1986年 玛丽·科尔文开始了她的战地记者生涯 辗转于伊拉克 阿富汗和叙利亚的每个主要战场
霍姆斯 叙利亚
最后一个问题 Last question.
五十年后 某个年轻人会将这张盘取出来 Fifty years from now, some youngster's gonna pull this disc out of a box
或许会对成为一个战地记者评头论足 and maybe make a judgment about becoming a journalist.
那么你会想让那个年轻人了解关于玛丽·科尔文 What would you want that youngster to know about Marie Colvin
和作为战地记者的什么事呢 and about being a war correspondent?
这是个很难回答的问题 Very difficult question.
就好像 呃 撰写你自己的讣告 It's like writing, uh, your own obituary.
若要我回首往昔 我会说 我在乎到 I suppose to look back at it and say, you know, I cared enough
先去那些地方 然后再写一些 to go to these places and write, in some way,
在某种程度上也能让别人同我当时一样在乎的 something that would make someone else care as much about it
新闻报道 as I did at the time.
有部分原因是你永远无法到达你要去的地方 Part of it is you're never gonna get to where you're going
如果你向恐惧低头的话 if you acknowledge fear.
我认为恐惧会在事情结束后再出现 I think fear comes later, when it's all over.
私人战争
伦敦 英国 2001
去霍姆斯前十一年
-你卡住了吗 -是的 - Are you stuck? - Yeah.
我在纠结结尾怎么写 Struggling with the end.
英雄总会抱得美人归 The hero always gets the girl.
这本书是写海战的 It's a book about naval warfare,
但我还是会记下你说的 but I will keep that in mind.
我们真应该复婚 We should get married again.
上次结婚可没什么好结果 不是吗 It didn't work so well last time, did it?
我们可以出海 We can go sailing.
我想去安提瓜岛 那很漂亮 I was looking at Antigua. It's beautiful.
我想再尝试要个孩子 I wanna try for a baby again.
我认为这不是个好主意 I don't think that's a good idea.
为什么啊 Why not?
我们试过了 We tried.
你已不再是壮年了 You're not 35 anymore.
-佐伊 -啊 - Zoe? - Yeah.
-西蒙在巴勒斯坦吗 -没有 - Is Simon in Palestine? - No.
噢 天哪 每日电讯报社的人已经到那了 Oh, for fuck's sake. The Telegraph are already there.
我们会丢掉关于阿拉法特的独家新闻的 We're gonna lose the scoop on Arafat.
巴勒斯坦解放运动领袖 巴勒斯坦领导人 巴勒斯坦解放组织主席及法塔赫领导人
此处的新闻应该是指[2001年12月3日 在发生一系列巴勒斯坦人 针对以色列人的自杀式袭击后 阿拉法特被以军软禁在拉姆安拉的官邸内]
还有谁可以去 Who else could go?
噢 见鬼 Oh, shit.
蓝屏死机了 Blue screen of death.
蓝屏死机(Blue Screen of Death 简称BSOD) 是微软的Windows系列操作系统在无法从一个 系统错误中恢复过来时为保护电脑数据文件 不被破坏而强制显示的屏幕图像
让我来吧 Let me, um...
你只用按下ctrl alt和delete You just control, alt and then delete,
然后按住不动 过个三四秒 and then you just hold it down for, like, three or four seconds.
就行了 There you go.
谢谢 你是新来的吗 Thanks. Are you new?
是的 我是凯特·理查德森 Yeah, I am. I'm Kate Richardson.
上周刚调到驻外记者组 Just started on the foreign desk last week.
-噢 好啊 我是玛丽·科尔文 -嗯 我知道你是谁 - Oh, great. Marie Colvin. - Yeah, I know who you are.
我是你的超级粉丝 我想听听你的建议 I'm your biggest fan. I'd love to pick your brain sometime.
这个嘛 Well...
我的第一条建议 My first word of advice
不要对他言听计从 is don't do anything he tries to get you to do.
谁? Who?
嗨 玛丽 我要你去巴勒斯坦 而不是斯里兰卡 Hey, Marie. I need you in Palestine, not Sri Lanka.
肖恩 斯里兰卡有一场谁都没报道过的战争 Sean, there is an unreported war there.
是的 因为斯里兰卡已经禁止记者报道了六年多 Yes, because journalists have been banned for more than six years.
我不能让你去 I can't let you go.
成千上万的孩子在挨饿 Thousands of starving children.
如果当地政府抓住了你 他们会把你杀了 If the government catches you, they'll kill you.
听着 我约了一位泰米尔猛虎组织领袖要采访 Look, I have an interview with a Tamil rebel leader.
是斯里兰卡以北泰米尔族的民族主义武装组织 1976年成立 为建立一个在斯里兰卡东部和北部的独立的泰米尔国家 并持续与斯里兰卡政府进行武装斗争
巴勒斯坦你找别人 Find someone else.
星期日泰晤士报
我要去斯里兰卡 Sri Lanka.
瓦尼 斯里兰卡
背景简介:斯里兰卡内战从1983年7月23日开始 2009年5月18日宣布结束 交战双方主要是斯里兰卡政府和泰米尔伊拉姆猛虎解放组织 交战双方曾经在2001年12月停火
当地政府拒绝让联合国援助通过他们的围攻线 The government refuses to let UN aid through their siege lines.
政府现在矢口否认对瓦尼实施了禁运 Well, the government's denying there's an embargo on the Vanni.
政府在撒谎 The government lies.
科尔文小姐 你因坚持真实报道而出名 You have a reputation for speaking honestly, Miss Colvin.
人们相信你 People listen to you.
你一定要让全世界知道 You must let the world know
泰米尔猛虎组织愿意得到政治解决 the Tamil Tigers are willing for a political settlement.
我们只要求权利平等 We only demand equal rights.
听着 这样就回到英国殖民统治那一套了 Look, that all goes back to British colonial rule.
我改变不了它 无论如何 这不是我来这里的理由 I can't fix that. Anyway, that's not why I'm here.
那你是要报道什么呢 Then what will you write about?
这里的人要么填不饱肚子 Half of the people living here are starving,
要么生病了得不到治疗 and the other half are sick.
当然了 政府的确对援助实行了封锁 Sure, the government is blockading aid,
但那为数不多能通过封锁线的救援物资又被你们自己人偷了 but what little gets through is stolen by your own Tiger army.
这里有很多人正在死去 外界却一无所知 There are people dying here and nobody knows it's happening.
在战争地区 父母们在不知道 In war zones, parents go to bed at night
自己的孩子是否能看到明天的太阳中睡去 not knowing if their children will see the morning.
这是一种我从未感受过的恐惧 That is a measure of fear that I can never feel.
但当你在报道一场战争时 But when you're covering a war,
你必须要到你可能会死去 you have to go to places where you could be killed,
或有人正在死去的地方去 or where others are being killed...
到那边去 Go there.
不管你内心有多恐惧 你都要不断深入 ...and put one foot in front of the other, no matter how afraid you are,
去将那里的灾难记录下来 to make that suffering part of the record.
安全吗 从这里走过去安全吗 Is it safe? Is it safe to walk through?
只有这条路 只有这边 Only this way out. Only this side.
-这是唯一的路吗 -走这边 - Is this the only way out? - This way.
好的 Okay.
玛丽 小心 Marie, be careful.
卧倒 Stay down.
我不是武装士兵 I'm not armed!
记者 美国人 Journalist! American!
把你的手拿开 我看不到了 Get your hands off me. I can't see.
我在哪里 我看不见 Where am I? I can't see.
-把你的手从我身上拿开 我看不见了 -冷静 没事的 - Get your hands off me. I can't see. - Calm down. It's okay.
我在哪 噢 老天 我看不见了 Where am I? Oh, my God. I can't see.
-科尔文小姐 你必须休息 -我要用我的记事本 - You must rest, Miss Colvin. - I need my notebook.
没法 Conc...
塔米尔赛文 Conciliatory words do not come easy to Thamilselvan,
泰米尔猛虎组织的二把手 the second in command of the Tamil Tigers.
他用的拐杖 The walking stick he carries
述说着自从这场血腥的寻求独立的战争开始以来 is a legacy of the three times he was shot in battle
他在战场上三次被子弹击中的传奇 since the beginning of the bloody war for independence.
大卫 开门 David. Door.
我知道了 I've got it.
他一直用如此温柔和关切的眼光看着我 He's looking at me with such tenderness and concern
我快受不了了 然后他说 and I just can't stand it anymore, and he says,
"我们会尽力保住你的眼睛" "We can try to save the eye."
我说 "先关了那个他妈的鲸鱼声" And I said, "Not until you turn off that fucking whale music."
嘿 宝贝 让我来 Hey, babe, let me.
别 不要帮我 你他妈敢帮我 No, don't help me. Don't you dare fucking help me.
好 这是我们能喝的最后一瓶酒 知道吗 All right, this is our last bottle. Get it right.
这个桌上的酒比我自己的藏酒还多 The table has had more wine than I have.
继续 继续 Go on. Go on.
噢 看看这个 Oh, here's one.
"玛丽·科尔文 我们泰米尔人为你这个勇敢的外国记者感到骄傲 "We Tamils are so proud of your brave foreign correspondent, Marie Colvin.
"我们感谢她进入了瓦尼地区 "We appreciate her visit to the Vanni area
把消息带给了外面的世界 "to bring the news to the outside world,
我们祝愿她'早日康复'" "and we wish her, 'Get well soon.'"
斯丁和楚迪也祝你早日康复 Sting and Trudie wish you well, too,
他们还说很多名人也是独眼 and they said there are lots of famous people who are blind in one eye.
美国演员 歌手 音乐家
比如小山米·戴维斯 Um, Sammy Davis Jr.
电台司令乐队的那个男的 The bloke from Radiohead.
指汤姆·约克
-詹姆斯·乔伊斯 -摩西·达扬 - James Joyce. - Moshe Dayan.
爱尔兰意识流作家和诗人
以色列政治家和军事家
摩西·达扬 Moshe Dayan.
噢 他们都带着眼罩 Oh! They all wore eye patches.
带眼罩 多棒的点子 Eye patch. What an amazing idea.
这是我听过最糟糕的主意 That is the worst idea I've ever heard.
-宝贝 -我不是他妈的海盗 - Babe. - I'm not a fucking pirate.
你会看起来很棒的 You'd look great.
你会很性感 You would look so sexy.
-亲爱的 对我来说是这样 -这个绝对可行 - For me, my darling. - This is absolutely happening.
这是艾米 Here's Amy.
你看起来不错 玛丽 你看起来很好 You look great, Marie. You look amazing.
-很高兴见到你 -我也是 我也是 - So good to see you. - You, too. You, too.
恭喜 Congratulations.
我代表报社对你表示衷心的感谢 On behalf of the newspaper, a very large thank you.
玛丽·科尔文
年度驻外记者
英国新闻奖
-嘿 -嗨 - Hey. - Hi.
-我给你再拿点喝的吧 -不 让我来 - Can I get you another drink? - No. Let me.
那我走了 你们两个聊工作吧 I will leave you two to talk shop.
谢谢 Thank you.
-别站在那儿 我看不见你 -我错了 - Don't stand there. I can't see you. - Oh, sorry.
-这样能看见吗 -可以了 - Is that better? - Yeah.
-这是你那最好的一张了? -是的 - Was that the best you had? - Yeah.
-人们都说你很傻 -说的是这照片吗 - People are calling it stupid. - The picture?
不 说你去战场 No, you going in.
在我看来 真正傻的是那则专栏 Well, I think stupid is writing a column
写你昨晚参加的那个晚宴的专栏 about the dinner party you went to last night.
报社会顺着你的意思走 你懂的 不是吗 The paper will do anything you want. You know that, don't you?
任何事吗 Anything?
是啊 你曾是我们驻外记者组的得力干将 Yeah, you were our best asset on the foreign desk.
曾经是? Were?
我不会放弃战地报道的 肖恩 I'm not hanging up my flak jacket, Sean.
很好 我们终于说清了 Good. Glad we got that cleared up.
先生们 女士们 我们的年度驻外记者 Ladies and gentlemen, our Foreign Correspondent of the Year,
因收到《星期日泰晤士报》史上最高的卫星电话账单而被人熟知 known for racking up the largest sat phone bill in Sunday Times history,
我们当下真正的传奇人物 our very own living legend,
玛丽·科尔文 Marie Colvin.
你做过噩梦吗 Do you ever have nightmares?
-什么 -噩梦 - What? - Nightmares.
你从事战地报道的时候 From when you were in the field.
做过 Yeah.
在波斯尼亚 Bosnia.
南斯拉夫中西部一地区
塞尔维亚士兵拎着被砍下的头颅炫耀 Serb soldiers posing with decapitated heads.
他们看起来自得其乐 They seemed very pleased with themselves.
现在偶尔也做 Still have it sometimes.
你本打算什么时候给她打电话 When were you gonna call her?
给谁 Who?
那个女孩 The girl.
我猜你已经拿到她的号码了 I'm guessing you got her number.
谢啦 不用找零了 Thank you. Keep it.
对对 我想起来了 我有她号码 Yeah, yeah, okay, I got her number.
明天再打给她吧 I was gonna call her tomorrow.
或者后天 要不就不打了 我自己也不清楚 Or maybe the day after. Or maybe I wasn't. I don't know.
这就是你给予我的尊重 That's the level of respect you have for me.
别这样 你经常离开我这么长时间去了那么远的地方 Oh, come on, you are constantly leaving me for some faraway place.
即便这样 我还是为了你才一直在这里 Despite that, I've always been here for you.
-我从未要你这么做 -你不该去斯里兰卡 - I never asked you to be. - You shouldn't have gone to Sri Lanka.
我老早就告诉你要住手 I told you to stop all this so long ago,
而你就像是飞蛾扑火 and you are like a moth to a bloody flame.
我说 看看你现在这个样子 I mean, look at you.
你当时那么的漂亮 You were so beautiful.
行 那滚吧 Well, fuck off.
走吧 快滚 继续写你的小说吧 Go on. Fuck off, back to your novels.
把手放开 快点放开 Hey, get your hands off me. Hands off.
伊拉克边境 2003
去霍姆斯前九年
玛丽女士 Miss Mary.
莫拉德 Mourad.
哦 Oh.
-你搭马铃薯卡车来的 -我搭马铃薯卡车来的 - You came in the potato truck! - I came in the potato truck.
-很酷 很棒的眼罩 -哦谢谢 莫拉德 - Nice. Nice eye patch. - Oh, thank you, Mourad.
那么你怎么样？ And how are you?
啊 我毫发无损混到了中午 所以我心怀感恩 Ah, I made it to lunchtime in one piece, so I'm thankful.
该死的 你知道 我们快要迟到了 Shit. You know, we're gonna be late.
我想在我们去费卢杰前去绿区调查点东西 I wanna pick something up in the Green Zone before we go to Fallujah.
绿区是伊拉克首都巴格达中部的一个核心区 曾经是伊拉克政权的总部和阿拉伯复兴社会党的行政中心 该地区最初并不是政府别墅的所在地 但它仍是一些军事基地 政府部门和 萨达姆·侯赛因及他的家人居住的总统府的地点
好的 走吧 走吧 Okay. Yalla. Yalla.
见到你真高兴 玛丽小姐 So good to see you, Miss Mary.
见到你我也很高兴 Am I glad to see you.
然而在这里 While here,
你们被当作是联盟驻伊拉克临时管理当局的客人 you are considered guests of the Coalition Provisional Authority.
是指2003年3月20日伊拉克战争爆发 和以美、英为首的联军推翻伊拉克萨达姆政权后 由美国政府成立暂时履行管理伊拉克国家事务 负责伊拉克重建和人道救援、重建伊拉克政府的临时机构
拒绝履行我们为随军记者制定的 Refusal to cooperate with the rules as we've outlined
相关条例 for embedded reporters
将会导致新闻报道特权被立即撤销 will result in an immediate revocation of press privileges.
你们必须在整个任务期间内都和所在分队呆在一起 You must remain with that unit for the entire duration of the assignment.
天啊 以前我们想去哪就去哪 God, we used to go wherever we wanted.
嘿 诺姆 Hey, Norm.
听上去就好像他们他妈的在给记者们下药 It's like they're drugging the fucking journalists.
-没错 -你们将会被分散进各个分队 - Yeah. - You will be disembedded.
-你怎么撑过来的 -我还是不能目测距离 - How you holding up? - I still can't measure distances.
谁会知道你的左眼如此重要呢？ Who knew your left eye was so important?
-你最近一次睡觉是什么时候 -啊 我不睡觉 - When was the last time you slept? - Ah, I don't sleep.
你要到哪儿去 Where you headed?
老天 你说话应该更含蓄一些的 God, you gotta be more subtle than that.
拜托 看在我在东帝汶为你做了那么多的份上？ Oh, come on. After everything I did for you in East Timor?
-你有什么消息? -东帝汶 当然 我记得你 - What have you got? - East Timor? Sure, I remember you.
与联合国一起踏入夕阳 Riding off into the sunset with the UN.
至少我给你留了个座位 At least I saved you a seat.
-你那时候在东帝汶 -是的 - You were in East Timor? - Yeah.
那时你还在上大学 Back when you were still in college.
啊 我没上过大学 Ah. Never went to college.
天 这次报道完我就他妈不干了 Oh, God. I'm fucking done after this.
哦 诺姆 你可不知道你还能干什么 Oh, Norm, you wouldn't know what else to do.
而且你的余生也不能忍受错过机遇的恐慌 And you couldn't live with the fear of missing out.
好了 电视媒体到这边来 All right, let's have television media head this way,
纸质媒体 到机库后面去 print media, back of the hangar.
那么 欢迎回来 嘿 我们都很想你 Well, welcome back. Hey, we missed you.
在哈姆拉见 诺姆 See you at the Hamra, Norm.
-给我在酒吧留个座 -没问题 - Save me a seat at the bar. - You bet.
我没生气 I'm not getting angry.
你现在不让我做我的工作 You're not letting me do my job.
你叫什么 What's your name?
-保罗 -我是玛丽 - Paul. - I'm Marie.
-我知道 -你是自由记者 - I know. - So, you're freelance?
-一直是 -厉害吗 - Always. - Any good?
最厉害的 The best.
-过来 -什么 现在吗 - Come on. - What, now?
我需要一个摄影师 I need a photographer.
我一直没找到一个我喜欢的 让我们看看你怎么样 I've never found one I like. Let's see how you do.
-现在吗 -是的 - Now? - Yeah.
你难道觉得我会同意那些屁话 恩? You don't think I subscribe to all that bullshit, do you?
-我们要去哪 -费卢杰 - Where are we going? - Fallujah.
-我们不能就这么开车去费卢杰 -为什么不能 - We can't just drive to Fallujah. - Why not?
-因为我们会中弹的 -你害怕了 - Cause we'll be targeted. - Are you scared?
-没有 -那就好 - No. - Good.
费拉斯说他曾亲自驾驶一辆 Feras says he personally drove
满载尸体的卡车前往一个俯瞰哈巴尼亚湖的沙漠营地 a truck full of bodies to a desert camp overlooking Lake Habbaniyah.
听我说 听我说 玛丽 Now, listen to me. Listen, Marie...
1991年 六百人被萨达姆杀害 Six hundred people killed by Saddam in 1991,
他们被埋在巴格达以西六十英里的战壕里 buried in trenches 60 miles west of Baghdad.
如果被美国人抢先的话我们就报道不了这条新闻了 We won't get to it if we're behind the American advance.
-这不可取 -好吧 不可取 - It's not an option. - Well, no.
-我们正在去往费卢杰 -这太危险了 - We're going to Fallujah. - It's too dangerous.
任何地方都危险 Everywhere's too dangerous.
做拉马迪的报道怎么样 萨达姆的人与基地组织合作 What about the Ramadi story, Saddam's men working with Al-Qaeda?
你那条目前还没有消息来源 但相信我百人坑的事 There's no source on that yet, but trust me on the mass grave.
多年来人们一直在寻找这个百人坑 People have been searching for this for years.
好吧 那你们必须发现尸体 Okay, well, then, I need you to find bodies.
发现了我会通知你的 I'll call you when I do.
妈的 Fuck.
玛丽小姐 Miss Mary.
他们不是美国人 They're not American.
他们不是萨达姆的警察就是他的民兵 They're either Saddam's police or his militia.
无论哪方都不会欢迎我们的 They're not gonna want us here either way.
他想知道你们是谁 He wants to know who you are.
长官 我们是救援人员 Sir, we're aid workers.
我们是来帮助哈布尼亚湖的医生们的 We're here to help the doctors in Lake Habbaniyah.
看 我是一名护士 这是"健康"的意思 See? I'm a nurse. This says "health."
"健康" "Health."
他妈的 Fuck me.
那是你的健身卡吗 Was that your gym card?
好吧 下车吧 All right. Here we go.
好好好好好 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
他想知道你的医疗设备在哪里 He wants to know where your medical equipment is.
告诉他们已经运过去了 Tell him it's gone ahead.
转过来 转过来 Turn around. Turn around.
他说什么 What's he saying?
他说我们去的地方不需要医生 He said we don't need doctors where we're going.
快点 Yalla.
走呗 Shall we go?
妈的 Fuck.
我的老天啊 Jesus Christ.
托了你那操蛋的健身卡的福了 Your fucking gym card.
你烟头烫到我了 You burned me with your cigarette.
抱歉 操蛋了 I'm sorry. Fuck me.
他说什么 What's he saying?
他只是在道歉他迟到了 He's just apologizing for being late.
没问题 没问题 感谢您能来 No problem. No problem. Thank you for coming.
我想从那边开始 行吗 I wanna start over there. Is that okay?
悲伤摧垮了我们
我们的兄弟姐妹被埋在土下
我们全家都死完了
这是我兄弟
他在这已经被埋了十二年了
要是你一无所获怎么办 What if you don't find anything?
我今天来这里
是听说这里有百人坑
我父亲已经失踪十三年了
我们来这看看 是否还有遗骸残存
故我们可以为死者祈福
也可体面下葬
还有 我想听听每个老百姓的故事 And I want to know the stories of individual people.
我想讲述他们的故事 她能不能跟我讲讲她父亲的事 I want to tell their stories. Can she tell me about her father?
别他妈碰我 Don't fucking touch me.
保罗 他要你的相机 要你不要拍了 Paul, he wants the camera and wants you to stop.
不行 No.
有几百人都埋在这儿 There are hundreds of people buried here.
玛丽小姐 如果我们不停下 他们就要把我们抓起来 Miss Mary, they're going to arrest us if we don't stop.
问问他 他是站哪一边的 Ask him whose side he's on.
教我怎么用阿拉伯语说 我来跟他说 Tell me in Arabic. I'll tell him.
放尊重点 放尊重点 Have some respect. Have some respect.
真主伟大 Allahu akbar.
联盟部队锁定了巴格达的几个关键位置 ...allied forces targeted key locations in Baghdad,
[2003年伊拉克战争 美国想要推翻萨达姆的复兴党政权]
包括摩苏尔地区北部 the northern Mosul area
还有伊拉克南部 靠近伊拉克和科威特边界的位置 as well as southern Iraq, near the Iraq-Kuwait border.
据美国官员消息称 萨达姆·侯赛因 US officials have told us that Saddam Hussein
还有他最高级别的官员们都在目标之中 and some of his highest-ranking officials are among the targets...
-保罗 你没事儿吧 -我没办法不想那事儿 - Paul, are you okay? - I can't stop thinking about it.
那就再喝一瓶 Get another drink.
-你也来一瓶吗 -工作的时候我不喝酒 - You want one? - Not when I'm working.
我们是不是在宣传一场假战争啊 Are we selling a phony war?
保罗 我们所见到的东西 很假是吗 Paul, what we saw, was it phony?
不是的 No.
"战争对于政府没有那么可怕 "War is not so terrible for governments.
"因为政府不会像老百姓那样受伤或死亡" "For they are not wounded or killed like ordinary people."
今日 在与七旅一同巡逻的时候 While on patrol today with the Seventh Brigade,
战争的面容 玛莎·盖尔霍恩
本书收集了玛莎从西班牙内战到 中美洲当前难题的全球报道 玛莎是负有盛名的战地记者
我们遭遇了来自敌方猛烈的炮火 袭击者为巴格达郊区的叛乱分子 we encountered fierce enemy fire from insurgents on the outskirts of Baghdad.
与此同时 似乎我们的反击十分战略性地... Meanwhile, it seems as though we hit very strategic...
但她在称呼美军为"我们" But she's calling US forces "we."
-别担心 -为什么 - Don't worry about it. - Why not?
因为不重要 Because it doesn't matter.
重要的不是什么型号的飞机刚刚炸了一个村子 It doesn't matter what type of plane just bombed a village.
重要的是这个行动的人力成本 What is important is the human cost of the act.
人和人之间是相互联系的 People connect with people,
所以你要做的就是 发现他们的故事 讲述他们的故事 so you find their stories, tell their stories,
其他的就别管了 forget about the other stuff.
你是说睁一只眼闭一只眼? You mean close your eyes?
-她已经闭了一只眼了 -这不好笑 - She's already got one eye closed. - It's not funny.
谢谢 Thanks.
听着 这只是一份记录历史的草稿 Look, this is the rough draft of history.
你要找到其中的真相 You have to find the truth of it.
要不然 你就帮不上任何忙 If you lose that, you're not helping anybody here.
除了让你自我感觉良好 You're just making yourself feel better.
我要睡了 I'm going to bed.
晚安 凯特 Right. Night, Kate.
睡个好觉 Sleep tight.
滚开 Fuck off.
妈的 Oh, fuck.
保罗 你知道怎么恢复被删除的文件吗 Paul, do you know how to recover a file?
电脑给我 Give it over.
不知道为什么我要给自己添堵 I don't know why I bother.
应该像以前一样录口述 I should just go back to dictation.
-感觉很奇怪 -为什么 - This is weird. - What?
之前我对你一直很敬仰 但这一刻 我正在挽救你的成果 I've always looked up to you, and now here I am,
因为你自己干了蠢事 saving your work from your own folly.
你救回来了吗 Have you saved my work?
等等 Wait.
催我的话我会紧张 I'm not good under pressure.
-好了 -你真他妈是个天才 - Ta-da. - You're a bloody genius.
晚安 玛丽 Night, Marie.
晚安 Night.
尸骨和腐烂的长袍出现在被挖出的泥土中 Bones and decomposed robes emerged amid the dirt of the machine's jaws.
一小块骨盆被掘出 A small pelvis that was unearthed
看起来应该属于一位少年 appeared to have been that of a young teenager.
四肢散落 血肉和泥土碎石混杂在一起 Limbs severed, dirt and rock and flesh torn alike.
你将再也不会忘记人体有多么脆弱 The knowledge of the fragility of the human body never leaves you
一旦你见过 once you've seen...
一旦你见过 Once you've seen
肉体在炽热的金属子弹面前是多么不堪一击 how easily flesh can be rent by hot bits of metal.
一旦你见过 Once you've seen...
妈的 Fuck.
你好 我是玛丽 想留消息请直说 Hey. It's Marie. Leave a message if you want.
不过我基本不听留言 Although I never actually check this.
说实话 就算了吧 It's just as well, to be honest.
我最近不宜报道过多政治新闻 I'm up to my neck in politics
而且我们还需要报道欧元的复苏 and we need to report on the recovery of the euro.
忘了它吧 先报道百人坑 Forget it. Go with the mass grave.
她从巴格达回来后 你还和她说过话吗 Have you actually spoken to her since she got back from Baghdad?
当然说过 Of course I have.
用在星期日报纸的头版新闻也太沉重了 It's pretty grim for a Sunday front page.
没错 这会不会引起争议 会 Yeah. Is it provocative? Yes.
当人们吃着玉米片 看着这些悲惨遭遇的时候 Will it make people choke on their cornflakes
他们会不会突然呛到 会 when they're reading about these poor sods? Yes.
我们他妈的就赢了啊 还报道什么欧元啊 We're onto a bloody winner. Fuck the bloody euro.
听着 我这周末不能去见你了 Listen, I don't think I can come and see you all this weekend.
噢 我真的希望你能见一下克洛伊 Oh, I really want you to see Chloe.
她基本上能走路了 She's almost started walking.
然后我又看到那个女孩了 And I just saw that girl again.
谁 Who?
那个孩子的尸体 我没有办法从我的脑海中抹去 That child's lifeless body. I can't get it out of my head.
-我不能把她从我的脑海中抹去 丽塔 -哪个孩子 玛丽 玛丽? - I can't get her out of my head, Rita. - Which child, Marie? Marie?
那个一直躺在我床上的女孩 The girl who's always on my bed.
噢 继续 滚开 继续 滚开 Oh, go on, fuck off. Go on, fuck off.
天呐 好了 God. Okay.
告诉肖恩他妈的别再给我打电话了 Just tell Sean to stop fucking calling me.
-我想自己呆着 -嗯嗯 好 - I wanna be alone. - Right, okay.
好了 Done.
玛丽 我们现在谈一谈 好吗 Marie, can we talk now, please?
如果你能稳定下船帆的话我们就谈 If you hold the sheet steady.
你逃避这个话题已经逃了几个月了 You have been avoiding this conversation for months.
你有没有觉得你可能得了 你知道的 Do you think you might have, you know,
创伤后精神紧张症呢 post-traumatic stress disorder?
没有 No.
创伤后精神紧张症是士兵才会得的病 PTSD is what soldiers get.
得了吧 我们都知道只是目击了一场车祸都能让你得上这种病 Come on, we both know you can get it from just witnessing a car accident.
我觉得你应该找个人聊聊 I think you need to talk to someone.
-我没疯 丽塔 -我没说你疯了 - I'm not crazy, Rita. - I'm not saying you're crazy.
肖恩根本没胆正面对抗你 Sean doesn't have the balls to stand up to you,
或者是他不想 因为他觉得你很好撩到手 但是 or he doesn't want to because you're his prize pig, but...
你现在状态不太好 You're not well.
我们只是想让你获得帮助 We just want you to get help.
谢谢你让我来拜访和参观 Thanks for letting me come and visit.
如果当你来到这种地方都他妈的没疯的话 If you're not fucking crazy when you come into a place like this,
那你离开的时候一定会疯的 you definitely will be if you get out.
所以这里是你长大的地方吗 So is this where you grew up?
是的 这是长岛的北岸 Yeah, that's the north shore of Long Island.
牡蛎湾 Oyster Bay.
不是一个好玩的地方 Not the ritzy part.
这是谁 你的男朋友吗 Who's this? Your boyfriend?
不是的 这是我父亲 No, that's creepy. That's my dad.
抱歉 Sorry.
玛丽 当坏事发生的时候 你的大脑就会休克 Marie, when bad shit happens, your brain goes into shock.
它 它会把创伤锁在你处理情绪的地方 It... It locks the trauma in the same place you process emotions,
这不是创伤记忆应该存在的地方 which isn't where memories are meant to live.
这就是创伤对你还有影响的原因 That's why it feels so present.
这是你离开军队的原因吗 Is that why you left the army?
不是 我是被军事法庭革除的 No. I was court-martialed.
我为了离开军队 在柜子里种了些大麻 Planted some hashish in my locker to get out.
你花了多久才好转的 How long did it take you to get better?
历日旷久 A long bloody time.
玛丽 你在战场的阅历比许多军人都丰富 Marie, you've seen more war than most soldiers.
你万万不可懈怠 You have to take it seriously.
你想听心理呓语? You want psychobabble?
行 那我说给你听 我... Right, I'll give it to you. I...
我很敬重我父亲 I really looked up to my father.
他去世时我痛不欲生 I was tormented when he died
因为他从来都意识不到我其实也有自己的主见 because he never understood the fact that I might have opinions of my own.
我也爱我母亲 但我老跟她对着干 I love my mother, but I struggle with her
因为我无法容忍在城郊当一个家庭主妇 得过且过 because I can never be the suburban housewife in the safe fucking life.
我过度节食是因为不想胖成猪 I diet fiercely because I don't wanna get fat,
但我也见过世上有许多人在饱受饥饿之苦 but I also have seen so many people in the world go hungry,
所以 我选择当吃货 so I... I like to eat.
我... I, um...
我也想像我姐姐那样 能生下孩子 但我流产了两次 I wanna be a mom, like my sister, but I've had two miscarriages
所以我不得不接受这个事实 我永远当不了母亲 and I have to accept the fact that I might never be that.
我害怕人老珠黄 I fear growing old.
也害怕英年早逝 But then I also fear dying young.
我最喜自斟自饮 借酒消愁 I'm most happy with a vodka martini in my hand,
但是 but I can't
我不能接受自己只能依靠酒精的力量 stand the fact that the chatter in my head won't go quiet
来平息脑海中的恼人之音 until there's a quart of vodka inside me.
我讨厌去战场 I hate being in a war zone.
但我又觉得必须去 But I also feel compelled,
必须亲眼看到真相 compelled to see it for myself.
因为你沉迷其中了 Because you're addicted to it.
没事的 You're all right.
嘿 Hey.
你没事的 You're all right.
抱歉 Sorry.
没关系 It's all right.
人之常情 It's allowed.
你觉得我父亲长得像谁 Who did you say my father looked like?
玛丽阿姨
克洛伊想为你的生活
平添一点色彩
爱你的丽塔
亲亲
-你觉得怎么样 -很适合你 - What do you think? - Suits you.
是啊 突然觉得黑色太沉重了 Yeah, well, black seemed so grim suddenly.
你需要 呃 需要我给你多拿些花来吗 Do you, um... Do you need some more flowers?
谢谢 你真是太贴心了 Thank you. That's very sweet of you.
伊拉克 阿富汗 布莱尔 布什 Iraq, Afghanistan, Blair, Bush.
我们现在在努力掩盖一切 Now, we're struggling to cover it all.
-谢谢了 -谢我什么 - Thank you. - Thank you for what?
谢谢你恭维我 For trying to flatter me.
我不是来恭维你的 我是来看望你的 I didn't come here to flatter you. I came here to see how you're doing.
至于 And to, um...
不用顾虑他 You can speak freely.
保罗是我在伊拉克认识的朋友 Paul and I became quite close in Iraq.
可以让我们单独呆一会吗 保罗? Can you give us a moment, please, Paul?
当然 Sure.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
嗯 Mmm.
我们很想你 玛丽 We miss you, Marie.
你天生就有一种天赋 能引起人们的同情 You have a God-given talent to make people stop and care.
你觉得十年之后你会在干什么 肖恩? Where do you see yourself in 10 years, Sean?
没怎么想过 Haven't really thought about it.
别这么客套 说实话 Don't be English. Be honest.
代指英国新闻界
如果那样的话 我希望我能成为舰队街上 Well, in that case, I wanna be the most highly regarded,
最备受赞誉 受人尊敬并且奖项加身的编辑 well-respected, award-winning editor Fleet Street's ever seen.
那就让我回去工作 Then get me back in the field.
我不能那么做 I can't do that.
而且你也没准备好 是吧？ And you're not ready, are you?
或者我只需要找个心理医生 Well, then, maybe I just have to find a shrink in here
看看我是否精神正常 who'll testify to my sanity.
你还有亚西尔·阿拉法特的故事作为素材写呢 Well, you got Yasser Arafat to give you his life story, so...
我午饭还约了人 但是 Look, I've got a lunch, but...
别担心 你在驻外记者处的职位会一直给你留着的 Don't worry, your position on the foreign team isn't going anywhere.
马尔贾 阿富汗 2009
去霍姆斯前三年
-看起来蛮糟糕 -我的天哪 - Doesn't look good. - Oh, my God. Oh, no.
是什么 路边炸弹吗? What is it, IED？
一定是 Yeah, must be.
-那是诺姆吗? -是 - Is that Norm? - Yeah.
有人来帮一下这个小孩吗? Is someone helping this little boy?
-伙计们 医疗兵呢? -我来帮他治疗 - Guys, can we get a medic? - I'll take care of him.
你不会有事的 好吗 You'll be okay, all right?
平民在战争面前变得勇敢 War is the quiet bravery of civilians
他们忍受着我远远无法忍受的事情 who will endure far more than I ever will,
他们有些被迫参军 有些却只想苟且偷生 of those asked to fight and those who are just trying to survive.
母亲们 父亲们 儿子们 女儿们 Mothers, fathers, sons and daughters,
受到重创的家庭 traumatized families,
失去亲人痛不欲生 bereft and inconsolable.
拉什卡尔加外面的检查站被袭击了 Checkpoint outside Lashkargah's been hit.
塔利班已经对平民开火了 去那太冒险了 Taliban's opened fire on civilians. It seems risky.
没有离目的地更近的地方了 That's nowhere near where we're supposed to be going.
我们应该怎么办 What shall we do?
我们必须去 We have to go.
诺姆 嘿 诺姆 Norm. Hey, Norm.
如果我不带那些小跟班 你能多带两个人吗 If I ditch the babysitters, you got room for two?
当然 Sure.
在战地报道中 我们真的能改变一点什么吗？ In covering war, can we really make a difference?
真正的困难是还对人性抱有希望 The real difficulty is having enough faith in humanity
来相信当你的报道最终进入人们视野之时 to believe that enough people will care
会有足够多的人投以关注 when your story finally reaches them.
♪ 噢 丹尼小男孩 ♪ ♪ Oh, Danny Boy ♪
♪ 笛声一遍一遍地呼唤 ♪ ♪ The pipes, the pipes are calling ♪
♪ 回荡在幽谷中 而消失在山脚 ♪ ♪ From glen to glen and down the mountain side ♪
♪ 噢 丹尼小男孩 ♪ ♪ Oh, Danny Boy ♪
♪ 噢 丹尼小男孩我是如此爱你 ♪ ♪ Oh, Danny boy I love you so ♪
-唱的真美 -出彩至极 - Beautiful. - Fantastic.
你下次能再选首更忧伤的歌嘛 Please pick a sadder song next time.
去你的 Fuck.
女士们先生们 Ladies and gentlemen,
我非常感谢大家能冒着严寒 I would like to thank you for braving the cold
加入我们第四届每年一度的"一月禁酒结束日"聚会 and joining us for our fourth annual "End-Of-Dry-January" party.
四年以前 我和一个同事在经过了愉快的一年后 Four Decembers ago, an associate and I, after a very good year,
决定带着我们最好的客户 decided to take our best shipping client,
去米兰吃一顿庆祝晚餐 uh, for a celebratory dinner in Milan.
在喝了很多酒 并吃了很多乱七八糟的东西后 After much booze and, um, other substances,
我完全就不知道发生了什么了 I have no fucking idea what happened.
但不管怎样 我当时就决定要让一月全月禁酒 Anyway, I decided that it was best to pump the old brakes in January.
我很高兴你们能够来到这里 I'm very glad to have you here
庆祝这烦人的一个月终于结束 to celebrate the end of that wretched month
祝大家身体健康 and to being alive.
生命万岁 Being alive!
干杯 Cheers.
-生命万岁 -生命万岁 - Being alive! - Being alive!
嘿 丽塔 别走 还早呢 Hey, Rita. Rita. Don't go. It's still early.
亲爱的 已经凌晨两点了 我还要早起给克洛伊做早餐呢 Darling, it's 2:00 a.m. I have to be up early to make breakfast for Chloe.
那再呆会 然后我跟你一起回去 Well, stay and then I'll come with you.
-才不是 你不会和我一起走的 - 怎么这么说 - Not like that, you won't. - What's that supposed to mean?
我们的早餐可不是伏特加 We're not having vodka for breakfast.
不 我没事的 我很好 No, I'm fine. Everything's fine.
你什么时候变得这么容易生气了 When did you get so crusty?
你什么时候开始酗酒了 When did you become an alcoholic?
我从十五岁就开始喝酒了 所以我酗酒已经有一段时间了 Well, I've been drinking since I was 15, so it's been a while.
你在音乐结束的时候听到什么了 What do you hear when the music stops?
我什么都没听到啊 I don't hear anything at all.
操 Shit.
我打的车到了 My minicab's here.
听着 我很抱歉 但是我太累了 Look, I'm sorry. I'm tired.
要不你也别在这儿呆了 跟我回家喝杯茶吧 Why don't you skip all this, come back to mine for a cup of tea?
不了 你早上给你的小天使带一个吻 No. You give your little angel a kiss in the morning
就说是来自那个像海盗的玛丽阿姨的 from Aunt Marie, the pirate.
在那些公海上要照顾好自己啊 听到了吗 Take care out there on the high seas, all right?
再见 Bye-bye.
爱你 Love you.
-嗨 -嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
-多谢款待 -荣幸之至 - Thanks for having us over. - My pleasure.
-我叫玛丽 -托尼 - Marie. - Tony.
-很高兴见到你 -我也是 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.
-能向你借根烟吗 -当然 - Can I bum one of those? - Certainly.
你是在哪搞到这个眼罩的 玛丽 Where'd you get that eye patch, Marie?
描述海盗与藏宝的传奇冒险故事
啊 金银岛 Uh, Treasure Island.
是吗 Really?
我怎么... I heard...
我怎么听说你是在斯里兰卡得到的 I heard you got it in Sri Lanka.
-是吗 -但是有时难以启齿 - You did? - Which is hard to say sometimes.
我问的艾米 I asked Amy.
那你 嗯... And you, uh...
你在调查你所有潜在一夜情对象的背景吗 You background-check all of your potential one-night stands?
我没有过一夜情 I don't have one-night stands.
-噢 -我没有 的确没有 - Oh. - I don't. No, I don't, I don't.
我有过性冒险 I have sexual adventures.
但一夜情 算了 One-night stands, no.
我总和神经病们搞在一块 I always end up with psychos.
完美 Perfect.
你要加什么吗 How do you take it?
不加 Black.
-你在伦敦工作? -是的 - You work in the city? - Yeah.
有时我也会世界各地跑 所以... Sometimes. But I travel a lot, so...
《美国精神病人》主角 既是华尔街投资银行家 也是连环杀手
要是帕特里克·贝特曼在伦敦 他的公寓就会像你这样 Your apartment looks like Patrick Bateman's London nightmare.
谢谢 Thank you.
而你像我在德黑兰遇到的一个牧师 And you look like a cleric I met in Tehran.
哦抱歉 Oh, yeah.
我只是想擦干我的头发 I just had to dry my hair.
对 就是这个 That one.
这就是昨晚你喊的那个人 Is that who you were shouting at last night?
你在说什么 喊什么 What do you mean, shouting about?
我觉得你昨晚应该是做了噩梦 I think you were having a nightmare.
不 我没有 I wasn't.
-我可没做噩梦 -好吧 - I don't have nightmares. - Okay.
听着... Look...
我是个单身父亲 也是个糟糕的丈夫 I'm a single father who was a really shitty husband,
当我不努力工作的时候 我就得... and when I'm not working hard, I just like to...
-努力生存 -是的 - Live hard. - Yeah.
昨晚跟你在一起我觉得很开心 我很想再见到你 I had a great time with you last night and I would like to see you again.
阿拉伯之春是西方主流媒体所称的阿拉伯世界的一次革命浪潮 自2010年12月突尼斯一些城镇爆发民主运动以来 阿拉伯世界一些国家民众纷纷走上街头 要求推翻本国的专制政体的行动 并乐观地把"一个新中东即将诞生"预见为这个运动的前景 认为这个"阿拉伯之春"属于"谙熟互联网、要求 和世界其它大部分地区一样享有基本民主权利的年轻一代" 然而各穆斯林国家的命运并不相同 使得这场波及多国的民主化运动蒙上阴影
随着''阿拉伯之春''席卷到中东和北非 As the Arab Spring continues to sweep across the Middle East and North Africa,
利比亚的局势也愈演愈烈 成千上万的利比亚民众 it is intensifying in Libya, where thousands of Libyans
走上街头 表达他们对利比亚领导人 took to the streets to voice their discontent
卡扎菲的不满 over their leader, Muammar Gaddafi.
目击者称 数十名平民 According to witnesses, dozens of civilians have been killed
在全国各地多座城市爆发的抗议活动中丧生 in protests that have erupted in multiple cities across the country.
-肖恩 -在 - Sean. - Yes.
叛军正在利比亚各地动员起来 卡扎菲仍然没有让步 Rebels are mobilizing across Libya. Gaddafi's still not budging.
-凯特到了吗 -我正在核实 - Okay. Did Kate make it in? - I'm checking.
最新消息 西蒙也去了 还有玛丽 Simon's in, too, and so is Marie, last I heard.
最新消息? Last you heard?
米苏拉塔 利比亚 2011
去霍姆斯前一年
那些军官先强奸了女孩们 甚至还放起了音乐 The officers raped the girls first, even had music playing.
他们叫我下去 命令我强奸一个女孩 They called me down and they ordered me to rape a girl.
我强奸她的时候 她没怎么动弹 She didn't move much when I raped her.
她低声说 She said in a low voice,
"真主就在那里 他在看着你" "There is Allah. He is watching you."
我说 "卡扎菲就是真主阿拉" I said, "Gaddafi is Allah."
他说 "卡扎菲就是真主阿拉?" He said, "Gaddafi is Allah"?
你要带我们去哪儿 阿布达拉 Where are you taking us, Abdallah?
找到其他那些在塔瓦加强奸女孩的士兵 To find the other soldiers who raped the girls in Tawergha.
-有多少女孩 -我不知道 - How many girls? - I don't know.
阿布达拉 告诉我吧 I know. Abdallah, come on.
我需要知道我们正面临着什么 I need to know what we're dealing with here.
我也不能肯定 或许有一千个 亦或许更多 I can't be sure. Maybe a thousand. Maybe more.
一千个? One thousand?
这是卡扎菲对起义的惩罚 Gaddafi's punishment for the uprising.
真主伟大 Allahu akbar!
我认为 如果我们不正视战争带来的苦果 I feel that we've failed if we don't face what war does,
如果我们不正视人类的恐怖之处 if we don't face the human horrors
当各方试图掩盖真相时 and tell people what really happens
我们不告诉人们发生了什么 我们就失败了 when all sides try to obscure the truth.
蹲下 Stay down.
跟上 Go on.
-快 快走 -不 等等 - Come on, let's go. - No, wait!
蹲下 快蹲下 Down, down. Come on, come on.
下次请听我的 Please listen to me next time.
他妈的听我说 Fucking listen to me. Listen to me.
我和叛军首领通了话 他说叛军正在向西推进 I spoke to the rebel leader. He said the rebels are pushing west.
-他们在钳制卡扎菲的军队 -玛丽... - They're pincering Gaddafi's forces. - Marie...
不 我们调查出了多起战争罪 肖恩 No, we're turning up war crimes, Sean.
你他妈把凯特也送过来了? You fucking sent Kate in here, too?
利比亚有很多事情需要报道 There's a lot to cover in Libya.
你担心我不能给你一个头版报道吗 You're worried I can't deliver you a front-page splash?
我不想和你谈这个 你收到我的短信了吗 I'm not having this conversation with you. Did you get my text?
我知道接下来 The next thing I know,
你他妈会把我放到园艺报道区 you'll be putting me in the fucking gardening section.
-别诱惑我 -玛丽 - Don't tempt me. - Marie.
拉米 怎么了 Rémi? What happened?
-榴弹袭击 -榴弹袭击？ - RPG attack. - RPG attack?
-你收到我的短信了吗 -你的什么短信 - Did you get my text? - Your text? What?
肖恩:玛丽 我很担心你 收到消息请回话 注意 他们要杀记者 别去前线
玛丽 Marie?
我们进去好不好 Why don't we go back inside, eh?
保罗 这里真安静 Paul, it's all gone quiet up here.
真安静 It's all gone quiet.
进来吧 Come on.
别胡闹了 Stop fucking around.
玛丽 Marie?
拿着 There.
你刚才吓死我了 You scared the shit out of me.
我想叫你软蛋 但你这个软蛋脾气又臭又硬 I would call you a pussy, but pussies are tough as shit.
在东帝汶 诺姆帮我做了一件T恤 In East Timor, Norm made me this T-shirt.
上面写着 "别开枪 我是战地记者" It said, "Don't shoot me. I'm a war reporter."
他总是第一个进去 最后一个出来 He was always first in, last out.
所向披靡 He was invincible.
有经验老道的战地记者 也有胆子大的战地记者 There are old journalists and there are bold journalists.
但就没有又老道又胆子大的战地记者 There are no old and bold journalists.
你说的 You said that.
他心里有条红线 但还是跨了红线 He had a red line and he crossed it.
诺姆他心里有底 Norm knew what he was doing.
是啊 我猜也是 Mmm, yeah, I guess he did.
给我一根烟 拜托了 Can I have a cigarette, please?
去他妈的 Fucking hell.
我洗完澡了 我要走了 I gotta get cleaned up. I gotta go.
去哪里 Where?
法鲁克让我和一位老熟人见见面 Faruq got me face time with an old acquaintance.
-现在吗 -是的 - Now? - Yeah.
差不多两个小时后 Well, in two hours.
我能问你一个私人问题吗 Can I ask you a personal question?
根本没什么问题是私人的 There are no personal questions.
你为什么戴那么漂亮的胸罩 What's with the fancy bra?
你叫这个"胸罩"吗 You're calling this a bra?
意大利高端内衣品牌
这不是胸罩 是明珠胸罩 This is not a bra. This is La Perla.
我想着 要是哪天有人从壕沟里拉出我的尸体 I mean, if anyone's gonna pull my corpse from a trench,
我要让他们惊艳一下 I want them to be impressed.
是啊 你是个坚强的战地记者 Right. The tough war correspondent.
老天啊 Jesus Christ.
你没事吧 You okay?
-玛丽 -上校 - Mary. - Colonel.
你记得第一次采访我的情景吗 You remember the first time you came to interview me?
我记得 你想抽我的血 I do. You tried to take my blood.
那时候你脸色很苍白 You were very pale.
我那时候又年轻又天真 你把我吓死了 I was young and naive, and you scared the shit out of me.
要是有哪个总统说我应该滚蛋 Today's presidents who say I should leave,
我就对他们说 I tell them,
"你也许会完成你的任期 但你总要退休 "You might finish your time, but you will retire.
"但我仍将是革命的领导者" "But I will still be leader of the revolution."
那那些遭受迫害 折磨 谋杀的利比亚人呢？ What about the Libyan people, persecuted, tortured, murdered?
基地组织 基地组织 Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda.
他们给那些利比亚青年洗脑 让他们反抗我 They drug the Libyan youth to make them rise up against me.
所以你准备让你的国家陷入内战 So you're prepared to sink your country into civil war.
很多人会因此而死 Thousands will be killed.
超级大国并不认为你对战略方针重要到 The superpowers don't consider you strategically important enough
能让他们去关注你 to care about you.
你只有石油了 All you have is oil.
基地组织 基地组织 不是我的人民 Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda. Not my people.
所以你制造了那些流血事件 来让他们关注你 So you finance bloodshed to be noticed.
你资助爱尔兰共和军 秘鲁的光辉道路组织 You funded the IRA, the Shining Path in Peru,
菲律宾的伊斯兰之剑 Sword of Islam in the Philippines.
-所有的一切都是为了得到国际认同 -基地 基地 - All to gain international recognition... - Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda.
而你永远也得不到 ...that will never come.
而那些真正相信你的人民 The only people who did believe in you
将会跟着你受苦受累受伤 wound up at the wrong end of your rockets.
真的是基地组织在给利比亚人洗脑吗 Was it really Al-Qaeda who brainwashed Libyans?
还是你们？ Or was it you?
在这世界上所有女人之中 Of all the women in the world,
我最喜欢和你一起聊天 I like spending time with you most.
美国政治家 前美国国务院国务卿 是美国历史上就任此职的第一位女性非裔美国人
比和康迪·瑞斯还喜欢 More than Condi Rice.
尽管她是个很强势的非裔女孩 Even though she's a strong woman of African origin.
他称他的敌人为老鼠 He called his enemies rats.
他针对妇女和儿童 He targeted women and children.
但在下水道中被围捕的人 Yet it was Colonel Muammar Gaddafi
却也是穆阿迈尔·卡扎菲上校 who was cornered in a sewer pipe.
直到现在也没有发动战争 Having never fought a war until now,
他残忍的独裁主义以耻辱和死亡告终 his cruel dictatorship ended in ignominy and death.
一个巨大的比赛奖杯 A big-game trophy
在野外被拿下 brought down in the wild.
玛丽 Marie.
-佐伊 她在这吗 -是的 - Zoe. Is she in there? - Yeah.
嘿 抱歉 今天过得真他妈糟心 Hey. Sorry, sorry. It's been bloody murder today.
我们可以走了吧 Shall we go?
我很饿 I am starving.
-你想去哪里 -都可以 - Where do you fancy? - Anywhere.
你最近非常安静 You've been very quiet recently.
我怎么安静了? What's that supposed to mean?
你最后的一篇报道是在十月 Your last story was in October.
我的膝盖不像以前那样好了 My knees aren't what they used to be.
你又恋爱了吗 Have you fallen in love again?
和托尼 我们要去安提瓜岛航行 Tony. We're going sailing in Antigua.
很不错的计划 That's wonderful.
但你还是得带着玛莎·格尔霍恩继续报道 But you're up there with bloody Martha Gellhorn.
每个人都在屏息期待 Everyone's holding their breath
你会如何跟进利比亚局势 for how you're gonna follow up Libya.
肖恩 我每晚都做噩梦 Sean, I have nightmares every night.
-我可以想象 -我在跑 努力跑到这个屋子 - I can only imagine. - I'm running, trying to get to this house.
曾经是个不错的屋子 不过现在毁了 It used to be a nice house, but it's gone now.
现在只剩下残缺不全的尸体和瓦砾 All that's left now is mutilated bodies and rubble.
-玛丽... -你完全没有胆量吗 - Marie... - Are you completely gutless?
你喝醉了吗 Are you drunk?
不 我没有喝醉 No, I'm not drunk.
当那个把我们逼到世界各个角落的人是什么感觉 How does it feel to be the person pushing us all around the world
就为了把那块奖杯摆到你的架子上? for that piece of tin to put on your fucking shelf?
-你不能在这里吸烟 -滚 - You can't smoke in here. - Fuck off.
你知道我已经在报道利比亚了 但是你仍然来打搅我 You knew I had Libya covered and you still tried to fuck me.
你为了保险起见让凯特去 不是吗 You sent Kate in as insurance, didn't you?
因为你不相信我能胜任我的工作 'Cause you didn't trust me to do my fucking job.
你希望我说什么 What do you want me to say?
说你错了说你很抱歉 That you were wrong and you're sorry.
我错了我很抱歉 你可以把烟灭了吗 I was wrong and I'm sorry. Can you put the cigarette out, please?
我不干了 I'm finished.
为什么我总他妈扮演坏人 Why am I always the fucking bad guy?
在利比亚我不得不掩护自己 因为你做事让人无法预料 I had to cover myself in Libya because you are totally unpredictable.
老天知道所有人都爱你 玛丽 God knows everybody loves you, Marie,
但是你真的是个他妈的大麻烦 but you are a pain in the fucking arse.
-大卫·布朗迪 -谁 - David Blundy. - Who?
-大卫·布朗迪 -他怎么了 - David Blundy. - What about him?
你来之前他去每日电讯报了 He left for The Telegraph before you joined.
-我接手了他的工作 -你想表达什么 - I took his job. - What is your point?
两年后 他在圣萨尔瓦多被杀了 And then he was killed two years later in San Salvador.
若奥·席尔瓦在为纽约时报工作的期间 João Silva lost both legs at the knee in Kandahar
在坎大哈失去了膝盖以下的双腿 while working for the New York Times.
在阿富汗的时候 我还和他在一起 I was with him in Afghanistan.
-萨法·阿布·塞伊夫 -他在哪里工作 - Safa Abu Seif. - Who did he work for?
她是一个十二岁的巴勒斯坦女孩 She was a 12-year-old Palestinian girl
被流弹击中心脏而死 killed by a stray bullet that pierced her heart.
我眼看着她的父母抱着她失血过多而死 I watched her parents hold her as she bled out.
她戴着珍珠耳环 She was wearing pearl earrings.
她可能觉得那天她看起来很漂亮 She probably thought she looked pretty that day.
我看到了这一切 I see it,
所以你们这些人可以不用去面对这些 so you don't have to.
那园艺板块呢 玛丽 How about the gardening section, Marie?
你乐意去那吗 Would that make you happy?
我只需跟沃特金斯说一句话 你就会去做园艺报道了 One word to Watkins and you're there.
难道他们都是为了这个而死的吗 Is that what they all died for?
-我不清楚他们为何而死 -不 你知道的 - I don't know what they died for. - Yes, you do.
是的 你见证了这一切所以我们可以不用看到这些 You see it so that we don't have to, yes,
但也是因为你无法想象一个没有你的世界 but also because you couldn't imagine a world in which you didn't.
没有一个头脑正常的人会做你做的这些事 玛丽 No one in their right mind would do what you do, Marie.
但如果你失去了你的信念 But if you lose your conviction,
那剩下的我们还有什么希望 then what hope do the rest of us have?
霍姆斯 叙利亚 2012
背景简介:叙利亚内战是指从2011年年初持续至今的 叙利亚政府与叙利亚反对派之间的冲突 受阿拉伯之春影响 叙利亚的反政府示威活动于 2011年1月26日开始并于3月15日升级 随后反政府示威活动演变成了武装冲突。
可能我会更喜欢一个正常的生活 Maybe I would have liked a more normal life.
也可能是我不知道怎么过平常的生活 Maybe I just don't know how.
更或许这就是我觉着最正常的生活 Or maybe this is where I feel most comfortable.
去他妈的 Fucking hell.
保罗 他们在他妈的唱什么呢 Paul, what the fuck are they singing?
我想他们可能是在庆祝我们的到来吧 I think they're celebrating our arrival.
真主伟大 真主伟大 Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
真主伟大 Allahu Akbar!
我的天 玛丽 Jesus Christ, Marie.
操 比我想的还要糟 Fuck. Way worse than I thought.
来 Here.
阿布·赞伊达在哪里 Wh... Where's Abu Zaida?
阿布·赞伊达 我是星期日泰晤士报的玛丽·科尔文 Abu Zaida, Marie Colvin, Sunday Times.
有个叙利亚自由军告诉我说 他数着一分钟得有四十七次爆炸 One of the FSA fighters told me he'd counted 47 explosions a minute.
每天早上六点半开始炮击 Shelling starts at 6:30 every morning.
他们从一个地方开始 They start with one location,
他们用他们手中所有的东西来扫平附近 they sweep the neighborhood with everything they have,
迫击炮 火炮 导弹 mortars, artillery, missiles.
-对 我听说 是个五千人的军队 -见鬼 - Right. I heard 5,000 troops. - Hell.
阿萨德的兄弟统领的第四装甲师 4th Armored Division led by Assad's brother.
-有多少平民 -28000个被困了 - How many civilians? - 28,000 trapped.
-大部分是女人和孩子 -在哪儿 - Mostly women and children. - Where?
他们在哪儿 告诉我他们在哪儿 Where are they? Tell me where they are.
现在去太危险了 It's too dangerous to go out right now.
主攻随时可能开始 The main offensive can start at any moment.
所以你得告诉我他们在哪里啊 Which is why you have to tell me where they are,
所以我可以在主攻开始之前去 so I can go out there before it starts.
为了什么 For what?
人们看着我们被屠杀 但还是叫我们恐怖分子 People are seeing us being butchered and they still call us terrorists.
你抛弃了他们 You deserted.
-抛弃了谁 -你抛弃了阿萨德的军队 - Deserted who? - You deserted Assad's army.
-是啊 -为什么 - Yes. - Why?
因为你想要自由 You wanted to be free.
让我报道你的故事吧 Let me tell your story.
-你会为我翻译吗 -会 - You'll translate for me? - Yes.
我的丈夫去找食物 但再也没回来
我到现在都不知道他的下落
一直有不少空袭和炸弹袭击
我为孩子担惊受怕
我不知道该怎么做
我的儿子因为恐惧 再也不说话了
你能自己给孩子哺乳吗
因为压力过大 我已经分泌不出乳汁了
只能喂孩子糖水喝
我想要人们知道你的故事 I want people to know your story.
夜幕都燃烧了起来
因为我们公寓旁边 一辆车子爆炸了
四周的墙都倒在我们身上
所以我们逃去了地下室
但我意识到 我没有把我的三女儿带在身边
你的女儿被埋了?
恩
没错 她被埋了 Yes, she was under the rubble.
她女儿那时候多大 How old was her daughter?
五岁 Five years old.
我们一直呆在下面 直到早上战机飞了过来
然后到了这里
我甚至都不知道这庇护所安不安全
我不知道接下来会发生什么
谁会死 谁会活
我不希望我的话只是你报道里的装饰
我只希望世界知道我的故事 以及这里的孩子们快要死了
整整一代人都在面临着死亡
因饥饿 因伤病 因寒冷而死
这才是我想让全世界知道的
连上线了 You're connected now.
我们得离卫星电话远一点 We have to stay away from the sat phone.
阿萨德的无人机可以确定信号 然后导弹就会锁定位置 Assad's drones can locate the signal and we become a missile target.
虽然没人知道那是不是真的 Although who knows if that's even secure.
我不认为是以色列 I don't think it's Israel.
确实 是以色列驻格鲁吉亚和印度的大使馆被炸弹客袭击了 Well, the Israeli embassy was hit by bombers in Georgia and in India.
我想的更多的是"阿拉伯之春"要完了 I was thinking more about the Arab Spring going to shit.
埃及或叙利亚的穆斯林兄弟会 Muslim Brotherhood in Egypt or Syria.
-我们让玛丽去... -她到霍姆斯了 - We've got Marie trying to... - She made it into Homs.
我们呼吁全世界支持我们
帮我们获取医药
突破封锁
并让我们能够获取到医药来救治伤者
因为缺少医疗物品 很多人都快死了
她在问你是不是个医生
不算是 我是兽医
巴巴阿姆鲁没有医疗团队
快一点 快一点 快一点
医生 快 老天啊
老天 帮帮我
清理一下
穆罕穆德 我亲爱的穆罕穆德
醒来吧 老天啊
慢点 慢点
让我陪陪他
老天啊 拜托了
为什么要杀死我的孩子
儿子 把手给我
保持清醒
儿子 醒醒
老天啊 他做错了什么
老天
医生 拜托了
不
老天
老天 为什么
为什么
你看看 还不错的 那些装饰 You know, it's okay, the decor.
可惜被他妈的轰掉了 It's a shame about the fucking banging.
我给你说了该去阿勒颇的 I told you we should have gone to Aleppo.
我是该他妈听你的 I should have fucking listened.
上次我在网上定了个假日计划的 Last time I book a fucking vacation on the Internet.
我操 Fuck me.
我靠 Holy shit.
-她发过来了吗 -嗯收到了 在这儿 - Did she file? - I've got it. It's here.
-在打印 -好的 拿过来 - It's printing. - Okay, go get it.
玛丽的文章很好地反驳了 Marie's story's a pretty strong rebuttal
阿萨德声称自己在轰炸恐怖分子的说法 to Assad's claims that he's bombing terrorists.
现在怎么办 What's the plan now?
她得赶紧离开那里 She needs to get the hell out of there.
突击队要来了 我们得走了 快 快 快 There's an assault coming. We need to go now. Now, now, now!
-等下 -你要干什么 - Stop. - What are you doing?
我得回去 那儿还有两万八千人呢 I gotta go back. There are 28,000 people there.
-我们不能抛弃他们 -不不 你听我说 - We can't abandon them. - No, no. Listen to me!
你既聪明又勇敢 You're brilliant and brave,
还他妈的对新闻很敏感 and, fuck, you've got an amazing nose for a story.
但你的脑袋里没有装军事方面的知识 对吧 But you don't have a military brain, all right?
-嘿 听 着 -让我走 - Hey, hey, hey. - Let me go.
我们回去的话会死的 懂吗 We will fucking die if we go back, okay?
-我们会死的 -我必须回去 - We will fucking die. - I gotta go back.
-你走吧 -不 - You go. - No.
-帮我在吧台占个位置 -不 哪个吧台啊 - Save me a seat at the bar. - No. Which bar?
哪一个 Where?
玛丽 Marie!
操 Fuck!
跟着我 跟我来 Come on. Come here.
肖恩 她回来了 Sean, she's back.
-能别说话吗 大家 -嘘 - Can everyone shut up? - Shh.
安静 Quiet.
嘿 你在干什么 Hey, what are you doing?
园艺部分我想到个好报道 I thought of an item for the gardening section.
我都快晕过去了 能严肃点吗 I'm about to have a stroke here. Can you be serious?
-我想搞个直播 -还好吗 - I want to broadcast. - All good?
-没事 -你没必要这么做 - Yeah, okay. - You don't have to do this.
你给我们带来的远超过预期了 You've already given us more than we need.
-不 我就想直播 -不安全 - No. I want to broadcast. - It's not safe.
然后我还想回医院去 我想拍更多视频 And then I wanna go back to the hospital. I wanna get more video.
玛丽 听我说 你没必要这么做 Marie, listen to me. You do not have to do this.
是 但是我想... Okay, but I...
妈的 Fuck!
混蛋 Fuck.
-信号断了 -可不是嘛 - Signal's gone down. - No shit.
-电话给我 -停下 - The phone. - Hey.
我告诉过你一旦你使用卫星电话 I already told you if you use the sat phone,
那些无人机就会发现我们 those drones will know where we are.
-他们会把我们从在这里炸出去 -我们没时间了 - They'll blow us out of here. - We don't have time.
-让我看看我能不能修好 -我们真的没时间了 - Let me see if I can fix it. - We don't have time!
等下 让我先看看 Wait. Let me see...
第四频道 英国国家广播公司 美国有线电视新闻网 都想报道你的新闻 Channel 4, BBC, CNN, all want to broadcast.
好的 Okay.
行 但是你能趁早离开那里吗？ Fine, but then you leave at the first opportunity. Agreed?
我亲爱的托尼 我方才回到霍姆斯 现在冻得要死 我只是不想再继续报道又一起"斯雷布雷尼察大屠杀"了 我再干一个月就离开这 在这的每一天都是煎熬 我每分每秒都在想念你
斯雷布雷尼察大屠杀:斯雷布雷尼察大屠杀是第二次世界大战之后 发生在欧洲的最严重的一次屠杀行为 被定性为对穆斯林的种族灭绝
喂 有人吗？ Hello? Hello?
我们正在帮你转接到美国有线电视新闻网 We're gonna patch you through to CNN.
请稍等五 四 三 二... Putting you on in five, four, three, two...
来自伦敦《星期日泰晤士报》的玛丽·科尔文 ...Marie Colvin of the Sunday Times of London,
从霍姆斯与我们连线 who joins us now from Homs.
你为什么觉得让公众看到这些影像很重要 Why is it important, do you think, to see these images?
为什么你一定要在那里 Why is it important for you to be there?
现在你可能是在霍姆斯唯一的一位西方记者 Right now you may be one of the only Western journalists in Homs.
我们的团队已经离开了 Our team has just left.
对于电视观众 战火是遥不可及的 For an audience for which any conflict is very far away,
这是现实 this is the reality.
这里有28000位平民 包括男人 女人和孩子 There are 28,000 civilians, men, women and children,
这是一座充满寒冷 饥饿 a city of the cold and hungry,
无依无靠 无助的城市 starving, defenseless.
这里没有电话 电力也已经被切断 There are no telephones. The electricity has been cut off.
人们只得与亲友 邻里共享仅有的资源 Families are sharing what they have with relatives and neighbors.
我与数百名带着婴儿的妇女 I have sat with literally hundreds
坐在一起 of women with infant children
她们被困在这个寒冷 残酷的环境中 who are trapped in these cold, brutal conditions,
连续好几周靠着仅有的糖和水 unable to feed their children
来喂养她们的孩子 anything other than sugar and water for weeks on end.
那个小男孩是今天死去的两个孩子之一 That little boy was one of two children who died today.
这种事每天都在发生 It's what happens every day.
叙利亚政府宣称他们没有攻击平民 The Syrian regime is claiming that they're not hitting civilians,
他们只是在对付恐怖组织 that they're just going after terrorist gangs.
但是每一个平民的房屋都遭到袭击 But every civilian house has been hit.
我现处的那栋楼的顶层如今也完全被毁 The top floor of the building I'm in has been totally destroyed.
这里没有所谓的军事目标 There are no military targets here.
这是一个彻头彻尾的谎言 It is a complete and utter lie.
感谢你用"谎言"这个词 Well, thank you for using the word "lie."
我相信很多人也会感谢你的 I think a lot of people wanna thank you
因为这是一个我们不常听到的词汇 because it's a word we don't often hear,
它虽不常用 但在这种情况下却是事实 it's not often used, but it's the truth in this case.
叙利亚政府以及他们的代表们 一直都在撒谎 The Syrian regime, their representatives, have continually lied.
他们直接向我们隐瞒了这次计划 They've lied on this program to us directly.
玛丽 我是说啊 你已经报道了很长一段时间的战争实况了 Marie, I mean, you have covered a lot of conflicts over a long time.
这次战争和其他的相比怎么样 How does this compare?
这是我所见过的最严重的一次战争了 This is the worst conflict I've ever seen.
它最严重 因为它是一场 It's the worst because it was a peaceful uprising
被暴力镇压的和平起义 that was crushed by violence.
阿萨德总统正在他大马士革的宫殿里坐立不安 整个 President Assad is sitting in his palace in Damascus in panic, the entire
由他父亲所建立的安全设施在他的周围逐渐崩塌 security apparatus his father built crumbling around him,
而他却只能以别人教他的唯一一种方式回应着 and he is responding in the only way he's been taught how.
当他还是个孩子的时候 他就目睹他的父亲 When he was a child, he watched his father
为镇压反对派而将哈马市炸成一片废墟 crush opposition by shelling the city of Hama into ruins
炸死了一万名无辜的民众 and killing 10,000 innocent civilians.
他在看 我们也在看 He watched, as we're watching,
一个恣意妄行不受惩罚的独裁者的杀戮 a dictator killing with impunity.
在这里 每个人挂在嘴边的一句话就是 And the words on everybody's lips here are,
"为什么我们被遗弃了" "Why have we been abandoned?"
"为什么" "Why?"
我不知道到底是为什么 I don't know why.
玛丽·科尔文 嗯 我知道保持安全是不可能的了 但请你务必注意安全 Marie Colvin, um, I know it's impossible to stay safe, but please try.
感谢你的报道 Thank you for talking to us.
玛丽 玛丽 我们现在要离开了 Marie. Marie, we need to get out now.
-我们必须要回诊所去 -不行 - We have to go back to the clinic. - No.
-那儿会有更多的伤亡人员 -妈的我们已经有写的了 - There'll be more casualties. - We got the fucking story.
-你做到了 已经够了 -我们还可以得到更多素材 - You did it. It's enough. - We can get more.
-我们被包围了 -你说什么 - They're bracketing. - What is that?
他们正在调整攻击范围 They're trying to find their range.
他们发现我们了 They've found us.
玛丽 算了吧 我们走吧 Marie, come on, let's go.
保罗 Paul.
玛丽 Marie.
这是个很难回答的问题 Very difficult question.
就好像 呃 撰写你自己的讣告 It's like writing, uh, your own obituary.
若要我回首往昔 我会说 我在乎到 I suppose to look back at it and say, you know, I cared enough
先去那些地方 然后再写一些 to go to these places and write, in some way,
在某种程度上也能让别人同我当时一样在乎的 something that would make someone else care as much about it
新闻报道 as I did at the time.
有部分原因是你永远无法到达你要去的地方 Part of it is you're never gonna get to where you're going
如果你向恐惧低头的话 if you acknowledge fear.
我认为恐惧会在事情结束后再出现 I think fear comes later, when it's all over.
玛丽·科尔文以及记者拉米·奥克利克于2012年2月22日在叙利亚城市霍姆斯遇难
保罗·康罗伊尽管伤势严重 但康复后依旧继续着摄影师生涯
科尔文死后 有超过五十万叙利亚平民死亡