第六集 彷彿被上帝放入地獄的天使
幾根碎裂的脊椎骨 A few shattered vertebrae,
被刺穿的肺部… a punctured lung...
單眼失明五周 blind in one eye for five weeks.
還是兩個月？ Two months, was it?
我當時夜晚會小睡 I took naps at night then.
我會感受到空氣吹向我的皮膚 彷彿我在跌落一樣 I would feel the air against my skin as though I was still falling.
然後又重新著地 And then I would land all over again.
劇烈的疼痛感是我還活著的證據 Excruciating pain was the proof I was still alive.
他會飛？ He could fly?
對 Yes.
像超人那樣嗎？ Like Superman?
不是，超人是虛構人物 Not like Superman. Superman is a fictional character.
那是「去你的牛頓定律」 那種飛在天空中嗎？ But in the air, with a "fuck you to Newtonian physics" flying?
他說那比較像是漂浮 He said it was more like floating,
隨著意志升起，視決定往一個方向推動 arising at will, propelling in a direction by the decision.
他稱之為「雲朵之禮」 He called it "the cloud gift."
嘿，醫生 Hey, Doc,
你知道有一個會飛的 吸血鬼末日朝你而來嗎？ did you know there's a flying vampire apocalypse coming your way?
大部分的吸血鬼不具有雲朵之禮 Most vampires do not possess the cloud gift.
只有少數例外 只有我們當中最古老的人擁有 With a few exceptions, only the most ancient of us have it.
你知道他是吸血鬼吧？ You know he's a vampire, right?
我不跟病人本人以外的人談論病人的事 I do not discuss my patients with anyone but the patients themselves.
剛剛那是法理德班沙裏醫生的聲音 That's the voice of Dr. Fareed Bhansali.
那不是我的聲音 That is not my voice.
他是副總理的私人醫生… He's the personal physician to the deputy prime minister and...
我不在這裏 And I am not here.
也是吸血鬼 路易德普安特杜拉克的私人醫生 ...the vampire Louis de Pointe du Lac.
他不在官方紀錄上 He's officially off the record.
所有跨過大門的人都要簽保密協議？ NDAs signed by any and all who cross the threshold, eh?
你的藥有在跑嗎？ Is your medicine taking?
又冷又癢，感謝關心 It's cold and itchy. Thanks for asking.
你還在做我們第一次見面的夢嗎 丹尼爾？ Are you still dreaming about our first meeting, Daniel?
我老是在你叫我跟你 回你那爛公寓之前醒來 I keep waking up just before you ask me back to your shitty apartment.
你會飛嗎，路易？ Can you fly, Louis?
不會 No.
所以，20年來 So for 20 years,
你跟吸血鬼黎斯特同住 you lived with the vampire Lestat,
對他擁有飛行之禮一事渾然不知？ and you didn't know he had the flying gift?
是雲朵之禮 The cloud gift.
對 And yes,
他用了很大的力量克制自己 it was a remarkable bit of restraint he managed.
他為什麼要那樣做？ Why would he do that?
我想是因為他認為 如果他向我暴露出所有力量 I suppose he thought if he exposed all his power to me,
我就不會覺得我們平起平坐了 I would never feel his equal
我們的關係也會被影響 and the relationship would suffer.
「他只打我那一次而已，警官 那不是他的錯」 "He only beat me the one time, Officer. It's not his fault."
典型的斯德哥爾摩綜合征 對吧，醫生？ Classic Stockholm, eh, Doc?
我不在這裏 I am not here.
我們是我們最糟時刻的總和嗎？ Are we the sum of our worst moments?
如果我們自己都不原諒他人 那我們會被原諒嗎？ Can we be forgiven if we do not forgive others ourselves?
那糟糕的夜晚之後 黎斯特就銷聲匿跡了… Lestat had disappeared after that awful night...
他稍後坦承是出於深刻罪惡感而消失 vanished out of a profound sense of shame he would later confess to.
這樣剛好 Which was just as well,
因為克勞蒂亞和我 也沒心情收下他的道歉 since Claudia and I were in no mood to receive his apologies.
我整天躺著 I made pride my blanket.
而她傾盡心力在我的康復上 And she dedicated all her energy to my rehabilitation.
準備好了嗎？ You ready?
這好羞辱人 This is humiliating.
我們明天再試一次 We'll try again tomorrow.
如果你想談你離開時發生的事 If you ever want to talk about what happened to you while you were gone,
隨時可以談，好嗎？ you know you can, right?
嗯哼 Uh-huh.
或是告訴我他的名字就好 Or you could just tell me his name,
寫在紙片上 write it on a scrap of paper.
你要當我的復仇黑騎士嗎？ You gonna be my knight in vengeful black?
就是我 I am the knight.
不要動 Don't move it.
我沒有 I didn't.
把你的同情留給需要的人 Save your charity for the needful.
克勞蒂亞，哈羅 Claudia, hello.
我一直打給你們 I've been calling quite often.
我不知道接線員幫我轉接得對不對 I don't know if the operator is patching me through correctly.
我在路易最愛的書店買了東西要送他 I brought something from Louis's favorite bookshop.
《時禱書》，非常稀有，15世紀的 "The Book of Hours." Extremely rare, 15th century.
羊皮紙上金、銀色印刷 Silver and gold in the vellum,
藍色跟深玫瑰紅色調 palettes of blue and old rose.
這裏沒有人想跟你說話 No one here wishes to speak with you.
嗯，我知道他在樓上 我看得到他的剪影 Well, I know he's upstairs. I can see his silhouette.
也許我們該讓他自己決定想不想見到我 Perhaps we should let him decide if he wants to see me or not.
這個答案可以嗎？ How's that for an answer?
《腦海中，我感到一場葬禮》 "I Felt a Funeral in my Brain."
她在裏面寫了一首詩，叫 《一口棺材就是一個小領地》 She also wrote one called "A Coffin Is a Small Domain."
拜託 I mean, come on.
艾蜜莉狄金生不是吸血鬼 Emily Dickinson is not a vampire.
你怎麼知道？ How do you know?
因為她死了 'Cause she's dead.
你怎麼知道？ How do you know?
她有墓地 She got a grave.
有墓碑 She got a tombstone.
你也有 So do you.
25馬力的勞斯萊斯，六缸引擎 25-horsepower Rolls-Royce six-cylinder engine
跟一個他們稱之為棺材式的車頭 and a front end they call a "coffin nose."
很奢華吧？ Isn't that rich?
這台是你的 This one's yours.
我的在家裏，是藍色的 Mine's back at home in blue.
我永遠地回來了 I'm back in town permanently.
你有離開嗎？ Were you gone?
我在河對岸，在阿爾吉爾斯 Across the river, in Algiers.
路易，我不知道我那晚被什麼附身了 Louis, I don't know what possessed me that night.
三年前 Three years ago.
他是說三年前的那個晚上 That night three years ago, he means.
我是一個我再也不想成為的人 I was someone I don't want to be anymore.
我改變了 I've changed.
讓我向你證明 Let me prove it to you.
沒有你，我什麼都不是 I'm nothing without you.
沒有你們兩個，我什麼都不是 I'm nothing without both of you.
如果你要我離開，就直接說吧 If you want me to go away, just say so.
我會聽你的話 I'll obey you.
我會永遠離開你的生活 I'll leave your life forever.
這個沉默好殘酷 This silence is cruel.
而你一直都不是殘酷的人，路易 And you were never cruel, Louis.
六年來 For six years in all,
這些赤裸和絕望的懺悔如潮水般涌來 these raw and desperate mea culpas came like the tide.
六年來，它們被怒火或沉默以對 And for six years, they were greeted with silence or fire.
那十年內我們燒掉的禮物比屍體還多 We burned more gifts than bodies in that decade,
但它們還是持續出現 but they would not stop coming.
黎斯特持續不懈的決心 開始鬆懈我的全幅武裝 And Lestat's relentless determination began to crack my considerable armor.
可能是因為有低聲下氣的感覺吧 Perhaps it was the modesty of the gesture.
1937年的春天 But in the spring of 1937,
一件禮物突破了重圍 one broke through.
他親自寫下了那首歌曲 He had written it himself in the music of the hour.
他一百年來的首次譜曲作品 His first composition in 100 years.
拉希德 Rashid,
請播放我們在說的歌曲 給莫洛伊先生跟醫生聽 please play the song in question for Mr. Molloy and the doctor.
我不在這裏 I'm not here.
他跟一間當地唱片公司合作 He had engaged a local record company.
當他們聘請的樂手表現不盡人意時 And when the musicians they hired proved unsatisfactory,
他就自己彈奏那些樂器 he played all the instruments himself.
那是他的聲音？ That's his voice?
對 Yeah.
他只壓了一張唱片 He pressed only one album.
母帶被我弄壞了 Had the master recordings destroyed.
你現在聽的是比較劣質的錄音 You're listening to an inferior rerecording now.
一切的厚顏無恥 跟當中的真心誠意不相上下 The audacity of it all was matched only by its sincerity.
他做出了一個近乎完美的情物 He had made the near-perfect valentine,
只有一個瑕疵 with one flaw.
可悲 Pathetic.
一個完美預謀的瑕疵 One perfectly premeditated flaw.
六年的苦苦哀求 Six years of begging.
你覺得一首歌會惹火我嗎？ You think a song's gonna get a rise out of me?!
你喜歡嗎？ Did you like it?
這是她的聲音嗎？ This her singing?
聲音很清亮 It's a clear voice.
我不想有東西影響到歌詞 I wanted no obstacle to the lyric.
你寫歌給我，裏面加進你愛人的聲音？ Write me a song and put your lover's voice on it?
你腦子是該死的有什麼毛病？ What the fuck is wrong with your head?
路易，你濕透了 Louis, you're soaking wet.
我游泳比開車快 I swim faster than I drive.
穿上衣服，滾出去 Put some clothes on and get the fuck out.
這是我家 This is my house.
你覺得我在乎嗎？ Do I look like I care?
黎斯特 Lestat.
離開 Leave.
你游過密西西比河來找我 You swam the Mississippi to find me.
我恨你 I hate you.
應該的 As you should.
再見，班沙裏醫生 Alavida, Dr. Bhansali.
後會有期 Hamaare punah milane tak.
很高興沒認識你，莫洛伊先生 Pleasure never meeting you, Mr. Molloy.
他在跟空氣說話 He said to no one.
快狠準，只有兩包輸液 Quick and clever, despite two bags of fluid.
合法藥物讓我便秘 但妙語如珠的人讓我欲罷不能 Legal dope makes me constipated, but the wit flows like a river.
你回收黎斯特了 You took Lestat back.
吸血鬼連結 The vampire bond.
沒有人類勢均力敵 There is no human equivalent.
愛人、殺人兇手、造物者 Lover, murderer, maker.
你回收他了 You took him back.
那是一個無法完全切斷的連結 It's a bond that can never fully be severed.
那樣的連結讓你相信 A bond like that makes you believe
世界上只有你們兩個人而已 there are only two of you on the planet.
自由與貞潔包覆在同一個人體內 Freedom and chastity wrapped in one person.
但你們有三個人 But there were three of you.
對 Yes.
規則四 Rule number four.
殺了安東妮 Kill Antoinette.
安東妮是我個人的… Antoinette is my own private...
情事 Affair.
孩子的說法 Said child,
她在介入父母的感情生活 interfering in the romantic lives of her parents.
她要33歲了 She's coming up on 33.
那是吸血鬼草率行事的年紀 It's a lick and a promise in vampire years.
也許吧，但我已經不是你的孩子了 Maybe, but I'm not your child anymore.
這是規則五 That's rule number five.
我會是你的同伴、你的妹妹 I'll be your companion, your sister.
這不像選新家人那麼簡單 It's not as simple as choosing a new family configuration.
「現在我是你表妹了」 "Now I'm your cousin."
「現在我是你阿姨了」 "Now I'm your aunt."
我是你的造物者耶 I am your maker.
但不是我叔叔、或我爸爸 But not my uncle or my daddy.
我是你妹妹，否則門在那裏，請自便 I'm your sister or that's the door.
規則六… Rule number six...
我是為了他做的 And know I'm doing this for him.
請搞清楚 I wouldn't want to confuse you.
規則六… Rule number six...
不能說謊 no lies.
包括說法誇張，或是省略未說 And that includes lies of exaggeration and of omission.
舉例來說，如果你會飛 For instance, if you can fly,
就跟我們說你會飛 tell us you can fly.
天啊 Assez.
重大宣告跟自命不凡的表情 Grand proclamations and portentous looks.
你覺得我有所隱瞞嗎？ Do you think I'm withholding?
問吧 Go on.
問你的問題吧 Ask your questions.
我會回答 I'll answer them.
保羅的死跟你有關嗎？ Did you have anything to do with Paul's death?
沒有 No.
我絕對不會傷害你弟弟 I would never hurt your brother.
我只是一直… It's just something I always...
絕對不會，路易 Never, Louis.
是誰創造你的？ Who made you?
他的名字叫梅格納斯 His name was Magnus.
他從我巴黎的房間把我抓走 He took me from my room in Paris,
我又踢又喊 as I kicked and screamed.
他關了我一個禮拜 He kept me for a week,
把我關在一間都是屍體的房裏 locked in a room full of corpses...
有些剛被殺死 some freshly killed,
有些已腫脹發黑 some bloated and black.
但他們都看起來很像我… But they all looked like me...
我的膚色、我的體格 my coloring, my physique.
腐敗的臉上回盯著我看的我的雙眼 My own eyes staring back at me from rotting faces.
他每晚以我為食物 He fed on me every night.
再把我關回那個塔裏 和一群極為相像的屍體在一起 And then he put me back in the tower with the look-alike corpses.
我以為我毫無疑問會成為其中一個 I thought for sure I'd be one of them,
但他卻把我變成這樣 but instead he turned me into this.
沒有吸血鬼起源 或生理學的宏偉歷史，沒有規則 No grand history of vampiric origins or physiology, no rules,
沒有任何指導建議 no counsel.
只有大手一揮一疊鈔票 Just a sweeping hand to a pile of money
跟他縱身火焰中的景象 and the sight of him throwing himself into a fire.
接著我就孤單一人了 And then I was alone.
我心想… I thought...
「我沒辦法喝鮮血 "I can't drink hot blood.
我沒辦法把別人當食物」 I can't feed on others."
我哭了 I cried.
我向上帝呼喊 I called to God.
我不想要這樣 I didn't want this.
但我擁有忍耐的能力 But I have a capacity for enduring.
這就是為什麼我特別不喜歡被拋棄 It's why I don't particularly like being abandoned.
殺了安東妮 Kill Antoinette.
積累在這小鎮上的歲月開始反撲我們 Years accumulated in the small city were catching up to us.
我們的家常被破壞 Our home was often vandalized.
膽小怯弱的警告意旨我們不再受到歡迎 Cowardly warnings suggesting we were no longer welcome.
「請回到你們來的黑暗之處」 "Please return to the dark place you came from."
不要看，尤妮斯 Don't look, Eunice.
那段時間窘迫尷尬 It was an awkward time,
但我全心全意愛著克勞蒂亞 but I loved Claudia with all my heart,
帶著受傷的心愛著黎斯特 and I loved Lestat with a wounded one.
他們兩個要能再次容忍彼此 一切才有說服力 The work would be convincing the two to find room again for each other.
讓步是必要的 Concessions would be needed.
我必須帶頭示範 I would have to lead by example.
我想問一個問題 I'd like to ask a question,
如果你們兩個願意聽的話 if that's amenable to you both.
你不需要請求許可 You don't have to ask permission.
我當然要 Oh, of course I do.
現在是新典範 This is the new paradigm.
羊群趕法國狼犬 The lambs herd the Beauceron.
很恰當的比喻 An apt metaphor.
我一直把你當成狗，黎斯特 I always took you for a dog, Lestat.
問問題吧 Ask the question.
路易還是一樣吃四隻腳的 克勞蒂亞吃兩隻腳的嗎？ Is it still four legs for Louis and two legs for Claudia?
我吃我吃的，她吃她吃的 我們尊重彼此的不同 I eat what I eat. She eats what she eats. We respect our differences.
嗯 Mm.
這每次都讓我覺得厭惡 Well, it's always made me feel loathsome,
好像我… like I'm...
我無視我身體的需求 looked down upon for my body's needs.
你不是真的需要 Well, you don't actually need it.
嗯 Mm.
看吧，這個 See, there it is.
你這樣說的時候有一種優越感 It's an air of superiority when you say that.
我沒有說你不行 I didn't say you couldn't.
我只是說你不需要而已 I'm just saying you don't have to.
我同意 I agree.
我知道你是無意的，但我有同感 I know you don't mean to, but I feel the same.
我覺得自己被容忍了 I feel tolerated.
為什麼你都沒說過？ Why didn't you ever say something?
很明顯啊 Well, it's obvious.
她不想要讓你心煩 She doesn't want to upset you.
我可以幫自己說話 I can speak for myself.
我們每天晚上都會狩獵 Every night, we hunt.
這種感覺每晚都會油然而生 And every night, these feelings arise.
這會孕育怨恨 It breeds resentment.
我不想要這樣 I don't want that.
那麼 Well, then,
冒著用更多妥協來癱瘓這個家的風險 at the risk of paralyzing this household with more compromise,
我可以提議另一個規則嗎？ may I propose another rule?
我們狩獵的時候 When we hunt,
狩獵人類 we hunt human.
我們是吸血鬼 We are vampire.
我們不應該… We should not...
巴！ Ba-a-a-ah!
說我是狗沒關係 Call me a dog.
但我是一隻誠實的狗 But an honest dog.
你覺得你可以再努力一點 盡量跟他好好相處嗎？ Do you think you could try a little harder to get on with him?
你有問他一樣的問題嗎？ Have you asked him the same question?
他在努力了 He's trying.
教你彈鋼琴 Teaching you piano,
下國際象棋，不是嗎？ the chess board, isn't he?
他還沒教我怎麼飛 He hasn't taught me to fly.
這不是可以教的東西 It's not something you could teach.
要麼與生俱來，要麼沒有 You're born with it or you're not.
這是他的另一個謊話 Another one of his lies.
哈羅 Hello.
我們還在想說你去哪了 We were wondering where you were.
撒謊是他的本性 It's his nature to lie.
克勞蒂亞 Claudia.
黎斯特 Lestat.
我記得你喜歡紀念品 I remember you like souvenirs.
謝謝 Thank you.
我們應該好好考慮修好那個壁爐 We should really think about repairing that mantel.
不要 No.
你享受住在廢墟裏，是嗎？ Enjoy living in a ruin, do you?
留下破壞，我們才不會忘記那個破壞 We leave the damage so we never forget the damage.
如果你可以再給他一點空間 If you could just give him an inch.
一個他哭哭啼啼的誕生故事 One sob story about his birth,
你就又隨他擺佈了 and you're back to eating from his hand.
說不定梅格納斯是瑞士的一個副主廚 Magnus could be a sous chef in Switzerland for all we know.
我真心誠意、畢恭畢敬 I am all sincerity and humility.
我沒辦法再繼續下去了 I cannot wear it any longer.
她只是固執而已 She's just stubborn.
她是一道牆 She is a wall.
是艾特達懸崖 The cliffs at Etretat.
脆弱黎斯特變成易怒黎斯特 Lestat the vulnerable becomes Lestat
再變成控制狂黎斯特 the irritable become Lestat the controlling.
-我們都有所妥協 -你看著吧！ -We're all making compromises -You watch!
為了讓一切再次好起來 ...to make this right again.
我喝血 I'm drinking the blood.
他解決了那個歌手 He ended it with the singer.
嗯哼 Mm-hmm.
你做了什麼？ What are you doing?
我忍耐 I'm enduring.
多做一點 Do more.
她變得很保護我 She's grown very protective of me.
事情就是這樣 That's what this is.
所以才會這麼難 It's why it's hard.
她回來時變得跟離開時不一樣了 She came back altered when she left us.
她有一個之前沒有的黑暗 There's a darkness in her that wasn't there before.
給她一點時間 Give her a little time.
在很多方面上 In many ways,
他們都比自己願意承認的還更像彼此 they were more like each other than they wanted to admit.
他們都會找出弱點 They both sought out weakness.
他們善加利用它，並沉醉其中 They reveled in the exploitation of it,
他們開心地你一言我一語 我則扮演他們毫無樂趣的交流的觀眾 and they romped with joy as I played audience to their joyless exchanges.
跟我們說一下你的初戀阿尼 Tell us about your first love, Nicky.
是尼可拉斯 Nicolas.
路易說你叫他阿尼 Louis said that you called him Nicky.
那首是你寫給他的歌 That's the song you wrote for him.
沒錯 'Tis.
每個愛人你都會寫歌給他們嗎？ Do you write songs for all your lovers?
我覺得這首比你那首好聽，路易 I think this one might be better than yours, Louis.
這代表你愛阿尼比你愛路易多嗎？ Does that mean you loved Nicky more than you love Louis?
不要理她，路易 Ignore her, Louis.
她問這些調皮的問題 是為了在這盤棋局取得優勢 She asks these naughty questions to gain advantage in the game.
沒有用的 It won't work.
我問這些問題 I ask these questions
是因為我在試著更瞭解你，黎斯特 because I'm trying to understand you better, Lestat.
我在盧森堡公園同時下三盤棋局 I played three games at once in the Jardin du Luxembourg,
其中一個對手是約翰尼斯祖克托特 and one of my opponents was Johannes Zukertort,
你當然也知道 who, you know, of course,
他贏得了1878年的巴黎錦標賽 won the Paris championships of '78
-那天下午 -我當然知道，誰不知道 -and who later that afternoon, -Of course. Who doesn't know
-我們比到不分軒輊 -1878年巴黎國際象棋錦標賽的 -I dueled to a draw. -who won the Paris Chess championship
冠軍是誰？ of '78?
-所以請繼續 -我媽媽在我還不會爬的時候 -So please continue -My mama taught me that
-你那乏味的質問 -就告訴我了 -with your tedious interrogations. -before I started crawling.
我又要… And I, once again...
將你一軍了 put you in check.
阿尼跟你的造物者一樣是自殺的嗎？ Did Nicky kill himself like your maker, Magnus?
叫將 Check.
還是你像殺了安東妮 跟企圖殺路易一樣 Or did you kill him, like you did Antoinette,
把他給殺了？ and how you tried to do with Louis?
克勞蒂亞 Claudia.
阿尼是在我們分道揚鑣之後過世的 Nicky passed on after he and I parted ways.
我花了超過一世紀的時間 才能重新站起來 It took me over a century to try again.
嗯 Mm.
將軍 Checkmate.
不要太難過，黎斯特 I'm sorry for your losses, Lestat.
輸的人是你，克勞蒂亞 這是第好幾百場了 Oh, it's you who lost, Claudia, for the many hundredth time.
我欣賞你對一個你明顯沒有天賦的遊戲 I admire your steadfast pursuit of a game
屹立不搖的獲勝心 you clearly have no acumen for.
我的主人教過我下棋 My massa taught me how to play,
但只夠佔用他的時間而已 but only enough to occupy his time.
我今晚想獨自狩獵 I think I'll hunt alone tonight.
嗯，主人人生失去太多東西了 Mm. Massa's had so much loss in his life.
上帝也不忍讓他失去更多了 Lord couldn't ask him to bear any more.
我跟你一起去 I'll come with you.
謝謝，不用了 Thank you. No.
可憐的主人跟他的苦痛 Poor massa and his pain.
能在主人屋檐下安睡就很榮幸了 It's an honor just to sleep under massa's roof.
我知道她在跟你說話 And I know she's talking to you.
你這樣的時候很醜陋 You're ugly when you act like that.
醜陋總比盲目好 Better ugly than blind.
她是一個矯揉造作、只關心自己的 She's an affected, self-absorbed,
噁心小東西，她欺騙自己 nasty little creature who's fooled herself into thinking
以為自己很聰明 she's smarter than she is,
她還想讓路易與我為敵 and she is poisoning Louis against me.
你不需要她，你也不需要他 You don't need her, and you don't need him.
他們不像我一樣懂得欣賞你 They don't appreciate you like I do.
我送了她這麼多禮物 這麼多無以計數的禮物 I have given her so many gifts, so many incalculable gifts.
你說得對，他們狼狽為奸 And you're right. It is both of them.
他盤算，她行動 He broods. She snipes.
所以我才需要你 That's why I need you.
你讓我得以對抗他們 You fortify me against them.
你跟我一樣 You're like me.
你喜歡笑 You like to laugh.
因為你都會讓我笑 You make me laugh all the time.
我們應該遠走高飛，黎斯特 We should go away, Lestat.
去紐約、芝加哥、洛杉磯 New York, Chicago, Los Angeles.
你想當電影明星？ You want to be a movie star?
反正我都死了 Well, now that I'm dead,
想當什麼就可以當什麼 I can be whoever I want.
我在想要取什麼新名字 I've been working on a new name.
你覺得…瑪麗勒佩爾怎麼樣？ What do you think of...Marie Lepere?
不要鬧了 Don't be ridiculous.
除了紐奧良，沒有其他地方適合我 There's no place for me other than New Orleans.
紐奧良？ New Orleans?
你把我藏在龐沙圖拉這裏 You got me stashed away here at Ponchatoula.
我要怎麼在這裏有所發展？ How am I supposed to make a career here?
我來找你是為了尋求庇護，親愛的 I seek refuge from complaints when I visit you, dear.
我知道，但承諾已經許下了 I know that, but promises were made.
那承諾就會被遵守 And promises will be kept.
我在這裏凋亡，黎斯特 I am withering here, Lestat.
誰會請一個不唱歌的歌手 Who's gonna hire a singer who don't sing,
-誰會請個殘廢？-不要 -who's a cripple? -No.
手套就是要戴著的 That's what gloves are for.
我知道 I know.
我不是故意要讓你生氣的 I didn't mean to make you mad.
我愛你，黎斯特 I love you, Lestat.
我也愛你 I love you, too.
那並不令人震驚 It wasn't shocking.
完美符合他的本性 It was perfectly consistent with his nature.
他被要求做一些事，而他是個頑童 He'd been told to do something and, brat that he was,
不喜歡別人告訴他該做什麼 didn't like being told what to do.
然而，其影響是麻木的 The effect, however, was numbing.
抱歉，路易 I'm sorry, Louis.
事實就是這樣 It's all what it is.
他是謊言之父 He's the father of lies.
如果他想愛那種絕望的垃圾 And if that's the kind of desperate trash he wants to love,
就讓他去愛吧 then let him have her.
他不愛她 He doesn't love her.
你聽到他說了 You heard him say it.
在三明治裏吐口水，再笑著端上桌 Spit in the sandwich and serve it with a smile.
什麼？ What?
只有看到他們咬一口才好玩 It's only fun if you get to watch them take a bite.
把她藏在一個鎮外遠，是他精心設計的 Hides her a town away. Done by design.
他想要我們發現 He wanted us to discover him.
為什麼？ But why?
因為他就是個混蛋 Because he's all kinds of fucked up.
因為一旦他認為我會全盤接受他 'Cause he would've killed her in a second
他就會立刻殺了她 if he thought I'd take him as he is.
而我可能會 And I probably will.
所以你要跟他說你知道她的事嗎？ So you ain't gonna tell him that you know about her?
說不說有什麼差別？ What difference would it make?
每天晚上都有一班火車開往紐約 There's a train leaves every night for New York.
我們可以躲在哈林一下，再坐船離開 We could hide out in Harlem for a few, then hop on a boat.
帶我們去任何我們想去的地方 Take us anywhere we want to go.
「任何地方」聽起來哪裏都不是 "Anywhere" sounds like nowhere.
布拉格、布加勒斯特 Prague. Bucharest.
瓦爾納、錫利斯特拉 Varna. Silistra.
普洛耶什蒂 Ploiesti.
這些鎮名聽起來好奇怪 Funny-sounding towns.
是有很多我們這樣的人居住的古鎮 Ancient towns with more like us living in them.
他們不可能都跟他一樣… And they can't all be like him...
或是他 or him.
我們可以坐上那班火車，路易 We can get on that train, Louis.
路易 Louis.
那個麻木感仍在 The numbness remained,
似乎硬化成了一個解離的外殼 hardened somehow into a dissociative shell,
一個接納的器皿 a vessel of acceptance,
受到折磨的合理化 tortured rationalization.
這段人生 This life,
傷害了腦部 it does a number on the head,
傷害了靈魂… on the soul...
如果我們有靈魂可言的話 if we even have a soul.
我們可以說「我們不會變那樣」 We could say, "That won't be us."
但每晚我都覺得更瘋狂了一點 But every night, I feel a little crazier.
要去找安東妮了 And off to Antoinette.
等一下黎明見 I'll see you both at dawn.
我愛你 I love you.
再讓我們繼續這樣一百年 Give us a hundred more years of this,
想奪走什麼就奪走什麼 taking anything we want,
獵殺所有在我們面前的東西 killing anything in front of us,
然後沒人吭聲 no one says shit about it.
我能預見我們都會像他 I can see us just like him.
我能預見，克勞蒂亞 I can see it, Claudia.
我不能 Well, I can't.
火車一個小時後就要開了 Train's leavin' in an hour.
快離開那張長凳 Get off that bench.
你好，我叫路易 Hello, my name is Louis.
請問那座古老的城堡在哪裏？ Can you tell me where the old castle is?
我只會說法文跟英文而已 I can barely speak French and English.
我會拖累你 I'd just hold you back.
如果他又傷害你 When he hurts you again,
他一定會，你就來找我，我會在… and he will, come find me. I'll be in...
布拉格 Prague.
布加勒斯特 Bucharest.
瓦爾納、錫利斯特拉 Varna, Silistra.
普洛…普洛…呃… Ploi... Ploi... um...
普洛耶什蒂 Ploiesti.
我永遠都說不對 I could never get that one to tumble out right.
嘿，妹妹 Hey, sis.
你不需要我 You don't need me.
你覺得你需要，但其實不需要 You think you do, but you don't.
你現在更聰明了 You're smarter now.
你一英里外就看到麻煩要來了 You see trouble coming a mile away.
漆黑森林跟有橋的河川 Dark woods and bridged rivers.
接著是城市倉庫的燈光 Then the lights of the city depot.
伯明翰 Birmingham.
阿特蘭大 Atlanta.
格林斯伯勒 Greensboro.
華盛頓特區 Washington, D.C.
她，集地球上的一切於一身 She, of all things on the Earth,
值得一個好座位跟寬敞的窗戶 deserved a nice seat and a wide window to watch
來欣賞鄉村風景在玻璃窗前模糊而過 the countryside blur before the glass.
但當時是1939年 But it was 1939,
被允許在頭等艙進出的黑人 只有服務員而已 and the only Negro allowed in first class was the porter,
黑人乘客則坐在火車後方 and the Negro passenger rode the rear.
黑人吸血鬼只能選剩下的 The Negro vampire made do with what was left,
她欣然接受 which was fine with her.
這是我這部分的故事 This is the part of my story,
回到舊金山一下，當時你說，我引述 back in San Francisco, where you said, and I paraphrase,
「給我 "Give it to me.
快把我變成吸血鬼」 Make me a vampire now."
在20歲小伙子的眼裏 In the eyes of a 20-year-old,
你是在浪費你的天賦 you were wasting the gift.
你現在20多歲，拉希德 You're in your 20s, Rashid.
你覺得呢？ What do you think?
杜拉克先生掌控這個國家 Well, Mr. du Lac presides in the most desired
大家最想要的房地產 real estate in the country.
我看不出莫洛伊先生說的浪費在哪裏 I do not see the waste Mr. Molloy sees.
對，但我們上次訪問的時候 他住在垃圾堆裏 Yeah, well, he lived in a dump the last time we did this.
我現在可以給你 I'd give it to you now.
讓你拿一手好牌 A still hand,
你有時間可以看著你女兒結婚 time to watch your daughters marry.
再看著她離婚 And divorce.
然後死亡 And die.
留著給那個年輕男妓吧 Save it for the rent boy.
我可以離開了嗎 May I be excused,
杜拉克先生？ Mr. du Lac?
你打算再給我一巴掌嗎，丹尼爾？ Are you planning on slapping me again, Daniel?
沒有 No.
我那晚在傑克森廣場嘲笑太陽 I teased the sun that night in Jackson Square.
想著他們早上 Thought about the walking cane
會發現我的枴杖跟一堆灰燼 and pile of ash they'd find in the morning.
但保羅已經永遠 毀了嘉麗絲的新婚之夜了 But Paul had forever ruined Grace's wedding night,
我不會在克勞蒂亞的逃脫紀念日 and I would not do the same to Claudia
對她做一樣的事 on the anniversary of her escape.
如果我要加入但丁的「自殺者的森林」 If I was to join Dante's Wood of the Self-Murdered,
那也會是在別晚 it would be another night.
因此我按捺著走回家… And so I endured my way home...
回到那個墓穴裏 ...back to the crypt.
回到那個不配的黎斯特身邊 Back to the undeserving Lestat.
黎斯特，我回來了 Lestat, I'm home.
路易，過來 Louis, come.
你聽 Listen here.
德國空軍及正規陸軍出其不意地 German Air Force and regular army unexpectedly
-入侵波蘭領土 -怎麼了？ -invaded Polish territory. -What is it?
德國入侵波蘭了 Germany's invaded Poland.
坦克大軍開過鄉下 Tanks rolling through the countryside.
恐懼出閘 Horrors unleashed.
你什麼時候開始關心起人類了？ Since when do you care about humanity?
我不關心 Well, I don't.
但我擔心我們的妹妹 But to think our sister,
衝動的她正在前往歐洲度假 impulsive tot that she is, was on her way to holiday in Europe.
我好開心她做了更好的決定 I'm so glad she decided the better of it.
我們得在這裏彌補她一下 We'll have to make it up to her Stateside somehow.
對吧，路易？ Won't we, Louis?
嘿，你在這裏做什麼？ Hey, what you doing here?!
請出示車票 Tickets, please.
請出示車票！ Tickets, please!
你搭乘的是紐約特快車 You are riding the New York Limited.
下一站… Next stop...
阿拉巴馬州伯明翰 Birmingham, Alabama.
克勞蒂亞 Claudia.
克勞蒂亞 Claudia,
你不告而別 you left without saying goodbye.
第二次了 Again.
你一定只是忘了，但一樣 I'm sure it was an oversight, but still.
還以為你的造物者得到你的尊重了 You'd think your creator had earned the courtesy.
你又不想要我 You didn't want me.
你是為了路易創造我的 You made me for Louis.
他現在比以往更需要你 And he needs you now more than ever.
他的狀況很糟糕 He's in a terrible state.
他說我可以離開 He said I could go.
他選擇了你 He picked you over me.
以他目前的狀況來說 他連樹上的蘋果都摘不下來 Louis couldn't pick an apple off a tree in his current state.
不管他怎麼抓、怎麼拉 他這麼虛弱，樹幹還是會屹立不搖 He'd grip it, tug at it, and, weak as he is, the stem would hold.
讓我走，黎斯特 Let me go, Lestat.
在路易需要你的時候？ In Louis' hour of need?
恐怕我無法允許這種事發生 I'm afraid I can't allow that.
他現在非常脆弱 He's very fragile right now,
比你上次離他而去的時候還脆弱 worse than the last time you abandoned him,
當時你腦袋裏裝滿知識 when you filled your head with knowledge
然後坐上機車跑掉 and hitched a ride on a motorbike.
你不肯講 Well, you wouldn't talk of it.
路易堅持叫我不要問 Louis insisted I not ask.
我愛我們這個家 I love our family,
但規則是「沒有秘密」 but the rules are "no secrets."
我的家人很幸運 Fortunate for our family,
當我認真起來 when I put my mind to it,
我可以聽到距離非常遙遠的 其他吸血鬼的聲音 I can hear the thoughts of other vampires at a very great distance.
王八蛋 Bastard.
他常常想到你 He thinks of you often.
布魯士 Bruce.
該死的王八蛋 Fucking bastard.
我非常同意 I couldn't agree more.
他對你做的事太沒品味了 What he did to you was in very poor taste.
你可以想像如果同樣的事 又發生在你身上會怎樣嗎？ Could you imagine if something like that happened to you again?
路易絕對不會原諒自己 Louis would never forgive himself.
回去籠子裏，親愛的 Back in your cage, sweetheart.
我們為了路易的幸福容忍彼此 We endure each other for Louis' happiness.
所以回家去讓他幸福吧 So come home and make him happy.
因為如果你再逃跑一次，克勞蒂亞 Because if you try this again, Claudia,
我不會折斷你的腳 I won't snap your leg,
玷污你，然後坐上機車揚長而去 defile your pocket, and zoom off on a motorbike.
我會讓你灰飛煙滅 I'll turn your bones to dust.
我抱著一線希望，希望有奇跡 I had hoped against hope that some miracle
能避免歐洲發生痛心疾首的戰事 would prevent a devastating war in Europe
並能讓德國入侵波蘭一事塵埃落定 and bring to an end the invasion of Poland by Germany.
荷蘭國防部，當然了 The Dutch Defense. Naturally.
我這幾天在想一件事，路易 I've been having a thought the last few days, Louis.
是嗎？什麼事？ Yeah? What's that?
我覺得他殺了梅格納斯 I think he killed Magnus.
我覺得那個吸血鬼把他變成奴隸 I think the vampire made him a slave.
他奴隸不會當得比我好 And he would be a slave no more than I would,
所以他就殺了他… and so he killed him...
在他知道所有不能知道的事之後 他就把他殺了 killed him before he knew all the things he couldn't know.
現在他離開了 他就把我們變成他的奴隸 And now he's gone and made us slaves to him.
又想妨礙我 Stonewalling again.
你變得好預測了，我的妹妹，真失望 You've become quite predictable, my sister, disappointment.
我們不是奴隸 We're not slaves.
但可能是愚蠢的共犯 Maybe mindless accomplices.
不是 No,
我們就是他的奴隸 we're his slaves,
我會讓我們兩個自由 and I will free us both.
克勞蒂亞 Claudia.
我們對他來說沒有利用價值了 We have no more use for him.
他帶給我們無止盡的悲慘 And he causes us misery with no horizon.
你要怎麼做？ What are you gonna do?
模仿我讓我產生共鳴嗎？ Pout and mimic me until I grow empathetic?
那是你今晚的策略嗎？ Is that your strategy tonight?
一個主教被抓沒關係，但是… One bishop can be captured, but...
我看到陷阱了 I see the trap.
我不喜歡你現在的想法 I don't like what you're feeling right now.
你不能殺… You cannot kill...
我愛你，路易 I love you, Louis.
我現在都不常說了 I don't say it often enough anymore.
如果你愛我，就聽我的話 If you love me, then listen to me.
我求你 I beg you.
如果要打敗黎斯特 If you're going to beat Lestat,
就要成為黎斯特 you have to become Lestat.
你要照他的方式思考 然後比他捷足先登 You have to think like he does and then five moves ahead of that.
主教到G1 Bishop to G1.
-但他是不死之身 -皇后到H2 But he's not mortal. Queen to H2.
他百毒不侵 No illness can touch him.
你是在威嚇一個 能耐受到世界末日的生命 You threaten a life which will endure till the end of the world.
你可以帶著皇后 You will bring your queen,
但不能忘了主教 but the bishop cannot be ignored.
城堡、皇后… The rook, the queen...
我受夠了 I am done endurin'.
我不會動我的城堡 I'm not moving my rook.
騎士吃掉主教 Knight takes the bishop.
我要殺了他 I'm going to kill him.
叫將 Check.
你一試，他就會把你毀了 He'll destroy you if you try it.
不會，路易 No, Louis.
城堡保護國王 Rook protects the king,
你的皇后也不能動了，這一步很大膽 and your queen has been neutralized. It's a very spirited effort.
我殺得了他 I can kill him.
又是一個令人費解的士兵犧牲 Another baffling pawn sacrifice.
叫將 Check.
而且我現在要跟你說另外一件事 And I want to tell you something else now.
一個只有我們知道、所有秘密中的秘密 A secret of all secrets between you and me.
你居然要為了士兵犧牲主教跟騎士 Now you're giving up bishops and knights for pawns.
等一下 Wait.
不，怎麼可能 No, that can't be.
路易，那個秘密就是… The secret is, Louis...
皇后在一邊 Queen on one side,
城堡另一邊 rook on the other.
你自己也想殺了他 ...you want to kill him too,
而且你會樂在其中 and you will enjoy doing it.
你贏了 You have won.
我累了 I'm tired.
把棋下完 We'll finish the game.
我想上床了 I think I'm gonna go to bed.
移動你的士兵 Move your pawn.
把棋下完 Finish the game.
晚安，黎斯特 Good night, Lestat.
把棋下完！ Finish the game!
晚安，路易 Good night, Louis.
她說得沒錯 She was right.
嬌生慣養、自私 Spoiled, selfish,
不知感恩 thankless.
這是必然的 It was inevitable.
漫不經心、討人厭、面目可憎 讓人反感、刻薄殘酷 Heedless, disagreeable, obnoxious, repellent, unkind,
嬌生慣養到了極點！ spoiled to the core!
法文 (Speaking French)
…每一艘在大海航行的船 ...every ship that sails the sea,
每一場戰事都攸關美國的未來 every battle that is fought does affect the American future.
我們要殺了黎斯特 We were going to kill Lestat.
拉希德，你還醒著嗎？ Rashid, are you awake?
醒著也可以 I can be.
我覺得藥物讓我們孩子昏昏欲睡了 I think the medication has overwhelmed our boy.
吵鬧的東西無窮無盡 Trubidis Rebus Ad Infinitum.
我很樂意把他叫醒 I would gladly wake him.
不用，明天再繼續就好了 No, we can pick it up again tomorrow.
但幫他蓋個東西，好嗎？ But fetch a cover, would you?
讓他可以溫暖地做夢 Let him be warm with his dreaming.
你包包裏面裝什麼？ What's in the bag?
哈羅 Hello.
嗨 Hi.
裝工作 Work.
我袋子裏面裝著工作 My work's in the bag.
是槍嗎？ Is it a gun?
你是殺手嗎？ Are you an assassin?
你是要來殺我的嗎？ Am I the man you came to kill?
我曾經做過壞事，所以不意外 I did a terrible thing once. It wouldn't surprise me.
我是作家 I'm a writer.
主要是記者啦，所以… A journalist mostly, so...
你今晚有錢嗎，丹尼？ Do you have money tonight, Danny?
他想喝什麼就給他什麼 Get the boy whatever he want.
我要一杯綠色蚱蜢 I'll have a grasshopper.
一杯湯姆可林斯 Tom Collins.
路易德普安特杜拉克 Louis de Pointe du Lac.
好有趣的名字 That's an interesting name.
路易德普安特杜拉克農園 Louis of Pointe du Lac Plantation.
我曾曾祖父有過一間 My great-great-grandfather owned one.
現在只剩名字了 All that remains is a name.
你有口音 Ah, that's the accent.
我有口音？ I have an accent?
你子音有一點尖 You have a slight sharpness of the consonants,
就這樣而已 that's all.
觀察敏銳的記者 An observant journalist.
對 Yeah.
我大部分做訪問 I do interviews mostly.
我在《柏克萊芒刺報》有專欄 I have a series at the Berkeley Barb.
其實，我可以訪問你耶 Hey, you know, I could interview you.
我不是大人物啦 Well, I'm no one of importance.
那是我的專長 Well, that's my speciality.
我專找一些小人物 You see, I look for people in the cracks,
你懂嗎？ you feel me?
我懂 I do feel you.
重點在於那些創造出 You know, it's about the people, you know,
這座城市的人，對吧？ who make the city, right?
不是警察或是政客 You know, not a cop or a politician.
那隨便一個混蛋都可以當 Any asshole can do that.
你看，我把內容錄下來 Look. You see, I get 'em on tape,
然後再寫下來 and then I write 'em up.
你不是來訪問的 You didn't come here for that.
我知道你在經歷掙扎 I know you're struggling,
丹尼 Danny.
我叫丹尼爾 It's Daniel.
我有你想要的東西 I have what you're looking for.
高質量 High quality.
很適合符合我口味的人 Befitting a man of my tastes.
我在迪維薩德羅街上有間房 I have a room over on Divisadero,
用走的不會太遠 not too far a walk.
你是緝毒警察嗎？ Are you a nark?
我是吸血鬼 I'm a vampire.
我想要訪問你 I want to interview you.
聽起來很好玩 Sounds fun.
如果發生了什麼事 I mean, if something happens,
我是沒差，但是 you know, I'm cool, but,
對 yeah,
我真的想訪問你 I really want to interview you.
當然好 Course.
我們就順其自然 We'll take it as it comes.
你可以嗎？ That okay with you?
你要加入我們嗎？ Would you like to join us?
不要 No.
繼續吧，玩得開心 You go ahead. Have your fun.