天使与我同桌
三部曲
据 珍妮特·弗蕾姆自传 改编
凯莉·福克斯 饰 珍妮特
编剧 劳拉·琼斯
摄影 斯图尔特·瑞伯
导演 简·坎皮恩
第一部
致岛国
来 宝贝 Come on. Come on, darling
来吧 过来 Come on. Come……. Come on
啊 Ahh
小可爱 快来 Ah, lovely. Come on. Come on
再过来些 来来 Bit further. Come on. Come on
这是我童年的故事 This is the story of my childhood
1924年的8月 我 珍妮特·帕特森·弗蕾姆出生了 In August 1924, I was born Janet Paterson Frame
2周后 我的双胞胎姐妹 My twin, who was never named...
还来不及有名字就夭折了 died two weeks later..
海...蚀崖... "Sea... cliff.. "
这到处是怪人 That's where all the loonies go
离开窗子 Go away from the window.
梅朵跟布鲁迪 快坐回去 Go back to your seats, Myrtle and Bruddie
赶紧 Go on
-给我嘛 -马格丽特的 -Come on -Margaret
给我个嘛 珍 Come on, Jean
皮特的 Peter
-我会和你做好朋友的 -求你啦 -I'll be your friend. -Please? Please?
给贝蒂 Betty
-给我吧 珍 -皮特 -Come on,Jean. -Peter.
-求你了 珍 -奥利弗 -Come on,Jean. -Olive.
比利·德拉维 Billy Delaware.
在 鲍汀老师 Yes, Miss Botting?
你在吃什么? What are you eating?
泡泡糖 老师 Chewing gum, Miss Botting
从哪来的? Where did you get it?
迪德·麦凯弗 Dids McIvor
说说你的糖是哪来的? Where did you get your chewing gum?
老师 是珍·弗蕾姆给的 From Jean Frame, Miss Botting
珍·弗蕾姆 Jean Frame
在 老师 Yes, Miss Botting?
你从哪弄来的泡泡糖? Where did you get the chewing gum?
老师 我是在希斯的店买的 From Heath's, Miss Botting.
钱又是从哪来的? Where did you get the money?
吐出来！ Out!
我爸爸给我的 My father gave it to me.
哪里来的钱? Where did you get the money?
-大声说 -是我爸、爸爸给我的 -Collect! -My father, My father gave it to me
站出来 Come out here
上来 Come up here
现在告诉我... Now tell me...
钱是哪来的? where you got the money.
我要听实话 I want... the truth.
爸爸给我的 Dad gave it to me.
对着黑板 Face the blackboard.
好... Now...
你就一直站在这... you will stay there...
直到你说... until you tell me...
实话 the truth.
转过身来 珍·弗蕾姆 Turn around, Jean Frame.
准备好跟我说实话了吗? Are you ready to tell me the truth?
钱是从我爸爸的口袋里偷的 I stole it out of Dad's pocket.
站到最后面去 Go to the back of the class.
她是个贼 She's a thief!
她是个小偷 Thief. She's a thief.
你是个贼 You're a thief.
转身 Turn.
转 Turn.
不对 朱你得和我们往一个方向转 No, June, you have to turn the same way as us.
转 Turn.
转 And turn.
再转 And turn.
他抽住了！克里 他发癫痫了！ He's having a convulsion! He's having a convulsion, Curly!
克里快来！ Curly!
快来看看 Go and have a look!
-你在干嘛 -抱他到浴缸里来 -What are you doing, woman? -Putting him in the bath!
-什么? -快抱进浴缸 -What? -In the bath!
有什么鬼用？ What the hell for?
克里？ Curly? Curly?
-抱他进浴缸！ -什么？ -Put him in the bath! -What?
-抱进浴缸去！ -我可不！ -Put him in the bath! -I'm not putting him in the bath.
这孩子刚做了一个噩梦 The boy's just having a bad dream.
-给你毛巾 -天哪 你要干嘛？ -Here's a towel -Oh, come on, woman! Why?
书上这么说的 The book says so!
醒醒 孩子！ Wake up, boy!
醒醒 Wake up!
姑娘们 回去睡觉！ You girls, back to bed!
醒醒 Wake up!
好了 That's it.
醒醒 快醒醒 Wake up Wake up!
淘气乔治疯癫癫 疯癫癫 Georgie Porgie's queer in the head!
你可不该上什么学校 Doesn't belong at this school anyway.
-你该上疯人院 -疯人院 疯人院 -You belong in the loonybin. -Loonybin! Loonybin!
回去! 上课了 安静! Back! Class, quiet, please!
被医生点到名的孩子… I want those children whose names Doctor calls -
汤姆·麦基尼, 听好了吗? Tom McKechnie, are you listening?
是的 老师 Yes, miss.
被叫到名字的同学... When you hear your names called...
就站出来 I want you to fall out.
艾弗·托马斯 Ivor Thomas
-吉米·麦吉尔 -(吉米·麦吉尔 就是耳朵有问题那个) Jimmy McGill. -Jimmy McGill. That's the one with the ears.
珍·弗蕾姆 Jean Frame
诺拉·伯恩 Nora Byrne.
(糟心的家庭) Terrible family.
剩下的人 静悄悄地回教室 Now, the rest of you may go in quietly.
排好队! 安静点！ In your Lines! Quietly!
你们这几个同学 来 Come on, folks, follow me.
跟我来 Follow me.
看呐 Look.
你最近一次是什么时候洗的 When did you last wash?
-昨天 -真的？ -Yesterday. -Really?
-真的 -洗的什么? -I did wash yesterday. -And what did you wash?
洗手 My hands.
你的耳朵都塞住了 Your ears are filthy.
听到我说什么就大声念出来 Say after me whatever you hear down the tube in a big, loud voice.
29,17 Twenty-nine. Seventeen.
16,5 Sixteen. Five.
我知道办法治瘊子 I know how to cure warts.
-我的真名不是波比 -那是什么? -My real name isn't Poppy. -What is it?
我叫玛乔丽 Marjorie.
-你的名字是真名吗？ -我的名字是珍妮特 -Is your name your real name? -My real name's Janet.
珍妮特 挺美的 Janet. That's pretty.
不过大家都叫我珍 But I get called Jean mostly.
或者叫我妮妮. 还有托普西 And Nini. And Topsy.
是因为你的头发吗? Is that because of your hair?
是的 Yes.
-我能摸摸吗 -行 -Can I touch it? -Yes.
你可以摸摸我的腿 You can touch my legs if you like.
这些是啥 What are they?
这是被我爸皮带抽的 They're from when my dad whops me with his machine belt.
一定很疼吧 They feel funny, don't they?
通知全班 我们要进行指甲检查 Tell the class we will now have a nail inspection.
同学们, 我们要检查手指甲了 Class, we are now going to have a nail inspection.
手放桌上 Hands on desks.
-很好 -很好 -Very good. -Very good.
非常棒 Excellent.
-不行 -恶心 -Bad. -Disgusting.
弗蕾姆老师, 抓住那些淘气的孩子 Miss Frame, collect up the naughty children.
没问题, 埃文斯老师 Certainly, Miss Evans.
太糟了 Very bad!
又是萨利·奥兹? Is that Sally Oates again?
恐怕是的 埃文斯老师 I'm afraid so, Miss Evans.
好了 这野孩子 Well! Wicked child.
皮带拿来 Fetch the strap.
坏 坏 不听话 Bad, bad, very bad.
这是我珍藏的书 This is my special book.
喜欢的话可以借给你 You can borrow it if you like.
"《十二个跳舞的公主》 "'The 12 Dancing Princesses.'
*《格林童话》中的一则故事
从前有个国王 他有12个漂亮的女儿 "There was a king who had 12 beautiful daughters...
当她们上床睡觉... "and when they went to bed...
门就被关上锁好 "the doors were shut and locked up.
但每天早上 她们的鞋子都磨旧了... "But every morning their shoes were found to be quite worn through...
就好像她们跳了一整晚的舞 "as if they had been danced in all night.
至今也没人知道怎么回事 "And yet nobody could find out how it happened...
也没人知道她们去过哪儿" or where they had been. "
妈妈说他们是鹳送来的 Mum says they come from a stork.
不是的 得要操出来 No. You have to fuck.
什么是操？ What's "fuck"?
就是一个男人在一个女人上头 把他的东西放进去 When a man gets on top of a woman and he puts his thing into her
男人还戴个小套套在那玩意儿上 防止女人怀孕 and he puts a frenchie on his thing to stop her having a baby.
~英镑先令和便士 Pounds, shillings and pence!
~男人跌在篱笆上 A man fell over the fence!
~男人跌在女人上 He fell on a lady
~蹦出一个小孩子 and squashed out a baby!
~英镑先令和便士 Pounds, shillings and pence!
今天晚上的作业 是写一首小诗 All right, tonight, for homework, I want you to write a poem.
把这个记下来 Copy this down.
当...太阳... When... the... sun...
落山... goes... down...
记好了吗？ Have you got that?
而...夜幕... and... the... night...
将将... draws...
垂下. nigh.
就这些 There. Thanks.
-这是你们诗的开头 -看哟 -That's the first line of your poem. -Look. Look.
什么? 噢 我满身都是粉笔灰呐 What's that? Oh, I've got chalk all over me. So I have.
都记下了吗？好的 -You got all that down? Good.
-这是什么？ -学校作业要写的诗 -What's that? -It's a poem I wrote for school.
给我们念念 Read it to us.
当太阳落山而夜幕将将低垂 "When the sun goes down and the night draws nigh...
暮色触碰天空… and the evening shadows touch the sky -"
应该写"暮色沾染天空" It should be "Evening shadows tint the sky."
为什么？ Why?
诗里经常这么用词来着 There are always words that go together in poetry...
像浪花拍打 星星闪耀和眨眼 还有狂风怒吼 Like waves lap, stars shine or twinkle, and wind roars.
擦掉"触碰" 改成"沾染" Rub out "touch" and put in "tint."
可是我喜欢"触碰" But I like "touch."
这听起来可不对劲 应该是"暮色沾染天空" It sounds wrong. "Evening shadows tint the sky."
赶紧改了 Go on. Rub out "touch" and put in "tint. "
听起来更有诗意 It sounds more poetic.
别 强尼 珍 你来吧 -No.Johnny-Uh,Jean, come on. Come on.
坐上来 用大大的声音 我们开始吧 Up here. In a big, loud voice. There we go.
"当太阳落山而夜幕将将低垂 "When the sun goes down and the night draws nigh...
暮色触碰... "and the evening shadows touch the...
-天空 "sky...
当鸟儿归巢 "when the birds fly homeward to their nest...
我们就知道正是歇息的... "then we know it is time to...
-时候 "rest.
当兔子奔向地洞 "When rabbits to their burrows run...
孩子们结束每日的... "and children have finished their daily...
-玩乐 "fun...
当小星星隐隐闪现 "when the tiny stars come out to peep...
我们就知道正是睡觉的... "then we know it is time to...
-时候" sleep."
谢谢珍 Thank you,Jean.
写得很好 -Well done. Well done.
还有谁想读他的诗吗 Now, anybody else like to read their poems?
-我的小宝贝在干嘛呢 -你拿着什么？ -How's my little girl? -What have you got?
哈 猜猜哪只手？ Uh-uh. What hand?
这只 This one.
那只 This one.
两只手 Both.
两只？ Both?
给你 There you are.
你可以再在上面写诗 That's to write some more of your poems in.
下午梅朵和泰德在林子里做了 Myrtle and Ted did it in the plannies this afternoon.
做了什么？ Did what?
操 Fucked.
我禁止你再和泰德波比 还有他们家的任何人说话 I forbid you to ever speak to Ted and Poppy and any of that family ever again!
听到没有！ Do you understand?
然后是你, 梅朵 And as for you, Myrtle -
孩他妈 皮带在哪儿 Mother, where's the strap?
-给我过来! -克里！别这样！ -Come here! -No! Curly! Curly!
克里 -Curly!
趴好 Bend over!
我家不许我再跟你说话和玩 I'm not allowed to speak to you or play with you ever again.
我家也不许 I 'm not allowed to speak to you neither.
这是你珍藏的书 Here's your special book.
嘘 Shh!
小心 这里有炸弹 Look out. There's dynamite down there.
谢谢 下一位 -Thank you. Next, please.
小心 下面有炸弹！ Look out! There's dynamite down there!
下一位 -Next, please.
看 是艾维尔·莱克斯顿! -Look, there's Avril Luxton!
谢谢 下一位 Thank you. Next.
小心 下面有炸弹 Look out! There's dynamite down there!
小心 这里有炸弹 Look out! There's dynamite down there!
"在傍晚 我遇着眠之王子 "I met at eve the Prince of Sleep.
*沃尔特·德拉梅尔 《在傍晚我遇见》'I Met At Eve' 19世纪末-20世纪初 英国诗人
他有着平静可爱的脸 "His was a still and lovely face.
他漫步穿越溪谷坡道 "He wandered through a valley steep...
在这秀丽的孤寂之地 "lovely in a lonely place.
他一身装束淡紫带灰 "His garb was gray of lavender.
眉上一顶绛红色花冠 "Above his brow, a poppy wreath...
被灼烧如黑炭 而空气中 "burned like dim coals...
处处因他的气息而更清甜 "and everywhere the air was sweeter for his breath.
他朦胧的脚并未纳履 "His twilight feet no sandals wore.
他的双眼在自身的火焰中闪耀 "His eyes shone faint in their own flame.
在见着他可爱名字之前 "Dim moths that gloomed his steps before...
灰蛾子黯淡了他的脚步" seemed letters of his lovely name. "
-恭喜, 苏茜 -谢谢 -Congratulations, Susie. -Thank you.
珍·弗蕾姆 Jean Frame.
-祝贺你 珍 -谢谢 -Congratulations,Jean. -Thank you.
你很棒 Very good,Jean.
信封里是什么？ What's in the envelope?
我可以免费去"雅典娜神庙" I can go to the Athenaeum free.
女儿 太棒啦 Well done, girlie. Well done.
"雅典娜神庙"是什么地方? What's the Athenaeum?
奥玛鲁公共图书馆
青少年区 年龄14 -21
哦 谢谢 Oh, thanks.
赞恩·格雷 Zane Grey.
好棒啊, 妮妮 How wonderful, Nini.
《十二个跳舞的公主》 "Twelve Dancing Princesses."
"安布尔·蝴蝶(笔名) 谢谢你的来诗 "Thank you for the poems, Amber Butterfly.
我很喜欢, 我把你的'蝴蝶之歌'选为本周佳作 "I loved them very much, and I am making 'Song of the Butterfly' poem of the week.
不过我仍在想 就算是用诗的语言 "I wonder, though, if crocuses, even poetically...
花朵真会梦见月亮吗 "dream of the moons.
下周请继续写 不用在意我善意的批评 Write again next week, and do not mind my friendly criticism.
-来自'多特'诗刊" Dot."
~有人把她带走 Somebody came and took her away
~她甚至未说要离开 She didn't even say she was leavin'
老爸可不会让你穿这个 -Dad won't let you wear those.
他可管不了我 这是我自己的工资 He can't stop me. They're my wages.
~伙计,我知道她会 And gee, I know that she'd
~回到我身边 Come back to me
~只要她看见 If she could see
~这伤心的爱人 The brokenhearted lover.
-6点整我得到工作室 -没问题 长官. -I have to be at the studio at 6:00 sharp. Okay? -Okay, chief.
~有人偷走了我的女孩 Somebody stole my gal
强尼会来接你吗? -Is Johnny going to pick you up?
应该是的 I suppose so.
~有人偷走了我的女孩儿 Somebody stole my gal
"于是贝德维尔再次起身 快速飞奔 "Then quickly rose Sir Bedivere and ran...
*丁尼生《国王的叙事诗》-亚瑟王的消逝 文爱艺译
跳过一座又一座山脊 "and leaping down the ridges lightly...
轻轻把手伸进了芦苇丛底 抓起了那把宝剑 "plunged among the bulrush beds and clasped the sword...
然后用力旋转着扔进了湖里 "and strongly wheeled and threw it.
那把伟大的剑 "The great brand made lightnings
在月亮的光辉中发出闪电 in the splendor of the moon...
闪着光不停地旋转着 "and flashing round and round...
然后以拱形旋转着 "and whirled in an arc...
就像北方早晨的一道光幂… "shot like a streamer. from the northern morn.
那把剑就这样发着光 然后落下 "So flashed and fell the brand Excalibur.
但是还没有落到湖面的时候 "But ere he dipped the surface...
一只用白色锦缎包住的 "rose an arm...
神秘手臂 "clad in white samite -
不可思议地 "mystic, wonderful -
从湖中伸出来抓住剑柄 "and caught him by the hilt...
挥舞了三次 "and brandished him three times...
然后与剑一起 "and drew him under...
沉入湖底" in the mere. "
姑娘们 把红色的书... Girls, in your red book...
翻到139页 turn to page 139.
我是货真价实的西班牙人 I'm really Spanish, of course...
也是罗马天主教徒 and I'm Roman Catholic.
你们呢？ What are you?
我们的妈妈是基督弟兄会信徒 Our mother's a Christadelphian.
是被基督所爱之人 That's a lover of Christ.
噢 我们教堂的修女是基督的新娘 Oh, well, the nuns in my church are the brides of Christ...
她们得带着他的结婚戒指. and they have to wear his wedding ring.
你们想看我跳西班牙舞吗? Do you want to see me do a Spanish dance?
好的 Yes, please.
Olé
然后这是客厅 And this is the sitting room.
你们被允许在沙发上蹦跶? Are you allowed to jump on your Chesterfield?
这是国王牌沙发 That's the king's sofa.
我待会儿会试试的 I'm getting confirmed soon.
我加入了新合唱团 要全身穿白色 包括鞋子 I'm having a whole new ensemble -all white, even the shoes.
我还要带上白面纱... And I get to wear this little white veil...
再带上一本白色的祷告小册子 and carry a little white prayer book.
伊莎贝尔 Isabel!
我们通常不坐在这里 We don't normally sit in here.
她管办公桌叫做escritoire She called her desk an escritoire.
Escritoire? Escritoire?
我说的就是这个 That's what I said.
是从法语escrit来的 意思是写作 It's from escrit-to write -in French.
Olé
她的胸很美 She's got the best bosom.
唔 不过我不会给她的仪态打满分 Mmm. I wouldn't give her full marks for deportment, though.
她身材发育得也最好 She's got the most developed figure.
唔 并不 Mmm, no.
-真性感 -哇噻 -Sexy! -Ooh-la-la!
我来教你怎么转身 I'll show you how I do the turn.
噢 真不错 再来一次 Ooh, that was good. Do it again.
真迷人! Very fancy!
美腿! Nice legs!
嗯 往左一点 不对 是另一边 Uh, to your left a bit. No, no, the other way.
不不不不对 你们的左边 No, no, no, no! Your Left!
另一边啦 -The other way!
-我看你是不想拍我 -快点 准备好了？ -You don't want me in this one. -Come on. You ready?
好了 一起说... Okay, everyone say...
-茄子 -茄子！ -cheese. -Cheese!
看呐 这是老爸 Oh, look. There's Dad.
哦 Oh!
看呐珍 你凸点啦 Ooh, look,Jean. You've got a titty showing.
-烟拿远点 -凸点 凸点 点点 点点 -Put that way. -Titty, titty. Titty, titty, titty.
-梅朵在哪? -梅朵消失了 -Where's Myrtle? -Myrtle's not there.
我看看? Where?
-去洗澡吗? -我得准备学校的东西 -Coming to the baths? -I have to get ready for school.
我们可以去游泳... We could go swimming...
然后去城里 看看男孩儿们 and then go downtown and look at the boys.
-小心 -走吗 -Watch out! -Coming?
不 我要写这些 No. I want to do this.
喔! 波利姨妈的裙子只打两个褶 Ooh! Aunt Polly's only put in two pleats!
多么新颖! How original!
妮妮来吧 跟我们一起去浴场 Oh, come on, Nini. Come to the baths with us.
-你不想写作业的 -我要写 -You don't want to work. -I do.
你真无聊 You're so boring.
-走吧伊莎贝尔 -来了 -Come on, Isabel. -I'm coming.
这是个小男孩儿（法语） C'est un petit garon
他有他父亲的帽子 Il a le chapeau de son père.
他是个坏男孩 -Ce garçon est mauvais.
今天不需要 谢谢 -Nothing today, thank you.
不需要 谢谢 Nothing today, thank you.
让这孩子回避 Send that child away.
我是医生 I'm a doctor.
来通知你女儿梅朵的事 I 've come to tell you about your daughter Myrtle.
她在浴场溺水了 She's drowned at the baths.
遗体已经被送到太平间 -They've taken her body to the morgue.
需要我为您联系谁么? Is there anybody I can contact for you?
他们已经把她送到太平间了 They've taken her to the morgue.
来 Come on.
这是梅朵? Is it Myrtle?
对 Yes.
-你在水里放了什么 -阿司匹林 -What are you putting in the water? -Aspros.
这不能让她复生的 珍 It won't bring her back,Jean.
我知道 但能让花开得久些 I know that. But the aspros make the flowers last longer
走 Come on.
-这张不错 不是么 -挺好的. -That's very nice, isn't it? -It's quite excellent.
他们帮她弄了一只手 They had to make her a new arm.
天呐 For goodness' sake.
摄影师把她从其他孩子里挑出来 The photographer took her out of a picture with the other kiddies...
然后在这里帮她接了一只手 and gave her a new arm here.
噢 都看不出是后来加的 Oh, you couldn't tell.
洛蒂 有一张她最近的照片真是个安慰 It must be a comfort to you, Lottie, to have such a recent one.
对 是的 Oh, it is,yes.
她看起来真可爱 She looks so lovely.
-噢 她是个漂亮的姑娘 -对啊 -Oh, she was a beautiful girl. -Yes.
她很爱笑 -She's always smiling.
"但是突然... "Till of a sudden...
也许是被杀害了 她的伴侣什么也不知道 "maybe killed, unknown to her mate.
一天上午那雌鸟... "One forenoon the she-bird crouched...
没有趴伏在巢里 "not on the nest.
下午也没有回来 次日也没有… Nor returned that afternoon, nor the next -"
珍 这是讲梅朵的吗? Jean, is that about Myrtle?
从此就再也没有出现 "Nor ever appeared again.
*惠特曼 《来自不停摆动着的摇篮那里》 赵萝蕤译
不管我转到什么方向 "Whichever way I turn...
啊, 我想你能够把我的伴侣还给我 "oh, I think you could give me my mate back again...
只要你愿意 "if only you would.
因为我几乎能肯定我已经朦胧看见了她 不管我对着什么方向张望." For I am almost sure I see her dimly whichever way I look."
-珍 你好 -波比 你好 -Hello, Jean. -Hello, Poppy.
你知道我在学商科了吗? Do you know I'm doing Commercial?
知道 Yes.
我要学速记 打字还有复式记账 I'm doing shorthand, typing and double-entry bookkeeping.
你喜欢商业吗? Do you like Commercial?
除了所有的速记符号 Except for all the grammalogues.
我们一直在用速记符号 We're always doing grammalogues.
我们也学《夜莺颂》 We're doing "Ode to a Nightingale" too.
*济慈 《夜莺颂》 穆旦译
"永生的鸟呵 你不会死去 "Thou wast not born for death, immortal bird.
饥饿的世代无法将你蹂躏 "No hungry generations tread thee down.
今夜 我偶尔听到的歌曲 "The voice I heard this passing night...
曾使古代的帝王和村夫喜悦" was heard in ancient days by emperor and clown."
下周二我们得学完 We have to learn it by heart for next Tuesday.
-我得走啦 -好的 -I have to go. -All right.
-再见啦 -再见 -Bye then. -Bye.
雪莉 Shirley.
你可真是个梦想家 雪莉 What a dreamer you are, Shirley.
总是迷失在你想象的诗意世界里 Always lost in the poetic world of your imagination.
~圣洁的主 Thou holy art
~在许多 In many
~悲伤时刻 An hour of sadness
~当生活辛劳 When life's hard toil
~我灵魂遭欺压 My spirit hath oppressed
~我主啊 Hast thou
~我的心 My heart
~被爱与喜乐 Revived
~复活 With love and gladness
~让我的灵魂 -雪莉要走了 她的母亲去世了 -And borne my soul -Shirley's leaving. Her mother died.
~升到安息的 Above to realms
~国度 Of rest
~接受我的灵魂 And borne my soul off
~到安息的国度 To realms of rest
来 Come on, girl.
来 真听话 Come on. That's a good girl.
好姑娘 Good girl.
亲爱的阿德纽先生 Dearest Mr. Ardenue...
今天课上读《吉普赛学者》的时候 我流泪了 today I wept in class when we read "The Scholar Gypsy."
他是我理想中的男人 He is my ideal man.
我已下定决心 不当老师 I have made up my mind not to be a teacher.
我要成为诗人 I'm going to be a poet.
妈妈! Mum!
妈！我的腿中间有血！ Mum! There's blood between my legs!
来 把睡衣脱了 Come on. Let's get you out of that nightie.
我估计你把床单也弄脏了 I suppose you've mucked the sheets up as well.
看好 拿着一头 别在你衬衣的前面 Now, take one end, and you pin it to the front of your singlet.
转过来 Here. Turn round.
像这样 That's it. Like that.
放在两腿之间 这就好了 Put it between your legs. That's it.
然后另外一头别在衬衣后面 And then you pin the other end to the back of the singlet.
你先别好 再换上干净的内裤 Now, you do this first, and then you pull your clean knickers up over the top.
-这会漏出来的 -不会的 -It will show. -No, it won't.
别人会看见的 Everyone will see!
庆幸你15岁才来吧 别人12岁就来了 Be thankful you started at 15. Others start at 12.
我给你拿些干净裤子 I'll get you some clean knickers.
今晚的作业 For your homework this evening...
你们继续学习... working on your projects...
光合作用 on photo synthesis.
如果有问题 翻到化学书的 Any problems, go to your chemistry books...
第164页, 第18章 page 164, chapter 18.
今天就到这里 That's it for today.
放学 Carry on, girls.
放好你们的椅子 谢谢 -Put your. chairs in. Thank you.
-再见 -拜拜 -Okay. Bye. -Bye!
我们为什么不…你懂的 Well, why don't we -You know.
好吧 Yeah, okay.
嗨 毛绒绒 Hi, fuzzy.
你得弄弄你的头发 You know, you should do something about your hair.
你可以把它拉直 You could get it straightened.
或者夹住让它服帖 Or clip it to make it stay flat.
要么涂点油什么的 Or oil it or something.
我可从来没见过这样的头发 I've never really seen hair like this.
-看 -哦 不错 -Look. -Oh, well. Hmm.
-哦 太棒啦 -你哪儿弄来的 -Oh, that's great! -Where did you get that?
不 但是 No, but-
我哥哥说... My brother says...
马克思是近200年来唯一一个 that Karl Marx is the only…
合理且科学的思想家 rational, scientific thinker of the last two centuries.
威廉很可爱 -William's got a lovely personality.
我在车站看到他了 -I saw him at the train station.
我落下了手套 然后他还给了我 多么绅士呐 I dropped my glove, and he gave it back to me. Such a gentleman!
他像个电影明星 -He's like a movie star.
弗雷德和罗杰斯 他们都很可爱 Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers, they've got lovely personalities.
-总是很有个性 -可不是么 -And it comes out in their style. -It does, doesn't it?
我说过多少遍了 How many times do I have to tell you?
他不能只配合 他必须加把劲 He doesn't have to have fits! He could stop them if he tried!
你压根不关心 You don't even care!
现在看看你干的好事 你得阻止这事 Now look what you've done! You're going to stop this!
弗雷姆下士, 国家保护区,为您效劳 Corporal Frame, National Reserve, at your service.
-他们要让布鲁迪加入地方志愿军 -噢 给希特勒点颜色看看 -They've put Bruddie in the Home Guard. -Oh, we'll show Hitler!
-我们要给希特勒点颜色看看 -给他点颜色看看 -We'll show Hitler! -We'll show him!
来 儿子 一、二！ Come on, son. Hup! Hup!
向左转 齐步走! By the left, left, march! Left, march!
-一、二、一 -一、二、一 -Hup! Hup! Hup! Hup! -Hup! Hup! Hup! Hup!
希特勒走着瞧 Look out, Hitler!
漫长的路程到陶马鲁努依 It's a long way to Taumarunui
有很多的路要走 It's a long way to go
向左转 齐步走! -Left, march! Left, march!
向左转 齐步走! 一、二、一 -Left, march! Left, march! Hup! Hup!
左、右、左、右! Left, right, left, right!
"生活是甜美的 加斯帕 Life is sweet,Jasper.
*乔治·波罗 《拉文格洛》'Lavengro' George Borrow 19世纪英国作家
日与夜都是甜美的 加斯帕 There's day and night,Jasper. Both sweet things.
日月星辰 兄弟 所有甜美的事物 There's sun, moon and stars, brother, all sweet things.
就像荒原上的风 There's likewise a wind on the heath.
谁又愿意死去？" Who would wish to die?
等等等等 Blah, blah, blah.
三条裙子, 三件上衣 Three skirts, three blouses...
两天的连衣裙 一条冬日白 一条夏日白 two day dresses -one winter white, one summerwhite -
一件礼服 one special occasion dress...
两件运动衫或羊毛衫 two jerseys or cardigans...
一双球鞋 一双休闲鞋 one pair court shoes, one pairwalking shoes.
这还不包括内衣和睡衣 And that's apart from all the underwear and night clothes.
我找到了爷爷的旧睡袍 I found Grandpa's old dressing gown!
不行的小鸡仔 No, Chicks, no.
~两姐妹回到我们的镇 Two sisters back in our town
~感到悲伤和忧愁 Were feeling sorry and blue
-你好 毛绒绒 -哦 你好 毛绒绒 -Hello, Fuzz. -Oh, hello, Fuzz.
~军队带走了男孩儿们 The army took their boys away
~这里还有这么可做 What else was there to do
~他们召来军士召来上尉 They called up the sergeant Called up the captain
~还召来少将 Called up the major too
~他们问军队凭什么 And they asked what right had the army
~让他们这么忧伤 To be making them so blue
你好 珍 -Hello,Jean.
我想你明年会去师范学校 珍 I believe it's training college for you next year,Jean.
好吧 我还要继续去面试. Well, I still have to go for my interview.
相信你会成功的 Oh, I'm sure you'll be successful.
~在自由的土地 -你喜欢音乐吗 珍？ -In the land of the free -Do you like music,Jean?
是的 Oh, yes.
~我们要放一个短假 -我喜欢舒伯特 -We're gonna take a short vacation -I like Schubert.
他也是我的最爱之一 -Yes, he's one of my favorites too.
多么动人 So emotional.
~他们无疑会后悔 They'll regret it, no doubt
好了 我要过去了 Well, I think I'll mix.
~她收到信 -She gets a letter
~她感觉好多了 She's feeling better
~他回家休假 He's coming home on leave
~我们跟随军队 So we'll string along with the army
~在胜利之仗 In the fight for victory
漂亮脸蛋！漂亮脸蛋！漂亮脸蛋！ Pretty face! Pretty face! Pretty face!
别太累 祝你愉快 Don't work too hard. Have a nice time.
-这是一个好的开始 -你要好好的 -It is a bit of a wedge, isn't it? -You all right?
再见！ Bye! See you!
记得写信 别忘了 You've got to write! Remember!
-再见! -拜拜 -Bye! -Bye-bye.
第二部
天使与我同桌
我的能干的精灵！ 谁能这样坚定、镇静 在这样的骚乱中不曾惊惶失措呢？ 没有一个人 不是发疯似的 干着一些不顾死活的勾当。 莎士比亚《暴风雨》(朱生豪译)
普洛斯彼罗： 爱丽尔：
乔治？ -George?
珍来看你了 Jean has come to see you.
-这里 -嗯? -This way. -Huh?
你好乔治叔叔 Hello, Uncle George.
你是要当老师的那个 So, you're the one who's going to be a teacher.
她可是我们家族里头一个呢 She'll be the first in the family.
来吧 真冷 There we are. Ooh, it's cold.
对 要下雨了 我需要一把伞 Yeah, but it's gonna be raining, so I'll need the umbrella.
-嗨 毛绒绒 -你好 毛绒绒 -Hi! Fuzzy! -Well, hello, Fuzz.
-你觉得大学好玩吗 -哦 当然啦 -Isn't college fun? -Oh, yes, isn't it!
我在学两门学科 I'm doing two subjects at university too.
-天 -哦 你真聪明 -No! -Oh, you're such a brain.
想喝咖啡吗 来吧 Do you want to come and have a cup of coffee? Come on!
-我们要去Silver Girl了. -快来吧 -We're going to the Silver Girl now. -Oh, come on!
珍 你可以在小房间和我一起吃 You know,Jean, you're welcome to eat with me in the wee room.
呃, 不用了 谢谢艾希姑妈. Um, no, thank you, Aunt Isy.
我喜欢边学边吃 I like to study while I eat.
你是素食主义 吃得跟小鸟一样 You vegetarians, you eat like birds.
来 来. Come on. Come on.
来呀, 小可爱 Come on, sleepy.
亲爱的 你有什么要烧吗 Dear, have you got anything to burn?
呃 没有 谢谢姑妈 Uh, no, thank you, Aunt Isy. I haven't.
"也许 "May I...
我就像它们一样 "composed like them...
*奥登 《1939年9月1日》'September 1, 1939' 胡桑译
由爱和尘土构成 "of Eros and of dust...
被同样的虚无与绝望围攻 "beleaguered by the same negation and despair...
放射出一束坚定的光芒" show an affirming flame."
这朵像非洲 There's Africa!
到你了 You.
这个像、像 That one's like a -like a -
噢 这个像阴茎 所有都像阴茎 Oh, it's phallic. Everything's phallic.
阴茎是什么? What's "phallic"?
这个词来自"phallus" 是拉丁文的"阳具" It's from "phallus," the Latin for "penis."
像鸡巴? -Like a dong?
看呐 就连我们的膝盖也像阴茎 Oh, look. Even our knees are phallic.
你会在大学读到弗洛伊德 You'll read Freud at college.
哦 我可等不及了 Oh, I can't wait to get there.
那我就要一人了 I'll be all alone.
可怜的孩子 孤身一人 Poor baby. All alone.
不 No.
等我走了你能和杰克在一起 -You can have Jack when I'm gone.
学生会后我们一起喝咖啡了 We have coffee in the union aftertutes.
你们得见见福瑞斯特老师 And you should see Mr. Forrest.
-他是心理学讲师 -唔！ -He's the psych lecturer. -Mmm!
他很迷人! He's gorgeous!
就像《飘》里的卫希礼 He's like Ashley in Gone With the Wind!
卫希礼！卫希礼！到我这儿来 卫希礼！ Ashley! Ashley! Come to me, Ashley!
卫希礼 我要你! -Ashley, I need you!
我可不要挤在这儿 I'm not gonna share.
-这儿有足够的空间 -给谁？小矮人？ -There's enough room. -What for? Midgets?
嘿 Hey.
看到了吗 See?
试试吧 Try it.
她一定疯了 She must be mad.
我要告诉妈妈 I'm gonna tell Mum.
哦不 啥也别告诉 Oh, no, don't say anything.
凭什么？我们付了钱的 Why not? We paid.
但是给的也不多 But not very much.
伊莎贝尔求求你 Isabel, please!
她跳高低舞赢来的这些 She won them for her highland dancin'.
但它们从没被打开过 看呐 They've never been opened. Look.
-我们开一个吧 -不行 -Let's open one. -No, we can't.
她不会知道的 She won't know.
我觉得我们可以吃一盒 I suppose we could taste one.
好吧 那就吃一盒 Yes, let's taste one.
搭把手 Give us a hand.
有了 Got it.
你好 小猫咪 Hello, little kitty.
你先挑 You choose first.
来吧 Go on.
~基督的十字 With the cross of Jesus
~引领在前 Going on before
嗯 一点儿没有变味 Mmm. It's not musty at all.
你尝一个 You taste one.
我们不该这样 We shouldn't be doing this.
我知道 吃呀 I know. Go on.
史蒂夫无论如何想要我走 Steve wants me to go all the way.
我们今晚差点就做了 -We nearly did it tonight.
只是及时打住 We only just stopped in time.
这房子就像太平间 -This house is like a morgue.
你的文章写得怎样? What about your essay?
太晚了 明天学生会再写 It's too late. I'll do it tomorrow in the union.
你为什么从不去学生会 Why don't you ever come in to the union?
你都会上哪儿？ Where do you go?
羞于参与学生会 Too shy to mix...
害怕进入联会大楼 too scared to enter. the union building...
我越来越孤独 I was more and more alone.
我唯一的浪漫只在诗歌和文学里 My only romance was in poetry and literature.
你好 Hello.
哦 我正要走 福瑞斯特老师 Oh. I was just going, Mr. Forrest.
没事 没人规定这儿不能吃东西 Oh, that's all right. There's no rules about eating in here.
虽然闻起来有点味道 It's a bit smelly, though.
你觉得他用羊毛脂都干些什么? What do you think he does with all that lanolin?
或许他把它擦在那玩意儿上 Maybe he rubs it on his thing.
说不定是艾希姑妈帮他擦上的 Or maybe Aunt Isy rubs it on for him.
-什么声音 -姑妈来了 -What's that? -Aunt Isy
噢！ Oh!
快走 -Hurry up.
快 Quick.
快点 她来了 Hurryup! She's coming!
这里！这里 这里！ Here!Here, here, here, here, here!
我们的上主 By our good Lord.
你们是骗子! You're just liars!
是小偷! And thieves!
告诉你们爸妈这些谎言! Telling your parents those untruths!
偷我的奖品! Stealing my trophies!
顽劣的姑娘 Wicked, wicked girls!
等等 Wait.
来 斯吉! Come on, Siggy! Come on!
威娄戈伦在高高的山上 Willowglen sat high on a hill.
这曾辗转属于几个被遗弃的家庭 It had belonged in turn to various derelict families.
现在属于我们了 我们第一个自己的家 Now it was ours, the first home we had owned.
我们到了 Here we are.
妈 他们发现了 They found out about me, Mum.
没事的 小子 Ah, never mind, laddie.
-别再这样 -克里！ -Not again. -Curly!
癫痫没什么可耻的 Epilepsy's nothing to be ashamed of.
一份工作他连两天都保不住 两天！ He can't even keep a job for two days. Two days!
不 No!
这有何用 What's the use?
到外面平地去晒晒太阳 Come down onto the flat and sit in the sun.
总有一天我会去晒太阳的 One of these days I'll come and sit in the sun.
-为什么不是现在? -我有太多事要做 -Why not now? -I've too much to do.
没人要你吃辛吃苦啊 No one's asking you to be a workhorse.
我担心明年 I worried about next year..
我的衣服 钱 My clothes, money...
还有我的住处 现在伊莎贝尔想和朋友们合住 and where I would live now Isabel wanted to share with friends.
来点柴可夫斯基怎样？ How about a bit of Tchaikovsky?
你好 尤尼斯·玛丽 Hello, Eunice, Mary.
你们觉得我的红袜子怎样？ What do you think of my tomato socks?
可爱 Lovely.
-不正常 -不正常？ -Unusual. -Unusual?
-挺鲜艳的 -当然很鲜艳 -And bright. -Ofcourse they're bright.
我爱这一段 I love this bit there.
弗蕾姆老师? Miss Frame?
哦 你在这. Oh, there you are.
早茶你来吗 Are you coming to morning tea?
呃 不了 我有点忙 Oh -Oh, uh, no. I'm a bit busy.
哦 可你从来不来 Oh. We never see you.
或许明天吧 Maybe tomorrow.
你把房间弄得真漂亮 Oh, you've made the room lovely.
当时正是如此 So this was how it was...
和未来面对面 face to face with the future.
和伊莎贝尔分开住 Living apart from Isabel...
假装我并不孤单 pretending that I was not alone...
假装教书是我一生所渴望的 and that teaching was what I'd longed to do all my life.
-小伊！伊莎贝尔 -他们说了什么 -Izzy! Isabel! -What did they say?
-小伊! -你听说炸弹的事了么 -Izzy! -Have you heard about the bomb?
-什么炸弹 -他们在日本投了炸弹 -What bomb? -They dropped a bomb on Japan!
炸死了数百万日本人 -They've killed millions of Japanese!
-那是一种新型炸弹 -所以我们胜利了吗？ -It's a new kind of bomb! -So have we won the war?
-是的 -快去告诉其他人 -Yes! -Let's go tell the others!
去吗? Coming?
-伊莎贝尔 快来! -你从哪儿听来的? -Isabel, come on! -Where did you hear it?
今天第二节课我们有位非常重要的访客 We have a very important visitor with us today, Second Class.
请对我们的巡视员奈尔斯老师问好 I'd like you to say good morning to our inspector, Mr. Niles.
奈尔斯老师 早上好 Good morning, Mr. Niles.
早上好 孩子们 好的 谢谢 Good morning, children. Good, thanks.
-你好 弗蕾姆老师 -你好 谢谢 -And how are you, Miss Frame?-Very well, thank you.
那我坐在后面 您像往常那样上课吧 That's good. I'll sit at the back, and you just carry on as normal.
别在意我 Forget I'm here.
她在干什么？ What's she doing?
奈尔斯老师 请能您等一会吗 M-Mr Niles, would you excuse me for a minute, please?
好的 弗蕾姆老师 Certainly, Miss Frame.
上课怎么样了? What about teaching?
我放弃了 I've given it up.
我有医生证明 I've got a doctor's certificate.
可你不是一直想当老师吗 But you've always wanted to be a teacher.
-我要当作家 -可你怎么挣钱？ -I'm going to be a writer. -But how will you earn money?
-你靠什么生活？ -我要在这儿的厨房工作 -How will you live? -I'll work here in the kitchen.
-我会在大学里学心理学 -那你的奖学金怎么办？ -I'll study psych at university. -What about your scholarship?
那爸爸和妈妈呢？ What about Mum and Dad?
不敢相信 I can't believe it.
我很喜欢你的自传 珍妮特 I really enjoyed your autobiography, Janet.
写得很自然 很流畅 It's very natural. It's got a nice flow to it.
其他人写得都很呆板严肃 The others were all so stiff and serious.
你很有写作的天赋 You've got a real talent for writing.
我在《倾听者》上发表过故事 I've had a story published in The Listener.
哇 看来我说的没错 Oh. So I'm not wrong then.
要吞这么多阿司匹林 一定挺难的吧 You must have had difficulty swallowing all those aspros.
没 我 我就着水喝的 没什么难的 No. I -I just drank them with water. It wasn't hard.
它们就下了肚 They just went down.
"你很有写作的天赋" "You have a real talent for writing."
-珍妮特 -嗯? -Janet. -Yes?
学校里有三个人要见你 Three men from the university to see you.
啊 Ah.
-你好, 珍妮特 -晚上好, 珍妮特 -Hello, Janet. -Evening, Janet.
-你好 珍妮特 -你们好 -Hello,Janet. -Hello.
呃, 福瑞斯特老师告诉我... Uh, Mr. Forrest has been telling me...
你最近感觉不太好 that, uh, you haven't been feeling all that well lately...
我们想你最近最好休息一下 and, well, we thought that you might like a little rest.
哦 不不, 我现在很好 谢谢 Oh. N-No, I'm fine now, thank you.
这 这不会很久的 只是 呃… Well, i-it wouldn't be for long. Just, uh -
只是稍稍休息一会儿 让我们来照顾你 Well, just have a little rest and let us look after you for a while.
我真的很好 Really, I'm all right.
约翰会来看你的 对么？ John would come to visit you. Wouldn't you, John?
当然啦 我会的 Of course I would, yeah.
在医院里? In hospital?
没错 我们觉得那对你来说最好 Well, yes, we think it would be best for you.
-你觉得对吗？ -确实 -Do you think so? -I do.
走吧 妮妮 Come on, Nini.
我不能回家 I can't go home.
-你不能待在这 -是啊 我不想待在这儿 -Well, you can't stay here. -No, I don't want to stay here.
你又能去哪儿呢？ Well, where can you go?
听着 回家放个假 你就会好啦 Look, after a holiday at home, you'll be as good as new.
走开 Go away!
-她以前一直是个快乐的姑娘 -走开 -She's usually such a happy girl. -Go away!
我们最好还是走吧 We'd better go.
她大概是还需要些时间休息 Perhaps she just needs a little more rest.
我有个小狗 名字是斑点…… -I had a little dog And his name was Spot.
又到了 Here we go again.
回来! Come back!
到了 到了 Here we go. Here we go.
凹面 Pits.
我得了精神分裂症 I 've got schizophrenia.
那是什么意思 What's that?
"早发性痴呆 也称精神分裂症. "Dementia praecox, otherwise known as schizophrenia.
心智的逐渐恶化... "A gradual deterioration of the mind...
无法治愈" with no cure."
珍妮特 Janet.
我和克赖斯特彻奇的钱德勒女士谈过你的事了 I've talked to a Mrs. Chandler. in Christchurch about your case.
她对你很感兴趣 She's very interested in you.
我觉得你也会喜欢她 I think you'll like her too.
你的意思是我该去见见她？ Do you mean I should go and see her?
是的 I think you should.
我把你的故事和诗给卡克斯顿的丹尼斯看了 I've shown your stories and poems to Denis Glover of Caxton.
他深受触动 He's very impressed.
珍妮特 你让我想到梵高 想到雨果·沃尔夫 You know, Janet, when I think of you, I think of van Gogh, Hugo Wolf.
许多艺术家都受精神疾病的摧残 Lots of artists have suffered from schizophrenia.
布鲁迪? Bruddie?
该是你去 妮妮 而不是我 You should be the one going, Nini, not me.
哦不 我不行 Oh, no. I couldn't.
你是最佳人选 You'd be the best one.
不管谁去 都得保证妈妈有个愉快的旅程 Whoever goes, you've got to make sure Mum has a lovely trip.
多数钱是我出的 -It's most of my money!
-并不是 基本都是珍妮特的钱 -是的 -No, it's not. It's mostly Janet's money. -Yeah.
-不 我工作赚来的 -我挣的都比你多 -No, it's not. I worked for it. -I earn more money than you do.
挣来的？哈 Work for it? Huh.
哦 亲爱的 我不知道 Oh, dear, dear, dear. I don't know.
你不知道什么 -What don't you know?
把脚放上来 Put your feet up.
-我挺好的 -来嘛 -I'm all right. -Come on.
就是这样 你在放假 老妈 There. You're on holidays, Mum.
别再担心了 你这老猪脚 Stop worrying. Poor old trotters.
是我的电话 -It's mine!
你好? Hello?
好 Yeah.
好的 Yeah. Okay.
是伊莎贝尔 It's Isabel.
她在皮克顿港溺水了 She drowned in Picton Harbour.
这防止她发臭 It's to stop her from smelling.
布鲁迪 Bruddie.
妈妈 你的头发白了 Mum, your hair -it's white.
哦 克里! -Oh, Curly!
我们失去了第二个 A second one taken.
不知该说什么好 不过需要任何帮助尽管说 We just don't know what to say, but call on us if you want any help.
-我们在这 十分抱歉没有去教堂 -珍妮特出来吗 -We're here. We're sorry we didn't come to the church. -Is Janet coming out?
我们知道你有更亲近的家庭和朋友... We knew you had closer family and friends...
我们会一直默默支持 and we kept in the background for that reason.
你为什么不出来 妮妮? Why don't you come out, Nini?
我用写作来安慰自己 I comforted myself with writing...
但我不能再待在威娄戈伦了 yet I could not stay at Willowglen...
也无法逃避我蛀牙的恐惧 nor was there any escape from the horror of my decayed teeth.
你好 请进 Hello. Come in.
-我是珍妮特·弗蕾姆 -哦 -I'm Janet Frame. -Oh.
约翰·福瑞斯特写过关于你的信给我 John Forrest wrote to me about you.
你能治我的牙齿吗 Will you help me with my teeth?
你的牙？我不太明白 Your teeth? I don't understand.
噢 亲爱的 Oh, dear.
恐怕你得把它们拔掉 I'm afraid you're gonna have to have those out.
你会跟我一起吗 Will you come with me?
好的 没问题 Well, yes, I could.
等你的牙治好了... After you've had your teeth seen to...
你可以去恩光医院 I'd like you to go to Sunnyside Hospital.
他们有非常成功的新疗法 They have a new treatment there which appears to be successful.
能治得好吗？ Is it curable?
我觉得新疗法或许能行 With this new treatment, yes, I think it may be.
护士? -Nurse?
你是新来的吗? You're a newie, aren't you?
来 抬腿 就这样 弄舒服点 Come on. Legs up. That's the way. Get yourself comfy.
-你的牙呢 -我刚把它们拔了 -Where are your teeth? -I've just had them pulled out.
噢 Ooh.
你今天吃过东西吗? -Have you eaten today?
哦 糟心的一天 Oh! Oops-a-day.
不 上帝啊 上帝啊 No! There's God! There's God!
-好姑娘 -上帝来了 -That's a good girl. -There's God -
-好了 医生 -All right, Doctor.
早上好 我们知道你的情况 Good morning. Well, then, we know what this is all about.
躺好 就这样 Lie down. That's all right.
腿放平 放平 Legs down. Legs down.
-保持冷静 -护士长 -Nice and calm. -Matron.
好的 闭眼 准备好了 医生 Yes. Close your eyes. Ready, Doctor?
接下来的八年里 Over the next eight years...
我接受了超过200次电击治疗 I received more than 200 applications of electric shock treatment...
每一次都在相当于面对处决的恐惧中 each one equivalent in fear. to an execution.
快点 Hurry up!
-继续 -快走 -On the go. -Come on. Hurry.
你还好吗? Are you all right?
我还行 I'm all right.
-快点 -他们在看的时候我不想上 -Hurry up. -I don't want to go while they're watching.
没有人在看 There's no one watching!
快去 Come on, go!
-有教养小姐! -是 -Miss Educated! -Yeah.
给你 -There you are.
~蓝色的烟 Blue smoke
~飘过 Goes drifting by
~飘进深蓝色天空 Into the deep blue sky
~当我想家时 When I think of home
~我悲伤地叹息 I sadly sigh
~哦 我能看见你 Oh, I can see you there
~眼中含着爱的眼泪 With loving tears in your eyes
~正如我们怜爱地说 As we fondly said
~我们最后一个再见 Our last good-byes
~正如我的离开 And as I sailed away
~带着留下的渴望 With a longing to stay
~我保证会成真 -I promised to be true
-我拿到了你的书 -太棒了珍妮特 -I've got your books. -Good work,Janet.
-很棒的作品 -他们给出版了 -Jolly good work. -They've published them.
-我的照片在哪儿 -这不重要 -Where's my photograph? -That's not the important thing.
-我的照、照片在哪儿 -重要的是你现在是位作者了 -Wh-Where's my photograph? -The important thing is that you're an author.
我该做什么 What do I do?
在这里签名 You sign it here...
在封面内页 on the inside front page.
-这是你做的吗? -嗯 -Is that what you do? -Mmm.
好的 下一本 Good. Next one.
它们有一天会值大钱的 珍妮特 They'll be worth a fortune one day,Janet.
好的 Good.
坐下 Sit down.
我们要让你做新的手术 We're putting you down for that new operation.
什么新手术? What new operation?
你要做前额脑叶切除手术 You're going to have a leukotomy.
没必要害怕 There's no need to be frightened.
那会让你感觉很好 It'll do you the world of good.
我必须做吗？ Do I have to have one?
不是必须的问题 问题是什么是最好的 It's not a question of"have to." It's a question of what's best.
你母亲同意了 她签了字 Your mother has agreed. She signed the papers.
你怎么看 What do you think?
你觉得他们会出去吗 Do you think they'll get out?
我觉得你一旦进来了就别想出去了 I think once you're here, you never get out.
不用再...怕 Fear... no... more...
*莎士比亚“挽歌”《辛白林》 朱生豪译
骄阳... the heat...
晒蒸... of the sun...
不用再怕... nor the furious...
寒风... winter's...
凛冽 rages.
世间工作... Now thy...
你已... worldly... task...
完成 is done.
哦你好 Oh. Hello.
-是珍妮特吗 -帕尔默医生 你怎么看 -Janet, isn't it? -Dr. Palmer, what do you think?
-关于获奖? -不是 关于前额脑叶切除手术 -About the prize? -No. About the leukotomy.
你获得了赫伯特教会奖 You've won the Hubert Church Award...
你的短篇故事集《泻湖》 for your book of short stories, The Lagoon.
哦 我不用做手术了？ Oh. I'm not going to have the operation?
是的 No.
我觉得你得再在医院待一会儿 I think you should stay in hospital a little longer....
直到你更有自信、更强壮... until you're more confident and stronger..
然后我们考虑送你回家 And then we'll see about getting you home.
请到海蚀崖火车站 Seacliff Station, please.
我不想让你再离开家了 I don't want you to leave home again ever.
好的 长官 Okay, chief.
-不能再回那个疯人院了 -你是说所有的疯子? -You're not going back to that nuthouse. -With all those loonies?
啊 爸爸 Aw, Dad.
你在说这里是我的私人疗养所 It's my private rest home you're talking about.
你为什么不跟我们一起吃 Why don't you eat with us?
你为什么不在自己的房子里住 Why don't you live in your own house?
你有孩子吗 Have you got any children?
孩子们 快走 别缠着珍妮特姨妈 Boys, come on. Leave Auntie Janet alone, please.
-来喝你的茶 -好的 -Come have your tea. -All right.
来 Come on.
你看见窗外有什么东西吗 Can you see something out the window? Out.
弗兰克·萨吉森 他是个作家 在这附近独自生活 Frank Sargeson, the writer, lives around here in an old bach.
他来拜访过我 因为听说我是你妹妹 He came to visit me. He heard I was your sister.
-他也邀你去看他 -我们现在就能去 -He asked if you'd like to go and see him. -We could drop in now.
不！我并不认识他 No! I don't know him.
他不在家 He's not home.
-你好 -你就是珍妮特·弗蕾姆? -Hello. -You're Janet Frame?
请进 请进 Come in. Come in.
我们过会儿再来 We'll come back later.
你为什么不来这里住？ Why don't you come and live here?
棚屋的后面放了床和桌子 There's a bed and desk in the hut out back already set up.
你不能在充满尿布和小资生活... Well, you can't write living in suburbia...
的郊区之中写作 amongst the nappies and the bourgeois life.
但我得找一份工作 But I have to find a job.
为什么 Why?
你是个作家 You're a writer.
他们拒绝了我的疾病补助金 They've refused me the sickness benefit.
噢 是吗？ Oh, have they?
在医院吃了这么多年苦 他们不能这么做 After all those years in hospital, they can't do that.
听着 我有个好朋友是医生 Look, I've got a good friend who's a doctor.
他肯定会帮你获得补助金的 He'll fix you up with a benefit. Of course he will.
你想来看看吗? Would you like to come and look?
"看着内蒂姑妈戴上伪装 "It was a sin...
是多么罪过的事情 "to have watched Aunt Nettie putting on her face...
-更罪过的是 -哦 别 -"and it was worse --No, don't.
-这对她来说其实更糟, 我想... -弗兰克！ -"it was worse for her, I suppose... -Frank!
是因为我们知道了她有另一副面孔 "because now we knew she had another face...
-那面孔带着另一种笑容 -弗兰克 -"and had another smile to it. -Frank!
我们像小偷一样找到了她 "We'd found her out like a thief.
她一直红着脸" She kept blushing."
不错 Not bad.
有点...像迪伦·托马斯 Bit... Dylan Thomas-ish.
别在意我的回应 你只是刚刚开始尝试 Don't worry I fit comes back. It's only your first try.
要记着, 沃尔多... Just remember, Waldo...
总有别的出版商 there's always another publisher.
-阿哈！梅登牌唱机 -好的 -Aha!Maiden bearing gramophone. -All right.
我带了这张唱片 I brought these records.
-倒点酒好么 弗兰克? -Are you pouring, Frank?
"我们的心为狂想哺养 "We had fed the heart on fantasies.
*叶芝 《内战时期的沉思》 袁可嘉译
这种粮食使心残暴 "The heart's grown brutal from the fare.
我们仇恨的质量 超过了我们的爱 "More substance in our enmities than in our love.
蜜蜂啊 来燕八哥的... "Oh, honey bees, come build in the empty house...
空屋筑巢吧." of a stare."
太棒了 That's wonderful.
我只读过他的早期作品 I've only read his earlier works.
比如"轻点踩啊 因为你踩的是我的梦"? "Tread softly because you tread on my dreams"?
"走出门到榛树林/胸中憋着一团火" "I went out to the hazel wood because a fire was in my head."
*叶芝 《安格斯漫游歌》 袁可嘉译
-"直到月儿逃遁 -卡尔 "Till the moon has taken flight. -KarI!
*叶芝 《被盗的孩子》 袁可嘉译
-我们蹦蹦跳跳 -嘘 -"To and fro we leap... -Shh.
-追逐那浪花水泡 -你这是在喊 -"and chase the frothy bubbles. -You're shouting.
而世界充满苦恼 "While the world is full of troubles...
-来 人之子呀 -小声 -"come away, oh, human child... -Shh.
到湖滨旷野来吧 "to the waters and the wild...
手拉手 与仙人一道 "with a fairy hand in hand.
因为世间充满泪水 -Shh. -"Cause the world's more full of weeping... -Shh.
非你能知晓" than you can understand. "
弗兰克 Frank!
弗兰克? -Frank?
首先 First up.
真不敢相信 I can't believe it.
噢 并不是人人都会这么幸运唷 沃尔多 Well, not everyone's that lucky, Waldo...
至少对头一次尝试来说 not on their first try.
别人还得再加把劲 Something must have clicked with them.
好了 恭喜你 -Well, congratulations.
太棒了 -It's amazing.
致弗兰克 下一步是显而易见的 -To Frank, the next step was obvious.
我得开拓我的眼界 I needed to broaden my experience.
他为我安排申请了出国旅行的文学基金 He organized my application for a literary grant to travel overseas.
如果我留下来 大概余生都不再会有这样的机会 I knew that if I stayed, there would be no second chance for my survival.
你要离开这个古老国家啦 So, you're off to the old country, eh?
祝贺你, 女儿 太好了 Good on you, girl. Good on you.
弗蕾姆先生 Mr. Frame.
这位是弗兰克·萨吉森 This is Frank Sargeson.
这是我父亲 My father.
哦 弗蕾姆先生 您有一位聪明的女儿 Oh, you've got a very clever daughter there, Mr. Frame.
谢谢 Thank you.
再见 Bye-bye.
旅途愉快 Bon voyage.
第三部
镜子城的使者
让你到法国去卖俏！ 哈 哈 好一个求婚… 罗伯特·彭斯 《邓肯·葛雷》 王佐良译
~时光和运气象浪潮 Time and chance are but a tide
~哈 哈 好一个求婚 Ha ha, the wooing o'it
~失恋的痛苦真难熬 Slighted love is sair to bide
~哈 哈 好一个求婚 Ha ha, the wooing o'it
~他心想我怎能这样没出息 "Shall I like a fool," quoth he
~为了一个骄傲女人就把命丢掉 For a haughty hizzie die
~去她的！让她到法国去卖俏 She may go to France for me
~哈 哈 好一个求婚 Ha ha, the wooing o'it
你俩在干嘛? -What happened to you two?
啊 我们就附近看看 Ah, we've just been, uh, looking around.
最近怎么样了 What have you been up to?
是不是超迷人 -Isn't it absolutely gorgeous?
要帮忙吗 Can I help you?
哦 不用 谢谢 Oh, no, thank you.
是穿白礼服的那个吗? Was that the one in the white tuxedo?
哦 我喜欢 他叫什么名字? Oh, I love it. What's his name?
我们得走了 We should go then.
你好 我是珍妮特·弗莱姆 Hello. I'm Janet Frame.
我写信预订了一个房间 I wrote and reserved a room.
弗雷姆？ Frame
没有弗蕾姆的预订 No, I have no "Frame."
-不过我确实写信了 -但我们没收到 -But I wrote. -No, we've had no letter from you.
-我是从新西兰大老远来的 -我们这住了世界各地来的客人 -But I'm all the way from New Zealand. -We have guests staying here from all over the world.
你在伦敦有朋友吗 Have you no friends in London?
没有 None.
你为什么不去基督教女青年会看看 Why don't you try the Y.W.C.A.?.
“请勿占用浴室”
好吧 我不太想你冬天在这儿 Well, I hope you won't be here for the winter.
曾有个女人在一屋子里因肺炎去世了 We had a woman die of pneumonia in one of these rooms.
就是那间 That one.
去年这间住了一位欧洲王储 We had a crown prince of Europe in this one last year.
这儿 There.
你可以叫我帕特里克 You can call me Patrick.
那么你来伦敦做什么 珍妮特 So, what you doin' in London, Janet?
哦 我是拿到了文学资助来的 Oh, I'm here on a literary grant.
文学资助? A literary grant?
我不会在伦敦待太久 But I'm not going to stay in London for very long.
我要去西班牙 I'm going to go to Spain.
那儿花销便宜些 It's cheaper there.
-你不是要一个人去吧？ -是的 -You're not going on your own? -Yes.
珍妮特 你这样在外国很危险的 Well, you'll be in danger in a foreign place like that, Janet.
在伦敦我会照顾你 I'll look after you while you're in London...
但你可不能独自去西班牙 but you mustn't go to the continent on your own.
顺便问下 你是单身吗? By the way, are you fancy-free?
是的 单身 Yes, I'm fancy-free.
那得小心那些黑人 伦敦到处都是 Then watch out for the blacks. They're everywhere in London.
我不觉得应该凭肤色看人 I don't think that someone should be referred to by the color of their skin.
那你走着瞧吧 You wait and see.
好吧 Oh. Well.
吃吧 Come on.
谢谢 Thank you.
闻起来真香 给你 Here we are. Smells good. Here you go.
-这是西班牙烩饭 珍妮特 -不错 西班牙菜 -Now, this is paella, Janet. -Oh, yes, the Spanish dish.
我在那里生活的时候学会的 I learnt to make it when I was living there.
-你在西班牙做些什么呢? -我是个艺术家 在那待过一段时间 -What were you doing in Spain? -Oh, I'm an artist, so I lived up there for a while and worked.
-凯蒂? -嗯? -Katie? -Yes?
你什么不写信告诉科林 珍妮特要去伊维萨岛 Why don't you write to Colin and tell him Janet's going to Ibiza?
好的 当然 科林可是个好人 Yeah, well, definitely. Colin's a really nice guy.
他会带你转转的 他很迷人 In fact, he'll show you around. In fact, he's gorgeous.
嗯 珍妮特你都写些什么呢? So, uh, what do you write, Janet?
-唔 诗和小说 -嗯. -Oh, um, poetry and fiction. -Mm-hmm.
写了一些短篇小说 还写了一部长篇小说 Some short stories, and I've written a novel.
-发表了吗? -是的 -Have you had anything published? -Yes.
-在什么杂志上? -呃 不是 短篇小说是出成书了. -For which magazine? -Um, no. The short stories are in a book.
-出书? -长篇也出版了. -A book? -The novel's been published.
-你是说你出了一本书? -好厉害珍妮特 棒极了! -You mean you've published a book? -Well done, Janet. Excellent!
我之前还没遇见过出过书的人 In fact, I've never met anybody who's published a book before.
我是说像我们这群人一样 太棒了 Well, I mean, somebody like us. That's great.
只是在新西兰而已 Well, it's only in New Zealand.
-那也是书啊 -你的出版商是? -Still, it's a book, Janet. -Who's your publisher?
短篇集是卡克斯顿... Caxton Press for the short stories...
长篇是飞马出版社 and Pegasus for the novel.
噢 我可选好了我的出版商 Well, I've chosen my publisher.
我们知道 保罗 是费伯 Yes, we know, Paul. Faber.
-费伯 & 费伯出版 -敬费伯 & 费伯 -Faber & Faber. -To Faber & Faber.
你昨天没回家珍妮特 You didn't come home last night,Janet.
是的 天太晚了 我错过了巴士 No, I missed the bus. It was too late.
进来 进来 Come in. Come in.
你住在哪儿了 Where'd you stay?
和一些新朋友在一起 With some new friends.
他们是谁? Who are these new friends?
一些作家和画家 还有艺术家. Writers and painters. Artists.
这可不是你的类型 珍妮特 That's not the type for you,Janet.
他们游手好闲还没有工作 They hang around and do no work.
他们的品格好么? And what about their morals?
他们...就在一起瞎混 All that... muckin' in together.
帕特里克 我也是个作家 I'm a writer too, Patrick.
暂时是的... For the moment, maybe...
不过等你从西班牙回来 就帮你找个正经工作 but then when you come back from Spain, we'll get you a real job.
我们得想着将来 We'll look to our future then.
这是给你的 This is for you.
~你会和我一起去法国 You can go to France with me.
~哈 哈 好一个求婚 Ha ha, the wooing o'it
我的包呢 我的行李不见了 My bags. My baggage. It's not here.
不 不在这儿 No, they're not here.
你的包在巴黎 在巴黎 Your bags are in Paris. In Paris.
这个行李票是存在巴黎的 不是送到西班牙 The ticket for leaving bags is in Paris, not for coming to Spain.
能听懂吗? 你的包在巴黎 You understand me? Your bags are in Paris.
你是科林? Colin?
是的 凯蒂形容了下你的头发 Oh. Katie described your hair.
-你的行李呢? -我轻装出行的 -Where's your luggage? -I'm traveling light.
那就方便了 走吧 Oh, that's easy then. Come on.
-好了 搞定了 -谢谢 -Okay then. It's fixed up. -Thank you.
有空房间 你是要住几晚对吗？ There's a room free. You said you wanted to stay a couple of nights, yeah?
那就好了 再见 Well, that's fine. Okay. See you around.
谢谢 Thank you.
"是你 你将蓝色的地中海唤醒... "Thou who didst waken from his summer dreams...
*雪莱《西风颂》 穆旦译
而它曾经昏睡了... "the blue Mediterranean where he lay...
一整个夏天 "and saw in sleep...
古老的宫殿和楼阁 "old palaces and towers...
在水天映辉的波影里颤抖." quivering within the wave's intenser day."
我将走上海滨路 One day soon I would walk around the harbor road...
到达对岸真正的城市所在, to the opposite shore, where the real city lay...
而我只了解那在海中的城市 that I knew only as the city in the sea.
-你好啊 -音乐家和摩托车 -Hello again. -Musicians and motorbikes.
奇妙的组合 Interesting combo.
她长什么样？小心点 What was she like anyway? Be a bit more careful, that's all.
-你好 -萨拉 -Hello. -Sarah.
你好 Hello.
我的行李到了 他们给海运来了而不是用火车 My luggage is coming. They sent it by sea instead of rail.
还有 我找到住的地方了 And, um, I found a place to stay.
挺好 Good.
那里能看见水和城市 Well, it has a view of the water and the town.
噢 我是指城市和海 No, I mean the town and the water.
好的 再见 Well, bye-bye.
哦 不好意思 Oh! Hold on.
就是这女人 记得吗 那天在渡口遇见的 That's the woman. Remember, the one I met from the ferry the other day?
-没有任何行李 -凯蒂的朋友什么的 -Without any luggage. -Katie's friend or something.
真不同寻常 没见过这样的人 It's remarkable. I didn't think there were people like that.
她非常非常紧张 非常神经质 She's very, very nervous. Very nervous.
萨拉长什么样? How did Sarah look?
哦 Oh.
呃 这是rou 肉 Uh, carne. Carne.
呃 - Uh -
-黄油？ -是的
嗯 Mmm.
不不 No, no.
-不是男人的 -不 不可能 -No hombre. -No, no, no, no, no.
哦对 这是我妹妹给我做的 窝的妹妹 Oh! Yeah, my sister made me -mi hermana.
用窗帘做的 呃 创帘 Made it from a curtain.Uh, cortina.
我被接受了 因为我不是观光客 I was approved of because I was not a tourist.
我不是美国人 I was not American.
我是个勤劳的作家 I was an industrious escritora...
一个外国朋友也没有 who did not have foreign friends.
我感到失望 还有些被背叛的感觉... I felt sick with disappointment and a sense ofbetrayal...
因为我本以为租下了整个屋子 for I believed I had rented the entire house.
我指望着伊格纳西奥里克6号成为我的地方 I had looked on Number 6 Ignacio Riquere as my place...
而不是和说英语的外国人合住 not to be shared with a foreigner. who spoke English.
你在哪里换的钱 珍妮特? Where do you get your money changed, Janet?
哦 我到的时候在这里的银行... Oh, I changed it here when I arrived...
换的 at the bank.
全部？你可不该这样做 All of it? You shouldn't have done that.
我在安道尔换了我的美国奖学金 I get my American scholarship money changed in Andorra.
那里有低利息市场 There's where the cheap money market is.
"低利息"? "Cheap money"?
一个女恶魔? A woman devil?
她睡在他床上 She sleeps in his bed.
谢天谢地 你和她不一样 Thank God you not like her.
我渴望成为一个像她那样充满秘密的人 I longed to be as full of secrets as she seemed to be...
那会激起男人的兴致去探寻 that would prompt a man to discover them.
只是长久以来 我已封闭了所有的出口和入口 But for so long, I had blocked all exits and entrances...
让我觉得自己如木头般无性可言 that I felt I was as sexless as a block of wood.
你好珍妮特 这些是我的朋友 -Hi,Janet. These are my friends.
朵拉和伯纳德 Dora and Bernard.
-你好 朵拉 -你好 珍妮特 -Hello, Dora. -Hi, Janet.
-你好 伯纳德 -今天是他的生日 -Hello, Bernard. -It's Bernard's birthday.
-要加入我们吗 来一杯红酒? -不用了 爱德文 我正要走 -Would you like to join us for a glass of wine? -Oh, no, thank you, Edwin. I was just going.
-嘿 一起吧 -朵拉在巴黎学演奏长笛 -Hey, I 'd like you to. -Dora studies flute in Paris.
-你去过巴黎吗 珍妮特? -只待了一晚 在我来这里的路上 -You been to Paris, Janet? -Oh, just one night, really, on my way here.
哦 你真该巴黎多待一会儿 Oh, you need more than a day in Paris.
-嘿 威廉·巴特勒 -敬伯纳德 -Hey. W.B. -To Bernard.
-天堂的三十四年 -我可不觉得天堂有什么事好做 -Thirty-fourth year to heaven. -I don't think heaven's got much to do with it.
你见识过天堂哦 爱德文? 哈? 是吗? What do you know about heaven, Edwin? Huh? Huh?
-去年在辛辛那提 伙计 -别提辛辛那提 -Cincinnati last year, big guy. -Don't talk Cincinnati.
是吗？ Oh,yeah?
嘿 你能给我看看你的作品吗? Hey, are you gonna show me your work?
好的没问题 Oh,yeah, I've been working.
-珍妮特 -哦 -Janet. -Oh!
早上好 Hi. Good morning.
-你好 -过得怎样? -Hello. -How are you?
挺好 Good.
呃! Uh-huh!
拜伦 Byron.
你要出去走走吗? So, uh,you wanna go walking?
我得说 今早我完全没法工作 I'll tell you one thing. I could not work this morning.
你是做什么的 Um, what sort of work do you do?
嗯 在美国我是历史学教授... Well, back home I work as a history professor...
但我实际上是个诗人 but I'm really a poet.
诗人 A poet.
别这样 爱德文告诉我你是位作家 Hey, come on. Edwin tells me you're a published author.
-那奥登怎么样？ -好的 -But, ah, what about Auden? -Oh, yes.
"跟去吧 诗人 跟在后面 直到黑夜之深渊" "Follow, poet, follow right to the bottom of the night."
*奥登《悼叶芝》 穆旦译
-对对 -"用你无拘束的声音... -Yeah. Right. -"With your unconstraining voice...
仍旧劝我们要欢欣." still persuade us to rejoice."
那么 吉卜林？ Oh, and -The Kipling.
吉卜林 你知道他的 "营房谣"吗? Kipling. Do you know "Gunga Din"?
叶芝怎么样？ What about Yeats?
好的 不过"营房谣"的开头是什么? Yeah. But how does "Gunga Din" start?
我知道了 Now, I know that one. Uh -
-我得走了 -是的 我知道 -I have to go. -Yeah, I know.
我知道 I know.
早上好 Well, good morning.
我带了些早餐 I brought some breakfast.
呣 Mmm. Uh -
我先给你读读这个吧？我今天早上写的 Just let me read you this first, okay? Uh, I wrote it this morning.
刚起床那会儿 是我最有创作力的时候 You know that time just after waking? It's when I'm at my most creative.
开始了 这只是第一稿 Now, it's just a first draft.
"春天"-"春天在它所有的黑暗中 "Spring." "Spring in all its lightness.
灿烂了蓝色穹顶的光辉" Glad brightness of blue-domed day."
之前写的"蓝色屋顶" 不过我改掉了 I had "blue-roofed," but I changed it.
"蓝色穹顶 "Blue-domed day.
让俄亥俄的山丘心跳不止... "Heart-holding hills of Ohio...
这里记忆绵延数里 而春… "where memory stretches like miles and s -
春天像说出第一个字般再次升起它的希望." spring renews its promise like the first-spoken word."
-你喜欢么? -嗯 -Do you like it? -Hmm.
一定很美 It must be lovely.
俄亥俄的春天 Spring in Ohio.
蓝色天…你喜欢蓝色天穹吗? Blue-do -Did you like blue-domed?
啊 真美! -Oh, beautiful!
再来一次吧. Do it again.
美国人 很有钱吗? Is the American rich?
我不知道 可能吧 I don't know. Maybe.
伯纳德, 我要给你看看朵拉的本事 Bernard, I want to show you something that Dora can do.
她能一边接吻一边玩木棍游戏 She can kiss and play the stick game at the same time.
-看着 -好吧 好吧 -Watch this. -All right, all right.
你觉得这就是本事啦? You think that is something?
-这才厉害呢 -我给你们看看 -That's something. -I want you to see something.
我的姑娘 能一边玩毛利人木棍游戏... My girl, who can play the Maori stick game from New Zealand...
还能一边喝酒 同时还能接吻 can also drink wine and kiss at the same time.
-她能一口喝光么还? -一口喝光 -She can chug at the same time? -Chug-a-lug.
喝光 喝光 Chug, chug, chug.
看着这个 这… Look at that. Now, that is the sort -
伯纳德你总爱耍帅 太讨厌了 You're always showing off, Bernard. I'm sick of it.
我总耍帅? 上吧 预备！ I'm always showing off? Come on! En garde!
你总是很过分! -You always go too far!
谁来把这家伙弄走 Someone get this guy off me.
我都有几周没听见你打字了 你没在写作吗？ I haven't heard your typewriter for weeks. You're not writing, are you?
我正在休息 I'm taking a break.
我希望你知道自己在做什么 I hope you know what you're doing.
-我当然知道 -好吧 -Of course I do. -Okay.
好吧 我想这是我在这儿的最后一周 Well, I guess this is my last week.
哦 别 你知道我要走了 Oh, come on. You knew I was going.
不 No
我得回家 准备下学期的课和其他的事 Well, I have to get back, prepare for next term and so on.
天晓得 我不想走的 God knows, I don't want to go.
我没有意识到下周就是 I didn't realize it was next week.
啊 听着 不 不 不 听我说 Hey, listen. Look. No, no, no. Listen to me.
我过了一个完美夏天 I've had a great summer.
真心的 I really mean that.
我会想念你的 I'm gonna miss you.
嗯? Huh?
嗯? Hmm?
弗兰切斯卡 珍妮塔小姐她在家吗? Francesca. Senorita Janetta -is she home?
好的我也爱你 Look, I love you too.
珍妮特？ -Janet?
珍妮特？ 你在吗? -Janet? Are you there?
呃 渡轮中午开船 Uh, the ferry goes at midday.
珍妮特？ Janet?
我真心想和你道别 I'd really like to say good-bye.
珍妮塔？ Janetta?
这些美国人 他们糟蹋任何东西 These Americans, they spoil everything.
白的也能弄成黑的 Even the light they make dark.
真正的浪漫 True romance, indeed.
诗和音乐里有太多 So much for poetry and music.
我开始怀疑我可能怀孕了 I was beginning to suspect that I might be pregnant.
给 Here.
你在那里怎样? Here. What you got in here?
我打算在主屋给你弄一间房... I managed to get you a room in the main house...
就在我隔壁 next to mine.
哦 我们来了个新女房东 Oh, we've got a new landlady.
她可真是个人物 有来头 She's a real character. Tip-top.
她喜欢人家叫她玛 She likes to be called Ma.
顺便... By the way...
我想你还是单身的吧 I trust you're still fancy-free.
太好了 走吧 Great. Come on then!
我给你做点茶 I've got some tea on.
车来了！珍妮特 快跟上 It's the bus! Janet! Where are you?
你别花时间写作了 You don't want to spend your time writing.
那可没钱赚 There's no money in it.
放个假也挺不错 It's all right for a holiday...
不过也别无其他. but nothin' else.
不是长久之计 Not for permanent.
福林峰饼干怎么样? What about Peek Freans?
-福林峰? -是的 -Peek Freans? -Yeah!
你能在那儿的办公室工作 You could work in the office there.
是的！ Yeah!
虽然我不愿有孩子... Although I had not wanted the baby...
但我常梦见一个有着伯纳德笑容的儿子 I had sometimes imagined a boy with Bernard's laugh...
或者一个有他眼睛的女儿 or a girl with his eyes.
有成年人的申请真好 So nice to have a mature applicant.
我们这里年轻的太多 We have so many young ones.
有什么重大疾病吗? Any major illnesses?
没有 No
-做过什么手术么？ -没有 -Uh, any operations? -No.
-精神疾病治疗呢? -有过 -Psychiatric treatment? -Yes.
我在新西兰的医院待了一会儿 I spent some time in hospital in New Zealand.
一会儿是多久? How long is "some time"?
8年 Eight years.
你怎么就认为能成为一个护士呢? How could you possibly think of being a nurse?
诊断是什么? What was the diagnosis?
-精神分裂症 -真抱歉 -Schizophrenia. -I'm sorry.
不行 No.
这是行不通的 It's out of the question.
我感到所有我所知的悲痛... I felt as if all the griefs I had ever known...
都浮现在我心中 were beginning to surface within me.
在我恐惧和绝望的生活中... In fear and despair for my life...
我要回答这些问题 我仍在质问自己的一生 I needed answers to the questions I still asked myself about my history.
我知道谈论自杀往往要被严肃对待 I knew that talk ofsuicide must always be taken seriously.
这样的话题于我却很轻巧 Such talk came readily to me…
就如确保正常生活的一种捷径 as a shortcut to ensure action.
我成为自愿入院的病人 I was admitted as a voluntary patient.
最终的结论是我从没患过精神分裂症 Finally it was concluded that I had never suffered from schizophrenia.
起初 真相看起来比谎言更加可怕 At first the tr.uth seemed mor.e ter.r.ifying than the lie.
现在我什么问题都没有 又该凭什么求救呢? How could I now ask for help when there was nothing wrong with me?
你知道你自己经历过的那些问题... You know the problems you've been experiencing...
都是这些年在医院里直接造成的 are a direct result of all those years in hospital.
你不能就这样轻易地当没发生过 You can't undo that quickly.
只要你需要 我就在这里... I'm here whenever you need me...
不过作为一个开始 每周来一次吧 but, I think for a start, once a week.
每周一次 好的 Once a week. All right.
嗯 我想你写写关于在新西兰医院的事情 Mmm. And I want you to write about your time spent in hospital in New Zealand.
这有助你展望未来 It'll help give you a clearer view to the future.
-不过我得找工作 -别担心这个 -But I have to find a job. -Don't have to worry about that.
你会得到国家援助 You'll get National Assistance.
如果有任何人要你离开或加入... If anyone tells you to get out and mix...
而这是你不愿意的... and you don't want to...
那就拒绝 don't.
-你读过了嘛? -是的 我读了. -Have you read it? -Yes, I have.
我相信从那段时间走出来对你来说是好事 And I'm sure that getting that time out of your system will be good for you.
不过作为一本书来说 你喜欢吗? But as a book, do you like it?
你知道 我不是文学爱好者 I told you, I 'm not a literary chap.
你有没有想过找个经纪人? Have you thought of getting an agent?
-我已经有了 -他怎么说的? -I already have one. -What did he say?
-我想你先读读看 -好的 -I wanted you to read it first. -That's good.
现在我读过了 给经纪人看看吧 听听他的意见 Now I have, take it to him, get his opinion.
我明天要见我的出版商 I'm going to meet my publisher tomorrow.
哇! 我给你做个头发吧? Ooh! Why don't I make a hair appointment for you?
哦 这没用 我试过了 Oh, no. Nothing works. I've tried.
我保证总能有点法子的 I'm sure they could do something with it.
你得过奖 以前书的评价也很好 Granted, your books have had good reviews.
有一些非常好 Some very good.
不过我现在想让你写一本畅销书 But what I want you to do now is write a best seller.
你知道旺达·莱昂 是怎么来见我的? When Wanda Lyons comes to see me, do you know how she comes?
她是乘劳斯莱斯来的 She comes in a Rolls-Royce.
你比旺达厉害 You are a better writer than Wanda.
畅销书 Best seller.
学一下 这会告诉你方法 Study them. They'll give you the form.
-你住在哪儿? -坎伯威尔 -Where is it you're living? -Camberwell.
坎伯威尔是不毛之地啊 Camberwell is a wasteland.
我会和你签约 帮你弄间公寓 I'll make you an offer. I'll give you an apartment.
给我? Give me?
不错 我希望你在那里写下一本书 Yes, I'd like you to write your next book in there.
呃 我不知道 我得考虑考虑 Uh -I don't know. I'll have to see.
而且 我会找些人来拜访你 Also, I've got some people who'd like to meet you.
还有 别忘了 And don't forget.
下回 你可就坐上劳斯莱斯过来了 Next time you come in a Rolls-Royce.
给你 这应该合身 There. These should fit you as well.
亲爱的. 我会把你的湿掉的衣服送到科伦巴 Lovely. Now, I'll send Columba for your wet things.
我喜欢你上一本书 真是太精彩了 Oh, I loved your last book. It was just absolutely marvelous.
-请随意 -谢谢 -Take your time. -Thank you.
-你喜欢这书吗? -是的 -You enjoyed the book then? -Oh,yes.
她是个有趣的新作家.. She's an interesting new author..
可能卖得不好 可能也不会畅销... Probably won't sell. It probably won't be a best seller..
不过对我们没什么损失 We won't lose anything on it.
这是珍妮特·弗蕾姆 这是艾伦和露丝·西利托 Janet Frame, Alan and Ruth Sillitoe.
-很高兴终于见到你 -我帮你拿点喝的 -Pleased to meet you at last. -I 'll get you a drink.
-你好 -欢迎 珍妮特 -Hello. -Janet, welcome.
请随意 坐吧 Janet, do make yourself comfortable. Sit down, please.
我喜欢你的《水中面容》 I loved your Faces in the Water..
很有力量 很真实 It's powerful stuff. Very true.
谢谢 Thank you.
我、我也喜欢你的书 I, um -I enjoyed your book too.
《长跑者的寂寞》 The Loneliness of the Long-Distance Runner..
我很高兴 I 'm glad.
给你 珍妮特 Here you are,Janet.
谢谢 Thank you.
珍妮特在我们骑士桥的公寓... Janet's in our Knightsbridge apartment at the moment...
写她的新书 writing her new book.
对 Yes.
是的 I am.
亲爱的珍妮特 Dear Janet...
真希望有办法能让这消息看起来不那么悲伤 I wish there was a way to break this news more gently.
爸爸去世了 Dad is dead.
他骑车去北路上班时晕倒了 之后在医院中过世 He was cycling to work on the North Road when he collapsed and died later in hospital.
可怜的爸爸 自从妈妈去世就没好好照顾自己 Poor Dad. He hasn 't properly cared for himself since Mum died.
布鲁迪说他的屋子就像个垃圾堆 Bruddie says the house is a rubbish heap.
弗蕾姆小姐? Miss Frame?
我是本地报纸的肯波克 弗蕾姆小姐 Ken Bowker from the local paper, Miss Frame.
我们能上来吗? Can we come up?
行 Yes.
很抱歉打扰您 我们想在《但尼丁报》上刊登 Sorry to disturb you. We wanted to beat the Dunedin papers to it.
-登什么? -你的故事 -To what? -Your story.
您能弯一下膝盖么? Can you bend your knees?
能照一张坐姿的吗, 弗蕾姆小姐? Can we have one sitting, Miss Frame?
坐... Sitting.
呃 像这样? Um -Like this?
不错 That's good.
~来吧 宝贝 Come on, baby
~一起扭动 Let's do the twist
~来吧 宝贝 Come on, baby
~一起扭动 Let's do the twist
-帕梅拉, 该睡觉了 ~握住我的手 -Pamela, come to bed, please? -Take me by my little hand
~然后像这样 And go like this
-咖啡? -不用了 朱 -Coffee? -Uh, no thanks,June.
-明天见 -晚安 -See you tomorrow then. -Night-night.
-晚安 ~噢 耶 -Night-night. -Ooh, yeah
~就像这样 Just like this
~来吧 姑娘 Come on, little girl
~一起扭动 And do the twist
~爸爸睡了 My daddy is sleepin'
~妈妈不在 And my mama ain't around
~对 爸爸刚睡 Yes, Daddy's just sleepin'
~妈妈也不在 And Mama ain't around
~一起扭动 Yeah, now twist
~宝贝 扭动
~噢 耶
~就像这样 Girl, baby, twist
~来吧 小姐 Come on, little miss
~一起扭动 And do the twist
嘘 嘘 嘘 Hush, hush, hush.
绿草和风... The grass and the wind...
还有杉树... and the fir...
和那大海正在说着... and the sea are saying...
嘘... hush...
嘘. hush