前情提要...
我的技术非常好 无与伦比的好
可是他却和olivia睡 而不是我
我也要生小孩了 没错 一个小男孩
- 你骗我 - 这样你才能成为一个更好的医生
我好孤独 derek
- 我不行 - 当derek与你分手时 我可没落井下石
我一直在支持你
而我就那么一次需要你...
- 你还好吗? - 我的药学考试挂了
Karev 都晚了 结束了 你搞砸了
如果我补考了 但是又没过...
你将不再是seattle grace的外科住院医生
有个现象一直是个谜:
自杀率在假期里急剧升高
按理说 实际上是应该下降的
专家们认为这是因为
人们在家人身边时
一般不倾向于结束他们自己
看起来好像圣诞老人在这里吐了
忍受一下吧
我们在支持她
哦 嗨!
你们怎么想? 我是不是有点极端了?
哦 我知道 我知道有时我会非常极端
- 不 很好 - 不 我们很喜欢
哦 耶! 我爱圣诞节
- 我们知道 - 很明显
讽刺的是
同样的家庭团聚
被认为正是抑郁比例确实升高的原因
嗯 好吧 izzie不算
哦 我想你今晚会帮我装饰它
纪念我们在一起的第一个圣诞
我是犹太人
真的?
我的继父... saul rubenstein?
哦 没错
没错
看她的腹部
她都快变成圆形的了
她的脚踝肿了? 那就是为什么她一瘸一拐的?
她休假的时候我们怎么办?
休假? 她要休假?
你认为当人们要从阴道中
挤出一个孩子时要干什么?
你认为会有个新的医生带我们吗?
没戏 也许他们只是让我们到处闲逛
看看我们能造成多大的毁坏
没错 你肯定知道
嘿 大伙 我们应该一起
送bailey一个给孩子的圣诞礼物
或者准备个秘密圣诞活动
- 听着 小tim 你可以... - 很不错的主意
秘密圣诞很棒 izzie 没问题
我们在支持她
嗨
嗨 你还好吗? 你看起来...
唉 你知道...
节假日
哦 是啊
我知道
Tim epstein 38 从他的房顶摔下来
我在钉hannumas灯 (鬼知道这是什么节日 Google不到)
可是一个鹅卵石掉了
Hannumas?
Hannumas chrismukkah 我们都准备了 (不知哪里蹦出来的鬼节 基本上应该类似圣诞)
真棒
他从12英尺高的地方掉下来
好消息是 我的头减缓了下落
嗯 没有明显的缺损
但他肯定有左前臂的无力感
他会好的 他总是有点头痛
你笑的时候头疼吗?
这很糟吗?
请保持眼睛盯着我的手指
我会空手道
抱歉 你丈夫也许需要安静一下
楼下就有个咖啡厅...
不 不 让他们留下
不管疼不疼 我不想毁了
我和孩子在一起的节日
谁愿意带Epstein先生去做个CT?
就是Stevens了
我们应该养只狗吗?
不要养狗 快去 弄只狗来
Nadia shelton 41 安排切除胃溃疡的手术
给我们不少好处了
她已经被安排了3天了
- 妈妈 这不是他的错 - 每天她都被一些紧急情况顶掉
我们对造成的不便感到非常 非常抱歉
不便?
你看着你的孩子整整三天都在痛苦之中
然后再来跟我说不便
节日期间我们往往遇到很多外伤
您女儿的溃疡虽然严重 但并不紧急
- 就是那条新闻吗? - 你是在说我妻子不重要?
他是那么说的? 那就是我听到的?
外公 那不是遥控的
我们预订了太空针塔顶的餐馆
我们订了好几个月了
够了! O'malley医生 为Shelton夫人准备一下
她的溃疡切除手术今早进行
谢谢!
grey karev 去急诊
你们会遇到各种各样的节日白痴
这是我给你们的礼物
Yang...
Bailey医生 UNOS刚打电话来 (UNOS:器官共享联合网络)
他们有个适合我病人的心脏
心脏手术 我有空 我超有空 我可以弄这个
我有空 我可以
不 你没空 你们去急诊
- Yang 归你了 - 谢谢
急诊!
该死! 心脏移植
真想看看那个
明天会有的
- 是啊 对你来说 - 什么意思?
我明天补考 基本上不太可能过了
意味着今天是我在这里的最后一天
而我却花在急诊缝东西
今年hanukkah fall是什么时候?
嗯 不知道
哦 如果还有什么传统
你需要我注意的...
哦 不 burke 说实话
从我懂事开始
就不在乎那些宗教节日了
"尽可能的快跑"
"你能捉到... " 早上好 justin
早上好
嗨 Burke医生
我带来了好消息 非常好的消息
你不是要说... UNOS 打电话了
我们有了一个心脏
我今早做手术
你听到了吗 宝贝?
圣诞老人给了你一个新的心脏做圣诞礼物
告诉那个死胖子把它给其他人
我不想要
-=风软FRM字幕组=- 翻译&校对:何兮
我很抱歉 Burke医生 他今天有点累
我每天都累 我每天都讨厌圣诞节
而且我不要再做愚蠢的手术了
Justin 我知道手术可能很可怕
但你需要这颗心脏
你的上一颗已经快坏了
他的上一颗?
Justin 还是个婴儿的时候接受过心脏移植
但他的心脏并没有随他一起长大
你明白吗 justin?
你的心脏再也跟不上你了
你需要一个新的
我不管 我不想要
能告诉我为什么吗?
焦虑症 动脉瘤和溃疡
12月了
- 主任 adele刚打电话来 - 告诉她我在...
她知道你没在手术
而且她要我告诉你
"我们今早要去参加我们侄女的学校游行
"你已经知道这个好几个月了
"而且你推掉了感恩节之后... "
然后她开始说了一大堆
我不太适合重复的话 听着 我在假期之间有七个手术
而且其中一些是和离婚有关
你得帮我做那个溃疡切除
是的 先生
女人真是不可理喻
看着一个6岁的孩子
穿的像个聪明...
男性 44 有胃部旁路
手术后三周
当我们发现他时被报告极度疼痛
说了什么关于水果蛋糕的事情 他肯定撑开了他的胃
你想要这个得先跟我打一架
他是你的了 我的分别礼物
好 你妈妈 我选了一个羊毛毯子
爱丁堡产手制 柔软 舒适
它的意思是 "别因为伤害你儿子而恨我"
Addie 你知道我妈妈爱你
不 她过去爱我
我为这些礼物可是费了一番心思
你怎么想... 朴素的还是花格子呢的 或者两个都要? 我不知道 我无所谓的?
我以为你喜欢圣诞购物
我只是现在不在这个状态 好吗?
好吧 嗯 法式食品和
苏格兰威士忌怎么样 今晚9点左右?
- 嗯 我想得看情况 我们什么时候能离开? - Shepherd医生?
- 什么? - 我拿到了tim epstein的CT结果
啊 很好
你怎么想?
不大好
哦 确实糟透了
亲爱的你觉得这个小摩托怎么样?
抱歉 我需要量一下她的血压
关于手术你有什么问题吗?
除了你们什么时候真的准备做?
- 我们现在就做 - 好
- 我很抱歉 - 不用道歉
你有什么问题吗?
不
我过去五年里已经有3次溃疡出血了
是的 我希望你读了病历
- 是的 - 好
Bailey医生 刚送来一个胃穿孔病人
该死 嗯 好吧
- 把Shelton夫人送回病房 - 真的?
我看起来像在开玩笑吗?
告诉她我们下午给她做
Grey 打电话给急诊 让他们把他送过来 然后准备进手术室
Alex karev 嗯 考试挂了
他明天就要补考
他一个人没法练习诊断
如果他再挂了 他就完了
好 去吧
O'malley.
啊?
- 你送完她 回来准备手术 - 没问题
好了 好了 justin...
我告诉你
我不想要这个心脏 你们为什么还要做?
因为你需要它 而且直到你18岁
你妈妈都要为你做主
我妈妈是个骗子 你听到她说的了
她说那个心脏是圣诞老人送来的
她不该决定任何事情
嗯 没错 你可以试试
不过靠你现在的心脏 你的希望不大
我们准备好了吗? 马上就好
你怎么样 伙计? 你准备好了?
如果我在手术中死了
你能把这个心脏给其他孩子吗?
那是不可能的 justin 在我手底下不会
开始吧
那只有够烧一天的灯油 然后什么发生了?
它烧了8天8夜 那是一个奇迹
我想说那部分 Epstein先生 我很抱歉打扰你
你还记得Shepherd医生?
嗯 我们可以单独谈谈吗?
不用 直说好了 很糟吗?
跌落造成了硬膜下出血
我根本不知道那是什么意思
那是说你爸爸...的脑子在流血
好极了
听着 这个手术有一定的风险
但必须在出血情况恶化前进行
什么样的风险?
要知道 出血的区域 嗯 是脑部
主管语言与运动的部分
我们不需要手术 好吗?
你知道吗 jake 我想我们确实需要
嗨 亲爱的 你知道吗?
什么?
我们的医生名字叫shepherd(看护人)
Shepherd 这难道不是神给我们的启示吗?
看看这个
完美的契合
现在我们只需要找出他这么愤怒的原因
如果我有他那样的妈妈 我也会生气的
实际上 我确实有个那样的妈妈
嗯 他妈妈不是主要的问题
她爱他 她从不离开
她也从不听别人的意见 她不了解他
Justin很抑郁 你听到了
他不想活了
我希望他的主意不要变的太晚
等等 你是什么意思 太晚?
同等的医疗条件下
为什么一个病人活下来
另一个却死了?
我相信确实有个意念 身体 精神的连接
而如果justin真的不想要这颗心脏
他的身体会排斥它
好吧 让我直说
你不仅仅庆祝圣诞节...
你确实信仰圣诞老人?
Yang医生 去给我们的病人
预约一个心理治疗
我们...我们还没完成呢
你的事情已经完了
我不知道
我这里 这里 这里痛
可不可能是你忘记了被一辆卡车撞了?
你在靠临床态度诊断 alex. 如果这是你上次
挂掉的原因我一点都不奇怪
你还能更趾高气昂吗?
我没有要你帮我
不要再这么自负了 你这个大孩子
我为了帮你推掉了一个手术呢
现在 就像我说的
我这里 这里 还有背后这里疼
哦 还有今早
我注意到我的便便是种古怪的浅灰色
哇 你只能救这么点的胃吗?
是啊 如果吃东西是这人活下去的动力
我们应该把他从他的悲惨遭遇中拯救出来
呼叫Karevian医生
你刚才说什么?
只是...一个笑话
Kevorkian karevian? Alex karev?
我明白你的笑话 只是我不觉得好笑
你看这个 o'malley
我拿手术刀时犯一个错误
这家伙就死定了
我老公...
他工作时整天犯错误
就我所知 他还没害死任何人
但我犯过 你将会犯 而alex已经犯了
他算错了一个数 一个人因此而死
你自己想一想
如果他每犯一个错误 都有人因此而死
他会怎么想
你不需要喜欢alex
你甚至不需要关心他
但你必须站在他那边
拿着
这一家真幸福 Hannumas Chrismukkah
这些孩子多可爱啊?
真的 Stevens医生? Chrismukkah?
我觉得很好啊
你知道神经外科医生
一年中哪段时间最忙吗 Stevens医生?
不知道 有固定的时间? 嗯 虽然没有硬性规则
但脑部伤害的数量一般在节日期间会升高
就想我们这位朋友
人们在钉灯饰时从屋顶掉下来
或者十多年来头一次滑冰
摔破他们的脑袋
每年 人们冒着暴风雪驾车
只为了去参加宴会 好在有毒的槲寄生下
亲那些带有细菌的陌生人
他们喝的酩酊大醉结果在回家的路上
把脑袋狠狠的砸在前挡风玻璃上
像我说的
没有硬性的规定
这里痛吗 Grey夫人?
是的 医生
这里呢? 这里痛吗?
是的
好吧 说真的 你真那么孤独
还有那些超棒的振动按摩器
我可以给你目录
他的考试挂了 我在帮他学习 你的临床挂了?
你就是这么保守秘密的 grey
我没说出去 可对你并没有好处 他需要我们的帮助 啊 你不是认真的吧
如果是你呢?
不可能 我是说 如果呢?
根本不可能 我要走了
你是病人 看在我的面子上 但如果小tim
到时候抓狂 都怪你
诊断? 胆结石
没错
我是一个55岁的男人
我感到恶心 不停的呕吐
够了 好吗? 我不需要任何人帮我
好 邪恶细菌 你可以保护你的自尊
如果你想当个护士 或者你可以通过考试
当个医生 随便你
有腹痛吗?
是的 从我的又大又胖的腹部一直到背后
哦 我喝醉了 打嗝 打嗝
我这里又来一个病人
他试着把给他妻子的70寸电视包装起来?
疝气?
绞窄性疝 够惨的
啊 你恰巧知道那个妻子讨厌电视
Grey 你那边的事解决了? 我想是的
准备进手术室
O'malley 去告诉nadia shelton
她的手术要推到明天了
明天? 再等一天不会害死我的 jimmy
我保证明天一定可以
你保证过今天的
他说什么?
他说他们得明天才能手术!
不可原谅!
我真不敢相信! 哦
麻烦你... 麻烦你关小声一点好吗?
你妈妈需要休息 你是谁 我老爸?
先生 你可不可以告诉你儿子... 别跟我讲我儿子
你以为你丫是谁?
我非常抱歉 我认为你妻子需要休息
我被困在这儿! 我不能和女儿一起去圣诞购物
你们把一切都毁了
我希望你节日快乐
我非常抱歉
对 对
"我非常抱歉" 到此为止了 医生 多谢
好了 好了 你现在是真的在抓我了 这可是性骚扰
这...
才是检查的手势
你们...
你们在干嘛? izzie知道吗?
burke 知道这个吗?
放松一点 george 我在帮助alex学习 试一下
他的手在你奶子上时我什么都听不见 (boob 属比较粗俗的用语)
把你的手从我奶子上拿下来 alex
谢谢
学习什么?
别说 yang Alex的考试挂了
真的? 我某个考试的一部分挂了 仅此而已
即使如此 也够丢人的了
哦! 他是你的了 做你的最差吧
不许给我检查直肠 别让我咳嗽
你呼我?
我没看到心理咨询的计划
我弄不到
我试过了 但他们告诉我一月份才有机会
你不尊重我
你在我的手术室里嘲弄我 这种事是不可原谅的
我...
我保证不会再发生了
你把我的精神信仰等同于相信圣诞老人
Burke 科学才重要 你知道吗?
这是我们的共同点
我是个实习生 你不是
我是个笨蛋 你不是
我说我想让我们的关系低调一点
你去告诉了外科主任
而且你让我搬过去跟你住在一起
而现在你又开始信教了 精神信仰 不一样的
对我来说没有
我不知道我们在干什么
现在我们在工作
如果他发烧了呼我
让Davison夫人雇一个私人心理医生或者一个牧师
任何justin愿意交谈的人
Epstein夫人?
他怎么样?
他会好的 他还有点晕 但...
我爸爸想现在见我 好吗?
好的 跟我来 好的
我们要跑 跑 跑快
让我们跑 跑 跑
我们跑快点去看爸爸 没关系 孩子们
爸爸很好
爸爸! 爸爸!
我亲的更好了 爸爸
Jillian 我有点头痛
我唱给你听 爸爸 不
该死的 leah 闭嘴!
我受不了那无聊的歌了!
Tim!
滚出去! 出去!
都他妈的滚出去 你们所有人!
你个白痴shepherd
你弄坏了我爸爸的脑子!
这是怎么回事? 我是说 他的性格...
你压根没有接近前额叶的任何地方
嗯 CT可能错过了一些东西
或者性格改变可能是
麻醉药效消退的副作用
可能是疼痛的缘故
他手术前也很痛
观察几个小时
如果情况没有改善 再做个CT 好的
Stevens医生?
你打开了他的大脑 某种意义上
他毫无知觉的 脆弱的躺在那里...
所以你认为我用我那些对节日的怨恨毒害了他?
是你一直在说
关于大脑 我们还有很多不知道
你怎么知道不是你说的话在不自觉中
影响了他?
我是说 他相信你是他的看护人
Stevens医生 你不觉得有点脸红吗
我是的 很好
哦 这里是CCU(心脏重症室)
CCU里不允许有树的
我知道 只是没有人真的在意 所以...
他怎么样?
呃 手术进行得很顺利 但现在说还为时尚早
他真的是一个好孩子 你知道吗?
你只是恰巧遇到他心情不好罢了
他很抑郁 我只是不知道为什么
但michael神父肯定能开解他的
我不想冒犯
但你儿子看起来不大喜欢节日
他不相信圣诞老人
是的 不过 一个母亲的工作
就是保护她的孩子的童真
而这次圣诞也许就是他的最后一次 所以...
你去年也是这么说的
还有前年
宝贝 你醒了!
你看起来棒极了!
我的大壮
圣诞老人把你还给我了
你在干什么?
抱歉 CCU规定
我们要用护网?
是的 联合腱已经...
Bailey医生?
只是不想吐进这个人的腹腔里
Bailey医生 你还好吗? 嗯
你需要...
我只是... 只需要一分钟 grey
哦 当你手术
世界的其余就不存在了...
饥饿 干渴 疼痛
你在手术室中都感觉不到
但当你和另一个人共享你的身体时
就不是那么一回事了
好了
Deaver 吸引器
你确定不需要我
去找个人来接替你吗?
我需要的只是一杯草莓奶昔
超浓的
真的?
是的 恶心伴随着饥饿而来 grey
去吧
我的喉咙...感觉的奇怪的疼 伙计!
还有 我身上到处都是这种奇怪的皮疹
老兄 说真的...
好吧 好吧 坐下 坐下
张开嘴
我要检查一下你的扁桃腺
你们怎么回事? 你生病了?
自己解释
我的临床考试挂了
O'malley在帮我学习
你的... 你在帮他?
只是学习 仅此而已! Izzie...
你 不许说我的名字
而你真是难以置信!
我得的是单核细胞增多症 所有的发烧还有淋巴症状
至于痤疮 只是青春期的副作用
Izzie 等一下好吗?
我说我喜欢那家伙 你却不停讨厌他
Izzie 你... 而他一开始对我不忠...
izzie... 你却变成他的最新的好朋友
他考试挂了 这很重要
他对我不忠! 被抓了?
是 被抓了 他的考试就在明天了
你也掺进来? 他对我不忠 天啊!
告诉过你她会发现的 哦 当然少不了你
她让他摸她的奶子! 啊!
他跟george的梅毒小护士鬼混!
你这也太过分了! 我们知道他对你不忠
所以我们才让你把起居室
变成了圣诞老人的变态小村
什么? 我们根本不在意节日!
你知道的 但我们试着支持你
因为你最近的日子不大好
但现在 alex 他的日子更难过
为什么所有人都在意alex的日子过得怎么样?
因为他是脏叔叔sal
我没听懂 抱歉 什么?
他是脏叔叔sal
那个在家族聚会上让大家尴尬的
不能被单独和年轻女孩子留在一起的
但你无论如何还是会邀请他去午餐的人
我还是不懂 抱歉 为什么?
我的妈妈不认识我
所以对我来说
医院就是家 你们就是家人
所以我知道你生alex的气
但你还是可以试着帮他
就好像你强迫我们每个人接受的
这节日的寓意
你...
什么?
Boob? ( 有 奶子 和 笨蛋 的双重寓意)
赶紧来个人! 医生!
马上来!
快进来! 他在那里? 做点什么!
恶心! 啊!
做点什么 医生! 我马上带你去手术 赶紧为他准备
怎么这么久
抱歉 有别的事牵住了
Nadia shelton的溃疡穿孔了
她正在大量吐血
主任回来了吗?
还没见到他
好吧 呃
你们两个 准备进手术室
我需要更多的帮手
就是那里了...
他的前额叶的左侧
我们之前为什么没看到?
脑内出血的表现可能有延迟
没错 你想要拯救他?
准备一个手术室 我去和他的妻子谈
Stevens医生
很高兴和你谈话
你觉得她还会和我说话吗?
好吧 我是隐形的? 我觉得大家看不到我
也听不到我
什么?
另一个手术?
我猜晚餐购物没戏了?
是啊 今晚是不可能了
抱歉 不 你并不抱歉
我正试着找出为什么
今天是圣诞节 derek
是啊 我知道
是我们的最爱啊! 到底怎么回事?
你生气? 你抑郁还是什么?
不 Epstein先生才抑郁
他的前额叶出血
一切都好 我们很好 addie
我说 嗯... 家里见 好吗?
你需要第二次手术 Epstein先生
前额叶很困难
我们也许能改善你的状况
但 嗯 你需要准备
情况变坏的可能性
好极了 真是好极了
我真高兴我们来这家医院
治我的是一帮庸医
在我脑袋里乱搞!
这不是我丈夫
他从不这样对我说话
他不这样向任何人说话
我知道这很困难 Epstein夫人
但现在最重要的
是止住出血
他是我的一生挚爱
我知道你还有其他许多病人
你还要做其他许多手术
但他是我的一生挚爱
我...需要你保证
你对待他的人格变化
就像你面对致命的癌症一样
因为对我和孩子们来说 这就是癌症
我们曾经很快乐 我们曾经很幸福
求你了... 如果你能治好他...
千万要治好
Epstein夫人
我会尽我所能 好吗?
好吗?
我不想要它
我已经有个新的心脏了
我不该再有一个
Justin 你不必内疚
再有一颗心脏
神想要你活着
这就是为什么他给你这颗心脏
我不是笨蛋 好吗? 不是神给我的这颗心脏
而且根本就没有神这种东西 Justin!
Marion marion
没关系
我现在有的这颗心脏...
我妈妈告诉我是圣诞老人给我的
我以为精灵们在他们的工厂里
或者其他什么地方造出来
但这不是真的 对吧?
是的 这不是
嗯
我听到护士们交谈
这是另一个孩子的心脏
为了我能活下来另一个孩子要死掉
Justin...
宝贝...
然后我靠那个孩子的心脏活下来
所以过去两年我妈妈一直在祈祷
另一个孩子为我而死
那就是你一直在祈祷的
对吗 妈妈?
那就是她祈祷的 神父
神对这个怎么想?
Justin justin...
justin?
justin 宝贝?
醒醒 justin!
护士!
请让开! 不 不 不!
紧急抢救! 坚持住 justin!
请往后退一下
紧急抢救 儿科心脏重症室
我的神啊!
Justin 宝贝 我就在这儿!
Justin 我爱你 宝贝! 请让她闭嘴!
心室纤维性颤动
充电100焦耳
完成 让开
你能把他重新放回名单吗?
我是说 如果这是一颗不合适的心脏 这是一颗合适的心脏
你能把他重新放回名单吗?
他等这颗就等了两年
他必须试一试
他必须想要活下去 好吧 医学角度
还有什么我们能做的吗?
你现在的感觉...
就是为什么我必须相信一些比我更有力的东西
如果我没有
那种无力感会活活吃了我
电钻 谢谢
一天两次开颅有什么危险吗?
跟一次没什么区别
来点音乐好吗?
有什么要求吗?
圣诞颂歌 或者 hanukkah
有hanukkah颂歌这种东西吗?
大脑是个神秘的东西 Stevens医生
你永远不知道什么能影响灵魂
哇 看看那个
两个溃疡
一个穿孔 另一个出血
两个溃疡 和那样一家人在一起我一点都不奇怪
我应该把他们赶出去 我为什么没做呢?
我应该那么做的
我不知道我为什么没干
别唠叨了 o'malley 你有机会的
你只是没抓住的 面对现实吧
好的 对不起
不要踢我!
抱歉?
你在桌子底下踢我吗 o'malley?
没!
那么很明显我不是在跟你说
你不能在我工作时踢我
谢谢
别睡了!
天啊 难怪你的考试挂了
你指望周公教你这些玩意吗?
你在这里干什么?
我是个农民 明白吗?
我一直在流口水 呕吐而且大小便失禁
你来帮我学习?
我实际上并没有排泄在我的裤子里 对吧?
我做了那些你为什么还要帮我?
因为这他妈的是耶稣的最爱!
你知道 我也不信圣诞老人的 justin
或者神
我相信医学
而你活下来就是个医学奇迹
靠你自己的心脏
你应该... 你生下两周
就已经死了
只不过某些外科医生找出一种办法
把其他人的心脏给了你
这比圣诞老人酷多了
我只是想说
我想你应该要活下去
活下去当个医生
找出一种方法不依靠其他人的心脏
也能做心脏移植
或者 活下去长大
并且养几个孩子
教他们不信圣诞老人
气气你妈妈
只要活下去
因为对你来说
死真的不是最好的复仇
她怎么样? 她会好吗?
她失了不少血
但我们努力修好了伤口并补充了血液
她需要几天的观察期
但她会恢复健康的
- 哦 感谢上帝! - 感谢上帝是对的
因为我们当然不会感谢你们
我们应该起诉你们
我们坐在那里 坐在那里
- 坐在那里 坐在那里... - 你要帮我吗?
真的?
看着你们治疗一个又一个病人...
你有了第二次机会 只是别搞砸了
...同时让我女儿等她的手术
等了整整三天!
我应该起诉你和这间该死的医院!
好吧 没错 你可以起诉我们
或者你们可以考虑一下
- 闭他妈的嘴 - 你说什么?
- 你听到他对我说什么了吗? - 我听到了!
- 你不能那样对一位女士讲话 - 我女儿在哪里?
- 我想见她 - 嗯 不行
我是她的医生
她是我的病人 而这是一家医院
一个人们通常需要一点安静平和的地方
所以 不行 现在你不能见她
我说这个不是因为你威胁
要起诉Bailey医生 虽然她刚刚花了好几个小时
挽救你的女儿 你的妻子的性命
我这样说是因为她是我的病人
而且她正在医院的恢复病房
挣扎着恢复
而且探望时间已经过了 晚安
还有 圣诞快乐
实习生
太情绪化
抱歉
嗯 恶心是持续的
还是间断的?
持续的
何时...
何时开始的?
我在田里工作一天之后
你有任何已知的过敏反应吗?
不
Izzie...
我并不想伤害你
你没有伤害我
我根本不认识你 我是个农民
你... 你还是病人?
你看呢?
有机磷农药
杀虫剂中毒
哭泣是症状 就是这个 对吗?
对
嗨
你还好吗?
啊 嗯
你知道 节假日
没错
我知道
圣诞快乐
嗨
圣诞双份苏格兰(威士忌) 一份麦芽(酒)
你是个好人
嗨 Shepherd医生
Shepherd医生
那么... Epstein先生的前额叶怎么样?
他微笑着醒过来
祝贺你
谢谢
你在喝什么?
热的黄油朗姆酒 很美味啊
狄更斯式的
哦 啊 没错 圣诞节
圣诞节 derek 我们喜欢圣诞节
至少曾经喜欢
是啊
圣诞节让你想和你爱的人在一起
我并不想伤害你
或者想离开你才这么说 因为我不会
Meredith并不是替代
也不是复仇
我爱上她了
这并不会因为我决定和你在一起而消失
有句谚语说
你没法选择你的家人
你接受命运的安排
不管你喜不喜欢他们
爱不爱他们
理解不理解他们...
justin的情况好转
他的体温下降 血压上升
我想肯定有什么改变了他
我不知道
...你应付
好漂亮
是啊
还有一派人认为
你出生的家庭
仅仅是个起点
我们在干什么?
看灯
他们喂你养你
照顾你
直到你准备好走进这个世界...
...找到你的同伴
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[Narrator] Previously on Grey's Anatomy:
I'm mind-blowingly good in bed.
Then he sleeps with Olivia instead of me.
I'm having a baby too.
Yes, I am. A little boy.
- You lied to me. - You'll be a better doctor for it.
I'm lonely, Derek.
I can't.
When Derek broke up with you, I was there.
All I ever am is there for you guys and the one time I need you...
- Are you OK? - I failed the medical boards.
Karev, it's over. You screwed up.
If I retake the exam and I don't pass...
You will no longer be a surgical resident at Seattle Grace.
[Barking]
[Thunder]
[Meredith] It's an urban myth that suicide rates spike at the holidays.
Turns out, they actually go down.
[& Nat King Cole: The Christmas Song]
Experts think it's because people are less inclined to off themselves
when surrounded by family.
Looks like Santa threw up in here.
Just go with it, we're being supportive.
Oh, hey. What do you think?
Did I go too overboard?
Oh, I know sometimes I can go a little overboard.
- No, we love it. - It's great.
Oh, yay. I love Christmas.
- We know. - Clearly.
Ironically, that same family togetherness
is thought to be the reason that depression rates
actually do spike at the holidays.
Yeah, OK, Izzie doesn't count.
Oh, I thought you might like to help me decorate it tonight.
Mark our first Christmas together.
- I'm Jewish. - [Burke gulps]
Seriously?
- My stepfather, Saul Rubenstein? - Oh, right.
Right.
Look at her belly. She's almost as wide as she is tall.
Are her ankles swollen? Is that why she's waddling?
- [Lzzie] What happens when she leaves? - [Cristina] She's going on leave?
What do you think happens when people push babies out their vaginas?
- Think we'll get a new resident? - Nah.
They'll let us wander unattended.
- See how much damage we can do. - Yeah, well, you would know.
We should all get together and get Bailey a Christmas gift for the baby.
Or we could organize a Secret Santa thing.
- Listen, Tiny Tim, you can take your... - Secret Santa sounds great, lzzie.
OK.
We're being supportive.
Hey.
Hey. You OK? You seem...
Yeah. You know...
- Holidays. - Oh.
Yeah. I do know.
Tim Epstein, 38, fell off the roof of his house.
I was stringing Hanumas lights and a shingle came loose.
- [Lzzie] Hanumas? - Hanumas. Christmukkah. We go all out.
- Awesome. - He fell twelve feet.
The good news is, my head broke my fall.
There are no visible deformities,
but he's having some focal left arm weakness.
He'll probably be fine. He's always been a little hard-headed.
- Does your head hurt when you laugh? - Is that a bad thing?
Do you wanna follow my finger with your eyes, please?
- I know karate. - Huh?
Uh...
Your husband might need a little quiet, so, there's a cafeteria...
[Tim] No, no. Whoa. Let 'em stay.
Pain or no, I don't want to miss out on the holidays with my kids.
Who would like to take Mr. Epstein down for a CT?
Stevens it is.
- [Woman] You should have a dog. - [Man] No dog.
Come on, get a dog.
Nadia Shelton, 41, scheduled for excision of her gastric ulcer.
Lot of good it's done. She's been scheduled for three days.
Mom, it's not his fault.
Every day she gets rescheduled for emergencies.
- We are sorry for the inconvenience. - [Mother] Inconvenience?
Watch your child spend 3 days in pain, then talk to me about inconvenience.
We get a lot of trauma cases at the holidays.
- Your daughter's ulcer is non-emergent. - Is that the news?
Are you saying my wife's not important? Is that what I hear?
- [Mother] When are you taking her? - [Boy] It's not the remote.
We have reservations to eat at the Space Needle.
- We've had 'em for months. - All right!
Prep Mrs. Shelton for her ulcer excision,
- which will happen this morning. - Thank you!
Ernie, I'm so happy! We're gonna go to the Needle!
Grey, Karev: Cover the pit.
You can expect all sorts of holiday idiocy so that is my gift to you.
- Yang... - Dr. Bailey.
UNOS called. They have a donor heart for my patient.
- Heart surgery? I'm free. - I'm available.
No, you're not. You're covering the pit.
- Yang, it's yours. - Thank you.
Pit!
Damn. Heart transplant. Woulda liked to have seen that.
- There's tomorrow. - Maybe for you.
- Meaning? - I retake the boards tomorrow.
Pretty sure I'm gonna fail, which makes today my last day here,
and I get to spend it doing stitches in the pit.
- So, when does Hanukkah fall this year? - Uh... No idea.
If there are other traditions you want me to be aware...
Oh, no, Burke, seriously,
I haven't observed religious holidays since I was old enough to know better.
[Woman] "Run as fast as you can. You can catch him..."
- Good morning, Justin, Marion. - Good morning.
Hi, Dr. Burke.
I'm here with good news. Great news.
- You don't mean that... - UNOS called. We have a heart.
- I'll operate this morning. - You hear that, baby?
Santa Claus is bringing you a new heart for Christmas.
Tell the fat-ass to give it to someone else.
I don't want it.
[& Lou Rawls: Santa Claus is Comin' to Town]
I'm sorry, Dr. Burke. He's tired today.
I'm tired every day. I hate Christmas every day.
I'd rather not have another stupid operation.
Justin, I know surgery can be frightening, but you need this heart.
- You've worn out your last one. - His last one?
Justin had a heart transplant as a baby,
but his heart hasn't aged as well as he has.
You understand that, Justin?
Your heart can't keep up with you anymore. You need a new one.
I don't care. I don't want it.
Can you tell me why not?
[Woman on PA] Dr. Kim, 1471.
- Anxiety attacks, aneurysms and ulcers. - [Bailey] Must be December.
- Chief, Adele just called. - Tell her I'm...
She knows you're not in surgery. And she said to tell you, quote,
"We are going to our niece's school pageant this morning."
"You have known about it for months."
"After what you pulled on Thanksgiving..."
Then she started using many words that I don't feel comfortable repeating.
- I have seven surgeons on vacation... - There was something about "divorce."
You'll have to cover my ulcer excision.
Yes, sir.
The woman is unreasonable.
When did watching a six-year-old dressed up like a wise man...
You couldn't hang up the phone?
[Man] Male, 44. Had a gastric bypass.
Three weeks post-op. Reported pain when we found him.
- Said something about fruitcake. - He must have torn his abdomen.
- You'll have to fight me for this one. - He's all yours. My parting gift.
OK, for your mom, I got a lambswool blanket, handmade in Edinburgh.
It's soft, comfortable, says "don't hate me for hurting your son" with fabric.
- You know my mom loves you. - No, she used to.
I gotta make up ground with these gifts.
- So, what do you think, plain or plaid? - I don't know. Whatever.
- You love Christmas shopping. - I'm not in the mood for it right now.
How about French food and Scottish catalogues tonight around nine?
- Well, I guess that depends... - Come on.
- Dr. Shepherd? - Yeah?
- [Lzzie] I have Tim Epstein's CT scans. - Ah, good.
- OK, what do you think? - It's not great.
Oh, no, it's not great at all.
Honey bunny, what do you think of this?
Excuse me, I need to take her blood pressure.
- What is the guy saying? - I got three arch-moguls on my ass.
- Josh... - Language! Josh!
- Any questions about the surgery? - Apart from when you're gonna do it?
- We're doing it now. - Good.
- Sorry. - [Husband] Don't apologize.
- Do you have any questions? - No.
I've had three bleeding ulcers in the last five years.
Yeah. I hope you read the chart.
- Yes. - Good.
- A gastric perforation just came in. - Damn.
All right, take Mrs. Shelton back to her room.
- Seriously? - Do I look like I'm kidding?
We'll get to her this afternoon.
Grey, call the ER, tell them to send him up, and then scrub in.
Alex Karev failed his boards, and he's retaking them tomorrow.
He can't study for a practical by himself. If he fails again, he's out.
OK, go.
- O'Malley. - Yeah?
After you drop her off, get back here and scrub in.
- All right. - OK.
- [Woman] OK, Justin. - I don't want the heart.
- Why are you doing this? - [Cristina] Because you need it.
And until you're 18, your mother calls all the shots.
My mother's a liar. You heard. She said the heart came from Santa.
- She shouldn't decide anything. - Well, you could make a run for it,
but the heart you have won't get you very far.
- [Burke] Are we ready? - [Cristina] Just about.
How about you, buddy? Are you ready?
If I die in the surgery, can you give this heart to some other kid?
Not gonna happen, Justin. Not on my watch.
[Woman] Here we go.
...and it was only one day of oil. - And then what happened?
- It lasted eight whole days and nights. - And it was a miracle.
- I wanted to say that part. - [Lzzie] Sorry to interrupt.
- You remember Dr. Shepherd? - [Derek] Should we talk more privately?
- Just tell us, is it bad? - The fall caused a subdural hematoma.
- I don't even know what that means. - That means, your dad...
- His brain is bleeding. - Great.
There is some risk to the surgery, but it has to happen
- before the bleeding gets worse. - What kind of risks?
The bleed is in an area of the brain that controls speech and motor control.
- We don't need an operation. OK? - [Tim] You know, Jake, I think we do.
- [Mother] But, hey, you know something? - What?
We have a doctor named "Shepherd."
"Shepherd." Is that a sign from God, or what?
[Burke] Look at that.
Beautiful fit.
Now we have to figure out why he's so angry.
[Cristina] If I had that mother, I'd be angry too.
- Actually, I do have that mother. - [Burke] His mother is not the problem.
- She loves him. She never leaves. - She also never listens.
- She doesn't know him. - Justin's depressed. You heard.
He doesn't want to live.
I just hope he changes his mind before he's too late.
What do you mean, "too late"?
With all medical realities being equal,
why does one patient live and another dies?
I believe there's a mind-body-spirit connection.
And if Justin really doesn't want this heart, his body will reject it.
OK, let me get this straight.
You don't just celebrate Christmas, you actually believe in Santa Claus?
Dr. Yang, go and schedule a psychiatric consult for our patient.
- But we're not done here. - You are.
[Meredith] I don't know. It hurts here and here and back here.
[Alex] Did you get hit by a truck and forget about it?
You're judged on bedside manner.
I wouldn't be surprised if that's why you failed.
Could you be more patronizing?
- I didn't ask for your help. - Enough with the ego, you big baby.
I gave up a surgery for this.
Now, like I said, it hurts here and here and back here.
Oh, and this morning,
I noticed my poop was a funny grayish color.
[George] Wow. That's all you can save of his stomach?
If eating is what this man lives for, we should put him out of his misery.
- Paging Dr. Karevian. - [Laughter]
What did you just say?
Just... it's a joke. Kevorkian, Karevian.
- Alex Karev. - I get the joke.
I just don't think it's funny.
You see this, O'Malley?
I make one mistake with this scalpel and this man's dead.
My husband, he makes mistakes at his job all the time.
As far as I know he's never killed anyone, but I have, and you will.
And Alex did.
He made a math mistake and a man died for it.
Run that past your accountant,
see how he'd feel if every mistake he made, someone ended up dead.
You don't have to like Alex or care about him.
But you damn well have to be on his side.
[Bailey] Hold that.
[Lzzie] What a great family. "Hanumas," "Christmukkah..."
And how cute are those kids?
[Derek] Really, Dr. Stevens. "Christmukkah"?
I think it's sweet.
Know what time of year neurosurgeons are busiest?
No. There's a "time of year"?
There's no hard or fast rule,
but brain injuries tend to pile up around holidays. Like our friend here.
Folks fall off their roofs while they string up lights
or go skating for the first time in a decade, break their heads open.
And every year, people drive through blizzards to get to parties
where they kiss germ-infected strangers under poisonous mistletoe.
Then they get so drunk that they smash their heads
through the windshield on the way home.
Like I said, there's no hard or fast rule.
- Does this hurt, Mrs. Grey? - Yes, doctor.
- How about here? Does it hurt here? - Yes, it does.
If you're lonely, there are excellent vibrators. I can give you a catalogue.
- He failed his boards. I'm helping him. - Failed your practical?
- Glad you can keep a secret. - I kept it. It did you no good.
- He needs our help. - You're not serious.
- If it were you? - [Beeping]
- It wouldn't be. - But what if it were?
- It wouldn't be. - I have to go.
Be a patient. Do it for me.
When Tiny Tim goes Norman Bates on us I'm blaming you.
- Diagnosis? - Gallstones.
Yes.
[Sighs] I'm a 55-year-old man, I'm nauseous, and I'm throwing up.
I didn't ask for any help.
OK, Evil Spawn, you can nurse your pride, key word being "nurse",
or you can pass your test and be a doctor. Up to you.
- Any abdominal pain? - Yes,
from my giant fat belly all the way to my back.
Oh, and I'm drunk. Hiccup, hiccup.
I got another one for you.
He tried to gift wrap a 70-inch TV for his wife?
- Hernia? - Strangulated. Pretty ugly.
And you just know the wife hates TV. Grey, is that other project covered?
- I think so. - Then scrub in.
O'Malley, go tell Nadia Shelton she's off the schedule until tomorrow.
- Tomorrow? - Another day won't kill me, Jimmy.
- Tomorrow for sure. - Today was "for sure".
What's he saying?
- They can't operate until tomorrow! - Outrageous!
[Mother] I cannot believe this!
Could you please turn that down? Your mother needs to rest.
Who are you, my dad?
- Sir, please tell your son... - Don't talk to me about my son.
- Who the hell do you think you are? - Sorry.
I just think that your wife should rest.
- I can't go Christmas shopping... - [boy] You messed me up.
You people have ruined everything. I hope you're happy.
Again, very sorry.
- Oh, yeah. Yeah. - [Father] "Very sorry."
[Father] That cuts it here, doc, thanks a lot.
[Mother sobs]
Yeah. OK, the way you're grabbing me now, it's assault.
This... is an exam. Pads.
What... What the hell? Does lzzie know... Does Burke know about this?
Unbunch your panties, George. We're helping Alex study. Do it.
I can't hear you when his hand is on your boob.
Take your hand off my boob, Alex.
Thank you. Study for what?
- Shut it, Yang. - Alex failed his boards.
- Seriously? - I failed one part of one board.
Still, that's pretty embarrassing.
[Beeping]
Hey, he's all yours, Georgie. Do your worst.
You're not giving me a rectal.
Do not ask me to cough.
[Woman on PA] Dr. Cohen to Radiology.
You paged me?
I didn't see a psych consult scheduled here.
I couldn't get one. I tried to, but they told me to come back in January.
You disrespected me. You mocked me in my OR.
- That can't happen. - I... It won't happen again.
You equated my spirituality with a belief in Santa Claus.
Burke, science is the one thing, you know,
it's the one thing we have in common.
I'm an intern, you're not.
I'm a slob and you're not.
I say I want to keep our relationship private
and you tell the Chief of Surgery and you ask me to move in with you.
- And now, you're religious. - Spiritual. There's a difference.
Well, not to me.
I don't know what we're doing.
Well, right now, we're working.
Page me if he spikes a fever.
Tell Mrs. Davison to hire a therapist, or a priest.
Anyone Justin will talk to.
- Mrs. Epstein? - Oh.
- How is he? - He's gonna be fine.
- He's still groggy. - My dad wants to see me now, OK?
- OK. Come on. - OK.
- [Girl] Run-run-run. - [Mother] Yeah, let's run-run-run.
Let's run and see Dad.
It's OK, guys, Daddy's OK.
Daddy. Daddy. I could kiss it better, Daddy.
Jillian, I have a headache.
- [Girl] I'll sing, Daddy. - [Tim] No.
- & Dashing through the snow... - No, Leah.
Damn it, Leah, shut up!
I can't stand that insipid song!
- Tim. - Just get out! Get out!
Get the hell out of here, all of you!
You stupid shepherd! You broke my dad's brain!
How did that happen? His personality... You didn't go near the frontal lobe.
Well, the CT might have missed something.
It could be a reaction from anesthesia wearing off, could be the pain.
He was in pain before surgery.
Watch him for two hours. If he doesn't improve, get a new CT.
OK.
Dr. Stevens?
You had his brain open, literally open,
he was laying there unconscious and vulnerable...
I poisoned him with my anti-holiday venom?
You say there's a lot about the brain we don't know.
How do you know your words didn't speak to him unconsciously?
I mean, he trusted you to be his... shepherd.
Dr. Stevens, you should be a little embarrassed.
- I am. - Good.
Oh, this is the CCU, there are no trees allowed in the CCU.
I know, but it's never really been enforced, so...
How's he doing?
Surgery went smoothly, but it's too soon to tell.
He's really a good boy. You just met him at a difficult time. He's been down.
I don't know why. But Father Michael will be able to talk to him.
No offense, but your son doesn't seem to be a fan of the holidays.
He doesn't believe in Santa.
Yes, well, a mother's job is to protect her child's innocence.
And this Christmas could be his last time, so...
That's what you said last year, and the year before that.
Oh, my baby, you're awake.
You look great.
My big strong boy.
Santa brought you back to me.
- What are you doing? - Sorry, CCU regulations.
- [Meredith] Are we using mesh? - Yes, the conjoined tendon is...
[Bailey groans]
Dr. Bailey?
Just wouldn't want to throw up in the body cavity.
- [Nurse] Dr. Bailey, are you all right? - Oh, no.
- [Meredith] Do you need... - Just... I need a minute, Grey.
[Sighs] When you operate, the rest of the world goes away.
Hunger, thirst, pain: You don't feel it in the OR.
But it's not that way when you're sharing your body with another person.
OK. All right.
[Bailey] Do you have a retractor?
[Meredith] Sure you don't want me to find someone to take over?
What I want you to find me is a strawberry milk shake, extra-thick.
- Seriously? - Yeah.
Nausea. Comes with the hunger, Grey. Go.
My throat, it's like, wicked sore, yo.
Plus, I got all these sick break outs, right?
Dude, seriously.
All right, all right! Sit down, sit down.
Open up your mouth, I'd like to inspect your tonsils.
[George] Aaaa!
What's wrong with you? Are you sick?
Fake sick.
I failed my practical board exam. O'Malley's helping me study.
- You failed your... You're helping him? - Just to study. Nothing else.
- Izzie... - Don't say my name!
And you are unbelievable!
I was doing mono, the fever and glands thing.
The acne was just the teenager thing. Izzie, would you wait?
I say I like the guy, and you can't stop hating him.
Then as soon as he screws me over, you're his new best friend.
He failed his boards. This is important.
- He cheated on me. - Busted?
- Yeah, I'm busted. - His exam is tomorrow.
You're in on this too?
- He cheated on me! God! - Told you she'd find out.
- Of course you're in on this. - She let him touch her boobs!
He cheated on me with George's skanky syph nurse!
- That is just plain rude! - We know he cheated on you!
That's why we let you turn the living room into Santa's Village.
- What? - We're not big on holidays.
You know that. We're being supportive because you're having a hard time.
But right now, Alex, he's having a harder time.
Why does everybody care what kind of time Alex is having?
Because he's dirty Uncle Sal.
- Sorry? Huh? - You lost me.
Dirty Uncle Sal, who embarrasses everyone at family reunions
and who can't be left alone with the teenage girls
but you invite him to the picnic anyway.
- What? - Still lost.
I have a mother who doesn't recognize me.
As far as family goes, this hospital, you guys are it.
So, I know you're pissed at Alex,
but maybe you could try to help him anyway.
Sort of like in the spirit of this holiday
you keep shoving down everybody's throats.
- You... - What?
- "Boob?" - [woman on PA] Dr. Scott to cath lab.
[Beeping]
Somebody get in here. Doctor! Now!
Do something.
[George] Deep breaths.
We're taking you to surgery. Prep her now.
- It's about time. - Sorry, I got sidetracked.
Nadia Shelton's ulcer perforated.
She's vomiting blood by the pint.
Is the chief back?
- I haven't seen him. - No.
All right, both of you, scrub in. I'm gonna need all the help I can get.
[Derek] Well, there it is. Left side of his frontal lobe.
- Why didn't we see that before? - Intracerebral bleeds
- can have a delayed presentation. - Right. You wanna get him out of there?
Just prep an OR. I'm gonna talk to his wife.
Dr. Stevens.
Nice talking to you.
Think she'll ever talk to me again?
Am I invisible? I'm feeling strangely invisible.
- Also inaudible. - What?
Another surgery? So, I guess dinner-shopping is out?
Yeah. It's not gonna happen tonight. Sorry.
You're not. I'm trying to figure out why you're not.
- It's Christmas, Derek. - Yeah, I know.
It's our season. What is going on? Are you mad? Depressed? What?
No. Mr. Epstein here is depressed.
He's bleeding from his frontal lobe.
Everything's fine, we're fine, Addie. I'll see you at home. OK?
[& Holidays On Ice: Here Comes Your Ride]
[Derek] You need a second surgery, Mr. Epstein.
The frontal lobe is difficult.
We may be able to improve things,
but you should be prepared for the possibility that things could get worse.
That's great.
That's just great.
I'm so glad we came to this hospital so I could be treated by a bunch of quacks
who don't know their asses from the inside of my skull.
Can I talk to you?
This isn't my husband. This is not my husband.
He doesn't speak to me, or anyone, this way.
I know this is difficult,
but the important thing right now is that we stop the bleeding.
He's the love of my life.
And I know that you have a lot of other patients
and you do a lot of other surgeries.
But he's the love of my life.
I just... I just need your word that you will treat this change
in my husband's personality as seriously as you would a fatal cancer.
Because that's the way this feels to me and to my kids.
[Sobs] We were happy. We were a happy family.
It just... If you could just fix it.
Just fix it.
Mrs. Epstein, I'm gonna do everything in my power, all right?
OK?
[Justin] I didn't want it.
I already got one new heart, I didn't deserve another one.
[Man] Justin, you don't have to feel guilty about having a new heart.
God wants you to live. That's why He sent you the heart.
I'm not stupid. God didn't send me the heart.
- There's no such thing as God. - [Mother] Justin!
[Man] Marion. Marion, it's all right.
The heart I have now, my mom told me the heart came from Santa.
I thought elves made it in their factory or whatever.
- But that's not true, is it? - No, it isn't.
Yeah. Because I heard the nurses talking.
Where it really came from is some other kid.
Some other kid had to die so I could live.
Justin.
Baby.
And then I outgrew that kid's heart.
So, for the last two years,
my mom has been praying that another kid would die for me.
That's what you pray for all the time.
Isn't it, Mom?
That's what she prayed for, Father.
- How does God feel about that? - Justin...
- [beeping] - Justin...
[mother] Justin, baby. Wake up, Justin.
- [Continuous beeping] - Nurse!
- Oh, please, no, no... - Move, please.
- Code blue! Just stay back. - Justin!
Justin, baby, I'm right here. I love you.
Please, just shut her up.
He's in V-Fib. Charge the paddles to 100.
- Charge. - Clear.
Clear.
[Justin coughs]
Can you get him back on the list? If it's a bad heart...
- It's not a bad heart. - Can you get him back on the list?
He's waited two years for this heart.
He has to fight for it, decide he wants to live.
Medically speaking, is there anything we haven't done?
The way you're feeling right now,
it's why I have to believe in something bigger than me.
Because if I didn't, that powerlessness would eat me alive.
[Sighs]
- [Derek] Drill, please. - [Lzzie] Any danger with two
- craniotomies in one day? - No more than with one.
- [Derek] Is there any music? - [Lzzie] Any requests?
Christmas carols... or Hanukkah.
Is there such a thing as Hanukkah carols?
The brain is a mysterious thing, Dr. Stevens.
You never know what may penetrate the psyche.
[& The Leevees: Latke Clan]
- [George] Look! - [Meredith] Kissing ulcers.
[Meredith] One's perfed, the other one's bleeding.
[George] Two ulcers. I'm not surprised, with that family.
I should have thrown them out. Why didn't I?
That's what I should have done.
[Bailey] Stop whining, O'Malley. You had your chance, you didn't take it.
Right. Sorry.
- [Bailey] Do not kick me. - [George] Excuse me?
Are you kicking me under the table, O'Malley?
No!
Then clearly, I wasn't talking to you.
[Bailey groans]
You cannot kick me while I am doing my job.
Thank you.
Wake up.
No wonder you failed. Do you expect to learn this stuff by osmosis?
What are you doing here?
[Sighs] I'm a farmer, OK? I've been drooling, puking, and crapping my pants.
You came here to help me study?
Well, I'm not actually crapping my pants now, am I?
Why would you want to help me after what I did?
Because it's what Jesus would freaking do!
[& Catie Curtis: Lo, How A Rose E'er Blooming]
You know, I don't believe in Santa either, Justin.
Or God.
I believe in medicine.
And it's a medical miracle you're alive.
With the heart you had, you should have died two weeks after you were born.
Except some surgeon figured out a way to give you someone else's heart,
which is so much cooler than Santa.
So, I'm just saying...
I think you should decide to live.
Live so you can become a doctor and you can find a way to do heart transplants
without someone having to die.
Or, you know, live so you can grow up and have kids.
And you know what? Raise them not to believe in Santa.
Man, that would piss your mom off.
Just decide to live.
Because in your case, dying really isn't the best revenge.
- How is she? - She gonna be all right?
She lost a lot of blood, but we were able to replace it and repair the tear.
She's going to require several days' observation,
- but she should have a full recovery. - Thank God.
"Thank God" is right, because we're certainly not going to thank you.
We should sue you for all you're worth.
We sat here and sat here and sat here...
- You wanna help me out? - Really?
You got your second chance, just don't screw it up.
...three whole days for her operation.
I should sue you and this whole damned hospital!
OK, yeah. You could sue us,
or you could consider the possibility of just shutting the hell up.
- What did you say to me? Did you hear? - I heard him.
- You can't talk to her like that. - Where is my daughter?
- I'd like to see her. - Well, you can't.
I am her doctor, she is my patient this is a hospital,
the kind of place where people generally need peace and quiet.
So, no. Right now, you can't see her.
I'm not saying this because you threatened to sue Dr. Bailey
who spent hours saving your daughter's life, saving your wife's life.
I'm saying this because she is my patient,
and she is in the recovery wing of this hospital trying to recover.
And visiting hours are over.
So, good night.
And merry Christmas.
Interns. Too emotional.
Apologies.
Uh... Is the nausea constant or intermittent?
Constant.
When...
When did it first start?
After I worked in the fields all day.
Do you have any allergies you're aware of?
No.
Izzie...
I never wanted to hurt you.
You didn't hurt me. I don't even know you. I'm a farmer.
- You're still the patient? - What does it look like?
It's organophosphates.
Pesticide poisoning.
Crying's a symptom. That's it, right?
Right.
[& Sixpence None The Richer: It Came Upon A Midnight Clear]
Hey.
- Hey. - You OK?
- You look... - Yeah, yeah.
- You know. Holidays. - Yeah.
I do know.
- Merry Christmas. - Merry Christmas.
[Door bell]
- Hey. - Merry Christmas, Joe.
Merry Christmas. Double scotch, single malt.
You're a good man.
[Addison] Hey, Dr. Shepherd.
Dr. Shepherd.
So, how's Mr. Epstein's frontal lobe?
He woke up smiling.
- Congratulations. - Thank you.
What are you drinking?
- It's hot buttered rum. It's delicious. - It's Dickensian.
No. Well, yeah. It is Christmas.
Christmas, Derek. We love Christmas.
At least we used to.
Yeah. Christmas makes you want to be with the people you love.
I'm not saying this to hurt you
or because I want to leave you, because I don't.
Meredith wasn't a fling.
She wasn't revenge.
I fell in love with her.
That doesn't go away because I decided to stay with you.
[Meredith] There's an old proverb that says you can't choose your family.
You take what the fates hand you.
And like them or not, love them or not,
understand them or not...
Justin took a turn. His fever's down and his BP's up.
I wonder what got through to him.
I don't know.
...you cope.
Pretty.
Yeah.
Then there's the school of thought that says the family you're born into
is simply a starting point.
What are we doing?
Lights.
They feed you and clothe you and take care of you
until you're ready to go into the world...
[dog barks]
And find your tribe.
[Dog barks]