in sixth grade I went to her school
library to do some research for my
biology project but when I sat down to
read I noticed a girl sitting right in
front of me who looked really sad like
almost with tears in her eyes I felt bad
for her and asked if something had
happened at first she wouldn't tell me
so I went back to reading but after a
few minutes she suddenly said the other
kids say I'm stupid so they don't want
to be my friends anymore I felt really
bad for her so I said I can be your
friend and that was the start of our
friendship
in fact we quickly became best friends
and told each other all our secrets and
I mean all of them like one time she
told me how she'd gone through her mom's
phone and found out she had an affair
she didn't know what to do but in the
end we both decided it was better not to
tell anyone it was around the age of 15
when things changed I started to notice
how beautiful she really was something
felt different about her and I loved
watching her I knew I was attracted to
guys but I wasn't sure how I felt about
girls all I knew was I couldn't stop
thinking about her
I imagined living with her and maybe
even having some kids together the thing
is she kind of has it all she's pretty
funny and so so smart those other kids
back in sixth grade were just jealous of
her now guys fall for her all the time
and I always caught jealous when a guy
in her school smiled at her one of the
worst days of my life was when she told
me she had a boyfriend I pretended to
feel happy and excited for her but I
actually felt like my heart was breaking
that was also the day I knew for sure I
really loved her not just as a friend I
wanted to hold her hand
kiss her be her girlfriend over time my
feelings only grew stronger and stronger
and when she broke up with her boyfriend
I knew I had to take a chance and tell
her how I felt
I invited her over for dinner at my
place we ate watched a movie did
everything we always did eventually I
thought it was the right time to confess
my feelings now whenever right
I asked her if I could tell her
something she said yeah sure
and I told her how I'd had a crush on
her for a couple of years at first she
didn't say anything but then the worst
possible thing happened this really
disgusted look came over her she laughed
and said are you serious you've got to
be kidding right I didn't know what to
say but I was about to start crying then
after a few seconds of silence she said
I'm sorry but this is just too weird for
me and then she got up and left I tried
to tell myself I hadn't done anything
wrong because I never wanted to make her
feel bad but I still felt like an idiot
when I went back to school on Monday I
hope she'd come and tell me she had
overreacted and we could go back to
normal but instead she just ignored me
the whole day it's been a few months now
and we still haven't talked I guess our
friendship never mattered that much to
her after all hey do you have a story
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