe until your heart isn't racing anymore, 432 00:25:22,203 --> 00:25:24,269 come out and get dressed, 433 00:25:24,371 --> 00:25:26,474 start the day over again... 434 00:25:27,572 --> 00:25:29,675 ...put on some real clothes. 435 00:25:31,678 --> 00:25:33,710 These feelings that you're experiencing 436 00:25:33,813 --> 00:25:37,485 they are... they're very, very, very scary. 437 00:25:40,220 --> 00:25:42,520 Okay? And very dark. 438 00:25:42,622 --> 00:25:44,822 And that's why you need to keep moving. 439 00:25:45,622 --> 00:25:47,587 You need to keep going. 440 00:25:47,689 --> 00:25:49,422 You need to be busy. 441 00:25:49,858 --> 00:25:52,733 You can't sit inside the fear 442 00:25:52,835 --> 00:25:54,296 and doubt 443 00:25:54,398 --> 00:25:56,031 and scariness. 444 00:26:03,272 --> 00:26:06,447 Breathwork is a deep healing in the nervous system, 445 00:26:06,549 --> 00:26:10,184 where we hold trauma and trapped emotions. 446 00:26:10,420 --> 00:26:13,417 We can't talk our way out of trauma. 447 00:26:13,519 --> 00:26:15,322 The body needs to process 448 00:26:15,424 --> 00:26:18,084 unprocessed emotions within the body. 449 00:26:18,187 --> 00:26:20,725 And this is why breathwork is so powerful. 450 00:26:20,827 --> 00:26:23,296 If you're looking for deeper ways of healing 451 00:26:23,565 --> 00:26:25,758 and you're searching for alternatives, 452 00:26:25,860 --> 00:26:27,327 don't wait any longer. 453 00:26:27,429 --> 00:26:30,798 Let's connect and schedule your first breathwork session. 454 00:26:31,434 --> 00:26:33,938 Directly before the judge read Ortega her sentence, 455 00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:36,406 she begged for forgiveness for her unspeakable crime. 456 00:26:36,508 --> 00:26:37,742 She stated she was sorry 457 00:26:37,844 --> 00:26:39,876 for what the judge had called, "Pure evil." 458 00:26:40,078 --> 00:26:42,315 She then spoke about how untreated mental illness... 459 00:26:42,417 --> 00:26:43,581 Fuck. 460 00:26:43,683 --> 00:26:44,747 - The judge was not convinced. - Shit. 461 00:26:44,849 --> 00:26:46,146 She will be serving life in prison 462 00:26:46,248 --> 00:26:48,152 with no possibility of parole, saying that-- 463 00:26:55,764 --> 00:26:58,725 You would not believe what I have been through today. 464 00:26:59,061 --> 00:27:01,931 Okay, so, I don't know if you recall 465 00:27:02,033 --> 00:27:04,864 but there was this pair of absolutely davoon-ianca, 466 00:27:04,966 --> 00:27:06,272 davoon, gorge leather gloves 467 00:27:06,374 --> 00:27:07,768 that I saw on The RealReal. 468 00:27:07,871 --> 00:27:10,437 I wake up this morning, banned. 469 00:27:10,806 --> 00:27:13,545 Banned. Yeah. I know. 470 00:27:13,647 --> 00:27:14,609 CHARLES Hey, my love! 471 00:27:14,711 --> 00:27:15,911 So you been keeping up 472 00:27:16,014 --> 00:27:17,483 and eating, and doing all the right things? 473 00:27:17,585 --> 00:27:19,253 Yeah, I ate some cheese today! 474 00:27:19,355 --> 00:27:20,486 -Mmm. -Cheese! 475 00:27:20,588 --> 00:27:21,552 That's fantastic. I love cheese! 476 00:27:21,654 --> 00:27:22,953 - Daddy, can I get a hamster? - No. 477 00:27:23,055 --> 00:27:24,425 I already told you, you're not getting a hamster. 478 00:27:24,527 --> 00:27:25,723 No, no. You know what, let's see, okay? 479 00:27:25,826 --> 00:27:27,055 Maybe when we get back to the apartment... 480 00:27:27,157 --> 00:27:28,460 No, no, no, no, no. She's not getting a hamster. 481 00:27:28,562 --> 00:27:29,493 Daddy, when are you coming home? 482 00:27:29,595 --> 00:27:30,828 She's not getting a hamster. 483 00:27:30,930 --> 00:27:32,927 What, where are you? I can hear something weird. 484 00:27:33,029 --> 00:27:35,835 Oh. Yeah, that. I'm catching a game. 485 00:27:36,204 --> 00:27:37,336 - A game? - Yeah. 486 00:27:37,438 --> 00:27:38,835 Yeah, we got here this morning, 487 00:27:38,937 --> 00:27:40,367 and there's a minor league team here 488 00:27:40,469 --> 00:27:43,138 on the island where we go. It's a little loud, so... 489 00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:45,005 Oh, it must be nice, huh, doing things for yourself. 490 00:27:45,107 --> 00:27:46,740 - What's that like? - Hey, hey, hey. 491 00:27:46,842 --> 00:27:48,010 You wanna switch places? 492 00:27:48,112 --> 00:27:49,383 You don't know what I'm dealing with here. 493 00:27:49,485 --> 00:27:50,649 All right, I'll go sit on my ass... 494 00:27:50,751 --> 00:27:52,314 -Daddy! - ...all day in therapy... 495 00:27:52,616 --> 00:27:54,083 I'm sorry. Ha-ha. 496 00:27:54,185 --> 00:27:56,883 I mean, "sit on my butt" listening to people whine, 497 00:27:56,986 --> 00:27:58,885 and you can captain this fu-- 498 00:27:58,988 --> 00:28:01,728 Uh... this stupid boat, okay? 499 00:28:01,830 --> 00:28:03,926 Listen, I'm allowed to do things on my time off. 500 00:28:04,028 --> 00:28:07,227 - Jesus Christ! - Time off? Oh, okay, um... 501 00:28:07,329 --> 00:28:09,462 Daddy has to go now, and, uh, we have to drive, 502 00:28:09,564 --> 00:28:11,097 - so say goodbye to Daddy, okay? - No. I don't have to go! 503 00:28:11,199 --> 00:28:12,937 - Look, they're in the middle... - Jesus. 504 00:28:14,639 --> 00:28:16,973 I told you, it's a rodent, 505 00:28:17,075 --> 00:28:18,674 and just something to look after for no reason. 506 00:28:18,777 --> 00:28:21,582 Please, please don't ask again, 507 00:28:21,684 --> 00:28:23,513 and don't ask Daddy things I already say no to. 508 00:28:23,615 --> 00:28:26,214 But Mommy, it's not fair! 509 00:29:02,251 --> 00:29:04,786 Dr. Spring said this is a big week. 510 00:29:05,088 --> 00:29:07,591 - Did she tell you that? -Yeah. 511 00:29:07,693 --> 00:29:09,123 I think you can do it. 512 00:29:09,225 --> 00:29:11,729 But I'm already doing it my best. 513 00:29:12,032 --> 00:29:14,402 I know, but you have to do a little better 514 00:29:14,504 --> 00:29:15,995 then we can get rid of this thing, 515 00:29:16,097 --> 00:29:17,870 and everything will be okay. 516 00:29:19,506 --> 00:29:20,807 I'll be better. 517 00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:24,272 Okay. Well... 518 00:29:26,711 --> 00:29:28,049 ...it's not up to me. 519 00:29:28,151 --> 00:29:29,816 It's up to you. 520 00:29:36,921 --> 00:29:39,258 What book can I read you tonight? 521 00:29:39,660 --> 00:29:42,491 I'm too tired. Just a song. 522 00:29:42,793 --> 00:29:44,193 Okay, what song? 523 00:29:45,434 --> 00:29:47,933 - The dead whale one. - Okay. 524 00:29:54,809 --> 00:29:57,807 ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 525 00:29:57,909 --> 00:30:00,174 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 526 00:30:00,277 --> 00:30:03,042 ♪ Pour yourselves A cup of tea ♪ 527 00:30:03,145 --> 00:30:05,484 ♪ Think about the bubbles ♪ 528 00:30:05,587 --> 00:30:08,014 ♪ You can take your teardrops ♪ 529 00:30:08,117 --> 00:30:10,216 ♪ And drop 'em in a teacup ♪ 530 00:30:10,318 --> 00:30:13,494 ♪ Take 'em down To the riverside ♪ 531 00:30:13,596 --> 00:30:15,626 ♪ And throw them Over the side ♪ 532 00:30:15,729 --> 00:30:18,398 ♪ To be swept up by a current ♪ 533 00:30:18,501 --> 00:30:20,997 ♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪ 534 00:30:21,099 --> 00:30:23,570 ♪ To be swallowed by Some fishes ♪ 535 00:30:23,672 --> 00:30:26,065 ♪ Who were eaten by Some fishes ♪ 536 00:30:26,168 --> 00:30:28,374 ♪ And swallowed by a whale ♪ 537 00:30:28,476 --> 00:30:30,871 ♪ Who grew so old ♪ 538 00:30:30,973 --> 00:30:34,846 ♪ He decomposed ♪ 539 00:30:34,948 --> 00:30:36,814 I don't mean to say we're all robots, 540 00:30:36,916 --> 00:30:38,585 but I wonder if you had been raised 541 00:30:38,687 --> 00:30:40,620 the way your mother had been raised. 542 00:30:40,856 --> 00:30:42,354 I mean, she had a father who just took off, 543 00:30:42,456 --> 00:30:43,690 didn't come home. 544 00:30:43,793 --> 00:30:45,287 Then another man entered her mother's life, 545 00:30:45,389 --> 00:30:47,924 and she became attached to him, and he bailed out. 546 00:30:48,026 --> 00:30:49,223 I know what you're saying. 547 00:30:49,326 --> 00:30:52,061 I did have that same one. Very similar. 548 00:30:52,164 --> 00:30:54,099 But... Okay, well, my question is 549 00:30:54,201 --> 00:30:56,834 if you had been raised as your mother had been raised 550 00:30:56,936 --> 00:30:58,064 do you think you probably would've 551 00:30:58,167 --> 00:30:59,666 knocked your kids around too? 552 00:31:00,369 --> 00:31:01,372 See how many you catch in your mouth. 553 00:31:01,474 --> 00:31:02,134 Okay. 554 00:31:02,236 --> 00:31:04,411 Okay, open. 555 00:31:04,513 --> 00:31:05,612 Wait. Shh. 556 00:31:05,714 --> 00:31:06,913 Fuck. This fucking drunk bitch... 557 00:31:10,547 --> 00:31:14,288 Put this on my room, please. It's definitely before 2:00. 558 00:31:15,823 --> 00:31:17,825 I'm gonna need to see your ID, ma'am. 559 00:31:19,695 --> 00:31:21,989 You've never asked me that before. 560 00:31:22,258 --> 00:31:23,892 Ma'am, I'm gonna need to see your ID. 561 00:31:23,995 --> 00:31:26,158 You really want me to go 562 00:31:26,261 --> 00:31:27,966 all the way back up to my room, 563 00:31:28,068 --> 00:31:30,938 get my ID, and come all the way back down here? 564 00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:33,836 It's the rule. Aren't you only on the second floor anyway? 565 00:31:33,938 --> 00:31:35,709 When is this the fucking rule? 566 00:31:35,811 --> 00:31:37,203 I have been in here every single night... 567 00:31:37,305 --> 00:31:38,543 Maybe I cracked open the rulebook 568 00:31:38,645 --> 00:31:39,979 and found some shit out. 569 00:31:40,081 --> 00:31:41,844 Well, maybe you should find my ID that's behind... 570 00:31:41,946 --> 00:31:43,012 Ladies, ladies, ladies... 571 00:31:43,114 --> 00:31:44,583 - It's the rule, ma'am! -Ladies! 572 00:31:44,685 --> 00:31:46,752 - Ladies! - I'm not going back! 573 00:31:46,854 --> 00:31:48,449 Ladies, whoa, whoa! 574 00:31:48,551 --> 00:31:51,555 - Ladies, calm it down, bro. -I'm fuckin' chill. 575 00:31:51,657 --> 00:31:52,625 It's not that deep. 576 00:31:52,727 --> 00:31:53,558 She fucking barking at me. 577 00:31:53,660 --> 00:31:55,056 Just use my ID for it. 578 00:31:55,158 --> 00:31:56,927 - I can't do that. -Why not? 579 00:31:57,029 --> 00:31:59,062 I can't use your ID for her wine. 580 00:31:59,297 --> 00:32:02,562 Well then it's my wine, she's just paying for it. 581 00:32:04,802 --> 00:32:06,236 She fucking took it. 582 00:32:15,382 --> 00:32:16,650 Hey! 583 00:32:19,683 --> 00:32:20,954 What? 584 00:32:23,592 --> 00:32:25,453 The name's Jamie, by the way. 585 00:32:26,328 --> 00:32:27,358 Got a light? 586 00:32:27,794 --> 00:32:29,490 I'm not interested. 587 00:32:30,259 --> 00:32:32,933 - In what? - I need to be alone. 588 00:32:34,534 --> 00:32:36,101 Rude as hell. 589 00:32:37,940 --> 00:32:40,270 A motherfucking thank you would've been nice, miss. 590 00:33:18,877 --> 00:33:20,241 I'm, uh, at the hotel. 591 00:33:20,343 --> 00:33:22,247 I'm outside just getting some fresh air. 592 00:33:22,349 --> 00:33:24,883 I don't like it when you leave her there by herself, 593 00:33:24,985 --> 00:33:26,612 even for a second. It isn't safe. 594 00:33:26,714 --> 00:33:29,251 I'm just outside for a minute getting some air. 595 00:33:29,353 --> 00:33:32,157 The windows don't open in there. 596 00:33:32,259 --> 00:33:34,759 To stop everyone from killing themselves, obviously. 597 00:33:34,861 --> 00:33:36,292 All right. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 598 00:33:36,394 --> 00:33:37,563 but what if she wakes up and she's scared or-- 599 00:33:37,665 --> 00:33:38,997 Well, she never wakes up, 600 00:33:39,099 --> 00:33:40,731 and anyway, I have someone at the hotel now. 601 00:33:40,833 --> 00:33:42,132 - A babysitter. - Really? 602 00:33:42,235 --> 00:33:44,404 Where'd you find a babysitter? Who is it? 603 00:33:44,506 --> 00:33:45,564 His name's James. 604 00:33:45,667 --> 00:33:48,972 His name is James? He's a male babysitter? 605 00:33:49,341 --> 00:33:52,145 Did you call just to call me a bad mother, or what? 606 00:33:52,247 --> 00:33:54,273 You have no idea what it's like not to be able to go outside 607 00:33:54,376 --> 00:33:55,948 even for a minute, by yourself. 608 00:33:56,050 --> 00:33:57,750 You can go outside whenever you want to. 609 00:33:57,852 --> 00:33:59,786 You can go wherever you want to. 610 00:33:59,888 --> 00:34:01,181 The machine doesn't fucking stop... 611 00:34:01,283 --> 00:34:02,548 and there's nothing to do in-- 612 00:34:02,651 --> 00:34:04,124 Hey, I am over here working my ass off! 613 00:34:04,226 --> 00:34:06,390 Oh, my God! Who is the one who went to a baseball game today 614 00:34:06,492 --> 00:34:09,024 and who is the one who filled her bag with gloop 500 times, 615 00:34:09,126 --> 00:34:10,622 saw patients, picked her up, 616 00:34:10,725 --> 00:34:12,831 had to do dinner where she only got 20 percent, 617 00:34:12,933 --> 00:34:13,997 and then had to try to convince-- 618 00:34:14,099 --> 00:34:15,534 Can we please not do this? 619 00:34:15,636 --> 00:34:16,662 Look, I gotta go. 620 00:34:16,764 --> 00:34:18,798 The reception's really bad here. Everything's fine. 621 00:34:18,900 --> 00:34:20,870 No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. Did you go to the apart-- 622 00:34:38,855 --> 00:34:40,890 Yes. Yes. 623 00:34:40,992 --> 00:34:42,722 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 624 00:35:08,451 --> 00:35:10,755 Here are pics of hole. 625 00:35:10,857 --> 00:35:11,957 Forgot to send today. 626 00:35:12,059 --> 00:35:13,753 I went during lunch. 627 00:36:08,146 --> 00:36:11,547 What is movie... 628 00:36:13,551 --> 00:36:19,151 ...babies, zombies, '80s, mothers eating babies? 629 00:36:19,820 --> 00:36:21,287 Here's what I found. 630 00:36:21,389 --> 00:36:22,796 A court has reopened... 631 00:36:24,531 --> 00:36:27,399 ...nine-week-old baby really was taken and killed by a dingo 632 00:36:27,501 --> 00:36:31,103 24 years after Meryl Streep portrayed the Australian mother 633 00:36:31,205 --> 00:36:33,566 wrongly jailed for killing her child. 634 00:36:33,668 --> 00:36:35,604 Chamberlain has always insisted... 635 00:37:06,002 --> 00:37:07,174 What? 636 00:37:39,136 --> 00:37:40,702 Mom? 637 00:37:57,660 --> 00:37:58,621 Hello? 638 00:38:52,807 --> 00:38:55,445 Wake up, Mom. Wake up. Okay. 639 00:38:57,579 --> 00:38:59,847 Mom. Mom. You hear us? 640 00:39:02,390 --> 00:39:04,724 Come on, Mom. Snap out of it. 641 00:39:09,795 --> 00:39:12,228 ♪ If you wanna know this If you wanna know that ♪ 642 00:39:12,330 --> 00:39:14,728 ♪ Come to my sugar shack ♪ 643 00:39:14,830 --> 00:39:16,798 Hey. Hey, you know what would be super fun 644 00:39:16,900 --> 00:39:19,432 and like a really, really big kid type of thing to do? 645 00:39:19,534 --> 00:39:20,667 I can't hear you. 646 00:39:20,769 --> 00:39:22,339 I said, you know what would be super fun 647 00:39:22,441 --> 00:39:25,139 and a big kid type of thing to do? 648 00:39:25,241 --> 00:39:26,310 What? 649 00:39:26,412 --> 00:39:27,576 If I drop you in front of the door 650 00:39:27,679 --> 00:39:29,082 and you just go in by yourself. Oh, my God. 651 00:39:29,184 --> 00:39:31,315 - That would be so cool of you. - No. 652 00:39:31,417 --> 00:39:33,750 - Why not? - All the moms walk you in. 653 00:39:33,852 --> 00:39:36,785 You're a mom. You have to walk me in. You have to sign me in. 654 00:39:38,154 --> 00:39:40,257 Eva! Eva! 655 00:39:40,693 --> 00:39:43,262 Can you walk her in today? Please, please, please? 656 00:39:43,365 --> 00:39:44,826 I cannot deal with the parking. 657 00:39:46,132 --> 00:39:47,329 Of course. No problem. 658 00:39:47,431 --> 00:39:48,630 - No problem. - Thank you. 659 00:39:48,733 --> 00:39:50,268 Okay. Exciting news. Guess what? Guess what? 660 00:39:50,370 --> 00:39:53,540 Eva will walk you in! Go, go, go. 661 00:39:53,875 --> 00:39:54,975 Let's go! 662 00:39:55,077 --> 00:39:56,208 - Mommy, Addie scares me. - Come on. 663 00:39:56,310 --> 00:39:59,345 She only eats Nutella. I need you! 664 00:39:59,447 --> 00:40:01,981 - To be with you! - Honey, please. For Mama, okay? 665 00:40:02,084 --> 00:40:04,283 - Please? Please? - You are my mom. 666 00:40:04,386 --> 00:40:05,884 We'll go look at hamsters today if you do it. 667 00:40:05,986 --> 00:40:07,120 "Look" at them? 668 00:40:07,222 --> 00:40:08,084 I'll get you one, okay? Just go. Go! 669 00:40:09,422 --> 00:40:10,550 Okay, see? I love you! I love you, okay? 670 00:40:10,653 --> 00:40:12,220 Everything's gonna be... Shit. 671 00:40:12,322 --> 00:40:13,488 - Hi. -Hi. 672 00:40:13,590 --> 00:40:15,392 Shit! Shit! Shit! 673 00:40:15,494 --> 00:40:18,293 I'm the worst. I'm the fucking worst! 674 00:40:18,929 --> 00:40:21,897 And then you told me that if you touch a baby bird, 675 00:40:21,999 --> 00:40:25,438 the mama bird will not come back if they know you touched them. 676 00:40:26,835 --> 00:40:29,370 Hm. That must have been some dream. 677 00:40:29,472 --> 00:40:30,938 - Do you-- - I'm not done. 678 00:40:32,275 --> 00:40:33,545 You kissed me. 679 00:40:37,381 --> 00:40:39,384 I said, you kissed me. 680 00:40:39,553 --> 00:40:43,121 Yes. I heard you. In your dream, I kissed you. 681 00:40:43,423 --> 00:40:46,085 Yeah, and then the next day, I felt... 682 00:40:48,292 --> 00:40:49,657 ...crushing guilt. 683 00:40:49,759 --> 00:40:51,491 And I knew somehow that your husband 684 00:40:51,593 --> 00:40:52,960 had called me an asshole. 685 00:40:55,998 --> 00:40:58,498 You know, Stephen, we can talk about these feelings 686 00:40:58,600 --> 00:40:59,868 apart from your dreams. 687 00:41:03,140 --> 00:41:04,103 But... 688 00:41:09,948 --> 00:41:13,046 I can't help it if in my dreams you always want to kiss me. 689 00:41:18,961 --> 00:41:20,187 What's the difference 690 00:41:20,289 --> 00:41:24,359 between going outside on hotel property when she's sleeping... 691 00:41:24,594 --> 00:41:26,461 ...and going all the way home? 692 00:41:26,730 --> 00:41:29,298 In one, I guess I'm just a regular mom 693 00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:30,565 making a shitty choice, 694 00:41:30,667 --> 00:41:33,203 and in the other, I'm a... I'm a... 695 00:41:33,305 --> 00:41:35,436 a straight up shitty mom. 696 00:41:35,538 --> 00:41:37,676 Well, it's not my role 697 00:41:37,778 --> 00:41:40,378 to decide whether you should or whether you should not... 698 00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:42,145 - That's not-- - No, no, no. I shouldn't. 699 00:41:42,247 --> 00:41:43,645 I know I shouldn't. 700 00:41:43,747 --> 00:41:45,747 I shouldn't even leave her for a second. 701 00:41:45,850 --> 00:41:49,648 I mean, it is your job to say. 702 00:41:49,750 --> 00:41:52,057 Just tell me not to do it. 703 00:41:52,159 --> 00:41:53,822 Just tell me what to do. 704 00:41:53,924 --> 00:41:57,424 I don't think you want me to tell you what to do. 705 00:41:57,526 --> 00:41:58,625 You know what to do. 706 00:41:58,728 --> 00:42:00,167 No one will tell me what to do. 707 00:42:00,269 --> 00:42:01,498 I'm supposed to know how to fix this. 708 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:03,369 I'm supposed to know how to fix her. 709 00:42:03,471 --> 00:42:06,639 What is it you think it's your job to fix? 710 00:42:06,741 --> 00:42:09,737 She has to weigh 50 pounds by next week, Dr. Spring said. 711 00:42:09,839 --> 00:42:11,938 That's a gain of 2.5 pounds, right? 712 00:42:12,040 --> 00:42:14,141 Each day's supposed to be 2,500 calories in 713 00:42:14,243 --> 00:42:16,979 compensating for her resting rate at 1,800 calories burned. 714 00:42:17,081 --> 00:42:19,883 That's gotta be at least 80% of each meal for seven days 715 00:42:19,985 --> 00:42:22,548 plus the tube, and that's if she just lays still all day. 716 00:42:22,650 --> 00:42:23,884 And if it doesn't, 717 00:42:23,986 --> 00:42:25,852 then something about not getting the tube out 718 00:42:25,954 --> 00:42:27,621 and reassessing the level of care. 719 00:42:27,723 --> 00:42:29,296 - What do I do? - Tonight... 720 00:42:29,398 --> 00:42:32,464 I would like you to get a good night sleep. 721 00:42:32,566 --> 00:42:34,393 So would I, but I'm asking you a thing. 722 00:42:34,495 --> 00:42:37,833 An actual thing, a problem to fix, and I need help with this. 723 00:42:37,935 --> 00:42:39,770 Am I supposed to just sit around and watch her fail 724 00:42:39,872 --> 00:42:42,275 and this is just gonna go on forever? What do I do? 725 00:42:42,377 --> 00:42:44,440 Okay. That means there's no drinking. 726 00:42:44,543 --> 00:42:46,544 There's no drugs. There's no... 727 00:42:46,646 --> 00:42:50,517 Are you listening to me?! Can you hear me?! 728 00:42:52,113 --> 00:42:54,686 I'm asking you what I'm supposed to do! 729 00:43:03,098 --> 00:43:04,557 Why don't you like me? 730 00:43:07,531 --> 00:43:08,995 Why don't I like you? 731 00:43:09,098 --> 00:43:12,099 I know you won't answer me. Just forget it. 732 00:43:13,471 --> 00:43:15,707 That is incredibly unfair. 733 00:43:17,743 --> 00:43:20,943 Why is this so important to you right now? 734 00:43:27,082 --> 00:43:30,121 I just want someone to tell me what to do. 735 00:43:30,223 --> 00:43:31,822 No one will tell me. 736 00:43:35,697 --> 00:43:37,993 I love him, I love him, I love him. 737 00:43:38,693 --> 00:43:40,094 When we get home, 738 00:43:40,196 --> 00:43:42,097 he can live a happy life there. 739 00:43:42,199 --> 00:43:45,202 And we're gonna have him forever, and ever, and ever, 740 00:43:45,304 --> 00:43:47,173 and ever, and ever. 741 00:43:47,742 --> 00:43:50,910 I love him. I'm gonna kiss him, and I'm gonna hug him. 742 00:43:51,613 --> 00:43:54,442 Oh, my God. Maybe his name should be S'mores. 743 00:43:54,544 --> 00:43:55,841 That's really nice. 744 00:43:55,943 --> 00:43:58,143 I said, don't open the box. 745 00:43:58,246 --> 00:44:00,716 I just wanna see him. He's been scratching. 746 00:44:00,818 --> 00:44:03,055 He doesn't like being in the box. 747 00:44:03,290 --> 00:44:04,349 He's trying to get out. 748 00:44:04,451 --> 00:44:07,755 Can you hold it closed, please? And keep it closed. 749 00:44:08,058 --> 00:44:10,897 He's scratching me! He's supposed to love me. 750 00:44:10,999 --> 00:44:11,856 Close the box. 751 00:44:11,958 --> 00:44:13,495 I can't. 752 00:44:13,597 --> 00:44:15,027 Mommy, he's getting out. 753 00:44:15,129 --> 00:44:17,300 Just hand it to me. Hand it to me. 754 00:44:17,402 --> 00:44:18,636 He's gonna jump out. 755 00:44:18,738 --> 00:44:20,032 - He hates us. - Give it to me. I can't see. 756 00:44:20,134 --> 00:44:21,968 Give it to me. 757 00:44:22,070 --> 00:44:23,205 I think we got the wrong hamster. 758 00:44:23,307 --> 00:44:24,006 Shit. 759 00:44:24,972 --> 00:44:26,939 Ow! Shit. 760 00:44:27,208 --> 00:44:29,214 - We're gonna die. - No, we're not gonna die, 761 00:44:29,316 --> 00:44:30,410 but I have to pull over. 762 00:44:30,512 --> 00:44:31,978 Ow! Shit! 763 00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:33,178 - Maybe this isn't S'mores. - Oh, my God. 764 00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:35,353 - It's out. It's out! Shit. Shit. - Oh, my... 765 00:44:35,455 --> 00:44:38,323 Mommy. Oh, my God. It's out. 766 00:44:38,625 --> 00:44:39,855 Why aren't you putting that back in? 767 00:44:39,957 --> 00:44:41,154 Just put it back in. 768 00:44:41,256 --> 00:44:44,196 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 769 00:44:44,298 --> 00:44:46,560 Please! Put him back in! 770 00:44:47,095 --> 00:44:48,928 I don't want it. I don't want him anymore. 771 00:44:49,030 --> 00:44:50,402 He's bad. 772 00:44:53,368 --> 00:44:55,601 Okay. Okay, hey, hey, hey. 773 00:44:55,703 --> 00:44:56,972 You're fine. 774 00:44:57,074 --> 00:44:59,806 You're fine, and I'm fine, okay? Nobody is hurt. 775 00:44:59,909 --> 00:45:02,141 Let's... 776 00:45:02,243 --> 00:45:03,483 Take it with you! Take it with you! 777 00:45:03,585 --> 00:45:04,717 - I'll be right back. - It's gonna hurt me! 778 00:45:05,549 --> 00:45:07,983 I hate my hamster! 779 00:45:08,085 --> 00:45:10,521 - Hey, man. What are you doing? - Hey, hey, hey. 780 00:45:10,623 --> 00:45:12,425 Oh. You're lucky there's no damage. 781 00:45:12,527 --> 00:45:13,892 We don't have to exchange information. 782 00:45:13,994 --> 00:45:15,955 What? My kid is in that car. Do you hear her crying, huh? 783 00:45:16,057 --> 00:45:17,626 You scared her to death, you dick. 784 00:45:17,861 --> 00:45:20,800 Hey, Mom. It was barely just a tap. 785 00:45:20,902 --> 00:45:23,064 Don't fucking call me Mommy. She thought we were gonna die. 786 00:45:23,166 --> 00:45:25,771 Don't fuck with me about my child's safety. Huh? 787 00:45:25,873 --> 00:45:27,701 - Give me all your information. - What the fuck is that? 788 00:45:27,803 --> 00:45:29,874 - What?! - That! That! 789 00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:33,339 Mommy! 790 00:45:35,349 --> 00:45:36,246 Oh. 791 00:45:39,718 --> 00:45:43,750 Mommy, what happened?! Mommy! 792 00:45:44,420 --> 00:45:47,386 I love you. I miss you. Come back here. 793 00:45:48,895 --> 00:45:51,863 Everything is under control. 794 00:45:59,338 --> 00:46:00,669 Stop. 795 00:46:00,771 --> 00:46:03,441 Do you know that I love you 796 00:46:03,543 --> 00:46:06,171 and I think you're the best 797 00:46:06,273 --> 00:46:09,946 and so proud of you for everything, 798 00:46:10,048 --> 00:46:14,749 and you can do it, and you're almost all better. 799 00:46:14,852 --> 00:46:16,787 - You're so good. - Mommy, stop. 800 00:46:16,890 --> 00:46:20,585 What? I can't stop. I just love you too much. 801 00:46:20,987 --> 00:46:23,455 You smell like wine. 802 00:46:39,613 --> 00:46:41,341 Hello? 803 00:46:42,450 --> 00:46:44,878 Hi, it's... it's Caroline. 804 00:46:44,981 --> 00:46:46,879 Caroline Primm, your patient. 805 00:46:46,981 --> 00:46:48,782 I'm sorry it's so late. 806 00:46:49,051 --> 00:46:52,717 Um... Oh. Is this an emergency? 807 00:46:53,287 --> 00:46:56,724 Because, um, if this is an emergency, 808 00:46:56,826 --> 00:46:58,760 you need to hang up and-- 809 00:46:58,862 --> 00:47:01,059 It's not an emergency. I just-- 810 00:47:01,161 --> 00:47:03,770 I forgot to call you yesterday. 811 00:47:05,238 --> 00:47:06,472 What? 812 00:47:06,775 --> 00:47:08,805 Well, you told me to take Riley for a walk 813 00:47:08,907 --> 00:47:11,369 after I took a bath and calmed down 814 00:47:11,472 --> 00:47:13,344 and I did it, and I forgot to call you-- 815 00:47:13,446 --> 00:47:16,042 Oh. Okay, yes. Um... 816 00:47:16,144 --> 00:47:20,386 Well, uh, that's good, and, um... 817 00:47:21,122 --> 00:47:24,854 Uh, I-- I do feel though that I should tell you that this number 818 00:47:24,956 --> 00:47:28,058 is really for emergencies only, okay? 819 00:47:28,924 --> 00:47:31,389 Oh. I'm sorry. I just... 820 00:47:31,691 --> 00:47:33,760 I just couldn't sleep thinking that you were worried. 821 00:47:33,862 --> 00:47:35,828 I wasn't worried. 822 00:47:36,630 --> 00:47:40,133 You... You weren't? You weren't thinking about me? 823 00:47:40,235 --> 00:47:42,775 I said that you could call me if you... 824 00:47:42,877 --> 00:47:45,037 I said you could call me if you couldn't calm down 825 00:47:45,139 --> 00:47:46,711 not that you had to call me. 826 00:47:46,813 --> 00:47:49,610 But, um... but are you safe, Caroline? 827 00:47:49,712 --> 00:47:50,943 Are you...? 828 00:47:51,413 --> 00:47:54,815 I'm... I'm sorry. I... I misunderstood. 829 00:47:55,284 --> 00:47:58,792 Yeah, I'm so dumb. Um... Yes, I'm safe. 830 00:47:58,894 --> 00:48:03,295 Okay. Well, let's talk about this in session, okay? 831 00:48:04,164 --> 00:48:06,828 I'm sorry. I'm obviously bothering you. 832 00:48:06,930 --> 00:48:09,129 It is not your fault, uh... 833 00:48:09,231 --> 00:48:12,171 and I will-- I'll see you next week. 834 00:48:12,574 --> 00:48:14,134 Well, can I come in tomorrow? 835 00:48:14,437 --> 00:48:17,672 It's just waiting until next week seems too long. 836 00:48:18,107 --> 00:48:20,272 Uh, well, let me check my schedule, 837 00:48:20,374 --> 00:48:23,080 and I will text you a time, okay? 838 00:48:23,913 --> 00:48:25,852 Okay. Um, I'm sor-- 839 00:48:31,386 --> 00:48:34,694 You've gotta be fucking kidding me! Shit! 840 00:48:37,891 --> 00:48:39,395 Hello? 841 00:48:39,497 --> 00:48:40,427 Hello? 842 00:48:41,499 --> 00:48:42,965 Hello! 843 00:48:43,067 --> 00:48:46,136 Hello! Is anyone here doing their job? 844 00:48:54,281 --> 00:48:55,376 Shit. 845 00:48:58,618 --> 00:49:00,150 Want some help with that? 846 00:49:01,589 --> 00:49:03,549 I know a trick. Got a knife. 847 00:49:14,565 --> 00:49:15,734 Sweetie? 848 00:49:15,836 --> 00:49:17,865 Little Bear, open up. It's Mommy. 849 00:49:17,967 --> 00:49:21,072 Little Bear, open up. 850 00:49:29,114 --> 00:49:31,082 JAMIE What is she doing? 851 00:49:32,849 --> 00:49:34,817 Whoa. Whoa, whoa. 852 00:49:35,186 --> 00:49:37,119 - What the fuck's your problem? - What? Whoa. 853 00:49:37,222 --> 00:49:38,617 What, you're obsessed with me or something? 854 00:49:38,719 --> 00:49:40,487 What are you talking about? Don't flatter yourself. 855 00:49:40,589 --> 00:49:42,423 Well, why are you looking at me? What? What do you want? 856 00:49:42,525 --> 00:49:44,423 I don't want you just sitting outside and by yourself. 857 00:49:44,525 --> 00:49:45,594 Some creep might walk past or something. 858 00:49:45,696 --> 00:49:46,796 What creep? 859 00:49:46,898 --> 00:49:48,162 How the fuck do I know, lady? 860 00:49:48,264 --> 00:49:49,229 There's creeps all over this place. 861 00:49:49,331 --> 00:49:51,429 - Don't call me lady. - My bad, miss. 862 00:49:51,531 --> 00:49:53,438 Don't call me miss. Don't. Just don't. 863 00:49:53,540 --> 00:49:54,934 Ma'am. 864 00:49:55,036 --> 00:49:56,673 - Frau? - Yeah. 865 00:49:56,775 --> 00:49:58,376 - Slag. - Oh, my God. 866 00:49:58,478 --> 00:50:00,177 Your thottiness? 867 00:50:01,043 --> 00:50:03,180 Housewife? 868 00:50:03,282 --> 00:50:05,276 At this point, I don't even know what to refer to you as. 869 00:50:05,379 --> 00:50:07,184 I'm gonna just call you female. 870 00:50:07,784 --> 00:50:09,653 Yo, crazy pants. 871 00:50:10,088 --> 00:50:12,283 I was gonna partake in surfing the web 872 00:50:12,385 --> 00:50:14,060 for some things that I'm into, 873 00:50:14,162 --> 00:50:17,123 if you catch my drift, and I'm just putting it out there, 874 00:50:17,225 --> 00:50:19,793 you more than welcome to join. 875 00:50:20,095 --> 00:50:22,632 No pressure. Just saying. 876 00:50:25,968 --> 00:50:27,468 What kind of stuff? 877 00:50:33,507 --> 00:50:35,274 Is that like the dark web? 878 00:50:35,510 --> 00:50:38,884 Like where you can buy people and stuff? 879 00:50:38,986 --> 00:50:41,653 I don't know. Never bought a person, so... 880 00:50:41,755 --> 00:50:44,151 But you could? Or sell one? 881 00:50:44,587 --> 00:50:47,793 I mean, I guess so, but I don't come on the dark web 882 00:50:47,895 --> 00:50:49,826 searching for that kind of shit, so... 883 00:50:49,928 --> 00:50:52,130 Aren't there places on there 884 00:50:52,232 --> 00:50:54,931 where people, like, show each other videos of murders 885 00:50:55,033 --> 00:50:56,836 and people they're holding captive? 886 00:50:56,938 --> 00:50:58,770 Can we change the subject? Let's buy drugs. 887 00:50:58,872 --> 00:51:00,104 Let's get some... 888 00:51:00,206 --> 00:51:01,803 ...some shit, right? Come on. What do you want? 889 00:51:01,905 --> 00:51:03,207 What are you into? 890 00:51:04,406 --> 00:51:06,641 I don't know. Do they have, like... 891 00:51:06,944 --> 00:51:08,744 cocaine or something? 892 00:51:09,313 --> 00:51:11,611 When was the last time you tried cocaine? 893 00:51:12,580 --> 00:51:14,550 What do you mean? It's a very popular drug. 894 00:51:14,653 --> 00:51:15,883 I like it. 895 00:51:16,619 --> 00:51:21,060 All right. Well, I'm getting molly, so we'll get both. 896 00:51:21,694 --> 00:51:23,327 See, the thing is, 897 00:51:23,429 --> 00:51:25,530 I don't get paid till next week, so I need you to cover me. 898 00:51:25,632 --> 00:51:27,799 Oh. Oh, I'm-- No. 899 00:51:27,901 --> 00:51:30,130 No, no. I see what this is about. 900 00:51:30,566 --> 00:51:32,365 - Where you going? - I'm going back to my room. 901 00:51:32,467 --> 00:51:34,334 For what? You don't even have a key. 902 00:51:34,436 --> 00:51:36,007 Besides, your daughter's passed out. 903 00:51:36,110 --> 00:51:38,603 Front desk lady's definitely in a coma by now. 904 00:51:38,705 --> 00:51:41,881 Calm down. Come sit down. Let's order. Jeez. 905 00:51:41,983 --> 00:51:43,775 I could put it on my credit card, I guess. 906 00:51:44,352 --> 00:51:45,412 What? No. 907 00:51:45,514 --> 00:51:47,283 The 400, I could put it on my credit card. 908 00:51:47,385 --> 00:51:49,885 No, no. See, man, it can't be traced back to you. 909 00:51:49,987 --> 00:51:51,616 It has to be anonymous. 910 00:51:51,718 --> 00:51:56,528 Well, then how do you pay for the stuff? 911 00:51:56,797 --> 00:51:58,162 All right, what we could do is 912 00:51:58,264 --> 00:52:00,162 we could go to a pharmacy or something real quick 913 00:52:00,264 --> 00:52:02,498 and put it on one of those gift cards 914 00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:05,430 or maybe you got bitcoin, or crypto, or some shit like that? 915 00:52:05,532 --> 00:52:07,100 No, I don't have any of that stuff, 916 00:52:07,202 --> 00:52:09,175 and I can't get in a car 917 00:52:09,277 --> 00:52:11,271 and leave my daughter alone in the middle of the night. 918 00:52:11,574 --> 00:52:13,979 You leave your daughter alone all the time. 919 00:52:14,082 --> 00:52:16,182 No, I don't. That's just if I go in the field. 920 00:52:16,284 --> 00:52:19,552 Ha! I literally seen you leave your daughter alone myself 921 00:52:19,654 --> 00:52:20,546 with my own two eyes. 922 00:52:20,649 --> 00:52:22,017 - What's the problem this time? - What are you? 923 00:52:22,119 --> 00:52:23,518 You stalking me or something? 924 00:52:23,620 --> 00:52:26,318 I'm a concerned citizen. I mean, takes a village, right? 925 00:52:30,794 --> 00:52:31,724 What? 926 00:52:37,970 --> 00:52:41,138 Sweetie! Sweetie! It's Mommy! 927 00:52:41,241 --> 00:52:43,576 You locked me out. Sweetie! 928 00:52:43,678 --> 00:52:45,040 Sweetie! Open the door! 929 00:52:45,142 --> 00:52:47,245 Little Bear, open the door! 930 00:52:48,143 --> 00:52:49,444 Mommy... 931 00:52:49,546 --> 00:52:52,811 Just wheel the machine over and open the door! 932 00:52:53,818 --> 00:52:55,418 Little Bear! 933 00:52:57,690 --> 00:52:59,855 Open the door! 934 00:52:59,957 --> 00:53:01,726 I locked myself out! 935 00:53:01,828 --> 00:53:03,792 It's Mom! It's Mommy! 936 00:53:03,894 --> 00:53:05,164 Mommy? 937 00:53:05,864 --> 00:53:07,397 Are you there? 938 00:53:16,739 --> 00:53:19,109 I'm not sure how we can talk about anything helpful 939 00:53:19,211 --> 00:53:21,309 if you won't even look me in the eye. 940 00:53:21,411 --> 00:53:23,914 You asked me for this extra session. 941 00:53:24,016 --> 00:53:26,113 I can't. 942 00:53:26,215 --> 00:53:28,083 You must be so mad at me. 943 00:53:28,186 --> 00:53:29,920 Mad? Oh, because you called me? 944 00:53:30,023 --> 00:53:31,885 No, no, no. I'm not mad at you. 945 00:53:32,254 --> 00:53:34,193 Let's move on. Please? 946 00:53:37,093 --> 00:53:39,132 You have a daughter. 947 00:53:41,198 --> 00:53:43,095 Why didn't you ever tell me? 948 00:53:43,397 --> 00:53:45,067 Well, this isn't about me. 949 00:53:45,169 --> 00:53:46,898 But now I know that you know. 950 00:53:48,069 --> 00:53:49,104 You know. 951 00:53:49,507 --> 00:53:53,040 I don't know. You need to tell me. 952 00:53:53,142 --> 00:53:54,807 It's not your fault. 953 00:53:56,145 --> 00:53:57,675 But it is mine. 954 00:53:58,177 --> 00:54:01,618 Okay, you know, Caroline I think that it may be time that we... 955 00:54:01,720 --> 00:54:02,815 um... 956 00:54:03,892 --> 00:54:06,792 ...that we consult with someone 957 00:54:06,894 --> 00:54:09,894 about some medication for you. 958 00:54:10,363 --> 00:54:13,125 Well, I can't take medication. I'm breastfeeding. 959 00:54:13,828 --> 00:54:17,303 - Do you want me to kill my baby? - Of course not. 960 00:54:17,405 --> 00:54:20,640 I just think if a doctor thinks it could be beneficial, 961 00:54:20,742 --> 00:54:22,571 then maybe we need to... 962 00:54:22,673 --> 00:54:28,479 prioritize your... your... health over breastfeeding. 963 00:54:28,815 --> 00:54:30,308 Just right now. 964 00:54:30,877 --> 00:54:33,082 You know, you need to take care of yourself 965 00:54:33,184 --> 00:54:34,946 so you can take care of Riley. 966 00:54:36,055 --> 00:54:37,883 I have to go to the bathroom. 967 00:54:41,491 --> 00:54:45,396 Um, well, we only have 15 minutes left. 968 00:54:46,030 --> 00:54:48,167 I have to go now. 969 00:54:48,269 --> 00:54:50,402 Okay, well, can you wait till after the session? 970 00:54:50,504 --> 00:54:51,369 No? 971 00:55:35,176 --> 00:55:36,843 Oh... Oh. 972 00:55:38,817 --> 00:55:39,747 Shit. 973 00:55:49,358 --> 00:55:51,891 Oh. Okay, okay. Okay. 974 00:56:00,069 --> 00:56:01,032 Okay. 975 00:56:10,180 --> 00:56:12,384 Caroline? Excuse me. 976 00:56:13,918 --> 00:56:15,288 Caroline? 977 00:56:22,026 --> 00:56:22,955 It's okay. 978 00:56:24,691 --> 00:56:27,099 Caroline? Excuse me. Caroline? 979 00:56:27,201 --> 00:56:29,434 I need you to help me out here. I... 980 00:56:35,536 --> 00:56:38,938 Okay. I know. I know. 981 00:56:50,086 --> 00:56:51,049 Caroline? 982 00:57:11,141 --> 00:57:12,774 Okay. Okay. 983 00:57:13,681 --> 00:57:14,842 Caroline! 984 00:57:15,683 --> 00:57:16,778 Caroline! 985 00:57:19,952 --> 00:57:21,486 Yeah. I know. 986 00:57:27,393 --> 00:57:29,687 What is going on here? I'm in a session. 987 00:57:29,889 --> 00:57:31,857 So, my patient, she has this baby 988 00:57:31,959 --> 00:57:33,694 and she said she was going to the bathroom 989 00:57:33,796 --> 00:57:36,402 and then she left the baby with me and I... 990 00:57:36,504 --> 00:57:38,502 - She's gone. And now I can't-- - I'm with a patient. 991 00:57:38,604 --> 00:57:40,399 Please, I need your help. I really need your help. 992 00:57:40,501 --> 00:57:41,800 I'm with a patient. 993 00:57:41,902 --> 00:57:44,235 Plus, also, I'm not your supervisor. 994 00:57:44,337 --> 00:57:46,706 This is a professional issue. This is not a treatment issue. 995 00:57:46,808 --> 00:57:48,409 Are you joking? This is an emergency! 996 00:57:48,511 --> 00:57:49,745 Whatever's happening in here 997 00:57:49,847 --> 00:57:51,478 is not as important as what I'm going through here! 998 00:57:51,581 --> 00:57:53,150 - Okay, no. - I need your help! 999 00:57:53,252 --> 00:57:54,282 - Goodbye. - I need your help! 1000 00:57:54,384 --> 00:57:55,616 This is an emergency. 1001 00:57:55,718 --> 00:57:57,889 - You can come back later. - Absolutely not. 1002 00:58:01,189 --> 00:58:02,494 No! 1003 00:58:07,966 --> 00:58:09,031 Okay. 1004 00:58:12,336 --> 00:58:13,366 -Hello? - Hello? 1005 00:58:13,468 --> 00:58:14,669 Hello. Hello. Yes. 1006 00:58:14,771 --> 00:58:16,138 Hello, I am your wife's psychotherapist... 1007 00:58:16,240 --> 00:58:17,509 Stop, I can't... 1008 00:58:17,611 --> 00:58:18,939 and she left today in the middle of her appointment. 1009 00:58:19,041 --> 00:58:22,745 I cannot hear you. I cannot hear you. Who is this? 1010 00:58:25,045 --> 00:58:28,080 Okay. Yes. This is your wife's therapist. 1011 00:58:28,182 --> 00:58:30,486 She left in the middle of her appointment today... 1012 00:58:30,588 --> 00:58:32,119 - All right. You gotta stop. - And... 1013 00:58:32,221 --> 00:58:34,122 You gotta stop. I have no idea what you're even talking about. 1014 00:58:34,224 --> 00:58:35,693 Who is this? 1015 00:58:36,363 --> 00:58:37,962 Is your wife named Caroline Primm? 1016 00:58:38,064 --> 00:58:39,795 And you are, um... 1017 00:58:39,897 --> 00:58:42,233 Your baby's name is Riley? And you are Nick Primm? 1018 00:58:42,335 --> 00:58:44,566 - Yes. - Okay, yes, right. Well-- 1019 00:58:44,668 --> 00:58:45,897 My wife doesn't have a therapist. 1020 00:58:45,999 --> 00:58:47,439 Okay, well, she has been my patient 1021 00:58:47,541 --> 00:58:49,968 at The Center for Psychological Arts in Montauk 1022 00:58:50,070 --> 00:58:51,944 since she was about six months pregnant 1023 00:58:52,046 --> 00:58:54,374 with Riley, and today... 1024 00:58:54,676 --> 00:58:56,213 Well, this is news to me. 1025 00:58:56,316 --> 00:58:58,878 Mm. Well, whether... 1026 00:58:58,980 --> 00:59:00,613 ...you knew that she was my patient or not, 1027 00:59:00,715 --> 00:59:01,948 what I'm trying to say to you 1028 00:59:02,050 --> 00:59:03,616 is that this is an emergency, and I really... 1029 00:59:03,718 --> 00:59:05,653 She left your baby here with me, 1030 00:59:05,755 --> 00:59:07,788 and I need you to come and pick him up. 1031 00:59:07,890 --> 00:59:10,261 What do you mean? What do you mean? 1032 00:59:10,363 --> 00:59:11,325 What do you mean, what do I mean? 1033 00:59:11,427 --> 00:59:12,295 She left the baby? 1034 00:59:12,397 --> 00:59:13,659 She's not answering her phone... 1035 00:59:13,762 --> 00:59:15,299 She's probably in the bathroom 1036 00:59:15,401 --> 00:59:16,768 or by a fucking vending machine. 1037 00:59:16,870 --> 00:59:17,564 Okay. 1038 00:59:17,666 --> 00:59:18,831 I suggest that you call her. 1039 00:59:18,933 --> 00:59:20,231 Maybe she would pick up if it was you. 1040 00:59:20,333 --> 00:59:22,941 I'm gonna text you my address to come and get the baby. 1041 00:59:23,043 --> 00:59:24,409 Oh, Jesus Christ! 1042 00:59:24,511 --> 00:59:25,836 I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure she's okay. 1043 00:59:25,938 --> 00:59:27,838 I cannot even believe this. 1044 00:59:27,941 --> 00:59:29,581 I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure-- 1045 00:59:29,683 --> 00:59:31,879 You know what? This is so fucking typical of her. 1046 00:59:31,981 --> 00:59:35,252 Okay. Well, she probably just needed some space. 1047 00:59:35,587 --> 00:59:38,090 I'm gonna text you my address where... 1048 00:59:38,726 --> 00:59:40,586 - so you can come and get her. - Okay, look. Listen to me. 1049 00:59:40,688 --> 00:59:42,021 - Him. - Listen to me. 1050 00:59:42,123 --> 00:59:44,723 I'm at work right now. I am at work right now. 1051 00:59:44,825 --> 00:59:46,023 That's why she's supposed to be 1052 00:59:46,125 --> 00:59:47,498 taking care of the fucking baby, 1053 00:59:47,600 --> 00:59:50,064 so I can work, okay? 1054 00:59:50,166 --> 00:59:52,663 Here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna text you my address. 1055 00:59:52,765 --> 00:59:54,166 I'm in Amagansett. 1056 00:59:54,268 --> 00:59:55,767 You can drop the baby off at this address, okay? 1057 00:59:55,869 --> 00:59:57,905 Okay, well, I can't do that, 1058 00:59:58,007 --> 01:00:00,706 and I am actually very concerned about your wife. 1059 01:00:00,809 --> 01:00:02,514 This is an emergency, and she-- 1060 01:00:02,616 --> 01:00:04,181 You know, you've used that term twice now. 1061 01:00:04,283 --> 01:00:05,747 This isn't my emergency. 1062 01:00:05,850 --> 01:00:07,345 I'm not the one who lost my fucking wife! 1063 01:00:07,447 --> 01:00:10,015 I need you to come down here and get your baby immediately, 1064 01:00:10,118 --> 01:00:11,690 and if you're not here within a half an hour, 1065 01:00:11,792 --> 01:00:13,325 I'm going to call the police. I will text you the address. 1066 01:00:13,427 --> 01:00:14,824 - Thank you very much. - Oh, Jesus-- 1067 01:00:25,668 --> 01:00:27,738 - Yes? - Hi, it's Stephen. 1068 01:00:53,693 --> 01:00:55,227 May I come in? 1069 01:01:03,203 --> 01:01:06,271 I'm expecting a patient. He just buzzed in. 1070 01:01:16,721 --> 01:01:18,489 Would you mind waiting in my office 1071 01:01:18,591 --> 01:01:20,593 down the hall just a few moments? 1072 01:01:21,858 --> 01:01:24,523 Your office? Who are you, the boss? 1073 01:01:24,892 --> 01:01:27,058 No. Just another therapist. 1074 01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:28,794 I have an office. It's down the hall. 1075 01:01:28,896 --> 01:01:30,603 Door is open. You'll see it. 1076 01:01:32,836 --> 01:01:34,668 This is my time. She's mine right now. 1077 01:01:34,770 --> 01:01:36,637 You can't make me wait, okay? 1078 01:01:36,740 --> 01:01:38,672 This is an emergency situation. 1079 01:01:38,774 --> 01:01:40,710 You can either wait in my office 1080 01:01:40,812 --> 01:01:42,879 or you need to leave the building entirely. 1081 01:01:46,549 --> 01:01:48,386 Is that a baby? 1082 01:01:48,488 --> 01:01:50,049 Is that your baby? You have a baby? 1083 01:01:50,151 --> 01:01:52,019 I mean, do you guys have a baby together? 1084 01:01:52,121 --> 01:01:55,587 Okay, this situation does not concern you, okay? 1085 01:01:55,689 --> 01:01:57,157 Make a choice. 1086 01:02:03,436 --> 01:02:05,732 Okay, I'll be in your office. 1087 01:02:05,834 --> 01:02:07,706 But I won't wait that long. 1088 01:02:13,509 --> 01:02:14,405 Okay. 1089 01:02:25,959 --> 01:02:26,923 Wow. 1090 01:02:28,696 --> 01:02:31,224 Can you believe that I got talked into getting 1091 01:02:31,326 --> 01:02:35,626 this fucking hamster after all of that? My God, I... 1092 01:02:36,999 --> 01:02:39,304 She's right. I really am so stretchable. 1093 01:02:39,407 --> 01:02:41,467 - It's disgusting. - You know... 1094 01:02:41,936 --> 01:02:43,434 when I was in medical school, 1095 01:02:43,536 --> 01:02:46,840 I had to do a stint in a medical experiments lab. 1096 01:02:47,309 --> 01:02:52,718 And we were testing the efficacy of a drug on rats. 1097 01:02:53,517 --> 01:02:55,653 Oh, I... So cool. 1098 01:02:55,755 --> 01:03:00,020 And the way it worked is we'd take the rats, 1099 01:03:00,123 --> 01:03:03,392 and we'd drop them in this guillotine thingy, 1100 01:03:03,828 --> 01:03:07,594 chop their heads off individually, 1101 01:03:07,696 --> 01:03:09,966 peel the skin back 1102 01:03:10,068 --> 01:03:12,397 and then look at their brains under a microscope. 1103 01:03:13,737 --> 01:03:16,101 I'm just so curious 1104 01:03:16,203 --> 01:03:19,038 about the process with that. I wonder-- 1105 01:03:19,140 --> 01:03:24,007 The rats would claw and bite you... 1106 01:03:24,610 --> 01:03:28,819 ...when you put your hand in the cage to pick them up. 1107 01:03:28,921 --> 01:03:34,421 So they gave us these steel chain mail gloves. 1108 01:03:34,991 --> 01:03:37,496 They're German. They're beautiful. 1109 01:03:37,965 --> 01:03:41,465 So you put on the glove and you put your hand in the cage, 1110 01:03:42,101 --> 01:03:45,034 and the rats would just attach themselves to the glove, 1111 01:03:46,067 --> 01:03:47,800 clinging for dear life, you know? 1112 01:03:50,437 --> 01:03:52,508 And then when you got to the guillotine box, 1113 01:03:52,610 --> 01:03:55,077 you had to shake them off. 1114 01:03:55,942 --> 01:03:57,747 Really shake them. 1115 01:03:58,016 --> 01:04:01,050 I was always worried that the rat would get hurt 1116 01:04:01,152 --> 01:04:03,382 when it hit its head on the guillotine, you know? 1117 01:04:06,494 --> 01:04:09,088 But their brains were always fine 1118 01:04:09,190 --> 01:04:10,721 when we looked under the microscope. 1119 01:04:14,331 --> 01:04:15,698 Oh. 1120 01:04:15,800 --> 01:04:20,566 Rodents are resilient creatures. 1121 01:04:27,346 --> 01:04:29,078 Mm-hm. Yeah. 1122 01:04:34,821 --> 01:04:37,086 I'll tell Stephen your session's cancelled. 1123 01:04:39,022 --> 01:04:41,519 You have to take care of this, okay? 1124 01:04:44,726 --> 01:04:46,161 I love you. 1125 01:04:53,840 --> 01:04:55,973 Just tell me, was she suicidal? Homicidal? 1126 01:04:56,804 --> 01:04:58,942 No. Mm-mm. No. 1127 01:04:59,044 --> 01:05:01,606 No, she was obsessed with protecting the baby... 1128 01:05:01,908 --> 01:05:03,448 And, uh, yeah. 1129 01:05:03,550 --> 01:05:04,880 She wouldn't hurt the baby. 1130 01:05:04,982 --> 01:05:06,550 And she didn't talk about suicide. 1131 01:05:06,652 --> 01:05:07,880 She wouldn't abandon Riley. 1132 01:05:07,982 --> 01:05:09,847 She just did abandon him. 1133 01:05:10,383 --> 01:05:12,886 Right, well, you know, I mean, um... 1134 01:05:12,989 --> 01:05:15,960 you know, permanently. Forever. 1135 01:05:18,260 --> 01:05:19,991 Is that it? I have another patient waiting 1136 01:05:20,093 --> 01:05:22,333 who really needs my help. 1137 01:05:22,969 --> 01:05:25,835 It's fine. It's more common than you think. 1138 01:05:26,237 --> 01:05:28,001 A woman tries to run away from all the responsibilities. 1139 01:05:28,103 --> 01:05:29,633 - Yeah. - Everybody gets all upset, 1140 01:05:29,735 --> 01:05:31,704 then they come back with their tails between their legs. 1141 01:05:31,806 --> 01:05:34,409 Okay. Okay. 1142 01:05:35,012 --> 01:05:37,014 Thank you, Officer. 1143 01:05:39,613 --> 01:05:41,480 When you have finished recording, 1144 01:05:41,582 --> 01:05:44,114 you may hang up or press one for more options. 1145 01:05:44,216 --> 01:05:45,720 Hi. Hi, 1146 01:05:45,822 --> 01:05:46,955 it's, uh... it's me again, 1147 01:05:47,057 --> 01:05:49,126 your tenant from 22 Algonquin, unit one. 1148 01:05:49,228 --> 01:05:52,256 You know, the one with the giant fucking hole in the ceiling! 1149 01:05:52,625 --> 01:05:54,799 Your repairs guy ran off, and it's getting worse 1150 01:05:54,902 --> 01:05:56,627 and I want to know why you're doing nothing, 1151 01:05:56,729 --> 01:05:58,635 and why you're happy for my daughter and I to be staying 1152 01:05:58,737 --> 01:06:00,164 at a flophouse full of freaks 1153 01:06:00,267 --> 01:06:01,806 while I continue to pay you rent! 1154 01:06:01,909 --> 01:06:05,009 And I have a very, very, very important patient 1155 01:06:05,111 --> 01:06:06,838 that is a prominent lawyer, and I am not afraid to-- 1156 01:06:09,777 --> 01:06:10,916 Fuck! 1157 01:06:15,150 --> 01:06:18,217 I was after some Visa gift cards. 1158 01:06:18,319 --> 01:06:20,921 Uh, what denominations do you have? 1159 01:06:21,557 --> 01:06:23,726 Do you have a minute to talk before the children come out? 1160 01:06:23,828 --> 01:06:25,194 - Mm-hm. Sure. - Okay, come. 1161 01:06:28,927 --> 01:06:31,597 So, I've noticed that you still haven't made the appointment 1162 01:06:31,699 --> 01:06:33,870 for family therapy like we discussed the other morning. 1163 01:06:33,972 --> 01:06:36,537 I know. It's just been so crazy at work. 1164 01:06:36,639 --> 01:06:40,110 Right. So I can't stress to you enough how important this is. 1165 01:06:41,009 --> 01:06:42,778 I'm on your side here. 1166 01:06:42,880 --> 01:06:44,615 Yes. Yes. Yes, I understand. 1167 01:06:44,717 --> 01:06:46,777 We need her off the machine. 1168 01:06:47,046 --> 01:06:48,112 Yeah, so do I. 1169 01:06:48,214 --> 01:06:49,747 Okay. I'm gonna be frank. 1170 01:06:49,849 --> 01:06:52,923 We need her off of it as soon as possible for her to remain here. 1171 01:06:53,025 --> 01:06:55,355 And to do that, she needs to gain faster. 1172 01:06:55,457 --> 01:06:58,090 Okay. Well, but we have until next week, right? 1173 01:06:58,192 --> 01:06:59,890 - The 50 pound goal. - No. 1174 01:06:59,992 --> 01:07:03,463 The way things are going, uh, she's not gonna make that goal. 1175 01:07:04,570 --> 01:07:06,136 What are you saying? 1176 01:07:06,338 --> 01:07:08,905 We do weigh-ins every morning. She's not gonna make the goal. 1177 01:07:09,007 --> 01:07:10,607 Because the goal you set was impossible. 1178 01:07:10,709 --> 01:07:12,103 We were set up to fail. 1179 01:07:12,205 --> 01:07:13,440 - It's unrealistic. - No. 1180 01:07:14,575 --> 01:07:17,444 We're gonna have to reassess the level of care. 1181 01:07:18,914 --> 01:07:20,048 What does that mean? 1182 01:07:20,150 --> 01:07:22,179 Well, we can discuss it in our meeting. 1183 01:07:22,849 --> 01:07:26,420 You know what I would love, and think would be so good, 1184 01:07:26,522 --> 01:07:30,827 is if we could get a date on the calendar for the surgery. 1185 01:07:31,163 --> 01:07:33,895 A concrete goal that we can all work towards. 1186 01:07:33,998 --> 01:07:36,233 It's not... it's not a surgery. 1187 01:07:36,401 --> 01:07:39,736 The tube removal? Well, uh... procedure, whatever you call it. 1188 01:07:39,838 --> 01:07:41,832 It's not a procedure either. 1189 01:07:41,934 --> 01:07:45,175 Uh, when it's time to remove it, the doctor just pulls it out. 1190 01:07:48,976 --> 01:07:50,147 Pull it out? 1191 01:07:50,947 --> 01:07:52,248 Yeah, it just slides out. 1192 01:07:53,217 --> 01:07:55,718 They could just... really just pull it out? 1193 01:07:55,820 --> 01:07:57,282 Yeah, it's that simple. 1194 01:07:57,384 --> 01:08:00,855 Oh. But what happens to the hole? 1195 01:08:00,957 --> 01:08:03,656 It closes up on its own. 1196 01:08:03,758 --> 01:08:05,224 Oh. 1197 01:08:05,593 --> 01:08:08,495 It's kinda like when you get a cut on your tongue. 1198 01:08:09,229 --> 01:08:11,366 It wants to close up. 1199 01:08:13,669 --> 01:08:14,534 Oh. 1200 01:08:20,347 --> 01:08:21,310 Yeah? 1201 01:08:24,244 --> 01:08:26,546 Oh, hi. Uh, is James here? 1202 01:08:28,851 --> 01:08:29,780 Who are you? 1203 01:08:32,158 --> 01:08:36,028 I'm his neighbor. I'm there, in that room there. 1204 01:08:37,190 --> 01:08:38,357 He is not here. 1205 01:08:38,459 --> 01:08:40,359 Oh, uh, do you know when he'll be back? 1206 01:08:40,461 --> 01:08:42,563 I just have something to give him. 1207 01:08:42,865 --> 01:08:43,800 Give it to me. 1208 01:08:43,903 --> 01:08:45,101 - I'll see he gets it. - No, no. 1209 01:08:45,203 --> 01:08:47,171 I have to give it to him myself. It's, uh... 1210 01:08:48,706 --> 01:08:49,767 It's of value. 1211 01:08:51,444 --> 01:08:52,341 Of value? 1212 01:08:53,877 --> 01:08:56,378 Uh, yeah. Of value. 1213 01:09:07,091 --> 01:09:08,123 Relax your body. 1214 01:09:10,895 --> 01:09:12,361 Center in with yourself. 1215 01:09:17,631 --> 01:09:20,138 Right now, your only job is to breathe. 1216 01:09:22,976 --> 01:09:24,505 We're in the work phase of this... 1217 01:09:26,542 --> 01:09:28,773 The more you relax your body right now... 1218 01:09:29,982 --> 01:09:31,680 ...the easier it gets for you. 1219 01:09:33,847 --> 01:09:38,556 Recognize we're accessing the body's wisdom zone. 1220 01:09:38,658 --> 01:09:40,092 Let your mind go. 1221 01:09:41,687 --> 01:09:44,324 See if you can find your attention 1222 01:09:44,426 --> 01:09:47,093 within the movement of your breath. 1223 01:09:47,528 --> 01:09:48,293 Start noticing 1224 01:09:48,396 --> 01:09:50,129 any sensation in your body... 1225 01:09:52,039 --> 01:09:54,099 ...and see what catches your interest 1226 01:09:54,201 --> 01:09:56,335 or your curiosity, 1227 01:09:56,804 --> 01:10:00,106 and hold the space in a way you want to be held. 1228 01:10:00,208 --> 01:10:01,474 You'll probably notice 1229 01:10:01,576 --> 01:10:05,646 any intensity builds up in your body. 1230 01:10:05,981 --> 01:10:07,510 That's okay. 1231 01:10:07,846 --> 01:10:10,485 Rather than trying to control anything, 1232 01:10:11,385 --> 01:10:13,655 see if you can just allow... 1233 01:10:13,958 --> 01:10:15,286 the intensity to... 1234 01:10:24,563 --> 01:10:26,104 You're not helping! 1235 01:10:26,206 --> 01:10:28,168 Hold her legs that way. Hold her legs down. 1236 01:10:30,769 --> 01:10:32,142 We might have to restrain her. 1237 01:10:32,244 --> 01:10:33,605 -Mom! -Hold her down! 1238 01:10:33,708 --> 01:10:35,406 You're here to help us, come on! 1239 01:10:35,508 --> 01:10:37,210 That's not helping at all. 1240 01:10:42,918 --> 01:10:44,785 Mommy! 1241 01:10:44,887 --> 01:10:46,584 Mommy! 1242 01:10:46,686 --> 01:10:48,185 Try to help. Try to help. 1243 01:10:48,287 --> 01:10:49,760 Mommy! 1244 01:10:57,936 --> 01:10:59,804 Make yourself feel safe. 1245 01:10:59,907 --> 01:11:01,632 If things are getting intense, 1246 01:11:01,734 --> 01:11:04,140 recognize you can hold the space. 1247 01:11:04,242 --> 01:11:06,175 You can love yourself right now. 1248 01:11:09,349 --> 01:11:13,378 Don't avoid anything within. Don't abandon yourself. 1249 01:11:13,480 --> 01:11:15,116 Stay connected to yourself. 1250 01:11:15,219 --> 01:11:17,155 See if you can honor yourself 1251 01:11:17,257 --> 01:11:20,990 in this moment of reconnecting to yourself. 1252 01:11:34,133 --> 01:11:38,342 Use your voice and imagine your emotion. 1253 01:11:38,910 --> 01:11:40,206 Allow it to be... 1254 01:11:40,508 --> 01:11:42,577 Maybe you can even do it tonight. 1255 01:11:52,058 --> 01:11:53,456 Down here. This way. 1256 01:12:07,733 --> 01:12:09,472 It's in here. Here. 1257 01:12:14,140 --> 01:12:16,942 Okay, we gotta be quick because I have to get back, but... 1258 01:12:17,044 --> 01:12:21,517 I just... I just had to show someone what's going on in here. 1259 01:12:21,885 --> 01:12:23,753 Okay. 1260 01:12:24,456 --> 01:12:28,086 So, a room filled with plastic tarp everywhere. 1261 01:12:28,188 --> 01:12:29,289 Nice. 1262 01:12:29,391 --> 01:12:31,125 So, is this your kill room? 1263 01:12:31,227 --> 01:12:33,029 No. Come on, I told you. 1264 01:12:33,131 --> 01:12:34,860 The fucking ceiling fell down. 1265 01:12:35,968 --> 01:12:37,361 What the fuck is that? 1266 01:12:37,797 --> 01:12:39,101 That's it. That's the hole. 1267 01:12:39,203 --> 01:12:40,536 That's why I'm at the hotel. 1268 01:12:40,638 --> 01:12:42,267 That's why you're staying at the fucking hotel? 1269 01:12:42,369 --> 01:12:43,671 Oh, my God. Come on. 1270 01:12:43,773 --> 01:12:46,645 You could've slept on your couch for a couple of weeks. 1271 01:12:46,747 --> 01:12:47,905 What? Look at it. 1272 01:12:48,007 --> 01:12:50,610 It's been two months, and they refuse to fix it. 1273 01:12:50,712 --> 01:12:54,849 There's dust and... and mold everywhere. 1274 01:12:54,952 --> 01:12:56,321 Mm. 1275 01:13:07,263 --> 01:13:09,862 Yo, what is up there? 1276 01:13:11,601 --> 01:13:13,668 They've been renovating forever. 1277 01:13:14,833 --> 01:13:17,205 - They said a pipe burst. - Oh, shit. 1278 01:13:17,374 --> 01:13:20,874 It's right there. There you go. 1279 01:13:20,976 --> 01:13:24,648 I did the... that... you know, the thing, the breath thing. 1280 01:13:24,750 --> 01:13:25,677 What? 1281 01:13:25,779 --> 01:13:27,480 And I think it took me here. 1282 01:13:27,582 --> 01:13:29,516 - I think maybe I... - Oh, man... 1283 01:13:29,618 --> 01:13:31,155 That's why I wanted to come to see it. 1284 01:13:31,257 --> 01:13:33,023 Man, you need guidance with that shit. 1285 01:13:33,125 --> 01:13:35,286 You can't just be doing that. 1286 01:13:36,055 --> 01:13:38,523 - What are you doing? - Man, they lied to you, sis. 1287 01:13:38,626 --> 01:13:39,725 It ain't even no pipes in here. 1288 01:13:39,827 --> 01:13:41,062 Maybe you shouldn't get so close to it. 1289 01:13:41,164 --> 01:13:43,130 Shh. Look. Come see. 1290 01:13:43,533 --> 01:13:45,164 It's a clean break. I'm telling you. 1291 01:13:45,266 --> 01:13:46,637 Oh, my God. 1292 01:13:47,006 --> 01:13:48,932 Oh, my God. What the fuck? 1293 01:13:49,034 --> 01:13:52,342 Man, my cousin Craig is a general contractor. 1294 01:13:52,445 --> 01:13:54,443 He knows somebody that knows somebody that can 1295 01:13:54,545 --> 01:13:56,275 - fix this shit in a jiffy, yo. - Oh, my God. 1296 01:13:56,510 --> 01:13:57,676 It look like you got some 1297 01:13:57,778 --> 01:13:59,517 motherfucking debris on your furniture. 1298 01:13:59,619 --> 01:14:01,478 You know, I can reupholster it. 1299 01:14:01,580 --> 01:14:02,479 It's gonna cost you. 1300 01:14:04,385 --> 01:14:06,049 Let me go! 1301 01:14:17,663 --> 01:14:19,063 Don't touch me! 1302 01:14:25,837 --> 01:14:27,608 Mommy! Mommy! I don't want it! 1303 01:14:27,710 --> 01:14:29,612 - You are doing such a good job. -No! 1304 01:14:30,850 --> 01:14:33,013 No! Mommy! 1305 01:14:33,849 --> 01:14:35,981 You gotta hold her a lot harder than that. 1306 01:14:37,023 --> 01:14:39,718 No! No! 1307 01:14:51,798 --> 01:14:54,032 What the fuck?! Oh, shit! 1308 01:14:55,140 --> 01:14:57,941 Oh, fuck! Fuck! Fuck! 1309 01:15:00,881 --> 01:15:03,047 Fuck! Oh, fuck! 1310 01:15:03,150 --> 01:15:05,444 James? 1311 01:15:08,449 --> 01:15:11,555 Ah! Fuck! Fuck! 1312 01:15:14,321 --> 01:15:15,086 Fuck! 1313 01:15:16,796 --> 01:15:17,726 Oh, fuck! 1314 01:15:18,325 --> 01:15:19,695 Oh, fuck! 1315 01:15:37,381 --> 01:15:40,081 Everybody settle. All right? 1316 01:15:40,650 --> 01:15:43,281 Get started. Hand out these, please. 1317 01:15:43,384 --> 01:15:44,885 Thank you. 1318 01:15:46,860 --> 01:15:48,218 All right. 1319 01:15:50,289 --> 01:15:55,433 So the topic today is something that's so fundamental 1320 01:15:55,535 --> 01:15:58,334 that it's actually a little silly to talk about. 1321 01:15:58,670 --> 01:16:03,204 But it is so important to your child's recovery, 1322 01:16:03,306 --> 01:16:04,837 and more than that, 1323 01:16:04,940 --> 01:16:08,505 to your ability to help your child recover. 1324 01:16:08,874 --> 01:16:10,944 Can anybody guess what it is? 1325 01:16:13,380 --> 01:16:15,282 Blame... 1326 01:16:15,684 --> 01:16:17,816 - ...and, anybody? -Shame. 1327 01:16:17,918 --> 01:16:19,419 Yeah, thank you. 1328 01:16:20,886 --> 01:16:23,592 So, as parents, a lot of times 1329 01:16:23,694 --> 01:16:27,025 we look too closely at ourselves, right? 1330 01:16:27,127 --> 01:16:30,466 And we start to ask ourselves, is this my fault? 1331 01:16:30,568 --> 01:16:32,497 Could I have done anything differently? 1332 01:16:32,799 --> 01:16:34,899 What if this? What if that? 1333 01:16:35,001 --> 01:16:39,371 But all it does is create a thinking trap. 1334 01:16:40,940 --> 01:16:44,212 And that does not help your child. 1335 01:16:44,681 --> 01:16:47,717 So what I'd like to do, if we look... 1336 01:16:49,120 --> 01:16:50,651 Melanie... 1337 01:16:50,920 --> 01:16:52,722 do you want to put some words to your feelings? 1338 01:16:54,059 --> 01:16:55,153 Yeah. 1339 01:16:56,290 --> 01:16:57,627 I... 1340 01:16:57,729 --> 01:17:01,525 Sometimes, I just think that it is all my fault. 1341 01:17:06,836 --> 01:17:08,705 Do you have something to say to Melanie? 1342 01:17:10,374 --> 01:17:13,110 No. Whoa, no. 1343 01:17:13,212 --> 01:17:15,311 Never mind. Don't mind me. 1344 01:17:15,780 --> 01:17:17,945 No, no, no. I want to hear what you have to say. 1345 01:17:22,053 --> 01:17:23,214 Uh... 1346 01:17:23,316 --> 01:17:26,622 I just-- You keep telling us that it isn't our fault. 1347 01:17:26,724 --> 01:17:29,055 -Yeah. - Mm. But... but it is. 1348 01:17:31,096 --> 01:17:32,390 Excuse me? 1349 01:17:32,492 --> 01:17:34,728 I mean, if it isn't our fault, then we're really super fucked. 1350 01:17:34,830 --> 01:17:35,993 We're just walking around pretending 1351 01:17:36,095 --> 01:17:37,702 we have power to change something 1352 01:17:37,804 --> 01:17:39,903 that we don't even understand because it's not our fault, 1353 01:17:40,005 --> 01:17:42,805 but we know how to change it, even though it's not our fault. 1354 01:17:42,907 --> 01:17:44,236 No, this is actually good. 1355 01:17:44,338 --> 01:17:46,175 This is actually good because now we have a lot to unpack. 1356 01:17:46,277 --> 01:17:47,579 No, no, no. I know. 1357 01:17:47,681 --> 01:17:48,776 I can't do this. I have to go. 1358 01:17:48,879 --> 01:17:50,480 - Please sit down. - No, no, no. It's our fault. 1359 01:17:50,582 --> 01:17:51,743 It isn't fair, but it is our fault. 1360 01:17:51,846 --> 01:17:53,484 That's how I see it. That's it. 1361 01:17:53,587 --> 01:17:55,484 That's what this whole thing is, is our faults. 1362 01:17:55,586 --> 01:17:57,519 - Stop and sit down. - No, no, no. 1363 01:17:57,621 --> 01:17:58,820 No, I don't want to talk about it. 1364 01:17:58,922 --> 01:18:00,788 I already know it, and I don't have to meet you 1365 01:18:00,890 --> 01:18:02,220 because I know what you're going to say, 1366 01:18:02,322 --> 01:18:03,727 - which is that she's failed... - I need you to sit down! 1367 01:18:03,829 --> 01:18:06,794 ...and that I failed because you set us up to fail. 1368 01:18:06,896 --> 01:18:08,496 No one tries hard if they have a safety net. 1369 01:18:08,598 --> 01:18:10,566 - Sit down. - Nobody, okay? 1370 01:18:10,668 --> 01:18:11,931 And you should know that, Dr. Spring. 1371 01:18:12,033 --> 01:18:13,600 I'm gonna be here for the rest of my life 1372 01:18:13,702 --> 01:18:15,133 pouring shit down that tube. 1373 01:18:15,235 --> 01:18:18,005 - Every night until I die. - Do not leave that door! 1374 01:18:18,107 --> 01:18:21,043 And none of this is helping any of us. None of it. 1375 01:18:21,146 --> 01:18:22,046 Come back! 1376 01:18:24,312 --> 01:18:26,077 Hey! Hey, why are you calling? 1377 01:18:26,180 --> 01:18:27,882 Isn't a parent group going on right now? 1378 01:18:27,984 --> 01:18:29,752 I couldn't sit there. I'm in the car. 1379 01:18:29,854 --> 01:18:31,721 I'll pick her up later, but I can't stay there. 1380 01:18:31,823 --> 01:18:32,951 What do you mean you couldn't sit there? 1381 01:18:33,053 --> 01:18:34,518 I can't do it. I can't do it. 1382 01:18:34,620 --> 01:18:36,858 She's gotta get better, but she's not gonna make the goal, 1383 01:18:36,960 --> 01:18:38,991 and I-- I don't know what's gonna happen now. 1384 01:18:39,093 --> 01:18:40,827 You need to get back in there. 1385 01:18:40,929 --> 01:18:41,993 The hole is getting bigger. 1386 01:18:42,095 --> 01:18:43,831 What hole? Her tube hole? 1387 01:18:43,934 --> 01:18:46,070 - No! No, the apartment hole! - You told me-- 1388 01:18:46,172 --> 01:18:47,605 The goddamn hole! 1389 01:18:47,707 --> 01:18:49,704 Why can't you just keep tabs on those guys? 1390 01:18:49,806 --> 01:18:51,605 Because the guy's gone for a week. 1391 01:18:51,707 --> 01:18:53,304 There's no one working on it. 1392 01:18:53,406 --> 01:18:55,376 What?! A week?! When were you gonna mention that? 1393 01:18:55,478 --> 01:18:56,746 I'm telling you now. 1394 01:18:56,848 --> 01:18:57,941 It's very complicated to explain over the phone. 1395 01:18:58,044 --> 01:18:59,412 Look, look, look. No, no, no. 1396 01:18:59,514 --> 01:19:00,680 Just-- just 1397 01:19:00,782 --> 01:19:02,047 - send me pictures... - No! 1398 01:19:02,150 --> 01:19:03,479 ...and I'll have somebody take care of it. 1399 01:19:03,581 --> 01:19:05,052 No, no, no. No more pictures. I'm not going back there. 1400 01:19:05,154 --> 01:19:06,450 I'm never going back there. And I talked to Roscoe... 1401 01:19:06,552 --> 01:19:09,020 - What are you talking about? - ...and he's so full of shit. 1402 01:19:09,122 --> 01:19:10,961 He's not doing anything. And by the way, 1403 01:19:11,063 --> 01:19:14,261 I think he has a deal with the motel because there's another-- 1404 01:19:14,363 --> 01:19:18,295 Okay. Stop, stop, stop, okay? Let me just get this straight. 1405 01:19:18,397 --> 01:19:20,430 You aren't going into the program anymore, 1406 01:19:20,532 --> 01:19:22,833 and you aren't going into our apartment anymore? 1407 01:19:22,935 --> 01:19:25,610 - That's right. - Why? 1408 01:19:25,912 --> 01:19:28,713 How do you expect anything to get back to normal then? 1409 01:19:29,675 --> 01:19:30,945 It won't. 1410 01:19:31,047 --> 01:19:33,016 What are you talking about?! 1411 01:19:33,118 --> 01:19:34,378 It won't! 1412 01:19:37,422 --> 01:19:39,316 All right. Are you... 1413 01:19:39,418 --> 01:19:41,589 are you in your right mind now? Are you done? 1414 01:19:41,691 --> 01:19:43,821 Also, there's a woman missing. 1415 01:19:44,324 --> 01:19:46,428 What? Who? What are you... Who's missing? 1416 01:19:46,530 --> 01:19:47,930 My patient. She's missing. 1417 01:19:48,032 --> 01:19:49,799 She left and she's not picking up her phone, and she's-- 1418 01:19:49,901 --> 01:19:53,065 Oh, okay. Okay. Yeah, let's take a deep breath. 1419 01:19:53,167 --> 01:19:54,998 - Start from the beginning. - No, no, no. 1420 01:19:55,101 --> 01:19:56,838 I can't talk to you about this. 1421 01:19:56,941 --> 01:19:58,841 Why aren't you going back into the group? 1422 01:19:58,943 --> 01:20:00,510 I'll just talk to my therapist later. I-- This-- 1423 01:20:00,612 --> 01:20:01,644 This is fine. Everything's fine. 1424 01:20:01,746 --> 01:20:02,740 Hey, hey. Slow down. Slow down. 1425 01:20:02,842 --> 01:20:04,143 Everything's fine. 1426 01:20:04,245 --> 01:20:05,750 How many times a week do you see that guy? 1427 01:20:05,852 --> 01:20:06,981 I just looked in the bank accounts. How often-- 1428 01:20:07,083 --> 01:20:10,888 - Every day. Every day. - Every day?! Come on! 1429 01:20:10,990 --> 01:20:12,516 - Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. - That's costing us a fortune! 1430 01:20:12,618 --> 01:20:17,257 No sitting idle in vehicles. Please move the car or yourself. 1431 01:20:17,359 --> 01:20:21,132 I have a right to sit in my car without you harassing me! 1432 01:20:21,234 --> 01:20:21,893 - What - Yeah. 1433 01:20:21,995 --> 01:20:23,061 Are you talking to somebody? 1434 01:20:23,163 --> 01:20:24,535 Yeah, there's this creepy asshole 1435 01:20:24,637 --> 01:20:26,669 who's harassing me every fucking day! 1436 01:20:26,771 --> 01:20:28,133 He harasses me. He's obsessed with me. 1437 01:20:28,235 --> 01:20:29,967 He's back at my window wanting something! 1438 01:20:30,069 --> 01:20:31,201 What are you talking about? 1439 01:20:31,303 --> 01:20:32,507 Are you going to leave the parking lot 1440 01:20:32,609 --> 01:20:33,509 or get out of your car! 1441 01:20:33,611 --> 01:20:35,109 Oh, my God! Are you serious? 1442 01:20:35,211 --> 01:20:37,512 - I will call the police! - Oh, my God! Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1443 01:20:37,614 --> 01:20:38,915 - Call the police. - Move! 1444 01:20:39,017 --> 01:20:40,245 Call the police. Yeah, I'm gonna call the police on you! 1445 01:20:40,347 --> 01:20:41,745 I never want to see you here again! 1446 01:20:41,847 --> 01:20:42,949 Oh, my God! 1447 01:20:43,051 --> 01:20:44,756 You're harass-- This is harassment! 1448 01:21:12,985 --> 01:21:16,282 Anything in particular keeping you silent right now? 1449 01:21:18,958 --> 01:21:21,485 The fact that I want to be silent is keeping me silent. 1450 01:21:22,793 --> 01:21:24,862 - I think-- - This isn't about you. 1451 01:21:27,465 --> 01:21:29,732 What I mean is I-- 1452 01:21:29,834 --> 01:21:31,902 I mean, I pay for your time. 1453 01:21:32,004 --> 01:21:36,140 Right? So I can do anything I want with that time, 1454 01:21:36,242 --> 01:21:38,942 and right now... 1455 01:21:40,979 --> 01:21:44,913 I just want to lay here without you talking. 1456 01:21:45,016 --> 01:21:47,445 Well, you did not have to come here for that. 1457 01:21:48,520 --> 01:21:50,316 Go lie on your own couch. 1458 01:21:52,223 --> 01:21:55,117 Do you wish I lied on my own couch instead of coming here? 1459 01:21:55,553 --> 01:21:59,460 All I'm saying is you chose not to be alone. 1460 01:22:01,432 --> 01:22:02,592 Oh, I'm alone. 1461 01:22:03,570 --> 01:22:06,930 No, you're not alone. I'm here. 1462 01:22:07,299 --> 01:22:09,837 But no, you aren't. Not really. 1463 01:22:09,939 --> 01:22:12,074 - What we can do-- - Can we just not? 1464 01:22:12,905 --> 01:22:14,175 Seriously. 1465 01:22:19,581 --> 01:22:20,710 Okay. 1466 01:22:21,046 --> 01:22:22,380 Do you know what? 1467 01:22:22,482 --> 01:22:26,156 Did I ever tell you that I was pregnant before? 1468 01:22:26,626 --> 01:22:28,552 Like, I've been pregnant twice. 1469 01:22:33,730 --> 01:22:35,625 I never tell anyone this. 1470 01:22:38,169 --> 01:22:41,235 It was when Charles and I were first dating and, um... 1471 01:22:46,075 --> 01:22:48,643 I got an abortion right away, like... 1472 01:22:48,745 --> 01:22:50,112 I took a pregnancy test 1473 01:22:50,214 --> 01:22:54,017 and then just went to a random clinic the next day. 1474 01:22:56,483 --> 01:23:00,452 I got the surgical kind with the vacuum thing. 1475 01:23:02,360 --> 01:23:03,488 And it... 1476 01:23:04,959 --> 01:23:06,898 hurt really badly, like... 1477 01:23:09,469 --> 01:23:11,397 A nurse held my hand. 1478 01:23:14,737 --> 01:23:16,103 And for some reason, 1479 01:23:16,206 --> 01:23:18,371 I didn't realize how badly it would hurt but... 1480 01:23:20,306 --> 01:23:22,045 ...it really did. 1481 01:23:26,049 --> 01:23:28,881 Yeah, it was almost 20 years ago. 1482 01:23:29,583 --> 01:23:32,585 I'd have a kid in college by now if I hadn't done that. 1483 01:23:47,498 --> 01:23:50,671 Maybe I got rid of the wrong one. 1484 01:23:55,208 --> 01:23:57,575 Why won't you say anything? 1485 01:24:00,012 --> 01:24:01,579 I can't breathe. 1486 01:24:07,089 --> 01:24:09,323 You don't get it. You don't see. 1487 01:24:11,491 --> 01:24:15,126 You... you love to tell me I don't get it. 1488 01:24:15,328 --> 01:24:17,533 What is it you think I don't get? 1489 01:24:17,802 --> 01:24:20,601 What is it you're so sure... 1490 01:24:20,870 --> 01:24:22,840 I can't help you with? 1491 01:24:23,142 --> 01:24:26,241 I'm one of those people that's not supposed to be a mom. 1492 01:24:29,681 --> 01:24:31,915 I'm not a mom. I'm not. 1493 01:24:32,017 --> 01:24:33,409 This isn't supposed to be what it's like. 1494 01:24:33,511 --> 01:24:36,251 This isn't it. This can't be it. 1495 01:24:39,020 --> 01:24:41,157 Will you say something?! 1496 01:24:44,259 --> 01:24:46,294 Not everyone can do it. I can't... 1497 01:24:50,636 --> 01:24:52,531 Do you have any kids? 1498 01:24:55,838 --> 01:24:58,009 Do you have a kid!? 1499 01:25:00,173 --> 01:25:03,080 Hello! 1500 01:25:05,250 --> 01:25:08,745 Why won't you talk to me?! Why won't you help me?! 1501 01:25:12,351 --> 01:25:14,454 I know what you're doing... 1502 01:25:15,386 --> 01:25:17,028 ...and I can't have it. 1503 01:25:18,893 --> 01:25:20,691 What am I doing? 1504 01:25:24,603 --> 01:25:25,564 This isn't working. 1505 01:25:27,705 --> 01:25:29,139 What do you mean? 1506 01:25:30,909 --> 01:25:33,671 We can't see each other anymore. 1507 01:26:08,779 --> 01:26:10,543 I got here early. 1508 01:26:11,443 --> 01:26:13,546 You'll have to wait outside. 1509 01:26:25,125 --> 01:26:26,591 Uh, look, 1510 01:26:26,693 --> 01:26:27,590 I don't know why you aren't answering your cell, 1511 01:26:27,692 --> 01:26:29,929 but Dr. Spring called and-- 1512 01:26:30,031 --> 01:26:31,565 It's Dr. Spring. 1513 01:26:31,667 --> 01:26:33,704 You cannot bring your daughter here for further treatment 1514 01:26:33,806 --> 01:26:35,666 until we have-- 1515 01:26:35,768 --> 01:26:38,039 You are too much, you know? 1516 01:26:38,141 --> 01:26:39,602 You are... I'm gonna-- 1517 01:26:39,704 --> 01:26:41,106 Hey, thanks for checking in. 1518 01:26:41,208 --> 01:26:42,541 In case you forgot, 1519 01:26:42,643 --> 01:26:44,279 my wife still happens to be fucking missing. 1520 01:26:44,381 --> 01:26:45,749 You know, I don't know what kind of number-- 1521 01:26:51,590 --> 01:26:52,882 What the fuck? 1522 01:26:58,257 --> 01:26:59,722 You... 1523 01:26:59,825 --> 01:27:02,661 You mentioned an aphorism from the Bible 1524 01:27:02,763 --> 01:27:05,362 about a millstone. Would you say what that is? 1525 01:27:05,798 --> 01:27:09,300 That it's better to tie a stone around your neck 1526 01:27:09,402 --> 01:27:11,702 and throw yourself into the sea 1527 01:27:11,804 --> 01:27:15,745 than to cause anyone to stumble-- stumble. 1528 01:27:16,515 --> 01:27:17,807 All right, let me make sure I'm getting that. 1529 01:27:17,909 --> 01:27:19,844 It's better to tie a millstone around your neck 1530 01:27:19,946 --> 01:27:23,753 and throw yourself in the sea rather than to do what? 1531 01:27:24,223 --> 01:27:26,718 Cause someone to stumble. Stumble. 1532 01:27:26,820 --> 01:27:30,158 To cause someone to stumble? Okay. 1533 01:27:30,427 --> 01:27:32,392 What were you trying to accomplish there 1534 01:27:32,495 --> 01:27:35,031 when you did take your children's lives? 1535 01:27:46,245 --> 01:27:48,806 ...all women, all Gen Z group think. 1536 01:27:50,179 --> 01:27:51,545 Like, what are your thoughts? 1537 01:27:56,488 --> 01:27:57,815 And? 1538 01:27:59,250 --> 01:28:00,589 Hello? 1539 01:28:00,891 --> 01:28:02,921 Yeah. Mm-hm. Mm-hm. 1540 01:28:03,023 --> 01:28:04,227 Mm-hm. 1541 01:28:04,329 --> 01:28:06,659 That is totally unbelievable, right? 1542 01:28:07,760 --> 01:28:11,467 That's completely unbelievable. All of it. 1543 01:28:11,569 --> 01:28:14,637 -But Dr. Spring said-- - I don't care what she said. 1544 01:28:14,739 --> 01:28:15,798 I'm telling you, 1545 01:28:15,900 --> 01:28:19,603 I had a work emergency and I couldn't stay. 1546 01:28:19,705 --> 01:28:22,378 I had to leave. It isn't my fault. 1547 01:28:22,480 --> 01:28:24,508 I came right back to pick you up when I was supposed to 1548 01:28:24,610 --> 01:28:27,282 like I always do. I just-- I just-- 1549 01:28:27,584 --> 01:28:31,054 I just couldn't stay for the group, but, you know... 1550 01:28:31,156 --> 01:28:32,421 I work with a lot of very sick people, 1551 01:28:32,523 --> 01:28:35,151 - honey, and sometimes they are-- -Sicker than me? 1552 01:28:35,721 --> 01:28:38,725 Sick in a different way than you. 1553 01:28:39,395 --> 01:28:41,865 - But Dr. Spring said-- - I told you, 1554 01:28:41,967 --> 01:28:44,128 I don't care what she said. 1555 01:28:44,230 --> 01:28:45,298 I'm your mother. 1556 01:28:45,400 --> 01:28:48,569 She loves me though. She said so. 1557 01:28:50,071 --> 01:28:51,605 She said that? 1558 01:28:51,707 --> 01:28:53,904 She loves all of us. The kids. 1559 01:28:54,006 --> 01:28:57,214 She has no right to tell you that. She's a doctor. 1560 01:28:57,316 --> 01:28:59,514 - She doesn't have a right-- - It's true, though! 1561 01:28:59,616 --> 01:29:01,778 You know, I don't think we need the program anymore. 1562 01:29:01,880 --> 01:29:04,687 - I'm better? - Yeah. I think maybe, yeah. 1563 01:29:04,789 --> 01:29:06,218 Maybe we... 1564 01:29:06,320 --> 01:29:07,918 we just do it, you and me. 1565 01:29:08,860 --> 01:29:10,492 What would happen? 1566 01:29:11,892 --> 01:29:15,728 Uh... So many wonderful things. You would... 1567 01:29:16,795 --> 01:29:18,297 You'd be able to get the tube out, 1568 01:29:18,400 --> 01:29:19,700 and you could go back to school 1569 01:29:19,802 --> 01:29:22,267 and you'd be eating everything delicious in the whole word. 1570 01:29:22,369 --> 01:29:24,507 Wouldn't that be great? 1571 01:29:24,842 --> 01:29:26,442 You can do that? 1572 01:29:27,305 --> 01:29:28,772 Do what? 1573 01:29:28,874 --> 01:29:32,076 Make me better? I won't need the machine? 1574 01:29:32,412 --> 01:29:33,878 Well... 1575 01:29:34,580 --> 01:29:35,983 I'm better? They said that? 1576 01:29:36,085 --> 01:29:37,621 I think, maybe. 1577 01:29:37,723 --> 01:29:39,288 You know, and... 1578 01:29:39,390 --> 01:29:42,552 And if not, then we'll just do it, you know? 1579 01:29:42,654 --> 01:29:44,061 You're better than you were, 1580 01:29:44,163 --> 01:29:45,923 and Dr. Spring's not the boss of us. 1581 01:29:52,264 --> 01:29:53,436 Mommy? 1582 01:29:55,037 --> 01:29:55,966 Yeah? 1583 01:29:57,575 --> 01:29:59,671 I'm really sorry, but I'm not better. 1584 01:29:59,773 --> 01:30:02,577 Please don't be mad or sad that I said that. 1585 01:30:26,168 --> 01:30:27,670 Hello? 1586 01:30:28,372 --> 01:30:29,535 There's someone here 1587 01:30:29,637 --> 01:30:31,441 who wants to see you in the lobby. 1588 01:30:34,472 --> 01:30:36,611 What? Who? 1589 01:30:37,776 --> 01:30:40,816 Won't say. Come down or don't. 1590 01:30:49,093 --> 01:30:50,988 Thanks for checking on me. 1591 01:30:52,629 --> 01:30:55,296 Oh, you would not believe the day I had, honestly. 1592 01:30:55,398 --> 01:30:57,860 After you just left me all alone, 1593 01:30:57,962 --> 01:30:59,763 abandoned in your spooky-ass apartment, 1594 01:30:59,865 --> 01:31:00,970 with my bone sticking out my leg. 1595 01:31:01,072 --> 01:31:01,837 I called you an ambulance. 1596 01:31:01,939 --> 01:31:03,107 No big deal. 1597 01:31:03,209 --> 01:31:04,005 What else did you expect me to do? 1598 01:31:04,107 --> 01:31:05,307 It's really painful. 1599 01:31:05,409 --> 01:31:07,508 I had to get back here to my kid, okay? 1600 01:31:07,610 --> 01:31:09,611 Mother of the fucking year. I almost forgot. 1601 01:31:10,244 --> 01:31:11,313 I don't care. 1602 01:31:11,415 --> 01:31:13,115 And what exactly am I supposed to do 1603 01:31:13,217 --> 01:31:14,347 with your brick of cocaine? 1604 01:31:14,449 --> 01:31:15,851 - Flush it. - Okay. 1605 01:31:15,953 --> 01:31:16,846 It must be nice. 1606 01:31:16,948 --> 01:31:18,950 Why didn't they give you any crutches? 1607 01:31:19,819 --> 01:31:22,459 Fuck them crutches. 1608 01:31:38,142 --> 01:31:39,839 It's... It is you! 1609 01:31:41,210 --> 01:31:42,976 You-- you're here. 1610 01:31:43,245 --> 01:31:44,778 I hope that's okay. 1611 01:31:44,880 --> 01:31:47,848 I accidentally followed you this one time, and... 1612 01:31:48,117 --> 01:31:49,446 You live here? 1613 01:31:49,548 --> 01:31:52,423 Are... are you okay? 1614 01:31:53,289 --> 01:31:55,793 - I'm okay. - Okay. Okay. 1615 01:31:55,895 --> 01:31:57,458 Where did you go? 1616 01:31:57,626 --> 01:32:01,161 I just... I-- I had to get out of there. 1617 01:32:01,663 --> 01:32:04,834 - Okay, I understand. So, let's-- - Do you? 1618 01:32:05,303 --> 01:32:07,735 Do you really, really understand? 1619 01:32:08,401 --> 01:32:09,473 I think so. 1620 01:32:10,306 --> 01:32:12,172 Oh, shit. No. This is... 1621 01:32:12,274 --> 01:32:13,936 This is a mistake. 1622 01:32:14,038 --> 01:32:16,572 This is a mistake because I thought... 1623 01:32:16,841 --> 01:32:18,677 I thought that you understood, 1624 01:32:18,779 --> 01:32:20,212 and that I wouldn't even have to say-- 1625 01:32:20,314 --> 01:32:21,682 Let's calm down. 1626 01:32:21,784 --> 01:32:22,846 I think what we should do is get in a car right now 1627 01:32:22,948 --> 01:32:24,447 and go straight to the emergency room. 1628 01:32:24,549 --> 01:32:25,449 A hospital? 1629 01:32:25,551 --> 01:32:27,049 - Yes. - Why? Why? 1630 01:32:27,151 --> 01:32:28,486 Because it's just a safe place to go... 1631 01:32:28,588 --> 01:32:29,721 Why? Why? No, I'm fine. 1632 01:32:29,823 --> 01:32:31,655 ...if you don't feel ready to go home. 1633 01:32:31,758 --> 01:32:33,464 Well, what about your daughter? 1634 01:32:34,630 --> 01:32:37,129 - My daughter? - Where is your daughter? 1635 01:32:37,632 --> 01:32:39,532 She's upstairs. She's sleeping. 1636 01:32:39,634 --> 01:32:40,797 I don't want to go to a hospital. 1637 01:32:40,899 --> 01:32:41,903 I don't want to go to a hospital. 1638 01:32:42,005 --> 01:32:42,632 Okay. 1639 01:32:42,734 --> 01:32:44,808 I want you to help me. 1640 01:32:44,910 --> 01:32:45,869 I'm trying to. 1641 01:32:45,971 --> 01:32:47,277 - I am trying to help you. - Please help me. 1642 01:32:47,379 --> 01:32:48,311 No, no, because you don't understand. 1643 01:32:48,413 --> 01:32:51,243 You don't see it. All of their faces. 1644 01:32:51,746 --> 01:32:54,145 Their little faces. They look at us, 1645 01:32:54,247 --> 01:32:57,385 - and there is nothing there. - Okay, you need to calm down. 1646 01:32:57,487 --> 01:32:59,351 - No! No! - You need to calm down. 1647 01:32:59,453 --> 01:33:00,720 No, I am fine! Okay? 1648 01:33:00,823 --> 01:33:02,458 - But I just need you... - Let's just breathe. 1649 01:33:02,560 --> 01:33:03,488 - No, but you don't know... - Just breathe. 1650 01:33:03,590 --> 01:33:04,356 In and out, Caroline. 1651 01:33:04,458 --> 01:33:05,425 Just take a breath. 1652 01:33:05,528 --> 01:33:06,524 - Just breathe with me. - Stop. 1653 01:33:06,626 --> 01:33:07,624 Just start with a breath. 1654 01:33:18,670 --> 01:33:20,236 Caroline, wait! 1655 01:33:28,316 --> 01:33:30,382 Stop! 1656 01:33:45,299 --> 01:33:46,702 Caroline! 1657 01:33:49,036 --> 01:33:51,041 THERAPIST If this is an emergency, 1658 01:33:51,143 --> 01:33:53,170 hang up and call 911. 1659 01:33:53,272 --> 01:33:56,709 Otherwise, call back during normal business hours. 1660 01:33:56,811 --> 01:33:57,741 Okay, call me back. 1661 01:33:57,843 --> 01:33:59,076 Call me back tonight, okay? 1662 01:33:59,178 --> 01:34:00,681 Please? Please, you said that you could help me. 1663 01:34:00,783 --> 01:34:03,249 Please. Please, just call me back, okay? 1664 01:34:03,351 --> 01:34:05,116 I need you. Bye. 1665 01:36:24,294 --> 01:36:25,990 Mommy? 1666 01:36:26,292 --> 01:36:30,261 Go back to sleep. Everything's okay. 1667 01:36:31,235 --> 01:36:33,501 My tummy is wet. 1668 01:36:33,871 --> 01:36:37,873 Sh-sh-sh. It's okay. I made it better, okay? 1669 01:36:38,540 --> 01:36:40,337 Go back to sleep. 1670 01:38:10,533 --> 01:38:12,497 Hello? 1671 01:38:12,599 --> 01:38:13,529 Hello? 1672 01:38:18,506 --> 01:38:20,143 Hello? 1673 01:38:26,614 --> 01:38:27,950 Oh! 1674 01:38:28,980 --> 01:38:30,150 Why are you here? 1675 01:38:31,553 --> 01:38:32,823 Are you okay? 1676 01:38:33,191 --> 01:38:34,151 Where... 1677 01:38:34,253 --> 01:38:36,453 When did you get here? Why are you here? 1678 01:38:38,824 --> 01:38:39,890 Where is she? 1679 01:38:39,992 --> 01:38:42,893 She's asleep. 1680 01:38:43,162 --> 01:38:44,835 - With the babysitter? - Yes. 1681 01:38:46,437 --> 01:38:47,769 Look, I just... 1682 01:38:47,871 --> 01:38:49,900 I couldn't think. I couldn't function. 1683 01:38:50,002 --> 01:38:51,201 I couldn't do anything. 1684 01:38:51,303 --> 01:38:52,936 All I was doing was thinking about you, 1685 01:38:53,038 --> 01:38:54,171 and her, and the apartment 1686 01:38:54,273 --> 01:38:56,340 so I had to come back. I was scared. 1687 01:38:56,442 --> 01:38:58,981 - I wanted to help. - Wait, wait, wait. Wait, I-- 1688 01:39:02,781 --> 01:39:04,880 What? You just gotta know how to talk to these guys. 1689 01:39:04,982 --> 01:39:06,284 That's all. 1690 01:39:06,386 --> 01:39:09,623 Did you look at it, the hole? Did you see it? 1691 01:39:09,725 --> 01:39:10,986 Did you see anything? 1692 01:39:11,489 --> 01:39:15,030 Oh, yeah. No, it, uh... It was not fixed. 1693 01:39:15,664 --> 01:39:17,062 Now it's fixed. 1694 01:39:17,498 --> 01:39:20,803 Okay. Okay, I think we should just... Let's just go now. 1695 01:39:20,905 --> 01:39:22,669 I just don't see how it got so bad. 1696 01:39:22,771 --> 01:39:24,199 How did it get so bad? 1697 01:39:24,301 --> 01:39:25,903 Are you trying to blame me? 1698 01:39:26,205 --> 01:39:28,544 No, I'm not blaming you. I just... 1699 01:39:28,647 --> 01:39:29,912 I just want to get out of here. 1700 01:39:30,014 --> 01:39:31,409 - It was a huge hole. - I want to get out of here. 1701 01:39:41,393 --> 01:39:42,618 Do you love me? 1702 01:39:44,493 --> 01:39:45,456 Yeah. 1703 01:39:55,367 --> 01:39:58,172 - Hey, hey. Wait, wait, wait. - What? 1704 01:39:58,871 --> 01:40:00,306 What's the rush? 1705 01:40:00,408 --> 01:40:02,876 You were the one who was in a rush to get back here. 1706 01:40:02,978 --> 01:40:04,873 I don't want to be here anymore. 1707 01:40:05,275 --> 01:40:07,014 We are here, all right? 1708 01:40:07,117 --> 01:40:08,814 Let's relieve the babysitter. I'm exhausted. 1709 01:40:08,916 --> 01:40:10,217 I want to get to sleep, 1710 01:40:10,319 --> 01:40:11,853 and I'm excited to see her even if she's sleeping. 1711 01:40:11,955 --> 01:40:13,755 I know, but why don't you go downstairs 1712 01:40:13,857 --> 01:40:15,052 and get us some wine or something 1713 01:40:15,154 --> 01:40:16,420 and I can relieve the sitter 1714 01:40:16,522 --> 01:40:17,725 and then you can come back up and then we can... 1715 01:40:17,828 --> 01:40:19,528 What's going on? What's going on? 1716 01:40:19,630 --> 01:40:21,063 There's nothing going on. 1717 01:40:22,598 --> 01:40:24,528 Open the door. 1718 01:40:26,935 --> 01:40:29,533 - Me? - I don't have a key. 1719 01:40:30,838 --> 01:40:33,273 Right, yeah. Okay. 1720 01:40:34,538 --> 01:40:36,110 Oh, God. Don't tell me you left her here 1721 01:40:36,212 --> 01:40:39,344 - without having a key. Come on. - No, no, no. No. 1722 01:40:39,446 --> 01:40:42,447 Of course, I have a key. What do you think I am? 1723 01:40:48,418 --> 01:40:52,059 Hey. I'm her dad. I'm Charles. 1724 01:40:52,162 --> 01:40:54,158 Nice to meet you. You must be the babysitter. 1725 01:40:54,260 --> 01:40:56,425 - Babysitter? - Yeah, James, right? 1726 01:40:56,527 --> 01:40:59,698 - Jamie, right. - Oh, thank you for... 1727 01:40:59,800 --> 01:41:01,430 Oh, hell no. 1728 01:41:01,532 --> 01:41:03,939 I'm not doing this shit with you, yo. 1729 01:41:04,042 --> 01:41:05,136 Not doing what? What are you talking about? 1730 01:41:05,238 --> 01:41:07,538 I'm not a fucking babysitter, dude. 1731 01:41:08,842 --> 01:41:10,412 Excuse me? 1732 01:41:11,215 --> 01:41:14,150 Your daughter woke up and was crying, scared shitless. 1733 01:41:14,252 --> 01:41:17,953 So I pounded on the fucking door till she finally opened it. 1734 01:41:18,056 --> 01:41:19,649 I had to tell her I was a friend of your wife. 1735 01:41:19,751 --> 01:41:22,618 Bro, it took me forever to get her to go to sleep. 1736 01:41:22,720 --> 01:41:25,061 And by the way, I had to give her a Band-Aid. 1737 01:41:25,163 --> 01:41:27,224 She has some shit oozing from her stomach or something. 1738 01:41:27,326 --> 01:41:29,098 Hey. Okay, okay, hold on. Hold on. 1739 01:41:29,200 --> 01:41:30,933 - Listen, who the fuck are you... - Watch the leg, man. 1740 01:41:31,036 --> 01:41:32,263 ...and what the hell are you doing in my room? 1741 01:41:32,365 --> 01:41:34,601 - Your room? - Yeah. This is my wife. 1742 01:41:34,703 --> 01:41:35,769 That's my child. 1743 01:41:35,871 --> 01:41:37,005 -Mommy? - My room. 1744 01:41:37,107 --> 01:41:38,537 I just fucking told you who I was, 1745 01:41:38,639 --> 01:41:40,976 and you need to ask your wife why I got this cast on my leg. 1746 01:41:41,078 --> 01:41:43,276 -It's-- I don't... - Who is this guy? 1747 01:41:43,378 --> 01:41:45,815 - He's the babysitter. - He's not the babysitter! 1748 01:41:45,917 --> 01:41:46,948 He just told me he's not the babysitter. 1749 01:41:47,050 --> 01:41:48,015 I don't know what he's talking about. 1750 01:41:48,117 --> 01:41:48,914 - Who the fuck is he? - She's awake. 1751 01:41:49,016 --> 01:41:50,116 Can we just go inside? 1752 01:41:50,218 --> 01:41:51,416 She can hear everything you're saying. 1753 01:41:51,518 --> 01:41:52,481 Can you even explain to me why her machine is off 1754 01:41:52,583 --> 01:41:53,381 and the tube is outside of her body? 1755 01:41:53,484 --> 01:41:54,716 Daddy! Are you out there? 1756 01:41:54,818 --> 01:41:56,122 - I ain't in this shit, man. -Come see me! 1757 01:41:56,224 --> 01:41:57,758 -Let's go inside. - Daddy! Daddy! 1758 01:41:57,860 --> 01:41:59,857 Hey. Hey. Lookit. Yes, hi. 1759 01:41:59,959 --> 01:42:01,161 Daddy's home! 1760 01:42:01,264 --> 01:42:02,494 Mom said we didn't need the program anymore. 1761 01:42:02,596 --> 01:42:04,067 Oh, my gosh. Look at you! You're beautiful. 1762 01:42:04,169 --> 01:42:05,431 But I didn't believe her because Dr. Spring said I do. 1763 01:42:05,533 --> 01:42:08,637 - But look, she was right! - What? What are you saying? 1764 01:42:08,739 --> 01:42:11,541 - Look! No tube! - What? 1765 01:42:11,643 --> 01:42:12,667 The tube is garbage now. 1766 01:42:12,769 --> 01:42:14,543 I can go back to school! 1767 01:42:14,645 --> 01:42:16,206 Oh, my God. 1768 01:42:16,308 --> 01:42:18,210 - Oh, my God. - But Daddy... 1769 01:42:18,312 --> 01:42:19,348 I still don't want to eat food... 1770 01:42:19,450 --> 01:42:20,711 What... 1771 01:42:20,813 --> 01:42:21,680 - ...because it's too squishy. -What's going on? 1772 01:42:27,258 --> 01:42:29,053 Will you take me to the playground tomorrow? 1773 01:42:29,155 --> 01:42:30,689 What did you do? 1774 01:42:30,958 --> 01:42:32,021 What did you do?! 1775 01:42:32,123 --> 01:42:33,261 Mommy! 1776 01:45:20,227 --> 01:45:22,331 Don't touch me! 1777 01:46:16,250 --> 01:46:17,683 Mommy! 1778 01:46:18,755 --> 01:46:19,916 Mommy! 1779 01:46:20,284 --> 01:46:21,923 Mommy! 1780 01:46:27,294 --> 01:46:29,563 Mommy, I'm here. 1781 01:46:31,264 --> 01:46:33,402 Mommy, please! 1782 01:46:35,706 --> 01:46:36,532 Mommy! 1783 01:46:39,669 --> 01:46:41,177 Please! 1784 01:46:43,614 --> 01:46:47,216 ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 1785 01:46:47,618 --> 01:46:49,615 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 1786 01:46:49,717 --> 01:46:52,017 ♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪ 1787 01:46:53,488 --> 01:46:55,523 ♪ Then think about The bubbles ♪ 1788 01:47:02,095 --> 01:47:03,399 Mommy? 1789 01:47:10,535 --> 01:47:12,903 I'll be better. I promise. 1790 01:47:15,242 --> 01:47:17,006 I'll be better. 1791 01:48:56,745 --> 01:49:00,276 ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 1792 01:49:00,845 --> 01:49:03,482 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 1793 01:49:03,584 --> 01:49:05,815 ♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪ 1794 01:49:05,917 --> 01:49:09,252 ♪ Then think About the bubbles ♪ 1795 01:49:09,755 --> 01:49:12,754 ♪ You can take your teardrops ♪ 1796 01:49:12,856 --> 01:49:15,262 ♪ Drop them in a teacup ♪ 1797 01:49:15,631 --> 01:49:18,399 ♪ Take them down To the riverside ♪ 1798 01:49:18,501 --> 01:49:20,696 ♪ And throw them Over the side ♪ 1799 01:49:20,799 --> 01:49:23,666 ♪ To be swept up by a current ♪ 1800 01:49:23,769 --> 01:49:26,835 ♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪ 1801 01:49:26,937 --> 01:49:30,279 ♪ To be eaten by some fishes ♪ 1802 01:49:30,381 --> 01:49:33,375 ♪ Who were eaten by Some fishes ♪ 1803 01:49:33,744 --> 01:49:36,018 ♪ Swallowed by a whale ♪ 1804 01:49:36,120 --> 01:49:39,483 ♪ Who grew so old ♪ 1805 01:49:39,585 --> 01:49:42,859 ♪ He decomposed ♪ 1806 01:49:42,961 --> 01:49:44,186 ♪ Doo-doo ♪ 1807 01:49:45,689 --> 01:49:46,855 ♪ Doo-doo ♪ 1808 01:49:46,957 --> 01:49:50,727 ♪ He died and left his body ♪ 1809 01:49:50,829 --> 01:49:54,531 ♪ To the bottom of the ocean ♪ 1810 01:49:54,633 --> 01:49:57,172 ♪ Now everybody knows ♪ 1811 01:49:57,275 --> 01:50:01,008 ♪ That when a body decomposes ♪ 1812 01:50:01,343 --> 01:50:03,673 ♪ The basic elements ♪ 1813 01:50:03,776 --> 01:50:07,108 ♪ Are given back to the ocean ♪ 1814 01:50:07,210 --> 01:50:10,484 ♪ And the sea does What it oughta ♪ 1815 01:50:10,586 --> 01:50:13,354 ♪ And soon There's salty water ♪ 1816 01:50:13,456 --> 01:50:16,151 ♪ Not too good for drinking ♪ 1817 01:50:16,253 --> 01:50:18,757 ♪ 'Cause it tastes Just like a teardrop ♪ 1818 01:50:18,859 --> 01:50:22,759 ♪ So they run it Through a filter ♪ 1819 01:50:22,861 --> 01:50:25,630 ♪ It comes out from a faucet ♪ 1820 01:50:25,732 --> 01:50:28,799 ♪ And it pours into a teapot ♪ 1821 01:50:28,901 --> 01:50:31,301 ♪ Which is just about To bubble ♪ 1822 01:50:31,404 --> 01:50:32,868 ♪ Now ♪ 1823 01:50:32,970 --> 01:50:37,008 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪