这是公元前四百年 发生在雅典的一幕 The scene is Athens, 400 BC.
当地的一些智者相聚一堂 A bunch of the local braniacs have gotten together,
酌酒间 the wine is being passed,
火花涌动 思想激烈交锋 and the ideas are flowing fast and furious.
草叶
辩论达到了高潮 The debate's in full force,
苏格拉底发表意见 而阿西拜厄狄斯加入了讨论 and Socrates has the floor. Who enters? Alcibiodes,
这位醉醺醺的俊美男人 drunk, a beautiful man,
当时正疯狂爱恋着自己的导师 苏格拉底 hopelessly in love with his mentor, Socrates.
然而 有意思的是 交锋之中 And, uniquely, in all of these dialogues,
苏格拉底没有如阿西拜厄狄斯一般抗辩到底 为什么 Socrates doesn't get the last word. Alcibiodes does. Why?
因为正如柏拉图曾经说过 Because passion, Plato seems to be saying,
情感就是人类本质上的弱点 is essentially and mercilessly human.
我们所能做的 就是通过持久地自律 And the best that we can hope to do is to quell it,
抑制情感 through relentless discipline.
对苏格拉底来说 To Socrates,
健康的生活 the healthy life is comprised
就是在万众瞩目之下 of constant focus by the individual,
依旧保留自己的一片净土 to excise those forces that weaken or...
不受那些扰乱认知的杂念影响 or confuse his understanding of the world around him.
他乞求我们保持这样的自律 He implores us to devote our lives to this kind of control.
这意味着 每时每刻的自律 Meaning, our every waking moment.
苏格拉底认清了一点 Socrates recognized what every philosopher
而这点为历史上所有哲学家和宗教人士所承认 and religion, for that matter, in the history of the world,
从柏拉图到亚里士多德 从伊壁鸠鲁到斯多葛 from Plato to Aristotle, from Epicurus to the Stoics,
从犹太基督教众 到佛家教徒 无一例外 from the Judeo-Christians to the Buddhists, have all observed,
幸福生活所需的平衡 which is that the balance needed for a happy life
是虚幻的 is illusory.
一旦我们以人类固有的方式 And as soon as in our gorgeously-flawed human way
误以为我们达到了这种平衡 we think that we've attained it.
那就是在自比上帝 我们也将因此毁灭 We're pretending divinity, and we're gonna crash,
正如卡勒斯 灰飞烟灭于海洋 like Icarus, flaming into the sea.
这周末好好想想这一点 So think about that this weekend,
当你自以为站在世界之巅 when you think you're on top of the world,
于是几杯啤酒下肚 and then you pour a pitcher of beer
便去追求那位你配不上的男人时 down your throat and chase that upper-classman,
请想想我今天的话 who's out of your league.
下周我们谈亚里士多德 Aristotle is next week.
不要拘泥于文字 要想象场景 don't just look at it as words. Imagine the scene.
这些都是人 曾经活生生的人 These were people. They were alive, like you and me.
这些都是他们的思想 请赋予它们生命 They thought these things. Breathe 'em into life.
我想把索福克勒斯作品中 So, I was thinking about doing a sort of contrast
对话和旁白做一个对比 between dialogue and chorus in Sophocles.
你可以参考尼采的《悲剧的诞生》 Now you should check out Nietzsche's Birth of Tragedy.
他认为悲剧源于两位神的交锋 He says that tragedy emerges from the clash between Apollo,
理智与和谐之神阿波罗 迷狂之神狄俄尼索斯 God of reason and harmony, and Dionysus, god of intoxication.
在人类身上 这二者的冲突不可避免 And that their struggle within our human condition is inevitable, and
也因此产生了 that is what has produced the most
世间最耀眼的艺术形式 salient form of art the world's ever known.
-悲剧 -你不这么认为吗 - Tragedy? - What, you don't think so?
我喜欢喜剧 一起去看电影吗 I like comedies. 'Ya wanna see a movie?
不 格林斯坦小姐 很抱歉 No, Miss Greenstein, I'm sorry.
-你收到我的字条了吗 -收到了 - Did you get my note? - I did.
怎样 And?
用拉丁文写很聪明 It was very clever of you to write it in Latin.
还有大量使用被动迂回说法呢 With the repeated use of the passive periphrastic?
-很繁琐 -还有我把头韵形容词 - It was quite propagate. - And how I was sending up cicero
插入动词之中 with all those alliterative adjectives
模仿西塞罗风格呢 thrusting themselves into the verbs?
罗马哲学家
-这些我都发现了 -那么 - None of this was lost on me. - So?
格林斯坦小姐 Miss Greenstein,
你很聪明 也很有特点 you are very, very bright and very profession in your way,
但总有规矩 道德观念 或者说 but there are certain rules, mores , if you will,
这条界限不能跨越 lines that we don't cross.
我没有开玩笑 I'm not joking, actually,
还请你今后自重 and I'm gonna ask you in the future to refrain..
不 不 不 请别这样 No! no, no, no... no! Please, don't do that!
请你把门打开 格林斯坦小姐 I'm gonna ask you to open that door, Miss Greenstein.
我张口结舌 发不出一丝声音 Lingua sed torpet, tenuis sub artus
拉丁语
一股纤细的热流传遍全身 Flamma demanat, sonitu suopte
拉丁语
卡图卢斯诗集 第五十一章 勒斯比亚循环诗 Catullus 51, the lesbia cycle, yes. however,
不 不 不 不要这样 Oh, no, no, no! abs... absolutely not!
格林斯坦小姐 Miss Greenstein!
这对我们俩都不好 This is not good for either of us!
格林斯坦小姐 不 请自重 No, Miss Greenstein! No! Restrain yourself!
抱歉 我 我 Oh! Oh! Excuse me! um... I... I... I...
玛姬 Maggie! Mag... Maggie!
别走 格林斯坦马上就离开 Please don't go. Miss Greenstein was just leaving.
-玛姬 别误会 -您不用说了 - Maggie. Absolutely nothing. - You don't have to say anything.
我绝不会 她 她自己就扑上来 I would never... she... she... she went and just puh!
他们都爱你 哈佛也是 They're all in love with you. Just like Harvard.
谁告诉你的 Who told you that?
这可是古典学系 This is the classics department.
所有人都飞短流长 No one is more gossipy than you people.
我明天一早去剑桥 只是吃个饭而已 Ok, I am going to Cambridge in the morning. It's just a lunch.
与我无关 I don't wanna know.
我们不玩儿冰毒 可卡因也是 We don't deal in crystal meth. We don't deal in cocaine.
摇头丸或是白粉我们也不做 Not your rock stuff or your powder.
凡是要搁勺子里煮的 We don't do nothing ya gotta cook up in a spoon
要注射的我们都不做 and shoot into your arm.
药丸 合成药片儿 都不是我的菜 Pills? Pharmaceuticals? Hell, no, by and large.
或许 Maybe, well,
我曾经经手过一些黑茉莉 maybe the black molly's gonna pass through these hands
大麻与蜂蜜混合物
但我之所以会这么做 on his way to somewheres else,
仅仅是因为我上高中那会儿 just on account of the fact I used to like
嗑过一阵子 不然怎么把作业写完呢 pop in high school, 'cuz I had to get my homework done.
但我们的底线就在这里 But that's generally where we draw the line.
不 先生 我们只做百分百俄州自产货 No, sir. we deal in 100% pure Oklahoma grown,
独家的 为什么 exclusive. why?
因为我可不想因为把抗组胺剂 Because I ain't gonna blow my house up
混进甘油而把自家房子炸飞 mixing up antihistamines into dynamite.
还有 说真的 那种要用针注射的东西 And, spiritually, I don't cotton to somethin'
我可没有好感 that's gotta pass through a needle.
化学品嘛 就是不喜欢而已 Chemicals, well, I just don't like 'em.
我的马仔们原来都是走私犯 My people was bootleggers before all this.
原来是作坊产业 纯天然 It was a backyard operation. They did it natural.
如今技术含量提高了 这点我可以保证 Little bit more of a science nowadays. I will grant ya that.
你说你改主意了 要北上扩张了 You say you changed your mind, getcha up north.
-他想去德州 -不可能 - He mentioned Texas. - Texas ain't gonna happen.
混球 我们不去德州做 Dick, we don't wanna sell in Texas.
堪萨斯 内布拉斯加 密苏里都行 Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri.
没兴趣 I ain't interested.
他说你最好把兴趣培养出来 He say you'd better get your mind around being interested.
什么意思 Meaning what?
就是说 要么你扩张生意 Meaning your choice is to expand your business,
要么我们就让你关门大吉 or we shut you down entire.
看你到时候怎么还债 Then how you gonna pay your debt?
-肥猫出什么事了 -上周被抓了 - Well, what happened to fat back? - Arrested last week.
-那个迈阿密来的菜鸟呢 -把自己房子炸了 - And the rawls feller up in liberty mans? - Blowed his house up.
看见没 所以我不干这种事 Oh, see, that's.. that what I'm talkin' about.
时下风头很紧 Well, it's tough times.
可不是嘛 Well, ain't it the truth.
过去 你只要拉上几根绊线 Used to be, you could get a couple of trip wires,
设上几个陷阱 a couple of booby traps,
养上几条好狗 收买好条子 a good set of dogs, you pay off your local constable,
你就可以逍遥地做你的生意 and you just live out on the property.
施点复合肥 那玩意跟夏天的豆子一样疯长 Feed her a little 13-13-13 fertilizer, like growing summer beans.
就连打击毒品的行动也没殃及我们 Even the war on drugs passed us by.
当然了 他们现在更喜欢反恐 Course, now they come up with the war on terror.
我可不关心你们菜鸟毒贩怎么辛勤劳作 Not that I ain't interested in the travails of a small-time drug dealer,
-你说我是菜鸟 -怎么着也要扩到塔尔萨 - Oh, you calling me small-time? - We gotta make it to Tulsa.
你知不知道我是全国第一个 Do you know that I was the first grower
运用水培法种植的人 in the state that ever employed hydroponics?
什么是水培法 What's hydroponics?
在水中萌发种子 你这个猪脑子 Germinating the seed in water, you shit-for-brains.
你知道我杂交了多少代 Do you know how many generations of hybridization
才拿到现在最优的三个品种吗 I've had to do to get my top three varietals?
你以为最好的货那么容易搞出来吗 There is a goddamn reason I grow the best!
-行了 贝迪 你到底想怎样 -发哥要你还钱 - Enough, Brady. what's it gonna be? - Pug wants his money!
早知道他有期限 Well, if I'd a known about a timetable,
我们早就开始还钱了 we'd have been doing that.
别他妈扯什么期限 他给你指了一条生路 Shut your face about a timetable. he's offering you a way out.
你他妈最好识相点 You sure as shit better take it,
否则就让你屁股开花 Or he's gonna bust up in your glory hole, like nobody's business.
该转一转了 We should turn it loose.
只要是我自己不抽的东西 I ain't gonna manufacture or purvey
我是不会生产或是销售的 anything that I won't ingest into my own sweet self.
看看呐 Look it here.
你怎么忍心说这是受控物质 How you gonna call that a controlled substance?
-政府就这么说 -你看这芽的结构 - Well, the government do. - Look at the bud structure on it.
晶体的密度 萜类散发的芳香 The crystal density, the smell of them terpenes.
这可合成不出来 You can't synthesize that.
这是大自然给我们的恩赐 That is nature's delivery system for goodness,
我们加以提纯而已 distilled into a pure form.
它缓缓进入你的身体 It glides down into your belly,
让你在这罪恶纷扰的世界 and blooms into a feeling of peace,
感受到一丝宁静祥和 in this world beset by evil.
不管你抽多少大麻 That world is gonna be there,
这世界也不会改变 no matter how much grass you smoke.
你看看这里 Now, look here.
你他妈想在这里建水培神殿 You wanted to build the fucking Taj Mahal to hydroponics.
-怎么 -你已经成功了 - Well? - And you done it.
但你也知道你已经招惹上了他 But you know what you was gettin' into with him,
他可不会善罢甘休 and he sure as shit ain't goin' away.
贝迪 Brady!
我在想办法 My mind's workin' on it.
我坐在壁橱中 带着我的一切 Well, I sat down in the closet, with all my overalls
想要远离那隔墙之耳 Tryin' to get away from all the ears inside my walls
梦见警察知晓我所想的一切 又如何 Dreamed the police heard everything I thought... what then?
来到法庭 法官名叫霍夫曼 Well, I went to court and the judge's name was Hoffman
你好 莎伦 她在哪儿 Hi , Sharon. where's she at?
老地方 Oh, she's in her usual spot.
-嗨 乔 -贝迪 - Hi, Joe! - Brady.
逃离现实 ...to escape reality
今晚你会看见我 一脸邪恶的微笑 And you may see me tonight, with an illegal smile
这其实不难 It don't cost very much...
-妈妈 -嘿 拿的什么 - Hey, mama. - Oh, hey. what you got there?
一篇介绍比利的新文章 还有他创作的理论 Oh... it's a new article on Billy, and a theory he wrote hisself.
谢谢 Thank you.
古典学界新星
你知道吗 Ya know, I've been thinkin'.
或许你爸爸想要被杀掉 Maybe, maybe your daddy wanted to get killed.
我脑子里闪过一个画面 他冲向一架机关枪 Somehow, I got this picture of him, runnin' toward a machine gun,
因为他宁可那样死去 because he'd rather die that way,
也不愿回到小迪克西 than come back to Little Dixie,
茫然地望着窗外 渐渐老去 and grow old, stare through a window.
鉴于他嗑遍了世界上所有的毒品 Well, seeing how he was on about every drug imaginable,
我才不会花时间去琢磨 I... I wouldn't spend my time trying to figure out
三十年前他脑子里在想什么 what was in his head over 30 years ago.
你完全不记得他了吗 Do you remember him at all?
我记得第一次闻到大麻味儿就是在他身上 I remember smelling weed the first time... on him.
果然是有其父必有其子 Well, that certainly had its impact.
黛西 你为什么不搬回家 Daisy, why... why don't you come home with us
跟我和柯琳住一阵子 and live with me and Colleen for awhile?
-是柯琳和我 -柯琳和我 - Colleen and me. - Colleen and me.
你到底懂语法吗 What's your version of proper grammar?
押韵就行 你这算哪门子的问题 Rhythm, maybe. Dumb dutch question.
你比这里其他人年轻十几岁 太荒唐了 You're 12 years younger than anyone in here. This is ridiculous!
我喜欢这里 可以随心所欲 I like it here. I can do what I want,
而且万一你被杀或是入狱 And I'm not eager to get stranded when you
我也不会落得无依无靠 get yourself killed or taken back to prison.
妈妈 柯琳怀孕了 Mama, Colleen is pregnant.
是吗 You don't say?
我一直很想告诉你 I've been dying to tell 'ya!
那么 恭喜你了 Ahhh, well, I'm happy for you.
你不开心吗 你要当奶奶了 Well, how 'bout you? You're gonna be a grandma.
你会是个好丈夫吗 Are you gonna be a husband?
我还没死呢 I ain't dead.
你父亲就是个懦弱的天才 荒废了一生 Your father was a freaked-out genius who wasted his life.
他本可以成就大事 He could have done anything.
他智商比你哥哥还高 Got a higher iq than your brother,
结果混得也就比你好那么一点 and he just passed you by.
我 我没想和比利一样 I... I... I ain't tryin' to keep up with Billy.
我不是他 他也不是我 I ain't him, and he ain't me.
妈妈 我现在这样挺好 Mama, I like who I am just fine.
你觉得我死前还能再见到他吗 You think I'll see him again before I die?
我觉得要让他回来 I think it's gonna take one of us dying
咱俩之中至少得死一个 to get him to come back down here.
行了 我走了 Well, nice sittin' with ya.
谢谢 Thanks.
棒极了 Gorgeous.
真不错 This is wonderful.
我从没在普罗维登斯以外用过餐 I... I... I almost never eat out in Providence.
偶尔去联邦山 但次数甚少 Ya know, now and then on Federal Hill, but not nearly enough.
罗马皇帝 著有《沉思录》
听说你写的关于马可·奥勒留的书 I hear your book on Marcus Aurelius
在学界引起了轰动 has the whole community astir.
谢谢 Oh, thanks.
-是哪个出版社来着 -牛津 - Which press was that again? - Oxford.
普劳图斯作品 拉丁戏剧
去年你翻译的《孪生兄弟》也是由他们出版 But they did your translation of the Menaechmi last year.
没错 他们做得很好 They did. They've been terrific.
普劳图斯 你怎么会有那么多时间 Plautus. How do you find the time?
我没有业余生活 Well, I don't have a life.
我上周看了一些你的自传材料 I read some biographical material on you last week, Bill.
你的出身并不好 You, ah, you come from humble beginnings.
确实 I do, yea.
-你家乡在哪儿 奥马哈 -俄克拉荷马 - Where was it? Omaha? - Oklahoma.
那你怎么没有口音 Oh, why don't you, ah, why don't you have an accent?
在我不懈努力下 它消失了 With some considerable effort, I lost it.
-你父亲是走私犯 -其实是我爷爷 - Your father was a bootlegger. - It was my grandfather, actually.
-太棒了 -怎么 - Fantastic. - Why fantastic?
我不知道 我们这种人的生活都如出一辙 I don't know. So many of us were trained for this life.
贵族私立学校 父母也在学界 Fancy private schools, parents in academia.
看到自己闯出一片天的人 我总是很吃惊 I'm always astounded by those who made their own way.
谢谢 我的家庭是有点古怪 Oh, thank you. I, ah, my family is a bit eccentric.
我的一切知识都源于书本 I found discipline in books.
你可能不知道索伦森院长为何而来 Well, you're probably wondering why Dean Sorenson is here.
比尔 我们想请你来法学院任职 Bill, we'd like to offer you a position in the law school.
你不是开玩笑吧 You can't be serious?
我们一直很想加大哲学在课程中的比重 We've been wanting to incorporate more philosophy into the curriculum,
所以 一听说你正在犹豫 And when we got wind of your hesitancy
想离开布朗大学古典学系 in transferring up from Brown in classics,
我们就想出了这么一个主意 we came up with the idea of letting you create
由你来为我们的法学院学生创立一个系 your own institute for our law students.
我 我不知该如何回应 I, ah, don't even know how to begin to respond.
这个消息来得太突然 That is such a precipitous offer.
慢慢品味这感觉 Savor it. Digest it.
这种美妙时刻 人生能有几回 Moments like this come too seldom in life.
的确如此 I, ah, I'll say.
我们都很欢迎你 比尔 We all want you here, Bill.
你的辛勤耕耘已卓有成效 you've crafted your career diligently.
而我们所提供的 也正是你眼下的最佳选择 It makes absolute sense as your next step.
你这里沾了酱汁 You've a dollop of japeno.
亲爱的 好多了 你最好了 Mmm, honey, that's better, you're the best.
谢谢 贝迪 Thank you, Brady.
你看上去太性感了 Look how sexy you look.
-哪有 -多性感啊 - I do not. - You do.
我还得等多久才能跟你亲热 How long the doctor give me till I got to throw up that old detour sign?
等我洗好碗 Well, just wait till I'm done with these dishes.
别管那些破烂了 我们直接在炉灶上干一场 Oh, well, push that... gonna put you right on the burner.
来点激情 Bring it, electric!
激情都爆出来吧 Comin' at ya. Dug in and comin' at ya.
喂 Hello?
请问您是哪位 Well, can I ask who's calling?
请问有什么事 Can I ask what this is about?
因为我是他女朋友 我们就要结婚了 Because I'm the girlfriend he's fixin' to marry, is why.
-谁啊 -一个叫发哥的 - Who is it? Who is it? - Some fellow named Pug.
-我来接吧 -最好不是 - I'll take it in the back there. - It better not be...
不是 是卡车的事 It ain't, it ain't. It's a man about a truck.
喂 贝迪 Hey, Brady!
喂 发哥 怎么样 hey, Pug. How are y...
贝迪 你到了吗 Down there, Brady?
到了 Ooh, oh, ah, yes we did.
他们说没说我正等你信呢 They told you I needed an answer?
说了 头儿 我清楚得很 Yes, sir, they made that pretty clear.
我就希望 I was just hopin'...
我明晚要见你 I want to see you tomorrow evening.
明晚我要 well, tomorrow night's gonna be...
没的商量 贝迪 You heard me, Brady!
-喂 -博杰 - Yea? - Bolger!
哥们 Hey, buddy.
发哥刚给我电话了 Pug just called me.
亲自打的吗 Pug called you himself?
对 他让我们过去 Yea, he wants us up there.
他想怎么样 What does he want?
没有 他就想让我们过去找他 No, he wants to see us.
-你想改 -不 我没改主意 - You gonna change...? - No, I ain't changin' my mind one bit.
我不喜欢这样 贝迪 I don't like this at all, Brady.
不管怎么样 Well, we just gonna have to
我们得最好准备 be ready to deal then and come what may.
好的 我一定挺你 You know me, I'm gonna be up there with ya.
明天见 I'll see ya.
喂 Hello?
什么劳拉 Lola who?
等一下 Ah, ah, ah, hang on, hang on.
你怎么知道这个号码 How did you get this number?
那个人给你电话了吗 Hi, did that man get a hold of you?
打了 He did, yea.
他说是急事 所以我 He said it was an emergency, so I...
你做得对 谢谢 You did the right thing, thanks.
还有什么事吗 Was there something else?
你没事吧 Is everything all right?
我弟弟被谋杀了 Well, my brother's been murdered.
比尔 这太糟糕了 Bill, that's awful!
我都不知道你有个弟弟 I didn't even know you had a brother!
怎么回事 How?
他被个弩箭射死了 He got shot with a crossbow.
你说什么 I beg your pardon?
我老家可能那东西挺多的吧 They're inexplicably popular where I come from.
是意外吗 Was it an accident?
不是 不然就不是谋杀了 No, because then it wouldn't be a murder.
我不知道 Ah, oh, I don't know even know what...
那你最后一次见他是什么时候 When was the last time you saw him?
挺长时间没见了 Um, it had been a long time.
那你准备怎么办 What will you do?
我得回家 Well, ah, I suppose I have to go home.
你为什么去塔尔萨 What brings you to Tulsa?
不好意思 家里有点事 Pardon? oh, ah, family matter.
要知道 I was gonna say,
没人会来俄克拉荷马旅游 because nobody visits Oklahoma, ya know,
要不就是你住在那儿 and it's one of those states where you live there,
要不就是在那有生意 maybe you got business there,
除此之外 那儿没什么旅游胜地 but you don't see people coming for the attractions.
-没错 -你是做什么的 - Right. - What do ya do?
我写书 教书 我是个教授 I, ah, I write and teach. I'm a professor.
-教什么 -古典哲学 - Of? - Classical Philosophy.
现在没什么实际用途了吧 There's not too much use for that these days.
但人性其实没怎么变 Humanity hasn't changed that much, actually.
你在塔尔萨有亲人吗 Do you have family in Tulsa?
没 在艾达贝 No, no. Idabel.
小迪克西吗 Little Dixie?
不会是家里有什么不幸吧 I hope it's not tragedy that brings you back.
-有人出了事 -对不起 -没事 - It is for someone. - I'm sorry. - Thanks
我是个牙齿矫正师 I'm an orthodontist.
以前是 现在又干回了老本行 Was, I mean. Will be again.
你正过牙吗 Have you had work done?
-还没有 -我看得出来 - No, no, actually, I haven't. - Yea, I can... I can tell.
你长得不错 You got a nice face, though.
谢谢 Thanks.
肯·费曼 Ken Feinman
比尔·金凯 Bill Kincaid
-你有孩子吗 比尔 -没有 - You have kids, Bill? - No.
我准备从头开始 I'm starting out all over. Yea.
大家其实都没意识到 但 People don't realize it, but it's...
从头开始很难 it's tough to break in, and you get
你要照顾生意 还有孩子的学校 most of your business, ya know, through your kids' school,
还得去教堂做礼拜 in your church,
就我而言 还要去犹太教会 Synagogue, in my case, ya know,
这年头 开诊所的成本太高 But it's tough, I mean the costs of a practice these days
根本就是泯灭人性 is just, ah, it's downright humiliating.
说真的 彻头彻尾的泯灭人性 Honestly, it's downright humiliating.
的确是这样 Hmm, yea, I believe you.
我们住在曼哈顿 We were living in Manhattan,
但我在塔尔萨长大 but, ah, I grew up in Tulsa,
我们还是回到了原点 so, ya know, we just moved back.
在塔尔萨有很多犹太人吗 Are there a lot of jews in Tulsa?
大家都这么问 That's.. that's what.. that's what everyone asks,
有一些 但是 but.. but there are. No, it's...
是个小群体 但关系非常紧密 it's a small community, but very cohesive,
让你难以置信 and, ya know, the pull was unimaginable.
阿肯 你没见那位先生在看书吗 Kenny, do you see the man is reading?
我觉得他没兴趣坐你身边 I don't think he wants to sit and listen to you
听你讲塔萨尔的犹太传记 chronicle the evolution of Tulsa jewry.
你还是接着看书吧 I'll let you get back to your reading.
谢谢 Thanks.
欢迎来到塔尔萨
不好意思 其实我 It's a little embarrassing. I don't.. don't mean to be..
我只是想说 如果你在这有家人 It's just, ah, if you've got family down there.
-侄子或者外甥 -我没有 - Ya know, nieces and nephews... - I don't.
如果你有的话 I mean, if you did or, you know...
其实离得不远 It's, ah, it's.. it's not too far away,
-我技术很好 -我相信 - and, ah, you know, I do great work. - I.. I know you do.
我觉得这种偶遇一定有其意义 I never take accidental encounters for granted.
-阿肯 -我得走了 - Kenny! Kenny! - So... I'm gonna run.
我是瑞克·博杰 Rick Bolger
你好 瑞克 Hey, Rick.
大家都叫我博杰 Folks call me bolger.
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet ya.
天 你俩长得真像 Man! you sure do look like him.
我俩是同卵双生子 I think that's what they mean by identical.
你弟弟跟我关系很好 Your brother was a great friend to me.
我有阵没见到他了 不过 谢谢 I... I hadn't seen him in awhile, but.. thanks.
-没行李吗 -没有 就这一个 - You ain't got no bags? - No, that's it.
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you.
我的梦想愈加远大 My wildest dreams grow wilder every day
然而我却一筹莫展 There's nothing I can think or do or say
我有阵没来这了 本打算住在旅店 I ain't been up here in awhile. I was gonna stay in a hotel.
后来去了哪儿 Where'd ya go?
机场附近的一个破工地 Found me a dead-end in a construction site near the airport.
就这么躺着数星星 Laid out, counting stars.
他们居然要建那么多楼 真是疯狂 Crazy how much building they got goin'on up there.
我想人们都不想回乡下住了 Folks just don't take to the country no more, I guess.
你觉得呢 You figure?
是挺奇怪 Mystery...
我发誓我会做好一切 I swear I'll get it right
我的梦想愈加远大 My wildest dreams grow wilder every day
不知我究竟会彷徨至何时 I'm wonderin' just how far my mind can stray
一路上会付出多少代价 Just how wild is too high a price to pay
想喝点什么吗 You need a drink or anything?
我们就快到达布罗肯鲍了 Comin' up on Broken Bow.
那儿有家"麦家店"可以歇歇 Can stop off at the Me Tote Em.
好 Sure.
什么东西 Me Tote?
差点忘了 这是你弟弟的 Oh! I almost forgot. This here is your brother's.
不知道你要不要 I don't know if you want it.
真他妈见鬼 You're shittin' me.
布迪 Buddy!
你把自己整干净了嘛 You clean up nice.
你说什么 How's that?
怎么穿得这么有模有样 Where's the tux from?
天 等一下 你 Oh, god, no, no, wait a second, wait a second. you, you...
博杰呢 Where's Bolger at?
他就在后面 但我 He's around back, but I'm...
我不是你要找的那个人 I'm not who you think I am.
是吗 Oh, you're not?
不是 你根本不认识我 No, you don't know me.
我只知道你人在布罗肯鲍 Oh, well, what I wanna know is what you're doin' up here in Broken Bow,
而我们警告过你别出现在这儿 when we don't want you in broken bow?
不好意思 我现在就走 Um, it's my mistake. I'm... I'm just gonna leave.
布迪到之前 你别想走 Yea, well, not till Buddy gets here, you won't.
谁来着 Buddy?
冷静一下 Calm down! Calm down! Listen.
你给我过来 贝迪 Keep it up, Brady.
我不是 我是他 I'm not him. I'm his...
过来 贝迪 Come on, Brady.
不 我不是 No! I'm not... Ugh!
你别跑来北部惹事 You don't wanna be comin' up north, where you ain't got no tripwires,
别想在这里拉电线 买通条子 or booby traps, and hos you done bribed.
也别想随心所欲在这里卖强化版大麻 Maybe even sell your souped-up turbo grass to whoever you...
-你搞清楚自己在哪儿 -这么打不公平吧 - I wondered where you was at. - Don't seem like too fair a fight.
没人请你俩跑北边撒野来 Well, nobody asked you two to come up north, neither.
我们是来塔尔萨办事 Well, we had some business to take care of up in Tulsa.
-我听说了 -你听说什么 - I heard somethin' about that. - What you heard?
听说贝迪欠发哥一大笔钱 Heard that Brady here owes Pug a lot of money.
能解释一下吗 Will you explain this, please.
别和这两个傻逼多费口舌 The less you say to these two fuckin' inbreds, the better.
听说你还要把生意 Heard he thinks you're gonna
做到我们小迪克西这边 expand business down to our little Dixie.
见鬼 我都已经解释过了 The young pussy already said.
去你的狗屁解释 How 'bout I say this!
感觉怎么样 How ya feelin'?
-贝迪 -嘿 老哥 - Brady? - Hey, buddy.
到底是怎么回事 What the hell is goin' on?
见到我开心不 Well, I think Sally got razor happy.
-什么 你疯了吗 -冷静点 - What? are you out of your mind? - Okay, easy now.
抓住他 Hold on to him, now. Hold on.
放开我 快放开我 No, let go of me! Let me go!
你要不冷静 他就不松手 Not until you calm down, he won't!
你让他告诉我你死了 还被个什么弓弩搞死 You had him tell me you were dead? with a fucking crossbow?
好吧 我很抱歉 Well, all right, I'm sorry 'bout that,
但我实在别无选择了 but there were no other way for me
只能出这招让你回来 to get you to come down here.
回来干什么 Ow! Ow! Ahhh... down here for what?
我要结婚了 I'm gettin' married.
关我什么事 这算什么烂借口 As if I care. What kind of excuse is that?
我要当爸爸了 你就要当叔叔了 And I'm having a baby. You're gonna be an uncle.
谁会那么蠢要给你生孩子 Who... who would be dumb enough to have a child with you?
我 I would.
你还记得丹顿一家吗 You remember the Dentons?
从伦艾斯回家路上认识的 On Luminus back home?
柯琳·丹顿吗 Colleen Denton?
你还记得 You remember.
我们高中的时候我还给你当过保姆 I babysat you when we were in high school.
我最喜欢你这个保姆 You was my favorite.
你经常坐在厨房看书 You used to sit in the kitchen reading books.
这样我就可以把门关上 一直看电视 I got to watch all the tv I wanted, as long as I kept the door shut.
我睡觉时你给我读莎士比亚的十四行诗 You were reading shakespeare sonnets when I was going to sleep.
你要嫁给这个抽大麻的吗 And now you're gonna marry this pothead?
-他已经戒了 -都是过去的事了 - No, he's not no more. - Ah, leaving all that behind.
好吧 那这些玩意又算什么 Oh, oh, yea, I can see the evidence for that everywhere.
等孩子出生我就戒 I get to keep on smokin' till my baby comes,
那时候盘子上的就是只火鸡了 And then it's cold turkey on that, too.
但我和博杰得抽够了才行 对吧 But me and Bolger's gonna smoke till the bottom drops out, ain't we?
我太开心了 Oh, what a... what a great time.
好吧 Anyway, you know what?
我只想毫发无损地尽快离开这里 I wanna leave as quickly and painlessly as possible.
-别啊 在这过周末吧 -不了 - Hang on. Just stay through the weekend. - No.
你可以去看看妈妈 You could go see mom.
贝迪 我这就走 Look, Brady, I am leaving. what...
你的所作所为 既残忍又毫无责任感 What you did here is cruel and irresponsible
所以我才要离开这里 and exactly why I stay away.
我看了你写的所有那些破文章 No. you... you know I read every goddamn article you write.
我还读了亚力斯托尔上一篇文章 I read 50 pages on the
花了50页就为解释一个词 interpretation of one word in Aristol.
我他妈拿着一本破字典查了一天 Sat there the whole fucking day with a dictionary,
不是那种小字典 而是狗日的牛津大字典 and not the merriam webster, either, the motherfucking OED.
我打赌全世界不到20个人读过那玩意 Ain't 20 people in the world read that whole piece, I'll bet,
你眼前就有一个 And you're lookin' at one of 'em.
你想怎么样 贝迪 What do you... what do you want, Brady?
你他妈到底想干什么 I mean, what do you fuckin' want?
我想看看我亲爱的弟弟 有错吗 I just want to see my brother, who I love. What's the crime?
你就不能跟正常人一样 Why couldn't you pick up the phone, and call me,
给我打个电话 and just ask me to come down,
让我回来 like anyone normal person?
我要打了 你也不给我回电 Because when I do, you never call me back.
就算你接了 你也会拒绝我 And, if you did, you'd just say no.
我有说错吗 Am I lying?
-有说错吗 -没错 - Well, am I lying? - No. no, you're not.
我们又不是坏人 比利 Wow... we ain't bad people, Billy.
我知道你不是 I know you're not.
你知道妈妈去了养老院吗 You know mom put herself in a home?
-养老院 -对 -天啊 - A rest home? - She did. - Jesus.
你宁愿让她在那孤独终老 You want her to die down here,
也不愿意去看看她吗 and you don't even come to say goodbye.
-她还在吸毒吗 -你自己去看吧 - Is she still using drugs? - Just go see her and find out for yourself.
我不能去 I can't. I c.. I.. I.. I just can't. I can't go and...
我们到底做错了什么 让你这么痛恨 What the hell did any of us ever do that made you hate us this way?
我不是恨你们 我只是 I don't hate you. I really don't. I just...
你不想家吗 不想家人吗 And.. and where you're from don't matter to ya? Your family?
你自己的弟弟都不想吗 Your own fuckin' brother?
我只是想过有规律的生活 Look, I try to live my life with a purposeful measure of control.
我信仰那些在几个世纪以前 I adhere to certain philosophic tenets
由一些非常睿智的思想家 that were laid down centuries ago
提出的哲学原理 By some very introspective thinkers.
我就让你在艾达贝住上三天而已 I'm talking about three fucking days in Idabel.
真见鬼 Son of a bitch.
好吧 我在这过周末 接着我就走 Ok, look, I will stay through the weekend. But then I'm out of here.
听明白了吗 Do you understand?
别闹了 天啊 Hey! hey, don't you fuck around. Stop! Jesus!
天啊 God!
他肯定以为我们在卖袋装毒粉 I think he thought we were selling dime bags.
这些都是什么 What is all this?
我来给你讲解一下 Well, let me enlighten you on a point or two.
一切都从老妈卧室里开始 It all starts in the mama room.
你小时候东西在这儿 Ya got your young'uns over here,
长大后的东西在后面 your juvies, and your adults in the back.
这些都是钠汽灯 All these lights are sodium-vapor.
博泰乐上买的惠普灯泡 功率1000瓦 Portalux hp 1000 watts
点燃时间太长 所以灯光有点发红 Incandescent's got too much far red in the spectrum.
植物在这种条件下根茎会很粗壮 Makes the plant grow too tall on the stem,
叶子脆弱 所以活不太长 And the leaves get all nine, and the whole thing just keels over.
同时也会去掉一些 Plus, it reduces the potency,
我们不想要的特性 which is definitely not what we want.
二极管再合适不过了 Now, led's gettin' to be all the rage
既省钱又好用 但是 'cause it's cooler and saves ya on power costs, but...
我还是崇尚钠汽灯 I'm a sodium-vapor man!
我们还有电子数码平衡系统 Ya know, we got your electronic digital balance
升起来 博杰 Hey, raise 'er up, Bolger!
-这都是谁造的 -我和博杰 - Who built all this? - Me and Bolger.
找了一些伙计来帮忙干重活 Had a few buddies help us with the heavy liftin'.
但这都是你弟弟设计的 Your brother designed every bit of it.
园艺部分而已 The horticultural part.
从分页目录上看来的园拱屋型设计 Quonset, ah, comes in a fuckin' catalog kit.
那些高材生能组装起来 Grade-schoolers could've assembled it.
我们应该找个承包商来 We should've got a contractor to pour the pad,
但你也知道我们请不起 But we couldn't likely hire one of those, could we?
-那这些又是什么 -不定时螺旋系统 -不定时 - And, and, what... what are all these? - Oh, nft spiral system. - nft?
对 营养液膜技术 Yea, nutrient film technique.
没有土壤 这些管子里充满了水液 No soil in there. these pipes are filled with hydroclay.
就好比是膨胀的土壤 支持植物生根发芽 It's like an expanded clay aggregate, supports the active capillaries.
就好像是去壳的椰子 要是你信那一套 It's just that and coconut husks, if you can believe that shit.
底下无酸无碱 完全无菌培养 No acid, no alkaline in the base, totally sterile medium.
我的这些特别的小宝贝 You're lookin' at cell generation of hybridization cloning,
就是新一代的杂交克隆物种 Through all my special little children.
我们把你们养得不错吧 And we feed ya good, too, don't we?
培养皿下面还有营养泵 Pump the nutrients, see, up into the medium from underneath.
这些玩意 跟那些鉴赏家 涅槃乐队 丛林果汁 毒蜘蛛 Big bud, connoisseur, nirvana, jungle juice, tarantula,
所有这些狗屁一样 The whole shitteroo.
这他妈的简直是艺术 You're looking at the motherfuckin' state of the art.
我不知道该说什么好 I don't know what to say.
博杰 你听到没 大教授也无语了 You hear that, Bolger, we rendered him speechless! huh!
-你要来点吗 -不 - You wanna try some? - No
我靠思考而生活 所以必须保持清醒 I make my living with my mind, and, so, I like to keep it clear.
好吧 我又忘了你是知识分子 I forgot who I was talking to.
说什么在时空的光流中穿行 之类的屁话 Traveling through his optic space-time. shit.
去后廊坐坐吧 我研制出一个新品种 Let's go sit on the back porch. I've got a new varietal.
等不及要试一试了 I really gotta give her a test drive.
好吧 我读了你在纽约书评上的文章 Now, I read an article you wrote in the new york review of books,
德国著名哲学家
-关于一个叫海德吉尔的家伙 -海德格尔 - 'bout a fellow called Heidegigger. - Heidegger?
就是他 这算什么鬼名字 That's the one. what kind of name is that?
法国著名哲学家
一本书讲雅克·拉康承袭海德格尔理论 我只是评论 Oh, it was a review of a book exploring Jacques Lacan's take on Heidegger.
一点没错 所以我才搞不懂 Exactly! That right there is what I don't understand about y'all! I mean..
你从来都不写点自己的东西 Y'all ever... hardly ever write about a topic!
从来都是评论别人写的东西 I mean, you write about what some other fellow wrote about the topic.
海德格尔什么的搞了套理论 So, so Heidegger's got some idea, and then some,
然后某个法国佬延续了那一套 Some French guy's got a take on that,
接着你又写段什么评论 Then you write a review of that,
其他人再继续下去 没完没了 And some other fellow's gonna come along and on and on and on and on.
你把学术问题概括地真简明扼要 贝迪 You very neatly explained academia, Brady.
要我说的话 So, I'll write and say for all y'all.
根本就是"这到底是在搞什么鬼毛" It's just called, "what the fuck's the point"?
告诉你 你再这样我就走人 Ya know what? I think this is right about where I leave.
别这样嘛 Come on, come on.
-来尝尝这个消消气 -我说了不要 - Give you a tug on that. - I said no.
你以前抽得比我还凶 还嫌不够呢 You used to do this more'n I did. you couldn't get enough of it.
今非昔比了 Well, I just don't do it anymore.
我知道你想要 你的表情出卖了你 Oh, I know you want some. It's written all over your face.
听着 我种的这玩意可比你之前尝得强多了 Look, the shit I grow is better than anything you're gonna taste anywhere.
和这一比 我们以前买的牙买加货简直狗屎不如 Makes that jamaica shit we used to buy taste like tobacco.
我想也是 Oh, I'll bet it does.
就尝一口嘛 那么一小口 就和以前那样 A tiny taste. a little, little, bitty, ole taste. just.. taste!
好吧 见鬼 我真搞不懂自己在做什么 Fine, fine. fuck, I don't believe I'm doing this.
真他妈蠢死了 This is so fucking stupid!
你上一次抽大麻是什么时候 When was the last time you did it?
-读研究生时 -这次包你欲罢不能 - Graduate school. - I'll bet this is gonna lay you out.
-还记得第一次吗 和妈妈一起 -我记得 - You remember the first time? with ma? - I remember.
真他妈荒唐透顶 Fucking ridiculous.
我想她觉得我们迟早也会自己发现 I guess she just figured we were gonna find out on our own, anyway.
我不在乎她怎么想 I... I don't wanna know what she was thinking about.
得了 像点样嘛 Oh, come on, give it a real pull there.
这么多年没抽了 Now, how many buds are you gonna smoke that's that
有尝过这么舒畅的货色吗 Smooth after you ain't done it in a number of years?
同传统相比 我加长了成熟过程 I've been lengthening the maturing process more in the dutch tradition,
-这样树脂量就刚好 -哇哦 - and I got just the right amount of resin. - Wow!
这样才对 Ooohhh! Now we're cookin'.
不管怎样 我好像记得 So, anyways, I seem to recall you didn't..
你对那个叫海德格尔的家伙没什么想法 You didn't think too much of this fellow, Heidegigger.
啥 他就是个混账法西斯 What? no, he was a fucking fascist. he...
他的理论支持了国家社会主义 He held down the National Socialists.
好吧 但这篇文章是关于逻辑和事实 All right, but this article was about logic and... and truth, and
关于他和一些其他什么 About him and some other fellow related to, uh...
-分析哲学 -什么 -分析哲学 - analytic philosophy. - What was it? - Analytic philosophy.
啊对 分析哲学 Analytic philosophy. Analytic philosophy.
还有一个词我不认识 我还去查了呢 人什么的 There was one word I didn't know. I had to look it up. Epista...
-认识论 -什么人 -认识论 - Epistemology. - Epista what? - Epistemology.
认识论 对对 Epistemology, bingo, bingo.
我们谈这个干嘛 Why are we talking about this?
就是为了解决问题嘛 Just solving problems.
解决问题而已 Just solving problems.
就好比你深陷迷雾 Like... like, when all of a sudden, you get hit with a answer,
突然之间 又找到了答案 to a mess you've been in,
就好像灵光一闪 And as soon as it hit ya,
你之前根本想都没想到过 Ya can't hardly believe ya didn't think of it before.
你到底想怎么样 贝迪 What is it you want, Brady?
-给 再来一口 -不要 我他妈安乐得很 - Here, git ya another pull on that. - No, I'm fucking euthanized.
拿去 拿去嘛 Go on, now. go on!
好吧 是这样 All right, now, here's the thing.
你在那里看到的设备 价格昂贵 All that equipment you see out yonder. it was expensive.
所以我得去塔尔萨见个犹太佬 他算是道上人 So I had to go see this jew up in Tulsa, who's kinda in the business.
道上人是什么意思 What do ya mean, he's in the business?
就是说他卖海洛因 Well, the dope dealing business.
一个道上的犹太人 你怎么知道他是犹太人 A jew in the business? how do ya know he's a jew?
那啥 信我没错 他肯定是犹太佬 Well, he... trust me, he's a jew.
什么意思 他有个犹太姓吗 Well, what does that mean? he has a jewish last name?
见鬼 他就是个犹太佬 He's a goddamn jew!
-别这么反犹主义 -反啥 -反犹太人 - Don't be anti-semitic. - Anti what? - Anti-jew.
我才不反犹 我热爱人类 I ain't anti-jew! I loves everybody!
老天 好吧 他是个毒贩 那又怎样 Oh, jesus! so, okay, he's a dope dealer. so what...
他不算是毒贩 Well, he's not really a dealer. he's...
比那个要高级一点 He's a little more upstream than that,
而我一直是他的主要原料供应商 But I've been his main supplier of grass.
-我还是不明白 -你没在听吗 - I still don't see... - Will ya listen? ya just..
你从来听不进去 Ya know, ya never listen!
好吧 我听还不行吗 Okay, okay, fine, I'm listening.
我要你装作我的样子 I need you to be me.
什么 What?
就在这儿 我们以前在家也玩过 Down here, just like we used to back at home,
而我则负责去搞清整个情况 While I go up there and figure out this whole situation.
门都没有 贝迪 No fucking chance, Brady.
听着 我已经想好了 这很简单 Well, look, I've got this one figured. it's so simple.
你只要去看妈妈就行 All you gotta do is go and visit mom.
你觉得妈妈会分不清你和我吗 You don't think mom is gonna know the difference between you and me?
见鬼 和老妈无关 治安官看到就行 It ain't about mom, goddamn it. it's the sheriff.
只要骗过他就行 It's he we're gonna fool.
我们的造型都不一样了 你难道不觉得吗 We don't even look alike, anymore. has that occurred to you?
听博杰说 你一走进麦家便利店 Bolger said when you walked into that Me Tote Em, it took all of
他们的人呆了五秒钟后 得出结论是 Five seconds for them boys to figure
那就是我 不过是刮了胡子还理了发 out it was me with a shave and haircut.
-所以他才带我去布罗肯鲍 -他说你自己想去 - Which is why he took me to broken bow. - He said you wanted to go.
贝迪 我发誓 就算是对你 Brady, Brady, I swear to god, even for you...
好吧 那也许是博杰的主意 Well, that might have been bolger's idea,
但直到你们出现之前 我都一无所知 But I didn't know nothing about it till you all showed up here.
这样吧 我们这就回布罗肯鲍去 And let me tell you something else. we're going back up to Broken Bow,
把那群乡巴佬狠狠教训一顿 and we're gonna whip some country ass.
不 不准去 No, no, you're not.
不等我们来就开始了吗 Started without us?
好吧 这好东西你没福消受了 Well, you know you can't have none of this good stuff.
我知道 但要出于礼貌 还有其他客人嘛 I know, but I'm being polite. the rest of 'em came.
真是太奇怪了 That is so weird.
简妮 这是我亲爱的哥哥 比尔 Oh, Janet, this is my dear brother, Bill.
比尔 这是我们的好朋友 简妮 Bill, this is our good friend, Janet.
-嗨 我是比尔 -你抽了吗 -嗯 对 - hi, I'm Bill. - you havin' a smoke? - oh, I wa... I was, yea.
-你要来点吗 -不了 我喝啤酒就行 多谢 - Oh, uh, do you want some? - Oh, I'm gonna get a beer, thanks.
好吧 我也不常抽 我 Yea, I... I... I usually don't, either. I... I...
其实我从来不抽 我只是 Actually, actually, I never do. I... I'm...
没关系 贝迪的魅力难当 It's all right. nobody can say no to Brady.
我有非一般的魔力 Mojo, I got the mojo.
我大概是忘记了 I kinda forgot.
听博杰说 你很有名 博杰 你怎么说来着 So, Bolger says you're a famous, what was it you said, Bolger?
-有名的思想家 -啊对 - A famous thinker. - A famous thinker.
-他真的很有名 -只在内行圈内比较有名 - He's real famous. - In certain esoteric circles, aught maybe.
他们付钱给你吗 And they pay you for that?
我开讲座 教书 我是个教授 Well, I... I... I lecture, and I... I teach. I am a professor.
-我在逗你玩呢 -好吧 -见到你很高兴 - I was just fuckin' with you. - Ah, you're... yea... - Nice to meet you.
去吧 去喝啤酒 Go ahead, get in the coda.
-她是个诗人 -啥 -不是吹的 她还真的写诗 - She's a poet. - What? - Seriously, she writes fuckin' poetry.
她还是05年女子徒手捕鱼冠军 And she's the ladies noodling champion of '05.
10小时内捉到125磅鲶鱼 没有其他工具 就是徒手 125 pounds of catfish, in under 10 hours, with nothing but her bare hands.
我曾想让她和柯琳搞个3P玩 I tried to get her and Colleen in a three-way once,
但她们都不肯 But wouldn't neither of 'em go for it.
我 I'm...
-我周日就走 你明白吧 -当然 - I'm leaving on sunday, you do understand that, right? - I understand that.
-我才不参与你那什么 -我们回头再谈 - I am not gonna participate... - No, no, we'll talk about that later.
博杰 再猛一点 哥们 Hey, Bolger, crank her up, man!
就这么短短一天 All this happened in one day.
一天内所发生的事 Almost everything that has happened here
恰恰验证了我为何离这儿远远的 Has only served to vindicate why I stay away.
得了 Oh, come on.
别告诉我你手里的家伙没让你爽到 Don't tell me that goblet of goodness in your hand hadn't made ya happy.
不 甚至包括这个 不管这是什么东西 No, even that, whatever it actually is.
这是天赐美味 比利 真正的珍馐 That's ambrosia, billy. that's pure ambrosia.
伴着蓝风 自由自在 指引着你 脱离苦海 Oh, ride the blue wind high and free, she'll lead you down through misery,
忽高忽低 孤独沉寂 Leave you low, come time to go, alone and low as low can be.
若有一厘 我则窃喜 Well, if I had a nickel, I'd find a game.
若有一毫 喜不自胜 If I won a dollar, I'd make it rain.
积水成海 一饮而尽 抛开不满 自由自在 If it rained an ocean, I'd drink it dry, lay me down dissatisfied.
时光流逝 思绪如飞 笑颜犹在 Oh, legs to walk and thoughts to fly, eyes to laugh...
-那你现在住哪儿 -罗德岛的普罗维登斯 - So, where do you live now? - mmm, Providence, Rhode island.
-你为什么回来 -这是我想写东西的地方 - Why, why would you come back here? - It's where I wanna write.
-我以教书谋生 -大学老师吗 -镇上的高中 - I teach for money. - Is it a college? - High school, here in town.
高中吗 High school?
我曾想去大学任职 但大学生 I tried the tenure track, but college students are already
他们的文化已经定型 心智关闭了 Too culturally informed. closes their minds.
像你这样写雨果诗的女孩怎么这么少 How come there aren't more girls, like you, writing Hugo?
也许是因为他们找不到 Maybe they don't know how to look.
你教英语吗 Well, you... you teach... english?
对 I do.
-我母亲也教过一段时间 -她一定很为你骄傲 - My mother used to do that for awhile. - She must be very proud of you.
-我很久没和她说过话了 -为什么 - I haven't talked to her in quite awhile. - Why not?
这实在太复杂了 That is a very complicated subject.
-你算是世界著名的思想家吗 -不算是 - You're some world-famous thinker? - Har... hardly
算是小众著名的思想家吗 Some minorly famous thinker?
-你却不想与你母亲分享吗 -没错 - And you don't let your mother enjoy that? - That's correct.
和母亲有未解问题可不好 It's not good to have unresolved problems with your mother.
-为什么 -因为她总有一天会离你而去 到时你又在哪里 - Why? - Because some day, she'll be gone. then where will you be?
-也许还在原处 -一点没错 - Probably the same place I am right now. - Exactly.
-你很聪明 -你也没你想的那么聪明 - You're smart. - You aren't as smart as you think you are.
可不是 被我的贩毒老弟给骗回来 Well, hey, I just got tricked by my dope-dealing brother.
我们总会被骗个一两次 We all get tricked some time or other.
-别这样 -为什么 - Mmm, I don't think so. - No? why?
你抽过那东西后要是再碰上我 A combination of what you've been smoking and what I'd do with you.
你可别想回复正常了 You'd never recover.
我会尽力而为 I'll do my best.
我要回家了 I'm goin' home.
不是很正式的 我们可以 Well, can't light a cake. can... could we just like, um...
我是说 拥抱一下总可以吧 I mean, we were, we were kind of almost... having a hug.
我明天要去捕鱼 想的话一起来吧 I'm going noodling tomorrow, if you want to tag along.
听我弟弟说起过 My brother said that you did that.
好梦 Sweet dreams.
进来吧 Here you go.
给你看看精彩部分 Check out the best part.
-我靠 -这儿我一直保存着呢 - Holy shit! - This here's why I keep it alive.
-等一下 有些东西是我们房间的 -当然 - Wait a minute. some of these are from our room. - Oh, yea.
好吧 有些是我从路边捡来的 但都是原版的 Yup, a few more I picked up along the road, but all originals.
绝没有冒牌货 Ain't no knockoffs.
坐下吧 Now sit you down.
这招够致命吧 我在彭卡市勾搭上了泰勒 Ain't that the coup de grace? I got her off from Taylor in ponca city,
当时我还没和柯琳好上 就在这床上亲热 宝贝儿 Before me and Colleen hooked up. That was my deal closer, baby.
要是被柯琳知道 她肯定不放过我 If Colleen knew what went on in that bed, she'd never let me .
-赞 -给你来点兴奋的 - Lovely. - Let's get you somethin' for that buzz you got workin'.
-还记得吗 -你还在听旧唱片吗 - Hey! remember this? - you still goin' with vinyl, huh?
废话 我对数码的无感 Oh, hell, yea! I don't go in for no digital.
我可是唱片机的死忠 They can't improve a phono classics man.
-好啦 睡下吧 -是躺下 - Come on, lay you down. - lie down.
-你怎么跟老妈似的 -不好意思 - Now you sound like mom. - Sorry.
缠着头巾的女子 站在可卡因树下 Lady in a turban, a cocaine tree
这做摇篮曲真不错 How's that for a lullaby.
踏着节拍 翩翩起舞 Does a dance so rhythmically
别以为这样我就答应了 Hey, don't think that this means that I'm in any way...
我们现在先不谈 We ain't gonna talk about that right now.
共度时光 Having a time
我只是很高兴你在这儿 比利 I'm just glad you're here, Billy.
美丽的可卡因树 Cocaine tree lookin' fine
穿上你的帆布鞋 Gotta put on your sailin' shoes.
穿上你的帆布鞋 Put on your sailin' shoes
穿上你的帆布鞋 Everyone will start to cheer
喝彩声响起一片 When you put on your sailin' shoes
哎哎哎 大夫啊 Doctor, doctor, ahhh
别闹了 Oh, cut it out.
你感觉怎样 教授 How ya feelin', professor?
你干什么了 Mmmm, what did you do?
我跑去修剪了一下 Well, I bumped into some clippers.
感觉真怪 Hmm, feels weird.
你觉得怎么样 Whaddya think?
-天呐 几点了 -该起来了 - Oh, God. What time is it? - It's time to get up.
我给你买了几件衣服 穿上吧 Here, I bought you a few things. Put 'em on.
什么 为什么 What? Why?
还记得我们昨天说的那事吗 Remember that thing we were talkin' about...
不行不行 贝迪 那样行不通 No, no, Brady. That's... that's just not gonna work.
为什么 Why?
首先就说你理的这个发型 Well, for one thing, because you've given
简直是史上最烂 yourself the stupidest haircut in human history.
扯淡 你的也好不到哪里去 Oh, bullshit, you ain't that fancy.
我看没什么不同 Can't hardly tell the difference.
不 很抱歉 我从没说过 No, I'm... I'm sorry, I never said...
我都撮合你和简妮了 你也挺喜欢她 Haven't I fixed you up with Janet? And then you like her?
我对她的感觉 My opinion of her is
和你那个弱智计划毫无干系 totally unrelated to your infantile scheme.
你听着 You listen!
我可不是在开玩笑 你必须得帮我 I ain't foolin'. You gotta help me,
因为如果我不去塔尔萨 because if I don't get up to Tulsa,
我就会有大麻烦 I'm gonna be in some real trouble.
那你就去啊 干嘛非要我 Then go up to Tulsa. Why do I have to...
我在塔尔萨可能会碰到点小意外 Because some shit might happen in Tulsa to where I...
所以你希望别人看到你人在这里 Where... Where you would rather be seen down here,
这样就可以显得 so that you're not implicated in
你和你要干的非法勾当毫无牵涉了 whatever typically insane criminal behavior that you intend.
想都别想 No fucking way!
我只是要你去看看老妈 All I'm askin' you to do is go and see mom.
一点善举而已 That one little good deed. That's all.
这才不是什么行善 况且我也不想见老妈 Well, it's not a good deed, and I really don't wanna see mom.
你大老远的都跑来了 You come all the way down here!
不 不对 实际上是你把我骗来的 No! No! You tricked me into coming, actually.
拜托 就这么简单的一点事 Oh! Please! It's... It's so simple!
你只要走进养老院 All you gotta do is walk into a fucking rest home
看看自己的老妈 你都十二年没见她了 and see your own mother you ain't seen in 12 years,
天知道为什么 for God knows why!
从一个吃熊爪糕的猪身边走过 这能有多难 I don't know why you won't pass a pig eatin' a bear claw.
人们已经不这么称呼他们了 They don't call them that anymore.
什么 What?
他们已经不再被称为"猪"了 这正是 Nope! They aren't called pigs anymore. That's exactly...
他们叫"警察" Called the police.
你怎么知道那警察会待在那儿 How do you even know that he'll be there?
因为前台那个小母牛让他神魂颠倒 'Cuz he's got a shine on his heifer who sits behind the desk.
你只要走进去对他说 All you gotta do is walk in and say,
"你好 莎伦 我来看我妈" "Hi, ya, Sharon. I'm goin' to see my ma."
其他什么都别说 然后径直走进去就行 And don't say another fuckin' word. And just walk on by.
这样的不在场证明太荒唐了 That is the most ridiculous alibi.
人家只需查出你有个双胞胎兄弟 All anyone would have to do is find out that you have a twin
而且我回来了 and that I was down here.
当年我们几时搞砸过 When we ever been busted before?
你老是替我参加考试 You took tests for me all the time.
而我让你代我去赴约会 And I let you go on dates as me.
不 我们十六岁时我只干过这么一回 No, I did that one time when we were 16.
那次她还给你口爆了 不是吗 And she guzzled your custard, didn't she?
在那之后我一直觉得很愧疚 I have felt bad about that ever since.
帮帮忙 比利 我在设法改变我的生活 Come on, Billy. I'm trying to change my life here.
真他妈的 Fucking hell.
作弟弟的求你了 I'm asking, as your brother.
我走过去就行 对吗 Ugg.. I just walk by.
我被踢下了诺亚方舟 I got kicked off of Noah's Ark
面对风言风语我从容淡定 I turn my cheek to unkind remarks
事事皆成双 唯我独一无二 There was two of everything but one of me
-今天不是周六吗 -那又怎样 - Say, ain't it Saturday? - Yeah, so?
犹太人周六要去教堂做礼拜吧 Think the Jews is in church Saturdays.
你知道犹太教堂在哪儿吗 You know where it's at?
-不能找找吗 -说不定不止一座呢 - Can't we look it up? - What if it's more'n one?
不会多于一座吧 There can't be more than one, can it?
-我能问个问题吗 -说 - Can I ask you a question? - Shoot
你相信有上帝吗 Do you believe in a higher power?
是啊 我信 不然哪来的这花花世界 Yea, I do. I do. It's the only way to make sense of all this.
如果没有上帝 只会是一片混乱 Otherwise, it's just pure fucking chaos.
这么说 他创造了世界 Like, the world was created by Him,
我们的行为也会经他审判 对吗 and He judges what we do?
不 我想这更像是平行线 No, I think it's more like, like parallel lines.
平行线 Parallel lines?
你知道吧 两条平行线无限延长永不相交 Ya know, two lines go on and on forever, and never touch.
知道 Yea.
不过在现实中它们并不存在 'Cept, 'cept they don't actually exist in nature.
现实中画不出两条真正的平行线 And man can't create no true parallel.
这只是一种概念 It's just more of a concept.
我在高中几何里学的这破玩意 I learned that shit in high school geometry.
这种概念 这种理想状态 Well, that concept, that perfection...
我们知道它存在 也理解它 We know it exists, and we think about it.
但永远无法实际达到这种状态 But we can't never get there ourselves.
我想上帝就在这冥冥之中 I think that right there is God.
-准备好了吗 -准备好什么 - You ready? - For what?
过来 Come on over here.
-老天爷 -你还傻站着干嘛 - Jesus! - You just gonna stand there?
你有什么心理障碍吗 干嘛不用鱼竿 You have a spiritual aversion to monofilament?
人们用这种方法捕鲶鱼已经有上千年了 This is the way it was done a thousand years ago.
原来如此 I think I can understand that.
你明天就走吗 You still leavin' tomorrow?
是吧 I think so.
我会想你的 I'll miss you.
我们还只是萍水相逢而已 And we barely even know each other.
你还不知自己是个怎样的人 You have not known what you are.
此生你都在沉沉睡梦之中 You have slumbered upon yourself all your life.
你的眼睑始终低垂 Your eyelids have been the same as closed most of the time.
过去的所为已对你做出嘲弄 What you have done returns already in mockeries.
可笑的并非是你 The mockeries are not you.
在这些嘲讽背后 我看见你蓄势待发 Underneath them and within them, I see you lurk.
谁写的 Who is that?
惠特曼的诗 Walt Whitman.
真没有想到 I don't think I ever imagined
一个能抓40磅大鲶鱼的女孩 hearing him recited to me by a
居然能向我朗读他的优美诗句 girl getting a 40-pound catfish.
其实这倒正合适 That's exactly how he should be recited.
他的诗不讲究押韵和格律 He wrote without rhyme or meter.
自由体 他怎么想就怎么写 Free verse... just whatever he felt inside,
结果形成了自己独特的韵律 coming out in his own intricate rhythm.
情感真挚坦诚 无拘无束 Pure, unashamed passion, without definable restriction.
-抱歉 对此我有不同看法 -怎么 - I'm sorry, see, I ha.. have a few issues with that. - Why?
因为有人曾斗胆说过 Because some have dared to suggest
即便写诗也有一定的格式 that even poetry has rules.
或者自成一格 Or you make your own.
恰恰这点我不能苟同 Right there, that's the part I never bought into.
为什么呢 Because?
因为如果大家纷纷创建自己的规则 Because if everybody runs around, making their own rules,
那哪个才是正确的呢 how can you find what's true?
那样就没有 没有什么依据可循了 There's nothing... There's nothing to rely on.
那一夜 One night,
你蹒跚着那锯齿状的外壳 I spooled my serrated skin,
啖噬着你的枝叶 devoured your leaves,
知道那没有毒 也没有爱的滋润 knowing no poison, no love nourishment
目盲的幼虫 唯有饥饿才是真实 in that larval blindness, a hunger finally true.
-谁写的 -我写的 - Who's that? - That's me.
也许真理就在我们前面 Maybe what's true is in front of us,
我们也正向它靠近 只是不知道它在那里 and we're moving toward it without even knowing it's there.
如果某天你觉得一切皆已看破 Once you think you've got it all solved,
那还有什么意思呢 what's left?
别把鱼内脏蹭到我身上了 听到没 Don't get any fish innards on me, okay?
闭嘴 Shut up.
那么何谓哈拉卡 So, what is the Halakhah?
它就是律法 It's the law.
它就是我们日常生活中应遵循的准则 It's the path we follow in our daily lives.
其中包括了那些完善我们生活的宗教仪式 It comprises those rituals that make our lives complete.
没有这些 暴力与混乱将充斥世界 Without them, the violence and anarchy of the world prevail.
当主在西奈山给摩西受戒时 When Moses talks with God on Sinai,
犹太人抛弃了律法 the Jews abandoned the law,
他们杀牛宰羊载歌载舞 and danced ecstatically before the calf,
忘却了是谁将他们带出埃及 forgetting the one who brought them out of Egypt.
朋友们 我们世代都遭受着威胁 My friends, in every generation, we are threatened
总有混沌奴役以及绝望相伴 with chaos and slavery and despair.
还有精神与困顿的问题 And then this... this spirit and confusion.
哈拉卡则是我们在这乱世中的精神家园 Halakhah allows refuge in a world we can't explain.
暴力与混乱 Violence, anarchy
让公平正义无法得以伸张 in which the workings of justice may falter,
可在更深远的层面 一切皆有因果 there is a larger and deeper coherence.
那他娘的是谁 Who the fuck is that?
对此笃信不疑是每个犹太人应有的信仰 To know this with certainty is to believe as a Jew.
如果没有律法 我们将会迷失 Without law, we are lost
狗日的变态 Fuckin' faggot.
迷失于贫瘠的荒漠之中 这对我们都不好 in an arid wasteland. No good to each other.
别捣乱 Not this mess
这对上帝也不好 No good to our God.
-安息日平安 -安息日平安 - Shabbat Shalom - Shabbat Shalom
我要感谢陶博曼一家 So, I would like to thank the Taubmann family
他们带来了非常漂亮的花装点讲坛 for the beautiful flowers that adorn our bema,
欢迎大家在祷告会后参加我们的 and please join us after the Musaf service for Kaddish in...
-谢谢你开车送我 -乐意效劳 - Thanks for doing this. - Happy to.
好吧 All right.
你真的不进去吗 You sure you don't wanna come in?
我就在那边等你 I'll be waitin' right over there.
你和母亲解开心结后 But will look kindly later on boys
看上去就会好多了 who sort shit out with their mamas.
我现在看上去怎么样 How do I look?
你好 莎伦 我进去看看我妈 Well, hi ya, Sharon, just goin' to see my mom.
警官你好 Officer
等一下 等一下 Oh, oh, oh, ah! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Wait! Wait!
好了 停一下 老兄 Oh, okay, okay, hang on, man!
不 你别说话 贝迪 No, no, not a word from you, Brady,
你给我听着就行 you hear, you're just gonna listen.
这里的工作人员发现 The staff here,
你妈有一天在里面抽大麻 they found your mama smokin' pot the other day.
这疯婆子本来就不该来这儿 Now she's a crazy lady, don't even belong in here,
不过把她弄走对大家都没什么好处 but it wouldn't do nobody no good to put her away.
我现在不抓你 只是因为 The only reason I ain't haulin' you in is 'cuz
我还没有你带大麻给你妈的证据 I ain't got proof it was you give it to her.
一旦掌握证据 我们就会去你家 As soon as I do, we gonna get on your property
把你种的那些很给劲的草 and we gonna find every last ounce of that
全部铲除干净寸草不留 super charged grass you're growin' out there.
我才不管你背了多少债要还 I don't care how many money men you're payin' off.
听明白了吗 You understand?
是的 长官 Yes sir.
别以为梳理干净了就能蒙人 You ain't foolin' a soul by cleanin' up.
你是什么鸟我清楚得很 I know just what you is.
麦卡毕管材
这根本不是我所问你的 That ain't at all what I asked you.
我问你的是 I asked you
你三天前就该来的 why you was supposed to be here three days ago,
为什么今天才来 and you just walk in here now?
我们家里那边也有些生意要打理 We just had some business back at home
仅此而已 we had to take care of, is all.
我听说你在布罗肯鲍一带露过面 I heard you made an appearance in Broken Bow.
我路过麦家店 就顺便进了店里 Well, I just stopped in at the Me Tote Em, there.
我女朋友想买点甘草糖 My girl wanted some licorice.
所有人都知道 Everybody knows
福勒兄弟就在麦家店附近活动 those Fuller boys work out of the Me Tote Em.
就连警察都知道 Even the police know that.
她非要吃甘草糖 She wanted the licorice.
我还指望能靠你那边的机器赚钱呢 I sure hope my money's in Yonder Bay.
一点没错 Well, that's just the thing.
要么如此 Either that,
要么你就像上次一样被人修理 or you got samples of what you goin' be up to down there.
更别提你们打扰了我的安息日 Don't tell me you done interrupted my day of rest.
对于无关的屁话 To other shit,
我根本没兴趣听 I got no interest makin' its way between my ears.
一开始我们去错了教堂 We went to the wrong temple at first.
-去了小丑教堂吗 -在尤蒂卡那座 - Temple Jester? - Over on Utica.
如果我去那种教堂 我就成基督徒了 If I wanted to go to church, I'd be a Krustian.
那样你的日子也许会轻松点 Might make your life a little easier.
谁说我的日子不轻松了 Who says my life ain't easy?
不知道 对犹太人偏见没那么深的人吧 I don't know. Maybe folks ain't too partial to Jews.
法律也绝不会把犹太人和毒贩划等号 Law would never mark out a Jew as a dope dealer, neither.
基本上他们没怎么招惹过我 They leave me alone, by and large.
这世上的事真说不清楚 The way of the world is mysterious,
不过每个人都有他的位置 这要看他的悟性 but every man has his place, each accordin' to his lights.
可能是这样吧 That could be.
阿刀和文代为你们准备了一笔交易 Shaver and Wendell done presented to you a deal, Brady.
要把握好机会 Uh, opportunity.
你们要么带了钱来赔偿我 Now, either you got my money in that bag,
要么我们就谈谈你扩大经营规模的事 or we gonna talk about expanding your situation down there.
我两者都不想做 Well, I can't do neither.
-为什么 -我想有个家 - Why not? - I wanna have a family.
我从小就没有爸爸 所以我要做个好父亲 I ain't never had a dad myself, so I aim to be a good one.
所以我不干了 我也许会种一点自己抽 So, I'm done. I might be growin' for myself,
不过不会再为你或其他人种了 but I ain't gonna be growing for you or nobody no more.
至少不会再为卖钱而种了 At least, not in the selling facet.
这么说 你们是带了一袋钱来了 So, that's a bag full of money
要还我在你的种植园初建时所投的钱 payin' me back for settin' you up down there.
听我把话说完吧 发哥 Well, now, hear me out, Pug.
你说的越发难以入耳了 That's gettin' harder,
你的屁话越来越不中听 because of all the shit I'm listenin' to.
是这样 我和博杰 Okay, look. Me and Bolger.
打算把你所投资的全套种植设施 We gonna take that whole operation that you paid for,
都拉到布罗肯鲍去 we gonna haul it up to Broken Bow.
我们会把它安装好交给福勒兄弟俩 We gonna set it up, turn it over to the Fuller brothers.
我会把知道的一切都教给他们 I'm gonna teach them everything I know.
你可以把鲍比·福勒的笨脑子挖出来 You can take Bobby Fuller's brain,
然后把它塞到一只猫的脑壳里 and stick it in the head of a cat,
那猫一定会因为脑子太笨倒地而死 that animal will keel over and die.
我和博杰一定会竭尽全力 Me and Bolger will do whatever it takes.
那我投的钱谁来偿还 Who is paying me back?
我一直在想办法 I'm working on that,
不过你也从没说过要什么时候还清 but you ain't never said nothing about a timetable.
已经一年多了 有了吧 Ohhh! It has been over a year, hadn't it?
好像有了 Yea, I guess so?
这一年多来我张口跟你要过一个子儿吗 In all that time, have you heard me ask you for a nickel?
整整12个月 我要过吗 In all those 12 months?
没有 不过你我都知道 No, but you and me both know
我给你的货都是折价出售 I've been selling you at a cut rate.
这么说 现在你是想让我做做好人咯 Ohhh! So! Now you want me to be nice!
应该是吧 这他妈有何不妥吗 Well, I guess I do. What the fuck is wrong with that?
贝迪 我们犹太人 Brady, my people been kicked out of
几乎在每个国家都遭到了排挤 near every country on this planet.
我爷爷因为俄国的大屠杀而来到美国 My granddad came here because of the pogroms in Russia.
他跑遍了南部各州 He traveled all over the South,
一路驾着马车卖饼干 selling czachkers out of a wagon,
一天要赶50英里的路 because nobody else wanted the job
这种苦活没人愿意干 of taking a wagon 50 miles a day.
犹太人擅长理财 Jews got good with money,
而基督徒过去则羞于与钱沾边 because Krustians didn't wanna touch it.
现在基督徒却说 钱全让犹太人赚走了 Now, Krustians say, Jews got all the money.
我很奇怪为什么会这样 I wonder how that happened?
我把挣到的几乎每一分钱都捐给了以色列 I give nearly every cent I make to the State of Israel,
因为以色列是我们的立足之地 because Israel is where we put our foot down,
而且我们说 过去已经一去不返了 and we said no more.
我们不会再任人盘剥利用了 We ain't gonna be took advantage of no more!
我他妈只是想让你宽限一些时间 I would just like a little more fucking time.
那你知道我想要什么吗 Well, ya know what I'd like?
我想让全世界每个人都叫我混球 I'd like everybody in the world to call me a cocksucker
然后扔给我一美元 and give me a dollar!
这是为啥 Why is that?
因为那样我就发了 人人都会爱戴我 Because that way I'd be rich and everybody'd love me!
阿刀 去查一下那俩贱人 Shaver, check that pickle.
要是他们没带钱 就做掉他丫的 And if they ain't got my money, kill those sons-of-bitches!
发哥 我们本可以不用这样 Now, Pug, it ain't gotta go this way.
放马过来吧 小屁孩 Oh, bring it on, sonny.
你敢骗我 混蛋 老子让你好看 You tricked me, motherfucker! I sure as shit gonna bleed.
真他妈见鬼 这下好了 All right, shit! All right, shit!
去把喷漆拿来 Get the spray paint!
耶稣是慈爱宽容的神 Because Jesus is a loving and forgiving God,
他不介意你曾去何处 不在乎你做了何事 He don't care where you've been. He don't care whatcha done.
他只想为你付出爱 也希望你爱他 He just wants to love ya up, and wants you to do the same to him.
你出生时他就在你身边 Ya know, he was there when you was born,
他想让你死后回到他身边 And he just wants you back again before you perish.
他爱你们 帮助你们 安慰你们 He loves ya and holds ya and he comforts ya,
并赐予你们永恒的安详 And gives ya everlasting rest,
因为耶稣富有同情心 Because Jesus is a compassionate God.
这让我想到一个故事 Brings to mind the story of
一位老人在沙滩上散步时 the old man who's walking down the beach,
他停下来 He stops.
思考着上帝创造万物之荣耀 and he's just... he's just takin' in the glory of the creation.
突然之间 And, suddenly
他感到身后有人 he realizes there's somebody behind him, and he turns,
转身一看 and he looks,
竟是耶稣 and it's Jesus!
他说 主啊 主啊 如果 And he says, "Lord, Lord, if..."
你在听这些屁话吗 Are you listenin' to this bullshit?
妈妈 Hey, mom.
比利 Billy?
这里风景不错 Well, you've got a nice view.
我喜欢在这儿看着暴风雨 I like watching the storms come in.
你以前很怕风雨大作的天气 You used to get so scared of 'em.
现在还怕吗 Do ya still?
现在那种事我已经不怕了 I don't think anything like that scares me anymore.
没有恐惧 就不算真正活着 If you aren't scared these days, you aren't alive.
我想很多人都会同意这说法 I'm sure many people would agree with you.
你不怕来这看我吗 Coming here didn't scare you?
-可能还是有点 -为什么 - Nah, ah, maybe a little. - Why?
我不想到这来和你谈这个 黛西 Ah, I didn't come here to have that conversation, Daisy.
前一秒你还在 转眼你就离开了 So, one minute you were there, and then you were gone.
发生了什么 What happened?
说真的 我不想讨论这个话题 No, I'm serious, I'm really... really not gonna do this.
为什么 比利 Why, Billy?
比利 到底为什么 Billy? Why?
好吧 因为我们需要的是位母亲 All right. Because we needed a mother,
而不是和我们鬼混的狐朋狗友 And not another friend to get fucked up with.
-我可两者兼做 -但你没同时做到两者 - I could be both. - But you weren't both.
你是说我没有抚养你吗 Are you saying that I didn't raise you?
我不知道你当时在鬼混什么 I don't know what the fuck you were doing.
我读了你读的每本书 看了你写的每篇论文 Reading every book you read, every paper you wrote,
那些完全看不懂的我都看了 even when they were beyond me.
我不用你来告诉我 我很聪明 I didn't need you to tell me I was smart,
-我需要引导 -你什么都不需要 - I needed guidance. - You never needed anything.
-但贝迪需要 -别跟我提贝迪 - Brady did! - You don't have to tell me about Brady.
不需要别人提醒 I... I don't need to be reminded.
他每次来看我不都在提醒我吗 Don't you think I know that every time he comes here?
我一直想要的只是稍微 All I ever wanted was a tiny taste of something
正常而理智一点的生活 resembling a normal and rational life.
可那种生活充满谎言 Where everything's a lie?
你知道吗 我以前在学校 Do you know that I actually went away to school
特意修过一门六十年代文化的课 And took a class in the culture of the 60s,
就是为了理解你的生活方式 Just to try to understand the way you lived?
理解你做出的那些选择 The... the choices that you made,
理解那些新自由主义 Just to... to try to make sense out of all that new freedom,
剧变 还有什么无政府状态的意义 And...and upheaval and fucking anarchy?
问题在于 你毁了一切 Ya know, and the... the problem is you tore everything down,
而你又太懒 不愿做出任何努力 But you were too lazy to actually build anything,
找到弥补的替代品 as an alternative.
如往常一样 你自己都弄明白了 As usual, you've got it all figured out.
我以后还能见到你吗 Am I ever gonna see you again?
我不知道 我想不会了吧 I don't know. I don't think so.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我也是 Yea, me, too.
都说一切事物都可替代 They say everything can be replaced.
都说一切距离都很遥远 They say every distance is not near.
于是我记下一切 So I remember everything
冷静下来 Calm right away.
我看到我的光芒闪耀 I see my light come shinin'
遍布西方直到东方 From the west unto the east
无论哪一天 Any day now
-他不会来了 -贝迪 - He's gonna get here in time. - Brady!
你告诉布迪 下次我来布罗肯鲍 Now you tell Buddy, the next time I slide into Broken Bow,
就算博杰想打飞机 If Bolger wants to shake a snake,
或者我就想喝一杯 or if I just want a refreshin' potable,
也不关你们他妈的毛事 I expect a little more fucking time...
都说所有人都要堕落 They say that every man must fall
在这高墙外的某处 Yet I swear I see my reflection
我真见到了自己的倒影 Somewhere so high above this wall
杰克·罗鲍姆 人称发哥 Jack Rothbaum, known as Pug to his friends,
在塔尔萨的犹太人小团体中 Was a controversial figure
一直是个备受争议的人物 in Tulsa's small Jewish community.
他在汽油账单设备业小有成就 An enormous success in the oil bill equipment business,
曾为以色列捐款上百万美元 He gave millions of dollars to the state of Israel,
并捐助了许多其它犹太组织 as well as, other Jewish and statewide causes.
罗鲍姆为人慷慨而好爽 Pug Rothbaum was a man of generosity and valor.
他赚的每一分钱 几乎都用来帮助他人 Every nickel he made, most of it went to help others,
-犹太人 基督徒 所有人 -不是他 - Jews, Christians, everyone. - He didn't.
怎么了 What?
我们的社区以及整个塔尔萨 都失去了一位伟人 Our community and the city of Tulsa have lost a great man.
确实 Indeed,
罗鲍姆的英名遍布本市 Pug Rothbaum's name adorns buildings
甚至本州的许多地方 And signs all over our city and state,
像是医院 印第安遗迹博物馆 Including various hospital wings, his museum of Indian heritage,
还有这个收费公路休息站 And this rest stop on the will rogers turnpike.
大伙儿 我们回来了 Hey, y'all, we're home! Hey, Buddy.
-你都干了些什么 -你说什么 - What have you done? - What's it all about?
你自己看 This?
这件案子的一个疑点是 One curious aspect of this case is
纳粹十字符号被画反了 That the swastikas were drawn backwards,
这说明罪犯要么是赶时间 Indicating either haste
要么就是对这个臭名昭著的 Or a lack of familiarity with
反犹太人纳粹符号不太熟悉 this most infamous of anti-semitic emblems
或者 更让人难以置信的推断是 Or, perhaps, rather more implausibly,
凶手也许是印度人 that Hindus were involved.
我又不是印度人 I ain't no Hindu!
你是欠他钱吗 那个塔尔萨的犹太人 The guy you owed money to, a jew up in Tulsa?
别指着我 我整天和博杰在一起 Don't point your finger at me! I've been with Bolger all day!
别闹了 喂 比利 Oh! Come! Hey, Billy! Hey!
冷静点 别吓着柯琳 我说真的 Calm 'er down now, I don't want to upset Colleen. I mean it.
告诉我这不是你干的 Tell me that you didn't do this.
他想杀我们 我没别的选择 He was gonna kill us, and I had no choice.
你可以报警 和警察说清楚 You... you... you... you go to the cops and explain things.
你可以藏起来 你干什么都行干嘛要杀人 You go and hide! you do anything but that!
还有 画纳粹符号干嘛 and...and, what..what were those swastikas?
和纳粹有关的那些小玩意儿上 Those were the symbols that the nazis put on
不都有那符号吗 all their little trinkets.
我了解纳粹历史 I'm familiar with the contextual history of the swastika.
你为什么要弄得像是仇恨犯罪 Why would you want it to look like a hate crime?
那样就没人会怀疑是毒品犯罪啦 So it don't look like a drug crime!
好得不能再好了 我们这个州的人 Great! Perfect! Just...just confirm that we're the
果然如人所说 都是那种红脖子乡下佬 rednecked hick state that everybody thinks we are.
不准侮辱俄克拉荷马 Don't you talk down on Oklahoma!
为什么 你明明这么聪明 How? How is it possible that you are so brilliant,
却又同时自私愚蠢得这么无敌 And so monumentally, selfishly ignorant at the same time?
听着 Oh, look!
你遇到过那种 When you ever been in a situation
不反抗即死的情况吗 you had to fight your way out of?
你或者是你认识的人有吗 Whether it was you or someone else?
我不会让自己陷入那种情况 I don't put myself in those kind of situations!
那就是真实的世界 比利 我不愿告诉你 Well, that's the real world, Billy. I hate to tell ya,
如果你不得不杀了谁来保全自己的性命 And if you had to kill someone to protect you
或是自己的东西 你会和我做出同样选择 Or your own, you'd do the same thing I done.
我马上就要有孩子了 I got a baby coming.
我明天就走 I... I... I am leaving tomorrow.
你会告发我吗 You gonna turn me in?
不 我不知道 我不知道该怎么办 No. I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to do!
听着 这家伙 Listen, listen. This guy.
他的毒窝满州都是 He hauled drugs all over this state.
-你说过他不卖这种东西 -他卖给贩毒的 - You said he didn't sell. - He sold to the ones what sold 'em.
明白吗 他来找我 逼我解释些 All right? Now, he will come down here to force me
我都不愿提及的东西 to explain the shit I don't even wanna talk about.
他们会找到你 他们会杀了你 They're gonna find you, and you're gonna get killed,
或者你会被抓起来 Or you're gonna go to jail,
那你的老婆孩子怎么办 and then where are your wife and kid gonna be?
这就是这事的完美之处 我没去那地方 That's the beauty of it. Well, I wasn't up there.
我就在这儿呢 记得吗 I was down here. Remember?
你这个混蛋 Ah! You asshole!
你竟然让我卷进这种破事里 Do you have any idea what you're doin' to me?
狗娘养的 Son of a bitch!
比利 Billy!
-你会毁了我的一生 -没人会知道 - You are going to ruin my life! - Ain't nobody gonna know!
去接电话 Go answer the phone.
-柯琳会接的 -你他妈的去给我接电话 - Colleen'll get it! - Just answer the fucking phone!
喂 Hello?
不 我是他弟弟 No, it ain't. It's his brother.
-谁 是谁 -他在 - Who... who is it? - Well, he's right here, I know.
喂 Hello?
-比尔 我是内森·莱维 -内森 - Bill, Nathan Levy. - Nathan?
你怎么知道这个号码 How did.. how did you get this number?
希望你不介意 I hope you don't mind.
我与布朗大学的玛姬·哈蒙谈过 I spoke to Maggie Harmon down at Brown.
你现在方便说话吗 Is this a bad time?
方便 抱歉 稍等 It's fine. You know what? Hang on one second.
好了 内森 说吧 Sorry, Nathan, go ahead.
别说这事是我说的 比尔 Well, you didn't hear this from me, Bill.
但有人要去查你 But you're about to be ambushed down there.
-谁要查我 -关于一个女生还有一首诗 - By whom? - Something about a coed and a poem,
还有些其他行为 And some other behavior,
我想你自己心里清楚 which I would rather allow you to infer.
什么 开什么玩笑 没人会乱嚼舌根 What? You've got to be kidding me. Nobody would say that.
显然有人亲眼目睹 比尔 Apparently there was a witness, Bill.
内森 听我说 Nathan... Nate... Nathan, listen to me.
-这太荒唐了 -所以我才提前通知你 - That is absurd. - That's why I'm reaching out.
但直到一切风波平息之前 我们不能 But until whatever happened blows over, we can't...
我理解 I understand.
-一切还好吧 -不好 - Everything all right? - No, it isn't.
哪里手机能收到信号 Now, where can I find the signal for this?
我用拉丁语写了首诗 等你回来献给你 I wrote a poem for you in Latin for when you got back.
我从维吉尔的六步长短格诗中得到启发 It was incentive of Virgil in dactylic hexameter,
是关于如果我们能在一起该多么 it was all about what would happen if we were together in
别说了 这不可能 我不想听 Stop. Inappropriate. I don't wanna hear it.
那时 我在图书馆 So, I was in the library,
马克·劳在我身后看见了 and Mark Laub read it over my shoulder.
-他视译的吗 -他还真厉害 - He site-translated it? - Oh, no, he was really good.
他好像会五种祈使虚拟语气 He had like five hortatory subjunctives.
安 你怎么没说那就是首破诗 Anne, didn't you tell him that it was just a fucking poem,
什么都没有发生吗 That it never happened?
我说了 但他不信 他就去找了领导 Yes, but he didn't believe me, so he went to the department.
我猜他是因为你去年给他那篇关于 I guess he was really pissed about some B+
卢克莱修的论文批了B+怀恨在心吧 You gave him on a Lucretius paper last year.
操他妈的 Fucking hell!
-你是给他了个B+吗 -我早忘了 安 - Did you give him a B+? - I don't remember, Anne.
还有那个贱女人 玛姬·哈蒙 So, that bitch, Maggie Harmon,
还说她那天看见 said she caught us that day
我没穿衣服和你在办公室里亲热 making out with my shirt off in your office.
于是我去找她 我跟她说了实话 我求她 So, I went to her, and I told her the truth, and I begged her.
但当时门关着 我确实没穿上衣 But the door was closed, and I was partially undressed.
洛伍德教授还说 And then professor Lockwood said that,
在现实世界中 表象即真理 In a world of phenomena, appearances are truth.
他不停引用犬儒主义的名言 Going around quoting the cynics.
他娘的他太能装了 He's such a fucking lightweight!
我不想再听了 I don't.. I don't wanna hear any more.
比尔 你什么时候回来 Bill! When are you coming home?
别闹了 我不是跟你说别烦史黛西了吗 Stop it! I told you to leave Stacy alone!
她在希伯来语学校就老烦我 She's been on my nerves since Hebrew school.
-吃屎去吧 加比 -你吃我的我就吃你的 - Eat shit, Gabe! - Well, after you eat mine!
你敢再说一遍试试看 史黛西·费曼 Don't you dare speak to anyone that way, Stacy Feinman!
他总是骂人 还有你 He cusses all the time! And so do you!
你们都给我老实点 You both make spectacles of yourselves back there!
那里的披萨跟纽约差远了 The pizza there sucks compared to the pizza in New York!
我们就只能吃那种披萨 Well, it is the pizza that we have!
还有 你是不是又跟你妈要钱了 And, by the way, did I hear you ask your mother for money?
亲爱的 我不想说这个 Honey, I don't wanna talk about it.
-你还要不要脸 -我当然要 - Don't you have any pride? - Of course, I do.
-那可是你妈妈 -我们一分钱都没了 - It's your mother! - We're strangling,
苏茜 一分钱都没有 Suzie. Strangling!
信用卡账单都付不了了 The credit card bills alone.
-等我的诊所开张 -什么时候 - Now, until I get my practice up... - When? When?
我跟你说过了 I told you. I told you.
等孩子们在学校交到新朋友 It's when the kids make friends at school,
等我们认识他们的家长 and we meet the parents.
-我讨厌学校的那些孩子 -他们烂透了 - I hate the kids at school! - They suck!
他们就是群白痴 They're a bunch of idiots!
今天发生了一场谋杀案 A brutal murder occurred earlier today,
就在罗鲍姆先生参加完安息日礼拜后 after Mr. Rothbaum attended Sabbath services.
-我说了 什么时候 -对啊 爸爸 - I said, when? - Yea, dad?
都给我安静 Everyone be quiet!
调查结果显示是仇恨犯罪 Sources close to the investigation say it was a hate crime.
在塔尔萨的内柯施德圣会 Mr. Rothbaum was last seen alive at approximately 1:00 pm
有信徒最后一次见到他 By fellow worshippers in congregation Nevei Kodesh,
大约是在下午一点 here in Tulsa.
你是让我一个人把三个孩子弄下车吗 I'm supposed to get three kids out of the car by myself?
稍等一下 Just give me a minute!
比尔·金凯
雨果中心高中
亲爱的 我得出去一次 别等我了 Honey! I'm just gonna, don't wait up for me!
什么 What?
一百八十块是有点贵 Well, 180 dollars will limit ya,
但你不装子弹 but it don't mean you can't put a bullet
这枪也不能用 in there that's gonna pack a wallop.
我确实不需要子弹 I... I really don't need... need the bullets.
这事与我无关 但是朋友 None of my business, friend,
你既然带了枪械 but you carry a firearm,
就要做好准备使用 You'd better be ready to use it.
我只是用来防身 Well, see, it's... it's really more for protection.
这有几发达姆弹 Now, these here is hollow points.
谢谢 但是 我说过 我 I appreciate that, but, like I said, I'm content...
这是个狗咬狗的社会 你得吃了别人才行 Dog eat dog. You wanna be the one who's chowin' down.
我确实没有那个打算 I really don't... I don't plan to chow down.
我还是只买枪吧 I'll just take the gun.
对 不 只是 亲爱的 Yup, nope. Well, that's what... honey,
这事你要相信我 you just got to trust me on this.
对 对 Yes, right.
最晚明晚 Tomorrow night at the latest.
替我亲他们每人一下 Just give 'em... give everyone a big kiss.
欢迎来到小迪克西
我告诉你 他就像平时那样在疗养院 And I'm telling you, you was at that rest home, plain as day.
而艾丽卡看着像是在唱诗班 And Erica looked like a choirboy.
他怎么可能同时出现在那里和塔尔萨呢 So, how could he have been there, here, and in Tulsa?
他来这儿之前就在塔尔萨 He was in Tulsa before he was here.
真是浪费我的时间 This is one big waste of my time.
我再告诉你一件事 And I tell you what else!
少再拿义务警员那套来糊弄我 I'd better not hear about any vigilante bullshit.
你知道他为什么在塔尔萨吗 And you know why he would've been in Tulsa?
不知道 布迪 说来听听 No, Buddy, educate me!
因为他和发哥正计划 Because him and Pug Rothbaum was fixin'
把大麻生意搞大 to make a lot more than grass down here.
-谁告诉你的 -就是发哥 - Who told you that? - Pug Rothbaum
他想把我和吉米赶出布罗肯鲍 He was gonna push me and Jimmy out of Broken Bow.
他向发哥借了二十万美元 He was into Pug for more than $200,000
买了种植园的设备 for the equipment in his grow house.
伙计 你说真的吗 You tellin' me the truth, buddy?
知道吗 听人说 Ya know, there's... there's rumored to be
在波士顿外的河里徒手抓鱼相当有趣 excellent noodling in the rivers around Boston.
那是什么意思 How about that?
你想去亲自证实一下吗 Something you might want to confirm.
好吧 Okay
哥 Hey
你不打算顺路再去看看老妈吗 You ain't gonna stop off and see Mom one more time?
不了 I don't think so.
好吧 到时候再见 Well, I'll see ya when I see ya.
你好 Hello, there.
真的假的 You have got to be kidding me.
-你认识这人吗 -算是吧 - You know this guy? - Sort of.
-老天爷 -要帮忙吗 - Well, I'll be damned. - How can we help ya?
你们谁是我在飞机上碰到的那个 Okay, ah, which of you was it I met on the airplane?
是你 而是你谋杀了发哥 You! And you murdered Pug Rothbaum!
-进屋去 -不 不准去 - Get in the house! Get in the house! - No! Don't go there!
不许动 Don't go there!
-在那儿呆着 -冷静 - Over there! - Just calm down! Just calm down!
冷静 没事的 Calm down! It's all right!
不 你给我退回去 No, no, you get back... get back... no, no...
不 退后 退后 No, no, no... back! Back!
-我枪里是达姆弹 -什么达姆弹 - I got hollow points! - Hollow points?
去那儿 那里 去跟其他人一起 Join it! Join over! Get in the cluster! Get in the cluster!
这不可能 我还要赶飞机 No, this is not happening. I've got a plane to catch.
恐怕我不能让你如愿了 Well, I'm afraid I can't let you do that.
你不是认真的吧 You are not pointing that gun at me.
-去跟其他人一起 -这不可能 - Join the group! - This is not happening!
-快去 -比利 过来 - Join the group! - Billy, Billy, Come on.
多谢你 Thank you!
现在你给我听好 Now, lis..., now, listen. Wha... wha... wha...
你能不能别拿着枪乱晃 Why don't you stop waving that thing around?
我不想伤到任何人 I don't wanna hurt anyone.
好吧 那就把枪放下吧 No, all right. Then let's... let's just put the gun down, then.
我只想谈谈 I just wanna talk.
-你为何要这么做 -你到这儿来 做他的不在场证明 - Why are you doing this? - You flew down here to be his alibi.
而他是个杀人犯 你则是同谋 making him a murderer, and you an accessory.
这是个基督教国家 And this is a christian state.
我们都信奉旧约 如果人犯了谋杀罪 We're very Old Testament. When it comes to murder,
他就要上电椅 而你则是终生监禁 he'll get the chair, and you'll get life!
这个该死的家伙是谁 Who the fuck is this guy?
你是个整牙医生 You're an orthodontist.
我负债累累 我本想开个新诊所 I am drowning in debt! I've been trying to set up a new practice,
但是我之前那个诊所还欠保险费 but I still owe on the insurance premiums from the last one!
还有所有的设备 我要养老婆和三个孩子 Plus all the equipment! I have a wife and three kids!
你他妈的到底想说什么 Why don't you get to the fucking point?
只有等我的孩子在学校交了朋友 Until my kids can make friends at school,
我们认识了他们的父母 and we meet their parents
-听着 -比尔 别 - No, no, no, listen. - Bill, Bill, hey, Bill!
-我们不过在飞机上有过一面之缘 -退回去 - I am a guy that you met on an airplane! - Keep back! Keep back!
我叫你退回去 I said keep back!
-是吗 -我是认真的 - Really, really, please. - I really mean it.
快他妈给我退回去 Get the hell back!
开枪吧 对着我脑袋来一枪 Pull the trigger. Put a bullet in my skull.
我放弃 行了吧 I give up. It's perfect.
对不起 I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
没关系 回家吧 It's fine. Just go home.
比利 我们不能就这么让他走了 Billy, we can't let him go now.
让他走吧 大家各回各家 We are. Just let it go, and everybody just go home.
去吧 Go, go.
-贝迪 -喂 你 -Brady! Brady! - Hey, hey, you!
你要去哪里 Where do ya think you're going?
别过来 Get back!
比尔 不要 Bill, no!
贝迪 Brady!
简妮 快报警 Janet, call 911!
亲爱的 我想我妈已经报警了 Baby, I think my Mama might have called it.
真是未卜先知 She might have been right!
警察来了 Police coming.
比尔 Bill. hey, Bill!
快派急救人员 We're gonna need an EMT.
比尔 Bill... hey, Bill!
比尔 快过来 Bill... Bill... Bill...
给我枪 给我 Gimme that! Gimme it.
看着我 Look at me... at me...
去找那个塔尔萨的犹太牧师 Go see that rabbi up in Tulsa.
我们在发哥家画的那些符号 All those drawings we did at Pug's.
告诉她根本没有任何意义 Tell her we didn't mean nothing by 'em.
答应我 好吗 Just promise me. You promise me?
你自己去告诉她 You're gonna tell her yourself.
好了 你没有杀人 Okay, now you ain't killed nobody.
第欧根尼·拉尔修为我们记录了 Diogenes Laertius has recorded for us the greek philosopher,
伟大希腊哲学家 伊壁鸠鲁对于死亡的看法 and Epicurus's thoughts on death,
当事情发生时 我们已不存在 it is irrational to fear an event.
那又有何理由 缘生惧怕之心 If when that event occurs, we are not in existence.
死亡降临 一切虚无 And, since when death is, we are not,
生命犹在 死亡则否 and when we are, death is not,
惧死之心 何来之有 Then it's irrational to fear death.
伊壁鸠鲁还说 One might just as well, Epicurus argued,
与其恐惧死亡 不如害怕新生 fear birth.
我只比我弟弟贝迪早出生几分钟 I was born just a few minutes before my brother, Brady.
他坚持自己的生活方式 从不畏惧 He lived life on his own terms, indifferent to fear,
不论是他自己 还是其他人 either his own, or those of others.
实话说 And, let's be honest,
在任何人眼中 by any normal measure,
我弟弟就是个罪犯废柴烂人 my brother was a criminal and a colossal fuckup.
但是 我们一起度过的那段时光 But, in the years that we were together,
我们一起长大的日子 when we were growing up,
是我最幸福 最自由的时光 he gave me the happiest, freest times
之后再也没有过 that I will ever know.
为什么直到今天 我才明白这一点 I don't know why it took me so long to realize that.
我因为自身的恐惧而离开小迪克西 I left little Dixie because of my own fears.
而我最后悔的事 My greatest regret is that
就是没能告诉他 抛下这一切 对我来说是那么艰难 I never told him how difficult that really was.
博杰 你这些伤疤哪里来的 Bolger, how'd you get those scars?
和你弟弟一起蹲牢房时弄的 Prison, with your brother.
我弟弟没进过监狱 My brother wasn't in prison.
他蹲了两年号子 他应该是不想让你知道 Two years on possession. I think he ain't wanted you to know that.
他也救了我的命 Saved my life, too.
有三个家伙带着美工刀朝我扑过来 Three guys jumped me with box cutters.
你弟弟 贝迪他一下子暴跳如雷 Your brother, Brady, went berserk,
我俩才没死在那儿 kept the both of us alive in there.
难以置信 他从来没 Can't believe he never...
现在都没机会报答他了 Wished I could've repaid the favor.
告诉吾爱 我说再见 So tell my baby I said so long
告诉妈妈 我没做错 Tell my mother I did no wrong
告诉弟弟 自己保重 Tell my brother to watch his own
告诉朋友 请别悲伤 Tell my friends to mourn me none
身陷时间的长流 I'm chained upon the face of time
感受可笑的韵律 Feelin' full of foolish rhyme
有了亮光 才能感受黑暗 There ain't no dark till something shines
我要脱离这一片黑暗 I'm bound to leave this dark behind
请问有何贵干 So, to what do I owe this visit?
我弟弟杀了罗鲍姆 My brother killed Pug Rothbaum.
你弟弟 Your brother?
就是那个 Who's the... same man
被肯·费曼杀死的人 who was shot by Ken Feinman.
你告诉警察了吗 Have you told the police?
我会的 I will.
他想告诉你 这不是仇恨犯罪 He wanted you to know that it wasn't a hate crime.
我很难相信 你弟弟没干过反犹的事 I find it hard to believe your brother didn't have something against Jews.
我知道 但他没有 I know, but he didn't.
那我就相信你吧 Then I'll have to believe you.
还有什么事吗 Is there something else?
你觉得为什么 Why... why do you think...
为什么我们 Why do we...
我们是动物 金凯教授 We are animals, Professor Kincaid.
大脑欺骗了我们 自以为高人一等 brains that trick us into thinking we aren't.
我该怎么办 What do I... what can I do with that?
-修复 -什么 - Repair. - What?
我们所有人 你和我 All of us, you, me,
你弟弟 罗鲍姆 your brother, Pug...
我们破坏了这世界的秩序 We break the world.
所以就得去修复它 Help repair it.
喂 过来这边 Hey, come on over here.
这算什么 博杰 What's this about, Bolger?
让比利说吧 I'll let Billy speak.
请坐 Have a seat.
好吧 你有什么话要说 Well, go on, say whatcha got to say.
我弟弟有很多设备 My brother had a lot of equipment.
-他的种植园 -是的 - His grow house. - Yea
我们跟律师谈过 警察不能没收它 We talked to a lawyer. The police can't confiscate it.
这是个高质量的水培系统 Now, it's a high quality system. It's hydroponic.
我想把它卖给你 I'm proposing to sell it to you.
这是所有物品清单 That's the whole list.
给你算折扣价 That's at a... a discount price.
好吧 我可不能接受 Yea, well, I don't see it quite like this.
为什么 Why not?
因为你弟弟的这套设备是发哥出的钱 Because your brother never paid Pug for that equipment.
那又怎么样 So what?
那我干嘛要给你钱 So why I gotta pay you for it?
因为我弟弟死了 我得承担葬礼费用 Because my brother is dead. I have to cover funeral costs.
还有一堆没付的账单 He had bills that weren't paid.
按揭贷款 他妻子快生孩子了 He had a mortgage, and his wife is expecting a baby now.
好吧 我只想帮他还债 Okay, all I'm trying to do is to cover his debts
给他家人留点积蓄 and leave his family with a little something.
-你明白吗 -好吧 我就是他的债主之一 - Can you understand that? - Well, I'm one of his debts, see.
知道吗 在你弟和博杰出狱之前 Ya know, before your brother and Bolger got out of the penitentiary,
这整块俄克拉荷马的东南部都我说了算 I had this whole area, southeastern Oklahoma.
罗鲍姆到我这来就是为了他的大麻 and Pug Rothbaum come to me for his grass!
现在都还给你 而且还比以前更好 And now you're going to have all of that again and better product besides.
那套设备本来就是我的 Your brother owes me that equipment!
得了吧伙计 你就不想修复这个世界吗 Come on, man! Don't you want to repair the world?
-啥 -我们破坏了这个世界 - What? - We're breaking the world!
你他妈的不想修复它吗 Don't you want to fucking repair it?
我他妈的要你把这套设备还给我 What I want is for you to give me that equipment and then to go back east
接着你就给我滚回纽约 With all the other faggots who think
回去找那群唯纽约独尊的娘娘腔去吧 that New York city is the only place on earth.
-我不住纽约 -就算是这样 - I don't live in New York. - Well, that don't mean that
你还是觉得自己高高在上 是吧 you don't think you're better than us! Now, do it.
告诉你 我们是比你强 You know what? We are better than you!
我们有思考的力量 We use our powers of thought!
-别背对着我 -该死的乡巴佬 - Don't you turn your back on me! - Fucking hick!
-你敢走 -继续走 别回头 - Don't you walk away! - Just keep walking. Don't look back.
上帝嘱咐罪恶之城索多玛中唯一的义人罗得逃离 并不要回头
-我才不像罗得的妻子这么蠢呢 -谁 - Watt's wife. - Who?
但他的妻子忍不住回头看了一眼 瞬间就变成了一根盐柱
她一回头 就变成了一根盐柱 She turned into a pillar of salt.
混帐东西 Motherfucker.
救命 救我 Help! Help me!
-我做不到 -拔出来 - I can't. - Get it out!
这是支弩箭 应该有空气动力装置 It's a bow. I think got a fletchette.
上帝啊 不要 Oh, my God! No, no, no!
他受伤了 被见鬼的箭所伤 He's been shot! Fuckin' arrow!
多长时间了 How long ago?
有十分钟了 About 10 minutes.
让他侧躺着 Keep him on his side.
保护重要器官 Let's get some vitals.
给我线 Give me a line there.
来 Here you go.
打开 Open it up.
诸位 过来 Folks, wanna come with me.
这支箭离他的心脏仅有一英寸 Now, the arrow missed his heart by an inch
离他的脊柱仅有几厘米 and his spine by centimeters.
这意味着什么 So, what does this mean for him?
需要很长时间才能恢复 Well, it'll be a long recovery.
不用我说 是你救了他的命 I guess I don't need to tell ya this, but you saved his life.
好吧 亲爱的 Yes, yes, yes, dear...
比利 要下雨了 Billy, it's fixin' to rain.
谢谢 妈妈 Thanks. Mom.
我想在这里坐一会 I think I'm just gonna sit here for a while.
在雨里吗 In the rain?
我过去很怕夏季暴风雨 I used to be so scared of these summer storms.
去了东部后 不禁又想念起这种感觉 And when I went east, I missed them.
我以前很害怕 总是躲在壁橱里捂住耳朵 I was so frightened, I used to hide in the closet and cover my ears.
我讨厌那样 And I hated that.
所以我去图书馆研究暴风雨 So, I went to the library, and I studied them,
学习了一切 发生的原理 learned everything I could about them. How they happened,
产生的原因 what made them happen,
每种云的名字 the name of every cloud.
之后呢 And?
暴雨还是照常发生 They still happened.
我在你身边陪你 不介意吧 Mind if I stay out here with you?
我希望如此 I wish you would.
《草叶集》
孤独即是自由 Lonely are the free
少有人如同你我 'cuz there ain't that many of 'em
这般漫步 They don't walk like you and me
只这么在风中凌乱 They just tumble in the breeze
轻如鸿毛 Lighter than a feather all together separately
理所当然 不论在哪徘徊 That's how it supposed to be, no matter where they wander,
从过去到现在 from post to in-between,
从这里到那里 无处可依 from here to over yonder, there's no place for them to land
孤独即是自由 Lonely are the free
沉默即是坚强 不同于耳语者 The silent are the strong, not so much as a whisper,
告诉你一切皆是错 tell ya anything is wrong.
你心底一直明白 只是无法自制聆听 You've known all along that you can't help but listen
现在一切都已过去 And now the moment's gone
正是你才如此坚持 It keeps you hanging on until the
直到打破寂静 迎来曙光 stillness signaling the breaking of the dawn
那是汽笛声吗 仿佛献祭的歌曲 Is shattered by the sirens, singing sacrificial songs.
沉默即是坚强 The silent are the strong.