How was it?
I had a different idea of a sexual climax
Do you want to sleep with me at the weekend?
If you like
On one condition
No "H"
I love you so
We must stop shooting up
You mustn't get hooked
I don't want you to die
Mother wonders why I'm not fatter, with aII these sandwiches
Got a shot for me?
You won't get one from me
Don't be mean. Your pupils are pinheads, yet you tell me to stop
At least you can stay clean
You just want to hog it all
I want to be on the same level as you
O.K., a small shot
I'll do the next punter for you. See him?
He's crazy about me
Don't go to him
Because he has a crush on you
That'll make him pay well
Why didn't you show up?
No time. I've got a regular guy
Sunk really low, eh?
You can talk
You fuck?
-She fucks hell out of them -What makes you so sure?
-You let them stick it in anywhere -Jealous. You hump with foreigners
-Shall we celebrate our reunion? -I'm waiting for my dope
I'll lend you some
-I did seven tricks in an hour -You blew them all?
Seven in an hour. A lot of dough
-With condoms? -You can do it with them, too
Without you might catch oral clap
"At fourteen he was on drugs. He took an overdose in a fit of desperation"
One less after the stuff
"As long as something's left to shoot, I'll never take an overjolt
"Deeply moving farewell letter of seventeen-year-old Andreas W"
I know him. That's Atze
Be seeing you
What's up?
-That was my last shot. Must get some -What about me?
I need some for tomorrow morning. I can't go to school otherwise
I need some right now, or I'll have the horrors in two hours
I must go now
It's O.K.
You know what? Maybe I can help you
Maybe I can get something begging
I'll be at Kurfürstendamm
CouId you give me a mark? I need a mark
Could you give me a mark for the underground?
Old jerk!
-Are you crazy? -Get in
-What's up? -What do you think?
I don't do humping
-Why not? -I'm going steady
-You'll blow, then -That makes me puke
That doesn't leave much
AII right, just jerk me off
For one hundred marks
First the dough
I've got some
So much?
Where did you get so much?
Begging didn't work
I jerked off a guy
He gave me one hundred
Are you having me on?
Honest, I only jerked him off
One hundred marks for that?
What should I have done, then?
I did it for you
What I told you was true
I did it for you
You did it for yourself, because you were scared of going short
You'd have done it even if I hadn't existed
This is all because we shoot up
But we'll make it, we'll start to withdraw some time
We'll withdraw with Valeron
And I promise I won't turn tricks with a punter
We'll make it yet
Christiane, hurry up
Why lock the door?
I must leave, I'll be late
Why are you taking so long?
You'll be late for school
Christiane, do you hear?
Unlock the door, what's the idea?
What's the matter?
Get a face-cloth
Shall I call a doctor?
Child, what's the matter?
My circulation
-What are you doing here? -Your mother called for me
At "Zoo"?
So we can withdraw together
If two withdraw together, that's the end
Rubbish, not with us
I can't stand it any more
Are you crazy?
Keep off that
Let me. Please, let me
Just a little sniff against the pain
Bernd, you're still alive, old boy
-Sure. And where have you two been? -Take a good look at us
-You're clean, eh? -Did you withdraw?
You bet
They've withdrawn
You really did it?
Yes, we really did it. It wasn't all that bad
All you need is lots of Valeron, Valium and suchlike
I think that's great
You can do it, too, Axel. Really
Shall we do it?
Really?
I'll get dough for Valeron
We can start with it next week
We'll tell Babsie and Stella, they might join us
A cool, clean clique. We'll only smoke grass sometimes
I could have started today, but I've bought "H" already
We can still shoot that
Sure, that's O.K.
We'll be back soon
That was really something, eh?
That really was crazy
On the first day already
If we keep it under control, be careful not to get addicted to it
We know now that we can quit
So we can permit ourselves one shot
We couId ask them if they have a shot for us
O.K., let's ask
Axel, don't you know it's Saturday?
They're letting you starve
You've no water, either
-We can't just leave him there -Want to take him with you?
Hurry up!
Why did he kill himseIf?
He didn't. Some pig sold him strychnine
I can't stand this shit any more
I need a shot! I need a shot!
Where will you live now?
With my bloke
-The one with a crush on you? -Who else?
You're a fine friend
Have you got a better idea?
You'd let any pansy shove his prick up your arse
You think I like foreigners humping you?
Do you know what you are? The lousiest creature I've ever met
I'm sorry
I've never let them hump me
All I ever do is blow
Me, too
We must stop with this stuff
Yes, that's O.K.
But now I need a shot
Or I won't hold out
-But we haven't any dough -Shit! I'll get some
O.K. Fifteen marks
Are you crazy? Some are brand new. This one's still in its wrapper
-Seventeen -Let's say twenty
-Find someone else -O.K., seventeen
Thanks
Babsie, have you got something for me?
In a year they'll be where we are
I'm giving it up
-Why are you still here, then? -I'll really start tomorrow
I'll withdraw tomorrow
I think that's really great
Either I stop... or I die
You'll stop, for sure
And when I've made it, I mean after the therapy... what then?
You know what? I'll give it up, too
I'll join you in therapy. We'll withdraw together
-Really? -You'll see, we'll make it yet
You bet?
What's this?
Come to me
Stay here
Look at me
I need money
Stay here
I only jerk them off
Look
It doesn't turn you on, eh?
Just a job
What can I do, then? Tell me
Have you seen Babsie?
The little one?
It's been some time. She might have kicked the bucket, or be in jail
Don't talk such crap
You need a shot, girl
I don't. I'm just looking for Babsie
If you've got one. You still owe me one, anyway
Sure, but right now I haven't got one myseIf
Tina, got anything for me?
Find your own stuff
Have you got the time?
You old pig, leave me alone
Berlin's youngest drug victim
She was only fourteen!
I survived
Mum took me to my Gran and Auntie, in a village near Hamburg
I've been clean for eighteen months
It frightens me to think of Detlev. I often think of him
I'd like to give him some of my strength, and help him
But first I need the strength myself
Dedicated to Andreas W, "Atze", Axel W., Babette D, "Babsie"
And all the others who lacked the strength and luck to survive