第三幕：意识将醒，尚未黎明 ACT THREE : Not-Yet-Concious, Forward Dawning
你是谁？ - 我叫普莱尔·沃尔特。 - Who are you? - My name is Prior Walter
我叫普莱尔·沃尔特 My name is Prior Walter
我知道 - 解释一下 - I know that - Explain
你活着呢，我死了。我们叫同一个名字。你想让我解释什么？ You're alive. I'm not. We have the same name. What do you want me to explain?
鬼神 - 先人 - A ghost? - An ancestor
不会是那个普莱尔·沃尔特吧？贝叶挂毯上的那个？ Not the Prior Walter? The Bayeux tapestry Prior Walter?
他的玄孙。第5个普莱尔·沃尔特。- 我是第34个普莱尔·沃尔特 - His great-great-grandson. The fifth of the name - I'm the thirty-fourth, I think
实际上你是第32个 - 我妈不是这么说的 - Actually the thirty-second - Not according to Mother
她算上了那两个混要我说把他们赶出族谱，不给混蛋留位置 She's including the two bastards. I say leave them out. I say no room for bastards
你吃的这些小东西 - 药片 - The little things you swallow... - Pills
药片，是治疗瘟疫的。我也是…… - 瘟疫，你也是什么？ - Pills. For the pestilence. I too... - Pestilence... You too what?
我活着的时候，瘟疫比现在猖狂。整个村庄都是空屋子 The pestilence in my day was much worse than now. Whole villages of empty houses
你往门外望去，能看到死神在清晨游走 You could look outdoors and see Death walking in the morning...
露水打湿了他黑袍的破碎裙角，脸色惨白如你之当下 ...dew dampening the ragged hem of his black robe. Plain as I see you now
你死于瘟疫 - 斑点怪 - You died of the plague - The spotty monster
像你一样，孤身一人 - 我不是孤身一人 - Like you, alone - I'm not alone
你没有妻子，没有孩子 - 我是GAY - You have no wife, no children - I'm gay
然后呢？那就做GAY，一丝不挂地跳起来吧，与我无关， 跟你没孩子有什么关系？ So? Be gay, dance in your altogether for all I care, what's that to do with not having children?
GAY是同性恋，不当漂亮，快活讲，无所谓啦 Gay homosexual, not bonny, blithe and" Never mind
我死的时候，有12个孩子。我比他还年轻三岁 I had twelve. When I died. And I was three years younger than him
哦，老天爷，又来一个！ Oh God another one
普莱尔·沃尔特，跟你隔了17个人 - 他也算上了那两个混蛋 - Prior Walter. Prior to you by some seventeen others - He's counting the bastards
我们要开会吗？ Are we having a convention?
我们被差遣来，宣布她神圣的开场 We've been sent to declare Her fabulous incipience
他们喜欢事先通报，畅行无阻。 They love a well-paved entrance with lots of heralds, and...
信使降临。做好准备。无限降临，一口呼吸 The Messenger comes. Prepare the way. The infinite descent, a breath in air
他们选择我们，我猜测是因为血缘关系 They chose us, I suspect, because of the mortal affinities
像沃尔特这种家世古老的家族，注定会有一些人死于瘟疫 In a family as long-descended as the Walters there are bound to be a few carried off by plague
斑点怪 - 黑杰克 - The spotty monster - Black Jack
水泵传染，半个伦敦城遭劫，你能想象的到吗？他的病是跳蚤传染。 Came from a water pump, half the city of London, can you imagine? His came from fleas
我相信，你的死是纵欲过度吧，真让人惋惜。 Yours, I understand, is the lamentable consequence of venery
老鼠身上的虱子，但是谁知道呢？ Fleas on rats, but who knew that?
我要死了吗？- 这个话题不允许讨论 - Am I going to die? - We aren't allowed to discuss
你死的时候，不会有先人给你引路 When you do, you don't get ancestors to help you through it
你也许围绕着一群孩子，但是你孤零零死去 You may be surrounded by children but you die alone
我好害怕 - 你应该害怕 - I'm afraid - You should be
甚至都没有火把，小路一片黑暗，崎岖难行 There aren't even torches, and the path's rocky, dark and steep
别吓唬他。除了坏消息，还有好消息。 Don't alarm him. There's good news before there's bad
我们二人，在她凯旋般的前行中，撒上玫瑰花瓣和棕榈叶 We two come to strew rose petal and palm leaf before the triumphal procession
先知，预言家，启示者 Prophet. Seer. Revelator
是家庭的巨大荣耀 - 他没有成家 - It's a great honor for the family - He hasn't got a family
我指的是沃尔特家族，从大的范畴上来讲 I meant for the Walters, for the family in the larger sense
我只想要有个房间，把夜晚的寒冷驱赶 All I want is a room somewhere, Far away from the cold night air...
镇静，镇静，这不是头脑发热 Calm, calm, this is no brain fever
甚至现在，从天堂镜子般明亮的大厅，穿过寒冷死寂的无限空间 Even now, from the mirror-bright halls of Heaven, across the cold and lifeless infinity of space...
信使降临，光球摇曳，神圣，初起，噢先知，向你…… ...the Messenger comes，trailing orbs of light, fabulous, incipient, O Prophet, to you……
准备，准备，无限降临 Prepare, prepare, the infinite descent
一口呼吸，一片羽毛，荣耀归于…… A breath, a feather, glory to...
为什么民主在美国取得了胜利？当然胜利的意思 Why has democracy succeeded in America? Of course by succeeded...
我指相对的，不是严格意义，不是当下。是什么形成了 ...I mean comparatively, not literally, not in the present, but what makes for the prospect...
基进民主向外扩展并壮大的前景的？ ...of some sort of radical democracy spreading outward and growing up?
曾经权力小心翼翼地保存在金字塔的顶层 Why does the power that was once so carefully preserved at the top of the pyramid...
由宪法的最初制定者们掌管，为什么会不可阻挡地向外和向下输送？ ...by the original framers of the Constitution seem drawn inexorably downward and outward...
尽管右派正不遗余力地阻止这个进程。 ...in spite of the best efforts of the Right to stop this?
我是说在这个国家当个左派真是艰难 I mean it's the really hard thing about being Left in this country
美国左派从来都绕不过那些僵化了的琐碎的迷恋物： The American Left can't help but trip over all these petrified little fetishes:
自由，这是最糟的。珍妮·柯派翠克别再不停念叨什么自由了， Freedom, that's the worst, you know. Jeane Kirkpatrick for God's sake will go on and on about freedom...
当她谈论自由或人权，这些词到底什么意思？ ...and so what does that mean, the word 'freedom', when she talks about it, or human rights?
你谈论人权跟布什一个口吻，她懂这些词到底什么意思吗？ You got Bush talking about human rights, and so what are these people talking about?
他们还不如去谈金星人的交配习惯呢 They might as well be talking about the mating habits of Venusians
这些人在本体上从来不懂自由或人权是什么 These people don't begin to know what, ontologically, freedom is, or human rights
比如他们理解的资产阶级以财产私有制为基础的人权 Like they see these bourgeois property-based Rights-of-Man-type rights...
但是，这不是解放，也不是民主，不是隐式含义，也不是概念的潜在含义 ...but that's not enfranchisement. not democracy, not what's implicit, what's potential within the idea...
这个概念更没有经过血的实践 ...not the idea with blood in it
那只是自由主义，还是最差劲的那一种。说真的，资产阶级的包容 That's just liberalism, the worst kind of liberalism, really, bourgeois tolerance
我认为，艾滋已经证明了包容的限度 And what I think is that what AIDS shows us is the limits of tolerance
艾滋还不足以被包容，因为当你惹祸上身了 That it's not enough to be tolerated, because when the shit hit the fan...
就会发现包容到底值几个钱 ...you find out how much tolerance is worth
一文不值。包容的背后是狂热的憎恨 Nothing. And underneath all the tolerance is intense, passionate hatred
嗯-哼 Uh-huh
是吧，难道我说的不对吗？ - 嗯哼，对。 - Well don't you think that's true? - Uh-huh. It is
他们追求的是权力，不是包容。去他妈的同化 Power is the object, not being tolerated. Fuck assimilation
我是说，尽管如此，美国的事情，我认为在根本上 But I mean in spite of all this the thing about America, I think, is that ultimately...
我们还是不同于世界上任何其他国家，这里每个种族的人民 ...we're different from every other nation on earth, in that, with people here of every race, we can't...
根本上定义我们的不是种族，而是政治。不像那些欧洲国家 Ultimately what defines us isn't race, but politics. Not like any European country...
在欧洲，有不可逾越的种族、或部落、垄断或整体的事实 ...where there's an insurmountable fact of a kind of racial, or ethnic, monopoly, or monolith
就像荷兰人，我是说荷兰人民，全都是荷兰人 Like all Dutchmen, I mean Dutch people, are well, Dutch
欧洲的犹太人从来都不是欧洲人，只是一个小麻烦。面对整体 And the Jews of Europe were never Europeans, just a small problem. Facing the monolith. But here...
这里有许多各种小麻烦，是各种小麻烦的集合体，整体没有了 ...there are so many small problems, it's really just a collection of small problems, the monolith is missing
我是说，这里还有白人是整体，美国白人直男 Oh, I mean, of course I suppose there's the monolith of White America. White Straight Male America
这种整体并不是毫无特色 - 当然不是 - Which is not unimpressive, even among monoliths - Well, no
种族的问题已经抵消了……我的意思并不是种族的重要性就没有了 But when the race thing gets taken care of... and I don't mean to minimalize how major it is
我是说我知道种族很重要，这是个种族主义国家 I mean I know it is, this is a really, really incredibly racist country...
但是，就像英国人。我是说，那些蓝眼睛白皮肤的人民 ...but it's like, well, the British. I mean, all these blue-eyed pink people
他们特别古怪，你知道。我是说我并不那么像犹太人 And it's just weird, you know, I mean I'm not all that Jewish-looking
呃，或许我像，但是你知道，在纽约人人都像 Or... well, maybe I am but, you know, in New York, everyone is
其实，也不是人人都像，但是很多人都像， Well, not everyone, but so many are, but so
但是在英国，在伦敦，我走进酒吧，我感觉像是犹太人锡德 But in England, in London I walk into bars and I feel like Sid the Yid
你知道就像是《安妮·霍尔》中的伍迪·艾伦，穿着华达呢大衣 You know I mean like Woody Allen in Annie Hall, with the payess and the gabardine coat
永远看不出是哪的人，我是说，不是被鄙视，不像是说他们是德国人 Like never, never anywhere so much... I mean, not actively despised, not like they're Germans...
我认为德国人仍旧是反犹分子和种族主义者，我是说歧视黑人 ...who I think are still terribly anti-Semitic, and racist too, I mean black-racist
他们装作不是。但是不管怎样，在英国，还是 They pretend otherwise but, anyway, in England, there's just...
我在某地遇到一个牙买加黑人，说话带着腔调的 And at one point I met this black gay guy from Jamaica who talked with a lilt
尽管他说他的家人在南北战争前就住在伦敦，美国黑人 Even though he said his family been living in London since before the Civil War, the American one
英国人无时无刻都没有让他忘记他不是蓝眼睛白皮肤 And how the English never let him forget for a minute that he wasn't blue-eyed and pink
我说，是的，我也有这种感觉，这些人都是反犹分子，他说是 And I said yeah, me too, these people are anti-Semites and he said yeah
但是英国犹太人有服装生意，站住脚了，这里黑人都没有站稳脚跟 But the British Jews have the clothing business all sewed up and blacks there can't get a foothold
当时出现了一段十分尴尬的情形 And it was an incredibly awkward moment of just...
我是说我们当时一起，在这个同性恋酒吧，非叫酒馆， I mean here we were, in this bar that was gay but it was a pub, you know
这些横梁，石膏还有这些放了两天的鸡蛋鱼肉三明治 The beams and the plaster and those horrible little, like, two-day-old fish-and-egg sandwiches
特别英国，特别古老，我感觉完全没有办法摆脱 And just so British, so old, and I felt, well, there's no way out of this
因为我们两人，现在已经融入这里的历史，希望已经溶解在 Because both of us are, right now, too much immersed in this history, hope is dissolved...
这个地方的古老历史中，种族是重要的，但又没改变的希望 ...in the sheer age of this place, where race is what counts and there's no real hope of change
英国的种族命运对他们是重要的，并不是政治命运，在美国 It's the racial destiny of the Brits that matters to them, not their political destiny, whereas in America...
在美国种族并不重要 - 不是，不是，不是这样说 - Here in America race doesn't count - No, no, that's not...
我是说你不能听成这个意思 - 我听成了好多种意思 - I mean you can't be hearing that - I'm hearing a lot of different things...
听着，种族当然重要，但根本上种族是一个政治问题，是吧？ Look, race, yes, but ultimately race here is a political question, right?
种族分子试图拿种族问题进行政治斗争。这不关于种族 Racists just try to use race here as a tool in a political struggle. It's not really about race
就像唯灵论试图拿这些东西宣讲，启蒙了吗？找到中心了吗？受引导了吗？ Like the spiritualists try to use that stuff, are you enlightened, are you centered, channeled, whatever
追求这个国家的精神的历史，本土已经不存在 This reaching out for a spiritual past in a country where no indigenous spirits exist
只有印第安人，我是说本土美国人，已经给我们杀掉，现在美国没有神 Only the Indians, I mean Native Americans, and we killed them off, so now there are no gods here
没有鬼魂，没有灵魂，也没有天使，没有精神史，没有种族史 No ghosts and spirits in America, there are no angels in America, no spiritual past, no racial past
只有政治，只有无法逃避的政治场上运筹帷幄的策略和伎俩 There's only the political, and the decoys and the ploys to maneuver around the inescapable battle of politics
只有向下与向外在政治上不断把权力归还人民。 The shifting downwards and outwards of political power to the people
权力归还人民！阿门！ Power to the People! Amen!
噢，老天爷呀！看看都什么时候了，我该走了。 Oh my goodness! Will you look at the time, I gotta go
你觉得这是种族主义，还是天真，还是什么？- 呃，肯定是点什么 - Do you think this is racist or naive or something? - Well it's certainly something
听着， 我刚想起来我还有个约会，我…… Look, I just remembered I have an appointment, so...
什么？我是说，我真不想让你觉得我说话姿态高 What? I mean I really don't want to, like, speak from some position of privilege and...
我坐在这，想着他终会把力气用完 I'm sitting here, thinking, eventually he's got to run out of steam
因此我就让你喋喋不休地讲下去，尽管有七八件事我都感到冒犯 So I let you rattle on and on saying about maybe seven or eight things I find really offensive
什么？ - 但是我知道你，路易斯 - What? - But I know you. Louis
我知道这古怪的长篇大论中燃烧的罪恶感，肿胀得比你的痔疮都大 And I know the guilt fueling this peculiar tirade is obviously already swollen bigger than your hemorrhoids
我没有痔疮。- 我听到的不同。我能说完吗？ - I don't have hemorrhoids. - I hear different. May I finish?
可以，但我没有痔疮。- 于是终于，我终于抓到一个词 - Yes, but I don't have hemorrhoids - So finally, when I do get a word in...
普莱尔告诉你的。他是个混蛋，他不应该……- 你保证过，我们不谈普莱尔 - Prior told you. He's an asshole, he shouldn't have... - You promised, Louis. Prior is not a subject
你先谈的 - 我提到的是痔疮 - You brought him up - I brought up hemorrhoids
间接提起，消极攻击 - 完全不像 - So it's indirect. Passive-aggressive - Unlike, I suppose...
你用美国没有种族问题这样的理论攻击我 ...banging me over the head with your theory that America doesn't have a race problem
你要讲理，我从来没说 - 不完全是这话，但是 - Oh be fair, I never said that - Not exactly, but...
但是很接近，果真那么生硬，我早就掉头走了 But it was close enough, because if it'd been that blunt I'd've just walked out and...
你在故意曲解！- 别老打断我！我还没有 - You deliberately misinterpreted! I... - Stop interrupting! I haven't been able to...
请让我…… - 不行！让你干吗，讲完？ - Just let me... - No! What, talk?
自打我来了，你就没住嘴，絮絮叨叨，没完没了 You've been running your mouth nonstop since I got here, yaddadda yaddadda blah blah blah
来来回回，玩弄你关于整体概念。跟你讲，姐姐，跟你见面非常有意义， - Up the hill, down the hill, playing with your monolith. And, girlfriend, it is truly an awesome spectacle
呃，你随时都欢迎加入 - 但我宁可干点别的打发时间 Well, you could have joined in at any time... - but I got better things to do with my time...
而不是坐在这听这些种族主义垃圾，因为我不过是同情你 ...than sit here listening to this racist bullshit just because I feel sorry for you that...
我不是种族主义 - 得了吧！ - I am not a racist! - Oh come on
或许我是种族主义，但是…… - 噢，这真的够了 - So maybe I am a racist but... - Oh I really hate that
捉弄你真不好玩，路易斯。你罪恶感太强，就像在一团果子冻上扔飞镖 It's no fun picking on you. Louis. You're so guilty, it's like throwing darts at a glob of jello
即使击中，也不会叫你满足，只颤抖一下，飞镖就吃进去，消失了 There's no satisfying hits, just quivering, the darts just blop in and vanish
我只是想，你一旦讨论起压制的话题 I just think when you are discussing lines of oppression...
情形就变得复杂了 - 噢，原来如此！ - ...it gets very complicated - Oh is that a fact!
我们黑人异装皇后对于压制的复杂性有我们自己私密的认知 You know, we black drag queens have a rather intimate knowledge of the complexity of the lines of...
前黑人变装皇后 - 实际上，是前前 - Ex-black drag queen - Actually ex-ex
你又在做变装吗？- 我没……可能吧。我没必要告诉你，可能。 - You're doing drag again? - I don't... Maybe. I don't have to tell you. Maybe
我认为很性感 - 我没征求你的意见 - I think it's sexist - I didn't ask you
反正很性感。同性恋社区必须要平等对待变装 Well it is. The gay community, I think, has to adopt the same attitude towards drag...
就像黑人女性要平等对待黑人布鲁斯女歌手一样 ...as black women have to take towards black women blues singers
天哪，今晚到处都是雷区 Oh my, we are walking dangerous tonight
都是内在的压制，对吧？我是说受虐狂，那种刻板的成见， Well, it's all internalized oppression, right, I mean the masochism, the stereotypes, the...
路易斯，你是故意想激起我对你的憎恨吗？ Louis, are you deliberately trying to make me hate you?
不是，我…… - 我是说，你是故意想把自己变成 - No, I...- I mean, are you deliberately transforming yourself...
一个狂妄的、性政治的、斯大林或法西斯式的狂热爱国主义暴徒，只是为了对付我？ ...into an arrogant, sexual-political Stalinist-slash-racist flagwaving thug for my benefit?
你知道我怎么看吗？- 怎么看？ - You know what I think? - What?
你恨我，因为我是犹太人 - 我要走了 - You hate me because I'm a Jew - I'm leaving
这是真的 - 你没有证据，除非 - It's true - You have no basis except your...
路易斯，很高兴你一点没变。你仍旧是《迷离时空》中的荣誉市民 Louis, it's good to know you haven't changed. You are still an honorary citizen of The Twilight Zone
听你发一通基于种族不敏感、关于白人主义的苍白的长篇大论之后， And after your pale, pale white polemics on behalf of racial insensitivity...
你还敢大着胆子指责我是反犹分子。我真的要走了。 ...you have a flaming fuck of a lot of nerve calling me an anti-Semite. Now I really gotta go
我叫我“犹太人路” - 那是玩笑 - You called me Lou the Jew - That was a joke
我不觉得可笑。很不友好 I didn't think it was funny. It was hostile
那是三年前 - 那又怎样？ - It was three years ago - So?
你刚才叫你自己“犹太人锡德” - 那不一样 - You just called yourself Sid the Yid - That's not the same thing
“犹太人锡德”跟“犹太人路”不一样 - 是的 - Sid the Yid is different from Lou the Jew - Yes
改天你得好好教教我，但是现在 Some day you'll have to explain that to me, but right now...
你不喜欢我，因为你不喜欢黑人 You hate me because you hate black people
我没有。但是大部分黑人都是反犹分子 I do not. But I do think most black people are anti-Semitic
大部分黑人 'Most black people'
这是种族主义，路易斯，而且大部分犹太人 - 路易斯·法拉肯 - That's racist, Louis, and I think most Jews... - Louis Farrakhan
埃德·科克 - 杰西·杰克逊 - Ed Koch - Jesse Jackson
杰克逊，说真的，路易斯，你真是 - 纽约犹太窝！纽约犹太窝！ - Jackson. Oh really, Louis, this is... - Hymietown! Hymietown!
路易斯，你给杰西·杰克逊投票！你寄支票给彩虹联盟 Louis, you voted for Jesse Jackson! You send checks to the Rainbow Coalition
我很纠结。支票退回了。 - 你所有支票都退回了，路易斯。 - I'm ambivalent. The checks bounced - All your checks bounce, Louis
你对什么都很纠结。- 你这话什么意思？ - You're ambivalent about everything - What's that supposed to mean?
你就是再蠢，我也不相信，你会笨到不明白我说的是什么。好好想想。 You may be dumber than shit but I refuse to believe you can't figure it out. Try
我对普莱尔从不纠结。我爱他。我真的爱他。 I was never ambivalent about Prior. I love him. I do. I really do
谁也没说不爱。- 爱和纠结是…… 真爱从不纠结。 - Nobody said different - Love and ambivalence are... Real love isn't ambivalent
真爱从不纠结。 'Real love isn't ambivalent'
我发誓，我从最爱的平装本畅销小说《爱上神秘之夜》里看到过这句话 I'd swear that's a line from my favorite bestselling paperback novel, In Love with the Night Mysterious
我打保证，你肯定没看过 - 我没看过，没有 - Except I don't think you ever read it - I never read it, no
你应该看看。别把你毕生的时间都浪费在美国民主上头。 You ought to. Instead of spending the rest of your life trying to get through Democracy in America
讲的是一个白人女性，她父亲在南方腹地有一个大种植园 It's about this white woman whose daddy owns a plantation in the Deep South...
南北战争之前的岁月，美国白人，她叫玛格丽特 ...in the years before the Civil War, the American one, and her name is Margaret
她爱上了她父亲的头号奴隶，名叫撒迪厄斯 And she's in love with her daddy's number-one slave, and his name is Thaddeus
她结婚了，她的白人奴隶主丈夫是一个“艾滋”患者 And she's married but her white slave-owner husband has AIDS
AIDS是“内战前没有发育成熟的性器官”的简称 Antebellum Insufficiently Developed Sexorgans
有大量的性爱描写。有一次，玛格丽特和撒迪厄斯 And there's a lot of hot stuff going down when Margaret and Thaddeus...
终于在一个平庸的月夜度过了热情的十分钟，接下来当然是北方佬打来了 ...can catch a spare torrid ten under the cotton-picking moon, and then of course the Yankees come
他们解放了奴隶，奴隶绞死了老庄园主，之类之类的历史虚构 And they set the slaves free, and the slaves string up old daddy, and so on. Historical fiction
某个片段中我记得，玛格丽特和撒迪厄斯找到时间聊起爱情的本质 Somewhere in there I recall Margaret and Thaddeus find the time to discuss the nature of love
她的脸在熊熊燃烧的种植园中熠熠闪光…… 你知道，白人通常很闪光 Her face is reflecting the flames of the burning plantation... you know, the way white people do
黑人的脸晚上黑得看不到。她对他说，撒迪厄斯，真爱从不纠结。 And his black face is dark in the night. And she says to him Thaddeus, real love isn't ever ambivalent'
撒迪厄斯看着她，沉思着她的观点，他不确定同意她的观点 Thaddeus looks at her. He's contemplating her thesis, and he isn't sure he agrees
第四号治疗 - 药物奇迹。拉撒路重新复活 - Treatment number four - Pharmaceutical miracle. Lazarus breathes again
他有多严重？ - 你想要详细清单吗？ - How bad is he? - You want the laundry list?
衣服脱下来，我们检查一下 Shirt off, let's check the...
有体重问题，有大便问题，有士气问题 There's the weight problem and the shit problem and the morale problem
只有六处，很好。裤子。 Only six. That's good. Pants.
他觉得他要变疯了 And he thinks he's going crazy
看上去不错。还有别的吗？ Looking good. What else?
脚脖子又疼又肿，腿好多了。吃了小黄片，基本不恶心了。 Ankles sore and swollen, but the leg's better. The nausea's mostly gone with the little orange pills
水平点仍是纯液体，但没血了，目前。眼科大夫说一切正常，目前。 BM's pure liquid but not bloody anymore, for now, my eye doctor says everything's OK, for now
我的牙科大夫看到我满是舌苔的舌头，说“恶心” My dentist says 'Yuck!' when he sees my fuzzy tongue
现在他的食指和大拇指带着安全套，还戴着面具 And now he wears little condoms on his thumb and forefinger. And a mask
还有呢？皮肤科大夫在夏威夷，我母亲 So what? My dermatologist is in Hawaii and my mother...
呃，还是不要谈我母亲了。我母亲通常也不介入，置身事外。 Well, leave my mother out of it. Which is usually where my mother is, out of it
我的腺体像核桃一般大，体重从第二周维持稳定 My glands are like walnuts, my weights holding steady for week two
我的一个朋友两天前死于禽结核病 And a friend died two days ago of bird tuberculosis
禽结核病。我吓坏了，我今天没去参加葬礼，因为他是爱尔兰天主教 Bird tuberculosis. That scared me and I didn't go to the funeral today because he was an Irish Catholic...
可能骨灰盒是打开的，我害怕……禽结核病，或见到他 ...and it's probably open casket and I'm afraid of... something, the bird TB or seeing him
我觉得我还行，当然除了我会变疯 So I guess I'm doing OK. Except for of course I'm going nuts
我们检查了弓形体病的一系列症状，没有指标 We ran the toxoplasmosis series and there's no indication...
我知道，我知道，可我感觉可怕的东西已经上路，你知道 I know, I know, but I feel like something terrifying is on its way, you know
像来自外太空的导弹，正落入地球，我是原爆点 Like a missile from outer space, and it's plummeting down towards the earth, and I'm ground zero, and...
我通常都镇定自诺，就像我总扮演这一类的女王。现在我被触怒了。 I am generally known where I am known as one cool, collected queen. And I am ruffled
真的没什么好担心的 There's really nothing to worry about
我认为，高高在上的仁慈的上帝，供你在神的翅膀中安息 I think that shochen bamromim hamtzeh menucho nechono Al kanfey haschino
你说什么？- 一切安好 - What? - Everything's fine
他，神圣，纯洁与光荣，闪耀天堂的光辉 Benaalos k'doshim ut'horim kezohar horokeea mazhirim
我不明白你在说…… Oh I don't understand what you're...
普莱尔的灵魂啊，上帝的爱已经保证了纪念你的灵魂 Es nishmas Prior sheholoch leolomoh, baavur shenodvoo z'dokoh b'ad hazkoras nishmosoh...
你为什么要这样！打住，打住 - 打住什么？ - Why are you doing that! Stop it Stop it - Stop what?
你刚才在…… 你刚才在说希伯来语还是什么？ You were just... Weren't you just speaking in Hebrew or something?
希伯来语？我根本上是爱尔兰裔美国人。不，我不会讲希伯来语 Hebrew? I'm basically Irish-American. No. I didn't speak in Hebrew
哦，上帝，我真的以为我…… 听着， 我很抱歉，还有一房间的人在等 - Oh God please I really think I... - Look, I'm sorry, I have a waiting room full
你是很幸运的一个，你还能活好多年，很可能 You're one of the lucky ones, you'll live for years, probably
对一个没有免疫系统的人来说，你非常健康 You're pretty healthy for someone with no immune system
你平时见朋友吗？独处很危险。 Are you seeing someone? Loneliness is a danger
心理医生？ - 不，我不需要见谁，我刚…… - A therapist? - No, I don't need to see anyone, I just...
可以考虑一下。你不会疯的。只是压力太大，这也难怪。 Well think about it. You aren't going crazy. You're just under a lot of stress. No wonder
希伯来语！ Hebrew!
帮帮我 - 我能帮你什么? - Help me - I beg your pardon?
你是护士，给我点建议。我不知道该怎么办了 You're a nurse, give me something, I don't know what to do anymore
上周工作时我弄坏了复印机，好像再也修不好了， Last week at work I screwed up the Xerox machine like permanently, and so I...
我又在地铁台阶上绊倒，眼镜摔坏了，划破额头，这儿，看到吗？ Then I tripped on the subway steps and my glasses broke and I cut my forehead, here, see?
现在我不太容易看到伤口，但是我的额头，像有了个该隐的标志 And now I can't see much and my forehead, it's like the Mark of Cain
很蠢哈？可总也好不了，每天早上我看到伤口就想到了圣经。该隐标志 Stupid, right, but 'won't heal and every morning I see it and I think Biblical things. Mark of Cain
人们……背叛了爱人，就是背叛了他们最真实的自己 People who... in betraying what they love betray what's truest in themselves
我毫无感觉，只有冰冷。只有冰冷 I feel nothing but cold for myself, just cold
每天晚上，我想他，我好想他 And every night I miss him, I miss him so much
可那些疼痛，气味，我在想都去哪了。我可能 But then those sores, and the smell and... where I thought it was going. I could be...
我可能也病了，也许我也病了。我不知道 I could be sick, too, maybe I'm sick, too. I don't know
伯利兹，告诉他我爱他。你能帮我吗？ Belize. Tell him I love him. Can you do that?
我想过很久，还是不懂爱是什么。 I've thought about it for a very long time, and I still don't understand what love is
正义很简单，民主很简单，这些东西从不纠结 Justice is simple. Democracy is simple. Those things are unambivalent
爱却很艰难。你要是违反了爱的严厉法则，就会受到惩罚。 But love is very hard. And it goes bad for you if you violate the hard law of love
我要死了 - 他要死了。你只是盼着你死掉。 - I'm dying - He's dying. You just wish you were
高兴点，路易斯。看看那边阴沉的天 Oh, cheer up Louis. Look at that heavy sky out there.
紫色 Purple
紫色？乖乖，你算得哪门子同性恋？ Purple? Boy, what kind of a homosexual are you, anyway?
那不是紫色，玛丽，天那头的颜色，是雪青 That's not purple, Mary, that color up there is mauve.
今天一整天就像是感恩节。不久这片……大荒将是白茫茫的大地。你闻闻。 All day today it's felt like thanksgiving. Soon this...ruination will be blanketed white. You can smell it
你闻到了吗？ Can you smell it?
闻什么？ Smell what?
柔和，依从，救赎，慈悲 softness, compliance, forgiveness, grace
没有 No...
你自己去了解， 我帮不了你，路易斯。你不是我的分内事。 I can't help you learn that. I can't help you, Louis. You're not my business.
呃，该死！闻什么？ Ow, fuck. Smell what?
噢，雪。 Huh, Snow.
冰雪的世界！我在哪？……我感觉好多了，真的，我感觉好多了。 Snow! Ice! Mountains of ice! Where am I? I... I feel better. I do, I... feel better.
我的肺里结了冰花，冰凉而尖利。雪散发着冰凉的碎桃子香。 There are ice crystals in my lungs, wonderful and sharp. And the snow smells like cold crushed peaches.
我感到风中有血液的流动。好奇怪，血液尝起来像铁锈 And there is something ... some current of blood in the wind. How strange, it has that iron taste.
臭氧 Ozone
臭氧？哇偶，我在哪？ Ozone? Wow, where am I?
冰雪的王国，世界的最底端。 The kingdom of ice, the bottommost part of the world.
南极洲？这是南极洲？ Antarctica？This is Antarctica?
严寒避难所，安顿极度疲惫。没有忧伤，眼泪冻结。 cold shelter for the shattered. No sorrow here, tears freeze.
南极洲，南极洲，噢天噢天，看看这个…… Antarctica, Antarctica, oh,boy oh boy, look at this I...
我肯定绝望到了一定程度，才到了这的。- 显而易见 Wow, i must've really snapped the tether, huh? - Apparently
太棒了。我要永远留在这。支个帐篷，建点东西。 That's great. I want to stay here forever. set up camp. Build things.
建个城市，一个大城市，边境有堡垒和阴暗树林，绿色屋顶，高高大门 Build a city, an enormous city made up of frontier forts, dark wood and green roofs and high gates
由尖尖的圆木制成，篝火燃烧在每一个街角。我要沿河而建。 made of pointed logs and bonfires burning on every street corner. I should build by a river.
森林在哪？ Where are the forest?
这没有木料。太冷，都是冰，没有树木。- 细节，我讨厌细节！我来种植！ No timber here. Too cold. Ice, no trees. - Oh, details, I'm sick of details! I'll plant them and grow them.
我靠驯鹿脂肪过活，在篝火上融化脂肪。 I'll live off caribou fat, I'll melt it over the bonfires
用长长的，弯曲的山羊角的杯子饮用。会很棒的。 and drink it from long, curved goat-horn cups. It'll be great.
我要在这里建造一个新世界。我就再也不用回家了。 I want to make a new world here. So that i never have to go home again.
如果能持续就好。冰有融化的习惯。 As long as it lasts, ice has a way of melting...
不会，永远不会。我在这要什么有什么。甚至找个伙伴， No, forever. I can have anything i want here. maybe even companionship,
只要他对我有欲望。没准你就行。 someone who has...desire for me. You maybe.
这违反国际秩序旅行代理人的规矩，不能跟客户有牵连。规矩不能坏。 It's against the by-laws of the international order of travel agents to get involved with clients. Rules are rules.
再说，你真正想找的，不是我。- 也没有别人 Anyway, I'm not the one you really want. - There isn't anyone...
或许找个爱斯基摩人。他有银鱼做食物，帮我建个巢，生孩子。 maybe an Eskimo. who could ice-fish for food. And help me build a nest for when the baby comes.
南极洲没有爱斯基摩人。而且你也没有怀孕，你瞎编的。 There's no Eskimo in Antarctica. And you are not really pregnant. You made that up.
这一切都是瞎编的，如果雪能让你觉得冷，那我就是怀孕了， 对吧？ Well,all of this is made up. So if the snow feels cold, I'm pregnant, right?
我在这里可以怀孕，我想生什么样的孩子，就生什么样的孩子。 Here I can be pregnant and i can have any kind of baby i want.
这里是避难所，真空带，它的特点是缺乏世间供给，情感深度冻结。 This is a retreat, a vacuum, its virture is that it lacks everything, deep-freeze for feelings.
在这里你可以麻木安全，这是你来这里的目的。 You can be numb and safe here, that's what you came for.
妄想的世界也有微妙的生态，需要尊重。- 你说南极洲没有爱斯基摩人 - Respect the delicate ecology of your delusions - You mean like no Eskimo in Antarctica
对头。只有冰和雪，没有爱斯基摩人。幻觉也有规则。 Correcto. Ice and snow, no Eskimo. Even hallucinations have laws
那他是谁？- 爱斯基摩人。 - Well then who's that? - An Eskimo
南极洲的爱斯基摩人。极地腹地的渔人。- 这个情景有些不对。 - An Antarctic Eskimo. A fisher of the polar deep - There's something wrong with this picture
我都爱上这个地方了。这是我自己的国家地理特刊 I'm going to like this place. It's my own National Geographic Special
噢！我感到她在动。或许我要生一个浑身覆满了厚厚白色绒毛的婴儿 Oh! I think I felt her kicking. Maybe I'll give birth to a baby covered with thick white fur
那样她就不会冷了。我的乳房充满了热可可，她不会怕冷 And that way she won't be cold. My breasts will be full of hot cocoa so she doesn't get chilly
如果天变得严寒起来，她有育儿袋，我可以钻进去 And if it gets really cold, she'll have a pouch I can crawl into
像有袋类动物。我们一起改善。这就是我们要做的，改善。 Like a marsupial. We'll mend together. That's what we'll do, we'll mend
打扰一下！ Excuse me?
我说打扰一下！请问，这里是什么地方？是布鲁克林吗？ I said excuse me? Can you tell me where I am? Is this Brooklyn?
你知道菠萝街在哪吗？有公车或火车可以……？ Do you know a Pineapple Street? ls there some sort of bus or train or...?
我迷路了，我刚从盐湖城来。犹他州？ I'm lost, I just arrived from Salt Lake. City. Utah?
我坐上别人告诉我的公交车，然后下了车 I took the bus that I was told to take and I got off
是终点站了，我必须下车了。我问司机是不是布鲁克林 Well it was the very last stop, so I had to get off. and I asked the driver was this Brooklyn
他点头称是，可他是个外国人，以为对一切事情点头 And he nodded yes but he was from one of those foreign countries where they think it's good manners...
就是礼貌，尽管他根本就不知道为什么点头 ...to nod at everything even if you have no idea what it is you're nodding at
说实话，我觉得他根本就不说英语 And in truth I think he spoke no English at all
单凭这一点，他就不胜任公共交通的职务 Which I think would make him ineligible for employment on public transportation
公众基本上都说英语。你说英语吗？ The public being English-speaking, mostly. Do you speak English?
我应该在机场等我儿子来接机。他没出现。 I was supposed to be met at the airport by my son. He didn't show
我等人从不超过三小时另三刻钟。我想我应该再耐心一点 And I don't wait more than three and three-quarters hours for anyone. I should have been patient, I guess
这里是……？- 布朗克斯 - Is this...? - Bronx
布朗克斯区？老天爷，我是怎么来到布朗克斯区的，司机告诉说 Is that the Bronx? Well how in the name of Heaven did I get to the Bronx when the bus driver said...
吸溜，吸溜，吸溜！你能打住你恶心的吸溜声吗！ Slurp slurp slurp will you stop that disgusting slurping!
吃东西就吸溜嘴的畜生！光知道吃，光知道吃！ You disgusting slurping feeding animal. Feeding yourself, just feeding yourself
我们不吃了，饿死，又怎么样呢？不管对你还是对谁！ What would it matter. to you or to anyone, if you just stopped feeding. And died?
你能告诉我去哪…… - 站远点，你这个死胖婊子！ - Can you just tell me where I... - Stand further off you fat loathsome whore
一点汤都不会再多给你，你个吸溜不住的畜生！ You can't have any more of this soup, slurp slurp slurp you animal, and the...
我知道你都尿了出来，你在哪块儿尿的？哪个灌木丛后头？ I know you'll just go pee it all away and where will you do that? Behind what bush?
都他妈的卖完了，我……你读过诺斯特拉德马斯的预言吗？ It's fucking sold out here and I... Have you read the prophecies of Nostradamus?
谁的？ - 一个在某地跟我约会的家伙 - Who? - Some guy I went out with once somewhere
诺斯特拉德马斯，先知，流浪者，眼睛……很恐怖。 Nostradamus. Prophet, outcast, eyes like... Scary shit
请闭嘴！现在我要你停止絮叨，安静一分钟 Shut up. Please. Now I want you to stop jabbering for a minute...
打起精神，告诉我去布鲁克林怎么走 ...and pull your wits together and tell me how to get to Brooklyn
只有你知道，只有你能帮我 Because you know. And you are going to tell me
这里再没有人可以帮我，我又湿，又冷，又生气！ Because there is no one else around to tell me and I am wet and cold and I am very angry
所以，我很抱歉你有精神病，但是还请你尽力 So I am sorry you're psychotic but just make the effort
深呼吸！赶紧！ Take a deep breath. Do it
很好。现在呼气。 That's good. Now exhale
很好。那，去布鲁克林怎么走？ Good. Now how do I get to Brooklyn?
不知道。没去过。抱歉。 Don't know. Never been. Sorry
喝汤吗？ - 曼哈顿呢？或许你知道…… - Want some soup? - Manhattan? Maybe you know...
我想你应该不知道摩门教服务中心在哪 I don't suppose you know the location of the Mormon Visitors'...
第65街和百老汇 - 你怎么…… - 65th and Broadway - How do you...?
经常去那。免费电影。很无聊，但可以待一整天。 Go there all the time. Free movies. Boring, but you can stay all day
那，我怎么…… - 乘坐D线车。下个街区右拐 - Well... So how do I... - Take the D train. Next block make a right
谢谢 - 噢耶 - Thank you - Oh yeah
新世纪，我们都会变疯 In the new century I think we will all be insane
我不能。答案是拒绝。很抱歉。 I can't. The answer's no. I'm sorry
很好，道歉。我不明白，谁还会要求道歉。 Oh, well, apologies. I can't see that there's anyone asking for apologies
对不起，罗伊 - 哦，很好，道歉 - I'm sorry, Roy - Oh, well, apologies
我的妻子不见了，罗伊。我猜我母亲正从盐湖城过来帮忙照看。 My wife is missing, Roy. My mother's coming from Salt Lake to help look, I guess
我现在应该去机场接机 I'm supposed to be at the airport now, picking her up
但我住了两天医院，罗伊，溃疡出血，我咳血了 But I just spent two days in a hospital, Roy, with a bleeding ulcer, I was spitting up blood
血哈？听着，我现在很忙 - 只是个工作 - Blood, huh? Look, I'm very busy here and... - It's just a job
工作？工作？华盛顿啊！你个犹他摩门蠢货！ A job? A job? Washington! Dumb Utah Mormon hick shit
罗伊 - 华盛顿！ - Roy... - Washington!
当华盛顿召唤我的时候，我比你还年轻。你以为我会说 When Washington called me I was younger than you. You think I said...
他妈的不行，我去不了，我现在不方便，鼻子流血了 'Aw fuck no I can't go I got two fingers up my asshole and a little moral nosebleed to boot
当华盛顿召唤你，年轻靓丽的小朋克，你要么去，要不滚他妈蛋！ When Washington calls you, my pretty young punk friend, you go or you can go fuck yourself sideways
因为火车已经出站，你被踢出局了，只能在冰天雪地里冻死。 'Cause the train has pulled out of the station, and you are out, nowhere, out in the cold
去你妈的，玛丽·金，滚出去。 Fuck you, Mary Jane, get outta here
请让我…… - 解释吗？ - Just let me... - Explain?
生命短暂。你伤了我的心。 Ephemera. You broke my heart.
你怎么不解释一下呢？ Explain that. Explain that
我爱你，罗伊。我是那么想成为……你想要我成为的样子。 I love you. Roy. There's so much that I want to be... what you see in me
我想成为这个世界的一员，你的世界的一员，罗伊，我希望我胜任 I want to be a participant in the world, in your world, Roy, I want to be capable of that
我尽力了，真的，但是我做不到 I've tried, really I have, but I can't do this
不是我不信任你，而是因为我太信任你 Not because I don't believe in you, but because I believe in you so much
你所代表的，在我心中是秩序，是体面。我愿付出一切保护你。 In what you stand for, at heart, the order, the decency. I would give anything to protect you
但是我不能犯法。这种观念在我心里太根深蒂固了。那样做就不是我了。 But there are laws I can't break. It's too ingrained. It is not me
我造的孽已经够多了 There's enough damage I've already done
也许你是对的，也许我已经死了。 Maybe you were right, maybe I'm dead
你没死，小朋友，你只是弱不禁风。 You're not dead, boy, you're a sissy
你爱我，这很感人，我很感动。有人爱，很贴心。 You love me, that's moving, I'm moved. It's nice to be loved
关于她，我警告过你，是不是乔？可你不听。为什么？ I warned you about her, didn't I, Joe? But you don't listen to me. Why?
因为你认为，罗伊很聪明，罗伊是朋友，但是罗伊那个人……哪，他不贴心！ Because you say Roy is smart and Roy's a friend but Roy... well, he isn't nice
你想要贴心，是吧？做个善解人意的好人。 And you wanna be nice. Right? A nice, nice man
你知道我这一辈子，最大的成就是什么吗，乔？ You know what my greatest accomplishment was, Joe. In my life...
当我回顾一生，最引以为傲的是什么吗？ ...what I am able to look back on and be proudest of?
我帮助造就过总统，也毁掉过总统，还有市长 And I have helped make presidents and unmake them, and mayors...
在纽约市栽培过比任何人都多的法官，数百万美金免税 ...and more goddamn judges than anyone in NYC ever, and several million dollars, tax-free
你觉得对我最有意义的是什么？你曾经听说过艾瑟尔·罗森伯格吗？ And what do you think means the most to me? You ever hear of Ethel Rosenberg?
哼，乔？ - 是的，我想我听说过。 - Huh, Joe, huh? - Well, yeah, I guess I... Yes
是的。你听说过艾瑟尔·罗森伯格。也许你在历史书上读到过她。 Yes. Yes. You have heard of Ethel Rosenberg. Maybe you even read about her in the history books
如果不是我，乔 If 'wasn't for me, Joe...
艾瑟尔·罗森伯格今天还活着，为杂志写些女性专栏。 ...Ethel Rosenberg would be alive today, writing some personal-advice column for it is. magazine
可她死了。因为在审讯期间，我每天在电话上跟法官通话 She isn't. Because during the trial, Joe, I was on the phone every day, talking with the judge
罗伊 - 每天，都尽我最大努力…… - Roy... - Every day, doing what I do best...
在电话上讲，确保法官席上那胆小无用的犹太法官对美国负责、对历史负责 ...talking on the telephone, making sure that timid Yid nebbish on the bench did his duty to America, to history
那个甜蜜不讨喜的女人，有两个孩子，呜呜咽咽，像我们所有犹太妈咪 That sweet unprepossessing woman, two kids, boo-hoo-hoo, reminded us all of our little Jewish mamas
她差一点就活下来。我不停地抗辩，直到我哭哭啼啼，把她送上了电椅。 She came this close to getting life. I pleaded till I wept to put her in the chair
我，做到了。如果允许的话，我愿意亲自去拉电闸 Me. I did that. I would have fucking pulled the switch if they'd have let me
为什么？因为我他妈恨卖国贼。因为我他妈恨共产党。 Why? Because I fucking hate traitors. Because I fucking hate communists
合法吗？去他妈合法！贴心吗？去他妈贴心！ Was it legal? Fuck legal. Am I a nice man? Fuck nice
他们在《国家杂志》上说我的坏话，去他妈的《国家杂志》 They say terrible things about me in The Nation. Fuck The Nation
我是想贴心，还是想强大？你想制定法律，还是想遵从法律？ You want to be nice, or you want to be effective? Make the law, or subject to it?
你来选！你妻子已经选择了。一周后她就会回来。 Choose. Your wife chose. A week from today, she'll be back
她知道该怎么得到她想要的。或许我应该派她去华盛顿 She knows how to get what she wants. Maybe I ought to send her to Washington
我不信你的话 - 绝对真实。 - I don't believe you - Gospel
你的话不可能是你说的意思 You can't possibly mean what you're saying
罗伊，你是罗森伯格案的美国助理检察官 Roy, you were the Assistant United States Attorney on the Rosenberg case
审讯期间片面与法官交流是…… Ex-parte communication with the judge during the trial would be...
至少是可非难的，极有可能是共谋，在死刑案中，这是 Censurable, at least, probably conspiracy and in a case that resulted in execution, it's...
什么？谋杀？ What? Murder?
你只是身体不好罢了 - 你什么意思，身体不好？谁身体不好？ - You're not well is all - What do you mean, not well? Who's not well?
你说…… - 我什么都没说，我说什么了？ - You said... - No I didn't. I said what?
罗伊，你得了癌症。- 我没有 - Roy, you have cancer - No I don't
你告诉我你要死了 - 你他妈在说什么呢，乔？ - You told me you were dying - What the fuck are you talking about, Joe?
我从没说过。我十分健康。我身上没有一点他妈的毛病。 I never said that. I'm in perfect health. There's not a goddamn thing wrong with me
握握手？ Shake?
你伤害了我，没关系。因为我爱你，宝贝乔。所以我对你严厉苛责 It's OK that you hurt me because I love you, baby Joe. That's why I'm so rough on you
不肖子，这个世界会把它肮脏的手抹遍你的全身 Prodigal son. The world will wipe its dirty hands all over you
已经抹遍了，罗伊 - 现在走人！ - It already has, Roy - Now go
我会一直在这，等你。 I'll always be here, waiting for you
你想从我这要什么？这一切算什么？你想要什么，你个忘恩负义的…… What did you want from me? What was all this? What do you want, treacherous ungrateful little...
越雷池一步，约瑟夫 Transgress a little, Joseph
有那么多条法律，你犯一条试试。 There are so many laws. Find one you can break
啊……安迪！安迪！到这来，安迪！ Ah... Andy! Andy! Get in here! Andy!
你他妈是谁？新来的护理？ Who the fuck are you? The new nurse?
噢，操！艾瑟尔 AW, fuck. Ethel
你气色不好，罗伊 - 呃，艾瑟尔。我感觉不好 - You don't look good, Roy - Well, Ethel. I don't feel good
你体重下去了。很适合你。你当初太胖了。丰满的身材，加上一个麻省理工的肥臀。 But you lost a lot of weight. That suits you. You were heavy back then. Zaftig, mit hips
从1960年以后我就没那么胖了。我们那时候都要胖些，健身流行之前。 I haven't been that heavy since 1960. We were all heavier back then, before the body thing started
现在我像个骷髅，他们用眼瞪我 Now I look like a skeleton. They stare
惹祸上身了，哈，罗伊？好戏才刚开始。 The shits really hit the fan, huh, Roy? Well the fun's just started
这算哪出戏呢，艾瑟尔？万圣节吗？你想吓唬我？ What is this, Ethel, Halloween? You trying to scare me?
你白浪费时间。我无论如何都比你可怕。 Well you're wasting your time. I'm scarier than you any day of the week
滚开吧，艾瑟尔。快点！死了总比当共党强！ So beat it, Ethel. Boon! Better dead than red
有人试图想动摇我？从天堂宝座中的上帝 Somebody trying to shake me up? From the throne of God in Heaven...
要地狱的阎王，让你们通通都去见鬼，老子不吃那一套！ ...to the belly of Hell, you can all fuck yourselves and then go jump in the lake
因为我不怕你，也不怕死，也不怕地狱，什么都不怕。 Because I'm not afraid of you or death or hell or anything
我们回见吧，罗伊。朱利叶斯向你问好。 - 是吗，去他妈的朱利叶斯。 - Be seeing you soon, Roy. Julius sends his regards - Yeah, well send this to Julius
你病得很严重，罗伊 - 噢上帝……安迪！ - You're a very sick man, Roy - Oh God... Andy!
我想，他是听不到你。我们应该叫辆救护车 He doesn't hear you, I guess. We should call the ambulance
噢，按钮！现在的这些玩意 Ah, buttons! Such things they got now
我拨什么号码，罗伊？ - 911 - What do I dial, Roy? - 911
还有音乐，啦啦啦…… It sings! La la la...
你好，请派一辆救护车来罗伊·科恩住宅，他是著名的律师 Yes, you should please send an ambulance to the home of Mr Roy Cohn, the famous lawyer
我也不懂。肚子疼得厉害。非常厉害。 Beats me. A pain in his gut. Bad. A bad pain
你的地址是什么，罗伊？ - 东区87街244号 - What's the address, Roy? - 244 East 87th
东区87街244号。没有公寓号，整栋楼都是他家 244 East 87th Street. No apartment number, he's got the whole building
我叫什么？艾瑟尔·格林格拉斯·罗森伯格 My name? Ethel Greenglass Rosenberg
我吗？我不是科恩先生的亲戚。一个老友 Me? No I'm not related to Mr Cohn. An old friend
他们说马上到。 - 我有的是时间。 - They said a minute - I have all the time in the world
你死不了。 - 我死不了，艾瑟尔。 - You're immortal - I'm immortal, Ethel
我已经闯进了历史。我已经名垂千古了。 I have forced my way into history. I ain't never gonna die
历史已经张开了大口。千禧年来临。 History is about to crack wide open. Millennium approaches
今夜正是此夜。你兴奋吗？今夜，她会降临。光之女 Tonight's the night. Are you excited? Tonight She comes. The Daughter of Light
明光，磷光，荧光，烛光。火的消息，火的踪迹…… Lumen. Phosphor. Fluor. Candle. Tidings and trailings of fire and...
看，大蒜！ Look. Garlic
镜子，圣水，十字架。 A mirror. Holy Water. A crucifix
滚蛋！滚出我的房间！滚！ Fuck off! Get the fuck out of my room! Go!
你的舵栓到底有多硬？ -我的什么？ - How hard is your pintle, then? - My what?
你的舵栓，比任何时候都硬。我相信它坚挺得比…… Stiffer than it's ever been, your pintle? I bet it's standing straighter than...
我不知道你们在……- 你的长矛，你的犁锄…… - I have no idea what you're... - Your pike, your plough...
我要求你们离开。我命令你们 I order you to leave. I command you
我没有邀请你们来。我要求你们消失。滚开！ I didn't invite you. I order you to vanish. Begone! Avaunt!
已经来不及了。今晚她会从天花板破界而入 It's a bit late for that. Tonight She arrives right through the roof
不！我不想她来这。还有你们…… No! I don't want her here. Or you. Or...
噢，发发慈悲，你在对他干什么？ Oh, for pity's sake. What are you doing to him?
笨蛋，我在报信。还能干吗？至少我准时出现。 Newt. I'm heralding. What does it look like? At least I arrived on time
他应该欢喜，快活。你瞧他，你瞧啊！ He's meant to be jubilating, rejoicing. And look at him, just look at him
他在瑟瑟发抖 - 我没有瑟瑟发抖 - He's shrieking in terror - I'm not shrieking
我为我的迟到抱歉。我的手出了点小毛病 I do apologize for my tardiness, but I'm having a bit of trouble with the clasp
你想干什么？ What is it you want?
硬得像山核桃木疙瘩 - 他们降临的时候，我们都会肿胀 - Hard as a hickory knob, I'll bet - We all tumesce when they approach
完全勃起，像满月 We wax full, like moons
跳支舞吧 - 跳舞？ - Dance - Dance?
该死的，站起来，把你的手给我，跳舞！ Stand up, damnit, give us your hands, dance!
听啊……美妙的音乐。想跳支舞吗？ Listen... Delightful sound. Care to dance?
请离开我，让我睡觉。 Please leave me alone, please just let me sleep
啊，他有亲近的人。能跟着他起舞的伴侣 Ah, he wants someone familiar. A partner who knows his steps
闭上眼。想象一下…… - 我不想…… - Close your eyes. Imagine... - I don't...
闭嘴，闭上眼。 Hush. Close your eyes
睁开吧！ Now open them
路 - 陪我跳舞 - Lou - Dance with me
我跳不了，我的腿，晚上很疼。你是鬼魂吗，路？ I can't, my leg, it hurts at night. Are you a ghost, Lou?
不是，我是你的幻觉，迷失于我自己。 No. Just spectral. Lost to my self
整日坐在冰冷的公园长凳上，渴望着跟你在一起 Sitting all day on cold park benches wishing I could be with you
陪我跳舞，宝贝 Dance with me, babe
哈！现在我懂为什么他没有孩子了。他是个鸡奸者。 Hah. Now I see why he's got no children. He's a sodomite
噢，安静点，你个中世纪老货！让他们跳舞。 Oh be quiet, you medieval gnome, and let them dance
我并没有干预，我完成了我的任务。万岁，万岁，信使降临！ I'm not interfering, I've done my bit. Hooray, hooray, the Messenger's come
现在我要闪了。我不喜欢这里。 Now I'll be blowing off. I don't like it here
二十世纪，乖乖，世界竟是如此，如此的古老 The twentieth century. Oh dear, the world has gotten so terribly, terribly old
不要进来，不要进来，路易斯！ Oh don't come in here, don't come in. Louis!
不！我叫普莱尔·沃尔特，我是古老家族的后裔，我被抛弃了。 No! My name is Prior Walter, I am the scion of an ancient line, I am abandoned
不！我叫普莱尔，我现在住在此地，并且…… No. My name is Prior and I live here and now, and...
在黑暗中，在黑暗中，职掌记录的天使睁开了它的百眼， In the dark, in the dark, the Recording Angel opens its hundred eyes...
抓住了生命之圣典的书脊 ...and snaps the spine of the Book of Life
我在胡说八道。别再瞎胡闹了，闭嘴 I'm talking nonsense. No more mad scene, hush
你知道拉撒路的故事吗？ - 拉撒路？ - Do you know the story of Lazarus? - Lazarus?
拉撒路。记不清具体的内容了。 - 我不知道 - Lazarus. I can't remember what happens, exactly - I don't...
啊，他死了，耶稣在他身体里吹了口气，让他死而复生。 Well, he was dead, Lazarus, and Jesus breathed life into him. He brought him back from death
经常来这？ - 没有 - Come here often? - No
是的 Yes. Yes
死而复生 Back from the dead
你相信这是真的吗？- 我也不知道我相信什么。 - You believe that really happened? - I don't know anymore what I believe
这真是个巧合。我们相遇了 This is quite a coincidence. Us meeting
我跟踪你了。从上班的地方，到这里。 I followed you. From work. I followed you here
你跟踪我。你可能看到我那天在洗手间 You followed me. You probably saw me that day in the washroom...
想这个人很贴心，善解人意，为朋友陷入麻烦而哭泣 ...and thought, There's a sweet guy, sensitive, cries for friends in trouble
是的 - 你以为我也会为你哭泣 - Yes - You thought maybe I'll cry for you
是的 - 那你上当了。鳄鱼的眼泪。假的 - Yes - Well I fooled you. Crocodile tears. Nothing
你干什么？别这样 - 对不起，很抱歉 - What are you doing? Don't do that - Sorry. I'm sorry
我……只是 I'm... just not...
我觉得，你要是碰了我，你的手会掉下来 I think, if you touch me, your hand might fall off or something
碰过我的人，都没有什么好下场 Worse things have happened to people who have touched me
求你了。噢，天哪…… 我能不能 Please. Oh, boy... Can I...
我想摸摸你。求你了，我能摸你一下吗……就这样？ I... want... to touch you. Please. Can I please just touch you... here?
我会为此而下地狱的 I'm going to Hell for doing this
没什么大不了的。你觉得地狱比纽约市还差劲吗？ Big deal. You think it could be any worse than New York City?
走吧 - 去哪？ - Come on - Where?
跟我回家 - 这不行。我是说，我并不了解你 - Home. With me - This makes no sense. I mean I don't know you
彼此彼此 - 你知道我身上有你不喜欢的东西 - Likewise - And what you do know about me you don't like
你是共和党？ - 是的，这是其一 - The Republican stuff? - Yeah, well for starters
我不是不喜欢，我是憎恨。- 那我们为什么还要…… - I don't not like that. I hate that - So why on earth should we...
不知道，找个陌生的床伴。我从没和魔鬼上过床 Strange bedfellows. I don't know. I never made it with one of the damned before
另外，今晚我真的不想一个人过夜 Plus I would really rather not have to spend tonight alone
我是一个很坏很坏的人，路易斯 - 叫我路 - I'm a pretty terrible person, Louis - Lou
真的，我很坏很坏。我不值得人爱。 No, I really really am. I don't think I deserve being loved
你瞧？看见了吧？我们已经是一丘之貉了 There? See? We already have a lot in common
听起来，听起来，像…… That sound, that sound, it...
那是什么，跟个鸟似的，像一只大鸟。我很害怕，我…… What is that, like birds or something, like a really big bird. I'm frightened. I...
不！不要害怕，点燃怒火，点燃怒火 No! No fear, find the anger, find the anger
我的血液干净，我的头脑清醒，什么压力我都能应付。 My blood is clean, my brain is fine, I can handle pressure
我是同性恋，我早就习惯了压力，习惯了折磨，我坚韧不拔 I am a gay man and I am used to pressure, to trouble, I am tough and strong and...
哦，好天爷呀！我……噢，我兴奋了，我好兴奋 Oh. Oh my goodness. I... Ooohhhh... I'm hot, I'm so hot
天呀！发生什么事了？我肯定发烧了，我…… Aw Jeez, what is going on here. I must have a fever, I...
噢不要，不要！有东西进来了！ Oh please! Oh please! Something's coming in here
我吓死了，我一点都不喜欢这样。有东西在逼近 I'm scared, I don't like this at all, something's approaching and I...
万能的上帝呀，好斯皮尔伯格范儿！ God almighty. Very Steven Spielberg
致敬！先知！ Greetings, Prophet
伟大的工程开始了。信使降临。 The Great Work begins. The Messenger has arrived