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Hi, sis.
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Michael, if I could just get you
to sign this right here...
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...which gives you the contents
of the safe deposit box.
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Thank you.
And this one which clears the bank...
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...of all responsibility
for the contents.
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It's kind of exciting.
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Maybe we'll find out
that your mother had secret millions.
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Why don't we get started?
Your mother is interred...
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...at the Cedar Heights Funeral Home
until arrangements can be made.
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I thought it was arranged.
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- There's a problem.
- What problem?
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Your mother left explicit instructions
to be cremated.
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- I don't understand it either.
- When did she decide this?
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Apparently just before her death.
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- I don't know anybody who gets cremated.
- Lots of people do.
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Nobody in my family did.
Dad bought plots at Prairie Hills...
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...one for him, one for Mom.
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- The will clearly states...
- I don't care what it says.
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Maybe Mom was delirious. Maybe
she didn't know what she was saying.
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If she wanted to be cremated, why
the hell did she let Dad buy 2 plots?
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She was very specific.
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She wanted her ashes to be thrown off
Roseman Bridge.
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- What?!
- Bizarre!
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Mr. Peterson, are you sure
Mom wrote all this?
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It was notarized and witnessed by
Mrs. Lucy Delaney.
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- Maybe you could ask her.
- Who the hell is she?
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I remember her, I just don't...
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I don't care if it's legal. We're
not cremating her or throwing...
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...her ashes off some bridge
where we can't visit her...
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...because she'll be blown all over!
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- And people driving all over her, dogs...
- We're not doing it.
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I'm not even sure
it's Christian.
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Maybe it's an Italian thing.
She was Italian.
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Doesn't matter!
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Move on.
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We can come back to this.
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Why don't we open the box?
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Michael, look at these.
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Have you ever seen these pictures?
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It was in this envelope from 1965.
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She's not wearing a bra.
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That's the Holliwell Bridge.
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- In case anyone's interested.
- Why are there 2 deeds here?
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This is for the additional acres
he purchased in '59.
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And this?
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Those were bills of sale
from equipment your mother sold.
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- This is for the original land parcel.
- Beautiful picture of her.
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What?
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Could you come here for a minute?
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What?
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Where are we going?
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She say anything in there about me?
About leaving me anything?
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No.
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What's going on?
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We were just wondering
if it might be better...
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...if Carolyn and I
looked at this stuff ourselves.
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We don't want to keep you
waiting around.
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I'll contact your office
about the legal work.
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"I struggle to...
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...put it together in a way
that allows me to continue...
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...knowing that we're
on separate roads.
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But then, I look through the lens
of my camera and you're there.
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I start to write an article
and I find myself writing it to you.
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It's clear to me now that we
have been moving towards each other...
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...towards those 4 days,
all of our lives."
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I don't want to hear anymore.
Burn the damn thing.
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I don't want to hear it.
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Throw it away.
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What's he saying now?
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He just goes on about how
if Mom ever needed him...
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...she could reach him through the
National Geographic Magazine in D.C.
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He was a photographer.
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He promises not to write again.
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And then, all it says is:
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"I love you, Robert."
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Robert!
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Jesus!
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I'll kill him.
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That would be some trick. He's dead.
That's what this letter is...
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...from his attorney.
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He left most of his things to Mom.
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And requested...
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What?
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That he be cremated and his ashes
thrown off Roseman Bridge.
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Damn him! I knew Mom
wouldn't have thought that up herself.
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It was some damn perverted...
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...photographic mind influencing her.
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When did the bastard die?
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'82.
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Wait a minute, that was...
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...3 years after Daddy...
Do you think...?
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I don't know!
I'm completely in the dark.
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That's what I get for moving away.
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We were kids when this happened.
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I can't believe it.
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Do you think that she...
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...had sex with him?
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Must be nice inside your head
with Peter Pan and the Easter Bunny.
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Don't talk to me like that.
She was my mother!
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Now I find that she was...
She was a...
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A what?
Don't say that!
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What am I supposed to think?
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I can't believe she never told me.
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We spoke at least once a week.
How could she do that?
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When did she meet him?
Did Dad know?
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Is there anything else in that envelope?
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No, I don't think so.
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You read it.
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You read it.
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"January, 1987.
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Dear Carolyn:
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I hope you read this with Michael.
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I'm sure he wouldn't be able
to read it by himself...
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...and he'll need help
understanding all this.
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First and most of all...
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...I love you both very much.
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And although I feel fine,
I thought I'd put my affairs...
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...excuse that word, in order."
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I can't believe she's making jokes.
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"After going through
the safe deposit box...
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...I'm sure you'll find your way
to this letter.
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It's hard to write this
to my own children.
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I could let this die
with the rest of me, I suppose.
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But as one gets older...
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...one's fears subside.
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What becomes more and more important...
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...is to be known.
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Known for all that you were
during this brief stay.
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How sad it seems to leave this earth...
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...without those you love the most
ever really knowing who you were.
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It's easy for a mother to love
her children, no matter what.
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I don't know
if it's as simple for children.
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You're all so busy being angry
at us for raising you wrong.
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His name was Robert Kincaid.
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He was a photographer
and he was here in 1965...
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...shooting a National Geographic
article...
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...on the covered bridges
of Madison County.
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Remember when we got that issue,
when we got the subscription...
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...how we felt like celebrities?"
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That's Roseman Bridge.
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That must be Robert Kincaid.
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And that's Mom's medallion.
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"I don't want you to be angry with him.
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I hope after you know the story,
you think well of him, even grateful."
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- Grateful?
- "It's all there in the 3 notebooks."
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"It was the week
of the Illinois State Fair.
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The two of you were going
with Dad to exhibit...
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...Carolyn's prize steer.
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It was the Sunday night you left.
I know it sounds awful..."
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But I couldn 't wait for you to leave.
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You were going to be gone until Friday.
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4 days.
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Just 4 days.
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Richard! Dinner!
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- What I tell you about the door?
- Sorry.
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Would you like to say grace?
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Grace.
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More sauces.
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A piece of bread.
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Thanks.
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Damn drawer.
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Here.
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You can't get mad at it.
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Sorry. Didn't mean to yell.
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I want you to stay away
from anything too spicy.
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And you promise me.
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I swear. Only filters.
No more than half pack a day.
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- I've got my orders.
- Doc Reynolds said so.
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I know, I'm only kidding.
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- Are you sure you don't want to go?
- I'm positive.
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What are you going to do
as a woman of leisure?
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Same thing I do as a hired hand,
except with less help.
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I won't be able to sleep. I can't sleep
without you next to me anymore.
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It's only 4 days.
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Oh, God, where have you been?
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You missed them.
They already left.
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Why do you love me so much?
I don't like you.
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Get down.
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You like that song?
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It's just you and me.
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Just you and me.
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Hi.
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I get the distinct feeling
that I'm lost.
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You supposed to be in lowa?
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Then you're not that lost.
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I'm looking for a bridge.
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One of those covered bridges
in this neighborhood.
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Roseman Bridge?
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That's it.
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You're pretty close.
It's only about 2 miles from here.
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Which way?
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You go that way and come to Cutter's
and turn left.
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To Cutters?
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Cutter's a farm.
Small house, close to the road.
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Big, mean yellow dog.
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Mean yellow dog. Okay.
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Then you go along that road
until you come to a fork.
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It's only...
Less than half a mile.
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And then where, after the fork?
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The right.
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And then you...
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No, no. Not that fork.
Excuse me.
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You pass Peterson's.
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Peterson's.
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Peterson's is a farm.
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Past the old schoolhouse, you turn left.
It'd be easier to tell you...
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...if the roads were marked.
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It certainly would.
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I can take you if you want.
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Or I can tell you.
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I can take you
or tell you.
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It's up to you.
I don't care.
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I wouldn't want to take you away.
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No, I was just going to have
some iced tea, and then...
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...split the atom,
but that can wait.
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Okay.
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I'll just get my shoes.
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I wasn't exactly expecting company.
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Where are we headed?
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Out. Then right.
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Out...
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...then right.
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Wonderful smell to lowa. Kind of
particular to this part of the country.
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You know what I mean?
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No.
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It's kind of hard to explain.
I guess it's in the loam of the soil.
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That kind of rich, earthy...
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...alive...
Well, maybe not alive.
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You don't smell it?
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Maybe it's because I live here.
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Yeah, I guess so.
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Smells great though.
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Are you from Washington?
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I lived there till I was in my mid-20s.
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I moved to Chicago
when I got married.
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When did you move back?
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After the divorce.
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How long have you been married?
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Long time.
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Long time, huh?
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Where are you from?
Do you mind me asking?
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I don't mind your asking.
I'm from...
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- I'm born in Italy.
- Italy?
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From Italy to lowa.
Where in Italy?
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We lived in a small town
on the eastern side.
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No one's heard of it.
Bari.
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I know Bari.
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I was on assignment to Greece...
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...and I went through Bari
to get to Brindisi.
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I was looking out,
it looked like pretty country.
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So I got off the train
and stayed a few days.
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You got off the train
because it looked pretty?
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Yeah, I did.
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Excuse me.
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Care for a cigarette?
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Sure, I'll have one.
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00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:09,753
So tell me, how long
have you lived in lowa?
257
00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:12,912
Long.
You just got off the train...
258
00:23:13,160 --> 00:23:15,879
...and stayed
without knowing anyone there?
259
00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:33,554
That's it.
260
00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:36,792
It's beautiful.
261
00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:40,038
Yeah, this is great.
262
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:02,913
I won't shoot this today.
I'll just do a little prep work.
263
00:24:03,160 --> 00:24:06,197
Shoot it tomorrow.
The light's no good right now.
264
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,430
So I'll just wait.
265
00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:11,954
I don't mind.
266
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:15,797
Go on down here.
267
00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:19,392
This is about as good a place
to start as any.
268
00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:25,552
Beautiful bridge.
269
00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:48,716
Beautiful.
You out here much?
270
00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:50,035
No.
271
00:25:36,120 --> 00:25:37,951
Always this hot around here?
272
00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:42,309
Oh, yes. This time of year.
273
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:53,197
There's some sodas in the truck
if you'd like one.
274
00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:57,512
- Would you like one?
- Not right now.
275
00:25:57,760 --> 00:25:59,159
I'll go get one.
276
00:26:54,040 --> 00:26:55,314
There you are.
277
00:26:57,880 --> 00:26:59,279
You caught me.
278
00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,075
I was picking you some flowers.
279
00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:10,796
Men still do that, don't they?
I'm not out of date, am I?
280
00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:13,918
Picking flowers
as a sign of appreciation?
281
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:16,230
No, except those are poisonous.
282
00:27:20,080 --> 00:27:21,638
I'm kidding!
I'm sorry.
283
00:27:22,400 --> 00:27:24,197
I'm just kidding.
284
00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:27,958
I'm so sorry.
285
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:33,154
Are you sadistic by nature or what?
286
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:36,992
I don't know why I did that.
287
00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:39,958
- Here.
- They're beautiful.
288
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:44,279
I'm sorry.
289
00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:54,878
You're looking for something specific?
There's not much selection.
290
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:59,438
I had a station out of Chicago earlier.
Played good blues.
291
00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:01,878
It's 1410.
292
00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:08,799
That's nice.
293
00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:13,598
Care for another cigarette?
294
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:16,554
Sure.
295
00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,552
Is that the mean yellow dog?
296
00:28:30,160 --> 00:28:32,310
- Is it white?
- No, it's yellow.
297
00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:46,996
I want to thank you for all
your kindness, Mrs. Johnson.
298
00:28:47,240 --> 00:28:48,719
Francesca.
299
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:51,555
Robert.
300
00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:02,276
Would you like some iced tea?
301
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:05,435
Yeah.
302
00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:15,998
Now I'm alone with you
303
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:22,559
Yes, sit down.
304
00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:28,709
- You like lemon?
- Sure.
305
00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:34,509
Maybe...
306
00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:36,393
...a little bit of sugar?
307
00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:37,675
You bet.
308
00:29:48,240 --> 00:29:50,151
If you want more...
309
00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:53,229
Thanks.
310
00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:00,395
Aren't you afraid to have those in here?
311
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:07,398
I'm so sorry I did that.
I don't know why...
312
00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:09,232
...why I said that.
313
00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:15,516
Where are you staying?
314
00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:19,315
Some place with small cabins.
315
00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:21,352
Something or other motor inn.
316
00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:24,273
I've got it written down,
but I haven't checked in yet.
317
00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:30,950
And how long are you here for?
318
00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:36,635
I don't know, maybe 4 or 5 days,
a week on the outside.
319
00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:40,395
As long as it takes to do the work.
Where's your family?
320
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:43,359
My husband took the kids
to the state fair.
321
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:46,273
My daughter is entering a prize steer.
322
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:48,388
How old?
323
00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:50,519
A year and a half.
324
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,393
No, I meant the kids.
325
00:30:54,840 --> 00:30:58,515
Michael is 17.
And Carolyn is 16.
326
00:30:59,320 --> 00:31:01,515
That's nice, having kids.
327
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:06,036
They're not kids anymore.
328
00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:10,033
Things change.
329
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:12,718
They always do.
330
00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:14,918
One of the laws of nature.
331
00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:19,236
Most people are afraid of change,
but if you look at it...
332
00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:22,711
...as something you can count on,
then it can be a comfort.
333
00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:27,000
There's not many things
you can really count on.
334
00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:28,594
I guess.
335
00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:32,553
I'm one of those people
it frightens, I think.
336
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:36,468
I doubt that.
337
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:38,438
Why do you say that?
338
00:31:39,320 --> 00:31:42,596
From Italy to lowa,
that's a big change.
339
00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:47,554
But Richard was in the Army there.
340
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:50,799
I met him
when I was living in Naples.
341
00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:53,235
I didn't know anything about lowa.
342
00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:56,600
I just cared that it was America...
343
00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:00,115
...and, of course,
being with Richard.
344
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:02,474
What's he like?
345
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:05,712
He's very clean.
346
00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:07,634
Clean?
347
00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:10,358
No. I mean...
348
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,713
He's other things too.
349
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,392
He's a very hard worker...
350
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:17,675
...very caring...
351
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:19,114
...honest.
352
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:21,354
He's gentle.
353
00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:23,158
He's a good father.
354
00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:24,994
And clean.
355
00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:29,232
Clean.
356
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:38,032
And you like living here in lowa,
I guess?
357
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:47,433
Go ahead.
I'm not going to tell anyone.
358
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:53,511
I'm supposed to say:
359
00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:58,515
"It's just fine. It's quiet
and the people are real nice."
360
00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:01,354
And all that's true.
Mostly.
361
00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:03,159
It is quiet.
362
00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:05,870
And the people are nice.
363
00:33:06,480 --> 00:33:08,118
In certain ways.
364
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:10,796
We all help each other out.
365
00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:14,350
If someone gets sick or hurt,
all the neighbors come in.
366
00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:18,718
They pick the corn, harvest the oats
or whatever needs to be done.
367
00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:23,591
In town, you can leave your car
unlocked, and let the kids run around.
368
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:25,193
Don't worry about them.
369
00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:28,517
There are a lot of nice...
370
00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:30,591
...things about the people here.
371
00:33:30,840 --> 00:33:33,070
And I respect them for those qualities.
372
00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:39,275
But...
373
00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:41,035
But?
374
00:33:47,120 --> 00:33:48,917
It's not...
375
00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:51,152
...what I dreamed of...
376
00:33:52,920 --> 00:33:54,194
...as a girl.
377
00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:05,400
I scribbled something down
the other day.
378
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:09,197
I often do that
when I'm out on the road.
379
00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:11,317
Kind of goes like this:
380
00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:14,318
"The old dreams...
381
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:16,912
...were good dreams.
382
00:34:18,320 --> 00:34:21,517
They didn't work out,
but I'm glad I had them."
383
00:34:29,240 --> 00:34:32,755
I don't know what it means.
I thought I might use it someday.
384
00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:41,070
Anyway, I think I know how you feel.
385
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:49,517
Would you like to stay for dinner?
386
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:52,397
There's not much in town.
387
00:34:52,760 --> 00:34:54,990
And you'd have to eat alone.
388
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:56,759
So would I.
389
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:00,912
Yeah, I'd like that.
390
00:35:02,240 --> 00:35:06,028
I don't get a home-cooked meal too often
out on the road.
391
00:35:07,120 --> 00:35:08,109
Okay.
392
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:42,678
This is ridiculous.
393
00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:31,319
Do you mind
if I put some film in the fridge?
394
00:36:31,560 --> 00:36:34,597
- No, go ahead.
- This heat out here isn't too forgiving.
395
00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:43,835
Anything I can do to help?
396
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:48,236
- To help? What, cook?
- Yeah, men cook.
397
00:36:49,240 --> 00:36:50,832
Okay, sure.
398
00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:56,959
What can I do?
399
00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:58,679
You can scrape the carrot.
400
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:00,399
Scrape the carrots.
401
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:02,870
And grate them.
Make a nice salad.
402
00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:10,391
Scrape the carrots. Like that.
How's that?
403
00:37:10,640 --> 00:37:12,596
Very good. Very nice.
404
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:14,319
Not bad, huh?
405
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:22,029
Don't forget to pick off the end.
406
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,192
Pick off end.
407
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,155
Let me get these...
408
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:38,756
Excuse me.
I can take the ends off of these too.
409
00:37:40,200 --> 00:37:42,191
Yes. That's a good idea.
410
00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:45,079
This the way you do it?
411
00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:48,599
That's good.
But don't use your fingers.
412
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,272
Then they smell like...
413
00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:53,238
I'll get you some lemon.
414
00:37:57,240 --> 00:37:58,832
Would you like a beer?
415
00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:01,914
- I've got some in the car.
- I would love a beer.
416
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:04,749
Anything to get out of a little work.
417
00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:14,235
Very nice.
418
00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:19,434
No, wait a second.
It gets better.
419
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:23,070
You must picture this:
I have 3 cameras around my neck...
420
00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:26,039
...and I've got a tripod,
and my pants are around my ankles.
421
00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:29,716
I'm behind a bush, and then
suddenly I see this gorilla.
422
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:32,235
A huge gorilla,
staring right at me...
423
00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:35,552
...with the most lascivious look
you've ever seen.
424
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:38,633
More than any creature
with that much hair.
425
00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:43,315
I freeze, because that's
what you're supposed to do.
426
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:46,914
And then
it started coming towards me.
427
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:49,399
And what?
428
00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:53,479
What?
My God!
429
00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:54,954
I can't...
430
00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:57,038
You're blushing.
431
00:38:57,280 --> 00:38:59,555
It's a very painful subject.
A very sore...
432
00:38:59,800 --> 00:39:02,030
...sore subject matter, really.
433
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:04,796
- What happened?
- We became engaged.
434
00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:18,392
You should really...
435
00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:21,835
...write these stories down.
436
00:39:22,080 --> 00:39:26,039
I would, except this is a female
gorilla. It had on eye shadow...
437
00:39:26,280 --> 00:39:29,716
...and a little lip gloss on
and it was so nice...
438
00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:31,188
We still write.
439
00:39:33,880 --> 00:39:35,996
I don't want
to put this stuff down.
440
00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:38,355
I'm afraid...
441
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:42,313
I'm afraid my writing's
a little too technical.
442
00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:45,956
The trouble with being a
journalist too long is...
443
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,794
...you stop allowing yourself
to invent.
444
00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:52,268
I'll just stick to making pictures.
445
00:39:53,720 --> 00:39:55,358
Making pictures.
446
00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:58,039
I like that.
447
00:39:59,960 --> 00:40:02,155
You really love what you do.
448
00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:05,791
I'm obsessed by it, really.
449
00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:09,077
Why is that, do you think?
450
00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:10,879
I don't know.
451
00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:15,398
I don't think obsessions have reasons.
That's why they're obsessions.
452
00:40:18,880 --> 00:40:20,632
You sound like an artist.
453
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:22,678
I wouldn't say that.
454
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:26,037
National Geographic
likes their photos in focus...
455
00:40:26,280 --> 00:40:30,319
...and not too much personal comment.
I don't mind really.
456
00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:31,959
I'm no artist.
457
00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:36,513
That's one of the curses of being
too well-adjusted, too normal.
458
00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:38,876
I don't think you're so normal.
459
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:40,589
Really?
460
00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:42,990
I didn't mean it in the way...
461
00:40:43,240 --> 00:40:45,117
...in the way that it sounded.
462
00:40:47,480 --> 00:40:50,790
We'll just chalk it up
to a compliment...
463
00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:52,519
...and move on.
464
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:57,237
Did you just love teaching?
465
00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:03,708
Yes, when there was a particular student
who can make a difference...
466
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:09,271
They're all supposed to, but they don't.
You tend...
467
00:41:09,520 --> 00:41:14,640
...to single out 1 or 2 who you think
you can contribute something to.
468
00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:18,668
- And did you?
- I hope so. One went to medical school.
469
00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:21,759
Why'd you quit?
470
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:25,715
My children, my kids.
471
00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:27,792
And...
472
00:41:28,400 --> 00:41:30,868
...Richard didn't like my working.
473
00:41:31,960 --> 00:41:33,712
But you miss it, obviously.
474
00:41:34,240 --> 00:41:35,753
I never think about it.
475
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:39,072
What's the most exciting place
that you've ever been?
476
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:45,317
- Unless you're too tired to talk.
- Most exciting...
477
00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:54,148
You're asking if a man's tired of
talking about himself? Been out much?
478
00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:59,074
Didn't mean to make
it sound like a dumb...
479
00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:01,470
Maybe it's a little dull for you...
480
00:42:01,720 --> 00:42:05,110
...telling this to some housewife
in the middle of nowhere.
481
00:42:07,720 --> 00:42:10,359
This is your home.
This isn't nowhere.
482
00:42:13,480 --> 00:42:14,879
And it's not dull.
483
00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:19,439
Let's see.
484
00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:27,510
I guess I'd say that the most exciting
place I've been to was Africa.
485
00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,717
Because it's another world.
486
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:33,077
It's not just the cultures
and the people.
487
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:35,390
That's great, but it's the air.
488
00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:37,949
The colors from dawn to dusk.
489
00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:40,589
There's something tangible about it.
490
00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:45,478
The cohabitation of man and beast,
and beast and beast.
491
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:47,756
Who'll survive and who won't.
492
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:50,914
There's no judgement about it either.
493
00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:53,230
There's no imposed morality.
494
00:42:53,480 --> 00:42:55,948
It's just the way it is.
495
00:42:56,200 --> 00:42:58,270
It's beautiful, really.
496
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:03,595
Just nothing like it.
It's...
497
00:43:03,840 --> 00:43:06,229
...a voyeur's paradise.
498
00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:10,596
I'd love to see that.
499
00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:17,672
There's safaris.
You can ask your husband.
500
00:43:19,960 --> 00:43:21,188
Yeah.
501
00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:30,270
It's a beautiful evening.
Would you like to take a walk?
502
00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:38,957
You've got it all right here.
503
00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:44,592
I'm serious. This is as nice a place
as I've ever been.
504
00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:52,356
"The silver apples of the moon,
and the golden apples of the sun."
505
00:43:53,120 --> 00:43:56,556
Yeats.
"The Song of Wandering Aengus."
506
00:43:58,320 --> 00:44:00,629
- Good stuff, Yeats, huh?
- Yes.
507
00:44:00,880 --> 00:44:03,952
Realism,
economy, sensuousness...
508
00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:09,511
...beauty, and magic.
All that appeals to my Irish ancestry.
509
00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:23,390
- Something wrong?
- Would you like something to drink?
510
00:44:23,880 --> 00:44:25,154
Coffee?
511
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:27,356
Maybe some brandy?
512
00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:29,272
Maybe some both.
513
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:32,028
Yes?
514
00:44:32,760 --> 00:44:33,954
Let's.
515
00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:50,515
Sure you don't want me to help?
516
00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:56,795
No. I'm not going to wash them now.
I'll rinse them now. I'll do it later.
517
00:45:01,040 --> 00:45:02,632
Francesca.
518
00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:07,108
You all right?
519
00:45:09,240 --> 00:45:10,434
Yeah.
520
00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:17,628
What?
521
00:45:19,920 --> 00:45:21,114
What?
522
00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:24,596
We're not doing anything wrong.
523
00:45:25,680 --> 00:45:27,875
Nothing you couldn't tell your kids.
524
00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:45,829
To ancient evenings and distant music?
525
00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:16,509
He's getting her drunk.
That's what happened.
526
00:46:16,920 --> 00:46:20,674
Maybe he forced himself.
That's why she couldn't tell us.
527
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:22,672
He did not.
528
00:46:23,640 --> 00:46:29,237
- He's such a nice guy.
- Trying to sleep with somebody's wife?!
529
00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:33,434
I don't think so.
And that doesn't make you a bad person.
530
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:37,151
He reminds me of Steve in a way.
Steve's...
531
00:46:37,520 --> 00:46:40,671
...weak, immoral and a liar,
but still a nice guy.
532
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:42,672
He just shouldn't be married.
533
00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:45,158
At least not to me.
534
00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:48,992
I'm hungry.
Are you getting hungry?
535
00:46:54,480 --> 00:46:56,710
I had no idea it's that bad, sis.
536
00:46:58,400 --> 00:47:02,757
Please, don't feel sorry for me.
Nobody's forcing me to stay.
537
00:47:03,080 --> 00:47:04,274
Why do you?
538
00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:20,636
- Do you mind if I ask you a question?
- No.
539
00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:23,478
Why did you get divorced?
540
00:47:25,040 --> 00:47:26,758
I was never around.
541
00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:30,318
So, why'd I get married?
That's a good question.
542
00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:33,997
I guess I needed a home base.
Roots.
543
00:47:34,880 --> 00:47:37,394
You can kind of get lost on the road.
544
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:39,193
So what happened?
545
00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:41,478
I never got lost.
546
00:47:41,720 --> 00:47:44,951
I was more at home everywhere
than just in one place.
547
00:47:45,240 --> 00:47:47,595
Kind of like a citizen of the world.
548
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:52,951
- Must get lonely sometimes.
- No. I never indulge in that.
549
00:47:53,600 --> 00:47:57,991
I've got friends all over the world
I can visit from time to time.
550
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:01,192
Women friends too?
551
00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:08,115
I'm a loner, but not a monk.
552
00:48:13,280 --> 00:48:15,191
You really don't need anyone?
553
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:19,752
I think I need everyone.
554
00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:22,640
I love people.
I'd love to meet them all.
555
00:48:22,880 --> 00:48:24,871
That's the thing about lowa.
556
00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:28,396
You tend to meet the same
kind of person repeatedly.
557
00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:32,872
So when Mr. Delaney has an affair
with the Redfield woman...
558
00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:35,031
...the whole town wakes up.
559
00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:38,470
There's a lot of that going around.
560
00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:41,668
It seems to me there's too much of:
561
00:48:41,920 --> 00:48:44,354
..."This is mine"
and "He or she is mine."
562
00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:47,068
There's just too many lines being drawn.
563
00:48:48,240 --> 00:48:49,434
You know?
564
00:48:50,040 --> 00:48:52,873
Doesn't it scare you though?
Being alone?
565
00:48:53,880 --> 00:48:55,438
I don't think so.
566
00:48:56,720 --> 00:48:58,676
I think I embrace the mystery.
567
00:49:00,800 --> 00:49:02,438
Do you ever regret it?
568
00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:06,273
- What?
- The divorce, I mean.
569
00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:08,388
No.
570
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:12,195
Do you ever regret
not having a family?
571
00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:17,109
Not everyone's supposed to have one.
572
00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:25,479
How can you live for just what you want?
What about others?
573
00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:30,231
- I love other people.
- But no one in particular.
574
00:49:30,480 --> 00:49:33,438
- But I love them just the same.
- It's not the same.
575
00:49:33,720 --> 00:49:35,915
I know it's not the same...
576
00:49:36,320 --> 00:49:40,359
...but what you're saying is
it's not as good, it's not normal.
577
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:41,919
That's not what I said.
578
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:45,516
I have a problem with
this American family ethic...
579
00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:48,638
...that seems to have hypnotized
the country.
580
00:49:48,880 --> 00:49:52,714
You probably think of someone like me
as a displaced soul...
581
00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:57,875
...destined to wander the planet
with no TV or self-cleaning oven.
582
00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:02,916
Because someone decides to have a
family doesn't mean they're hypnotized.
583
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:09,350
Never having seen a gazelle stampede
doesn't mean I'm asleep in my life.
584
00:50:14,320 --> 00:50:15,719
Want to leave your husband?
585
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:20,589
No. Of course not.
586
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:23,839
I'm sorry about that.
I apologize for that.
587
00:50:24,080 --> 00:50:25,718
What made you ask that?
588
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:29,111
I thought that's what we were doing.
Asking questions.
589
00:50:29,360 --> 00:50:33,035
We were having a conversation.
But you ask me questions...
590
00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:38,434
...reading these meanings into them
I must be too simple to interpret.
591
00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:40,874
I'm sorry.
592
00:50:41,200 --> 00:50:42,315
I apologize.
593
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:49,399
Roseman Bridge at dawn.
594
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:52,112
I better be going.
595
00:50:53,240 --> 00:50:54,195
I'm sorry.
596
00:50:54,640 --> 00:50:56,471
I apologize.
You must forgive me.
597
00:50:56,720 --> 00:50:59,473
That was a very indiscreet question.
It was...
598
00:50:59,720 --> 00:51:00,948
...dumb.
599
00:51:05,440 --> 00:51:07,510
I feel something's been spoiled.
600
00:51:07,760 --> 00:51:10,513
It was a perfect evening,
just the way it was.
601
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:19,911
Perfect evening...
602
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:21,593
...a nice walk.
603
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:23,593
Thank you for the...
604
00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:26,231
...company and the brandy.
605
00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:28,715
You're a good woman, Francesca.
606
00:51:29,200 --> 00:51:33,352
Keep the brandy forward in the cupboard.
It might work out after a while.
607
00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:38,515
And don't kid yourself, Francesca.
608
00:51:38,920 --> 00:51:40,797
You're anything but a simple woman.
609
00:51:58,000 --> 00:51:59,353
Johnson's.
610
00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:01,512
Richard, hi.
611
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:06,956
Everyone settled in okay?
612
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:16,558
I said, "good."
613
00:56:37,480 --> 00:56:39,436
Hi, it's Robert Kincaid.
614
00:56:42,120 --> 00:56:43,394
Hi.
615
00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:45,389
Got your note.
616
00:56:45,720 --> 00:56:47,597
W.B. Yeats and all.
617
00:56:48,120 --> 00:56:52,113
I didn't read it right away
because the light was changing.
618
00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:54,157
I had to get my shots.
619
00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:55,992
The light was changing.
620
00:56:56,280 --> 00:57:00,876
But I do accept your invitation.
It'll have to be later though.
621
00:57:01,120 --> 00:57:03,953
I'm going to the Holliwell Bridge
and shoot over there.
622
00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:06,077
After 9, how about that?
623
00:57:07,320 --> 00:57:09,311
Your work's what's important.
624
00:57:09,560 --> 00:57:12,518
I'll make something nice
we can warm up.
625
00:57:12,760 --> 00:57:15,797
Maybe you'd like to come along with me.
626
00:57:20,560 --> 00:57:22,790
Yes, I would like that, but I...
627
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:27,075
I'll drive my pickup and meet you.
All right?
628
00:57:27,320 --> 00:57:29,629
- All right.
- What time?
629
00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:31,836
How about 6?
630
00:57:33,360 --> 00:57:34,873
Okay.
631
00:57:35,440 --> 00:57:36,634
Great.
632
00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:36,715
- God, it's Lucy Redfield!
- Apparently Mrs. Delaney caught them.
633
00:58:43,400 --> 00:58:45,391
There's a seat here,
if you'd like.
634
00:58:52,800 --> 00:58:53,994
Thank you.
635
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:15,912
Kind of hot out, isn't it?
636
00:59:16,640 --> 00:59:17,629
Yeah.
637
00:59:20,720 --> 00:59:22,472
Are you ordering anything?
638
00:59:24,280 --> 00:59:25,554
No.
639
00:59:26,360 --> 00:59:28,555
Thanks.
I've changed my mind.
640
01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:21,958
How about this one?
641
01:00:27,960 --> 01:00:29,598
I don't know, I don't
know, I don't know.
642
01:00:29,840 --> 01:00:32,752
I haven't bought a dress
for myself in so long.
643
01:00:33,720 --> 01:00:37,872
I'm just buying a dress.
It's not for a special occasion.
644
01:00:38,120 --> 01:00:40,873
I'm just shopping for
a new dress is all.
645
01:00:41,040 --> 01:00:42,712
That might work.
646
01:00:42,960 --> 01:00:46,714
And if he's still mad, tell him
you married him out of pity.
647
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:48,957
That always works for me.
648
01:01:01,000 --> 01:01:02,638
Hi, it's Robert.
649
01:01:05,520 --> 01:01:09,354
Listen, I'm running a little late.
But I'll still...
650
01:01:09,640 --> 01:01:10,595
... be there.
651
01:01:10,840 --> 01:01:13,479
I don't want this
to sound the wrong way...
652
01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:16,308
...but I wonder
if this is a good idea.
653
01:01:18,400 --> 01:01:19,833
I had lunch in town.
654
01:01:20,080 --> 01:01:23,117
And I crossed paths
with that Redfield woman.
655
01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:27,116
I guess you got the whole story.
656
01:01:28,000 --> 01:01:30,798
The cashier at the grocery store
was most generous.
657
01:01:32,680 --> 01:01:34,910
He's running for town crier next year.
658
01:01:35,160 --> 01:01:38,755
I know more about the Delaney affair
than I knew about my marriage.
659
01:01:39,080 --> 01:01:43,392
If it's going to be a problem for you
to see me tonight, don't do so.
660
01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:46,552
I'm not too bright
about people's reactions.
661
01:01:46,800 --> 01:01:50,918
I wouldn 't want you to be put
in a compromising situation.
662
01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:53,871
Yeah, I understand.
663
01:01:55,920 --> 01:01:59,071
That's very kind of you
to think of that.
664
01:02:04,760 --> 01:02:05,795
Robert?
665
01:02:08,680 --> 01:02:10,557
I want to come.
666
01:02:17,080 --> 01:02:20,516
Okay? So I'll meet you at the bridge
like we planned...
667
01:02:20,760 --> 01:02:22,955
...and don't worry about the rest.
668
01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:25,988
I'm not.
669
01:02:27,480 --> 01:02:29,755
All right.
I'll see you then.
670
01:02:30,200 --> 01:02:31,474
Okay.
671
01:03:17,680 --> 01:03:18,999
Beautiful here.
672
01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:22,471
Make yourself at home.
I have to knock off a few shots.
673
01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:36,557
Look at the butterfly.
674
01:04:11,520 --> 01:04:12,589
Got you!
675
01:04:17,280 --> 01:04:18,429
Come on.
676
01:04:19,400 --> 01:04:21,277
No, don't take my picture.
677
01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:25,631
Go ahead, give me a pose.
678
01:04:26,480 --> 01:04:28,710
One of those French model looks.
679
01:04:29,600 --> 01:04:31,670
- I can't.
- Like Gina Lollobrigida.
680
01:05:16,360 --> 01:05:17,873
Can I help?
681
01:05:18,840 --> 01:05:21,274
No, I've got everything under control.
682
01:05:21,760 --> 01:05:23,512
I'm just going to go...
683
01:05:23,880 --> 01:05:27,031
...clean myself up a bit.
I'm going to take a bath.
684
01:05:27,280 --> 01:05:29,794
What happens if I set the table?
685
01:05:31,280 --> 01:05:33,316
That's fine. Sure.
Good.
686
01:05:33,560 --> 01:05:35,391
Would you like a beer...
687
01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:36,834
...for your bath?
688
01:05:39,120 --> 01:05:40,109
Yeah.
689
01:05:42,640 --> 01:05:44,278
That's nice.
690
01:05:45,320 --> 01:05:46,878
Dinner will be ready...
691
01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:48,678
...in half an hour.
692
01:06:06,760 --> 01:06:10,435
I realized that he had been
here just a few minutes before.
693
01:06:11,360 --> 01:06:13,920
I was lying where the water
had run down his body...
694
01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:16,913
... and I found that intensely erotic.
695
01:06:17,880 --> 01:06:20,474
Almost everything
about Robert Kincaid...
696
01:06:20,720 --> 01:06:23,234
... had begun to seem erotic to me.
697
01:06:55,960 --> 01:06:57,154
What's wrong?
698
01:07:06,680 --> 01:07:10,275
You look stunning.
If you don't mind me saying so.
699
01:07:15,760 --> 01:07:19,230
Make-them-run-around-the-block-
howling-in-agony stunning.
700
01:08:04,640 --> 01:08:06,278
Hi, Madge.
701
01:08:08,200 --> 01:08:09,918
No, I was just...
702
01:08:10,160 --> 01:08:11,878
...fixing something to eat.
703
01:08:12,920 --> 01:08:14,273
No, what?
704
01:08:16,440 --> 01:08:18,749
Yeah, I heard about him.
705
01:08:20,840 --> 01:08:23,832
I hear he's some kind of
photographer or something.
706
01:08:29,240 --> 01:08:30,992
Hippie? No.
707
01:08:31,240 --> 01:08:33,435
Is that what a hippie looks like?
708
01:08:36,600 --> 01:08:41,230
I was just going to step into a bath
when you called, so maybe...
709
01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:44,190
They don't get back till Friday.
710
01:08:46,520 --> 01:08:48,670
Maybe I'll call you then, okay?
711
01:10:32,680 --> 01:10:35,240
If you want me to stop, tell me now.
712
01:10:44,360 --> 01:10:46,510
No one's asking you to.
713
01:12:43,800 --> 01:12:47,634
"He told me he wouldn't apologize
for what was going to happen."
714
01:12:48,160 --> 01:12:49,673
What's the matter?
715
01:12:53,400 --> 01:12:55,311
I'm going to get some air.
716
01:13:20,880 --> 01:13:22,916
Take me someplace.
717
01:13:23,640 --> 01:13:26,154
Right now. Take me someplace...
718
01:13:26,400 --> 01:13:27,879
...that you've been.
719
01:13:28,840 --> 01:13:31,400
Someplace on the other side
of the world.
720
01:13:34,240 --> 01:13:35,832
How about Italy?
721
01:13:38,360 --> 01:13:39,588
Yeah.
722
01:13:41,680 --> 01:13:43,318
How about Bari?
723
01:13:45,560 --> 01:13:46,959
Yeah.
724
01:13:50,920 --> 01:13:52,911
Tell me about that time...
725
01:13:53,800 --> 01:13:56,314
...you got off the train.
726
01:13:57,320 --> 01:13:59,072
You know the station.
727
01:14:01,160 --> 01:14:05,073
You know the little restaurant
with the striped awning...
728
01:14:05,480 --> 01:14:07,710
...serves arrancino.
729
01:14:08,920 --> 01:14:10,194
Arancino.
730
01:14:12,760 --> 01:14:15,593
And zeppoli.
I know that place.
731
01:14:16,440 --> 01:14:18,635
I had coffee there.
732
01:14:21,600 --> 01:14:22,794
Did you sit...
733
01:14:23,400 --> 01:14:28,076
...by the doorway
or near the front of the church?
734
01:14:28,960 --> 01:14:30,552
I was near the church.
735
01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:35,669
I know, I sat there once.
736
01:14:39,440 --> 01:14:41,032
I sat there once...
737
01:14:41,280 --> 01:14:43,999
...on a day like this.
It was very hot and...
738
01:14:46,840 --> 01:14:51,118
...I'd been shopping and I had
all these packages around my feet.
739
01:14:51,360 --> 01:14:53,271
I had to keep moving them.
740
01:15:02,040 --> 01:15:03,314
Then what?
741
01:15:22,000 --> 01:15:24,389
You make me forget my story.
742
01:15:33,040 --> 01:15:34,473
Lucky me.
743
01:15:39,160 --> 01:15:41,549
I had thoughts about him...
744
01:15:42,320 --> 01:15:44,436
... I hardly knew what to do with.
745
01:15:45,400 --> 01:15:47,356
And he read every one.
746
01:15:48,400 --> 01:15:49,799
Whatever I felt.
747
01:15:50,040 --> 01:15:52,634
Whatever I wanted,
he gave himself up to.
748
01:15:53,680 --> 01:15:54,874
And in that moment...
749
01:15:55,120 --> 01:15:59,033
... everything I knew
to be true about myself, was gone.
750
01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:02,388
I was acting like another woman...
751
01:16:03,440 --> 01:16:06,557
... yet I was more myself
than ever before.
752
01:16:13,920 --> 01:16:16,673
We decided to spend Wednesday
away from Winterset...
753
01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:18,797
... away from Madison County.
754
01:16:20,280 --> 01:16:23,272
Away from pastures and bridges
and people too familiar...
755
01:16:23,520 --> 01:16:25,750
... and reminders too painful.
756
01:16:26,560 --> 01:16:29,279
We let the day take us
where it wanted.
757
01:16:34,960 --> 01:16:37,474
Is that India?
It's beautiful.
758
01:16:38,640 --> 01:16:40,437
Look at this one.
759
01:16:41,440 --> 01:16:43,795
Look at their expressions.
Beautiful.
760
01:16:44,120 --> 01:16:46,315
As if the camera isn't on them.
761
01:16:47,920 --> 01:16:51,037
They're not photographs,
they're stories.
762
01:16:51,920 --> 01:16:54,718
You should publish these,
have your own collection.
763
01:16:56,600 --> 01:16:57,794
Nobody'd buy it.
764
01:16:58,040 --> 01:16:59,359
Why do you say that?
765
01:16:59,960 --> 01:17:02,679
6 publishers have told me so.
766
01:17:04,680 --> 01:17:06,432
No big deal.
767
01:17:06,680 --> 01:17:08,193
Whatever it is...
768
01:17:08,440 --> 01:17:11,716
...that makes an artist
look like one to the world...
769
01:17:11,960 --> 01:17:14,235
...is just a feature I don't have.
770
01:17:15,120 --> 01:17:18,237
Maybe you have to
convince yourself first.
771
01:17:18,480 --> 01:17:19,674
Maybe.
772
01:17:20,080 --> 01:17:23,629
Maybe you have to ask yourself
why it's an obsession.
773
01:17:24,080 --> 01:17:25,354
What's that?
774
01:17:27,440 --> 01:17:30,113
I had this the other night,
after you left.
775
01:17:30,560 --> 01:17:32,869
It was made for me in Assisi.
776
01:17:33,880 --> 01:17:35,871
I got it for my 7th birthday.
777
01:17:38,080 --> 01:17:39,672
"Francesca."
778
01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:42,989
Keep it.
779
01:18:08,480 --> 01:18:12,393
A musician friend of Robert's
told him of a place off the interstate.
780
01:18:12,840 --> 01:18:16,879
A place, Robert assured me,
no one I knew would see us.
781
01:19:16,760 --> 01:19:17,988
Thank you.
782
01:19:22,440 --> 01:19:23,919
Cheers.
783
01:19:33,200 --> 01:19:35,475
What were you like as a young man?
784
01:19:36,400 --> 01:19:37,594
Trouble.
785
01:19:39,960 --> 01:19:42,554
- Why?
- I just wondered.
786
01:19:43,720 --> 01:19:45,438
Why were you trouble?
787
01:19:49,520 --> 01:19:51,078
I had a temper.
788
01:19:57,640 --> 01:20:00,518
What were your mother and father like?
789
01:20:04,320 --> 01:20:06,834
I don't know if I can do this.
790
01:20:08,960 --> 01:20:09,915
What?
791
01:20:11,520 --> 01:20:14,876
Try to cram in a whole lifetime
between now and Friday.
792
01:20:41,640 --> 01:20:44,393
For all we know
793
01:20:49,640 --> 01:20:53,155
We may never meet again
794
01:20:57,720 --> 01:21:00,234
Before you go
795
01:21:03,560 --> 01:21:07,030
Make this moment sweet again
796
01:21:13,080 --> 01:21:16,277
We won 't say good night
797
01:21:19,400 --> 01:21:22,597
Until the last note
798
01:21:29,400 --> 01:21:32,278
I'll hold out my hand
799
01:21:34,600 --> 01:21:37,751
And my heart will be in it
800
01:21:44,120 --> 01:21:46,680
For all we know
801
01:21:50,240 --> 01:21:53,471
This may only be a dream
802
01:22:25,480 --> 01:22:28,677
- Where'd you go?
- Bar in town.
803
01:22:30,440 --> 01:22:31,759
Did you call Betty?
804
01:22:33,880 --> 01:22:35,359
Maybe you should.
805
01:22:36,440 --> 01:22:38,271
I found out who Lucy Delaney is.
806
01:22:39,640 --> 01:22:42,279
Remember the Delaneys
from Hillcrest Road?
807
01:22:42,680 --> 01:22:45,353
Yeah, but I thought she died.
808
01:22:46,200 --> 01:22:48,668
He remarried.
Lucy Redfield.
809
01:22:48,960 --> 01:22:51,918
Apparently, they were having an affair
for years.
810
01:22:52,160 --> 01:22:55,072
The first Mrs. Delaney
was a bit of a stiff.
811
01:22:55,880 --> 01:22:57,074
You mean...
812
01:22:57,720 --> 01:22:59,312
...she didn't like sex?
813
01:23:02,600 --> 01:23:04,158
Mom could have helped.
814
01:23:06,440 --> 01:23:07,919
Oh, boy!
815
01:23:11,160 --> 01:23:15,392
I've resented not living the wild life
in some place like Paris.
816
01:23:15,640 --> 01:23:18,029
I could have moved back to lowa.
817
01:23:24,400 --> 01:23:25,674
Are you drunk?
818
01:23:30,560 --> 01:23:31,788
Not yet.
819
01:23:35,240 --> 01:23:37,151
Want to get out of here?
820
01:23:38,680 --> 01:23:40,238
I think I better.
821
01:23:47,640 --> 01:23:49,392
I'll take the keys.
822
01:23:50,960 --> 01:23:52,359
I'm driving.
823
01:23:55,240 --> 01:24:00,473
I've never cheated on Betty.
Not once we were married, I mean.
824
01:24:01,600 --> 01:24:05,149
- Did you want to?
- Only about a thousand times.
825
01:24:08,520 --> 01:24:10,033
What do I do now?
826
01:24:12,360 --> 01:24:15,033
What's good enough for Mom
is good enough for me?
827
01:24:20,200 --> 01:24:21,758
What gets me...
828
01:24:22,800 --> 01:24:25,234
...is I'm in my forties.
829
01:24:25,600 --> 01:24:29,275
I've been in this crummy marriage
for over 20 years...
830
01:24:29,520 --> 01:24:33,718
...because that's what I was taught.
You stick things out.
831
01:24:33,960 --> 01:24:36,952
I don't recall when he made love to me
so intensely...
832
01:24:37,200 --> 01:24:39,350
...that he sent me to Africa.
833
01:24:39,600 --> 01:24:42,114
Frankly, I don't think he ever did.
834
01:24:43,160 --> 01:24:47,836
Now I find out that in between
bake sales, my mother was Anais Nin.
835
01:24:48,080 --> 01:24:49,195
What about me?
836
01:24:49,800 --> 01:24:51,916
I feel really weird.
837
01:24:52,160 --> 01:24:55,550
Like she cheated on me, not Dad.
Isn't that sick?
838
01:24:55,880 --> 01:24:58,713
When you're the only son
you sort of feel...
839
01:24:58,960 --> 01:25:02,919
...like the prince of the kingdom.
In your mind, you think...
840
01:25:03,160 --> 01:25:06,675
...your mother shouldn't want sex,
because she has you.
841
01:25:08,200 --> 01:25:10,031
You're right, that is sick.
842
01:25:13,160 --> 01:25:15,913
If she was so unhappy,
why didn't she leave?
843
01:25:30,120 --> 01:25:31,189
Can I...
844
01:25:31,640 --> 01:25:32,868
...read it now?
845
01:25:38,360 --> 01:25:40,316
Did I miss anything important?
846
01:25:44,360 --> 01:25:46,954
She just took him to her room.
847
01:25:47,200 --> 01:25:48,679
Dad's room?
848
01:25:49,640 --> 01:25:53,110
All right, you can skip that part.
Let's just start...
849
01:25:53,360 --> 01:25:54,475
...here.
850
01:26:04,520 --> 01:26:06,954
"Robert lay asleep in the bed.
851
01:26:07,840 --> 01:26:09,910
I was up all night that night.
852
01:26:11,000 --> 01:26:12,911
What happens tomorrow?
853
01:26:13,800 --> 01:26:16,758
He will leave
and everything new and unknown...
854
01:26:17,000 --> 01:26:19,230
...that had become so familiar..."
855
01:26:19,560 --> 01:26:20,913
... would be gone.
856
01:26:38,240 --> 01:26:39,673
Did you sleep well?
857
01:26:39,920 --> 01:26:41,069
Thanks.
858
01:26:42,400 --> 01:26:43,594
Good.
859
01:26:46,400 --> 01:26:48,630
- More coffee?
- Sure.
860
01:27:04,120 --> 01:27:07,430
I hope you don't mind my asking,
but I feel I should.
861
01:27:08,320 --> 01:27:09,639
What?
862
01:27:13,720 --> 01:27:18,350
These women friends of yours
all over the world, how does it work?
863
01:27:19,600 --> 01:27:23,912
Do you see some of them again,
or do you forget others?
864
01:27:24,600 --> 01:27:27,717
Or do you write to some of them
now and then?
865
01:27:27,960 --> 01:27:31,157
- How do you manage it?
- What do you mean?
866
01:27:31,680 --> 01:27:36,515
I just need to know the procedure,
so I don't upset your routine.
867
01:27:37,040 --> 01:27:38,109
Want some jam?
868
01:27:40,000 --> 01:27:42,958
What are you talking about?
There's no routine.
869
01:27:43,480 --> 01:27:45,038
Is that what you think this is?
870
01:27:46,040 --> 01:27:47,758
Well, what is this?
871
01:27:51,240 --> 01:27:52,878
Is it up to me?
872
01:27:54,240 --> 01:27:57,550
You're married with no intent
to leave your husband.
873
01:27:57,880 --> 01:27:59,074
To do what?
874
01:27:59,320 --> 01:28:03,836
Go off with someone who needs everyone,
but no one in particular?
875
01:28:04,080 --> 01:28:06,719
What would be the point?
Pass the butter, please.
876
01:28:07,840 --> 01:28:09,751
I was honest with you.
877
01:28:11,920 --> 01:28:14,639
Yes. Absolutely!
878
01:28:15,520 --> 01:28:20,469
You have this habit of not needing,
and that's very hard to break.
879
01:28:23,920 --> 01:28:26,480
In that case, why sleep?
You don't need rest.
880
01:28:27,680 --> 01:28:29,557
Why eat?
You don't need food.
881
01:28:30,160 --> 01:28:31,434
What're you doing?
882
01:28:31,920 --> 01:28:34,514
I'm not cut out to be a world citizen...
883
01:28:34,760 --> 01:28:37,149
...who experiences
everything and nothing.
884
01:28:37,440 --> 01:28:39,351
How do you know
what I experience?
885
01:28:41,280 --> 01:28:42,633
I know you.
886
01:28:43,680 --> 01:28:47,195
What can this possibly mean
to someone who doesn't need meaning...
887
01:28:47,440 --> 01:28:51,353
...who just goes with the mystery,
pretending he's not scared to death?
888
01:28:51,600 --> 01:28:53,079
Let's stop this right now!
889
01:28:53,360 --> 01:28:56,557
After you leave,
I'll have to sit here all my life...
890
01:28:56,800 --> 01:29:00,349
...and wonder what happened to me,
if anything.
891
01:29:01,440 --> 01:29:05,718
I'll have to wonder if you're in some
housewife's kitchen in Romania...
892
01:29:05,960 --> 01:29:10,829
...telling her of your world of good
friends, including me in that group.
893
01:29:11,200 --> 01:29:12,679
What should I say?
894
01:29:13,120 --> 01:29:16,999
I don't want you to say anything.
I don't need you to say anything.
895
01:29:17,320 --> 01:29:19,356
I want you to stop this now.
896
01:29:20,000 --> 01:29:21,353
Fine.
897
01:29:22,480 --> 01:29:25,552
More eggs? Or shall we fuck
on the linoleum one last time?
898
01:29:26,000 --> 01:29:29,709
- I won't apologize for who I am.
- No one asked you to.
899
01:29:29,960 --> 01:29:34,272
- I won't feel like I did anything wrong.
- You won't feel, period!
900
01:29:34,520 --> 01:29:37,671
You've carved yourself a part
in the world as a voyeur...
901
01:29:37,920 --> 01:29:40,388
...a hermit, a lover
when you feel like it.
902
01:29:40,640 --> 01:29:45,714
The rest of us are supposed to feel
grateful for this... Go to hell!
903
01:29:46,120 --> 01:29:49,908
It isn't human not to be lonely
and afraid!
904
01:29:50,160 --> 01:29:52,390
You're a hypocrite and a phony!
905
01:29:53,400 --> 01:29:55,311
I don't want to need you.
906
01:29:56,120 --> 01:29:57,394
Why?
907
01:29:57,920 --> 01:30:00,229
Because I can't have you.
908
01:30:02,160 --> 01:30:04,469
What difference does that make?
909
01:30:21,560 --> 01:30:22,993
Don't you see?
910
01:30:25,120 --> 01:30:29,352
Robert, don't you see?
I just have to know the truth.
911
01:30:29,840 --> 01:30:33,355
I have to know the truth,
because if I don't, I'll go crazy.
912
01:30:35,080 --> 01:30:36,798
So just tell me, either way.
913
01:30:37,040 --> 01:30:40,476
I can't act like this is enough
because it has to be.
914
01:30:41,080 --> 01:30:44,356
And I can't pretend not
to feel what I feel...
915
01:30:44,600 --> 01:30:46,318
...because it's over tomorrow.
916
01:30:50,200 --> 01:30:52,270
If I've done anything...
917
01:30:53,200 --> 01:30:54,519
...to make you think that...
918
01:30:54,760 --> 01:30:58,036
...what we have between us
is nothing new for me...
919
01:30:58,960 --> 01:31:00,996
...is just some routine...
920
01:31:02,320 --> 01:31:04,550
...then I do apologize.
921
01:31:09,440 --> 01:31:11,795
What makes it different?
922
01:31:15,360 --> 01:31:16,873
When I think...
923
01:31:17,120 --> 01:31:19,270
...of why I make pictures...
924
01:31:20,000 --> 01:31:22,753
...the only reason
I can come up with...
925
01:31:23,320 --> 01:31:27,108
It just seems
that I've been making my way here.
926
01:31:30,720 --> 01:31:33,712
Seems right now,
that all I've done in my life...
927
01:31:33,960 --> 01:31:36,076
...was making my way here to you.
928
01:31:38,560 --> 01:31:41,199
And if I think about
leaving here tomorrow...
929
01:31:41,440 --> 01:31:42,793
...without you...
930
01:32:00,080 --> 01:32:01,433
Don't let go.
931
01:32:05,120 --> 01:32:07,714
My God, what are we going to do?
932
01:32:30,080 --> 01:32:31,433
Where's your truck?
933
01:32:31,680 --> 01:32:34,319
It's out behind the barn.
I'll go...
934
01:32:34,840 --> 01:32:36,239
...upstairs.
935
01:32:51,880 --> 01:32:55,111
- Hi, Madge.
- I made some brown betty.
936
01:32:55,400 --> 01:32:57,675
Sent Floyd and the boy to town.
I said...
937
01:32:57,920 --> 01:33:01,276
..."I'm visiting my girlfriends
for the afternoon."
938
01:33:01,520 --> 01:33:04,034
He said, "Who will make lunch?"
I said...
939
01:33:04,280 --> 01:33:07,158
..."I'm taking a sick day.
Eat at the diner."
940
01:33:07,680 --> 01:33:10,911
Isn't that hilarious?
He didn't dare raise an eyebrow.
941
01:33:11,160 --> 01:33:14,755
I don't even want to tell you
how late he was out.
942
01:33:15,000 --> 01:33:19,312
Sorry 2 days passed before I came by.
With the boy home, time escapes me.
943
01:33:19,560 --> 01:33:22,438
Have you heard from Richard?
God, it's hot.
944
01:33:22,680 --> 01:33:25,035
Yes. It's hot.
945
01:33:59,520 --> 01:34:00,839
Come with me.
946
01:34:08,400 --> 01:34:10,072
Come away with me.
947
01:35:51,680 --> 01:35:53,033
Care for a beer?
948
01:35:53,440 --> 01:35:54,475
No.
949
01:36:11,440 --> 01:36:13,749
You're not coming with me, are you?
950
01:36:23,520 --> 01:36:27,195
No matter how many times
I turn it over in my mind...
951
01:36:29,000 --> 01:36:31,195
...it doesn't seem like the right thing.
952
01:36:32,880 --> 01:36:34,279
For who?
953
01:36:36,720 --> 01:36:38,153
For anyone.
954
01:36:40,880 --> 01:36:43,519
They'll never be able
to live through the talk.
955
01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:48,193
And Richard...
956
01:36:51,600 --> 01:36:54,956
Richard will never be able
to get his arms around this.
957
01:36:58,960 --> 01:37:02,111
It will break him in half.
He doesn't deserve that.
958
01:37:02,360 --> 01:37:04,828
He's never hurt anyone
in his whole life.
959
01:37:07,800 --> 01:37:10,917
He can move on.
People move.
960
01:37:14,680 --> 01:37:18,514
His family has had this farm
for over 100 years.
961
01:37:21,320 --> 01:37:23,914
He doesn't know how
to live anywhere else.
962
01:37:26,320 --> 01:37:27,912
And my kids...
963
01:37:28,320 --> 01:37:32,074
They're practically grown.
You said they hardly talk to you.
964
01:37:32,320 --> 01:37:34,151
Yeah, they don't say much.
965
01:37:35,720 --> 01:37:37,756
But Carolyn is only 16.
966
01:37:40,640 --> 01:37:43,916
She's about to find out
about all of this for herself.
967
01:37:44,160 --> 01:37:46,310
She's going to fall in love...
968
01:37:46,640 --> 01:37:49,757
...and she'll try to
build a life with someone.
969
01:37:53,000 --> 01:37:54,399
If I leave...
970
01:37:54,640 --> 01:37:56,358
...what does that say to her?
971
01:38:02,800 --> 01:38:04,233
What about us?
972
01:38:05,600 --> 01:38:07,272
You have to know...
973
01:38:07,880 --> 01:38:09,279
...deep down...
974
01:38:09,520 --> 01:38:12,080
...the minute we leave here,
everything will change.
975
01:38:14,240 --> 01:38:16,800
Yeah, it could...
It could get better.
976
01:38:17,040 --> 01:38:21,795
No matter how much distance we put
between ourselves and this house...
977
01:38:23,760 --> 01:38:25,671
...I carry it with me.
978
01:38:27,360 --> 01:38:30,079
I feel it every minute
we're together.
979
01:38:32,720 --> 01:38:36,713
And I will start to blame loving you
for how much it hurts.
980
01:38:37,840 --> 01:38:39,353
And then, even these...
981
01:38:40,240 --> 01:38:41,434
...even these 4...
982
01:38:41,680 --> 01:38:45,912
...beautiful days will seem just like
something sordid and a mistake.
983
01:38:48,000 --> 01:38:52,073
Do you think that what happened with us
just happens to anyone?
984
01:38:53,200 --> 01:38:55,191
What we feel for each other?
985
01:38:56,840 --> 01:38:58,159
We're hardly...
986
01:38:59,120 --> 01:39:01,634
...hardly 2 separate people now.
987
01:39:03,960 --> 01:39:07,509
Some people search all their life
and never find this.
988
01:39:07,760 --> 01:39:09,671
Others don't even think it exists.
989
01:39:10,480 --> 01:39:12,630
You're going to tell me...
990
01:39:12,880 --> 01:39:17,670
You're going to tell me this
is the right thing to do? Giving it up?
991
01:39:19,960 --> 01:39:23,589
We are the choices
that we have made, Robert.
992
01:39:29,600 --> 01:39:31,636
You don't understand.
993
01:39:33,440 --> 01:39:34,714
Don't you see?
994
01:39:34,960 --> 01:39:38,157
Nobody understands when
a woman makes a choice...
995
01:39:38,400 --> 01:39:40,630
...to marry and have children...
996
01:39:41,040 --> 01:39:46,194
...in one way, her life begins,
but in another way, it stops.
997
01:39:47,240 --> 01:39:50,596
You build a life of details...
998
01:39:51,120 --> 01:39:54,590
...and you just stop
and stay steady...
999
01:39:54,920 --> 01:39:58,117
...so that your children can move.
And when they leave...
1000
01:39:58,360 --> 01:40:01,511
...they take your life of details
with them.
1001
01:40:02,000 --> 01:40:06,312
You're expected to move on,
but you don't remember what moved you...
1002
01:40:06,560 --> 01:40:10,109
...because no one's asked you
in so long, not even yourself.
1003
01:40:14,360 --> 01:40:16,078
But you never think...
1004
01:40:16,880 --> 01:40:20,156
You never think love like this
will happen to you.
1005
01:40:22,240 --> 01:40:24,037
But now that you have it...?
1006
01:40:25,680 --> 01:40:28,672
Now I want to keep it forever.
1007
01:40:28,920 --> 01:40:33,357
I want to love you the way I do now
for the rest of my life...
1008
01:40:35,120 --> 01:40:36,678
...but if we leave...
1009
01:40:36,920 --> 01:40:38,319
...we lose it.
1010
01:40:39,360 --> 01:40:42,397
And I can't make
an entire life disappear...
1011
01:40:42,640 --> 01:40:44,358
...to start a new one.
1012
01:40:44,600 --> 01:40:47,319
All I can do is
try to hold on to us...
1013
01:40:47,560 --> 01:40:49,357
...somewhere inside of me.
1014
01:40:49,600 --> 01:40:51,636
You have to help me.
1015
01:41:04,000 --> 01:41:05,513
Don't lose us.
1016
01:41:06,800 --> 01:41:08,472
Don't throw us away.
1017
01:41:15,080 --> 01:41:17,799
Maybe you feel this way.
Maybe you don't.
1018
01:41:18,640 --> 01:41:21,154
Maybe it's because
you're in this house.
1019
01:41:21,600 --> 01:41:25,513
Maybe tomorrow, when they come back,
you'll feel differently.
1020
01:41:25,760 --> 01:41:28,320
- Don't you think that's possible?
- I don't know.
1021
01:41:31,440 --> 01:41:34,876
Look, I'm going to be here
a few more days.
1022
01:41:35,120 --> 01:41:38,237
We can talk later.
We don't have to decide now.
1023
01:41:40,080 --> 01:41:42,594
Robert, don't!
Don't do this.
1024
01:41:42,840 --> 01:41:45,115
I don't want to say goodbye now.
1025
01:41:45,520 --> 01:41:47,715
We don't have to make that decision.
1026
01:41:48,720 --> 01:41:50,597
Maybe you'll change your mind.
1027
01:41:51,440 --> 01:41:54,000
Maybe we'll see each other
and you'll change your mind.
1028
01:41:57,360 --> 01:41:59,794
If that happens
you have to decide...
1029
01:42:00,040 --> 01:42:01,837
...because I can't.
1030
01:42:39,680 --> 01:42:41,511
I'll only say this once.
1031
01:42:43,880 --> 01:42:45,836
I've never said it before.
1032
01:42:46,800 --> 01:42:50,395
But this kind of certainty
comes just once in a lifetime.
1033
01:44:48,520 --> 01:44:49,748
Look!
1034
01:45:03,720 --> 01:45:06,314
- You got it.
- I couldn't sell him.
1035
01:45:06,560 --> 01:45:09,074
I know.
I knew you would win.
1036
01:45:09,320 --> 01:45:12,278
- Good girl. Proud of you.
- Thanks.
1037
01:45:12,520 --> 01:45:13,919
- Hi, Mom.
- Hi, darling.
1038
01:45:14,160 --> 01:45:16,230
- Did you eat?
- Yeah. I ate.
1039
01:45:17,480 --> 01:45:19,277
Hey, there.
How you doing?
1040
01:45:19,520 --> 01:45:22,239
It didn't take you too long to get here.
1041
01:45:25,720 --> 01:45:27,870
- We had fun.
- Are you hungry?
1042
01:45:28,120 --> 01:45:29,951
I got something for you.
1043
01:45:32,400 --> 01:45:33,913
The fair was great.
1044
01:45:39,480 --> 01:45:41,391
You all came home.
1045
01:45:41,640 --> 01:45:42,868
And, with you...
1046
01:45:43,120 --> 01:45:45,475
... my life of details.
1047
01:45:50,480 --> 01:45:53,677
A day or 2 passed,
and with each thought of him...
1048
01:45:53,920 --> 01:45:56,718
... a task would present itself
like a lifesaver...
1049
01:45:56,960 --> 01:46:00,350
... pulling me further away
from those 4 days.
1050
01:46:01,560 --> 01:46:03,198
I was grateful.
1051
01:46:03,480 --> 01:46:05,357
I felt safe.
1052
01:46:12,400 --> 01:46:16,279
Put me out of my misery.
I can 't stand the suspense.
1053
01:46:16,520 --> 01:46:18,351
I'm not talking about you.
1054
01:46:18,600 --> 01:46:21,637
I know I'm a goner.
I can 't stand the suspense. Shoot.
1055
01:46:21,880 --> 01:46:23,791
I don 't even need a blindfold.
1056
01:46:24,040 --> 01:46:27,555
Condemned man 's dinner.
Chicken, peas, watermelon.
1057
01:46:44,960 --> 01:46:49,636
- Do you want anything special?
- How about that brown sugar meat loaf?
1058
01:48:46,000 --> 01:48:48,798
For a moment,
I didn 't know where I was.
1059
01:48:49,520 --> 01:48:53,513
And for a split second, I thought
that he didn 't really want me.
1060
01:48:54,640 --> 01:48:56,915
That it was easy to walk away.
1061
01:49:36,000 --> 01:49:39,390
Robert leaned over as if to get
something from the glove box.
1062
01:49:40,640 --> 01:49:43,108
8 days ago, he'd done that...
1063
01:49:43,400 --> 01:49:45,994
... and his arm had
brushed across my leg.
1064
01:49:46,880 --> 01:49:49,997
A week ago I'd been in Des Moines,
buying a new dress.
1065
01:50:17,400 --> 01:50:19,436
That truck's a long way from home.
1066
01:50:19,920 --> 01:50:21,672
Washington State.
1067
01:50:22,160 --> 01:50:26,233
I'll bet it's that photographer
they talked about at the café.
1068
01:50:32,160 --> 01:50:34,355
What's he waiting for?
1069
01:51:05,920 --> 01:51:07,114
Come on!
1070
01:51:32,160 --> 01:51:33,354
Oh, no!
1071
01:51:37,760 --> 01:51:39,876
The words were inside of me.
1072
01:51:40,120 --> 01:51:43,351
"I was wrong, Robert, to stay,
but I can 't go.
1073
01:51:43,600 --> 01:51:46,319
Let me tell you again
why I can 't go.
1074
01:51:49,880 --> 01:51:52,633
Tell me again why I should go. "
1075
01:51:52,880 --> 01:51:55,872
I heard his voice coming back to me:
1076
01:51:56,360 --> 01:52:00,478
"This kind of certainty comes
once in a lifetime. "
1077
01:52:05,200 --> 01:52:06,553
What's wrong, Franny?
1078
01:52:10,640 --> 01:52:13,074
Will you please tell me what's wrong?
1079
01:52:16,400 --> 01:52:18,277
I just need a minute.
1080
01:53:20,640 --> 01:53:23,359
Dad, you bought the wrong feed!
1081
01:53:47,520 --> 01:53:50,671
I was grateful for the
silence that night.
1082
01:53:51,880 --> 01:53:55,395
I realized
love won 't obey our expectations.
1083
01:53:55,760 --> 01:53:59,070
Its mystery is pure and absolute.
1084
01:53:59,720 --> 01:54:01,392
What Robert and I had...
1085
01:54:01,640 --> 01:54:04,234
... could not continue
if we were together.
1086
01:54:04,720 --> 01:54:09,350
And what Richard and I shared
would vanish if we were apart.
1087
01:54:09,920 --> 01:54:12,718
But how I wanted to share this!
1088
01:54:13,520 --> 01:54:17,513
How would our lives have changed
if I had?
1089
01:54:18,000 --> 01:54:21,390
Could anyone else have seen
the beauty of it?
1090
01:54:26,320 --> 01:54:27,992
I'm Francesca Johnson.
1091
01:54:28,400 --> 01:54:29,992
And I...
1092
01:54:31,680 --> 01:54:35,514
I feel awful that I haven't visited
sooner. Is it a bad time?
1093
01:54:35,800 --> 01:54:38,360
Am I interrupting anything?
Is it too late?
1094
01:54:38,600 --> 01:54:40,556
No, not at all.
1095
01:54:41,080 --> 01:54:44,197
We became inseparable,
Lucy and I.
1096
01:54:45,320 --> 01:54:50,155
The funny thing is, I didn't tell her
about Robert until years later.
1097
01:54:53,440 --> 01:54:55,829
But for some reason,
being with her...
1098
01:54:56,080 --> 01:54:57,911
...somehow made me feel...
1099
01:54:58,560 --> 01:55:00,471
...it was safe to think about him...
1100
01:55:01,160 --> 01:55:02,878
...to continue loving him.
1101
01:55:05,040 --> 01:55:09,352
This town loved talking
about the two of us, but we didn't care.
1102
01:55:10,400 --> 01:55:12,231
And neither did your father.
1103
01:55:13,840 --> 01:55:15,239
It's time.
1104
01:55:34,160 --> 01:55:35,479
Is better?
1105
01:55:39,040 --> 01:55:40,439
Is better.
1106
01:56:09,560 --> 01:56:10,754
Franny.
1107
01:56:13,400 --> 01:56:15,630
I just want to say...
1108
01:56:18,040 --> 01:56:21,271
...I know you had your own dreams.
1109
01:56:24,080 --> 01:56:27,152
I'm sorry I couldn't give them to you.
1110
01:56:31,680 --> 01:56:34,399
I love you so very much.
1111
01:57:01,840 --> 01:57:04,991
After your father died,
I tried to get in touch with Robert...
1112
01:57:05,240 --> 01:57:08,118
... but he had left National Geographic.
1113
01:57:08,480 --> 01:57:10,755
No one seemed to know where he was.
1114
01:57:11,080 --> 01:57:15,278
My only connections to him
were the places we'd been that day.
1115
01:57:15,520 --> 01:57:18,637
And so, each year on my birthday...
1116
01:57:18,880 --> 01:57:20,313
... I'd revisit them.
1117
01:57:27,920 --> 01:57:31,310
Then one day,
I received a letter from his attorney...
1118
01:57:31,560 --> 01:57:32,879
... with a package.
1119
02:01:07,120 --> 02:01:11,193
There has not been a day since
that I have not thought of him.
1120
02:01:12,360 --> 02:01:15,830
When he said that we were no longer
2 people, he was right.
1121
02:01:19,960 --> 02:01:22,713
Bound together as tightly as
2 people can be.
1122
02:01:24,640 --> 02:01:26,710
If it hadn 't been for him...
1123
02:01:26,960 --> 02:01:30,589
... I could not have lasted on the farm
all those years.
1124
02:01:33,880 --> 02:01:36,519
Remember my dress you wanted, Carolyn?
1125
02:01:37,120 --> 02:01:39,759
The one you said I never wore?
1126
02:01:40,960 --> 02:01:42,632
I know I was silly...
1127
02:01:42,880 --> 02:01:47,476
... but it was like you wanted
to wear my wedding dress to the movies.
1128
02:01:51,280 --> 02:01:53,077
After reading all this...
1129
02:01:53,320 --> 02:01:57,233
... I hope you can now
understand my burial request.
1130
02:01:57,480 --> 02:02:00,472
It was not the ravings
of some mad old lady.
1131
02:02:00,760 --> 02:02:03,991
I gave my life to my family.
1132
02:02:04,240 --> 02:02:07,391
I wish to give Robert
what is left of me.
1133
02:02:07,840 --> 02:02:09,068
Hey, Dad.
1134
02:02:11,320 --> 02:02:13,117
Can I talk to you?
1135
02:02:18,920 --> 02:02:22,435
You've been gone all night.
Do I have the right to ask where?
1136
02:02:22,680 --> 02:02:24,955
Do I make you happy, Betty?
1137
02:02:25,200 --> 02:02:26,792
Because I want to.
1138
02:02:27,040 --> 02:02:28,712
More than anything.
1139
02:02:39,920 --> 02:02:41,512
Hi, Steve. It's me.
1140
02:02:41,760 --> 02:02:43,034
Good.
1141
02:02:43,280 --> 02:02:44,156
You?
1142
02:02:45,440 --> 02:02:47,670
Listen, we have to talk.
1143
02:02:48,240 --> 02:02:49,912
How about now?
1144
02:02:53,920 --> 02:02:56,514
I've decided to stay here for a while.
1145
02:02:57,920 --> 02:02:59,751
I don't know how long.
1146
02:03:00,600 --> 02:03:03,239
No, I'm not angry, Steve.
1147
02:03:04,080 --> 02:03:05,911
I'm not.
1148
02:03:06,160 --> 02:03:08,230
I'm not angry at all.
1149
02:03:09,920 --> 02:03:12,229
I gave Lucy his photography book.
1150
02:03:12,640 --> 02:03:15,438
If you're interested, take a look.
1151
02:03:15,800 --> 02:03:19,156
If my words still leave
some things unclear...
1152
02:03:19,400 --> 02:03:22,233
... perhaps his pictures can illuminate.
1153
02:03:22,680 --> 02:03:26,355
After all,
that's what an artist does best.
1154
02:03:34,880 --> 02:03:36,757
I love you both...
1155
02:03:37,000 --> 02:03:38,911
... with all my heart.
1156
02:03:40,120 --> 02:03:43,590
Do what you have to
to be happy in this life.
1157
02:03:44,440 --> 02:03:47,113
There is so much beauty.
1158
02:03:48,360 --> 02:03:50,920
Go well, my children.
1159
02:08:50,240 --> 02:08:51,798
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1160
02:09:03,240 --> 02:09:04,355
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