在美国出生的每一位黑人要么出生在比尔街，要么就出生在一些黑人社区，无论是密西西比州杰克逊市，
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你准备好了吗 You ready for this?
我这一生都没有一刻像现在这般准备好过 I never been more ready for anything in my whole life.
我希冀这世上没有任何一个人需要 I hope that nobody has ever had to look
透过探监室的玻璃去看 at anybody they love...
他[她]们所爱之人 through glass.
我需要讲述... I need to tell...
-嘿 -嘿 -Hey. -Hey.
阿隆索 Alonzo?
阿隆索 我... Alonzo, we...
我怀孕了 We're gonna have a baby.
我应该早点说的 毕竟我们还没结婚 I should have said already, we're not married.
这件事对他比起对我来说意义更为重大 That means more to him than it does to me,
但我理解他的感受 but I understand how he feel.
邡宁二十二岁了 Fonny is 22.
而我才十九岁 I'm 19.
我很高兴的 邡宁 I'm glad, Fonny.
我很开心 你不要担心呀 I'm glad. Don't you worry.
你跟我爸讲没 You tell my daddy?
-还没呢 -你跟你家人讲没 -Not yet. -You tell your folks?
也还没讲 但你不要担心他们了 Not yet, but don't worry about them.
我只是想先告诉你 I just wanted to tell you first.
你怀孕了 A baby.
你打算怎么办 What you gonna do?
一如既往地生活呗 I'm gonna do just like I've been doin'.
就这样过活到临产那一个月 I'm gonna work up to just about the last month
然后我妈和我的姐妹会照顾好我的 and then Mama and Sis will take care for me.
你不需要担心我 You ain't got to worry.
再说了 在那之前我们会想办法让你出来的 And, anyway, we'll have you out of here before then.
你确定吗 Are you sure about that?
当然确定 I'm always sure about that.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
邡宁以前上的是职业学校 Fonny used to go to a vocational school,
也就是一个教学生制作各种破玩意的地儿 where they teach kids to make all kinds of shitty things,
比如牌桌啊 厚垫啊 五斗橱这类 like card tables and hassocs and chest of drawers,
压根没人会去买的东西 which nobody's ever gonna buy.
但邡宁没有一直学下去 他辍学去工作了 But Fonny didn't go for it at all, and he split,
并且带走了工坊里绝大部分的工具 takin' most of the tools from the workshop with him.
为了谋生 他开始当一个临时厨师 He started workin' as a short -order cook so he could eat.
然后 他找到了一个他可以自己装修的地下室 And he found a basement where he could work on his wood,
但是他待在我们房子里的时间比待在自己家里还多 and he was at our house more than he was at his.
当时一切还都不太艰难 It was all so simple.
东学学 西修修 Learn this, build that,
找到一份工作干到老 直到这份工作成为你的一部分 get a job and work it until the job became you.
但邡宁抱着截然不同的态度 But Fonny had decided on a whole new view.
他早就发掘了一样他想要一直干下去的事情 You see, he had found somethig that he wanted to do.
以此他避开了我们那时很多人难以避免的死亡 And this saved him from the death that awaited the children of our age.
虽然死亡有多种方式 And though it took many form,
但本质都是一样的简单易懂 the death itself was very simple.
死因也都是一样的简单易懂 The cause was simple, too.
他们跟孩子们说 你们一文不值 The kids had been told that they weren't worth shit.
而周围的一切... And everything they saw around them...
都证明了那句话 proved it.
嘿 怎么样 还顺利吗 Hey. How you doin', li'l bit?
他怎么样 How is he?
就那样呗 He's just the same.
老样子 He's fine.
他向你问好 He sends his love.
那就好 That's good.
你见过律师了吗 Did you see the lawyer?
今天不去 周一再去 Not today. I have to go on Monday.
他去找过邡宁没 He been to see Fonny?
没 No.
妈妈 Mama?
怎么了 宝贝儿 Yeah, baby.
妈妈... Mama...
? 我看你站在那里 ? ? I saw you standin' there ?
妈妈 跟着唱吧 Sing, mama, sing.
? 站在梦的迷雾之中 ? ? In a mist of a dream ?
? 我不禁疑问道 ? ? I wondered ?
? 为什么啊 为什么 ? ? Why, oh, why ?
? 为什么你不在那呢 ? ? That you were not there ?
拿点高脚杯来 Get the good glasses.
-你拿这个干啥 -你觉得呢 -What you doin' with that? -What's it look like?
? 我停下脚步 驻足观望 ? ? That I stopped and I stared ?
今天是啥大日子 有啥大喜事 What's the special occasion?
你啊 一家之主 开始倒酒吧 You the man of the house, start pouring.
老婆大人 遵命 Oh, but of course, madame.
好了 All right.
我在想这到底是咋一回事 I wonder what all this is for.
别给蒂什倒太多 Not too much for Tish.
? 我寻找你 ? ? I looked for you ?
好吧 All right.
发生什么了 What's goin' on?
? 但你却无处可寻 ? ? You were nowhere to be found ?
? 无处可寻 ? ? To be found ?
? 也许是我的... ? ? Could it be my... ?
这... This...
可是一件圣事 is a sacrament.
不 我没有在说胡话 And, no, I ain't lost my mind.
我们要为新生命的诞生而举杯 We are drinkin' to new life.
蒂什怀孕了 Tish gonna have Fonny's baby.
? 你也许不会相信 ? ? You may not believe ?
喝吧 Drink.
? 这件事也会发生在你头上 漂亮宝贝 ? ? This could happen to you, pretty baby ?
好吧... Uh, well...
那可...那可真是件大事 That's... That's one hell of a note.
蒂什 你难道不打算为新生命的诞生喝一杯吗 Aren't you gonna drink to the little one, Tish?
怀几个月了 How long has this been goin' on?
大概三个月 About three months.
-我猜也差不多 -三个月都没跟我们说吗 -Yeah, that's what I figured. -Three months?
你的意思是在你们四处奔波的那段时间怀上的 You mean, while you two was runnin' around here lookin' at places?
好吧 All right.
蒂什... Tish...
你确定你要这个孩子吗 you sure you want this baby?
是的 Yes.
而且邡宁也想要 And Fonny wants it, too.
这是我们的孩子 It's our baby,
况且他是被诬陷的 and, a-and it's not his fault that he's in jail.
他没有跑路 这是两码事 It's not like he ran away.
我们青梅竹马 两小无猜 And we've always been best friends
爸爸 这点你知道的 ever since we were little, Daddy, you know that.
如果他没被诬陷强奸 我们早就结婚了 And we'd be married now if it wasn't for that lady...
蒂什 你爸懂你 理解你 Tish, he knows it. He knows it.
你爸是明白的 他只是 Your daddy knows it. He's just...
只是担心你 别多想 He's just worried about you, that's all.
你不会觉得 我会把你看做是那种坏女孩吗 Hey, don't you go thinkin' I think you're some bad girl
或者是那种蠢姑娘 or any other foolishness like that.
我这么问你只是因为你太小了 I just asked you because you're so young,
没别的意思 而且 that's all. And...
小妹 抬起头来 Unbow your head, sister.
敬新的生命 To the newborn.
? 我们 ? ? We are ?
? 紧挨着星星 ? ? Next to the star ?
我希望是个大胖小子 I hope it's a boy.
爸 别逗了 Oh, Daddy.
我打赌这孩子以后得把老法兰克搞疯 That will tickle old Frank to pieces, I bet.
蒂什 你介意我 Tish, do you mind
把这个消息告诉他吗 if, if I break the news to him?
爸爸 不会 没关系的 No, Daddy. I don't mind.
那我就负责通知他的姐妹了 I sure would like to be the one to tell them sisters.
不不 Uh-uh, uh-uh.
你看这样如何 You know what?
乔 不如把他们一家人都叫过来吧 Joe, call 'em all over here.
-还是别了 -我是认真的 -Oh, no... -No, no, I'm serious...
-妈 -就定在周六晚上吧 -Ma. -It's Saturday night.
我们有的是酒 再说时间也不晚 We got a whole lot left in that bottle. It's not late.
我一想 这是最好的办法了 As I think about it, that's the best way to do this.
去吧 把他们都叫过来 Go on, call their asses on over here.
听你的 老婆 就这样吧 All right, look, all right. I think you're right, love.
把他们邀请到咱们家 Let's get them on over here.
好嘞 就这么决定吧 All right. All right!
-我的宝贝小妹要有宝宝了 -是啊 -My baby sister's havin' a baby. -Mm-hmm.
我是尼普赛·罗素 Hey, hey, Nipsey Russell.
怎么样呀 在干什么呢 亲爱的 Hey, what's up? What y'all doin'? Hey, honey...
-你想要男孩还是女孩 -男孩 -What you wanna have? -A boy.
-像邡宁 -就像邡宁那样 -Fonny. -Fonny.
怎么啦 What?
当我意识到邡宁爱上我的那天 The day I realized Fonny was in love with me
感觉很奇妙 was strange.
那天他给妈妈送了塑像 It was the day he gave Mama that sculpture.
我在他的头上淋了水 I dumped water over Fonny's head
在浴缸里为他擦背 and scrubbed Fonny's back in the bathtub,
在那时感觉我们像是老夫老妻重温小时候的时光 in a time that seems so long ago.
我不记得我们曾有幻想 I don't remember that we ever had any curiosiy
过彼此的裸体 concerning each other's bodies.
邡宁深爱着我 Fonny loved me too much.
也就是说在任何时刻任何场合 And that meant that there had never been any occasion
我们之间都不会害羞 for shame between us.
我们就像彼此身体里的一部分 We were a part of each othe,
水乳交融 flesh of each other's flesh,
我们对此感到理所当然 which we so took for granted
也从来没往肉体之欢上想 that we never thought of the flesh.
可是于我而言绝不意外 And yet, it was no surprise to me
当我终于意识到 when I finally understood...
在我一生中出现的所有男人中 that he was the most beautiful person
他是最帅气的那个 I had seen in all my life.
你知道吗 我之前有时候会睡在这个公园里 You know, I've slept in this park sometimes.
不 这 这可不是个好主意 Nah, it's... it's not a good idea.
你为什么要睡在公园里 Why'd you sleep in the park?
那时候太晚了 It was late.
我又不想回家 I didn't wanna go home.
我也不想在醒来的时候发现身边空无一人 I didn't wanna wake none of y'all up neither.
但是现在我在这城市已经安顿下来了 But I got me a pad down here now.
所以你是想在这里吃饭 So you wanna eat down here
还是想等我们到了住宅区再吃 or you wanna wait till we get uptown?
或者 你想不想去看电影 Or, uh, do you wanna go to the movies?
还是想喝点红酒 Or do you want a little wine
或者喝点茶 or a little pot
或者喝点啤酒 or a little beer?
还是说来杯咖啡 Or a cup of coffee?
也许你只是想再接着四处走走 Maybe you just wanna walk around a little bit more
直到你自己有了主意 till you make up your mind?
来吧 Come on.
耶 Yeah.
耶 哦 Yeah. Ooh.
你们知道我们可以看见你们 对吧 Y'all know we can see y'all, right?
是的 别看了 盯着别的地方 Yeah. Don't be lookin'. Keep your eyes in there.
哦 你们真讨厌 Oh, y'all nasty.
是的 Yeah.
哦 那个"老拨浪鼓"又响了 Oh. That old rattle.
-好吧 -好吧 -All right. -All right.
我来了 I got it.
-嘿 -你好 -Hey! -Hi.
-俄尔寺町 -阿德莉安 -Ernestine -Adrienne
-你好吗 -希拉小姐 -How you doin'? -Miss Sheila.
嘿 见到你真是太好了 Hey, it's so nice to see you.
有必要帮你打个911或者别的谁来接走你吗 Gotta call an emergency or somethin' to see you?
-见到你真好 -见到你真好 -Great to see you. -Good to see you.
邡宁的母亲并不喜欢我 Fonny's mother didn't like me.
她只是不觉得我配得上邡宁 She just didn't think I was good enough for Fonny.
这事实上意味着她认为 Which really means that she didn't think
我还不够优秀 没让她满意 I was good enough for her.
而从另一方面说 她感觉我可能 And in another way, she felt that I was maybe
恰巧是邡宁命中注定的归宿 just exactly what Fonny deserved.
-年轻小姐 -爸爸 我来 -Young lady. -Daddy, I got it.
所以你今天看到我家那个傲慢的男孩了吗 So you saw my big-headed boy today?
是的 他很好 他向你问好 Yeah. He's fine. He sends his love.
现在监狱对他来说也没那么难熬了 对吧 Now, they ain't bein' too hard on him, is they?
现在我这么问你是因为 你知道 Now I ask you like that because, you know,
他可能会跟你说一些他不会跟我说的事情 he may say things to you he won't say to me.
爱人间的小秘密 Lovers' secrets?
好吧 他不喜欢 你也看得出来 Well, he hates it, you can see that.
-而且他也不该喜欢 -拜托 -And he should. -Come on.
但是 他很坚强 But... he's strong.
他会好起来的 He'll be all right.
但是我们得把他救出来 But we gotta get him out of there.
如果他那个时候不辍学 好好学习 If he'd done his reading and his studying when he should have,
那么他压根就不会进监狱了 he wouldn't be in there in the first place.
-妞儿 你懂得什么啊 -嘿 嘿 嘿 嘿 -Girl, what you know about it? -Hey! Hey, hey, hey!
家里有一些杜松子酒和威士忌 I got some gin and we got some whisky
还有一些科涅克白兰地 and we got some cognac.
但是 我们可没有劣质酒 We ain't got no Thunderbird, though.
-我希望各位女士不要介意 -介意? -I hope you ladies don't mind. -Mind?
法兰克才不在乎我们介不介意 Frank does not care if we mind.
好吧 亨特太太 你想要点什么 糖吗 Well, Mrs. Hunt, what can I get you, sugar?
我可以为你提供些咖啡 茶 I can offer you coffee, tea...
冰淇淋 可口可乐 ice cream, Coca-Cola.
-可口可乐 -我来拿 妈妈 -Coca-Cola. -I got it, Mama.
一份冰淇淋苏打怎么样 亨特太太 How about an ice cream soda, Mrs. Hunt?
我可以做一份 I can do that for you.
希拉 你来帮我吧 Sheila, why don't you help me?
来吧 Come on.
-哦我的天 时光飞逝 -是啊 -Oh, Lord! Time flies. -Yeah.
从这些麻烦开端起我就没再见过你了 I haven't seen you since all this trouble started.
姑娘 别提这个 Girl, don't say a word.
我一直在布朗克斯疲于奔命 I've been runnin' myself sick all up and down the Bronx,
到处去找最好的法律顾问 trying to get the very best legal advice I can find.
不断祈祷 祈祷 再祈祷 I just pray and I pray and I pray
想让上帝来拯救我的孩子 that the Lord will bring my boy to the light.
这是我唯一的祈求 That's all I pray for.
每天每夜 Every day and every night.
然后有时候 And then sometimes,
有时候我又会想这或许是上帝故意的 sometimes I think this might be the Lord's plan
祂要让我的儿子好好反省罪过 to get my boy to think on his sins...
把自己的灵魂交给耶稣 and surrender his soul to Jesus.
嗯 有道理 Yeah, you might be right.
祂行事可真是够神秘够捉摸不透的 The Lord sure works in mysterious ways.
哦 当然了 Oh, yes, He does.
祂会考验你 Now, He may try you,
但祂从不放弃任何人 but He ain't never left none of His children alone.
你觉得俄尔寺町找的律师怎么样 What do you think about that lawyer Ernestine found?
呃 那个叫海沃德的 Um, that boy Hayward?
我还没见过他 I ain't met him yet.
一直找不到时间去市中心 I just ain't had time to get downtown yet.
法兰克倒是见过他了 I know Frank saw him.
那你觉得他怎么样 法兰克 What do you think about him, Frank?
是个白人 上过法学院 也毕业了 He's a white boy, been to law school, got them degrees.
但是我不会跟你讲这有什么用 因为根本没屁用 I ain't got to tell you what that mean. It don't mean shit.
跟女士讲话要有起码的礼仪 You're talkin' to a woman.
这叫先进 I'm hip.
而且现代人都不吃你那套了 And it's a mighty welcome change.
-呃 -就是我刚讲的 -Uh... -Like I was sayin'...
会点法律根本没屁用 我们不会用他的 It don't mean shit. I ain't sure we gonna stay with him.
但是 像他自己说的 他也没那么差劲 On the other hand, as white boys go, he's not so bad.
他既年轻又有野心 He's young and hungry,
也就是说他现在还不会像以后那样膨胀起来 so he's not as full of shit now as he may be when he's full.
-嗯 -这就是我一直想说的 -Hmm. -That's what I keep tryin' to tell you.
态度消极 你不管看谁都说是坏人 It's that negative attitude. You so full of hate.
你怎么想坏别人 别人就怎么想坏你 If you give people hatred, they give it back to you.
每次我听你讲这些 我就心碎 Every time I hear you talk like that, it breaks my heart
一想到我儿子被关在如地牢般的监狱 knowin' my boy is locked up in some dungeon
却只有上帝的爱才能解救他 that only the love of God will get him out of.
艾丽丝 冷静 我没觉得法兰克是在说谁的坏话 Now, Alice, I don't think that Frank was talkin' about hate.
他只是实话实说 He was just speakin' on the truth.
没事 我相信上帝 Well, I trust in God.
上帝一定会帮我的 I know He cares for me.
里弗斯先生 我们今天聚在一块是要干什么 Mr. Rivers, what exactly is the purpose of this meeting?
你们不会叫我们大老远来 You didn't call us all the way over here
就是为了看我爸侮辱我妈的吧 just to watch my father insult my mother.
难说 Why not?
现在是周六晚 It's Saturday night.
可说不准谁无聊透时会干些什么呢 Can't tell what folks won't do if they get bored enough.
可能我们还就是让你们来活跃气氛的 Maybe we just invited you over to liven things up.
我知道你说话很毒 I can believe you're that malicious,
但没想到你还能这么蠢 but I can't believe you're that stupid.
我去看看 那个 冰淇淋苏打 Let me go check on that, um, ice cream float.
啊哈 佩德罗西托 Uh-huh. Pedrocito.
好久不见 Good to see you.
小姐 您需要什么 How can I help you, senorita?
我很抱歉今晚您的男友不太和您胃口 I'm sorry your company tonight is less than desirable,
不过我也帮不上忙啊对吧 but, sadly, that cannot be helped.
我从没见过 I had never seen Fonny
邡宁和其他我未曾谋面的朋友见面时的样子 outside the world in which I moved.
我见过他和他爸妈在一起的样子 I had seen him with his father and his mother,
也见过他和我在一起的样子 and I had seen him with us.
我也当然从没见过他在他的私人社交圈里的样子 I had certainly never seen him in the world in which he move.
或许只有现在 我才真正感受到我们在一起了 Perhaps it was only now I was able to see him with me...
因为 即使他背向我开怀大笑的时候 because even though he was turned away from me laughing...
他依然牵着我的手 he was holdin' my hand.
晚安 Good night.
蒂什 Tish?
嗯 Yeah?
去我家看看 来吗 Come and see my place, won't you?
很晚了 But it's late.
就在附近 It ain't far.
好 邡宁 Okay, Fonny.
好的 Okay.
? 不要看起来这么沮丧 ? ? Don't look so sad ?
嘿 Hey.
饮料酒水来了 Happy landings.
给你 爸爸 Here, Daddy.
哦 Oh.
-嘿 嘿 嘿 -那对你来说已经足够多了 -Hey, hey, hey, hey. -That's enough for you.
? 不停转动 ? ? Keeps on turnin' ?
? 耶 ? ? Yeah ?
? 让我们快快乐乐的 ? ? Let's just be glad ?
是我叫你们来的 I called this meeting.
我让爸爸把你们都叫过来 这样我就能告诉你们 I had Daddy ask you all to come over so I could tell you
今天我告诉邡宁的消息 what I had to tell Fonny today.
今天我告诉邡宁的消息是 What I had to tell Fonny today is...
他要做爸爸了 Fonny's gonna be a father.
我们很快就会有孩子了 We're gonna have a baby.
咱们俩 必须得出去喝个痛快了 You and me, we fixin' to go out and get drunk.
没问题 All right.
噢 我好高兴 别担心 我 我真的很开心 Oh, I'm glad. Don't worry, I-I'm mighty glad.
那么谁来照顾这个孩子呢 And who's gonna be responsible for this baby?
当然是我和邡宁 The father and the mother.
你可以确信不会是个该死的圣灵来照顾孩子 You can bet it won't be the Holy damn Ghost.
我猜你把你们之间淫欲的交往称之为爱 I guess you call your lustful action love.
而我不这么认为 I don't.
我一直就知道你会毁了我儿子 I always knew you'd be the destruction of my son.
圣经上写着 "因此 消灭 The Bible says, "Put to death, therefore,
你身上一切世俗的" all that is earthly in you."
"不道德的性行为 "Sexual immorality,
"不洁 激情 "impurity, passion,
邪恶的欲望 贪婪" evil desire, covetousness."
这孩子因罪恶而生 That child was born of sin,
而圣灵会让他 and the Holy Ghost is gonna cause it
萎缩在你的子宫内 to shrivel in your womb.
但是我的儿子 我的儿子会被原谅 But my son, my son will be forgiven.
-我祈祷 -噢 -My prayers... -Oh!
-噢 -妈妈 -Oh. -Mama.
-法兰克 -她的心脏 -Frank! -Her heart!
我觉得你会发现你的心脏还在跳动 I think you'll find it's still pumpin',
但我会说 你已经没有良心了 but I wouldn't call it no heart!
帮帮我 帮帮她 快来 妈妈 快来 Help me, help her. Come on, Mama, come on.
乔 让那群女人去照顾她吧 伙计 快来 Joe, let the women take care of her, man. Come on!
约瑟夫 约瑟夫 快去 快去吧 我们这不需要你 Joseph. Joseph, go on. Go on, we don't need you here.
-好的 好的 -快来 -All right, all right. -Come on.
没事的 你可以的 我扶住你了 It's okay, you got it. I got you.
法兰克 法兰克 Frank Frank
没事的 你没事的 Okay. You're okay.
你对我说的话太恶毒了 That was a terrible thing you said to me.
那是我这辈子听到过的最恶毒的话 That was the most terrible thing I've heard in all my life.
我父亲没必要去扇她一巴掌 My father didn't have to slap her.
-她有心脏衰弱 -她看她是大脑衰弱吧 -She's got a weak heart. -She got a weak head.
圣灵一定也让你的头脑变得衰弱了 孩子 The Holy Ghost must have softened your brain, child.
难道她忘了 Did she forget that that was
她诅咒的是法兰克的孙子吗 Frank's grandchild she was cursin'?
我觉得你没有权力去嘲笑我母亲的信仰 I don't think you have the right to sneer at my mother's faith.
哦 别跟我讲那废话 Oh, don't give me that bullshit.
有个圣灵降临派信徒做你们的母亲真是羞耻 You so ashamed to have a Holy Roller for a mother,
你们不知道要干什么 你们真让我恶心 you don't know what to do. Y'all make me sick!
那你这个臭黑鬼觉得你自己是谁啊 And who do you funky niggers think you are?
她仅仅问了一个问题 She only asked one question.
谁将抚养这个孩子 到底是谁呢 Who is going to raise this baby? And who is?
蒂什真没教养 Tish ain't got no education,
而且上帝知道 她并不是一无所知 and God knows, she ain't got nothin' else.
邡宁也不应该在监狱里委曲求全 Fonny ain't never been worth a damn.
那么谁将抚养这个孩子呢 So who is going to raise this baby?
由我来抚养 你这个干巴巴的黄皮老荡妇 I am, you dried-up, yellow cunt!
你就一直说下去吧 我会来好好教训你的 And you keep on talkin', I'll take mighty good care of you.
阿德莉安 孩子 Adrienne, baby!
我能告诉你一些事情吗 亲爱的 Can I tell you somethin', sweetie?
自从第一天我 Ever since the first day I laid eyes
见到你这美丽的容貌 on your very fine person,
喉结男人女人都有 男人较为明显 这里也在讽刺阿德莉安
我就时时想起你的喉结 I got caught up in your Adam's apple.
噢 无时无刻我没有在想它 Oh, I've been dreamin' about it.
而且我不知道我是想用我的牙齿 And I can't tell whether I wanna tear it out
还是我的手来撕碎它 with my fingers or my teeth.
如果你敢碰一下我的宝贝小妹蒂什 And if you touch my baby sister,
我就可以立刻决定好该怎么撕碎它了 I'm gonna have to make up my mind real quick.
所以你动她一下试试 So touch her.
我知道我们就不该来 I knew we shouldn't have come.
希拉 你还有脸说出这种话 Oh, Sheila. I didn't even know you could say that word.
俄尔寺町 Ernestine.
起来 希拉 我们走 Come on, Sheila. Let's go.
-来 妈妈 -我们走 妈妈 -Come on, Mama. -Come on, Mama.
拿好她的包 Just grab her purse. Come on.
走吧妈妈 我们扶着你 Just come on, Mama. We got you.
带着她的包 Hold her purse. Come on.
走这边 妈妈 Come on, Mama.
我希望你为你教育女儿的方式 I hope you're proud
能感到自豪 of how you raised your daughters.
我的女儿们可不会带着她们的私生子 My girls ain't gonna think of bringing no bastards home
回家生养 to feed!
不像你们家 I can tell you that!
-是因为没人愿意和她们上床吧 -俄尔寺町 -That's 'cause won't nobody fuck 'em. -Ernestine.
她怀的这个孩子 That child that's comin'...
是你的孙子 is your grandchild.
我不知道你怎么想的 I don't understand you.
可是这是你的孙子啊 It's your grandchild.
所以我女儿是怎么怀胎这件事很重要吗 What difference does it make how it gets here?
孩子是天真无邪的 The child ain't got nothin' to do with that.
而且这件事情是他俩自己的事 Ain't none of us got nothin' to do with that.
那个孩子... That child...
那个孩子.... That child...
-孩子... -走吧妈妈 我们走 -That child... -Come on, let's go, Mama.
-我们回家 -孩子... -Go on home. -That child...
孩子 那个孩子... That child, that child...
把你们东西拿走 Get your shit!
拿着你的破衣服 Take your shit with you.
别害怕 Don't be scared.
你要知道 我属于你 Just remember that I belong to you.
你要知道 不论什么情况下 Just remember that I wouldn't hurt you
我都不会伤害你的 for anything in this world.
你只需要慢慢适应 You're just gonna have to get used to me.
而我们有的是时间 And we got all the time in the world.
抱住我 Hold on to me.
萨洛斯基 ...Salowski,
请到站长办公室报道 please report to station master's office.
我喜欢这样子躺着 I like lying here like this.
我也是 I do, too.
你知道吗 That was my first time.
这是我的初夜 Did you know?
你喜欢我吗 Do you like me?
我是说... I mean...
当我们做爱的时候 When I make love to you...
你喜欢这种感觉吗 do you like it?
你就是想听我说那句话 You just wanna hear me say it.
-所以? -怎么了? -So? -So what?
所以你为什么不直接说出来呢 So why don't you go ahead and say it?
我只知道 我爱你 I just know that I love you.
维多利亚·罗杰斯女士 Mrs. Victoria Rogers,
婚前姓名为维多利亚·玛丽亚·圣菲利佩·桑切斯 née Victoria Maria San Felipe Sanchez,
指控道 在十月五日的晚上 declares that on the evening of October 5th,
11点到12点之间 between the hours of 11:00 and 12:00,
她在她家的门厅 in the vestibule of her hom,
被一名男子非法袭击 she was criminally assaulted by a man
现在她指认为阿隆索·亨特 即邡宁 she now claims to have been Alonzo "Fonny" Hunt,
以下简称亨特 and was used by the aforesaid Hunt
以令人发指的方式强奸了她 in the most extreme and abominable sexual manner,
并强迫她满足其最为变态的 and forced to undergo the most unimaginable
令人无法想象的兽欲 sexual perversions.
我从来没见过她 我只知道 I've never seen her, I know only
一位在美国出生的爱尔兰人 that an American-born Irishmn
六年前去了波多黎各 went to Puerto Rico six years ago
遇见了18岁的维多利亚 and there met Victoria who was then 18.
他们结婚后搬到了纽约 He married her and brought her to New York.
她为他生了三个孩子 而他离开了 Having pumped three children out of her, he left.
她住在果园街上 Her home is on Orchard Stree.
如果你熟悉纽约 Orchard Street, if you know New York,
那条街离银行街很远 is a very long way from Bank Street.
果园街在河东边上 Orchard Street is damn near in the East River,
而银行街离中央公园很近 and Bank Street is practically in the Hudso.
从果园街一口气跑到银行街上是不可能的 It is not possible to run from Orchard to Bank Street,
而且还有警察在后面追 particularly not with the police behind you.
而贝尔警官却肯定他看到了邡宁 Yet Officer Bell swears he saw Fonny
从作案现场逃跑 run from the scene of the crime.
唯一的可能性是贝尔警官当时不在值班 This is only possible if Officer Bell were off dut,
因为他监管的区域在河西边 而非在河东边 for his beat is on the West Side, not the East.
尽管如此 现在却要被告证明 还要花钱证明 And yet, it is now up to the accused to prove, and pay for proving,
他犯下了这一系列不正常且不可能的事件 the irregularity and improbability of this sequence of events.
我为了让他回到你身边 I'm doing everything I can to get him
已经竭尽全力 back to you just as fast as I can.
但罗杰斯女士拒绝重新考虑她的证词 But Mrs. Rogers' refusal to reconsider her testimony
她让我们很难办 has left us in a very tough place.
-现在她消失了 -消失? -And now she's disappeared. -Disappeared?
她怎么能凭空消失呢 Well, how can she just disappear?
我觉得她走不远 I don't think she's gone very far.
她也没法走远 They certainly don't have the means for that.
但她的家人也许把她接回波多黎各了 But her family may have returned her to Puerto Rico.
如果我们需要找到她 In any case, in order to find her,
我需要特殊调查员和... I'll need special investigators and...
-更多的钱 -很不幸 是的 -That means more money. -Unfortunately.
但这不会对她不利吗 But doesn't it make it look bad for her case,
她就这样消失了 她可是关键证人 for her to just disappear like that? She's the key witness.
她只是其中一个关键证人 She's only one of the key witnesses in this case.
还有贝尔警官 You have to remember this Officer Bell.
他是指控强奸犯的权威目击证人 His was the authoritative identification of the rapist.
是贝尔确定他看到 It's Bell who swears he saw
阿隆索从犯罪现场逃跑的 Alonzo running away from the scene of the crime.
如果他真的看到了 If he saw Fonny run from the scene of the crime,
他为什么要到他家里抓人呢 then why did he have to wait and come and get him out of the house?
等下 蒂什 蒂什 让我搞明白 Wait. Tish, Tish, wait... Let me get you straight now.
你是说贝尔警官 You're sayin' that that Officer Bell
让她这么说的 tells her what to say.
-是的 -所以你的意思是 -Exactly. -So you're sayin'...
这个案件永远都不会水落石出? There's no gettin' at the truth in this case?
你看 Look.
如果我不相信阿隆索是清白的 If I didn't believe in Alonzo's innocence,
-我就不会接这个案子 -叫他邡宁 -I would never have taken this case. -Call him Fonny.
什么 Excuse me?
叫他邡宁 Call him Fonny.
当你叫他阿隆索时 When you call him Alonzo, I see the judge
我联想到了法官 监狱 手铐 还有... and the bars and the chains and the...
我知道你是在还我姐姐的人情 I know you're doin' my sister a favor,
而这办公室也挺漂亮的 and this is a very fancy law office,
但如果你要帮他 我们就要成为一家人 but if you're gonna do this, you gotta be family.
叫他邡宁 求求你了 So call him Fonny... please.
我理解 I understand.
现在你和...邡宁坚持你们当时是 Now, you and... Fonny insist that you were together
在银行街上丹尼尔·卡蒂的家里 in the room on Bank Street with an old friend, Daniel Carty.
这是不在场证明 That's the alibi.
但你的证词 你也清楚 But your testimony, as you can imagine,
不算数 counts for nothing.
且丹尼尔·卡蒂刚被地方检察官逮捕 And Daniel Carty has just been arrested by the DA's office,
我也不被允许去见他 and I've not been allowed to see him.
但他们这样做是违法的 What they're doing is really against the law,
但丹尼尔有犯罪记录 but Daniel has a record.
他们肯定会让他改变他的证词 They obviously intend to make him change his testimony,
我不确定 and... , I don't know this,
但我觉得这就是 but I'm willing to bet that that's why
罗杰斯女士消失了的原因 Mrs. Rogers has disappeared.
我会尽我所能的 So you see, I will do everything I can.
你什么时候需要这笔钱? How soon do you need the money?
我们这边已经开始寻找罗杰斯太太 We're already tracing Mrs. Rogers.
这笔钱 那个... I'll just need the money...
你们尽快搞到就好了 uh, as soon as you can get it.
还有我已经强迫地检署允许我去见丹尼尔·卡蒂 I'll also force the DA's office to allow me to see Daniel Carty,
但是事情绝对不会这么一马平川就办成了 but they'll throw every conceivable obstacle in my way.
不要哭了 亲爱的 不要哭了 Don't you cry. Don't you cry, baby.
-不要哭了 -给你纸 -Don't you cry. -Here.
给你 赶快擦擦眼泪吧 Here you go. Wipe your face.
擦擦眼泪 Wipe your face.
嘿 Hey.
你见过海伍德了吗 You see Hayward?
嗯 Yeah.
罗杰斯太太究竟他妈怎么了? What the fuck happened to Mrs. Rogers?
她他妈的去了哪里? Where the fuck did she go?
我不知道 但我们会找到她的 I don't know, but we'll find her.
咱们怎么能找到她? How we gonna find her?
我们现在已经派人去了波多黎各 We're sending people to Puerto Rico.
-我们猜她应该就在那里 -嗯? -We think that's where she went. -Yeah?
就没有想过她可能在 嗯...阿根廷之类的地方? Suppose she went to... to Argentina, hmm?
-智利 或者中国? -她怎么可能跑那么远? -Or-or Chile or China? -How's she gonna get that far?
他们可能给了她一笔钱 让她想去哪去哪 They can give her the money to go anywhere.
-谁? -地检署 还能是谁? -Who? -The DA's office, that's who.
-邡宁 我不认为... -难道你不相信我吗? -Fonny, I don't think... -Oh, what, you don't believe me?
-你难道以为他们做不出来那种事情吗? -我... -Huh? You don't think they could do it? -I...
我不信是他们 I don't think they have.
咱们怎么能搞到去找她的钱? How are we gonna get the money to find her?
我们都在努力工作 只能这样 We're all workin', all of us.
哦 我爸爸在服装中心工作 Yeah, my daddy's working at the garment center,
你在专卖店 you're working at the department store,
-而你爸爸则在码头区工作... -邡宁 你听我说 -and your daddy's workin' at the waterfront... -Fonny, you need to listen.
听你说什么? Listen to what?
那律师根本就不鸟我 That lawyer don't give a shit about me.
丫他妈谁都看不起 He don't give a shit about nobody!
你想让我死在这里吗? You want me to die in here?
鬼知道我在这里受的都是什么样的折磨啊 You know what's happenin' to me, to me in here?
我很抱歉 亲爱的 I'm sorry, baby.
我很抱歉 我不是有意凶你 I'm sorry, I didn't mean none of that for you.
你知道的 I love you.
我爱你 You know that.
我知道 I do.
我也明白你现在经历的是什么... And I understand what you're goin' through...
因为我和你在一起 because I'm with you.
你在外面好好照顾自己 You take care of yourself out there.
我只记得那天 邡宁正走在莱诺克斯大道上 Fonny had been walking down Lenox Avenue
-忽然 他偶然撞见了丹尼尔 -邡宁 -when he ran into Daniel. -Fonny!
时间似乎并没有在丹尼尔身上留下沉重的印记 Time had not improved Daniel.
他依旧高大黝黑 也如往日一般热爱吵闹 He was still big, black and loud.
他现在已经二十八岁 虽然比邡宁稍长一些 At the age of 28, a little older than Fonny,
但是邡宁早就失去了以前的光彩 but he was already runnin' out of familiar faces.
他们就在街上拥抱在一起 So they grabbed each other on the avenue.
-兄弟 你还好吧? -兄弟 你为什么要这么问我? -What's happenin', baby? -Why you askin' me, man?
哈哈 就像他说的那句关于珠穆朗玛峰的话 Oh, because like the man say about Mount Everest,
这里的玩笑话出自乔治·马洛里接受的纽约时报的采访 乔治·马洛里是一位英国探险家 在尝试攀登珠穆朗玛峰途中丧生 采访原句是"你为什么要爬珠峰?" "因为它就在那里啊"
-"你就在那里" -哦 罢了罢了 -"You there." -Oh, come on.
兄弟 你怎么穿成这样? What's goin' on with these threads, though, man?
兄弟 你懂的 我最近在找工作 Hey, you know, I'm out here lookin' for a job, man.
我能帮你 好吧? Oh, I can dig it, man. All right.
太棒了 来我家坐会吧 Yeah. Come on back to the pad.
咱们弄点啤酒 蒂什会给咱们做几个菜 We'll get some beer. Tish'll fix us somethin' to eat.
即使他不应该花钱的 And though he certainly shouldn't be spending the money,
他仍旧给丹尼尔叫了辆出租车 回到了班克街 he pushes Daniel into a cab and they roll on down to Bank Street,
我也没有料到他们会来 where I am not expecting them.
但我当然也不能对丹尼尔视而不见 But I could not be indifferent to Daniel,
因为 我发现了一件事情 because I realized from Fonny's face
那就是邡宁从来没有像这一天那么开心过 how marvelous it was for him to have scooped up
因这位老朋友的到来 过往的欢乐喷涌而出 from the swamp waters of his past an old friend.
我的天啊 Oh, my God.
我帮你弄吧 兄弟 I get this, man.
邡宁 我是认真的 兄弟 我知道这是啥 No, Fonny, I'm serious, man. I-I get this shit.
这... This is, uh...
有点抽象 是吧 就像是黑人... the abstract, right? Like, kind of that Negro...
-它有天会大变样的 -是 我知道 -It will be something one day. -Yeah, I know, man.
我是说... 它很结实 Like, I mean... it's solid.
坚持下去 兄弟 I mean, keep doing your thing, man.
这东西... This is...
它很有分量 It's got weight to it.
-要抽根烟吗 -当然 -You wanna smoke, man? -Hell, yeah.
谢了 兄弟 Thanks, man.
在东边他们有一堆工厂顶楼空着 They got lofts standin' empty all over the East Side, man.
有很大消防隐患 They all firetraps, too.
而且有些连厕所都没有 And some of them ain't even got no toilets.
所以你会觉得 找到其中一间肯定很简单 对吧? So you figure, finding a loft ain't gonna be no sweat, right?
但是... But, man...
这个国家真的不喜欢我们黑鬼 兄弟 this country really do not like niggers, man.
他们很不喜欢我们 They don't like niggers so bad, man,
这些人宁愿租给麻风病患者也不会给我们 they'll rent to a leper before they rent to a nigger.
有时候 蒂什和我会一起去见房东 Sometimes, Tish and I'll go together,
有时候 她会一个人去 有时候我一个人去 sometimes, she'll go by herself, sometimes I go by myself,
但总是一样的结果 but it's always the same story, man.
而现在我都不能让她一个人去了 And now I can't even let her go by herself.
听我说 Dig this, right?
上一周我们以为可以租到一间顶楼了 Last week we thought we had ourselves a loft.
那个房东保证会租给她 Cat had promised it to her.
-好的 -但他那时还没见过我 -Okay. -But he hadn't seen me.
噢... Oh...
你知道 他肯定在想 一个黑妞在市中心 You know, so he figures, a black chick way downtown,
一个人找房子 looking for a loft all by herself,
-他以为他可以和她干上 -真的吗 -he think he gonna make it with her. -Really?
他以为她在向他求欢 He thinks she's propositionin' him.
我是说 他真的是这么想的 I mean, that's what he really thinks.
她回来告诉我这个消息时 满是开心和骄傲 She come back to tell me, all happy and proud.
我们去到那里 当然 他一看见我 We go down there, and sure enough, when that cat sees me...
他就说 "噢 有个天大的误会 he says, "Oh, there's been some great misunderstanding.
"我不能把房子租给你 因为 "I can't rent you the loft 'cause, 'cause I got
"我这里有一家人从罗马尼亚来 "all this family coming in from Romania
大概半个小时后就到 我得租给他们" in, like, a half-hour and I gotta give it to 'em."
满嘴胡话 我骂他在瞎扯淡 Shit. I told him he was full of shit.
是 Yeah.
然后他威胁我说要叫警察 And then he threatened to call the cops on my ass.
我真的要想个办法 I'm really gonna have to figure out a way of getting
好好攒些钱然后离开这个鬼地方 some bread together and getting the fuck out of this country.
是吗 你准备怎么做? Oh, yeah? How you gonna do that?
我还没想到 I don't know yet.
蒂什不会游泳 Tish can't swim.
别开玩笑 兄弟 Come on, man.
-你还好吗 -还好 -You all right? -Yeah.
真扯... Fuckin' wrong...
你别乱说了 兄弟 You wrong for that. Yo, man.
听着 And, look...
也许你可以一个人先走 Maybe you can go first.
不行 Nah, man.
我觉得我办不到 I don't think I could do that.
我会害怕的 I'd be too scared.
怕什么? Scared of what?
就是会怕 兄弟 I'd just be scared, man.
你怕蒂什会出什么事? You scared of what might happen to Tish?
我怕没有对方陪在身边 I'd be scared of what might happen to the both of us...
我们都会出什么事 without each other.
的确 Mm-hmm.
我知道我这人可能比较奇怪 但... You know, I know I might seem like a weird kind of cat, but...
我就拥有这两样东西 兄弟 I got two things in my life, man.
我有这些木头和石头... I got my wood and stone...
我还有蒂什 and I got Tish.
没有他们 我会迷失的 Without them, I'm lost.
我很清楚 I know that.
你知道的 不管我到底是怎样的人 都不是我决定的 You know, whatever's in me, I ain't put it there.
我也肯定我无法改变 I damn sure can't take it out.
我不知道你算不算奇怪 兄弟 I don't know if you're so weird, man.
但我觉得 你很幸运 I mean, I know you lucky.
我是说 我相比你 可以说是一无所有 I mean, I ain't got nothin' like that.
我可以再来一瓶啤酒吗 老兄 Can I have another beer, man?
-当然可以 -嗯 -Hell, yeah, you can. -Mm.
-给你 老兄 -好的 多谢 -Here you go, big fella. -All right. Appreciate it.
-来 -干杯 -Yeah. -Hey, cheers.
干杯 Cheers.
我刚从监狱里出来 老兄 I just got out the slammer, baby.
关了两年 Two years.
他们之前说 呃 They said, uh...
他们现在仍然说我偷了一辆车 They still say that I stole a car.
没错 当他们抓我的时候 I mean, yeah, I had a little bit of pot on me
我身上是有一些大麻 但是 老兄 我... when they grabbed me, but, man, I...
我甚至都不会开车 邡宁 I don't even know how to drive a car, Fonny.
但这样听起来 But then it sounded a whole lot better
比吸大麻的罪行好多了 你明白吗 than a marijuana charge, you dig?
抓住了你的弱点 对吗 By the balls, huh?
没错 By the balls.
我要把你所有烟都吸光了 老兄 I've been smokin' up all your smokes, man.
应该让蒂什给你多买点的 Should have got Tish to get you some more.
妈的 你难道很有钱吗 Shit. You already made of money?
-她来了 -嗨 -There she go. -Hey.
-嗨 -你需要帮忙吗 宝贝 -Hey. -You need help in there, baby?
不 我没事 你俩还好吗 No, I'm fine. Y'all all right?
是的 我们很好 只是和往常一样坐在这挨饿 Yeah, we good. We just sittin' here starvin' as always.
来了来了 I'm movin'. I'm movin'.
蒂什 我开玩笑的 I'm... Tish, I'm playin'. I'm-I'm jokin'.
我打算给你们做点真正特别的食物 I gonna put somethin' real special on your plate.
她在脱她的外套 老兄 She's takin' her jacket off, man.
她要举起拳头了 She gonna put the dukes up.
谢谢 蒂什 Thank you, Tish.
-你有个好女人 老兄 -嗯嗯 -You got a good one, man. -Mm-hmm.
你出狱多久了 老兄 How long you been out, man?
呃 Hmm.
大概三个月 About three months.
那很糟 老兄 It was bad, man.
糟透了 直到现在我都感觉很糟 Very bad. I mean, it's bad now.
如果我确实做了什么坏事 而被抓起来 Maybe I'd feel different
也许我会有不一样的感受 if I had done something and got caught,
但是...我什么也没做错 but... I ain't do nothin'.
他们就是在玩我 因为他们知道自己可以这样做 They were just playing with me 'cause they knew they could.
而且 我还算走运只关了两年 因为... And, look, I'm lucky that I only got two years 'cause...
当你在那里面的时候 他们可以对你... when you in there, they can do with you...
做任何他们想做的事 你听到我说的了吗 whatever they want. You hear me?
任何... What...
他们想做的 ever they want.
他们简直不是人 老兄 And they dogs, man.
嗯 Mm.
我在监狱里听到了 You know, I found out in the slammer
马尔科姆和那些人在讨论什么 what Malcolm and them cats was talkin' about.
那个白人 The white man
绝对是个魔鬼 has got to be the devil.
因为他肯定不是个人 Because he sure ain't a man.
我看到的一些东西... Some of the things I've seen...
到死都会一直梦到吧 be dreaming about it until the day I die.
嗨 Hey.
没事了 老兄 It's all right, man.
你现在已经出来了 You out now.
而且你还年轻 And you young.
老兄 我听到你说的了 Man, I hear what you're sayin'...
我很感激 但是... and I appreciate it, but...
你不知道 you don't know.
最糟糕的... The worst thing...
最糟糕的是他们能让你这么... The worst thing is that they can make you so...
他妈的害怕 邡宁 fucking scared, Fonny.
就是... Just...
很害怕 老兄 scared, man.
-你俩饿了吗 -是的 -You cats hungry? -Yeah.
-是的 -我们饿坏了 -Yeah. -Yeah, we starvin'.
蒂什 你不会正好没买酒就回来了吧 Tish, you didn't happen to bring back no beer with you, did you?
哈 家里还有呢 Um, I think we got some left.
-只要你们都不喝酒了 -那可不行 -If y'all ain't drink 'em up. -Never.
? 不要浇灭 ? ? Don't try to blow out ?
? 我的希望 ? ? The sun for me ?
? 亲爱的 ? ? Baby ?
? 我从不奢求 ? ? I'm not asking for what I know can't be ?
蒂什 辛苦你啦 Tish, come on. Thank you.
太谢谢你了 蒂什 真心地 Thank you so much, Tish. Seriously.
我没哭 I'm not gonna cry.
仁慈伟大的上帝 God is good, God is great,
感谢您赐予我们食物 and we thank Him for this food,
感恩您让丹尼尔与我们共进晚餐 and we thank Him to help Daniel at our table tonight.
听起来你很熟练啊 Sounds like you got it all figured out.
我说 你和谁学的呀 跟邡宁? I mean, who you learn that from, Fonny?
? 我不祈求你扛起 ? ? I wouldn't ask you to lift up ?
? 这巨大的 ? ? This great ?
? 世界 亲爱的 ? ? Big world, little baby ?
? 我不是个贪心 ? ? I'm not that kind ?
? 的女孩 ? ? Of girl ?
? 我只要 ? ? All that I ask ?
? 些许微笑 ? ? Is a smile or two ?
? 世上任何东西 ? ? And nothing in this world ?
? 都无法与之相媲美 ? ? Will be too good for you ?
救我出去 Get me out of here!
亲爱的 求你 救我出去 Get me out of here, baby, please!
嘿 Hey.
我知道我现在帮不上什么忙 I know I can't help you very much right now.
上帝知道我的无能为力 Lord knows what I wouldn't give if I could.
但我理解你的煎熬 But I know about sufferin'...
我相信它终将会结束 and I know that it ends.
当你躺在床上时 And when you lyin' in this bed,
你并不是独自一人 you not by yourself.
你有孩子 和你一同心跳 You got this child right here beneath your heart.
我们都指望着你 And we all countin' on you.
邡宁也指望着你 Fonny countin' on you...
平安地将孩子生下 to bring this baby here safe and well and...
你一定能做到 You the only one that can do it.
你明白吗? You understand?
嗯 妈妈 Yes, Mama.
好的 Okay.
听起来也许很俗套 I don't wanna sound foolish...
但是记住 是爱让你走到现在 but remember, love is what brought you here.
如果你仍坚信爱 And if you trusted love this far,
现在不须恐惧惊惶 don't panic now.
一直秉持爱的信念 Trust it all the way.
我爱你 孩子 I love you, baby girl.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
嘿 小荡妇 Hey, Jezebel.
自从我在香水柜台工作 Sis started calling me Jezebel after I got my job
姐姐便那样称呼我 她说 at the perfume counter. She said...
你闻起来像路易斯安纳州的妓女 You smell like a Louisiana whore.
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商场认为将这份工作交给有色女员工 The store thought that it was very progressive
十分大胆而新颖 to give this job to a colored girl.
一整天 我都在柜台后站着 I stand behind that counter all day long...
一直保持微笑 直到后牙疼痛 smilin' till my back teeth ache.
来到柜台前 试闻我手上香水的人 And it isn't only old white ladies
并不仅仅是上了年纪的白人女人 who come to that counter to smell the back of my han.
极少有黑人顾客 Very rarely does a black cat come
走近柜台 anywhere near this counter.
如果他来 他也不会关注于此 And if he does, his intentios are often more generous
并总是目标明确 and always more precise.
也许在那些黑人顾客眼中 我像一个无助的小妹妹 Perhaps for a black cat, I look like a helpless baby sister
他们不想看见我变成一个妓女 and he doesn't wanna see me turn into a whore.
然而 一些黑人顾客过来 And yet, some black cats come closer,
只是为了从我眼中确认发生了什么 just to look into my eyes to check out what's happenin,
他们也从不会试闻我的手背 and they never smell the back of my hand.
一个黑人顾客伸出他的手 让你喷上香水 A black cat puts out his had and you spray it,
他凑近自己的手背 and he carries the back of his own hand
嗅着 to his own nostrils.
那要来个白人男的呢 But a white man?
他要的可是你的手 A white man will take your hand,
攥着你的肉 杵到鼻子眼 he will carry your flesh to his nostrils...
就那么举着 ...and he will hold it there.
恨不得嗅一辈子 He will hold it there for a lifetime.
多谢 Thank you.
得嘞 All right.
好消息 坏消息 先听哪个 You want the good news or the bad news first?
坏的呗 Bad news.
我就知道 不愧是咱们家人 See, that's how I know we family.
呃 Okay.
坏消息是 The bad news is...
罗杰斯女士找到了 但远在波多黎各 they found Mrs. Rogers, but she's in Puerto Rico.
得有人去亲自跟她谈 Somebody's gotta go and talk to her.
那咱们就又得掏钱 Which we'll have to pay for.
-行 -嗯 -Okay. -Hmm.
那好消息呢 So what's the good news?
你闻起来好香啊 You smell nice.
好歹找到她了啊 宝贝 That they found her, baby.
她怎么跑波多黎各去了 But how did she get to Puerto Rico?
我没法追去啊 I can't go to Puerto Rico.
爸妈还都不知道呢 Mama and Daddy don't know.
我没跟他们说 I haven't talked to them yet
我想先跟你商量 because I wanted to talk to you first.
你觉得她真被强暴了吗 Do you think she was really raped?
我的亲妹子啊 Baby sis.
其实我觉得 被强暴不假 I actually do think she was raped...
但她根本不知道是谁干的 and that she has absolutely no idea who did it,
强暴她的人 从她身边过 that the man could pass her on the street
她都不见得认得出来 and she wouldn't even recognize him.
可为什么指认邡宁 But why Fonny?
因为人家告诉她 他就是 Because he was presented to her as the rapist,
比起逼自己回忆糟心事 and it was much easier for her to say yes
随便应承 将错就错 可简单多了 than to try to relive the whole damn thing.
那还有丹尼尔啊 Oh. Well, what about Daniel?
丹尼尔能出庭作证 当时邡宁和他在一起 Daniel can vouch for us. Daniel knows Fonny was with him.
海伍德明天就去找丹尼尔 And Hayward's gonna talk to him tomorrow.
搞得好今天就能见 He might have been able to talk to him today.
人间是非多啊 Some shit.
是啊 Yeah.
身陷人间 欲弃何逃 But we in it now.
那个 你给她看广告了吧 And you, uh, you showed her the ad, right?
好了 二位 就是这里了 All right, lady and gentleman, here we are.
我知道 现在看起来 实在不怎么样 Hey, I know it doesn't look like much right now,
但你看 我们还没完工 but, um, well, we're not done, you see?
你得 你得想象 You gotta, you gotta imagine that there's like walls
这一片 全是墙 all the way up and down here and...
意思就是 这里都还"在建"中 I mean, yeah, it's a, it's a work in progress.
对 你看 蒂什 还没完工呢 Yeah. See, Tish, it's, it's not done.
还都"在建"中呢 It's a work in progress.
邡宁 我没别的意思 Fonny, I'm sorry,
可这怎么才能弄成个家啊 but how we gonna make this into a home?
看 你看 想象那有片墙 Look. Look, imagine there are walls, right?
在这边 在这边 Over here and over here.
你看 这些东西都不要 I mean, see, none of this is gonna be here.
这边变成咱们的地盘 It's gonna be like we got our own little space.
然后那边可以来一些朋友 And maybe there'll be some other young folks, over there
然后那边 就像一个小社区 对吧 and, and over there, like a community, right?
对 社区 对 当然可以 Uh, yeah, a community. Yeah, sure.
可咱们在哪儿做饭 But... where are we gonna cook
在哪儿睡觉 在哪儿洗澡啊 and sleep and bathe? I mean...
我妈他们来了坐哪儿 Where are my mama and them gonna sit?
小意思 Easy.
你看 我就在这儿 放个大沙发 Look, I'll put a couch right over here, huh?
你妈 你爸 还有俄尔寺町 对吧 Mama, Daddy, maybe even Ernestine, right?
然后床 我就放在那后边 And the bed, I'll put all the way back there,
直接靠着墙 right against the wall,
太阳照常升起 日光倾洒脸庞 so I can see that pretty light on your face when the sun rises.
我的一些雕塑 可以放这儿 还有这儿 Some of my sculptures over here and, and over here.
对吧 Right?
至于吃饭 我在想... As far as eatin' goes, I was thinkin'...
我想我们可以在这放张桌子 I was thinkin' we could put a table right here.
你觉得呢 What you think?
我不知道 邡宁 I don't know, Fonny.
我看吧 As far as I'm concerned,
我们还缺少的唯一一件东西就是冰箱 the only thing we missin' is a fridge.
但是我可不想在我们有宝宝之前 But I don't wanna throw my back out
就扭伤我的背 before we even have a chance to make a kid.
嘿 莱维 Hey, Levy.
过来 兄弟 帮我搭把手抬一下冰箱 Come on, give me a, a hand with this fridge, man.
-什么 你想要我... -对 过来 帮我一把 -What, you-you want me to... -Yeah, come on, help me out.
好吧 Okay.
好的 宝贝儿 我需要你抵住门 All right, babe, I need you to get the door.
抵住门 快点 Get the door, come on.
-好的 好的 你准备好了吗 -是的 我准备好了 -All right. All right. You ready? -Okay. Yeah, I'm ready.
-你呢 -我也好了 -You ready? -I'm ready.
-三 二 一 -啊哈 -Three, two, one. -Uh-huh.
哦 好了 不错 你还行吗 Oh, okay, all right. You good?
-哈哈我可以 -很好 -Yeah, I'm good. -All right.
-现在慢点 小心点 -好的 好的 -Slowly now. Careful. -Okay, okay.
好吧 为什么我比你更费劲呢 All right. Why am I straining more than you?
我来 我来帮你 I got you. I got you.
就靠在这 靠在这 好的 Right on back here. Right on back here. All right.
-就在这吗 -是的 就放这儿 完美 -Right here? -Yeah, right here. Perfect.
好的 Right.
呼 哈 Whoo! Ha!
嘿 这下轻松多了 Hey, that sure took a load out of me.
是啊...我也是 Yeah... me, too.
但是一个男人为了爱情有什么是不能做的呢 But what a man wouldn't do for love, eh, Levy?
阿门 Amen.
男孩们 谢谢你们的辛勤劳动 Well, thank you for my fridge, boys,
但可别忘了我的火炉哦 but don't forget about my stove.
哦 哦 对 当然没忘 Oh! Oh, yeah, of course not.
啊 你介意帮我抬下火炉吗 Uh, you mind helpin' me out with the stove?
-完全可以 -莱维 好嘞 -Not at all, no. -Levy? All right.
我们要确保东西拿齐了 We gotta make sure we get that.
你无需担心周围的邻居们 You don't gotta worry about your neighbors.
这里都是一些血汗工厂 All you got down here is sweatshops.
然而一楼的这些工厂都是合法运营的 And the place on the ground floor, though, it's legit.
所以 除了这儿易失火 你还有什么条件吗 So other than it bein' a firetrap, what's the catch?
条件? Catch?
我的意思是 不是有心冒犯你 可是... I mean, no offense, Levy, but...
我们花了很长时间来找房子 we've been looking for a long time.
所以我以为你会提什么条件 Don't seem to me like there's a reason
才对我们两个黑人这么友好 to treat two Negros so nice like.
我指的是 坦白说 你并没有 I mean, clearly, we ain't got a pot
嘲笑我们什么 nor much of a drink to make piss with.
原谅我说话这么直白 Pardon my French.
听着 兄弟 对我来说 一切都很简单 Look, man, with me, it's, uh, it's pretty simple.
我...我喜欢帮助那些彼此相爱的人们 I... I dig people who love each other.
不管他们是什么肤色 黑色还是白色 对我来说都不重要 Black, white, green, purple, it doesn't really matter to me.
我只是想要传递这份爱 你明白了吗 Just spread the love, you know?
-哦 所以你是个嬉皮士咯 -不 -Oh, so you a hippie now? -No.
兄弟 我可不认为你不是个嬉皮士 I ain't take you for no hippie, man.
不是 兄弟 我只是 呃... No, man, I'm, uh...
我不知道 我只是有个好妈而已 I don't know, I'm just my mother's son.
有时候 这恰恰就是区别我们和他们不同的原因 You know, sometimes that's all that makes the difference between us and them.
好了 嗯 我们就继续保持联系 All right, well, just, uh, just keep in touch
直到你们有足够的存款 对吧 about gettin' that deposit together, yeah?
我们会的 Will do.
一定会的 莱维 Will do, Levy.
-太感谢了 -哈哈 -Thank you. -Yeah.
耶 Whoo!
你准备好了吗 You ready for this?
我这一生都没有一刻像现在这般准备好过 I've never been more ready for anything in my whole life.
我要为今天的晚餐买些食材 I'm gonna grab some things for dinner.
我要去街那边买点香烟 I'm gonna grab me some smokes from across the street.
我们接下来要干什么呢 What we gonna do?
我们要做的第一件事 Well, the first thing we gotta do
就是不要再谴责自己了 is we gotta stop blaming ourselves.
如果我们这都做不了 我们不可能救他出来 If we can't do that, man, we'll never get the boy out
我们会搞砸的 because we'll be so fucked up.
可是我们不能搞砸了 And we cannot fuck up now, baby,
你应该也听说过我是哪里来的 and I know you hear where I'm comin' from.
对 听说过 Yeah, I hear that, man.
可是我们怎么凑到这钱 But what we gonna do about the money?
你有过钱吗? You ever have any money?
-你有过钱吗? -没有 -You ever have any money? -No.
那么你现在怎么担心钱了呢? Then why are you worried about it now?
你不也养大了他们 You raised them somehow.
你不也喂饱了他们 不是吗? You fed them somehow, didn't you?
如果我们现在就开始担心钱 If we start worryin' about the money now...
我们会搞砸的 会失去我们的孩子 then we fucked, and we'll lose our children.
那个白人 That white man, baby,
他就是想让你担心钱 he want you to be worried about the money.
那就是他的套路 That, that's his whole game.
但是如果我们不用钱能解决问题 But if we got to where we are without the money,
那就更好了 we can get further.
我才不担心他们的钱 I ain't worried about their money.
怎么说这钱都不属于他们的 It don't belong to them anyhow.
是偷我们的 They stole it from us.
他们一直都在 They ain't never met nobody
骗人和偷别人东西 that they didn't lie to and steal from.
当然 我也能偷 Well, I can steal, too.
也能抢 And rob.
要不然你认为我怎么养大我的女儿 How you think I raised my daughters?
妈的 Shit.
你觉得会发生什么事 And what you think is gonna happen?
-我们想发生什么就发生什么 -兄弟 说着简单 -What we make happen. -Man, that's easy to say.
认真的话就不一定简单了 Not if you mean it.
兄弟 邡宁是世界上我最爱的人 Man, I love Fonny more than I love anybody in this world.
我真惭愧 兄弟 因为他是一个 Makes me ashamed, man, because he was a,
他是一个很有男子气概的男生 不怕任何事 he was a real manly little boy who wasn't scared of nothin'.
可能除了他妈妈 Yeah, except, maybe, his mama.
如今他入狱了 而且还不是他的错 And now he's in jail and it ain't his fault,
我却不知道怎么救他 and I don't know how I'm gonna get him out.
我自己可真是个男人 I'm sure one hell of a man.
他肯定也认为你是个男人 Well, he sure thinks you are.
他爱你 尊重你 He loves you and respects you.
我再多说几句 Let me tell you somethin' else.
你的儿子是我女儿的 Your son is the father
孩子他爸 of my daughter's child.
而你现在就打算坐在这 Now, how you gonna sit here
装作无能为力 and act like can't nothin' be done?
兄弟 我们要准备迎来一个新生命 We got a baby on the way here, man.
你是想让我把你打醒吗? You want me to beat the shit out of you?
现在 我知道一些门路 Now... I know some hustles,
你也知道一些门路 and you know some hustles,
他们是我们的孩子 我们要拯救他们 and these are our children, and we gotta set them free.
来 我们喝一杯 So, let's drink on up, man,
我们继续 and let's go on in.
我们要赶快处理好这堆狗屁事情 We got a whole lot of shit to deal with in a hurry.
邡宁的审讯日期一直在改 The date for Fonny's trial keeps changing.
当然 这个事实令我意识到 This fact, of course, forces me to realize
海伍德的担忧不是假的 that Hayward's concern is genuine.
刚开始我不觉得他很在意 I don't think that he very much cared in the beginning.
他从未接过类似邡宁这样的案件 He'd never taken a case like Fonny's before,
但接了后 麻烦事渐渐多了起来 but once into it, the odor of shit rose too high.
他也只能继续努力去解决 He had no choice but to keep stirrin' it.
而且很立竿见影 有一次 It became obvious at once, for example,
他对客户的担忧 that the degree of his concern for his client
使他和锁匙和印章的保管人 placed him at odds with the keepers
吵起来了 of the keys and seals.
他并不想这样 He had not expected this,
起初他觉得很困惑 and at first it bewildered,
后来就害怕和气愤 then frightened and angered him.
我不信任他 It didn't help that I distrusted him,
俄尔寺町说教他 Ernestine harangued him,
妈妈让他筋疲力尽 这些都于事无补 Mama was exhaustin' him.
对于约瑟夫 他仅仅是个 For Joseph, he was just another white boy
上过大学的白人 with a college degree.
邡宁的庭审... Fonny's actual trial...
就这样 我穿上像麻袋一样宽大的衣服 And so, I start lettin' out my clothes
挺着肚子去上班 and go to work wearing dresss that fit like sacks.
为了还邡宁清白 Mama starts preparin' herself for a journey
妈妈开始计划一趟行程 to save Fonny's soul.
约瑟夫和法兰克则摆着一副扑克脸 And Joseph and Frank are coldly stealin'
从码头和服装厂偷些货物... from the docks and the garment center...
然后在哈莱姆区或者布鲁克林卖出去 sellin' the hot goods in Harlem or in Brooklyn.
当然 这些事他们从没跟我说过... They don't tell me any of this, of course...
但我都知道 but I know it.
我知道得一清二楚 I know it.
谢谢 Thank you.
你终于来了 Here she come.
看看啊 你这肚子都能装下两座房子了 Big as two houses.
你确定你怀的不是双胞胎? Are you sure it ain't twins
或者说三胞胎? or triplets?
老天啊 我们说不定能创造历史呢 Shit, we might make history.
听听你爸嘴多贫 Your daddy figure himself a comedian.
宝贝 你真美 You look good, baby.
谢谢你 亲爱的 Well, thank you, honey.
不论你肚子多大 这里谁都没你好看 Better than anybody in here. I don't care how big you get.
那是当然 否则一切就全都乱套了 Well, as soon as that ain't the truth,
要真到那时候 你就跟我说一声 我立马就走 somethin' wrong. You tell me 'cause I'm out of here then.
你过得怎样 老公? How you doin', husband?
我很好 老婆 I'm good, wife.
看到你平平安安 我就放心了 You here now. I'm okay now.
我爱你 这你知道的 You know I love you.
我也爱你 You know I love you.
你要记住 不论发生什么 No matter what happens with all this shit,
我... you know I...
蒂什 快来人 警卫员 Tish! Guard! Guard!
蒂什 Tish!
我没事 I'm all right.
没事了 I'm okay.
我很好 I'm fine.
你没事吧? You all right?
我? Me?
刚刚挨了肚子里那小家伙一拳的是你 I'm not the one who just got punched
又不是我 by a midget inside they belly.
我还记得怀上这孩子的那一晚 I remember the night the baby was conceived.
也就是我们去看顶楼的那天 It was the day we saw our loft.
小黑妞来挑番茄了呀 爷很是中意你呢 I can sure dig a tomato who digs tomatoes.
嘿 小妞 Hey, sweet tomato.
知道吗 你爷我就爱你这种黑美人 You know I dig tomatoes.
来嘛 小妞 给爷笑一个 快呀 Come on, brown sugar, give me a smile. Come on, babe.
你他妈的在干什么? What the hell are you doin', man?
嘿 该死 Hey! Shit!
-放开我 -邡宁 等等 -Get off me! -Fonny, wait!
放开我 Get off me!
邡宁 邡宁 Fonny! Fonny!
唉 邡宁 Oh, Fonny.
怎么回事? What happened?
那人骚扰我 That man there attacked me.
那你呢... And where were you...
那小子欺负你女朋友的时候 while, uh, while all this was goin' on
你在哪儿? between junior there and your girl?
-他在附近... -我去买烟了 -He was around the corner... -I was buyin' smokes.
买香烟... ...buyin' cigarettes.
哦是吗 你小子确定? Is that so, boy?
他已经是成年人了 不是什么小子 警官 He's not a boy, officer.
你家住附近? You live around here?
对 Yeah.
-在银行街上 -嗯哼 -Bank Street. -Uh-huh.
你犯了人身攻击罪... Hm, I'm taking you down...
-不 -跟我到局里走一趟... -No! -...for assault and battery.
不 住手 No! Stop!
哦天哪 不不不 你不能这样 Oh, no, you're not. Oh, no, you're not.
快住手 No, you're not!
我认识这两个年轻人 I know both these young people.
他们经常在这儿买东西 They shop here very often.
那个年轻的女士告诉你的就是事实 What the young lady has told you is the truth.
我清楚地目睹了刚才发生的事 I saw exactly what happened.
这倒是一种有趣的经营方式啊 女士 That's a funny way to run a business, lady.
用不着你告诉我该怎么做生意 You're not gonna tell me how to run my business.
你来之前我就在这条街上了 I was on this street before you got here,
你走之后我依然会在这条街上 and I will be here long after you are gone.
好吧 Okay.
再见 Bye-bye.
进来 Come on.
你给老子等着 I'll be seein' you around.
噢 是吗 You may.
我不觉得你能得逞了 Then again, you may not.
蒂什 Tish.
怎么 Yes?
你不要再试着保护我了 Don't you ever try and protect me.
但你以前一直保护着我 But you were tryin' to protect me.
这不一...样 It is not the same... thing.
妈的 Fuck!
听着 Look.
不要以为 你不要以为 Don't ever think, don't ever think
我不知道你爱我 that I don't know that you love me.
你相信我们能成吗 Do you believe we gon' make it?
我们没有钱 We have no money.
但是我们饿得很 But we are very hungry.
过不了几天我就会有一些钱 And I will have some money in a couple of days.
过几天? A couple of days?
他们都是这样说的 That's what they all say.
我猜你们吃东西的时候也会 And I guess you also wanna sit down
想要坐下来 对吧 while you eat, right?
是的 要是你能安排位置的话 那就太好了 Well, yes, if you can arrange it, that'd be nice.
啊 我猜... Ah, let me guess.
你会点上一杯玛格丽塔酒 You need a margarita.
又猜中了 Caught me again.
蒂什 Oh, Tish.
我们之间开始有了点矛盾 We are beginning to have a somewhat acrid dialogue,
我跟这个小屁孩 this thing and I.
它踢了我一下 然后鸡蛋掉在地板上碎了 It kicks and I smash an egg on the floor.
它又踢了我一下 然后咖啡壶 It kicks and suddenly the coffeepot
一下子倒在了桌子上 is upside down on the table.
它又踢了我一下 然后我手背上的香水味儿 It kicks and the perfume on the back of my hand
混着盐分直抵我的上颚 brings salt to the roof of my mouth
我的另一只手压在玻璃柜台上 and my free hand weighs on the glass counter
力气足以把它分成两半 with force enough to crack it in two.
耐心点儿 Be patient.
我已经尽力了 I'm doin' the best that I can.
求你好嘛? Please?
然后它又像拳王阿里一样缩臂准备再次进攻 And then it hauls off again like Muhammad Ali,
下一秒我就彻底败掉了 and I'm on the ropes.
来吧 甜心 坐这儿 Come on, sweetheart. Right here.
我给你沏些茶 好吗 坐吧 I'll make some tea for you, all right? Come on.
很好 放轻松 宝贝 All right, nice and easy, baby.
放轻松 宝贝女儿 很好 Nice and easy, baby girl. All right.
来倚这儿 来这儿 Come right here. Come here.
来来 Come here.
过来吧 就坐在这儿 Come on, sit right up there.
倚在爸爸的怀里 来吧 Lean into Daddy's arms. Come on.
来吧 我搂住你了 宝贝 Come on, I got you, baby.
没事的 很好 All right. All right.
和我一起深呼吸 好吗 来 Take some deep breaths with me, all right? Come on.
吸气 Inhale.
很好 再来 我搂着你呢 宝贝 All right, come on, I got you, baby.
你做的很好 You're doin' good.
你做的很好 宝贝 You're doin' good, baby.
妈妈乘坐晚班飞机到达了波多黎各地区 Mama gets to Puerto Rico on an evening plane.
里弗斯夫人 你在等我吗 Senora Rivers, you waiting for me?
金汤力 Gin and tonic.
谢谢 Thank you.
那么 你找我有什么事吗 So, what do you want to see me about?
我并不是特地想见你 I don't especially wanna see you.
我是想见维多利亚·罗杰斯 I wanna see Victoria Rogers.
我是被她指控强奸的男士的岳母 I'm the mother-in-law of the man who she accused of rape.
那我无可奉告 Well, I don't know anything about that.
那不是真的 That can't be true.
你不远千里来见我 就是想说我说的都是假的? You come all the way down here just to call me a liar?
我来这里是为了证明那个男士的清白 I came down here to prove a man's innocence.
那你非得折磨维多利亚才能证明他的清白吗 And you have to drag Victoria to hell and back to do that, right?
她遭受的已经够多了 够多了 Mm, she's been through enough, more than enough.
放过她吧 Leave her alone.
那个男人将要为他没有做过的事而死 A man is about to die for somethin' he didn't do.
我们能放过他吗? Can we leave him alone?
你相信吗 我爱我的女儿 Do you believe I love my daughter?
说实话 女士 我不相信 To be honest, lady, it's hard to believe
你竟然有女儿 that you have a daughter.
你觉得我会把我的孩子嫁给一个强奸犯吗? Do you think I'd marry my child to a rapist?
谁知道呢 You might not know.
你为什么来找我? Why are you coming to me?
我不是美国人 I'm not an American.
你 你 You-you-you, you,
你给你那边的律师打电话了吧 you called them lawyers up there, right?
你看看这周围 I mean, look around. Shit.
我在这里有我的小事业 维多利亚她 I have my little thing here and Victoria, she's-she's...
她也正在努力走出阴影 She's putting herself back together.
女士 我不想再给她造成困扰了 好吗 And, lady, I don't need to put her through anymore shit, okay?
不 绝对不行 晚安吧 No. No, no, no, no. Buena noche.
看看他们 Look at 'em.
你觉得我是来给你带来痛苦的吗? Do you think I came here to make you suffer?
看着我 Look at me.
我在看着你 I'm looking at you.
你觉得我是来给你带来痛苦的吗? Do you think I came here to make you suffer?
不是 No. No.
那就把这照片带给维多利亚 Then take this to Victoria.
你把它拿给她 给她看 问问她 You take it to her and you ask her, you show her.
我是个女人 I'm a woman...
我了解女人心里想的 and I know what women know.
我知道她被强奸了 I know she was raped.
但我也知道 But I also know...
我知道邡宁没有强奸她 I know Fonny did not rape her.
当妈妈早上醒来时 When Mama wakes in the morning,
皮埃罗派了一个男孩带她去见维多利亚 Pietro sends a boy to take her to Victoria.
皮埃罗不得不让她去 She has become Pietro's responsibility
就像那人说的有关珠穆朗玛峰的话 because like the man said about Mount Everest,
"因为你就在这里" "You're there."
你在纽约多久了 How long were you in New York?
太长了 Too long.
孩子们还在那儿吗 Children still there?
听着 Listen.
别把我的孩子牵扯进来 Leave my children out of this.
你为什么要回这里? Why did you come back here?
如果这件事发生在你的身上 If it happened to you...
你该怎么做? what would you do?
孩子 别忘了 Daughter, I was a woman
早在你成为女人之前 我就是个女人了 long before you was a woman, remember that.
我知道 And I know...
我知道你会为你的谎言付出代价 I know you pay for the lies you tell.
你把一个男人送进了监狱 You sent a man to jail,
一个你从未谋面的男人 one you ain't never even seen before.
他只有二十二岁 那么年轻 Just 22 years old, young...
他还想娶我的女儿 and he wants to marry my daughter.
我见过他 I did see him.
你在警局的疑犯指认里见过他 You saw him in the police line-up.
那是你唯一一次见到他 That was the only time you saw him.
你怎么这么肯定? What makes you so sure?
我看着他长大的 I've known him all his life.
女士 我只知道一件事 One thing I can tell, lady...
你从没有过被强奸的经历 you ain't never been raped.
他们把我带到那里 They took me down there...
他们让我指认出一个人 and they told me to pick him out.
所以我这么做了 我指认了他 So that's what I did. I picked him out.
但是那... But it was...
那事发生在黑暗里 It happened in the dark.
-你是在白天看到阿隆索的 -这就够了 -You saw Alonzo in the light. -I saw enough.
孩子 以上帝的名义... Daughter, in the name of God...
离我远点 Get off of me.
-孩子 求求你了 -离我远点 -Daughter, please... -Get off of me.
-请听说我... -放手 -Please listen... -Get off of me.
不不不 你放手 No, no, no. Get off of me!
求求你 求求你 Por favor. Por favo!
-你放手 -别别 -Get off me! -Shh!
你滚 Get off!
上帝啊 Oh, my gosh.
不不不 Oh, no.
不会吧 No.
该死 Damn!
操 Fuck.
你好吗 You all right?
我很好 Yeah, I'm all right.
宝宝好吗 The baby all right?
宝宝很好 Baby's fine.
亲爱的 你要长点肉啊 Gotta get some meat on your bones, hon.
上帝啊 可怜可怜你吧 Lord, have mercy.
大声说 上帝听不见你 Speak up. He can't hear you.
听着... Look...
我要告诉你一件事 there's something I gotta tell you.
妈妈从波多黎各回来了 Mama came home from Puerto Rico.
她找到了维多利亚 但那个姑娘发疯了 She found Victoria, but the girl went crazy.
没人知道她跑哪儿去了 所以... They don't know where she is now, so...
所以审判可能要推迟 so the trial might be postponed.
邡宁? Fonny?
-邡宁? -我没事 -Fonny? -I'm fine.
听着 我... Listen, I'm...
我很快会出狱的 I'll be out soon.
我很快就要回家了 我会很高兴的 I'm comin' home because I'm glad I came.
你明白我的意思吗 Can you dig that?
你看... You see...
我现在是工匠了 See, now, I'm an artisan.
我是一个能制作餐桌的黑人 I'm like a cat who makes tables.
我不喜欢工匠这个词 我从来没喜欢过 I don't like the word artisan, I never have.
可能是因为我根本不知道这个词的意思 Guess I don't know what the fuck it means.
我是一个用他的勇气 I'm a cat who... who works from his gut,
和双手来工作的黑人 with his hands.
你看 现在我都明白了 See, I know what it is now.
我差点崩溃了 但我现在不会放弃自己了 I mean, even if I go under, but I don't think I will now.
我不会屈服的 I know I won't.
我爱你宝贝 Baby, I love you.
我要做一个漂亮的大桌子 And I'm gonna build us a great, big table.
我们一家人长长久久的 And our family's gonna eat off of it
在这个餐桌上吃饭 for a long, long time to come.
你别担心 Don't you worry.
我很快就要回家了 I'll be home soon.
我很快就回来了 I'm comin' home to you.
我想躺进你的怀里 I wanna be in your arms.
我想抱着你 I wanna hold you in my arms.
我想抱着我们的孩子 I gotta hold our baby in my arms.
我会回家的 It's gotta be.
别担心 我... Don't you worry, I'm...
我很快就回来了 I'm comin' home.
我想躺进你的怀里 I wanna be in your arms.
我想抱着你 I wanna hold you in my arms.
我想抱着我们的孩子 I gotta hold our baby in my arms.
我会回家的 我会回家的 It's gotta be. It's gotta be.
嘿 Hi.
我的小邡宁 小邡宁 My little Fonny. My little Fonny.
我抱着你呢 我抱着你 I got you. I got you.
我抱着你 I got you.
我保证我会一直抱着你 I promise I got you. I promise I got you.
我抱着你 I got you.
我保证 I promise.
我保证我会一直抱着你 我抱着你 I promise I got you. I got you.
我抱着你 I got you.
妈妈抱着你 Mommy's got you.
我们至今还没结婚 We're still not married.
经历过这些事情后 我们俩都不在乎 After all this happened, neither of us cares
结婚这件事的意义了 what that means.
邡宁那时二十二岁 我十九岁 Fonny was once 22, I was 19.
但我们都已不再年轻 But neither of us is young anymore,
也承受不起年轻了 can't afford to be.
他们说 我们必须安于被给予的生活 They say we gotta live the life we've been given...
这样我们的孩子才能获得自由 and live it so our children can be free.
一天之中没有足够的时间 法官席上没有足够的法官 There aren't enough hours in the day or judges on the bench
去解决控诉这些人的案子 to try all the cases brought against these men.
法庭之上的一举一动都已被操控 The game has been rigged and the courts see it through.
审判是他们的权利 A trial is their right,
但将你葬送在牢狱之下 but to bury you beneath the prison
以促使法官和地方检察官做好自己的工作 for forcin' the judge and the DA to do their jobs
也是法庭的权利 is the court's right, too.
所以 就像很多这样的可怜人一样 And so, like many of these poor men..
邡宁申诉了 Fonny took a plea.
来看看 Let's see.
我有东西给你 I got something for you.
给 Here.
可以吗 好 Yeah? Okay.
想给爸爸画点什么吗 Wanna draw somethin' for Daddy? Yeah?
你好呀 小子 Hey, little man.
-你好 -你好 -Hey. -Hey.
我看你们吃得不错 I see you've been eating good.
是啊 Yeah, well...
看起来我不是唯一一个吃得好的 Looks like I'm not the only one.
有其父必有其子嘛 Nah, the apple don't fall too far from the tree.
这些是给谁的 Hey, who all this for?
-给你 -给我的 -You. -For me?
你哪儿来的钱买这些 Well, how'd you get the money to pay for all of this?
怎么 你现在有工作了吗 小子 What, you got a job now, man?
你要把账算在我头上吗 You runnin' numbers on me?
你就说是钱盒子里生出来的 Say dollar straight, dollar box.
别这么说 Don't say that.
你别教他这些乱七八糟的 You gotta quit teaching him that mess.
你在画什么 阿隆索 Hey, what you drawin', Alonzo?
这是你回家的时候 爸爸 That's when you come home, Daddy.
我来看看 Let me see.
自从我告诉他起 Ever since I told him,
他就到处这么写 he just writes it everywhere.
给 儿子 Here, son.
好吧 Well...
我不知道你们饿不饿 反正我饿死了 I don't know about y'all, but I'm starvin'.
你要做饭前祷告 You gotta say grace.
我们 Oh, we...
我们要做饭前祷告 We gotta say grace?
好吧 All right.
你想为我们祷告吗 You wanna say grace for us?
感谢上帝 Thank you, God,
赐予我们饮食 for the food we're about to eat
赐予我们恩惠 and for all of our blessing
我们已然接受 and we have received
也为我爸爸感谢您 and for my daddy.
以耶稣之名 阿门 In Jesus' name, amen.
-阿门 -阿门 -Amen. -Amen.
阿隆索 你想帮我吃掉点吗 Hey, Alonzo, you wanna help me with this, man?
? 我的祖国 ? ? My country ?
? 属于你 ? ? 'Tis of thee ?
? 甜蜜的 ? ? Sweet land ?
? 自由土地 ? ? Of liberty ?
献给吉米
? 我为您歌唱 ? ? For this I sing ?
假如
比尔
街
能够
说话
? 我祖先终老的 ? ? Land where ?
? 土壤 ? ? My father died ?
? 朝圣者自豪的 ? ? Land of ?
? 地方 ? ? The pilgrims' pride ?
? 主啊 ? ? Oh Lord ?
? 从每一个 ? ? From every ?
? 山岗 ? ? Mountainside ?
? 让自由 ? ? Oh, let freedom ?
? 让自由 ? ? Let freedom ?
? 让自由之声响彻 ? ? Let it ring ?
? 我的 ? ? My country ?
? 祖国 ? ? 'Tis of thee ?
? 自由 富饶的 ? ? Sweet land ?
? 土地 ? ? Of liberty ?
? 我所歌唱的祖国 ? ? Of thee I sing ?
? 我的父辈为之 ? ? Land where ?
? 付出生命的土地 ? ? My father died ?
? 朝圣者所敬仰的 ? ? Land of ?
? 地方 ? ? The pilgrims' pride ?
? 从每个 ? ? From every ?
? 腹地 ? ? Mountainside ?
? 让自由响起 ? ? Oh, oh let freedom Lord ?
? 自由 ? ? Freedom ?
? 让自由响起 ? ? Let freedom ring ?
? 我的 ? ? My country ?
? 祖国 ? ? 'Tis of thee ?
? 我的主 ? ? Oh Lord ?
? 自由富饶的 ? ? Sweet land ?
? 土地 ? ? Of liberty ?
? 我所歌唱的祖国 ? ? Of thee I sing ?
? 我为祖国歌唱 ? ? I'm singing for the land ?
? 我的父辈为之 ? ? Land where ?
? 付出生命的土地 ? ? My father died ?
? 我为祖国歌唱 ? ? I'm singing for the land ?
? 朝圣者所敬仰的 ? ? Land of ?
? 土地 ? ? The pilgrims' pride ?
? 从每个腹地 ? ? From every mountainside ?
? 从每个 ? ? From every ?
? 腹地 ? ? Mountainside ?
? 放飞自由 ? ? Oh, let freedom ?
? 放飞自由 ? ? Let freedom ?
? 让自由响起 ? ? Let it ring ?
? 主啊 为何是今天 ? ? Why Lord today ?
? 主啊 祈求你 ? ? Please Lord ?
? 放飞自由 ? ? Let freedom ?
? 让自由在美国 ? ? Let it ring ?
? 在美国响起 ? ? In America, in America ?
? 主啊 祈求你 ? ? Lord please ?
? 放飞自由 ? ? Let freedom ?
? 让自由在全世界 ? ? Let it ring ?
? 响起 主啊 ? ? Oh, all over the world Lord, Lord, Lord ?
? 让自由 ? ? Let freedom ?
? 响起 ? ? Ring ?