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Father.
"Am I a good boy?" He said that all the time.
He thinks he was abandoned because he wasn't a good boy.
You haven't forgotten, have you? You said it yourself; to consider you dead.
I happen to be in the area because of a science lecture. Can we talk?
I can't.
You should know how busy Lifesaving is.
How long do you plan to continue with it?
- Come back here and decide on your specialization.
- I liked the old you.
What about now?
You don't come into contact with any patients, instead you're running about for meetings and lectures.
The present you is not a doctor!
It really wasn't suicide?
It was an accident.
It's enough.
I'll ask him.
Transmit to both ears at 100 decibels. Set it to play 2000 times.
Okay.
(Clinical brain-dead checklist)
Setting complete.
Start the ABR process.
Starting.
Speaking the truth is difficult.
People
hide it for various reasons.
As I said, your father is also worried
- about you.
- I don't want to talk about that anymore.
Sorry, I'm hanging up, Mom.
(Post-Fellowship - Career Questionnaire)
And
the more you try to hide it,
the more others try to open that door...
(Aizawa Seiji)
...without knowing
what is waiting for them there.
Mom worked at a university?
Yeah.
She was a researcher.
She was brilliant, unlike me.
How did she die?
Was it suicide?
Natsumi...
Your mother
liked looking at the clouds.
Clouds?
Yeah.
The clouds in the sky.
She'd often climb the water tower of the apartment and look at the clouds.
She was a person who had that childish side to her.
However,
the fencing to the water tower was old and fragile.
When she leaned on it,
she fell off.
It was
an accident.
That's what really happened?
Yeah.
But...
Had you not divorced her,
and left the house at that time?
Yes, but I still know it.
The fence gave in.
I know it.
Shall we go to a café?
I didn't come to drink tea with you.
Excuse me.
You're all grown up.
So...?
It was an accident,
right?
Yes.
- Do you want some tea?
- All lies.
Do you lie to family?
Patient information, please.
This is West Funabashi Fire Department.
Naito Taeko-san, 51 years. She's vomiting large quantities of blood.
Pulse, 120. Blood pressure, 76/50. Respiration rate, 24 times.
Was it an accident? Is she injured anywhere?
We're unsure.
Judging by her appearance, there are no external wounds.
That's the kid that was hit by the bike, huh.
Diagnosis of clinical brain-death complete.
He's brain dead.
Take care of it.
What?
You're explaining brain death and getting a DNR order signed.
Excuse me.
Visiting hours are over.
Oh.
Okay.
I'll come again, okay?
By the way, how did the threesome meeting with Nickson go?
I told him flatly, "Get out! Go home!"
What? Then...
Case closed.
Really? Don't hide anything, brother.
Who's the brother ?
What are you all enthusiastic about?
Wonder if it's true...
From the Lifesaving Center,
I'd like to see Dr. Tadokoro, please.
What's your name?
It's Shiraishi.
Just a moment, please.
Prepare the vasopressin. Is the blood transfusion ready?
I'm on it.
Variceal rupture?
- Highly probable.
- Applying EVL.
Okay.
Looks like this patient went to our Dept. of Digestive Organs last month.
What for?
Liver cancer, stage 4. After the diagnosis, she stopped coming.
Stopped coming?
A terminal cancer?
- There's nothing they can do, so they asked us to take care of her.
- Isn't it the same here, too?
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Excuse me.
This...
He can hear it, right?
Tsubasa.
Right, Doctor?
Among the five senses,
hearing is the one that remains till the end.
It's the brainstem that responds to auditory impulses.
In short, we made the most important part of the brain listen to sounds
and checked if there was a reaction or not.
Tsubasa-kun
had no reaction.
What does that mean?
It means
he can't hear anything.
What?
Are you saying that letting him listen to this
is pointless?
In conformity with regulation, his brain death diagnosis was made.
All the data
indicates he's brain dead.
- Tsubasa-kun is...
- Are you saying it's pointless?!
But...
But his heart is still beating, isn't it?
Blood vomiting is caused by the liver cancer.
Yeah.
Yet you stayed at home without being hospitalized?
I'm running a snacks bar.
It's called "Amour."
What about your family?
One son in high school.
What does your son say about your illness?
My son?
- I haven't told him.
- He doesn't know?
Yes, because he has his exams now.
So I don't want him to worry uselessly.
But...
Unlike me
he's really smart!
Was it called "nationwide mock exams"?
He came in ninth in that!
Ninth in the whole country!
But he said he doesn't want to go to Todai, but Kyodai.
[Note: Todai = Tokyo University; Kyodai = Kyoto University]
Said the science course there is better.
I don't understand what my smart son thinks about.
If you don't have any other relatives, we can't keep quiet about this.
No!
If you tell, I'll sue!
I'm fine.
I won't die so easily.
Your son is here.
Yoshi-kun!
Pajamas, change of clothes, and toilet set.
You'll be hospitalized for a while, right?
Thank you.
My son, Yoshio.
He's quite sensitive.
Isn't he a fine man? Just like me!
Kidding.
I'm totally fine.
They just exaggerate here.
If something's missing tell me now. I'll buy it at the shop downstairs.
You!
Don't you have an exam today? Will you be okay?
It's over.
Oh.
Today's was for the backup university.
You scared me!
I wonder if that mother understands.
What should we do?
After she dies, it will probably be problematic.
Even if she threatens us, we'll just have to make her tell him herself.
Excuse me.
He came just now for a visit.
(Post-Fellowship - Career Questionnaire)
Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, huh.
Oh! How's it going with Tsubasa-kun in ICU?
Did you explain brain death to his mother?
I did, but it looks like she still can't understand.
It's understandable, in that situation. She's divorced, right?
Yeah. Oh!
What? Post-graduation course?
I'm not sure what to choose. Did you decide?
Not yet. What sort of doctor do you want to become?
Me?
If it comes down to it,
- super doctor!
- You'd better worry about graduating first.
Oh! What about you?
That snack-lady. She didn't even tell her son, right?
It's Naito-san.
That high schooler was studying single-mindedly in the waiting hall.
She's his only relative, right?
How can he be so nonchalant about it?
He's just frantic about what he's doing.
Both of them are.
The Cardiovascular Surgical Dept. at Toto University.
[Note: Totodai - fictional school, same image as Todai]
What?
After graduating from the Fellowship, you're going to Toto University.
He's saying this for your sake.
Wait a minute.
Did you come all the way here to say that?
Yes.
That's ridiculous, Dad.
Why are you deciding on your own without asking me?
I'll decide my course on my own.
I'm not a kid anymore.
- I'm worried about you...
- You've really changed.
You weren't like this before.
You are worried?
You just want me to do as you like.
Why don't you be honest?
It's not like that.
Sorry, I caused a ruckus.
Don't worry about it.
Excuse me.
I was surprised.
It's the first time I've seen her get so emotional.
That's love
for her father.
In the past
I was her hero.
She's grown up.
I'll be leaving then.
Shiraishi.
Will we
meet again?
The cause of her blood vomiting is due to the rupture of a lump in a vein.
Really?
Aren't you worried?
Well...
If she eats and drinks that much, her body is bound to break down.
But she's running a snack bar, right?
Isn't it because of it that you can go to school?
She's proud of me.
It's a give-and-take situation.
You want to go to med school?
Yes. Trying to.
Does your mom know?
My mom is stupid.
As long as she can boast, anything is good.
Besides,
she's been nothing but lies since long ago.
Lies?
Saying she's going with a friend on a trip.
Always guys.
In the end, financing them, getting into debt, being dumped, getting desperate.
And then repeating it all over again.
I'm sorry, but it's the worst kind of life.
I'll never become like that.
Besides,
I've gotten used to her lies.
If we divide that equally between us,
it's quite a good relationship.
Yoshikawa-san in 2A, watch her breathing.
Okay.
Until lunchtime, she's in this waiting hall.
Until 3, she's in the shop downstairs.
At 4, she comes here again.
The three one-hour intervals between visiting hours each day,
that's how she's been spending them.
That Hiyama is mostly doing night duty.
Ever since that kid was brought here.
It's a waste.
It's okay.
She's learning different things doing that.
She's steadily growing, one step at a time.
She's putting too much into single patients.
She has to learn to distance herself.
- I don't think that's a bad thing.
- What?
Why should she be responsible for every patient?
Sadness
should be taken over by the family.
Do we have to be doctors 24 hours a day?
Can we not have some time to forget about our work?
Are you saying she's like me?
Yes. Totally.
Don't worry.
She's not weak.
Not like us.
I've asked Sachiko-san about it.
Please take care of it.
- Let's see, next is...
- Still not done?
Oh...
Ah, I guess it's okay.
Lend it to me again, okay?
We were only just able to finally control the hemorrhage.
Please don't leave your bed.
Smoking is out of the question.
Yes, sorry. It's just that I felt a little better.
Do you understand your current condition?
I do. Just quit badgering me.
Did you talk to your son?
As I said, that...
Just tell him as soon as possible, please.
I know that already.
But you know,
at least in the end, I don't want to be a burden to him.
What?
Until now
I've bothered him quite a bit.
I don't want to be a hindrance.
He's got his exams now, after all.
See, I'm stupid, so this is how I am.
But he's my only pride.
Naito-san! Naito-san!
Get a stretcher!
Varix re-bleeding. Hurry.
Prepare endoscope, ASAP.
What is it?
Don't tell...
...Y-Yoshio.
D-Don't tell him.
Please.
His nails have grown.
I'll cut them.
Give me the nail clipper.
How are you feeling?
Naito-san.
I understand that you're thinking about your son.
That you don't want to burden him.
Therefore,
I'll tell you frankly.
Your cancer
has occupied most of your liver and is spreading.
If you get liver failure, you might get impaired awareness.
You might not be able to recognize your son anymore.
If you don't tell him the truth now,
at this rate...
...you might not be able to see him again.
Are you okay with that?
I'm sorry.
I have an entrance exam tomorrow, so I have to go to Kyoto today.
I'm leaving in about 30 minutes, so could you please make it quick?
Alright.
I'll go straight to the point.
Your mother's stomach ulcer is a lie.
She has liver cancer.
It's the last stage of her liver cirrhosis, which is causing continuous rupture of the varix.
She doesn't have long.
It's as you say,
families likely do tell lies.
If you trust in them,
you end up getting hurt a lot.
That's why you close your heart,
thus protecting yourself.
But now is not the time to be saying such things.
You two have to talk.
I already know.
I've always watched her closely.
That it's not just a stomach ulcer,
I could figure out that much.
But
she herself is trying to hide it.
Then pretending to believe her
is better, isn't it?
That's what I've
always done,
ever since I was little.
"If you're going to lie, be better at it."
I always thought so, ever since I was little.
She's really stupid.
I see.
How much
longer does she have left?
Two months at most.
It's highly probable she will pass away in her current state.
I'm sorry.
I thought
I'd do something for him, too.
Thank you,
Doctor.
You're welcome.
About yesterday.
I'm sorry I was out of it.
Will Tsubasa
really never open his eyes again?
Ten days ago
when he was transported,
Tsubasa-kun had several wounds.
Yes.
Cerebral contusion,
cardiac rupture,
renal injuries,
open fractures on the lower leg.
The brain surgeon performed a cerebral decompression,
the heart surgeon
stitched the ruptured heart,
and emergency physicians
stopped the intra-abdominal hemorrhage.
In three days
12 doctors have taken part in his treatment.
In total, it was an 11-hour operation.
They all
put all their efforts in it.
The result is,
they lost.
I'm sorry for our incompetence.
His clinical brain death was diagnosed
carefully together with this hospital's Brain Surgery Department.
The result of that
was confirmation of his brain death.
His heart is pumping thanks to medicine, but
he's not actually living.
In a few hours
that medicine will lose its effect as well.
Tsubasa-kun
has given it all he's got.
Yeah.
You did your best, didn't you, Tsubasa?
Thank you.
It's bye-bye now, isn't it?
What would you like to do?
I want to hold him.
I want to hold him tight
in my arms.
The vasopressor is running out.
Should I add to it?
Please, hold him.
Thank you for doing your best.
I'm sorry.
Mom
couldn't protect you.
I'm sorry.
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Yoshi-kun.
I'm sorry,
now that you're busy with exams,
for this to happen.
I'm sorry.
You know,
they say it's worsened a bit,
the stomach ulcer.
I'm sorry.
But they said it's no big deal.
So,
hurry and go sit for your exams.
I'll get better in no time,
while you're taking your exam.
Go on.
You won't make it in time.
Hurry.
I see.
Alright.
I'll go then.
Yeah.
I leave it to you.
Give it your best.
I...
...am praying for you.
What are you saying?
It's going to be a piece of cake.
Really?
Results will be announced
in one month.
You can
boast again then.
I'll be looking forward to it.
For the entrance ceremony in April as well,
I'll call you.
Really?
I have to buy something to wear.
And then,
six years after that, I'll become a doctor.
When that happens,
you can boast again.
Are you going to become a doctor?
That makes me happy.
When I come back to Tokyo,
I'll open my own practice.
Right close to the shop.
Then,
you can boast for ever.
That would be really nice.
Not "would,"
but "will."
You know I'm smart, don't you?
The shop customers,
I'll examine all of them
for free.
I'm proud of you.
Always.
I'll always make you proud of me.
From now on,
always.
So,
live!
Until I come back,
stay alive!
Keep it, every once in a while,
your promise.
Yeah.
Keep it,
every once in a while.
Yep. I'll try my best.
Mom!
I...
...couldn't be there in the end.
You gave her the chance to bid farewell.
I think that enough
gives meaning to your job, Dr. Hiyama.
I guess so.
(Post-Fellowship - Career Questionnaire)
Her son,
I hope he passes.
To think that high schooler made me realize it.
That there's a reason
behind secrets.
Maybe.
Stupid.
That's what I was.
Me too.
Maybe I was wrong, too.
Hold it right.
It's not my job.
What are you gazing at?
She
doesn't answer, no matter what I ask.
What?
Even though she said she'd listen to whatever I wanted to talk about.
She's hiding it.
The wide wound that opened right here.
Then, leave it like that.
Doing that...
There's a reason why she does that.
Come on, let's go!
Oh, yes.
So we'll divide costs in half.
Yep. I'll photocopy this later, then.
Please do.
Later.
(Wedding Ceremony Cancellation Agreement)
Cancel?!
Are you canceling the ceremony hall?
Yes.
See,
I told you, didn't I?
This settles it.
The one that was told to go home was him?
I'm not hurt at all.
Not at all!
Sorry for the wait. We will fill it out.
- Yes.
- I didn't bring it today.
That's fine.
Please go to reception on the 4th floor.
Okay.
I didn't bring it today.
That's fine.
Okay.
Excuse me.
Yes.
Is Dr. Aizawa in today?
Excuse me.
Are you Dr. Aizawa's father?
Uhm, well...
Sorry, I mistook you for someone else.
- No, that's not it.
- So you are.
I'll go call him.
Ah, no.
It's fine.
I'll come again.
Please wait.
You came to tell him something, right?
Dr. Aizawa doesn't usually say much.
But, when there's something that needs to be said, he says it.
You're the father
of that Dr. Aizawa, right?
He
resembles his mother.
Well,
I'm sorry to ask you a favor when we just met.
Sure.
This.
Could you please give it to him?
(Aizawa Seiji-sama)
Okay.
(Kirihara Natsumi)
This date...
What?
No, never mind.
Thank you.
Oh, excuse me.
Yes?
Is Nogami Naomi here?
Oh, you're Tsubasa-kun's...
I'm Naomi's older brother.
(85th Japan Cardiac Internal Medicine Conference)
From the Intracardiac Department of Meihou Medical School,
Professor Shiraishi Hirofumi.
Welcome!
Seiji-sama:
It's been a long time.
How are you?
The sudden matter this time
will cause great trouble to you, too.
I am truly sorry for that.
But,
there was no other option.
Thank you for your attention.
Wait a minute.
What's the meaning of what you just told me?
Removing the breathing equipment without permission?
Did they explain it to you? Did you sign a consent letter?
No.
You didn't even sign?
I'll ask a lawyer I know.
What?
Just do as I say!
You
should just go to cardiology at Toto University.
Dad...
It's impossible, just as I thought.
I can't let it go
with you hating me.
My biopsy results.
The only thing I can say
is that it's not Kosaku's fault.
Right now, it's just
that the both of us, inexperienced,
had a child.
That
only
makes me feel guilty.
I didn't know
when I'd withdraw myself from the foremost line of treatment.
Instead of that happening and causing trouble to my patients,
I chose to train the juniors.
Lectures are one part of it.
Poorly differentiated gland cancer.
TTF-1 positive.
It's stage 4 of lung cancer.
When lung cancer is discovered, two out of three cases are inoperable.
Statistics
don't lie.
I too,
in my own way,
am trying to be a doctor till the very end.
Please understand.
Dear persons hide the truth.
That is,
trying not to hurt their partners,
is a form of love.
Nonetheless, people
try to expose those secrets.
This is medical malpractice.
And then,
they regret it.
Why didn't they
just keep quiet?
Her suicide...
...was my fault?
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