她没有任何身份证明 She has no identification,
没有钱包 没有钥匙 no wallet, no keys,
她也不肯向警察开口 and she wouldn't talk to the cops.
所以他们就把她丢给咱们了 So they dropped her on our doorstep?
我在警局的时候 也经常这么干 When I was on the force, we used to do that all the time.
这叫"非自愿精神性扣押" Involuntary psychiatric hold.
这可以节减很多文书工作 You know, we cut out a lot of paperwork.
在这等着 Wait here.
没问题 You got it.
你叫什么名字 What's your name?
我听说你今晚惹出不小的骚动 I hear you caused quite a disturbance tonight.
一些反犹太言论把你激怒了 Some anti-Semitic remark set you off.
他们开了个玩笑 They made a joke.
那些酒吧里的商人 The businessmen at the bar.
他们说"别被犹太佬扫了兴" They said, "Don't let them Jew you down."
总是这样开始的 你知道吗 That's how it always starts, you know?
都是先开玩笑 With jokes.
你外套上有血渍 There's blood on your coat there.
- 是你的吗 - 是他们的 - Is it yours? - It's theirs.
我打碎了一个啤酒瓶 捅了他们 I broke a beer bottle. I stabbed them.
他们死不了 不过 They will live, but...
这足以让他们记一辈子 they will never forget.
我能理解你们犹太人遭受的暴行 I'm not immune to the atrocities your people suffered.
你在战争中失去了亲人吗 Did you lose someone in the war?
明天一大早就开始给你治疗 We'll start treatment first thing in the morning.
把她锁起来 Lock her up.
我会死吗 Am I going to die?
不会的 Not exactly.
事实上 As a matter of fact,
这之后你可能就永世长存了 after this, you'll probably live forever.
给我来根烟 I could sure use a cigarette about now.
奥尔顿干的吗 Arden?
在哪里 Where is it?
那个狗娘养的 That son of a bitch.
没发现外科植入的新切口 No new incisions to indicate surgical implantation.
它干了什么 爬回你体内吗 What'd it do, crawl back inside you?
从哪个洞进去的 Through which orifice?
我不知道你在说什么 I don't know what you're talking about.
是啊 他对我狂扇巴掌 Yeah, he smacked me around,
用X光照我 为了找... shot me with X-rays, for that...
从我脖子里挖出来的那个东西 that thing he found on my neck.
那个来自天外来客的跟踪器吗 The tracer from the creatures in the sky?
你还是相信我的 对吗 You still believe me, don't you?
当然了 Yeah, of course.
但我相不相信又没有用 But it doesn't matter what I believe.
当然有用 It does.
尤其在这个鬼地方 Especially in this place.
你的故事决定了你是谁 Your story is who you are.
真希望能忘了我的故事 I wish I could forget my story.
不 你要不断大声讲出来 No, you have to say it out loud all the time
这样才能将它印在脑海中 just to keep it straight in your head.
跟我说说吧 Tell me.
讲讲你的故事 Tell me your story.
我不会妄加评论的 I won't judge you.
若不刻意控制 我仍能听到当时的声音 I can still hear the sound if I let myself.
你听到什么了吗 You hear something?
发生什么了 What's going on?
现在几点了 What time is it?
你待着别动 Stay here.
格蕾丝 Grace...
给我回来 Get back here!
当晚我失去了父亲和继母 I lost my father and my stepmother that night.
第二天我又失去了继妹 I lost my stepsister the next day
她指控我谋杀双亲 when she accused me of murdering them.
雷德和帕奇在搞地下恋 Red and Patsy were secretly lovers.
他们想把农场据为己有 They wanted the farm for themselves.
他们计划好了一切 就为使警察信服 They planned every detail to convince the police,
不管我说多少遍 and no matter how many times I told my story,
就是没人相信我 no one would believe me.
我相信你 I believe you.
我热爱那个农场 I loved the farm.
尤其想念那些马 I miss the horses the most.
想念骑马时自由自在的感觉 The freedom I felt riding them.
像是在飞翔 Like I was flying.
你会再次飞翔的 You'll fly again.
电影放映的时候你去哪了 拉娜 Where did you go during the movie, Lana?
我跟你说过了 我去厕所了 I... I told you, I excused myself.
我不会告诉裘德修女的 I'm not going to say a word to Sister Jude.
我要想说的话早就去说了 I would have done that already if I thought that's what was needed.
你们回来了 You reappeared.
你 基特和格蕾丝 You, Kit and Grace.
一个墨西哥人 一个性瘾者 The Mexican, a sex-crazed deviant,
还有一个笨蛋 在这暴风雨里走不远 and a pinhead won't get far in this storm.
他们都淹死在外面才好 I hope they all drown out there.
十分钟后熄灯 Lights out in ten minutes.
好了 走吧 All right, let's go.
谢莉跑出去了 Shelley made it out.
她躲过了外面的那个东西 She got past whatever's out there.
那是些什么鬼东西 What the hell were they?
绝不能再提这事儿了 We can never talk about that.
他们要知道我们出去过 我们就完了 If they know we got out, it's the end of us.
是这样的 拉娜 Here's the thing, Lana.
你不属于这里 你对社会无害 You don't belong here. You're not a danger to society.
你想要逃跑是对的 You were right to try to escape.
你们这些精神医生都是伪君子 You headshrinkers are such hypocrites.
依据你们的业界圣经 According to your bible,
《精神疾病诊断及统计手册》 the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders,
我确实病了 I'm sick. I have an illness.
我能治好你 如果你允许的话 我想试试 I believe I can help you. I'd like to try, if you'll let me.
但我不是你的病人 But I'm not even your patient.
我在你身上看到了自己的影子 I see myself in you.
你深思熟虑 又聪明机智 You're thoughtful and intelligent.
你能对社会做出贡献 You have something to offer the world.
如果没有近况诊断 And they can't keep you here
他们就不能把你关在这里 if they don't have a current diagnosis.
如果我能证明我治愈了你 If I can convince them that I've cured you,
他们就必须放了你 they'll be forced to release you.
医生 自从我记事起... Doctor, I have been this way since...
我就一直是这样的 ...since I can remember.
这没法治 There is no cure.
你自己选 Your choice.
我和裘德修女不同 I'm not like Sister Jude.
我不会强迫你做任何事 I won't force you to do anything.
但我在这里也待不长 But I also won't be here very much longer--
最多再待一周 another week if we're lucky--
所以如果你想让我帮你离开这鬼地方 so if you want help getting out of this shithole...
我们得抓紧了 ...we'd better jump in.
你就像一条离开水的鱼 拉娜 You're a fish out of water, Lana,
苟延残喘 gasping for life.
结果可想而知 It won't end well.
相信我 Trust me.
1964年11月15日 亲爱的吉蒂 15th of November 1964. Dear Kitty:
这残酷又欢快的曲子响个不停 This relentlessly cheerful tune never stops playing.
墙壁仿佛向我压迫而来 我无法呼吸 The walls are closing in. I can hardly breathe.
仿佛重返阿姆斯特丹 It's Amsterdam all over again.
但这里有太多眼睛紧盯着我 But there are eyes everywhere.
这些疯狂病态的视线 These eyes of madness and disease.
这些人命归于此 直至死亡 These people, they are resigned to die here.
我们从不认命 We were never resigned.
我们总存一丝希望 We always held on to a shred of hope.
把笔给我 Give me your pen.
如果他们逮到你写字 会把你关禁闭的 If they catch you writing, they'll throw you in solitary.
尽管到处都是圣像 In spite of the religious icons everywhere,
但这里却是个邪恶的地方 this is a godless place.
想交个朋友吗 You might want a friend.
好吧 希望你享受痛楚 Okay. I hope you like pain.
你一定就是那个新来的姑娘 You must be the new girl.
你当时在那儿 You were there.
-什么 -在奥斯维辛集中营里 - What? - In Auschwitz.
纳粹杀人犯 你这头纳粹猪 Nazi murderer! You Nazi swine!
-来人 -杀人犯 纳粹猪 - Take this one. - Murderer! Nazi swine!
你不记得我了吗 医生 我是安妮 Don't you rember me, Doctor? I am Anne.
安妮·弗兰克 Anne Frank!
是安妮·弗兰克 对吧 So, Anne Frank, is it?
你还活着 真是让成千上万的小学生 What a relief it will be to millions of schoolchildren
感到宽慰啊 to know you survived.
你以为我疯了 You think I'm crazy.
安妮·弗兰克死了 Anne Frank died,
死在1945年的贝尔根·贝尔森集中营 Bergen-Belsen, 1945.
纳粹德国集中营 安妮·弗兰克于1945年3月死在 贝尔根—贝尔森集中营内 她的战时日记后来轰动了全世界
就在集中营被解放前的数周 Just weeks before the camp was liberated.
盟军抵达的时候看到了漫山遍野的尸体 There were so many bodies when the Allies arrived--
成千上万 thousands...
埋葬在一整个墓坑里 buried in mass graves--
但我并不是其中一员 but I wasn't one of them.
我生命垂危 无力喊出自己的名字 I was too sick to tell anyone my name,
更有甚都难以回答 even if they had asked.
英国人照料我们 使我们基本康复 The Brits nursed us back to some semblance of health.
后来我藏在德国的街道里 Afterwards, I kept to the streets in Germany.
成了个扒手 小偷 A pickpocket, a thief.
然后我遇到了一名士兵 And then I met a soldier.
威廉·斯诺二等兵 来自新泽西州的卢瑟福 Private William Snow of Rutherford, New Jersey.
他救了我 He saved me.
他把我带到美国 He brought me to America.
所以你是个已婚女人 So you're a married lady.
是个寡妇 A widow.
朝鲜战争期间 威廉 William was called back to service
被征召回战场服役 during the Korean Conflict.
他于52年在那里遇害 He was killed there in '52.
同一年 That same year,
我的日记在美国出版 my diary was published here in America.
到那时我才知道 Only then did I realize
宾姆[安妮父亲小名]在战争中幸存下来了 that Pim had survived the war.
但是你 And you made
并没试过联系你的父亲 no attempt to contact your father?
一开始 I wanted to,
我本想去的 at first.
但他有了新的家庭 新的生活 But he had a new family, a new life.
但更重要的 正是那本日记 But more than that, it was the diary.
人们终于开始关注 People finally started to pay attention
我们所遭受的苦难 to what they'd done to us.
都要归功于一名15岁被迫害至死的女孩 All because of a martyred -year-old girl.
她必须停留在15岁 She had to stay 15.
必须牺牲 And a martyr.
我死了比活着作用更大 I could do more good dead than alive.
你的故事 Your story
真是不堪入耳 is indecent.
不 你的作为才是不堪入目 No, you are indecent.
你让一名纳粹战犯在这里工作 You have a Nazi war criminal working here.
我觉得自己陷入了道德困境 基特 I find myself in a bit of an ethical dilemma, Kit.
如果我认定你神志正常 If I deem you as sane,
你八成要上电椅 you'll almost certainly go to the electric chair,
但如果我判定你不适合受审 but if I... judge you unfit to stand trial,
你将在这里度过余生 you'll be allowed to live out the rest of your days here.
那 问题是什么 So... what's the problem?
问题在于我不认为你疯了 The problem is I don't think you're crazy.
但我也不相信你是个魔鬼 But I don't think you're evil.
你认为我是无辜的吗 You think I'm innocent?
某些方面 的确如此 In some ways, yes.
野蛮社会的无辜受害者 The innocent victim of a brutish society
这驱使你犯下如此可怕的罪行 which drove you to commit acts so terrible,
所以 和你的人格完全相反 so... antithetical to who you are as a person
你的灵魂精心编造出外星人绑架的幻想 that your psyche concocted this elaborate fantasy about alien abduction
以洗脱你心中的愧疚 to absolve you of your guilt.
不 No.
这不是真的 That's not true.
我认为这就是真相 I believe it is.
不过把你的性命交给州政府处置 But I also believe that your death
也不是件道德高尚的行为 at the hands of the state serves no moral purpose.
仔细听我说 基特 Listen to me very carefully, Kit.
我愿意对法庭说谎 救你一命 I'm willing to lie to the courts in order to save your life,
但有一个条件 but only under one condition:
之后我们相处的每一天 that for the rest of our time together,
你都要直面你所做的一切 you face the truth of what you've done.
如果你能做到这一点 If you can do that,
我也算是在这里做了件善事 then I'll be able to leave here feeling I've done some good.
我告诉过你事件的来龙去脉 I already told you what happened.
是的 Yes.
现在让我来告诉你吧 Now let me tell you.
他那时不叫奥尔顿 He wasn't called Arden then.
他叫高帕 He was Gruper.
汉斯·高帕 Hans Gruper.
是纳粹党卫军成员 He was SS.
但他和别的党卫队员不一样 And he was not like the others.
我是在到达奥斯威辛的那晚见到他的 I saw him the night we arrived in Auschwitz.
那是我们抵达的第一站 That's where they sent us first.
他看起来善良又温和 He seemed kind... gentle.
我记得当时有一对双胞胎男孩 I remember that there were two boys, twins,
当卫兵赶着别的孩子向外走时 and when the guards herded the other children away,
高帕救了那对双胞胎 Gruper saved those twins.
记得当时我觉得他们真幸运 I can recall thinking that they were lucky.
但在奥斯维辛 没人是幸运的 But nobody was lucky in Auschwitz.
当时我并不知道 I didn't know it then,
但高帕医生从没拯救过一个灵魂 but Dr. Gruper never saved a single soul.
他定期来女营房看我们 He would visit us regularly in the women's barracks,
给我们带糖果 巧克力 bring us sweets, chocolates.
他在场时 卫兵从不殴打我们 The guards would never strike us when he was present.
他说 他想帮助我们 He wanted to help, he said.
但也会说 他无力医治所有的女孩 But he couldn't treat all the girls, he would say.
所以他交给上天决定 So he left it to chance.
当她们回来的时候 And when they came back,
如果能回来的话 if they came back...
有了些变化 something had changed.
他把她们变成了病人 He had made them sick.
不知他做了些什么 Whatever he'd done to them.
她们不敢说出来 They'd be afraid to speak out.
她们被迫发誓保密 They'd be sworn to secrecy.
你和艾尔玛秘密结婚了 You married Alma in secret.
你觉得你不能告诉任何人 You didn't feel you could tell anyone.
随着时间流逝 本该是你最大的喜悦 And as time passed, what should've been your greatest joy
却成了你最大的耻辱 became your greatest shame.
日积月累的压力亟需释放 And the pressure in you built and needed a release.
于是你找到了方法 And it found one.
1月16日 On... January 16,
堂娜·波顿 图书管理员 Donna Burton, a librarian, was abducted from
在沃索基郡图书馆前被绑架 the Wausaukee County Library--
距你工作的加油站不远 a short drive from the gas station where you worked.
她的尸体两天后被人发现 Her remains were found two days later.
被剥了皮 Her skin had been removed.
没有头 So had her head.
基特 为什么要剥皮 Why the skin, Kit?
为什么要砍头 Why the head?
我不知道 I don't know.
因为她的种族 Her race?
她的身份吗 Her identity?
因为艾尔玛身上的特质 社会惩罚你的原因 The very things about Alma society was punishing you for?
不 No.
3月又发生了一起 It happened again in March.
艾利森·瑞戴尔 Allison Rydell,
一个秘书 在她家门口被绑架 a secretary, was taken outside of her home.
然后就是艾尔玛 Then it happened to Alma.
出事的那晚 The night it happened,
你说一些朋友在工作的时候来找你 you said you had been visited at work by friends.
你说他们很可疑 You said that they were suspicious,
还尾随你回家 that they followed you home.
但不是他们 But it wasn't them.
当然是他们 基特 Of course it was, Kit.
基特 基特 Kit? Kit?
也许艾尔玛受够了躲藏和耻辱 And maybe Alma had had enough of the hiding, of the shame.
所以当她与你争论此事时 你崩溃了 And when she confronted you about it, you snapped.
因艾尔玛的耻辱而生的愤怒 Your rage at Alma's shame
终于找到了真正的目标 had finally found its real target.
你杀了世上最爱的人 You killed the thing you loved the most.
不是我干的 It wasn't me.
不是他干的 It wasn't him.
我知道我看到了什么 I know what I saw.
你什么也没看到 You didn't see anything,
因为那时你不在那里 because you weren't there.
我知道我从哪里来 修女 I know where I came from, Sister.
你敢肯定自己知道奥尔顿医生从哪里来吗 Can you say the same about your Dr. Arden?
摘自西马萨诸塞州的联邦公报 From the Commonwealth Gazette in Western Massachusetts,
分六部分 充分揭露了她在荆棘崖庄园 for her searing, six-part expose
所受到的令人毛骨悚然的心理虐待 of the horrific mental health abuses at Briarcliff Manor,
那里关押着有罪的精神病人 home for the criminally insane,
还迫使她违背自己的意志 where she was held against her will
饱受非人的折磨 and subjected to unspeakable torture,
勇敢的拉娜·温特斯小姐 the brave Miss Lana Winters.
谢谢 Thank you.
我想向那些真正的勇者表达敬意 I want to thank my real heroes:
那些荆棘崖的病人们 the other inmates at Briarcliff,
他们的故事让人心碎 whose stories broke my heart
激励着我生存下去 and inspired me to survive.
譬如玛莎 Like Martha.
据说 她刚来的时候 They say when she first arrived,
年轻貌美 she was young and beautiful.
因为丈夫自杀 She had suffered a nervous breakdown
而精神崩溃了 after her husband committed suicide.
我见到她时 When I met her,
她总是不停地将头撞向墙壁 she banged her head against the wall
日复一日 pretty much every single day.
还有鲁迪 And Rudy.
被诊断为习惯性手淫患者 Diagnosed as a chronic masturbator,
裘德修女的藤条也治不好他的病 Sister Jude's cane did little to help his habit.
相反 他的病情恶化了 In fact, he got worse.
他们想方设法要从精神上压垮我 They tried hard to crush my spirit.
世间有物不爱墙 Something there is that doesn't love a wall
出自美国诗人罗伯特·弗罗斯特名篇《修墙》
凝涨墙角冰冻地 that sends the frozen-ground-swell under it.
然后是... And...
他们想摧毁我的意志 让我忘记所见所闻 To destroy my mind so I'd forget what I saw.
太阳一照射 顶石纷落下 ...spills the upper boulders in the sun...
我竭尽全力 活了下来 I did everything I could think of to survive.
并不计一切代价逃出了这里 And then I did what I had to do to get out.
我们最快什么时候能开始治疗 How soon can we begin your therapy?
你把那团面当成裘德修女的脸了吗 Are you seeing Sister Jude's face in the dough?
我也想揍她 居然让我们轮两次班 I want to punch her, too, for making us work double shifts.
如果我真的疯了呢 What if I am crazy?
如果整件事都是我假想出来的呢 What if I imagined the whole thing?
飞碟 外星人 艾尔玛被挟持 The spaceship, the creatures, Alma abducted.
是不是我编造出了这一切 What if... what if I made it all up
因为我无法正视自己犯下的罪行 because I couldn't face up to what I'd done?
为什么你会说这些 Why are you saying this now?
史莱森医生 他... Dr. Thredson, he...
他说了一些话 很有道理 he said some things that are starting to make sense.
如果你真疯了 就不会觉得有道理了 Well, if you were crazy, they wouldn't make sense to you.
自我怀疑正是头脑清醒的标志 Self-doubt is a sure sign of sanity.
慢着 你把我搞糊涂了 如果... Wait, you're confusing me. If...
你是说 如果我疯了 you're saying that if I'm crazy,
我就不会相信史莱森医生 then I wouldn't believe Dr. Thredson,
但如果我神智正常 but if I'm sane,
那些疯狂的故事就该是真的吗 then my crazy stories would be true?
我完全不知道你在说什么 I have no idea what you just said.
我究竟是谁 What am I?
疯着还是醒着 Crazy or sane?
我是杀人犯吗 Am I a killer?
我不在乎 I don't care.
无论你是什么人 Whatever you are,
我都会陪在你身边 I'll be with you.
我冒昧地帮您选了一根藤条 裘德修女 I've taken the liberty of choosing one, Sister Jude.
一根能惩戒他们罪过的藤条 A cane befitting their... transgression.
我不知道你最近怎么了 修女 I don't know what's gotten into you lately, Sister,
但你显然有了长足的进步 but it's a decided improvement.
你们两个 实在走得太近了 You two... are far too familiar.
你们彼此沉迷 受蛇的蛊惑而偷食禁果 You're drawn to each other like the serpent and the apple.
你们是要成心搞出个杀人狂孩子吗 Are you purposely trying to make a murder baby?
格蕾丝没杀过人 Grace didn't kill anyone.
她全告诉我了 她是被陷害的 She told me her story; she was framed.
打我们一顿 把这事早点结了吧 Just give us our beating and get it over with.
我认为还是要采用更稳妥的办法 I think a more reliable step needs to be taken:
给你们做绝育手术 sterilization, for the both of you.
你不能这么做 You can't do that.
怎么了 What is it?
来了两名警探 正在盘问奥尔顿医生 Two detectives are here questioning Dr. Arden.
我不知道是什么事 I don't know about what.
修女 Sister...
务必看好这两个人 see to it that these two are secured
文件批下来之前不能出岔子 till the paperwork for the procedure is approved.
我会把他们关到禁闭室去 I'll take 'em to solitary.
弗兰克 不如你带走格蕾丝 Frank... why don't you take Grace,
我来带基特 and I'll take Kit.
这样行吗 裘德修女 Would that be all right, Sister Jude?
只要保证他们不在一起就行了 Just make sure they're kept apart.
行了 走了 快起来 Come on. Let's go, get up.
走了 Let's go.
给你点忠告 基特 It's good advice, Kit.
她并非自己口中的那个无辜少女 She's not the innocent girl she claims to be.
奥尔顿医生 我想重申下... Dr. Arden, I'd like to go over with...
太抱歉了 Oh, I'm terribly sorry.
我不知道你在会客 I wasn't aware you had visitors.
我是裘德修女 I'm Sister Jude.
是本院负责人 I run this facility.
我是拜尔斯探员 这位是康纳斯探员 Detective Byers. This is Detective Connors.
两位探员大驾光临 荣幸之至 Detectives. My gracious.
这真的与你无关 修女 This really doesn't concern you, Sister.
两位警探来此讯问 Two police detectives questioning
我最器重的员工之一 one of my most valued staff members,
这与我有着莫大的关系 concerns me greatly.
也许修女能帮上忙 Maybe the Sister can help.
让修女来做品德证人 再合适不过了 A nun would make one hell of a character witness.
在奥尔顿医生的品德这一问题上 If it's a question of the doctor's character,
我可很有发言权 I've got lots to say.
有人指控你的这位同僚 Well, your colleague here has been accused of
曾粗暴地殴打一位"夜晚女郎" roughing up a certain lady of the evening.
妓女吗 A prostitute?!
不必如此惊诧 修女 No need to retire to your fainting couch, Sister.
因为这一切不过是个弥天大谎 Because all of this is an egregious lie.
我根本没见过那个女人 I've never even met the woman.
你和陌生人见面 心里肯定很害怕吧 It must have been frightening, meeting strange men,
毕竟有个杀人犯还逍遥法外呢 what with a killer on the loose.
她说在嫌犯家中发现了令她惊骇的事物 She says she saw some things which alarmed her.
淫秽物品 色情图片... Obscene material, pornography...
还有纳粹纪念章 Nazi memorabilia.
而当她想离开嫌犯家时 When she tried to leave his home,
那人便开始对她施暴 he got physical with her.
不 No!
简直一派胡言 我那天晚上在这里 This is utter hogwash. I was here.
修女 你能帮我们核对一下吗 Can you verify that for us, Sister?
你刚才提到纳粹纪念章了吗 Did you say Nazi memorabilia?
真是欺人太甚 This is outrageous.
我对这些所谓的指控一无所知 I have no idea what I'm even being accused of.
我觉得沃索基郡警察局 One would think that the Wausaukee County Police Department
应该有一些更有意义的事情要做 would have something better to do with its time.
我可有事要做 I know I have.
失陪了 Good day to you.
你们不打算逮捕他吗 Aren't you going to arrest him?
罪名是什么 For what?
你们不是扫黄打非组的探员吗 Well, you're the Vice detectives.
修女 其实我们是重案组的 Actually, Sister, we're Homicide.
重案组 Homicide?
受害人证词中的某些细节引起了我们的注意 Certain details of the victim's statement caught our eye.
你能否帮我们解答一个疑问 Maybe we can ask you a question.
关于这里的一位病人 基特·沃克 It's about one of your patients here, Kit Walker.
他怎么了 What about him?
他是否可能拥有足够精湛的手术技巧 He seemed like the kind of guy that would have the surgical skill
能把被害妇女的皮肤剥下来 to remove a woman's skin?
还把脑袋砍下来 And her head?
-你给我输的是什么 -脱水吗啡 - What is this stuff? - Apomorphine.
它是这种先进的厌恶疗法的标准用药 The standard drug for this kind of cutting-edge aversion therapy.
哈佛大学 杨伯翰大学和康奈尔大学都在用 They use it at Harvard, Brigham Young, Cornell.
这种疗法的原理在于对你的身体加以训练 The theory is that we're training your body
使其一受到某些刺激 就会不自觉地反胃 to be physically repelled by certain...triggers.
这幅照片是哪儿来的 How did you get that?
上次去你家时 从那里拿来的 From your house, when I was there.
我觉得你可能会需要它 I thought you might want it.
准备好了就说 Say when.
我得休息几分钟... I need a few more minutes...
过几分钟再继续进行吧 I need a few minutes before the next one.
你的决心令我无比钦佩 拉娜 I'm very impressed with your determination, Lana.
这项训练暂且告一段落 Let's take a break from that.
下面将进行治疗过程中的"转变"环节 Let's ve on to the conversion part of your therapy.
我想你可能会很享受这个过程 I think you might actually enjoy this part.
认识丹尼尔吧 You know Daniel.
我请他协助我来治疗你的病 I've asked him to help out with your treatment.
他说 他认为你是个好人 He told me that he thinks you're a very good person,
若能做点什么 帮你离开这里 and he would be honored to participate in anything
他将感到无比荣幸 that might liberate you.
都听你的 医生 Whatever you say, Doctor.
为了治病 我什么都可以做 I want to do whatever works.
很好 Good.
那我们就开始吧 丹尼尔... Let's get started, then. Daniel...
我们从简单的视觉刺激开始 We'll begin with very simple visual stimulation.
丹尼尔将脱掉他的长袍 Daniel will take off his robe,
你欣赏他的胴体 and you will regard his physique.
不好意思 但是... I'm sorry, but...
我一点感觉都没有 I don't feel anything.
没关系 That's okay.
你不是要让他摸我吧 You're not gonna make him touch me, are you?
实际上 我是要让你... Actually, I'm going to ask you...
自慰 to touch yourself.
你能做到吗 Can you do that?
我不知道... I don't know...
把精力都放在他的生殖器上 Try to focus on his genitals.
很好 Good.
很好 拉娜 伸出你的另外一只手 Good, Lana. Now, take your other hand
放在丹尼尔的小兄弟上 and place it on Daniel's member.
很好 Good.
很好 继续自慰 Good. Now keep touching yourself
试着把你的快感 and try to relate the pleasure that you're feeling
跟他的勃起联系起来 to his tumescence.
你做得很好 拉娜 You're doing good work, Lana.
我们都在为你加油 We're all rooting for you.
再给我几分钟 Give me a few minutes!
求你了 再给我几秒钟 Please just give me a few more seconds!
我一定能做到 I know I can do it!
如果在平时 In a perfect world,
我会悉心钻研谈心疗法 I would love to dive into talk therapy,
找出你固恋的根源所在 discover the root of your fixation,
但我的经验告诉我 but my expertise is telling me that
厌恶/转换疗法对你不起作用 aversion/conversion therapy won't work with you.
裘德修女 我们得谈一谈 Sister Jude, we need to talk.
我也正有此意 Yes, I agree.
警察昨晚来荆棘崖了 The police came to Briarcliff last night.
奥尔顿医生好像招了个... It seems Dr. Arden solicited a...
女人来过夜 a woman of the night.
那个女的在他卧室找到了纳粹纪念品 The young woman found Nazi souvenirs in his bedroom.
警察会对他立案吗 Are the police pursuing a case against him?
我觉得不会 但是... No, I don't believe so, but...
修女 不要对奥尔顿医生如此执念了 Sister, this obsession with Dr. Arden has to stop.
但是有大量的证据显示这人是个战犯 But there's mounting evidence that this man is a war criminal.
等一会儿 Just a moment.
你从哪儿得到的这个信息 Where are you getting this information?
有个病人以前是死亡集中营里的 There is a patient who survived the death camps.
她记得他 She remembers him.
哪个病人 Which patient is this?
她叫安妮 Her name is Anne.
安妮什么 Anne who?
安妮·弗兰克 Anne Frank.
我知道... I know it...
我知道这听起来很荒谬 但是你... I know how it sounds, but you...
我觉得你不知道 No, I really don't think you do.
我看到了她监狱的纹身 I saw a prison tattoo.
她曾经在奥斯威辛集中营待过 She was in Auschwitz.
她现在在哪儿 躲在阁楼里 Where's she now, hiding in the attic?
你现在如此相信关于这个你鄙视的男人的 You're so eager to believe any calumny,
任何诽谤 卑鄙的事情 any vile thing said about this man you despise
你竟然相信精神病院里病人的话 that you're taking the word of an inmate in a mental ward.
神父 这与我无关 Father, this isn't about me.
我一直在试着保护你 这个机构 我们的梦想 I am trying to protect you, this institution, our dream!
你差点破坏了这个梦想 修女 You imperil the dream, Sister,
因为你不敢面对自己的失败 by refusing to face your own failures.
你宁愿把我们的同僚看做纳粹战犯 You'd rather see Nazi war criminals in our midst
也不敢照镜子看看自己 than look in the mirror.
或许这个工作对你来说负担太重了 Or maybe this job is too much for you.
不 这个工作是我的一切 No, this job means everything to me.
你知道的 You know that.
据我所知你又开始酗酒了 All I know is that you've been drinking again.
我们几个员工 Several of our employees
目睹了病人逃跑那晚 witnessed you were a drunken fool
你喝醉的蠢样 on the night of the escape,
说话含含糊糊 在电影夜 slurring your words, almost slobbering
介绍电影的时含混不清 during the introduction of the film from your movie night.
是不是酒精影响了 Do you think alcohol has compromised
你在这些事情上的判断能力 your judgment in these matters?
你现在不用回答 You don't need to answer now.
反省一下 Reflect.
祷告一下 Pray on it.
你好 Hello.
他们盯上你了 亚瑟 They're on to you, Arthur.
如果你还有什么烂摊子要处理 If you have any housekeeping to take care of,
我建议你现在就做 I suggest you do it now.
院长大人 我最近身体不好 Mother Superior, I have slipped.
怎么了 亲爱的 Oh, dear.
我最近压力很大 Pressures had mounted all around me,
还有这该死的风暴 and then this God-forsaken storm.
然后我办公室莫名其妙的出现一瓶圣餐酒 And somehow there was a carafe of communion wine left in my office.
这就是上帝 他喜欢测试我们 That's how God is. He loves to test us.
我没通过测试 Well, I failed.
现在他又重新给了你一次机会 And now he's giving you another opportunity.
上帝喜欢看我们胜利的模样 God loves to see us triumph.
这使他快乐 It gives him pleasure.
你今天来找我忏悔只是因为 Was your alcoholic transgression the only reason
你破酒戒了么 我的孩子 you sought my counsel today, my child?
不是的 嬷嬷 No, Mother.
荆棘崖里有一名员工是虐待狂 There's an employee of Briarcliff who I believe is a sadist
而且很有可能是名战犯 and possibly a war criminal.
你把情况向主教大人汇报了么 Have you brought this to the attention of your monsignor?
他拒绝寻求执法机关的帮助 不采取行动 He has declined to pursue justice or action.
我们教派的男人 The men of our church--
你们的蒂莫西主教 甚至是上帝本身 your Monsignor Timothy, even the Holy Father himself,
当他们遇到棘手问题的时候 by their very nature they react out of fear
会出现本能的恐惧反应 when confronted with tough questions.
这是他们自我保护的本能反应 It's their instinct to protect themselves,
来掩盖他们的过失 cover their mistakes.
我认得一个人 或许可以帮到你 Now, I'm familiar with somebody who may help you.
不 嬷嬷 不行 Oh, no, Mother, I cannot,
我不能背叛 I will not go behind the back
那个给予我人生使命 of the man who gave me my mission in life;
相信我并与我分享梦想的人 who believed in me; with whom I share a dream.
裘德 并非是他成就了你 He is not who made you who you are, Jude.
你刚来时饱受折磨 You came to me a tortured woman,
被酒精和罪恶摧残 ravaged by alcohol and guilt,
但你找到了人生的方向 but you had a compass.
那是你的天赋 That was your gift.
上帝给你这种天赋是有目的的 And God gave you that gift for a purpose.
现在他在你的人生道路上设置了障碍 Now he's put obstacles in your path,
就如同这些暴风雨后的碎片 and like all this debris after the storm,
你需要再次整理人生的道路 it's up to you to make clear that path again.
基特 Kit?
基特 你还好吗 Kit, are you all right?
-他们... -阉了我吗 - Did they... - Cut my balls off?
还没呢 Not yet.
我好担心 I was so worried.
在这个鬼地方 You are the only person
你是我唯一挂念的人 I ever had a second thought about in this hellhole.
你为什么骗我 格蕾丝 Why'd you lie to me, Grace?
根本没有叫瑞德的人 There was no man named Red.
你先杀了你继母 然后杀了你爸爸 You killed your stepmother and then your father.
你要怎样 What do you want?
你要我对自己的行为感到懊悔吗 You want to hear me say I'm sorry for what I've done?
我一点都不懊悔 I'm not sorry.
告诉我事情的真相 Tell me the truth!
那时我还很年幼 I was so young when it started.
我爸会在晚上进入我的房间 My father would come into my room at night...
做一些事情 and do things.
有时候我感觉自己像在梦中一样 Sometimes I felt like I was in a dream,
看着他和别人做爱 watching him do it to a stranger,
或者是死尸 or a corpse.
我终于鼓足勇气告诉了我的继母 I finally got the courage to tell my stepmother.
她给我糖果让我保持沉默 She gave me candy to keep quiet.
我之前说的都是真的 基特 There was truth to the story I told before, Kit.
我爱我的马 I loved my horses.
它们让我感到解脱 They were my escape.
我发现他把马全都卖了 I found out he sold them all.
帕齐 Patsy...
到那时我才突然醒来 That's when I woke up
看到我生活的模样 and saw my life for what it was.
我睁开双眼 已经没有回头路了 And once I opened my eyes, there was no turning back.
我是不是让你很惊讶 基特 Have I opened your eyes, Kit?
你是不是觉得我很可恨 Are you repulsed by what I am?
不 No.
我钦佩你的勇气 I admire you.
我要跟你谈谈 I want to talk to you.
你离开我办公室后我无法入睡 I haven't been able to sleep since you left my office.
真的很抱歉 拉娜 I'm so sorry, Lana.
我希望我可以帮助你 I wish I had been a real help.
我不提倡厌恶疗法 I'm not an aversion therapy advocate,
但我那时以为可以治好你 but I thought it made sense in the moment.
现在我只希望可以减轻你的痛苦 Now I wish I'd spared you.
你尽力了 You tried.
我给你带来了这个 I brought you this.
觉得你会需要 Thought you'd want it.
他们绝不会让我留着的 They'll never let me keep this.
这周末之前别让他们发现就行了 You only have to hide it until the end of the week.
我周五离开这里 到时候带你一起走 I'm leaving here on Friday and I am taking you with me.
目前还没想到办法 但是... I don't know how yet, but...
我不会把你丢在这里的 拉娜 I will not leave you in this place, Lana.
我向你保证 That's a promise.
我明白你想忏悔 I understand you want to confess.
但鉴于这种情形 I can only regard this as a ploy,
我只能把它当成你的权宜之计 considering the circumstances.
毕竟 你们被抓了个现形 You were, after all, caught in the act.
不 修女 我说的不是和格蕾丝的事 No, uh, Sister, this is, uh, this is not about Grace and me.
是关于我的罪行 This is about my crimes.
你的罪行 Your crimes.
是的 Yeah.
我知道我并不是一个虔诚的教徒 And I know I'm not a very religious man,
但我也念过主日学校 but I did go to Sunday School,
他们说上帝知道所有的事 and I was taught that God sees everything.
是真的吗 Is that true?
是真的 他知道一切 It is. And He does.
就连那些我可能做过 Even if I might not remember
却不记得的残忍行径吗 some terrible act that I might have committed?
他也知道 是吗 He knows, right?
上帝知晓一切 God knows all.
那他知道... Well, then he knows...
我是否杀了那些女人 if I murdered those women.
他知道 我是否做了那些可怕的事 He knows if I... if I did those horrle things.
他也知道 我是否杀了艾尔玛 And he knows if I killed Alma.
是你杀的吗 Did you?
我一定做了 I must have.
我是说 I mean...
所有人都说是我做的 everyone's saying that I did.
而且那些怪物 那些怪物 And those creatures, the creatures,
它们不可能真实存在 they can't really exist.
我记得第一天来这里时 I remember when I first showed up here,
你对我说过 想要获得宽恕 you said to me that, in order to find forgiveness,
我必须... that I had to...
我必须...必须承认自己犯下的罪行 that I had to... that I had to admit to what I'd done.
修女... Sister...
我想获得宽恕 I need to be forgiven.
上帝会宽恕所有追随他的信徒 God forgives all who seek him.
那就帮帮我 求你了 Then help me. Please.
帮我找到上帝 Help me find God.
我会向他承认我所有的罪行 I'll admit to everything that I've done.
我的孩子 我们都是罪人 每个人都是 My child, we're all sinners, every one of us.
但是我做过的事 修女... But the things I've done, Sister...
你已经不记得了 That you can't recall.
你一直在说我什么 Now, what have you been saying about me?
真相 我知道你是谁 The truth. I know who you are!
你连自己是谁都不知道 You don't even know who you are.
安妮·弗兰克 她死了 Anne Frank?! She died!
还是你连那本书都懒得读 Or didn't you bother to read the book?
你的谎言让我处境很难堪 Your lies have caused me a great deal of embarrassment.
你想对我怎么样 What are you going to do to me?
像对奥斯威辛那些女孩一样吗 The same things you did to those girls in Auschwitz? Huh?
我从没去过奥斯威辛 我来自斯科茨代尔 I was never in Auschwitz. I'm from Scottsdale!
你撒谎 我敢说那里跟这里一样 Liar! I bet it looked a lot like this place!
你想知道在这里会怎么样吗 You want to know what goes on in here?
你马上就会知道了 You're about to find out.
你从哪里弄来的 Where'd you get that?
我不是唯一一个怀疑你的人 I'm not the only one who's on to you.
真抱歉 Oh... oh, sorry.
来吧... Come on...
现在是时候了 now's the time.
承认吧 汉斯·高帕 Confess, Hans Gruper.
你这个纳粹猪 Nazi piece of shit.
那是什么 What's that?
-婊子 -那屋里有什么 - Bitch! - What is in that room?
-下地狱吧 -我已经去过了 - Go to hell. - I've been there.
给我钥匙 Give me the key.
把钥匙给我 Give me the key!
那条腿也不想要了吗 Want to lose another leg?
杀了我吧 Kill me.