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在他的规则下， 无法和解 只有暴力 NOT RECONCILED or Only violence helps, where it rules
想说什么，孩子？ To tell what, boy?
我曾经三次见到他们是如何把球掷向 Three times l had seen how they threw the ball...
他的脸颊、双腿和腰杆的 in his face, at his legs, in his loins.
内特林格拿我们的胜利冒险 Nettlinger had risked our chances of winning merely to give...
仅是为了给我们的对手一个抢到施雷拉的球的机会 one of our opponents an opportunity to get Schrella with the ball.
而我们自己的体育导师 And Vacano, our own sports master,
就是那个被普林茨·奥托学院认可为裁判的瓦卡诺 whom those from Prinz Otto College had accepted as umpire,
一定和他们沆瀣一气 must have been in league with them.
为什么，为什么他们这样对待施雷拉 Why, why did they do that to Schrella,
在他课间下台阶的时候伸出腿 stick out a leg as he came down the steps during a break,
堵在他回家的路上 fall on him on the way home...
只有恩德斯，德里斯卡，施韦格尔，格雷威和霍尔顿 Only Enders, Drischka, Schweugel, Grewe and Holten...
没有加入这场闹剧 didn 't join in.
- 你是犹太人吗？ - 不 - Are you Jewish? - No
那么你是？ What are you then?
我们是羊羔，我们发誓不吃布法罗圣餐 We are lambs, we've sworn never to taste of the Buffalo Sacrament.
羊羔？我得了解一下。 Lambs? I have to know.
来，我带你看 I'll show you , come on .
他们在威廉库勒附近的旧营房中这样做 They do it in the old barracks near the Wilhelmskuhle.
瓦卡诺和内特林格 Vacano and Nettlinger.
他们会把这个叫做“辅警” They call it auxiliary police.
他们在海港区，“突袭”乞丐时抓住了我 They seized me during a razzia on beggars in the harbour district.
我们被带着倒钩的马鞭审问 We were interrogated with the barbed whip.
楼上的白兰地 A cognac upstairs.
何以救赎此世界？ How shall we redeem the world?
以羊毛、羊皮 Through sheep's wool , sheep's leather,
羊奶与粗纺 sheep's milk, and the rough knitting .
世界之救赎又在何处？ Wherein lies the world's salvation?
唯有羊 In sheep.
为什么你不来 Why won't you be...
成为我信仰中的一只羔羊？ the Holy Lamb in my new religion?
我会让你变得伟岸、富有…… I'll make you great, rich ...
走开，你太愚昧 Go away, you're too stupid .
至少有17个女人跟踪了你 There must be at least seventeen women on your trail .
快，又来了一个 Quick, there's another one coming .
爱从来虚无缥缈，我的孩子。 Love, my boy, never known what it is.
如果他们有勇气，早就毒死我了。 They'd have poisoned me, if only they'd had the courage.
他们对我说：你这种东西不该诞生。 They called me: "Such-a-thing-shouldn't-be-born . "
这个故事讲完了吗？ Is there anything more to the story?
学徒费迪南德·普罗格斯克1917年1月1日出生于科隆 The apprentice Ferdinand Progulske , born on 1st Mai 1917 in Cologne,
今天早上7点30分被斩首 has been beheaded today at 7.30 a. m .
首席部长拒绝宽赦 The Minister-President has refused the petition for mercy,
因为这是一起 because it was an ambuscade ...
共产党黑社会组织的伏击 organized by the communist underworld .
他溜进瓦卡诺的公寓，将炸弹扔向他的脚。 He had slipped into Vacano 's apartment, thrown the bomb at his feet.
瓦卡诺只有脚被烧伤 Vacano had only burns on his feet.
你还会去咖啡馆吗？ You'll still come to the Café Zons?
我做到了，我和施雷拉一起去了 I'd done it, I'd gone with Schrella to the Café Zons,
与羊羔们相遇的咖啡馆 where the lambs met.
我向一个叫伊迪丝的小姑娘发誓 And l'd sworn to a young girl called Edith,
不再吃布法罗圣餐 never to taste of the Buffalo Sacrament.
在阴暗的后屋，我做了一场 Then in the sombre back room l'd made...
充斥着血腥、反叛和复仇的演讲 a speech, that smacked of blood, of rebellion and revenge.
内特林格就在外面等我，他们把我带去了威廉库勒 Nettlinger was waiting for me outside, and they took me to the Wilhelmskuhle.
内特林格怒火中烧 Nettlinger lashed out.
天亮时，他进入我的牢房说 And he came into my cell at daybreak, and said :
跑吧，但一小时后我会报警。 Run away, but in an hour's time I'll have to report it to the police.
我逃遍了城镇与港口 I ran all around the city to the harbour.
我忘了你的名字 I've forgotten your name.
法梅尔 Fáhmel .
当然，他们在找你，这是一大早的消息 Of course, they're after you , it came with the early morning news.
现在你必须四处逃窜…… Now you had to fling bombs about...
昨天我把你们中的一个送过了边境。 And yesterday I've already packed one of you across the frontier.
昨天，是谁？ Yesterday, who?
施雷拉，他一直躲在这 Schrella, he had been hiding here,
我不得不强迫他和安娜·卡特琳娜一起离开 and i had to force him to leave with the An na Katerina.
艾路丝后天会到这里来。 周一或周二，你就会在鹿特丹了。 Alois will come the day after tomorrow. Monday or Tuesday you'll be in Rotterdam .
他们会杀了你 They' ll kill you .
不要忘了我们，桑尼 Don't forget us, sonny.
我是内特林格，需要与法梅尔先生紧急沟通 Nettlinger, I have to speak to Dr Fáhmel . Urgently.
我知道他在这里 I know he is here.
我想见管理员 I want to see the manager.
从左走，右数第二扇门。 Left here, second door on the right.
我希望你能通知他 I wish to be announced .
请找经理。一位自称内特林格的绅士…… The manager, please. Sir, a gentleman ...
抱歉，是内特林格博士，希望和您紧急沟通 Nettlinger, excuse me, Dr Nettlinger, wishes to speak to you urgently.
管理员在等你 The manager is waiting for you .
你经历过战争吗 Have you been in war?
当初你是做什么的？ What did you do?
我是个爆破专家， 这对你有意义吗？ I was an expert in blowing-up . Does that mean anything to you?
是的，在登克林根后面的采石场…… Yes, in the quarry behind Denklingen ...
正是我炸毁了桥梁和公寓楼 That's exactly what I did , only I blew up bridges and apartment blocks,
churches and railway viaducts, 教堂和铁路高架桥
villas and crossroads. 别墅区和十字路口。
战争将止时，我正在一个将军麾下 And at the end of the war I was attached to a general ,
他的脑子里只有一个词：射程 你知道这是什么吗？ who had only one wordin his head : field of fire. Do you know what it is?
看着，如果我想对圣塞弗林 Look, if I wanted to fire at the bridge now,
后面的桥开枪 which is lying behind Saint Severin ,
教堂也会挡在射程里 the church would be lying in the field of fire,
我会为此炸掉圣塞弗林 and I would have blown up Saint Severin .
我有一个很好的物理学家和建筑师团队 I had a good team with me, physicists and architects,
我们炸毁了阻挡我们的一切 and we blew up whatever stoodin our way:
最后，是由我父亲建造的圣安东尼修道院 at last Saint Anthony's Abbey, built by my father.
它就在德军和美军之间 It lay between two armies, one German and the other American ,
我为德军提供了更短距的火力射程 and i provided the German army with its need less field of fire .
经理问你是否愿意接待内特林格博士 The manager asks if you will kindly receive a Dr Nettlinger.
你会接受内特林格吗？ would you receive a Nettlinger?
罗伯特的一个同学？部长顾问秘书？ One of Robert's schoolfellows? Ministerial Counsellor, Secretary?
把他送到普林斯海因里奇酒店！ And you sent him to the Prinz Hein rich Hotel !
我的儿子罗伯特不喜欢别人打扰他。 He doesn't like it, my son Robert, when people disturb him .
但他不会伤害你的，孩子。 But he won't do you any harm , child .
我们去吃饭吧，庆祝我的生日。 Let's go and eat, have a little celebration for my birthday.
你想去哪儿？ Where would you like to be taken?
去车站 To the station .
你打算离开这个好客的城市了？ Are you thinking of leaving this hospitable city already?
不，我还没有离开这里的打算 No , I'm not thinking of leaving it yet.
那是一个该死的意外，因为这起谋杀未遂 It was a damnable accident your name was still on the Wanted List,
你的名字还在通缉名单上 because of this attempted murder.
谋杀未遂？ Attempted murder?
是的，你对瓦卡诺做的事情被称之为谋杀未遂 Yes, what you've done with Vacano came under that heading .
也许你不知道……我没有参与这件事。 Perhaps you don't know I had no part in it.
我并不认同 I never once gave it my approval .
是这样更好，我能做的就是为你担保。 So much the better; all i could do was vouch for you ,
还有准备你的临时许可 and arrange for your provisional release .
剩下的只是形式上的事情了 Now the rest will be merely a matter of form .
你还是德国公民吗？ Are you still a German citizen?
不，我目前无国籍 No , I'm stateless.
太遗憾了，如果你能证明自己不是因为犯罪 Pity, if you could manage to prove you had to flee ...
而是因为政治避难， not for criminal but political reasons,
你就能搞到一大笔赔偿。 you could collect a pretty sum of damages.
需要钱就告诉我，你现在的家当维持不了多久 Tell me if you need money; you won't get far with what you've got.
谢谢，我什么都不需要 Thank you , I don't need anything .
至少可以邀请你共进午餐吗？ May I at least invite you to lunch?
好，走吧 Good , let's go and lunch .
鸡肉 Chicken .
我要这个“主菜”。 I'll take this "entrecôte" .
来些熏鲑鱼？ And smoked salmon?
不了，谢谢 No , thank you .
我来 I'll do.
你错过了真正的美味 You're missing something really tasty.
同学间有残酷的政治仇恨 Ruthless political hatred between schoolfellows;
迫害、审讯和最血腥的憎恶。 persecution , interrogation , most bloody hate.
但是二十年后，难民被其可怖的迫害者 But twenty years later, the returning refugee...
从狱中放出返回避难。 rescued from jail by his frightful persecutor.
如果你认为我质疑你的真诚 I'd be sorry if you thought I doubted ...
那么我很抱歉 the sincerity of your feelings.
我甚至不会怀疑你的愧疚 I don't even doubt your remorse .
但你当时扮演的角色和今天相同。 But the role youplayed then and the role you play today are the same .
也许你不知道我为你妹妹做过的事 Perhaps you don't know what I did for your sister.
你保护了伊迪丝？ Did you protect Edith?
是的，瓦卡诺曾想逮捕她。 Yes. Vacano wanted to have her arrested .
他几次把她列入名单 He put her on the list again and again ,
一次又一次袭击她 and again and again I struck her off.
你的善行几乎比你的恶行更可怕 Your good deeds are almost more frightful than your misdeeds.
你甚至比上帝更无情 And you are more merciless than God .
我们不是上帝 We are not God .
你要把那条鲑鱼退掉吗？ Are you going to let that salmon go back?
当然，但你不能…… Of course. . . but you can't...
听一个服务生的儿子说， Listen to the son of a waiter:
一个真正的好人从不向服务生的蛮横低头 a really fine man never submits to the waiters' tyranny.
瓦卡诺还活着？ Is Vacano still alive?
当然，他只有五十八岁 Of course, he is only fifty-eight,
当然，他是个不可救药的人 and . . . he is one of the unteachable ones.
你呢？ And you?
只要你了解我，你就会知道我是个民主党人。 If only you could understand me , I'm a democrat by conviction .
特里施勒怎么样了？ What became of Trischler?
住在下港区的老特里施勒 Old Trischler, who livedin the lower harbour.
你不记得艾路丝了吗？他在我们班。 Can't you remember Alois either? He was in our class.
噢，现在我想起来了。 Oh , now iremember.
我们找了他几个星期，但一无所获 We searched for Alois for weeks without finding him ,
瓦卡诺亲自审讯了老特里施勒 and Vacano himself interrogated old Trischler,
但他最终一无所获，关于他的一切都无所获 but he got nothing , nothing out of him , and nothing out of the wife.
那里的经常遭受轰炸 The district down there was oft bombed .
哦天，怎么回事？ Good God , what's the matter?
能帮我把这个包起来吗？ would you have this wrapped for me?
想让我杀了你吗？我已经受不了了。 would you prefer me to kill you ? I can't stand it any longer.
咖啡厅有多少份早餐？ How many breakfasts in the Café Kroner?
一两万？ Ten thousand , twenty thousand?
早上好，先生，要早餐吗？ Good morn ing , sir. Breakfast?
是的，一壶咖啡，三个杯子 Yes, please: a pot of coffee, but with three cups of coffee,
烤面包、两片棕色面包、黄油 toast, two slices of brown bread , butter,
果酱、一个鸡蛋 marmalade , one boi led egg ,
辣椒粉奶酪 and paprika-cheese.
对了，服务生，我明天也会在这里吃早餐 And listen , waiter, I shall breakfast here tomorrow,
后天、接下来的三周、三个月甚至三年 the day after tomorrow, in three weeks, three months and three years.
且永远在此时此刻 And always at the same time.
我已经预租下了半年的房间和工作室 I had rented a room and studio for half a year, paid in advance.
他们比我大三岁 They were three before me,
每个孩子都知道他们的名字 every child knew their names:
Brehmockel, Grumpeter, Wollersein.
今天是圣安东尼计划的最后期限。 r'Final deadline for Saint Anthony project today.
我们年轻的建筑师没精神吗？ Have our young architects no spirit? r'
报纸上说 said the newspaper.
我想把设计图交给法官 I should like to hand over a design to the solicitor.
单凭一次失败赢得布雷莫克、格鲁彼得和沃勒登的支持 The reputation of having failed, alone, to win over...
对我来说已经足够了 Brehmockel, Grumpeter and Wollersein, would have been enough for me.
但是修道院院长喜欢我的计划 But the Abbot liked my plan.
是的，我会坚持下去的，神父 Yes, I' ll last out, Reverend Father.
他？除了工作不值一提，先生们。 him? Nothing but work, gentlemen .
早晨八点到圣西韦林的低弥撒 Eight o'clock in the morning to Low Mass in Saint Severin ,
十点之前在咖啡厅吃早餐 breakfast in the Café Kroner till ten-thirty.
从十点半到五点，呆在他的工作室里 From ten-thirty till five, stays up there in his studio;
不接待任何人。 won't receive anyone .
他靠自己煮豌豆汤为生 Lives up there on pea soup which he cooks himself;
让他的母亲会给他送豌豆和猪肉， gets his old mother to send him the peas and the pork,
甚至洋葱。 even the onions.
从五点到六点在城里散步。 From five till six a stroll through the city.
六点半到七点半，去预备役军官俱乐部。 Six-thirty to seven-thirty,Reserve Officers' Club.
辣奶酪？有意思 Paprika-cheese? Very interesting !
甚至连吃早饭的时候，他也着了魔似的画画。 And he draws, even at breakfast,like a man possessed .
我还不认识我的妻子 I did not know my wife yet.
我向你女儿求婚 I ask for your daughter's hand .
这意外的打击让我很难过 The unforeseen stroke me hard.
我们会找到图书馆的 We' ll find the culprit.
让我的儿子海因里希 let my son Heinrich play with the Uhlans helmet...
玩他叔叔给他的枪骑兵头盔 his uncles had given him.
我让守备指挥官告诉我： And l suffered the garnison commandant to tell me:
我非常抱歉，法梅尔 I'm deeply sorry, Fáhmel ,
你不能加入这次行动 that you can't play your part in it,
我们也需要人在家 but we need also people at home,
我们恰恰需要你这样的人 we need exactly people like you .
我建造了兵营、防御工事和军事医院。 I built barracks, fortifications and military hospitals.
那个愚蠢的皇帝 That fool of a Kaiser.
那个愚蠢的皇帝 那个愚蠢的皇帝 That fool of a Kaiser, that fool of a Kaiser...
军事法庭，我没说过 Military Tribunal. And l did not say...
我赞成我的妻子 that l agreed with my wife.
我怀孕了，先生们，一个小女儿也夭折了 r'Pregnant, gentlemen; a little daughter dead;
两个兄弟在同一天倒下 two brothers fallen on the same day:
杀死骑兵上尉，杀死学员。 Captain Kilb of the Horse Guards,Cadet Kilb.
我再也没勇气撕毁那首 And l couldn 't summon up the courage to tear that poem...
海因里希必须在学校学的诗 Heinrich had to learn for school.
天国门卫彼得说： Heaven's doorman Peter said :
我要将此事置于更高之地。 I'll take the matter up in higher places.
无需太久，他已回归； And there he came back soon :
绝妙的布吕歇尔，至幸的命理！ Excellence Blùcher, what a lucky fate!
永无尽头的休憩！ Furlough till indefinite date !
去吧，老战马，且去踏之土地， Go, old warhorse, and strike there,
善良的神明将同你一起。 Good old God will be with you .
是坠落的布吕歇尔， It was Blùcher who came down ,
带着我们走向胜利。 To lead us on to victory.
东普鲁士的救星 Hurrah and on again with hindenburg ,
兴登堡万岁 Saver of Eastern Prussia!
如德国树木繁茂 So long as the trees of Germany rise,
如德国旌旗飞扬 So long as the flag of Germany flies...
我应当做约翰娜所做 I ought to have done what Johanna did ,
我应当对那个男孩说 I ought to have spoken to the boy.
“上帝与你共存亡！“ "Good old God will be with you ! "
约翰娜试图于狂热之中挽救他， Johanna tried to drag him out of his fever,
但他从此再未归来， but he never came back again .
“再祝兴登堡万岁！” "Hurrah and on again with hinden burg ! "
罗伯特不足两岁 Robert was not yet two,
奥托还没出生。 and Otto not yet born .
罗伯特，你必须忘记我 You must forgive me, Robert.
我必须去多舍尔 I had to go to Drôscher,
为你争取特赦 to obtain an amnesty for you .
这对父亲、我、伊迪丝来说太过分了 It was too much for us,father, myself, Edith .
你的儿子刚刚出生 Your son had just been born .
我们在信箱里找到了你的消息 We found your tiny messages in the letter-box:
“别担心，我在阿姆斯特丹努力学习 "Don't worry.I'm studying hard in Amsterdam .
我需要钱，把钱准备好 i need money, wrap it in a newspaper and give it...
交给一个叫格罗尔的人，他是船上的侍者。” to a man called Groll , waiter in the Anchor. "
同时，奥托 And all at once Otto...
带内特林格和体育老一起回家 brought Nettlinger and the sports master home with him .
你知道情况 You know the conditions...
多舍尔让你的生活没有政治活动 Drôscher obtained for you :no political activity,
在考试之后加入军队吧 and into the army after your exam inations.
为什么一定要学静力学呢？ Why must you study statics?
好，如你所愿 Very well , as you wish .
他真可爱，是你的儿子？ Isn't he sweet, your little boy?
你必须收养他，我会婚后立即抚养他 You must adopt him ,im mediately after the marriage.
我会为你提供一套公寓 I'll furnish an apartment for you .
你应该试着与奥托和解 You should try to be reconciled with Otto ,
去吧，试试看 please try, please go.
甚至他死在基辅 Even his death...
也没能带来和解 did not bring any reconciliation:fallen at Kiev!
在奥托苍白的宽额头后， Behind Otto's pale, wide forehead...
他的头颅里有权力最简单的形式 was the will to power in its simplest form,
包括对无礼的同学的权力 power over feadul schoolfellows,
对不曾致意的路人的权力 over passers-by who did not salute the colours.
他会将自己的母亲交给刽子手 He would have handed his mother over to the hangman.
你和奥托谈过了吗？看来不算太好！ Did you speak to Otto? No good !
我就知道，但你要不断尝试 iknew it, but you have to keep trying , again and again .
也许这是唯一解救他的方法 Perhaps there's only one way to set him free.
我应该做的，罗伯特 I shall do it, Robert.
你应该用粉末和铅： You should use powder and lead :
爆竹是不会杀人的，我的孩子。 crackers do not kill , my boy.
你应该问问我 You ought to have asked me :
他现在已经是警察局长了 now he is the Chief of the Police.
不要认为我疯了 Don't think I am mad ,
我恰恰知道我们在哪 i know exactly where we are:
这是战争，时间会在晋升中被消磨掉。 It's war, time can be read off in promotions.
你不是首领吗？ Aren't you a Captain yet?
不要让公式化的东西占领你的脑子 Don't carry those formulae in your head too far.
不要失去耐心 And don't lose patience .
不要接受任何特权 And don't accept any privileges.
我们吃的面包屑 We don't eat a crumb more...
并不比配给卡上的多 than we get on the ration cards.
伊迪丝也同意 Edith agrees as well .
我不想 I did not want...
让你的孩子享受任何特权 to have your children enjoy any privileges either,
但他们把我从孩子身边带走了 but they took me away from the children .
我注视着时间的流逝 I watched how time went marching by;
它沸腾、它猛烈 it seethed , struck,
它一掷千金 paid a billion for a sweet,
却又因少了三分尼而无法运转 and then lacked three pfennigs for a roll .
尊敬、荣耀、忠诚、秩序 Respectability, honour, loyalty, order.
被击败的或仍未败的…… Defeated and yet undefeated ...
小戴维睡下了，当他初次醒来 And my little David slept; he first woke up ...
会看到包在报纸里的钱 when he saw how it could cost a life ,
从一个人的手中传给另一个人 to pass from hand to hand ...
可能会以生命为代价 a package of money, wrapped in newspaper.
我警告过他关于格雷兹的事 I warned him about Gretz:
“你将会看到无害之人的能力 "You'll see what harmless people are capable of.
格雷兹会背叛他的母亲” Gretz would betray his own Mother. "
是的，罗伯特 He did , Robert;
只是因为老人一直在说 just because the old woman kept on saying :
“这是罪恶之耻” "It's a wicked disgrace . "
为了救她的命，他们把她关进老人院里 They stuck her in an old people's home,
证明她疯了 certified her insane , to save her life,
但她却也因此而死 but that was what killed her.
他们给她打了针 They gave her an injection .
他们也来接了伊迪斯 They came to fetch Edith too,
但我把伊迪斯留下了 but i kept Edith ,
直到那只扑腾的鸟杀了她 until the fluttering bird killed her.
原谅我，我救不了羔羊 Forgive me , I couldn't save the lamb.
进来，老戴维 Come in , old David !
来，我们要念 Come, we'll say...
我们的祷告词 our Remember prayers...
他们正在成长 They were growing up,
我会被扔给那些 these to whom I would be thrown :
戴帽子的人、喝啤酒的人、 Peaked caps wearers, beer-drinkers,
法律的维护者 guardians of the law.
我祈祷了，也在你工作室的窗口 I prayed , and saw you ...
看到了你 over there at your studio-window.
如果你只知道我怎样爱你 If you only knew how I loved you ,
如果你有任何想法 if you'd any idea.
父亲，我要送你一份生日礼物 I'd like to give you something ...
来证明…… for your birthday, Father, to prove ...
我知道。你告诉了露西 I know. Did you tell Ruth ...
我们要去圣安东尼吗？ we would go to Saint Anthony?
是的，她要来了，院长一直在这里吗？ Yes, she's coming . Is the Abbot still there?
不，他无法从修道院被毁的阴影里走出来 No , he couldn't get over the abbey being destroyed .
你呢，你能释怀这件事吗？ And you , could you get over it?
毕竟，你可以重建它 After all , you can rebuild buildings.
这是个让你儿子接受一些实践训练的好机会 It was a great opportunity for your boy to get some practical training ...
你知道他有个女儿，是吗？ You know he has a girl , don't you?
不知道 No .
我不想知道伊迪丝给你了什么任务 I don't want to know what mission Edith gave you ,
只是，你执行了吗？ only, did you carry it on ?
是的 Yes.
我嘲笑了你幼稚的计谋 I laughed at your childish plots.
但当我读到他们杀了那个男孩儿时， But the laughter stuck in my throat,
我简直止不住我的笑声 when i read they had killed that boy.
后来，我才知道 And later on i knew...
我曾以为我爱且理解你的母亲 I had thought I loved and understood your mother,
但只有到那时我才真正懂且爱她，与你们其他人。 but only then I understood and loved her, and you others too.
后来，英国指挥官向我道歉 Later on the British Commanding Officer apologized to me one day...
因为他们轰炸了荣誉教堂 for having bombed the Honorius Church ,
毁掉了十二世纪的十字架 and destroyed the twelfth-Century crucifixion ,
当时我本可以送出所有的十字架 when I would have given all the crucifixions...
来换取再次看到伊迪丝的微笑的机会 to see Edith's smile once again .
与王的使者真正的微笑相比， What did the King's pictures mean to me,
国王的照片对我来说又算是什么？ compared to his emissary's real smile?
至于给你送信的小伙子 And for the lad who brought your messages,
我会送给圣西弗林 I would have given Saint Severin ,
我知道这是个可笑的代价 and known it would have been a laughable price.
我们可以去站台，神父 We can go on to the platform , Father.
阁下，您知道这里的每个孩子 You know every child here,Your Excellency,
他们都知道您建了我们的修道院 everyone knows you built our abbey
许多老婆婆仍在讲你的故事 and many old grand mothers can still tell tales about you ...
你的母亲还活着吗 Is your mother still living?
不，阁下 No , Your Excellency...
她的生活很充实 She had had a full life:
七个孩子，三十六个孙子 seven children , thirty-six grandchildren ,
还有十一个曾孙 and eleven great-grandchildren .
他们都是杰出的人 They are splendid people.
你不害怕他们吗？ And you are not scared of them?
害怕？现在？ Be scared of Mull? Now?
我问自己是否愿意 I ask myself by anyone whether I would wish ...
被交付给他，且并没有多少…… to be delivered up to him ,and there are not many...
这里！神父，这里！ Here, Father, here!
他很快就被释放了。 He came soon out of captivity.
我们那时住在 We were living at that time ...
祖父的工作室里 in grandfather's studio,
有一个巨大的城市规划图挂在墙上 and there was a huge plan of the city hanging on the wall .
所有被摧毁的东西都用黑色粉笔做了标记 All that has been destroyed was marked with black chalk,
当他和祖父以及其他人 and when he and grandfather and other men ...
站在地图前时 were standing in front of the map,
他总是说：炸掉它 he always said : "Blow it up" ,
然后在黑点上画一个X and drew an X against a black blot,
其他人说 and the others said :
“天啊，这里有 "For God's sake , there are the remains...
十六世纪的门楣遗迹， of a lintel from the sixteenth century,
还有十二世纪教堂的一部分。” and there's part of a chapel from the twelfth . "
他说： And he said :
“如果我不得不为罗马时代 "I'm leaving you in the lurch ...
鸡毛蒜皮的事情困扰 if I have to worry...
我就该把你丢在一边。 about every chicken-run from the Roman Age .
炸掉，然后腾出空间。” Blow up and make some space. "
当他们离开时，祖父笑了 When they had gone grandfather laughed ,
父亲笑道：“我理解他们的感受 and father laughed : "I do understand their feelings,
但我对他们并无敬意。” 随后他说： but I don't respect them . " And then he said :
“来吧孩子，我们去买点巧克力。” "Come on , children , we're going to buy some chocolate"
他带我们去了黑市 and he took us to the black market.
你会喜欢他 You'll like him .
但是他做了什么 But what has he done ,
让你不想做建筑师了？ that you don't want to be an architect any more?
也许以后我可以向你解释 Perhaps I'll be able to explain it to you later.
他们在那！ There they are !
我们真的不认识吗？ Do we really not know each other?
不认识 No , I'm sure we don't.
施拉雷斯一家不再住这里了吗？ The Schrellas, don't they live here any more?
不，他们从来没有在这里住过。 No , they never lived here.
我的演讲象征的不是控诉 My official speech will be a token not of indictment,
而是和解 but of reconciliation ,
也象征着将与那些在盲目的激情里 also with those powers who , in their blind passion ,
摧毁我们家园的力量和解。 destroyed our home.
因此我可以邀请你 May I therefore ask you here ...
来主持我们的圣礼吗？ to do us the honour of coming to the consecration?
我非常高兴见到你的儿子 I was very happy to meet your son .
我犯了罪——极大的罪： I have sinned, greatly sinned:
我不想认出艾丽卡·普罗古尔斯克， l did not want to recognize Erika Progulske,
也不想在她嘴里听到费迪的名字。 or hear Ferdi's name in her mouth.
园林主管可以为我带几支花吗？ Could the chief-gardener possibly bring me a few flowers?
他明早下班 He's off duty till tomorrow morning .
我会给自己从外面带一些 Then I'll get myself some, outward .
你要出门吗，夫人？ Will you be going out, madam?
是的，也许会是个美好的晚上 Yes, probably, it's such a fine evening .
我应该这样吗？ I suppose I may?
当然，或许我要给那位阁下或是法梅尔医生打电话？ Of course. . . or should I telephone his Excellency or Dr Fáhmel?
我会亲自做的，赫伯特。 I'll do so myself, Huperts.
士兵游行 FIGHTERS PARADE
在王子海因富丽酒店前见面 Meeting in front of the Prinz Hein rich Hotel .
当然，夫人 Of course, madam .
212房间，有阳台 Room 212 , with balcony.
他们对我们有用吗 Might they be of use to us?
我们能否赢得更多的选票？ But won't we antagon ize more votes than we'll win ?
士兵联盟被称为非激进组织 The Fighters' League is known as non-radical .
你不能输，只能赢 You can't lose , only win .
最好或者最坏的结果会有多少选票？ How many votes? At the best and at the worst?
最好是八万左右，最差应该有五万 At the best, around eighty thousand . At the worst, around fifty thousand .
外国圈子会怎么想？ What will foreign circles think?
表示同情 Show sympathy.
我会提请游行队伍首领注意你的阳台 I'll draw the attention of the leader of the procession to your balcony.
去收拾你的东西 Go up and pack your things, boy.
当我把一个脸上挂着伊迪丝微笑 What will the old man say when I present him ...
的新孙子带给老人，他会说什么呢? with a new grandson with Edith's smile on his face?
你说得对，血的感觉是假的，只有另一种感觉是真的。 You're right, the feeling of the blood is false, the other one alone is true.
你不想和我们一起住吗？ Don't you want to live with us?
不，我酒店的房间很好。 No , my hotel-room's exactly right.
人民……我是在自欺欺人 The people . . . am I deceiving myself,
还是他们像我身后的人一样坏？ or aren't they just as bad as those I left behind ?
刻板印象的清单减少了 The list of the stereotypes has dwindled .
没人会想到 No one would have had the idea...
给你父亲贴上共产主义者的标签。 of labelling your father a communist.
今天…… Today...
你还记得恩德斯吗？ Do you remember Enders?
他成了一个牧师，他们把他困在一个山村里 He has become a priest; they have stuck him in a village , because...
因为他常常把登山宝训当作布道的主题 he so oft makes the Sermon on the Mount the subject of his sermons.
你见过费迪的妹妹吗？ You've seen Ferdi's sister?
见过，她经营着柠檬汁摊 Yes, she runs the lemonade stall ...
你没去过那里吗？ Haven't you ever been there?
像施韦格尔这样的人在做什么？ What are people like Schweugel doing?
你真的感兴趣吗？ Are you really interested?
是，还有格雷威、霍尔顿、德里斯卡。他们在干什么？ Yes, andin Grewe and Holten , in Drischka too. What are they doing?
霍尔顿死于战争，但施韦格尔还活着，他是一个作家。 Holten was killed in the war, but Schweugel's still alive; he is a writer.
他总在讨论资产和非资产阶级 He's always talking about bourgeois and un-bourgeois.
只是我不感兴趣。他曾问候过你几次。 It just doesn't interest me. He's several times asked after you .
格雷威怎么样了？ And what's become of Grewe?
他是党员，但不肯告知我他的党派 He's a party-member, but don't ask me which party:
反正也没关系。 it doesn't matter anyway.
德里斯卡正在制作“德里斯卡的汽车狮子”... And Drischka is making "Drischka's Auto-Lions" ...
当我坐在这里等你的时候， When I was sitting down there waiting for you ,
人们正在参加宴会 people were going into a banquet:
他们不断重复着他们等待的明星的名字: they kept on repeating the name of the star...
克瑞兹 they were waiting for: Kretz.
克瑞兹是左翼明星 Kretz is a Left Opposition star.
他是最后一名。如果他是希望 He came last. If he's a hope ,
我倒想知道什么是绝望 I'd like to know what despair is.
我们现在应该去找我们的父亲 We ought to go to my father now.
我们还是等那个男孩吧 Let's still wait for the boy.
特里施勒真的死了吗 Are the Trischlers really dead ?
是的，艾路丝也是，他要带他们去荷兰的朋友那里， Yes, Alois as well . He was going to take them to friends in Holland ,
结果船被炸了 the boat was bombed ...
你从哪里听说的？ Where did you hear that?
在锚泊里，我以前每天都去那里 in the Anchor, I used to go there every day,
询问所有的船夫 and question all the boatmen .
我怕，老头 I'm scared , old man .
即使在1935年和42年的时候， 我也从对人群感到如此陌生。 I've never felt such a stranger among people even in 1935 and 42 .
你打算用那东西做什么？ What do you intend to do with that thing?
我要枪杀那个骑着白马的胖子。你还记得他吗? I want to shoot that fat man there on his white horse. Do you remember him?
你认为我可以忘记他？ Do you think I could ever forget him?
尽管如此，我还是不会枪杀他 in spite of all , I would not shoot him .
这是我们的老朋友内特林格 There's our old friend Nettlinger.
如果可能，我宁愿开枪，但仔细想想， I'd rather shoot him , if anyone. But think over:
杀死你孙子的凶手就站在阳台上 Your grandson's murderer is standing nearby on the balcony.
你看到他了？ Do you see him?
我相信第51段，亲爱的 I'll rely on paragraph fifty-one , dearest.
这一切都要归功于父亲对爆炸的热情。 We owe all that to Father's zeal for blowing-up .
当他们炸毁旧警卫室的时候 When they were blowing up the old guard-house,
下面的一个保险库倒塌了。炸药万岁！ one of the vaults below collapsed . Long live dynamite!
你记得神父吗，他什么时候把事情搞砸过？ Do you remember Father, when he could still blow things up?
你怎么找到他的，玛丽安？ How do you find him , Marianne?
我非常喜欢他 I like him very much .
一定发生了非常可怕的事情： Something dreadful must have happened :
你的祖父取消了派对 your grandfather has cancelled the party...
我不能伤心 I can't be sad .
她会回来陪我们的 She'll be coming back to stay with us.
他没有受致命伤， He wasn't fatally wounded ,
我希望奇迹 and i hope that great wonder...
永不弃他而去 will never leave his face again .